#HE LIVES IN MY HEARTT

[carsaadi]

MY BEAST THAT IS ME

[sorrinslays]

More about the Belobog Roleswap AU

So, I decided to make this post because of @lesbianbootheng. Specifically, their reblog right here:

#hsr#role swap au#op i hope u know much i enjoy those aus and the fact u made one is So Cool to me#pls tell me u have more ideas bc dude? i’d love to hear em#and i hope ur comfy w/ me adding some ideas myself bc this sounds soo fucking cool dude like wtf#love the idea of clara and hook being assistants to the silvermane guards that’s so cool <3 it fits them surprisingly well#ALSO THE FUCKING NERD PELA BEING PART OF THE FIGBT CLUB?? idk that’s so funny to me idk why LMFAO#oleg being luka’s father is rlly cute i love that <3 my HEARTT#also svorg being slowly being aaprt of the landau family by serval fixing him and they start to consider each other as the other loved ones#serval is still a musician i hope she’d just be one of those underground artists (literally haha)#also love the fact cocolia/serval r a thing in this au that makes me so happy u don’t understand :3#their yuri is NOT doomed after all :3#also… bc this is a roleswap au imagine bronya as the new supreme guardian… can u see it?#how do u think she’d act as leader?#sampo + bronya would DEF need to reign her in haha#also. do u think geppie sees sampo interacting w/ hook/clara & thinks of lynx & wants to sob when he’s separated#bc I DO. i so fucking do

So here's some more insight on the lives of the characters!

Gepard

He has this rule he set for himself that he doesn't steal from the less fortunate, guards and children. Those he does frequently steal from are nobles and since he used to be one (technically still is) he knows the obsolete worst ones. Sometimes, when he learns something particularly bad, he leaves an "anonymous" tip in Sampo's office.

He tried to grow a side business out of selling flowers. Since he's not a guard he has way more time to actually engage in his hobby, unlike his OG counterpart, he can actually keep a plant alive. However the business sadly didn't end up working out.

He does have "disguises" so he can get groceries without being chased around, although they are all kind of terrible. He doesn't know jackshit about makeup so he relies on hiding his face instead (hats, masks, sunglasses and the like). Almost all of Belobog knows this but they just kinda don't bother him cause the disguise is so bad it's sad.

Whenever Clara and Hook see Gepard in his "disguise" they try to get Sampo to arrest him cause "it's literally the guy you chase everyday, he's right here, just get him!!!!!" only for Sampo to pretend not to recognize him. Gepard goes through all five stages of grief whenever this happens.

He has accidently bumped into Luka sneaking into the restricted zone on numerous occasions and both kept it secret. They have even fought together in secret.

There are rumours of the "Phantom Shielder" amongst the guards, which is just Gepard. He keeps trying to help in the snow plains, since he feels guilty for adding to the workload of the guards by committing crimes. He believes it to the least he could do.

He is a supplier of automaton parts and the like for Oleg. Luka has a sneaking suspicion that's the case but since it's Gepard's most legitimate business venture, he doesn't bother reporting it. Oleg is, like, the closest thing Gepard has to a father figure.

Sampo

As the Captain, he rarely has time to relax alone and anytime he does have the time he spends it in the far away snow plains looking for medicine for Cocolia. He sneaks away when he's supposed to be doing paperwork. Or he "loses track of time and stays on patrol for longer periods".

He has made deals with pharmacists all around Belobog, asking for "defect medicine" that cannot be sold to the public (because of such things as a wrongly colored bottle, wrong print, a small cracks etc.). Basically, he collects it without telling the pharmacists where it actually goes. They don't really question him and he brings it to Cocolia.

He has a house near the restricted zone, not because he wants to be "closer to the actions" as he tells people, but so that he can have more alone time. You need a good reason to be anywhere near the restricted zone or you have to sneak in, so his apartment is like a safe haven to him.

He doesn't have any tells when lying, contrary to popular belief. He has fake ones that he uses to trick Natasha. She believes him to be a bad liar because of this.

Anytime he has free time (which is not all that often) he is surrounded by children anywhere he goes. If you hear manic giggling across the streets you know Sampo has a day off. He will have at least two kids around him at all times and the parents have to practically peel them away from him.

Sometimes, whenever he spots Hook bothering Gepard while he's "in his disguise" he walks over and chats with Gepard just to fuck with him. It's incredibly entertaining watching the poor guy squirm as his voice cracks in ten different ways.

He actually knows if Luka sneaked in and disguised himself as a guard because there's a standard hair length soldiers in the restricted zone have to have that Luka does not follow. He never mentions it, just let's him do whatever since he believes Luka to be capable enough. He does like ordering him around just to fuck with him, seeing Luka flinch and do anything without making a sound or "deepening his voice" so that Sampo "doesn't recognize him" is very funny to him.

Luka

As much as he hates paperwork, he's infuriatingly good at it. So he's probably staying an intelligence officer for a long while. Seele told him as much after a meeting with Natasha. He had begged Seele to bring up his situation, arguing that he's healed now and can go back to the front lines. Seele, true to her word, did mention him, but Natasha shout down any conversation about him, stating he's "too useful as an intelligence officer".

He used to have a small crush on Sampo. He was impressed by his fighting and was asking the Captain for a spar for weeks before the other agreed. It's still unknown if he still harbors that crush. The crush doesn't necessary have to romantic, it's honestly up for interpretation.

He attends every funeral, celebration and memorial held in honor of the Silvermane Guards. It's based on respect but also a little bit of guilt on his part. He believes that if he hadn't lost his arm, he would've still been in the front lines and he could've stopped some of the death that happened in the snow plains.

Whenever he is cooped up in his office for long periods of times, Clara and Hook are tasked (by Sampo, as their "superior") to get him out. Usually, they steal an important document and have him chase them all over the city. By the time he gets back, the day is over and he is ordered to go home and rest.

During his days off, he helps Oleg around the workshop. Oleg has tried to reassure Luka many times before that he doesn't need to keep helping, although all of them were in vain.

He has tried getting new hobbies to distract himself, and one that he enjoyed more than he thought he would was crocheting and knitting. He made matching scarfs for Clara and Hook and Seele called him a granny. He challenged her to a spar after that (he lost).

Whenever Luka and Gepard sneak into the snow plains together, they get into "competitions". Basically, they try to kill more fragmentum than the other. Usually, it's a tie or one of them winning by a small precent (like one or two more kills).

Natasha

Just like every other Supreme Guardian, she graduated in history. Although that's the case, she was always fascinated by human biology and the structure of the human body. She became even more interested after she met a man by the name of Vache, who told her he wanted to make a medicine specifically for people to be able to survive the bitter cold. After Cocolia banished Vache to the snow plains, Natasha brought him to Qlipoth Fort. He is still alive, even after the Astral Express' visit.

She really likes teddy bears, they used to be the only emotional support she had back when she was first selected to be the future Supreme Guardian. She had shared this information with Oleg, and since they used to be very close back in the academy, a lot of her stuffed toys were left at Oleg's place. So their absence during the Stellaron's manipulation helped her spiral quicker.

Vache lives in the lab of Qlipoth Fort and he is, basically, Stellaron 2.0. Since he also believes the Stellaron, he tries to pressure Natasha into following its plan. Natasha, isolated from any actually healthy influences, gives in and soon orders that result in more deaths than victories follow.

She and Oleg used to be very close, to the point that they even grew flowers together and used to babysit children together as a way to gain a little something something on the side. Whenever Luka reports to her, she asks about Oleg and how he's doing, every time she asks she has a wishful expression on her face.

