#HE'S BACCKKK

[ruanbaijie]

wen hujiu: inventor of the facial mask DASHING YOUTH 少年白马醉春风 (2024) 1.20

[0tome0bsessed]

he's adorable

[audioandart]

WHY ARE HIS EYES BLUE

soft riku smiles to brighten your day! ↳ happy birthday @moonav 💜

[quirrrky]

—•✦ THE BOY IS MINE

OIKAWA, KUROO, BOKUTO showing you that he belongs to you and you to him

≡ NOTES ⋮ I'M BACCKKK! and I'm super excited, can;t wait to fangirl w/ y'all! I'm gonna cri 😭 I miss my boys sm T^T bokuto's made me giddy and kuroo's got me smiling like shit...don't get me started with oikawa!

OIKAWA

You were on the sidelines watching the man you adored so much being adored by so many other girls. No lies, some of them were prettier than you, you’d think. They could be a good match for your boyfriend.  

Still, you didn’t bother. Tooru always assured you of your worth and how perfect you were for him in every sense––the most beautiful in his eyes.  

Tooru delivered an impactful serve, and the crowd cheered including the other girls beside you. Even from afar, he sent you a smile with a matching flirty wink. The girls squealed with so much giddiness, probably thinking it was for them.

He cast another glance at you, which you returned primly.  

You were always his number one fan. You might not be on par with him when it came to Volleyball, but you didn’t mind being his cheerleader, his anchor and the source of his strength whenever he’d feel inadequate.  

You were secured and not moved by how many fangirls he had until now. The reporter pulled Tooru to the side together with a known female Volleyball player who’s around the same age as him.  

The two of them were the top players of their teams–the most competent. The reporter and everybody else simply admired seeing the both of them side by side.  

“Oh! They look so good together!” You heard those around you murmured.  

“Maybe they’re dating...” The others speculated. 

A bitter sting gnawed inside you. The image of Tooru happily playing Volleyball with a partner who could really challenge him head-to-head was making it difficult for you to breathe.  

You were lost in your thoughts when you suddenly felt a hand around your wrist, gently dragging you somewhere.  

T-Tooru?  

He brought you by his side and laced his arm firmly around you. 

“Practice and perseverance are totally the keys in winning but for me it’s not just that,” Tooru responded to the reporter. “We all need a lucky charm, I tell you.” He pulled you closer to him, shifting his gaze to lovingly study your face, saying, “And I got mine right here.”  

You blushed, feeling the heat crawling all over your face. The crowd squealed and hollered yet they didn’t matter in that moment.  

The reporter ended the interview with lighthearted teasing directed at you and Tooru, prompting the start of the last match.  

“How ‘bout a good luck kiss, huh?” He teased.  

“W-What’re y-” You weren’t even able to finish as he already placed a sweet peck on your lips. “Tooru!” You complained when he parted, and he replied by playfully sticking his tongue out.  

Your fingers travelled your lips. Perhaps, you’ve got nothing to worry about after all.  

KUROO

It’s a big day for you and your boyfriend. It would be the first time he’d be giving a welcome remarks to open his institution’s black-tie event. You were even proud to be the one who did his speech.  

As his extra special plus one, he never left your side with both of you just keeping things, hands to yourself, acting as a professional and sober couple. 

However, you were bothered to say the least. You always knew that you had a fine boyfriend. He looked straight out of a novel after all. Tall, handsome and with a good suit to complete the look.  

Tetsurou seemed like every billionaire bad boy in the books you’d encounter in bookstores’ new adult section. It’s no wonder that the girls in his company party all had their eyes on him like he’s a piece of hunky meat they’d jump on at any moment. 

Deep inside, you’d want to be swallowed by the universe below. You were never insecure about your looks, well, maybe sometimes you were like right now! Were you not even pretty enough for them to keep their attraction to themselves? Were you not playing the eye candy part so well?  

Do you even look good beside him? 

Black dress, pretty face and hypnotic smile all amplified by the sweet scent of honey—you’re Kuroo’s most prized possession, not that he treats you as an object. Well, yes, to put it simply you’re the object of his desires, adoration and affection.  

Wasn’t it obvious that you were with him? Yeah right, call him petty, but he couldn’t bear the eyes of these bastards on you.  

Hell, pretty was even an understatement when it came to you. As much as he wanted you to be revered for being the goddess that you are, he still couldn't accept all the gawking you’re receiving and him being disregarded like he wasn’t even there when he’s the boyfriend, the future husband and the forever person.  

He promised he’d behave himself and keep the PDA on low since today’s a formal event, but it looked like he won’t be keeping up with that anymore. 

Jolted, your shoulders rose as Tetsu slithered his arm around your waist. He tugged you closer to him so you were both attached to the hip. You just froze in surprise when he leaned, placed a kiss on your forearm and dropped another one on your shoulder.  

