Still pissed off about what happened. I had one bad day after so fucking much happened. We had a flashback, we had a meltdown, weâd had to deal with harassment and being called a slur, but the moment I make a single snide comment which I know I shouldnât have done but I couldnât physically stop myself because all I could feel was rage and SHE blows it out of proportion and makes it all a big deal, weâre the ones that have to face the consequences! I already admitted I was sorry! And that I know I shouldnât have said it! But it was one sentence! Four words! That could have been taken as a joke because it partially was!! She could have blocked us, she could have ignored us, she could have done literally anything but start an argument, yet she did start an argument and weâre still getting shit for it!
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fictive culture is feeling weird about your source because you dont think you act like them at all and feel guilty about that so you try to distance yourself but also feel guilty about that because you dont see others doing it
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Caretaker culture is having the role of not only looking after the body but also people close to us, so now youâre figuratively hitting the hostâs best friend with a broom telling them to eat all the fibres they need and youâre giving hostâs bf advice on how to get rid of their sickness. ~Haxđď¸ (now with an emoji cos I couldnât find it the first few times I posted here)
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Ok letâs try this pinned post business again.
Weâre the empire system, weâre a mostly inhuman, traumagenic system that consists of around 15 alters give or take. Weâre autistic, probably ADHD and bodily a minor.
Typical DNI criteria, racist, pedos, queerphobic, all that stuff. If we donât like you/the stuff you post, greatly disagree with your worldviews or you make us uncomfortable, we will just block you.
Keep syscourse off our blog, we donât want to engage in it, itâs stressful for everyone and pointless.
More about specific alters under the cut.
We have 4 frequent fronters and three of the four are
EdnađŞĄ:
Sheâs a caretaker and is 35 years old. Sheâs an introject from one of our favourite games and is the mother of the system. Sheâs patient for the most part but has a few specific triggers that piss her off in an instant. You donât get the privilege of knowing what those triggers are unless weâre good friends. Sheâs scary when sheâs mad lmao. Her pronouns are she/her.
Haxđď¸:
Theyâre a caretaker/protector and are somewhere between 25 and 40 years old. Weâre not too sure. Pretty relaxed, will make some rancid jokes and innuendos though. Let her know if youâre uncomfortable with that and sheâll stop when talking to you. They like dinosaurs and military stuff. One of her favourite things is playing with our littles. Sheâs a transfemme Demi girl and uses she/they pronouns.
Horizonđ:
The supposed host but we only use that label cos itâs permanently front stuck and therefore fronts the most. Fun. Doesnât really talk unless itâs to infodump about hyenas, greyhounds or PokĂŠmon. Same age as the body. Really antisocial. Will just ignore you if it doesnât want to talk to you. Donât try and start a conversation with it unless it starts a conversation first. It/its pronouns.
The fourth frequent fronter will not be spoken about in detail, as he is a little and doesnât feel comfortable with people knowing much about him until he knows them and trusts them not to trigger him. Please do not ask about him until he starts talking himself.
This list will be updated when and it frequent fronters change.
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Fictive culture is:
My source: Iâm going to become a god and destroy an entire country to achieve a childhood dream!!
Me: I stabbed myself with a needle sewing up the littleâs plushie and it hurt a lot and ow :(
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fictive culture is being so uncomfortable with the way fandom treats your source, and therefore the various fanarts either make you seethe with rage because they are wrong, or (less commonly) they're so accurate it feels like looking in a mirror,, and thats not a fun feeling SO you feel the need to block the tags, but you feel bad because the other fictives enjoy their source fanart, they need it even, so why am i the odd one out here :<
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Tbh our source game is so small thatâs not an issue cos we make 70% of the fanart for it on this site. I can imagine how much that sucks though.
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Fictive culture is trying so desperately to resist the urge to act violent and selfish like your source self, and being good at it for the most part, but then having an off day and losing control of yourself and just fucking everything up and now you feel terrible but youâre also still pissed off and you have no clue what to do because your system and a couple of friends are mad at you and your partner is upset and the person you hurt is no longer in contact with you so you canât even apologise. I donât know what to doâŚ
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Fictive culture is watching your host and their friend make up batshit theories and headcannons on your source and youâre just watching, half intrigued, half scared. ~Haxđď¸
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