#Happy Birthday to the most important Ateez song today

[maximura]

Ateez Month: Wonderland 2019

[cherryatiny]

𝐀𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐳: 𝐒/𝐎 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦

𝑊𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠: 𝑎𝑙𝑐𝑜ℎ𝑜𝑙 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 (𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑖'𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔), 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑙𝑢𝑓𝑓, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑏𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑠𝑡𝑦

𝐺𝐼𝐹𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒, 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑡 𝑔𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑜𝑤𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑠

⩥ 𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐇𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐣𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠

„Y/N pass me the bottle.”

Said the stern voice of your best friend Hongjoong, you were at a bar, with your other friends, celebrating Hongjoong's career success.

He finally got the chance to join a musical company and fulfil his dream of becoming an artist and a song producer.

Seeing your best friend happy that his dreams came true made you sincerely happy of course, but a small part of you was kinda sad about that.

Hongjoong has been your crush since you two were kids and now, that he is going to become a well-known artist, he'll for sure find some hot idol-model girlfriend and your love will go in the drain.

Maybe it was the alcohol in your blood, maybe the pent up rage and courage that made you confess.

„I have a confession to make... I-i love you Kim Hongjoong.”

Everyone looked up at you in disbelief, it was until you felt your stomach tightening from embarrassment, urging you to vomit, running out of the room to a restroom to push it out, without knowing Hongjoong was following you.

As he saw you scrunched and hugging the toilet he came to you, to hold your hair from falling into your face.

„I may like you too, but that's something we'll talk about once you are sober."

⩥ 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐒𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐰𝐚

„Oh, come on, it would be fun, trust me.” Bullshit.

Going out with your best friend Seonghwa and his crush "to support him" was never a good idea.

Not only did you have to observe the cringiness of Seonghwa's love blind actions, but also see his crush treating him so poorly since she clearly did not have any interest in him.

As the movie ended and it was time for you to go home, you stood in front of the cinema with Seonghwa as he bid goodbye to the girl.

„Bye, be careful on your way home and have sweet dreams, I hope we could go out on another date soon.”

„Ah yeah, sure, bye."

You sighed softly, how could he not see the disinterest. As he turned to you, to thank you for helping him overcome this evening, your words stopped him before he could even start.

„Seonghwa, please stop hurting yourself by loving someone who's clearly not interested, when I've been showing you affection and interest for two years."

„What? Yo-you like me?”

As you realised what you've just said, earlobes and cheeks turning red from the embarrassment.

„I mean... kind of.”

⩥ 𝐉𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐘𝐮𝐧𝐡𝐨

„Y/N, I'm waiting outside the house, come on, let's go.” said Yunho over a phonecall.

You were celebrating the end of the semester with your classmates, and since you've had some drinks in you and despite that, you didn't know how to drive, you had to call your friend and deep-down also crush Yunho either way.

Rushing out to finally see your crush, you were met with the breath-taking sight of Yunho leaning to his car, one hand scrolling through his phone, the second one chilling in his pockets.

„Yuyu, my love, you’re here.”

„Gosh, Y/N you’re so drunk, I’m glad you called me and didn’t try to go home on your own. I don’t want to imagine what could’ve happened.“

„But nothing happened since I called that handsome guy I love.“

Yunho shook his head at your drunk talk, were you talking about him? Not knowing the sincerity of your words, but in the depth of his soul, he hoped the words that came out of your mouth were true...

⩥ 𝐊𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐘𝐞𝐨𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐠

„Happy Birthday dear Mr. Kang, happy birthday to you.“

Handclap noisier than the song of celebration for your boss, Kang Yeosang.

Although being a CEO, he was really warm-hearted and kind, not like the basic CEO type who’s cold and arrogant.

Being his secretary helped you to get to know him better over the years, but also made you grow feelings for him. You sometimes just zoned out and stared at his handsome face for hours, just like now.

„Y/N, can you please follow me to my office, I need to talk to you.“

You had no idea what Yeosang wanted to talk about, feeling only one emotion. Fear. Did he find out you like him? Did you do something wrong? Is he going to fire you? As he closed the door after you two, you couldn’t even look him in the eye, rather observing your high-heels.

„Y/N, what’s with you these days? You seem... different. Your mood’s been down lately, you’re impercipient. You know you can tell me anything, i want my most important employee to be happy.“

Employee. That’s all you were.

„I know you’re probably gonna get mad and I fully understand, feel free to fire me, but truth to be told, over the years I’ve been working for you, I grew feelings and I just can’t get over it... I-I love you, Mr. Kang.“

Yeosang’s face went pale, absorbing the words you’ve just said, mind going blank from the sudden confession.

„I don’t know what to say, Y/N. I mean... you’re a nice, young, hardworking girl, but.. I-I might need a few days to let it sink and think it over.“

⩥ 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐒𝐚𝐧

San's hips moved to the rhythm of the music, his hands on the waist of some random girl, their sensual dancing just irritating you.

It wasn't like you and San were dating or anything, but you still couldn't stand the thought of him being with anyone else. An annoyed groan coming out of your mouth as you picked your glass and took a shot to drink away those thoughts. San taking the girl by her hand and coming your way.

„Hey Y/N I just wanted to say goodbye, since I’m leaving with Sora to my place, if you need anything you can call, but I don’t think I’ll be able to pick up, since my hands will have other work to do, so rather try Seonghwa.“

„Yeah, I thought so, just don’t forget to wear a condom when you get your dick wet, cuz it looks like you’ll end up with STD.“ you responded, rolling your eyes at him.

„Why are you so rude and foul today, are you jealous because I get some pussy and you’re left with no dick because no one wants to approach you since you’re so mean? Get your act together and we can talk tomorrow.“

„No San, you want to know why am I so cheeky? It’s because I have to watch the man I love fuck around with a random hooker. Go enjoy your dick appointment now, you must be busy.“ Without thinking of it any more, you left him there, your aura for sure full of pure rage.

⩥ 𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐠

„Ew fuck no, Yeosang that’s nasty, I wish I could go back in time to five minutes ago when I didn’t hear this confession“ laughed Wooyoung at Yeosang’s confession in the game truth or dare.

Wooyoung took the bottle from Jongho’s hand, ready to spin the bottle and let it pick another victim of his stupid asks and dares. Spinning the bottle, it landed on you. Wooyoung's eyes already glistening from the excitement of daring or asking you something.

„So, Y/N, truth or dare?”

