#He is not HAPPY aboutit

[zerguette]

Imagine working 24/7 at the military but it's just babysitting the same guys you met in your first shift (I didnt draw Andrew and Dijonle Iam a failure)

[autism-corner]

i cant stand that lukes stupid suprise mission or whatever isactually making me want a lucifer card...

levi (and the entire card, but mostely him) is so pretty that i actually want lucifer...

anti lucifer club forever =w=

[spitinsideme]

how do you think the rest of the cast would react to their relationship? i feel like ive never heard your opinion on like anyone else in tadc but ragatha n pom, id love to hear ur ideas

i dont think many of them woukd actually care ???

for jax i have a headcanon that he and ragatha have that like .. older sister and younger brother dynamjc ?? idontknkw they just have that sibling kind of best friends thing ehere tjey act like siblinhs but are just friends .. found family or whayever .. i feel like he woukd tease thefuck out of ragatha about it whenever he gets the chance and he acts a annoyed when theyr showong pda in fromt of him .. but he honestly doesnt care much ad is happy for ragatha and all, he also teases pomni about it too sometimes becase theyre friends

zoobe is obviously pomnis bestie so she well knkew about it before pomni and ragatha even became a thing, theyre so tired of hearing pomnintalk aboit ragatha limr every single time bur theyre proud and happy for pomni and thyre glad that pomnis happy ❤️ they dont tease them aboutit but they will be lime the ultimate wingman but also e lime "shut thefuck up you gay ass bitch" ..

gangle would be happy for them !! shes nice, she probably ships them and does little drawings and fanfictions for them (shes so us) and is happy for them overall !!! wheneve she sews them kiss she smiles and fangirls

kinger liteelaly jsut does not care idontknkw .. lime hes gkt his own thing going on hes crazy he probably doesnt even knkw theyre in a relationship

caine doest knkw of course .. i headcanon that being gay just wasnr programmmed so its just lime thse shows where two giels obviously are gay, but the film.cant be gay so theyre shown as twk very good friends who are ust besties who are girls and kiss ... exfeot that pomni and ragatba actually are dating .. they try to keep ot a aecret from him thoufh since theyre not sure if he can find out or mor and better to be safe than sorry !!( if caine doesnt knlw theyre togetber and dating then tje not so pg things they do tbey cam keep on doing)

[cynifer]

The trump supporter going at the actors at the cockles con 💀. Clearly she has an agenda and people do have free interactions with the cast of spn she is just trying to make every democrat celebrity money hungry

So for some background, there's a person on Twitter who's been masquerading as an SPN fan (or at least inserting herself into the fandom by commenting on, among other things, some of Misha's political tweets - going after him for what he was doing in NC of all things) - she claims to be "Green Party" but, yeah, she screams MAGA.

Anyway, she went to the convention this weekend and wrote aboutit on her substack. Basically ripping Creation apart for how much money they charge.

So, at first blush, even though she seems a bit shitty on twitter, she isn't wrong, right? Creation bleeds their customers dry. We all know this.

Then she goes on to attack the actors for 'hiding' in the green room or behind bodyguards when they aren't signing/posing for photo ops/or on a panel.

This woman, who apparently has never gone to ANY con, let alone a Creation con, is WAY mad because she has to pay for any interaction with the actors. PISSED that the actors don't just wander the convention center interacting with the fans.

And she ties it all up by lamenting about how the people who work for Creation AND the actors only care about you if you hold out a credit card. Othewise, they (especially the actors) want nothing to do with you.

She includes a weird story about telling Samantha Smith (randomly, I think she went up to her during autographs even though she didn't pay for one...can you do that?) and how when Sam realized she wasn't paying for anything she threw total attitude at her.

Now I know nothing personally about Sam Smith. What I have been told is that out of ALL OF THE ACTORS WHO ATTEND THESE THINGS she's one of the kindest, most responsive, and thoughtful. So the writer's contention that Sam was only nice to her until she realized she wasn't making money off her smells like bullshit.

The entire piece is written to say, "Capitalism is bad and hurts poor people."

Now I'm happy to have THAT specific discussion. But if you go to a fan convention, Creation or not, and expect to interact with famous people for free, you are delusional. And, in this case, you're just doing it so you can write your think piece and get clicks.

I'm not linking to the piece or her twitter account.They're easy enough to find and I'm not giving her clicks or money. I'm already annoyed (not with YOU, non) that I read the piece because I'm dumber for it.

The TL/DR of this is: This woman went to a Creation convention and discovered every interaction costs money and is pissed about it and decided to throw shade at the actors as well because they should just give their time freely to whoever shows up.

(again: I have no use for Creation. They charge ridiculous prices and DO price out fans who might have money for a con but not for the prices Creation charges...I'll agree with that criticism of them every day of the week. But the fact is, it's a business model that works for them because they can get people to pay. Do i like it? Nope. But it is what it is, and the solution isn't "GIVE US THE CELEBS FOR FREE," nor is it to attack celebs for things like protecting themselves from fucknuts fans.)

[hard--headed--woman]

Hi, sorry to bother you- how did you talk to your family about radfem principles? My mom is a liberal feminist. Particularly on the trans rights issue, I don't know how to feel anymore. One of my friends was significantly more happy when they came out as trans, and so I feel like I see the 'mental health' aspect before my own eyes. I think none of the trans people I know would ever be a danger to women in bathrooms, either. But that being said, I've never had a feminine feeling in my life and I don't think I'm non-binary either (although maybe the knowledge that I'm not is the self-identification??). I think maybe the difference between a gnc woman and a trans man is just profound discomfort with your body from a young age, and maybe then it can be appropriate to live as a woman. But I also don't think lesbians should be shamed for not wanting to have sex with a trans woman either. I'm very stuck at this point and I'd like to talk to my mom about it without looking like a bigot (but if you have any of your own comments to add on this ideological tension please give them).

