#HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE LIVING MY DREAM⁉️

[koishua]

three families came over for the first iftar today and they just left and i have to come here and let y'all know that i just about died from how cute all of the children were. literally none of them were my age they were all between two and seven and i was THRIVING we played in my room and they gushed over my guitar and i let them play some with their itty bitty fingers and they spoke russian to me which i understood with some difficulty but couldn't reply back to so i just spoke german to them and they had the cutest looks on their faces and one of the boys said to me that everyone in his class played the piano or the guitar during music class and he could only sit there and watch everyone in the corner and my something in my heart broke into tiny pieces so now im thinking wether or not i should get the little guy a guitar of his own bc he's just so so sweet and adorable :(( and there was the Mose sweetest most adorable little three year old girl who made so many hand hearts at me and she'd run up to me, look at me for a second, and then run off and then come back again two minutes later to do the exact same thing and she did that an honest six times before they had to go and she came to me, looked up and said paka which is basically goodbye and i just about CRIED

[cherrynflowergarden]

stranger? yes. danger? no. || shubman gill

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@love-belle pookie wookie cookie this is for you🎀💋🫀‼️

an; hiiiiiii soooooo sorry for disappearing just like that my results for this very important exams were declared few days ago and i'm so disappointed w it :( anyways i'm back pls pls pls someone tell me how to login on tumblr web 🙏🙏🙏 picture quality in the app is horrible idk if you'll be able to read it properly 😓

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“HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LIVE MY DREAM ⁉️”

ID KILL FOR SOME ALT CLOTHES

[koqabear]

I went to Weverse con today and yesterday (only had tickets for Saturday tho) but I got to see beomgyu, soobin, and yeonjun leaving the festival today (taehyun and kai didn’t roll their window down😔) and I was so close to them I’m still in shock😭

WOW I’m so jealous of you!! How does it feel to live my dreams ⁉️

see me personally I could not live my life normally after that… you’re stronger than me.

[sonalirichard]

💟💋🕉💋☯️💋💟

NAMASKAR , MY DEAR AMIT JI 💋

My beloved

Amit ji ♥️, you are a very happy Person , because you have time and you can "pull the Cat by the tail" for a very long time , hoping that everything will be resolved by itself , or with the help of Higher Forces 😇 ...

Unfortunately , even with all my desire , my time is very limited , and it does not depend on me ...

You should definitely Read this Letter and find out the whole Truth , because maybe this will be my last Message for you ...

💚💚💚 As you remember , I wrote to you several times about my Extreme difficult Life Situation , and I begged you for Help and Salvation ♥️🙏 🕉 ...

But I was frankly Shocked that My Beloved Amit ji🌹 did not allocate a few minutes for me , and did not even express his Moral Support to me , did not even support me with Words of Support ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

You could tell me that everything would be fine and support me in the most difficult and terrible moments of life , BUT YOU DID NOT IT ‼️‼️‼️

And your Support Means A Lot To me 🕉 😇💝🌹💝 😇 🕉

And now I"m asking myself a Logical Question ~ What kind of Man and Person DO I LOVE 💟 ⁉️❓⁉️❓⁉️ 💟

I LOVE A PERSON who absolutely does not care whether I am alive or not , how I feel , and what is really happening to me ?

Why do I and MY LIFE have no Value and Significance for my Beloved Man ⁉️ ⁉️ ⁉️

Amit ji 💜 can support anyone and express his compassion or regret , but for some reason I did not wait , did not see or even heard a single Word of Support from you , Mr . Tiger 🐯 ...

YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND AND DO NOT EVEN GUESS HOW PAINFUL & TRAGIC IT IS FOR ME ‼️‼️‼️

I sincerely and with all my soul believed that you would Save Me , my dear Amit ji 💝🙏💝

And yes , now I feel not only Alone in this World , but also an absolute Stranger on this Planet Earth 🌎 , and my only Wish now is for a Spaceship to arrive and take me to Another Planet ‼️

💜🎵🌹🆎️🌹🎵 💜

You didn"t even Congratulate me on my Birthday 🎁 on October 7️⃣ th 🎀

You wish everyone a happy Birthday .

But apparently

I don"t deserve your personal Congratulations ...

Okay , never mind ...

In fact , I have no complaints 🌺

🦋🐬🦚🌳🦚🐬🦋

And now about what is happening at the moment in my life ...