„Dare” a playful smirk finding its place on Wooyoung's face

„I dare you to kiss the person in this room, you have feelings for.”

You immediately started to regret telling him, that you like Mingi, the look in your eyes scolding him.

„Okay, but you all have to close your eyes.”

The 8 boys and your other 3 girl friends closed their eyes, as you hesitantly got up, making your way to Mingi, your crush of 5 months. Sitting on the ground next to him, your fingers landed on his jaw as your lips met his. Mingi’s eyes shot open as all your friends started applauding at your confession.

„I-I think i have feelings for you too Y/N...“

⩥ 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐖𝐨𝐨𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠

You were currently in the changing room, packing your belongings, to take from your workplace. You decided to leave your job as a makeup artist and stylist for the group ATEEZ. The reason was the fact that you liked one of the members and didn’t want to cause any problems to the groups, you knew it was inappropriate to like him, but it was irresistible.

You attached feelings for Wooyoung when you first started to work with them. All eight boys were absolutely amazing, but Wooyoung was just... different. He sparked a flame of interest in you, his personality, his talent, his looks, all those drew you to Wooyoung.

As you cleaned all your makeup brushes, the door to the changing room opened, as the figure of the aforementioned boy stood there.

„What are you doing Y/N? Why are you packing your things, are you going somewhere?“

„I’m leaving, Wooyoung.“

„What, why?“

„That is none of your concers.“

„It is, you’re my stylist, but more importantly, you’re my friend.“

„Yeah, that’s the problem Wooyoung, I’m your stylist - your colleague, that’s why I have to leave.“  

„Why would you have to leave because you’re my stylist, what ar-“

„Because I like you Wooyoung, okay?! That’s why I can’t keep on working with you and mix my feelings into my job, it’s inappropriate, now if you excuse me, I’m leaving.“

The boy stood there as a column, without any movement. Should he go after you, accept your feelings and then you’ll keep on working with him and being his friend, or should he stay there and not go after you? Either way, it was already too late...

⩥ 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐉𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐨

„So, what’s new in your life, Y/N? We haven’t seen each other for a long time because of our busy schedules.“ Jongho said as he sipped on his boba tea.

„Well, not that much happened in my life. You know how it is, a lot of work and stress, and lesser free time and sleep. I’ve bought a new notebook since my old one broke down and uhm... yeah well... I’ve been catching feelings for this boy lately.“

„Wow, really? I’m so happy for you Y/N, tell me more about it, I need to know what kind of a boy owns my bestie’s heart.“

„Well, he’s a really talented singer, he’s kind and funny, he’s more of an athletic type, hmm... and he’s really really strong. But he’s for real one of the nicest and best persons I’ve ever met, I like him, but I don’t know whether to tell him, because I'm not certain of his feelings...“

„Wow, he seems to be a nice guy, but don’t be blinded by your feelings, if he doesn’t like you, let it be, I don’t want you to get hurt, because of some stupid boy who won’t acknowledge the feelings such a beautiful and amazing woman like you has for him. Anyway, do I know him or who is he? I’m like really really curious right now.“

„It’s you Jongho.. you’re the boy i like.“

[chaerincore]

EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW WITH SAKURA! (2021)

in which CORE4’s maknae gets asked random questions submitted by GALAXY, at rapid fire! how did she do?

warning(s): none!

notes: none.

tags: @skzfairies @nemonadex [send me a request in my asks to join!]

Q: how do you start your day?

A: i get up, stretch, then i shower, sometimes it’s warm, but sometimes it’s a cold one.

Q: cooking or baking?

A: baking! i can cook, but eunwoo is much better at it.

Q: what’s a show/movie you’ve been watching a lot recently?

A: i don’t watch anything really, but when i have the time, i like watching itaewon class or run-on.

Q: when you meet someone, what’s the first thing that you notice about them?

A: their eyes. it sounds a little odd, but you can tell a lot about a person’s demeanor and mood based on the look in their eyes.

Q: outside of your group, are you close with any of your peers?

A: yes! these days i’ve been seeing yuri & yunho from ATEEZ, lee know from stray kids. just recently, i also had plans with jiwoo from KARD!

Q: favorite holiday?

A: christmas! it’s the same day as my birthday.

Q: what’s one thing you still have from your childhood?

A: i still have a lot from my childhood at home, because when i came to korea, i was still very young, but i did bring my first cassette player with me. it reminds me of home.

Q: most recent celebrity crush?

A: i’m with my crush, and have been since 2019.

Q: what’s your staple wardrobe item(s)?

A: cardigans, sweaters, anything that’s knitted or oversized. whenever i can, i love feeling comfortable.

Q: who do you turn to when you’re sad?

A: my members or my partner, one hundred percent.

Q: what’s the most important piece of advice you could ever give someone?

A: don’t ever change or conform in order to fit someone else’s unrealistic standards, only do it if it benefits you somehow, and makes you happy in the end.

Q: if you could get something back from the past, what would it be? why?

A: some more time to enjoy my childhood would be nice, i’ve been working on becoming a performer for so long that i think that i lost a lot of memories as a kid.

Q: if you weren’t an idol, where in life would you currently be?

A: i’d still be in my small hometown in the UK, probably knee-deep in my advanced studies. but i don’t know if i’d still stick to dancing, or if i’d be studying something else.

Q: three qualities that got you where you are today?

A: passion, perseverance, trust.

Q: what was the moment where you realized you finally made it to your dreams?

A: this is a tough one for me, but i think it was either our first music show win, or the day that i got a call from my manager saying that little mix wanted me to be a mentor on the search… i remember feeling so shocked that they even knew i existed, i grew up looking up to them, i still do!

Q: the most heartbreaking moment/realization about your career decision?

A: probably coming home to seeing how much things have changed since i left/last visited, realizing how many funerals, birthdays, and special moments i had been missing.

Q: you’ve met a lot of celebrities, but who made you absolutely starstruck?

A: definitely my label-mate & mentor, HyunA, and the little mix members.

Q: what was the first album you bought/received?

A: the first album (not including cassettes or vinyls) that i purchased myself was room 93 by halsey.

Q: when in love, what was the craziest thing you’ve ever done?

A: i made a mixtape to confess how i felt for my partner because i’m not really the best with words, and i didn’t know how else to express my emotions.

Q: would you ever share those songs off of that mixtape with the world?