Hello! I'm glad you came to talk to me about it. I'll try my best to help you, you can send me another ask if you have something to add after that!

I guess it was easier for me since my mom (this amazing woman) shares many of my radfem beliefs. I wouldn't call her a radfem because she's not involved in activism and still disagrees with some radfems ideas, but she agrees with me on trans/gender issues (in the radfem way, not the conservative way), prostitution, porn, and a lot of other things. She has always supported JK Rowling, criticized gender ideology, etc. So when I realized I was gender critical, I just started to talk about it with her and there was nothing complicated. I don't talk about it with my dad, because he's anti gender too but I know we would end up disagreeing and arguing over many gender critical subjects.

The only person I kind of had to introduce my ideas too is my little sister. She has a lot of radfem beliefs, and is critical of a lot of things about gender ideology (she doesn't think lesbians can like trans women for example) so it was easier too, but I still have to be careful because she is still pro trans. To be able to talk about it with her, I just randomly started to ask questions about gender, transgenderism, gender ideology, etc. I would ask her why we should allow trans women in our bathrooms, why was it considered ok to allow kids to transition, why made a trans woman/man a woman/man, etc... And it leads us to conversations, debates, which can be very interesting !

The reason why I say that is because I think that's the best way to start talking about gender ideology/radical feminism with someone who's a TRA/libfem. You can calmly ask questions, say some facts, or innocent sentences. "Calmly" is very important, talk about it like it's just a random conversation and you're just genuinely curious, not like you want to argue. They probably won't think you're a bigot if you just seem genuinely interested and ready to keep the chat friendly, and the debate will be much more pleasant and interesting.

Sometimes (many of my friends) people start agreeing with radical feminism/gender critical feminism thanks to these debates, or they at least learn about the awful sides of their ideology and start to stand up against these, and that's very important ! I feel like we should all have more conversations aboutit with our family, friends...

For the rest, well, I am a GNC lesbian (not out to my family) and I think there's no objective difference between a trans man and a lesbian/GNC woman/ or just woman. There are no criterias, it's just a choice. You decide if you want to identify as trans or not.

Which means women can feel profound discomfort with their bodies, having gender dysphoria, hating being lesbians, etc... without identifying as trans. Some women identify as trans men without feeling any of this. There are no rules. Being trans is nothing but a choice.

What makes you a woman or a man is your biological sex. That's why lesbians can't like trans women - trans women are men.

And to finish this, I believe that yes, at first it can feel better to come out as trans but I don't feel like it really last. At the beginning, yeah, but I think then it makes things worse, because you realize that you will never really be a woman/man no matter how hard you try. Nothing will never be enough. And for trans people, this idea and feeling can be hard to handle. Just my opinion, of course !

Anyway, I don't know your mom, but I think you could just start asking questions, giving your opinion when she replies, calmly, or even play dumb - that works everytime. See where the conversation go then, and you might be able to talk about everything after that.

My box is open of you have other things to say <3

[ratrap]

Sorry i didnt answer any of the messages i got. I appreciate the kindness. today was a lot and i didnt even fully say what i wanted to say in therapy. i didn't know if i was going to be able to say anything, i froze and then eventually i. had a breakdown and cried aboutit but i only talked about how i feel and that my weight is depressing me and that i have been having problems with my boyfriend, in general and about my weight but i didnt say anything i couldnt i just gave vague answers about what i meant, just knowing hes taking me back from the appointment was freaking me out. I just said im not happy and hes making it worse. It did feel like a relief to say it to her even though i didnt really say much of anything thats going to help

[everyothermouse]

Genny was giving me a lot of trouble today so enjoy a page of me trying to figure out how to draw my own oc :|

[mrfoox]

Ok so like... I told my boys that I've signed up for some courses and roo was so excited I couldn't handle it lol

[kesouu]

Bennett with a quiet reader with permanent stone face who almost never expresses emotion of any sort. mfer sees giant monsters running at them or gets a commission to go to the top of Dragonspine mid-winter and all they respond with is “🗿k”. They join with his adventuring team and only ever respond to the endless misfortune with slightly raised eyebrows and extra preparations to prevent repeat incidents. Only thing he’s ever heard them say is “no” to a guy asking if they‘d like to switch teams.

SORRY IT TOOK ME LITERALLY FOREVER TO GET THIS DONE I LEGIT FORGOT ABOUTIT IM SO SORRY BUT IM DOING THIS WHILE THERES A BROWN OUT SO YEAH ITS LIKE 1:54 AM LMAOAOA

Pronouns: they/them

Bennett with a quiet, stone faced reader

• when you joined his adventure team he was really excited cause he rarely gets new members

• on your first mission together he kinda deflated and expected you to get mad and quit when his bad luck came but surprisingly you didn't

• he appreciates your company a lot because people tend to avoid him because of his luck

• glad to know you bring extra supplies and will happily let you prepare everything needed cause you know him

• it shocked him that when you two were being chased by a ruin guard you still looked stoic as ever

• bennett is usually the one that speaks up for you because he knows your the quiet type that probably wont reply

• like you two could be at good hunter and when sarah asks what would you like bennetts basically remembered what you always order so he says it in your stead

• when you were approached by a guy on a different team asking if you wanted to change he kinda got sad expecting you to say yes

• when you said no he never felt so happy before because you wont leave him

• since you don't talk much bennett likes to fill the silence in with stories he hears from his dads at the adventurers guild and he looks so happy while doing it too

• speaking of his dads he brought you to the adventurers guild once to meet them and they were all glad bennett met you because he's finally not lonely when fischl or razor arent around

• you met fischl and razor through bennett too annd they thought it was off that you had a stoic face all the time but they didn't let that bother them

• razor: "speaking hard for you too?"

