#HE WAS THIS CLOSE || THIS CLOSEEEE

[15000bugs]

this song is so real holy shit 💃🕺

[tteokdoroki]

satoru literally has heart failure the first time his baby girl starts crushing on someone because he truly thought she would idolise him FOREVER

none of the jjk men r boy dads they are all girl dads to me

[screampied]

vegas my babycakes!! hru!! 💗🎀 i've got a date today lol i'm lowkee freaking out, he's very well-spoken but i got a cottagecorefairyprincess fit 'n it gives me +5 allure and +3 charisma (the heavy ass bag gives me +10 armour) ☺️

also aaa squirtmas is so close!! 😈💦 *slides u a toji with ribbons tied around his biceps under ur tree*

JAYAJUAJUAJUAJU hi, pretty 💗. i’m good! i’ve been doing so much errands yesterday but m have a lazy day n write a bit today while i binge watch the office. omg good luck on your date, lmk how it goes !!! awww i bet your outfit’s so cutesy. have fun xxx

squirtmas is indeed closeeee 🙂‍↕️ what are your plans for the special wet occasion !!!! i’m gonna eat so good can’t wait mmmmnmhg. thank u for the toji present, sending u a dozen of satoru’s with bows wrapped around his biceps also <3333

[jechristine]

I would love your opinion too but careful anon were particularly rude to a blog https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/tv/tv-features/euphoria-tragedy-trauma-1235953050/

So much great gossip here! Thanks.

While Levinson could be generous and kind, he also had a tendency to become overwhelmed and angry. “Sam was so stressful to everyone around him. He is a person who needs to be handled,” says a source who worked on a Levinson-Turen production. His obsessiveness meant he has “no off button. He would shoot all night, if he could. He always wants to push boundaries and shock people a little bit. He needs someone to curate his thoughts and ideas.”

Here’s the thing. Sam’s not very good at directing and not good at all at writing. He’s up all night doing…what exactly? Thinking up some cuckoo plotlines? Are boobs “shocking”? Why is anyone “handling” this mid nepo maniac? The biggest mystery to me is who is wasting HBO’s money and why?

Zendaya, once such a close Levinson acolyte that she frequently hung out at his house, had cooled toward the mercurial filmmaker. Another insider says that as she pulled away, Levinson began to resent her.

Woohoo 🥳 Get out of that toxic relationship, girlie.

Zendaya was so perturbed that she asked for a meeting with HBO’s Bloys and Orsi, demanding to know why the network allowed Levinson to turn his attention to another show — an HBO show, no less — with Euphoria hanging in the balance.

Sources say her unhappiness deepened in March 2023, after Rolling Stone published a blistering article alleging that with Levinson at the helm, production on The Idol had gone “disgustingly, disturbingly off the rails” — chaotic and overbudget, with a toxic work environment. The show told the story of a fading pop star, played by Lily-Rose Depp, who becomes ensnared in a masochistic relationship with cult leader Tedros, played by The Weeknd. According to Rolling Stone, crewmembers were calling the series “sexual torture porn” featuring the “rape fantasy” of a “toxic man.”

Zendaya had nothing to do with The Idol but was swept up in fan backlash for a project she hadn’t wanted Levinson to take on in the first place. Sources note that she was already a seasoned actress when she appeared in Euphoria at 22, and she closely tracks the mood on social media. “Her image is pristine,” says an executive who has dealt with her. “And fans were turning against Sam,” urging Zendaya to distance herself.

Yes, absolutely. Zendaya used to routinely praise Sam and his genius and credit him for her success. Looking back it was probably a mistake to entwine her reputation with that of such an unstable, narcissistic, man-child. Love that she went over his head to HBO. To me, that sounds like a good professional move rather than the few-boundaries, weirdly personal relationship with Sam that she’s been trying to manage for years prior. Next step — and she’s so closeeee — is just to walk away.

Zendaya has told HBO executives that she doesn’t want Ashley Levinson to be the only executive producer on season three.

Oh Ashley Levinson sounds lovely 😬 Sounds like she’s the one who’s talking shit about Zendaya—

A source close to Levinson blamed Zendaya for dragging her feet with an eye toward a burgeoning film career that would soon include not only the studio franchises Spider-Man and Dune, but Luca Guadagnino’s Cannes entry Challengers.

And the rest is stuff we already knew, I think. Sam’s a self-important control freak who steals ideas from other people and enshitifies them. He’s a tornado of toxicity.

Sounds like Zendaya is on to him!🤞🏼

[thenickgirl]

https://www.tumblr.com/thenickgirl/750292301181566977/im-writing-a-little-brat-nick-thing-here-bc-he-is?source=share

Part 2 this part is all smut 🤭

Readers pov

I took my belt off and looped it around nicks neck with a bit hanging off so i can control him with it while it big blue doe eyes looks at me silently begging my to do something

I grab the belt and fource him down to his knees no words being spoken he knows his job yet he dosent do anything the buldge in my pants growing to the pioint if my zipper dosent get undone on my pants they might break

"Well take them off bitch" as soon as i say that nick instantly starts to take my pants off leaving me in my grey boxer shorts rock hard precum leaving a mark on my underwear nick looking at me in awe as if he has never seen it before

I become impatient i take my boxers off and shove my dick down nicks throat, the instant look of shock on his face fades quickly as he gets to work bobbing his head up and down my shaft occasionally stopping to lick my tip low groans escaping my lips and my hands grip his hair so tightly i might pull it out

I take my dick out his mouth "on the fucking bed now" without hesitation nick is on his feet basically running to the bed as i strole behind him nick sits on the bed waiting for my next action

"Strip then turn around ass up" again nick instantly does as i say he takes off his shirt then his jeans and finally his underwear then putting his ass in the air

I slap is ass once then twice then three times each time leaving a bright red hand mark getting brighter with each hit i move my head towards his ass spread him abit then dive in eating him out using my fingers occasionally to stretch him out

The man underneath me letting out the most pornagraphic moans imaginable toes curling finger nails digging into the pillows underneath him

"Im gunna cum oh fuck god im so close"

I hear those words and i pull my mouth away earning a whine of dissatisfaction from nick

"Only good boys get to cum you have not been a good boy yet" i say grabbing my dick and positioning it at his hole

As i push in i hear a cry of pain and plesure escape nicks mouth normally i would give him some time to adjust but i just went at it thrusting hard and fast into nick earning crys moans whimpers any noise imaginable coming out of this mans mouth

I grab my belt and pull him up so his back is against my chest making my dick go deeper into him i start to kiss and harshly bite on his neck leaving marks to show everyone who he belongs too

I put my hand down to his dick and grip it tightly and pumping him quickly "FUCK OH MY GOD IM GUNNA CUM PLEASE PLEASE LET ME CUMMMM AHHHH GOD IM BEGGING PLEASE IM SO CLOSEEEE AHHHH FUCK PLEASE I'LL BE YOUR GOOD BOY I PROMISE FUCK SO GOOD."

