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MuskMask Up
Found footage of the missing persons Eddie Leon and Bowen Chen, last seen vlogging at a new gym with a mandatory mask policy. Well documented is what seems to happen when one forgets theirs.
Mixing it up a bit! Diary entries within a short metanarrative police investigation- Meat of the story is coworkers bulking up at an advanced rate after borrowing masks from the gym, hope you enjoy! -Occam
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The following footage was found by the now missing-in-action Detective Smith during a missing persons investigation of civilians Eduardo âEddieâ Leon and Bowen Chen. If you have any information on the whereabouts of the pair or Detective Smith please call APD with information.
February 1st:
The scene opens with Eddieâs face inches away from a tripod heâs setting up. Behind him, stretching outside the entrance to a gym, is coworker Bowen Chen. Eddie smiles once he sees the camera has begun recording and backs away to start the first vlog on his journey to better health. Hopping up and waving both hands with abandon, he does just that.
âHeyyy guys! Todayâs day one of hitting the gym with Bowen! Obviously he knows what heâs doing so this whole thing should be a piece of cake- I mean look at him!â He gestures to his friend mid-drink of water and Bowen quickly chokes it down before shyly responding. Face blushing pink as heâs clearly not nearly as comfortable on camera.
âAh, uhm- Yes. Hello, audience? Iâve been ah uhm, steady? At the gym for a few years now and Eddie was wondering if I could show him the ropes. Sooo, uhm.â Eduardo was very clear that he was going to be doing a vlog about the whole thing but Bowen had no idea how much a camera would put him on edge. Seeing him flounder and hearing every word come quieter than the last Eddie quickly picks up the slack.
âSo yeah! Weâre going to a new gym that opened up, all their ads brag about retention rate and quick results which is what Iâm all about haha!â Seeing a man in a face mask come through the automatic doors behind him Eddie claps his hands and tacks on, âOH! They also still require face masks which, I donât mind,â he playfully grasps his friendâs jaw causing blush to return over a shy grin, âit does mean you might be seeing less of this little cutieâs face but so it goes~ When in Brome hee hee!âÂ
Bowenâs phone goes off as a timer set to ensure the pair stretch for long enough comes to an end. He then chastises Eddie for spending so long of their prep time vlogging before crossing his arms and resetting the clock to make sure his trainee stretches. Eddie quickly turns off the vlog with a wink, âYikes already on his bad side haha~ See yâall later!â
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February 9th:
âHelloooo guys~ Took my mask off real quick to record this.â He pauses to sniff the air and almost gags as he smells the musk of the gym, usually covered by his mask. âGod is this what all gyms smell like?â Looking down at his sweat stained body and glistening chest he grimaces as he guesses heâs certainly not helping. Shaking it off he returns to his vlog, âHm. Iâll edit that out- Helloooo Guys! You would not believe how much progress Iâve made already!â
He does a small flex and itâs clear he has put on more weight than would be expected, or rather more weight in a week than should be possible. âNo one tells you how much you have to eat to put on mass, guys! Or I guess- Bowen told me huh?â He giggles and then jolts upright and turns the camera to his trainer working at a machine. âSpeaking of gains there Mr. Mass is himself.â Behind the lens Eddie continues, âI forgot my mask today so the sweetie let me borrow his. Hear that ladies? This hunkâs also a gentleman. Someone get a ring on that finger!â
As Eddie continues to film Bowenâs reps itâs clear that something besides the effort is causing him discomfort. In fact it almost seems like the workout isnât bothering him at all as he rolls his eyes before bending down to put more weight on the machine. With a free hand he plugs his nose to have the slightest moment of freedom from the musky scent that must be distracting him. Then as soon as he grunts through his first rep at the new weight a figure appears behind him, wearing a mask over the whole of his head and taps on his shoulder before clearly preparing to confront him.
âOop, oh shit-â Eddie whispers, too far from his trainer to know what exactly the little confrontation is about, but after a few gestures to his maskless face itâs pretty clear. The sound of Eddie quickly putting his mask back on can be heard behind the camera as across the gym Bowen clearly nods a few times, assumedly acquiescing, motioning to pack up and head back later. He apologies and gestures for Eddie to head to the locker room but then the sweaty masked man waves him off and pats him on the back, pulling out a mask from his sweatpants.
Bowenâs gasp is loud enough to be heard enough on camera as he backs into the machine in shock as the brute holds out a mask retrieved from his sweaty pants. He waves his hands clear as day that heâs not about to put on that must-be stained mask. Eddie quickly gets off his machine and starts to head over check in on his friend. He knows Bowen hates attention and is wont to fold at any confrontation but surely heâs not about to be pressured into putting on that dirty rag.
Keeping the camera trained on Bowen just in case, heâs too focused on the shot to really notice the fear in the manâs eyes as he stares up at the masked figure. And then, with a gulp, Bowen shakily accepts the mask, close enough to read lips one could just about make out Bowenâs whispered apology, âIâm sorry sir it wonât happen againâ And then he does the unthinkable and puts on the dirty mask. Eddie reacts quietly enough only for the camera to pick up, âJesus Christ- Bo!? What are you doing?!âÂ
After the masked man pats Bowen on the back, harder than one surely should, and offers a rough handshake, he departs. The camera captures a few more frames as Eddie walks the final few feet over. While not covered in sweat, itâs clear that the mask on Bowenâs face is wrinkled and has a small dark patch in its corner. Either from the workout or from the anxious confrontation, the trainer is clearly breathing heavily.Â
With each breath his eyes begin to glisten glassy. Staring off into the middle distance he adjusts his pants and seems distracted as each heaving breath strives to be deeper than the one that came before, as each gasp of musky air tries to instill more of the essence trapped within the wretched mask. His eyes almost begin to cross in the last frame before Eddie puts his phone in his pocket, leaving the last few seconds of the recording audio only. âUhhhhm, Hey Bowen? What the fuck was that?â
There is a few seconds pause followed by the sound of presumably Bowen swallowing saliva before he answers âOh! Uhhh yeah? I donât know dude?â âDude?â âSorry my head feels like itâs swimming, Eddie? That was so uhh, intense-â The sound of adjusting clothing again comes through, someone pulling on the elastic band of their underwear.
Realizing the whole confrontation only happened because he forgot his own mask, Eddie apologizes, âThat wouldnât have happened if I didnât take yours. Look we can swap if you-ââNO.â Silence follows once more before Bowen continues, âNo I uhm- donât mind br- Eddie. How about we call it there and head home?â Eduardo agrees and the pair head off to the locker room. After a few steps the recording ends.
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February 15th:
The image begins as usual of Eddie from afar, though the sound of weightâs clanging is far louder than usual. After a few false starts interrupted by the din of falling metal, the vlogger walks a few feet away and begins talking to the camera, âHey everyone, quick update this time-â Flexing to himself he takes a moment to address his continued growth before in the distance he hears brash, deep laughter and what little of his face is revealed makes his worry clear as day.
âIâm still chugging along but Bowen has, well blown up? Ever since the last vlog when that asshole made him wear a dirty mask itâs almost like heâs a totally different person? Here, look-â Eddie quickly pans the camera over to a man almost unrecognizable resting on a bench. Beyond having arms as large as Bowenâs legs should be, the manâs demeanor is indeed entirely different. He flexes his arm and moans to himself as he sees a central vein pushing against the strained shirt sleeve.
âIs it steroids? Do you think? OH! Heâs also started using the masks the gym provides- Are there like, inhale-y steroids?â The vlogger quickly heads to the web to research, paying no mind to what the lens catch as the camera unintentionally witnesses the massive man lumbering up from his bench, leaving an unwiped sweat stain in his wake.
Massive pecs bounce with each step and thighs strain his shorts as he makes his way over to Eddie, âYO! Edster- Come help me stretch!â Eddie flinches as heâs shouted at, groaning uncomfortably he obeys his trainer. Forgetting he was taking a vlog at all he sets his phone down. The air fills with groans, cracking bones, and almost deliberately loud grunts from Bowen.
âYou know I seem to remember you wanting to not put on too much weight Bo?âÂ
Thereâs a deep guffaw, âPshyeah, but yâknow, when the muscle-bug bites huhuh!â The sound of his sleeves straining from a performative flex covers up his breathy moan from hyperextension. âWoah bro, why do you look so down?â
Clearly not thinking his mood would be caught by a man whose only gear has suddenly become self-obsessed, Eddie stumbles, âWell I donât know, I guess? Iâm just worried about- You just seem a little different is all.
âHuh.â Thereâs a long silence interrupted only by the buzz of music and clanging weights far off. Then thereâs a quick gasp as in one motion Bowen stands and hoists Eddie into the air, âwoAH! Bo! Put me down!âÂ
âHuhuh no bro I get it- You donât know why youâre not seeinâ results as good as mine I totally get it!â Eddie grunts and gags in arms that truly could snap him in half, âUgh B- youâre so sweaty ple-ugh.â Squirming in the behemothâs grasp his face is forced into sweaty pecs that promptly stain his mask a dark blue. âGod youâre going to get your b.o. All over me dude-âÂ
There are a few more seconds of complaint before Bowen finally drops his little buddy. Picking up his phone thereâs a look of concern or questioning on his face, any number of thoughts soar through his mind, has Bowen always been that tall? Why has he grown so much? What happened to him, is it going to happen to me? And then he takes a deep breath. A sigh in relief or irritation, itâs unclear, but it doesnât matter. The camera gets a much better glimpse this time as the gym-goer breaths in the oh-so musky, mask filtered air.