You felt the heat rushing to your face. Your eyes held his as they met. “What...what are you doing?” you whispered and he propped his chin on your shoulder.  

“Showing them who you belong to.” 

Internally, you’re partying. You’d be lying to say that you didn’t want that because you definitely want to show all these girls that Tetsu would only have his eyes on you. “Okay, just don’t overdo it.” 

A lopsided grin appeared on his face. ��Not very sure about that.” 

BOKUTO

At last, your fiancé, superstar athlete Bokuto Koutaro, will be arriving home tonight. It has been several months since he’s been away to train and to participate in the Olympics. Now, he’ll be coming home after playing with his utmost best.  

You were standing, waiting for him in anticipation at the airport. This was the moment you’d been waiting for and your face immediately lit up after seeing him walk from the arrivals. His eyes were still sleepy with his pillow still latched around his neck.  

In anticipation, you took a step forward approaching him, but the reporters and his fans beat you to it. Now, he’s swarmed with the crowd taking pictures and asking him questions. Some of them were even bumping into you and all you could do was watch. You were just a mere ordinary citizen, lurking in the shadows of those who admire him.  

You clutch on your chest. You were truly happy for him. Genuinely happy for the recognition he’s receiving. He deserved every bit of it, but...How you’d wish to be closer to him. Be the home he goes back to where he could be just Koutarou, the loving and silly boy you came to love. You just missed him so much. 

A bitter smile appeared on your face, surrendering to your fate until his eyes met yours across the sea of people. He glowed radiantly, beaming at the sight of you. Without hesitation and despite everybody else around, he made a way for himself towards you. 

With so much excitement, you yelped as he hugged you tight and carried you that your legs hooked around him in reflex. Koutarou peppered kisses over your face cooing so lovely that he finally got to see and be with his most adorable Y/N. You giggled, getting a little ticklish with his kisses.  

“Babe, babe! Not here!” You protest in middle of chuckling. “There are people around.” 

Koutarou pouted. “But I miss you so much.” 

“Me too,” you said in a wide grin and he giggled like a school kid finally getting his favorite toy as present.  

He rubbed his nose against yours. “Let’s go home!” 

@pixelcafe-network

[rerefundslocals]

CLOSER TO YOU

Summary : Jungkook missed your important merger event for your company and a promotion you've been anticipating, he's apologizing for the wrong things, however it makes you love him harder.

>>pairing : jungkook x fem!reader

>>genre : angst, smut , fluff

>>trope : established relationship

>>warnings : mechanic!jungkook (not mentioned alot), corporate!reader, unprotected sex, dirty talk(min), spanking, oc is a creamer and squirter,rough missionary, neck kisses, makeout sesh, very light dom/sub tones, they really just cute.

>>word count : I'll add later.

[a/n : I'm bacckkk, I wrote this all in one sitting,my writers block is over and I will be writing a lot more when I have a chance cause school is kicking my ass omg! thank you for all the follows, this is my little treat to you. Enjoy!! reblog, reblog, reblog, that's how Tumblr works, but anything will suffice for now! come talk to me and send requests, I don't bite<3 p.s this is heavily unedited]

[listen to : closer to you - jungkook. if I ain't got you - alicia keys. bloom - aqyila]

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It's thick

The tension between you and jungkook.

You could not believe it yourself when Jungkook showed up an hour later after the merger event of your company, not when he promised to be there.

It was insufferable to face your colleagues without a plus one while their partners had held their hands the whole night. Marie did not bite her tongue when it came to asking you about where your partner was.

Yes, you were incredibly embarrassed and just contemplated staying in the bathroom stalls the entire night.

You have a scowl on your faces as you sit in the passenger seat of Jungkooks fucked Nissan Almera. Jungkook does not make attempts to apologize and it has been that way since he picked you up and quite frankly you're getting sick of it.

"Jungkook, seriously! Are you not going to fucking apologize for how you embarrassed me tonight?!" You finally let it out, screaming into the space of the car.

Jungkook avoids your question and simply presses on the gas to get  home faster. There's no traffic tonight.

You huff as you cross your arms and stare daggers at Jungkooks side profile. "So, I'm just gonna talk to myself then?" Again, no reply.

However the lack of response from your boyfriend does not stop you as you relay to give him a piece of your mind. "I just wanted you to show up, Jungkook for the one time I ask you to accompany me and this is how you fucking treat me?" You take a deep breath as you continue.

"Fine. Miss three dates that I've planned for us, but missing this important opportunity of my life...you must not love me, Kook."

"Don't say that." Jungkook finally whispers into the car. He just wants to fucking get home, But that's another 10 minutes.