A: no, it’s too precious and personal to us.

Q: if you could live in a foreign country, where would it be?

A: i’m not sure if i’d want to live in a foreign country again… i think i’d much rather be back home in the UK, or stay here in korea.

[lucasss238]

Happy SAN Day !!😍

Dear San,  Today is the birthday of an extremely important person in my life, ATEEZ's Choi San. So finally, it's July 10th, this is my first birthday with you and it feels surreal. I guess it goes without saying that I have a lot to say, so this letter will be a long one. I started stanning ATEEZ in 2020. When the world had just started going into a tough phase. After getting to know ATEEZ for a while, I decided I should think about a bias, but it was extremely difficult...(I mean it). But then, after a few months, my eyes kept seeing one member named San. During V-LIVEs, on their YouTube channel, in group photos etc. you just continued to stand out in the crowd. I never really understood what is so great about you that I kept falling for you. I liked you more than any single idol I had ever seen in my entire life. Then, I started and tried to learn who is Choi San and nothing has changed ever since. My love for you has only grown more and more. You are the most kind and loving person i know, and your heart is so pure and beautiful. You put others before yourself and would rather stay sad, if it put a smile on the one’s around you. Whether, it be dancing, singing, friendship, handling a responsibility you makes sure you give it your all. You are the definition of “perfection” for me, and i know you are not perfect and you do make mistakes, probably a lot of them. But that is what makes you, a human at the end of the day, right?, I always noticed you would often mention your home-town, Namhae in South Korea, and whenever you mentioned it, you were extremely proud of where you were from, you are also the first and only Idol from Namhae till now. You were recently officially certified as the Ambassador Of Namhae. Your love for Namhae never fell short, whenever you mention Namhae that pride and dignity can be seen on your face. Who knew that a person could love his home-town so much that he would just turn out to be it's Ambassador. I can assure one thing, Ambassador or not, you will always talk about and love Namhae the same way you did when you were just a little boy who came with a dream to make your home-town and family proud, and as you did. I assume Namhae was’nt a very famous place before but now, If i ever get the chance to come to Korea, I will defintely visit Namhae. Since that is where, the Pride of Namhae and my star, Choi San was born. You still has a lot in life to accomplish with which challenges will come, but I'm sure you will cross all those troubles in life and become a successful man in life. I once got to know the meaning behind your name, and why your father had put it, and i was truly surprised. Your father named you San because he wanted you to be a comforting hill for some people and for others an enormous mountain that nobody dares to challenge, and truly you have become that. Your life was such a beautiful adventure that I am proud to say that you deserves to be where you are right now. Your smile can make me smile because that is what kind of a human being you are, even when you are singing and dancing I can feel every single emotion in that song because, I know you make sure that in everything that you do, you do your best. After knowing about you and learning about how amazingly and lovingly you were brought up, I know that even if you are the biggest star, you will still be one of the most humble people I know. I thought “falling in love” was just a myth but meeting you, changed my mind. After knowing everything that about you, i don’t think i ever need to bring up the question, “what is so special about you? or “why do I love you?”. I have a lot more to say, but i can’t express all my feeling for you on a piece of paper. And I hope ATEEZ grows to be one of the biggest boy bands on the planet, because you people truly deserve it. Lastly, San thank you for everything, for your love, compassion and for the ever-loving love you have for your ATINY. Thanks for being that person in my life, who inspires me, spreads positivity, and shows how important family and friends are, and thanks for being my SANshine. For showing that there can be a bright side of life too and if you have a dream, never forget to chase it, just like you did and I'm proud to call you my role model, thanks for being my happy place and bringing happiness into my life. I will always support you and will make sure I give you the love you deserve from my part. I wish you the best for today, tomorrow and for all the wonderful years to come ahead 😘💕.

Love you to the moon and back, Lucas.

[pumpkinmutual]

50qs tag!

I was tagged by the lovely @parkseonghwa , @prettyseonghwa , and my baby @helloicarus for the 50 questions tag!

1.       What takes up too much of your time?

 School/Work, both of which are important, but lately they’ve been making me question what kind of person I’m shaping up to be

 2.       What makes your day better?

 Maggie!! She’s my beautiful angel~ also my friends, both here and irl – and my cats! A lot of things make my day just a little bit better~

 3.       What’s the best thing that happened to you today?

 Maggie~ also we had a random blackout at my work and it was kinda cool tbh

 4.       What fictional place would you like to go?

Hm,,, potentially Gravity Falls just because it’d be super cool to see all the weird stuff, but also Asgard via a la Thor franchise

5.       Are you good at giving advice?

 I try my very best! Sometimes I don’t know what to say and I always feel bad about it though :/

 6.       Do you have any mental illness?

 Mild (as of the last few years) depression, severe generalized/social anxiety

 7.       Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

 No, and I hope to never experience it.

 8.       What musician inspired you the most?

 Hayley Williams. She still does.

 9.       Have you ever fallen in love?

 Absolutely! Very recently too, very, very happily~ and I wouldn’t change a thing because she’s the most amazing, wonderful angel!

 10.   What’s your dream date?

 A lazy day spent indoors together, watching movies and cuddling!

11.   What do other people notice about you?

 I’m very quiet

 12.  What is the annoying habit you have?

 I apologize a lot

 13.  Do you still talk to your first love?

 No, and that’s honestly for the best.

 14.  How many ex’s do you have?

 Um,,,8, I think.

 15.  How many songs are on your playlist?

 1, 217!

 16.  What instruments can you play?

 Piano, and currently trying to get into properly learning the ukulele.

 17.  Who do you have the most pictures of?

 My cats, gifs of different biases

 18.  Where would you like to go before you die?

 Not to copy Maggie, but truly anywhere as long as it’s with her.

 19.  What is your zodiac?

 Capricorn!

 20.  Do you relate to it?

 Not really? My rising sign is Virgo and someone read it to me and wow,,,it called me out

 21.  What is happiness to you?

Loving and being loved in return.

 22.  Are you going through anything right now?

 Uh,,,juggling the demands of being an adult but other than that, not really

 23.  What is the worst decision you’ve ever made?

 Letting certain people in my life take a lot more than they should have ever been able to.

 24.  What is your favourite store?

 David’s Tea! I love tea,,,and the bookstore!

 25.  What is your opinion on abortion?

 Not my body, not my choice/ My body/my choice.

