AAAA my issue is i know what i want but its the wording that makes things hard¿¿ i know how i want the story to end i know how i want things to play out its just a matter of the build up?
when im trying to sleep or something i get a lot of ideas because my brain is just constant dialogue. when i get a really good idea i grab my phone write it down in my notes and then i have to decode it in the morning bc i have nooo idea what i was even trying to write—
i have started chap 5 and i have a bunch of things in mind for it, its just a matter of how im gonna do it. on one hand it wouldn't make sense for me to add certain things i want in— but on the other hand the only way to make the ending how i want it, those things are kinda necessary? idk
good news: my local opera company just announced its 2023 season
-la bohème
-don giovanni
-the turn of the screw
good news: FREE AUDITIONS FOR ROLES AND CHORUS
good news: i’ve been in la bohème (…albeit i did not sing)
good news: i can sing
bad news: auditions are in less than a month and they’re asking 3 arias for everyone, which…idk i mean obviously i GET it but also I JUST WANNA SING IN AN OPERA AT LEAST ONE (1) TIIIIIIIIIIIME
JUST LEMME SING IN THE CHORUS I PROMISE I CAN SING AND ACT 😭
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