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Some of the gang that I don't draw much, cause it was the story's birthday yesterday ✨
#they're hard to draw for some reason#Hiro is easy some days tho#i think you know why there are color blobs by Hellen's head#hehe art fight...#oc#doodle#eyurenious'gaurdians#digital#hiro#hiromi#Hiromi Tatsumo#Mathew#Mathew Tatsumo#Mizu#Mizuki#Hellen#Hellen Heizerdmann#Henry#Henry Heizerdmann#I was gonna do a Paul but he's just too hard to draw djsnd
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BOMBER THEY I COME BARING A REQUEST!! PLX BARE WITH ME THO I SUCK AT CORRECTLY FORMATTING THESE🙏🏻 Hiro hamada x gn! Reader hcs/comfort were the readers older brother just sucks n they hate him? Like he gets mad easily, really loud when mad,plays victim n undermines readers issues/achievements bcs their younger? (If the brother could also be a grown adult kinda like tadashi you'll have my soul 🙇🏻🙇🏻)
IM SO SORRY IF THIS IS AGAINST THE RULE WERE IT SAYS IT CANT BE SO DETAILED I'M SORRY!!!I tried my best to keep it as simple as possible (especially considering this is based on my own brother 😞😞) if it is against the rules im so sorry and feel free to ignore it !! TY for ur time n don't forget to drink water !!🙇🏻🙇🏻
Hiro Hamada x Reader with a terrible brother
Pairing(s): Hiro Hamada x Gn!Reader
A/N: Sorry if the title is too blunt, but that’s my take away from your ask and I’m rlly sorry u have a brother like that 😞💔
When Hiro first hears about your older brother and what he’s done it’s most likely a watered down version
Maybe you two were hanging out and you began to rant about how he’s trash and that’s all Hiro knew
But then he finds out how bad the reality is- it’s when you sneak into his room through his window using some gadgets
It’s in the middle of the night and you explain briefly what had occurred
An argument as usual had ensued and your brother was overly loud and brought up how you overact with your issues
This really surprises Hiro but he tries his best to comfort you
Especially since this time your delved deeper into what was going on and what your relationship with your brother truly is
Depending on how you are- he’d sneak down and get snacks, water, play games or watch a movie
Either way, the night ends with you two snuggled under the covers
Hiros usually flustered nature disappears at the sight of you being upset and genuinely hurt over a recurring situation
The night is quiet and the discussion sticks to a few words
However, the next morning you two wake up and head downstairs
obviously Cass is like 🤨
But she’s nicer obviously and decides to give you both some breakfast
I could also see her sending something wrong and so she lets it go but there will most definitely be a discussion later
Then you’re off to wherever you are
It’s the weekend and Hiro knows you’d want to take your mind off your brother
This was the first day of many that Hiro would do to try and cheer you up
Overall, he’s pretty protective and heavily dislikes your brother
Which is an understatement considering you hate him
And honestly? At first Hiro was shocked
He’s the same age that tadashi would’ve been and he could never imagine tadashi being anything but his wonderful self
The thought alone messes with Hiro and he truly begins to empathize with you
Knowing that your achievements are undermined just because you’re younger is insane to him
Tadashi was the complete opposite and would always push for Hiro to improve
He’s the reason Hiro even bothered going to his “nerd school”
He really wishes you could’ve experienced what it was like to have tadashi as an older brother but we’re in the now so he decides to just be there
Whether it’s letting you stay over or bringing you stuff
He tried his best
As well as Cass, eventually the two of you have to explain and she’s more than ok wiht you staying over
Of course with ground rules but they’re easy to follow
Even as his hero persona he’s more than protective and sure he has to help people regardless of
But if he ever runs into your brother, best believe he’s having Baymax fly like 1000 feet into the air and be like “oh sorry it was necessary “
And just be a bitch in total but it’s justified
Might be an over exaggeration but let’s be real
Hiro gets real protective over those he loves and you’re no exception
#fanfic#gn reader#male reader#fluff#fanfic fluff#female reader#fluff headcanons#hiro hamada x gn reader#hiro x male reader#hiro x reader#bh6 hiro#hiro bh6#hiro hamada x reader#hiro hamada#bh6 x reader#bh6 fanfiction#bh6 fandom#big hero 6
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OC Interview Questions
I saw @smilepal's post with Hiro being interviewed, thought it was cool and wanted to do as well (also goes for the idea to have the character answering for the interviewer, so I thought I'd make that as well.)
Tagging: @nervouswizardcycle @dreamskug @a-pirate @wraithsoutlaws @jaymber and everyone who want's to do this (no pressure).
Edit: Imagine his voice being similar to SPN S1 Dean's (just a lil' lighter maybe).
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Name?
Vijay. — jus' V's fine, tho.
Are you single?
I was in fact — until last week. smirks So, I'm off the market. Sorry to all the gents and ladies out there!
Are you happy?
I'm mostly good but I wouldn't call it happy in every case. Being happy really's kinda rare. Since I live in NC and left Portland behind, yeah I guess I'm much 'happier'. But there's always room for improvememt. (bonus ask) But you seem happy to me? That's because of my face. I got a happy face. Doesn't mean I'm always the happy cute guy you see in me. Anyways: yet, I appreciate it when I'm also not happy — See, I don't think u can achieve to be the happiest either. There'll always be times u get kicked off of your rainbow shootin' unicorn, u know.
Are you angry?
Show me one person in NC who's not? Everyone's angry. Not all the time, and I believe many hide it, so they're practically lyin'. I get angry, too, at times. But I tend to vent quickly and not wasting any more time with it because I got better things to do.
Are your parents still married?
Heck do I know? Don't care 'bout 'em anymore.
=NINE FACTS=
Birth place?
Monterey Bay. Scenic coastline, almost looks ike some neat painting. I used to play a lot at the beaches and swam in the ocean when I was a kid. Area is thrivin' with wild life. There isn't one day I'm not thinking about it. Once I'm gettin' tired of the city life, I'm gonna buy me one of these fairytale cottages and spend the rest of my days sitting on my porch watching the sun setting beyong the ocean.
Hair color?
Ginger. And yes, I have a soul.
Eye color?
Used to be pure green but I had to replace them with optics because of the biz, so now got a color that looks green to blueish? Depends on the lighting.
Birthday?
February. Close friends get the numbers.
Mood?
's good for now.
Gender?
I'm a male.
Summer or winter?
Well, this is NorCal. It's mostly Summer throughout the year. Even Portland didn't get much of a Winter thanks to global warming shit noone could stop yet. I don't even know what a real Winter feels like. Maybe I should take a trip to where Winter still happens to be? Then u might get an answer 'bout this.
Morning or afternoon?
Often get to enjoy mornings since I mostly work at night and come home or finish a job when it's about to get morning. Yet, I've always loved afternoons way more. The moment u can just watch the sun getting lower until it's disappearing behind the horizon has always been and is very peaceful to me.
=EIGHT THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE=
Are you in love?
I defintiely got that strong butterfly feeling again I haven't felt in a long while. Feels great!
