#Head Mun Lex post

[violetregicide]

Revival Alert!

Hello everyone! its been quite a bit since this place has seen any activity and i apologize about that! its been very busy for me(still is) and ive neglected my muses and their worldbuilding.  But, as of this, i an now making an active attempt at reviving this timeline, which now has a properly set up discord, which you can find an invite to here! Hope to see you all soon!

[ptolemveamoved]

𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐰𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐬 ... 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 ?

everyone deserves a fresh start — especially the residents of hawkins, indiana . some are beginning to question if the town is cursed but an unlucky few know the truth about the seemingly - quaint town . after being plagued by tragedy and defeating the mind flayer , everyone is hoping that their suffering has come to an end ... but living in hawkins is never that easy . despite the current lull , they can only wonder if the chaos is finally over or if what’s to come could be worse than what they’ve conquered in the past . 

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲.

a canon - divergent and head - canon enthused stranger things roleplay taking place after the events of season three , leading into the events of season four . all muns and muses must be 20+ , canon and original muses are permitted , standard rules of etiquette apply . mutuals and/or those who liked the previous interest post will be given preference . 

𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬.

standard rules apply . we’re adults and we know the basics  !

( 1 ) no ooc drama , no godmodding , no ship chasing , no bubble roleplaying .  keep negativity / rants in the chat minimal . i am here for you if something is wrong but please be mature about your complaints and concerns . if you cause ooc drama , you’ll be removed with NO WARNING .

( 2 ) mature themes are likely going to be present in this verse so be mindful before applying . please censor triggering material and mark channels as nsfw , if necessary . muns, muses and faceclaims must be 20+ . ideally for the younger group , they’re between the ages of twenty and twenty - one with the older group being twenty - two or twenty - three . 

( 3 ) as stated in the interest post , i do want to keep this on the small and intimate side but i don’t have a mun cap in mind . you’re allowed to play three muses . due to the lack of diversity within the show , i highly encourage thinking outside the box with fcs for the younger group since their faceclaims can’t be used and being as diverse as possible when bringing in original characters . at least ONE of your muses MUST be gender - diverse or a person of color .

( 4 ) although real life always comes first , please don’t join if you are not able to adequately contribute to the group . this will be a collaborative space with no activity limit ... don’t take advantage of that . since this group is set in the 80s , one - liners and paras will be preferred . i will allow occasional text threads due to convenience ( we’ll use our imagination and pretend it’s a quick walkie talkie convo or something ) but face - to face - interactions should get precedence . 

taken list :

mike wheeler portayed by eli hewson , written by lari .

will byers portrayed by froy gutierrez , written by j . 

eleven / jane hopper ,portrayed by auli'i cravalho ,  written by ivy .

dustin henderson portrayed by dylan arnold , written by ron . 

nancy wheeler portrayed by natalia dyer , written by candice .

suzie portrayed by maris racal , written by holly .

lucas sinclair portrayed by algee smith , written by barbie .

max mayfield portrayed by bianca finch , written by lex .

steve harrington portrayed by joe keery , written by drew .

eddie munson portrayed by joe quinn , written by jamie .

robin buckley portrayed by maya hawke , written by jamie .

sawyer whitaker portrayed by sarah catherine hook , written by ron .

vivian “vee” amarin portrayed by fah yongwaree , written by jules .

kelly ward portrayed by willow allen , written by jules .

fleur mendoza portrayed by pasabist , written by drew .

angelica “angie” molina portrayed by zion moreno , written by j .

𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. - please send your app through my submit !

( fc , gender, pronouns ) is that first last standing in line at scoops ahoy ? they’re a age in letters year old that can be described as positive and negative . i think they’re currently working as a/n occupation and their friends would describe them as 2-3 aesthetics . written by alias, pronouns, age, url.

[rooksxandxpints]

Alexios: "What the hell is a straight person? Only straight thing I know about is the edge of my beloved sword." ((this is very cracky yet accurate))

Popular text post meme | Accepting | @neko-mun-rp

Jacob was prepared for many a things when he and Alexios were planning on traveling, but what he wasn’t prepared for was such a comment falling from his lips. It made a rather undignified snort escape from Jacob’s lips as he devolved into a fit of snickers and giggle, shaking his head at the mercenary.

“That’s...that’s one way of putting things.” He laughs, eyes crinkling in fondness. “You’re certainly a vocal one about your preferences Lex.”