Under the mask his mouth squrims into a grimace, but already eyes begin to give way to thoughtless longing. With another breath one twitches while the other falls open wide, wanting nothing more than to mainline the scent directly into his nervous system. Pupils dilate large enough to almost hide his cacao irises before a meaty hand pats him on the back, âEarth to Eddo- Bro? You cominâ to wash up or what huhuh!â Jarred back to sentience, Eddie nods and follows him, the recording ending a few moments after.
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February 22nd:
The camera alights on someone unrecognizable baring his torso for fans he doesnât yet have, though the glazed look in his eyes is more than enough hint to prove it is the vlogger before he introduces himself. âYoooo guys! Back at it again with Bowen, howâre we lookin?â
Eddie flexes a thick bicep and smirks under his mask, adjusting it as he laughs. Itâs deeper, slower, a far cry from his usual giggle. âoh yeah, Iâve been usinâ the gyms masks just like Bowen said. And I gotta say, I think theyâre the real secret of this place, Iâve just been packinâ on muscle since I started borrowing them.â
Standing to his side, Bowen makes himself known, somehow even bulkier than last time. Veins criss cross his forearms and shoulders stretch wide enough that itâs a wonder he was able to even get the suctioned compression shirt om. The thin elastic straps of his mask almost snap as he speaks up, the meek camera-shy man he once was clearly erased from his mind, âIâm saying Ed! Donât know why you were holdinâ out on trying them after seeing how much Iâve grown!â Bowen crosses his arms and his top is stretched to his limits.
Eddie laughs before his eyes go dull as laughter leaves him with no choice but to take yet another deep breath. Lost in a thought that seems to never come, his words are barely audible enough to be caught by the camera almost mistakable for a moan, it may as well be one. He whispers âneed more.â Drawn out like a death knell his vocal chords creak as they lengthen. And then, the camera captures the impossible.
It looks as if itâs edited. Arms go limp as they hang lower, bloat larger, heavier, barely staying in their sockets before his shoulders similarly bulge into thick balls of muscle. Pecs that have existed for less than a month push his sweaty tank top to its limits. The bench on which he rests creaks under his weight as thighs send tears through athletic shorts that were already too tight to wear.Â
Behind him, his massive trainerâs eyes widen as he pauses his workout to stare at Eddieâs growth. Hungrily watching as individual strands of muscle flex and surge. Were his own mask not already sweat-stained, the drool frothing from his mouth may be more apparent. Bowen lets his weights clatter to the floor as he staggers close and leans in close to Eddieâs neck, sniffing like a predator, releasing something in between a whimper and grown as his scarred palms clench at his prey-apparentâs biceps, still bulging larger in his hands.
Bowenâs chest, over doubled in size since he began frequenting this gym, produces a rumble low enough to barely register as words. Through his mask he teeths the manâs neck, âThink I got another idea to get some gains Eddie.â This stirs the man from his reveries though does not for minute stop his growth as he bolts to his feet, almost falling forward from the new weight on his chest. Surely he would have had the man about to work him out maintained the iron grip on his arm.
Not another word is heard from the pair as they swiftly retreat to the locker room. The tripod continues filming until Eddieâs phone dies and contains little else of note. Other gym goers wander around the background, all of them masked and many of them stare forward with the same glazed eyes as they sit at various machines, laughing to themselves, breathing heavily, and lifting more with each heaving rep. Just before his phone dies and the recording ends, the man who gave Bowen his mask collects the tripod, through his mask a smile is clear on his face.
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On March fifteenth newly promoted Detective Archie Smith follows up on a lead from coworkers of the missing men that the pair had recently started hitting up the Musclerade Gym. something about vlogging. The detective didnât care. Miraculously, almost immediately did he find a pair of men who identify as Eduardo and Bowen. The only thing is-both resolutely deny ever having worked in an office building. Beyond that, it barely takes a glance to tell that despite their names and races that they cannot be the men in question. By sheer body weight alone, itâs impossible
Sure Mr. Chen looks healthy enough in his license photo but that massive hunk that stands before him could punch straight through the Detective. With a gulp Archie finds his eyes desperately wanting to trace the powerful muscles, begging for his attention through spandex and strained nylon. He finds his attention drawn to his own crotch as he canât help but trace the veins on âEduardoâsâ flexing arms to a hairy armpit dripping with sweat. Before heâs lost to his lusts however, he comes to his senses as the acrid musk pouring from both men sears his nose.
With a grunt he shakes off the beyond unprofessional distraction and meets the eyes of both men, neither too pleased to see the officer in their space. He fakes a smile and turns to continue his investigation before being intercepted by a man who seems to be of some authority, pulling him off to the side. Only his eyes are visible which sets Archie on edge. âWhat seems to be the problem officer?â
He explains his case and the mystery man calls the pair over, their harsh glares soften and Eddie laughs as heâs reminded of his little vlogs. Apparently the pair are trainers at the gym which despite some strange ping at the back of his mind, ignoring something screaming from his gut, when he sees their sculpted forms, smells their noxious odors, he canât help but believe them. The masked man even offers to give him the recorded film, that is as long as heâs okay adhering to the gymâs guidelines while he waits.
Thereâs a glint in the eyes of both massive men now standing behind him as they each dislodge wrinkled masks from stained pants that have clearly suffered at least one gym session. Prepared to suffer more discomfort than this to sate his curiosity he throws on one of the hopefully unused masks. Itâs at this point that the case goes cold.Â
This recounting of events, along with a copy of Eduardo Leonâs âvlogsâ were found sloppily scrawled on some magazines near the shredded uniform of Officer Smith. It doesnât seem to be his handwriting unless he were racing quite hastily against, well. I havenât quite the idea what. I suppose it is of some note that they were next to a bloated member of the gym who didnât have any I.D. on him. His clothes seemed to be from a lost and found as they didnât fit quite right. We were unable to further investigate his identity, but without a doubt it simply could not be Officer Smith.
The junior officer who retrieved the evidence could scarcely spend five minutes next to the man, and given Smithâs predilections towards order and cleanliness it simply could not be him. Unfortunately the state of the gym put the officer in such unease that he did no further investigation. Itâs a shame as when an investigation team was sent the following day it was as if the gym was never there. I am not one for flights of fancy, it is my belief that the whole situation was simply some drug front, perhaps steroids. At any rate should you see, or perhaps smell any of these men. I advise caution. And under no circumstances should you borrow one of their face masks, obviously.
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Included above are to our best knowledge are the most recent sightings of Bowen Chen, Eduardo Leon, and finally a third depicting Eduardo alongside who we believe to be the man of interest found nearby Officer Smithâs uniform. It seems they havenât stopped growing, that is, if this all isnât some wild goose chase. Again, if you have information do report to APD. Though please refrain from submitting any, biological material. We have lost enough of the forensics department to this mania as is.
#male tf#mental change#musk tf#muscle tf#jockification#mental transformation#dumber#personality change#male transformation#gay transformation
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only angel
pairing: bau!f reader x spencer reid
summary: in which reader is part of the bau and has to go undercover as an exotic dancer in order to catch the unsub. but the reader has been hiding lots of tattoos underneath her seemingly innocent facade. spencer goes to readers hotel room afterwards after holding in his feelings for so long.
warnings: violence, smut, oral (f receiving) unprotected p in v (wrap it up!!!!)
a/n: hey guys i hope you enjoy this quick little one shot!! this is inspired by the song only angel by harry styles :) also this is my first attempt at writing smut so i hope this good lmao
this is the song i imagined playing in the club lol
you and team gathered into the conference room in the local police station to go over the case you were all assigned to once again. the unsub had been killing exotic dancers and the amount of overkill was increasing with each body that was getting discovered.
âthis unsub is progressing at rapid speed, we keep missing him each time we go out into the field. we have no other option but to send someone to go undercover as one of the dancers.â hotch said sighing.
everyoneâs heads immediately turned round to you. jj was a mom and couldnât risk it, emily was deemed âtoo oldâ to be a dancer but you were the youngest.
âyouâre the only right person for this, y/n.â emily said. âi donât want to mess it up what if im not convincing enough?â you questioned as you felt your face flush. âyouâll do great!â penelope chimed in.
âif you really donât feel comfortable we can find someone else.â hotch said not pressuring you. âno.. no itâs fine.â you smiled shakily and he nodded.
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âi feel so weird.â you said to emily as you looked at your appearance in the mirror. your hair was curled, you felt like you had a ton of makeup on, and you were wearing a shimmery pink bralette and booty shorts your tattoos that you had been hiding on full display.
âyou look hot.â emily reassured. âalso your tattoos are great, i didnât know you had all of these.â emily said her eyes trailing up and down your body. you had a tiger tattoo on your stomach and a big flower tattoo down your spine. âthank youâ you blushed.
emily had fixed your earpiece for you so your team could hear everything you were saying.
âare you ready?â emily asked and you nodded and walked out. you noticed all your team situated at different points in the bar. you strutted confidently up to the stage.
you werenât much of a dancer but you thought may aswell give it your all, and thats exactly what you did. you copied all the other dancers and eventually got caught up in doing it and realised how easy it was as your hips swayed to the music. you had taken some pole dancing classes in the past so you decided to get on the pole and try it again and you were surprised when you noticed you hadnât forgotten the skill.
your eyes darted around the room to look for your team and saw them all staring back at you with wide eyes, you chuckled to yourself.
you scanned the room for the unsub and you finally zeroed in on him. you recognised him immediately from the sketch that a surviving victim had provided. âi see him.â you whispered. your team was about to approach him to arrest him. âhold off. i have a planâ you said again and you saw your team looking confused.
you met your unsubs eyes and you made a motion with your finger indicating for him to follow you.
your set was over so you sauntered off stage to go to the back. ây/n someone wants to see youâ the club manager said who was in on your plan to catch the unsub.
you walked to the back to where sure enough the unsub was sitting on a couch waiting for you.
