#HateMail

[metamatar]

saying 'usamericans' is like referring to congolese ppl as 'democongolese'. we know what u mean when u say american its okay

last i checked there was a pair of continents called the americas and not even one called congo. what do you think should be the name of the people living in them? should that demonym get to belong to the worlds most annoying and self involved local hegemon? latinoamericans speak and write about why they do this, which also functions as a response to us hegemony in the region. i do it to annoy tedious people and you have made my day by telling me you exist.

[euniexenoblade]

If you're here about people calling me intersexist or what ever:

The tl;dr it's bullshit, spun by a bunch of transmisogynists who tried to kick up a harassment campaign against me, but most people saw through it as the bullshit it is.

But, anyways.

It started off with this post, where while high I made a dumb post about how a group of tme trans people who still align in some way with womanhood had been calling themselves "afab trans women," which is incredibly transmisogynistic because 1) afab people saying they identify as trans women implies that trans women are not women and 2) "afab trans women" is a concept terfs made up in the 2010s to mock trans women. The point was never about intersex people specifically, it was about people not understanding that "trans woman" is a specific term with specific meanings, and by them trying to use it it implies they see trans women as transmisogynistic concepts and not as a type of woman.

Whether you agree with me, whatever, I don't fucking care. Just block me and go away. But, the blogger status-quo-hater found my post and went on a rant. When I first saw it I had intended to ignore it, but I checked out its blog and found it interacting with someone who has previously intentionally misgendered me and I just decided I didn't need that shit - so I blocked it. Naturally it noticed cuz it was refreshing my blog every second waiting for a reply, and when it found I blocked it, it once again went on a weird rant about me hating intersex people and deleting comments (at the time, the only comment I deleted implied I was a man) from intersex people trying to "calmly" explain things to me (nope, i hadn't even had that many comments yet).

This launched into a bunch of people suddenly reblogging it's addition and saying some weird fucking shit. Insults, misgendering comments, I even got a couple of weird Christian comments ("may god have mercy on their soul" die). So I started using the ability to hide reblogs on my OP of these people and blocking them, and as it kept going it just go too hard to keep track of and decided that, fuck it! If these are the people status-quo-hater attracts, I'll block everyone that reblogs it's additions. And, I tried to do that but again, it got way too difficult, so getting tired of being misgendered and insulted, I turned the reblogs off.

Since then my inbox exploded with suicide bait, hatemail, dumb shit trying to bait me into saying dumb shit (examples), and my posts started getting spammed with comments that 1) were harassing me. no they were not "calm explanations," they were aggressive harassment that at times misgendered me (not all but enough) or 2) a series of people were spamming my posts, one person posting the same comment ten times, which was fucking annoying. So I was deleting comments by this point, and as I went I just started deleting any comment saying negative shit cuz, again, these people run in the same groups and the most "calm dialogue" doesn't look like such when you're being harassed by a bunch of dumbasses.

Tumblr user dabwax left some fucked up comment on my post. I deleted it and blocked her. So she made a post where she intentionally misgendered me. After someone informed her she was misgendering me, she acknowledged it but blamed it on me (for blocking her, she had been on my blog to screencap me) and refused to edit the post to reflect my correct pronouns. Genderstarbucks added onto her post and subsequently took part in misgendering me - a person I never blocked and never had an excuse to misgender me. The difference between genderstackbucks and dabwax though, is that genderstarbucks at least changed the incorrect pronouns after being told (even though the post still took part in me getting harassed). Then, status-quo-hate, a person who's bio literally says

Proceeds to reblog posts calling me "they" instead of my stated pronouns of "it."

I'm not going to keep this up, it's fucking tiring. Instead, I'm going to say that these people are transmisogynistic. This is clearly a disagreement over terminology and at most should have just been us blocking each other, instead both status-quo-hater and dabwax intentionally lied about me, misgendered me, and did everything they could to motivate people to harass me (especially dabwax).

At the end of the day, this is a mostly failed transmisogynistic hate campaign. And, really the only reason it failed is cuz other trans women stepped in to help take the heat off of me (and cuz I started to ignore them).

To close this out, here's a collection of hatemail I received:

So yeah. Fuck off.

[proshippers-against-censorship]

I genuinely think I might be looking at proship blogs as a form a self harm and I’m not kidding. You people make me so irrationally angry it ruins my whole day sometimes.

The block button is a complementary resource offered free of charge by Tumblr.

[pcb-system]

Yes we're bodily an adult. We pay bills, we work, we live.

Endogenic systems don't claim to have DID/OSDD (traumaendo is different from our understanding). Endogenic plurality is not formed the same way OSDD or DID are, which we're sure has been stated many times over.

Here's a resources compilation from another user. Which we have actually looked over in our spare time.