 26.  Do you have a bucket list?

 Yes I do!

 27.  Do you have a favourite album at the moment?

 Cle: Miroh, and Ateez Treasure EP 2

 28.  What do you want for your birthday?

 Maggie!

 29.  What are most people’s first impression of you?

 That I’m quiet but nice, I think.

30.  What are do you seem according to most people?

 About where I am now, mid 20s.

 31.  Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

 On my bed, near my head so I’ll wake up

 32.  What word do you say the most?

 Sorry

 33.  What’s the oldest age you would date?

 Um,,,probably 35-40?

 34.  What’s the youngest age you would date?

 20-21.

 35.  What job/career do most people say would suit you?

 Librarian!

 36.  What’s your favourite music genre?

 Indie

 37.  If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?

 Preferably Japan, New Zealand, or Italy

 38.  What is your current favourite song?

 HALA HALA

 39.  How long have you had this blog for?

 Since October of last year, so about six months!

 40.  What are you excited for?

 I want to see Maggie!! And graduating (finally!!)

 41.  Are you a better talker or listener?

 Listener

42.  What is the last productive thing you did?

 Went to Lowe’s to grab a lightbulb for my parents

 43.  What do you want for Christmas?

 I have absolutely no idea tbh (I’ll be turning 26,,,ew)

 44.  What class do you get the best grades in?

 English/science based classes.

 45.  On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling?

 6?

 46.  What can you see yourself doing in 10 years?

 Hopefully somewhere where I can have house plants and a garden, spend early mornings curled up in bed with the love of my life~ along with our cats of course uwu

 47.  When did you get your first heart broken?

 Highschool. It wasn’t,,,a good relationship and the fallout was even worse tbh.

 48.  At what age do you want to get married?

 Whenever myself and the right person find it financially do-able, there’s no real rush?

 49.  What career did you want to have as a child?

 Geologist/ Marine Biologist

 50.  What do you crave right now?

 Cuddles with Maggie, sleep

tagging: @softmingis, @theviewfromthebirdsnest, @sassy-kpop-glitter, @leeknw, @woo-jinn, @visualgiggles, @angeljaem, @mingictzen, @honeyboyhyunjin, @honeyjoongie, @allyourbitchesbrokenhearts, @confused--being

[looney-joonie]

50 Questions Tag

I was tagged by @bts-blackpink-bitch about 10 years ago (1 week) and I am finally ready to answer them lol

1. What takes up too much of your time?

Daydreaming about fic possibilities and what I could do with my life if I had the ability to create art.

2. What makes your day better?

Two things: my fiance and laughing.

3. What’s the best thing to happen to you today?

My cat laid on top of me and purred really loud!

4. What fictional place would you like to go to?

One that I have yet to put into writing.

5. Are you good at giving advice?

It depends. I’m pretty good at it in general, but each situation is unique and anyone who takes my advice knows that I have a disclaimer stating that I am not responsible for anything that happens if my advice is applied...just as a precaution lol

6. Do you have any mental illness?

No clue.

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

Yes and it’s terrifying!! I mean, one time I was able to make my head shake, but my fiance ignored my movement because I move in my sleep...so he thought I was asleep...

8. What musician inspired you the most?

I don’t really have just one

9. Have you ever fallen in love?

Yes

10. What’s your dream date?

My dream date is my fiance. HAHA! (It’s true..) 😂

But no, my dream date is being picked up at hotel in a big city <me wearing a very nice dress, my date wearing a tux or suit> and us going out for a ‘night on the town’. We would dine at a 5-star restaurant and then walk around downtown until we came to a romantic place. My date would then ask me to dance even there’s no music because ‘the music is in our hearts'. And then he would take me back to my room and leave me at the door with a searing kiss.

*sigh* I love my fiance, but he would ruin my dream date because he can’t keep a beat to save his life. I’m sure he’d be able to make up for it somehow 😂

11. What do others notice about you?

They tend to notice I have a huge ass. They never really mention anything else that they notice...IF they notice anything else.

12. What is an annoying habit you have?

UM - ALL OF THEM?? I mean, I have so many that it’s hard to name them. Just ask the people around me and they’ll make long lists without saying the same thing as the other. #iannoyeveryone

13. Do you still talk to your first love?

No, but that’s a good thing.

14. How many exes do you have?

Five...and yet, they never took me on a date. #losers😒

15. How many songs are in your playlist?

My largest one has over 600 songs on it...so many genres, so little time.

16. What instruments can you play?

I played the clarinet when I was in high school and the piano before that.

17. What do you have the most pictures of?

Blurry shit because my phone screen gets turned on and then I’m too lazy to delete the pictures. 😬

18. Where would you like to go before you die?

I’m not sure. I’ve always loved traveling, but have never been super passionate about just one place?

19. What is your zodiac?

Gemini

20. Do you relate to it?

Yup. I’m #twinning everyday.

21. What is happiness to you?

Happiness to me is being able to toss away all of my negative thoughts, just for a moment, and focus on something beautiful. It could be the feel of a cool breeze on a warm day. The fluffy white clouds against a light blue sky or speaking the compliments I think instead of just keeping them so myself. 

Happiness is something you continuously work towards...and sometimes you have to accept that being content in the moment is the best you’ll get for now. I purposely stop to ‘smell the roses’ and enjoy the little things because everything I know and love is in a balanced state. I want to enjoy the moments I have now so that, when things have shifted and there’s the sense of unbalance, I can look back and draw on those moments. Those little moments are so important to be able to recall so that you can continue to work towards happiness in times of sadness. (Sorry for the mini...rant?)

22. Are you going through anything right now?

Yes. I won’t get too detailed, but back in February I went on emergency hiatus because my dad has CIDP (emergency hiatus post here). He hasn’t had a treatment since February, so his ability to walk and do other things has gradually become much worse. It’s not something that many people have to live with for a long time...which is why I had my happiness rant above. Plus I’ve been trying to get a better job since I graduated from college in December 2018, but practically nobody is hiring. So that’s great.

23. What’s the worst decision you ever made?

There really is no ‘worst decision’ for me. I am who I am today because of all the decisions I have made both good and bad. So, for me to point out my ‘worst decision’ would be to say I have regrets. Which I don’t because I don’t have time for ‘what ifs’ and regrets. I only have time for helping myself and others to better themselves.

24. What’s your favorite store?

Gift shops.

