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lifenconcepts · 6 days ago
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RJDHXJXBXBXHXX BBXHXJK Y YYEAHAH I can barely breathe because I MUST WRRRRRRITE and llldkdoxikke insmmdmccannttt expalincalin why I can’t but. BUT I MIST - MUST .. MUST WRITE! I MUST MUST MUST! This is a need that goes beyond that, a craving, a withdrawal, a desperate begging to express the desire that the universe supplied me with. I feel like god but because I’m not writing it feels wasted. Everything that isn’t writing is wrong. Not neccesarily but I just need to write. I need to write. I’ve wrote a lot about how much I need to write but it’s not enough. I hope this is enough. Yeah haha no it’s not though. Because I need to write. I must write. I am trying to write. This isn’t working this isn’t- I MUST WRITE! How much do I have to repeat this?? I must.. I simply must- I- I must!! I must I must I must I NEED TO I NEEED TO NEEEEEREEEDDDDDD TOOOO WRRIIIYTE I i I- I NEED TO WRITE I NEED TO I JUST MUST I JUST CANT GO ABOUT IT ANY ITHER WAY AND-
AND MAY YOU IMMORTALISE THIS WITH SHAME BUT KNOW THAT I HAVE SUCH A BURNING DESPERSTION FOR THIS THAT IM WILLING TO ERASE PROGRSS IVE DONE FOR BETTERING MYSELF SIMPLY TO FULFIL A CRAVING THAT I SEEM TO UNDERSTAND ON THE SURFACE LEVEL BUT NOWHERE NEAR ENOUGH TO SOLVE IT- AAGGHDJXKKXKXHJ WHY IS THIS NOT CONSIDERED WRITING???!!? OH GOD MY ENTIRE BRAIN JUST IS HELLBENT ON WRITING I CANT ACTUALLY EVEN——-£.£,&’nnsnsnznzjvzkzb…?!:/!:!!/!/!!:&&?&&?&?££&&;£;3&&28&:!!2!2!/!!/?/??;!/!:!!;!!;!;!!!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?2?-??-?!!??? AnanbbbbbbbbbbKvzjvjsvkxbkxbkxbkzbkbxkbxbdkvsjsjsvsgwghwhwhsjhhzgzgfcxxxafafcacvznznznnnnxnxnbxxhdjskoeowllekd oh fujckckkkkkklkkkkkjdhhsjx
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