[rkrosememories]

happy fourth birthday, rookies!

first of all, obviously, happy fourth birthday to rookieskrp. it’s so rare to see a roleplay last one year, and yet here we have rookies, who is celebrating their fourth birthday! i’m so proud that i’m apart of such a wonderful and loving community, i take so much pride in being apart of this roleplay and i truly hope i can be apart of rookies for years to come. we really don’t say that lightly, that rookies is home. rookies is home, and i can’t reccomend a better, safer place for muses you cherish and adore. i’m a sappy little shit, i’m just so proud of rookies; the admods, the muns and of course, our muses!

i’ve been apart of the krp community since december 2014, and i remember rookies being one of the roleplays i considered joining. but alas, i didn’t because of how big and overwhelming the place seemed. i went on to run my own idol rp and then come 2015, lex ( the person who i’ve known longest in krp, the mun behind seokjin, sungho and jeongha! ), told me to join rookies and i was greatly intimidated, but somehow managed to join in may 2015 with my first rookies muse, rkseokmin. obviously, he didn’t last too long but i ended up returning two times after that with rkkyungri july 2015 and rksana in december 2015. but i dropped those muses and disappeared until may 2016.

it was on may 7th, 2016 that i joined rookies for the final time ( i say final time because i haven’t left, i’ll be celebrating my two year anniversary soon! ). it was with my daughter, rkjuyeon who was known as rkseo back then! she joined just in time to sign up for the deathmatches of mga3. come july 7th, the muse that i am most well known for joined us, rkrose - and this was around the time this iconic video was posted. funfact, i ended up dropping juyeon after i got rose, but she ended up returning for the second time in september 2016. i’ve had a ton of other third muses, but as of now i’m doing my best to stick it out with yugyeomrk!

i’m guilty of paying attention to solely rkrose; but because of this, she is without a doubt the muse i am most well-known for. i love her so much. i’ve seen her go through both highs and lows, i’ve watch her grow from a really unsure girl to a very strong, independent and powerful young woman capable of anything. gosh! i never thought i’d get to experience a survival show with rkrose either! i was taken back by how quickly she was signed too, if you didn’t know; rose won the kt & royal competition ( the singing portion ), singing “make you feel my love”. she joined in july and was signed by december. i see so much of myself in rose and i really can’t wait to see what the future holds for my little australian bean, i love my baby girl so much! and of course, the same goes for juyeon and yugyeom; i know as long as i can stick it out with them then we’ll go far together!

slight trigger warning! rookies has honestly been a form of therapy for me, it’s been my safe haven through so many dark parts of my life. i’ve been able to retreat to the rookies dash when i was depressed and anxious about everything. it’s been a place to go to when i was sad and lonely, and it’s been somewhere i can share what i love and write freely without judgement. i’ve gone through so many ups and downs with rookies as a community. there were times where i was on the brink of dropping my muses because i wanted to give up or i was just over everything. i remember feeling so isolated and feeling as though everyone in the community hated me and didnt want me where. i do think i could of done things to trigger that, or maybe it was all in my head but i can say i’m in a better place, i’ve grown as a person and i’m doing better to change my actions. i don’t think i would of stuck around for as long as i did without the support of my friends, the people i write with and of course, the brilliant mods who take care of us, who keep this safe place running for us. it’s really admirable, how much time and effort they put in to keep rookies going, and after four years! carly has been an honest lifesaver, the amount of times i’ve had her giving me advice and helping me out when i needed it; as are the other mods! thank you to kyle, mira, bianca, razel and sera for everything you’ve done to contribute to rookies, it wouldn’t be the same without you! 

i wanted to touch on how gorgeous the new theme is? i love it, i love the aesthetic! i’m super enthused to see what the graphics look like for acceptances. concluding, happy fourth birthday, rookies. i’m so blessed to be apart of such a wonderful roleplay. thank you to the admods, the muns and all of the wonderful muses; both of the past and of the present, who make this place so worthwhile. i appreciate each and everyone of you. i’m so excited to see what happens in the new year regarding debuts and new events, i’m sure that we’ll be seeing lots of new muses too ( hopefully! ) 

i’m sending all of the love from the bottom of my heart, i sincerely hope you celebrate this season well and make sure you take care! ( be it in the cold, or in the warm! ) 

lots of love from down under, sacha. 

[cracked-roleplay]

All of the positive December things

December Positivity Meme || @theabandonedones

Christmas: tag someone who has become a personal friend to you.

@theabandonedones - Well let’s just start with you, huh? Kerri, when we first met on that goddamn Skype call, I never would have imagined that, a couple years down the road, you would’ve become someone that’s this damn important to me - but you have, and then some. You’re the light of my life, my reason to get out of bed every day. The English language doesn’t have enough words to describe just how much you mean to me, honestly. I love you more than anything, and I’m so glad to have you in my life. Wrapping back around to roleplaying, you’ve been the motivation I needed to get back into it, not to mention the inspiration I needed to improve after being at something of a stalemate for ages. I love you, and I honestly cannot thank you enough for all you’ve done for me.

