#Hopefully I’ll stick to it
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Heyyyy darling @oh-shtars I have finished your DTIYS!
You are in luck because I likely would not have finished this if I had not been struck with a drawing fever at 3am today
(It is currently 3:33am… a lovely time to be on Tumblr)
But nevertheless! Here is my take on your Ashueño meet cute!
I actually coloured it! I used the reference colours for Sueño and sort of made the assumption that his hair was glowing. Bonus if you know what the other light source is
I tried to make Sueño as scared as possible, after all this is the third human he’s met, and the first two Mother Gothel’d him bad. He is terrified that she might do something to him. I just love brutally traumatized boys 😇
For Asha, I tried to make her expression more surprised and shocked than afraid. After all, she’s the servant to Magnifico and Amaya, and I’m sure she’s seen magic around. Plus… this weird, glowing young man was kind of cute. There’s no coloured sheet of her Act I outfit but I tried my best based off of the royal couple’s colours
Original image and timelapse below the cut!
Fun fact, this was the first finished art piece I signed with my new name! I quite like it :3
#Btw Flicker#I did decide on a brush to use now#For the comics and miscellaneous art#Hopefully I’ll stick to it#But thank you! Working on this piece solidified it for me#Ahsjakhdksjd I haven’t coloured in a while so I’m really happy with how this turned out#Lineart isn’t my favourite thing so I just skipped it#I’m lazy and want to do things as fast as possible lol#I don’t like creating sketch layers#Just do it and hope for the best#This was a bit different though#And I enjoyed it!#disney wish#wish 2023#asha x star#star x asha#asha#human star#saph doodles#reach for the stars au#rfts au#dtiyschallenge
57 notes
·
View notes
Text
Well, that didn’t go as planned; I didn’t even do this for one day as I kept wanting to read. Anyway, I’m slightly revising this for 2024– I’ll start with writing for at least an hour and then I’ll read.
I think I’m going to be trying a new routine this month. I’m going to try and read until I need a break from reading for the day and then I’m going to listen to music and write for at least an hour afterwards. I don’t know how well this is going to work out but *fingers crossed* this goes well.
I’m also going to hopefully put together two book playlists for two of the three books I can currently see myself writing tonight so I have no excuse to procrastinate tomorrow. The third book already has a playlist.
19 notes
·
View notes
Text
…… king……….
#😭😭😭#very real of him tho#watching a random comp while sick#i’m glad he’s feeling better :3 hopefully it sticks#the chapter translation was fast this week!! i’ll probably be reading it later today#ari noises ✩
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
‘Why havn’t I been posting much?’ I ask myself.
The 2k, heavily researched, teeth headcanons in my drafts that isn’t even half way through yet: ‘wHy HaVn’T I bEEn pOStINg MuCH’
#I’m having a blast#hopefully I’ll finish them#a few characters might get the short end of the stick#sorry König I know nothing about you and I have never seen your teeth#when these drop you guys better appreciate my insanity#only I would dedicate hours of my life to slowly dissecting everything I can about the dental habits of characters#might do a poll on who you want first because this will be MULTIPLE posts#cod mw2#mw2#cod#cod mwii#cod modern warfare#cod headcanons#so far I have finished#alex keller#farah karim#hadir karim#simon ghost riley#Kate laswell#john soap mactavish#teeth hcs
42 notes
·
View notes
Text
Warm up doodle of Donnie²
[based on @naivesilver’s AU that you can read here]
#TMNT#donatello hamato#donatello splinterson#naivesilver#I figured since I did a traditional mikey and a messy sketch ralh I could do Donnie in a different style also#I’m working on a Comission and once that’s done I’ll do the last out of touch turts day but I also have a test coming up#professional job applications#supply teacher work#sorting my life and sticking myself back together with duct tape kind of activities#so I’m a bit overwhelmed#anyway this was a warm up for the Comission but now I just want to sleep again#so I’m posting this now and running away lmao#hopefully this time next week things are better xxxx#shaking the latch au
48 notes
·
View notes
Text
im taking a break.
it’s not just about the election. It’s something that’s been happening for a long time. My mental health has been pretty up and down lately, and slowly I’ve been trying to cut out some of the sources of those mood swings.