Natasha was actually very suspicious of Sampo in the beginning, after all, before he joined the Silvermane Guards she hasn't heard a thing about him. She remained suspicious of him even after years, until the end of the Belobog arc. When he first made waves, she researched every little thing about him.

Oleg adopted Luka after his break up with Natasha, so when she first saw his last name she cried. She genuinely thought that she had missed a wedding or something.

Doctor handwriting. Even in another universe she couldn't escape the illegible doctor handwriting curse.

Seele

Used to go to the same elementary, middle and high school together with Luka. He was just a year or two younger than her. As a kid, she used to think he was okay, then during middle school she found him annoying and now it's a mix of two. However, he's probably the closest thing she has to a best friend and it's the person she trusts the most outside of Natasha.

She focuses a lot of her combat abilities. Since Natasha doesn't let her go on too many missions and she's not aware she's supposed to be the next Supreme Guardian (she is under the impression that she is just Natasha's adopted daughter) she doesn't think about the political situation or strategies all that much. She much prefers fighting the fragmentum.

Although technically she has a higher position than Sampo, whenever she gets overzealous during training or pushes herself too hard, she'll "be put in time out" by Sampo. Basically, she will be training and Hook and Clara pop out of nowhere, telling her how it's "time for a break, or else Sampo will put you in time out". She always tries to get out of it because she finds it stupid, but honestly dealing with Hook and Clara is a challenge in it of itself, so, unfortunately for her, Sampo's tactic works annoyingly well.

At first, she was struggling a lot in school, specifically with writing. When Natasha first caught wind of this, she sat down with Seele and they spent a whole evening just writing and Natasha helping Seele with school work.

For almost her whole life, Natasha and Oleg were together, so when Natasha turned distant and they broke up, she basically lost her parent. She visits Oleg's workshop every now and then, but they definitely aren't as close as they used to be. Now, unfortunately for her, the closest thing she has in her life that actively acts like a father figure is Sampo.

She regularly makes bets with soldiers in the front lines. Like, "oh, I bet Kyle can't headshot five fragmentum in a row". In general she is very friendly with them. Natasha is not a fan of that.

Luka asks her for a spar session almost any time he sees her. While it "annoys" her, she find comfort in the fact that she can tell him mood easily like that. She knows that if he's just fired up he gonna ask one or two times and if he feels bad for whatever reason, he's gonna be more persuasive.

Oleg

To him, the Neverwinter workshop was something that would've happened one way or another. He always knew that at some point he would own a workshop, however, what he didn't expect was how soon it would happen. He imagined opening it in his late forties - early fifties after passing his Stellaron research to a younger researcher. He never expected to have the nasty break up with Natasha and getting kicked out of the Silvermanes like that.

A side hobby he picked up after losing his job as a researcher was sketching. Whenever the workshop goes through a slow period with no customers or any work to do, people can find him outside, sketching whatever he sees.

When Luka lost his arm, he was devastated. He was so scared for his son he soot out Natasha, asking if she can find a better position for Luka that doesn't endanger him so much. Although he feels guilty for taking the choice from Luka, he also prefers feeling guilty with a son than feeling guilty without a son.

Back when Luka used to be in the frontlines, he wanted to meet his superior (Sampo) just to be sure that the Captain was capable. His first impression of Sampo wasn't a positive one, but after hearing about his achievements in battle, anecdotes from other guards, seeing Luka's admiration of him and seeing him around the street playing with the kids, he backed off.

He still misses Seele, even though technically she's not his kid. Even though that's the case, he still makes sure to prepare birthday gifts for her and congratulate her on any achievements.

He teaches Hook and Clara the basics of engineering. Every week he dedicates two hours for them. It's actually one of his favorite past times cause it livens up the place and reminds him of back when Luka and Seele used to be kids.

He still thinks about his research, specifically the Stellaron. He really wants to continue studying it and oftentimes thinks about it. He has a lot of theories about it but can't test any of them out.

Cocolia

She met Serval when the Landaus first moved to the Underground. While all the siblings have a positive opinion of her and they generally get along well, she and Serval clicked almost instantly. Serval helped her a lot with the orphanage, then with the clinic and finally with Wildfire.

Even though the Underground's atmosphere is pretty depressing, Cocolia tries her best make it more homey, warm and, in general, uplift the people. There's a reason why the people of the Underworld trust her with more than just medical issues.

One of her attempts to make the Underworld more welcoming was plants. Although most of them require sunlight, she got Sampo to look for ones that can survive without it. And just like that the Underworld is full of plants (as much as it can be). Unfortunately not all parts of the Underworld have a flourishing flora, the unlivable parts (thanks to the fragmentum) don't have any.

While she is a doctor and a healer is general, if it comes down to it, she can hold her own in battle. She uses a bass guitar when fighting, the one that in the original Serval broke during her companion quest.

She and Bronya have a very strong bond. They spend hours talking about different ways to optimize Wildfire. Serval helps with that too, either as the face of Wildfire or by suggesting ways to update equipment or create new weapons. Whenever Sampo is present, his input is asked as well, although he mostly helps with strategizing and ways to get rid of the fragmentum.

The hardest choice she had to make was exile Vache. She was conscious of his downward spiral when he started obsessing over blizzard immunity but the human experimentation was kept a secret from her until Lynx mentioned hearing something about it. Needless to say when she found out she was heartbroken.

She is well liked by all the children, and she always has some sort of candy on her desk. It's either for children who are being treated or, at the end of each day, the most behaved kid gets two.

Bronya

Although she didn't go to school, she knows the basics thanks to Cocolia and Serval. So now, her favorite hobby is reading. She has read as many books as she could get her hands on. Anytime she sees Sampo, she asks him to deliver her a book or two.

While she is part of Wildfire and she does fight against the fragmentum under Serval's command, whenever fragmentum activity is low, she is seen helping around Cocolia's clinic. While is mostly acts as a nurse following Cocolia's orders, she is still very skilled, to the point that other nurses sometimes call her "Cocolia 2.0".

She has learned the basics of engineering from Serval. It's a skill that comes in handy more often than not, from fixing up children's toys to helping fix equipment that was broken by the fragmentum.

The kids love her too. Whenever they get into trouble the first person they go to is Bronya due to her "not being an adult" (she is, she is just the youngest one working in the clinic so they assume she's still a teenager).

She has heard a lot about Gepard, but she has never actually met him since she wasn't adopted back when the Underworld and Overworld weren't separated. Despite this, she feels as if she had known him forever because of how often Serval and Lynx mention him. As if he's still here, with them.

She and Pela are good friends. Thanks to her, Bronya got into the Tales of the Winterlands. That series got her to wish to one day go to the topside and see the snow plains for herself. It's a wish she holds close to her heart.

She is close to Lynx as well, they spend a lot of time together due to her being the little sister of Serval. The two of them started reading Tales of the Winterlands together thanks to Pela and both of them loved it. They have spent hours talking about what they want to do in the Overworld.

Pela

She is a very important part of Wildfire not only because of her strength but also because of her great investigation skills and data collection. Thanks to her, Wildfire is not only able to catch troublemakers but also because she could predict future fragmentum activity based on the data she managed to collect.

She was the one who investigated Vache when Cocolia first heard of the rumours. She had come to Pela as a friend, asking for help, not as part of Wildfire. Pela accepted to look into it for free, and gave it her all. Let's just say the investigation wasn't all that pleasant.

