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fair enough 馃憤 sleep gud yes yes
Heyyy hi we still online??
-Mikester [cool nickname btw it鈥檚 one of my favs. Hint hint]
unfortunately. sleep. BUT, my dear Mikester, I have returned!
#the orange鈥檚 rebagels#The purple one [truth]#I also slept and played a show and everything so I鈥檓 no longer emo#Thatssss coooool#Help I was gonna say something elsee#HELP NO MY MEMORY WAHT WAS IT
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i love to draw ocs during school while having a shit ass day. makes me feel good. but???? im still having a shit ass day and i still feel bad????? jot like. "oh i did something now i feel bad" like "oh i feel terrible physically and mentally and im scared whats gonna happen next"
venting in tags a little bit kind of ihhuuh
#kinda vent#oscar vents??????#oscar draws something#oscar says shit#i sure just did that!#woo!#school is RUUIIINNGGIJNG me#ive had more bad days at school than usual#like its happening daily now#and im overthinking too much#aandd idk hwat to do#i have not seen my therapist in over a month and i dont wanna get a new one and i wanna cry and everythign is going BASdddlyyyy#BUT DRAWING helps#i kinda feel a little bettwr i guess#but uhhhh#yeaaahhhh im having a shit ass day.#my house isnt my comfort place#i dont HAVR a comfort place dude#i am too scared to go home bc i feel like my moms gonna yell at me and stuff and im gonna end up crying and im SO ANXIOUS#i dont like venting really#because i feel like it will trigger and scare peop.le#so i dont vent to people often when i need to#yk?#venting makes me feel guilty#but it makes me feel something else#i dont know what elsee#but i hope i didnt like.#scare any of u#or trigger anybody#im done venting BYE!
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Youre not gonna believe what im about to do ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, This is just my ST thread now <3 S1 Eps 4-5
Ep 4 -
STARTING OFF STRONG V UH WINEVILLE CHICKEN COOP MURDERS !!! that movie traumatized me as a kid i still have nightmares about the axe coming down jesus ANYWAY something something a mom always knows when its actually her son ALSO EL IN HER LIL WIG yeah <3 the boys did their best
watching them send that guy through the hole and tbh i love that they dont show them trying to send anything elsee through and were just like yeah man yeah a whole ass person just. SEND HIM IN BOYS!!!!!!!! the micro expression of anger on that guys face when he looked back at Brenner???? i WAS GONNA SAY I THINK EL SHOULD HAVE MADE HIM SHIT HIS PANTS BUT SHE REALLY SAID *PEES YOUR PANTS* I wish Joyse Byers was my mom :'-) NANCY AND JONATHAN BEST FRIENDS???? DO THEY BECOME BEST FRIENDS??????? RATTLES THE BARS OF MY CAGE I THINK THEY SHOULD BE BEST FUCKING FRIENDS!!!!!!!!! HOPPER GOING DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE BABEY kiss kiss every time he brings up he daughter though i FEEL something in the PIT of my stomach and it huRTS SO BA- AUTOPSY MOMENT THE USHY GUSHY SOUNDS GIRL WWHAT THE FUCK !!!!!! DIDNT EVEN PUT ON GLOVES WHAT IF THAT HAD BEEN REAL ?????? also LOSING my mind at the thought of them burying that thing and what like digging it up years later?????????? AKJSDHAKSJDH AND ITS JUST. PERFECT? damn i mean embalming fluid is horrific for the environment but thats next level talk about microplastics
Ep 5 -
I feel like Hopper is gonna be my favorite character and im gonna take him and im gonna make some fucked up little guy outof him like look at that receeding hairline! look at those shapes!!!! LOOK AT THAT MOUSTACHE!!!! ALSO LOSING IT THAT HIS SOLUTION IS LITERALLY JUST TO PUNCH PEOPLE LIKE YOURE SO RIGHT I LOVE YOU i HATE LONNIE SO MUCH he literally reminds me of my dad in the worst way possible - BUT EVERYONE trying their best to help Joyce and try to have her come to terms with the fact that Will actually passed away, and that what she's experiencing is most likely grief.... Like yeah. Yeah <3 in ANY other world Absolutely <3333 (but also kicks hiM KICKS HIM KICKS HIM KCIKS HIM)