I thought I was doing better on here, moderating my exposure to certain topics that I knew would upset me, but it just leaks in. It always leaks in. And I think tonight was the breaking point where I realized that, regardless of who wins the election, I’m not going to be having a good time on here.
It’s perfectly understandable to be anxious. It’s perfectly understandable to vent. But I’ve seen so many posts turn to total catastrophizing and doomerism, and there isn’t really a lot of criticism about this kind of mentality that I see on here. It seems like it’s just…accepted that you think about the worst-case scenario all the time, that you constantly immerse yourself in all the bad things happening in the world, that you have to drag yourself down into despair and hatred and nihilism in order to have any kind of effect on the world. If you don’t? The consequences are catastrophic.
“If you don’t vote ___, the world is going to end and your rights will be taken away.”
that’s one of the main things I’ve been seeing tonight, for the past few weeks, months, year. And I can’t believe it. I’ve lived through those claims before, in 2016, and they never really happened. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t want a clown for president again, but I don’t think treating him as this bogeyman who will ensure the downfall of the entire human race is going to help.
we don’t know. We don’t know what’s going to happen. I sincerely doubt that Project 2025 is going to go to fruition, because there are already so many good people out there willing to fight against it. But I don’t see that sentiment often on here: just that nothing be done against it, nothing can prevent it. We can only lay down and die.
So many posts have that mentality. So many times have I seen people think the only way out is death.
I was starting to think that too, recently.
It’s not healthy. It’s not going to change anything. People need you alive and healthy to fight the good fight. I WANT to be alive and healthy. And in order to do that, I need to turn my thinking around.
I can’t do that and stay on here.
I don’t know when I’ll be back, but I do want to say that I’ll be ok. I have my support system, I have my things to do, I’m going to be politically active anyway regardless of the presidential outcome. I just hope that you all can do the same for yourselves. Please take care of yourselves. Please be kind and take breaks when you need to. Don’t burn yourselves out on activism. Don’t think that death is the only way to ease the pain.
It’ll be ok. I love you all.
#long post#personal#vent#i mean I’ve tried to take breaks before but it’s never really worked out#Having faith this will stick#Needed to kick my phone addiction anyway haha#When I come back I’ll hopefully have some awesome stuff for you all#Persevere! The world is good and you have more power than you think you do.
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
making my silly little drawings to submit to a zine even tho i know it won’t get accepted because it’s nice to draw things anyway and deadlines fix my art block
#am i cramming way too much into one a5 page? yes!#am i incredibly insecure of any words i write but putting it in anyway? yes!#hopefully i don’t get too insecure about it all and give up before it’s done lol#i know i’ll be bummed when it’s inevitably rejected lol but yippee for trying new things#my silly little brain#it would be so nice if i was good at making deadlines for myself and sticking to them#alas
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
If it’s really the end then I just wanna say I’m so greatful for all the new friends and fun memories we’ve made throughout the past year- these past few months in particular were very hard and I’ll be heartbroken if this is really how it all ends… but I’m glad I spent it with all of you- muito obrigado 🫂
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
Augehhrhghfg homework. Big explosion
#why did I choose this weekend of all weekends to come home…#(I had like three end-of-module projects due)#luckily I am mostly done#I just have one more due tomorrow (or I guess later today) at midnight#and I spent all night working on it sooo just have to write a little bit more and do a bunch of stick figure drawings. easy peasy#just. time consuming 😰#hopefully I have plenty of time tomorrow#hoping to finish in tbe morning but we’ll see. might have to wajt for the evening#in other news I spent forever setting up my hand-me-down Kindle#and I finally got it hooked up to a new account#and I can’t transfer books onto it 😭 idk why#I’ve tried like three different methods and a few different file formats but no dice#sighhh maybe tomorrow morning I’ll fivure it out IDK I want to read books#I am so tired SORRY FOR TBE RAMBLE I just wanted to post a ljttle diary entry#goodnightttt 😁😁😁😁😁❤️#🤓posting
2 notes
·
View notes
Note
HEY NOW YOU BETTER POST SOMETHING SWEET AND HAPPY NOW CAUSE THAT PROMPT HAS ME ON THE LEDGE
you come into my blog… on the day my daughter is to be married… and you ask me for icemav angst… and you expect me not to deliver….