You laugh, but its not full of humor, it's an annoyed breath of laughter. " and why not, Jungkook?" You question

He turns to look at you as you're stopped at a red light and his eyes look heavy and tired, hair disheveled and clothes wrinkled up. "If you wanna talk, we'll do it when we get home. Please. I'm begging you, baby."

You stay looking at him and your eyes never leave each other until the sound of a honk takes you both out of your daze as Jungkook drives off, not once waiting for your response.

A sigh is heard in the car and you turn to look at the city lights, hopefully he gets the hint that you'll have the conversation at home.

10 minutes later you're finally home and out of your heels, however you do not waste time getting back into the conversation.

"So why, Jungkook, why weren't you there? Did you know I got a promotion? And you weren't fucking there to stand by my side. Worst of all, Marie threw it all in my face. So where the fuck were you?" You've rambled but you're angry so Jungkook isn't mad in the slightest.

You've always loved the fact that he is incredibly understanding.

"I'm scraping the floors, ____. I'm barely getting by to pay our fucking rent so sue me for taking an extra shift at the workshop so you can get all the nice things you want." He responds to you, running his hands through his jet black hair.

You look around the gloomy apartment as you pretend to not understand what he had just said to you. The kitchen light shines on you both as you're both sat at the bar stools at your counter.

"I'llet you know that I don't need any nice things, I just want you. You're the only-"

"but I wanna give you all the nice things you want and I'll work twice as hard to give you anything."

It's as if he doesn't get it, he's the only thing you'll ever need.

Your head is hung low as tears gather at your waterline, you'd hate for Jungkook to see you cry cause you know how much he detests it. He fucking hates it.

"I-I love you so much, Kook. But as much as I do, I don't need nice stuff, I need you to be there for me, we just need each other. So stop taking extra shifts, I'm working as well and we can have nice stuff if we just love each other and be there for each other. Okay?"

Your voice sounds heavy, the tears have hit the counter and your back is being rubbed by Jungkook.

To avoid further arguments although he doesn't fully agree, he makes an oath to himself to get a better job and get you a life worth of all the beautiful things you want.

"Okay, baby. I'm sorry, I'll be there for you all the time. You know I love you, right? You're my favorite girl." It felt like years since you've heard Jungkooks heartful chuckle.

He lifts you by your shoulders and forces you to look at him, "I said you know that I love you, right?" You stare lovingly in his brown Bambi eyes as you nod.

Finally, he circles his arms around your waist, standing up as he brings your face into his chest.

You feel complete and whole as you melt into your boyfriends arms, there's no one like him, you don't think they'll ever be.

You lift your head as you hold out your pinky finger to him, eyes meeting once again, "pinky promise to never leave me."

Jungkooks lips spread into a wide smile as he locks his pinky finger into yours, "I pinky promise, baby."

After what seemed like years you both laugh lightly at each other, pinky fingers still interlocked.

"Mm, you know you can't break that promise." You teasingly say.

Jungkook chuckles and brings your locked fingers to his lips and laying a light kiss on your pinky, "wouldn't ever think of breaking this promise, Princess." He whispers against your pinky.

You sigh out a low 'okay' as you wrap your arms around his neck, bringing his lips unto yours. His soft pillowy lips meet yours and you both dive into a passionate kiss, Jungkooks head tilted to the side to deepen the kiss, his hands sliding down to your waist to grip the skin underneath your black bodycon dress.

Your kiss becomes a fury for passion and lovemaking as your tongue envelops Jungkooks mouth and a soft moan can be heard throughout the kitchen as you moan into Jungkook mouth.

Jungkook peels off your mouth, leaning in to attack your neck in a series of kisses.

"K-kook, please!" You need him so bad, your breath is hitched as you fight for air and your moans are being progressively loud from Jungkook eating your neck.

He lifts his head up, going straight to undress you, you're peeled of your seat and onto your feet. Your dress is stripped off and you're only left in your skimpy black thong, your plump ass all bare for Jungkook as well as your tits.

Jungkook takes your lips once again, leaning  down to pick you up and as he does, he balances you with both hands on your ass and wastes no time laying a slap upon both cheeks and greedily squeezing a handful as you let out moans into his mouth like a mad woman. "Fucking love your ass." He practically groans into your mouth.

Soon, you're backed into your shared bedroom and jungkook throws you onto the bed.

Jungkook tears his clothes off layer by layer until he's left naked and his dick fully hard and bare of any hair is on show.

He spreads your legs as he settles between them, and pulling your thong to the side as he swipes a finger between your folds. "You're so fucking wet, all this for me?"

You can't seem to focus when Jungkook pushes in two fingers into your puckered hole, his speed taking off as soon as he feels you around him. "O-oh fuck, Kook!"

"Mmhm, that's it baby, taking my fingers so well." He fingers you for another 10 seconds until he's pulling out and immediately replacing his fingers with his pink tip, slowly sliding into you tight and wet walls.

