#Hunter x Hunter Killua x reader
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nightqueen1221 Ā· 2 years ago
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HI CAN U WRITE KILLUA X READER THAT LOVES TO HUG HIM RANDOMLY AND SHE DOES IR A LOT
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He looks so in defeat.
-He loves your affection.
-Most of the time he doesn't tell you he's having a bad day, so your hugs bring him a lot of comfort when he doesn't want to talk.
-Would love it if you run your hands through his hair, maybe whisper quietly in his ear.
-He leans his head into you shoulder or arms. It really depends on the height difference or how you hold him.
-He says he wants to be the big spoon simce he feels like he can protect you.
-In all honestly, he really doesn't mind if he's holding or being the one held.
-If it's out in public, any PDA really gets him flustered and embarrassed.
-He's not mad at you, the only time he would be is if he was seriously uncomfortable, told you to stop, and you ignored him.
-Good thing is he is kinda easy to know when he really means it.
-One time you were hugging him from behind in his room, he jokingly told you to move in case someone comes in.
-You both laugh at this, until a person actully walks in a few seconds later.
-But, he is loves your affection and wants it as much as possible.
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chrollc Ā· 1 year ago
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ā€œYou look like youā€™re about to kill someone.ā€
PRINT AVAILABLE.
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pe4cht3a Ā· 19 days ago
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killua being a guitar kid in the hxh mobage cards is all that is on my mind.
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junesilk Ā· 9 months ago
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HIII omg ive been looking for a hxh blog for a WHILE thereā€™s barely any thatā€™s very activešŸ˜­šŸ˜­okok so since iā€™m a kurapika simp could you write headcanons and IF YOU WANTT, a mini scenario of jealous kurapika? hmm if you want an idea it could be smth like the reader has a guy bsf and kura got jealous from the lack of attention :(( THANK YOUU!
JEALOUS, JEALOUS BOY!
hxh main 4 x fem!reader
characters included: kurapika, leorio, killua, gon
i absolutely will, i have always loved jealousy prompts!! iā€™ve got several of these asks so far, so iā€™ll just kill multiple birds with one stone and go ahead and put them all together into a list of headcanons
not beta read ā˜ļø
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kurapikaā€”
WHEN HEā€™S JEALOUSā€¦
Heā€™d be quiet in the moment, withdrawing himself from the conversation while staying by your side.
You most likely wouldnā€™t notice it right away because he is naturally a quiet personā€”
The most he would do is send a glare at the man taking all of your attention away, but other than that heā€™d avoid conflict.
As soon as you two were alone in a private setting, he would be much more clingy than usual
Which, in of itself would be unusual, as heā€™s not the type to be so physically attatched.
Perhaps it was his more possessive side coming out to play, but it certainly was new.
WHEN YOUā€™RE JEALOUSā€¦
Heā€™d know. Out of all of the main four, heā€™d pick it up fastest.
If the conversation wasnā€™t important, heā€™d find a way to end it quickly, to save you the jealousy.
If it is, he probably wouldnā€™t speed through it quite as much, but heā€™d place his hand on the small of your back,
His little way of assuring you heā€™s all yours.
Heā€™d bring it up once you were alone, assuring you that he only had eyes for you.
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leorioā€”
WHEN HEā€™S JEALOUSā€¦
Youā€™d feel his hand slide around your waist, looking up to see him staring at the other person
It was weird, youā€™d never seen him likeā€¦ this!
If he was actively speaking in the conversation, every sentence referring to you would include some form of a pet name.
You couldā€™ve sworn he said the words honey & babe at LEAST seven times
Once at home, heā€™d remind you who you loved most, pressing kisses to your flushed face.
WHEN YOUā€™RE JEALOUSā€¦
Oh boy.
Heā€™d be so proud, honestly. You loved him enough to be jealous? Heart melted.
Youā€™d take his hand, tightly pressing your palms together and squeezing.
Itā€™d take him a while to realize youā€™d been giving the other girl nasty looks for a few minutes, but once he did, he chuckled.
Heā€™d make an excuse, wave goodbye to the poor girl, and then turn his attention to you.
ā€œWoah, babe. If looks could kill..ā€ Heā€™d joke about it for a while, but in the end, heā€™d assure you thereā€™s nobody he loves more.
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killuaā€”
WHEN HEā€™S JEALOUSā€¦
Heā€™d be extremely mean. Not to you, but to the man you were speaking to.
Killua is naturally really sarcastic, but he takes it to a whole other level.
Scoffing whenever the man made a joke, crossing his arms and looking away when you laugh.
He might use his assassin lineage to scare the other man away, but itā€™s rare he would need it.
Heā€™s scary enough.
After freaking out the other man to the point where heā€™d left, heā€™d flick your forehead and roll his eyes. ā€œThat guy was looking at you weird!ā€
WHEN YOUā€™RE JEALOUSā€¦
You wouldnā€™t know that he knew.
Not until the day afterwards, when thereā€™s a chocolate robot laying beside your head when you wake up.
Itā€™s his way for apologizing, or just letting you know that he did, in fact, know you were jealous
When asked, heā€™d shrug it off.
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gonā€”
WHEN HEā€™S JEALOUSā€¦
Gonā€™s not the type of person to get jealous.
He simply just doesnā€™t. Itā€™s not because he doesnā€™t care for you or anything.
Itā€™s because heā€™s too busy becoming friends with the new person!
Sure, he may pout if heā€™s not very interested in the conversation being held, but thatā€™s the most heā€™d do.
WHEN YOUā€™RE JEALOUSā€¦
Weā€™ve all seen the movie.
Gon is oblivious, and remains to be that way unless you flat out tell him.
Feels bad for not realizing it earlier, but once told he tries his best to make it up to you.
Heā€™d take you out on a date the next day, perhaps a picnic or something out in nature.
You canā€™t stay mad at him. After all, he just doesnā€™t pick up on these kinds of things very fast.
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i hate how this got progressively shorterā€¦ā€¦ but wtv!!!
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killualoverr Ā· 5 months ago
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can you do some cuddle headcanons for the main four? That's if you don't mind! Thank youšŸ«¶
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ā‚Š ā˜† ā€§ā‚ŠĖš ā†’ main four (hxh) cuddling headcanons!
cw: fluff, a teeny tiny of angst in kurapikaā€™s part
note: i wrote this last night and started on 2 more request right after #grinder anyway, i hope you enjoy! i had a lot of fun writing this (Ė¶Ė†į—œĖ†Ėµ)!
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- d1 cuddler right here
- this boy LOVES clinging onto you in any possible way
- anyway
- really warm, heā€™s like a personal heater
- can be big spoon and little spoon!
- he just loves having you in his and/or being in your arms so much
- i feel like his love language is physical touch so i just see cuddling being a frequent activity in your relationship, itā€™s one of his favorite things
- cannot stay in one position for the life of him, one minute he has his arms wrapped around with your head in his chest you then the next heā€™s borderline on top of you
- one time aunt mito walked in on you both cuddling and she has not let you live it down
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- killua is gets really shy with physical affection, both giving and receiving. he doesn't know how to react. he blushes like crazy, gets butterflies, its just an unfamiliar feeling, and for that he hates it, yet somehow craves it at the same time. heā€™s so insanely touch starved
- heā€™s is great at it when he gets used to the affection though
- some (most) times he falls asleep while you guys cuddle, your presence is just comforting to him.
- prefers being big spoon :3
- he wraps his arm around your waist, face turning ruby red as he does so.
- i donā€™t see him being physically affectionate too much, but the times heā€™s feeling clingy heā€™s so annoying omg
- BUTTTT the boy soon stops his whining as he eventually has his wrapped arms around you. (or vice versa)
- loves having his hair played with
- sigh heā€™s so insanely cat coded
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- poor baby works so hard ā˜¹ļø, so on the rare occasions he has time to himself he spends it with you.
- cuddling/physical affection in general is something i see him liking
- he rests his head on your shoulder or chest with his arms wrapped tightly around you
- doesnā€™t mind being big spoon or small spoon
- he just likes being close to you. he feels so safe and comfortable around you, he ends up falling asleep in that position.
- he sometimes has nightmares and wakes up in the middle of the night
- holding him is the only thing that eases his pain on nights like those
- you brighten up his life and reduce his stress so much
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- leorio loves cuddling so much
- he just likes physical affection in general tbh
- after a long, tiring day of studying, itā€™s one of his favorite things to do.
- honestly, he's so whiny when he's tired and just wants to lay on top of you.
- heā€™s like 6 ft tall yā€™all so i feel like heā€™s just big spoon most of the time šŸ˜­
- medical school and everything takes up a lot of time, so this results in a lot of late night cuddling
- orrrrrr if itā€™s morning time, youā€™re both sitting on the couch or something and he just has you in his arms, reading something related to what heā€™s studying.
- a lot of the times he end up falling asleep though šŸ˜­ heā€™ll talk in his sleep, mumbling about something he read like ā€œmmphnrmm the respiratory system has 7 main partsmmpghmhā€¦ā€
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etrsilk Ā· 5 months ago
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Could you do Main4 x reader of Y/n wearing a bikini and what their first thoughts are when they first see her!!
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ā†¬ Killua & Gon is 18 here!!
Ā ā€”šŠšˆš‹š‹š”š€ź«‚Ā į“į‚…į“
ā€ Killua would by far be the one who would blush and be the most embarrassed of all, fighting with himself not to look at your chest or ass.
ā€ Without even realizing it, he let out a small ā€œwow,ā€ covering his mouth as if to contain his awe.
ā€ If you find yourselves alone and you make a teasing remark about how heā€™s been acting since you started wearing a bikini, he might respond with a little joke or a sincere compliment, all while averting his gaze slightly to hide his embarrassment.
ā€ After the 1999 version, we all know that Killua has a bit of a perverted side. So, itā€™s no surprise that his initial thoughts were influenced by how perfectly your curves looked and how completely crazy you made him with your sexy appearance.
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ā€ He would be almost as embarrassed as Killua, but with a sudden blush that would appear on his cheeks, like a touch of shy surprise.
ā€ He would shower you with compliments, a lot of them. Not with sexual remarks or anything inappropriate, but with the cute, heartfelt things he genuinely thinks when he sees you. You, his girlfriend with a goddess-like figure, stirring in him sincere and tender admiration.
ā€ There might be a few slightly naughty thoughts that cross his mind, but he would choose to ignore them. Out of respect for you, he would prefer not to focus on the sexual aspect of your appearance, choosing instead to appreciate the pure and natural beauty of your presence.
ā€ Whether through his compliments or his general behavior, he would always make sure to be respectful and polite, avoiding any vulgarity. This would often mean him trying to look elsewhere, focusing on whatā€™s happening around him, like the children or the details of the surroundings, to maintain an atmosphere of respect and delicacy.
Ā ā€”š†šŽšź«‚Ā į“į‚…į“
ā€ When Gon sees you for the first time, his immediate thought would be how incredibly beautiful you are. No matter your exact appearance, he would be certain that you are stunning.
ā€ He wasn't at all expecting to see you in such a light outfit; he had imagined you would at least be wearing a one-piece swimsuit. So, he was genuinely surprised!
ā€ But after that initial shock, he didn't even try to hide his somewhat goofy and mischievous smile. He looking at you, your chest, your butt, or your body in general. Maybe out of curiosity, or just because he likes it... he couldn't stop showering you with compliments, clearly delighted by your presence.
ā€ I don't think Gon's first thoughts would necessarily be perverted or sexual.
ā€ However, being a teenager going through puberty, he wouldn't be able to help but observe. But After all, he will have time to discover your whole body in one day...in another context...