#It’s ok anon i nearly threw up in the shower after writing that dw it hurt me too#working on lesbian charlie/mav (whoever sent that one in —may god smile upon you)#that should be happier hopefully#also the NASA au. that’s teed up too. will require some research but am having ideas#i started my job in the aerospace & defense industry yesterday!!!!!!#in my cubicle I am working under a framed glass print of an f-35 taking off from an aircraft carrier and on the opposite wall is a ch-47#it’s uh a little weird admittedly.#but it seems like to get ur foot in the door in defense journalism... you do have to stick your feet in closing doors lol#and it might hurt a little#ate lunch on the roof of the Raytheon building. 18 yo socialist me would strangle me.#I’ll do wip Thursday this week. sorry not ready for today sorry.
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
i will forever be thanking my teenage self for realizing “i don’t want to die i just don’t want to be in this situation.” however that means i have to change my situation. and that’s fucking hard
#and i’m tired and i don’t want to do it#blah blah#i love my friends and my family and my pets and i don’t want to lose them or have them lose me#i just don’t really want to be who i am#and i don’t want to do what im doing#i just have to stick it out for like a few months and then i’ll quit#hopefully#hopefully.
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
new hobby just dropped:
#I’m so excited to start you don’t even KNOW#I really enjoyed playing the keyboard back when I had one and in school but then we rehomed it#it is learning the skill all over again though#so hopefully I don’t drop it like I’ve dropped other hobbies I’ve tried to pursue#I think I’ll stick with this one though#even if I can’t learn how to properly use it I can always just play with the keys when I’m bored
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
I’ve gone ahead and tagged all of my AO3 stuff with the Salt and Light tag—I’m not sure if anyone in the Salt and Light circle is into Kingdom Hearts or Legend of Zelda or anything that I’ve written thus far, but it’s all there just in case 😅
#I can never stick to writing for just one fandom so hopefully I’ll have lots of things#next up is a doctor who fic#but I treat dw lore like a ball of wibbly-wobbly timey-wimey stuff#meaning that anything I find objectionable simply does not exist#salt and light
34 notes
·
View notes
Text
Oh.
Oh no.
I did so much outlining/replotting today and now BRAIN GO BRRR how do I sleep?
#say something#I’m really hoping this round of chapter outlines STICKS#and also that hopefully they will get written into chapters with a magical ease I’ve never known before#but I’ll settle for one update within the next week or two 😂#not that I’m promising that LOL I know better
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
ok i don’t say it a lot but to everyone who interacts with my work with likes, reblogs or comments i just wanna say thank you for that like it might be not be a lot for some people but it helps me be a better writer (even if my career path is not really anything near it) and keep trying even if life is a lot
#like thank you guys so much#i can be very cold sometimes but i’m a nice person ‘m sorry i just don’t know how to interact#thank u for sticking around everyone#more works coming out soon too :))#hopefully i’ll find some inspiration for the reqs soon
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
my dash is flooded with all kinds of witcher s3 gifs (i never mind spoilers) and i feel myself getting sucked back in 👀
don’t have the emotional bandwidth to watch just yet but i’m getting excited for the new eps
#i’m in an insanely weird emotional state at the moment#so i’m sticking to known/safe media for comfort at the moment#made one of the biggest life changing decisions recently and now it feels like my entire world needs to recalibrated#hopefully i’ll even out in a week or so
8 notes
·
View notes