@maggiestein - Abrakins, for all the time we’ve known each other, you’re a constant at this point, and you’ve been one of those friends that - even when one, or both of us, drops off the face of the earth for a while - you’re always there when I get back to things. You’re one of my best friends. The “mom” of our Discord server. One of the most patient RP partners I’ve ever known. And the first to give me the “kick in the ass” I need when life’s knocked me down. Thank you for being here all this time; love ya ‘Mom’.

@lawliet-is-l-a-sexy - Hey L-mun, I know we haven’t talked in ages, but I couldn’t answer this without mentioning you. You’re an absolute dear, and while our friendship could probably be summed up with “pokes on Skype once in a blue moon to threaten one another with a thread”, knowing you really does mean a lot to me. I followed you for ages before we actually talked, and I’m so glad that we finally did. Hope life improves in the near future, hun.

@ash-harper - Dallas, it’s been ages since we’ve talked as well, but you’ll always be one of my best friends. From poetry to chats on Skype, roleplaying to just shooting the shit, you’re one of those friendships that just came naturally. I’ve never believed in love at first sight, or friendship at first sight, but I do believe in the ‘click’ - and we’ve always had that click. I hope you’re doing wonderful, sweetheart. Love you.

@scntcmuerte - Lex, you’re probably one of my favorite people on this damn Hellsite, and for good reason. You’re the first to salt about drama and discourse with us, but you’re wonderful and never cause the drama. Not to mention, your writing is absolutely fantastic, and you know how to ‘just have fun with it’ - which is something I feel like some people have forgotten over the years. I’ve followed you for ages, and you’ve always been an inspiration, Senpai. I’m so glad to have finally gotten to know you better, and I look forward to everything that’s to come. Love ya bby. 

And there are a couple other people that I could list here, but I’m going to cut myself off before this meme gets any longer than it really needs to be! 

Hanukkah: tag someone who you see as a light in the rpc

Can I just give a general shout-out to the Hellsing fandom here? Specifically people that’ve been around for a while. That is one of the sweetest communities I’ve ever been a part of, and I truly am grateful to have ended up in it. You’re all wonderful - I’ll tag a few that come to mind off the top of my head, but I’m sure I’m missing countless blogs. 

@bayonetsandbibleverses // @scntcmuerte // @ourladyofiscariot

Kwanzaa: tag someone who you see as a positive influence & who influences unity in the rpc

I’m really not involved enough in the community to answer that one, sorry lovelies! 

New Years: tag someone who you’ve known/followed/written with/etc for a long time.

@maggiestein // @scntcmuerte // @ash-harper // @lawliet-is-l-a-sexy // @allthemxses 

I’m so sure I’m forgetting people here, but it’s been an absolute pleasure to know // follow // write with // etc, all of you! 

Boxing Day: tag someone whose writing style you love

While I absolutely adore yours ( @theabandonedones ), listing my partner here would kind of be.. missing the point, so onto the ‘next best thing’!

@scntcmuerte - There’s a reason you’ve been Senpai for so long, Lex. Your writing rocks, and I always love popping in to read your blog! 

Yule: tag someone who seems to always have a positive attitude

I.. don’t actually know if I’ve spoken with anyone that’s this positive? I’m not all that positive myself, once you get to know me, so I don’t tend to know people that are?? xD

The first blog that came to mind was @bayonetsandbibleverses, honestly.

Mistletoe: tag your shipping partners or talk about a ship/ships you love

Okay, I absolutely adore all of our ships, babe, and I could talk for fucking hours about all of them, so I’m not going to get into a ton of babbling here, but? Guys, listen, Kerri is one of the best people I’ve ever had the pleasure of shipping with. They talk about it all. The good, the bad, the up’s and the down’s - it’s fucking wonderful, and if you haven’t shipped, or at least interacted with @theabandonedones (or one of their other blogs) yet? You’re missing out. 

@ash-harper - I will always adore our ship with Ash and Heinkel, love. I know I haven’t been on that account for quite a while now - life’s been busy - but seriously, that ship will always be a favorite. 

Other lovely people that I’ve adored shipping with, but could talk for hours about and likely ought to keep it short as to not make this meme way too long: @allthemxses // @maggiestein. You two will always be some of my favorite shipper partners as well, not to mention some damn good friends.