Ā ā€”š‹š„šŽš‘šˆšŽź«‚Ā į“į‚…į“
ā€ He will look at you as if heā€™s seeing a true goddess!
ā€ Given that Leorio is quite openly flirtatious, itā€™s natural that his initial thoughts might be somewhat risquĆ©. However, despite these bold thoughts, he will be so mesmerized by the sight of your beauty that he wonā€™t be able to help showering you with sincere and enthusiastic compliments.
ā€ It might surprise some, but Leorio isnā€™t the type to openly express his more lascivious thoughts. Even though his mind might wander to more suggestive ideas, heā€™s unlikely to voice them out loud. Therefore, he will definitely shower you with a significant number of compliments, some of which might be mildly suggestive but never truly vulgar.
ā€ (He will always deliver these compliments while scratching his head and averting his gaze, as if trying to hide his embarrassment.)
ā€ However, I canā€™t promise that he will show the same restraint once youā€™re alone togetherā€¦ Itā€™s possible that you might catch him occasionally admiring your chest, because, after all, itā€™s still Leorio weā€™re talking about!
ā€”English is not my first language, so sorry for any mistakes!!
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darlingbabyboo Ā· 5 months ago
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Can you guys imagine the potential of a trauma dump candy salad with the HxH characters like it's the only thing on my mind šŸ˜­
Gon: Hey it's Gon and my father left me when I was just a baby so I took up the same field as him so I could understand how he could abandon his newborn son.
Gon: And I brought the jelly beans!
Killua: What's up I'm Killua and since I was young my family trained me to be an assassin and when I finally escaped by stabbing my mother and assaulting my brother I was dragged away from my few moments of freedom by my over-controlling brother who stuck needles in my head.
Killua: And I brought some chocolate robots!
Alluka: It's Alluka! And I was closed off from my family because they feared my abilities/wanted to control me and was continually dehumanized and misgendered by them and for a good portion of my life I was separated from the only person who saw me as a person.
Alluka: And I brought some mentos!
Kurapika: Hello, I'm Kurapika and all my friends and family were slaughtered by a notorious gang who stole their eyes and sold them on the black market, now I'm empty and angry at the same time and will dedicate my life to revenge at the cost of my life.
Kurapika: And I brought sunflower seeds!
Leorio: Heyyy it's Leorio and my motivation to become a doctor comes from the fact that my childhood friend died because of a preventable disease all because he didn't have the money to afford healthcare.
Leorio: And I brought Warheads!
Kite: It's Kite and I met Ging
Everyone: We're so sorry man that's tough (ā•„ļ¹ā•„)
Hisoka: I wasn't invited but I came anyway~
Hisoka: I like kids :)
Everyone: *sideyes*
Hisoka: I brought my restraining order šŸ„¹
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myluckyluv Ā· 3 months ago
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ā€œI love you... CAN YOU SAY IT BACK?!ā€
grumpy x sunshine
Your grumpy boyfriend. Who could NOT stand loud, bubbly people. somehow managed to end up with the loudest, most bubbly person on earth.
Grumpy boyfriend hates physical touch. He would literally chop off any hand that touches him. When it comes to you, he wouldnā€™t show it but. He secretly loved the way you would run your hands through his hair while you rant about your day.
Sunshine girlfriend, has no idea of the concept of personal space or privacy. Day and night she be right by his side like a lost puppy. He canā€™t even shower in peace without his sunshine girlfriend there to invade his space.
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illubean Ā· 1 year ago
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can you write for the main four with a reader that really does not care? like they could go days without eating or sleeping without really noticing and when they get into battle they arent like nervous or anything but they end up beating tf out of there enemy (i hope this makes sense) have a good week šŸ˜Æ
HXH with Nonchalant!reader
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Characters: Gon Freecs, Killua Zoldyck, Kurapika Kurta, Leorio Paladaknight Type: Headcanons, Gn!reader
eehhh these are kinda short sry ;-;
Warnings: violence
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Gon Freecs
he thinks you're really cool but at the same time he worries about you
how do you forget to eat!? Gon can't even function if he were to skip just one meal!
so after learning about your forgetful habits he make's sure to remind you
his bag is always packed with essentials but now he packs extra snacks for situations just like this
after seeing you in battle he actually starts to admire you more
"Wow that was so cool! Do you think you can teach me?"
you become sort of a role model for him <3
Killua Zoldyck
you have to be a long lost sibling of his or something
he pretends he doesn't care that you don't care but you actually stress him out
he never knows what you're thinking and it reminds him of Illumi
and watching you go into battle unbothered then win effortlessly?
you GOTTA be a Zoldyck
he admires your strength but he does so from afar
he doesn't really know how to interact with you
he's just glad you're on his side..
Kurapika Kurta
I think you being so unbothered bothers HIM
like how can you not care about ANYTHING?
genuinely thinks you might be a sociopath at this point
he's concerned about your health
since you forget to eat/sleep sometimes he makes an effort to remind you to do those things
he doesn't like how recklessly you are when getting into fights, it doesn't matter if you win or not
he's a worry wart
"You need to be more careful." "What's the big deal, I won didn't I" "Well yeah but that's not the point!"
Leorio Paladaknight
out of the 4 he gets the most crazy
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU HAVEN'T SLEPT IN THREE DAYS!?"
from now on he is personally making sure that you eat, sleep and drink water
he WILL sit there and watch you do it too
if Kurapika is a worry wart Leorio is a worry BOIL
he is literally ripping his hair out at you not taking care of yourself
"Are you seriously going to fight this dude? He's like 6'3 and 400 lbs of pure muscle!" "Ok, and?" "HAHH!? WHAT DO YOU MEAN OK AND!?!?!!??!"
but after you win so flawlessly his jaw is on the FLOOR
maybe he should start betting on you...
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lovelykil Ā· 2 months ago
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slushiesā€”
įƓ killua (older ver.)
cw; kissing
note; lord have mercy it's been a minute since I wrote šŸ˜£ no proof read
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after the three of you came back home with a cold slushie beverage from the gas station, Gon parted ways to set up his room for the movie night you guys agreed on. He hurriedly skipped away with his green apple slushie, leaving you and Killua alone in the kitchen.
you prop yourself up on the counter with a laugh, "you're an idiot." You snicker at his teasing before taking sips from your cherry slushie. Killua sets his blue raspberry drink down beside you and wipes the condensation off his shirt.
you watch him slowly approach you with a suspicious glint in his eyes, you carefully set down your own drink as he leans between your legs.
"what are you doing?" You nervously ask as he begins to rub himself against you like a cat. He senses your uneasiness and snickers softly. He slyly places his hands on your waist. "relax, I'm not doing anything.." He mutters. Something about his tone of voice was mischievous to you, you didn't buy this innocent act of his right now.
"yeah, okay." You roll your eyes then smile as he leans away from you, his hands still placed on your sides. You two gaze into each other's eyes in the dim lighting of the kitchen. As you both continued to gaze at each other, the tension appeared to intensify. It made your tummy numb whenever he stared at you half-lided like, you knew where this was going when he finally lifted your chin and leaned in to kiss you just seconds later.
once you felt his warm breath fan your lips you closed the gap and smashed your lips into his. You feel him smile against your lips causing you to do the same, it was a cute moment until you felt a cold sensation on your torso. You squeak from the awfully cold feeling that happened to be Killua's fingers slipping under your shirt. Probably why he smiled. What a asshole...
you want to pull away from him to complain but you already made the mistake of opening your mouth when you panicked. This cute kiss was turning into something more erotic... he spent no time letting his tongue venture inside your mouth. You can practically taste the blue raspberry off his tongue, it catches you off guard but with his hands feeling you under your shirt, him in between your legs, and the sweet taste of raspberry mixing with cherry... you were in too deep, literally.
you reluctantly give in and kiss him back with some force as you tug on his fluffy silver hair. he grunts from the wonderful sensation of your fingers tangling in his hair. His grunts were so cute yet turned you on so badly that you began to run your digits against the nape of his neck to get another reaction. You are successful and hear a faint whimper escape from him, he pulls away momentarily to pant over your neck.
"oh my god? Did you justā€”"
"shut up." He's quick to cover your mouth and give you an embarrassed look. You want to laugh but for his sake, you comply and simply smile as he takes his hand away. You're back to staring at each other again but this time you feel playful and teasing. You gaze at him and admire his features before slowly narrowing your gaze towards his exposed neck. He watches you curiously, "what are you doing?"
"relax, I'm not doing anythingg..." You smirk, mocking him. Killua rolls his eyes, "oh wow."
"oh wow indeed." You giggle softly and pull him towards you to suck on his pasty skin. He tilts his neck for you and makes faint grunting noises as he grips your legs. You swirl your tongue over a specific spot and leave soft kisses over the spot you bruised with your mouth.
you continue to kiss his sweet neck, feeding off the cute noises that erupt from his mouth , it's making Killua entirely too embarrassed being so vulnerable like this but he couldn't exactly find the strength to pull away, well that was until Gon suddenly came out of his room.
oh and how fast that boy is pushing you away.
"guys LOOK MY TOUNGE IS GREEN!" The ravenette comes running to the kitchen. Gon's sudden appearance makes you jump off the counter with a yelp. Suddenly Killua's push was understandable. "Jesus you scared us Gon." You nervously glance over at Killua then at Gon.
Gon looks at you two confused, "were you guys doing somethiā€”" "Nope." The silverette quickly answers with a straight face. You look over at him again and blink over at Gon.
there is an awkward silence that falls for a few seconds as Gon observes the two of you, but thankfully Gon's lack of awareness gets the better of him and he simply smiles. "Okay! What color are your guy's tounges?!"
a sigh of relief slips out of you and Killua as you two look at each other, "our tongues huh?" Killua leaves your gaze to look back at Gon. You think to yourself and stick out your pink muscle as Killua does the same. Gon gawks for a moment but then raises his brow.
"why are the both of your tounges purple if you got different drinks?"
"OKAAYā€“ movie time yes???"
"and also you have something on your neck Killua, what isā€”"
"MOVIE TIME!"
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animeyanderelover Ā· 3 months ago
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Hi !Can you do a neko reader with Killua, Kurapika ,llumi,Chrollo, Feitan, Shalnark,Gojo and Yuta please? Have a nice day!
Iā€™m pretty sure that I did a Nemo s/o once with a few Hunter x Hunter characters but that has been very long ago and Iā€™ve become a better writer since then so I will do those characters in here once more.
Tw: Yandere themes, possessive behavior, obsession, delusional behavior, stalking, overprotective behavior, manipulation, isolation, sadism, abduction, death
Tags: @jamayah @maggiequinn59 @chxxz @leveyani @shenryu-sama @hyakki-yosai @lovley-valentine7
Neko s/o
Killua Zoldyck
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šŸŖ€ā€‹Well, his family has the hound Mike protecting their property but he'd probably do himself only a great disfavour by treating you similarly to his family's pet dog considering that you aren't overly fond of being associated with such simple creatures. Overall Killua's reaction is quite laidback though in the face of your unusual heritage, especially since he has made acquaintances with Chimera Ants in his past, some of them truly grotesque in appearance. Your outgoing and playful nature is often a trigger for jealousy if you direct such behavior at anyone else though if it is him you play with he eventually sports a blush all whilst trying to not show how flustered he is. You sleep a lot and Killua abuses that trait of yours for cuddle sessions. Sometimes you don't mind in which case he just happils snuggles up to you without letting go. Other times you seem not interested in affection from his side and make your unwillingness very vocal, essentially breaking his heart a little. Quite sharp with your senses you always know when Killua switches into assassination mode though, especially when someone harrasses you for your features. You know that there is going to be another person missing soon...