25. What’s your opinion on abortion?

I strongly believe in keeping my political opinions to myself.

26. Do you keep a bucket list?

Mentally, yeah. But I’m forgetful, so it’s ever-changing.

27. Do you have a favorite album?

Yes. Comedown Machine by The Strokes. I bought it because it looked cool and I love every single song.

28. What do you want for your birthday?

I really want to have a full-time job! I also want these BTS Hanahaki Series pins by Wiblash on Instagram!!

29. What are most people’s first impression of you?

People think that I cower at anyone who seems to be an authoritative figure as well as be a ‘yes-man’

30. What age do you seem according to most people?

Everyone has thought I look like I’m either younger or WAY older than I actually am. Everyone also assumes I have kids. And I mean EVERYONE. 😠

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

On my nightstand to prevent an accidental fire.

32. What word do you say the most?

I say um, well, and like a lot because they make it easier to drag my sentences out when I lose my train of thought.

33. What’s the oldest age you would date?

It’s kind of..besides the point now that I’m getting married, but at one point I ‘dated’ a guy who was almost 10 years older than me. I DODGED A BULLET WITH THAT GUY!! With my experience, I probably wouldn’t pick someone more than 5 years older than me.

34. What’s the youngest age you would date?

I’ve always liked my guys to be slightly younger than me ( my fiance is about 9 months younger than me) and all my exs except the one mentioned in the above question were either the same age as me or a little younger. I wouldn’t date anyone born after 2000. Still doesn’t matter much since I’m getting married.😂

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?

Retail. But that’s only because I’ve been in customer service so long that I have a lot of mannerisms that I have accidentally brought over into my personal life.

36. What’s your favorite music genre?

I don’t have one.

37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?

TL;DWR - Too Long; Don’t Wanna Research.

38. What is your current favorite song?

Pour Some Sugar On Me by Def Leppard

39. How long have you had this blog for?

01/07/2019 1:55:37 AM (thanks @memories)

40. What are you excited for?

The BTS concert on May 12th!!!! And for my ATEEZ project 'When Life Gives You Lemonade' teaser to be revealed on May 15th!!

41. Are you a better talker or listener?

Both. Once I’m started, I can talk for hours, but I love listening to people talk too soooooo...

42. What is the last productive thing you did?

AHGJDSAKLGHJA UHHH, WORK ON MY ATEEZ PROJECT!

43. What do you want for Christmas?

DLCs for some software that I have.

44. What class do you get the best grades in?

Um...College Algebra and English were my best subjects.

45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now?

About a 9.8?

46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years?

I can see myself being an author and a mom. 😊

47. When did you get your first heartbreak?

First grade when I...liked this boy so much that I would kiss his cheek at least once every time we had gym class. Then he changed schools... (I found out later that it wasn’t my fault and that he had a slight crush on me then)

48. What age do you want to get married?

23. My wedding is planned for right before my 28th birthday, so ya’ll see how well that panned out.

49. What career did you want to have as a child?

Author!!!

50. What do you crave right now?

MORE TIME TO WORK ON MY ATEEZ PROJECT!!!!!! Gosh...there’s just not enough time in the day..............................................😑

I’m tagging @angstchim @ughdesighhns @parkseonghwa @gothicmingi @requestfairy @mhysaunburnt @yurakwonhoseok @today-we-will-survive @supersailorjoonie once again! If ya’ll get tired of it, let me knowwwwwww......😅

[san--shine]

50 questions tag

Tagged by the lovely @atiny-lesgeddit

1. what takes up most of your time?

scrolling through social media

2. what makes your day better?

Sunshine, talking with friends ~

3. what’s the best thing that happened to you today?

The good weather outside

4. what fictional place would you like to go?

You want me to choose one?! I won’t! I’d visit Hogwarts, Narnia, Asgard, even Westeros. A lot of places are better than here ^^

5. are you good at giving advice?

Depends on the thing I should give advice over

6. do you have any mental illnesses?

I never got them checked. So Idk.

7. have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

Not that I recall. But I tend to have a lot and strong nightmares.

8. what musician inspired you the most?

Can’t answer that. Or does Ateez count? :’D

9. have you ever fallen in love ?

Yeah..

10. what’s your dream date?

A beautiful calm picnic on a bright sunny day (or in the middle of the night), either in a clearing in the forest (day) or the beach (night). Just spending some quality time, talking, smiling, enjoying each others presence (so it would be totally fine if we both have stuff to do after the picnic for example. Just staying at the place and doing our thing while i have my head on their lap for example)

11. what do other people notice about you?

IDK

12. what is the annoying habit you have?

nibbling at my lips or scratch at my skin when anxiety hits

13. do you still talk to your first love?

yes

14. how many ex’s do you have?

Only 1, if you don’t count temporary flirtationships

15. how many songs are on your playlist ?

around 600

16. what instruments can you play?

None

17. who do you have the most pictures of?

Myself and then Ateez in general, or Yoongi. Maybe still Yoongi, but I’m not sure

18. where would you like to go before you die?

New Zealand, Korea, Japan, Canada, [...]

19. what is your zodiac?

Sagittarius

20. do you relate to it?

mostly yes

21. what is happiness to you?

Being satisfied with how I am living. Enjoying the time I have. 

22. are you going through anything right now?

Yeah. Life in general is tough right now. But it will be better someday. I believe in it.

OH AND MY POST CONCERT AND POST FANSIGN DEPRESSION

23. what is the worst decision you’ve ever made?

Staying longer and longer at my moms place I guess.

24. what is your favorite store?

The grocery store

25. what is your opinion on abortion?

That is a matter.. If you really wanna know text me.

26. do you have a bucket list?

In my head I have some things I would like to do. But I don’t really do anything actively to achieve it

27. do you have a favorite album at the moment?

ATEEZ All to Zero and Zero to One are constantly playing in the background

28. what do you want for your birthday?

Happiness

29. what are most people’s first impression of you?

Arogant, dominant, bitchy. But if they stay they always say I’m the opposite (besides the dominant thing. Apparently it’s noticable in the air when I come into a room :’D)

30. what age do you seem according to most people?

Anything between 12 and 23 (I’m 22, and Hongjoong was the first one to guess me older than I am since a long time)

31. where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

Next to my pillow 

32. what word do you say the most?

sweetheart, sorry

33. what’s the oldest age you would date?

~28 I think. No real reason why tho

34. what’s the youngest age you would date?