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nuh-uh. I believe it's attraction that's drivin' people mostly when they think they are in love from zero to hundred. Maybe there are exceptions, though, dunno. But for me — there's no "at first sight". It developes after time is what I can say from my experience.
Who ended your last relationship?
I did. Personal issus I couldn't cope with. That's all you need to know. We're still very good friends. It's not easy that easy though.
Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
He told me I didn't, but I think I did. His eyes do tell me that.
Are you afraid of commitments?
What kind of commiment?*
Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Yeah, sure. Hugs are important. It's part of my love language.
Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Yah, bet I got some. But I don't — uh … really care? Come to me, talk to me — rest we'll see.
Have you ever broken your own heart?
Yup. Got to do with these people called "parents" I once had.
=SIX CHOICES=
Love or lust?
I like both but lust always seems to be stronger, lingering deep inside, waiting to get into action. I've got a better understanding of it than love. The latter is unpredictable and hits you totally unexpected. But the two can go along well together if you got the right person at your side and keep both balanced.
Lemonade or iced tea?
Lemonade — always a good choice. Am I gettin' some now? Don't forget to put some gin into it for me, alright?!
Cats or dogs?
Send me all them doggos u got! I love them. -happiest face ever- They are the only animals that love you unconditionally. Cats would eat u if they were bigger than us for sure.
A few best friends or many regular friends?
After Portland I went with "few best friends". The rest is only mutuals, too me. U need to be careful with whom you talk about personal stuff — especially in this city. True friends takes a while to find, though.
Wild night out or romantic night in?
Can u stop askin' me 'this or that' stuff? It's both. Wild nights are a lot of fun but if I got someone I just wanna spend time alone with? — Fuck yeah! Nothing can beat a romantic night at home. I crave for that as well.
Day or night?
Where are we right now? Right – NIGHT City. More than half of the city sleeps at day and is awake around night, same goes for me.
=FOUR HAVE YOU EVERS=
Been caught sneaking out?
Where to? If u mean by that, as a kid — dozens of times. If on a job — I stopped counting.
Fallen down/up the stairs?
In my biz? Couple of times.
Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt?
Yup. But as I said — done with it.
Wanted to disappear?
As in getting invisible for my job? Heck, wouldn't that be awesome!? Otherwise, nah.
=FOUR PREFERENCES=
Smile or eyes?
Ohhh, it's eyes alright. They tell you so much about a person sometimes it's incredible.
Shorter or taller?
Well, I ain't got anything against people smaller than me, but — nearly same height as me is very pleasing, bc you don't have to bend down all the time. I'm 6''4 so, there ain't many people taller than me. Well, Jackie is — was, tho …
Intelligence or attraction?
I must admit I go for attraction in the first place and therefore intelligence does come a bit short in some cases. But it is also very important. So, both.
Hook-up or relationship?
I prefer relationships, but hook-ups are nice, too — especially when you had enough of relationships for a while.
=FAMILY=
Do you and your family get along?
Why are there so many family related questions? U can answer this to yourself. Don't have to tell ya twice, bro!
Would you say you have a “messed up life”?
It was messy alright, until I got myself together and got out of it. At least for that messed up life part. The one I'm in now is a different messed up. I don't think about that much. Pulls you only down, to be honest. Just tryin' and get the best out of it everyday I wake up. You live only once, right? So make the best out of it.
Have you ever run away from home?
Not really. U could say I did but he part at home didn't bother either? Does that makes sense? Ah fuck — just get me the next question!
Have you ever gotten kicked out?
No. I was gone before anybody could have 'kicked me' out.
=FRIENDS=
Do you secretly hate one of your friends?
Ehm… why should I hate one of my friends secretly? Your questions reaching the peak of lowness, seriously.
Do you consider all of your friends good friends?
Didn't we already have a similar question? The few friends I got, are my GOOD Friends — the rest is, already said, mutuals.
Who is your best friend?
Was– best friend. Jackie — I still miss him. But Ryder, my team mate, is always there for me if I got somethin' on my mind. I met him about the same time as Jackie. We've been very close to each other for a while.
Who knows everything about you?
Jackie knew a lot about me. I would go that fare and say he'd know almost everything, yeah. But Jack's gone, so I'll pick Ryder. He might know almost as much about me as Jackie did. And I know he'll keep private things for himself. I know I can trust him.
#oc asks#about: vijay steyr#I hate tumblr post editor beta version fucked me up so many times sdfhiudf tblr fix this shit#sorry for the short circuit#long post#but I made a cut this time#*I didn't get that somehow
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Ok, so here goes. How about a lil mashup? (TTS would be modern, to match the other fandoms) Imagine what would happen if Varian travelled to San Fransokyo for some kind of science expo and meets Hiro and Baymax there. There is a robbery at the Expo and Player asks them for help (he already knows Hiro) as it's V.I.L.E.'s doing but Carmen's on another mission somewhere else. I know it's a bit chaotic but I tried to explain idea as good as I could
Okay, took me a while. It might be different from what you imagined, but that's what you get when you ask your sister dearest to write you a story lmao.
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“Alchemist to Zero. What’s your status?” The communicator in Hiro’s helmet sounded and the boy rolled his eyes.
“I see the target. They are entering the building. Can’t see the cargo, tho.” He replied. “And what’s with the codenames?”
“Because I think it’s unfair only Player gets to have one.” The person on the other side replied and Hiro rolled his eyes again. So childish.
“Because I have to stay anonymous.” Another voice cut in. “And remember this is only for one job. Normally I’d send Red, but she has her hands full in Seul already.”
“Yeah, yeah.” The previous voice dismissed and Hiro could hear the sizzling of acid. “Anyway, I’m in. Let’s get my stuff back and go already. I have an Expo to win.”
“In your dreams, Va- Alchemist.” Hiro corrected himself quickly. No matter what he said about codenames, he didn’t want to risk anyone hearing their real names. “The prize is mine.”
“You wish!” The other replied and Hiro chuckled.
“Guys, work now, bicker later.” Player called with an exasperated huff. “Besides, if I was there, none of you would even stand a chance.”
Hiro decided to leave it at that, opting to focus on the mission instead. He still had no idea why someone would steal Varian’s chemicals, but it was always better safe than sorry.
The Expo was an international science event, when the scientist from all around the globe met in one place to show their latest inventions and fight for the main prize, the title of Scientist of the Year. What was amazing about the Expo, it allowed both adults and teenagers like him, or Varian, compete alongside.
You never know where the genius is hiding, was the Expo’s motto. He and Varian met on the event few years ago, and became quick friends, despite being rivals in the contest.
Varian didn’t live in San Fransokyo. The boy was German and was extremely intelligent. He spoke several languages, English, French and Italian being only few of them, except for his native German. He was into chemistry the most, but also had a knack for engineering.
They often spoke online, comparing their latest inventions, sharing stories and giving advice to one another.
Player, on the other hand, was a mystery. Hiro never saw the guy, but from what he’d learned, he was only a year or two older than himself, and extremely intelligent too. He was a talented hacker who lived in Ontario, Canada, and preferred to stay at home.