She has created a fake identity that she uses to bet on herself. She is very strategic about it too. If she wins too many bets, she makes sure to stage a few loses to keep the attention away from her fake identity. She has made bank with that strategy.

Moreover, the reason she is still technically in debt is because the person she owes to is in the Overworld, so she had no way to reach him and she can't ask Sampo for help. She has a small box in her apartment that is the payment to her debt. She's not sure if there's any extra payment due to being late (although it's not really her fault) but just in case she keeps some extra shield.

Her closest friend is Lynx, they hang out together anytime Lynx isn't with Svarog. There's moments were they don't talk, Lynx just shows her picture as they cuddle on Pela's sofa and that's probably their favorite activity. However, anytime Lynx is in a talkative mood, the two of them theorize on what Gepard is doing in the Overworld.

She preforms in Mechanical Fever with Serval. It's a way for her to gain an additional income while hanging out with her friends (Serval, Lynx and sometimes Cocolia (when she's not busy with Wildfire and the clinic, which is pretty rare)). She is a drummer, her drumsticks are handmade and very sturdy (build by Serval) and she uses them when fighting as well.

She participates in a lot of food completions (like eating all 5 crabs that are in the game), but her favorites are the ones with spicy food. She and Serval were the ones with the biggest rivalry in a spice tolerance competition.

Serval

When she and her siblings first moved into the Underworld, they could only afford a one-bedroom apartment. She and Lynx shared the bedroom and Gepard slept in the living room. Soon, after Cocolia formed Wildfire, Serval go the opportunity to move. Now, she lives with Cocolia in a four-bedroom apartment, one for her and Cocolia, two bedrooms for Lynx and Bronya and the last one for Gepard.

While she is part of Wildfire, she also has her own "workshop" which is just her "experimentations" on automatons. She wants to create truly sturdy ones that can handle the fragmentum so that people don't have to risk their lives (and to also win in automaton fights shhh!!!!!).

While she doesn't like Svarog, she still helps him fix up a few things here and there, although she doesn't approve of the way they run their part of the Underworld she understands that he is an important ally. Plus, she gets access to better tools/materials.

She is still the lead singer/guitarist in Mechanical Fever. Most of her songs are about hope and a brighter future, it's her way of helping uplift the people of the Underworld. She is the most popular artist in the Underworld because of this.

When Sampo first arrived to the Underworld, she asked him about Gepard. More specifically, how he's been, if Sampo knows anything about him (whereabouts, health and the like). While he answered her questions, she asked if he could bring Gepard down, but he said "not yet". He did give her other reasons as well, but the "not yet" stuck with her.

Whenever Bronya and her go for patrols or missions together, they just talk. Like, they do get the work down, but they have insanely good coordination skills and synergy together that it's a breeze for them so it works more as a bonding moment rather than work.

The one taking care of most plants in the Underworld is Serval because they remind her a lot of Gepard and his love for plant life. On especially lonely nights she imagines his reaction to seeing how much the Underworld has changed since last time he was there.

Lynx

The reason Lynx got so attached to Svarog was because he possessed a lot of knowledge about the outside world and he could answer a lot of her questions. He once even showed her a projection of how the aurora looks back in the snow plains.

Before meeting Svarog she had tried to go to the surface to, one, find Gepard and, two, to see the Overworld once more. She went pretty far, but she couldn't unlock the Furnace Core, so she had to leave before Svarog found her.

She once confided in Pela that she doesn't remember Gepard's face, that it's very blurry for her and that she feels very guilty about it. She is frustrated because she does care about him and Serval always gets a sad distant look when he's brought up, but whenever she is trying to imagine the three of the reuniting, she can't picture it.

She has tried reasoning with Svarog on multiple occasions, but the robot never changes his mind. She still hasn't lost hope whatsoever. After all, her dream, aside from reuniting with Gepard, is to visit the snow plains.

She knows basic engineering thanks to both Serval and Svarog. Although she is not very interested in it. She prefers learning about the outside world much more, but it's useful information so she doesn't argue.

Whenever she wants to get a few extra shield, she goes to the fight club to bet on Pela. If she is not participating, she follows Pela's betting advice. She almost always wins, but that's because she doesn't visit the club that often.

When she met Sampo, she had asked for pictures of the snow plains, since she learned he fights the fragmentum there. He obliged and now she has a whole pin board dedicated to those pictures in her room.

Hook and Clara

The two of them are a very big deal in their school. They brag that THE Captain of the Silvermane Guards has them as "assistants". At first, the other kids didn't believe them when Hook said that they work for Sampo until he comes pick them up from school one day (Fersman was busy).

While the two of them have their separate bedrooms, every night they have "sleepovers" which is basically them sleeping together in each other's bedrooms. On Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays they sleep in Hook's room and on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays they sleep in Clara's room. On Sundays they play rock paper scissors to decide where the sleepover will be.

Seele had to explain to them on multiple occasions that they are not official Silvermane Guards. Hook refuses to listen and Clara is just confused. Both insist that they are cause "uncle Sampo told us we are under his command!!!!!!!!! You're just jealous your boss isn't as cool as ours!!!!!"

While they get a lot out of following Sampo's orders, they are still not allowed in the restricted zone. They don't get it, and Sampo dances around the issue, ordering them to do things outside it like bringing lunch to Luka or something.

Both of them are really scared of Natasha. They've seen her once or twice in public appearances and whenever they bumped into her in Qlipoth Fort, and while at first she seems nice, something about her scares them. Most of the time whenever they see her they run to hide either behind Sampo or Fersman or Luka.

Once, Sampo had an infiltration mission but Hook and Clara kept wanting to hang out with them. Sampo noticed Gepard in his terrible disguise and told them to follow him. They ended up pestering Gepard all day instead.

Anytime there's a disagreement between them they solve it with a game of rock paper scissors. Even when doing homework. If one of them got a 7 as an answer while the other got a 100 they play rock paper scissors and list the answer as whatever the winner got.

[ladykatakuri]

I am still here !

I am not gone from this site!!!!

So, now that this is out of the way, here comes the update on me.

First of all, mom is doing pretty good considering the fact she has had some health troubles and all. She is still having some issues, which is why I am still there at her place helping out her and my brother for as far as I can. But, she is slowly improving an dgetting better!

When all things seemed to calm down enough, I started to have some trouble with my chronic health thingies and , well... I just really was pissed and annoyed, but hung in there and had my pain medication increased a little, it is helping and going better. Pain attacks and just simple attacks from Fibromyalgia and such are happening, but it is more manageable now.

In november I managed to go to the Comic Con again, and ofcourse I bought me some nice SW thingies ( duh ), including a nice food bowl for Boba Catt and a nice lill harness for the summer time when we go out and about! It was awesome and I enjoyed it while missing my lill love bug Boba.

Back in December we had a huge scare though. My dad was hospitalised and we found out he had some serious heart issues. He needed to get angiaplasty, which is to unblock some arteries at the heart. He has several severly blocked arteries and the surgery was high risk. I was in and out of the hospital for him every day, but he made it! He is doing very well now, but they did warn him that a new atatck might not end well. We take things one day at a time and he seems to have taken the warning to heart and is doing his best.

Now, to end this tale of woe is me with something good!!!!!!!!!!!!

Boba Catt, who is doing very well has also gotten a little brother! In December I picked up this little farm cat who is 3 months younger and the moment they met? They were thick as thieves! In the pictures you will see my beloved redhead Boba and his little brother: Jango Catt !

I really will be back again here and have so much to catch up on and enjoy. You can bet that each time I receive an update on all those awesome stories, I smile and know I will have lots to enjoy once I am back home, have things sorted and can really sit down and read nonstop!