18 i guess

35. what job/career do most people say would suit you?

Teacher, kindergarten teacher, anything with kids actually

36. what’s your favorite music genre?

KPop ~<3

37. if you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?

New Zealand, Korea, Japan, maybe Switzerland

38. what is your current favorite song?

ATEEZ - Promise

39. how long have you had this blog for?

A month maybe

40. what are you excited for?

Finishing the apartment. Talking to my friends. 

41. are you a better talker or listener?

Listener

42. what is the last productive thing you did?

Writing one of the short requests on here

43. what do you want for Christmas?

Happiness.

44. what class do you get the best grades in?

Math and Education

45. on a scale of 1-10 , how are you feeling?

Maybe an 8 or 9 today, since it’s a good day. Usually more a 5

46. what can you see yourself doing in 10 years?

Teaching most probably. Even tho the last months modeling is stuck to my head, but I’m to small for that I believe :(

47. when did you get your first heart broken?

6th grade maybe. But I think when I was 20 suits more reality

48. at what age do you want to get married?

30 maybe. But even tho I want to marry someday it’s not that important to me right now

49. what career did you want to have as a child?

Teacher

50. what do you crave right now?

Affection of any kind

I tag: Everyone who reads this!

[bunnie-the-lighthouse]

It's Hongjoong Day!

Happy Birthday Hongjoong!!~

Today is our lovely leader's birthday, everyone! I am actually a bit late to the party but what's important is to celebrate the day that he was born in!

You guys, I have no words to describe how great Hongjoong is. Not only is he a great leader, but also a great role model to all of us, just look at why he paints one of his nails. Not only that, he is an ace! He sings, he raps, he dances, he's a visual, he's a producer, man, he's everything!

I remember my first impression of Hongjoong, I found him very scary, not gonna lie. Seeing his Say My Name pictures really did give me the vibe that he was a tough guy.

But in reality, he's soft, funny, and a very loving guy. He loves the boys so much to the point that he even felt emotionally connected to them even before debuting. He was with ATEEZ in every step of the journey.

And so is he, guiding us in the dark path by producing and writing songs that we could all connect to.

I guess what I want to say is, Hongjoong, you are one of the most amazing people I've seen in the world. You've sacrificed so much for your members and us, and we are glad that you decided to follow your dreams.

You truly have a very talented and unique skill in songwriting and producing, Hongjoong. Not many are able to create songs that can have such emotional depth and connection.

You understand all of us as if we have met each other and known each other for years. Yet, we are really kind or strangers that just appreciate each other's support.

Your songs are what makes us keep going, Hongjoong. You are that melody that guides us towards the exit in this dark spiral abyss.

We love you for you, Hongjoong. Your sweet smile, your sweet personality, you being you.

We also hope you reach the goals that you've set for yourself. Whether that'd be to continue producing songs or other projects in the future -- we'll be here cheering for you! We will hope for your success and hope that you can reach these feats are your own liking and tempo.

And just like you told us in One Day at a Time; "Yeah, they can all try but they never break us ever" -- we will always be next to you too. Haters may throw dirt and obstacles may come our way, but we will push through it together.

Thank you for being you, Hongjoong!

(GIFs are under the line break)

[hwaa117]

bday boy - ateez San | cloudy

   today is San’s birthday. you hope that he isn’t too busy with schedules. Ateez will be having a comeback soon, and San would barely text you from how busy he was. San would, before texting or even calling you, spend a whole day with his friends, aka the ateez members. The company also bought a cake for him, he tried cutting while doing a live with his fans. You watched it, hoping to get a couple of chuckles from how cute he is while talking to fans. 

   After a very long day, of you keeping up with your boyfriend from afar, and keeping up with your workload of the day. Your job was also tough, but on a day as important as this, you couldn’t help but focus on San and San only. You walked home since you didn’t live far from your work. However, on the way home you saw a small but beautiful cafe from San’s favorite cafe that he always makes sure to stop by and buy some sweets for the two of you. You smiled softly before walking in and asking for the specific cake you saw. The owner of the cafe smiled and asked whose birthday it was. 

    ‘my boyfriend! the one that always stops by to buy some sweets for us, do you remember him?’ you asked. Although San had come here often, the owner has amnesia, so she doesn’t usually remember people. 

   ‘ah! is it the one that always has a different hair color?’ she owner asked while pricing the cake and you chuckled. San’s job always made him change his hair color, although he liked trying new things, it still wasn’t nice for his scalp. 

   ‘yes, that may be him’ you responded with a smile and the owner told you the price of the cake. You paid and left, saying goodbye to the cafe owner and heard a faint ‘wish him a very happy birthday for me!’ with a smile, you turned around and nodded, assuring that you heard the owner.  

    The rest of the walk home was extremely peaceful. You started to walk a bit slower so that the cake would remain in perfect condition. The small box swaying by your legs every minute or so. You finally reached home and unlocked the door to find Sleepy already in between your legs. Sleepy was a very sweet ginger cat, but she was mostly sleeping; which is how she acquired her name. 

    ‘hey sleepy, did you miss me?’ you placed the box on the kitchen counter and picked up Sleepy who deserved some love after not having seen her best friend for hours. You hugged Sleepy and pet her a few times before leaving her on the floor to finally call San. 

     Before you even reached for your phone, it was vibrating; a phone call from San. You smiled as your thoughts about him were confirmed once more; destiny. You answered the phone call to hear San humming a melody, a birthday song melody. 

  ‘나의 사랑하는 산에게 생일 축하해. (happy birthday to my lovely San)’ you whispered in between his melody and he giggled. You giggled too. This was San’s first birthday you were spending as a couple. But even with the distance.. it still felt absolutely perfect. 

   ‘I’m currently on my way to see you..’ San whispered and then let out a ‘shh!’ almost as if you two were planning a surprise birthday party for someone. Your heart jumped of happiness. You couldn’t help but smile and let out a soft ‘okay’ and then the phone call ended. 

    You hurried to your room and took a look at yourself, you didn’t look absolutely perfect, but you tried to fix most things. Such as your hair, doing a small touch-up on your makeup. And making sure that you smelled good, since San adored to give hugs. You smiled at your image in the mirror and noticed Sleepy go to your bed. 