As you know , the so-called "Family" ~ fake "mother", "father" and younger "sister", three perverts and jerks , crazy freaks , obsessed with hatred , greed & envy , dreamed of depriving me of my only home , and

I had to defend myself in 2 Courts 😱‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😈

Yes , the last

2 times , the Court closed the Case , but these damned bastards did not calm down , and AGAIN WENT TO COURT FOR THE THIRD TIME , PAID A LAWYER & ARE GOING TO EVICT ME FROM MY APARTMENT TO THE STREET AT ANY COST , LIKE A STRAY DOG 😈‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😱

My room is in a small apartment measuring only three by four meters , and even that is going to be taken away from me ‼️

THESE SNAKES 🐍🐉 believe that I have no right to live as a Person in an Apartment , and should live on the street like a Dog 😱

You can"t even imagine what crazy hatred , poison and evil 😈 these Murderers are filled with ‼️‼️‼️

I am afraid to be even in the same City next to these Moral and Spiritual Freaks 😡🤬🤢

THEY HAVE ALREADY ROBBED ME , STOLEN AND SOLD MY PROPERTY , APPROPRIATED MY MONEY 💰💲, POISONED & DESTROYED MY PRECIOUS LIFE FOR MANY YEARS ‼️😱‼️😱‼️😱‼️

But even this is not enough for them !

Now they dream of Taking away and Selling my Home and Enriching themselves with money 💰 , due to my complete physical destruction ‼️‼️‼️

I know that this is an INCREDIBLE SURREAL WHEN the so-called native "mother" wants to take her daughter"s life , but YES ✅ , THIS IS A TERRIBLE REALITY , LIKE IN A HOLLYWOOD HORROR MOVIE !!!

💰 💵💲💳💲💴 💰

IF I HAD 1️⃣0️⃣0️⃣ THOUSANDS DOLLARS AVAILABLE NOW ~ I WOULD BUY A NEW HOUSE IN THE CITY , MOVE MY THINGS THERE & BE FREED FROM THE TYRANNY OF THESE BANDITS , AND WOULD BE COMPLETELY SAFE 🕉 ...

OR ALTERNATIVELY ,

I WOULD BUY MY HOUSE FROM THESE FREAKS , AND AFTER RECEIVING THE MONEY , THEY WOULD FORGET ABOUT ME & DISAPPEAR FROM MY LIFE FOREVER ...

🆘️ AFTER THAT ,

I COULD EASILY & CALMLY BE GOING TO MOVE TO LIVE

IN INDIA 🕉 🇮🇳 ♥️

OR ANYWHERE 🙏

MOST IMPORTANTLY , I WOULD HAVE BEEN SAVED 🕉

Unfortunately , at the moment I don"t have this money 💰 , and I can"t solve this damn problem ‼️

And when I find myself on the Street in the status of a Stray Dog or Cat , it will be too late to change anything ‼️

MY LIFE WILL JUST END 😰‼️🥶

I received a Postal mail today ~ Notification that they want to evict me from my home !

♥️👑♥️👑♥️👑♥️

And I have a Question ~ WHERE IS GOD 😇 and

MY AMIT JI ♥️ ⁉️

Apparently , I will never know the answer ...

⏰⏳TIME , time decides everything , but I DON"T HAVE IT ‼️

🎵 ♥️🅰️💋🅱️♥️🎵

I HAVE THE MOST CHERISHED DREAM ~ TO MEET YOU AGAIN , MY BELOVED

AMIT JI 💋💋💋...

But apparently my Dream will die under a Layer of Ashes after the Universal Fire that destroyed my LIFE ...

💚 🌸⚘🌸⚘🌸 💚

GOD , I only want THIS NIGHTMARE TO END , SO THAT I CAN BE SAVED AND FLY AWAY TO LIVE IN A BEAUTIFUL PLACE WHERE

I WILL BE FREE , CALM & COMPLETELY SAFE 😇 🙏 🕉

God , either give me a New Life , a New Home , or end this Horror & take me to Heaven , which I rightfully deserve 🕉 🙏 ‼️

🅰️♥️🍎💚🍎♥️🅱️

My Dearest

Amit ji 👑 , for the last time I beg you ~ SAVE ME 🙏 🕉

✅ If you don"t want to be my Savior , then tell other People of Charity or Benefactors about me who are able to help me and save me ASAP 🙏 ...

You can give these people my Contacts , and they will be able to contact me & to help me ...

⁉️ 💜 ⁉️ 💜 ⁉️

My Dear Big 🅱️ , what do you want to offer me ~ to seek help from other Strangers

or from

OTHER MEN ⁉️ ⁉️

But I DON"T HAVE OTHER MEN ‼️‼️

WHERE DO I LOOK FOR HELP & SALVATION , TELL ME , AMIT JI❓

MY PHONE 📱 NUMBER IS TEMPORARILY BLOCKED BY THE MOBILE OPERATOR , IT IS NOT YET POSSIBLE TO CALL & SEND SMS .

✅ BUT YOU CAN FIND ME & CONTACT ME VIA WHATSAPP , VIBER , TELEGRAM ,

E - MAIL , TUMBLR .

♥️ MY PHONE 📲 :

7 920 897 19 89 .

SONALI RICHARD .

MY E~MAIL :

mj_love9@mail.ru

I am waiting for Your Appearance , Call or Message every minute , every day and night , at any time .

I feel that You have been preparing many times and were going to Call and Write to me , but each time you postponed it for later ...

The X - Hour has come and I can"t wait any longer ...