âoh! heyâ you smiled sweetly. ��hello darling, i saw you dancing up on that stage and had to come meet you personally, you were phenomenalâ the unsub said. âthank youâ you smiled.
âwhatâs your name?â he asked. you didnât want to give him your real name so you gave him a fake one. âangel.â you lied. âvery fitting.â he said noticing the angel tattoo on your thigh.
âhow much money would it cost me for me to have sex with you?â the unsub said sickly now practically pinning you to the wall. âiâm sorry but i donât have sex with customersâ you said a bit shakily. âwhat if i beg?â the unsub said now grabbing your hand and pinning it above your head. âi said no!â you said pushing him off you.
âbitch!â the unsub said angrily and he grabbed your hair and bashed your face into the wall. you felt blood trickling down your nose.
âfbi put your hands up!â derek said as him and the rest of the team burst into the room. âare you okay?â spencer said immediately rushing to you as your team arrested the unsub. âi will beâ you smiled as you tried to catch your breath.
âiâm taking you to get checked overâ spencer said putting his arm around your shoulder towards the ambulance. âspencer im fineâ you said trying to reassure him to which he just stared at you disbelievingly. âfineâ you chuckled.
âhereâ spencer said giving you his jacket to put over yourself as it was freezing. âwill you stay with me? just until iâm finished being checked overâ you asked nervously and you saw spencerâs whole face soften. âof courseâ he said sitting down next to you.
once you were checked over you and spencer both made your way over to the rest of the team. âeveryone great work today, especially you y/n. without you who knows if we wouldâve caught this unsubâ hotch said. âthank you sirâ you blushed.
âsince itâs late why donât we all go back to the hotel room and get some rest and leave in the morningâ hotch offered. âagreedâ jj said and you and the rest of the team nodded.
âi didnât know you had tattoos y/n?â derek said when you were all walking up to each of your rooms. âyou didnât askâ you chuckled. âand we all thought you were the innocent oneâ derek said.
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you were about to shower when you heard a knock at your hotel door. you looked at the time to see that it was 3 in the morning and wondered who would be calling at this time.
âspencer! hiâ you said in shock when you opened the door. âcome inâ you said stepping to the side to let him in.
âare you alright?â you asked subtly wrapping your arms around yourself when he kept staring at you and not saying anything. âi canât stop thinking about youâ spencer said suddenly which made you stop in your tracks.
you had had the most hopeless crush on spencer since your first day at the bau but never thought those feelings would be reciprocated.
âand it wasnât just because of today but iâve liked you for a long time and i think about you all the time. you looked so breathtaking todayâ spencer said moving closer to you. âthose dance moves⌠fuck it was hotâ spencer said his eyes darkening.
âsay something y/nâ spencer practically demanded. âi feel the same way spencer, and i have for a long time nowâ you said feeling quite breathless as you stared at his lips.
spencer looked into your eyes for a little while before eventually cupping your face and bringing his lips down onto yours. his lips felt soft and pillowy and you immediately melted into his touch.
âlet me make you feel goodâ spencer begged. âdo itâ you nodded. âletâs get this off youâ spencer said helping you take off your outfit until you were naked and you helped take off spencerâs clothes.
âso fucking beautifulâ spencer said taking you all in. âcan i?â spencerâs asked as he spread your legs apart to go inbetween them. âpleaseâ you sighed.
he dove his head down to your pussy and began eating you out. his tongue hitting your clit just right. âoh fuck!â you screamed out, your hands finding his hair and pulling on it tight.
you felt him smile against your pussy as you tugged his hair tighter. spencerâs tongue now began to move at rapid speed to make you cum. âspencer im gonna cum!â you shouted out. âlet go for me babyâ spencer reassured and you did.
spencer lapped up your juices onto his tongue. âyou taste so sweet babyâ spencer said leaning down to kiss you.
spencer kissed your âangelâ tattoo and trailed his tongue up your tiger tattoo and the rest of your body making you wriggle until he got to your mouth and kissed you ferociously.
spencer knelt down on his knees and lined himself up with your entrance and pushed in slowly. âis this okay?â he said wanting to make sure he wasnât hurting you. âyou can moveâ you reassured and spencer began going in and out of you at a steady pace. you grinded up against him to get him to hit deeper. âfaster!â you demanded and he obeyed.
âright thereâ you sighed as he hit your g spot. spencerâs head found its way to rest into the crook of your neck to hit deeper into you. âoh my godâ spencer said as you ground yourself up against him.
your nails dug into his back as you trailed your nails up and down. that pain only made spencer go faster and now your head was hitting off of the headboard. spencer leaned down to kiss the top of your head as a form of an apology.
âiâm gonna cumâ you shouted out as you dug your fingers into spencerâs curls. âso am iâ spencer said out of breath.
you clenched around spencerâs which sent him over the edge as he pounded even faster, the only sound that could be heard in the room was the sound of skin slapping together. spencer felt you let go as he did at the same time and you both rode out your orgasms.
spencer stayed inside you for a little longer and kissed you on the lips tenderly. he pulled out to flop down beside you and you whined at the feeling of him pulling out.
âthat wasâŚâ spencer said at a lose for words. âout of this world?â you joked. âyeah..â he said rolling over to kiss you again. âbeen meaning to get that out my system for yearsâ you smiled at him and he agreed.
âsorry about your back thatâs going to leave a very big markâŚ.â you apologised as you looked at his back which was covered in deep red scratches. âdonât worry about it, it was worth itâ he chuckled.
âi was about to shower before you got hereâŚ. do you want to join me?â you asked innocently as you got up from the bed. âyes!â spencer said greedily as you laughed and walked to the bathroom together.
#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid smut#criminal minds#spencer reid#bau x reader#female reader#Spotify
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company (a jungkook fic)
part one - "you wish i'd miss you,"
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company - a jungkook fic
can we keep each other company?
their workplace was chaos, but jungkook made it fun. their camaraderie was effortlessâuntil he decided to leave. no big deal. people quit all the time. so why does it feel like everything is about to change?
pairing: jungkook x reader
genre: r18+ (angst, fluff) minors do not interact!
chapter warnings/misc: workplace!au, coworkers!au, event planner!jk, event planner!oc, jk is not famous, angst, fluff, sad, crack, event planner!mingyu, bts in event planning company, unserious friend group, they are so silly and unserious, mean boss - yeah no she sucks, flirty!jk, dense af!jk, shy!oc, ANGST, IDIOTS both of them, yeah i guess thats it...for now hehe
notes: hello everyone!!! hehe its my first fic on tumblr and my first ever jk fic so i really hope you guys like it. im writing after so mant years so please ignore some mistakes. its kinda based on my experiences so yeah. its intentional whatever you are reading hauahahah, things will only get interesting as well progress.. lots of characters will come in the next chapter, this is just the base. It picks up from the second chapter!! anywho lets get into it!! <3
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The first thing you saw when you unlocked your phone this morning was a text from Jungkook. That in itself was weirdâhe wasnât the type to be up this early, let alone texting people.
jaykay (work) [8:50am]: hi :)
you [8:50am]: oh my god. what did you forget?
jaykay (work) Â [8:51am]: have some faith in me. i was texting for something entirely different. đ
you[8:51am]: are you sick? held hostage? blink twice if you need help.
jaykay (work) [8:52am]: how da hell are u so dramatic in the morning
you [8:52am]: come to the point jungkook
jaykay [8:52am]: fine. đ donât bring lunch today
you [8:53am]: why?
jaykay (work) [8:53am]: lunch is on me. taking you, shane and mingyu out for ramen
you [8:53am]: đ¤¨đ¤¨đ¤¨
jaykay (work) [8:54am]: see you in officeđĽ°
You squinted at the screen, trying to process the words through your morning haze. This man barely made it to work before noon on most days, always breezing in with an iced americano and a sheepish grin. And yet here he was, awake and making lunch plans at 9 AM? Suspicious. Very suspicious.
Itâs fixed, you know? Him being late to work, getting sarcastic remarks from the bosses - Natasha, the reporting manager (god did she love micromanaging the team) and Kim Song, the director of your company.
But whatever, free ramen was free ramen and, on that note, you finally woke up and went to get ready for the weird day that was ahead of you.
By the time you got to the office, the usual chaos had already begun. Natasha, wasnât physically present today, thank the lord for that, you thought, but her presence loomed over Zoom calls like a dark cloud. You had barely set down her bag before her laptop screen lit up with an incoming call. Does this woman ever chill?
âGood morning, team,â Natashaâs clipped voice rang out as the screen loaded. âLetâs go over the deliverables for today.â Her screen was hidden and she was on a holiday like she had very explicitly mentioned the week before she left.
You suppressed a groan as you saw Jungkook and Mingyu joining the call too. Shane, their CS intern, looked half-asleep. Jungkook, though, was oddly quiet, his usual playful banter nowhere to be seen. His leg bounced under the desk, fingers drumming against the tabletop.
You shot him a look, but he didnât meet your eyes.