   ‘Sleepy, how do I look?’ Sleepy meowed and lied his head on his paws. You tilted your head before turning around, ‘I’ll take that as a compliment..’ you said before walking into the kitchen and unleashing the cake from the box. The cake was absolutely perfect, it was small and simple, just like how you’d describe your relationship with San. Small and simple moments were constant between you two, but somehow, even the touch of your fingers in between San’s hair felt special. Simple things and small gestures always had such big meaning. 

    Your ears were suddenly blessed by the noise of your front door opening. San had the keys to your house, but this time the door wasn’t locked. Everything was set and simply waiting for him to be there. You turned around and saw the most beautiful man in your life. Your feet rushed towards him, and without any hesitation, you wrapped your arms around him. 

   ‘생일 축하해, 생일 축하해~’ (happy birthday, happy birthday~) you whisper into San’s ear, suddenly his whole body shakes from his chuckles. Then, San wraps his arms around you and holds you tighter than before, burying his face in your neck. You two stay like this for maybe a minute or two. No words being said, just close contact. Just feeling each others’ heartbeats. Just speechlessly expressing how much you two love each other. 

     -

    ‘the cake is delicious! I couldn’t even try the cake that kq bought because it was too hard to cut,’ San commented and laughed shortly, you smiled. 

    ‘I watched a bit of your vlive, some fans found out it was a one star cake... can I please go and punch whoever owns kq for giving you such a bad cake?!’ you asked, from your point of view, you sounded so angry that even San could feel scared. On the other hand, San chuckled and ruffled your hair whispering how cute you just sounded. 

    ‘I’m just grateful that I got to spend my birthday with the members and with you,’ San spoke softly before grabbing you by your face and kissing you on the lips. Once he let go of you, you placed your plate somewhere before returning to his lips. A slow kiss, quickly receiving a break because you had some coconut to swallow. San laughed and you whispered ‘ew’ under your breath and laughed too. San sat a bit straighter on the couch and looked directly into your eyes, ‘can I sleep here as a birthday present?’ 

     Although San’s wording and expressions didn’t insinuate anything sexually, you still felt your cheeks burn hot. Had you and San been dating for almost over a year now? Yes. Have you and San ever had sex? No. Have you ever had sex in your life? No. 

    You grew up in an extremely strict family, and whenever a girl slept over at a boy’s house, in your eyes, it meant that they had sex. And whenever a guy slept over at a girl’s house, it meant that they had sex. 

     But this isn’t fully the case. You’re an adult, with a job and your own house. And your boyfriend wants to sleep over at your house. What’s the problem? You didn’t know. 

   ‘I can sleep on the couch if you want...’ San spoke after noticing your thoughtful face. San knew what type of mentality you grew up on, and he understood it and always tried to make sure that you remained comfortable. ‘or, just not sleep here at all. It’s your decision,’ he smiled softly. 

     ‘you can sleep here.. with me,’ you spoke softly and San’s eyes grew a tad bigger, suddenly almost becoming a line once he smiled. ‘you’re my boyfriend, it’s your duty to sleep with me,’ you chuckled awkwardly and San laughed along with your badly worded joke. 

 - 

   Going to bed felt a bit different, San always left a small backpack with a change of clothes at your house in case he stopped by here after practice. He got changed into more comfortable clothes and even had a toothbrush hidden somewhere in the backpack. You also did your night routine, warm shower, taking care of your skin, brushing your teeth and then changing into your pajamas. Once you walked into your room San wasn’t lying in bed yet, he was just sitting beside it and playing with Sleepy, that suddenly seemed energetic. 

    You got into bed, not really knowing what to do, and San glanced at you. ‘I can still sleep in the couch, it’s totally fine with me.’ San spoke softly walking towards you and you shake your head. 

     ‘이리 와~’ (come here~) you say and San smiles, dropping his weight on the bed and slowly crawling towards you like a baby. San adjusts himself in your bed and you crawl towards him, hugging him from the side and you look up at him. ‘I like it~’ you say in a childish tone and San wraps his arm around you, his hand playing with your hair. 

     ‘i love you’ San whispers, and your sight darkens as you fall into sleep. 

=

[A/N] I meant to post this yesterday but I couldn’t work on it. Happy birthday to San, our sweet and hard-working boy <3 I hope that many more years of happiness comes to him and he continues to live his life and finds his true happiness and true love! gUYS I CaN’T BELIEVE HE’S 21 NoW ; -- ; 

[hijirikaww]

Wowww what a list, how exciting!! let's get this party on the road shall we ;) Thank you so much for the tag!!!

what day is your birthday?

The magnificent 22nd of June, which over here is both the longest day, and the first day of summer <3

what’s your favorite color?

TURQUOISEEEEE

what’s your lucky number?

Sometimes it is 7, sometimes it is 8?

do you have any pets?

I currently have two cute gerbils named Yukine and Blue, and an angel of a bunny called Misha! ^_^

how tall are you?

TALL MUAHAHA- I am 184 cm, or practically 6 foot 1 :)

how many pairs of shoes do you own?

Counting the super old and run down ones too? 6.

favorite song?

hmmmmmmmm... One day at a time by ATEEZ, because it has helped me through so so many trying times :3

favorite movie?

UHHH THAT IS ALWAYS SUCH A HARD ONE!?!?! I'll just run with detective pikachu for now cuz.. I won't ever find the answer to this in my life XD

what would be your ideal partner?

Someone who is honest, loyal and kind. Preferably has love languages such as service/gift and verbal, all giving. Lots of love for cuddles all day round ;) Preferably strong cuz my body is falling apart lol.

do you want children?

NO.

have you gotten in trouble with the law?

Never, and hope I never will?

what color socks are you wearing?

Ooh today are soft, grey and white striped socks :)

bath or shower?

Shower all the way, I always used to overheat in baths :0

favorite type of music?

Uhm, upbeat music I guess? 99% of my music makes me happy so ye hehe

how many pillows do you sleep with?

Uhm, a lot XD and tons and tons of plushies too!!

position do you sleep in?

I roll. a lot. always. But my favourite is stretched out on my left side :)

what you don’t like when you’re sleeping?

I am a danger. I can roll up and over things and have a lot of long limbs to fling around at scary speeds XD

what do you have for breakfast?

I ususally just have a simple wheat based cereal, gotta get in those long lasting energy sources for the day!!

have you ever tried archery?

I have, and I love it! I was quite good at it and tried to join a club :)

favorite fruit?