These bandits come , kick my door , knock and ring the doorbell , blackmail and threaten to deprive me of housing ‼️

I don"t feel safe behind an iron door and two locks ‼️😈

I no longer want and cannot live in Fear , Anxiety and Stress , do you understand , my dear❓

🍎🍒🍓🍓🍓🍒🍎

MY DREAM IS TO LIVE A HAPPY STABLE PROSPEROUS LIFE

IN LOVE 💘💘 , HARMONY & SECURITY ...

I PRAY 🙏 TO ALL THE GODS & ANGELS THAT THIS TIME YOU WILL HEAR ME &

I WILL REACH TO THE VERY DEPTHS OF YOUR LOVING HEART ♥️, MY LOVE 💘 ...

I AM WAITING FOR YOU WITH IMPATIENCE &

I WILL BE HAPPY TO HEAR YOUR BEAUTIFUL VOICE AGAIN 💋...

Thank you for your attention and understanding 🙏

I hug and kiss you with love 💘

Your Babe ♥️

🕉🏆🪔 🕉 🪔🏆🕉

[gogolstoelicker]

Dorm leader with Komaeda Nagito! My that born with a extreme good luck and extreme bad luck, thus had a sad life for example: they and their parents boarded an airplane after having a vacation.However, the plane ended up being hijacked. Both the hijacker and mc parents were killed in front of them after a small meteor crashed into the airplane, leaving them to inherit all of their parent's fortune and become free to do whatever they wished, as he had no other living relatives.

Dorm Leaders with a Nagito!like MC

warning(s): uh parent's death(?), kidnapping

notes: I LOVE U FOR ASKING THIS🤬NAGITO IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE

Born with extreme bad and good luck, your life is quite the adventurous one. However, that luck of yours comes in handy at times.

You first came off as a polite, friendly and an easygoing individual yet somewhat insecure. Although you claim to be a pessimist, you often appear unusually carefree. You lack tact and occasionally says awkward, strange, and unsettling things without realizing it.

Riddle:

he kind of likes u!

you're polite and friendly and tried your best not to break the rules and he thinks that's something all heartslabyul's residents should learn!

though, your insecurities upsets him a little

like you're already so great so what's there to be insecure about?

that luck of yours made him worry a whole lot

like um, what happened to your parents again??😥

and what do you mean you got kidnapped once and won thr lottery after????

AND WHY ARE SO CASUAL ABOUT IT

and the way u got hurt during his overblot but managed to save him BECAUSE you got hurt made him feel kind of guilty

but you say it's fine since you're just a stepping stone for his 'hope' to shine brighter

your talk about hope confused him and made him sweat a little

but he does understands that it's probably the only thing you can cling to with all of the things your extreme bad and good luck did

he told you off a few times if the things you said are too unsettling

you don't seem to realize it's weird and unsettling

so dw, riddle got yo back!!

he'll help you in what you should and should not say!

Leona:

ah, a goody two shoes

he doesn't care about u at first

sometimes when he heard you rant about you being worthless, he just

sighs and roll in his sleep

I'm sorry but if you're expecting some comforting from him, then I'll

have to give you up, had to let you down

(YES GET RICKROLLED)

whenever u say smth weird and unsettling, he just brushed it off honestly

he doesn't really care much lmao

your extreme luck made him worry

well congrats⁉️you made THEE leona kingscholar worried‼️

he once saw you fall down the stairs and when you went to the infirmary, you found LOTS of money

he's really worried

I've said that two times now, he's actually worried

now three

or was it four

finds out what happens with your parents and that one time you got kidnapped

dude???😥😥😥he can uh pay for ur therapy if u want?

Azul:

😁👓an easy target, he sees

a scammer's dream come true they said LMAO

i mean, not lmao

you're insecure? well would u like to buy his potion where he'll cure it??😁😁

you're saying strange stuff and didn't even realize it? well he can make a potion for that too!😁

your luck is making ur life go upside down? not to worry, bc he, azul ashengrotto, is here to safe the day with his potion!!

that luck of yours is really handy honestly

like that time y'all had to fight floyd and jade while trying to steal the picture

you somehow got to hit the tweels and gave all of you time to escape

well i mean uh

at least you're able to help your friends?? but in what cost

when you tell him how ur parents are killed in a plane crash(?), he feels kind of sympathetic to you

family is important to him so he can't imagine what he'll do in your situation

but he heard how u won a lottery after u got kidnapped and went 👓☁☁

pls pretend thats a thinking cloud

would u like to work with him?😊 he's sure he can make GREAT use of that luck of yours

Kalim:

he's friendly too so y'all got along well

probably kins each other lmfao

the difference is that the other one have a family and the other doesn't /hj

and another is more optimistic and probably barely have any insecurities

actually nvm *unkins them from kinning each other

doesn't really understands why are you insecure but he tries his best to comfort and support u!

did you just say you're worthless? WRONG. kalim is here to tell you just how you're worth more than anything!

when you told him how your parents died and you inherited all of their wealth bc you have no other relatives, he feels sad for you

he have lots of relatives and he definitely cares about all of them, so he can't imagine what it would felt like to lose them

so honestly he's the best person to go to if you want some good comforting!!

that extreme bad and good luck of yours made him quite curious

it sounds dangerous but it also sounds kind of fun!

now he kind of wants it...

oh no someone pls stop him(2)

jamil:

doesn't really care when you say some weird or awkward stuff since everyone have their own unique quirks, that's just yours! so he's fine with it!

