#HIIIII MILLIE..... HAPPY MILLIE DAY !!!!

[whatever-you-can-give-me]

“Things you said too quietly” or “things you said I wish you hadn’t” for the mini fic thingy? 🥺🥺🥺

(also hiiiii I really like your fics! please have a nice day!!)

3. things you said too quietly / 17. things you said that i wish you hadn’t

trigun maximum, vashmeryl, post-canon — love and grief and fear.

“Hey,” Meryl says. She catches Vash by the wrist and he tries very hard not to flinch. “Can I tell you something?”

Vash knows she’s not asking.

He stops trying to take his leave — like a coward, he knows, but she was home alone when he fit the spare key she foisted on him a year or so back into the lock on her door, and there’s only so long he can talk around the various elephants in the room without Milly’s easy, charismatic small talk as a buffer. Only so long he can ignore the empty space at his side.

"Yeah?" he asks, putting on the smile, thin and watery as he knows it is.

Meryl hasn't let go of his hand. "It was good seeing you. I know coming by so often is hard for you, but I'm glad you do. It makes me happy."

She swallows, wets her lips with her tongue, and Vash sees the words on her face before they spill out, catching in her throat, soft and terrible.

"I love you, you know."

He does know. He's known for years, even before the world ended and she came back to him reborn from the fire with her eyes wet and bright as twin suns.

That doesn't make it any easier to hear.

Meryl squeezes his wrist, lets him go.

Vash doesn't look back. He knows what he'll see, just like he knew what she'd say. No expectation, but something a little like hope. Optimism, maybe.

She should know better.

He shouldn't have given her hope.

Nearly every fiber of Vash's being wants him to bolt. Run for the dunes and never come back, never see her face again until she's old and grey and he's not tempted by the possibility of decades stretching out ahead.

It would be safer for both of them.

"Meryl," Vash hears himself say, low and strained. "Now?"

She laughs, just as low, just as strained. "I keep wondering whether I'm ever going to see you again, and I don’t want to not have said it."

Vash squeezes his eyes shut. Breathes deep and slow and deliberate through the vice around his chest. "I can't—"

"I know. It's okay."

No, it isn't.

And there's nothing he can do about it but turn back, reach out — catch her hand, hold it tight.

So he does.

[anachronistic-falsehood]

👀👀👀👀!!!!!!!!!!!!

OUGHORTHUIFGUH HIIIII!!!! :3 ok splitting this evenly between u and mac bc u both sent me MULTIPLE EYE EMOJIS!!! wonderful :3 thank u for giving me the opportunity 2 talk about my abandoned fics maybe it will give me inspiration 2 keep writing them??? perhaps??? unsure ANYWAY

OUGHHHHH ok ok gonna scroll thru my folders real quick. lets see hmmmm HOLY SHIT I FORGOT ABOUT MY MIDVALLEY THE HORNFREAK ORIGIN STORY FIC. forgot about that one. idk if i'll ever finish it because tb-fucking-h i fell out of trigun like super fast (the fandom's treatment of vash and ww has. really put me off. stop infantilizing vash and turning ww into a hot dangerous daddy dom i'm soooo fucking serious rn) my midvalley backstory it is still. sitting there. in my drafts. even if i never finish it perhaps i can put it in a google doc and send it 2 u and mac and the other hornfreakers!! but for now. here it sits. in the fic graveyard

in the same vein as that: trigun modern au roadtrip fic. i was so fucking excited about it i had a fucking blast writing the first few chapters, but again, Fandom Issues put me off (I HATE WHEN THAT HAPPENS URGHSGHHG I WANNA ENJOY MEDIA BUT SOME PEOPLE JUST MAKE ME AUTOMATICALLY ASSOCIATE THE MEDIA WITH THEIR SHIT TAKES AND PERCEPTIONS I'M GOING TO EAT A BRICK WALL) but also maybe i can throw it in a google doc and write out the plot points that were going to happen and toss it to the masses at some point??? it's just sitting there. looking at me. MENACINGLY

hmmmmm oh i had another trigun one i wanted 2 write. where after the events of trimax vash ends up going back to lena and staying with her and eventually meets livio again and then knives is still alive and then milly and meryl show up and they all get to live happily and everything. wonderful times <3 there was also ANOTHER one that was meant to be post canon trigun 98 where knives is being forcibly rehabilitated into society by vash and he is being such a little shit about it but he slowly but surely learns to love and be happy, and one day he's smiling and laughing with meryl as the two of them make soup in the kitchen while vash and milly play cards and eat donuts at the dinner table and he realizes huh. maybe it's a good thing i didn't destroy all of this. and i will never finish writing it but man it is always going to be a concept that i will hold dear to my heart