These kids have a better analysis of the situation than i do watching the damn show and ik its partially bc ya know plot progression buT ALSO THEYRE SO RIGHT FOR LIKE LINKING IT TO ALL THE FUN LITTLE THINGS IN THEIR DND CAMPAIGN!!!!!!! <3 FUCKing love foreshadowing and also THE FACT THAT THEY USED PREEXISTING SHIT IDK LOVE THAT ITS SO COOL KISS KISS KISS KISS i got absorbed in the family dynamics shit and also of Hopper having a his moments AND HIS SKSJHA THE ,,, ABBY,,, OH THE PHONE OUGH "do you think she's acting weird?" GIRL SHES SHUTTING DOWN!!!!! SHES TRAUMATIZED !!!!!!!!!! RATTLING THE BARS OF MY CAGE man with all the discussion of autism in this show and how its portrayed so far (and i can only imagine how it'll continue to be portrayed) itS AH !!! hitting home how she reacts to things AND NOT FEELING SAFE ENOUGH TO EXPRESS THAT TRAUMA AND FEAR AND JUST oughoughoughoughoughough
LIKE I GET IT GIRLIE IK ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING I WISH YOU COULD I WISH WORDS WERE EASIER!!!! bc damn AND NOW THE BOYS ARE FUCKING FIGHTING AND AKSDHSAKJDHAKSDHKAJSHD wait sorry hi did any other autistic kid just scream to get everyones attention ?? because same <3
Again really big fan of how these guys are like actually KIDS? their moods switch SO rapidly and they feel things so fucking strongly its so !!! UGH BRO NOT THE DYING DEER EW girl that thing did NOT get hit by a car !!!!!!! bambi's mom all over again he literally mentioned thumper AKJSDHAJKSHD OH HE GOT YOINKED BYE the GOOP really gets me also the sounds they use for the beasts n shit how did they do that what creature did they use its v gator-esq? the sensory experience of climbing through a goop hole aboslutely not
Ep 6 -
the upside down as a concept is sO!!!!!! when i was little i was so scared of looking in the mirror for too long (bloody mary was Real To Me) and this gives me the same vibes KAJDH freaky as fuck
Steves friends fucking suck holy shit AKSJDHALSKDJHALKSJHD SERVES YOU RIGHT TO SEE JONATHAN COMFORTING HER THEY ARE BEST FRIENDS THEY ARE BESTIES IN MY HEART AND SOUL PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
I REALLY LOVE ALSO JUST THEIR CONSISTENT ASSOCIATION WITH REAL THINGS LIKE i love this i love this i love this the whole bear and shark thing and ughguahsdkah i can SEE them seeing shit up with Jonathan and Nancy but i REFUSE to see them as anything but platonic and i AM bias
THIS WHITE WOMAN COMING IN TO GET EL WISHING HER A VERY DIE
zoned out a little but coming back to Dr Brenner being a Freak Asshole to this littl egirl makes me want to rage oh my god WHAT DO YOU MEAN GO LOOKING FOR IT have to pause 20 mins in so <3
yelling about ST under the cut
Im just gonna write in here while i watch the first episode im not good at analyzing things and also my dyslexia. exists? so bear with me lmao
I love the foreshadowing in episode one so much and maybe its because ive read a fuck ton of threads about it especially in later seasons and the connections between xyz and 123. LIKE ITS JUST ENOUGH THAT IF YOU DIDNT KNOW YOU WOULDN'T KNOW but its also so obvious??? (question for em ik youre reading AKSDHASKD does the choice to cast fireball in the dnd game over casting a protection spell mean anything??? <3)
its also so interesting seeing all the actors this fucking young holy shit AKDJHASKDJH but it was such a good choice actually casting kids because they play... kids so fucking well? the bickering the relationships the NERDY SHIT JUST!!!! the expRESSIONS SO FAR i love Joyce so much. I am vias bc i love Winona Ryder BUT <33 what a MOM <333333333
i know cinematography is important and so far theres a lot of focus on lightbulbs and IM ASSUMING THATS GOTTA DO WITH THE THING THEY DO LATER ON??? WITH THE WALL AND TEH LIGHT BULBS???
DIDNT KNOW HOPPER LOST HIS KID ASKDJHASLDJASH!!!!!!!! oh hes gonna. oh this. hes. hmm. (feeling things) OH I J UST GOT TO THE PART WHERE THEYRE TALKING ABOUT H IS CHOICE IN DND LMAO i feel like theres more to it im impatient and just gotta get through the first episode after they came for Eleven i zoned out and forgot i was doing this ASKDJAHD ANYWAY
i get it.
#bo posting#bo.txt#stranger things#OUGAHKDJAHKDAJHD#what do the songs at the end mean Em#Em tell me please and thank yo uwhat do they MEAN#THEY MEAN SOMETHING I KNOW THEY DO#oh i am NOT getting any work done today lmao#honestly just enjoying live blogging my experiences#gonna have so much more fun reading into big posts now <3
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