Vil:

he likes that you're polite

at least you kind of fit the bare minimum of his standards for everyone

you ranting that you're worthless makes his head hurts a little

he'll have to polish up your self confidence🤨

you got some potential so don't even try to decline

whenever you said weird, unsettling stuff, he'll tell you off

can't afford to have you hurting your own reputation amirite⁉️

when he heard of your, he was so stunned

like 😦

you LOST your parents??? and you're so casual about it bc u believe it brings u good luck like inheriting their wealth???

and the way you're so casual about getting kidnapped bc you found a lottery ticket and won it⁉️⁉️

damn bro are u ok😥😥

he's good at making potions so he can try to make u one that'll block your luck?

i mean it's a natural thing but he can try?

he feels kind of sorry anyway

Idia:

a pessimist and a pessimist together in a room, what could go wrong?

everything.

one of them is insulting themselves and the other has a crisis if they're the reason they're insulting themselves

it's a rough beginning but y'all can be friends after!

but if one of them requires comfort then uh

dont meet each other

i mean how can y'all comfort each other? it'll be a mess

"I'm worthless and is just a stepping stone for everyone"

"yeah, I'm probably an npc in this world too"

well there you have it, they're making themselves feel worse

finds out abt ur extreme bad and good luck and how it affected you

he cares for ortho and can't ever imagine what would he do if he's just gone so suddenly bc of his bad luck so he can sympathize with you a little

he's not all that great at comforting tho so uh

pls bear with him😁

well i mean he can try to create something that'll block your luck if you want!!

whenever you talk about strange, unsettling stuff, he panics a little on the inside

bc how is he going to deal with this?!7?!8 they didn't teach this in class!?5!5

Malleus:

you're a friendly one, don't u fear him?

he asked but he's actually overjoyed to have someone being friendly to him and is willing to become his friend

sure, you say some weird and awkward stuff at times

but it's fine!! he can get used to it!

your extreme good and bad luck made him kind of curious

like is it your unique magic or something?

hm? no? you're magicless?

then what's this luck of yours🤔

cue you telling him what happened as an example

oh.

are u alright.

parents are important to you humans no? are u sure you're ok?

and getting kidnapped is quite traumatizing even if you did won the lottery no?

well you seemed fine so he kind of just hesitantly brushed it off

he kind of watches over you a little more closely to make sure that bad luck of yours won't hurt you!!

[jumin-deserves-better]

My thoughts on all the Mystic messenger characters and their routes :

Ok, last week I finished playing the mystic messenger game. I completed all the routes, DLCs etc. And, OMG, WHAT A RIDE WAS THAT ! . It doesn't have any appealing plot like other otome games, but this game sure did capture my heart,which most of the otome games fail to do so. The fact I could relate to some of the characters, I felt bad for them, concerned, weirded out at times , and so happy when they changed into a happy person because of me. The game deserves all the praise it gets, 10/10 👍

In this post, I will give my rating based on my playthrough for each character, and I will also say who is my true route as well, i.e, the route I fell in love the most, And please remember, these are based on MY opinions alone, please don't come at me, if it doesn't match yours 👀, Feel free to share your opinions about the characters as well & this post is way long beware ~☆

My playthrough order : I followed the recommended playthrough to get a clear picture of the storyline.

Zen 》Yoosung》 Jaehee》 Jumin 》 Seven》 V 》 Ray.

And for your kind information, I never played this game to get a bad ending, i didn't want to hurt those precious fictional characters just for getting one CG 🤐, but I do know what happens

SPOILER FREE!, I will be just giving MY OWN ratings , except for the rika part lol don't worry, ladies.!

Anyways, let's just jump into it ;),

Zen 🤍:

THAT SMIRK THOUGH 😏

His route : 9/10 ( not the best route, but I liked it anyways, as he is my 1st route)

His character: 8/10 ( I don't like narcissism or narcissistic people, I know it was his coping mechanism, but I kind of dislike those type of men, his attitude in Jumin's route, kinda pissed me off apart from that , he is great ! )

Is he my true route ? : NO, I don't like guys who are narcissistic, I understand that that its was his coping mechanism, to make him believe in himself, but still being narcissistic all the time is not ok, I have a bad memory because of those type of guys, moreover, I am not that confident irl 😂 , I mean the MC in Zen's route,will have to say lots of weird ass choices, and the fact that will impress him⁉️, i wouldn't even say those choices irl to anyone . I wouldn't mind being friends with him though. He is definitely the ideal BF material, but he is just isn't for me..Sorry, Zen.😅

Yoosung 💚 :