Candle: tag someone who has helped you on a dark day

Now obviously I could talk about you again, sweetheart, but being my partner and all, ‘helping on dark days’ kind of comes with the territory, so putting you here wouldn’t really be fair. But love, you know you have been, I don’t gotta tell you that in a post. 

@ash-harper & @maggiestein - You two are absolutely wonderful people, and I can’t thank either of you enough for all the times you’ve both helped me over the years. The two of you were around for some of my darkest days, that’s just a fact, but it was creating our friendships and getting to know you both, that really got me through all of that. I love you both dearly, and you’ll both always have a place in my heart. 

Stocking: tag someone whose small gestures have meant a lot to you

@scntcmuerte - Lex, you just might be the king of small gestures. Whether it’s popping a meme into the server, tossing an “I hope y’all are having a good day” into it, or something more, everything you do is so, so appreciated. I’m so glad to have finally gotten to know you, and I can’t wait to see what our friendship holds in 2018. 

@the-wonderland-jinx - I know we haven’t talked in ages, and I’m not certain you even.. well, remember me.. these days, but you were still one of the first to come to mind at this question. It’s been a while, but I still remember every time you sent a positive ask my way, just to brighten the day or to make sure I was doing alright. It was always appreciated, and always will be, so thank you. 

Snow: tag someone who is So Good, So Pure™

@onlyonecanbeking (ask blog) - You, my dear, are one of my favorite people on this Hellsite, and you always will be. You’re such a good person, and no matter how bad my day might have been, reading through you and Dark’s bullshit will always cheer me up. Thank you for being you, hun.

Gingerbread: tag someone who is dedicated to their muse

This might be a cop-out, but literally everyone I’ve mentioned so far? Is dedicated as fuck to their muse/s. Honestly, all of you are such an inspiration, and I’ve adored watching you all continue to improve over the course of our friendships. 

Menorah: tag someone who has looked out for you

Once again, quite a few of the people that I’ve already tagged fit the answer to this question, and I’ve likely already gushed about all of them a little more than necessary for this meme. So, I’ll just list ‘em off again.

@theabandonedones // @maggiestein // @ash-harper // probably others.

Sled: positivity for canon roles

@scntcmuerte - You will always be my favorite Walter. Hands-down. 

@lawliet-is-l-a-sexy - The best L to ever L.

@allthemxses - No matter what muse you pick up, the portrayal is always fantastic, and I’ve absolutely adored watching you continue to improve over the years.

And I could probably continue, but I’ll leave it there.

Snowshoes: positivity for OC roles

Babe, I could talk for hours about the OCs on your main blog, but let’s talk about another blog, yeah?

@reaverxrichard - How in the ever living Hell an OC that was supposed to be a crack muse originally, has turned into such a wonderful OC, I will never know, but you’ve taken it and ran with it. I fucking love Richard, not to mention our ship with him and Pierce. 

That aside, if you’re an OC blog that’s been mentioned in this? Consider this your shout-out for this part too - you’re all great!

Ice Skates: positivity for male roles

Quite a few of the blogs that were already mentioned fall into this category as well, so consider this your shout-out!

Snow Angel: positivity for female roles

Second verse, same as the first, but there is one other blog I wanted to mention here…

@lostartfuldodger - Your Kenzi has always been, and will always be, one of my favorites. No matter the AU, no matter how much anything strays from canon, you’re absolutely fantastic, and I’m so glad to be following you.(Note: I was previously theyrecompletelymesmerized // am the one currently revamping @mesmeriisms)

Hot Chocolate: positivity for gender-nonconforming roles

@theabandonedones (Christy & Dusty give me life) // @ash-harper 

And I’m so sure there are others that I’m just completely blanking, but shout-out to all of you! Ya know who you are!

[selfdefiined-archive-blog]

MUN MEME: 

NICKNAMES: alex, lex GENDER: demigirl STAR SIGN: scorpio / sagittarius HEIGHT: 5′8 TIME: 19:02 BIRTHDAY: november 20 FAVORITE BAND: blue october, p!atd, fob, daft punk, lyre le temps, caravan palace FAVORITE SOLO ARTISTS: ed sheeran, selena gomez, demi lovato SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD: pressure by youngblood hawke LAST MOVIE I WATCHED: nightmare before christmas LAST SHOW: how to get away with murder WHEN DID YOU CREATE YOUR BLOG: made this blog 2 year ago, rebooted 2 weeks ago WHAT DO I POST: misc stuff, sometimes replies LAST THING YOU GOOGLED: chris rea DO I HAVE OTHER BLOGS: just this one DO I GET ASKS: sometimes WHY I CHOSE MY URL: all my muses define themselves on their own terms FOLLOWING: way too many FOLLOWERS: 227 AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 7? ish? LUCKY NUMBER: 9. three is a good number, nice and round, and 3x3 is 9. INSTRUMENTS: nah friend. i want to learn to play acoustic guitar. WHAT AM I WEARING: fuzzy pink-red pj’s my dad got me for christmas DREAM JOB: being a published writer & working with kids DREAM TRIP: europe again, asia and australia too FAVORITE FOOD: sushi & scottish egg NATIONALITY: american FAVORITE SEASON: we really only have summer here, but fall is nice LANGUAGES: english, eh spanish. (i’m better at understanding than speaking it.) EYE COLOR: hazel? a ring of brown around the pupil, then green