Nicks begging makes me nut straight away "okay cum" after a few more pumps nicks hot sticky luiquid comes out nick is panting but i have more in store for him i grab the belt and his waist and aline his dick with my ass

"Oh god please no more so sensitive"

"I need to show you who you belong to slut" i say as i push his dick into my hole another loud moan escapes nicks mouth as i start to move my hims on him spelling out slut as i do

I start to move my body on his dick and nick has tears running down his face mouth wide open not saying anything only moaning as the pain and plesure mixes im moving my body quicker

"So nick how does it feel" gripping his face as i speak but noting escapes nicks mouth other than a loud moan "awe did i fuck the slut dumb" more moans and crys escaping his mouth i know hes close from how his back arches and his eyes close

"Awe poor nicky wants to cum again" his head nodding as i speak "beg for it" his eyes widen not saying anything only moaning so i stop moving my hips "fuck im sorry please let me cum im begging fuck im so close please god pleag he beggs as i start to move my hips faster and harder this time his nails digging harder and harder into back as i feel his warm juices inside of me making me cum again.

I pull out and lay down next to him "such a good boy nick ill go get us something to clean up then we can go home okay" i say as i kiss his head with only a groan of approval coming from him

I come back with a cloth soaked in warm water and start to clean us up

I help nick get dressed again and we leave the room nick leaving with a small limp

THATS IT HOPED YOU LIKED IT 😘😘

IM ON MY KNEES BARKING LIKE A DOG OMFG

[death-in-a-handbasket]

OMG I love your OC Irah-Elizabeth (I checked out the OC HC posts-& aesthetic boards) Seeing Sir Chloe's Squaring up sent me.

She reminds me of one of my characters so very bias-

The colors too! Green sweaters (especially polo-neck sweaters) are godly. When I see them I just:

Scandalous! Green-sweaters paired with brown jackets. I can't get enough of the combination. The natural muted colors of earth. Send me to the earth.

I think Sir Chloe's voice fits perfectly on Irah-Elizabeth-

She makes me think of Karin from Funger 2, do you think they'd get along? (My brain sees blonde hair and brown jackets and thinks they'd have some common ground, at least on a aesthetic level.) Leon Kennedy (RE 4) also has such wear- but he loses it >.> get him out of here.) That's a pretty loose and awful reason to think two characters may be interesting together but it's something.

Would irah enjoy the song Fool by the band Bôa?

The song just popped into my mind when looking at her aesthetic board.

What is her favorite food?

(Psst* Has she killed anyone before? You can tell me, I am great with secrets.)

Lia too, I love dolls, mannequins, porcelain, china, feldspar, polished stones and gems. All the works!

Mattias, Tracy, Aesop, Puppeteer (Onmyoji), sasori (Naruto)- Wax artist a little bit now too- I don't particularly like or dislike Phillipe, but your posts about him bringing him into my view.

(Your posts are amazing.)

Would Lia like to have a pet? She looks sad/lonely, would a pet help? If so what pet would Lia like to have (if she doesn't already have one.)

I apologize for such a long ask, I wanted to ask some good questions but I got distracted a bit by how great your art is. It's always a pleasure to see your post, whether it be relogs of ascetics, quotes, OC or idv characters. It's all great!

I will eventually like all your posts!

Again sorry for the long ask- I also wanted to space things out for easier navigation.

hello hello !! no worries at all about long asks, I love them because I love having long conversations hehe, any topic any question I love sitting down and going ham ‼️

I'm so delighted to know you love irah :D she's a fairly old oc of mine and over the years I've just made her grittier and gritter LOL she has more flavor the more angry I make her, she usually goes by lizzie, which is a nod to lizzie borden due to her violent nature and axe wielding skills

alas I have not consumed funger to know whether or not she'd get along with karin :0 but I def see the resemblance you are talking about, tbh she might be able to rock with Leon though LMAOOO

I listened to the song you recommended ! I quite enjoy the lyrics, personally though I think she needs stuff that has more of a rural twang to it, she lives in new york, but not the city part, I mean upstate middle of bumfuck nowhere new york SHHDGH, a good example of a song she would like is When The Lights Go Out by the Black Keys

here is her playlist if you wanna parse through it ! :D

her favorite food is oatmeal with a side of super crispy bacon, she also enjoys most cured meats like salami and the like :3

(she has not killed anyone but she's gotten very very closeeee, she has a deep hatred towards her father)(she also regularly used beat the shit out of her friend's twin brother because he was a pain in her ass, they have a really really touchy relationship. they do not consider each other as a friend but they are too close to deny that there is a bond of some kind even if it's a really terrible one)

I absolutely adore lia, she is one of my most tragic characters and I spend a lot of time mulling over her wrecked emotional state, her doll look to her design is very very fun for me to draw and I 100% feel you on the doll enjoyment, I've been following an account where this guy unboxes these ball jointed dolls and shows off their assembly and the outfits n stuff they come with, the modeling of some the dolls he has are so beautiful !! I'd love to have a mask that looks like some of the dolls faces I've seen

I've also been noticing a bit of a doll/model haver streak in my character tastes too as of late (Aesop, Philippe, Yukito, Scaramouche, heck if you go way back to my homestuck days you have Dirk)(also I'm interested to see what you come to think of Philippe ! he's quite an unusual character to work with and most certainly don't like him LOL so I'm always curious about what influence my posts have on the fandom's take of him)(I'm glad you enjoy my posts ! I always pity my followers for how inconsistent my blog is sometimes GHSDDGJ)

I think Lia would love to have a pet tbh, she loves animals and has an extremely gentle touch so anything that comes into her care is always well-loved. Her loneliness goes beyond just company alone, she has a very terrible and complex living situation with no clear solution so most of her sadness comes with wallowing in not being able to do anything, but I think having a pet to talk to would make her happy. I think she'd enjoy having birds, canaries and other finches especially would delight her. I also think a big fluffy cat like a mainecoon or a ragdoll would be so lovely.

thank you for visiting me dear !! I absolutely loved answering this ask, I'm so flattered that you like my art and my posting in general, you're always a treat to see in my notifs as well <33 have a good day and stop by any time :D

[smut-n-more]

           ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾.Day 30‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾.

   ⇄⇄Mater & Slave/ Teratophilia/ Titfucking⇄⇄

                                (StanMan)

"Yeah there you go. Good Slut." Eric purrs, holding his chest together, making it look like he had D cups, encourageing Stan to gently fuck up into them, whining like Eric had told him no. 

Stan sees his pink tip poke from between the other man's lubed chest, chubby hands holding his breasts together, it felt like a sex toy that Eric had bought him a while back. His body convulses as he feels the knot in his stomach tightening again, the unbearable pleasure it brought him was unreal, he could feel his cock throbbing, begging to release onto his boyfriends tits. 

"Come on, you know you wanna cum on this pretty face." Eric coos condescendingly at his lover, making Stan let out a loud moan, tears dripping onto his face from the edging Eric had been doing to him for the past 20 minutes. 

"'M closeeee" He whimpers, waiting to feel Eric let go of his chest and not let Stan cum for the almost 5th time. Stan couldnt handle this much and Eric knew it. The lewd squelching of dick between tits had grown consistently louder.

"You can cum this time." 