Okay that was weird, wasnât it?
You looked towards Mingyu and Shane to see if they noticed Jungkook being a little off today but to your surprise they were engrossed on what Natasha was instructing on the upcoming event which was the luxurious Cartier dinner.
Classic Natasha, putting her work on us while she sips on pina coladas on the beach after this 10-minute meeting. You wanted to be as carefree as her sometimes, how easily she just threw her tasks on others.
Throughout the meeting, you couldnât help but steal glances at Jungkook which thankfully he didnât notice.
Or at least thatâs what you thought.
Jungkook knew you. He knew how curious you got sometimes and he also knew currently the wheels were turning in your head wondering why he was being so awkward. He smiled internally, thinking how much you knew him and how much he was going to miss you.
If you kept looking at him like that, he was going to crack. He just hoped you wouldnât figure it out before he told you himself.
Once the meeting was over, you quickly went towards the design studio in the office, greeting Yuna and So-hee who seemed like had just come to office with the way they were switching on their systems for the day.
âI really need the final design renders for the stage setup and the seating plan for Cartier, Yuna,â You said worried knowing that if you donât get these renders in next half an hour then the costing would delay and then NatashaâŚyeah no.
Its as if Jungkook got a sign, he entered the design studio greeting Yuna, So-hee, and Dae and standing next to you as if to ease the tension you had going on.
âBabe, give me 10 minutes, the renders are ready. Iâll email it to you, Natasha and Namjoon,â Yuna said as she started working on her system. You nodded your head and gave her a worried smile.
âMark me in the email too,â Jungkook said instantly and you gave him a pointed look. Yuna seemed to mirror your thoughts and raised her eyebrows towards him.
Seeing that you both were confused, Jungkook chuckles and says, â__, you should be happy that I am willingly asking to be marked on emails,â which makes you roll your eyes playfully and smirk.
âAlso, I donât have nothing big going on currently, project wise, so Iâll follow up for the costings and Natasha will stay away from my ass,â Jungkook continues and laughs with Yuna, So-hee and Dae.
You looked at him as he was sort of back in his carefree self but something still felt off. You just couldnât put your finger on what this feeling was.
Lunch couldnât come fast enough. The second Natashaâs second call for the day wrapped up the call, you shut your laptop and turned towards Jungkook who along with Mingyu and Shane was joking and was waiting for you to get done.
âOkay, spill. Whatâs with the mystery since today morning?â You immediately asked him and he couldnât help but chuckle nervously.
Mingyu slung an arm around Jungkookâs shoulders, grinning. âYeah, dude. Youâre making me nervous.â
Shane, ever the observer, just raised a brow. âIs this about work? God I canât wait to dig into some good ramen after hearing Natasha ramble since past 15 mins. 15 mins with her feel like 2 hours,â Shane continued rambling earning laughs from the three of you.
Jungkook let out a breath, running a hand through his hair. âLetâs just get to lunch first.â
That didnât help your growing suspicion, but you let it slideâat least until the 4 of you reached the ramen place.
The aroma of rich broth and sizzling garlic filled the tiny ramen shop. Shane and Mingyu were already practically vibrating with hunger, menus discarded, ready to order. You, however, were still scanning the options, your stomach rumbling in anticipation. Just as you were about to decide, you and Jungkook spoke in unison: âJapchae.â
A surprised laugh bubbled up. âYou wanna have japchae too?â you asked, a little thrill of connection sparking despite the weirdness of the morning. He nodded, a small smile playing on his lips, and ordered for both of you.
Minutes later, steaming bowls of ramen and the shared plate of japchae arrived. The savory scent made your mouth water. You took a tentative bite of the japchae, the noodles perfectly chewy, the vegetables crisp and flavorful. It was delicious. But Jungkook just sat there, chopsticks hovering over his bowl. He had a strange expressionânot quite annoyed, but⌠something. You knew that look. It was his tell when food was exceptionally good. Thatâs just his weird trait.
You took the second bite yourself to see if it was and it was really good.
âI got another job.â
Silence.
Your stomach dropped.
Then, Mingyu blinked. âWait, what?â
Jungkook shifted in his seat, avoiding their gazes. âI got an offer from an event company. They handle production for A-list musiciansâconcerts, world tours, all of it.â But you could see how proud he was. This was his dream.
âOh, shit, thatâs huge,â Shane said, eyes wide and dramatically keeping his chopsticks on the side.
Jungkook looked at you trying to gauge for your reaction.
You swallowed, gripping your chopsticks a little tighter. âWow. Thatâs⌠incredible, Jungkook.â You said genuinely but why did it feel so off? Why did it feel like you were losing everything? People leave jobs all the time and this is no different, so why was it feeling all to different suddenly?
When you congratulated him, you meant it. You really did. He deserved this. But there was a weird, hollow feeling in your chest. Something tight that you couldnât quite name.
Jungkook was watching you and asked, âYou okay?â
You forced a smile but to everyone it looked genuine. âOf course. This is a big deal. I am so happy for you, Jungkook!â Mingyu and Shane mirrored your smile and congratulated him to which Jungkook threw an honest smile.
His eyes still lingered for a second longer before he nodded, turning his attention back to his food. But you could tell he didnât fully believe you.
Mingyu and Shane immediately started asking him the questions about his new company and the new job and Jungkook excitedly answered them all and you were interested too to know all the details.
Once the 4 of you were done with the lunch, you asked him, âSo when are you telling Natasha?â
âNext week, and then 2 weeksâ notice,â He said looking at you as if he was trying to find an emotion out of you.
âDamn bro, you are leaving us so soon.â Shane said and you looked at Jungkook.
âNow at least I will have some proper desk space at the office,â You tried to joke which earned you a playful eye roll from Jungkook.
âOh my god, I have to plan a farewell party for you now,â Mingyu joked and you laughed. For the whole lunch, this is the first time Jungkook noticed you genuinely smiling and it was all thanks to Mingyuâs dramatic nature.
The rest of the workday felt strangely off-balance. Even though nothing had technically changed yet, you felt the weight of the upcoming shift pressing down on you. The knowledge that soon, Jungkook wouldnât be here anymoreâwouldnât be there to roll his eyes at Natashaâs ridiculous demands, wouldnât be crashing at her desk with an iced coffee and a new piece of gossip, wouldnât be around to share those unspoken glances when things got too absurd.
You had started hating how much that realization unsettled you.
It was Jungkook who got you out of your dazed thoughts when he said, â___, I have asked Namjoon hyung for the Cartier costing and he is working on it,â
You threw a sincere smile towards him and nodded while he went back on his desk and worked on some small projects he had going on.
gyu (work) [3pm]: are you okay?
Once you read the text, you immediately looked at him but he acted to be so engrossed in his work and you couldnât help but look back into your phone and text back
you [3:01pm]: yeah, why?
gyu (work) [3:01pm]: you sure about that? ever since jk dropped that bomb, you have been quiet and so has he.
That got your attention. Were you that obvious?
you [3:02pm]: no nothing like that. im happy that he got this. he deserves it!! also when is the blue label bottle engraving costing going to the client? natasha has been on my ass about it since morning. send it asap please <33
gyu [3:03pm]: girl i gotta give it to you, nice attempt to change the convo but we arenât done yet. ugh why are you my senior? im sending it in 5
By the time the day ended and finally the costings for Cartier had gone out (thanks to Jungkook and Joon), you had convinced yourself you were just being dramatic. People left jobs all the time. This wasnât a big deal. It shouldnât be a big deal.
Mingyu and Shane had already left for the day and the design studio was also empty leaving only you and Jungkook in the client servicing department. For a Monday, people had left earlier than usual, you thought to yourself.
You looked at the clock and saw it was 7pm already.
While you packed your bags, like routine, Jungkook waited for you. He dropped you home everyday given that you both lived nearby and your apartment came on the way to his.
However, the silence between the two of you felt heavier than usual.
âYouâre quiet,â he finally said as the two of you entered the elevator.
You forced a laugh and adjusted your purse, trying to look anywhere but at him. âSo are you.â
The two of you exited the elevator and sat in his car, he started the engine. For the first time ever, the silence between the two of you was uncomfortable.
Jungkook sighed, drumming his fingers against the steering wheel as he took the familiar route and said, âAre you really happy for me?â
You immediately turned to look at him, meeting his gaze in the dim glow of the streetlights. âYes, I am. Why would you think I am not?â
His smile was small, a little sad. âAlright. You and I havenât spoken much since lunch,â
You didnât know why, but something in your chest ached at that. But you ignored it, Â and looking towards and giving him a smile and said, âJungkook, I am so happy for you. I am. I know you wanted this and now you have it,â
For the first time in the whole day, he smiled genuinely at you.
âWill you miss me?,â He asked as he stopped the car right out of your apartment and looked at you with his doe eyes that carry the sta-
Wait what?!
You ignored whatever that thought was and quickly composed yourself and laughed at him. âYou wish I would miss you,â You joked playfully and he rolled his eyes.
âOn a serious note, yes I will. Who will I tolerate Natasha with?â You continued and he let out a small chuckle.
âAnyway I have to go. See you tomorrow boss,â you finally said, and then you were gone, disappearing into the building.
Jungkook sat there for a moment, staring after you.
He knew you better than you thought. He knew when you were genuinely happy, when you were just pretending, when you were holding back something you didnât want to say. And tonight, you were definitely holding back.
Jungkook sighed, leaning his head back against the car seat. Leaving this job was supposed to be exciting, a step up, an opportunity of a lifetime. And it was.