AWW CUTIE 🥺💕

His route : 9/10 ( apart from the "You are just like Rika", I personally enjoyed his route, the character development was the best at the end 👌)

His character : 9/10 (OMG! He is just so cute, I am not the one to get attracted to the 'younger guy' type, but this guy just changed everything for me, but he needs lots of attention , beware, yandere yoosungs will pop out if u don't care about him enough, and the fact this guy was the only one who was supportive for Jumin's relationship with MC in Jumin's route , showed how much of a cutie he is!, unlike others 😒, he was a bit annoying in V's route, but it is understandable, he deserves to knw the truth about the person who he admires )

Is he my true route ? : Kind of a YES & a NO. Eventhough I enjoyed his route more than Zen, like I said earlier I am not into those 'younger guy' type, he is a guy who loves to be babied and protected by a mature MC , and well...I am not that mature either 😛,in reality, I am a independent person, but when it comes to relationships, i liked to be babied 😏. I personally think he deserves someone better than me, I don't want to ruin his happiness 🥺

Jaehee 🤎 :

A friend in need is a friend indeed, my bae,Jaehee! 😄

Her route : 7/10 ( ok, I am gonna be honest here, I did not enjoy her route, I was happy that she realized her dreams and goes for it, but do we have to ruin a character just for making this route dramatic? Yes, I am talking about Jumin, Do u guys even know, how much I struggled to even start Jumin's route, I was literally scared of him because of his potrayal in this route as that jerk which he was btw,this route actually made me avoid Jumin for sometime.I expected the relationship between Jumin and Jaehee to become a healthy one, but oh well, whatever, & the after ending was just frustrating,all the RFA members just isolated Jumin, seriously, eventhough he did wrong things ,I felt so bad for him, imagine his thoughts at that moment , ugh...Jaehee deserves a better route, I am just not a fan of 'downgrading one character to give more importance to the main one', it's just bad writing)

Her character : 8/10 ( she is an amazing friend, a bit mature one at that. But personally i felt , if she really wanted to pursue her dreams ,she could have resigned, if she is not liking it . She was behaving a bit ignorant at times, especially in Zen's route. She could have communicated with Jumin beforehand about her difficulty in handling the job? I knw it's very difficult to suddenly quit the job, but she has every right to resign,she does have the money to open a coffee shop, thn why?. Don't come at me, and tell me that I hate her just because she is a female character,HELL NO, I like her but still her route made me have mixed feelings. She was being rude at times , I really understood why CHERTIZ did this, to show women can liberate themselves to work for their dreams, but in a professional point of view, I still think the route could have been handled better. Small businesses success isn't as easy to get, and in my point of view it would have been nice to show how MC and Jaehee make it through in her route rather than making Jumin a jerk, because it ruined Jumin at first for not only me but also a number of players ,but oh well,🏃‍♀️, I do like her, she could be a great friend, nothing more that that )

Is she my true route? : NO, I am straight. I see Jaehee as a friend. Some ask a romantic route for her, but I don't mind about that , I was just glad that I could help her to realize her dreams as a FRIEND.

Jumin 💜 :

I don't see a selfish jerk here, I see a soft boi , in a gigantic body, who is just lonely

His route : 10/10 ( Seriously, I did not expect to like his route one bit, I thought I would hate him more, but turns out, I freaking fell in love with the flawed "him" , HECK YEAH! this was the only route where i was being TRUE TO MYSELF, did not refer any guides, understood his loneliness, I could relate to him so bad, I was happy to help him during his vulnerable times 🤧.Zen was annoying ,but I didn't care much about it, because I knw why he was like this. I prefer the good ending, and yes he does propose for marriage to whom he have talked for only 11 days, but I was very sure he will listen to you, if u don't want the marriage immediately )

His character : 9/10 ( He is so cute in his own way,mature, intelligent,awkward and even gets insecure,because he thinks he does not deserve you?! , you deserve better than me ,Jumin 😫, he does get possessive and irrational and that could make others uncomfortable, but for me, I understood that as well, being an empath myself ,as this dude never had a relationship with anyone,he is new into this, I don't mind teaching him new things about the world, about love. His characterization in Jaehee's route was god awful and cheritz did a bad job in it , I think they decided to make him like this, just for DRAMA,Jumin might have a bad way of showing emotions but he is not a soul less demon. I have seen people calling Jumin an abuser, but I didn't see that at all, he was being an idiot and he acknowledges it, every damn time, an abuser doesn't do this at all, and no..I don't think Jumin is dominant daddy material one bit like how the fandom perceives him. This is his first relationship with a woman, I feel he would be sweet, embarrassed loving and a loyal husband material, and I love his "opposed to living together before marriage" thing as well, as my religion follows that too as well )

Is he my true route? : A. BIG. FAT. YES. HE IS JUST MY TYPE, dear lord. I have never seen someone so perfect and also with flaws just like me , this guy made me realize that all along, I just never showed empathy towards others and that's why no one wanted to talk to me irl, I didn't care what people told about me. He seriously made me understand my own flaws and I corrected it, he made me into a better person, big thx , Mr.Jumin . Morever , I was being myself in his route only, I loved all of his calls , he brings up the strangest things just to talk to you, that's just so cute WTH , this man will be so loyal I am sure of it !.I don't really care about his riches, I am just in love with his true self 😫🥺

707 ❤ :

The main man of this game, hmmm....