Kurapika Kurta
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ā›“ļøā€‹You may not be what Kurapika imagined his partner to be when he was little but he is unable to be picky once his obsession has started to gain monentum. Kurapika's overbearing and paranoid behavior is going to be a very bad matchup for you though if you should be someone who values freedom and loves exploring the world outside as he will lock you away. His clan was massacred for their unique eyes and he fears that other Hunters might come after you simply because you are also different than others. Still, Kurapika is no complete fool. His clan was fairly isolated from the outside and he spent the first few years of his life surrounded by nature and animals which means he still remembers how to approach a frightened animal in attempts to win your trust even if his overprotective love sometimes may not allow him to remain patient with you. Your habit of squeezing yourself into narrow spaces for a long nap has led to some panic from his side when he couldn't find you and nearly tore the entire place apart only for your sleep to be disturbed by all the noise which led you to crawl out of whatever crevice you somehow managed to fit in. You enjoy playing with his chains and he often entertains you by letting you.
Illumi Zoldyck
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šŸ¤Žā€‹Illumi with little to no empathy finds himself dehumanising you actively by treating you like you are a literal pet. He doesn't quite know what he is supposed to do with someone like you, only knows what he desires you and wants to own you which has led you to be locked away inside a room filled with cat toys, cat trees and ball of wools. Obviously you are beyond irritated with the situation you find yourself in and you let your short temper and frequent ire out on the few butlers who enter your room as soon as they even attempt to touch you against your will. Whenever Illumi spots those scratch marks he's quite disappointed. Not because he cares about the butlers but more because those wounds show that you do not know how to behave yourself, something he won't tolerate since you are his. Pragmatic as always and as apathetic as ever, Illumi punishes you indeed like one would a bad pet for inappropriate behavior though he is met with a lot of resistance as you try to sink your claws into his skin as well, only adding to the severity of your punishment. If you do not learn how to behave yourself Illumi threatens to use his needles on you to get you to finally be obedient to him.
Chrollo Lucilfer
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šŸ“–ā€‹You're a quite endearing thing. Some may simply underestimate you due to your cat features yet Chrollo is aware that every kitten has their claws as your intuition exceed those of the same fools who dismiss you. You seem to know from the very start that Chrollo is not the person he pretends to be yet instead of shying away your curiosity actively guides you to spend your time with him simply because he fascinates you. A notion that is mutual as he would like to note as both of you walk in circles around each other, trying to figure the other out. The way you arch your back when waking up, your penchant of sleeping in places humans would consider far too uncomfortable and your curious nature are all habits of yours he learns to adore, dark eyes always trailing after you. You love this game going on between the two of you and so does he, utterly captivated by your mischievous charm as he willingly entertains you. After all Chrollo already knows that all of it might be over the moment he finally claims you for himself and takes away your treasured freedom. You'll learn to accept your new life though eventually even if he has to pull your claws if worse comes to worse.
Feitan Portor
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ā˜ ļøā€‹He blames you for it is all your fault that he became as obsessed as he is with you. You move with grace and elegance, every movement of your body captivating his attention as Feitan wonders how that lithesome body of yours would writhe and wriggle if he were to subject you to his torture devices. Confident and sassy, the mere way you carry yourself around seems to infuriate him as he recognises you for the mischievous minx that you are. Oh, you know exactly what you are doing to him, aren't you? Feitan doesn't even hesitate to get rid of those rats who believe that they can get cozy with you though yet his usual sadistic joy is always partially ruined when he remembers that it is because of you that he does all those things. His mind changes though when he one day is lucky witness when you finally reveal your fangs and teeth when someone corners you due to your different features, his body leaning subtly forward as he watches intently how that playful expression turns into a snarl as your claws tear into their flesh, delicious cries of agony filling the air. His only disappointment is that you didn't finish them off but he can do that for you. So you're more than just a little kitten after all.
Shalnark
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šŸ“±ā€‹Shalnark literally can't keep his hands off of his darling. He'd already be a touchy person under normal circumstances but there is something about those pointy ears and fluffy and soft tail that give him even more cuteness aggression. Even if you were to hiss at him or bear your teeth he wouldn't stop, instead cooing at you in a sickenly sweet tone as he ignores your clear warnings that he should stop. That sweet smile can't fool you though as you know that Shalnark is the type to threaten you with a deceivingly bright grin on his face, a cheshire cat in his own way. Lots of scratch marks litter his biceps and arms, all wounds you left when he didn't respect your privacy. Despite his obsession he remains condescending though in slightly more subtle ways. You're after all not completely human, your instincts as your cat largely guiding you and keeping you from seeing the world how it really is. That is why Shalnark plans to keep you safe as he doesn't think of you as capable to look out after yourself. This delusion entails locking you away from the world outside as well as different punishments that will indeed make you feel like he is seeing you as a badly behaved pet than a human being.
Okkotsu Yuta
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šŸ’ā€‹Yuta absolutely adores his darling but sometimes their playful and sociable nature is a bit too much for his heart to handle, especially since he is so easily flustered. Rika on the other hand is often left jealous as it is quite obvious that Yuta is helplessly infatuated with you and as if you have a death wish you actually approach the curse as your curious nature prevails over apparently your survival instinct. Luckily Rika knows better than to harm you as she knows that otherwise she'd earn herself Yuta's wrath. The bashful look in his eyes, the pink blush on his cheek and the stutter in his voice are nothing short but delightful to you whenever you snuggle yourself closer to him, you love teasing him every chance you get. There is a tinge of shame somewhere within Yuta's heart as you are essentially a weeb's wet dream, a true Neko and there are times where he questions his own morals yet all of that is buried the moment you cuddle up to him. A mixture of possessive selfishness as well as paranoia lead to isolation though as you aren't someone that can just walk through the streets of Tokyo as your existence needs to remind a secret. Please, please please don't hate him for this.
Gojo Satoru
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šŸ©µā€‹Satoru is having the time of his life with you. You're the most adorable person he's ever met in his life and he has zero intentions of ever letting you go. He's constantly petting your ears or gently caresses your tail, his hands roaming over your body to find the spots that make you purr. Extreme cuteness aggression as even your anger doesn't seem to faze him which does lead to some serious irritation from your side as you feel like he doesn't take you and your own feelings serious. A theory proven the moment he pinches your cheeks and coos at you with a loving look in his blue eyes. As long as he is around you are unable to take a peaceful nap because the moment you attempt to do so he pounces on you and whines about how cruel you are for depriving him of cuddling with you. It really doesn't matter where you hide as Satoru somehow always finds you, doesn't matter how obscure or narrow the space is you managed to fit in. Your life is restricted to the one big apartment he lives in though, his paranoia deeper than he lets on. Humans, curses, even other sorcerers could endanger you as you belong to neither category, a true loner due to being a Neko and for that at risk of being potentially targeted by all.
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HI !!!!!!! I WANTWE TO SEE IF I COULD REQUEST A KILLUA X READER WHO JUST WANTS HIS AFFECTION AND ONE DAY THEY GET SAD BC HE HASNT BEEN PAYING ATTENTION TO THEM AND ALLUKA SCOLDS HIM ANDS IS LIKE ā€œwhy r u making them sad šŸ¤¬ā€ AND THEN HE COMFORTS THE READER (luv ur art btw)
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Thank you for the complement on my artwork dear! But I've definitely improved since than.
-He might have just not noticed your craving of attention unless you outright said, "give me attention."
-He might ignore just to see how long you'll cling to him.
-Oh boy was he not expecting this long.
-You were hanging on to him by his shirt sleeve, begging for his time and care.
-He than started to push you away claiming you were, "too clingy".
-You listened but got incredibly upset at his response.
-Alluka noticed your sad mood and went to speak with you.
-"Hey Y/N" why are you so sad right now?" She asked.
-"Killua has just, he's been ingoring me all day and I've just been wanting to spend time with him."
-She stay a bit longer to hear you out and than leaves saying she has something important to do.
-Which is yelling at her brother.
-"Big brother! You've been very mean today!"
-"Wha-what! What did I do!?"
-"You made Y/N sad!" She complained before crossing her arms.
-"Now go spend time with them."
-Killua got up from is comfortable spot on the couch to talk to you.
-"Hey umm, so... sorry about ignoring you and all that. Do you wanna... cuddle or something?"
-You nod as he falls into your arms, getting in a comfy postion.
-He apologizes again for being a jerk, but his hugs fixs everything.
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chrollc Ā· 8 months ago
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tired assassin
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her-majesty-horiko Ā· 1 year ago
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Well he's a tough guy to interact with. So if you can become close to him then congrats!
He doesn't like anyone who he don't know getting close to you especially boys.
He gets super irritated and will often throw them his deadly glare to scared them off.
Regardless of what's your relationship with him, he is protective around you. He doesn't trust any third party with you.
Because Killua got a habit of always somehow getting on nerves of women, just understand it's mostly gonna be you both arguing.
I believe later or sooner it's bound to have one of you fall for each other. You guys will have "Friends to Lovers" trope.
If you ever wondered why boys who approached you back off the moment they reach close then just turn around you will find your answers.
He is sharp enough to notice their intentions even if you remain obvious to it.
And by if some unfortunate any guy tried something around you then that guy is definitely ending in dead list.
No matter how strong you are, he still feels like urge to protect you which often makes you feel like nuisance and you end was getting mad at him. "I can protect myself you know!" "I doubt you can." "Say that againā”€"
Killua will mostly treat you like how he treat Gon. Just because your girl, won't make him you like less or treat you different.
It will take Killua sometime and little words from Gon to realise their still come things he can't do with you freely. Like a random tackle fight or tickling.
He will mostly started to aware about your gender due to your (growing) chest and if you started to dress more feminine.
I can imagine him getting flustered when you come too close to him even if it's unconsciously. "H-Hey! Stop getting all o-over me!" "I was not getting all over you." "Just keep your mouth shut, idiot."
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Seriously my mind is filled with scenarios and stories to write but I can't made them appear to write. I don't know if I even making sense right now šŸ˜­
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junesilk Ā· 7 months ago
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hiii just saw you were a new account and decided to drop by šŸ™‰ loving the account btww
as for a suggestion, how about some kurapika dating head canons? thank youšŸ«¶
DATING HEADCANONS
aka: how the hxh main 4 act in a relationship!
characters: kurapika, leorio, killua, gon
gn!reader
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kurapikaā€”
The way your relationship started was a slow ordeal. And by that, I mean, it was a gradual shift from friendship to somethingā€¦ more.
You fell first, but he fell harder type of relationship.
It took him a while to realize that what he felt was love, but when he did, he was quick to act.
Sitting you down and having an adult conversation about how he felt was how he confessed.
Heā€™s a soft lover, and protective of you. It can feel a little overbearing at times, but really heā€™s just trying to keep you safe.
Not the most physical out of the four, but he often has his hand on your waist or holding yours.
It would have been a while into your relationship when he finally relayed what had happened to him as a child, with his clan & all.
Heā€™s very open about everything about himself to you after that. Youā€™d ask him to tell you stories about his family, and he would gladly oblige, avoiding sensitive topics.
His hands would be combing through your hair as you laid your head on his lap, looking up at him as he quietly told you about his mother. His other hand would be tangled in yours, drawing little circles on the back of your hand.
He lives for those hushed moments with you, tangled in sheets as he memorizes the details of your face, just talking about anything and everything that comes to mind.
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leorioā€”
Heā€™s a very sexual lover in my opinion, so youā€™d have to be okay with that before being in a relationship with him.
Heā€™d probably confess his love to you on a whim, probably when youā€™re least expecting it. He fell first and harder, thatā€™s just the way he is.
Genuinely thinks youā€™re the most beautiful person heā€™s ever seen, and he treats you like it too.