"Ohh fuck!" You both moan at the same time, the feeling of his dick deep into your stomach as he starts his strokes off slow.

Your eyes are barely open as jungkook goes at a relentless speed, thrusting into your pussy as if you owed him something.

"That's is baby, cream all over this dick, and spread your fucking legs higher." You're drunk on his cock as he fucks you missionary, feeling him in your organs.

"I'm gonna cum, Kook!" The knot is getting tighter as you feel your wetness trickling down your thighs and your creamy essence coating Jungkooks dick.

"Cum for me, baby. You deserve it. Cum all over this dick." That's all it takes for you to release all over Jungkook, as a scream is let out from the depth of your lungs.

"Good girl." He never stops thrusting as he chases his high, Jungkook presses onto your stomach as he groans, as he feels his high approaching. He's sweaty above you, his dry hair now wet and stringy.

Your moans and Jungkooks are in sync as you feel your tummy tightening once again.

"Fuckk!" Jungkook finally cums and releases his load into your pussy, and you follow right after, squirting all over his lower abdomen.

"Shit." You let out as jungkook rolls over you as he watches you gather yourself.

He gets up and gets a warm wet towel for you. Jungkook cleans himself up and you. Soon after he dresses you up in fresh panties and his shirt and for himself he gets boxers and joins you in bed after an eventful night.

Your head is on his chest as you play with is belly button and Jungkook is in deep thought.

"I'm sorry, baby. For tonight." He finally says and your heart relaxes.

"Let's forget about that. You're here right now, that's all that matters."

"Congratulations on your promotion, I love you, Princess." You're surprised he even remembers and all you can do is let out a squeal.

"Thank you, and I Love you."

"I know." His tone is cocky, not that you care but you're giddy as you lean up to lay a peck on his lips.

There's no where else you'd rather be. That's what you declare.

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original work of @rerefundslocals do not copy, translate or repost as your own! est. 2024

[princessbrunette]

rafe's reaction to reader wearin pants that say "i ♡ my boyfriend" in the bacckkk >:)

slapping ur ass n saying “damn right you do” quietly as he walks past with that lil smug smile 🙄

[mindless-bug]

IVYYY!!

IV

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[batfambrainrotbeloved]

GUESS WHOSE BACCKKK?? WITH YET ANOTHER UPDATE ✨✨✨✨

The Drakes Spoiled Brat (im sorry dad) is back AGAIN- for like the third time this week (I for one, am not sorry)

Name: As above Rating: General Audiences Chapter: 5/?? Word count: 16,538 Relationships: Batfam + Extended DC friends/fam Summary: Canon Timeline, Red Robin died alone long after his family fell apart with Bruce vanishing. His last moments wishing that out of everyone he saved, his family would be included.

Suprise suprise- he gets that chance when he wakes up at 5 y/o only a year after Robin made his debute.

Now as both the elusive Gotham Vigilante Cardinal (a bird of devotion) and Timothy Drake (his rich asshole persona version of Brucie Wayne)

Tim will fight tooth and nail for his families happily ever after (If only he fought as hard for his own happiness)

[sunniques]

cheolgyu anon is bacckkk I fear I lowk ate with that ask

I love your stepdad cheol series (and every other work lbr)so fucking much you truly match my freak

could you pls pls pls expand on the cheolgyu bc there is a criminal lack of cheolgyu in caratblr??? also I am insane for these men

OMG YAY YOU’RE BACKKK (you need to become an official sunniques anon because you did eat!) so glad you like my works and i hope we keep matching each other’s freak for a long time <3 and i will expand on cheolgyu x reader bc they’re my two ult biases in svt and i am also insane for them 🛐

cw: spicy links under the cut

okay, but cheolgyu is definitely the type to wreck you (for visual aide purposes) together.

they’ll make you fall apart on their fingers, cooing and laughing at how wet you get. they make a mess out of you, but that’s only to prep you for their mouths. like i can definitely see them eating you out at the same time. they’ll force your legs open and messily slurp and suckle on your wet pussy until you’re squirting all over their faces. neither of them stop until you’re crying from the overstimulation.

then, they both take you at the same time because once they see you fall apart for them, they become addicted to it. mingyu would be the sweeter one of the two, but it never lasts because he loves how tight you get around his cock when he’s mean. seungcheol is no different. he loves how wet and hot your cunt feels when he calls you a cockhungry slut. he especially loves how you fuck yourself back on their cocks because you’re just as insatiable as they are.

they’re the type to use you all night because they know it’s what you want. you let them fuck your mouth, ass, and pussy as much as they please. being their little fuck doll feels so good, and it feels even better when they completely baby you afterwards.

they’re the sweetest men alive, and they make sure you know that they belong to you.