TAGGED BY: @talktoten​ TAGGING: @twicedied, @headbetaincharge, @aniimvs, @ilatiisms, @multamusae

[themxdhatter]

random facts about the mun

Repost, not reblog! Tag 6 muns you would like to get to know better when done!

Name: It’s need to know Nickname: Lex Age: 27 Face-claim: Simba in this gif

Pronouns: she/her Height: 5′3″ Birthday: May 1st Aesthetic: books, bookshelves, libraries, Disney  Last song you listened to: There's Room For Everyone In This World - Pete's Dragon

Favourite muse(s) you’ve written: Jefferson and Bucky Barnes, though Jefferson is the strongest more often than not. Jefferson had so much more story to tell and I love exploring where he could’ve gone had Sebastian been able to stay. And Bucky Barnes because I want him to have the life he deserves and I write him and his half of the stories better than Marvel Comics does at the moment 8l 

What inspired you to take on your current muse (that you are posting this on): I wanted to see where Jefferson could have gone if Seb had been able to stay on the show. The potential that was there for them to tell the story of a blended family through Mad Swan, exploring his past to see how he got to where we saw him since we saw the before TL and after losing TL but never got to see him with Grace’s mother, exploring his relationships with others he never got scenes with. I wanted more and since we weren’t gonna get it visually, I made my own. 

What are your favourite aspects of your current muse: I love his devotion to his daughter. Everything he does, even at its worst, is for her and to give her a better life than living in some hovel and scavenging for barely enough food for her let alone the both of them. And the one aspect that I liked from the comic I more often than not choose to ignore is that same devotion is given to the woman he loves. He’s very much a family man and I love it. 

What’s your biggest inspiration when it comes to writing: It’s a way of forgetting the real world for a little while and mostly, the inspiration for my rp muses comes from their canon. Either a spark of a question or curiosity from a scene will have me wanting to explore it further. Overall, it’s everything from a picked up bit of dialogue, experiences, and sometimes locations that look perfect for a story. 

Favourite types of threads: While it takes me a while to get to them, I love the in-depth threads that allow me to get to who Jefferson is at his core, his wants and desires, and his feelings about things. But I also like short threads that show small moments within the day to day life, especially in a situation where there’s Storybrooke where there was never a quiet moment for just spending time together and getting to know each other. Also crack threads because sometimes its nice not to be so dramatic and have a bit of fun 

Biggest struggle in regards to your current muse: Part of it is time and the will to write especially when college is in session, the other part is my own self-consciousness with wanting to capture his voice correctly in every thread and not having any frame of reference for how he would act. And there’s that annoying little voice in my head that tries to repeat things I’ve been told regarding trying to rp as him before and tries to tell me to leave it to the other rpers or give up to which I’ve been trying to learn to quote Rocket Raccoon to ignore: “There ain’t no thing like me ‘cept me.”

Tagged by: @thepiratehero

Tagging: whoever wants to do the thing can say i tagged them 

[silent-skysplitter-blog]

Please read this first!

• I play Lexaeus as I see fit. I try to keep him close to canon, but I do add in some of my own headcanons to him.

• No god-moding! Please do not take control over my muse, unless of course we’ve spoken about it, and plotted something out together first.

• I do NOT tolerate anon hate. Please don’t send it in the first place otherwise it will just be deleted.

• Open to NSFW rps that have to do with such things as gore, violence, torture, abuse, etc though smut will more than likely not be apart of this blog. (Depending on my feelings about the smut rp I may say we can take it to discord, tho I wish to keep this blog smut free).

• As far as triggers go, I cannot stand looking at body horror, mostly with the head/eyes/mouth/teeth/abnormal hole in the body. It makes me cringe and gag and I would prefer not to. I would prefer if there just wasn’t pictures of it on my dashboard. (I am okay with it in rp tho...Just not in vivid detail)

• As for possible triggers that are posted here I will tag my posts accordingly as not to offend my followers or set them off. If I do not tag something and it makes you uncomfortable or is triggering to you, please let me know and I will tag it for you.