Takes you on romantic, candlelit dinners at least once a month. An allotted day, in which he makes sure youā€™re free from work or any distractions, for the two of you to get dressed up and go out.
Heā€™d be insistent that he needed to be in your arms in order to go to sleep. He claims he canā€™t sleep without you, but youā€™d occasionally find him with his head on his desk, glasses lazily strewn aside while soft snores leave his lips.
Loves it when you tie his tie. He knows how to do it himself, yes, this is true. But when your hands diligently and softly pull the fabric together around his neck, he falls even deeper in love with you.
Listens to jazz music. I will die on this hill. Pulls you into his arms when youā€™re trying to make dinner, and sways with you to the sound of the song playing in the background.
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killuaā€”
His favorite pastime is being with you, playing videos games. It doesnā€™t matter what, even better if itā€™s some low-quality game for duos. Itā€™s endearing how competitive he gets, jokingly betting that he could finish the game so much faster than you could.
His fashion sense infects your fashion sense, and before long, youā€™re wearing his clothes. Loves when the two of you wear matching outfits, or even just similar styles. Out in public, at home, wherever you are.
Dates with him usually reside in arcades, malls, or wherever you like to go. He never lets you pay for anything, insisting that itā€™s nothing, even if the sum is well into the thousands.
Sharing earbuds with him is also one of his favorite things to do. You two have a shared playlist of all of the songs you like. After a few months, you notice how he has begun adding songs he thinks youā€™d like, and you had been adding songs you think he would like.
Buy him candy, and he will serve his heart to you on a platter. The first time you bought him those beloved chocolate robots he had loved so much, he seriously considered marrying you. Only to be dismayed when he realized that people his age shouldnā€™t be getting married.
Heā€™s very sarcastic. Youā€™ll have to put up with some downright sassy responses if you want to be in a relationship with him.
Prefers texting over calling if youā€™re long distance.
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gonā€”
He radiates energy and loves to be doing something at all hours of the day. This can be good or bad depending on the type of person you are, as he adores going on hikes and traveling with you.
Likes it when you brush his hair. He doesnā€™t know what exactly about it he likes, but he finds himself leaning in to your touch when you card your fingers over his scalp.
Picnic dates for life. Just being outdoors with food and his partner, he could die of happiness.
Wears earth-toned clothing. You find yourself stealing his tank tops most often, because he always buys pure cotton clothes. Theyā€™re just comfier, he argues, and not at allll because he loves how they cling to your scent after you wear them.
Isnā€™t on his phone very much. Youā€™ll text him asking what you think you should wear that day, and he might respond two days later with an answer. Itā€™s frustrating sometimes, but being with him is like a breath of fresh air from such an online world.
Always loses at board games. No matter what game, from Monopoly to Life, he just canā€™t fully grasp the rules. Hey, at least that means you always win.
His body naturally runs really warm, so youā€™ll wake up in the mornings find all of the blankets are on the floor. You donā€™t really need them when youā€™re stuck to him like legos when youā€™re cuddling at night.
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guysā€¦ā€¦.. two weeks turned into an entire month and a half IM SORRRYYYY. anyways i keep getting requests for singular characters and i always turn it in to requests for all four because honestly thereā€™s not enough content out there for characters like leorio and gon and they deserve love too.
as always, likes and reblogs appreciated but not necessary!
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arabella0001 Ā· 22 days ago
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i know its long but plspls give it a chance!!
Unspoken Tension / Quiet Obsession (Illumi Zooldyck x Reader)
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Unspoken Tension / Quiet Obsession
Pairing; Illumi Zoldyck x Reader
Anime: Hunter x Hunter
Synopsis:A woman with secrets, a man with control. Illumi Zoldyck finds her, and their silence lingers with something unspoken.
Warnings: slow burn, dark themes, rough sex, fingering, comfort in Illumi's way
Youā€™ve always kept to the edges, moving through life unnoticed. Youā€™ve had your share of battlesā€”physical and otherwiseā€”and learned early that blending in was as important as any skill. Your past is a blur, just fragments youā€™ve pieced together, like a puzzle you canā€™t quite finish. In the shadows, you thrive, and thatā€™s enough for now.
Thereā€™s always been a quiet certainty that when the time comes, you'll be ready. Youā€™re waiting for something, though you canā€™t say whatā€”maybe a clue, or someone who knows more about you than you do. Tonight, itā€™s just another evening, another bar, another meet-up. But your instincts tell you somethingā€™s off.
The bar was shrouded in shadows, the faint flicker of a red neon sign casting eerie shapes on the cracked floor. You pushed through the heavy door, the creak of its hinges slicing through the muffled hum of conversation. The smoky air wrapped around you like a warning, but you ignored it, your heels clicking softly as you approached the bar.
Two men sat at the far end of the bar, framed by the flickering light. One of them lounged lazily, a grin stretched across his lipsā€”Hisoka. Beside him, the other man sat perfectly still, an eerie contrast to Hisokaā€™s theatrics. Illumi who absentmindedly wrapped his hair around his finger while Hisoka teased him, clearly enjoying the moment.
Illumiā€™s needle hung from his robe as usual, while his other hand rested casually on his knee, ever ready to strike if necessary.
ā€œIllumi, donā€™t be so dull. Whereā€™s the fun in that?ā€ Hisoka chuckled, looking amused.
ā€œBe quiet, before I make youā€ Illumi replied, rolling his eyes in annoyance, still sipping his drink.
Hisokaā€™s gaze snapped to you almost instantly when he sense your nen, knowing exactly that you are Y/N, Ā his grin unfurling like a blade hidden in silk. He adjusted his suit jacket with deliberate flair, the faint gleam in his eyes hinting at both curiosity and danger.
ā€˜Well, well, look what we have here,ā€™ he purred, stepping toward you with unsettling grace.ā€
ā€œA lovely lady, all alone and ripe for the picking.ā€
He extended his hand towards you, offering it with a gentlemanly air, though a glint of mischief danced in his eyes. Illumi remained seated, his gaze flicking between you and Hisoka, his needle twitching slightly, as though he were anticipating whatever might happen next.
You raised an eyebrow at Hisokaā€™s bold approach, your crimson lips curling into a smirk. A small part of you felt uncertainā€”there was something about this situation that didnā€™t sit right. ā€œAnd just what do you think you're 'picking'?ā€ you asked, your voice calm, but with an edge of challenge. Despite the unease creeping at the back of your mind, you accepted his hand.
Hisoka's grin widened at your firm handshake, a spark of amusement lighting up his eyes. ā€œOh, my dear, Iā€™m not sure yet. But I have a feeling youā€™re going to make this evening very... interesting,ā€ he said, leaning in a bit closer, his voice turning husky. ā€œCare to join me and my friend for a drink? We can discuss the possibilities.ā€
Meanwhile, Illumi remained passive, watching the exchange with interest. His eyes flickered between you and Hisoka, seemingly impassive. His needle quivered faintly as though waiting for the right moment to strike. When your gaze met his, Illumi simply studied you with his trademark unreadable expression, the coolness of his stare sending a chill through the air.
Your eyes lingered on the Illumiā€™s needle, his cold presence making your pulse quicken. There was something unsettling about the stillness in his postureā€”it was like he was watching you with the precision of a predator. A chill ran down your spine, and despite the intrigue it sparked, you couldnā€™t deny the sense of danger radiating from him. Your heart beat a little faster, the unease creeping up on you, yet you couldnā€™t look away.
ā€œYou seem... interesting,ā€ Hisoka said playfully, glancing over at Illumi with a mischievous glint. ā€œOur friend here looks like heā€™s already sizing you up. No need to worry about him,ā€ he added, with a wink.
You turned to Illumi, your gaze steady, though you felt a slight unease at his intense observation. The silence between you two was thick with unspoken tension. His presence was imposing, yet you couldnā€™t look away.
ā€œWell now,ā€ you said, breaking the silence. ā€œA drink wonā€™t hurt.ā€
You slid into the stool next to Illumi, crossing your legs and leaning back slightly, still feeling his piercing gaze on you.
Hisoka clapped his hands together clearly pleased with your response. ā€œExcellent choice! Another round for us, bartender,ā€ he called, signaling for more drinks.
Illumi remained silent, his posture relaxed but alert. He regarded you with the same intense focus, his gaze sharp, as if assessing you on some deeper level.
ā€œSo, tell meā€ Hisoka said, returning to his seat beside you after collecting the drinks. ā€œWhat brings a stunning woman like yourself to a place like this? Looking for adventure, perhaps?ā€ Hisokaā€™s question was light, but the underlying curiosity was clear.
You took a slow sip of your drink, never breaking eye contact with Illumi. His attention was making you feel uneasy, but you stayed composed. You couldnā€™t help but wonder: why was he playing with that needle? What was his deal?
After a moment, you turned to Hisoka, offering him a small, confident smile. ā€œJust passing through, waiting for a friend,ā€ you replied smoothly, your voice calm but with a hint of mystery. ā€œWhat about you two?ā€
Hisoka chuckled, sipping from his own glass. ā€œJust enjoying the finer things in life: good company, fine liquor,ā€ he said, winking at you playfully. ā€œPerhaps a little entertainment, if youā€™re in the mood.ā€
Illumi, on the otherhand, didnā€™t respond verbally. He simply tilted his head slightly, studying you with a gaze that felt as though he were trying to see through you. The needle twitched once more, drawing lazy circles in the air, as if testing the limits of the tension between you.
The silence stretched on, uncomfortable, until Illumi finally spoke. ā€œYour friend had better hurry,ā€ he said, his voice cold and flat. ā€œThis isnā€™t a safe place for someone like you to linger.ā€
His words were cryptic, but there was an edge to them, something that made your skin prickle.
You glanced at Illumi, your eyes narrowing. ā€œSomeone like me?ā€ you asked, not sure if you were being threatened or warned. Hisoka, sensing the tension, stepped in to break the silence.
ā€œNow, now, letā€™s not jump to conclusions,ā€ he said with a soft chuckle, placing a calming hand on Illumiā€™s shoulder. ā€œOur guest seems perfectly capable of handling yourself. Arenā€™t you, Y/N?ā€
Hisokaā€™s tone was light, but there was a subtle edge beneath the words, as though he, too, were aware of the growing competition for your attention.
You noticed the way Hisokaā€™s touch on Illumiā€™s shoulder seemed both friendly and possessive. It was clear they had some sort of complicated relationship, and you were caught in the middle of it. But what caught your attention, is that they know your name, but you decide not to speak about it.
You raised an eyebrow at Illumiā€™s comment, trying to keep your cool despite the unease settling in your chest. ā€œIā€™m not sure I understand. Are you perhapsā€¦ threatening me?ā€ you whispered, your voice steady, even though the tension in the room was making your heart race.
Illumiā€™s lips curved into a faint, mocking smile. ā€œThreaten you? Oh, no. I'm merely offering... a warning.ā€ he purred, his tone oozing with condescension. ā€œConsider it a courtesy.ā€
Hisoka quickly intervened, his voice soothing. ā€œPay him no mind, Y/N. My friend there speaks in riddles sometimes. Itā€™s just his way of showing interest.ā€
Despite Hisokaā€™s attempt to downplay the situation, you couldnā€™t shake the feeling that something more complicated was at play here.
You looked at Illumiā€™s mocking smile, the chill creeping up your spine at his tone. You turned back to Hisoka, trying to ease the tension. ā€œIā€™m not sure I buy that,ā€ you murmured to yourself, then smiled at Hisoka, attempting to lighten the mood. ā€œBut thanks for the intervention.ā€
Hisoka chuckled, clearly unfazed by the tension. ā€œAh, always so perceptive, arenā€™t you?ā€ He raised his glass in a toast. ā€œTo new acquaintances and the intriguing games we play, hmm?ā€
The tension between the three of you remained thick in the air. Illumi leaned back in his seat, watching you intently, his needle still tracing lazy patterns in the air.