• fischl also is one to speak up for you

• back to bennett you two have the best adventures and your always there and prepared incase something bad happens and you two are besties

[ranboo5]

hot take ranboo can be upset that tubbo hasn't felt as happy during the time he spent married to him as he was back when the pranks on the server wouldn't escalate into war but it's incredibly self-centered to think that he hasnt been happy because of him whwn since they got married nearly died again, his best friend actually died after wanting closure, he lost a whole nuclear weapon, and his husband still hasn't moved in with him and he's bored out of his mind and afraid for his son and he wants something to Do. Las Nevadas is shady at best and likely not what he needs mentally and Ranboo made him plenty happy but Ranboo is upset over a couple tulips not being able to magically take away his husband's trauma and he kinda needs to get over himself

OH NOW THIS IS FUN

Bc on one hand: SO FUCKING TRUE! Ranboo IS self centered and Ranboo IS expecting himself to Be Enough for the guy when as you mentioned Tubbo has SO much shit going on and no matter how hard Ranboo believes in the I Can Fix Him he's setting himself up for exactly this

But on the other hand: that's not really the totality of what he's upset about

There's an important component that Ranboo isn't upset At Tubbo as much as he is upset In General (though there's definitely some bitterness At Tubbo most likely lmao); he's worried for Tubbo, very understandably, and he's not just been told "yeah I have emotional needs outside of u lol" 

He's been told essentially that the only thing Tubbo will/can accept as smth to make him happy is the sheer concept of allegiance to smth that will never give back, which isn't just a sign of Ranboo failing (in his own eyes) to be a good husband/friend but also a sign of him failing to do literally anything abt the whole sides issue. “People not sides” vs “yeah I am emotionally reliant on sides.” Also Tubbo signing over the outpost w/o even telling Ranboo is also a risk factor AND smth that affects something Ranboo worked on profusely that discounts the effort Ranboo put in For Tubbo's Sake. It's not just "I can be happy somewhere else/I need more than you to be happy" is the thing; what Ranboo got conveyed was "nothing you did mattered"

And hell even being fuckt up abt the I Can Fix Him component is understandable considering the context in which the I Can Fix Him cmponent exists and what that means to Ranboo yk? That's a high-stakes and incredibly significant thing to Ranboo and it's getting discounted along with his work on the outpost and in general everythin he's done

Mind you Tubbo doesn't mean to dismiss any of these things; as u say it's completely understandable lmao and again no matter how much Ranboo hopes he cannot in fact fix the guy. Tubbo doesn't recognize how this reads, he doesn't recognize LNV for the threat it is, he doesn't know what the hell is going on in Ranboo's head irt the whole people not sides thing, and he doesn't register his dismissal of Ranboo's efforts as significant both bc it's debatable if he registers Ranboo's efforts at all lmao and bc of the ways Tubbo himself has been treated. He doesn't Recognize what he's doing is upsetting and borderline callous and is certainly not doing it out of malice or out of not caring abt Ranboo

But Ranboo has just had it commiunicated to him that his husband is choosing the concept of a side over him. It's actually got some interesting parallels to the Green Festival betrayal now tht I think aboutit; it's not as like hardkey in these things but like. The issue isn't that the guy has made a choice it's that the guy has made a choice to support and stand by the exact powerstructure that threatens both parties involved, to your face, while apparently not recognizing or caring about all the effort you put in for his sake and his safety over and over in large part thanklessly

And that shit fuckin' sucks and yk what? It IS his party and he WILL cry if he wants to cry if he wants to cry if he wants to and tbh you probably WOULD cry too if it happened to you ik I would 

Tl;dr: My guy Ranboo got cucked by the abstract concept of nationalism and as much of a self-centered prick he might be+as much as he set himself up for this and made it so much worse for himself w/ his self importance, I think b/w the factz that that's not the only reason it sucks for him rn+that even that reason isn't a factor for no reason, you do gotta have some sympathy for the poor man he tried so hard and got so far and in the end it didn’t even matter 

[sharkbait-o-haha]

This fandom discourse it’s getting out of hand. If people want to multi sii that’s great, but not everyone will agree, and people who don’t multiship can say as much in their blogs. And if that people who multiship make posts about their takes, which include saying that BH is toxic or that now, Betty is kind of the worst, then Yeah, of course some blogs will have opinions on that and will want to defend their ship or a character they like (cause lot of people think that BH is not toxic and that Betty isn’t selfish or she is the worst this season -does it suck she is a FBI agent?, it does, but the show is not stupid in showing her at her lowest doing that, and she is also helping her fam so?-), like I feel at this point they are trying to make a competition between B or Jughead? Or how bad they have it as Jughead or Jabitha fans cause most of the fandom doesn’t agree with them in some points? Idgi.

