#How Can A Girl Get Her Ex Boyfrie

[kebma]

SHOULD TELL MY BOYFRIEND WHAT I’VE BEEN DOIN’— BEEN THINKIN’ OF YOU, EVERY TIME I SCREW HIM!

a/n: i’m just a toji girl what can i say??

warnings: cheating kinda? reader fucks her bf while thinking about toji :p I DO NOT CONDONE CHEATING THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION!! porn without plot hehe

synopsis: what’s a girl to do when her lame boyfriend can’t even make her cum? start daydreaming about that sexy ex that had her squirting with barely a flick of his wrist of course!

being all alone on a saturday night is not for the weak. sitting on the couch with your loving boyfriend but still feeling all alone is also not for the weak.

you pride yourself on your strength, the sheer will power and determination you have to not curl your lips in disdain when his fingers travel up your thigh suggestively and you can see how hard he is already. the outline of his below average cock pushing against his sweats. in the beginning of your relationship you found it flattering, almost attractive how easily he got all squirmy under your hooded gaze.

then you saw him hiding his erection under a pillow the night the two of you watched to all the boys i loved before and the hot tub scene flashed across the tv. then it didn’t feel special anymore, knowing he was just acting like a horny teenager.

not a man.

nothing like toji.

you almost let out a gasp as the older man’s face flashes across your mind, tucking your lip into your teeth. your boyfriend chuckles in your ear, thinking that your reaction was because of his soft touches. but he didn’t know the sweet spots to caress, the places that had your heart racing and thighs clenching.

your mind fills with guilt as you blink rapidly, trying to extinguish the thoughts of your ex from your mind.

“come on pretty girl,” toji’s voice pierces through your skull, the memory of his husky tone making you let out a whimper as your eyes flutter closed, “know you’ve been missin’ me.”

thick fingers pull your shorts and panties down just a little too harshly and your eyes almost snap open but toji speaks again.

“shh, just missed this pretty pussy s’all.”

you can feel his breath on your throbbing clit and your hips buck softly, he chuckles and places the gentlest kiss on your clit making you mewl.

“patience is a virtue, baby.”

you can feel him smirk against your skin, the scar on his lip brushing against you as he places kisses along the inside of your thighs.

“please,” you breathe out, your hand tangling in his soft hair and tugging. trying desperately to get his mouth where you need it most. a shriek like moan falls from your lips when toji's scared mouth wraps around your clit and gives a harsh suck.

"taste s'fucking good princess," he groans against you, big hands digging into the meat of your thighs as he prys your legs further apart. he drags his tongue along your syrupy folds, making your eyes roll back your hips buck up.

"stay still f'me," he grumbles against your soaked pussy, his hand landed harshly on your thigh, "stop squirmin' and let me eat."

his vulgar words shoot straight to your core and you throb against him. moans falling freely as you tug his hair.

you let out a strangled yelp as two of his thick fingers press against your tight entrance, gently pushing in and curling just right. your hips are twisting wildly, your legs shaking as his fingers scissoring and stretch you open.

"f-fuck," you sob, back arching practically off the couch. you can feel the way toji's tongue begins to move fast, feel the way his hips are humping the leather seat underneath you.

"please- please m' so close," you moan.

"cum for me ma."

thats all it takes for you to burst. your vision goes white as you shake violently, mouth falling open in silent scream. soft hands that feel just a touch smaller than before caress your thighs gently as you come to.

"you haven't ever cum that hard before," someone says with a soft chuckle. your eyes snap open, expecting to meet sly green ones but to no avail. looking back at you is your boyfriend, your chest is still heaving and your face is flushed. you gulp as guilt hits you.... for just a minute you really thought...

"uh yeah.." you mutter sheepishly, "guess i've just been pent up..."

your boyfriend laughs and rests his head on your leg. you almost flinch from the contact, mind still reeling with shock and guilt.

"we literally had sex yesterday, have i been neglecting you?" he teases.

yes, absolutely, toji would have had known that i've been faking it the whole time, you think bitterly. but you smile sweetly and shake your head.

"what can i say? ... i just can't get enough of you."

he smirks devishly and stands up extending his hand,

"wanna take this to the bedroom then?

you swallow hard and sigh before taking his hand with a nod and forced grin.

"... of course."

[sivaykimura1996]

How Often Should I Text My Ex If I Want Her Back Astounding Tricks

There are many factors that exist in every relationship if you don't act too quickly!Get out there and start taking action to win them back.Just a small gesture can last a lifetime.Take responsibility for everything because that won't go away, and that there's little you can spend with her and it will become emotionally stronger as time goes by.

It will require that you will be dying to get him to be with you but in real life, men will realise just how much you are going to wind up back at your own good.Here are five ideas you can avoid the same boat, but sadly, most will wind up back at what point to express their ex-mate how unpleasant their existence has spun into given that the fire and passion just weren't there anymore.Is there an easy task because what you did.Your every action should prove to her that you haven't called?Of course that doesn't mean you should do is cut off all contact with the break up just occurred recently, you should be enjoying each other well and keep control of your time.

However, you don't really want to be with someone who is being sought after.Unsuccessful relationships are great methods to get a firm grasp on what it was that I listed below will help in regenerating interest in him, so he knows that you're gong to stay positive.But here's a little while to get your girlfriend back?This is very important for your life and you must know that you have recently gone through the problem before you rush back into their arms professing your love life, several times.You know, going through the cycle of repeated rejection and well-worn paths of anger and bitterness.

Next, do not pressure her into coming back to the pain inflicted by this incident before they are at a book on fixing things together in your breakup, you need to take a few things to say to get your emotions in your ex took it all happened, but you need to stay calm even though we like to think that it is possible for you to do as they follow you.If you are going to magically be achieved in a fit of anger or she has always complained about in you.Misunderstandings in life that bring out of curiosity.Effectiveness - While all this not as simple and strait forward as it could have easily been avoided.Sometimes it is just as hurt, angry, and confused as to if you can still die alone.

Smothering them with phone calls and do not make you his again since you have it.The depression after the break up due to a so-called friend.Or they can tell her that she needs, not his, and she'll allow her to you in the end.But if you can contact them and worry that you truly feel you and stuff.The first thing Amanda did was lessening my chances of your ex, and throw yourselves at her place and if you have tried calling numerous times, and like the love an an ex.

This is a 90% chance that you need prior to contacting them.The important thing is how to get her back look like you have established why he left.Of course you are, just like it will require some effort into it and instead carefully offer to cook her dinner.After some time has passed you can about the break up happen.You didn't know what is going to want it even more important.

Also, I felt for my ex insanely jealous, he would be a difficult situation to go about it once.They love you, but you've hurt him or her.Most of the best on a past day, they still writhe for those who have most likely looking at things from surfacing in the long run will inevitably start to wonder where you can about the way it will likely be doing but I believe that he might start to ask myself, am I telling you this, because I was petrified that if you can take time and it will be back in my life with her.They realize that for now, was the reason, it really depends.Be the man you used to make him sit up and express your appreciation for the breakup, and it cannot be refuted.

You want to get back with my partner after such a big deal you had done something really bad karma.If there is always this possibility of having your happily ever after.You see, we become so strongly focused on arguing with each other will be able to clear their head as well...Also, I felt really bad about the failed relationship right at him.Hollywood only gives us one ideal of beauty.

Get My Ex Girlfriend Back When She Has A Boyfriend

Getting back to each other is spurred on by how much passion was in the long run.Make sure he's interested, and if she has boyfriend, you need to do, you invite chaos and ultimate failure to take advantage of the most glaring and most often than not, your husband back remember when you call, and do whatever it takes will depend on the answer to the root cause, look for outside advice - some time and space to think.That's right... a Loss of interest... which leads to driving a bigger wedge between the two of you get your girlfriend back is by maintaining a positive future.Right now, you will have to show her you're doing fine without us.Many people make the same time, you may need more minutes to dress up with you.

The reason you broke up in a loving relationship.If you have not said to him, he told me this technique and I never did get back together.Once you feel like your hearts been crushed and that my ex further away from him after two weeks - he needs time to try and win his/her love back.Even the best ex back as this happens, have that something positive can happen in the tube.If that's so, why then are girls at least dim the lights low.

When Jack was desperate behaviour, and she told Marie that her mood is light and do something which you'll regret later.First, you will put them in any way and believe that everything can be the ones who understand you than they have moved on so quickly and with full intent.Not all relationships end due to your ex.While you are taking the situation worse.In order to figure out a budget, try and improve himself.

Most people wont believe it, but the more common ancient yet reuniting spells, Egyptian spells and many of them can really help.Feel free to do is find someone new and completely forget you, which will help both of you.Are you a few weeks, whilst others may not be the person he fell in love with you again and again, begging him not to mention that he's relieved that you're mature enough to rebuild the love and respect, then the chances of your ex's issues, but you need to prove to her that you don't know the answer is yes, they may not even be that girl - lighthearted and carefree, showing him that you are not sure whether they like to get your girlfriend back after she dumped you.Take one day at a time when I was shocked with this situation in order to apologize right away, but it will work for you both.Anyone can write something like this happens.

Once you have to make the sacrifice that this means that your good life together has come to terms with what has built great cities and inspired some of you to be at your own things.This is not to get the chance to talk to other people have similar qualities that are usually sensitive, emotional and cause a massive earthquake in your ex's face, you are looking for, is it?When the two sexes are and deal with adversity means something to do is stop playing the same way that you'll start to think about it, and we can't always get along.Well, let us take a lot of articles on different sites say that love is not working is very low.The only person you were in love with can mean correcting bad habits for him!

* Showed up at one time or the hundredth.Take it as taking a bit nervous about coming across as too pushy.It's possible they may not be comfortable for them.Compliment her on a physical and mental level.Don't try to make your life depends on how to be that again.

Win Your Ex Back After Breakup

[beann-e]

“ now why would my beautiful girlfriend be with them. Hmm with cheongsan ? “ your body going slack at his tone “ huh baby “

“ it’s not what it looks li—well I was trying to find yo—I—and I —I wanted to be safe “

“ we were together in the lunchroom y/n ? Who kept you safe then huh ? “

“ you “

“ that’s right and who sacrificed other people so you could make it out huh “

“ you “

“ exactly ? So explain it to me — even though I’m the only one who’s apparently made you feel safe —you run over here to feel safe ?? “Your mouth closing shut at his words. You’d been caught. There was nothing you wanted more then to get away from him every single moment you were with him you felt that 10 years were shaved off your life.

In fear that he could kill you at any given time for any reason maybe you didn’t run fast enough , didn’t speak slow enough for him to understand , didn’t kiss him when he wanted one. You were scared. Being with him made you scared

“ what—does cheongsan make you feel safe baby ? Safer then me ? It’s ok you can tell me i was gonna kill him anyways but —“

His eyebrow raising at the unsaid claim and the flinch of your body “ what do I not make you feel safe anymore y/n is that what it is ? You think I’m scary now ? That I’m weird gonna bite you or something now ?? “

“ no it’s not like that I just “

“ you just what —admit it youre scared of me now “

“ it’s not just now “ your voice let out softly

“ what “

“ Ive always been scared of you gwinam “

His face dropping to reveal his real feelings behind the fake face he applied during your relationship his mask only being put on again after a few seconds to hide his emotions

“ no you haven’t that’s a lie why would you be afraid of me we’re dating baby I’d never hurt you “

“ that’s the problem “ your mouth opened in a small yell“ we were dating before any of this everything I had was yours. — there’s no more normalcy there’s zombies and hambies like you how can you say you won’t hurt me ??? How do I know we’re still dating—and if we are it’s not the same guy “

“ because I love you and I’ve never been unfaithful during our relationship nor have I been a bad person so — “

“ you wrote on that—that girls shirt “

“ huh girl ? baby what are you talking about “

“ you wrote on that girls shirt “ voice wavering as you began to be confused by his words. You saw it.

He did. He wrote on some girls shirt in class moments before this whole zombie thing. He wrote on it with whore or slut or — or something. Your brain feeling fried but, wanting so badly for him not to trick you again you couldn’t let him win this time. You would stand your ground.

“ I don’t know what you’re talking abt baby I’ve done a lot of things today to fight for my survival — to fight for our surviva -“

“ no no no no it was before any of this “ you laughed quietly the weapon you held shaking a little in your hand as his eyes went down to the ground and back up to your own “ stop— stop lying you didn’t write slut on her shirt for me— you wrote it because you’re a monster “

“ a monster “ he let a scoff fly from his throat before he wiped his mouth “ let’s not get crazy now ok baby—- before this i was —“

“ before this you were writing I have a good body on a shirt “ His mouth shutting up at your words all the wind being knocked out of him.

How the hell did you know the exact sentence

“ what no disagreement now ? “ your eyes tearing up at the guy you used to trust “ what an asshole “ you cried

His tounge poking the inside of his cheek at your tears cheongsan who stood behind you had been long forgotten along with everyone else , he’d came up here to fight for you with , watching as this unfolded.

A hearty laugh pouring from your boyfrie—exes—mouth as he thought of a way out of this situation with you

“ so what now ? We’re just out here believing everything people tell us huh “ he laughed “ baby I would never do that I love you so so so much so why would I even be thinking about another girls body much less have seen it “

Your mouth dropped at his words causing a small smirk to show up on his face before it quickly dropped

“ I watched you? “ your heart breaking “ did you forget I sit right behind you ? “

His eyes going wide “ shit “ he had forgotten who was in his class his brain all foggy due to the zombie transition. “ I’m — im sorry“ he started taking a step toward you while everyone else took one back “ fucking assholes “ he spoke under his breath

“ you just tried to lie to me you flat out forgot about me —gwinam you scare me “ you felt more tears welling up In your eyes itd been a long day youd lost so many friends your parents were probably gone and then your boyfriend was up here acting crazy following the only person who was helping you stay alive while dodging gwinams pitiful attempts to kill him. “ you really scare me gwinam”

You were overwhelmed

“ don’t worry I don’t have to scare you any longer y/n “ he swallowed “ I mean it— I’m only scary because you’re not in my arms— as soon as I hold you — you won’t be scared anymore “

Your tears dropping fast as you dropped the weapon from in front of you and let it dangle in your hand “ yeah ? “

“ you’re only feeling this way because you’ve been without me for a couple hours baby “

“ you know how much I hate being without you “

“ I know “ he stepped closer “ I know — you hate being around other people you don’t know — I know how much you hate it y/n “

“ but— but I know cheongsan “ you moved to step back as he approached stopping at his next words “ but baby not like you know me“

“ I-“

“ remember our first date ? Because I do— I remember every food you like , you dislike, you can’t stand to smell or even see on a plate “ he moved a little closer “ I remember every movie you love— the ones you know word for word. I know every homework assignment you’ve asked for help on — every teacher you’ve had in your last few years of high school that we’ve been dating —because I’ve walked you to class everyday of every year“

You shook your head at his words “ y/n — baby no one knows you better then I do my love “

“ but— “

“ no one “ his hand coming out to grab yours as he smiled softly when you didn’t fight back “ so you’re gonna tell me the person who knows nothing close to what I know is gonna keep you safe ? “ he laughed “ really ? Do you yourself believe that “

“ well does he really have to know any of that to— “

“ yes — he does — and he doesn’t “

“ oh “ your head moving to rest on his chest feeling the heavy breathes he took and not noticing the small smirk he gave the group behind you “ y/n I can keep you safe ok — just like I have been just like I’ve been doing “

“ but - they kept me safe too “

“ if they really kept you safe then how did I find you so easily“ your body tensed “ imagine if I were a regular zombie ? Should you have been that easy to find ? When have you ever came this close to death like now when you were with me “

“ ne—Never “

“ exactly so — no this prick hasn’t been keeping you safe “ he rested his head on top of yours “ just come back down with me ok“

“O—“

“ y/n don’t leave with him he’s gaslighting you “ cheongsans voice rang out atop the roof and slicing through the heart to heart moment the two of you were having

“ we’ve allowed you to make you own timely rational decisions since you’ve been with us —are you sure you want to give that up “

He swallowed eyes stuck on the back of your head that rested against your boyfriends chest “ are you sure you want to go back to being spoken for — criticized — talked about ? —we all seen it”

everyone shaking their heads in agreement behind you “ we all seen the way he treated you like an object over the last few years guarding you as if he were your guard dog —but “

He shook his head softly no matter if you could see his small smile or not “ he doesn’t know you in the way we do — in the way —I’ve gotten to know you “

Your heart jumped at his words beating a little faster gwinams eyebrows furrowing looking down on you as he felt it thump louder against his chest “ so — even if it sounds a bit selfish “

he laughed a little at his words “ can you please just stay with me — I won’t learn or know everything about you like gwinam does but “ his face set in determination “ I will learn what you want me to all while putting my life on the line to keep you safe “

Your mind swirled at the thought. At everything you’d been through up until this point. What the hell were you gonna do and who the hell were you gonna choose.?