ā€œSo, what do you do for a living?ā€ you asked, trying to shift the focus back to Hisoka. You could feel his eyes flickering over you, sensing your curiosity.
Hisoka grinned, clearly pleased by the question. ā€œOh, I dabble in many pursuits,ā€ he said. ā€œCollecting rare artifacts, attending underground fights, savoring exquisite cuisine...ā€ He paused, letting the words hang in the air for dramatic effect. ā€œAnd occasionally, I provide a... more exclusive form of entertainment for those who know how to appreciate certain... unique talents.ā€
His words were playful, but there was a sense of pride in them, as if he relished in his dangerous lifestyle.
As you turned to Illumi, you could feel the weight of his silent gaze. His presence was suffocating, and you sensed the layers of his mystery, but he didnā€™t respond.
ā€œWhat about your friend?ā€ you asked, your tone casual, but with a trace of challenge. The air between you two thickened.
Hisokaā€™s grin widened, but he avoided giving you a direct answer. ā€œIllumi here is a man of many talents,ā€ he said vaguely. ā€œHe has a... certain calling in life.ā€
Before you could ask more, Illumi stood up abruptly, the scraping of his chair on the floor making you tense.
ā€œEnough idle chatter,ā€ he said coldly. ā€œIf youā€™re done prattling, perhaps our host has something more stimulating in store for us.ā€
He turned and began to walk toward the exit, leaving an unsettling silence in his wake. You watched him leave, feeling a mix of relief and confusion. His mention of a "host" caught you off guard. Who was he talking about? The way he spoke suggested something far more serious than a casual meeting, but you couldn't place the connection yet.
ā€œWell, that was certainly an interesting introduction,ā€ you said to Hisoka, trying to shrug off the discomfort.
Hisoka chuckled, unbothered by Illumiā€™s abrupt exit. ā€œYes, Illumi can be a bit... intense,ā€ he said. ā€œBut donā€™t worry, he means no harm... unless provoked.ā€
Hisoka leaned closer to you, his breath warm against your ear. ā€œI find your reaction to him quite fascinating,ā€ he said, his voice low and intimate. ā€œYouā€™re more than just a pretty face, arenā€™t you?ā€
You turned your gaze back to Hisoka, intrigued by his words, but still uncertain of where this night would lead.
ā€œWell, I've faced worse than his eccentric personality,ā€ you smile jokingly.
Hisokaā€™s grin widened, clearly amused by your bravery. ā€œIs that so? Iā€™d love to hear more about these ā€˜worseā€™ encounters of yours. Perhaps over dinner, hmm?ā€
He signaled the bartender for another round of drinks. As they waited for their refreshments, Hisoka continued to regale you with outrageous tales of his adventures, each one more bizarre and captivating than the last.
Meanwhile, Illumi re-entered the bar, his expression as inscrutable as ever. He slid onto the stool next to you, his presence subtly overwhelming. Despite the physical space between you, you couldnā€™t escape the weight of his gaze, as if he were silently dissecting your every movement.
You glanced at him as he returned, going back to the host heā€™d mentioned earlierā€”but of course, you had no idea what he meant by that. There was something about the way he had said it, a certain expectation, as if his presence here was tied to more than just a casual meeting.
You noticed Hisokaā€™s quick, subtle gesture when Illumi sat downā€”a nearly imperceptible nod, as if confirming something without words. It didnā€™t escape your attention, but you couldnā€™t quite place its significance.
ā€œOkay, Iā€™m done,ā€ you say calmly, though clearly irritated. ā€œDo you have a problem?ā€ you ask, looking at Illumi, bracing yourself for whatever might come next.
Illumiā€™s eyes narrowed ever so slightly, his expression unreadable. However, there was no sign of anger or aggression in his demeanor. Instead, he tilted his head and studied you with a curious, almost intrigued look.
ā€œProblem?ā€ he repeated in a low, measured voice. ā€œHardly. I simply find your... audacity rather intriguing. Most would have fled in terror at the sight of me, yet here you stand, unflinching.ā€
He leaned back in his stool, his posture relaxed, but his gaze never strayed from you. ā€œTell me, what drives someone like you to face danger so directly? Is it bravery, stupidity, or perhaps something else?ā€
The question lingered, heavy with a subtle menace. Illumiā€™s gaze pierced into you, as if trying to read something in you only you could answer. Hisoka observed the interaction, clearly fascinated, eager to see how youā€™d handle Illumi's probing.
You took a deep breath, trying to remain composed despite Illumi's unrelenting stare.
ā€œItā€™s none of your business,ā€ you respond firmly. ā€œAnd... why should I be terrified of you?ā€ you meet his gaze without flinching, even though your heart races slightly faster.
Illumiā€™s lips curled into a faint, knowing smile at your defiance. ā€œBrave words,ā€ he murmured softly. ā€œWeā€™ll see how long they last.ā€
He reached out, his fingers brushing against your wrist in a fleeting, chilling touch. The sensation sent a shiver down your spine, a mix of disgust and morbid fascination. ā€œPerhaps I should demonstrate just how terrifying I can be,ā€ he purred, his voice carrying a dark, unsettling promise.
Before you could react, Hisoka placed a hand lightly on Illumi's shoulder, his voice a smooth contrast to Illumiā€™s ominous tone. ā€œNow, now, letā€™s not scare off our lovely guest just yet,ā€ he chided, a playful edge in his words.
Turning to you, Hisoka flashed that signature, teasing grin. You quickly pull your arm away from Illumiā€™s touch, a sense of unease growing in your chest. Your heartbeat quickens, his aura undeniably dangerous, but thereā€™s also something about him that draws you in. Still, the feeling of being unsettled and annoyed lingers.
ā€œThanks for the intervention,ā€ you say to Hisoka, giving him a brief but grateful look while keeping your attention fixed on Illumi. ā€œBut I think Iā€™ll leave now.ā€ You stand, meeting Illumiā€™s intense gaze one last time.
Hisoka rose to his feet with a sweeping bow. ā€œA pleasure, You. I do hope our paths cross again, though perhaps next time in less... tense circumstances.ā€
As you made your way to the door, Illumi remained seated, his gaze unwavering as he watched your every movement. ā€œUntil next timeā€ he whispered, his voice carrying a dangerous promise.
Once you exited the bar, Hisoka whistled lowly. ā€œQuite the spark between you two,ā€ he said, his eyes flicking to Illumi. ā€œI hope you can handle the flames to come.ā€ Illumi remained silent, watching the door with a slight, unreadable tilt of his head. A faint, almost imperceptible flicker of something crossed his faceā€”perhaps a mix of interest and calculationā€”but he didnā€™t comment. Hisoka smirked, sensing the night was far from over.
You stepped outside into the cool evening air, the wind brushing against your face. Your thoughts raced with everything that had happenedā€”Illumi, Hisoka, the odd tension that hung in the air between the three of you. Something about themā€”about himā€”kept you intrigued, despite everything telling you to stay away.
The following days passed in a haze. Between training your Nen and trying to keep your mind focused, the encounter with Illumi and Hisoka lingered at the back of your thoughts. You went through your routines, honing your skills in the solitude of your own space, but a nagging thought kept surfacing: Could this strange connection with them somehow serve your ultimate goal?
Your instincts told you to stay cautious, but you couldnā€™t shake the feeling that this was the beginning of something much larger.
That night, just as you were about to slip into restless sleep, a knock at your door shattered the silence. Your heart raced, pulse quickening with anticipation. Hesitant, you approached the door, peeking through the peephole. A shadow loomed outside.
"Illumi?" you whisper, barely above a breath.The knocking continues, more insistent this time.
You hesitate, every instinct telling you to stay safe. Yet, curiosity overwhelms you. Slowly, you open the door just a crack.When you see Illumi standing there, you freeze for a moment, unsure what to do. Part of you wants to slam the door shut, but the other part... is intrigued.
"How do you know where I live?" you ask, your voice a little more uncertain than you'd like to admit. "What are you doing here?" You keep your gaze locked on him, your body on alert.
Illumi steps inside without waiting for an invitation, closing the door softly behind him. In the dim light, his presence feels almost suffocatingā€”like a predator watching its prey.
"You shouldn't be surprised," he murmurs smoothly, his voice like silk. "In our world, secrets aren't hard to uncover. Especially when someone as... captivating as you is involved."
He steps closer, his proximity sending a ripple of heat through your body. The danger in his every move is undeniable.
"I came to extend an invitation," he says, his voice low, mesmerizing. "Tomorrow night. A private gathering. It will be... an experience you won't forget."
You swallow, trying to hold your ground as his gaze locks onto yours. His presence, so close, sends an electric current running through your skin, leaving you with a chilling sense of uneaseā€”and, for some reason, something else.
"I don't think so," you respond, trying to keep your composure. "I don't trust you yet to accept an invitation from someone like you."
Illumiā€™s lips twitch into a small, calculating smile as he watches you. His gaze is cold, yet thereā€™s something predatory in it. "Thatā€™s precisely why you should consider it," he says, his voice low and steady. He reaches forward, his fingers grazing the side of your face with eerie precision, his touch cold yet deliberate, sending a shiver down your spine.
"Weā€™re not used to being dismissed," he continues, his voice unwavering and cold, yet thereā€™s an underlying intensity. "Especially by someone with potential. Consider it a testā€”a way to prove youā€™re worth our attention. A challenge, if you will."
He leans in slightly, his breath cold against your ear. "If you prove yourself, the rewards may outweigh the risk," he says, his voice steady but carrying an unsettling weight. He pulls back, his gaze lingering on you for a moment longer before he turns to leave. "Until tomorrow night. Donā€™t take too long."
You watch him leave, your heart still pounding in your chest, the intensity of his presence lingering in the air. You hate that your body responded the way it did. Part of you feels intimidated, but there's also an undeniable temptation, a pull you can't seem to shake.
The next day, you're pacing your apartment, anxiety gnawing at you. The offer, the invitation, the mysteryā€”it's all too much to ignore. Despite your better judgment, you're drawn to the dangerous allure of Illumi and Hisoka. By the time the sun sets, you've made up your mind.
You arrive at the mansion on the outskirts of town. The eerie quiet of the place sends a chill down your spine, but your curiosity pushes you forward. Inside, you spot Illumi waiting for you, his piercing gaze immediately locking onto yours.
"Well, well," he drawls, his voice like velvet. "Look who decided to join us. I must say, I'm impressed."
You stand tall, despite the nervous flutter in your stomach, meeting his gaze with a steely resolve. "Impressed by what exactly?" you ask, raising an eyebrow. "I must admit, I find your... choices somewhat intriguing." You donā€™t dare voice your true thoughts, though a part of you feels the pull of his presence.
Illumi chuckles softly, a sound that sends an involuntary shiver down your spine. "Oh, my dear," he purrs, his eyes dark with quiet amusement as he circles around you, "itā€™s not just my... choices that draw you in, is it?" His voice is smooth, dangerous, a predatorā€™s calm before the hunt. "Itā€™s the power I carry, the silent threat, the allure of what lies beneath the surface."
He steps even closer, so close you can feel the heat of his presence. Stopping behind you, he leans in, his breath grazing your ear. "But donā€™t worry," he murmurs, his fingers cold as they gently cup your chin, turning your head to face him. "I wonā€™t hold it against you. In fact, I find your boldness... rather intriguing."
