#HOW TF DO I DO THIS
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i saw the tv glow and took a breath that was the and biggest most satisfying lung-full of air in forever and a day oh that O² oh me oh my and oh hell how i simultaneously choked asphyxiated suffocated so utterly and so completely to the sound of my own slow death but somehow still managed to drag my stiff bones home to the place that is safe though that word has a different meaning for me yet now here i am i am here stuck like a pig on a spit roasting myself in the very room i allegedly live in and can't stop won't stop staring at my notself my very wrong reflection in the cruelly mirrored on/off too-big screen friend and am crying and crying and smiling and smiling because maybe just maybe there is still time for me and for him there is there is there is is there is there is there though where is it i can't see it can't see that time and what if it's because it's run out actually run away from me what then what then what oh how about this i could just stop time again and make art of the way i've been destroyed and put back together a billion times a day all day everyday ad infinitum for my too-many years on this mad spinning rock yes what about this and what about that how about if i draw something write something with all of the snot and the tears and the sweat and the blood and the piss and the shit all of it because it is everydamnwhere all over the place hanging around or hanging on wait no no wait i know i'll just sit here instead and write this void post to my phone from my head to my phone like i'm dead dead already then i'll scramble myself like the egg that i am to wipe my face clean and put on an old shirt and comfort show and some graces whilst having at it and apologising more and again to everyone all of them every thing living dead in both worlds real and not both the ones in my head and in each and every universe the multi quantum static channel and say sorry so sorry i'm so so sorry for that and for this and for hernotmehim for your fiction and mine and for the terribly simple and complex horror that is my hellish existence a blight on all yours but it's okay even though it's really not really no more please i can't well okay just one more time yeah it's okay it's alright i'll just keep smiling keep breathing and keep dying again yeah just like this just like that because hey it's okay as it is always 10.30pm on a saturday night somewhere, right?
#i saw the tv glow#trans#i am a trans guy trapped in this woman's body that isn't mine because how do i take my kids mother away from them#i'm repressing myself and i don't know how to stop#so fucking raw rn i don't know what to do#so here have this#stream of consciousness#poetry#poems#kind of#tw death#tw dysphoria#horror#hope#etc#transgender#transmasc#how do i do this#how tf do i do this
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i dont care if this makes me look stupid but how the fuck do you boop someone. yall. this is my first boopfest thing here. pls help.
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How do you... How do you boop someone?
I'm a dumbass and I don't get this whole boop thing.....
(Edit: figured it out tnx to comments. This is awesomely overwhelming....)
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so, uh, tags. :(
#₊👻❜﹕phantasy press con.#how tf do i do this#I'M STRUGGLING#TAGS ARE SO HARD TO MANAGE AAAAAAAA-#hahahhajsjwkwlwks
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My first post! :] I Hope y’all like it like i do, and I hope to post more!
#artists on tumblr#pikuniku#pikuniku fanart#how tf do i do this#aaaaaaa#first post#idk how to tag help
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trying to revamp/retheme my tumblr but I'm dumb and have never done this before. Someone help.
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Why is it so hard to put prices on my art omfg
#HOW TF DO I DO THIS#DOLLARS ARE CONFUSING HOW DO I KNOW IM NOT OVER OR UNDERPRICING THEM#OUHGHHHH#amd don't get me started on the reference sheet#omg this is a pain but i HAVE to do it cuz dayum life has gotten rough#AND THE BUS TICKET PRICE RAISED OUGHH#i might need to think of getting a bike or smth eventually cuz this whole bus situation is annoying for someone whos at 5km from campus#HELL I COULD EVEN USE ROLLERSKATES if only there was anywhere to use them cuz i'm NOT gonna fucking roller skate on the road#alongside with the cars no sir i don't wanna get ran over#or robbed...#also im hella rusty lmao it's gotta be fucking humiliating to fall n eat shit with rollers in the middle of the road 😭
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I need advice!
So I’m going back up to my college town soon. I come home in the summers to work- I have a really great job here that pays well. I’m taking significantly less intensive classes this upcoming semester- I’m doing a 5th year to fulfill some extra certifications- I’m an alum of all the extra curriculars I was in.