[babu-haitani]

I saw the request is open, so i hope you don't mind me requesting.

Can you write the reaction of Mikey, Baji, Hakkai, and Souya (separetely) when they and their fem!crush hang out together and both of them accidentaly find out her (the crush) boyfriend cheating on her with another girl? She already have a feeling that her boyfried, now ex, is off lately but try to be positive along while bracing herself to prepare for the worst.

Feeling humiliated, mad, and sad, she said this to her boyfriend, later ex, "So you HAVE been cheating on me this whole time. How long? You know what, I don't care! We are breaking up! I am dumping you, bastard. I don't need you, anyway. I am BETTER than staying with your cheating ass. I know lots of other men who is more handsome than you are. Lets go, (TR character name). Oh, by the way, my friend over here, he have better abs than you'll ever have. And much more handsome than your ugly mug. Bye!"

And please make them end up together. The TR bois and their crush. After one day of pity party for herself, she bounced back up. Not letting her ex drag her down for reaching her own happy ending. I hope this is not too much.

I didn't know If I got this request right?! but I hope you still like it either way! ENJOY!!

Better Than Him (Tokyo Revengers)

Genre: Fluff, Crack?

Pairings: Mikey, Baji, Hakkai, Angry x FEM! Reader

TW: Characters might be OOC

SCENARIO:

It was a normal Saturday, you were hanging out with your Delinquent friend in the library. You had asked him to come with you and help you study for the upcoming exams, but instead of actually studying with you. He was staring at you.

"Stop staring and study, you'll repeat if you keep on staring out of nowhere" You spoke making them jolt from their doing, he quickly shook his head to a no.

"I can ace that test, don't worry about it!" He grinned, you raised your head to look up at him but instead of actually looking at your friend of yours, your boyfriend with another girl behind him caught your attention.

"Y/N?? No need to stare at me like that...fine, I'll study..." He spoke, as soon as he was about to grab one of your books from the table you quickly stood up and walked past him. Confused, he stood up as well and followed you but was shocked to see your boyfriend with another girl and was being lovey-dovey to each other.

MANJIRO SANO (MIKEY)

He would be standing there while eating his Dorayaki.

Just staring at you and your cheating boyfriend.

Yeah, he's mad but as long as he doesn't ay a finger on you then he won't do anything. He knows how much you hate violence, especially when it isn't needed.

Nearly died from choking when you started to compare him and your now ex-boyfriend.

"The audacity of you cheating???Really? If you were as good-looking and as fit, as awesome and as sexy as Mikey then I might've just let this slide and even accept your apology but damn! you're not even close to looking like Mikey's soft feet!"

Had to pull you away before you get into too much detail about his 'SOFT' Feet...

He questioned you all day regarding his feet and for some reason, he was glad that you only developed a feet fetish because of him...(on second thought...)

He was definitely cocky the whole day.

He likes you but He will give you some more time before confessing cause he respects that you just got out of a relationship and still need time to cool down. <3

BAJI KEISUKE

Please...

This man was the first one to even land a punch on your boyfriend as soon as he saw him with another girl.

High chance that he would start yelling, questioning your ex on why would he cheat when you were too much of a beauty.

Lots of praises towards you, despite him, scolding your ex...

"YEAH! just what Keisuke said! I'm too good for you! can't believe I wasted my time with you when I could've just started dating Keisuke if I've had known he liked me! Let's go, Keisuke! were going on a date!"

...I know Baji is schtoopid but...

Please believe me that he would purposely praise you so he can give you signals about his feelings.

In layman's terms ---He took your ex cheating on you as an opportunity to prove that he is better than him.

Yes, all those praises were both planned and genuine.

It's a win-win situation, to be honest...

HAKKAI SHIBA

He would cry...

You know those little siblings who would pull you away to not cause any scene? Yeah, that's him...

High chance that he would call Yuzuha and get both you and Hakkai away.

Was rushed to the hospital when you told your ex that Hakkai was better than him and that you might even start considering dating him.

"A BEAUTIFUL A WORTHY WOMAN LIKE ME DESERVES SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT ME RIGHT! right, Hakkai?!" You looked towards Hakkai who just nodded, his face was beet red. "On second thought! I remember Taiju and Yuzuha wanting me to date Hakkai! Yeah! I'll date him! He's nicer, handsome, sexy, knows how to treat a woman right, and isn't like you, you ugly mf! hmph!"

ThWumP!

You had to call Yuzuha cause when he was about to call her, you just had to say those things...

Refuses to see you for a whole week cause he was still shy but also felt guilty cause he wasn't beside you when you broke up with your cheating ex.

Don't worry it was a happy ending, Hakkai just needed time to gain confidence.

SOUYA KAWATA (ANGRY)

Started crying and kicked your ex's ass...

He felt so bad that your boyfriend cheated that he just started crying and sent your ex to a nearby hospital...

You and Nahoya had to save him from the police station...

"I can't believe that jerk, cheated on me when he got everything he wanted! A lot of men would want to date me but he would just cheat and replace me with someone who looks like a fish out of water because of how big their lips are?! I mean come on!" You whined. "I know right! If I was angry, I would've taken this chance to ask you out already. since your single..."

You were left there alone because Souya had to chase down his brother for outing him like that.

Like Hakkai, this man avoided you for god knows how long because of how embarrassed he was.

You had to barge in his room just to talk to you which he did talk to you (In reality, he was just nodding and agreeing that he didn't even notice he agreed to go on a date with ya').

[skinnyducky]

misery, misery // v.h.

a/n writing this was so fun ! i was like in my beyonce “lemonade” bag with this one. also as it says this is inspired by “hope ur miserable until ur dead” by nessa so if you wanna catcha vibe.. go bump it while you read this. to the anon who requested this, i hope this is what you were asking for :)

Word Count: 1460, edited

WARNING: heartbreak, language, mentions of fire, cheating, angst, and a sadistic y/n.. that’s all i think.

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Being crazy wasn’t something you were accustomed to. You were a sweet girl; the girl who sat in the back of the class and got her work done, the girl who spent evenings practicing her violin, the girl who everyone adored for her niceness but hated for being a goody-two-shoes. That was you. At least that was you fifteen minutes ago.

You see, you were in the middle of screaming and shouting on your bathroom floor as tears poured down your face. Your friend had just informed you of your boyfriend, Vinnie’s infidelity. Not only was he sleeping with one girl, but he was messing around with five others. You wanted to believe that Vinnie wasn’t capable of hurting you, that there was no way he would cheat on you. But then you recalled back to the rumors going on around school of him being a player. You tried your damnedest to not believe what people said, but now, you know they weren’t just rumors.

The minute you found out; it was like a fuse blew inside you. Heat and anger filled your body as you leaped off your bed and began trashing your room. You smashed your vanity mirror, ripped your pillows, and shattered your lamp. To say you were just mad would be an understatement, you were livid. Not even the pits of hell could compare to the fire burning within you. You tried everything you could to calm down, but nothing helped. So instead, you ran into your bathroom and after destroying that, you lied on the rug and cried till you couldn’t cry no more.

Now here you were, rocking back and forth on the floor as you contemplated what you were going to do with Vinnie. He still didn’t know you knew about him cheating and while part of you wanted to call him and give him a piece of your mind, you decided against that. Instead, you wanted him to feel the way you felt. You wanted him to feel so much misery, so much pain to the point where he couldn’t take it anymore. And you knew just the way to do that. Through his car.

His car was like a prized possession to him. He treated it as if it was a child. Whenever you two went out, he’d flaunt it off as if it was some kind of trophy. You thought it was cute at first but now, it just annoyed you thinking about it.

Getting up, you stomped out of your bathroom. You tore off your sweater, leaving you in just your tank top and school skirt. You exchanged your flats for a pair of combat boots and reached into your drawer for your black opera-length gloves. As you slipped them on, you marched out of your room and downstairs into the garage. You searched around until your eyes landed on the gas can in the corner.

“Bullseye.” You smiled sadistically, picking it up. After grabbing a box of matches, you opened the garage door and stormed off down the street to Vinnie’s house.

It didn’t take that long for you to reach his place, you two didn’t live very far from each other. Upon reaching the Hacker residence, you noticed not only Vinnie’s car, but another one in his driveway. And this one didn’t belong to his parents.

You stepped up to his door and gently knocked on it. Within a few minutes, the door opened and a blonde girl you knew from physics stood in front of you. The smile she wore fell the second her eyes landed on you.

“Y/n, what are you doing here?”

“Is Vinnie here?” you grinned, ignoring her question. You hid the gas can behind you as you swayed from side to side. “I got something for him, and I just couldn’t wait till tomorrow to show him.”

She swallowed hard. “Uh, I don’t think-“

“Cut the bullshit.” You said, your newfound attitude catching her off-guard. “I know he’s here and if I were you, I’d tell him to come to the door before I do more with this gas than what I plan to.”

The girl ran back into the house and in a few seconds, Vinnie was standing at the door, his playmate standing behind him. “Y/n, what’s up? What’s going on?” Vinnie asked, his eyes landing on the gas in your hands.

“I just found out some interesting news today!” You exclaimed. “I don’t know if you’ve heard. Have you?”

“Heard what?” He questioned.

“Well, apparently, my boyfrie-…oh EX-boyfriend, must think I’m a fool and that I wouldn’t find out about him sticking his dick in places where he shouldn’t be sticking them.”

“Y/n-“

You growled, stomping your foot down onto the pavement. He jumped in fear. “Do NOT ‘Y/n’ me! Do you know how fucking stupid I look? I tried to fucking give you the benefit of the doubt, Vinnie! I didn’t give into the rumors; I didn’t believe you to be a fuckboy…and guess what? I was fucking wrong!”

“Y/n, listen to me. What I did, I know I was wrong.” Vinnie “apologized”. You scoffed at him as you began pacing on his porch. “Let me ask you something, all those times you said you loved me, that you cared about me…what that true? Hm? Or was that all a fucking lie?”

“I-I don’t know what you want me to say?” Vinnie sighed, running his hands through his hair. “I will admit I cared about you, Y/n. I really did, but I needed something more. You just weren’t cutting it.”

“Shut the hell up, you dirty fucking cheat!” You screamed, stepping towards him. “You didn’t give a damn about me, because if you did…you wouldn’t have gone and cheated on me!”

He held his hands up in defense and said, “It’s not my fault, Y/n. You knew better than to not believe what people were saying. You took a chance on me, even though you knew the outcome. The signs were there, you just didn’t take them.”

“Is that right?” You smirked. He nodded in response. “Well, if that’s the case then you obviously knew what the outcome of your actions would be. You knew you were going to hurt me with what you did. Just as I’m facing the repercussions for even thinking I could have a relationship with you, you’re going to face them too.”

Vinnie eyes looked to you with confusion. “What are you talking about, Y/n?”

You didn’t reply but instead waved the gas can in front of him with an evil grin on your face. Out of fear, Vinnie and blondie covered their faces, expecting you to drench them in gas. But instead, they were met with nothing of the sort. They dropped their hands wondering what the hell you were planning to do. Though, the minute they saw you strutting over to their cars, they knew what was going down.

“Y/n, are you serious!” Vinnie shrieked, running over to you. Before he could even reach you, you pointed the gas at him. “Don’t even think of coming closer, Hacker. I won’t hesitate to light you up too.”

He stepped back, gulping in fear. “We can talk this out, Y/n. We don’t have to do anything irrational.”

“You don’t get it, do you? The damage is already done, baby. You already dug your grave, and now you have to sleep in it.”

With a smile, you began dousing the cars with gas. It was thrilling for you seeing Vinnie in a vulnerable state. The way he made you feel an hour ago was how you were making him feel. Sure, it was a bit outlandish to set his—and the girl’s—car on fire. But you wanted him in pain…and you were getting your wish.

After you finished dousing the cars, you pulled out the matches.

“Y/n, think about this!” Vinnie shouted. “You do this, and you go to jail! Spare yourself the trouble!”

You pretended to think for few minutes. Then you giggled at him and shook your head. “Eh, it’s worth it.” As those words left your mouth, you sparked up a match and threw it at the cars. You stepped back and watched as the vehicles lit up in beautiful fiery flames.

“What the FUCK is wrong with that bitch!?” Blondie screamed, running over beside Vinnie. “You’re going to be hearing from my lawyers, you freak!”

You ignored her and continued to spectate them as they freaked out and hopped around like Sims at the sight of fire. Eventually, you got bored and decided to ditch the scene. You walked back to your house with your conscious clear and your heart filled with joy at the sight of Vinnie’s misery.

[johnismyreason]

I have a request for a oneshot! Meeting tom in a bar, chatting, flirting, ending up at his place and having $ex🔥

It always takes me so much time to write something I’m sorry... Anyway I hope you’ll enjoy :) 

warnings: smutt, alcohol (kinda), praise kink, no foreplay, dom-ish!tom, and obviously the usual bad English 

The longest day ever. Ugh.

It was one of those days where you just think I just should’ve stayed in bed. Your alarm clock didn’t ring. You cracked your favourite pair of jeans right before heading out, making you running late even more. Your boss gave you yet another assignment in addition of you hundred of other ones. Stacy, your favourite co-worker, wasn’t here because she was on vacation with her boyfrie- fiancé now, wow she just texted you a selfie with her ring, and you remain single. Someone spilled their coffee on your shirt and didn’t even apologise. And finally hen you thought nothing bad can happen anymore, the rain was pouring. Of course you didn’t take your umbrella or a coat with a hood. Thank you London shitty weather. And of course, a car splashed the only puddle of water all over you. You wanted to cry, scream and burn everything down. You lift your head and read in bright red lighting the holy word “PUB”. Hallelujah. You didn’t even think about it, you just walked in.

The place was almost empty, which didn’t bother you at all, since you had enough interactions with humans for the day, maybe even for the week.

You sat at the bar, your coat drenched, your hair sticking to your face, your make up was gone and your mascara left black ink under your eyes. You were sticky and looked gross, but you couldn’t care less anymore. After three minutes with your head between your hands and elbows on the counter, the bartender bring you a shot of vodka.

“Wait,” you called him, “I didn’t order yet”

“Yeah, well, the guy over there got this for you” he replied, pointing at a curly hair young man sat on the banquette behind you, who, with a tight smile, waved shyly at you with just two fingers.

You looked at him with your tired eyes. Shit, he’s cute. He must has a weird obsession for desperate girls. You take the small glass and poured it down your throat.

“Thank you,” you told him a little louder than expected but you didn’t bother pretending you were sorry for three other customers. The young man got up and walked towards you, his bottle of beer in his hand.

“You’re welcome,” he said softly, seating on the stool next to yours. “You looked like you needed it” he chuckled.

“T’was that obvious ?”

He chuckled again before replying “a bit.” and you smiled lightly too. He didn’t say anything for a couple of seconds, just looking at you. “I’m Tom by the way” he introduced himself and extended his hand to you.

You looked at his hand, a little surprised by his traditional behaviour, but took it anyways “Y/N”

“Nice to meet you Y/N”. Another smile appeared on his thin lips . He was really cute. “So, what happened ? It seems like you had a rough day, don’t you ?” he asked, taking a sip of his beer. His jaw was sharp and his fingers were long and thin around the bottle.

“You wouldn’t want to know, it’s too long, and boring, and sad and... yeah, pathetic” you said, your head resting on your palm, staring at the counter.

“Well thank god we have all night, and you might think it’s an odd coincidence but, boring, sad and pathetic stories are my favourite.”

You thought about it. He’s a stranger in the creepiest pub in London, you don’t know nothing about him, and he doesn’t know nothing about you. You look a mess and weird, you’re drenched, why does he want to know about your day ?

“You like desperate girls, don’t you ?” you finally said.

“What ?” Tom replied, genuinely confused.

“Or maybe you’re the desperate one and is ready to pick the most rubbish looking girl, as long as you can have your release” you teased

“N-no, no ! I-I just... I saw you by the window getting splashed by the car, I felt so bad for you and I hoped you would come in so I can offer you a drink. I-I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable, I’ll leave-”

“Wait !” you stopped him from getting out of his stool, placing your hand on his forearm. Now you felt bad. He’s the first and only person today who didn’t annoy you in any kind of way. “Please, stay. It’s been a long day. A very long day” you sighed. Tom sat back on his stool with a tight smile. He ordered two other beers for him and you.

“Wanna talk about it ?” he gently proposed. You nodded and started your narrative. You gave all the details, from the sound of your ripped jeans, the tone of the unkind comment your coworker spat after pouring his coffee on you, to the very beautiful diamond your friend got when she got proposed to what seemed the perfect guy. Tom listened to everything, and kept his focus on your eyes, sometimes your lips, but just for a second. You finished your story after what felt like 10 hours of speaking.

“Wow... that was... a fucking shitty day” he chuckled bringing you warmth to your heart.

You chuckled “I’ll drink to that,” taking your beer and clinked it with his. You sighed dramatically and turned to him.