• I am very OC friendly and I do enjoy RPing with them. Please feel free to hop in my ask in you are an OC that wants to rp. More often than not I will want to rp with you.

• I’m very open to shipping, though I prefer it to have chemistry. I want Lex to be able to click well with whoever he is being shipped with. This is also a Multiship blog, tho different au’s for any of the ships.

• Please do not reblog my RPs  or OOC posts if you are not involved or if you are a personal blog. It makes it hard to keep track of the rp and messes up my feed. But you can like them if you want.

• I am a very friendly mun who is open to any and all rps with Canons and OCs . I’m open to multi-para RPs, script RPs–any kind of RPs. Just hit me up! Whatever you’re most comfortable with!

• I’m also okay with RPs that involve more than two people at a time. Just let me know if someone decides to skip their reply, and so on.

• I’m open to all kinds of rp blogs, and multiples of every character! The more the merrier!

• I really admire everyone I follow, but I am very shy and may be hesitant to respond to/like your starter calls. If you would like to write with me, chances are I may be quietly admiring you from afar, and would die to write with you I’m just very shy most of the time.

[regallyhooked-archived]

He Loves Him & That is Enough

Note from mun: This is just a fic/drabble/story that I really wanted to write about my characters, Charlie Jones & Lex Porter. For more information about Lex, check out this post.

Warning: There are very triggering subjects talked about below.

Charlie had seen it. They had been out for breakfast with Riley and Maya when he had seen it. He only saw half of it, but he knew what it was.

The bright red cut straight across Lex’s wrist, he had seen it when the other boy had been reaching for some food and his sleeve had fallen down slightly. Lex had been sure to quickly pull it back up, but it was too late. Charlie had seen it.

He had and he didn’t even know how to feel about it. Of course, this wasn’t the first time he had seen it. That wasn’t the problem, in fact the problem was that he had seen it before. Because he had seen it before.

Because Lex was supposed to be stopping, he had promised. They were supposed to be working through it together, Lex had promised that he would call him, or even text him, when he was getting the urge, when he wanted to do it again. He had promised.

Of course, he couldn’t say anything about it front of Riley and Maya, he knew Lex would never talk about it in front of them. So, he had told the girls he was going to go back to Lex’s place and hang out with him for a little while, with a promise to text them later.

And that was where they were now, they had just gotten there. Charlie wasn’t sure what to say, or how to even go about bringing it up, but then Lex beat him to it.

“I know you saw.” The voice was quiet, practically a whisper, and if he wasn’t looking at Lex, he wouldn’t have even thought someone was actually speaking.

Now, he really didn’t know what to say. He swallowed before saying the first thing he could think of. “Uh, yeah, I did...” He trailed off, because honestly, he didn’t know where he was going with that.

“I’m sorry.” Lex spoke again, this time he heard the crack in his voice, and for the first time, he noticed the shame and guilt written all over the younger boy’s face.

Well now he felt guilty, for the frustration, the anger and the disappointment he had been feeling. He opened his mouth but before he could speak again, Lex was.

“I’m sorry, I’m really sorry, Charlie. I tried, I tried so hard not to. But last night it was getting really bad, I know I should’ve just called, I know. I’m so stupid, I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”

Lex was full on crying by now, and his voice was just so full of pain. It broke Charlie’s heart, just like it did everytime and he quickly found himself closing the distance between them and pulling Lex into his arms. He let the other boy’s head fall against his chest, as he sobbed quietly against him, staining his shirt with tears but he didn’t care. He never did.

“It’s okay, you’re okay. I got you, I’m here and it’s gonna be okay.” He whispered softly while gently rubbing soothing circles into Lex’s back and pressing soft kisses to the top of his head. “I’m not mad, I promise. I love you, I love you so much.”

They continued to stay like this for a while with Lex just sobbing against him quietly and him doing his best to comfort him. Even though he knew there was no way that he would ever be able to make Lex feel completely better, and he hated that. He hated that Lex was in constant pain and there was nothing he could do to make the pain go away.

Finally, after a while, Lex’s sobs seemed to be dying down and he felt the other boy begin to shift in his arms and then pull away. He looked at Charlie, his eyes still full with unshed tears and tears staining his cheeks. He looked so small and vulnerable in that moment, and Charlie wished more than anything that he could just take Lex somewhere far away where he wouldn’t be in any pain. He was so wrapped up in this thought, he almost didn’t see Lex speak.

“Do you hate me?” Lex asked, and Charlie’s heart almost broke all over again.