[trulyyours-rune]

Heeyyyy😍 I like literally missed you

I was kicking mg feet and wondering if you could do smut of bill x male reader

And like reader is a virgin and bill teases him about it and one day when they get drunk at a club bill and reader end up back at bills hotel and yk yk

You can add whatever else u want

Have a good day/night and make sure u get some sleep

I'm bacckkk (again) 🥳

!GIF is not mine!

Warnings: Smut, alcohol, language, very little plot, mentions of drugs, drunk sex, not proofread. (Bit rushed because I'm busy)

(Dom bottom) Bill Kaulitz x (Sub top) Male reader

You were sat at some rando's couch, drunk and high off of your ass. Some glass of booze that was probably yours was knocked over on the table and a lit blunt of weed. You could barely comprehend anything at the moment besides random drunk people and loud music.

Your head leaned back against the cushion, sighing and just letting the affects taking over you. Bill comes over, a stumbling mess as he sits beside you. "No girls yet?" He asked with a chuckle. "No, why?" You hummed. "You're a boring virgin, duh..." "Oh shut up, Bill." You placed a hand over your eyes, he was irritating you and he was well aware of it.

"That girls cute." He pointed at some random girl dancing on the dance floor. "Not my type." You hummed back, getting up from your seat. Bill got up with you, "Where you going?" His words slurred from his obvious drunkness. "Need a place to crash, head's starting to kill me. I'll just call my friend." "I can take you to my hotel room, it'll save you a call." You were a bit surprised, but it really would save you from a long lecture from your friend, so you gave in.

You guys make it to the hotel room, both of you giggling and messing around as you stumble in. You flop back first into the bed, huffing as you hit a comfortable surface and closing your eyes in content.

"M/n, you're like... Never interested in girls. You into guys or something?" His words were still as slurred as they were at the party. "I mean... I guess so. (Male celebrity crush) is hot." "Oh, so you like him too?" Bill giggled before walking into the bathroom.

You were just about to fall asleep until you hear something like a shirt drop. You go to peek your eyes open, but you're quickly shocked by a weight pressing down on you, as if someone straddling your hips. Your eyes open lazily, but soon widen as you realize it was Bill on top of you. "Bill... What the fuck-" "What? You're a virgin... It's a good night to lose a virginity to be honest." Clearly Bill wasn't think to right in the head. "Bill, my head hurts, so no, it's not a good night." He easily pushed that aside and just focussed on you.

He tugged at your shirt, but you let him lift it off of you. You weren't complaining, someone as hot as Bill taking you? Yes please. May not be in the best condition but it's better then nothing.

"Damn, you're hotter in person then my fantasies." Bill let out a drunken chuckle, just letting out his secret and thinking nothing of it. You obviously got a little flustered at his words, cheeks going a red hue. After him getting both of your pants off, (you had to help his drunk ass), you were starting to get needy for his touch and he was easily using it to his advantage.

You were hard and embarrassed to admit it, but it only just made his teasing go further. "Aw, scared? It's not as scary as you think it is." He spoke as he grabbed lube, does he just take it everywhere with him? Even though he was maybe half drunk now, it still gave you some reassurance.

As you were both ready, he grabbed your wrists and put them above your head, the strong grip he had against you pinning your hands to the bed's sheets. He slowly sank down onto you, not even breaking eye contact. As much as he thought he could easily take it, you were a bit bigger then he expected. The feeling made your breath instantly hitch and for your hips to buck a small bit, this feeling was so new to you, but it felt so damn good.

You let out a whine, only receiving an amused look from Bill as he started to move with a small moan. He looked so pretty above you, instinctively you would've grabbed his waist or hips by now, but by his force on your wrists, it gave a sign he wasn't going to let go anytime soon.

Bill set his own slow pace, only for you to whine and beg at him just to have a small amount of mercy and at least speed up. Your wish was his command, making him speed up the pace a little. You raise your hips slightly, but it only made him bottom out. To him, you just hit a spot he didn't even know existed until now.

He started to speed up even more, letting go on your wrists but his hands were placed on your chest instead for his support. "Bill... Fuck- slow down..." You pathetically whined out. "But I thought you wanted it faster?" Bill put on that damn teasing tone that he knew damn well that pissed you off half the time. You could only let out a moan in defeat. You were a virgin, a sensitive one.

He didn't even lose a beat when it came to putting himself down onto you, your hands scrambling and switching between grabbing his thighs and reaching for the sheets. Your head was tossed back, hell, you were to much in a daze to even care if next door heard your moans.

To him, your whimpers were like a song he could play on repeat and never get bored of. Your hands reached up to hook around his shoulders to bring him down close to you, only catching your lips into a, (way messier then intended), make out.

Beyond this point, you were getting that feeling of a coil starting to form that just needed release. You could tell he was feeling the same from the way his hips finally stuttered for the first time, only making him desperate and rock down onto you harder. Your lips move away from his, feeling your back arch as the feeling got more tighter and forceful. You felt as if it was going to snap any second, only for it to do just exactly that.