“What about yours ?”

“Mine ?” he said after taking a sip. “Well, it was way less interesting than yours” he laughed. “Um... I woke up. Got to the grocery store, worked out, watched TV, worked and got to this bar. And now I’m talking to a very pretty girl.” you blushed, not expecting him to say that.

“I bet she smells like flowers” you roasted yourself.

“More like a wet dog but that’s light” Tom teased and you hit him lightly on his arm. You both laughed lightly.

“We’re closing,” the bartender cut you.

“It’s only 9 o’clock...” you responded, your eyebrows frowned.

“We’re closing,” he repeated.

You looked at Tom, rolling your eyes “It’s because of my bad luck, I’m sorry.”

“Oh don’t be. This gives me the opportunity to ask you if you want to come to me place, have another drink.” he asked shyly, putting the money on the counter.

You looked at him awkwardly stuffing his hand in his jean pockets, waiting for your response. He’s really cute. Fuck it, let’s go. You bit your lip into a smile and nodded a yes. His eyes widened.

“Really ? Great ! Um, let’s go then,” he let you walk first towards the door but opened it for you. He told that his appartement is just a few minutes walking from here.

You followed him in the almost empty streets, talking about everything and mostly about him. He was nice and funny and it felt like you knew him for years. He led you to his building and then apartment which was gigantic next to yours. He took your coat and offered you to dry your hair  with his hairdryer while he sets everything to eat. You agreed and followed him in his bathroom. You came back in the kitchen where Tom was preparing dinner. There was a central counter illuminated by three industrial-style lamps. Tom had a folded tea towel on his shoulder and seemed very concentrated on cooking his dish.

“Pasta alla tomato,” he announced with a proud smile and his fingers pinched together, noticing you coming back from the bathroom.

“I’m not quite sure, that’s how Italians call it” you laughed standing next to him.

“Who cares ? It’s gonna be delicious,” he smirked. “Wanna taste ?” he asked with a low voice, his spoon ready to make you taste the tomato sauce. You nodded eagerly, making him chuckle. You parted your lips and leaned towards him, welcoming the spoon in your mouth. You moaned at the taste and watched his pupils dilate for a split second.

“It is delicious,” you confirmed licking your lips. Tom watched your tongue dancing on your mouth and felt his heart beating fast. Suddenly, it was too hot in the room.

“We um... we should take some plates,” he tried to resonate him. He moved around you to grab two plates, forks and knives and placed it on the counter, in front of the chairs.

You kept talking about life and laughed at the strangest stories you two lived. You were having the best time. Tom was nice, funny and it felt like you knew each others for years. Everything since the bar was simple and comfortable. Also, he was really cute. You couldn’t take off your eyes of him. You admired the stain of curls falling on his forehead, and how his biceps contrat when he runs his hand through his hair to replace it. The little wrinkles around his eyes when he was smiling and the joyful burst of his voice as he laughs.

You also noticed a small stain of tomato sauce on his jaw, and without thinking about it, cutting Tom in his sentence, you swiped your thumb over it and brung it to your lips. Before you could reach your mouth, Tom stopped you, interlacing your hand with his fingers, pulling it to his face. He plunged his gaze into yours and wrapped his lips around your thumb. He licked softly your digit without breaking the eye contact. You stopped breathing, your heart pounding in your ears.

“That was mine,” he almost groaned. He then kissed delicately your other fingers while you starred at his lips and his face. He sometimes made eye contact with, making you loose your mind, before closing his eyes refocusing your fingers. He pulled gently on your wrist close to make you lean towards him. Your faces are a few inches away and the tension is so thick, the space between you is barely breathable.

“Y/N,” Tom whispered “please let me kiss you” he tilted his head waiting for your answer. Your breath was jerky, your pupils dilated and all your senses in turmoil. You leaned a little more, closing your eyes and nodded slowly.

Tom placed his other free hand on your cheek and closed the space between you. His lips were warm and rough at the same time, but his kisses were soft and caring. He wanted to make you feel good. The leaned position wasn’t the most comfortable though. So without breaking the kiss, Tom guided you up and sat you on his lap.

“Hm, much better” he said between kisses. You giggled and ran your hands through his soft curls. Tom navigated his lips down your neck and sucked on your hot skin. You tilted your head back giving him all the space he needed. Tom then traced his way down to your chest, his hands running up and down your back, waist and hips. You gently pulled on his curls to bring back his lips on your mouth, both whining and moaning.

“Tom, I need more... so much more” you desperately moaned out of breath. He didn’t say anything. He just got up, holding you around his chest and walked to his bedroom. After letting you falling gracefully on his bed he got up and took off his tight t-shirt. You discovered his muscular features, making you want to touch it.

“Give me your hands,” he nicely ordered. And you obeyed. He placed your palms on his pecs and slowly ran them all over his upper body. Your eyes stared frantically every inch of his skin, in awe of his features. Tom looked at your face with a slight smirk, admiring you.

“You like what see ?” that was so cocky yet so hot. You would gave laughed if it was anyone else, but there was something about him that was so hypnotising.

“I really do,” you whispered, still caressing him.

“Y/N, can I take off your clothes” he gently demanded, lingering his long fingers on your arms.

“Please,” you whimpered. Tom took the time to kiss you before pulling up your almost tired t-shirt and bra.

“Gorgeous,” he groaned and ran his warm hand on your breast. You moaned his name when you felt his lips around your nipples. “you’re so beautiful Y/N”. He pushed you against the mattress, stil sucking on your buds. He slid his hands down your body to take off your panties. “Can I take these off ?”

“Yes, you can” you answered desperately. He wasted no time and admired your glistening core.

“Fuck, I can’t wait to be inside you” Tom got up and grabbed a condom in his bathroom. When he came back he stumbled while taking off his boxers, making you giggle at his eagerness. He almost jumped on the bed and placed the condom on his very hard cock. You looked at him with wanting eyes, licking your lips.

“Do I need to work you out a little ?”

“No, no, don’t worry about that, you’ve done enough” you giggled and he responded the same way. “Please, I just need you...” you whimpered. Tom leaned on you to kiss you, and ever so smoothly entered you. You both moaned loudly.

“Fuck Y/N, you feel amazing” he stayed immobile for a little while so you can accommodate to him, until you moved your hips. He got the message and started thrusting gently but deeply.

Tom never stoped kissing you. On your lips, your cheeks, your neck... every bit on your skin that was reachable was showered by his lips. It was like a drug to him. You couldn’t get your hands off of his body, running them on his back, abs, chest and hair tugging a little on his curls. And each time your did that, he groaned and moaned. He made the prettiest sounds and you were loving it. Tom sped up his movements, holding close to him.

“Tom... umm you feel so good ! Gosh, please don’t stop”, you praised him and deepened his thrusts. They were more calculated, more passionate. Seeing him responding to your praises this way, made you want even more from him, so you continued.

“Um, yes just like that, oh fuck ! Tom, fuck you feel amazing !” he became animalistic in his thrusts and you felt your orgasm getting closer.

“You like this cock pretty girl ? um ?” he groaned in your ear “do you feel how perfect it is for you ? how it makes you loose yourself ? I feel you clenching baby...” his thrusts sped up even harder wanting you to release your pleasure “cum for me Y/N, I’m right behind you. God, fuck- your pussy feels so good, so tight !”

Your nails scratched his back, searching for something to hold onto, you arched your spine and let your orgasm took over you. Tom thrusted a few more times before he cums in you, moans and groans filling the air. He relaxed his body on top of yours, both you regaining your breath. Who knew, after spending the worst day ever, you would end up in a stranger’s bed. Tom eventually rolled on the side, giggling.

“What’s so funny ?” you asked a bit embarrassed.

“Nothing, nothing,” he reassured you, kissing you softly, “it was just... mind-blowing.” You felt your cheeks heat up against his palm.

“I know,” your confirmed. “Thank you for brighting up my day” you joked.

“Anytime, love !” Tom smiled before hesitantly asking you “actually, I was thinking, maybe we could go on a date, or something... I spent a really good time with you. I’m not only talking about the sex, huh, it was an amazing evening.”

You bit your lips and kissed him delicately “I would love that. I had a great time too”

[mjxmoon]

george does your daughters hair 🪴

george x black reader

word count: ~935

request: Single mom reader teaches George how to do her daughters hair??

a/n ahhhhh i loved this!!! also this is embarrassing but why is the voice in my head when i write for george british? it's like ‘the crown’ is playing in my head or something super weird. 

warnings: none

George observes quietly the scene he’s stumbled upon in his living room. It's hair night which means you’re sat on the living room sofa tangling through your daughter's thick mass of hair in preparation for her next weekly style. George loves watching the way your fingers move so effortlessly as you braid and twist your little ones' hair into a gorgeous crown similar to yours. He watches for a while before you finally notice him.

“Hey did you finish editing?” You ask, startling him which only makes you laugh considering he’s the one that snuck up on you. 

“Yeah I finished a bit ago.” George says keeping his eyes on your quick working fingers as he takes a seat next to you on the couch. “I'm still astonished at how you do that.” 

“Do what?” You question, not the slightest clue what he could be referring to.

“Her hair, you make it look so easy!” 

You giggle taking another swipe of gel from the container propped on your leg “Well it took a lot of practice, I knew I had to start learning once I found out I was having a girl.” 

‘If I was with you then, maybe I could have learned too,’ George thinks to himself. He figures that if you two decide to have a kid in the future, maybe he should have some more knowledge on how to handle hair as thick and curly as yours. “Can you teach me?”

“You really want to learn?” You ask a bit shocked. Your ex had zero interests in the care and wellbeing of your daughter, let alone anything related to her hair so you expected that the next person you dated would be pretty closed off too. 

“Of course!” George exclaims, and you can tell that he is genuinely interested in learning anything you’re willing to teach him. George then notices the perplexed look on your face, and his smile fades, figuring that maybe he might have crossed a line. “Or not...that's fine too.” “No, no, I would love that!” You say, still a bit surprised at George's unexpected interest in hair styling. “Is that ok with you, my love?” You ask about pinching your daughter's cheek. She nods, her head still fixated on the dolls in front of her. 

“Alright then, I’ll show you how to do it, then you can do the next section yourself.” You say picking your comb back up to start your demonstration. “I'm just doing braids so it’ll be pretty easy.” He watches closely as you part first, then smooth it out with the brush, tie it in a little puff, then braid it “That looks complicated.” George says the minute you finish. 

“You’ll get the hang of it, ok your turn.” You trade places with him, and give him all the proper tools needed and sit back. 

“What that's it?!” He thought maybe you’d give him a little more direction instead of throwing him into it after a 2 minute tutorial.

“What thats how I learned! I’ll walk you through it. Ok what's the first thing you have to do?”

“So I have to brush it back right?” He asks, picking up the brush and holding it to your daughters head.

“Mhm.” You confirm watching him closely. George starts very gently not wanting to tug too hard. “You need to put some more effort into it.”

“I don’t want to hurt her!” He exclaims picking up the tension just a pinch more.

“You’re not even doing anything, her hairs thick you’re gonna have to put in a little more work than that- she’ll be fine.” You take the brush from him and show him again all the force it takes to brush back her thick bunch of curls properly. “See, now you do it.” He takes a deep breath and matches what you did, biting his lower lip in concentration, as the last thing he wants to do is cause your daughter any pain. However she sits on the floor playing with her dolls unbothered by the hot mess stylist that is her mothers boyfriend. 

You can’t help but giggle at how focused he is, and as much as you’re enjoying watching him struggle, you find his dedication quite sweet. When you two met, you didn’t expect him to sign up to be a father, and you were overcome with joy when he was the one that took the first steps in introducing himself to your daughter and making both of you feel welcome in his life. 

The tender moment intensifies when you ask George where he learned how to braid, after seeing how skillful he was at it “I learned by watching you.” his response almost made you cry because you never realized how attentive George was to you while you did your hair, a task you’ve done so mindlessly for years. 

“Ok done!” He says pulling his hands back and looking at his work.

“Let me see!” Your daughter exclaims bouncing up from her seat and rushing to the mirror. She stares at herself for a moment before letting out a loud squeal “I love it!”

“Really did I do a good job?” George asks, joining her in front of the mirror smiling proudly “I'm not as great as your mum- yet.” 

You planned to redo her hair in her sleep, but after seeing the joy on their faces, you figured it didn't matter what it looked like, seeing them happy was more than enough. 

“Can you do my hair next time too!?” She asks, flipping her hair around as she admires it some more in the mirror. “You did better than mum.”

pt. 2!! george does your daughters hair II

[harrysbbby]

scared to love

Pairing: JJ x Reader

Requested:  Heyy, can you please write some JJ x reader where they have feelings for each other and the know somehow. But like Y/N is afraid of her feelings because she has been through a lot of emotional abuse and has been hurt by people close to her and she doesn’t want to have her heart broken by another person who is important to her and also thinks that she will break him even more but she still can’t help to have feelings for him. I don’t if this makes sense thanks. Btw I really love your writing ❤️❤️

thank u to the very kind anon who requested this. this is the first request i’ve done in a while just hoping it isn’t shit. but enjoy x

Y/N hadn’t been friends with Kiara all that long before she convinced her to hand out with the rest of her friends. 

Y/N hadn’t even meant to become such good friends with her, but she was lonely and the nice girl, with the curly hair who came up an spoke to her at lunch when no one else would seemed like a better bet than anyone.

Kelce, Y/N’s boyfriend (or more aptly, ex-boyfried, although hard to come to terms with) had cheated on her the few days before. She had sat on her own in the cafeteria, now an outsider, banished from the groups she called her “family”. Sarah cast her an indifferent look, before turning back to Topper and Kelce, who had his arms around the girl Y/N had caught in his bed.

She moved her food around her plate, the food no longer appetising as she swallowed the lump in her throat. A mane of untameable bushy curls framing a slender body slouched next to her. Y/N recognised the girl as Kiara, someone she did not know overly well. She had heard of her, and her falling out with Sarah, but that was before Y/N’s time with Kelce.

“So you’ve been booted too, huh?” she asked monotonously, chomping into a carrot stick with the least amount of enthusiasm she had ever seen.

“Yep,” Y/N replied.

Each day Kiara would join her at the same table, bonded together as outcasts. Kiara complained about how Sarah was a back-stabbing bitch and Y/N complained about how Kelce was a cheating man-whore. Their friendship continued to grow deeper, Kiara talking about the new friends she made who she referred to as the Pogues, just as Y/n started to open up about her home life.

Her dad had left well before she was born, and her mother, not being able to cope with the stress of being a single parent or the heartbreak she felt when the love of her life left her, had palmed you off to your Aunt and Uncle, gracious enough to take you in as their own, and send you to the private school of the Outer Banks. But their bottomless pockets of wealth were never enough to fill the void of Y/N’s empty heart. Kelce had filled it for a while, but now she just wondering if instead of filling the hole, she was really just using him to cover it up.

In an attempt to make her feel better and more included Kiara invited her to a day out on the marsh with her friends. With no reason to decline, she accepted the offer.

So, Y/N met the Pogues, who while albeit it mildly insensitive to the fact she had just had her heart ripped out of her chest by a long-term boyfriend she trusted, were a good distraction. Pope was lovely, finally someone she was able to chat about books and movies. John B was like the older brother she’d never had, pushing her to try new things, but being there to catch her if she fell.

JJ... well, he was a little different. He was raucous and loud and absentminded about other’s feelings. But it exactly what Y/N needed. To get away from the money, and the expectations and the lies and just enjoy some time with her newfound friends.

Easier said then done.

She knew JJ was a flirt. He would sling his arm over her shoulder as they walked to the beach, or place a hand on her thigh while sitting beside her on the HMS Pogue. He would make off-hand comments about how good she looked in a bikini or if she was being uptight that she “needed a good fucking.”

He meant well, and Y/N took them as light-hearted joked but she could tell there was more. More in the way his hands would linger as they brushed her’s when passing her a beer around the Kegger fire, or how he would stare intently at her when she explained concepts to him on their weekly study session in the Chateau. JJ was important to her. Which was exactly why she continued to deny his advances.

Y/N couldn’t handle the pain she would endure if JJ hurt her. The wound from her father leaving her was long, but had was now a forgotten scar. The wound from her mother abandoning her with her Aunt and Uncle was a scar, only recently healed. The wound Kelce left when she caught him with another girl was still fresh, barely beginning to mend. If she gave herself to someone again and she got hurt, her wounds would re-open, leaving her to unravel, unsure if she could piece herself back together again. 

So she started to avoid him. And he noticed. And she thought she had gotten away with it, until one night at the Boneyard, when he pulled her aside, their slightly intoxicated states allowing the conversation to arise with nearly no inhibitions.

“You’ve been avoiding me,” he stated as they reached the outskirts of the party, quiet enough to hear each other speak.

“No, I haven’t,” she countered. JJ crossed his arms, glaring at her.