I love you all and miss you all and think of you often!

Here is some pictures of my sweet guys the Catt brothers ! Boba and Jango.

Tagging my ( old ) list: @imabeautifulbutterfly@chaoticvampirejedi@hellothere-generalangsty@cyroku@reluctant-mandalore@uponrightful@zinzinina@saradika@galacticgraffiti@ashotofspotchka@dindjarindiaries@dinbeskarbaby@djarrex@djarinsbeskar@rowansparrow@photogirl894@rigelmoonshine@rigel-the-moonstrider@nahoney22@loth-wolffe@neon-junkie@bobafetts-princess@cyarbika@charnelhouse@zoeykallus@kin-rokku@jgvfhl@honestly-shite@here-comes-the-moose@dindjarindiaries@firstofficerwiggles@fictional-men-ruin-lives @ladysongmaster @lozalot @moonstrider9904@lorjukka@m-o-o-n-s-g-o-o-n-s @rain-on-kamino @monako-jinn-stories @middimidoris @wild-karrde @cross-my-heartt @arctrooper69 @eyecandyeoz @marierg 

[brokensenseofhumor]

*FAT SIGH AS I WALTZ THROUGH THE DOOR IN A HURRY* OKAY. Okay… Brain cell 3, are we live? Yes? GREAT!

Hiii so here’s The Pimon Theory episode 7 part 2. Finally.

Brain cell 50, the fuck you mean this wasn’t in the script? We don’t have a script.

Spoilers for chapter 35. again. + shoutout to Alex Scanlations and Taochan. Also again.

Bro foreshadowed Björn and Mika’s deaths within the first few pages of the chapter. Next thing we know he’s gonna break the fourth wall by.. idk, Ch40.

Ok so. Lot to unpack here… dear god. Jesus Christ, even…

So, it’s implied that Ambrose is the one who did the Checkmate, given his dialogue, but…

PIMON IS SMILING. AUGHH… MY.. M.. MY HEARTT… AAAAA.. OUUUGHHHH. RIGHT IN THE HONEY NUT FEELIOS.!!1! /pos

So, really, we may never know who did the checkmate,

Okay so, this part implies 2 things:

It was Pimon who did the checkmate

Pimon has been keeping count of how many times Ambrose has lost a game of chess to him since they met. Either that or Ambrose is fucking dumb

Anyways-

Wait, the fuck you mean I hit the image limit AGAIN?! UUUUUUGGGHHHHHHHH!!1!111!!!

See you all on part 3 I guess.

[super-duper-mart]

im gonna be writing a post as i watch the first episode of season 4 of the umbrella academy🙏🏻

umbrella academy s4 e1 spoilers below the cut!!

not the re-elect kennedy pins😭

I LOVE VIK’S OMG

LUTHER???? A STRIPPER???

diego has me sobbing i fear hes real as hell

lila my queen

BEN WHAT DID U DO GET THROWN IN JAIL😭

klaus is still my favorite

TEENAGER CLAIRE IS SO PRETTY OMG😭

JEROME??? JEROME OF ALL NAMES FIVES???

not sb saying speak ur truth😭

WOAH?? THE SWITCH UP????

OTHER CASES?

FOUR YEARS IN JAIL??? BEN????

mom allison is kinda serving

wait no i feel so bad for klaus:(

omg three years sober klaus good for uu🫶🏻🫶🏻

wait no she’s not serving anymore

luther i love u so much

CRYPTO EXCHANGE?? ben i hate u

LUTHER I LOVE U😭

“usually a no show maybe its better that way” HELLO??? WHAT HAVE WE MISSED IN THESE SIX YEARS

no stop i feel horrible for klaus:(

DAD DIEGO HAS MY HEARTT

OH THE CIA HE WORKS FOR THE CIA

klaus n claire’s relationship is adorable

germaphobe and extremely sober is wild, five

r diego n lila having marriage problems🧍🏻‍♀️

ALLISON VAPING??? IS THAT WEED OR NIC???

thats def weed is has to be

lila i love u fr (i feel like im gonna regret that)

YEAH ITS WEED ALLISON CONFIRMED IT

luther i love u im in love w u

diego why did u believe u couldnt get pregnant while breastfeeding

SLOANE😭😭

VIKTORS HEREEE🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

NO VIKTOR GETS KIDNAPPED😟😟😟😟

UNCLE IAN??? A TAZER?????

omg book club lilas such a mom

EAST SIDE PIÑATAS HAS ME SOBBING

LUTHER😭😭

luther:(

horse hair bro😭

GENE N JEAN

THE UMBRELLA EFFECT😀WDYM THE UMBRELLA EFFECT😀😀😀

TIMELINE SICKNESS THE COMMISSION

destiny’s children😭

A LITTER OF CHILD SUPERHEROES IN SHORT PANTS😭😭

THE ELITES (its reginald n his wife, name currently unknown)

the cleanse?

woah gene and jean r weird🧍🏻‍♀️

omg diegos following lila🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️

NOT LUTHER LIVING IN THE OLD MANSION

hargreeves home for wayward boys😀excuse me😀

luther i love u sm

a letter for luther

OH IT TELLS THEM HES KIDNAPPED

diego n lila r such a married couple im crying

five w a gun is so strange🧍🏻‍♀️idk why bc hes had guns in the past

THE UMBRELLA ACADEMY DOESNT EXIST☹️

saved the eiffel tower??🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️

the keepers

chubby diego🫶🏻

mom lila has my HEARTTT

BENJAMIN WHAT R U DOING

luther ur so responsible

OMG HE PUT THE GLOWY THING IN THE SHOTS

THE SHOT SCENE FROM THE TRAILER RAHHHH

FUCKFACES😭😭😭😭

[majihugs]

I may be feeling everything, but writing this out is actually fun lol. Okay, here we go. I'm very much talking out loud and to myself (as always, it's how I live and gather my thoughts 😆), but these totally count as thoughts right? Even if it's just reacting...yeah that should still count.

Ch. 3 thoughts 2/???:

The way his head drops after Yoshimura asks if he really thought anyone would help him :'))) Accepting his torture. Also, god I feel like the hat does so much, like how it hides his face a bit?? Woo.

First of all, wow look at him. Serving even when fucked up and tortured ✨️✨️ Also, KIRYU SHUT UPDHDFHJ 😭😭😭 HE'S STRAIGHT UP SUICIDAL AND READY TO DIEE. MY HEARTT. I say shut up, but I get what's happening obviously ;-;;; It makes sense, he's been through SO much, but GOD. Still not easy seeing a beloved character be like yeah. I'm ready to die. Anyone really!! Aghh.....

Photo limits are kinda killing me here lol, but it's okay. Forces me to take mini breaks/ to snap back to reality, which is good!

Istg Kiryu has like a tired little smile here. 😭😭😭 Pain pain pain. I CANNOT believe Kiryu has to go through this shit again!! Being shot in the back (literally) by someone he's supposed to trust (haven't played all the yahooza games, but..slight Nishiki flashbacks).

The music is making me teary eyed again. I really like it. Good god I listened to this track way beforehand bcs I am fascinated with the Gaiden ost. So, I Did Not know when this would play. To hear it HERE... weeping.

Yeah Kiryu just rub it in. Sassy as hell and FOR WHAT. 😭😭 Can't deal with his ass..that sass is working so well with the fit though. Anyway.

