#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CHOOOOOSE???????

[zazikels]

what kind of sick fucked up joke is it for coral island to let you only get ONE pet from the shelter

[sparkagrace]

Ohmygod both of my favorite series from you show up multiple times in your wip list 😭😭😭 how am i supposed to chooooose???

If you're up for it, I would love to hear more about dial u 👀

Hope your week's off to a good start, tej!

Bri, my sweet! 🌻 I'm well, thank you. It's been a rough and busy couple of weeks and I'm looking forward to some time away soon. I hope you're having a good week so far 💞✨

Thanks so much for asking! I am more than happy to provide you with a sneak peek into dial 'u' for uncles.

It's a weekend of Bucky (and a reluctant Steve) babysitting Becca's son which goes a little bit haywire and disrupts Steve's aspiring DINK-lifestyle.

Steve’s head is pounding. The minute he gets back to his apartment, he wants to grab a beer and hide out in the bathroom. He has Matty’s backpack, a plastic bag of wet clothes and a headache as he holds the door open for Bucky and a screaming Matty to enter the apartment. Matty’s cries are piercing and he hasn’t stopped sobbing since they left the zoo. Apparently Matty did not want to leave the zoo, even though it was closing time and he practically goes there monthly. He didn’t cry when he fell into the fountain and Steve fished him out. Bucky had to buy an entire new outfit for Matty so he looks like a walking advertisement for Brooklyn Zoo. Plus, Steve bought Matty an ice cream to be nice, but which evidently unlocked a dairy demon who subsequently kept demanding ice cream every time they passed by a cart. But the moment that Bucky told Matty to say goodnight to all the animals, all hell broke loose. The entire thirty minute subway ride home, Matty was inconsolable, clutching onto the stuffed giraffe that he refused to leave the gift store without as if his life depended on it. Steve was useless. He could barely do much more than just give people apologetic looks (and he’s ashamed to admit for five minutes he did try to pretend that he didn’t know Matty). Bucky snapped at him, he snapped back, all the while Matty cried the entire time, oblivious to their turmoil.

[ask me about my wips]

[hobidreams]

mmmmmmmmmmmm question, 190811 or 190823 or dior!hoseok?

AKDJAKJDKD....... i gotta be honest with u 190823 hoseok isnt my fave bc of the damn shoes LMAO

BUT DIOR HOBI......

IDK HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CHOOOOOSE?????

i think in the end i have to pick 190811 just because like........ 1) all the black in the outfit is sexy but also 2) the floral print is such a good look with that neckline 3) THE GLASSES 4) HIS DAMN TONGUE. 5) i am always a slut for a good suit or blazer look so.

i will always love dior!hobi tho... it's actually my phone bg rn LOL

[whyiask]

3,5,12,14,15,16(wouldn't surprise me if you were psychic),52, 55,100 (sorry for choosing a lot but I'm just gonna take advantage of this opportunity lol)

3. When is your birthday? September 1st

5. What's your favorite color? Hmm, either light purple, light blue, or forest green

12. What was your last dream about? Well, it was Not Fun. It honestly felt directly out of the plot of an angsty fanfic, so I'm not gonna go into details 😭

14. Are you psychic in any way? Well haha funny story. Me and my friends have a running joke that I can be summoned by typing my name in the group chat. Because every time someone typed my name, is right when I logged on. I just kind of feel the need to pick up my phone occasionally and most of those times was right when someone typed my name.

15. Favorite song? AHHHH WHAT HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CHOOOOOSE!!!?? ToT at the moment, I don't know. Ghost of You by 5sos has been stuck in my head for the past few days. Also I've been playing Little Miss Perfect on loop for the past couple of weeks. If I Could Tell Her and A Guy that I Kinda Be Into from Dear Evan Hansen and Be More Chill as well.

16. Favorite movie? Ahh all these hard questions!! Maybe the LotR movies or the Tom Holland spiderman movies. I also really love Knives Out and all marvel movies.

52. Favorite food? Hmmm I don't know, maybe jasmine rice, salmon, roasted potatoes, or quesadillas. Idk I eat pretty boring food most of the time (screw you, food allergies)

55. Most used phrase? Oh hahahah it's actually really dumb. I say 'lol, noob' ironically SOOO much it's insane. I also have gotten into the habit of saying "you know I do!" or "you know I am!" whenever I'm talking about something that I absolutely do not do or something that I absolutely am not.