His route : 7/10 ( ok, I was so hyped to play his route , cuz even before I started to play this game, 707 was so popular, I expected a lot, but it was a meh for me...he did have a VERY HEARTBREAKING PAST , he was suffering from a lot of things, I understand. But the whole route wasn't that gud though...and his secret endings are just painfully depressing and angsty, V's death just broke my heart, I felt so frickin bad for Jumin, how would he even handle those things?.It just destroyed me completely. Moreover I don't find 707's jokes funny at times, his route had good plot, but 707 failed to impress me in his own route)

His character : 7/ 10 ( oh boi,I am scared that I would be slaughtered with hatred for telling this, the fact that he was faking his own personality was very shocking to me, I did not expect that. I despise tsunderes ,and 707 is the literal definition of it, so yeah, It ended up being annoying for me. Even though I was hella depressed like 707 before, I couldn't find him #relatable at all. I don't knw why , but I couldn't see him more than a friend 🚶‍♀️)

Is he my true route? : NOPE. I was not impressed by him at all, don't knw why lol, I tried to like him as he is THE REAL TRUE ROUTE,but it is still not getting into my heart, maybe because I already started to love Jumin, idk. I felt bad for 707, I wouldn't mind helping him as a friend, but as a significant other...NAH....,I am not into these type of guys 🥴,sorry seven...

V 💙 :

I can understand why Jumin and V were best friends...they be looking like DADDY 👀

His route : 8 /10 ( for me, I was happy that V finally understood that he was basically a obsessive simp for Rika, I hated that he blamed himself more, which somehow I agree, I feel like he could have said something to the RFA , yoosung was hella annoying in this route, he spoke as if Rika is an angel or something, which she is not btw, yoosung, she brainwashed saeran and freakin created a cult, and this is not something an angel would do 🥴, V is not just flawed or anything,he doesn't even love himself,and so clings to rika because she was so wonderful in her eyes as an idea .He kept the freakin truth hidden,just because Rika doesn't want to, of course, my baby,yoosung will ask about . V is too emotional,and he was a victim of rika's abuse and manipulation just like Saeran,I liked the plot and though I didn't fall in love with him , I did have a tinsy bit of crush on him, mainly because of his looks, more like a puppy love, the voice acting was on point 👌)

His character : 7/ 10 ( boi could have handled the situation with his crazy GF much better, he actually let Saeran get brainwashed by Rika, he could have done something, and the fact that he liked Rika only as an idea, showed that this guy was in a very toxic relationship, Rika and V are the perfect example of what happens when two people who doesn't love themselves date, and he was clearly the victim of Rika's abuse and manipulation. I also don't think he is an angel either, he has done some wrong things definitely, and the fandom should acknowledge his wrong doings)

Is he my true route? : NO. Though Jumin and V are very similar , I did not like the fact that he simped for his crazy GF out of his obsession alone and though, she was clearly showing red flags earlier, he thinks that the power of love can change her lol . He was so confusing for me to understand. 😂

Ray 💖 :

His route : 10/10 ( The drama , the music, the plot & the voice acting was just fantastic, I was blown away by this route, but that doesn't mean I liked Saeran as a character, the boi needs therapy, not romance lol, sry,and the recovery from his brainwashed state was unrealistic )

His character : 7/10 ( seriously, the voice acting for both the personalities was just mind blowing, he is such a well written character, but his abandonment issues isn't something u should romanticize about, he loved the affection that the MC was giving , but one wrong move, he will change just like that , he confused affection with love. Some are telling that Jumin was abusive, which he is not btw , for me, suit Saeran was super abusive, WTH)

Is he my true route ? : HELL NO. Eventhough he was practically innocent because he was under the influence of that elixir or some kind of a drug and brainwashed by Rika , I would never in my life try to have a romantic relationship with those kind of people. I may like him after he receives proper therapy ,but NO, just No, I can help him as a person, but I wouldn't go for a kiss or something with him. 🙄

Rika 💔:

This scene still gives me goosebumps 🙄

Her character : -infinity / 20 ( she deserves this uwu)

SPOILERS AHEAD!

Ok, hear me out, I hate Rika so much , i know she has been through a lot, i really do.. but it doesn't mean you can emotionally abuse and brainwash Saeran, he would have been a better person,she turned a person who loves ice cream and cloud watching into a self destructive psycho, another story showed how much she is capable of by her words , She manipulated V to not tell RFA that she is gonna start a cult, WHAT THE HELL, V, do you not knw what she is trying to do here 😳 ? But whatever,V was being manipulated by her "playing as a victim" tactics, she also played with Jumin's feelings for her, I was about to throw my hands on her, how dare u do that to my man ??, made yoosung to obsess over her to make him think that she is absolutely a gud person, and left him to ponder over her so called 'passing' , making him unable to move on from her.