"AH- FUCK, BILL!"

...

Next morning you were the first to wake up in bed, your head just having a war with itself as you awaken. You sat up and saw your clothes on the ground. From the motion of you sitting up, Bill woke up, a somewhat pissed off look on his face. You knew it was because you woke him up.

"Why the hell are you up, it's like..." He looked at the clock. "2 in the afternoon?" You finished his sentence. To you, he looked oblivious. "You usually wear a shirt to bed, don't you?" Did this guy really not know what happened last night? Sure you were hammered but it was an unforgettable experience... It was a bit stupid of him, but it doesn't mean you weren't either.

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I wish I made this longer 😔😔😔, but I got some stuff to do 😒 so eat this up while you can ☺❤

[psych0bo1]

im bacckkk focusing mostly on school and artfight, but im baaccckkkk

dis my sona dawg, you'll prolly see alot of him. he goes by Psy or PB

[anrisimps]

Aw, what a cute baby~ those blank, dead fish, awfully familiar eyes of yours fill me up with so much trepidation. I wonder where I saw them before :D

About to disintegrate into dust or drown in your memories and disappear away forever like one redhead self sacrificial bastard?

WAIT, HOLD UP- GO BACCKKK

"Why am I crying? I'm not sad...."

AKSJSHDHBDBDBDBD SOOS??!!!! CJS THAT YOU? LSH????? *screaming sobbing crying*

THIS IS KILLING ME. HE FINALLY CRIED AFTER 60+ CHAPS AND I HAVE NEVER BEEN PROUDER OF HIM. He's finally addressing all his unhealed trauma my poor baby boi-

I am dead, deceased and gone.

[ravenoclock]

@labyrinthhofmymind

IM BACCKKK

Spoilers for a fic called presque vu by bizzarestars

TYSM FOR UR RESPONSE AAAA UR THE FIRST PERSOM WHO’S LISTENED TO MY RANTS AND AVGUALLY LIKES THWM SO TYSM UR THE BEST <33

CHAPTER ELEVEN MFS

Shit’s getting deep yall I grabbed the tissues just in case.

*clears throat* okay so starting off sad with Lily’s parents dying right off the bat. Holy fuck. And the fact that she didn’t cry until after the funeral?? MY GIRL DJSKSKKSKA. I CANT RN. and Sirius being like ‘I wanna fuck Remus’ and Harry being like ‘nuh-uh’ and crying LMAO. Hilarious.

He lives anyway, in the end. They both do. Rats can survive in even the most dire of conditions, and all dogs were wild once. They both make it through, just not together. Rats and dogs rarely get along.

Foreshadowing comes in many forms.

Fuck. I can’t today. PETER PETER PETER. JUST ARGHH. WHY WHY WHY.

"No," Sirius croaks. "I can't ever imagine grieving you."

I’m on my way to go dig a grave for myself who’s with me? Cuz why? Would? You? Do? That? To? Me? Why? What? What the fuck??? I’ve spent so long deluding myself into believing canon isn’t real and that the marauders grew old and grey and happy together and then I read fics like these because I think im strong enough but in reality I just created a dream I can shatter (catch my reference? No? Yes?) but id rather the delusion shatter than my sanity but at this point idk. BEAR WITH ME. I’ll get therapy dw.

Sirius is right there with him, as that saying goes. She's growing, too, one day at a time even as she digs her heels in for every inch. She's just as imprisoned as him, in her own way. A prison of her own body, her blood, her name. She's been a prisoner her whole life.

Dead. Why is this so amazing??? Like I feel it in the very depths of my soul I swear.

JAMES WANTED CHILDREN. PLURAL. WHAT THE ACTUAL- I CANT. HARRY WAS GOING TO HAVE SIBLINGS. I FEEL NAUSEATED. IM GONNA THROW UP EVERYTJING INSIDE OF ME I SWEAR.

(This, too, is a prison. You feel that, don't you, deep down inside? One day soon, you'll be free from it, only for it to be replaced by another.)

The foreshadowing is crazy. Insane. Every other word for practically amazingly heart wrenchingly horrible.

Lily was pregnant. Lily was pregnant Lily was pregnant Lily was pregnant she had a baby she had a baby there was a baby THERE WAS ANOTHER BABY COMING THERE WAS ANOTHER FUCKING BABY COMING AND THEY FUCKING DIED AND THE BABY NEVER GOT TO LIVE THEY HAD ANOTHER BABY. HARRY WAS GOING TO HAVE A SIBLING. LILY WAS FUCKING PREFNANT. OH LORD IM GOING TO CRY A WHOLE FUCKING LOT NOW.