man this entire thing ended up being trigun huh. did not intend that but i got rambling <3 let's finish with a homestuck one!! i was going to write a post meat epilogue fic with ult!rose as the narrator bc we all know ult!dirk is a lying little bitch and does not talk about his feelings ever but ROSE sure as hell will talk about his feelings. not her own not EVER but she will put her father on blast at any opportunity she gets. i wanted to like. explore ult!dirk more thru her eyes bc he's so interesting to me but i never finished it. maybe i'll get back 2 it someday but for now it sits in the notes of my phone. half a chapter done. probably all it will ever be </3

[lunetual]

happy happy birthday to you, milloved (millie beloved) ♡  ↳ junseo for @berryjaellie​

[maginxlia]

hiiiii pretty millie, just dropping off these flowers bc you’re awesome💓

Lix, you made me so happy💖 I hope you’re having a day as beautiful as you are✨

[mymarifae]

MILLIE HIIIII omg :3 I get so happy when I see u on my dash. 💖💖💖 ily

HELLO SYD!! that is so sweet you are SO sweet <33 i love seeing you around too!! you have a lovely energy surrounding you 💖💖 ily i hope you're having a good day~!

[dream-of-kpop]

Ateez Works at Walmart [2/2]

[the saga ends...well for now]

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San:

*customer speaks to San in Spanish asking if he can speak Spanish*

San's response: "...Un poco." *trembles*

Just started working there and is scared he's gonna get fired

He has the most fun pulling carts around and yelling to his friends from a distance

San: "YUNHO HIIIII!!!!"

Yunho: *waves then finishes bagging a customer's groceries*

Races pulling carts with his co-worker

Eats nothing but Pop Tarts on his lunch break

At 2pm, the associates have to organize the merch on the shelves

San takes his time to make sure everything looks neat

*Someone throws a random item onto his shelves*

San: "You lazy ass-"

Makes simple objectives way harder than they need to be

Accidentally knocked a glass off the shelf and watched it smash into smithereens

Oh right, his actual job is moving packages from the back room to the departments so he wasn't even supposed to be over there

And by over there, I mean Hongjoong's department

Hongjoong got in trouble that day

Stood on a cart to see if it would hold his weight; it almost flipped

San is really trying ok-

San: *empty box falls on him* "Thank god nobody saw that."

San: *falls on pallet* "Thank god nobody saw that either."

While working freight, they often bop to some loud ass music

San: *throws box then milly rocks*

Puts packages in the wrong departments all the time

Got a paper cut and couldn't find any bandaids

Like I said, San is trying-

Yeosang:

15 minute breaks suddenly turn into 30 minute ones

Wooyoung would do the same but he's highkey scared he'll get caught

Yeosang is only one that listens to music, brave enough to break the rules

Hasn't gotten caught yet

*3 weeks later, he did get caught*

*Ok, he grew his hair out so he could hide his Airpods*

He started a revolution; now other co-workers wear their airpods too

One night, a manager asked him to clean up the shoe department; somehow the woman's side was worse than the men's

Yeosang: *sees hair on sandals* "Ew...dirty ass..."

Runs into old classmates all the time

Unlike with Seonghwa, when people stare at him he feels very pissed off

Yeosang: *inside his head* "Don't come in my aisle, don't come in my aisle, don- DAMMIT."

Mingi: "Heyyyyyy, I'm bored asf."

90% of the time he does pickup and delivery for customers

The other 10%, he stands outside making sure people have their masks on

You would be surprised how angry people get because of it

Yeosang: "We can't let you in without a mask."

Karen: "THIS IS STUPID, I'M CALLING MY BOSS ABOUT THIS-"

Karen: *comes back 2 minutes later* "Um, nevermind."

Yeosang was once told that he looked high when he wasn't

He's just mentally exhausted like the rest of us

When his feet hurt he turns into a sad bitch

Yeosang: "4 more hours of this shit..." *a tear drop slides down his cheek*

It's hard for him to be on his phone, Seonghwa is EVERYWHERE

*Yeosang stands in an empty aisle by himself*

Seonghwa: "GET OFF OF YOUR PHONE YEOSANG-"

Yunho:

Yunho: "Excuse me." *plows through Yeosang's pile of boxes with his cart*

Yeosang was in the way that's why

There's one attractive person that works there, he doesn't have a crush, they're just eye candy honestly

Yunho: *looks around* "WHERE ARE THEY??? Oh shit I see them-"

They never notice him *sad cowboy face*

He's a cashier and occasionally works in customer service

So he has to deal with many...many...aggravating customers

Imagine how high his blood pressure must be

*watches 2 customers argue*

Customer: "I'M FROM THE BRONX, WE CAN TAKE THIS OUTSIDE!"