100. Color of your room? It's actually really pretty! Like a light blue with white fading in and out- it's very hard to describe but it's like a sky with thin clouds.

Thanks for the ask ❤️❤️❤️

[mcrmadness]

For the 'Make me choose' one: Fountain pen or ballpoint pen to draw? :D

Thanks! My brain lagged and for some reason I thought it said “pen fountain” and I was like wtf even is that how am I supposed to CHOOOOOSE??????? :D And I actually had to google what even is “fountain pen” and I don’t think I’ve ever really drawn with those, maybe have had something as a kid but I feel like if I had, my mom would have hoarded all those because they’re too expensive or fancy to be used by clumsy kids? So I will say ballpoint pen, even tho normally I draw only either with pencils or fineliners/markers :D (And then I have this one weird hybrid pen called Pilot Greenball, it’s from recycled materials and has a capsule of black “ink” but it basically works like a ballpoint pen, but I never draw with it, only write.)

Anyhow, sometimes I have drawn with ballpoints tho, mainly when I’ve been bored and that’s been the only pen available and I have started doodling. And as a kid I used pens a lot more often until I figured how much more I like drawing with pencils etc. Here’s one VERY old drawing - apparently made in 2010 like the date says too :D (I was 19, and I had come up with this drawing style somewhere in the early 2010. I’ve been a fan of the band since 2009 and before that I actually drew them as _horses and also as rats because I didn’t know how to draw humans lol.)

And yes, I had too much fun with the flowers ::D No idea if you even like the ship or not, but I also have one of my first dä drawings (at least in this human-style!), which was also drawn with a ballpoint pen - and apparently I have named it as “a dä boredom drawing” (but in Finnish):

I think I might have been in school when I drew this. And YES my English was... something :D I was still only 19 and I always struggled with how to call “reference photos”. I often called them as “model pics” because, well duh, “malli” means both reference and model in Finnish and I was stupid :D:D:D:D:D:D:D You can still find this awesome translation from many of my old posts on Deviantart lol. I hope I never called them as “mall photos”, tho. That would have been... awkward. What if people were looking for photos of malls and then there was me with the portraits I drew? (Well it’s very possible that I actually did use that on a drawing... *facepalm*)

Oh, sorry, my answer kinda got out of hand but I love nostalgy and arts and drawing and talking, so... yeah XD But at least I think I can safely say that I have improved!!! And a lot, during these 10 years (even tho there was probably like 5-7-year pause when I drew absolutely nothing at all because working and studying sucked all the energy out of me).

Also the 19-years-old me was cringy af, I know :D Which is why I don’t even tag this with my dä tag because... yeah, you get the point :D

An ask game: Make me choose between ______ or ______.

[the-hawkseye]

Top five coldmirrors quotes, pls? :D

Do you want me to quote every video she ever made?? How am I supposed to chooooose..I’ll try

1. “oooh isch lieb den voll oh der Korken sieht so geeil aaus”

2. “ehm was wollen sie eigentlich von mir?- Liebe Harry,Liebe”

3. “Albernes Zauberstabgefuchtel und kindische Hexereien wird es hier nicht geben!- WAS DAS WIRD ES HIER NICHT GEBEN?! ICH BIN IM FALSCHEN KURS UAARH”

4. “Der schreibt ja nur wirres Zeug”

5. “ICH MAG ES”

I dont even think these are my favorite quotes but these came to my mind the fastest. She’s so incredible funny and continues to be so and I dont think I could ever really express how much I love her content. There are no 5 favorite quotes because all of her work is quotable and my favorite :D

“Ask me for my top 5 ___”

[greyias]

One Tag Meme to Rule Them All

(aka one giant catch up post)

So rather than flood your dash with lots of posts, I’ve decided to combine everything together in one post! This will be either the Best Idea Ever™ or possibly the worst. I am going to boldly fly in the face of tradition and not actually tag anyone (mostly because I’m answering like almost a week late), but if you would like to tag yourself in, the more the merrier.

Onwards!

First up, tagged by @rinskiroo!

11 Questions

1. Do you watch personalities/shows on Youtube? - I do! My favorite that are still consistnetly pushing out content are probably Nostalgia Critic and Todd in the Shadows, but I have a special place in my heart for The Spoony Experiment and especially Paw Dugan, who’s infectious love for everything he plays is a joy to watch.

2. Hulu or Netflix? - It used to be just Neftlix, but Hulu Live sucked me in by letting me watch my favorite shows, so it’s about even now.