Stan's eyes widen in excitement before his hips pick up speed, slamming into his boyfriend's tits like no tomorrow, almost screaming out as Cum squirts straight onto Eric's face.

#south park#smut#all sp boys are aged up to 18#sp eric cartman#all sp boys are 18#sp smut#stan marsh

Sleep deprived band senior me says- consider-

☆Football player stan being so so excited to see his S/O in band

☆He cheers them on SO much!

☆After practices he makes them a warm bath and does special football massages on them

☆After competition means good food and even better Sex.

☆He feeds off your energy and will put that into rhe fuck fest.

☆If you're too tired, he's jerking it to how hot you looked in your uniform (he finds it hot for some reason)

#south park#smut#all sp boys are aged up to 18#all sp boys are 18#sp smut#stan marsh#sp stan

Here ya go babes! Sorry it took so long lol.

Kyman- ABO- Preggers Kahl 

So we all know I love Kyle having a breeding Kink and I dunno if this was pregnancy sex or getting bred. So It's a bit of both. And a PWP from me for once lmao

A low warning growl escaped Kyle's throat, threatening his mate who was too close to the unfinished nest. 

"Calm your ass ginger. Just dropping off this." Eric rolls his eyes at the Omegas behavior- he acted more like an Alpha than actual alphas at times. He throws a pile of blankets on top of Kyle, covering him for a moment. With a snap of the teeth Kyle pulls himself from the pile and gets to finishing up the nest.

"So we are thinking of this cycle or nah?" Eric asks, taking a seat on the bed to watch Kyle nest in the closet. He found it amusing how much Kyle fretted over his nests.

Ever since they had mated their first time, pups were the main topic of conversation. Eric wanted nothing more than Kyle to be defenseless and tummy full of pups he had put there. Maybe some motherly instinct would knock Kyle down a few pegs and allow Eric to finally act like the Alpha in the relationship as well. And Kyle had such a bad breeding Kink it was more than just instinct, it was a need rooted deep in the omega. It was overall a win-win situation. All Eric needed was Kyle to agree.  

Kyle peeks up, his red curls messy as he holds a blanket in his mouth, nodding. 

"Finally-" Eric hums, throwing the box of condoms he had bought into the night stand- hopefully to never be seen again. "We should get you one of those cute plugs- once my knot goes down I can keep all that seed so deep in you." 

Kyle's ears pin when Eric steps close to the nest but doesn't growl- the nest was almost finished anyways. Kyle hurriedly finished up so it was suitable for him and his mate.

"Hm- more cozy than usual." Eric mutters, recognizing the extra Space Kyle always made, knowing it was for his comfort and so they weren't squished against each other the whole time. But this time it really was made for the addition of pups. Kyle nips at Eric's neck for his comment- a warning to shut up. "FIne fine- I'll zip it." Kyle wasn't the little kid who blew up and yelled at him anymore- it was a man not afraid to put his alpha in place. 

Eric runs his chubby hand over Kyle's small and rather flat stomach- the man had always been built like a stick. Kyle lets out a low whine, letting his submissive instincts take over as he rolls on to the back, enjoying the touch from his mate. 

"This'll be full of pups soon- all big and swollen-" 

"What's your excuse for your swollen stomach?" Kyle eagerly retorts. Eric goes silent for a moment before glaring at Kyle.

"I thought we were over you calling me fat?" 

"You called me a jew yesterday. So now we are even."

Eric grins, remembering their little tiff yesterday,"Yeah. You're such a ginger bitch." He says rather lovingly. To a normal person that was an insult but Kyle knew it was a compliment in an odd way. 

The next morning when Kyle woke up in his nest he could feel the dreaded heat pooling between his legs and the slick soaked through his pants. Eric was still asleep and Kyle was hit with the realization he needed dick- now. Roughly he shoves Eric onto his back and starts pulling off the man's boxers, pleased to see an already hard dick standing at attention for him. Kyle dips his hand into his shorts, collecting slick and coating Eric's cock with the sticky substance, trying to Yank off his own shorts at the same time. 

THeres no time wasted as Kyle drops himself on to the short yet thick cock he had grown accustomed to, a loud cry escaping his mouth as he starts to bounce himself.

"Need breed- pups-" He moans to himself, trying to let Eric sleep. Eric told him he could hop on even if Eric was asleep and that it'd be a good surprise to wake up to, so Kyle felt little guilt as his extra hole clenched onto his mate's dick. 

After a few moments of the only sound being wet squelching, Kyle got sick of it and leaned down, roughly nipping Eric, growling when it warrants no response. He moves his teeth to his lover's windpipe and gently bites down, applying more and more pressure gradually. 

Eric gasps and wakes up immediately, seeing Kyle above him. 

"What? The Bitch in heat couldn't let me sleep anymore?" Eric grumbles, looking up to see Kyle's smug expression. "No no. You don't get to control this anymore thanks to your little stunt."

Eric grabs the ginger's hips and throws him sideways, slamming the omega onto the bed. 

"Want me to breed you? Make you full of my seed?" Eric growls,flipping the omega over and  shoving his cock into Kyle once again, laughing at Kyle momentary pained whine. 

Kyle nods eagerly,"Yeah- I want pups! Wanna be bred."

"So fucking desperate- all for me. I hold this power over ya don't I?" Eric puts all of his weight into it, pinning Kyle down so his face is pressed into a pillow. He lets out a series of whines and moans, all muffled.

"Say it! Say you're desperate for me." Eric growls, roughly sinking his teeth into the crook of Kyle's neck, biting hard enough it was like he was trying to keep the ginger from moving with just his teeth.

"'m Desperate- you- only- breed, want pups!" Kyle sobs out, feeling the knot in his stomach start to tighten, making his muscles threaten to go rigid. He sobs when Eric yanks his hair to pull Kyle against him, hugging his body to the larger male's chest. Kyle cries as Eric reaches down to stroke the smallest dick, the stimulation almost too much too quickly for his liking. 

"When your tits are filled with milk I'll suck those, yeah? You'll be so much more sensitive and needy for me." Eric teases, pinching and pulling at Kyle's nipple while speeding up the strokes. 

The knot tightens and bursts like a rubber band, his useless cum spurting onto the bed in front of them as Eric rams his hips into Kyle for the last time, holding them there and not letting his omega move from under him. 

"Feel how full you are? Remember that- this isn't the last time it'll happen." Eric groans out, trying to catch his breath, sweat dampened hair sticking to his forehead as his heavy body keeps his dick in Kyle.

A few months later, they were eagerly awaiting their new pups. Found out to be twins. 

"God youre more insatiable when pregnant-" Eric groans out, helping Kyle ride him, the heavy belly getting in the way of letting the two kiss while fucking. Kyle whines and moans as he cums onto Eric's chest and stomach. Eric, having already come twice in the interaction, rests his hands gently on Kyle's large Belly as the male catches his breath.

"You're as fat as me now." Eric teases, earning a small nip from his bred omega. 

[toatytoastnice]

day 3 size kink with

ryomen sukuna

true form sukuna, concubine reader, GNreader with female parts, sukuna has two cocks, reader is a small person (because size kink), voyeurism, uraume is in this because yes.

⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️minors dni⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️

another new concubine nothing special. well that's what sukuna thought at the start. until he saw just who his new concubine is a sweet little thing so small and cute he could just squish you like a bug how sweet it must be so hard to be you getting picked on by all the others until he stepped in and stopped it he purposely puts things high up where you can't reach them so he can watch you struggle before coming to him for his help

your so cute with your little pussy struggling to take just one of his cocks he decided it's time to offically break you in as one of his concubines uraume holds your hips still so you can't squirm away from him as he sits on his throne arms crossed while you are in his lap all the other servants and concubines sits quietly as you whine at him saying he's too big and that he won't fit your so cute.

"oh little one you need some help i'm barely halfway in i truly pity you how will you be my concubine if you can't even take me fully huh?"

"nonononono!...i can please you my lord...i promise...i can take it!" he looks at uraume who gets the idea getting a better hold on you before slamming you down fully onto his cock causing you to moan out "so tight little one. your so wet too enjoy having a little audience?"

he knows damn well you can't speak your too dumb to anyway to busy whining and moaning as uraume lifts you up and slams you back down since you can't do it yourself sukuna groans feeling your walls squeezing his cock trying to milk him for all he's got "if your going to take my lord fully you have to loosen up allow me to assist."

uraumes voice silences your pretty moans as the feeling of your clit being rubbed vigorously makes you moan and whimper even louder tightening even more as your first climax approaches the eyes on you just heighten the feeling not to mention sukuna's thick cock invading your walls uraume speeds up the movements "so close so closeeee"

you moan out as you finally hit your climax your juices spraying all over sukuna's cock as he smirks "well, well, well. looks like i have a squirter on my hands eh?...uraume now that they are loosened up lets make them squirt again this time on both cocks."

[callsign-rogueone]

Hey My love 🥰

Loved the first chapter of Aaric and Sunny, I know you worked long and hard on it, but it paid off, it's so good.

He doesn't even know her but he protects her, pulling her close to the ground, also so closeeee, baby's were made to be that close.

Also that formation after parapet was cruel, so many went up on flames 😵‍💫

You've yet again managed to make a character look like it's actually him. Aaric is the youngest but he isn't like his family, or his father the king. He wants to help and it translated on the page.

Wait oh my (chaos incoming, only warning), I'm rereading it while typing this so I don't miss anything. There are 2 other girlfriends in there? gimme a sec to re read the entire thing ( didn't find any. Only thing I thought about that maybe it's the girl with the wind shield. But as far as remembering signets go I don't think so)

Also the blonde at the end. Sloane? 🫣👉👈

Anyway you've made another amazing story. I can't wait to see what you have in store for them.

Love you ♡♡♡

hi my love!!

I'm glad you liked it hehe. I just finally decided to post part of it, even if it's short. I think their chapters will be short but there will be a lot of them. probably the most of all the gfs except Duchess, because she's my fave and they've been together for ten years so there's a lot to cover lol

but yes!! In the book he does the same thing to protect some unnamed girl so I just kinda replaced her with sunny hehe. they're gonna be that close pretty often... you'll see.

the blonde girl in their squad is indeed Sloane! they're gonna be a cute little friend group just like Vi, Rhi, Saw, and Ridoc were their first year 💗

I like your guess about the wind-signet girl. and there is one other in there, someone who is gonna have an important leadership role... who maybe saw this whole thing coming and warned her friend so that she could put up the air shield... but I haven't officially told everyone about those things yet.

love ya!! 🥰

[envydean]

So close to the end of my book ahhhhhh

Had to move rooms cos my dad decided to do his project at the desk and I was like???? There's so many places to have gone ... So I went back to my room and he was like "oh sorry 🤔"

But anyway.... SO CLOSEEEE

It's a good book, and I'm looking forward to the sequel but I feel like I've been reading it forever and I have 3 books I took to my parents waiting (im)patiently to be read

Plus all the books I got on Stuff your Kindle day 😅

[prenvii-moved]

im watching dc videos and do not even talk to me abt the three jokers

this. this right here. brings me so much pain

[adezahnae]

My Protector (Part 3)

A/N: Sorry that this took too long!! Here part 3 for My Protector💕🥰

Warnings: Smut, teasing, oral (male and fem rec.), dirty talk, chocking, rough sex, Mirror sex, cursing, secrets, degradation

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Tagged People: @ahgasearmyfan @whoreforshuaaa

Your POV

After my little...session in the shower, I got out and dried myself off. I slipped on my robe and let my hair air-dry. I walked out of my bedroom and heard giggling coming from my daughter’s room. I walked down the halls and opened the door to see Ten lifting her up in the air and putting her back down. “Again!” She said. “Okay, there you go!” He said lifting her up again. I smiled at the sight and giggled. “Hey mommy!” She exclaimed. “Heyy Bailey.” I said back. “I’m flying! Look!” I giggled. “I see that.” I replied. “And I’m hungry. Could you fix me Dino nuggets?” She asked. “You just had those for lunch today. How about I make pasta, hm?” She smiled. “Ooh! Pasta!! Mommy makes the best pasta.” She said running out of the room and downstairs. “Hey Ten are you hungry? If you want, I can fix you some as well.” I said. I then remembered his toned body in my head, making my insides jump. “Not right now. I’m fine.” He said. That you are....Y/N FOCUS!!

“Okay then..” I said. We walked down to the kitchen and I see Bailey already at the table, coloring in her coloring book. I pulled out all the ingredients for the pasta and began to cook. I could hear Ten and Bailey giggled as they colored something and talked to each other. For a man so cold and have a complicated job and having to kill people, he such a good man with kids. Hm another thing to add on to my list for the things I like about him.

After a bit, pasta was now done. I pulled it out of the oven and placed it down. I grabbed one of her favorite bowls and put some of it in the bowl for her. “Okay, here you go Bailey. One bowl of hot pasta. Be careful though.” I said. She pushed her coloring book away with a huge smile on her face. “Thank you mommy! I love you!” She said as she stuffed her mouth with food. She sat there and talked about her day with her grandmother. As she was in the middle of speaking, she began to yawn.

“Okay Bailey, it’s time to go to bed now..” I said picking her up and carrying her back to her bedroom. I placed her inside her bed and tucked her in. “I had fun mommy..so much fun..” She trailed off, closing her sleepy eyes. I kissed her on her forehead. “Goodnight my baby...” I mumbled. I walked out of her room and closed the door behind me. I was pulled back against someone’s chest and pushed against the wall. They kissed my neck causing me to moan. They turned me around and I seen that it was Ten. He placed his lips on my mine and moaned out loud. He pulled away and put his finger on his lip. “Shh..” He pointed to Bailey’s room.