And oh god,the backstory did not make me feel bad for her one bit, it only made me understand why she has become like this. Like dude, I understood she had a shitty past, but so did the other members of RFA, but did they all become like a manipulative victim player? Hell no.. they learned from their mistakes and they change, but even when all the members were trying to help her, she denies that she doesn't need a therapy. She deserves a proper mental therapy and a proper jail time. NO EXCUSE FOR THAT, she did the same manipulation and brainwashing for all of her disciples to get them into Mint eye.

But as a character , Rika just rocked it for me , she was so successful in making me and a lot of the fans hate her as an antagonist. Her voice actor was so gud,she had such a good way of speaking manipulative, like God, I understood why all the RFA members were all kind of whipped for her, she is such a master piece as an antagonist. 🚶‍♀️🤫

Vanderwood 💞👀 :

I NEED A VANDERWOOD ROUTE 😫

His character: 10/10 idk, why am I giving a rating for him though? I just love him 😂

Ok, I know he is a side character, but for some reason, I liked him more than 707 lol 👀, I just spoke with him only in one chatroom , but boi , was I whipped for him 😜

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My favourite to least MM main characters and routes :

JUMIN - 19/20 ( 1st)

YOOSUNG - 18/20 (2nd)

ZEN & RAY - 17/ 20 ( 3rd)

V & JAEHEE - 15 / 20 ( 4th )

707 - 14 / 20 ( 5th, it's not that I hate him or something, it's just that I was neither IMPRESSED by his character nor the route, I don't mind him one bit! )

Rika -Though she doesn't have a route or a gud character she deserves a -infinity/20 ( and no place in my heart 🚶‍♀️)

Overall, this game is the best otome game ! , I actually paid for getting the hourglasses, I mean, I suck at patience, I was so intrigued by the story, but it was seriously worth it !. There are a number of otome games which charge more than this.

Anyways,

Thank you, Cheritz for creating Mystic messenger. This game totally changed how I perceived life, love ❤ and Romance 💕

[pixelwisp-archive]

Hi Ori! Can I ask you your favorite selfship and as many headcanons as you want about you two?

Khooshaaaaaa thank you sm for feeding my hyperfixation on Makki 😩🖤 I’m probably gonna get very carried away with this LMAO I’m so sorry

-His contact name: ✨Fuckass💕✨

-My contact name: Stinky💛

- Pet names: Babe, Baby, nerd (affectionate), he’s also prone to saying dramatic shit to be dinkus like ‘how is the light of my life doing today’

-We have a fake engagement ring so we can fake public proposals for free shit shdfjsjdjd

- He def has a second TikTok account that he doesn’t tell me about and it isn’t until his series of “things my girlfriend cried about this week” comes up on my fyp that I find it LMAO

- in response, I start making those ‘guessing my bf’s replies’ and he gets lowkey so triggered lmao (literally just this )

-if he has thirst traps (which he totally does) I send them to Mattsun and Iwa and they stitch it copying him and making fun and theirs always goes fucking viral lol

- He buys flowers all the time but he purposefully picks out the ugliest he can find and he’ll made a joke like “they reminded me of you babe, heinous 💖” but in actuality he buys the ugly ones because he knows no one else will and he lowkey wants them to feel loved before they eventually die 🥺

- I said this before in an ask to someone once but we are the CEO’s of making fun of Iwaizumi for being such a gym rat lmao please whenever he so much as mentions it we recite the student athlete copypasta

- Stop Grinding?😂 The Grind Never Stops💯 No Breaks😈 We Stay Dream Chasing💪I don't get a break ✊ I'll be out here grinding 😈 Imma be chasing dreams while you're lounging 💯 the only thing i'm chasing🏃🏽😈is my dreams💭✊🏽keep grinding 💯RIP grandma👵🏼Romans 8:1🙏🏼busy?😂 you don't know🤔 what busy is 🏃🏽fam👐🏻 i won't🙅🏻ever stop my grind💯nothing gets handed to me 🙄🙅🏻‍♂️ I work for everything I got ‼️but we ain't done yet 💯😈👀 Nap?😂 I don't know that word😴 while you taking Z's 💤 I'm making W's🙌🏆U snooze you lose😤🤘can kill my ambition💯😈🙏🏻 i will never stop grinding🙏🏻even when im dead sleep is for the weak😴💯 U mean my TEAM⁉️ONE eats, we ALL eat🍽We out here grindin' together💪😤 THAT'S family💯😈

- also either one of us could start a vine and the other will finish it no matter where we are. 

- Me, from the kitchen: Road work ahead?