[cak3o]

hey check this out

HOLY FUCK

[the-bar-sinister]

Babe, we went to Catholic school for all 6 years of middle and high school. If prayers were gonna banish us, it woulda been a long time ago. Really brings out our rebellious nature, in fact. XD

Also, we know how to use the block button.

[most-unloved-pokemon]

placing a bet now that Bruxish wins the most unloved. That guy is ugly as sin

He is biting you.

[nana2009]

do a good thing and stop posting, disgusting

no matter what the grind never stops, like karkat's.

[the-alarm-system]

dude what the fuck is your problem with transIDs. it doesn't fucking hurt you. why do you go out of your way to harass people you disagree with. it's fucked up.

antis like you are the reason why there are mobs of people who were ready to dehumanize me and assume the worst of me as soon as i came out. people went from being my friends to accusing me of being a fucking predator overnight with no evidence whatsoever.

literally the only bad radqueers are the ones who support sexually assaulting children and animals. anything else is none of your business but you just hate us all. and for what, internet cool points? you're accomplishing nothing. you just hurt others and earn nothing in return.

i used to look up to you as if you were the peak of being reasonable. now i know you won't even try to understand. you'd just hate me too if i came out to you, hah...

it's scary, you know? knowing that the only thing keeping me safe from having you hurt me is this fucking toggle to ask anonymously.

people like you don't deserve to live.

Hey, I don't give a flying fuck about you fucking cringe ass bitch. I don't fucking know you, we don't fucking know you. TransIDs are just fucking loser white people treating poc like a commodity, you're not innocent, quit being parasocial it won't get you anywhere.

I hope people continue to treat you like shit, and I hope your friends all stop being your friend. "You'd just hate me too if I came out to you,hah" physically repulsive cringe shit, If you fucking died I wouldn't even notice.

[huggingtentacles]

Amazing unhinged hatemail I got from the guy I invaded, his friend proceeded to duel me and lost 6:0

And this is what his friend sent to me 😭😂😂

[mostlysignssomeportents]

They seem nice

(Watch my Defcon talk)

(Donate to EFF)

[metamatar]

Why do you always defend China like that? I mean I get the the world tries to do the red scare, but aren't you defending a nation state when you brush off every criticism? Or does the criticism like target things that hamper capitalists and the actual criticisms regarding China lie elsewhere?

"Always?" All I said India is worse than China on a reblog about censorship on the Monkey Man lmao. There's stuff on my blog this year critiquing: Chinese uselessness on Palestine, involvement in Congo and critiquing workers rights in China through the lens of Foxconn factories trying to replicate their model in India.

I'm getting accused of campism for saying that India's blood and soil fascism is way worse, more dangerous than Chinese high surveillance 'socialism with Chinese characteristics.' India is formenting religious pogroms. The average Chinese citizen is not lynching their neighbours and burning down their homes on suspicion of eating the wrong thing. For Netflix to distort and kowtow to rabid fascists when the United States is strengthening ties with India (for anti China reasons) is really dangerous, given how much influence organisations like the Hindu American Foundation have in US politics. The average Westerner hates China plenty. Liberals do however cluelessly support Indian origin politicians who are funded by the Sangh.

Look man. I'm Indian. India has, since the BJP came to power gotten worse on hunger indexes every year. For countries not at war, we have the highest rate of child hunger in the world: 1 in 5 children are wasting despite the economy growing 6% every year. Journalists are routinely jailed and die in there. Kashmir is still under curfew and internet blackouts. Whatever hysterical story you want to tell about China is reality in India too. Without any kind of economic prosperity.

Why do these lives not matter to you? Why does the fact that Indian govt is passing laws that would enable India to strip muslims of citizenship not seem urgent to you? Is it because you maybe only think that the lives of people only matter in so far as they can be weaponised in some kind of story aligning with american state department?

[euniexenoblade]

do you respect afab non-binary people like at all

Why are you so addicted to the term "afab?" Transmasculine kinda sucks but at least it's not the word "female." Like, that's what you're doing every time you do that, you're just calling everyone like that female.

I love nonbinary people of all kinds, Im literally married to a transmasc nb person and I love him so dearly. If you stopped hanging around bigots and believing what you get told by crypto terfs and kiwifarms members, you'd get that. But instead you cherry pick my posts, cherry pick my words, and get mad at some specter of a person that doesn't exist. You could just chill, be respectful, and we could be friends, but that'd mean you'd have to evaluate your own bigotries towards "amab" nonbinary people.

[proshippers-against-censorship]

"Proshippers against censorship" Is siblings and adults diddling kids THAT important to you guys 😭

Tell me you know nothing about me without telling me.

[thegimmickblog]

Eat shit and die faggot gimmick blogs suck

The awaited anon hate. Good job, buddy! Glad you got that out of your system. *Pats you on the head.*

[cak3o]

explodes fireman and elecman with my mind forever

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