I was SCREAMING at this shot. GOD. Well, trying not to scream too loudly because it was nighttime. But I was losing it. So bad. Hanawa pov hello!!! I love this shot, many actually, but this one. AH. God I wanna stare at this one forever. Other than how nice Kiryu looks, his face...ough he looks so tired and done. With everything. And yet also like he's DARING Hanawa to shoot him. Sass.

HANAWA POV. Like OF COURSE HANAWA'S STRUGGLING. As he said, Kiryu saved his life so this is totally a betrayal!! Then again, he is Doing his Job. BUT, KIRYU GIVING HIM THE SADDEST, DEADEST, MOST TIRED EYES TOO?? Help me. I wouldn't have gone through with it either.

Deeply sighing, he looks good and yet so fucked up. I love expressions. I love how they did his eyes. Hanawa pov...

I was bawling at this part. THIS ISN'T EVEN THE WORST PART and I was already losing it. Trying not to repeat myself, but the sad as hell music and seeing Kiryu slowly get down like that, accepting death...tears. Weeping over that and admiring how good he looks yet again...

[lollypopsx]

I love love loooove blurb day!! What about reader being sick or something and H just being soft and looking after her?

I’m so excited to read your stuff again!!🤍

“Of course I’ll take care of you, you’re my girl” LIKE THATS SO PUREEEE MY HEARTT

“Love you”!!!!!!!!!

Thank you for your request my darling!

--

When plans were made, plans were solid and unless there was a real emergency, plans were stuck to.

So when your boyfriend of four years came home to find you having a nap on the sofa in a dark, curtain-drawn living room, instead of getting ready for his best friends gallery event, he was concerned to say the least. It was one of the last chances to see friends before you two went off to tour and he knew how excited you were to attend.

"YN...YN darling" Harry whispers gently, shaking your shoulder softly and stroking your sleeping cheek with his thumb.

"Hmmm?" You grumble tiredly, your brow furrowed as you pull the blanket over your face.

"Darling, you never sleep during the day, and you're so warm..." He frowns, pulling the blanket back slowly.

"My head..." You whine, squeezing your eyes shut. "Don't speak too loud" She whispers.

Harry frowns and heads into the living room, finding the pain killers and getting water from the fridge.

"Sit up for a second baby, take these and you can lay down again, I'll be here" He whispers gently.

"But...w-we need to get ready"

"No darling, they'll understand. We're not going if you don't feel well. You need to rest" He sits back and wraps an arm around you, as you take the tablets quickly.

"Y-you can still go...I don't mind..."

Harry scoffs and smiles, "No way, I'm staying"

"You're...you're going to stay here?"

“Of course. I’ll take care of you, you’re my girl” He whispers, pressing a kiss to your forehead and leaning back, pulling you to his chest and stroking your hair slowly.

“Love you” You mutter, burying your face into his shoulder

[alescendants]

My Disenchanted thoughts

I know this blog is called alescendants but Disenchanted is still Disney and it makes sense to write my opinions on it here. These are my personal opinions, everyone is entitled to have their own thoughts on this movie.

I wrote a lot so it’s all hiding under the readmore:

PROS

Finally, we know why Giselle was living with animals in the woods!

Morgan calling Giselle ‘Mom’ was so pure ngl

Seeing Giselle, Robert, Edward, and Nancy all being friends years later was so sweet, and the latter two being Sofia’s godparents? My heartt 😭😭

And finally Nancy sings! I keep repeating “For through this wand from Andalasia flows the magic of our magic world to here”, and also Love Power obviously lol

"Congratulations on the increasing size of your progeny." and "Hogwashery!" in this film vs "I don't know what ‘melodramatic’ means" in the first film. Bless you, Edward, you're academic now and I am so proud of you

“Morgan, if you want to be mad, you be mad at me. But you do not talk to your mother like that!” >>>

Robert is the blueprint for all men I swear

Morgan hating the move is all the better when you remember Robert said she’s shy and doesn’t have many friends. I feel you, Morgan, I suck at making friends too 😀🤝

I don’t get why people don’t like the music, I loved all of it! It saved the movie imo.

Maya Rudolph can SINGGGGGGGG

“Nobody ever would bother to tell a tale with Maleficent and with Cruella.” That was good honestly.

Gabriella Baldacchino is so good in this! She can really sing, good for her.

CONS

Everyone saying ‘the whole cast is back’ when Nathaniel wasn't in the movie (as well as Narissa for obvious reasons) felt very weird and wrong to me

Why was Edward barely in the movie?? His himbo energy is a big part of makes the first film so great imo, and while he did steal the three scenes he was in (yes, three), he deserved to be in the movie more. Also this is a personal issue but I hate how he’s never called ‘King Edward’, as I was hoping his Disney Wiki page would be able to be retitled to that lmao. His name is King Edward of Andalasia, put some respect on his name.

And I was hoping he’d have a scene with Morgan detailing his own experiences with wicked stepmothers. But he and Nancy were missing for the whole middle act 😭, AND James Marsden deserved to sing more!

Robert too. Why did they make him an idiot knight? He’s not endearing like Edward, he just annoyed me. And they obviously kept him out of most of the film because True Love’s Kiss would undo Giselle’s wish. It pissed me off how nobody thought of doing that lmao

“We bring love from Andalasia and offer belated birthday cheer.” That was in the trailer, they filmed a part for it. It and the rest of the lyrics are in the official Spotify song, so why was it cut out of the film? So unnecessary.

Same with the Monroeville portion of the opening song, it should’ve been kept in.

The 2D animation sucks, and why did Nancy look so different? She and Idina both don’t have blue eyes, where did that even come from?

I wanted Giselle to go back to Andalasia and for Robert to go there period. We need to fully see how he looks in 2D and how Giselle changed.

And I dislike the implication that Giselle has never returned to Andalasia and shown Robert and Morgan where she grew up. As IF she’d never say goodbye to the animals who raised her. And since Morgan always asked for stories about Andalasia, why not TAKE her there? Literally what is stopping her? It’s bad writing.

And speaking of Morgan, yes teens are angsty but it still hurt to see her fight with Giselle (their relationship in the first movie is precious).

And I’m confused about the whole wicked stepmother thing? “It’s not true what they say, I have met so many kind and wonderful stepmothers.” What happened to that?

But ignoring that, Morgan calling Giselle her stepmother in the argument hurt bad. Because she knows how Giselle (apparently) feels about stepmothers and she was obviously trying to hurt her.

Giselle could’ve done her animal call and it either doesn’t work or ravens and other animals portrayed as villains (snakes, rats like in Lady and the Tramp) show up. That’d fuck her up and it’d be cool to watch! And Morgan sang the animal call in pt 2 of Fairytale Life, she should’ve done it for real.

Malvina was disappointing. I was expecting her to be an Andalasian who Narissa banished, like Giselle. Maybe they’re related (like Ursula and Morgana) and/or she was threatened by her magical competition so she sent her away. And with a name with Malvina, it made sense to me that she’d be Andalasian. Clearly that was the intention and I don’t get why the team behind the movie would trick the audience like that bc it’s the opposite of a good plot twist. Queen Narissa had way less screen time and I prefer her way better.

Plus it’d keep Narissa relevant to the plot which was not the case and I was deeply disappointed.

I predicted that with Monroeville’s slogan literally being “Your Fairy Tale starts here!”, it’d be designed by Malvina to be a trap for Andalasians to find out how they left Andalasia and if she can take their portal back there. Like there was so much potential that went wasted.

And where the hell is Malvina’s husband? (He’s on the billboard with Malvina and Tyson at the entrance of Monroeville, so he definitely existed at one point.) If he’s dead, at least just mention it once?