With a deliberate motion, he guides your chin to face him fully. His cold fingers send a shiver through you, contrasting with the warmth of his breath against your skin. "Shall we proceed?" he asks, his voice low, commanding, almost hypnotic.
You try to hold your ground, though itā€™s hard not to react to his proximity, to the way he takes control of the space between you. "Letā€™s get this over with," you say, your voice betraying a hint of unease, though you strive to sound unaffected. "Lead the way."
Illumi's grip tightens slightly, a silent reminder not to challenge him further. "As you wish," he responds, releasing your chin with a fluid motion before stepping back.
He leads you down the mansionā€™s corridors, each step echoing through the vast, silent halls. When you reach a heavy door, guarded by silent figures, Illumi unlocks it with a key, revealing the eerie blue light spilling from within.
"Welcome to our little sanctuary," Illumi announces. "Inside awaits an experience beyond your wildest imagination."
You step inside hesitantly, immediately feeling the weight of the atmosphere. The air is thick, pulsing with an almost tangible energy, and the blue light casts an ethereal glow over everything.
"What is this place?" you ask, your voice tight with uncertainty. "And who else is here?" You glance around, sensing eyes on you from the shadows, though you canā€™t make anyone out.
Illumi senses your unease and speaks with a calm, almost possessive tone. "This is a sanctum for those who appreciate the finer things in life," he explains, guiding you deeper into the room. "The company is... eclectic. But donā€™t worry, they mean no harm... for now."
He looks at you, his gaze unreadable. "As for the others, let's just say you've caught the attention of some very... interesting individuals." He places a hand on the small of your back, his touch sending a shiver down your spine. "Weā€™ve been discussing the possibility of adding you to our little family."
Your breath catches. "Family?" you repeat, your voice wavering slightly. "I donā€™t even know what you do. Iā€™m not sure Iā€™m interested in joining your... family."
You glance around again, noticing how the shadows seem to shift, as if alive, watching you.
Illumiā€™s grip on your back tightens, his voice low and cold. "Oh, youā€™re already a part of it, whether you like it or not," he says, his tone calm yet firm. "Once you've crossed paths with us, thereā€™s no turning back."
He leads you to a raised dais at the center of the room, motioning for you to sit. "Sit," he commands. "Now."
You obey, though the feeling in the room only grows heavier, more oppressive.
From the shadows, Hisoka emerges, a wicked grin on his face as he looks you over. "Well, well, look at our little bird perched so prettily," he says, his voice dripping with dark amusement. His gaze shifts to Illumi. "She looks like she belongs here, don't you think?"
You feel a shiver of dread as Hisoka's gaze locks onto you, his eyes gleaming with excitement. Part of you feels threatened, yet the way Illumi stands near you, his eyes fixed on Hisoka with a certain quiet possessiveness, makes you feel... somewhat protected.
Hisoka steps closer, his grin widening. "In a world full of mediocrity, we seek out the extraordinary," he says with a mocking tone. "And you, my dear, are a rare gem indeed."
Before you can respond, Illumi places a hand on Hisokaā€™s shoulder, signaling for him to stop. "Enough games," he says quietly, but with an edge to his voice. He turns back to you, his demeanor shifting to something more serious, yet still oddly intimate. "Weā€™re not merely what people assume us to be. We are... curators of chaos, seekers of the sublime."
You listen to his words carefully, still trying to wrap your mind around everything. You're intrigued, but more than a little scared. There's so much you don't understand.
"So, what is it you want from me?" you ask, voice barely above a whisper. "What is your game? What are you, assassins?" You joke, but oh dear, their gaze tells you everything, and you freeze, realizing the truth of their job.
Illumiā€™s smile grew, a thin, calculating line that didnā€™t reach his eyes. "Assassins, mercenaries, enforcersā€”labels are irrelevant when you're dealing with the best of the best," he said, his voice a low purr. "Weā€™re not concerned with ownership; weā€™re more interested in partnership."
Hisoka snorted, his grin widening. "Partnership implies equality, sweetheart, and you're nowhere near our level. But donā€™t worry, weā€™ll bring you up to speed."
Illumi placed a hand on your knee, his touch surprisingly gentle considering the deadly nature of their profession. "Think of it this wayā€”you'll be part of an elite circle, operating on the fringes of society. No ordinary life for you anymore, my dear. Just the thrill of the unknown, the rush of adrenaline in the face of danger..."
Your heart pounds in your chest as you realize they are indeed assassins, and it troubles you more than you intended. You feel in danger hereā€”thereā€™s no way out. The mansion is full of people waiting for you to join their group, but... why?
As you overthink, staring at them intently, you suddenly realize something that terrifies you. You've heard of an assassin familyā€”the Zoldycksā€”and you can't help but ask, a tremor running through you.
"Illumi... what's your full name?" You look at him, hoping for honesty, feeling tense and drawn to this dangerous man, almost seeking his comfort despite the fear bubbling inside you.
Illumiā€™s smile widened, a devilish glint in his eyes. "Ah, you've done your research," he purred, leaning in closer to you. "My full name is Illumi Zoldyck."
He watched your reaction intently, savoring the shock on your face. "Yes, I come from a long lineage of assassins," he continued, his voice low and hypnotic. Iā€™m the shadow that moves unseen, the force that shapes outcomes without lifting a finger. Iā€™m a master of control, an architect of fateā€”everything I touch bends to my will."
Hisoka chuckled darkly, interjecting, "And a total psycho, if you ask me." Illumi shot him a withering glare, but then focused back on you.
"But enough about us," Illumi said, his tone shifting to a more intimate cadence.
Your eyes widen at the revelation, a chill running down your spine. You knew about the Zoldycks, but never thought you would meet one, especially not one so close to you right now.
"A Zoldyck..." You mutter under your breath, trying to process the new information. You look at him, feeling a mix of fear and fascination as youā€™re drawn to him. "Why do you need me to be part of... your group?"
Illumi doesn't answer directly about your role in the organization, but he canā€™t help but feel drawn to you in a way his family wouldn't approve of. Though cold and calculating on the surface, there's something different when it comes to you. He wonā€™t show this weakness, of course.
Illumi leaned back in his chair, steepling his fingers as he regarded you with an unreadable expression. " Letā€™s just say... youā€™ll fit nicely into the framework weā€™re building. Thereā€™s always a place for the right person."," he replied cryptically.
Hisoka, ever the provocateur, couldnā€™t resist inserting himself into the conversation. "Yeah, she's got the spark, the fire in your belly. We could mold your into something truly exceptional."
Illumiā€™s gaze flicked to Hisoka, a warning glint in his eye before returning to you. "Of course, itā€™s not just about our needs. We believe you have potentialā€”a latent talent waiting to be unleashed."
Hisoka paused, studying your reactions closely. "So, what do you say, my dear? Are you ready to embrace your destiny and become part of our little family?"
You swallow, feeling like a pawn in a game you don't fully understand. The allure of power, of being part of something bigger than yourself, is undeniable.
Ā "I... Iā€™ll think about it," you admit, your voice barely above a whisper, torn between fear and curiosity. You can't tear your eyes away from Illumi.
Hisoka, ever the provocateur, couldnā€™t resist inserting himself into the conversation. "Oh, my, you're torn between fear and curiosity? How delicious! I can't wait to see what youā€™ll choose... or maybe I just want to watch you squirm."
Illumiā€™s gaze flicked to Hisoka, a warning glint flashing briefly in his eyes before returning to you. There was an undeniable intensity in the way he looked at you, like he was considering you, weighing you, perhaps even contemplating something more. "Of course, itā€™s not just about our needs. We believe you have potentialā€”a latent talent waiting to be unleashed."
Illumi rose from his seat, towering over you, his eyes boring into yours. "Iā€™ll give you time until tomorrow night."
Afterward, you head home, your mind consumed by everything that happened. As you think, your thoughts drift to Illumi.
As you departed, Hisoka called after you, his voice echoing through the mansion's grand halls. "Donā€™t take too long, darling! Weā€™re eager to see what you'll become!"
Illumi, meanwhile, remained standing, his piercing gaze following you until you disappeared from view. Once alone, he allowed himself a fleeting moment of introspection, his thoughts drifting to the enigmatic woman he had encountered.
Despite his usual composure, there was an unfamiliar warmth simmering within him, a sensation he couldnā€™t quite define. Illumi pushed the feeling aside, focusing instead on the task at handā€”molding you into the perfect asset for their organization.
The next evening, as planned, Illumi awaited your arrival, his demeanor as cool and collected as ever.
You arrive at the mansion, nervous and troubled by the decision you just made. As you step inside, you see Illumi standing there, looking calm and collected as always. Your heartbeat quickens.
Illumi greeted you with a nod, his eyes assessing your appearance and demeanor. "You've decided, then?" he asked matter-of-factly, his voice devoid of emotion. "Come, let's discuss the details of your new role."
Without awaiting a response, Illumi turned abruptly, his movements deliberate and fluid as he led you deeper into the mansion. His steps echoed in the silent corridors, and you couldn't help but feel the weight of his presence, like he was drawing you into a world you weren't sure you were ready for. The maze of corridors felt endless, each turn more isolating than the last.
"I assume you have some experience with combat, " Illumi said, his voice low, almost assessing. His gaze lingered on you for a moment too long, a subtle but deliberate scrutiny. "We'll start with a physical test. I want to see what you're capable of. "
As Illumi finished speaking, the door creaked open behind you, and Hisoka leaned in casually, his grin widening as he sized you up. 'Well, well,' he purred, 'Letā€™s see if our recruit lives up to the Zoldyck legacy. "
Following Illumi, your pulse quickens, a mix of nervousness and something else, something unfamiliar. The door to the training room swings open, and the cold gleam of weapons lining the walls hits you like a slap. This was no ordinary training facilityā€”it was a shrine to death, and you were about to become a part of it.
I... yes, I have some combat experience,' you reply, trying to sound confident, but your voice betrays a hint of uncertainty. His gaze, slow and deliberate, traces over youā€”making you feel both exposed and oddly... seen. You force yourself to stand tall, though your heart races under the weight of his scrutiny.
You notice Hisoka observing you with keen interest, his grin widening as he watches your interaction with Illumi.
With a deep breath, you brace yourself, feeling Illumiā€™s eyes still on you, studying, calculating. His nod is almost imperceptible, yet his gaze remains sharp and intense, like a predatorā€™s. 'Letā€™s start with something simpleā€”agility, reflexes. Show me what you can do.' His words, though neutral, hang heavy in the air, a silent challenge."
He pointed to the obstacles aheadā€”hurdles, balance beams, pendulums swinging with mechanical precision. 'Your task is simple,' Illumi said, his voice calm but firm, 'Cross without making a mistake. Only the ground should feel your weight. Understood?'"
Before you could respond, Hisoka chimed in, "And remember, sweetie, speed and precision are key! Show us what you're made of!"
Illumi glanced at Hisoka, his expression a sharp mix of annoyance and something elseā€”something colder. But he didnā€™t waste words. His gaze snapped back to you, every ounce of his attention now fixed on your every move. "On my count," he instructed, raising his hand. "Three... two... one..."
You nod, taking a moment to observe the obstacles before you. Your mind races with strategies and tactics, trying to decide the best approach.
As Illumi starts counting down, you spring into action, moving swiftly across the floor. You leap over the hurdles, balancing carefully on the narrow beams, and dodging the swinging pendulums with quick reflexes.
Halfway through, you feel a surge of adrenaline, pushing you to move even faster. With a final leap, you land safely on the ground, panting lightly.
Wiping the sweat from your brow, you look up at Illumi and Hisoka waiting.
Illumi watched your performance with a critical eye, noting your speed, agility, and overall technique. When you finished, he gave a slight nod of approval. "Not bad. You managed to complete the course without major errors."