You don’t have to post this. I just needed to vent, cause i saw a post basically saying that people were saying that no one could lean Jughead, and almost like making it a competition and it felt very weird because I don’t think any Bughead who is just trying to defend or ship their ship or defend a little to Betty is saying that, but that it’s funny seeing people who were defending them until 3 weeks ago, no being so against the ship or a character (who didn’t even interact with Jughead? Like we all knew BH was a slowburn this season? lol)

It wouldn't get out of hand if people weren't using this as an excuse to turn it into a Betty vs. Jughead situation. I've always let people enjoy their ships in peace, even if they don't make sense to me, and I do so without being snarky or condescending.

If people want to multi-ship and stick to THEIR side then that's fine by me. But like u said, if people come into MY territory and talk shit about MY ship then I WILL throw hands. People need to understand that this is already a shitty time for us, not only are BH not together, but they're both also going through their own versions of hell and that hurts US. They're not helping by posting garbage in the tags and saying shit that DOESN'T make any sense. And I mean, WHAT DID THEY EXPECT??? they'll say "oh Jabitha works for this this this reason" and all the Bugheads will just happily agree with them?

And when it comes to Betty, most of us aren't happy with Betty's current behavior, but I feel like we haven't even been given a chance to truly tap into her trauma(s) yet. The sad thing is, I don't even know if we will. I've seen the way these writers write women, they treat their plots like a joke. So I'm skeptical about how satisfying the payoff will be. But the way they're obviously writing her as such a bad fbi agent/trainee and royally screwing up in just about everything, I guess it's gonna lead to SOMETHING. I think she needs someone to tell her that she's not okay, needs to stop ignoring the help she needs and should reconsider her career choice.

Besides Jughead, no one has ever really been there for her and even then, most of the time she's been dealing with her shit alone cause the writers kept Jughead occupied with something else. But that's a whole other thing so let's fugget-aboutit.

To me rn, Betty's the loneliest out of all of them, even when living with her mom. All she's got are her own thoughts - which aren't really friendly - and we know how dangerous they can be. Yes, she had Archie for that small time, but was he really anything more than just an act to show herself that she has something in her "control"???

A lot of "Bughead fans" think this is where they draw the line and need to jump ship, well okay then. It's just weird to me that NOW that they have a better option to pair Jughead with they're coming up with shit like "Bughead is toxic" and what not to make it seem like it's okay for them to ship Jabitha. Let's be clear here, Idc that they ship Jabitha, they're allowed to do so. It's the weird ass analysis' of bughead that are bothering me. I don't need u to tag-invade and declare why you think BH shouldn't ever be together, you can still believe what u believe WITHOUT me having to read it.

The purist Jughead stans believe that him having another "option" means that he's better than Betty because HE can have more meaningful relationships than her and he hasn't gone off the deep end as Betty has. Meanwhile the Betty purists think he's too drunk and unkempt for Betty. Like THAT is what turns off Betty LOL. I feel like neither of the sides have ever truly tried to understand them if they think this way about them. Like, these are the same weirdos who got off of a murder fanfic about their PRINCIPAL ffs - they're not your average ship.

You can stop shipping Bughead, or take a break from it, I will bid u farewell with an air hug, but do it kindly if you want your BH mutuals to notice it or just tag properly. I don't mind engaging in honest criticism about my ship, ik they've got their problems, but we can do so without getting hateful.

I'm sorry this got long but clearly I needed to vent as well lol.

[kurokonbscenarios]

Cross over scenario between aomine and ushiwaka, when aomine meet his ex wife who's ushiwaka gf now, they two go to park with a little boy who looks like aomine (his son, he and his ex wife divorced when she was on her 2 weeks pregnancy).. What should ahomine do? Thanks

far away | Aomine Daiki / Ushijima Wakatoshi x f!reader

genre: angst | hurt/comfort | slice of life | word count: 2.2knotes: huh so I’ve been in a bit of a knb mood these days and went over the requests and was like “oooh i like this one” so I hope you’ll like it! -T-chan

Itwas pure coincidence. The kind that makes Aomine wonder how much he messed upfor you to actually agree to the divorce those four years ago. Did you evenintend to tell him the news?

A memory of you smiling at himresurfaces and Aomine curses under his breath, because it was that same momenthe told you about the divorce. The way happiness and all the love you had forhim left your eyes makes his heart ache. How much of an idiot he was back then.

But now he can’t do anything aboutit. Not when a stoic man stands beside you as you stare inside a childrenstore. There’s an obvious bump that Aomine can’t miss, but the boy, the boythe man holds in his arms, so painfully similar to all those pictures from hischildhood with his eyes, hair, the dark skin tell him more than any words evercould.

He sees the boy laugh at somethingthe man said and you smiling at them and his heart aches at the sight. You lookso happy and he’s jealous, because that could have been himbeside you. And the worst thing is he can recognize the man that has your wholeattention. It’s one and only Wakatoshi Ushijima, Schweiden Adlers’ wing spiker,the one that rose to his fame already in high school.

“I know I’m not perfect by a wholemile when it comes to us, but I’ll be the happiest man there ever is if you’llbe mine and I’ll do my best to not make you cry constantly.”

There are tears in your eyes andyou laugh before you fall on your knees and wrap arms around him. You nod yourhead and you continue to do so, chanting silent “yes” as Aomine slips a ring onyour left ring finger.