Why was Morgan and Tyson’s song cut? It’d give him + their relationship much needed development and it’s a cute song.

Rosaleen and Ruby were annoying. I love YNB and Jayma but their characters aggravated me.

Sofia crying after Morgan was pushed down the well could’ve been a chance for Giselle to break away from her evil self to care for her daughter. I thought that’d happen. We all did, right?

There’s probably more but I’ll stop here lol

[spideywhites]

Thank you so much for the new chapter! I’m in exam period rn so this was a very welcome reprieve lol, I kid u not I reread the chapter at least a few times. I’ve also never properly commented on a chapter before so I’m a bit shy and was tempted to send this anonymously haha

Word vomit of lengthy thoughts on the new chapter:

Natsu training Sasuke!! I’m curious to see how their relationship will develop, now that Sasuke’s perspective of Natsu has changed from ‘reliable brother figure’ to ‘reliable brother figure + teacher + goal + caretaker’ of sorts. Knowing Sasuke’s character in the anime, this probably marks the start of an intense rivalry that’s likely one-sided on his part for a long time..

I’m also curious how Natsu’s ‘mentor’ relationship with Sasuke will affect the canon rivalry between Sasuke and Naruto. Perhaps this will also affect Natsu’s relationship with Naruto somehow? With Naruto maybe wondering why his beloved bro is teaching both his friends but not him

It’s sad to see Natsu finding it hard to face Sasuke, being reminded of all the angst with Shisui and Itachi. They’re all so precious 😭

Also… the bamboo chain necklace!!

Hinata standing up for her friends (and herself)! I love their little trio, but seeing them interact with Natsu on the side also drives home the fact that Shisui and Itachi are gone… also the line abt Natsu still being reluctant to return to any empty apartment… 😭😭 Eagerly awaiting Natsu interacting with more of Konoha 12! And having ppl to talk to! And eventually have a heart-to-heart with!

Natsu avoiding using Shisui’s tanto bc he doesn’t feel worthy of it yet, him telling Shisui not to linger bc he’s afraid Shisui will see what type of person he becomes.. or what Konoha makes of him.. my heartt ❤️‍🩹

More Itachi/Natsume parallels… really driving in the angst rip

Ino and her cute crush on Natsu!! “None of to ur business!” and running away, aww. The start of ppl crushing on Natsu and him being entirely oblivious, it seems. I’m curious as to whether Ino’s initial shock at seeing Natsu is bc of his striking appearance / she knows he’s the ‘demon child’ of Konoha / maybe she’s seen him around since Natsu’s been picking up Naruto?

Natsu finally learning the meaning behind the camellias 🥲

Natsu teaching Hinata fuuinjutsu and Hinata teaching him how to act like an heir… curious to see how this goes and them surprising ppl with it!!

Also, some random things I’m wondering regarding Natsu, Naruto and Sasuke living together:

Who does most of the cooking? I imagine Natsu taking the lead and making sure Naruto and Sasuke learn how to as well

Do they all sleep in the same bedroom and share 1 or 2 beds?

Naruto and Sasuke fighting over dinner and who gets which blanket… adorable kiddos

Anywho, love the new chapter sm! Also super excited for the new arc 😆😆

Happy to hear you enjoyed it, and good luck on your exams!!! (I do not miss that time period, lol) It’s super nice to hear all your thoughts, and I’m glad you shared! I honestly get so excited to see that people like my writing enough to really thinking about it. As for your questions:

1) Natsume does, in fact, handle most of the cooking. Naruto is actually learning rather well (with Natsume’s influence) but he can’t be trusted to cook things on a stove because he gets distracted too easily. Sasuke can make cereal. In the end, Natsume tries to cook huge portions to keep leftovers for as many days as possible because he can’t actually cook every night. Otherwise they end up getting takeout maybe a little too frequently…

2) There is still only one bedroom for now! It’s not going to last long with three growing boys, tbh… Naruto and Natsume have resumed sharing a bed, giving Sasuke the other one. Sometimes if Natsume feels too crowded, he’ll just sleep on the couch instead. Seems like a problem that needs to be solved soon… :)

Thanks again for reading!!! I’m looking forward to the new arc as well >:3c (and more of the Konoha 12 as well!)

[ladykatakuri]

Hello everyone!

I have been away a while from this site and all the amazing stories that I enjoy so very much, but with very good reason!

The not so fun part is that I have a mom who has some heart issues, but we are positive that we will soon hear it is getting better for her and that she will do much better too. Ofcourse I have been staying with her and my brother to help out. I also managed to actually break my toe while there and I had to get that to get better too lol.

The best thing though: I am very proud to introduce you to my new house mate: Boba Catt! Born May 22 he is now my lill big guy who will live with me and join me at moms place when I go there and usually stay there in the weekends.

Hoping to see you all again soon and sinding you a purr and a cuddle from Boba,

Tagging my taglist: @imabeautifulbutterfly@chaoticvampirejedi@hellothere-generalangsty@cyroku@reluctant-mandalore@uponrightful@zinzinina@saradika@galacticgraffiti@ashotofspotchka@dindjarindiaries@dinbeskarbaby@djarrex@djarinsbeskar@rowansparrow@photogirl894@rigelmoonshine@rigel-the-moonstrider@nahoney22@loth-wolffe@neon-junkie@bobafetts-princess@cyarbika@charnelhouse@zoeykallus@kin-rokku@jgvfhl@honestly-shite@here-comes-the-moose@dindjarindiaries@firstofficerwiggles@fictional-men-ruin-lives @ladysongmaster @lozalot @moonstrider9904@lorjukka@m-o-o-n-s-g-o-o-n-s @rain-on-kamino @monako-jinn-stories @middimidoris @wild-karrde @cross-my-heartt @arctrooper69 @eyecandyeoz @marierg 

[inatyzzy]

here's my sir miyles heartt wip

ive seen other fantrolls not be based on the currnt signs, so im not sure if theyre all different. if so, don't tell me bc im still reading for the first time please!

miyles typing quirk: its in all l<3wercase letters with little t<3 n<3 punctuati<3n- instead his sentences end by g<3ing t<3 the next line (which i wont simulate) he als<3 replaces <3s (Os) with hearts and types em<3tic<3ns like this [:<3

L<3VELY <3N 7HE <3THER HAND TYPES IN ALL C4PS! HIS SENTENCE5 ALWAYS END IN AN EXCL4MATI<3N P<3INT! 7HERE 4RE ALS<3 RAND<3M NUMBER5 SPR1NKLED IN THERE!

miyles is infested by a species i made up called a love grub- this love grub has the name Lovely (tq above)! speaking of which, i realized i never explained what love grubs are.

love grubs are an alien species that primarily live in the caves where the trials are. they are brain parasites that invade young grubs bodies and attach to their think pans during the trials, before they are able to be protected by a lusus. love grubs are able to take momentary control of their host trolls body to find a mate and recieve their genetic material (love grubs are sentient creatures)

i even thought out their reproduction cycle, but its kinda more disgusting that how trolls mate tbh so i dont really wanna share :1

[naljiahreads]

My Favorite Quotes from When They Call You a Terrorist

by Patrisse Cullors

4.5/5 stars | CW: racial violence/injustice/protest, arrest, jail/prison, mental health (schizophrenia), pregnancy, (religious) separation from family, death (family), police

“The sniper, identified as 25-year-old African American Michael Johnson, an Army reservist home from Afghanistan, holed up in a building on the campus of El Centro College after killing five police officers and wounding eleven others, including two protesters. And in the early morning hour of July 8, 2016, he became the first individual ever to be blown up by local law enforcement. They used a military-grade bomb against Michael Johnson and programmed a robot to deliver it to him. No jury, no trial. No patience like the patience shown the killers who gunned down nine worshippers in Charleston, or moviegoers in Aurora, Colardo.” page 3

***

“Beverly Hills, 90210 is our favorite show, a world of rich white kids and their problems, a world where we, and our problems, do not exist. No police cars circle blocks or people in 90210, not like in Van Nuys, where they do all day, ever day, like hungry hyenas out there on the flatlands.” page 14

***

“[Paul and Monte] will be silent in the way we often hear of the silence of rape victims. They will be worried, maybe, that no one will believe them. Worried that there’s nothing that can be done to fix things, make things better.” page 15

***

“There are no rulebooks to guide you through losing a parent to incarceration, although the year my father goes back, there are literally ten million children living in the United States who know this loss...