Hisoka, on the otherhand, was practically bouncing with excitement, clapping his hands togetyour gleefully. "Bravo, bravo! What a delightful display of athleticism! I must say, I'm thoroughly impressed."
Illumi raised an eyebrow at his friend's exuberance but turned his attention back to you. "Next, we'll assess your marksmanship skills. Follow me."
Without a word, Illumi turned, leading you to a shooting range tucked in a quiet corner of the room. The stark silence of the space was almost oppressive, broken only by the faint sound of your breath. 'Prove your worth,' he said coldly, 'Handguns, rifles, knives. Show me what you can do.
You follow Illumi to the shooting range, feeling a mix of confidence and trepidation. Youā€™ve handled guns before, but not in a formal setting like this. Nodding, you select a handgun first. Illumi helps you check the weight and grip before you aim at the target, his touch on your hand making you unfocused for a second. Taking a deep breath, you squeeze the trigger, hitting the center of the bullseye. Next, you move on to the rifle, your aim steady and true as you fire off round after round, each bullet finding its mark except one. Finally, you pick up a knife, flipping it expertly between your fingers before demonstrating your throwing skills. The blade embeds itself in the wood of the target.
Illumi observed your performance with a calculating gaze, his expression unreadable. When you completed the tests, he stepped closer, inspecting the target results.
"Decent accuracy with the handgun and rifle," he remarked, "but room for improvement. That stray shot couldā€™ve been fatal in a real-world scenario."
Hisoka, however, seemed entirely unbothered by the minor flaw. "Pfft, a single miss? Hardly a concern, darling! With practice, youā€™ll be hitting your marks every time."
Turning to you, Illumi continued, "Your knife work is satisfactory, though perhaps a bit flashy for our purposes. We prefer subtlety and efficiency in our assassins."
He paused, studying you intently. "Overall, you demonstrate potential, but you still lack the polish and discipline required for our organization."
You listen to Illumi's critique, a small part of you stung by the criticism, but you push that aside, focusing on his words of guidance instead.
"Okay." You nodded. His cold, enigmatic demeanor makes you so aware of your surroundings.
Illumi's gaze lingered on you for a moment longer before he nodded curtly. "Very well. We'll continue your training tomorrow. For now, rest and prepare yourself mentally for the challenges ahead."
With that, he turned and wanting to leave, leaving you alone with Hisoka. The latter grinned at you, his eyes sparkling with mischief. "Donā€™t worry about old Illiā€™s harsh words, sweetheart. Heā€™s just trying to whip you into shape."
Hisoka sauntered closer, his presence overwhelming in its intensity. "I, on the otherhand, think youā€™re perfect just the way you are. Though I do hope youā€™ll indulge me in a few... extracurricular activities tonight."
He leaned in, his hot breath tickling your ear as he whispered, "I have a feeling youā€™d look stunning drenched in blood."
With that, Illumi shot Hisoka a glare, making him leave. Hisoka already knows that his friend Illumi is interested in you, but he doesnā€™t say it directly. Illumi doesnā€™t understand why heā€™s drawn to youā€”the cold, calculating, and emotionless man on the surface. He canā€™t help but make you squirm and tease you in his own way, but he mostly focuses on the mission ahead.
Illumiā€™s glare held a clear warning, and Hisoka knew better than to push furtyour. With a playful smirk, he bowed mockingly before turning on his heel and departing, leaving you alone once more with the enigmatic assassin leader.
Illumi returned his attention to you, his expression unreadable. "Tomorrow, we will focus on strategic thinking and adaptability. Be prepared to face unpredictable scenarios."
Without another word, he dismissed you, his actions as abrupt as they were efficient. As you exited the training room, you couldn't shake the sensation that Illumi's interest in you went beyond mere professionalismā€”but the cryptic nature of their interactions left you unsure how to interpret his intentions.
Later that night, Illumi entered your quarters without awaiting an invitation, his usual composed faƧade slipping for the briefest moment as he took in your appearance. The fleeting flash of desire in his eyes earlier seemed to intensify in this intimate setting, and despite his attempts to suppress it, he couldnā€™t ignore the pull.
"I trust you're resting adequately," he stated, his voice low and measured. "Tomorrow, we'll be engaging in close-quarters combat drills. Your agility serves you well, but you must learn to harness your strength more effectively."
As he spoke, Illumiā€™s gaze roamed over your form, lingering just a moment longer than necessary, his eyes tracing the curves of your body beneath your attire. The air between you thickened, heavy with an unspoken tension. It was a strange feeling, as though his usually tight control was slippingā€”something more primal simmered beneath the surface.
"Remember," his voice trailed off, his eyes still lingering on you as he tried to steady his breath. You can practically feel the heat radiating from his body as he stands closer, his presence overwhelming in the small space.
You swallow, trying to maintain composure under his intense gaze. His voice is cold and calculated, but you canā€™t ignore the thrill that runs through you at the sound of it. You nod, acknowledging his instructions about the upcoming training session.
The air between you both feels electric, charged with something neityour of you can fully control. As Illumi draws closer, his proximity seems to suffocate you, making it harder to breathe. Your senses heighten as he stands just a little too close, a small distance remaining between youā€”but not enough to ignore the intensity of his presence.
Illumiā€™s internal struggle was evident. His disciplined assassinā€™s mind was still sharp, but it was no match for the growing pull of his desires. He had been raised to control everything, to compartmentalize every part of himselfā€”sexuality included. Yet, for some reason, you seemed to be different. This thought frustrated him; he couldnā€™t allow such feelings to complicate matters. But even as he thought this, his body betrayed him.
Illumiā€™s gaze darkened as his fingers tightened at his sides. He clenched his jaw, struggling to maintain control.
"Illumi...?" You look at him, hating yourself for the way your body seems to lean toward him. His presence is consuming, and despite your attempts to fight it, you find yourself wanting him closer.
Illumiā€™s resolve cracked under the weight of his desires, his stoic mask slipping away. A low growl rumbled in his throat as he closed the space between you, his hands reaching out to pull you flush against his hardened body. His touch was rough, possessive.
"You should not intrigue me so," he hissed, his breath hot against your ear. "It complicates things unnecessarily."
But despite his words, his hands remained on you, his fingers pressing possessively into your waist, his body hard against yours. The hunger in his eyes was unmistakable, an animalistic hunger he could no longer suppress.
Your breath caught in your throat as his arms wrapped around you, pulling you tightly against his muscular frame. The danger he embodies is palpable, but it only draws you closer, your body betraying your better judgment. You can feel the pulse of his heartbeat, the heat radiating from him, and yet, you canā€™t pull away.
His words, laced with frustration and desire, hung heavy in the air. You can sense the internal battle heā€™s fighting, the need to keep control clashing with something far more primal. You can practically feel the tension between you, the undeniable pull that neityour of you wants to acknowledge.
"I could say the same thing," you whisper, your voice barely audible, yet the words seem to carry a weight of their own.
Illumiā€™s grip tightened on you, his thumbs brushing along the sensitive skin of your lower back as he ground his body against yours. "Then perhaps we should indulge in these... complications," he purred, his voice dripping with dark promise.
With swift, practiced movements, he spun you around, pinning you against the wall. His lips crashed onto yours in a fierce, demanding kiss. His tongue forced its way into your mouth, claiming you with a ferocity that left you breathless. His hands roamed over your body, exploring every curve, every inch of you as though he couldnā€™t get enough.
The intensity of his passion overwhelmed you, leaving you gasping for air. You clung to him, returning his kiss with equal desperation, lost in the whirlwind of sensations, pleasure, and danger that only he could provide.
You gasp as Illumiā€™s kiss deepens, his dominance taking over as he pulls you closer, his movements quick and forceful. The danger and excitement mix within you, the fear of what might happen next blending with a yearning you canā€™t deny.
His skilled tongue dances with yours, igniting a fire within you that spreads throughout your entire being, you moan softly into the kiss, surrendering to the overwhelming sensations. Ilumi's hands explore your body with a hunger that mirrors your own, leaving trails of tingling pleasure in their wake, you arch into his touch, craving more of his intoxicating caresses.
Illumi's lips left yours, trailing scorching kisses along your jawline and down the column of your neck, his teeth grazing your sensitive skin as he nipped and sucked at the tender flesh.
One hand slid beneath your shirt, palming the soft mound of your breast as he continued his assault on your senses. His thumb flicked over your nipple, coaxing it to peak before pinching gently, drawing a sharp gasp from your lips.
"We shouldn't rush this," Illumi breathed, his hot exhalation fanning across your damp skin. "But I fear my restraint is wearing thin." His fingers deftly unfastened your pants, sliding inside to stroke the slick heat of your core. "Tell me to stop, if you dare."
You barely register the sound of your pants being undone until his fingers slip inside, stroking your already drenched folds, making your knees buckle slightly, you can believe this the composed assassin Illumi you know, but you canā€™t help but feel aroused by him/
Illumi's fingers delved deeper, curling inside you to stroke your inner walls with a practiced ease that belied his typically reserved nature, his voice a low rumble filled with dark satisfaction. "Your body knows exactly what it craves, doesn't it?"
As he spoke, he added a second finger, stretching and filling your with a slow, deliberate rhythm. The wet sounds of their intimacy mingled with your ragged breathing, creating a lewd symphony that only served to fuel Illumi's desire. Though Illumi was never one for excessive words, but in this moment, he canā€™t help, his voice brough
"You should see yourself now," he whispered, his eyes locked onto yours as he worked your tighter. "So compliant, so eager for more. It's almost...beautiful." With a sudden twist of his wrist, he found that secret spot deep within your, sending shockwaves of pleasure coursing through your veins.
You cry out, unable to contain the intense pleasure, your back arches. The way he is so talkative, speaks so confident, so hynoptic, sends a thrill through you, even as a part of you wonders how he can be so bold, so unashamed of his desires.
ā€œIllumiā€¦ā€ you gasp as you grind further on you his hand.
"Yes?" Illumi purred, his fingers never ceasing their relentless pace as he sought to unravel you completely. "What is it you desire, little assassin? Speak, and I might grant your request."
He leaned in close, his lips brushing the shell of your ear as he whispered, "Perhaps youā€™d prefer to break under my control, against the wall, with nothing but the sound of how you crumble to my mercy?" You gasp at his filthy words, your eyes widen of this part of him, almost possessive.
Illumi's free hand slid up your side, his palm sizzling against your overheated skin as he cupped your breast, kneading the soft flesh roughly. "Or maybe you yearn for something more...depraved?" His thumb circled your nipple, tugging it into a tight peak that sent jolts of electricity straight to your clit.
Your breath hitches as Illumiā€™s words paint vivid images in your mind, each one more tantalizing than the last, his touch is addicitive, possesive, every caress igniting a fresh wave of desire within you, making you tremble.
Illumi's fingers picked up speed, plunging in and out of your quivering channel with a ruthless precision that bordered on violent, he groaned "I wonder how many times I could make you cum before you collapse from exhaustion."
He grind on your behind, bitting down on your shoulder, hard enough to leave a mark, as his other hand slipped beneath your shirt once more. His nails scraped across your ribs, leaving red welts in their wake, before he reached your breasts. Rough palms squeezed and kneaded the supple mounds, tweaking your nipples into stiff peaks that throbbed in time with the pounding of your heart.
"Illumi, please... "you manage to gasp out, your voice barely above a whimper.
"Yes, what?" Illumi demanded, his tone sharp with impatience. "Speak clear, Y/N"
His fingers curled inside your, rubbing that sweet spot with a maddening persistence. "Do you want me to fuck you harder? Deeper? Make you scream my name until your throat is raw?"