“I’m the luckiest man there is.” Hemurmurs into the crook of your neck before he pulls away and kisses you on thelips. You return it immediately, surrounding yourself into his warm embrace andinto the heat of the moment, feeling the happiest you could ever be.

Something stirs inside Aomine whenUshijima leans down and kisses you on the cheek. It makes you laugh and mostlikely shy as well, if that flustered expression on your face is anything totell him. It’s the way you smack Ushijima’s arm that makes Aomine’s head fillwith jealousy, because that could have been him. But it isn’t. Andhe has no one else to blame than himself.

Voices were raised and a picturewas thrown, hitting Aomine’s cheek. His eyes flashed in anger and yours widenedin shock and surprise because the next moment he stood in front of you, hisfist right beside your head.

“Stop pushing your luck.”

“I’m worried about you,Daiki!” you didn’t want to stand down, not when it came to his well being.“You’ve been at the station for the last couple of days, I barely see youanymore!”

“It’s my job, damn it! What do youwant me to do? Huh? What? Do you want me to leave our only income and remainjobless like you are?”

The words spoken made your lipspart, but unable to say anything. You blinked with your eyes, trying hard tostop the sudden emotions that overwhelmed you, Aomine too blinded by his angerto see what he had said.

“You know I can’t find a job yet.Not with my diploma.”

“Then find something. Retailwork, for all I care.” He groans and goes with hand through his hair. “Or goback home.”

You scowled. “Screw you, Daiki.”You turned and walked into the bedroom, slamming the door behind.

Aomine stared at you before hegrabbed the lamp close to him and threw it against the wall.

Turning at the sound of a familiarvoice, Aomine spots Kuroko and Kise walking towards him. They’re talking toeach other, or what it seems like until Kuroko spots Aomine’s sullenexpression. He raises an eyebrow and it catches Kise’s attention as well,because suddenly he’s bombed with questions for his well-being.

“’m fine…” he grunts andunconsciously looks your way only to spot you staring at him.

Your eyes are wide, like you’resurprised to see him before you turn to Ushijima and tell him something. Itmust have been regarding him, Aomine realizes, because Ushijima is also lookingat him, frown quite visible on that stoic expression and Aomine wants to leave.But he can’t. Because Maji burger just happens to be right behind him.

“Oh…” It’s Kise who murmurs. “Whydon’t we go ahead, Kurokocchi?”

“We’ll be inside, Aomine-kun.”

All Aomine can do is nod as hewatches you cross the street in a rather quick pace. Ushijima is standingthere, across the street, his attention completely on you, until you stand infront of him. A chill runs down Aomine’s spine at the attention he’s gettingfrom the man, but it’s expected when it comes to your safety.

“Hi,” Your voice is quiet, almostwhisper-like, and Aomine finds it hard to suppress the need to hold you in hisarms right at this moment.

Your sobs reached his ears andAomine sighed. He leaned his forehead on the door, biting his lower as hewondered what to say. Then again is it his right to apologize?

“[Name]…” he called your name.

“Go away.” Your voice is cold andAomine sighed again. “I don’t wanna see you.”

“Come out. Let’s talk.”

There’s silence before the doorbursts open, startling him. Tears stained your cheeks, your glare neversubsiding as you held a suitcase behind yourself.

“What are you doing?” he frowned asyou pushed past him.

“Leaving, what else.” Short answersthat made his heart ache.

“No, wait, you-you can’t leavenow.” He grabbed your wrist, but you snatched it from his grip. “It’s lateand-and you don’t have a place to go to.”

You scoffed, shaking your head.“Three years, Daiki.” Your voice was too cold. “Three years of our marriage andyou ask for a divorce. Ten years of us being together and you want us toseparate. What did I ever do wrong? Can you tell me that? Was it because I wasworried about your wellbeing when you overworked like in Teiko and Tōō? Or wasit because I’m jobless?”

Every word you spoke felt likesomeone was cutting him alive. He was unable to answer, to tell you and youtook the chance to walk to the hallway, sniffling.

“P-please…” he stuttered when youreached for the doorknob. “Don’t go.”

You hesitated and looked back athim. “I can’t do this, Daiki.” You released the suitcase like you remembered itonly then that you still had it. Taking off the ring, you placed it on thecloset beside the entrance, tears streaming down your cheeks. “I tried. I reallydid try. But I can’t help you if you continue to destroy yourself like yourhealth and I mean nothing to you.”

“I’m sorry.” Aomine blurts outbefore you can say another word.

Your eyes widen, but the expressionquickly softens and a small smile spreads across your lips. You shake yourhead, looking directly into his eyes. “There’s nothing to apologize for. Wewere young. We didn’t know what we were doing.”

“But I still love you” is whatAomine wants to say, but he knows he can’t. Instead he looks across the streetand sees Ushijima talking to the boy and pointing at something in the store.It’s a small pink dress he realizes and his heart misses a beat. A baby girl.

“When…” he starts, but stops. Heclears his throat, feeling eyes from inside the Maji burger and he has a suddenneed to leave. He feels like suffocating the longer he stares at the boy. “Whendid you find out?” he chokes on the words.

Your silence is too much for him.“The day you asked for divorce.”

“Shit…” he curses and goes withhand through his hair.

There’s a silent laugh and he looksat you. “I can’t say I was angry and devastated, but I can’t deny I feel gladyou feel bad about it.” Your smile doesn’t reach your eyes and Aomine wants tosnap, because how the fuck could he mess up like that. He had everything and he ruined it.