He immediately shook his head and placed his hands on either side of Lex’s face, brushing the remaining tears away. “Of course not. I love you. More than anything.” He said softly, reassuringly. Then to confirm this even further, he leaned forward to press a soft kiss to Lex’s lips.

When he pulled away, he was happy to see Lex’s face relax somewhat and the smallest hint of a smile come onto the boy’s face. “I love you too.” He replied, just as softly.

Charlie smiled now, taking his hands away from Lex’s face and reaching down for his hand, or more specifically, his wrist. He hesitated slightly before speaking. “Can I see it?” He asked, knowing Lex would know what he was talking about.

The smile on Lex’s face faltered for a minute, before he gave a small nod.

Charlie gently held on Lex’s wrist and began to pull his sleeve up, finally being able to see the cut properly. It was still very red and raw, dried blood around the edges, and Charlie realized that Lex hadn’t properly cleaned it up or taken care of it. He sighed internally before looking back up at his boyfriend.

“Why don’t we go get this cleaned up?” He said, before he gently began to lead Lex through the house and to the bathroom. He had Lex sit down on the toilet before beginning to gather up the supplies he would need, knowing where everything was as this wasn’t his first time doing this.

He was actually rather good at properly bandaging and medicating cuts and scratches, having had a lot of experience helping his father take care of wounds he would get from sword-fighting and other things, and getting used to 20th century medicine was a lot easier than he expected.

He kneeled down in front of Lex once he had gathered all the supplies, and gently grabbed his wrist again. He pulled up his sleeve again, pulling it up a bit further this time as he would need more room. He sighed internally again when he saw the older scars and cuts that littered Lex’s arms and wrists. There were some that were only a few months old, then there were ones that were older, that were there before he had even met Lex. Those were the ones he hated the most because those were the ones he hadn‘t been there for, the ones from when was Lex was alone and had nobody.

As he began to clean up the cut and bandage it, he found himself wishing, as he usually did, that he could’ve met Lex sooner, been there for him sooner. Maybe things would be somewhat different now and maybe things wouldn’t be so bad for the boy sitting in front of him. But no matter how many times he wished this, there was nothing he could do about it, he couldn’t go back in time and he couldn’t change things. So, he did his best to be there for Lex now, to love him unconditionally and let him know that he was loved and important, and help him through all the bullshit that he had to deal with on a daily basis.

He never thought he’d actually fall in love, but, he knew without a doubt, he was completely in love with Lex. He loved that boy with everything in him, and he just wanted to protect him. From the stuff that went on his head, from the pain he constantly felt, from his parents. He wanted Lex happy, and he loved that he was able to do that, that he alone was able to bring Lex happiness. He loved seeing him smile.

He was distracted between taking care of the cut and his own thoughts that he didn’t hear Lex talking to him until he looked up and saw that his lips were moving.

“I’m sorry, but what did you say? I, uh, wasn’t listening.” He admitted sheepishly.

Lex gave him a somewhat amused expression before his face turned serious. “Oh, I had just asked you why...” He trailed off and looked down at his hands.

Charlie was instantly confused. “Why what?” He asked, raising an eyebrow. He had finished bandaging the cut now and stood up, putting the supplies back then going over to lean against the door frame.

Lex was still silent and had stayed looking down at his hands during all this, but now he looked back up at Charlie. “Let’s go to my room and then I’ll tell you.” He said with a slight nod, before standing up and beginning to make his way to his room.

Charlie immediately followed after him, and it didn’t take them very long to get there. Once they did, Lex walked in and sat down on his bed, and Charlie went to go sit next to him. He took one of Lex’s hands in his own and squeezed it lightly.

“So what’s up, babe?” He asked softly, waiting for Lex to further explain what he had been talking about in the bathroom.

Lex let out a small sigh, and seemed unable to look Charlie in the face. “I asked you why, as in, why are you still here? I mean... why have you stuck around this long? With me? Most people would’ve gone running when they realized how fucking crazy I am, but you haven’t. You’re still here and I just want to know why... What made you stay?” He asked, and Charlie could just tell by his tone of voice that he had been wanting to know this for a while and that asking this was terrifying him.

But Charlie didn’t even need to think of his answer, because he’s had a answer for this question since the day Lex decided to fully trust him and open up to him. “Because, because I know that you haven’t had a whole lot of people in your life who care about you or at least, who don’t care about you the way they’re supposed to and I thought it was time that someone did. Because you deserve it, you deserve someone who will be there for you and listen to you and help you and love you and care for you. And I do. I love you so damn much, Lex. I know I tell you that every day, but it’s true. I just wish there was more I could do, I wish I could make all your pain disappear.” He explained to him softly, still holding his hand tightly and smiling at him.