He contacted Hiro on the day of the Expo (how he got his phone number, he had no clue) and told him about the upcoming heist happening at the Expo. Apparently, some group called V.I.L.E. was planning to steal some very dangerous chemicals during the event.
Player explained he’d normally didn’t bother uninvolved people, but the chemicals are supposed to be extremely dangerous in wrong hands, and his usual team was busy somewhere else.
A short talk with Honey Lemon confirmed Player’s info, so Hiro decided to help the boy, if only to stop the criminals from doing something really bad. So, imagine his surprise, when the stolen chemicals turned out to belong to Varian.
The German scientist absolutely refused to let Hiro go after the thieves alone, claiming his knowledge of what exactly the chemicals were and how to best contain them will only help him. Player agreed shortly after and Hiro gave the boy a spare communicator, so they can all communicate with no trouble.
Hiro’s scaled down from the building across the street, where he was positioned, and approached the abandoned warehouse the criminals went in. He pushed himself against the wall, stealing a glance through one of the windows.
There were only two people inside, a blonde woman in a tight suit and mask covering her face, and a man dressed like a mime. Quick conversation with Player revealed their names to be Tigress and Mime Bomb respectively.
The woman held out a hand with a suitcase. A quick glance told Hiro it contained the stolen chemicals, as he noticed the moon emblem on the front, which was the symbol Varian used to mark his property.
Hiro peeked out some more, and noticed the said boy crouching behind one of the crates in the warehouse, observing the two. Varian’s hands twitched and Hiro knew they didn’t have much time.
“Don’t do anything stupid, V.” He whispered into the communicator, which only earned him an annoyed huff. God, this was terrible idea to bring him along.
Varian was extremely possessive over his things. Sure, he let people see them, but if you try to even touch them without his consent...
“Va-Alchemist!” He called out more urgently, hoping to stop the boy from doing anything reckless.
Varian had literally no experience with criminals. Hiro met and fought with his fare share, but the German boy was a complete rookie. If he doesn’t do anything now it’s-
Just then it seemed like Varian’s patience finally reached his limit. He jumped from behind the crates with a battle cry, brandishing some colourful balls in each hand, strangely similar-looking to the ones used by Honey Lemon.
“Crap! Player, I’m going in!” Hiro called out and pushed away from the wall, running to the door.
He heard shouts and some explosions from the inside. He pulled the door open and hoped for the best, bursting inside. His eyes felt on the scene in front of him and stopped, dumbfounded.
“Zero, what’s going on there?” Player called out in his ear, but the boy was too shocked to reply. “Hiro!”
“You... just access my helmet camera and see for yourself.” Hiro sounded tired.
He heard fast typing and then a gasp of surprise, which told him Player finally had a visual. And what visual was that.
Mime Bomb was sprawled out on the floor, stuck in some pink goo, looking confused at the ordeal. Tigress was on the other side of the room, stuck to the wall with the same kind of substance, snarling and shouting in anger at someone crouching on the floor.
That someone was Varian, who frantically worked to open the suitcase, his hands trembling in fear. Finally, the lock clicked open and the boy let out a sigh of relief.
“Nothing is broken. Thank the Sun.” He breathed out and closed the suitcase. He picked it up and stood up, staring at the woman glued to the wall. “What were you thinking, throwing it like that?! Don’t you know if any of those broke it would be a disaster?! We could all die!”
“I wouldn’t have to throw it, if you didn’t attack us!” Tigress snarled back angrily and tried to pull herself free. “Who even are you?”
“I’m the one who made those chemicals, you dumbass!” Varian shouted back, not even noticing Hiro standing in the now-open door. “If you steal something, at least learn what to NOT DO with it!”
“Is Varian just... lecturing her?” Player asked. Hiro could almost see his wide-open eyes threatening to fall out of the eye sockets.
“Yup.” He confirmed, staring blankly at the scene.
“Is he normal?” The Canadian sounded shocked. Hiro shrugged.
“Is any of us?” He replied and earned a sigh and a snort in return. “Are the police coming?”
“Oh, yeah. I gave them an anonymous tip few minutes ago, They should be here soon.” Player finally seemed to shook himself awake. “Better leave before they arrive.”
“Sure. Hey, Alchemist!” He called out, sparing the trapped woman another tirade of insults.
Varian turned around and smiled.
“Hey, Zero. Got my stuff!” He raised the hand with the suitcase and waved with the other. “Easy-peasy.”
“Good, ‘cause the police is going to be here soon.” Hiro could already hear the sirens coming closer. “We gotta go.”
“Oh, right!” Without further stalling, Varian ran up to him and they left the two criminals still stuck by the peculiar goo.
They were already several blocks away, when Player finally deemed it safe enough to stop running.
“By the way.” Hiro turned to panting Varian, who rose his head in question. “What’s with the goo?”
“Oh, that?” Varian grinned, showing his bunny teeth and pulled out a pink ball from his pocket. “It’s my own invention. Sticks to everything it touches. I actually came up with it as a more humane way to get rid of the pests back in Old Corona. But it works just as well at stopping idiots from doing more harm than they already did.”
“Nice.” Hiro nodded. “How long does it take to dissolve?”
“Few hours. That is, unless you have a dissolver at hand, which I have right here.” Varian fished out another ball, this time green and cackled. “Serves them right for stealing from me.”
“Remind me to never get on your bad side.” Hiro laughed and shook his head at his friend. “Are we clear to go back to the Expo now, Player?”
“Sure thing. Thanks for the help, guys.” Player replied.
“Oh yeah! Go Team Genius!” Varian laughed and raised a fist in the air.
“We really have to talk about those codenames.” Hiro let out a tired sigh and Player laughed in his ear.
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REVIEW: BURIED STARS ☆
came across this korean mystery vn and i knew i had to get it bc someone commented that it had a similar feel to danganronpa/zero escape O: seems like i have a type
i usually don’t prefer to get digital copies of games but there was really no choice... i heard the physical copy is sold out in korea and resales are going for 200 USD ain’t nobody got money for that
i don’t think anyone i know is gonna purchase this game and play for themselves and i can’t share the game either bc it’s a digital copy sooo i’m gonna write a review~ please enjoy!!
basically the plot goes as such: the survival reality tv show Buried Stars was about to commence the finals of its current season with the remaining five contestants when the building suddenly collapses. most of the audience and staff members were safely evacuated except for seven ppl (the five contestants and two staff members) who are trapped in the wreckage with just their smartwatches that connects them to the outside world via calls (problematic bc they can only call a restricted number of ppl and the signal inside is shit) and phater (bootleg twitter). after trying to make some calls, everyone was then told that the rescue team would take around six hours to break into the collapsed building to get them out.
ok so they just have to wait it out... in an unstable building that can come down at any moment. cool.
then!!! they find the producer’s dead body, seemingly a victim to the falling debris!! they’re down to six survivors now.
despite the circumstances, voting is still ongoing and some rando on phater claims that the contestant in the last place will die as if the atmosphere wasn’t bad enough.