But why did it feel like he was losing something, too?
Š foreignjaykay
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L's valentines oneshots: day 3!
hello hello!! here is day 3/7 of my valentines series!! hope u enjoy!!
!! minors dni !! this fic contains some nsfw !!
DAY THREE: sort of not on theme?? heres some internet cafe worker joost thoughts.
reader who goes to their area's newly established internet cafĂŠ every day. in your defense, your computer at home is having some issues, and the part you need is taking WAY too long to ship. you have important shit to get done!! so you've gotta take advantage of the new internet cafĂŠ thats recently opened in your area.
reader, who upon arriving to the spot for the first time, immediately sees joost and gets just a tad flustered. are you really going to have to talk to him to use a computer?? how can you speak to such an attractive man?? you have to muster up the courage quickly, not wanting to stand at the door awkwardly. thankfully, your interaction with joost goes well, and you're off for a few hours to use a computer (coincidentally, the one closest to joost)
you don't notice until after you've come in a few times, but joost likes to stare. specifically at you. you shrug it off until one day you stay until the end of joost's shift, when nobody else is in the cafĂŠ, he approaches reader and asks if you'd maybe like to go out with him sometime. of course you say yes, how could you not??
the date is planned for that saturday, and when the day comes you're both nervous & giggly. you don't know what to expect from joost, but you do know the guy is sexy as hell. when you & joost meet up, he takes you to a local club for drinks. the night passes quickly with joost & you really hitting it off, you two feel like you really know eachother now.
when you & joost are finally done with your outing, you two decide to go back to joost's place. its considerably closer, and both of you are considerably drunk. innocent hand holding on the way home progresses insanely fast, and by the time you two make it to joost's apartment you're being slammed against the door into a rough kiss as soon as its shut.
clothes are being torn off, and eventually the makeout session leads to joost carrying you bridal-style to his bed. after you're thrown down on the bed, joost begins to kiss down your neck, proceeding down to your stomach, and then finally reaching your hole. this is the moment joost has been waiting for, ever since you first walked into his work, he knew he absolutely had to have you. he begins working you open with his tongue, adding in his fingers to prepare you for his dick. you swear you could cum just from his fingers alone, as his hands are considerably longer and larger than yours, which means they're able to hit the perfect spot in you, the one you can't seem to reach on your own. you can't stifle your moans, and you can feel the orgasm quickly approaching you. joost can tell, as he feels you tightening around him and when he thrusts up a final time, he swears the moan you let out sounded like heaven.
quickly he knows what he has to do, pulling his dick out of his boxers and teasing you with it. hes rubbing it along you, and you're so sensitive having just came that all you can do is moan and stare up at him with needy eyes. how can he say no to you?? you're absolutely perfect like this. as soon as he puts it in, it feels angelic. the sensation of him pumping in and out of your hole, him holding the perfect pace for you, its like you've found your perfect match. his pace quickens as he seems to get closer to release, and he feels you clench around him, a feeling which he swears is the best thing he could possibly experience. his pace quickens further, his merciless pounding & your ceaseless moans making the perfect symphony to both of your ears.
when joost tells you hes about to cum, you can feel yours coming on at just about the same speed. the pace, the feeling, everything about the moment is so perfectly overwhelming for the two of you. you both cum at the same time, joost pulling out and collapsing beside you. you suppose he's letting you stay the night, as he wraps his arms around you tightly, claiming he never wants to let you go.
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holy crap i am so sorry for how long this is. but i hope you enjoy, i had a great time writing this !!
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Ooh, the IEP/504 thing is really interesting! Iâve known what an IEP is for ages (always known lots of kids who had accommodations) and I personally strongly suspect/headcanon that Deuce has some sort of learning disability, but Iâve never thought about what an IEP for him might look like before.
Another student I think would probably require accommodations is Silver, due to his sleeping curse. What do you think an IEP for him might look like?
Hello, Dearie!
Iâd definitely like to start off by saying thank you for your feedback and enjoying what I thought about Deuce! Iâve been sitting on that idea for a bit and finally thought Iâd best share it now than never! Glad I did! Coming from experience, I can strongly say that Deuce would have a learning disability but thatâs what is so cool about him, it shows the reality in TWST. This helps students who may feel uncomfortable with their own learning disabilities feel more comfortable and confident as they are seeing a character just like them walking in their shoes. Well done, Disney and Yana!
Without further ado, letâs dive into this!
For Silver, his situation is definitely one not many would come across but that does not mean it doesnât happen. For starters Iâd like to say that what he may require is actually the 504 Plan rather than the IEP, not saying he canât have an IEP but if he gets one it will be for some small things.
Letâs refresh on what an IEP really is first:
Provides specialized instruction and services to help students access the curriculum
Includes annual goals and progress tracking
Requires a certified special education teacher or IEP case manager
Includes interventions like reading programs or speech therapy
Silverâs situation would technically fall under narcolepsy even if itâs technically a âcurseâ it still is narcolepsy in that sense so letâs dive into how this would work for him.
For Silverâs Plan:
More time on tests/quizzes. He is a sleepy guy, he needs to have some extra time to complete his work, whether it be within the class period itself or after school he should be given the accommodation to be able to do this.
Copy of the teacherâs notes. Silver is known to drift off in the middle of a lesson and will miss things, if he does he will require a teacherâs copy of the lesson for that day. This will help him complete his assignments and study.
Ability to turn in late work. This will allow him to catch up on his assignments that may be marked âMâ or âMissingâ in the grade book and may be bringing his grades down. If this accommodation is in place then he can be able to do his homework and turn it in late given his circumstances.
Be allowed to go to the nurse for rest. If needed, Silver should be able to go to the nurse to rest if his condition gets unbearable. If he raises his hand to say he needs to step out and tend to his situation he will be granted rest in the nurses office without question. - 30 minute nap breaks to manage his exhaustion.
Speech therapy. Silver struggles with certain social cues and understanding certain things so this will benefit him in the long run as he will learn to understand what is being said to him.
Be allowed the opportunity to work from his room. Silvers could work from his room at certain times of the day or on specific days to help with his exhaustion, sometimes being in a comfortable place may be helpful for him.
I feel like he would also require these goals for an IEP:
Understanding when to communicate needs to the teacher.
(Silvers seems to have a difficulty with this, he usually falls asleep before he can communicate.)
Understanding when to advocate for himself in classroom settings.
(Silvers definitely struggles with this in the story⌠so he will need to work on this in speech therapy by working through scenarios with the therapist.)
Nothing too fancy, these were just two I thought of at the top of my head.
Hope this was good, @ladylolalilly ! It really took a lot for me to dig into all of this and go through my notes~
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hihihi itâs me again ^_^ can i get a basic rundown/explanation of theresa and sam i would like to know more about them đ
(also funny story, our first rewrite was also named moore)
oh god oh fuck . this got so long . stelly i am so sorry you activated my autism trap card. enjoy the uh . multi-paragraph infodump.
ok FIRST OFF. basically the very very very basic lore rundown vis a vis What The Hell Is Their Issue is that essentially theyre both semi-hosts to a fucked up fungus* (*think of cordyceps fungi if u want a similar example ^_^) thats using their bodies to keep itself alive.
in moore's case it primarily resides in his throat & mouth* (*hence the fucked up hoarse & wavery voice + stutter) & in theresa's case it primarily resides in her heart* (*hence the fact she essentially just. cannot die. it just refuses to let her heart stop beating. lol. sucks to be her). moore's "healing" is essentially speeding up the healing process but sacrificing pieces of himself to do so, meanwhile he recovers at the same rate a normal human would with those injuries. the entire process is just . incredibly painful and draining for him. sucks to be that guy Lol Lmfao Even.
ok hope you got that. NOW onto their . like. normal actual dynamics i promise this is Far easier to explain.
moore works primarily on site as a sign language interpreter, and he'll pretty much work on anything he can have access to. the man loves information and its basically enrichment for him to be allowed to translate things. he also doubles as an off site medic, traveling primarily to areas where medical help isn't able to be received quick as a first resort health system so they don't use up their medical resources as quick. really the only reason they even have him on medical calls is because he was a med student who just . never went into nursing after graduation. worlds most traumatized 42 year old man who has not socially progressed past the age of 10. He Sucks Bad. its great
THERESA, on the other hand, is just. worlds worst interviewer. she works primarily with the more "violent" or typically dangerous humanoid scps doing interviews which . usually ends in her getting her ass kicked or being dragged out of the room before anything actually gets physical (really, its just because the foundation doesnt want to spend more money on fixing her messes than they have to). her main goal is pretty much to see how much they can take before it turns to violence. theresa takes primary control over anything relating to moore with the justification that he doesn't "truly understand what he's getting into", so long as she has permission from the higher ups.
theres just So Much happening in the background in their relationship honestly like. brief examples include theresa purposefully keeping him sheltered and insisting he not socialize with anyone as a way to keep him under her thumb, the fact moore hates her but literally wouldnt know who he is without her and also thats his sister still and he cant just Leave Her, and also just the fact alone that she, even within foundation walls, has found a way to isolate him further and keep him truly controlled. also like . dont even get me started on theresa purposefully injuring herself so moore will heal her so she has to take care of him and just manipulate him further. endless spiral. they suck so fucking much. my constant go-to is just "cain & abel if they sucked shit and were awful for eachother". but that would take Forever to properly explain so i will not even try to. anyways.
fuckignff. yeah thats it. thats the most basic summary i can nail down. thumbs up.