3. Favorite Disney movie? - Tough choice! I love so many! I think right now it may be Tangled, because I adore Rapunzel.

4. Favorite band/singer? Abney Park

5. Fanart you would commission if you had unlimited monies? Oh goodness... so many ideas, but only one slot... I think I would probably commission something in the style of the painted of the Star Wars movie posters and the game’s splash screens for the expansions. The hard part would be deciding what part of the Knight’s saga to represent.

6. Your OTP to end all OTPs? It seems to be Jedi Knight (Hero of Tython)/Theron Shan at the moment. It’s consumed me completely.

7. Dream car? Tesla Model X

8. Favorite cookie? Sugar!

9. Cake or pie? Mmm, pie

10. Favorite Star Wars creature? WHY MUST I CHOOSE? I CHOOSE PORG. NO WAIT EXOBOAR. I CAN’T CHOOOOOSE

11. Would you rather crawl through the dungeon or fight the dragon? Can I make friends with the dragon? Must we fight? Maybe he wants my pie! Either way, if there’s a dragon, I’m probably going in that direction and getting crispified. Because dragons.

This is the part where I’m supposed to make up 11 more questions and tag some peeps but, uh, I got nothing. So... on to the next meme!

Music Meme

Tagged by: @jeswii, @aki888, @insufficient-focus, and @lumielles.

Put your music on shuffle and write the first 10 songs that come on, then tag 20 people to do the same 

*cracks knuckles* All right... let’s see what comes up on the giant shuffle for my Amazon Music app...

Barely Breathing - Duncan Sheik

Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon

Crash and Burn - Savage Garden

Pain - Three Days Grace

Finale - John Williams (Last Jedi Soundtrack)

I Believe In A Thing Called Love - The Darkness

Thunder - Imagine Dragons

Look What You Made Me Do - Taylor Swift (yes I can’t help but think of the thonghawk when this comes up on shuffle)

Smile - Uncle Kracker

Victorious - Panic! At The Disco

Since everyone is tagging themselves, I’ll need 20 volunteers to carry on in my stead ;)  Uh, let’s see what’s next...

Boldy Memey Thingy

Tagged by: @aki888, @fallen-in-faith, and @jediserenity82

1ST RULE: tag 9 people you want to get to know more!

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true.

APPEARANCE - I am 5'7 or taller - I wear glasses - I have at least one tattoo - I have at least one piercing - I have blonde hair - I have brown eyes - I have short hair - My abs are at least somewhat defined - I have or had braces

PERSONALITY - I love meeting new people - People tell me I am funny - Helping others with their problems is a big priority of mine - I enjoy physical challenges - I enjoy mental challenges - I am playfully rude to people I know - I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it - There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY - I can sing well - I can play an instrument - I can do over 30 pushups without stopping  - I am a fast runner - I can draw well - I have a good memory - I am good at doing math in my head - I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute - I have beaten at least 2 people arm wrestling - I can make at least 3 recipes from scratch  - I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES - I enjoy sports - I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else - I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else - I have learned a new song in the past week - I exercise at least once a week - I have gone for runs at least once a week in warmer months - I have drawn something in the past month - I enjoy writing- Fandoms are my #1 priority - I do some form of martial arts

EXPERIENCES - I have had my first kiss - I have had alcohol - I have scored a winning point in a sport - I have watched an entire TV series in one sitting - I have been at an overnight event - I have been in a taxi - I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year - I have beaten a video game in one day - I have visited another country - I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

MY LIFE - I have one person that I consider to be my Best Friend - I live close to my school/work - My parents are still together - I have at least one sibling - I live in the United States - There is snow where I live right now - I have hung out with a friend in the past month - I have a smartphone - I own at least 15 CDs - I share my room with someone

RELATIONSHIPS - I am in a Relationship - I have a crush on a celebrity - I have a crush on someone I know - I’ve been in at least 3 relationships - I have never been in a Relationship - I have admitted my feelings to a crush - I get crushes easily - I have had a crush for over a year  - I have been in a relationship for over a year - I have had feelings for a friend

RANDOM - I have break-danced - I know a person named Jamie - I have had a teacher that has a name that is hard to pronounce - I have dyed my hair - I’m listening to a song on repeat right now - I have punched someone in the past week - I know someone who has gone to jail - I have broken a bone - I have eaten a waffle today - I speak at least two languages- I have made a new friend in the past year

5 Things

I was tagged by @inyri​!