Michelle Alexander has not yet written The New Jim Crow.” page 46

***

“You do not have words to explain any of this, the full measure of the loss. Do words even exist to explain some forms of devastation, are there pictures that approximate in real-world terms what the shattered heartt of a Black girl looks like?...

This is why you go to school and pretend that algebraic equations that never add up to your father coming home make some kind of sense.

This is why sometimes you think, I can’t breathe.

I can’t breathe.

I can’t breathe.” page 47

***

“There are more people with mental health disorders in prison than in all of the psychiatric hospitals in the United States added up.” page 62

***

“I have never seen him high before but I refuse to turn away. If he matters to me at all then he has to matters to me at every moment. He has to matter to me at this moment. Seeing him like this feels like my soul is being pulled over shards of glass but I do not turn. His life is not expendable Our love is not disposable. I will not be to him what the world has been to him. I will not throw him away. I will not say he has nothing to offer.” page 98

***

“My brother was in an episode and although he never touched the woman or did anything more than yell, although his mental illness was as clear as the fact that he was Black, he was shot with rubber bullets and tased.

And then he was charged with terrorism.

Literally.

If someone alleges that you have something threatening to them, causing them to fear for their life, you can be charged, as my brother, who was in a full manic episode, was charged, with terrorism.” page 116

***

“’I’ll change,’ Starr says. ‘I promise,’ they say.

‘It would have happened already,’ I say.” page 144

***

“’The revolution has always been in the hands of the young. The young always inherit the revolution.’ ––Huey Newton” page 177

[loving-bucky-is-easier]

did you know you're incredible and i love you? what drives you to write the fics that you do? what inspires you? what do you love most about writing bucky? what do you love most about writing in general?

Ahshansjksgkghl Divine you can’t say that it breaks my brain for someone as gorgeous and talented as you to say that 🥺

Okay prepare for me probably being more vulnerable than I should be but oh well...

I create fics based on moments. @fragile-heartt picked out the moment in In the Right Hands, but she’s the only one to do it so far. Basically I become fixated on some action or line of dialogue that I see/read/hear in other media, and I develop the entire plot of the fic to include that self-indulgent moment. By the time the fic is actually done, the muse moment very rarely is a focal point, nor does it really even resemble the moment I was obsessed with in whatever media it came from. But that’s why while I am honored by requests, I have yet to finish a requested fic other than Deliverance (which doesn’t count because it was a sequel), because people generally suggest plots or tropes rather than moments.

As cheesy as it sounds, I am inspired by most creative expression. I am a Broadway nerd, and the first time I saw a professional show when I was like 10, I walked out of those theatre doors with this nervous energy and an inclination to just do something. I feel it again every time I see a live show (well almost; Cats is an abomination) and those harmonies just wash over me, or when I get immersed in a new album, or a new show or movie, or I fall into the world of someone’s book or fic. Just a desire to create. Because it started in the theatre, I thought it was a desire to perform. But I’ve learned that it isn’t... it’s just the urge to create, and I can do that with writing. And it’s no coincidence that I finished In the Right Hands right after reading you fracture light again, so thank you for that.

I think I like writing Bucky so much because his voice comes naturally to me, and because I can understand him (or at least I think I do). I am currently working through some of my own trauma and PTSD, and while it does not resemble Bucky’s at all, a lot of the consequences of it are similar. I find it very comforting to write for someone who, if he were a real person, would understand what I’m working through. That probably shows a bit more than I mean it to in my fics sometimes.

And I guess that stems into why I enjoy writing so much in general. It’s cathartic. Someone posted something about microdosing on therapy by putting my characters through shit and helping them heal from it, and I am so guilty of that. Putting things that I know I need to hear, and things that I think others could be encouraged by, into the voice of a comfort character. It’s a gift to me, and it’s something that other people seem to really enjoy, too.

And sometimes writing is just really fucking fun. And it lets me scratch that creative itch. I’m looking forward to finding that again soon.

Join the positivity sleepover!

[myhearts-sherlocked]

Watching Elementary series finale be like:

Spoilers alert

Marcus becomes captain: wait whatt!? Yeyy, but where's Gregson?

Marcus strikes Sherlock: Oouch,

See little watson: Ahwwww cute,

Sherlock's signal goes out: NOO!!

Sherlock and Gregson meet up: please hugg

Gregson wanting to tell SH bout Joan: Tell him! Tommyyy!

Sherlock confronting Joan: Oh no omg, Yeees tell him! HUG! HUUUG!!

Joan commenting about not making it out alive: omg No stahpp, PLEASE JUST HUG

(1 year fast forward)

Graveyard: NONONONONONO *BAWLING MY EYES OUT*

Back at brownstone, 'how'd it go?': ARE YOU FOR REALL, STOP PLAYING WITH MY HEARTT

BONUS:

SH: He's not going to say no

JW: What if he does?

SH: W-wha- as long as we're together why does it matter?

NEEDLESS TO SAY I FRICKIN LOVED THE FINALE IT'S SO WELL MADE FULL OF EMOTIONS AND THEY ENDED WITH SUCH A HAPPY ENDING. I'm so satisfied with the ending, and I feel like it rounds up the series perfectly. I can't wait to re-watch it and re live this great series 🥺💕✨

[patchofsunlight]

Hii sorry I’m sending this so late!💗💗 I got back from work a little bit ago and was eating and watching bnha! I watched 2 eps (I’m on ep 4) and I think I’m gonna watch one more before started my hw loll. So far I really like Midoriya he’s so adorable and hardworking 🥰 I’m glad that’s he’s finally gonna become a hero like he always dreamt. Aww getting to sleep for longer than you expected is the bestt

Aww you’re so sweet thank you!! 🥺🥺 I’m really trying lmaoo

Aw ofc I’ll let you know!! Thank you for being so interested 🥰 he kept saying “what are you doing? Why are you doing that?” And I was like bro idk any better this is the first time I’ve driven on the road with actual other ppl 🥺 idk how I didn’t start crying lmaoo. And he just kept talking and talking and asking me questions and I was like can you stop asking me stuff I’m trying to focus on not crashing the car (keep in mind I didn’t actually say any of this stuff I was just thinking it lmaoo. Wayy to shy to say what I’m thinking 😗✌️) and then at one point he started saying “you need to become more confident blah blah” and I was like so done lmao. Like everyday ppl tell me that I’m so quiet or that I need to be more confident and I’m just like I’m aware thank you. Please let me live I’m trying 🥺 so yeah after that I was like I don’t think I can handle 9 more 1 hour lessons with this guy. Ah feel free to do so that would be greatly appreciated tyy ☺️ aw tyy yes I think it’ll go wayy better now!