His fingers plunge deeper, faster, the brutal rhythm threatening to consume you whole. you can feel the coil of tension building within, making you close to your climax.
You start screaming, feeling how your orgasm wash over you and with a swift movement, not letting you relax, he spun you around making you gasp, pressing your back against the cold metal of the wall, the rough surface provides a stark contrast to the heated, intimate contact of his body pressed against yours as you gasp. One hand gripped your hip, holding your steady as the other fumbled with his belt, freeing his throbbing erection.
"Iā€™ve decided Iā€™m going to take what I want. Now," his tone sharp, positioning himself at your entrance.
His words are filthy, depraved, and they only serve to stoke the flames of your arousal higher, you can feel his hardness prodding at your entrance, a thick, pulsating promise of the pleasure to come.
ā€œYes, Illumi, fuckā€¦pleaseā€œ you admit breathlessly, your resolve crumbling under his touch and words.
With a feral snarl, Illumi surged forward, sheathing himself to the hilt in one powerful thrust. You cried out, your back arching as you felt him stretch your open, the sensation bordering on pain but suffused with overwhelming pleasure.
ā€œSo willingā€ Illumi hissed, his hips snapping against yours in a relentless rhythm. "This is what you needed, isn't it? I want to hear you admit it.ā€
ā€œYesā€¦ā€ You nodd desperately, feeling so intense and trembeling.
ā€œGood. ā€œ" He leaned in close, his lips brushing yours as he spoke, his hot breath mingling with yours. "And I'm going to give it to you over and over again, until you're begging for mercy."
A strangled moan escapes your lips as Ilumi fills you completely, the feeling of being so thoroughly claimed sending shockwaves of ecstasy through your entire being.
Each forceful thrust drives you closer to the edge, the friction of his hard length against your sensitive inner walls pushing you towards a precipice from which there's no return.
ā€œyes.. Iillumi please, ā€œyou pant out, your voice a broken, pleading thing as you lose yourself in the relentless pace of his hips.
"Please what,Y/N?" Illumi taunted, his start gripping your throat slightly, moving your head towards him, as he drove into your with renewed vigor. "Tell me what you need, what filthy things you want me to do to you."
He captured your mouth in a bruising kiss, swallowing your moans as his tongue dominated yours. At the same time, his fingers found your clit, pinching and rolling the sensitive bud with merciless precision.
"Come," he commanded, breaking the kiss to nip at your jawline. Ā As if in response to his words, your orgasm crashed over your like a tidal wave, ripping your apart and rebuilding your anew in its aftermath. You screamed his name, your voice echoing off the walls as your pussy clamped down on his shaf.
Your mind goes blank as the intense waves of pleasure wash over you, Ilumi's relentless stimulation pushing you past the point of no return.
Your screams mingle with the sounds of flesh slapping against flesh, the obscene squelch of your arousal coating his cock as he continues to pound into you even as you come undone.
Ilumi's command hangs in the air, a dark challenge that only serves to heighten your awareness Ā of his own impending climax, you can feel him twitching inside you, his grip on your hips becoming almost painful as he struggles to hold back and you push into him more so you can help him.
With a guttural roar, Illumi buried himself to the hilt one final time, his cock pulsing as he unleashed a torrent of hot seed deep within your spasming depths. Each powerful spurt seemed to go on forever, painting your insides with his essence until you are filled to bursting.
As the aftershocks of your shared climax subsided, Illumi slowly withdrew, his softening member slipping free of your abused hole with a wet pop. A trail of cum dripped down your thigh, a visible testament to the thorough breeding you just received.
"Well, that was satisfying," Illumi murmured, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction as he admired his handiwork.
His sharp eyes studied you for a moment, his stance unwavering. "Youā€™re in no condition to keep standing like this."
Before you could spleak, he moved swiftly, placing a firm hand at your back to guide you toward the bed. His touch, though not gentle, was steady and unyielding. "Lie down," he commanded, his voice a low murmur.
You feel utterly exhausted, your body spent, yet vulnerableā€”vulnerable in a way you never thought you would be with a Zoldyck. The fear lingers that it was just a fleeting, intimate moment for him, and you long for the comfort of aftercare. You're conflicted, unable to predict his next reaction, fully aware of his cold, enigmatic, and stoic nature.
You look at him, unable to control the vulnerability in your expression. You canā€™t help but wonder, despite his personality and history, if youā€™ve become important to himā€”though it doesn't show on the surface.
Illumiā€™s gaze softened, if only for a heartbeat, as he took in your vulnerable expression. It was the briefest of cracks in his otyourwise impenetrable facadeā€”a fleeting flicker of something raw, something human beneath his usual cold exterior.
Without a word, his fingers brushed over the marks on your neck, a touch so delicate it almost felt alienā€”so different from the relentless passion they had just shared. The contact was soft, almost tentative, sending a shiver through you, who couldnā€™t help but feel the weight of this quiet intimacy.
But just as quickly as it had appeared, the tenderness faded, replaced once more by his usual aloofness. "Get dressed," he said sharply, his voice regaining its customary chill. With his usual precision, he began to gatyour his discarded clothes, a stoic figure once more. "We have matters to attend to."
Your heart skips a beat at the brief, unexpected softness in his eyesā€”a connection so fleeting, so fragile, that it leaves you aching for more. But the moment evaporates as swiftly as it came, and youā€™re left questioning if it was ever truly there or just a brief illusion, a crack in the facade that closed too soon.
Canā€¦ you stay a little longer? you ask, a quiet uncertainty in your voice, hesitant of how heā€™ll respond.
Illumi freezes for a moment at your request, his assassinā€™s discipline momentarily faltering. The connection between you is something unfamiliar, something he hasnā€™t had to process before. His mind is caught between his hardened, emotionally detached instincts and the surprising intensity of the bond you're offering.
Illumi paused, his hand hovering just above his shirt as he considered your words. The room grew heavy with the tension of his contemplation. Finally, without a word, he sat down on the bed, his posture rigid, but not dismissive. He was clearly weighing somethingā€”something beyond his control.
"You want me to stay," he said flatly, his voice cold but with a slight edge of curiosity. His eyes never left yours. "Is that because you enjoyed our...interlude? Or is it something else entirely?"
There was a flicker of vulnerability in his gaze, a brief crack in his impassive exterior that he quickly masked. It was evident that Youā€™s unexpected emotional intimacy had caught him off guard, forcing him to confront feelings and desires that he had never fully acknowledged before.
Your heart races as you watch Illumi sit, his presence overwhelming, as always, but now more than ever, it pulls you in despite the tension between you. His words cut through you, making your emotions feel more tangled, and you realize just how much youā€™ve invested in this momentā€”how much youā€™ve allowed yourself to feel.
"Yes... and no, " you admit softly, your voice barely above a whisper, stepping closer, but still unsure.
You reach out, pausing, as if to test the waters, before carefully placing your hand on his knee. A quiet hope stirs within youā€”that this small touch, this tentative gesture, might offer the reassurance both of you are craving.
Illumiā€™s muscles stiffen at your touch, a sharp breath escaping his lips as your fingers make contact. For a long moment, he doesnā€™t move, just staring at where your hand rests on his knee, as though trying to process the strange new feelings this simple connection stirs within him.
Slowly, cautiously, he places his hand over yours. His touch is deliberate, firm, and warm, but thereā€™s a hesitation in itā€”a carefulness that reflects how much heā€™s struggling with the emotions that youā€™ve brought to the surface. "I see," he says quietly, his voice low, but thereā€™s a shift in it. "In that case, I suppose I can spare a few more minutes."
Illumi stands, his hand hovering briefly before he reaches for you. When he pulls you into his arms, the gesture is stiff, almost as if heā€™s testing how to navigate this unfamiliar territory. His arms wrap around you, but the embrace feels tentative, as though heā€™s still unsure of what to do with the warmth heā€™s suddenly feeling.
In the stillness of that moment, Illumiā€™s heart races in his chest, the thundering beat a stark contrast to the icy calm heā€™s always projected, betraying the chaos heā€™s desperately trying to suppress.
As Illumi pulls you into his arms, a sense of calm washes over you. His warmth is solid and grounding, a stark contrast to the heat and chaos of your previous encounter. You rest your head against his shoulder, savoring the closenessā€”the simple, quiet connection that feels like it might be more than just physical.
Though your emotions swirl within you, you keep them in check, not wanting to overwhelm him. Instead, you focus on the steady rise and fall of his chest, the soothing sound of his heartbeat that seems to anchor you both in this rare moment of peace.
"Thank you," you whisper, your voice barely audible over the pounding of your own heart.
Illumiā€™s arms tightened around you, holding you tight. The soft pressure of his body against yours was a sensation he hadnā€™t known before, and it both unsettled and captivated him.
"For what, exactly?" Illumi asks, his voice cool, but with a subtle hint of curiosity. "I'm not used to such gestures. Explain to me, why do you feel the need for this?"
But even as he spoke, Illumi didnā€™t pull away. Instead, his body stiffened for a moment before he leaned in, his lips brushing your temple in a brief, but telling gesture. It was a small act, a flicker of something he rarely allowed himself to showā€”soft, but unmistakably affectionate. It wasnā€™t much, but in that fleeting touch, something subtly shifted between them, a crack in the ice that had always surrounded him.
The press of his lips against your temple sent an unexpected shiver down your spine. The tenderness of the gesture, despite his usual stoicism, made you ache for more. You leaned into him, feeling a warmth spread through you, and for a moment, you allowed yourself to savor the intimacy that had quietly bloomed between you, fragile but undeniably real.
"For being here," you reply softly, your voice tinged with vulnerability. "For trying, even if itā€™s not something you're used to."
"Donā€™t get used to this," he murmurs, his tone strangely quiet, almost as if he's speaking to himself, not wanting to admit the slight shift inside him.
Illumiā€™s grip on you relaxed just slightly, his thumb stroking gentle circles on your back. Your words, simple as they were, had touched something within him. "Trying," he muttered, his brow furrowing slightly. "Perhaps that's an understatement for what weā€™ve done. But with youā€¦ it feels different. Necessary, almost."
He trailed off, his words unspoken, but the emotion behind them clear. Illumi was used to being distant, to keeping his feelings locked away. But with you, that wall had started to crumbleā€”piece by piece, allowing something deeper to emerge.
Your heart swells at Illumiā€™s honesty, his words a raw admission that makes you feel even more connected to him. You press yourself closer, wanting to bridge the emotional gap between you, to share in the understanding that seems to be growing between you both.
"I feel the same, Illumi," you whisper, your voice sincere and filled with unspoken understanding.
Illumi's breath caught in his throat at your words. The sincerity in your voice reverberated through him, stirring something deep he wasn't prepared for. For years, he'd hardened himself against the idea of emotional connectionsā€”intimacy had always been something distant, too complicated to allow. But with you, the tension was palpable, like something he couldnā€™t push away, something he wasnā€™t sure how to control.
Slowly, almost reluctantly, he leaned down, his lips brushing against yours in a kiss that was gentle, but with an intensity that spoke volumes. It was a stark contrast to the fierceness of their earlier encounter, but somehow, it felt more consumingā€”this kiss was softer, but it lingered with a weight he couldnā€™t ignore. It felt different, like a shift, like something he couldn't quite put into words.
As the kiss deepened, Illumi became painfully aware of every touchā€”your body pressed against his, the softness of your skin, the way your breath matched his, shallow but steady. Every movement seemed to pull him in deeper, and for once, Illumi couldn't escape it. The intensity of the moment overwhelmed him, but it was a feeling he found himself cravingā€”something he hadn't realized he'd been missing until now.
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