5 things you’ll find in my bag: -lady stuff -hair brush -wallet -ear buds -hair ties

5 things you’ll find in my bedroom: -my bed -my dogs’ crates -ten million blankets (because I get cold) -laundry that I’m dutifully ignoring -chargers for my electronics

5 things that make me happy: -my puppies! -my friends! -coffee -SWTOR -writing

5 things I’m currently into: -Star Wars/SWTOR -writing -Agent Carter, one season down, one to go! (thanks @laylainalaska! Fannish squee wins again) -Brooklyn 99 (although I’m out of new episodes :( ) -Tangled: The Series (again, I really adore Rapunzel)

5 things in my to-do list: -get the kitchen clean (again) -get laundry done for week after next -finish editing Forged Alliances in the giant secret video project I’ve been slowly working on for the past two years -write some of those poor prompts in my askbox -maybe start posting the SoR Fic O Doom

5 people I want to see do this: *looks for five people to raise their hands*

Aaaaand... I think that’s it, so uh, feel to tag yourself in on any of these. Thank you all for the tags, this was fun!

[kairoth]

1-7, 10, 12-15, 18-24, 28, 30, 38-46, 49-52, 60-61, 72-75, 85-92, 100, 102, 104-114, 117-120, 124-127, 129, 135-150? Do whichever you want though.

hey! done on laptop so sorry if there are any mistakes

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

♥ my mum?? i think.

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

♥ definitely shy

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

♥ wellll soon we'll be going to see the two lil puppies i've gotta choose from and i'm excited about that!

4. Are you easy to get along with?

♥ i mean... idk?

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

♥ prob not

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

♥ hhh kind people. like, attracted to as in i'd date them... same thing pretty much but also i tend to fall for more dominant people.  

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

♥ prob not lmao. no one wants to date me i'm gross

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

♥ uhh my mum. last night. sort of.

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

♥ literally every song by EDEN takes up my top 50.

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

♥ YEA

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

♥ i mean sometimes.

15. What good thing happened this summer?

♥ it's not summer yet but uhhhh i'm gonna get a puppy!

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

♥ hhh our parents are friends and we're still kind of awkward friends? we haven't like actually had full conversations in a long time but we still hang out sometimes.

19. Do you like bubble baths?

♥ yea! but like,, not to where you get bubbles in your mouth cos bleh

20. Do you like your neighbors?

♥ a little! the people close to us are pretty nice. there's this one old lady across the way from us whose dog i used to walk. she let's me pick oranges from her tree and talks to me. it's fun! she's away from home a lot tho since her husband died.

21. What are you bad habits?

♥ rambling, for one. picking at threads for two. uhh, can't think of any more off the top of my head but there's definitely a bunch of other ones.

22. Where would you like to travel?

♥ i reallllyyy wanna go to Ireland. definitely some places in Asia and some more in Europe.

23. Do you have trust issues?

♥ yes.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

♥ sleeeeep. soon enough it'll prob be my puppy

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

♥ my cats and my mum. ooh and my aunt danni.

30. Do you ever want to get married?

♥ maybe! i'm pretty polyamorous tho and if i was in a relationship with more than one person it'd feel unfair if i only married one of them... so it'd be really cool if we could make polyamorous marriage a thing pls.

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

♥ OOF. uh. just. someone who is kind and loves me and will take care of me, and who i can do the same for. someone who will put up with my clinginess and paranoia. someone who loves animals and hates people who abuse animals or kids or other people just as much as i do. someone who can put up with my quirks in general. i always imagine someone who, if we're separated and reunite, will let me run to them and do the hug thing where they pick me up lol. we can read books to each other and they won't get frustrated if i stumble over my words, we can share music with each other, cook/bake with each other, travel, see an animal and just coo over them together, watch horror movies even tho i hate them but it's ok because i have them with me. sorry long answer lmao,, i got carried away

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

♥ barnes n noble, hot topic just bc, and uuuuuuh that's it.

40. What do you want to do after high school?

♥ ideally i could do a gap year to travel. i might do a gap year and work so i can get money. i don't know if i can get into college, but my mum suggested interning for a local vet, even tho i'm not in medicine, because it's good to have that knowledge if i wanna own an animal shelter. it's a good idea so i might do that.

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

♥ it depends. sometimes if you give someone a second chance they'll take it and stab you with it (metaphorically). it all just depends on what they did, who they are, how they are, how they feel about what they did.