#can u tell that i got Blasted by the curses of Not Being Able To Speak Properly halfway thru. LOL LMFAO....#anyway. aufh oueagh.#SORRY THIS GOT ANSWERED. JUST. SO FUCKING LATE. THE ILLNESSES#ok whatever. spitting up blood#im. hashtag Normal about them. As You Can Tell#i got. lost in the sauce. (<- loves really complicated lore)#uuugh. THIS IS SOO LONG I FEEL SO BAD. IM SO SORRY LMFAO.#OK SWAG EVER. ORGINIZATIONAL TAGS GO#rewrite tag#scp.doc#stelly tag#inbox#txt
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The Balconies - Viktor x Fem!Reader
Music : Everybody Wants to Rule the World - Tears for Fears
Pairing : S1 Viktor x Assistant Fem!Reader
Word count : 2.1K
Warnings : Mentions of Anxiety and Self Worth doubts, Shy Fluff
A.N : Helloooo It's meee. Am I popping up to then disappear again for a whole other year ? Yeeeeezzz probably. Needed to help my brain work through a break-up and work problems so I went to Viktor for comfort. It worked really well ! This is quite reflective and full of thoughts. I hope I did not make mistakes with portraying Viktor's disability. Do tell if you see anything, I'm keen on learning :)
A French version is up on my Wattpad account right here.
This party was as expected : extravagant and noisy. You cursed yourself to have agreed to the boysâ proposition. Jayce had been more insistent than Viktor, who wasn't too enthusiastic either, your Hex Tech assistant status forced you to be here tonight. Bollocks. You only stuck to the shadows. Because in the end, you hadn't done much besides stand by them, and be on the front row for their speech. No one minded you and they were right : who cares about the assistant of the two geniuses of the decade? The men themselves were here. The loud chatter of the room, the dense sea of people, the many invasive perfumes of the upper class, the boys out in the wild somewhere⌠The darker the night got, the more you felt out of place. You ended next to the buffet, mouth always full, champagne glasses after glasses, then topping it off with fruit juice. Overwhelmed, you fled to the first balcony available.
Would you rather be at the lab, tidying notes and books they had thrown everywhere to prepare for the speech? Absolutely. Considering how long it would be. But also because the low humming of their machines soothed you. Their cold coffee mugs told you they had a breakthrough. The couch still smelled like Jayce's expensive cologne and Viktor's shampoo (when he finally rested). The Moonshine piercing through the window, lighting the empty place up, made you happy. This lab was your second chance. New friends came into your life ; the boys and Sky, their other assistant. She was extremely sweet compared to the brutal science world. You guys became each other's complaints desk and laugh station. Even though you were the one who needed pity, being Jayce's direct assistant, housekeeper and community manager, you always listened to her trials with Viktor. The resilience of the young man from the Undercity fascinated you. The places he got to in so little time⌠You remembered your time at the Academy, his name like a whisper in the hallways. He was a mystery to be solved back in the days.
You sighed. This party congratulated your partners for their hard work, their passion. But it was also protocol. None of them rejoiced in being here. All these manners and fake smiles. Not the ideal place for scientists. At least that's what you guessed from Viktor's face all night long. He thought he hid them well, but your keen eye caught it. Unlike Jayce masking his uneasiness with class, thanks to his birth rank and natural charisma. How you would've slapped this "perfect" child. Friendly slaps, that is.
With tired eyes, you took the time to look at this Wonderful city, where your lives unfolded. During this sweet starry night, the streets of Piltover were dressed in blue and golden hues. The colors of new technology, of progress. Her people strolled, celebrating this growth with tiny markets, exhibitions and small street art shows. All this light hid the sea, you could guess with the moon shining on its horizon. The veins of the city were loud with joy, but not enough for you to hear, only feel. Everyone was happy tonight. Then a small nervous laugh escaped your mouth. With all this, you realised something : the task of maintaining the public image of your two devils was yours. For good.
Shit.
You were gonna have to watch out for their potential public bad behavior. If any problem related to that occurred, youâd have to cover it. They would have to be more often shown in public with a clean look. No more dishevelled science boys.
Your head spinned with all this. Or was the champagne at fault ? No, you knew why you quivered. Your breath got quicker. What were you doing ? Close to entering a thought spiral, the door of the balcony being shut and a sigh saved you from it. Startled, you turn around. Half hunched on his cane and visibly irritated, Viktor walked painfully. He was muttering unfamiliar profanities. You giggled, capturing his attention. At the sight of your smile, he eased and joined you. A small hysteria took you both out of breath, only to stop a few dozen seconds later. The scientist had to sit on one of the benches next to the railing, shaken. His knee having slightly twitched, you came closer in case he needed anything. He sat with ease and wiped some tears off.
ÂŤ âTis all very ridiculous. Truly.    he sighed with a thick accent.
Your head tilted. He was right of course, but something had to have happened to him. For Viktor to isolate away from Jayce, much was needed. The man wasnât shy, more socially averse when it didnât concern work. He hit the ground with his cane to calm down.
ÂŤ A young daughter of some rich investor has been courting me for more than an hour now, through thick spider-like lashes- Ugh. Âť
With a reassuring smile, you patted his hands. The poor dear was NOT into marriage and love stories.
ÂŤ Itâll soon be your new life. To the both of you, dear.
-Mmm, New Hell on Earth you mean. Âť
You giggled once more. The corners of your eyes wrinkled as they closed, one of your hands hiding your mouth, your nose scrunching. Viktor took in every bit of your false mockery with a grin. Saying you made life easier was down playing the truth. Mediator, Janitor, Nanny when he started to neglect himself. You had been a hurricane of salvation in their bachelor lab; making sure things were in their place, easy to find with their thought process and for the place to be clean after every project. You crossed none of the boundaries established, giving them air until a signature was needed, or an investor answered. Your soft smile, your caustic humor and laughs soothed the hardest day. Empty coffee mug? Never. No meal for 2 days straight? 'You are unbelievable! Eat if you want fuel for your damn brain to properly think.'Â
Sometimes your sadness and loneliness caught up to you. Your face closed when you came in, nearly incapable of speaking. You stayed in a corner, eyes glossy with tears, looking out a window. Or you vanished to the bathroom for a while. They were unsure of what to do, but tried. Viktor went with jokes; it worked pretty often. Jayce regularly served you your favorite hot beverage. But when it was too much, Sky came to the rescue. Team dynamics were important; you guys had a good one.
The young man would be lying if he denied loving every evening spent together, alone. A comfortable silence, you watching him, being curious. Or working until you fell asleep headfirst on the table, under a small dim light. Only to abruptly wake up and push him to go home or at least get on the couch. He rarely declined.
When you calmed down, you cleared your throat.
ÂŤ I'm happy that you find my situation most amusing, darling. Âť
You winced at his eyebrow raised in false vexation. Arms behind your back, you nonchalantly looked around. Your feet brought you back to the railing.
ÂŤ I wouldn't dare.
-Oh, I think you would. I know your antics now. Âť
With this, he got back up and joined you. Your arms on the railing, he took it as an opportunity to lean against your shoulder, hovering his leg in the air. You relaxed against him and breathed. Your stares marveled at the chaos in the streets, ghosts of smiles haunting your mouths at the comfort of each other's presence. The party behind you almost forgotten. You used to live on the outskirts of Piltover, just in front of the bridges that led to the Undercity. You saw the dirt, the grim, the violence. Viktor lived within it, making you both hate high society, fakers and sweet talk. You would have given everything to wander down there with the crowd, watching life buzz. Viktor would have loved to sit on the docks facing his home, ranting with you and sweets.
His head turned towards you. Your eyes glistened, far away on the horizon, your breath hitched, your jaw clenched. Smoke could have come out of your ears. The train had departed the station. What could he do? One day, you had discussed fears surrounding the project, your place in the team. You loved science but stayed an artist at heart. Your studies had been followed on the opposite side of the Academy; in the grand luminous Art Classes, the Workshops of Piltover. He had heard of rumors back in his days : a young rebellious woman, bullied by insidious comrades, but who finally rose to the rank of assistant to the Dean of the Workshops. The only common room you shared was the library. There, you only acknowledged each other with quick nods. When he got up the ladder too, youâd cross paths more often. Talked too. Then you disappeared. For months. He'd often mention the incident to Sky. She'd stay evasive on the matter. All of a sudden, you appeared. Just when Heimerdinger went looking for an additional assistant for the Hextech Project. Theories blossomed in his head. At every given opportunity, heâd study you. To no avail. The satisfaction of actually getting to know you overshadowed his need for answers. Yes, mentioning this wouldnât help. If you had not confided in him, there had to be a valid reason.
ÂŤ Miss ? Âť
Viktor was scared you would break into a million pieces in front of him. Small tears were streaming down your cheeks. He had to call you softly for a solid minute. When his voice pierced your mental fog, your eyes widened at his. You flinched at his intensity. But he brought you back. One of his hands grabbed your left forearm, to keep you anchored.
 Long tiring days are ahead of us. Things will become more complex. Jayce and I are aware of that. And⌠I believe you too. It's poisoning your mind. 
You briefly looked at his hand. Since he helped you come back to reality, your five senses were calm. Your mind focused on his voice. You met his sweet honey eyes again. He seemed to carefully pounder his next words. Should he talk about it all? The fright, the exhaustion, the hesitation, everything seemed conflicted in you. Soothing was wiser.