He leaned back down onto my lips. Kissed me again and lifted me up. He carried me back to my bedroom, closing the door behind him and placed me on the bed. “Ten..what are you doing? Stop..” I mumbled, knowing damn well I didn’t want him to. “Don’t fight me.” He said. He leaned down and kissed on my neck some more. I groaned and put my fingers in his hair. “I heard you..” He whispered in my ear. “H-Heard what?” I asked. “Do you want more?” He smirked. I gasped. He couldn’t have.. “You heard me?” I asked. “Tell me..do you want more?” He said rubbing his hand down my leg, looking straight into my eyes. Why did I feel so controlled by this man? I don’t even know him like I need to. This is only the first day on the job and he already has me in the bed, begging him to touch me.

“I have a husband to think about and my daughter-“ “Ah Ah, don’t think about them, just me..only me. Now do you want more?” He asked again. This is so wrong, oh so wrong, but I know him well enough to do this... “P-Please...I want more..” I said looking in his eyes and my cheeks going a deep red. He smirked. “Careful what you wish for...” He warned. He drew little patterns on my inner thighs. At this point he’s teasing. “T-Ten..I want more.” I said again, my breath hitching as his hand go up more. His other hand came around my throat. “Say it again. Louder this time.” He said. “I want more! I just need you right now!” I whined. He smiled. “Okay.” His hands came over the tie on my robe and ripped it open in one go. I was already naked under it.

I shy away from his strong gaze, but he gripped my chin and made me look at him. “Don’t look away from me. That’s an order Mrs. Kang.” He said. I gulped and nodded. I have no choice but to listen to him. He eyed down my body and bit his lip. “How beautiful you are...” He whispered. He looked down at my dripping cunt and licked his lips. “Open your legs.” He said. I did so and he groaned out.

“So wet...and it’s all for me.” He whispered as his slender digits rubbed over my lower lips. I jolt from his touch. “So responsive...” He mumbled. His other hand brushed over my nipples, making me arch my back. “D-Don’t tease..” I whimpered. He smirked. “You can’t take it?” He asked. I pouted and took the hand that was in between my legs and moved it. “Touch me..” I mumbled. He smiled. He began to move his hand on his own, his fingers brushing over my whole. “Ten!!” I whined. “Shh..Kitten..” He whispered. I blushed at the nickname.

He suddenly plunged his fingers in my heat causing me to moan and bite my lip. “Mmm...” I hummed. He licked over his lips as he watched my dripping essence over his fingers. As I was clenching around him, he pulled his fingers away. “Ten!!!” I whined again. “Shh, I wanna have a taste...” He said. He leaned down to in between my legs. He placed his eyes on mine and gave me a kiss on my sensitive bud. I jerked and whimpered. “Ten..” He smirked and placed his entire tongue on me.

I gasped out and gripped on the sheets and his hair. He began to go to work, with his tongue. I lifted my hips in pure bliss but was grounded back down to the bed as he pinned my hips down. “Don’t move.” He mumbled. I groaned at the vibrations on my heat that went through my body. I began to ride on his tongue. “Tennnn I’m so closeeee!!!” I cried. He smiled and pulled away. I began to get frustrated. “Damn it Ten, all I want is for you to make me cu- Ahhhhh my goddd!!!” I screamed out. His tongue began to do fast flicks over my heat and bud. He looked in my eyes as he flicked his tongue. “I’m c- cummingggg!!!” I whined out.

I finally reached my high and breathed out. He licked over his lips and pulled away. I pulled myself up and stood on my knees going towards him. I placed a kiss on his lips while undoing his weapon belt on his shirt. He took it off and placed it on the floor. I took his shirt off and admired his tattoo, I ran my fingers over it and bit my lip. “You like bad guys, don’t you Mrs. Kang?” He asked. Bad guy? I don’t know, I’m too distracted to ask, maybe dirty talk. I quick of my hands and unbuckled his belt. I pulled them down and looked at him. I gasped. He laughed. “Too much for you?” He teased.

I shook my head. “I’ve never seen anyone’s dick this big...” I said. “Not even your husband’s?” I shook my head, still in amazement of his size. He is blessed in all places...“Damn that’s sad..” He said. I laid on my stomach and took him in my hand. “What are you doing?” He asked trying to stifle a moan. “I want to thank you for protecting me..” I mumbled. I licked over his tip and wrapped my lips around it. He groaned out and ran his fingers through my hair. He forced my head down on him fully, making me gag. “Mm..” I hummed enjoying the feeling of him fucking my throat. I stuck my tongue out, licking on the underside of his shaft.

I hollowed my cheeks sucking him in. He cursed. “Fuck!” He pulled me away by my hair and wiped my chin with his thumb. “Who knew Mrs. Kang could suck dick?” We giggled and he pushed me back on the bed. He crawled over me and took my hands and put them above my head. “You know...you like to test me sometimes?” He asked. I cocked my head to the side. “You’re a fucking tease.” He growled. “How..?” I asked not having a clue. “Touching the hickie I gave you, looking at me, touching yourself..calling my name. You fucking tease.” He said.

“I didn’t know..” I replied. He scoffed. “Sure you didn’t..” he teased. I rolled my eyes. “Just fuck me already.” I said pushing my hips up towards his. He pushed me back down. “Spread your legs.” He ordered. I followed. He lined himself up and he let out a loud groan and I let out a moan. “Damn, how long has it been you’ve been fucked?” He asked. He began to move his hips back and forth and I whimpered.

“T-Ten..so good..” I said. He bit his lip and let out a grumble. “Fuck...” He cursed. He began to pound into me. My eyes rolled to the back of my head, as he brushed against that one spot. He angled his hips to hit that spot again and went full force. My hands went to his arms, scratching down them. “R-Right there!” I exclaimed. He smirked and wrapped his hand around my neck. I began to clench around him and my breathing picked up. “I’m so close..” I whispered. He lifted my leg.

He leaned down in my ear and whispered. “Do it..” I scratched down his back and screamed. “Shit!!” He pulled out and flipped me over so that I was on top of him. He pushed my robe down my shoulders and threw it on the floor. He sat back against the headboard and placed his hands on my hips. I lowered myself on his member and threw my head back as I did so. “Oh my god..” I whispered. I began to rock my hips back and forth, but I guess he didn’t like my speed very well. He landed a smack on my butt.

He bounced me up and down on his member and let out a groan. I then get the rhythm and began to do it myself. He leaned back and let me take control. “This is so good..I love it..” I groaned. I began to feel myself reach another high but he pulled me off. “Ten-“ I was cut off by being turned around again. My head was forced down into the sheets and my butt was lifted. I turned my head to see Ten over me. He yank my head up by my hair and leaned down in my ear. “Keep your eyes on me. That was an order.” He said deeply.

I looked confused until I looked up to see the mirror. I saw his eyes staring into mine. He bit my ear lobe. “Yes sir..” I replied still staring in his eyes. He hummed and pushed his member roughly making me gasp. He piston his hips, causing skin to clap together. “You like it, don’t you?” He asked. I nodded. He slapped my butt. “I don’t hear that, slut..” He growled. I bit my lip. “Yes I l-love itt..” I whimpered.