What if Halloween just doesn’t exist. They’ll live happily ever after right? Right? RIGHT????????

For Peter, this is, as the saying goes, his final straw. The camel's back is not only broken, it's been cleaved in half, and the fear spills out over the sides like blood, leading only to the promise of more. He's been straddling the line between both sides for nearly a year now, giving only bits and pieces of information to the death eaters just to make sure they won't kill him in duels, never enough for the Order to even suspect a proper spy at all, but now he knows which side is losing for sure, after this side has suffered so much loss, so it's time he throws his lot in where he can stop being afraid. He wants to survive like a rat, and gets his wish.

Fucking coward. I hope he dies a painful dead. Oh wait, he does. (I actually don’t remember. Does he? Idk if he dies at all ngl.)

Out of everyone, Marlene's are the only dreams that come true.

God fucking damn. Can I cry now? Oh my god. Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god. Marlene ml. You will be missed.

I rly can’t. The first death out of the main group came and went. It doesn’t feel as heart wrenching as it does when I read Marlene’s death in The Hand That Feeds cuz it wasn’t in her perspective, and Sirius is awfully and unhealthily detached and it’s just so so fucking sad I can’t even.

She died. I cried.

CHAPTER TWELVE

Strapping in because Zar said so.

The fact that people think the spy is Sirius. Because of his last name. A name she can’t control. A name that came from a reputation they tried so hard to remove themselves from only for others to only see it. The name ‘Black’ and what it’s associated with. I hope they all fuck themselves.

Sirius shouldn't even know about it, nor should Remus, or Peter, or Augusta—but of course, they all find out because Frank and Alice trust the latter, while James and Lily trust the former three. One couple here has made a mistake. Hint: it's not the one with parents.

OHHHHH MY GOD.

"Sirius isn't a fucking toy," James snaps.

Remus arches an eyebrow. "Then why do you treat him like one?"

Oh my lord. Oh my fucking lord.

It's funny. When the doubt creeps in, Remus will think about the question Sirius asked, and Sirius will think about the answer Remus gave, but neither will think about how Peter said nothing at all.

So…I don’t know what to say anymore. I can’t say anything. It’s so awful.

Mary ran. Dorcas died. Peter should die.

The emmary makes me want to die, too. WHY DIDNT EMMELINE GO WITH HER. MARY OBLIVIATED HERSELF TRYING TO PROTECT HETSELF.

Whoever the spy is, Sirius thinks that day, they're smart, and they're brutal, and they're not doing this just out of fear. There's more to it than just that, more that Sirius can recognize in the mirror; a deep, dark pit that the worst crawls out of, unleashed on those who don't think it exists there. This is someone who may not have always been a monster, but knows how to become one, and maybe believes that's the only option they have. This is someone, despite how hard it is to fathom and how hard it is to accept, that Sirius knows.

Irony never misses a chance to take center-stage in the tragic play of their lives. Believe it or not, they're still in act one. They're on their way to act two, though, one cut from the cast of characters at a time.

Peter doesn’t deserve to cry for deaths he fucking caused. He doesn’t deserve Sirius comforting him. He doesn’t deserve any mercy at all.

Very close now, with Dorcas out. Take a wild guess at who's next.

Emmeline. Lily and James. Those are my guesses.

Sirius starting to doubt Remus kills me.

Sirius thinking Remus is Dumbledore’s spy…im pretty sure he wasn’t? Was he? Maybe he was but I only remember Peter being both. Like Peter was the double agent before turning to work for baldy voldy.

The fact that Sirius thinks it’s Remus. The fact that none of them suspect Peter not even once.

Them trying to convince their best friends that the other is the spy. Why. Peter wasn’t mentioned once. I actually want to puke.

Also Dorcas. Just. Dorcas :( And then Mary running tf away cuz she’s done. I wanna die. Wolfstar fighting and falling in love during A WAR. MY LOVES. THEY FONT DESERVE IT.

I read like chapters 13-21 in a haze. Here’s my thoughts (not in any order whatsoever):

- Azkaban is so shitty to the extent that there’s no words to describe how fucked it is and how dehumanizing it makes its prisoners feel, innocent or not

- The entire chapter where Sirius was described without any pronouns was GENIUS and so brilliant I loved it

- Sirius passing time as Padfoot but forgetting a lot because of Padfoot and Azkaban :(

- Sirius using the dementors as a way of sh :(

- Sirius not remembering who his first kiss was (JAMES) actually KILLED ME

- OLDER WOLFSTAR REUNION WHOOP WHOOP I LOVE THEM

- THE HURT/COMFORT SCENE <333333

- THEYRE SO IN LOVE THAT I MIGHT STOP BREATHING

- THE BUGS oh the FUCKING bugs thing destroys me. i cried, threw up, did the whole thing. cuz GOD I WANT SOMEONE TO UNDERSTAND ME LIKE THAT HOLY SHIT. I LOVE THEM.