“I’m sorry.” Is all he can say, andthen; “I know you’re with … Ushijima, but if I can, I want to support you.”

You watch him in silence before youanswer; “He knows the truth.” At that his eyes widen. “I thought about it longand hard, both alone and with Toshi and we decided to tell him. You don’t haveto support us, I have a job with good-income—I can also work from home—andJunpei is a good child. He can’t wait to meet his baby sister.” You smile andcaress your stomach as you look down fondly.

There’s a moment of silence beforeyou look back at him.

“Although he thinks of Toshi as hisfather, I hope that when he’s older, and if he wants to meet you, you won’tdeny his request. That’s all I ask of you.” Your voice is almost pleading andAomine can’t find himself to deny that request.

“I-I’ll try.” he says instead andyou smile. The same smile you used to give him years ago.

“[Name],” A voice calls from acrossthe street and you turn only for your smile to widen. Junpei is calling for youas well and waving while Ushijima’s expression is that of a fond partner andfather.

“I’m coming!” You call back andthen you turn back to Aomine. “Thank you, Daiki.” Your voice is so soft, sokind that it makes his heart skip a beat and eyes burn from a sudden wave ofemotions.

“There’s nothing to thank me for.”

“There is.” You nod, disagreeingwith him. “Contact me when you’re ready to be part of his life. I know Junpeiwould like that very much. So does Toshi.”

Aomine chuckles and shakes hishead. “Does he really?” he asks and looks at Ushijima, who’s staring at youboth. “Does he really want me to be part of his life?” he looks at you and seespain flash through your eyes. He curses silently for causing you to make thatsame expression.

“Daiki,” you call quietly and reachfor his hand. “I loved you so much. It broke me when I saw you overwork both inschool and at work. When you spent nights at the station, I was at the end ofmy nerves, hoping and praying for you to be safe wherever you are, thinkingthat maybe there’s another case that held you back. When I found out I waspregnant, I was so happy, because suddenly our family grew.” You’re smiling atthe memory only for it to disappear.

And Aomine doesn’t need to guesswhat you remember.

“And then you come home and ask fora divorce. I spent so many days and nights crying and thinking that I must havedone something wrong or that you fell out with me and it hurt. It hurt so muchto realize that I meant nothing to you anymore. I had no idea what to do. Iwanted to ask Satsuki, Tetsuya, anyone for some clue or something, but I couldn’t. Icouldn’t involve them when this was between us. You’ve been so cold to me inthat week and I’m still wondering if it was me after all this time.”

“No,” Aomine shakes his head andcups your face. He closes his eyes and sighs, leaning his forehead on yours.“It was never you, believe me on that. I truly am sorryfor what I did to you and I have no excuse. If he makes you happy, then that isall I wish for you.”

Releasing your face, he smiles onlyto spot tears in your eyes. He internally panics, but then you chuckle andshake your head.

“You constantly make me worry.” Yousigh. “Even after all this time.”

“I’ll try not to.” This time hegrins and messes your hair that makes you grimace. “I want to be part ofJunpei’s life if that is his wish.” He says after a moment, his composure justa bit straighter. I want to bepart of yours as well. He wantsto say only for; “If Ushiwaka makes you cry, tell me. I’ll beat his ass.” toleave his lips.

You roll your eyes, laughing.“Can’t believe you’re calling him like that as well.”

Ushijima calls your name once more.You nod his way and before Aomine can say a word, you’re pulling him in a tightembrace.

“Thank you, Daiki.”

He’s speechless and all he can dois watch you cross the street. He sees Ushijima talk to you, must have askedyou something, because you’re smiling so wide and shaking your head beforeyou’re leaning closer to Junpei and kissing his forehead. Jealousy grows insideAomine at the sight of seeing Ushijima smiling at you two, but there’s nothinghe can do.

He can only wish for yourhappiness, although a part of him wishes for you to run back into his embrace.

[pickle-the-lad]

Finally told my sib my new pronouns!

They'll the cooler one of my sibs so I knew they would be okay with me being he/them and not ask too many questions aboutit, but it was still so nerve wracking!

More so then when I came out 2(?) years ago as transgender and told everyone to use he/him!

But I'm glad I did it, then and now💖

I'm happy rn💖

[arrancarscenarios]

Hi! can I plz get headcanons 4 how the arranca boys of ur choice would react to having a human f s/o who goes through a really traumatic event & becomes really ill because of the stress & strain on her body; she survives, but the severity of her sickness took her voice. Like it started off as just a really bad sore throat & then escalated from there. Or, the event was just so traumatic that they could no longer talk? Like ever again; or at least, not for a long, long time. Ty in advance 💛

yw honey!! I did some reactions instead of headcanons bc they’re a little faster for me to get out, but I hope it still gets the point across!

CHARLOTTE

Forone thing, he does feel a little guilty if her trauma happened whilein Hueco Mundo, or after she met him. Rather than waste time feelingtoo bad about it, though, he focuses any energy he doesn’t alreadyuse to serve his king into taking care of his S/O. He doesn’t knowwhat might be best for a human in this situation, so he starts withthings he thinks he might appreciate if he were in her position —lots of attention and affection, bringing things she likes, and beingwith her as often as possible. It’s okay that she can’t speakright now. First of all, he can do enough talking for both of them,and second, there are other ways to communicate. He knows she’sgoing to recover from it, as well she can, and no matter whathappens, he’s going to be there for her. Oh, and she gets somany throat kisses, both as if he thinks it’s going to help andalso as just one more sweet, romantic gesture.