this is your smartwatch interface!! most of the functions are pretty useless with regards to the actual gameplay but it’s just fun to play around with them i guess
for e.g. you can change the background and ringtone but they don’t affect anything
there’s this feature that keeps track of changes that occur when you pick certain conversation topics during communication rounds and it’s really useful for replays!! too bad it doesn’t keep track of sanity changes in mc
this is the mc!! even though he looks like he would be a tsundere punk he’s actually very soft?? kinda like saihara but with a bit more spine
AND THIS IS MY BEST BOI GYU-HYUK
i lowkey ship them bc of their interactions alsjdkasjs jUST LOOK AT THIS
i was expecting there to be a lot of mysteries but given the circumstances i guess it makes sense to not have that many... there’s no murder mystery if it happened in an accident site and looked like an accident you see
a lot of conversation topics focus on the character’s backstory and stuff so you get to learn more about the characters while waiting for rescue (one of the goals of this game is actually to collect characters’ profiles!)
bonding through a shared traumatic experience sounds reasonable
did i mention that the cutscenes are fully voiced (either in korean or japanese depending on your preference)?? i played it in korean for my first gameplay for ~Optimal Experience~ but i switched to japanese in subsequent plays bc i wanted to be able to understand what the characters were saying without reading the text
the only thing that throws me off is that characters are given japanese names in the japanese dub but the in-game text still uses their korean names??? why
my boi gyu-hyuk is voiced by takuya eguchi and hyesung is voiced by shimono hiro (i actually doubted my ears at first bc hyesung sounds angry 24/7 and i only know shimono’s derpy zenitsu and troll ouma voices sweats;;) wOW 👍👍👍
the first ending is the same for everyone even if you picked the best options
they call it a “normal end” but tbh it’s a bad end bc everyone dies and nothing is resolved
after you clear the game for the first time you will get to replay from the start but your options will change so you can proceed towards other routes!! yay
oh yeah in case anyone is wondering this game is rated T and bodies are shown in the form of a silhouette with non-explicit close-ups during investigation so if you can’t handle graphic stuff it’s not too bad
warning: from here on there will be spoilers for the true ending and other endings!! stop scrolling if you have even the slightest intention to play the game
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collected all the endings after 30ish hours of gameplay!! i wanted to strive for 100% completion in achievements but i’m not sure how to get some stuff... might go back and try other options in the future
in the true route you receive help from this random phater user plughole aND I JUST LOVE THE INTERACTIONS BETWEEN HIM AND DO-YOON LMAO
idk if anyone tried to guess who the real culprit is but it turned out to be
my boi gyu-hyuk......
he had his reasons (not trying to say he did no wrong) and it’s just unfortunate that things turned out this way
while playing, i thought to myself... if there was one person i would glue do-yoon to throughout the entire game it would be gyu-hyuk... bc i was certain he wouldn’t hurt do-yoon
i was right tho... even in some routes where do-yoon catches him in the act, gyu-hyuk didn’t try to silence him
CRYING
i don’t know much about korean law but he has THREE murder charges on him whicH SOUNDS LIKE DEATH SENTENCE
i’m sad bc there’s no way to save my boi even in his best ending
plughole visits you in the hospital in the true ending!! he is also a troll irl it seems
he was kinda sus in the beginning but i really hoped that he was a Good Guy to keep do-yoon sane in the wreckage
and i’m glad he was
do-yoon looks super baby in his hospital clothes
he was not kidding when he said that his actions were bc of his sister (who is a hardcore fan of do-yoon) lmao
aaa the girls are doing great after their treatment!! they visit do-yoon too!!
yeah i also want to know why do-yoon is the only one still hospitalised with all those bandages when everyone else is fine but i guess maybe he got injured when he protected gyu-hyuk from falling debris at the start of the game
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if you don’t find out the true culprit of the murders gyu-hyuk goes free and he visits you every day in the hospital aND SAYS STUFF LIKE THIS
ugh it hurts me
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there’s also a joke ending (when you pick the “i’m the attacker” option lmao) which i appreciate a lot!! something to lighten the tense mood is what i crave for in games like this
somehow i feel like it’s even scarier than the usual atmosphere bc of how ooc everyone acts
BUT YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT’S REALLY SCARY?
there’s a horror route that you can enter by using the “laboratory” conversation topic on everyone and expressing how much it creeps you out
and the entire game shifts in genre to actual horror (like with paranormal activities)
IT WAS REALLY SCARY AND THERE WERE HANDS EVERYWHERE AND EVERYONE WAS ACTING WEIRD ASLJELKASJ i had my eyes closed half the time and i regret playing on my monitor
i didn’t take many screenshots bc as i mentioned my eyes were not looking at the screen for most part but i hope that you can kinda understand where i’m coming from with these two screenshots
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the game is actually split into two major routes (A and B) which differ in who gets saved and who dies
you can only start on the B route after you get the true ending which is in the A route
unfortunately there is no route where everyone (even if you exclude the producer bc she dies before do-yoon regains consciousness at the start of the game) survives TT
if hyesung and seil survive then gyu-hyuk kills himself and leaves a note but do-yoon tears it up so we don’t know what he wrote
overall a solid mystery vn with beautiful graphics and enough routes to keep you occupied for many hours!! i highly recommend following a walkthrough bc it’s not an easy game if you want to collect all the possible endings and achievements
cuz there are minor changes to the epilogue depending on how close you are with the characters
i actually don’t play a lot of VNs but i feel like all VNs need the route map thingy in AI: the somnium files
my only gripe about this game is prob the derpy translations which usually isn’t a big issue (imo at least) but for a game priced this high?? i expected better
anyway that’s all from me!! thanks for reading til the end hahah i wanted to write a srs review but i just ended up simping for gyu-hyuk
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Each of the Sohmas as parents?
omgggg okay okay okay this is gonna get shippy yall lets go for it
kyo/tohru: single handedly the best parents of all of them, easily. these two struggled to get their shit together enough to confess but once they did??? babies were coming soon and it was no big deal (they are the only ones who can say this). they were the youngest parents, i think; i personally like the idea that they were planning on getting married right outta hs anywayyy but also got pregnant before the wedding oops O.O anyway everyone goes to them for advice bc theyre just. the best parents mfdahjfdka
yuki/machi: absolute disASTER parents but somehow ended up w a good kid anyway (mutsuki is a deLIGHT). they call kyoru like every other day trying to figure out how the hell to parent. kyoru invites them to dinner a lot just to check up on them. yuchi wasnt planning on kids i dont think--never once regretted mutsuki, of course, they love him to bits--but the idea of another one makes them go. hhhhhhhhhhh
haru/rin: fun dad/mom who wants to enforce rules but cant quite manage to to the T. haru is super great with the kids, probably plays super smash brothers with them, always the “safe option” but like, if they ever have any real problem they wanna talk about they go to rin, cause she always knows what to do to fix the problem. she gets a little frustrated sometimes w her chaotic family but also very easily gets overwhelmed by love for them!