- Makki, from the other side of the apartment: uh yeah, I sure hope it does

-Makki, brushing his teeth: Two bros chillin in the hot tub

-Me, in the shower: Five feet apart cause they’re not gay 😌✨

- we like have passionate debates but we rarely actually fight??? Like it def happens but it’s usually over something stupid lmao

-  If we ever DO get into an argument, If I’m in the wrong I will literally crumble almost immediately. I will prob leave the room angry and in like a half hour I’ll scamper back out pathetically and the second he so much as looks my way I’ll just start crying and apologizing because The guilt eats me alive lmao.

-  If he’s in the wrong, there will prob be a short silent treatment as he lowkey stews in his guilt and I’m too upset to talk to him, but then he shoots me a link to a Spotify playlist he made from the other room 

- It would literally be something like this

- and I would forgive him on the spot lmao stop he’s so fucking stupid I love him

-  Tbh I hate the fact that Furudate didn’t give him a job so I hc that he does some sort of freelance work - either IT/web dev, video editing, or even a private tutor (or maybe he’s an overachiever and does all 3 💅 can’t stop him)

- He is such a gossip whore and even though I pretend I’m ~above~ drama I fucking live for the tea so the two of us are absolute menaces having gossip sessions after work like

- Anime marathons, snuggled on the couch, doesn’t get bothered when I wanna pause to discuss like every 5 minutes because I’m ADHD and a certified mess

- He has a Sixth Sense when it comes to me having a bad day (no dumbass you’ve just been ranting in the gc since 9am) so he always has dinner and a little pamper session planned on those days and tbh I WILL cry on the spot (I’m a crier if you couldn’t tell fklasdf;jasd)

- him, constantly: I love you biiiiitch, I ain’t never gonna stop lovin you, biiitch

- HE IS SO GOOD WITH KIDS and tbh I’m normally on board with the dink lifestyle but he would make the baby fever so bad jfc

-ok this is getting ridiculous I’ll stop now I just love him a whole lot 😩🖤

[ragnvdnir]

Hi three-clover emoji anon :DD actually i have to thank you for giving Ein a challenge bc My Royal Highness is being so laid-back lately 🥰🥰🥰

but i'm with Ein with the HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LIVE OUR DREAM??? *Gives you mic* Ein just recently became a diluc haver after crying her ass out for K*misato Ay*to while i... I havent gotten that man yet 💀💀 Ein let's cry together in a corner but i feel like not as well bc yall diluc havers already 🙄🙄 i feel so discriminated (this is satire pls I'm becoming crazy bc of ein 😭🤧 also im saying this affectionately again)

Ein's bursts of roleplay is the best tbh 😍😍😍 she's the actor, director, producer of her shows, dramas and films 💅 she deserves an oscar 💪💪💪 (loving the fluffball luc <33 bc i remember this headcanon where he was stated to be a fluffy cat if he were to be an animal 💗💗💗)

— 🍰.

challenge what?🤨🤨🤨

UH HUH OUR DREAM TO HAVE DILUC RAGNVINDR AS OUR FIRST *5 HOW DOES IT FEEL ☘︎ ANON ⁉️⁉️

who's this k*misato ay*to? may i know whats his occupation?🤔🤔 i only know kamisato ayaka but miss girly won't go with me. and she's recommending me her older brother, but idk who's this older brother. so ig thats the end of kamisato bloodline😔😔

WAIT YOU'RE STILL NOT A DILUC HAVER??? I THOUGHT YOU ALREADY HAD THIS SWEETIE PIE⁉️⁉️ man i hope you lose your 50/50 to him that sounded backhanded but oh well

wow you're really blaming me for your craziness huh? im the one who should feel discriminated here🤨🤨🤨

ikr🙄🙄 at this point i might as well cast the aliens for my roleplay😌😌

(he's the type of cat who looks grumpy but actually wants to be close to you always😻)

also i forgot to include my answer to your dream of having a hime cut. i will say that is a prophecy my dear strawberry shortcake, its a sign for you to have a hime cut too👉👈 come and join your majesty~

[ragnvdnir]

Ein/🍰 anon - ☘ emoji how unique!!

Me who just chose the emoji coz it's pretty - 👁👄👁💧😂

I assume everyone is nice when i first meet them! And I do love a side of crazy :) also the new theme 🤤✨

Confession time Diluc is my main dps and first 5* but it took me awhile and a lot of fanfics to truley appreciate the man 😅

-☘

nah bc u got us searching for that emoji😭☝️ how dare you let me⁉️ your majesty search for this emoji🤬🤬⁉️⁉️ this is disrespectful🤬🤬🤬⁉️⁉️⁉️ you'll be grounded from now on ☘︎ anon😾😾😾

in this household, everyone is crazy😼😼

IKRR⁉️⁉️ I LOVE THE NEW THEME TOO only bc diluc is in it

i love this theme but lets forget abt how i spent hours and hours trying to see how html works in tumblr🙂🙂🙂

HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LIVE MY DREAM TO HAVE THIS FLUFFBALL OF A MAN TO BE YOUR FIRST 5*⁉️⁉️⁉️ im not jealous guys i swear im just crying in a corner

well atleast you appreciate this man now😻👌