ÂŤ I- I trust you. You proved us you are a pillar of our project. Your kindness and skills might not be poured into the science itself, but science alone cannot hold this dream together. There also is the hope we pour in it. All of us. Âť
You silently bursted into tears, unmoving.
ÂŤ I do not know what happened in the past, what they told you. But you are competent. More than a lot of us. Your worries are justified, but they will be erased. I promise you. Otherwise, I'll hunt them down with my cane, partner. Âť
You snorted. His hand patted your arm, proud of his motivation speech. He began to understand something. This was the way Sky comforted you, how you did it for her too. He had always thought it hard to do, but everything came from his heart. His truth, his feelings. Determination took over his gaze. With a few minutes of silence, you were able to put your mind together, the scientist next to you, joking around, leaning on the railing like a bachelor. At peace, you inspected the lit-up streets again.Â
ÂŤ Thank you Viktor. Âť
He nodded, scratching his neck.
 How you would feel if we⌠ran away from this horrendous noisy place? 
You stared, flabbergasted. Nervous, he shrugged.
ÂŤ Jayce has the crowdâs attention. I wish to flee this aristocrat and you quite obviously don't want to be here. Letâs change, get some food and sit elsewhere. In a calmer, more familiar place. Âť
You considered it, still shocked. One of the co-founders of Hextech fleeing the launch party? That would be bad. Especially with an assistant. However, the crowd was dense and captivated. And the young man's knee seemed to hurt him; his knuckles were white around his cane. Well. You had a plan.Â
ÂŤ Let's get out of here, partner.Âť You said, grabbing his arm.
Maybe life would not be too hard. Your team could survive it all. Those thoughts were left to linger in the dark. The balcony you had invested at the party did have a beautiful view. But it could never compare to the laboratoryâs one. Sitting next to Viktor. Bundled up in warm clothes, with hot beverages and snacks, under the moon and stars.
#arcane#viktor arcane#viktor x reader#viktor x you#imagine#reader insert#female reader#fem reader#fluff#s1 viktor
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ACKKKKK FORGOT ABOUT THIS
Posting this now, because better late than never, right?
Here's some more WiP pictures
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These were from 3 days ago
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And these three were DEFINITELY not taken just now because I forgot to take pictures when I finished for the day đ
It's a lot more obvious what it is now, right?
Just in case you couldn't tell, it's a foxy mask. I'm making it for my sister
Also thanks @cam0mi1e for giving me advice!
#bluetootsiepop#tootsie talks#Tootsiepop thoughts#FNaF#fnaf foxy#fnaf cosplay#five nights at freddy's#foxy the pirate#These tags are all over the place#Not organized at all đ
#Hope you guys like seeing my progress on these!#It's all wire cardboard and hot glue#A lot of hot glue#Plus a teeny bit of masking tape
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My 2024 art in review
All my pieces though-out the months and then my favorite Otto pieces throughout the months!!
Everyone should do this đď¸đď¸
#happy newr yeas#letâs hope 2025 is a good one#all the tags for ocs smh#M.J#Kat and Lily#Penn#ottto#the sun and moon#Shiva#D3-C1#Tess#Hammer#Yog Azaroth#I just realized I never posted the space mechanic here#anyway name Jay#Casino Guy#artists on tumblr#art#my art#illustration#digital art#finished piece#2024 art#my oc art#yeah yeah I feel like this is pretty sweet#2024 art summary#felt appropriate to post it today as itâs the last day of 2024#I really do enjoy seeing how my art has changed throughout this year#itâs definitely changed drastically from last year but itâs still changed within the year and I think thatâs neat#I also find it funny you can see my pallets getting progressively de saturated
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One of my favorite things about being Christian is being able to say joyfully, genuinely, and hopefully to all my enemies âSee you in heaven!â because in a world of âsee you in hellâ and âkysâ and âthe world would be better without youâ Iâd choose ânever give up on yourself, this world is better with you in it, it is never too late for you to embrace the God-given goodness inside you, and I would be so excited to discover I was spending eternity with youâ every single time.
#I swear the amount of people I see saying kys on this website who claim to be mental health aware and progressive#and adults saying it to minors too! Just block people I donât understand how you donât see the irony here#Also Christians who love telling people to âjust wait until theyâre in hellâ for whatever it is they do or âsee you in hellâ#Thatâs so boring#By the grace of Godâs hope and love Iâll see you all in heaven#And weâre all gonna be happy about it too#My favorite part of CS Lewisâs the great divorce is when a guy in hell sees a guy in heaven#and starts yelling at him like âwhy are you in heaven? Where is the man you murdered?â#and the guy in heaven is like âoh heâs fine heâs here too we made up weâre lowkey besties now wanna say hi?â đ#Thatâs what heaven is#That right there#christianity#catholicism#catholic#christian#heaven#See you in heaven
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thinking abt the ggy easter eggs rn
#im so ready for whateber theyre cooking#this is like the only era rn where the sw games arent interesting me rn im so ready to want to engage again#plz focus on ggy vanny gregory vanessa cassie and not cassie dad mapbot dying absent father doing nothintnfor the story#and a game based totally off of books instead of the other way around#i really hope SW games dont become super tftp oriented#as in they make games based off of books instead of the other way around#that would suck majorly#a ggy game would be new content based off of game lore that does exist for ggy and not the book#like patient 46 and his canonical mysterious past#plus everything the tapes said he did#it could be so good#i really want to just see like. any progression of the story#outside of very basic ideas like 'vanny cassie' that are probably going to happen but are so bare bones#theres not much you can think about#insyead of useless plots like cassies dad. sorry but its true if hes the hw2 story he does nothing#nothing that cassie couldnt have also done if shes the protag#i know that sotm has to happen before they can progress so im being patient#but man#i hope we get more stuff like ruin that has good linear on screen storytelling and is more character oriented#everybody liked ruin but not everyone likes sotm#when hw2 came out i saw soo many opinions not just by me and the moots or something but just#fans on twitter diehard or casual#that hated how hw2s story was handled#people actually want storytelling now at sb and ruins scale instead of old school barely comprehensible frustrating lore#thats what sotm feels like its leaning into and im not excited#i hope its a one time thing since its a good chance to do that#a game that already takes place in the og fnaf days#before it even#of course its a good idea to put old school easter eggs and characters and story and stuff of the og days#i just miss my guys :(
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Imagine if in OoA, Fuuta wasn't unconscious when Amane showed up during the initial attack. Better for Amane since she's not alone, but probably much worse for Fuuta since he's forced to watch helplessly.
So... prompt? đđ
OUGHGH what a concept... You would think the near-death experience is what's most traumatizing to him but no, it's the fact that, yet again, he couldn't be the hero that he thought he was... Thank you so much for the request and uuhh sorry I beat up your boy...
TW for violence/injury, nothing super gory but I did try to detail out Kotoko's canon attacks
Heâs probably never even taken a hit in his life.
Kotokoâs fist connected solidly with Fuutaâs jaw. His vision sparked.
And anyway, itâs his own fault. He got himself into this mess.
Her knee jabbed into his gut, knocking the wind out of him before he could gain his bearings from the previous strike. Kotoko had appeared out of nowhere in the middle of the night. Heâd been dragged out of bed with a cheap shot to his face.
The voices in his head spoke oblivious to the situation. He hardly processed a single word they said, the sound drowned out by the prisonersâ shouts. By the ringing in his ears.Â
Heâs so pathetic.Â
By the crack of his own bones breaking.Â
So weak.
By the choked sounds he could hardly recognize as his own.Â
So cowardly.
The room dipped and darkened as his consciousness threatened to give out. His chest rattled with a struggling breath. Kotokoâs arm raised, and he got the feeling this blow would be the last.
Well, whatever happens, he did it to himself.
She paused. Something distracted her from behind. Fuuta was left in a heap, his body unresponsive to his mindâs desperate pleas to escape with this chance. The most he could do was angle his head to see what had blessed him with this moment of relief.Â
It took only an instant for his gratefulness to sharpen into panic.
Just think of that poor, young girl. She had her whole life ahead of her.
Kotoko towered over her Amane. She had flattened herself against the cell door. The flickering fluorescents above cast a shadow across her face.
There was too much spinning inside â and blood outside â of Fuutaâs head to make any sense of what they were saying to one another. He got a pretty good idea when Kotoko lunged forward and struck the girl.
And now sheâs dead. Because of him.
Fuuta tried to pick himself up. He had to stop this. More blood pooled around him, but he no longer cared. All he could focus on was the new splotches of red that Amane dabbed at with her uniform sleeve.
As hard as he willed himself to move, his limbs refused. He thought emergencies like this were supposed to give you newfound adrenaline. You were supposed to triumph over the pain, not succumb to it ripping through every inch of your being.
Does he think this is one of his stupid video games? This is real life. Heâs nothing special.Â
He dragged himself an inch or two forward, and that was all. He could only watch helplessly as Kotoko attacked again. Amane sank to the ground after a few harsh kicks to her legs. She lifted her arms to block her face.Â
If he wanted to help society, he should have protected people. He should have protected that girl.
Fuuta had never begged for anything in his life before.Â
He opened his mouth to beg Kotoko to stop.Â
But his body was doing everything in its power to sabotage him. His words dissolved into wheezing coughs. He couldnât speak, couldnât breathe. He couldnât save anyone.
He hasnât done anything useful with his life. Worthless.
