#HEAVING AND DYING AND
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im not your best friend yes you are we're close. we are a family arent we? sure we're not technically a family but we live together and have the same lawyer and it works for us, right guys? hey, dont say that, of course we know each other. you don't mean that, he doesnt mean that..
#KILLING MYSELF KILLING MYSELF KILLING MEYFISELF#im thinking too hard abt duck today and how clingy he is and how desperately he loves the other two guys and#GHHHGGGGHGHHGGHHH#THEY DONT LOVE HIM BACK THE SAME WAY THEY REALLY REALLY DONT#and god im sure he gets it but it literally never sets in stupid idiot motherfucker in his own littlr world#where they love me and we are SO close and we're such good friends and we consider each other family and they love being here with me!!#VOMITING BLOOD VOMITING BLOOD#HEAVING AND DYING AND#my dhmis postings
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"I'm happy it's only a princess and a princess here."
#pluto#pluto the series#pluto series#namtanfilm#oonmay#oon x may#namtan tipnaree#film rachanun#thai drama#gmmtv#my gifs#bypiningbisexuals#I'm literally dying over this#it's gonna be my whole personality for a while I'm OBSESSED#slightly masc namtan has me dry heaving & film looks adorable
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Koppenbergcross 2017 mathieu beautiful prey animal supercut + interview. ft. wout and separately christoph for 2 seconds
#1. the amount of time hes on the ground 2. the RELENETLESS photography 3. very beautiful prince haircut? 4. pink everywhere 5. including#unzipped jersey 6. the fact they get him in that interview chair when hes still dry heaving dying 7. all of them patting him at various#points... i would too 8. the fact of christoph's gesture that looks like an aborted touch but im rly not sure................. its fine#mvdp#AND NOT TO MENTION 9. THE WAY HE FLOPS LITERALLY A FOOT FROM THE LINE... Oh baby... truly one of theee greatest#also 10. wouts thighs. 11. matje wrists and ankles and very brief grug hand display in interview 12.i didnt even include this in the cut bu#also the way that they were next to each other at the start and seeing matje rainbow sleeves lined up w wout rainbows... ouuugu#no cross chain in this either. shall we start trying to date exactly when he took it off
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It’d be pretty fucked up if Endo had hanahaki and didn’t even hide it from Chika. Endo laughing it off after he’s choked on yet another yellow bud, leaving specks of red over it and thinking it bears such a resemblance to Chika’s hair is uncannily gorgeous
#mari says#it’d suck harder if you were in love with endo and you’re both choking on your feelings but separately#he’d never get it surgically removed and just suffers whereas reader’s probably not keen on DYING so they would get the surgury#once your feelings are gone can you even bring yourself to pity him when he’s heaving on the ground in a pool of thorns and blood? that’d b#kinda sick#yellow roses used to symbolize jealously and its be cool to see him have an attack every time he thought about chika’s feelings for ume#cw blood#ig
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P.E. funtimes
#edward nashton#riddlebat#doodles#fanart#au enseñanza media#i probably should write some about these guys huh#jon is exempt from pe because in this au his health is garbage#i gave joker a legal name lol#arthur napier bc i like the idea of him having a normalcore first name#he runs with converse shoes bc he never wears anything else and neither does bruce#ed sweats and heaves and feels like hes dying but he's actually decent at pe#the last doodle i did with like school sports events in mind#i only ever had one where i participated and it was kinda fun but mostly boring#it was wicked early and on a saturday#and we had to be in uniform even tho it was the weekend#idk why but being in uniform on a weekend feels all kinds of humilliating when youre a teen#anyways i pictured ed having to do the 3 leg race with bruce bc he's the only one who is not a head shorter that him#oh and in my head joker is stretchy but also very reckless so he breaks bones anyways#which is why i draw him with a cast on his arm#i think sometimes he'd break a leg too but i like the look of the arm cast#i imagine that bruce ed and jon look forward to drawing on his new casts everytime he comes back with a new one#and yeah the name arthur is a joker movie reference
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I won't put this in the tags and I will censor it in the post but we all know:
D*m*n K*ssh*
Schw*rz Br*d*r
Andr*w Gr*h*m
Arg* Gulsk**
#I'm not even bothering to list the sh*ps as they are too numerous#Imagine pre-canon Ky*j* heaving and puffing and dying#Because Andr*w wanted to go on a hike and climb a mountain#But when they finally get to the mountain and Andr*w is tying his harness he doesn't tie a regular r**k cl***ing harness#But instead it's something that'll keep Ky*j* in place while he does whatever - how would Ky*j* have known??? Dude never saw it coming.#He's been wanting to hear Ky*j* let loose and be as loud as he's gonna get for a while now but in the dorm and now apartment situation#He can't get Ky*j* to stop muffiling himself#But after 20 minutes out at the most remote place Andr*w knows in the rockies#He's finally got what he wants with Ky*j* suspended 3 feet off the ground hanging from a ledge above them.#Finally shouting and cursing as opposed to just breathing heavily and shaking near silently with his hand in his mouth#Anyway#Biochemical Magnetism / LabPartners would be fun outdoors I think#Pre-canon especially#Andr*w is an EnvironmentalScientist and the show lied to you I'm sorry to say
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literally feel nauseous when i think about s5 it haunts me like i need to know i know this ending is going to rock my world in ways that cannot be understated i wish it would never come out but also i need it yesterday
#i ran through it in my head and there is not one main character i think i could handle dying#i think they need major character deaths to make the danger feel real and like heighten the stakes#but like#i know i’m gonna be crying my eyes out and dry heaving when i watch that finale#st5#stranger things 5
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I'm aware that the carnival wheel game is a scam, but this was worth the 500 gold, full stop, I was on the floor crying for like ten minutes
(Also peep my Durge Tav, Sorcerer)
#there's personal context about my tav that makes this infinitely funnier#i'm being serious this had me dry heaving on the floor#also here's the proof I'm doing this way out of order#i'm at the carnival after beating cazador and fighting shadowheart's church's leader#which everyone said that fight was worse than cazador but here's a secret if you get shadowheart to rally the others behind her#you only have to fight four people#there are benefits to doing a dark aligned shadowheart#i also stole the mother superior's dress and dyed it red so that's what my tav is wearing#i'm being such a gremlin bastard in this game#fishgills speaks#fishgills plays bg3#bg3#baldur's gate 3
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[shaking like a neurotic shelter dog] wwhen I learn how to finish backgrounds . ohhhh when I can finish a background. Then you all will See.....