akito/shigure: SHIGURE IS A GOOD DAD. he loves kids to BITS even if he suppresses it to look cool for a while; tohru and kisa are basically his daughters at this point (aside but im kinda writing a fic about this) and once he gets over his own ego hes the kind of dad to tease his kids a lot, but he gives really good advice at the right moments. for akki, kids is a terrifying concept, but its really good for her! she learns a lot about love when she has kids, about how not every love is twisted by abuse and romance and sex; interacting with her kids helps her figure out the joys of a pure parent/child relationship; im also sure shes happy raising a kid better than her mother did, even if shes worried shes going to mess it up.
hatori/mayu: hatori is an awkward dad but hes got a lot of love! his kids and wife tease him a lot but he takes things very seriously and is always willing to defend his kids, protect them if he ever needs to. mayu is the more hands-on of the two; she takes care of all the day-to-day, interpersonal stuff (its easy for her, shes really good at interacting with kids), but their dad is very important to them too, and they can tell he loves them!
kimi/momiji: parenting also terrifies kimi! but she’s actually quite good at it, once she gets into the swing of things. shes especially close with her daughter(s), they have that kind of “my mom is my best friend” thing going on, and it means a lot to her. momiji is the most charming dad ever, and makes lots of bad puns; hes also very approachable, loving family all around!
kureno/uo: these two dummies love each other a lot and have four kids, according to the discord! i love it anyway uo as a mom is a lot like kyoko, but w some more personal stories, of course; she keeps it real with her kids. kureno DOTES on his daughters but he is also kind of awkward lmaoo. its okay tho they can tell his heart is in it.
ayame/mine: these kids have the BEST dress up parties on the block oh my god!! this is also a very loving and open family, and tbhhh ayame and mine are both regina george’s mom (you know what im talking about). most of the couples are jealous of ayamine bc they never once! have a fight! bc aya somehow missed the “incapable of proper communication” gene that the other sohmas have!
ritsu/mitsuru: i put these guys on here because i wanna make it clear that i think theyre cute and forever couples but oh my god they would never have kids, too scary oml. once they get over their nerves a bit though, they visit the other couples’ kids a lot! they like to be the teasing aunts lmao, and they feel a bit more confident around younger kids owo
kagura/kunimitsu: is it just me or is kagura kind of a pta mom?? owo she has the best intentions i love her but shes v passionate about fighting for her kids. kunimitsu supports her in every way and is the much calmer, more rational of the two--but they both love their kids very much!
hiro and kisa: nah these guys are the kids they aint parents yet.
this was really fun! tysm for the ask; everyone, feel free to send me asks! owo
#it me#headcanons#apparently its a theme for me to do these things now lmaoo#its cool tho i like this stuff!
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ARES HEADCANONS WITH THE BOYS, AFTER THE BREAK
Some ARES (more like ot2/ot3/ot4 headcanons with Haizaki, Asuto, Nosaka and Nishikage) headcanons for @ozrockbitway (if i remember right dfljkghfdg it’s been long ago since we talked about it, I think??) and @producktions @someatsu @blueberry-pastel @suzunofuusuke @kirinoisbestboy @sinfonylanglader @therealruney @calmystorm-saltycandy (hope u dont mind the tag ^^’’) @shawn-and-aiden-frost-9 i guess if u wanted to read as well @mimirk63 ITS NOT YUUICHI but ya kno ;w;’’
i literally dont even know who else would care about these (mostly joke) headcanons so iM SOWWY if i like, dont tag some ppl ;;
also im sorry that these are like all over the place tho jfldghkfk
ANYWAY with that out of the way
1. so I was discussing about Nishikage baking and. i got it. Nishikage works @ Tasty part time. He makes ambitious creations. Nosaka enjoys watching the behind the scenes. (Asuto will eat anything he makes)
2. Asuto starts hanging around Nosaka and Nishikage thought this would be bad and that Yuuma would stop hanging out with him but is thankfully proven wrong as Asuto pretty much always invites both of them to hang out with him. Nishikage starts to 'adopt' Asuto as Nosaka's friend and feels the need to PROTECC him as well. they also become great friends and this eases Nishikage because Nosaka finally has someone to spend time with that can somewhat get him out of his shell. Related to #1, Asuto will bother Nishikage and ask him if he's cooked something new yet. Nishi is afraid to cook more things at first but is prompted by Asuto because THAT BOY will literally eat anything, bad or good.
3. Nosaka actually likes dry jokes but no one knows since nobody really likes dry jokes and doesn't make them. Asuto ends up with a book EXACTLY about dry jokes and he finds them interesting and funny but not as much as Nosaka, so when he uses one of those jokes it makes Yuuma laugh and it takes everyone by surprise (especially Nishikage)
4. Nosaka snorts when he laughs.
5. I see Asuto and Nosaka becoming friends before Asuto and Haizaki (even if they're acquaintances) Haizaki comes on later along.
6. Asuto is claustrophobic and that's how the ot3 friendship starts. He, Haizaki and Nosaka somehow end up stranded in somewhat of a locker and he starts freaking out. Despite the issues between Nosaka and Haizaki they don't like seeing the cheerful Asuto being scared like that. Asuto asks them to hold his hand and they reluctantly did that even if they didn't like being next to each other. After that incident Asuto was a bit more open around them and uses his 'persuasive' powers to get them to hang out with him.
7. Haizaki is the tallest, followed by Asuto and then Nosaka. Nosaka is a bit conscious about his height and even if Haizaki makes fun of him, Asuto reassures him and tells him its okay.
8. Nosaka would be really bad at portraying his feelings even if it's something simple or complicated so he makes really weird comparisons and nobody understands except Nishikage even if sometimes even he's wondering what's going on in his mind.
9. I originally planned Nosaka to be a Vegan but I don't wanna do that he's just been taught to always eat healthy because there was no other alternative. he sometimes sees Asuto stuffing his face with unhealthy (fast food/other) stuff and it confuses him because he's still like perfect and fit and he doesn't get it. With time Asuto makes him try things he wouldn't normally eat by himself and even if he doesn't eat that regularly, he'll sometimes accept Asuto's invitation to get things he hasn't tried before. He's really big on trying foreign food but maybe once every few months.
This is a lot of Nosaka fdkjghd im sorry i love him a lot AND I DIDNT EVEN KNOW IT
10. One day Asuto's friends find him, Nosaka and Haizaki playing cards in his room (i think they'd keep the friendship hidden for a while don't ask me why). Norika would take a liking to Nosaka but not romantic. She ends up doing his nails or make up as a thing. He looks dashing with black polish. Haizaki has none of that and even if Nosaka is really :| and stoic he'll pretty much go with anything.