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

♥ i used to be super loud when i was younger. sometimes i am when with close friends. now, it could just be that i'm focused, or thinking, or comfortable, or sad, or sick, or upset. when i'm angry with my aunt bc she won't stop messing with me i'll go silent. idk.

43. Do you smile at strangers?

♥ sometimes!

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

♥ i'd like to say neither and outerspace. the ocean terrifies me. but so does outer space sometimes????

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

♥ depends on what's happening that day. if something exciting is happening i'll prob get up quick. and if i'm in bed cos i don't feel good then the thing that gets me up is like. the fear of disappointing my parents by not doing anything. or when like my cat is very insistent on needing something (like food or water or getting out of my room) and i don't want to be a bad owner and not get it.

46. What are you paranoid about?

♥ fff what am i not paranoid about?

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

♥ mmm... nothing i can really think about?

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

♥ black.

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

♥ oh definitely

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

♥ my appearance. or my personality. hm.

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

♥ mmm... i won a fencing competition once. but like. it wasn't a huge competition. just a few little series of fights that our teacher was having us do.

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

♥ nahh. i've gotten two detentions but never suspended

72. What colour are your towels?

♥ uhh the ones i use are white striped w green and pink.

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

♥ there are two 72s??? oh well. uhh only one

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

♥ yea! most of them are just around me, the only two i actually snuggle with are my bbies teddy (a bear i've had since 5) and addi (a panda i got like two years ago?)

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

♥ uhh. maybe 30? or somewhere around there?

75. Favourite animal?

♥ don't make me chooooose

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

♥ never seen it

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

♥ hhh nemo. he's such a good little clever fishie. v mischievous tho

87. First person you talked to today?

♥ mum!

88. Last person you talked to today?

♥ uh prob gonna be my mum

89. Name a person you hate?

♥ trump

90. Name a person you love?

♥ syd ! my kitty

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

♥ uuuuuuuh nah

92. In a fight with someone?

♥ ? nah

100. How are you feeling?

♥ rn? pretty ok. i just finished my geometry course so i've only got three classes left !

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

♥ yes. my entire past. being born. like yikes

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

♥ yes.

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

♥ yup

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

♥ ? who knows

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

♥ yea! i used to do lessons but i stopped

108. What should you be doing?

♥ rn? schoolwork

109. Is something irritating you right now?

♥ schoolwork

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

♥ definitely

111. Do you have trust issues?

♥ yes

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

♥ uh my cat i think

113. What was your childhood nickname?

♥ hb

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

♥ yea! my fave state to go to currently is maryland. i love the temperature and the landscape and the fireflies.

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

♥ sometimes!

118. Do you like Chinese food?

♥ one of my faves tbh

119. Favourite book?

♥ oof. that's a hard one. uhm. we were liars by e. lockhart.

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

♥ yes.

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

♥ no. lust at first sight, yea, but not love.

125. Do you believe in true love?

♥ maybe.

126. Are you currently bored?

♥ a lil.

127. What makes you happy?

♥ loved ones, animals, music, warm blankets.

129. What your zodiac sign?

♥ this is always a complex answer from me lmao. technically i'm a leo. but i was supposed to be born in october, not august. and i've always related more to scorpio (and pisces tbh lmao). so i always wanna say i'm a scorpio

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

♥ FF. IT'S SO DUMB I DON'T EVEN WANNA SAY. WORST TIME OF MY LIFE. sorry for caps

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

♥ closed

137. How tall are you?

♥ 4'11

138. Curly or Straight hair?

♥ on me? well long it's curly but it's short rn. it kinda still curls in some spots tho

139. Brunette or Blonde?

♥ naturally i'm a mix. or 'dirty blonde'

140. Summer or Winter?

♥ winter.

141. Night or Day?

♥ night

142. Favourite month?

♥ november

143. Are you a vegetarian?

♥ nahh. i enjoy meat too much

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

♥ milk chocolate is the only chocolate in my eyes

145. Tea or Coffee?

♥ mmm that's hard. i love earl grey tea but coffeeeeeeeeeeeee

146. Was today a good day?

♥ eh. i finished a class so yea

147. Mars or Snickers?

♥ snickers

148. What’s your favourite quote?

♥ ffffff idk tbh

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

♥ i am a ghost!!!

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

♥ there's no book close to me and i couldn't find my fave which is stressing but i'll do this before looking for it so i'mma just use a random one. book is we all looked up, by tommy wallach. "he marched into the school and took the director aside, explaining that they had a strict rule in their house - curriculars before extracurriculars."