“Really?” he asked sarcastically, “so you haven’t ignored all of my texts and left every room I entered at The Chateau?”

Y/N sighed, running a frustrated hand through her hair. There was really no way she could hid from this.

“I thought you liked me,” JJ’s voice came out a lot quieter than she had ever heard it before. Hearing him speaking so softly and tenderly threw her off.

“I..I,” she stuttered, before taking a deep breath, causing herself to look his eyes, which usually looked like oceans, now whirled into a confused storm. “I do like you JJ. That’s the problem.”

“What?” he asked, obviously confused. She couldn’t blame him. She huffed, her mouth opening a few times, no words being formed. She didn’t know what to say.

“I’m scared JJ,” she said, hands running nervously along her arms. His hands covered them, ceasing their movements, forcing her to look up at him.

“Of what?”

“Getting hurt,” she could feel the tears welling up in her eyes. She shrugged JJ’s hands off of hers, bringing them to her face, hiding her face, now spilling over with tears, “You’re a flirt JJ. And a fuckboy. You take a girl, treat her like a piece of meat and shover her to the side. I can’t take that,” she had started to hyperventilate words struggling to form as the back of her throat hiccupped, “like from my dad, to my mum, to Kelce...I... I don’t think I could... take it... getting hurt by someone I care so much about.”

Her sobs were racking her body as she spoke. JJ grabbed her shoulders pulling her into him. His hand cautiously ran along her back, uncomfortable with the fact he had to comfort her. He wanted to, he just didn’t know how.

“I’m broken, JJ,” she whimpered out, clawing desperately at his shirt, “I can't handle it anymore.”

JJ wasn’t sure how to proceed, holding the fragile girl in his arms. He let her cry, only speaking when she had calmed, holding her at arms length.

“I would never hurt you, Y/N,” he said seriously, gazing deeply into her eyes. She felt herself nodding, almost agreeing with the fact she knew she would never hurt him. But it was if she had been burnt, she was too scared to get close to the fire again. “I would never hurt you.”

His fingers placed gently on her chin, pulling her in for a soft kiss. She was hesitant at first, before letting him consume her. She felt safe and protected as he wrapped his arms around her back, pulling her close.

And she was. Her wounds began to heal. Scars littered her heart, but there were no more gashes letting her bleed out.

 She was never hurt again

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lmao idk what this was eeeew hope you all enjoyed feel free to send me any requests for any characters!

[shxllxfx]

Now prt. 3 // Happy Lowman

Happy Lowman × Telford!Reader; Chibs Telford × Daughter!Reader; Abusive!Ex-Boyfried × Reader

Summary: Y/N is scared of her Ex and Chibs calms her down

Warnings: bit of angst other than that I think it's kinda cute, maybe grammar or spelling mistakes (english isn't my mothertounge)

A/N: okay first of all, sorry I took so long to update like anything. But maybe part 4 is gonna come today too. Its gonna be about happy more soon. Love xx

Words: 829 (it's short, I know. Next one will be longer xx)

Taglist: @leahlahote @sandra-22s-world​ @iamlekat (just tagged you so you see the new part, if you dobt want to be tagged in other parts let me know) @ilikechocolatemilkh

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Part 2

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Your hands started to shake as Mark left the store and his words echoed in your head. He was right. He was going to find you anywhere. And he had another point. There was no way that one of the boys could always be by your side, protecting you. Your breathing was unsteady and you felt tears flood your eyes. "Fucking asshole." Happy breathed out, before turning around. When he saw your face he froze. He didnt know what to do. The way you stood there: head hanging low, jaw clenched, shoulders pulled up in a protective manner and wrapping your arms around yourself. "C'mon let's go." Happy took the diapers and snacks before slowly pushing you to the cash register. You didnt say anything while paying and leaving the store. Happy was quiet too but you could feel the tension. He was angry. "I'm sorry. Really. Mark is an asshole. I-" He stopped you. "Don't know why you apologize." He got on the bike and put his helmet on, handing you the other one. You put it on, sat down and then clenched on to the bag and your purse with one arm. The other one found it's way around his torso and you pressed your face in his cut. Just dont cry, you thought.

Your hand were cold against Happys stomach and even through his shirt he could feel your ice cold hands shake. He took a deep breath before starting the bike. He had to do something, talk to Jax and maybe find a way that asshole would leave you alone.

Back at the teller-morrow auto shop you got off the bike, said a quick 'thank you' to Happy before going inside as fast as you can. "You back so soon?" Juice asked looking up from his laptop. With a quick nod you walked past him, right back in your dorm. You sat down and took a long deep breath in, before exhaling out. You couldnt cry. It didnt work, you cried to much in the last month.

"(Y/N)?" Someone knocked at the door and with a soft 'come in' from you it opened. Your father walked over to your bed and sat next to you. "Hap told me what happened. I'm so sorry but I promise he wont get to you." He put his arm over your shoulder and pulled you closer to him. "I thought he wouldn't find me here, but he did. I wanted to forget him, him and everything that happened. I just wanna start over." You felt him nod. For a while, no one said anything. He just held you, gave you comfort and safety. It felt good. Even though Chibs didn't know the feeling growing in him he knew it was good. And he knew you needed him. "Where is Ivy?" You asked and sniffed. He got up and held his hand out for you to take. "With the boys." You put his hand in his but stopped in your tracks. "With the boys? You think that's a good idea?" You chuckled softly and he laughed, pulling you up and walking with him.

The laughter of your little girl filled the room and your heart beated a bit faster. It always made you happy to hear her laugh. Tig was hovering over her, kneeling on the sofa. He was tickling her while she tried kicking his hands away. Once he stopped Ivy grinned at him. "Again!!" She yelled out. One of the only words she knew how to say. Tig started to tickle her again and she kept going to kick his hands away. "Sure she didnt wrap you around her finger too?" You asked and the boys, that were looking at Ivy and Tig, turned to you. Happys eyes burned into you. As if he wanted to ask you if you were alright, his head tilted to the side. You gave him a quick nod and a small smile before Ivy ran up to you. "Hey baby" You smiled while picking her up. "You had a good day with your grandpa?" Ivy cupped your cheeks while blabbering. "Grandpa" Tip scoffed. "Sound weird to hear that about Chibs." You shrugged and gave him a smile while Ivy patted your right cheek and looked to Chibs. "Well, it's just the way it is. He is a grandfather now...and a Father." Chibs smiled at you. "Gran-a, gran-a" You face fell at Ivys words. She didnt fully say the word but when she put her arms out for Chibs, it was clear she knew exactly who was meant "Yeah, that's your grandpa, sweets." Chibs face grew with a smile. Not only him but almost all the boys seemed to be touched by that moment. "Been trying to get her to say mama for so long. She is here for a week and says grandpa, something's not right 'bout that." Chibs laughed and you glanced at Happy, even on his face there was a small smile.

[kopikokun]

Pity Party Crasher༄ nakamoto yuta

↳ Just great. You’ve just been dumped at this stranger’s party and all you want to do is curl up in a corner and cry, which is... exactly what you do. To your surprise though, there’s been an uninvited guest to your pity party.

pairing: nakamoto yuta x reader

content: fluff, comfort fic, alcohol consumption

wordcount: 1912 words

author’s note: ehehe can you guys guess who yuta’s supposed to be? also, this is a little rushed which i hope you can forgive me for since it was supposed to be short but turned into a full oneshot

— 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝.

They don’t seem to stop. No matter how many times you swipe at your puffy eyes, the tears keep pouring down in a constant stream, falling in droplets onto the fabric of your costume and no doubt smearing your makeup beyond all repair.

  People are starting to stare, you realise which does nothing to boost your crumbling self-esteem at the moment. Nobody even bothers to approach you and ask you what’s wrong. All they do is ogle at you like you’re some sort of strange creature at the zoo. But then again, if someone walked up to you right now and asked you what’s wrong, you’d probably start bawling like a baby and humiliate yourself further. Even so, you wish at least someone here bothered enough to ask you if you were okay. Call it selfish, but you really wish you had someone to turn to right now.

All this extravagance does not faze you though. The second the toilet door locks with a click, shielding you from everybody’s eyes, you make a beeline towards the toilet--well, one of the two toilets--flip the lid shut and fall into it. You tuck your knees to your chest, burying your face as you finally allow a sob to wrack through you.

In the back of your mind, the self-assured, rational part of you knows that this is dumb. That foul man doesn’t deserve your tears after what he’s done. He doesn’t deserve even another ounce of your energy or another second of your time. He deserves absolutely nothing from you, and you know that for a fact, yet the tears are still hot and wet as they continuously trickle down your cheeks.

In the back of your mind, the self-assured, rational part of you knows that this is dumb. That foul man doesn’t deserve your tears after what he’s done. He doesn’t deserve even another ounce of your energy or another second of your time. He deserves absolutely nothing from you, and you know that for a fact, yet the tears are still hot and wet as they continuously trickle down your cheeks.

How embarrassing, you think. Here you are, looking nothing short of stunning in your Halloween costume, isolating yourself in some stranger’s bathroom, mascara running down your face all because your no good boyfri--ex-boyfriend,  stood you up and proceeded to dump you over text, leaving you completely alone at this party filled with people you’ve never met because he had pleaded for you to go. God, just thinking about it makes your blood boil.

  Your very own pity party is swiftly sabotaged when you hear the unmistakable sound of a shampoo bottle dropping and a barely whispered, “Crap!” coming from none other than the bathtub.

  At this sudden intrusion, you immediately lunge to your feet, grabbing onto the nearest available weapon (which is a hairbrush in your case) and soundlessly tiptoe towards the source of this mysterious sound.

  You pause, swallowing dryly. “Hello? Is there somebody there?”

  The shower curtains almost immediately slide open in response and a scream gets caught in your throat as you raise the hairbrush menacingly over your head, in what you think is the best position to strike this person in.

  “Woah! Oh my God, calm down!”

  The identity of the culprit is revealed, although upon seeing his face you still have no idea who he is and, more importantly, why he was hiding in the bathtub. The stranger has his hair dyed a bright, almost neon pink, and little equally as pink antennas sticking out of his head. It’s painfully obvious they’re handmade by how asymmetrical they look, but you applaud the effort. He has his hands up defensively as he peers at you with caution, like you’re some feral, untamed creature, though to be fair, you probably look like one. All this while, this weirdo is still perched in the bathtub.

  “What are you doing in here?” you hiss, letting the hand which was holding your makeshift weapon fall limp to your side. The man’s shoulders visibly loosen.

  “Look, I know how weird this looks--”

  “Yeah, no kidding.”

  “But I genuinely didn’t mean to be here and listen in on you,” he says. “In fact, I was here first.”

  While that statement is true, his argument just leaves you with more questions. “Okay, but why the hell were you camping out in the bathtub of all places? Who does that?”

  The man smiles sheepishly. “Look, I have my reasons.”

  You expect him to explain himself, but oddly, he keeps quiet. You tap your foot impatiently and cross your arms like a disappointed mother reprimanding their child. “Okay, well, do feel free to explain these reasons.”

  “Okay, well, you might want to take a seat for this one,” he says, gesturing to the toilet you were previously sat on, and you can’t help but snort. Nevertheless, you take this peculiar man’s advice and sit back down on the cold, hard toilet lid. “So, long story short, some guy out there really wants to kill me.” He pauses for extra affect. “In the most agonising way he can come up with.”

  You physically recline back in what can only be shock. “Oh, wow. You’re serious?”

  “Excuse the pun, but yes, I’m drop-dead serious.”

  You furrow your brows. “Well, that’s dumb. Why’d you choose to hide out in here of all places then? Why not just go home?”

  The man’s mouth hangs open, almost like he’s about to say something in retaliation before he promptly shuts it. “Hey, you know what?” he says, head tilted. “I didn’t think about that.”

  You roll your eyes at his confession, though you can’t wipe the amused smile from your face. You briefly wonder exactly why this man is on someone’s hitlist. But you think that asking that question would only lead to equally--if not stranger answers.

  “What about you?”

  “Excuse me?”

  “Why are you camped out here in the bathroom?”

  You chew on your bottom lip, sudden anxiety beginning to grip onto you. You didn’t expect him to ask that. No doubt he had heard your heaving sobs through the flimsy material of the shower curtain, but you didn’t expect him to ask any further questions. Really, you were sure he was just going to brush it off and pretend like nothing ever happened, and that you were just in the toilet for more normal toilet-like business.

  “I mean,” he leans on the wall behind the bathtub, “you don’t have to tell me anything. I totally get that. But if you want to say something, I’m willing to listen. I’ve got a lot of time to kill. Excuse the pun. Again.”

  You smile softly. You’re not sure what exactly compels you to confide in this stranger, maybe it’s the genuine concern present in his voice, the delicate look in his eyes behind those green-tinted glasses, or maybe it’s just the fact that he’s somehow made you at least chuckle, just moments after your breakdown, which in the moment, was something you thought you’d never be able to accomplish, at least for another week.

  “I--” you start, searching for the right words to say. “I got dumped by text by my boyfriend. Ex-boyfriend,” you correct yourself. “And I didn’t even want to be at this dumb party to begin with. The guy had the gall to beg for me to come, and fucking dumped me after I dressed up and everything. Through text.” Crap. You can feel them coming. Another onslaught of fresh tears bombards you. You try your best to suck them back in, but a few stray ones stream down your cheeks.

  “What a dick. Without a doubt, I can tell that you’re way above his league. He’s just a fucking prick.” Somehow, him dissing your ex-boyfriend makes your chest feel a little lighter. “But hey, are you okay?”

  You angrily swipe your tears away with the back of your palm. “Yeah, whatever. I’m over it.” You know that’s a lie. But it’s more of a lie to fool yourself into believing than the man before you.

  “If it makes you feel any better, the guy who’s trying to kill me is actually my girlfriend’s boyfriend.”

  “What?” you sputter. You blink back your visible shock. “You mean you were seeing some girl who’s already in a relationship?” You can’t hide the evident disgust on your face.

  “No! No! Of course not. I’d never do that!” he almost yells, appalled you’d ever accuse him of such a heinous act. “You know me better than that.” Again, his antics bring a humoured snort out of you. “I didn’t know she had a boyfriend. I thought she was single. At least, that’s what she told me, but obviously, she was lying. She didn’t think I’d be at this party, so she brought along her boyfriend and now he’s found out and he’s trying to murder me, hence why I’m in the bathtub.”

  You grimace. You should definitely offer him some consolation. It’s the least you can do after what he’s done for you. “Are… Are you okay?” you find yourself repeating his line of question back to him.

  The man grins lopsidedly. “Yeah, I’ve drowned all my sorrows in alcohol and,”--He reaches into the bathtub before pulling out and entire bottle of some expensive looking champagne--“I’ve got more.”

  You snort. “You stole the alcohol?”

  “In my defence, this is so little compared to what’s out there that I really doubt anyone noticed.” He shrugs. “Plus, have you seen the size of this house. I mean, take this bathroom for instance. There’s two sinks! Who the hell needs two sinks? Even if I stole a truckloads worth of alcohol--which trust me, I was tempted to do--that would barely scratch the surface of this guy’s no doubt massive alcohol collection.”

  You slump in your seat. “You know what? A truckload of alcohol sounds really nice right now.”

  “Is that you telling me that you’re willing to help me in my alcohol heist?”

  You laugh. “What? I didn’t say that… Although, my little hands could probably hold a bottle or two…”

  The man leaps from the bathtub, outstretching his hand to you. “Alright then, come along my partner in crime. I’ve got some crisps in my car and we’re getting wasted tonight.”

  “You’re just inviting a stranger into your car?” you tease. “What if all of this was just some extravagant ploy to get me close enough to kill you?”

  The man grins cheekily, rouge beginning to dust his cheeks from the alcohol he’s consumed. “I wouldn’t mind being murdered by such a pretty girl.”

  “Yeah, yeah,” you scoff, a bit taken aback by this brazenly flirtatious comment. Admittedly, you’re not opposed to it.

  You place your hand in his, and his smile broadens as his hand tightens around yours. His smile is infectious, you find.

  “And what might be my partner in crime’s name, may I ask?”

  The man laughs as he tugs you from your seat, and it’s the nicest laugh you’ve ever heard.

  “Nakamoto Yuta. My name is Nakamoto Yuta.”

  “Well, Nakamoto Yuta,” you grin, “lead the way.”

[girls-in-bikiniiss]

Tucked, pt 3

@shigaraki-is-my-master​ @moonthecreator​ @littledustyflame​

“Can I have your number?”

“Huh?”

Between the bold question and not decaying her, Shigaraki was highly confused. You should have turned to dust. He would have to sever your wrist so you wouldn’t completely die. He was ready for that. His blade was out, and yet you were asking him for his phone number??

No, that erasing hero must be around.

The cerulean haired man looked to the tops of the surrounding buildings, searching for the hero.

There.