11. this was like, a multiple headcanon thingy with @suzunofuusuke and @producktions alike
Nosaka is a heavy sleeper and Nishikage is the opposite. #Nosaka and Nishikage share a bed, fight me. Due to his past Nosaka has nightmares and moves a lot in his sleep so frequently he'll fall from the bed which'll make Nishi wake up and freak tf out because dfljkgf where's Yuuma?? and hes just sleeping on the floor
12. Nishi and Nosaka sometimes both stare at Asuto and how pure he is dfljghfdg like "damn Asuto's a nice friend"
i'll uh, try some Haizaki too since I've basically neglected him holy shit
13. Things get better with Akane and after Asuto basically has him talk things out with Nosaka, he becomes a lot less stressed and angry and finally starts to open up to Asuto, at least. He's a bit awkward at interacting outside the soccer field so it takes a bit of time to be comfortable around both of them, but Asuto always made it easy. He's still a bit intimidated by Nishikage though, even if he has no ill intentions towards Haizaki and they've even successfully hang out together alongisde the other two a few times. They share a love for spicy food.
14. HAIZAKI NEEDS GLASSES and he doesnt like wearing them but he's really cute in them. Asuto would always tell him that he looks cute in them and he wouldn't like it. Men aren't cute. Haizaki isn't cute!! >;C Nosaka would just quietly tell him that they look good on him nonetheless and he'd blush and say 'thanks' and thats their interaction okay #stolen from @someatsu
15. Haizaki has his ears pierced but nobody knows cuz of his long hair and that it's not allowed @ school. He likes to try out diff earrings in his spare time. Asuto catches him one day and never lets him hear the end of it but when they sometimes go walking around shop districts he'd loudly proclaim "Those would look real good on you, Haizaki!" when he'd see any cute earrings and such. poor Hai chan will try to hide from view at that. Nosaka chuckles. also stolen from @soatsuko w permission dw
16. starring guest hiro again with headcanons he shoved into my arms: Haizaki doesn't use social media because he doesn't see the point of it. Had Twitter once but got bored. likes baggy hoodies. probably has a collection of berets (this one's on @araiguma-koon)
17. @arbegagordon gave me an idea so Haizaki and Akane used to play Toontown so now that Akane isn't playing anymore, Haizaki still logs in but gets sad. Through some kind of unconventional means Asuto starts playing Toontown with him because he wants to make him happy and even if Hai chan won't admit it he's pretty happy that Asuto does this for him Nishihkage plays cooking mama Nosaka tries a lot of games but he gets bored fast because he thinks he's not good at them. He REALLY likes the pet games though. EDIT: I FORGOT. NOSAKA PLAYS ALICIA ONLINE AND NONE OF Y’ALL CAN TELL ME OTHERWISE. he likes collecting pets and clothes. he would defs cosplay his AO character omg
18. this was a collaboration of my ideas and @producktions and her analysis post basically she said that no one usually cheers for Nosaka SOOOOOOO, after Asuto finds that out he goes to all his matches and screams like fucking crazy for him and even if Nosaka won't show it he'll smile sometimes to himself because Asuto does this for him and expects nothing in return and just wants to see him smile and it’s OOF so pure
19. Asuto has both Nosaka and Haizaki merch. (you know, for support! Asuto is big on making his friends feel loved) They're both embarrassed by it and whatever they say they can't make him NOT wear it in public, as he's hanging out with THEM.
#inares#inaele#ina11#ie#inazuma eleven#inazuma eleven ares#ieares#inamori asuto#haizaki ryouhei#nosaka yuuma#nishikage seiya#hcs#headcanons#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaafdhkgjd#this is such a mess but i like it#i feel somewhat accomplished writing it#there might be more to come#!!#emy posts#i guess#lol#stupid hcs#but i love them
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Tangled the Series , Swedub
Watching Queen For A Day in Swedish.
Here follows a few personal notes.
Nigel is named Bertil in the dub. His voiceactor is perfect though, both as voice and as feeling.
Ruddiger is named Hubertus. XD
Xavier is named Sixten.
I can’t with Eugene XD XD XD , his voice is much to light, sounds like a little boy.
Raps voice is... h nnggggg okay, I gueass, not bad but little different. Her voice is a little raspy. But it’s easy to get used to.
I can’t with Eugenes voice though, he sounds much to young, way to light of a voice, not at all matching with his character. (I’ve heard that Molly Sanden has reprised her role but shares it with Dominique Pålsson (or she has taken over the role somewhere during the series ) , Eric Saa’de didn’t reprise his role as Eugene, instead it’s Jonas Bane, apparently he alsondoes Hiro Hamada but in which he sounds mich to old.)
I’m still on the fence about Cassandras voice.
Arianna sounds good, but Fredrik... too goofysounding in my opinion.
I was for a long time on the fence with Varian’s Tangleboy’s voice but I’ve watched his song and his introduction on youtube a few times already , so I might’ve gotten used to it, he does sound great . His voice is provided by Anton Raeder, his mother Louise Raeder is a well-known voiceactor of the early 90’s , She’s been in Sailor Moon and My Little pony for example .
( It seems like Varian sounds great in any language tho)
Varian is also one of the few that actually seem to be used to voiceacting , full of emotion while most of the others are more stiff in their voiceacting. He also does the Swedub of Dragur in HTTYD)
And then there’s the problem with how they pronuonces some of the names, it just sounds really weird and silly with the Swedish pronounciation....(mostly Varian’s and Arianna’s names has this issue .) but I get it, they ”can’t” use the English pronounciation when it’s on a Swedish dub... so it’s either that or changing their names...
#tangled the series#swedish dub#tangled swedish#tangled opinions#i have no life#i own nothing#Linnzy thoughts
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My Only Hope
Tadashi Hamada x Reader
My Only Hope
Note: (THIS IS A NEW FIC) So I watched Big Hero 6 recently, and I’m still not over Tadashi Hamada. Every time I think I am, I’m not. Aaaaaarghh that boy… Willing to write part 2...
Warnings: Death mention?? Lots of fluff tho.
Word Count: 1828
It was quiet the night it happened. A sky full of stars looked down on the ever-glowing metropolis that was San Fransokyo. Hiro Hamada was fast asleep in his bed, Baymax tucked into his charging case. The wind rustled the curtains on Tadashi’s side of the room, hanging over the window of his empty bed.
Silence was thick, peaceful. Hiro was so tucked into his sleep, lost in his restless dreams, that he almost didn’t hear the sound of footsteps on the other side of the room. Almost. Hiro bolted awake and tore through the room, pushing aside the barrier that divided the space.
He hoped beyond hope that somehow, after all this time, Tadashi had finally come home. But instead, there was a stranger standing in the breeze. Someone who looked up at the boy, now fifteen years old, with wide violet eyes. Hiro caught the faintest tuft of pink hair sticking out of her black cloak. In her hand was Tadashi’s journal, and she pressed a finger to her lips, black nail polish gleaming in the moonlight.
There was a look in her eyes. Something Hiro couldn’t place. Something determined, a look that knew more than it was letting on.
“I’m going to make it better.” She spoke softly. Hiro hadn’t the slightest clue what she was talking about, but he had an idea. ��But I need this.” She held up the notebook. “And you.”
A glowing ring of fluctuating pink and purple light opened up beside her. She grabbed Hiro’s wrist and stepped through, pulling him with her.