Lex looked at him and returned the smile and squeezed his hand back. “But you already do so much just by being here, just by letting me know you love me. Just by listening and doing everything you can do to help me. And you do make my pain disappear, when you’re around, it goes away for a while. I feel good with you, like maybe I’m gonna be okay. I wouldn’t even be here right now if it wasn’t for you. I love you too, Charlie, so damn much.” As he said this, a light, happy, laugh, escaped from his lips and Charlie instantly felt his heart soar. Lex’s laugh was his favorite sound in the world.

He leaned over now and pulled Lex into his lap, before pulling them both down onto the bed. This resulted in another laugh from Lex and Charlie couldn’t stop himself from kissing him. The kiss lasted a bit longer than the one from earlier, with them only pulling away for air.

Charlie adjusted them slightly so they were on the bed more comfortably, with Lex in his arms and with Lex’s arms wrapped around him and his head on his chest. He just now noticed how tired Lex looked, and realized he probably hadn’t gotten much sleep last night.

“Do you want to just lay here and take a nap? I don’t mind going back to sleep for a while.” He offered, and Lex just managed to barely even nod before almost immediately falling asleep.

Charlie smiled wider at that, and closed his eyes, whispering one more ‘i love you’ into Lex’s ear, before drifting off to sleep himself

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Ancestor Swap! (Jun.20-Jul.4)

Time for the very first official timeline wide event! In this two week period, your muses ancestor comes and takes the place of your regular muse, and experiences all aspects of their normal life you have a weeks time from today, Jun. 13th, to design and flesh out your muses ancestor to fit the timeline properly id prefer if you introduced them with an action post if possible as well contact me for any questions you may have in designing your ancestor!

@causticanglerfish (@asktheseacowvboys) @dadyrsecretary (@greatgrandchildrenofthestars) @ssarcossuchuss (@starlightcreation) @fuckewe ( @ one of razs’ many many accounts) @abecedarygnestor (@porrimadonna)

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Presenting the another main figurehead of the Pantheon of the Celestials, Untrei, Patron Goddess of the largest pink moon, relationships, strength, and loyalty. ((please click for best quality!))

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Presenting, Yulrec, Patron Goddess of the Green Moon, Jadebloods, the lost, and the lonesome One of the four main figureheads of the Pantheon of the Celestials (please click for best quality!)

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Fuchsia Loyalist Movement

The Fuchsia loyalist movement began thirteen sweeps ago, shortly after His Imperious Maliciousness seized the Beforean throne.     Headed by one of the secondary line Heiresses, Yllona Quilun, the movements main objective is "To restore the ways of the old, and correct the wrongs" that HIM has committed against the Eldritch Lady and her chosen daughters. They have faced great opposition from the new Royal Court, and public mass slaughtering of their members wherever they have been found.   

 Yet, as the sweeps wear on, the movement grows in size, despite the Emperors best efforts. They nearly succeeded in their efforts to kill the Emperor last sweep, when four of his most trusted personal guards turned against him in a sick twist, beating HIM into unconsciousness, then proceeding to take him off planet.     The kidnapping lasted around two weeks, in which time, Cronus was severely tortured, only hanging onto his life and consciousness by a thread. When rescued and hospitalized, he remained in severe critical condition for an entire week, with speculation that he wouldn't even make it if taken off life support.       During the time while the Emperor was down, they made moves to further expand their reach in the empire, taking advantage of the sudden strong spotlight on the rulers health, and converting others to their cause. But also during the chaos and near unseating of the Emperor, three high ranking members of FL movement, Kritak Ulltav, Finras Metque, and Pondro Allrik were caught and tried for their treasonous crimes against the Empire, as they were directly involved in the attempted assassination and kidnapping. After HIM fully recovered and returned to good health, the public trial and execution of the three treasonous trolls was held on public television as a strict and gory reminder of what happens to those who are caught rebelling. Soon after the televised event, the recruits trickled to a halt.       After a quarter sweep of little to no recruits, slowly the movement is making a rebound, managing to work their way even into the Imperial Palace itself. The Court is waiting tensely with bated breath for the next strike of the rebel movement. During recent interviews, HIM has been asked about if he is worried about the movement making another attempt on his life, there has yet to be an answer to this constantly asked question. 

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Official map of Beforus, minus individual geography Please click for best quality/readability 

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Canon characters still available

Rufioh Mituna(special case for this muse, please contact me via discord for more info!) Kankri Meulin Porrim Latula Horrus Kurloz(special case for this muse, please contact me via discord for more info!)

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