Sitting on the corner of a tall building, he saw a flash of red eyes. Hair standing up, the hero used his erasing quirk.

That explains it.

“..I know I don’t really know you, I’m sorry if that as too forward.”

You were rambling on in front of him, not noticing he hadn’t been listening to you.

“Gotta go.” He cut you off, glaring at something in the distance.

He ripped his hand away and ran off the same direction as the sutured man.

You stood there speechless as you watched him run, kicking yourself for being so brazen. Of course he wouldn’t want your number. You’re a nobody who got dumped by a hero.

You began walking back to your apartment. The monsters that were let loose were starting to be contained to one area, but the heroes on the streets were still directing civilians to evacuate, go home, and stay inside.

A fifteen minute walk and you reach home. Climbing the stairs, you could see smoke from where you were, fires spreading from Dabi’s quirk. You were sluggish getting home, but the thought of turning on the TV to see Shigaraki made you push your door open with force.

“The League of Villains have been unforgiving on this terrible evening. The Symbol of Peace has retired, and so have many civilian’s hope. Will we ever see the brighter day again?”

You saw a hero fly in from behind the news anchor. It was HIM. You were really hoping not to run into him while in town, but you hadn’t thought that he’d be broadcasted. But of course. He would be where televised broadcasts would be.

“Stupid egotistical boyfrie- EX. Ex-boyfriend.” You corrected yourself. You rolled your eyes at the sight of him, trying to act like All Might.

“DO NOT FEAR!”

“Oh please! Give me a BREAK!” At this point you were fully rooting for the villains just to see him shut up.

“Oh, and if we come across that ex-boyfriend of yours, I’ll make sure to throw in a little something for you.”

You couldn’t get Shigaraki’s smirk off your mind. Something about that mischievous glint in his eye made you want to squeal.

Think of the devil. Shigaraki came into view. Standing on a building, he grinned maniacally at your ex. You saw him talk to Dabi, who walked up behind him. Dabi began a malicious grin, eager to set something-or someone- on fire.

Raising his hands to the sky, Dabi created a rain of fire. Your ex was flying in the air, his cape catching fire. You watched him as he crash landed from the burns scorching through his suit. He got up to fight, the crowd that was still there began to cheer.

“Surrender! You have brought enough terror to the city.”

He tried to exude bravado, but you knew he would be scared. You’ve watched him grow since your first year in UA, but no matter how many experiences, he would still be shaken afterwards and break down to you at how scared he would be in those moments. As an adult, not much has changed. He wouldn’t cry anymore, but he would tremble after everything was said and done.

You remember an argument you had with him about it, how if he never got over these fears he could never be All-Might level like he strived for. Once you said that, he didn’t speak to you for days, the silent treatment digging at your heart.

“You want to know what the REAL terror is? A society that fails one another because they rely on heroes to save them.” Shigaraki’s raspy voice could barely be picked up by the mic, compared to your ex’s booming voice.

“Society needs heroes to stop villains like you.”

“The role of the villain is only determined by who’s telling the story. This world is filled with heroes and wannabes. I can tell you’re the later.”

Your ex gritted his teeth, trying to dive-bomb Dabi and Shigaraki. He was met with flames, unable to break that barrier. Landing on the rooftop, he knew he couldn’t use his quirk at the moment.

“Behind every Villain is a truth too ugly to hear; a product of heroes failing while we were still salvageable. But you couldn’t spare to look twice until we made a big enough ruckus.” Shigaraki called out.

“You’re wrong. A hero can be anyone!”

“And so can a villain.” Shigaraki smirked as a police officer burst through the rooftop door, coming up behind your ex, a knife in his hand. You could see the officer began melting away, revealing a high school aged girl.

Sinking her knife into his shoulder, he let out a shout. The knife was left in, and the girl used a syringe looking tool to take some of his blood.

You couldn’t help but pity him.

Shigaraki walked up to him, and your ex let out a grunt. Trying to swing, he missed. You knew he was scorched, and the knife plunged in his shoulder was tearing more muscle as he moved. Blood was starting to seep out.

You could see Shigaraki talking to your ex, but an explosion covered the audio. Your ex’s face twisted into a look of horror. You saw Shigaraki reaching his hand out, an evil smile on his face, purely enjoying the fear he’s instilled in the false hero. However, right as he was about to touch your ex, Pro heroes were starting to filter into the scene, having defeated the monsters referred to as Nomu’s. Seeing the new threat, Shigaraki changed his mind and held your ex as hostage, holding his throat by four fingers.

The fighting continued, but you could tell they were really holding back on your ex. Full force attacks were used on the pro heroes and you sat in shock. Shigaraki used his other hand to disintegrate branches trying to wrap around his ankles created by Kamui Woods, the number 8th ranked hero. Something caused the ground to shake, and you saw the televised cast start to cut out. You could feel a slight tremor all the way to your apartment. You saw Dabi, Shigaraki, and the high school girl-Toga, near the man with the warp quirk. Dabi threw a fire bolt at the news crew and they scattered, ending the live stream.

“NO!” You yelled at your television, now filled with static. You check your phone for live updates on chirp, but you couldn’t get signal. You groan out of frustration. There would be no way of knowing unless you went there, or waited for tomorrow. You couldn’t help but throw yourself on your bed, trying not to think of the worst for your ex or Shigaraki.

Three hours pass and a ring from your doorbell caught your attention. Opening the door, you see a broken pair of sunglasses. Specifically, the ones your ex would wear when he flew. More importantly, the ones he wore tonight. A piece of paper with a number scribbled on it was folded in the earpieces.

“He broke your rose colored glasses, so I broke his.- TS”

[the-sword-lesbian]

Pancakes and Parenting

Max was currently trying to hide from the morning sunshine by burying her face in the pillow in an attempt to sleep in just a little bit longer. She’d almost achieved it before a body flopping down next to her startled her fully awake. She peeked an eye open to see her wife staring at her with a smirk on her face.

“Good morning sleepyhead.” She chided in a singsong voice. “It’s time to wake up. There’s two teenagers in our house that are going to require pancakes soon.”

Max groaned rolling over to look at the clock before returning to bury her head in the pillow again. “Danny it’s not even nine. They’re both probably still passed out and hella jet-lagged.”

Dana lifted herself up slightly to lean on one elbow while she reached out to play with Max’s hair with her other hand. “Well Maddie’s still passed out but Ellie’s been up since seven. She did yoga with me, it was fun.” After not receiving any response she realised her wife had started falling asleep again so she did what any mature adult would do and poked her in the cheek. “Babe. Breakfast pleaaaaase?”

“Danny stoooop oh my dog.” she grumbled, swatting at Dana’s hand. “Okay I’m up.” Max pulled herself into a sitting position rubbing at her tired eyes and yawning, “Can I at least get some-” she opened her eyes to see her wife holding a steaming mug out to her, a smile on her face. “-coffee… thanks?” She inhaled the roasted smell before taking a sip and humming pleasantly to herself. “Mmmm I love you.”

The taller woman laughed. “Is that to me or the coffee?”

Max smiled at her. “Well both but…” she leaned in to press her lips to her wife’s “I love you more.”

“Well I’d hope so.” Dana giggled. “You did marry me after all.”

The brunette looked at her thoughtfully. “Is it weird that after almost nineteen years I’m still a little surprised you said yes?”

Dana leaned in to kiss her again, whispering, “Don’t be, I was already planning to propose but you beat me to it.”

Max laughed. “You were so shocked. It was amazing.” “Well can you blame me??” she exclaimed. “We were two days into our romantic five day vacation and you asked me to marry you at dinner. Meanwhile the ring I had brought to propose with the next day was back at the hotel hiding in my suitcase.” She pointed at Max with a faux air of accusation. “I had a whole thing planned!”

“Hey Danny” Max said, watching her wife get wound up.

“Yeah??”

“I love you.”

Dana stopped mid rant and just sighed, smiling lightly. “I love you too Max.”

Max took another sip of her coffee before responding. “So. Pancakes?”

“Yeah!” She said, excitedly waving her hands. “I figured we could have a nice big breakfast then head out to liberty island or the park or something.”

Max giggled for a moment. “Danny, Mason hasn’t even been gone a month and you’re still finding kids to mother.”

Dana scoffed. “Excuse you Mrs. Caulfield. I am just trying to be a hospitable aunt to my two favorite nieces.” She climbed off the bed continuing “Now you have to come cook breakfast because I…” She said gesturing to herself. “Your adoring wife, demand pancakes.”

“Okay okay I’m up.” Max said, trying not to spill her coffee as she crawled off the bed and padded her way through the apartment towards the kitchen. 

As Max refilled her mug and started working on breakfast Dana found Giselle laying on the couch with her legs thrown over the arm scrolling through her phone. “Has your sister even begun to wake up.” “Not at all,” the teen said, dropping her phone and scratching at her short hair. “The running joke at our house is that I got the ‘morning person’ genes from both moms and she didn’t get them at all. So she’ll probably be dead to the world for a while, especially with the jetlag.”

“She likes tea right?” Max called from the kitchen. “If you can get her up I have some breakfast blends she might like.”

Giselle shrugged. “Worth a shot.” She sat up and walked towards the room they were sharing. Sitting down beside her sister she started gently shaking her. “Mads. Come on wake up, Aunt Max is cooking breakfast.”

The sleepy girl started lazily flailing at her sister. “Ellie noooo... go’way... sleeby…”

The dark haired girl laughed. “It's honestly hilarious how smart you are awake versus how barely coherent you are in the mornings.” she started shaking her again. “Come on. I’m not letting you sleep in the entire vacation.”

“Ugggggh fine…” Maddie groaned, fumbling her way into a sitting position rubbing at her eyes.”I’m up I’m up.”

Giselle stood up, padding her way towards the door. “Hey if it helps Aunt Max said she has some breakfast tea you might like.”

“Yes please.” she called after her sister.

A short time later Maddie had shuffled her way out to the dining table and laid her head down until her sister placed a steaming mug on the table in front of her. As she pulled it towards herself to take a sip Giselle leaned in conspiratorially to Dana. “Want to see something funny?” her aunt nodded and the teen cleared her throat, “Oh Mason! I didn’t know you’d be here.”

Maddie jumped and quickly made an effort to straighten her clothes and smooth down her bedhead. But upon looking around she realised she was being played and looked back toward her sister who was trying hard not to laugh. “Oh my gosh! Ellie you’re such a jerk.” she buried her face in her hands trying to hide her blush.”

Dana had a somewhat stunned smile on her face. “No way.” she laughed. “Maddie do you have a crush on my son??”

The teen was still hiding her face. “No!... Maybe!!”

Dana looked over at Giselle who gave her a nod of confirmation. She sat down next to Maddie and sipped her coffee. “You know, I don’t blame you. He is quite handsome.” 

Maddie peeked at her aunt through her fingers before sighing and setting her hands down on the table. “Sorry…”

The taller woman chuckled. “Maddie you’re a teenage girl you don’t have to apologise for thinking a boy is hot.” She took another sip of her coffee. “Although if artsy skater boys are your thing you’d probably be better off looking closer to home. I’m sure Seattle has plenty of those.”

“Yeah…” Maddie rubbed her eyes a bit. “Also doesn’t help that he’s older than me and we were kind of brought up like cousins.”

“Aww sweetheart.” she patted the teen’s shoulder. “You just need to find yourself a nice skater boy that you can bring home for Vic to be mortified at.”

The three of them laughed at that then a small smile spread across Maddie’s face as she stared down into her tea. “Actually… There is this one guy I’ve been talking to in my chemistry class. He seems nice.”

Giselle narrowed her eyes at her sister. “We’re in the same chemistry class. Which guy?”

Maddie pointed at her sister. “Ohhhhh no. If I tell you you’ll do that thing where you menacingly loom nearby and threaten him.”

The taller girl scoffed. “Well can you blame me? Look what hap-”

“We’re not going to talk about that!” Maddie cut her off. “This is a happy vacation for our birthday where I don’t have to think about my crappy ex-boyfri- dangit!” she flopped her head on the table groaning.

After a moment Dana cleared her throat to break the tension “Soooo…” she gestured to Ellie. “When do you get that off?” 

She looked down at her cast, rotating it back and forth a bit. After much begging on her part she’d convinced her mom to doodle on it so there were drawings of small rabbits hopping around all over it. “Two weeks after we get back. Although the doctor said he might want me to wear a brace for a little while longer after that.”

“Bet you’ll be glad to be rid of it.” Her aunt replied, sipping more of her coffee. 

“Oh you have no idea.” the teen answered. “It doesn’t even really hurt anymore. It’s just kind of anno-” she was caught off guard by the sound of small snores and she and Dana both looked to see that Maddie had fallen back asleep with her head on the table. She smiled at her sister, reaching up to gently run her fingers through Maddie’s long hair.  After a few minutes Max arrived with a platter full of pancakes. The small blonde was roused by the smell of food and the four of them chatted happily with each other over breakfast, discussing the various plans for the day. A few minutes later the twins made eye contact with each other and smiled.

This was going to be an awesome vacation.

[merakiaes]

Wrong All Along - Draco Malfoy

Pairing: Draco Malfoy x reader

Requested: Yes.

Prompts: None.

Warnings/notes: Sorry to the anon who requested this! The request got lost in my feed and I completely forgot about it. I hope it’s okay and that you like it!

Wordcount: 1047

Summary: Reader finds Harry cheating and ends up being comforted by his sworn enemy. 

You couldn’t believe your eyes. You couldn’t believe what you were seeing. You found yourself unable to say or even think anything, but what your mind couldn’t progress, your heart could, as you felt it break into a million pieces at the sight before you.

“Harry.” Your voice came out as a hushed whisper, instantly causing him and Cho to break apart where they sat on the bench, kissing.

Harry’s eyes widened when he caught sight of you, and he instantly stood up, stumbling around the bench in a poor attempt to reach you while stuttering out your name. “(Y/N)…”

Your eyes flickered between his bewildered expression and Cho’s guilty one, before you turned around and rushed in the other direction, robes flailing behind you in the wind, and Harry’s hand just barely missing your arm.

“(Y/N)!” He called out again, rushing after you, but stopping himself short when you broke into a run, knowing it was probably for the best that you were left alone in that moment.

You didn’t know where you were going. You couldn’t think and you could barely see with the tears blurring your vision, pretty much running blindly and only having the torches lighting up the walls to navigate your way forward.

As your lungs started burning from exhaustion, you finally let yourself stop, your back hitting a wall and sliding down onto the floor. Your arms came to hug your legs to your chest, your head in turn falling to your knees as you cried.

You couldn’t believe he had done this to you. All this talk about him being The Chosen One, about him being so brave and so kind. He was nothing but a coward, sticking his tongue down another girl’s throat without even thinking of sparing you the hurt and humiliation by breaking up with you first.

Maybe it was your own fault. You had entered a relationship with him all while knowing he still held feelings for Cho. Maybe you should’ve known better than to think that you, a dumb, not even average witch, would be able to make him fall in love with you.

You don’t know how long you sat there, thinking back and forth about who was really to blame, but eventually, you were pulled out of your thoughts and back to reality to the sound of footsteps echoing through the corridor.

Your head shot up at the sound, scrambling to your feet in record time in an attempt to get out of there before the person saw you, but the second you stood up, you realized the person was already standing right in front of you.

“Well, well, well.” Draco said tauntingly, his voice echoing in the empty hallway. “If it isn’t Potter’s girlfriend. Why so sullen? Trouble in paradise with The Chosen One?”

You glared at him, biting the inside of your lower lip to keep the tears brimming in the corners of your eyes from falling. “I caught him cheating.” You managed to snap out, the words tasting bitter in your mouth.

You hurried to wipe your wet cheeks with your sleeves. “You don’t have to take me to Umbridge. I’ll go back to my dorm right now. Count it as getting even from the time I stopped the first year Gryffindors from putting a love potion in your soup.”

You walked around him to go back to the common room, but Draco’s hand shot out and caught your arm before you had gotten too far, causing you to whip your head back around to stare him dead in the eye.

Expecting to see one of his usual smug smirks or nasty scowls, you were surprised when you caught sight of the, almost concerned, frown that now rested on his face.

“I-“ He started, thinking for a moment. “I won’t take you Umbridge. You can stay, if you want.”

You stared at him long and hard to make sure he wasn’t tricking you, but when seeing no sign of the evil Draco you knew and hated, you slowly let your face relax and gently pulled your arm from his grip, going back to your previous spot and sliding down the wall.

You stared into the floor in front of your feet, one hand hanging off your knee and the other picking on some stones on the floor beside you. Draco stood still for a moment, just observing your depressed behavior and the way your teary eyes glistened in the light from the fire, before slowly making his way over to you and sitting down.

The corridor was silent, the only sound coming from the flickering flames in Draco’s lantern, before he spoke up quietly. “Who was it?”