Immediately, the world changed.
Everything around Hiro was brightly lit, so white it was almost blinding. All of the walls and floors were white, the bed, the desk, the lamp, the blankets, everything. And once the stranger shed her cape, so were her clothes beneath it. In this stark, colorless place, this girl was like a rainbow, bright and colorful. She set Tadashi’s journal on the desk and turned to face Hiro, finally giving him a chance to take her in for all she was.
“Who are you?” He managed to get out.
“I’m a friend of your brother’s.” She stated, holding out her hand. “(Y/N) (L/N).” Hiro shook it with a dazed look in his eyes. He had heard that name before. He just couldn’t remember where.
“Where are we? How did we get here?”
“Teleport tech.” She replied, taking a seat on the bed. She motioned for Hiro to come sit next to her. “I need your help with your brother’s notes.”
“Notes for what?”
“His next big project.” She flipped open the book and skimmed through the pages before settling on the one she was looking for. “Time travel.”
***
You and Hiro had been working nonstop for weeks. You didn’t tell anyone about the project. It was a secret you kept to yourselves. You still hadn’t told Hiro who you were to his brother. You had only actually met Tadashi a few times. A handful of them. You had met him in the cafe. And then in your physics class. He took you home from a party once. And then, an older Tadashi had come from the future to deliver a message.
‘You’re my only hope.’
You closed your eyes, thinking about it. This guy you had barely even been friends with had entrusted you with his life. With his future. With his everything. Maybe there was something about your future he knew that you didn’t. The more you thought it over, you were certain that was the case.
It was the way he looked at you when he came. He didn’t say much, his fingertips barely brushing your hand when he gave you the note. And then he was gone as fast as he had come.
Later that night, you got the news about his death and it sank in that the Tadashi that had appeared to you was not the one you had known for the past year.
You didn’t tell Hiro all of that. You figured either he wouldn’t believe you or he would get his hopes up. You knew as well as he did that he didn’t deserve another heartbreak.
“You never did tell me why.” Hiro was on his way out of your lab when he turned around to look at you.
Your pencil moved across the page in front of you for a few more seconds before you realized he had been speaking to you. “Huh?”
“I mean, he never really talked about you. I didn’t even know who you were until-”
“He and I are something someday. I can feel it in the root of my being. And if...you know what? Never mind. I’ll see you tomorrow. Bright and early.”
Hiro nodded and managed a soft smile. There was hope there. The same hope you had seen in his brother’s eyes. “Big day.”
“Yeah…big day.”
***
It had taken a month, but Hiro had rewired your Transport Tech bracelet with the time travel technology his brother had imagined. You were going to do it. You had decided that. You weren’t letting Hiro get too close to the blast. Part of your unspoken promise to Tadashi was to keep Hiro safe, despite his protests.
Hiro had programmed the date and time into your watch down to the second. You had approximately five seconds, more likely less to toss Tadashi through the portal and get through it yourself. Hiro promised to stay in the safe zone, and you trusted him. You couldn’t afford to lose him after all the time you had spent together working to save his brother.
Once he (and Baymax just in case) was behind the line of duct tape that designated the end of the blast zone, were some of the explosion to get through the breach, you raised the hood of your cloak over your head and flipped the switch of the small but powerful device.
The portal opened beside you, tearing a hole in the fabric of time and space. You stepped into the inferno, bright and hot, right in front of the doors of the building just as Tadashi was running in to save the day. He was so heroic. So noble and brave, even if it had only turned out to hurt him in the end.
Time seemed to stop when he ran through those glass doors, the light of the fire lighting up every feature. Everything slowed around you and suddenly it felt like wading in honey. His eyes widened at the sight of you and the ring of light behind you. Confusion tugged at his handsome features, and your heart raced as you held out a hand, a desperate look of pleading on your face.
And though he hesitated, resulting in perhaps one of the most agonizing and slow moments of your entire life, he took your hand, and you pulled him through. As soon as both of his feet were on solid ground on the other side, you slammed the button on your wrist to close the ring, just as the blast erupted from the building you had just escaped.
Then, you promptly passed out.
***
When you finally stirred from the world of black, you realized you were somewhere other than your own bed. There was a beeping to your left and a voice that hardly sounded human.
“(Y/N) suffered an extreme loss of blood-sugar, resulting in her losing consciousness. She now appears to be completely stable.”
“Thank you, Baymax.” Another voice you recognized, but hadn’t heard in a long time. Your heart raced, causing the beeping beside you to speed up. A heart monitor, but you doubted you were in a hospital.
Once the blurriness left your eyes and you could see again, you looked around at a room full of strangers. And Tadashi and Hiro. Tadashi’s hand was clasped tight around yours, and he was sitting in a chair beside the bed you were in. His bed in the apartment above the cafe.
“Woah, easy there.” He helped you sit up gently, his voice soft. You didn’t know how long you had been out for, but you assumed Tadashi had already had his reunion with all of these people. Some you recognized from school, and the other, an older woman, you assumed was his aunt, who ran the cafe downstairs.
“Good morning.” Your voice was so groggy you hardly recognized it. It hurt to speak. Something cold pressed into your hand. A glass of water. You took a long sip and then leaned back against the pillows that had been piled on the bed. Tadashi’s bed.
“She lives!” Shouted a guy you recognized as the school mascot, Fred. Everyone surrounding shushed him.
“Hiro told me what you did for me.” Tadashi sat on the bed, wrapping his hand around yours. “And...what would have happened if you didn’t.”
“It’s no problem. Anytime.” You shrugged, a smirk tugging at your lips. Some of the people in the room, well, all of them except Baymax really, left the room to give you and Tadashi some space.
“I think you deserve more than a pat on the back.” Tadashi’s expression was soft, careful. You could tell how many thoughts must be running through his head about the whole situation. He had been dead for a year, and only now had you gone back to rectify things, bringing him ahead so it wouldn’t mess with the timeline and prevent the events from unfolding the way they did. You and Hiro knew you couldn’t make any paradoxes, or it’d mess everything up.
“Well, I mean, you Princess Leia’d me. What could I do?” You chuckled softly. God, you were sore. You weren’t even sure why. Maybe it was some unforeseen effect of the time travel.
“I Princess Leia’d you?”
“Yeah. Future you popped in and told me I was your only hope. Couldn’t just leave you hanging.”
“It’s always been you…” Tadashi shook his head, whispering softly.
“What’s that?”
“Well, I…” red tickled his cheeks, and he reached up to scratch the back of his neck. “I didn’t think it was any secret that I liked you.”
“This is news to me, Hamada.” You raised an eyebrow, amused. “But I’d be lying if I said I didn’t have the most monumental crush on you too. Which is probably why I’ve been working for the past year to bring you back from the dead.”
“Thanks for that. Again.” He made eye contact and then looked out the window. Sunlight, bright and warm, shone on your skin.
“So how long have I been out?”
“Just overnight. Figured we’d be better off treating you here in case the doctors asked too many questions about your time-travel injury.”
“Good call.”