He chuckled. “Look at how fucked out you are? Huh? Aren’t you a slut for your bodyguard?” He asked. I nodded. “Yes sir...only for you! Oh gosh, oh my gosh I feel myself cumming again!!” I exclaimed. This was so wrong but soo good..He was too good at this, he has me where he wants me. He reached his hand down and rubbed my bud. I screamed, gripping his forearm with his tattoo. He threw his head back as he groaned. “I’m close too. Don’t cum without me, that’s another order..” He groaned. I bit my lip as I held back my orgasm. His thrusts got sloppier and he kissed on my neck.

“Cum with me..do it...now.” He groaned. I gasped and cried out. “Yess!! Fuck yessss!!!!” I gripped the back of his hair and came all over him. He groaned and came as well. “Goddamn it!” He yelled out. He pulled out of me and watched me drip our essences. He smirked and slapped me on the butt again, making me moan. “Look at that..you’re just dripping..” He whispered as he kissed my shoulder. I leaned back and kissed on his lips.

Ten and I was now in the kitchen while he was eating and I was drinking a little bit of wine. “What do you mean by bad guy?” I asked recalling his words from earlier. “Something you don’t need to know.” He said putting his fork down and crossing his arms, leaning back. I looked up at him from my glass. “You work for me! You have to tell me!” I said. “I work for you? That’s an understatement now.” He said.

“How?” “So you mean to tell me you didn’t just fuck your bodyguard on the first day in you and your husband’s bedroom?” He asked while cocking an eyebrow. I closed mouth and looked away. “I still want to know about you..” I mumbled. “Okay fine, what do you want to know so badly?” He asked. “Okay, where are you from?” “Thailand.” “Okay...any family? Parents? Brother? Sister?” “My mom and dad are dead. I’m an only child.” “Oh..sorry to ask.” He shook his head. “It’s fine. I didn’t like them anyways. I was raised by my grandmother.” He said. “Oh! How is she?” “Dead. A year ago.” He said.

How can he be so calm and cool about this? “Are you not upset that you don’t have any family? No remorse?” He scoffed. “I’m human aren’t I? I’m just pass that stage now.” He said. “Oh...couldn’t be me..I don’t know what I’d do if my mom, daughter or husband died...you have any kids? A wife or girlfriend?” “Why would I have a girlfriend if we just had sex? I wouldn’t have even touched you.” He narrowed his eyes. “Sorry! Anyways, do you have kids?” “Maybe..” He said.

“Wow you’re just putting your dick into other females and not even knowing if you have children or not with the woman? Disgusting..” I cringed. “Yet you just fucked me. You are so ass backwards. Who has sex with someone who they don’t even know about? Sounds pretty hoeish.” He said. “Look, I’m not a hoe. I do have standards! This was a one-night stand also known as a one-time thing! And you know nothing about me. So you’re also ass backwards!” He only chuckled and leaned up in his seat.

“First things first, I know all I need to know about you. I’m your bodyguard of course. And two, you sure this a ‘one-time thing’? You sounded like you were in heaven earlier.” He asked. I narrowed my eyes, oh how I wish I could throw him out. “Shut up..” I mumbled. “You see that’s your problem.” He said. “What?” I asked. “You need to be put your damn place and gat husband of yours doesn’t do it enough.” He said. “I DO NOT NEED TO BE-“ “Hush.” He said simply. I simply closed my mouth, coincidentally. He chuckled and grabbed his wine glass. “You are so whipped for me and it’s hilarious. All you needed was to be dicked down and here you are, following my every damn order.” He said. “I need to call my husband..” I said. “Yeah you do that.” He said. I narrowed my eyes and called his number. “Hello?” I heard him on the other side of the phone.

“Hey honey!” I said. Ten chuckled. “Pathetic.” He snickered. “Shut up.” I mouthed. “Hey Y/n, I’m not coming home for a bit. I’ll see you.” He said. “Oh..Okay. I love you.” I said. “Love you too.” He said. He then hung up and I did the same. “Let me guess he’s working overtime?” Ten asked with sarcasm in his voice. “Stop it. It’s a lot to take in knowing you’re gonna be future president.” I said. “You’re dumb as fuck.” Ten said. I gasped. “What?! You need to watch your fucking mouth asshole!” I exclaimed. He only rolled his eyes. “Will you calm down? You’re breast is coming out of your robe.” He said getting up and walking upstairs.

I looked down and fixed it. “Ten! What are you doing?” I asked following him. I found him in my bed, watching TV. “Who said you could sleep in here?! You so disrespectful! Get out!” I said. He smirked. “Make me.” He said. I narrowed my eyes. “Get out.” I said more sternly. I walked up to him and stood there. “Are you gonna move?! Take your shirt, put it on and go!” I yelled. He rolled his eyes and pulled me down onto his lap.

“You make a damn ruckus too much. Just lay down and sleep, I know you’re tired.” He said. I have to admit, I was. “Fine...just for tonight.” I said. He hummed and turned his attention back to the TV.

Ten’s POV

It was 2:31 in the morning now. I was fast asleep beside Y/n until I heard my phone ring. I groaned and grabbed. I looked at the number. “Shit...” I whispered. I got up from the blankets and picked up the phone. “Hello?” I answered. “You’re running out of time Chittaphon..” I sighed. “Damn it Kun, give me some time.” I said. “No! We need this! You are right there with her and I bet she’s asleep. Just kill her already!” He said.

“It’s a bit..complicated right now.” I said. How the hell am I gonna tell him that I’m in love with the target’s wife? “You better not love her, Chittaphon.” “I don’t.” You fucking liar. “Just more time.” “You have a week. If someone’s not dead in week, you, her, her daughter and husband are dead. Simple as that. Goodbye.” He hung up the phone and I let out a sigh. I can’t do this.. I have to kill Y/n and Bailey. I can’t just kill Jacob because it would cause too much damage to me and the group. I don’t care! I know one thing for sure. I’m not killing Y/n. And no one is not gonna touch her not her child...

[wishful-soda]

OMG Before I start talking I just wanna say that I haven't disappeared I actually did leave comments about last chapter idk what happend to that but whatever hahahah moving on also this has spoilers sooo 😗

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE CHAPTER. FAVOURITE. And this is coming from a person that is very indecisive. Holy shit.. THANK YOU FOR GIVING US THIS BEAUTIFUL STORY. The emotions that I've felt during this chapter.. I LITERALLY CRIED.. This is SO SO perfectly written. They really evolved from the beginning. And I'm not talking just about the statement friends. I'm talking about them ACTUALLY talking.

“Will you tell me about them? Your parents?” - I ALMOST FUCKING CRIED 🥺🥺🥺

The way she didn't even hesitate to tell him her story. That's growth. We would never see her do this few chapters ago. But now it just shows how much charecter development she had. She actually wanted to tell him about it. The way she couldn't said what she wanted and Daniel took her on his lap 🥰🥰🥰 that movement was so cute, hugging her and giving her the courage to continue.. It was on of the moments were my insides were melting.

Daniels little speech how he's so proud of her 🥺🥺🥺 im bawling my eyes at this point

THIGH RIDING 🥵🥵🥵 YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW LONG I WAS WAITING FOR THIS. HOLY SHIT IT WAS 100× BETTER THAN I EVER IMAGINED. WELL DONE

"that he’s noticed you for much longer than just these past few months, longer than just this season" this what I was saying for a while now. This man knows a lot more about her than she thinks. I'm so glad that we are finally at that point where he can confirm it, say it, give her a compliment and and not act all stupid, not say it as I joke. Actually mean it, every single word.