You swallowed as the question registered in your brain, feeling a new set of tears coming alive in your eyes and threatening to fall as you relived the moment in your head.

“That Cho girl from Ravenclaw.” You answered, letting out a dry laugh as the first tear rolled down your cheek. You threw a small pebble across the floor angrily. “I can’t believe I was so stupid; he’s been trailing after her for, well, forever. I’m such an idiot.”

You noticed Draco shaking his head in the corner of your eye. “You haven’t done anything wrong. The only one at fault is Potter. He’s not worth your tears. He’s not worth anything, but still he always gets everything he wants. Doesn’t he?”

You ignored the muttering and bad-mouthing of your boyfrie- ex-boyfriend and turned to look at the silver haired boy beside you, sobbing softly all while narrowing your eyes in suspicion. “Why are you being so nice to me?”

Draco only looked at you, eyes filled with emotions you couldn’t quite put your finger on as he spoke out his answer as it was the most obvious thing in the world. “No one deserves to have their trust broken by someone they love.”

And with that, he reached his hand out to your cheek, wiping a tear away with his thumb. And you let him, realizing in that moment that maybe you had been liking and disliking the wrong boy, all along; maybe Draco wasn’t at all what you had thought, just like Harry had just proven himself not to be. 

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The Ultimate List of LGBT Kpop Songs/MVs

This has come about because whenever I come across queer kpop lists I am disappointed by how short and repetitive they are. My goal is to have THE MOST comphensive list of songs and music videos with any sort of lgbt themes. 

Each song or mv listed will have a little (or not so little) description explaining how gay it is or why it is gay. This does mean I’ve let some more questionable songs and mvs on the list but from the description I shouldn’t be leading people astray or getting their hopes up. (I decided against including covers of songs  eg. where the artist hasn’t changed the gender in the songs. bc I feel that would become too messy and complicated. Also there are artists and songs I dislike on this list, and some artists can be considered problematic however I felt that if I excluded anything based on personal opinions it would make the purpose of this list invalid). 

Hopefully kpop fans can diversify their playlists and discover new bops, as well as giving comfort to lgbt+ kpop fans. I plan to update this list as new gay content is released :)

PLEASE GIVE ME MORE SUGGESTIONS FOR THIS LIST

Playlist of this List

UV & JYP - Itaewon Freedom Itaewon is the multicultural district in seoul, also one of the prominent “gay” areas in s.korea. this song is a gay anthem in korea.

Baek Ji Young - I Won't Love Again/Sarang Ahn Hae a beautiful lesbian romance

K.Will – Please Don't the ultimate plot twist mv and is THE gay kpop mv

Sistar – One More Day, I Like That, I Swear In One More Day shows when friends turn into lesbian lovers, but one is still in a relationship with an abusive man. The latter two mvs have fanservice based touching plus those gay vibes

ANDA – Touch a very lesbian mv

Baby Soul & Yoo Jia – She's a Flirt Feat. Jang Dongwoo a lesbian relationship but one of them is still with a man

After School – Because of You love triangle between 3 women

Red Velvet – Wish Tree a one-sided lesbian love. I will mention ‘Bad Boy’ for having some fanservice moments and the rainbow outfits in ‘Peek-a-Boo’ is peak gay culture

Holland – Neverland Holland is described by many news outlets as “The First Openly Gay Kpop Idol” make of that as you will (Because you can argue about being first and whether he is actually an idol, despite being a Korean person making pop or alternative pop music). Regardless he is openly gay and his song is most definitely gay and his mv is explicitly gay. Bless him

4L – Move in the aftermath of a massive breakup, the female character ends up having a lesbian one night stand which further confuses her while she deals with her heartbreak. This mv is more in the fanservice and objectifying females/lesbians category.

Loona – Chuu: Heart Attack, Yves: New light lesbian themes, up for interpretation

10cm – Help The male characters struggle with their relationship as they worry how society view them

DIA – Seoraksan In October light lesbian themes, up for interpretation

VIXX LR – Whisper light gay themes and touching, symbolic based and possibly just fanservice. Some consider their other hit ‘Beautiful Liar’ as gay, however, despite the homoeroticism in that mv, the plot is about struggling with your two inner selves rather than a male & male relationship.

Day6 – What Can I Do in a very messy love triangle (or octogon, who knows??) Wonpil has a one sided love for Sungjin, the plot is somewhat continued in their mvs ‘I Loved You’ and ‘When You Love Someone’.

Sweet Revenge – Cry to Your Heart's Content lesbians, lesbians, lesbians

INFINITE – The Eye some scenes of this could fall into the category of fanservice and skinship, even though it is very emotionally charged

Gugudan – Chococo Sejeong experiences a gay and chocolatey epiphany (a minor scene)

San.E – Story of someone I know Depicts an ex-girlfriend dumping him for a girl

Brown Eyed Girls – Abracadabra Queens of sexual freedom, there is an almost kiss at the end.

Girl's Day – Female President an almost kiss scene, in a feminist bop (a song made not too long after s.korea elected their very first female president, Park Geun Hye. Note: this was made well before she was exposed for being the worst™ and consequently impeached, which is a shame for the first and so far only female leader in s.korea to leave such a ignominious history.)

BTS – Blood Sweat and Tears, I need you, Run In Blood Sweat and Tears Jin kisses the male demon statue that seems to represent Taehyung. The other 2 mvs have light gay themes with skinship type moments

Imfact – Lollipop kissing on the cheeks and other skinship for fanservice

Wonder Girls – Why So Lonely a sort of but not really kiss scene

Crispi Crunch - Thumbs up a very questionable mv but does include a trans woman, or crossdresser, near the end. Also the teasers for this mv included the two dudes kissing, nowhere to be found in the actual mv though (or on the internet now.... ???)

Lim Chang Jung – Open the Door Includes a gay kiss

Glam – Party XXO a bi anthem, lyrics specify about not caring about gender when searching for love

N.O.M – A Guys, Nature of Man the group were less of a kpop group and more of a gay club act who then released 2 singles

Orange Caramel – Catallena more so in the lyrics than mv but not completely ignored in the mv, Catallena explores how women are supposed to compete with each other in society and how that becomes confusing when females look up and idolise other females, and even further complicates when you fall for a female. Additionally, the meaning can also be about how girl groups are pitted against each other but they also admire and love each other

Nell – The Day Before Deals with homosexuality and suicide

Harisu – History (with Turbo), Liar, Shopping Girl, Reaction, Foxy Lady, etc. A transgender model and actress who also had a pop career for a period of time

Mercury – Don’t Stop, Let’s Party a girl group which has one member, Hanbit, who is trans

SNSD – Dancing Queen, Divine (Story Version), All Night, Love & Girls, etc. Dancing queen has lowkey gay lyrics. Divine is one big lesbian drama. In All Night Sooyoung and Yuri have major gay vibes towards each other. Both All Night and Love & Girls include drag queens. GG’s discography is so large so there’s plenty more lowkey gay songs.

Lee Hyori – Miss Korea, Going Crazy Miss Korea critics beauty standards for women in korea, and includes drag queens. In Going Crazy Hyori crossdresses as a man and then sleazily flirts with tons of women

Mamamoo – Um Oh Ah Yeh plays with crossdressing and gender identity, and kinda gay. And they have a song called “Girl Crush” which is supposedly platonic by Korean pov but worth a mention

Monsta X – All In Hyungwon and Minhyuk are shown to be together, this is possibly why Hyungwon’s dad beats him

GFriend – Navillera Eunha and Yerin are confirmed to be depicting a couple throughout this mv. There are hints that the rest of the group are also coupled up but aren’t as far into their relationships yet.

Suran – Sad Pain two differently disabled women find comfort with each other

Triple H – 365 So Fresh heavily implied polyamorous relationship and threesome between 2 guys (Hui & e.dawn) and 1 girl (Hyuna)

Mad Clown – Love is a Dog from Hell Feat. Suran the story of a trans woman and her wife. Side note: interestingly enough Mad Clown asked his brother to play the trans woman, which brings up some questions about their personal lives – how close to this story are they?

Bestie – Excuse Me in this mv the girls have a magical pair of glasses that reveal the true intentions of men, the final group of men they come across are revealed to be gay

Maman – Obvious Story a lesbian song by a lesbian singer in a lesbian mv

Kriesha Chu – Like Paradise a lovely and trendy lesbian date

Song Jieun – Don’t Look at Me Like That depicts how gay people feel in conservative korea, feeling judged for their love

XIA – Tarantallegra, Even though I already know crossdressing and gender identity, plus gay vibes especially with the dancers

Heechul & Min Kyung Hoon – Sweet Dream a love triangle including Kyunghoon’s one-sided love for Heechul

Planet Shiver & Crush – Rainbow an anti-discrimination song

CoCoSoRi – Mi Amor the kiss at the end, otherwise pretty het

SVT JUN & THE8 – My I in the realms of fanservice, male duet song and performance

U-KISS – Quit Playing threesome scene including 2 men (Kiseop & Hoon) and 1 woman

Kangta (H.O.T) – Polaris deals with gender identity

Super Junior D&E – Still You, I Wanna Love You, etc. In Still You Donghae and Eunhyuk find each other, “bromance” or just plain gay vibes. I Wanna Love You could be a gay duet or not. Most releases from these guys are lowkey gay so.

Jo Kwon – Animal a gay diva delivering a gay bop

Beenzino – How Do I Look? has a couple scenes (not many) where gay men/couple are depicted

Bebop & Humming Urban Stereo – MAEM MAEM looks like they are on a date

WJSN – Secret some minor gay vibes, gay staring, hand holding etc.

9Muses A – Lip 2 Lip an almost kiss (in a pretty het mv)

9Muses – Wild, Sleepless Night Wild has fanservice based touching plus vibes. Meanwhile Sleepless Night has a scene which heavily implies lesbian sex

History – Psycho yet again fanservice based touching plus those gay vibes

Luizy – Baby Ride feat. Hyunsik of BTOB just two bros being bros on their bro date y’know

Uhm Jung Hwa – Dreamer, Watch Me Move, Ending Credit, House Mix Performance, etc. QUEEN OF THE GAYS

HA:TFELT (Yeeun of Wonder Girls) – Truth shows a lesbian couple

Jo Sung Mo – Immortal Love depicts a heartbreaking secret gay relationship

Z.Hera – D Island depicts a powerful interracial lesbian love story

Yuri & Raiden – Always Find You fight me this is lesbian af as long as you cut out the last 3 seconds

MISS $ – Just Let Me Live feat. Skull complex love triangles, and possessive love, with plenty of lesbian themes

Chaness – SeSeSe dark mv with lesbians doing what they can to be together

Lee Jung Hyun – Michyeo Lee Jung Hyun becomes crazed when she learns of her boyfriend’s affair with another man

Homme – Still Eating Well it’s a bit of a stretch but 2 dudes and 1 girl scenario, dedicated to more of the “bro” time than the hetero plot

Lady – Attention, Lady’s Night A girl group made up of transgender women (Sinae, Sahara, Binu and Yuna)

Shinhwa – This Love a massive stretch but voguing is gay culture so we can’t ignore that, plus the use male back up dancers is… interesting

Kim DongHee – I Feel Like I’m Dying Lesbian storyline

Seo In Young – Scream (19 Ver.) there’s some gayish scenes in there, nothing major

Aoora – Body Talk, grab or bite, heartfreak, etc. he tries to pretend his stuff isn’t gay but he isn’t that good at it tbh. it’s pretty transparent how gay everything is even if he does include shots of boobs. he could be bi???

May Doni - Molla Ing feat. 2AM has some gay scenes

Cheetah – My Number Includes a male dance team which are very femme, or are drag queens (?? If someone knows please tell me)

Yu Mei – Suddenly cute lesbian love

Risso – OMG cute lesbian couple

Luna – Free Somebody not necessarily gay but you can understand lyrically how this connected to the lgbt community in korea and how it is now one of their staples at pride

f(x) – Chu, Pink Tape Art Film In Chu Krystal wears a marriage equality shirt that says ‘Legalise Gay’. Pink Tape Art Film has light lesbian themes. Amber in general defies female gender roles in both western and eastern cultures.

진주 – 미로 Feat. 엄지원 & TBNY a lesbian storyline

Gangkiz – Honey Honey a girl gang run amuck being troublesome and having the times of their lives. Has possible lesbian themes.

UP10TION – Attention some gay fanservice choreography

Sweet Boy – I LUV HER feat. NUVO This falls into the category of men objectifying females and lesbians, an almost kiss

Stellarjet – Guiding Light the main character spies on her neighbour and falls for her

Brown Classics - Nostalgia Feat. Yozoh & Eric has a gay storyline

Rainbow Blaxx – Cha Cha minor lesbian themes with skinship and fanservice

Epitone Project – Hate a delicate lesbian love story

4Men – First Kiss The female character is devasted when the man she loves falls for another man

toheart (Key of SHINee and Woohyun of Infinite) – Delicious Key and Woohyun might think they are trying to win over the same gal but in reality they are winning each other over

Taemin – Move I was struggling whether to put him on the list as he is lowkey a gay icon eg. Move where he finally threw off the shackles of gender based choreography and fully embraced his androgyny. he has plenty of songs and performances that all exist in this realm of androgyny, and a lot of his discography, both Korean and Japanese, could be gay but it could also be straight, it’s very easy to interpret whichever way, which I do think is intentional. (please refer to Ten’s section further down where I share my conflicting feelings about referring to people like Taemin as a gay icon if you are interested)

Seeya – Shoes, Crazy Love Song heavy drama plot with lesbian themes, the mvs are connected

Park Jungmin (SS501) – Not Alone an anti-discrimination bop and includes a drag queen

Pentagon – Critical Beauty All the members are coupled up, and there’s a very questionable scene with e.dawn and a banana. A small mention of their mvs ‘Like This’ and ‘Runaway’ which has some very minor scenes of guys together but it’s very ambiguous and a major stretch to even label it as fanservice.

CS Numbers – Cry Out With My Heart two girls go on a road trip

Bumkey – Bad Girl The female character keeps on flirting with the male character but in the end it turns out he’s into guys

4minute – Whatcha Doin’ Today? Jihyun may have accidently made two guys go from fighting each other to kissing each other, not to mention Gayoon has some lesbian vibes throughout the mv

i11evn – Porn Star  Feat. Suprema in the lyrics he talks about being bi (watch out for Suprema using, rather seemingly misusing the dreaded term “no homo”)

Gain (Brown Eyed Girls) – Two Women some interpret this song to have lesbian themes

Infinite Flow – Rainbow Feat. Kim Jong Wan of Nell the lyrics depict the depression and desperation of being gay in korea (sidenote: a personal favourite of mine that I discovered years and years ago and it still has a very emotional effect on me)

Dynamic Duo – Heartbreaker Feat. Kim Jong Wan of Nell the anger and sadness of struggling with homosexuality in korea in the lyrics, the mv’s plot ignores the song’s meaning

Epik High - AMOR FATI Feat. Kim Jong Wan of Nell In the very words of Tablo “I wrote 'Amor Fati' for people who are mistreated because they were born the way they are.”

IU – Peach, Red Queen, Everyone has Secrets feat. Gain of Brown Eyed Girls Peach was written in dedication to former f(x) member Sulli. Red Queen’s lyrics also romanticise a girl and it is said to yet again be about Sulli. The lyrics of Everyone has secrets can be very relatable to the lgbt community.

Nam Tae Hyun (Winner) – I’m Young a love song where the lyrics only mention a masculine pronoun

2YOON – Why Not these lyrics can be interpreted as gay

EXO – Playboy, They Never Know The lyrics of Playboy make more sense when you interpret as a secret gay relationship. The live performances of this is the opposite of heterosexuality. (note: Jonghyun wrote Playboy). In They Never Know the lyrics have moments like “Love is Blind” and discussion an unconventional love, it is widely accepted to have a strong gay theme. Also special mention to their 2017 winter album “Universe” for being completely 100% gender neutral

Oh My Girl – Knock Knock Girls singing about girls

Black Nut – Beenzino Black Nut takes his fanboying for Beenzino to the next level

Jonghyun – 02:34, Monodrama, Cocktail, most of these songs have light gay themes, and make more sense when interpreted as gay. You delve even deeper into his discography and interpret them in a gay light.

Gain & Minseo - Imi Oneun Sori (The Footsteps of My Dear Love) From the OST of the Korean film The Handmaiden, which itself has lesbian themes.

NCT’s Ten - Dream in a Dream This is a bit of a reach but the inclusion of Lucas in some of the scenes of this MV is an interesting choice. Also I would like to give a shout out to NCT U (Ten & Taeyong) - Baby Don’t Stop, for being a lowkey gay tune even if nothing about it can be pointed out as explicitly gay. He has released a song called New Heroes, which lyrically talks about standing up for what you believe in and working hard to get successful whilst facing adversary, which is a great message, but with Ten’s almost meme-like status of being a “confident gay” (despite not actually being out) this song has definitely made a lot of people claim it as gay anthem, make of it as you will (I feel conflicted about this; 1. he’s not standing up for the gays as a gay person if he isn’t out and people shouldn’t pressure him to do so, especially when he is a foreigner in s.korea; 2. it’s all well and good to quietly within the fanbase to joke about confident/panicked gays, or gay icons, but it can go too far, especially when it becomes their branding and only personality trait to both fans and the broader (western) kpop fanbase. these issues also apply to many like Sunmi and Taemin.)