#j.txt#cnp wip#progress shots frm that qyz art i posted about uh. 2 months ago .........#finally worked out what I want the bg to be now I just have to Finish It .<crawling and heaving and dying#I long for validation Nowe however<3 so you guys get extra wips😌#rbs off Unless a mewt requests it. just dont want this getting too much attention at cost of the full one later kicks rocks shamefully...
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#looove having dreams about my dog dying like i love that i get to relive that over and over again forever#and then i’m always like doing that can’t breathe heaving crying bc i’m so distraught and then i wake up and i’m like oh thank god that’s#over and then i’m like oh wait but that really did happen already and then i’m like 😐 for the rest of the bc ptsd and trauma etc etc forever#*rest of the day#like fr. can’t i just have nice dreams about them and then cry when i wake up bc i miss them not because i was in the torture chamber
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The Alfonse plushie has harmed me once more
#i'm dying squirtle#it is. so severe.#profound suffering unimaginable agony#weeping wailing th e agonies. the agonies. the agonies#the entire world is my enemy#and alfonse plushie specifically. is my enemy#i've been. betrayed. doubled crossed. so severely#i'm covered in blood. i'm dry heaving on yhe ground. my wounds will get infected#i will punch a thousand doors. i will trhow rocks at windows. i eill blow yhis whole building up#i will eat choclates and cry. so sadly.#defeated.#devasted.
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IM UNWELL
ok so currently watching episode 15 and going through so many fucking emotions right now oh my god. i am going to send the entirety of this speech because this interaction is so good. no i totally didnt actually shed tears over a d&d show wdym nah totally not
Gillion: “They told me humans were greedy... self-indulgent... destructive creatures. Who live their lives recklessly at the expense of others.“ Chip: “...Yeah sounds about right“ Gillion: “But when I came here... I chose not to listen. When I boarded your vessel, when I was invited by you and Jay... You took me aboard, and I felt as if I could trust you. But sometimes one but admit their hubris. When you told me, in that moment... that a steel ball could’ve smashed down and swiftly ended both fo our lives, what you did. At first I did not understand...“ Chip: “Hang on, hang on, back up- What did I say? Just refresh, quick refresh.“ Gillion: “Chip... You told me, for once... the truth.” Chip: “...Ohhh“ Gillion: “And though something like this may easily slip your mind, I know not... you admitted your deceptions for one second and I began to think about the possibility that there have been others... and though I do not know, though I may not ever know, what they were... I know that the elders spoke the truth and what YOU did.. was reckless and self-indulgent at the expense of my honor and my pride.” Chip: “Gill it wasn’t- It was never-“ Gillion: “And for what?“ Chip: “I-I mean I never would’ve hurt y-“ Gillion: “What did you gain? What do you gain when you ask someone like Julien to lead first into the abyss?“ Chip: “Well that was different! I was lying at that point, it was just- I mean if anything that was to protect you! Look I’m-“ Gillion: “You, as far as I have seen, I have never seen you in a position you have put yourself in to protect anyone... but I have seen you put yourself in front of others, not to protect... But to use even for something as small as your own enjoyment. And I am telling you this, not to hurt you... but to let you know that you have damaged my honor and my pride, and I need it restored Chip...”
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#tmi#but ohgjh yeah if course I feel like dogshit it's not just the pms#it's THAT time of year back when I was slowly dying#I was cleaning the apartment today and got a whiff of a scent that violently sent me three years back#then I spent the next five minutes gagging and heaving trying not to throw up#as if that isn't enough it's gonna be the first anniversary of grandma's death this saturday#I still feel like throwing up. I feel sick.
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shoutout to the not one not two but three bus drivers this afternoon who watched me full on run after them. and then get on without paying.
#so heres how i happened#i left work early for a dr appointment. my bus was five min late but whatever#it finally comes and then fucken drives right past me#I curse and this random lady is like what is wrong w that driver! but u cld probably catch it#so i run but it turns a corner. tragic.#the next bus for that route wld make me late for appt#i will never take an uber but i also dont wannabe late#so i check and see i can take a different bus. its stop is 7 min walk away but the bus is coming in a min#buses are usually late i think. so in my work clothes and backpack i fucking sprint#i am so out of shape. this is not an elegant sprint.#i see the bus at the corner but im too far away and my body hurts. theres no way#but i have a sudden burst of confidence and run across the street into the bus#i do not pay bc i forget in the moment and also i kinda always get on buses without paying oops#i am dying. my chest is heaving. the doctor probably thought i wasin death throes when i got there#anyway on my way back the bus stops at a different corner than im standing so i gotta run again.#and i forget to pay again#anyway my chest still hurts soooo thats definitely not normal👍🏻
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barfed trying to brush my tongue after brushing my teeth which FUCKING SUCKS bc now there's fucking stomach acid on my clean teeth and u need to brush them again
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update i've spent the past 1.5 hours dry heaving over the toilet in regular intervals ? girl this is not a panic attack i need to see a doctor
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