“You’ve got me right in the palm of your hand and you don’t even know it…”  ohhhhh he's soooooooo closeeee. Almost c'mon Daniel figured it out!!! You can do it!!!

So she rememebered saying to Max 'i think im falling in love with him' and she was waiting to feel panicky and horror because Max MIGHT POTENTIALLY know about them but she didnt felt panicky because she just kinda admitted that she is falling IN LOVE with HIM. Okay missy I see you.

I FUCKING KNEW IT!!! I FUCKING KNEW IT. I KNEW THAT DANIEL DOESNT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING WITH THAT ARTICLE. I've said this for last chaper and I'll say it again. I feel like Daniel wanted always to be her friend but then she was the one who started hating him and he was like better something then nothing so that's why he's been hating her. I feel like he doesn't really have any big reasons like she does. He was like if hating her, making fun of her, teasing her, making her life miserable means that I can be close to her then I'll take it. Better that than nothing. I feel this is exactly what happened.

“We did. Mutual hatred.” she just confirmed that they don't hate each other anymore. I don't think she even realized that 🤭 yes they said that they are friends but they never said that they dont hate each other anymore..

HOW COULD YOU END THE CHAPTER IN THAT I LITERALLY SCREAMED AND ITS 3AM I NEED TO KNOW.. I NEED NEXT CHAPTER ASAP... I SO DESPERATELY NEED TO KNOW WHY SHE SAID THAT (althought i might have hunch 😏)

Like I said this was SO PERFECT.. Loss of words honestly.. Also just wanted to say that I LOVED Max pov. That's something I didnt know I need it. i can't wait to reread it tomorrow and to come back if I noticed something new hahahaha. Thank you thank you thank you. I actually didn't expected this chapter to be published now and after the day we all had (looking at those mf from that team 😡) it was perfection. Hope you enjoyed my rant 😐🙃 lysm ❤❤❤❤

- introverted little bitch

Hi my dearest!!

I love hearing that it's your favorite chapter because it was one of my favorites to write!! I'm also so like...glad...that you cried? That sounds incredibly mean, but I don't mean it like that I promise!! I'm just so like...happy that my writing could invoke emotion like that? Y'know? I hope that makes sense and doesn't make me sound like a total bitch 😅

You're absolutely right, there's no way that she would have told him a few chapters ago. She would have been like 'fuck you gtfo' and resorted to being mean. I was a little worried that it was TOO cheesy and TOO soft and TOO over the top...? Maybe? I'm still worried I overdid it tbh.

I really loved writing his little speech about being proud of her, like honestly it felt genuine Daniel to me. I imagined how I'd feel being told similar things by Daniel and it made me feel like I was going to die so I ran with it.

I'M SO GLAD THE THIGH RIDING MET EXPECTATIONS BECAUSE I REWROTE IT SO MANY TIMES!!! AGGGHHH!!!

Also; YES bby. You 100% called it. He has paid attention to her all of this time because he's never actually hated her like she thought he has. How else is he supposed to respond to her hating him? Just ignore it? No way, he's going to play the game right back because like you said, it's better than nothing!

You're also onto something with the Max situation! She's not worried that it's true, she's just worried about others finding out!

PLEASE LET ME KNOW YOUR HUNCH. I live for the predictions. Seriously, please tell me!

I'm glad that you enjoyed the Max POV! It was so refreshing and fun to write, it felt like something new, flip the script y'know? I planned on doing it and kept forgetting and it just fit so well for this chapter I think. Like I could have written it from hers, but it felt so much better from his? Idk! I'm glad you liked it though!!

I ALWAYS enjoy your rants so please continue to send them in or send any asks at all because I love to hear from you 🥰 ILYSM!!!! ❤️❤️❤️ MUAH 😘😘😘

[taechnological]

So close... he's my wrecker 😅

ahhhhh damn so closeeee shjsjsjsjs okay so is it....... taehyung? o.o

[miss-mollys-ballet-blog]

GYMNASTICS MEN’S TEAM FINAL COMMENTARY

SPOILERS IF YOU ARE GOING TO WATCH LATER THIS HAS SPOILERS.  IT’S UNDER THE BREAK.  

I literally put all of my thoughts while watching the events lol.

I’m pumped that the US is in the same rotation as Russia because it means we’ll see both of them a lot.

It’s so bizarre seeing Ukraine without Oleg :(

James Hall is a precious nugget who deserves all the happiness and medals ever

I honestly cannot believe that Dalaloyan is doing all the events.  I hope his achilles survives so he can then go and dominate in the all around too

I love the US’s uniforms; it’s so sharp.  And all the men’s unitards are infinitely better than women’s becaues they’re not tacky and sparkly.

Kitazono’s floor was SO CLEAN.  But do people compare him to Uchimura like the announcers are saying?  Because I’ve not heard that lol.

YEAH YUL.  THAT POMMEL WAS AWESOME!!!  14.366 YESSSSS.  WE LOVE BEATING QUALS SCORES.

Oooo Joe Fraser’s rings were great too!  14.5 damnnnn.

Sun Wei, you can do better than that on the floor, stick those landings!!!  The fact that he scored so closely to Kitazono with all those mistakes is bullshit.  

I love Belyavskiy’s one arm turn on pommels so much, it’s so smooth.  I desperately want him to win the pommel’s final.  14.8 oh my word.

Xiao Ruoteng is my favorite male gymnast, I want him to get a gold medal for anything so badly.  Not a bad floor, but not the best he can do.

Sam, baby, sweetheart honey, please do not keep messing up, get it together.

Whenever the announcers say “OOOO MISTAKE ON POMMEL” but they’re still just swinging and looking perfect, I have no idea what they mean lmao.

I’m here for Japan and China being super competitive and not high fiving or fist bumping each other.  Maybe I’m just a bad sport, but it’s fantastic.

DALALOYAN’S RINGS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL.

The camera show when Dalaloyan flips into the maltese on rings was so amazing, just flawless.  Absolutely flawless.

I appreciate it when the men shave their armpits, not gonna lie.

YEAH BRODY, THOSE RINGS OMG YES!!!!  THAT LANDING WAS BEAUTIFUL!!!!  14.1???  That’s some bullshit right there.

I do enjoy Petro Pakhniuk from Ukraine.  Struggled on his fault, but all his one bar handstands on parallel bars are so beautiful, I wish more people did more one bar.

Xiao what was that pommel???  14.1???  You’re better than that my dude.

One of my favorite things is the forearm flip to hands then slow up to handstand on my parallel bars.  What that’s called, I have no idea.  But I love it and it looks so cool.

Okay Nikita, that vault was flawless.  Stuck Dragalescu...Jesus Christ lolol. 14.966....oh my god lol.

Brody that landing was SO CLOSE.  SO CLOSEEEE.

Lin Chaopan’s vault was so high!!!