I have a Butt Ton of FREETIME!!!
This quite literally never ever happens
This being said, I want to start building up some savings. I’ve had a lot of medical issues going on that I finally want to address (joint replacement surgeries n what not) and having some money at the ready for when that happens would be be immensely helpful.
This all being said, I have no clue how to do anything involving selling art. I make a ton more art that isnt Star Wars themed, and can make art in numerous styles that would be GREAT for stickers, prints, ect.
I just Don’t Know How.
If anyone knows a great YouTube video, account, blog, literally anything that could help me figure that all out- that would be so immensely helpful.
I would be v v happy to make some designs that are Star Wars based as well, I just don’t have any prepared! If you follow me for Star Wars art n would want that, pls lmk what types of things you would want!!!
#art help#selling art#how tf do I do this#making money from art#help??#I just wanna get my hip replaced so I can hike again#pls#yea that obscure surgery is a hip replacement#I fucked up my hip playing hockey#like real bad#art prints#stickers#I’m tagging so many things to reach anyone who can help#artists#etsy help#artist help#how to sell art#how to sell prints#sticker making
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As I mentioned earlier, I started to re-watch Gravity falls for the one billionth time and I alway forget HOW GOOD IT IS😭 I cried at the last episode even though I know damn well what happens. Another obsession to add to the ever growing pile. FISKFJAKFJEIFIEKCJDJFJEIFJFJFJFHFISKD
REMEMBER:
• REALITY IS AN ILLUSION
• THE UNIVERSE IS A HOLOGRAM
• BUY GOLD
BYEEEE
#GAHH IM OBSESSED AGAIN#HELP#IM INEVITABLY GOING TO CREATE A SIDEBLOG PROBABLY#OR.#I WILL FORGOR ABT THE SHOW AND WATCH IT AGIAN#gravity falls#hyperfixation#??? maybe#let me talk to ya#how tf do i do this#GOD DANG STANFORD PINES ILY#you heard absolutely nothing#*hands you a 20 dollar bill*#nothing ever happened#*scurries away*
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How tf do you make a gif without tumblr crumbling the quality, throwing it into the garbage disposal then mixing it into a cows dinner to be chewed to bits.
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HOW DO I DOWNLOAD THIS AUDIO
I NEED IT FOR MY NOTIFICATION SOUND
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I just connected with like, 2 people on LinkedIn so I could request a interview for my school project and already I think I’m gonna cry from my nerves
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This cannot be the same brain that could read 5 books a week??? My brain is NOT a sponge, I’m NOT ABSORBING ANY NEW INFORMATION??
#study inspiration#study motivation#studyblr#adhd mood#adhd things#adhd brain#adult adhd#how tf do i do this#dont mind my rambling
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So, a funny thing happened on trigun twitter
(amazon link where its 50% off as of May 8th: https://www.amazon.com/This-How-You-Lose-Time/dp/1534430997/)
(more up to date version here because holy fuck did this escalate)
#this is how you lose the time war#trigun#how tf do i tag this post#twitter posts#funny#images#if this is how a hugo author gets into trigun i will break a kidney laughing#tagging as trigun because bigolas dickolas wolfwood is a primarily trigun account#and for the vash pic ig
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can't seem to let things go T_T
“Please stop destroying what is left of your heart by constantly thinking about things that have broken you.”
— Unknown
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Transformers "More Than Meets The Eye" comic has recently torpedoed me down the feelsy space car robots hellhole, an therefore i present a sketchy collection of Lost Light crew as homo sapiens. I had SO MUCH fun coming up with the designs! Now off to actually learn how to draw robots i guess
#mtmte#tf mtmte#transformers idw#maccadams#maccadam#am i gonna tag them all? hold my energon pals#rodimus prime#megatron#drift#ratchet#ultra magnus#minimus ambus#first aid#cyclonus#whirl#tailgate#anode#lug#velocity#nautica#perceptor#brainstorm#rung#swerve#cygate#dratchet#how do we tag anolug?#luganode#comic page redraw#BIGGEST RODIMUS STAN HERE
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