Asked a co-worker if they know where the book, "The Art of Not Giving a Fuck" is and they looked at him weirdly

Deals with "Karens" on a day to day basis

There's always that one customer that's trying to get a deal

Lady: "I saw this in the clearance section. Can I get it any cheaper?"

Yunho: *scans item* "It's 50 cents tho."

He's still waiting on his discount card but it hasn't been 90 days yet

He wants to quit but what options does he have?

Refuses to use the hand sanitizer; it smells so fucking bad

Yunho: *puts on hand sanitizer* *sniffs* "...OH-"

Good news, they switched it out

Raps to rap songs out loud when he feels sad

A guy tried to promote his mixtape to him

Yunho said he would listen to it but hasn't yet

Slightly brags to everyone about how much money he's making

Yunho: "My checks look like $700 a week soOoOO, I'm making hella cash."

Ateez: "Ok."

His co-worker got Covid and now he's paranoid

Wooyoung:

*box says "BTS" written on it*

*his heart races with excitement, but...it's just a box of plain notebooks*

Wooyoung: "Oh, 'BTS' stands for 'Back to School'..."

Customers find him adorable so it's rare when they get upset/impatient with him

Heard a mom yelling at her kid and wasn't sure if he should intervene or not

Has a soft spot for other fellow Walmart employees he meets

Wooyoung: "I now understand the bullshit that you go through."

The store is all over the place but he wants to give them the benefit of the doubt...don't

Works the jewlery counter; he can't even enjoy an hour of lunch without hearing, "ASSISTANCE AT THE JEWLERY COUNTER" 10 times

Wooyoung: *takes a bite of his sandwich* "Guys I gotta go."

Yunho: "Alright. See you later then."

*Wooyoung leaves in a hurry*

Junho: "You wanna split his sandwich?"

Wooyoung's patience is wearing very thin *gEt it?*

Wooyoung: "I'm sorry, but who gets jewelry at Walmart?"

*Junho slides hand off of the display case*

Wooyoung: "I can still see your rings and bracelets through the glass dude."

Mingi: "For $12.98 the watches do be looking kinda right ngl."

Was happy to work there, but not anymore

Constantly gets his name mispronounced

Manager: "Wooyin."

Wooyoung: "It's Wooyoung-"

Manager: "Wooyun, can you do aisle A2 and A3?"

It makes him hate the job even more when customers will cut him off in the middle of talking

Wooyoung: "This necklace is-"

Man: "What about these earrings???"

Wooyoung: "They are-"

Man: "Oooo my wife is gonna love these."

Rants to San about his troubles

San had his Airpods in his ears the whole time and Wooyoung didn't notice

As soon as his shift ends, his ass is jetting out the exit

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hyungwonthefraud

*another cart runs over my foot*

pt.1

[annonymannonym]

Buna Alice :) I don't know what made you do all the memory lane posts today but you just made me emotional the entire day with all your posts and memories and photos and everything and I wanted to say "how dare you?" but instead I'll say "thank you" because after I got used to all the attacks it actually became so sweet and such a lovely idea🥺 so once again, thank you so much for doing it and for having such a lovely idea! Sending you lots of kusjes and tight hugs and I hope you're doing very well😊 lots of love 💛💛

Iakaksjdjidjdjdjdj rodrigo hiiiii

‘buna’?! Am I hallucinating?What how when why.... are you seriously now, attacking me big like this 😭 You did not just ,you just didn’t ahhhh that’s the sweetest {little meaningful} thing ever I’m soft this literally made my day and night ily 🥺

~bună~ rodrigo 😌💛

listen i miss robbe so focking much like it’s not even funny at this point I’m suffering here I’m in pain after his absence and sobbe’s as well !!! like where are they can they come back soon and save us from this misery !! i don’t think I can keep it together much :’)). Isjsjsjsj I think I had a brake down lmaoo and just need to let it go somehow just too much emotions and feelings and what can I do better than go back lane memory and relieve all those moments and see my sunshine again ,ok, had to do it you know !(also Millie rebloging my posts was also part of this brake down soo yeah)! And I’m sorry not sorry for everyone who had to put up with my spam hihi (maybe I’ll do another round these days ooppp maybe I’ll summon robbes glorious presence)

I’m happy I could make you feel soft and just bring back a little sunshine to you day , that was my only intention<333