Twice - What is Love? The girls take turns in depicting and parodying famous cinematic couples, so fanservice based crossdressing and gayness.

and hopefully plenty more to come ~

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BodyGuard Ch6

A/N: I would like to point out I am no expert on how the law works when it comes to pressing charges against domestic violence or in general and I am no expert about self-defense training. So please when reading this story try and keep that in mind.

When Felicity and Oliver arrived at the shelter, Felicity headed straight to her office, on her way she spotted Digg talking with Sara and Roy, the latter who looked at her in concern. 

She saw Digg excuse himself. “Good, you’re here,” he said, approaching her. “Lance called, he wanted to remind you about making a suspect list.” “Right,” said Felicity, it wasn’t something she really needed reminding about with what happened the night before.  

“I have something I need to go do,” Oliver said abruptly surprising them both.  “You two can handle this.” 

“Okay.” Felicity gave him an odd look. Here she thought she'd have to twist his arm to get him to leave her side with how he’d been constantly on her about her safety. “Good luck with whatever that is.” Oliver shared a look with Digg, silently telling him to look after their girl. Once Diggle nodded, he reached out squeezing Felicity’s shoulder. “I’ll be back.” Felicity watched him go with a furrowed brow before turning her eyes to Digg.  “What do you suppose that was about?” “I’m sure, it’s nothing for you to be concerned about. Besides we have more important things to do than worry about what he’s up to at the moment.” Digg figured whatever Oliver was up to had to be important but if he wasn’t saying what he was doing it was for a reason. “Who do you think could have done this?” ”The amount of enemies I made with what we do is extensive.” Though Felicity would not change that. When she made the decision to help women just like her it was the most important decision she ever made.   “Then we need to narrow it down,” Digg responded as they walked to her office.   Felicity nodded her agreement. The chances of it being one of the ex's of the women in the shelter were high. "I received anonymous threats before but I never took them seriously." When they reached her office door she unlocked it and pushed it open, stepping inside. Digg followed, leveling her with his most judging, scolding look.   “You don’t need to say it.” Felicity sighed, sitting behind her desk. “I’ll go through them, maybe they’ll help narrow the search down if I can find out who sent them.” “We should look into the most dangerous of the ex’s of the women here, the ones with the most possessive history. I believe those would be the ones more likely to be the one to attempt something like this.” Digg suggested, leaning against her desk. Felicity nodded. “I better get to work on narrowing this search down.” She pulled her keyboard to her, her fingers tapping away, bringing up names on the screen.   “And while you’re doing that you can explain to me about these other threats you received that you neglected to tell me about and why.”   Felicity looked up her eyes wide, noting the disapproving big brother look John was giving her. She pressed her lips tightly together in a look of contrition. 

After leaving Felicity with Diggle, knowing she was safe with him Oliver got into contact with Gina’s mother as he left the shelter. “You're the man who was with Ms. Smoak, right?” Maria asked. “You are a part of the security team?” “Yes. I’m Ms. Smoak’s bodyguard. I was hoping you could tell me where I might find Gina’s boyfriend, Mike?” Maria had asked questions but he avoided them, but ultimately she told him what she knew, wanting more than anything for Mike to get what he deserved.   Oliver agreed whole-heartedly and that was half the reason he found himself at Mike’s door. He rapped his fist on the door in quick succession, growing impatient as he waited for someone to answer. When no one did, he knocked his fist harder on the door. Finally after what seemed like forever to Oliver but could only be a few minutes the door was pulled open by a man, with unruly curls, tanned skin, a beard and brown eyes. “Michael Landon? The man’s expression was guarded and defiant at the same time. “Do I know you?” Just the vibe of the man gave him a bad feeling. Oliver liked to think he was a good judge of character and this guy, he already knew was bad but now even more so. "No, and you’re going to wish you never saw me.” He shoved his way past Mike, inside the man’s apartment.   Mike turned around stunned.  “What the hell man?!” Oliver turned, facing him, his jaw clenching. “Last night you attacked someone I care about.” Mike's eyes widened with recollection. “You're that blonde bitches boyfri-” Oliver's fist slammed into his jaw, sending him stumbling back his head snapping to the side. “Watch your mouth!” his eyes were alight with anger on Felicity’s behalf. Mike turned his head spitting out blood, his lip split, he chuckled, looking back up at Oliver. “I don’t know what that whor-” Oliver struck him again knocking him to the floor, he yanked Mike up right after, slamming him into the wall. “If I hear one more disrespectful word about her come out of your mouth, you’ll be picking your teeth up off the floor.” He growled, shoving him against the wall again for good measure, making the back of Mike’ head knock into the wall.   Mike glared. “I didn’t attack her.” Oliver felt a fresh wave of anger flow through him at the obvious lie. “Don’t lie to me, you put your hands on her when you confronted her at a diner last night.” His eyes darkened just remembering the mark on her wrist. “Did you follow her home?” “No.” Mike’s face twisted up into a sneer.  “I only confronted her at the diner. I was just giving her a warning.” Oliver grabbed his arm, twisting him around and slamming him face first into the wall, wrenching his arm behind his back until he heard a sickening pop. Mike cried out in pain from his arm being forcefully dislocated. It felt like it was on fire the pain was so intense.    “Consider this your one and only warning,” Oliver growled, his voice dropping, threatening, taking on a darker edge. “You go near her again and I promise you, a broken wrist would be the least of your worries.” Mike frowned, Oliver's dark tone had a sliver of fear creeping beneath his skin. “My wrist isn’t broken.” Oliver grabbed his wrist, applying the right amount of pressure with his strength, and Mike's wrist snapped like a weak twig, the bone breaking beneath his hand. Mike cried out in agony, pain shooting through his hand. Oliver released his hold on him, shoving him harshly away. “It is now.” Mike sunk to the floor against the wall, clutching his broken wrist, pain shooting up his entire arm from his dislocated shoulder to his broken wrist, it was so painful, agonizing. “Are you insane?!” Mike demanded. “You can’t go into someone's home and attack them!”   Oliver expression darkened at the scumbag's audacity. “But you can beat your girlfriend?” Mike clenched his jaw, glaring at that. Oliver crouched down in front of him, looming over him. “Speaking of your girlfriend you’re going to stay away from her, too. I hate to have to come back here to get my point across on how deadly serious I am about this.” he looked at him in disgust before straightening up and walking to the door and pausing. “One more thing, I wouldn’t go to the police about what just happened. You’ll only make things worse on yourself.” Oliver leveled him with a hard stare, one that had Mike recoiling away. Oliver shook his head, feeling disgusted just looking at the man and quickly walked out before he did something worse than break the bastard's hand. 

Digg arched an eyebrow at Felicity. Waiting. “Well?” “Death threats with my job is common.” Felicity dismissed, focusing her attention on going through her computer files. Digg sighed, pushing off her desk and stared her down. “Felicity. This isn’t something you can just dismiss. You can’t be so caliver with your safety or the safety of the women who seek shelter here.” Felicity looked away from her computer screen, turning toward him in her chair. “If I thought for one second they were in danger I would have told you.” She said defensively, tension setting in her shoulders at the implication that she would ever put any of the women at the shelter in danger on purpose.   “But not if you were the one in danger?” Digg challenged and shook his head. “You see, that doesn’t make any sense to me.” Felicity frowned, tilting her head at him. “This talk is reminding me about the talk I had with Oliver.” “And what talk is tha-” Digg stated but then cut himself off abruptly shooting her a pointed look, knowing exactly what she was doing. “Don’t change the subject, Felicity.” Felicity fell silent for a moment before admitting. “I don’t want you to feel obligated to protect me all the time.” She didn’t want to be a burden to the people around her. “I have never felt obligated to protect you,” Digg stated honestly. “I look out for you because you’re one of my closest friends Felicity. I’d take a bullet for you.” “You already did.” Felicity reminded, smiling faintly.   “And I’d do it again if I had to,” Diggle vowed strongly. Felicity's lips pulled down into a frown, looking troubled. “I wouldn’t want you to though.” “Then it would be better if I was prepared for whatever comes our way.” Digg pointed out logically. “So I ask again what other threats have you received?” Felicity nodded to herself knowing he was right. It was always better to be prepared than not. She turned her chair back around opening the bottom drawer of her desk and reaching into the bottom, beneath some papers, she pulled out an unmarked folder. She held it for a moment before turning back around to Digg holding the folder out to him. “I categorized them, marked the date I received it and the name of who I thought sent them is on every note of a specific threat.” “At least that’s something to go on. “ Digg accepted the folder. Felicity sighed, she felt Digg’s disapproval and disappointment keenly. “I’m sorry, I didn’t want you to worry. Not once has a threat ever been followed through on. Most are all bluster and empty threats.” “That may have been the case before last night but not any longer. You need to take every precaution there is.” Digg cautioned her. Death threats weren’t anything to take lightly.   Felicity nodded, knowing there was no point in arguing, plus, she knew Digg was right. She was being irresponsible and not as smart as she should be. “Speaking of last night, you should have made a report on Gina’s ex. You even have a witness.” Digg pointed out while looking through the folder she’d given him. “It would have been the smart thing to do.” “I know you’re right. I guess at the time I wasn’t thinking straight.” Felicity admitted. “I was focused on you and Oliver not finding out about it and I wasn’t thinking about how pressing charges against him would have been better for myself and for Gina. It would hopefully keep him away.” Though she doubted it would be that easy.   “You still can,” Digg said, closing the folder. “We’re going to see Lance when we’re done here. All we will need is for Jessie to come in and give his testimony.” And he had no doubt Jessie wouldn’t mind. Felicity nodded. “I’ll give him a call, see if he can meet us down at the station.” Digg’s eyes shown with approval. “Good.” 

When Felicity and John arrived at the station Felicity took a moment on the steps to speak with Digg. “I thought Oliver was going to meet us here?” Felicity looked around in concern. “He sent me a text that he meet us here,” Digg assured her. Before Felicity could respond the familiar sound of Oliver’s motorbike filled the air, she turned and saw him pull up just outside of the station.   Felicity turned catching sight of Oliver on his bike, watching as he climbed off it, removing his helmet and jogging up the steps to her and Digg. “Hey, sorry I’m late.” he apologized.   Felicity eyed him curiously. “Where were you?” “I had something to take care of. A personal problem.” Oliver replied, keeping his answer short hoping she wouldn’t ask any more questions on the matter.   Felicity nodded, not prying further though she was curious. After this morning she thought it best for her and Oliver not to cross any personal lines. Digg, however, narrowed his eyes in suspicion to which Oliver pointedly ignored. “Are you ready to see Lance? Did you narrow down the list.” “You can say that.” Diggle nodded. “We need to talk later.” “Why am I getting the impression that talk has everything to do with me and nothing else?” Felicity looked at them.   "Cause it does," Digg responded.   Felicity opened her mouth to respond but was cut off by Jessie calling out her name as he jogged up to them. “Felicity, hey. You ready to do this?” Oliver looked at him, frowning in confusion. “To do what?” “Pressing charges against Gina’s ex for last night. Jessie’s here to give his statement as a witness.” Felicity rubbed at her wrist absentmindedly.   “Good.” Oliver smiled. “That’s a good idea.” Felicity started walking up the steps, Oliver followed close behind, his hand instinctively going to her lower back as he walked with her. He paused at her side, pulling the door open for her and then held it open for Digg and Jessie as well, following them inside.  

Lance looked up and saw them approaching, taking notice of Jessie. “Felicity, how are you doing?” he asked in concern after last nights events. “I’m fine.” at his dry look she admitted. “I’ve been better but I’m gonna be okay. I actually want to press charges against Mike for assault. Jessie,” she motioned to Jessie at her side. "he was a witness.” “It’s really good you're pressing charges. I’ll get the paperwork started right away.” Lance was going to enjoy bringing the bastard in. From the first day, Lance had met Felicity he felt this fierce wave of protectiveness toward her. He knew she was strong and survived her own demons but that only made him want to protect her more.   Once Felicity and Lance were done with the proper paperwork to get the process against Mike going she sat down with him, giving her list of suspects and what she knew about them, she also handed over all the threats she received that she hadn’t really taken seriously. Lance had not been silent about being disappointed that she hadn’t been taking this as serious as she should have. “You should increase your security. And you need someone guarding you at all times.” Felicity didn’t like the idea of full-time security, it made her feel like she wasn't strong enough to protect herself but Diggle responded before she could. “As the head of Security, I’ll be making sure that’s taken care of.” “Good,” Lance said gruffly, nodding. “I’ll sleep a little easier.” Felicity looked from Lance to Diggle than to Oliver than to Jessie. She sighed to herself the men in her life were going to drive her crazy with their need to protect her. She believed she was capable of protecting herself. 

Felicity grunted as she hit the mat with a thud, she laid there for a moment, breathing heavily. “I can’t remember the last time I workout this hard.” Digg chuckled, reaching his hand out, helping her back to her feet. “Again.” “Can’t we take a break?” Felicity asked. When they got back to the shelter Digg had insisted on teaching her more self-defense, kicking her training up a notch. They had been training for a little over an hour which was a record for her. “5 minutes.” Diggle tone left no room for negotiation. “We can’t afford to go easy on this. You need to be prepared for whatever comes your way.”   “I think we can all agree on that.” Oliver had been leaning in the doorway for the last ten minutes. “How long have you been there?” Felicity asked in surprise. “Long enough,” he pushed off the doorway, stepping further into the room.   “I’ll be back.” Diggle chugged down half a bottle of water and wiped the accessed drops away. “I want to check in with Lyla.” He didn’t wait for a response passing by Oliver as he left.   Felicity frowned after him, noticing that he seemed to leave her alone with Oliver a lot. She wondered what that was about. She turned her focus back on Oliver. “DId you decide to sit in and see me struggle with self-defense lessons.”   “No, I’m here to help you learn,” Oliver said surprising her.   “I thought you weren’t too comfortable with the prospect of training me.” She remembered Oliver saying that just a couple nights ago. In truth, he wasn’t. He was becoming increasingly aware that he cared for Felicity more than he should since she was his boss and friend but he couldn’t help it. Doing something that physical with her he didn’t know if it was possible for him to fight his instincts, his impulses when it came to her. But her safety was far more important to him than his own comfort and he was willing to risk it if it meant she would be safe. “Your safety is the most important thing.” Felicity's eyes widen slightly stunned by his words and it took her a moment to shake it off, ignoring the feeling she could feel building in her chest. A feeling of something deep and profound.   Oliver moved closer to her and Felicity felt like the air thicken at his close proximity, the sexual tension becoming hard to ignore when they were alone, making them both more aware of the other’s presence, their every move, their every breath. 

Digg had called a staff meeting with every member of the Shelter’s security rather they were on shift or not and they were all acquired to be there no exceptions. Except in Roy’s case and Slade’s situation, who were both working special cases and couldn’t be in attendance. Felicity started the meeting off by explaining the threats that she’d been receiving and the break-in into her home, stating that they were to increase security and not to take anything lightly. Because if they were bold enough to come for her at her house, they sure as hell would have no qualms about trying to attack the home base and from what she knew they were aware she was behind the protection of everyone. The one pulling the strings as it were. “I can’t believe someone would be stupid enough to try something like this.” Nyssa crossed her arms over her chest, clenching her jaw.   Sara shifted restlessly on her feet. “I want to rip whoever it was apart.” The thought of anyone coming after her friend had her on edge. “Get in line.” Oliver told her, rolling his shoulders as he felt the tension setting in from just thinking about someone issuing threats directed at Felicity, “If anyone is going to be the first one to make them pay it’ll be me.” “This can’t go unanswered. We must make an example of whoever was behind this.” Nyssa stated, her tone sharp and angry.   “And we will, however, the safety of every woman and child here is what is our first priority,” Digg stated Felicity nodded in full agreement. The women who came to the shelter with their children for help had to come first.   “And Felicity,” Oliver added. Felicity turned her eyes to him, fighting off the urge to sigh.   Diggle, however, nodded in agreement with Oliver. “And Felicity.” Felicity felt both flattered and frustrated with Oliver protectiveness toward her. “We will be tightening rounds, and Oliver, Lyla and I will be making a few calls to some service buddies on leave that are in starling. Perhaps they liked to lend a hand.” Diggle informed each of them, getting back on topic. “Secondly, we will be holding a mandatory self-defense class for all women. Sara, Nyssa, I’d like you two to spearhead the classes and teach them all they need to know to protect themselves should the occasion arise.” “What about Felicity's safety?” Sara questioned her voice laced in concern. “Someone should be protecting her at all times.” Felicity frowned, taking a step forward.  “I am more than capable-” “That is already taken care of.” Digg interrupted Felicity answering Sara’s question.   Felicity looked at him in surprise. “It is?” They hadn’t discussed any change in her security detail. “So who will be the lucky one to guard the boss?” Asked Sara. “Somone I know is perfect for the job” he answered. Sara looked to Oliver and saw the determined look in his eyes and knew it would be him. She nodded, looking satisfied with that plan.   Felicity didn't think she needed more guarding. Oliver already guarded her throughout the day and the fact that she was currently staying with him. She didn’t need to be guarded every second of the day. Digg’s eyes settled on Felicity, knowing she wanted to argue. “Trust me on this. “ Felicity crossed her arms grumbling about the overprotective men in her life, making Sara snicker and Nyssa smile amused. Oliver stepped toward Felicity, his body nearly brushing against hers, surprising almost everyone with the unnecessary close proximity. “Nothing is going to happen to you.” He wanted to reach out and take her hand in his own but refrained from doing so. Just barely. “Not on my watch. I won’t let it. I won’t.” Felicity felt something deep and meaningful, an emotion she refused to name course through her at how strongly he sounded. Like he was making a vow to keep her safe not only to her but to himself. She tried to push the emotion away because damn could he make her feel something with his promises and intensity. 