D-ROY

Whetherthis happened before or after they met, whether she’s beenvoiceless since he’s known her or if this is new, he’s angry anddisappointed that he couldn’t keep it from happening. Protectinghis S/O is just one more thing he’s useless at. Especially if hertrauma happened before they met, this comes off as self-centered, soD-Roy does his best to swallow it down and concentrate on her. Ofcourse, he’s… at a huge loss here. He doesn’t really know whatto do to make her feel better and sometimes will get frustrated withhimself if he can’t understand what she wants or needs when heasks. Until he can comprehend how to read, the two of them will haveto communicate through gestures. Oftentimes, he just cuddles with herand purrs, in the hope that it might comfort her. He purrs toself-soothe when he’s upset or in pain, so it’s worth a shot,right?

FINDORR

Ifthere’s one thing Findorr Calius is up for, it’s a challenge. Andthis situation is… very challenging indeed. It’s difficult tospeak to her, but thankfully, he’s very intent about learning toread so that she can write out for him when she wants to talk, orabout learning sign language so she can sign to him. Either way, hespends zero time feeling bad about any of this, and more time doinghis best to understand possible solutions to make their lives easier.Sometimes he can seem distant or indifferent; however, he’s smartenough to realize that neither of them needsto be talking to have a fulfilling relationship, even if they enjoyconversing with each other. Sometimes just sitting together in thequietis enough. Estoyaquí,mi corazón,his silence whispers, estoyaquí.

GRIMMJOW

Morethan anything, it just kind of pisses him off, regardless of how orwhen whatever happened went down. How dare something or someone thinkthey can just hurtherlike that, bad enough to make her stop talking?! It makes him feelpowerless,particularly if it happened before they met, and if that’s thecase, he’s incredibly bitter about the fact that he’s never beenable to hear her voice. That said,even though he can’t help being angry, he wants to be there for herinstead of just seething about something neither of them can change.He gets easily frustrated by trying to understand what she needs orwants, and sometimes just guesses. He might even swallow his prideenough to approach Szayel, attempting to learn how to read, so thathe can better take care of his S/O.

LUPPI

It’sunfortunate, but he’s a bit cruel about it initially. He’s upsetenough to tell her mean things like “Wouldyou stop being so silly and just speak?”and “Idon’t know why it’s so hard for you to just talk to me.”It comes off as insanely insensitive, and probably even hurtful as ifhe’s trying to downplay her trauma, act as though it’s no bigdeal, make her feel guilty for being unable to speak. After sometime, it becomes clear that even though that’s the result, it comesfrom a place of intense fear. Something happened to her, somethingbad enough to take away her willingness to talk despite the fact thatshe’s still physically capable of it. That’s terrifying.It scares him. Over time he learns to read her without words, knowingwhat she might want or need, and reacts accordingly… huffing if shegets overly grateful, though. Sometimes at night, when he clings toher, he’ll murmur that he’s sorry for being such a jerk before.

NAKEEM

Justthinking about how much she must be hurting and how much she’s beenthrough, enough to do this to her, makes him feel even moreprotective of her. This is sadto him, more than anything. Every kind word or gentle touch she’sever given him suddenly hurts worse; someone denied her those thingsand here she is giving them to him when she knows that Hollows areill-equipped to reciprocate. He’s even more driven to keep her safenow, doubly determined to prevent anything bad from happening to herever again. Learning to decipher her body language and any otherclues she might give him as to what she wants comes naturally to himbecause he knows he needsto learn.He just… hasto show her that he’s here, he always will be, even when it’s noteasy.

NNOITRA

He’stired, he’s too fucking tired to want to deal with one morehorrible thing happening. And this? Is… pretty horrible. Even if ithappened before he knew her, it still makes him angry in this awful,exhausted way. If it happened after they met, well, he just blameshimself for not being able to stop it, regardless of the fact thatshe certainly doesn’t think it’s his fault. Once in a while he’lljust feel so unbelievably frustrated that he does things like punchwalls before stalking off, or going out to hunt things in the mostbrutal manner he possibly can. He can’t doanything about this.It’s hard for him to be soft at all, he’s all sharp edges anddoesn’t ever really fitwith her. But if that’s what she needs, he can learn how to be justthat little bit less terrible.Not often, and just for her. Even so, he thinks she should leave him,because he is so, so sure he’s never going to know what to do forher… despite the fact that he does just fine. Fuck,it’s complicated.

SZAYEL

Takehow much fun you think he would be about this, and divide it by ten.His S/O is not going to be a very happy camper unless she enjoysbeing prodded at and made to be her boyfriend’s newest scienceproject. He asks entirely too many questions about what happened —whether he’s oblivious to the fact that he’s dredging uptraumatic memories, or just too tunnel-visioned to care at themoment. Especially if it happened after they met, it’s hisextremely inappropriate way of trying to exert some control over thesituation.Otherwise, he just feels helpless, and that is notan option for him. If she doesn’t want him trying out all manner ofexperimental ‘treatments’ to try and get her voice back, severalof which may be rather unpleasant, she’s going to have to draw ahardline in the sand. All that in mind, however, he’s quick at learningthe best ways to communicate with her, sothat part at least is rarely an issue.