“I...I owe you big time. So, anything you need-”
“Well, you could start by taking me out sometime, Hamada.” You suggested.
Tadashi grinned and nodded. “I think that could be arranged.”
#tadashi hamada#tadashi hamada x reader#tadashi hamada imagine#big hero 6#big hero 6 imagine#disney imagine#Disney
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Today I felt emotionally stable. I got a solid amount of work done even though I worked four out of eight hours. I had fun texting Jess. I want to call them hiro. I like flirting w them. Tho I would like to get to know them better. I don’t want to rush into anything and I wanna feel calm n comfortable around them. So far I am. I have yet to find out if we compliment eachother and if we will mesh. I think I just want to be myself around them and not worry too much abt labels or expectations. It’s good so far cuz I think we have common interests and shared hobbies like video games. So I def feel like we can bond as friends over that. And then maybe it’ll grow into something more or maybe it won’t. Kinda hard to know this early on. It’ll take time for me to feel comfortable opening myself up to them. I’m not gonna throw myself out there too soon and reveal all my cards. I’ll keep it reserved and wait for them to make some moves first. Seems p balanced so far. They said good morning to me n was initiating convo :3 so that made me happy. I’ve been doing a good job holding my infatuation back but also enjoying the rush of the moment. It made me said when hiro told me that they have neophobia, cuz I really like trying new things. And also I worry that their Coeliac disease might make sharing things more difficult since a lot of food has gluten. I like that they r pretty asian in terms of cleanliness and eating foods like natto and umeboshi. And they’re rly cute for sending me wiki articles of both those things haha. I was surprised to find out that hiro is 25 years old but I kinda glad bc I like more mature ppl. And I like how we talk in diff languages to eachother. I wonder what their friends r like. I hope they’re not all white cuz I’m scared of white ppl. I just don’t feel super comfortable around them bc they make me feel invalidated and so foreign. I think it’s cool they have a therapist cuz that’s something I’ve been thinking abt lately. Investing in mental and emotional health is always rly attractive. So are their hands hehe. It’s funny how we’re both kinda shy abt flirting w eachother. I’m not as forward as I usually am and I like that I don’t have to be to keep their attention :) and we also share a love and interest for art, which is something that is new to me that I’m really excited to experience. Cuz then we could paint stuff together and look at art museums together. But of course it all needs chemistry first. I wonder if we’ll have any physical chemistry when we meet in person. If it’ll be rly strong off the bat or be a slow buildup or maybe it won’t b there at all and we’ll feel super comfy w eachother. I wonder what our love languages will be. I feel like it’s easy to communicate love w other Asians even if they’re only half asian bc they understand both the American and asian perspectives. They thought I was 19 lol. Oh and we also both climb, that’s gonna b really really cool if we actually have good chemistry and friendship. They’re kinda shy and hard to talk to on phone tho. I hope that’ll change over time. I didn’t like how hiro called my island bald and was saying that I was leaving trash on her island >:( not nice. But other than that they seem kind and encouraging. Can’t believe I told her I’m attracted to the thought of their nice hands embracing me tenderly and they weren’t weirded out about it :D that means I can dial it down a notch which will definitely make me feel a little bit more stable and not afraid of being ghosted or it not being mutual. I’m curious abt their family dynamic and what it was like for them growing up w unmarried and mixed parents. I want to ask that but I’ll save it for later. I’m also curious about their pronouns and if they would feel dysphoric if I referred to them as my gf. BUT that can wait cuz I mean we’re not dating and I don’t wanna rush or scare them w the dtr talk. They seem pretty open tho so I feel pretty comfortable. They like olives also and actual legit lavender flavor. That’s attractive.
At first I had some traumatic flashbacks of jenna bc they reminded me of her. Strangely kinda similar. Jenna isn’t half asian, but she was adopted by white parents. Also her parents had an unconventional dynamic, the dad was a widow bc the mom took her life and the dad married a new person. Oh also hiro has tattoos and kinda dressed like her. But hiro seems more reserved and emo and I like that, and into video games. I rly rly like that :) and culture and art. I like I like. And rly studious. Me like hehe. And also gender queer. I also like hehe. And dorky n shy and playful. Def bonus attraction :D I p confident we’d get a long as friends. Def wanna solidify that first before doing anything beyond that. But ya I would definitely get in bed w them hehehe. They’re rly cute.
Anyway about my day I also practiced guitar for like two hours, played animal crossing w hiro, and hung out w EG friends. That was the highlight of my day. I rly miss em. We watched shrek and played some jack box. That was good. I had a lot of laughs. :) then I started questioning my feelings and the way that I love ray is related to the slogan from the half of it. “Not every love story is a romance”. Cuz I love that guy to death and at one point I had like mini moments where I’d really want to cuddle him or like be physical w him, but I think I just rly rly love how much he’s helped me grow as a person and supported me and allowed me to be honest w him about everything and anything. I really want to apply all the positivity and thoughtfulness I’ve learned from him to my everyday approach to life. I feel like I’ve gone from a really depressing person to someone who is still depressed but very excited and positive about life at the same time. And no longer had to desperately search for external validation or guess about whether or not I deserve love. I just don’t question it anymore who decides to give me love and who doesn’t. I feel very grateful for my friends and my financial situation, my own place and freedom and awesome coworker rex. I feel grateful that I’m still in touch with sean, kara, dixie, aish, my swe friends, Jon, and I get to have awesome conversations abt politics and feminism and funny memes w people everyday. Also my brother and my mom, eh for my dad. And also natalie and my brother who have been there since day 1. I can’t wait to explore what else is in store for me for the future and move on wo th my life. I’m excited to explore my relationship w hiro and see what I can offer and what they can offer. I hope they see value in my abilities to be emotionally sensitive, make delicious food, be methodical and logical and clean, and also have stability and boundaries and good articulate communication. I want to work on being less defensive and being more kind to myself. Not doubting when people show me affection and not questioning when ppl do nice things for me. My perspective on life and fervor to do the right thing. I want to finish my list of tv shows and movies and make some bomb ass paintings. Oh also the fact that I got closure w my ex and we’re on good terms now and they’re gonna hook me up w some film gigs :D I rly hope hiro isn’t the jealous type that gets insecure and makes assumptions abt my relationships w other ppl. I’m still scared from my relationship w bianca and paranoid abt doing the wrong thing and not having my boundaries respected. Not having my voice heard or believed. I want to see if it’s worth it to go all in first before I do. Bianca def dived in head first super super soon. Like our first date we kissed and she slept over. And I was pressured into doing it w her even when I hesitated. That was such a meh thing and sign I should’ve realized it. But my self esteem was so low I think I was unable to value my own feelings and be there for myself when I needed myself to stand up for my feelings. I hope that I can improve my social anxiety and be more kind to myself and respect myself more. I’m doing a p good job so far w that whole situation w my dad. Just keeping my distance so I can keep my sanity cuz I care about myself enough to not compromise myself for his shittiness. I love this time I get to reflect on myself. I really really love it. I feel so free. I can’t wait to talk to hiro tmrw
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