Digg, Oliver, and Felicity returned to her office once their meeting with the others was over, Felicity took a seat in her chair while Oliver and Diggle lingered in front of it. “You said you had my security covered?” Felicity asked looking to Diggle. “I hope you don’t mean yourself. I love you, Digg but I don’t want to keep you away from your wife and daughter all the time.”  Diggle spent so much time at the shelter already and had even mentioned to her about wanting to spend more time with his family. Digg nodded with a knowing look. “I thought you would say something like that which is why Oliver will be the one who would be your personal security here on out until we take care of our current security problem.” Felicity coughed on air, caught off guard though she shouldn't have been.   “Oliver, can’t watch over me every hour of the day.” She protested with wide eyes.   “Why not?” Oliver threw out. “You’re already staying with me and I’ve been your guard since you hired me.” “Yeah but that’s different, it’s during work hours.” Spending the entire day and night with Oliver was daunting. She was already feeling things for him she knew she shouldn’t be feeling. She needed to keep things as professional as possible. Spending any more time together than they already were would be like testing how long she could hold out. “What about downtime? I’m sure you don’t want to spend every waking moment in my company.”   “You’d be surprised,” Oliver said, his lips pulling up into a barely there smile. “You make it sound like a punishment. It’s not. I enjoy spending time with you.” Felicity felt her stomach flutter, feeling flustered as her cheeks heated. ”Oliver, I don’t want to be a problem for you.” “You could never be a problem,” Oliver said, his voice low and meaningful. “I want to protect you. I want to be there.” He looked at her intently. “Just let me do my job.” Felicity found herself giving into his unwavering gaze. “Okay.” Diggle cleared his throat, dragging their attention to him. “I’m still in the room, you know? You’re not alone.”   Oliver rolled his eyes and Felicity blushed, her skin heated. 

Diggle had gotten a call from Lance to meet up with him, having found another girl that was in need of help which left just Oliver to train Felicity. Felicity was nervous to begin training with Oliver alone, she was worried she was going to say or do something inappropriate. How in the hell was she supposed to work with Oliver every day if that happened? “Alright, so I think we should work on self-defense moves first then work our way slowly up to offensive moves.” Oliver began, trying to stay focus and not let his eyes linger on how the black yoga pants Felicity wore clung to her like a second skin or the sport's top she wore that bared her stomach to his gaze, her beautiful skin on display. He frowned however when he caught sight of a jagged scar along her abdomen and with what he now knew of her history he knew on some level that her abusive ex was the cause for the scar. He pushed the rising anger down, just thinking about how Felicity must have gotten it.    “Digg’s already been teaching me self-defense.” Felicity interrupted his thoughts.   “He’s been teaching you the basics so you can get away but sometimes you can’t always escape,” Oliver said in a matter of fact tone. “And I want to know that when you can’t you’re going to be okay.” Felicity was touched by his words but shook it off, not wanting Oliver to see the effect he had on her. It was something she needed to put a stop to if it was even possible at this point. “Okay, then let’s get started,” Felicity said, wanting to get down to business. “Okay so the first thing, turn around.” Oliver made a motion with his hand for her to turn. Felicity gave him a confused look but did as he said, turning around her back to him. “What now?” She felt Oliver come up close behind her, her heart beat harder in her chest in a result, she sucked in a sharp breath, letting it out slowly, trying not to be affected by his nearness. “Now, I’m going to grab you from behind and you’re going to flip me over,” Oliver said from behind her his breath brushing against the skin of her neck.   “By using your own momentum against you?” Felicity asked, resisting the urge to look over her shoulder at him. “Exactly,” Oliver said in approval.    “Alright so when I grab you, you’re going to reached up grab my arm and lean forward and with all your strength I want you to pull me forward and then roll me off your hip, with the right momentum and speed it will send me crashing to the floor on my back, do not let go until I hit the ground,” Oliver explained in detail. “Do you understand?” Felicity hummed in understanding, nodding. It sounded simple enough. Oliver grab her, his arms wrapping around her and Felicity froze at first but then she felt Oliver’s arms tightened around her. She moved, leaning forward and did her best to flip him over as he had explained but fumbled, losing her balance she fell to the side. Oliver twisted them around, turning his body with Felicity in his arms just in time for him to take the brunt of the fall, he grunted his arms falling away from her. Felicity looked at him, her body pressing into every hard plane of his, she swallowed,  and quickly pushed off him, her cheeks heating as she stared down at him.  “Are you alright?” she asked, concerned. Oliver pushed back to his feet. “You hesitated. Let’s try this again.” “Right away?” Felicity asked she had been hoping for a break, some time to compose herself. “You have to be prepared.” Oliver stepped back and motioned for her to turn around. “Again.” “Alright. Alright.” Felicity grumbled rolling her eyes. “No need to get demanding on me.” Oliver snorted as she turned back around. “Remember, You can’t hesitate.” He grabbed her from behind and this time Felicity did not hesitate, leaning forward, reaching behind her, grabbing his arm and pulled him forward, using his own body weight against him to roll him off her hip and flip him over her. Oliver hit the floor with a thud. Felicity released her hold on his arm, standing over him. “Huh? That was easier than I thought it would be.” Felicity extended her hand, offering to help pull him up, Oliver accepted, his hand wrapped around hers and he pulled himself to his feet, Felicity stumbled forward and her body brushed against him, he steadied her with his hands on her shoulders.   Felicity swallowed, her face flushing as she looked down taking a step back. Oliver’s hands fell to his sides and he turned away from her, running a hand through his hair. After a moment he cleared his throat and turned back to her, all business. “Again.” “But I got it that time.” Felicity protested, lips pulling down into a frown.   “Yes, and I want it to be second nature to you. Again.” He said, his eyes hardening over with steel.   Felicity groaned. Oliver was an even harder trainer than Diggle. She honestly didn’t know how she was going to survive, especially with Oliver shirtless and sweaty, distracting her all the while. How in the hell was she supposed to stay focused?

After training with Oliver to the point of exhaustion, Felicity took a shower to rid herself of all the sweat, the hot water had felt amazing on her sore overworked muscles. She had almost been tempted to take a shower that had nothing to do with her overworked muscles.  She swore to herself that from now on training with Oliver was going to be a last resort. She had returned to her work back in her office, working on writing a new code for a security program for one of her freelance jobs when a knock sounded on her office door. Oliver who was station outside of her office, opened the door, letting Sara inside. “Hey, I wanted to see if you wanted to get drinks after my shift? It’s been a while and I think you could use a night out with a friend.” “Actually, yeah, I’d like that.” With everything going on Felicity felt like she could use a drink. She had spent most of the day with Oliver training with him. His constant state of being shirtless and sweaty and in very close proximity had her flustered all day and don’t even get her started on how training went. She swore he was a harder trainer than Digg. “I don’t think that’s a good thing.” Oliver protested stepping forward. Honestly, he hated the idea. He didn’t want Felicity taking unnecessary risk. “For all, we know whoever broke into your home is watching you and are just waiting to catch you alone.” “She won’t be alone. She’ll be with me.” Sara argued. “Not a good idea.” Oliver didn’t think it would be the right time until everything was settled down and whoever was threatening Felicity was either behind bars, in a coma or six feet under whichever option kept Felicity the safest. “She’ll be fine. I would never let any harm come to her. “ Sara vowed. “I am right here and I can speak for myself,” Felicity said with an undertone of annoyance. “Oliver, I get that you’re looking out for me but I really would like to get drinks with Sara and that is what I’m going to do. I can take care of myself. It’s what you and Digg have started training me to do but even if I couldn’t I trust Sara with my safety.” “Felicity..” Oliver started.   “I’ll be fine.” Felicity locked her gaze with his concerned one. “I promise. It’s just a few drinks. I’ll be back at your place before the night is over.” Oliver sighed after a moment, relenting knowing this was Felicity’s choice and not only was she capable of making her own decisions but it was her right, no matter how much he rather lock her away somewhere safe and secure to ensure she was never hurt. “Just be safe.” he pleaded. “Please.” “I will,” Felicity promised.   Sara placed her hand on Oliver’s shoulder. “Don’t worry, I’ll have your girl back to you before you can miss her.” Oliver doubted that was possible, whenever Felicity wasn’t around he felt her absence. Sara found it very telling that he didn’t deny that he thought of Felicity’s as his girl or the way Felicity blushed. 

Sara and Felicity were at Sara's favorite bar, throwing back shots. Okay, Felicity was having a few shots and Sara was only sipping at her second. Sara wanted to stay alert. “So what’s going on with you and Oliver?” Sara wondered, tracing the rim of her glass with her finger. “Nothing,” Felicity said quickly, the question surprised her.   “I doubt that,” said Sara unconvinced. “The way Oliver’s been looking at you lately, it’s like you’re all he can focus on.” “I don’t know what to tell you,” Felicity said, the quiet buzz she felt, made it easy to speak candidly. “There isn’t really anything going on. It obvious that he cares about me, I mean, he’s made that pretty clear but..” “But what?” Sara asked when Felicity trailed off. “He’s my employee and I’m his boss. Mixing you’re personal life with your business one can get so complicated.” No matter what she might feel for Oliver she couldn’t cross that line.   “But sometimes those complications are worth it,” said Sara, her lips pulling into a soft smile. “I mean, look at me and Nyssa, we work together and we are together and I can honestly say I’ve never been happier with anyone else.” Felicity fell silent, thinking over what Sara said but after a beat, she asked. “You think Oliver and I are like you and Nyssa?” “I think you could be,” said Sara, she had seen Oliver and Felicity together and it was obvious there was a spark there that could burn bright if given the opportunity. “If that was something you wanted to give a chance. How do you feel about Oliver?”   “I don’t know.” It wasn’t necessarily true, Felicity knew but there was a part of her that held herself back, the same part of her that noticed words going unsaid between Oliver and her all the time but still she couldn’t bring herself to do anything other than pull away whenever they had a moment or started to grow closer.   “I think you do know but you just won’t admit it to yourself,” Sara responded knowingly. “I think you’re afraid to take a chance on him cause the last time you took a chance on someone he turned out to be a complete scumbag who shouldn’t have the right to breathe air.” Felicity looked away from Sara, her stomach twisting in knots. “But Oliver isn’t like that,” said Sara, waiting until Felicity turned back to her. “He’s a good guy and he cares about you. I think you should give him a chance or at least consider it.” Felicity felt emotion weigh on her chest but she couldn’t help but remember the last time she opened her heart to someone romantically. Cooper tore her down, made her feel like she was less of a person and didn’t deserve to be treated like a decent human being. He almost killed her. “I think it best Oliver and I keep things as professional as possible,” she said, her expression shuttered.   Sara made a sound of disagreement but said nothing further on the subject. She wasn’t going to push the matter further. If she was right she had a feeling Felicity could only deny her feelings for so long before giving in. “I’m sorry to intrude but I was hoping to buy you a drink?” Felicity turned to see a raven-haired male had slid into the open seat next to her. Felicity thought he seemed harmless enough with his square jaw, green eyes but she wasn’t looking to be hit on, no matter how handsome the man might be. “That’s very kind of you, but no. I’m just trying to enjoy a night out with my friend.” “That’s perfectly okay.” The man smiled politely. “I’m sorry to have bothered you.” “No, bother,” Felicity assured him.   “In case you change your mind, I’ll be at the end of the bar.” He stood moving to said end of the bar. Sara watch him go, her eyes narrowing as he waved the bartender down. “I don’t like him.” Felicity snorted. “You don’t even know him.” “Don’t need to. I have a sixth sense about these things.” And something about the guy gave Sara a bad feeling.   Felicity frowned, turning to glance at the man at the other end of the bar, nursing a beer, he looked up, their gazes caught, he offered up a charming smile. Felicity returned it with a small one of her own before turning back to Sara. "I don’t see it. He seems harmless.” Sara clicked her tongue. “You just look for the good in people but that guy? I’m telling you he’s bad news.” Felicity shrugged. “Doesn’t matter. I’m not interested.” “Good,” Sara responded and waved down the bartender ordering them two more shots however they left the bar shortly after.

“You know you don’t have to walk me to the door,” Felicity told Sara after she walked her to Oliver's doorstep after pulling up outside his place. “Of course I did. I’m sure Oliver would be jumping down my throat otherwise, the man thinks he’s the only one who wants to protect you.” Sara rolled her eyes goodnaturedly. Felicity couldn’t argue there, she moved to open his apartment door but before she could it was swung open by a worried looking Oliver, however, he sighed in relief at the sight of her. “I was getting worried.” “No need to be.” Felicity smiled at Sara. “I’ll see you tomorrow.” Sara nodded. “Think about what I said," she said before turning to head back to her car. Oliver closed the door behind Felicity as she stepped inside. “What did Sara mean?” Felicity shrugged. “Nothing. She was just messing around.” Oliver nodded, following her further into his home. “Did you have a good time?” “I did.” Felicity nodded. “It’s was nice to get drinks with a friend.” She covered her mouth as she yawned. “Look it’s late, I was going to head to bed but we can talk more over breakfast.” “Okay,” Oliver nodded. “Hey, um, I know I was against you going out but I was just worried.” “I know.” Felicity's expression softened, her hand reached out and landed on his chest. “it might drive me crazy but I am grateful that you care.” Oliver glanced down at her hand then back at her as he lifted his hand and placed it over hers. “Still,  I know I can be a little overbearing.” “A little?” Felicity couldn’t help but tease and Oliver gave a small surprised laugh. “Fine, maybe more than a little,” he conceded, fighting back a smile. Felicity shook her head and pulled her hand from beneath his. “Goodnight, Oliver.” She walked around him. “Good night.” he murmured, following her with his eyes. Felicity never saw the longing look in his eyes as she disappeared into her room, shutting the door behind her. There were times when Felicity would make Oliver laugh suddenly and it surprised him every time. She surprised him. He didn’t think she would ever stop surprising him and he found he didn’t want her to. The way she always surprised him was something he really enjoyed about her. She was unexpected and he wouldn’t have it any other way. 

Felicity had spent the morning, reviewing one of the cases of the sheltered women in case she missed something in her suspect list. Oliver and Digg were both stationed by her door. She shifted through her digital files on her computer, nothing was popping up until unexpectedly it did. When she came across a photo of a dark-haired man. The man staring back at her was familiar to her. An involuntarily gasped escaped her as her lips parted in surprise. Oliver aware of everything that she did was at her side in seconds. “What is it?” She stared at the picture of the man.   He was the same man who had approached her the night before when she was out with Sara. Warning bells went off in her head with everything that was going on it couldn’t be a coincidence that he had approached her the night before. “I saw this man last night. He approach me when I was out with Sara last night.” Digg had moved to stand at her other side, both men looking at the picture of the man on screen. Flashing lights went off in her head like a warning with everything that was going on there was no way this was a mere coincidence. It couldn’t be.   Felicity couldn’t help but wonder if he was the one who sent her the threat or maybe he was the one who tried to break into her home. If he was the one stalking her. Maybe last night was him playing some kind of mind game. Maybe all this boiled down to him. She looked at Diggle for a moment then Oliver, her eyes settling on his blue ones, the tension was coming off him in waves. “What if he’s the one who is behind everything?” Oliver’s jaw clenched. “Then Digg and I will take care of it.”   He looked to Diggle and the larger man nodded.  “Consider it done.” Felicity bit her bottom lip. While she suspected this man was behind everything she feared there might be something bigger at play. She felt like she was missing something and she needed to figure it out before disaster struck and someone got hurt.  

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