TANIGAWA WATARU WHAT WAS THAT VAULT OH MY GOD.

YES BELYAVSKIY!  So stunning, I love how he kips under the bars, it’s so cool and not many gymnasts do it.

Why does Sam always get a little sticky on the easy skills on parallel bars?  He does the super difficult stuff flawlessly, but then fudges around on the easier ones.  

Pablo Braegger is beautiful on floor!  Those stuck landings are A+

Artur hitting his foot on the bar...hopefully it wasn’t his bad foot because damn.  That has got to hurt so bad.  His face when he finished was so sad, I just wanted to hug him.

Nigornyy’s high bar is boring.  I said it.

Sun Wei, baby, what happened to your wrist???  And your parallel bars could have been so much better.  

BRODY BEAUTIFUL HIGH BAR!!!  WE LOVE TO SEE IT!!!  THOSE PIROUETTES WERE STUNNING!!!

Belyavskiy’s German giants make my rotator cuffs hurt so badly oh my goodness.

Omg Xiao’s adorable smile and wave at the camera, he’s so precious!!

I love Yul’s floor so much, I wish he had more difficulty, but hopefully that’ll come.  His landings are always amazing.

[zuzu-hotman]

Ready To Love Pt.5 [[Zuko]]

Pairing: Zuko x Female!Reader

Warnings: Nonsenseeeee

A/N: Sooooo closeeee, and no im not sorry <3 links later

Pt.1,, Pt.4

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At this very moment, Zuko didn’t want to be away from you. He didn’t want to go anywhere, not after finally getting you to talk- to finally open. He just wanted to be near you now, get close and comfortable, just like before but better. However, as of course, nothing really ever worked out in his favor. One moment he was hiding out with you and the next Katara was exploding on him over something he had not done.

Yet it did nothing to stop him from helping. He didn’t want her to hate him forever. Zuko was tired of being hated, especially over something he hadn’t done. He wanted nothing more than to just be accepted.

So he’d gone on a long trip, one he was sure would end violently but it didn’t. Katara got her closure, and they were now on their way back to everyone else. To you. The trip was pretty much silent but then oddly, Katara broke it. Shattering it to pieces with a question.

“So how long have you really known her?”

Zuko can feel his heart hammer away nervously, “Who?”

“___”, she says. Confidently, “Who else?”

He’s not sure how much you’ve told them, and they’re your friends first so he’s not sure what to say. “Didn’t she already tell you?”

“No. Not really. Whenever we mentioned this crazy firenation prince that was after us, she went quiet.”

His hammering heart then sank. How shameful it must have been to know him then during those times. A good friend turned sour, “Mhmm. Well it’s not my place to answer for her.”

He could feel Katara’s eyes on him, but he didn’t move to look back. Even though you were on speaking terms with him, it didn’t mean that you were going to tell everyone everything. It’s not like you had to anyway, so much of everything was very personal. You had told-

“That long huh?”

Zuko just remains silent. All his past regret suddenly coming out to drown him at sea. Yes, that long. Long enough to go from friends to nothing to whatever this was. Adoring you for the entire ride, even if he denied it to himself for some time. So many bad choices- where would he be now if he had stayed with you? Would you two be... something? Would-

“Lucky you. Anyone else would have left a long time ago. That’s  a lot to be put through, s-”

“I know. I know she should have left- but she didn’t, and I’m gonna do everything I can to make it a good choice for her.”, and he means it. He won’t make you regret it ever again, even if it kills him.

Katara is the one silent now, and he can’t see it but she’s smiling. He’d confirmed her suspicions. he was the boy you’d mentioned liking. The one that hurt you without meaning to at first and then betraying you altogether. She knew it was him but she needed proof, and he gave it. He gave it and he proved he’d be better. He’d do what was right- you clearly looked a bit happier than before..

No one had noticed you two had snuck off that night. No one knew what you’d spoken of or how you’d about cried. Zuko assumed you’d said everything you wanted to say, but you hadn’t. You couldn’t tell him the whole truth about your father yet or your feelings for him. Zuko already had much on his plate with his father, the last thing you needed to do was top it off with your father’s death. Yes, the Firelord had a hand in his death and your running away. Your Mother was spared only by banishment, and you were a wanted person. You wondered if Zuko saw the warrant on you.

The runaway Earth Bender, hidden within Fire Nation walls.

You hoped your mother could learn to cope- you know you hadn’t and probably wouldn’t.

You also hoped one day you could tell Zuko how you felt- even if it’s not what he felt. Why bother to hope?

Yet your heart still dared to beat harder the very moment you saw him return, suffocating the urge to run at him like you once used to.Things were so different now. You didn’t know what ground you stood on with him. What was he to you, and you to him?

What now? Now that he spoke all his regrets and truths- now that he admitted to having something with Mai? Real or not, it was a thing that happened. How could you be sure it was fake, why did you care? What did it matter when clearly, he was here. Although, it wasn’t just for you. He was teaching Aang all he knew. There was a war not too far off- life or death of thousands upon thousands of lives. Cultures and homes-people and families.

Why bother think-

“___”

You turned, looking straight into golden eyes. “Hm?”

“I- can we talk? Again? I just- it’s important. Really important.”

You’re not sure how to react- nervous? Scared? Nothing at all? “Okay.”

So this time he drags you off, his hand burning in yours. He holds your hand for a long while- even once he’s stopped in the middle of a grassy clearing. One that outlooks the vast ocean, waves crashing into rocks some ways off. The wind blows his hair to and fro. Creating a messy look, which unknown to you, was a perfect replica of how he felt inside.

“___, I.. well..”, he begins, rubbing his thumb over your knuckles, the softest caress you’d ever felt. “I just... I’m sorry..”

“Sorry?”, you ask, staring his your hand in his.

“I hurt you so much and you should hate me- you should hate me as much as Uncle does! I’ve done worse to you and him- you both knew me and believed in me and I-”

“Zuko.”

“I never should have done that-I sh-”

“Zuko!”

“Should have done better by-”

“Zuko!”, you use your free hand to cover his mouth, effectively shutting him up. “Stop beating yourself up. I forgive you, and I know your Uncle will too. Look at where you are- look at the friends you’re making.”

He’s just quiet, listening to you intently. Hanging on every last syllable.

“You’re here with us- with me. You’re teaching the Avatar firebending. You’re out fighting this war- you’re on the right side of history. You have defied all odds. You’re doing good and you’re getting better okay? Don’t sell yourself short, Zuko.”

He nods, removing his hand from you to pull your other hand away from his mouth. He takes it in his and gives it a squeeze. He’s quiet as he lets your words linger in the breeze. They float around him and soothe him. He feels content and okay- he feels confident, and so he throws caution into this soothing breeze you’ve surrounded him in. It’s now or never. The war can be damned- all proper timing can be damned.

“___”, he says again, softer now. His words an even softer caress than his hand in yours.

“What now, Zuko?”, you respond, laughter beginning to bubble within you.

He just gives you a small smile. The tiniest grain of who he once was, so carefree and happy. “I...”, he starts, pulling your hand close to his heart, “...I think I love you..”

Pt.6