RASPBERRIES YUMMMMM

favorite swear word?

Flippedy flip flops ;)

do you have any scars?

I have some, most are fairly faded by now. Most of them are from silly accidents, for some I never even bled which is just weird.

are you a good liar?

I sure am. I rarely lie anymore nowadays, I see myself as a really honest person.

what’s your personality type?

INFJ

what’s your favorite type of girl?

Uh, one that is preferably not girly. Not too hyper or loud either, but hey as long as someone is friendly ;)

innie or outie?

I think they mean belly button lol- innie

left or right handed?

Right handed, but my left hand can do most things fine too.

favorite food?

DUMPLINGS BBYYYYY

are you clean or messy?

I am both. I clean a lot, so hygiene is important, but I also like to live in organised chaos.

favorite foreign food?

Still dumplings, but for the sake of saying something else, I will choose sushi uwu

how long does it take for you to get ready?

Anywhere from 15 minutes to infinity, depending mostly on how much time I have.

most used phrase?

Would "Meow" count?

are you a good singer?

I sure used to be one, now it is somewhat of a yes.

do you sing to yourself?

I do a lot yusss

biggest fear?

I sure hate being chased.

do you like long or short hair?

On me? SHORT. Screw tangles

you’re into gossips?

Nah, its just a bother and takes energy I can't spare

extrovert or introvert?

Introvert for sure, but I can act pretty extroverted when I want to.

favorite school subject?

BIOLOGYYYYYY!!!! Which is precisely why I am making my job out of it ^_^

what makes you nervous?

Uhhhh... Job talks and presentations a little too.

who was your first real crush?

Uh a classmate. Whatever. He was funny, sad that after our class split we never got to talk again, we had a lot in common.

how many piercings do you have?

Four! Both lobes, a helix and a lip piercing :) I am gonna get a conch sometime with my cousin though yayyy

how fast can you run?

Pretty fast, but my joints and lungs will hate me afterwards.

what color is your hair?

Fairly dark brown

what color are your eyes?

A mix of a lot of stuff, from hazel to green and blue!

what makes you angry?

When people talk bad stuff behind people their backs.

do you like your own name?

I do mostly? I love my surname but everyone always gets it wrong bahaha

do you want a boy or girl as a child?

Neitherrrrr

what are your weaknesses?

Myself, my insecurities make things a lot harder than they have to be.

what are your strengths?

I will not back down from anything, and will always aim for more to achieve :)

what’s the color of your bedspread?

Currently it is a black and grey skyline

color of your room?

My room is mostly white, but I painted a wall green and another blue, with a bunch of fun decorations. I kinda wanna paint the map of middle earth on the green one lol.

Tagging time! @the-red1ne @kpopbean @pikacuuuuuuu @hyetiny @eonghwa @yuyusmist @ateezinmymind @baekmond @mais-quenada @dingdonghun @yungisstar1117 @mychicagodaddyjohnny @ateezappreciation <3

Get to know me

tagged by : @yutahoes bub^_^ thank you<З.

tagging : @cosmiclatte28 @hijirikaww @yungisstar1117 @teailtime @neoculturedtrash You can skip this if you want. :D

what day is your birthday?

26th of June

what’s your favorite color?

neon green and yellow and black(i can’t choose between them)

what’s your lucky number?

2

do you have any pets?

i have little hammie Senior FullStack^_^

how tall are you?

something near 187 and 190 cm

how many pairs of shoes do you own?

7 pairs😅

favorite song?

I have two: Swimming Pool by Taeyong, and Another Life by Motionless in White

favorite movie?

Haul Moving Castle and all Marvel films till 2021

what would be your ideal partner?

understandable, huggable and supportive

do you want children?

i want, but not now. when i get stable work and payment  and have a flat or house, maybe then. and stop being so childish as i am^_^

have you gotten in trouble with the law?

not yet, but as Three Days Grace sang “it’s never too late, it’s never too laaaaaate~”😅

what color socks are you wearing?

lm not wearing any socks now:з

bath or shower?

shower, because if i take a bath i’ll spend all day there:D

favorite type of music?

hard metal and kpop

how many pillows do you sleep with?

5

position do you sleep in?

hugging two pillows^_^

what you don’t like when you’re sleeping?

sharp sounds and noises

what do you have for breakfast?

i drink coffee

have you ever tried archery?

no, but like to try

favorite fruit?

🍑👀

favorite swear word?

i don’t swear on English, only on Ukrainian, haha:D

do you have any scars?

yup, and most of them from childhood~

are you a good liar?

yup, I am masterfully doing a kind of work and if I can’t find a response to the place of error in the code, I exquisitely prove that I can’t find a breakdown🤡

what’s your personality type?

ISFP-T 

what’s your favorite type of girl?

open-minded and who loves gachi memes:D

innie or outie?

i think it depends from- WAIT WHAT??

left or right handed?

right handed

favorite food?

lasagna and i think Ukrainian food

are you clean or messy?

messy.

favorite foreign food?

sushi

how long does it take for you to get ready?

30 minutes or even less

most used phrase?

“Bless me achoo~” “Dungeon”(please, don’t ask. its just my workmates busines:D) “it is a long ass riiiide”

are you a good singer?

no.

do you sing to yourself?

no:c

biggest fear?

bring people close to me and never live together with a boyfriend:c

do you like long or short hair?

long^_^

you’re into gossips?

no, but sometimes like to spill the tea:з

extrovert or introvert?

strong introvert, only extrovert with close people

favorite school subject?

i had few in university. it was Security Projects, Penetration Testing and the one i forgot:c

what makes you nervous?

talking to people

who was your first real crush?

first real crash that i remember was a boy from 11th class when i was in the 3rd. we were on the feast of the first bell. he was really cute and i even remember that i fell before him and he pick me up, shook off the rubbish from my knees and pinched my cheek^_^

how many piercings do you have?

both ears and want to have more on ears and tongue~

how fast can you run?

veeeeeeeeeeeeery slowly

what color is your hair?

blonde-wheat color

what color are your eyes?

green and blue~

what makes you angry?

liars 

do you like your own name?

seriously - no:c

do you want a boy or girl as a child?

i want both^_^

what are your weaknesses?

unconfident and a lot of panic

what are your strengths?

i think im a good listener and supporter

what’s the color of your bedspread?

white with pink hearts~

color of your room?

green(closer to mint)