- Sirius and Crookshanks are cool asf

- DUMBKEDORE YOU MAD MAN WHY DO I LIKE YOU

- KINGSLEY

- Remus being jealous of Kingsley low key had me giggling and twirling my hair cuz Sirius is so oblivious like ‘oh he’s funny, and we’re mates’ AGAHSHGAA

- also Remus being like ‘we’re just friends’ you and who buddy? Ain’t no one buying that. And Sirius glaring holes into his head is so AHAHAHAHH. And then Sirius holding it against him for the next few chapters is actually hilarious. He’s so petty. I love them.

- Sirius: ‘hello buddy, best mate, my best of all pals’

Remus: ‘I sense I’ve made a mistake somewhere’

ZAR WRUTING THAT IS SO FUNNY. I think i might’ve cried from laughter.

- REMUS TELLS SIRIUS EVERYTHING. WOLFSTAR IS COMMUNICATING. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. I LOVE IT.

- Sirius being upset that she’s not allowed to be there on Remus’ full moons is so cute, and then Remus letting her take care of him after, always, is so so adorable.

- MOLLY. THE WEASLEY TWINS. HERMIONE. HARRYYY MY DARLING.

- WE MET THE GOLDEN ERA KIDDSSSSSS

- also the doubt that maybe Peter wasn’t the spy and he had a reasonable explanation for it is so heartbreaking I actually wanted to puke. I think i did puke.

- PROFESSOR LUPIN. ENDEARING. FOND. SIRIUS COMBUSTING EVERYTIME REMUS FLIRTS WITH HIM. PERFECTION.

- Sirius singing in Azkaban :((

- the cross words. WAXING MOON.

THEY WERE MADE FLR EACHOTHER YOUR HONOR.

Thx for coming to my Ted Talk <3.

Btw I’m so sorry i haven’t been on tumblr recently. Been a bit busy.

[asksebs]

Mmhrrmm ffruimt gusher im bacckkk mmm *kisses you on thr mouthgh* mmrrjrj frruimt sgumsher :)))

Gdhhdhejejsme rdnfmmthh ssmmooch mmgffgh

“Not this again.. Heeeyy..! Welcome back, I- Did you just call me a fruit gushemnnhnnnh-”

Sebastian didn’t even finish his sentence, abruptly stopped by the other kissing him. He quickly pushed them away, cringing.

“Yeaah, no- not after what you did with my tongue.”

[littlebabyviv]

GET HIM BACCKKK!!!!! tw thinspo

SO this bitch boy abandoned me. When i neded him the most.. thinspo time.

he used to be anorexic and is now fat.

i will literally make him jealous and get better guys by losing 20 lb.

CW: 117 lb

GW: 97 lb

I wanna look like some model i know. not the pig like bella hadid (her thighs and arms are fat).

i will stop eating lunch and only drink sparkling water

coffee the moment i get home to stay awake

then maybe eat a little bit of protein (eggs, protein shakes)

some broccoli too bc its delish

anwaysss love you girles <3 <3 <3

REMEBER No one can save you but you

GET HIM BACK!!!!! and BREAK HIT HEART!!!! just like how he did to yours

noo more like this

[loverforfanfiction]

To all the boys I ever loved ps I still love you-stranger things (I’m so sorry for not posting I lost my account but I’m bacckkk)

Summary:you send letters to all the boys you ever loved....by accident

1.steve harrington

2.eddie munson

3.mike wheeler

4.lucas Sinclair

5.Jonathan byers

6.will byers

7.dustin Henderson

8.billy hargrove

Warnings:fluff,angst,cussing reader will be mentioned as a girl but imagine your gender and reader will have black futures but imagine your race eddie has been in the show for a while

Episode 6 letter 6

Y/n pov

1 year ago

Today I'm at home in my basement watching TV but then I remembered it's time for my daily letter because I only have 2 more after I finish this I don't want to but it's coming to a end [author notes:that's what they think] I don't have to run anywhere because I'm prepared I got a piece of paper and a fluffy pen I start to write about the crush I have on my best friend will byers

Dear will byers this is actually really hard to write because I would rather say it face to face and im to coward so I write it on paper I do hope you see this but I also don't want you to, you are the most amazing person I've met your drawing skills leave me in the dust your so handsome it makes no sense I don't want to write to long but I love you and you are a amazing friend probably a good boyfriend ps I stole one of your drawings

To will byers

From y/n y/l/n

I'm reading over this one I actually did good as I'm reading my mom calls me up the stairs "honey you have a package" I look down at it in shock I didn't order anything I take the package and go to my room grab my box cutter and I look down to see .....

The only person who knows who I likes rocks is Dustin I gotta thank him I mean he is my crush afterall

End of episode 6 letter 6