TESLA

Hetries very, very hard not to dwell on what happened, no matterwhether it was before or after they met. What is he going to do bythinking about it? That isn’t going to change what happened andit’s not going to bring her voice back. When he does think aboutit, about how much pain she went through, thekind of thing that’s maybe a fraction of the trauma Hollows gothrough,all he gets in response is the feeling of his throat tightening. Shedeserves so much better than that. He’s angry that things lined upin a way that allowed this to happen to her. It’s important,though, that he keeps a lid on those feelings so he doesn’tfrighten her with their intensity. Instead, he does his best to becalm around her, to not get frustrated, even though it’s difficult.He pours every ounce of his existence into being softfor her; a barely perceptible smile, a subtle squeeze of her fingersthat he hopes is reassuring, a hand carding through her hair. Everymoment he can, he studies her, so that he might be able to learn howto understand what she needs.

YYLFORDT

Hetries to cover it up acting like it doesn’t matter in theslightest, but just thinking about whatever she’s been through…it makes him angry. Angrier than he’s ever been, he thinks…angrier than he even knows how to express. More than anything hewishes he could hunt down whoever, whatever,affected her so badly and just make them cease to exist. Much as hethinks he’s hiding his true feelings, he doesn’t have thecapacity to be really believable about it, and as a result, his S/Ocan definitely tell what he’s feeling. She knows he’s angry, andshe is too, and if she can convince him of this, he might accept thatsometimes all they can do is be angry together. It’s easy for himto get distressed about communication, because he’s not greatat it in the first place, and this makes it harder, so he’s proneto minor blowups about being unable to figure out what she wants. Afew rude things will probably slip out, things that he doesn’tactually mean that he was just too late to stop. Forget swallowinghis pride —he’ll choke it the fuck down and ask Szayel to help him out, evenknowing he’ll have to put up with that smug look on his brother’sface. Being able to do something for his S/O is, strangely, worth itto him.

[underpath-au]

All importan

I added question while ago you’ll know which, dont add it ^^

’*’-important ones

* Frisk_I couldn’t leave them behind * I did everything to make her happpy Gaster froze them His words are always used ande re-used- about - tori about viktor Parents know about the sicness more than tey tell * Frisk feel bad for genocide * Poisoned chcolate? Chara was a target? *** Toriel- we did everythind to make them safe- did they cut all the golden flowers from the underground? (where is flower in latest pages from?) Buttercup flowers parts found in Chara and Asriel- ^ Viktor said something to alphys *** VIKTRO SAID TO FRISK ‘KIDDA’ WE SAW THAT SOMEWHERE HAVENT'WE! * something in DT is extractor is glowing then viktor feels pain and he is happy (as expected viktor dosen'have soul probably) Flowers in home are in grey color- again, no golden flowers? Frisk said she is not as determined as Chara and cry Sans got to know about new soul * Sans 'remember’ about last timelines and confused them with actual one * Viktor have dreams about gaster ** Asriel- I am aware of your feelings, but I’ m always scared… ** Frisk_ And I know yours. But we can’t do anything aboutit. Hating you would be stupid ** She loves Asriel or Chara and he knows it so he is scrared because she knows he loves chara (theory) * Frisk- if only i had give her soul I wouldn t be living in this hell( she wants to resen?!) * F and C cant reset * Chara- we can only live with conseqyences[…] (chains beeing broken in eyes of blue haired girl) White haired girl appears * no golde flowers since reset- already said about that * Frisk said to alphys she wants flower she is red, she probably know viktor likes her (he blushed when was talking about frisk with sans) still not enught information about white haired girl but she disappeard? Viktor (or maybe sans?) gave frisk flower frisk may be afraid of beeing left behind by chara and asriel beacause she didn’t whant to left them in previous timeline

So quick what I think:

Someone poisoned Chara and asriel wuth golden flowers so Toriel and Asgore cut them all off so they feel sory for all dead children (alphys didn’t know about that cuz she isn’t yet scientist - gaster is still there yet) Nova have to so do something with glowing thing in DT extractor not eought information yet :( Fris is afraid that azy an Cgara will leave them behind also she loves one of them not sure who and is (I think) beeng loved by Viktor And golden flower as well as letter is from viktor byt where did he get one from? Nova said she pased by home while frisk was sleeping frisk don’t belive it I’m not sure if Frisk was at home that night…

Thats all I guess hope you like it

and please add it xddd

woooo so many speculations, we’re really hapy of reading them! thank you ewe!

[gaylonelydyke]

just wanted to put an fyi out there and say that previously on this account,up until recently in fact, i have said i am a Mormon and a few days ago i decided i don’t want to be a part of that religion anymore and since then i have found out so much information about the mormon church that i am completely uncomfortable being associated with. my “faith” has always been really weak i guess and i never like being controlled so much i didnt know what to do. the church says doubt your doubts before you doubt your faith which is literally a manipulation tactic and they say not to look at any sources other than Mormon sources about church history and rules and stuff so i really didnt know a lot of the awful things aboutit until i started contemplating leaving and finally looked at some outside sources. its really trippy to realise one day that you literally grew up in a cult so uhhh yeh thatsfun.but anyway, i get now why other people are so wary of mormons and i just wanted to say i do not associate myself with that, even though i cant stop going until i go to uni which is in two years. i am completely uncomfortable having to go, ive never liked their lgbt rules but it was always easy to chalk off as god works in mysterious ways etc etc and just trust in god because he wants us to be happy but idk i havent felt that from what i read about god to be fair. but anyway point is, im leaving. i dont want to be mormon anymore. and if my friend meg finds out through this post im sorry but please dont spread this to my family. ill tell them eventually but not right now.