Darkness invaded his vision. The horrible sounds within the cell grew more and more distant. Â
Amane was thrown to the ground nearby. She lay close enough for him to reach his arm towards her, though still out of his grasp. Her eyes were trained on him. He wished he had the voice to scream at her to look away â to turn her attention to Kotoko, and not the failure of a man who wasnât going to help her.Â
All he could do was hold her gaze until his own eyes slipped shut.
Some hero he was.
Just before the world disappeared around him, he felt warm fingers interlock with his, and squeeze.
#milgram#order of attack#fuuta kajiyama#amane momose#i was messing around with the voices for one of my milgramblrgram attacks in progress and was struck with inspiration for this#i think so much fuuta angst for me is that he really really wanted to be heroic even in doing his crime#so a situation like this is Worst Case Scenario#it also made me think about the shit people were talking about the guilties at the same time they were being attacked#and made me think about what im saying about the characters right now while theyre potentially going through The Horrors....#i know we dont get to see amanes pov here but i hope its clear she is grateful and has no reason to blame him/expect him to help#in fuutas mind hes like 'im the man! im the older and stronger one! shes definitely looking to me to protect her!'#meanwhile amane is like 'Oh that guy is Dead i need to protect him'#anyway uhhhhh i hope you enjoyed đ¤#thank you for the requests hehehe#drabbles#i was going to wait until tomorrow but maybe i format and post a few others tonight
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Bitches will be like "damn am I overexaggerating how bad the current landscape is?" And then the top posts in a character tag that's not even involved will be "this post contains filtered tags [ship]"
#cath.txt#on my hands and knees praying either I run out of people to block or everyone shuts up. I don't lose because I'm Cursed.#sits on my porch with my gun whateverrrrr. I can kill everyone.#like you hauve to understand getting into gf again has been so good to me but it's also been âwow this is one of the most sickeningly#familiar depictions of what I've gone through over the past few years that makes me feel uncomfortably seen but also provides me great#solace and hope for my own future and greatfulness for what I have nowâ and then I check tumblr and everybody is unironically shipping the#guy who got exploited and psychologically AND physiologically tormented as well as violated with his abuser because it's âfunnyâ and#âthey're both terribleâ as though one of these people isn't a man who's made a lot of mistakes that made sense in the moment and the other#is a fucking interdimensional nightmare demon that now canonically has ran cults. like ok. thanks guys. and the realest kicker to me is the#fact that people show that three sided fuckhead more sympathy? some fucking how? like ok I see how it is. it's one and I'm tired and I'll#probablyyyy delete this in the morning even though it's buried in my own tags but word to the wise don't have things wrong with you that#make you effectively kin ford at 13 and then reconsume gf seven years later and look at how your life's progressed. like fuck dude one#second you're chilling and the next you get so mad about hearing shit about a book that you realize you're a fucking Stanford Pines irl and#have been for nearly half your life. what kinda sick joke is it that that fucking book was announced on my birthday anyway. come on man.
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hello!!!!!
i started reading liab two weeks ago i think? and i just finished "risking it all" and i
i could scream?? in a good but also not good way?? like bro what was that omg. THE GOODBYE KISS? AZULA? REHO AND JET? i can't
lowkey almost scared to start "into the fire" but erm.. the zukka hyperfixation is real and i don't think i can stop after making it this far
so far reading the series has been a rollercoaster holy moly
you had me giggling and kicking my feet when zukka finally kissed help but the scenes between katara and hakoda/the gaang and iroh when they talked about sokka/zuko being dead?? i was so close to full on BAWLING. and bato's backstory?? i cried
i'm still not over eve and v btw
i have so much to say but i don't really know what that stuff is
but dude holy moly i love your fics and i'm so excited to keep reading
you've done such a good job in portraying the characters and their emotions and everything
this series has been consuming my thoughts ever since i started reading it, i can't begin to tell you how much i look forward to reading the rest
ok i'm just yapping atp but seriously your stuff is so cool
idk what else to say help but i hope you have a lovely day!!!!
THE FUCKING GOOOOODDDBBBYYYEEEE KISS!!!
I know theyâre so dramatic haha, I canât deal with them sometimes.
I will warn you the beginning of ITF is⌠ROUGH, but it lightens up a lot. If you have craved more wholesome interactions youâll get that in ITF (but the boys are still RIDDLED with trauma so itâll never be coffee shop AU sweet, itâs just not that kind of fic)
If you enjoy Bato youâll be happy that he gets some attention in ITF and I am excited/scared for his character haha ;)
THANK YOU FOR THIS AMAZING COMMENT!!!!!
Seriously⌠I get horribly insecure at random times and when I get asks like this it reminds me people do enjoy my writing & that I shouldnât be so damn insecure all the time haha. (Seriously thank you thank you thank youuuuu!!)
I hope you enjoy ITF! Come tell me if you do!
#People have been vibing with RIA lately haha#Iâm not complaining ⌠but itâs just nice to hear?#the hyperfixation is so real LIAB is constantly on my brain#Iâm glad youâre enjoying it#& as much as LIAB is a very WHUMP fic I do try to take the trauma seriously#I really strive to take their progression slow and steady and not rush through things#Sokka has some mature moments next chapter which is nice#and itâs cray to see how much our boy had grown?#like⌠swinging at the first guy who makes eye contact with him vs choosing not to respond knowing itâll end in a fight#LIKE⌠WHO IS THIS GUY???#(not say sokka wonât pop off again because thatâs just⌠LIAB Sokka haha but yeah PROGRESSION!)#Come back and tell me if you like ITF! PLEASE#I like validation and Iâm emotionally needy#YAY FOR NICE ASKS#THANK YOU ANON#I HOPE YOU HAVE A LOVELYIER DAY#leaving it all behind#LIAB#ITF#ask#into the fire
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just finished s2 of kaiji and it was good i really liked it but i hope i never see that fuckass pachinko machine again!!!
#i started ep 15 assuming hey the climactic battle against the swamp of despair is probably gonna be like 6 episodes max right#bc the op has hyoudou and roulette so there's a third game on the way#and from about the fourth episode on i kept going man it's gotta end next episode right they can't have That much more they can do with it#TWELVE EPISODES OF ONE GAME OF PACHINKO. YOU'RE JOKING#and watching it animated is one thing but im surprised fans of the manga didnt string him up in the street for this#im not joking i sunk cost fallacied my way through the entire thing in one sitting it was so much fucking pachinko#and spoilers spoilers spoilers but the BUILDING??? the BUILDING. jumping the shark a Little there to be so fr with you all#head in my hands kaiji i love you your life is ridiculous. the last episode having him blow his meager winnings on pachinko like the day#after was insane to me HAVENT YOU HAD ENOUGH???? I CERTAINLY HAVE#augh and like. guhh hes so nice hes such a nice protagonist im. in love with him a little bit#i do wish he was a Little more tempted by the money bc i liked that component earlier on#ah actually i think the main object of the fights becoming Figuring Out How To Out-Cheat The Enemy was less cool#don't get me wrong it was fun but i Really liked the more raw nobody knows whats going on vibes of the first two#and the group dynamics of rrps and the human derby were so delicious to me. also i wish s2 had more torture implements#the cheating thing makes sense progression-wise it's just a preference thing. the human derby hit me insanely hard#so it's kind of hard for anything to compete after that y'know?#actually very happy kaiji is still addicted to gambling at the end. like it's a happy ending bc he's debt free but like. he's not gonna#stay that way. and maybe thats a weird thing to be happy about but i think it's a choice that makes sense#he's got no reason to give it up and has become emotionally dependent on it. the series' concern w gambling as inherently self-destructive#and its sympathy towards ppl who see it as their last hope is like. really cool and idk i think it keeps kaiji real to never let that go#ok i just looked it up and the manga does continue. my ass will be reading it for sure#so idk how faithful the anime ending is but yeah. anyway i really really liked it this was good for me like emotionally#fkmt#ive heard the next arc is mahjong which is sick bc i like 80% know how mahjong works from yakuza#maybe this will help me grasp the final 20% (<- should just look up the rules or something)#what else. right i think it's funny that there's like 2 women total. The most allergic to women series ive ever seen and thats Impressive#the 2nd op is comedically cheeks like just Bad. very fun recognizing the band from the shitass 1st h.xh ed#im like 95% sure hidenari ugaki plays a side character in an episode but it's not listed on his behind the VAs so. alas.#2nd ed is fun bc while i Hate the trope it's doing i love seeing kaiji being put in Situations (clearly)#anyway. it's really good you guys should watch kaiji
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Hope yall are having a good holiday season!
I'm excited for the new year ;w; small update in tags
#ive been taking a mental break from things#i kinda freaked myself out about getting those designs out#could you tell? haha- /shot#anyway. i have a big piece im working on for the new year for cookie run#this year i wanna get back into yogs stuff#since they released that fun murder mystery gameshow im kinda eh about continuing midnight manor but. we will see#its different enough lol but i wanna re-focus in on reversion#it was my magnum opus at the time dlkfjgfk i was most excited for that and i got a lot of work done on it#and some new-yog work (as i promised kirsty kfjgfk >w<;;#probably not a comic#but i will be adding back onto my fanlore document on ao3#so once i get my designs moving (hopefully by sometime within the next week or two. i know i said a week last time but i didnt expect#to be pushing myself so hard)#i will gladly start those projects back up#im trying to finish the things i started because im notorious for not completing things and its a demon of mine ive been working to conquer#for like. a decade gfkgjg#ive made incredible progress... but ive still a long way to go#thank u guys for following me and interacting#i hope you like what you see whenver you get to see it!#intercom
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