Oop- so don’t watch it??😂

Aw I’m sorry it was weird!! And I mean you’re right it could’ve gone a lot more worse! Do you have to see him again?

Aww tyy!!! You make me feel so loved 🥺🥰 I love you too!!!

HAHA NO ITS OKAY!! I was laughing afterwards!! At least you killed ppl. The very first time I played I got impostor and I didn’t wanna kill anyone cause I felt bad lmaoo. And then I found someone’s body and I was gonna run away and then I was like no I should report it but someone saw me and reported it and I got voted off but I didn’t kill them 😂 yess I need to learn how to do the tasks lmao. OMG yeah I saw!! I saved it 🥰

Aw my heartt 🥺🥰❤️ you’re like the sweetest person I’ve ever met! I have so much funn reading your replies and talking to you! I always look forward to them!! Like it’s the highlight of my day especially when I’m having a bad day I’m just like aw I get to talk to Nina and it makes my day better ❤️ ilyt and thank you for existing

How was your day?? -🌙

dont worry bby!!! i love your asks anytime of the day!!!!

yes midoriya is baby but i’m just here to the side like haha..... hey...... how y’all doing...... because if i’m really honest i only started to actually like him during season 4 OOF LMAOOO I MEAN HE’S A SWEETHEART BUT he was always doing stupid shit that WORKED AND THEN I WAS LIKE OH HELL NO THIS IS NOT FAIR why does he get to just aaaa go crazy aaaaa go stupid and then things WORK OUT??? no. i deny. i reject. so he annoyed me a lot but now 🥰🥰🥰🥰 now i LOVE HIM

that guy sounds like a jackass i’ll GLADLY throw hands with him for you. also ughhh i hate when people do that like YEAH you a RANDOM PERSON telling me i need to be more confident will DEFINITELY make me more confident. wow!!! look at that!!!! i’m confident now!!!! shut the fuck up

also being introverted isn’t a flaw???? leave people alone not everyone is extroverted and good with talking to others and that’s none of anyone’s business wtf i hate people like that and i’m GLAD you got a new instructor

xnwjzowk YEAH I WOULD SAY DONT WATCH IT it has some good characters but it just isn’t worth the time yk?? idk the only good thing i got from it was my favorite characters + being a part of the anti clarke griffin community at tumblr. that’s it

i mean i don’t HAVE to see him again but. i meannn like idk idek what happened i’m very confused head full many thoughts

🥰🥰🥰 I LOVE YOU MOONIE BABY

LMAOOO IM SURE YOU DID FINE AS IMPOSTOR LOLOLOLOL i love being impostor but i’m usually bad at it oof AND YES I SAVED IT TOO best ghost friends 😎😎😎

🥰🥰🥰 MOONIE STOP IM GONNA CRY I LOVE YOU OKAY I CANNOT BE THE SWEETEST BECAUSE THATS YOU!!! i always look forward to your asks too!!! you’re amazing!!! i love you!!!

my day was alright!!! i was very productive as y’all see 😌😌😌 FOUR HEADCANONS IN A DAY BRO!!! FOUR!!!!! and i finished a sokka imagine!!! and started writing stay pt 2!!!! YES i feel very accomplished so i’m. im happy!!!!! yes

i hope you sleep well moonie!!! have a good night!!! tell me if you have any weird dreams later hehe

[sophfandoms53]

Endgame Talk

This little discussion is gonna have massive spoilers for Avengers Endgame. This is your warning if you have not seen the movie. If you haven’t seen it, just scroll all the way down as fast you can. If you have seen it or you don’t care about spoilers, then welcome! As for the rest of you, you have been warned.

Okay so. I know we’ve all got our own opinions on Endgame, the way the plot works, the way certain characters were treated, and especially with its ending.

I’ve read a lot of reviews and reactions about Endgame the past few days and in all honesty. There isn’t much I disagree with. A lot of the critiques given to the film are valid critiques. Some are just nitpicks that don’t really matter. But over all, the criticism is pretty fair.

In regards to the time travel, I barely understood how it worked in the film. All I know is that it worked and everyone came back. All I needa know lmao. I didnt understand time travel in back to the future, I didnt understand it in gravity falls, I didnt understand it in TMNT, I didnt understand it in Power Rangers, and I don’t understand it during this movie.

Time travel is a very difficult thing to figure out with story telling as every move made has its consequences. Which is why when I see people saying “The time travel in this movie created plot holes.” It makes me laugh because uh duh it’s time travel, of course it creates plot holes. We have yet to see any creator or writer do time travel and not have it cause plot holes or confusion. This doesn’t excuse said plot holes but it clears up that Endgame isn’t the first victim of the trouble time travel has on its story.

Okay let’s talk about Tony and Steve’s endings.

Oh boy.

I’ll start with Steve because right now I ain’t ready to talk about Tony.

Steve went back in time to put the infinity stones in their proper places before the team originally went back to bring everyone back and he was suppose to come right back to the present (or future in their case) but he doesn’t. Instead he stays in the 70’s (which is when he and tony got the Tesseract) and forms a relationship with Peggy and when we see him again in present (future) time he’s the age he would be if he was never frozen back in the 40’s.

Now, while I do agree this causes a lot of confusion in regards to events in Civil War and such but. That’s our timeline. What happened with Steve staying back in the 70’s was that he created an alternate time line where, all the events we all saw still exist, but he was able to live a happy marriage with Peggy. Or at least that’s how I saw it honestly. Steve staying in the 70’s didn’t change or alter anything in the main timeline. We know this because we saw that nothing changed.

Also. Steve never belonged in this time period anyway. In The First Avenger, Steve is fighting in WW2 and it’s a soldier. He was meant to be in the 40’s but he made a sacrifice that caused him to wake up in modern day. And while Steve did a lot as Captain America, that doesn’t change that this isn’t where he belongs. He watched as everyone in his past was either changed (Bucky being mind controlled) or lost (Watching Peggy die). Steve’s entire past kept coming back to haunt him. Which is why he took the opportunity to stay in the 70’s with Peggy. To give himself a happy ending. This was something foreshadowed throughout the film as well.

Now. Lets talk about the big one.

Tony Stark.

Firstly.

UM OW????? MARVEL YOU LEGIT RIPPED MY HEART OUT FROM MY CHEST AND STEPPED ON IT AND THREW IT IN THE STREET TO GET RUN OVER BY A CAR! HOLY SHIT THAT HURT. AND LIL BABY PETER PARKER CLINGING TO TONY DIDNT HELP NONE. GAH MY HEARTT. IM STILL CRYING OVER THIS

Okay. Now that that’s out. Lets talk Tony Stark.

Imma be real. The minute Morgan Stark (whom is adorable and needs absolute protection) popped out of the tent, I knew Tony’s fate. I had a huge feeling Tony wasn’t gonna make it out. And it hurt that I was right.

However, as much as it hurt to see Tony die, to see him make the last sacrifice, it makes sense both for story telling and within Tony’s arc as a character.

We’ve watched Tony grow from an arrogant man who didn’t really care for the world around him but his industry, to someone who wants what’s best for his family, who became a mentor of a young kid with a lot of potential to the point that only Tony really believed in him and who wants to protect the world.

We saw Tony go through this arc from beginning to end.

Tony’s never had it easy in his life. He lost a lot, he fought a lot, and he stressed a lot. Tony, throughout these films, has never had a proper time to relax and appreciate what he has because he was always fighting to protect himself, the ones he loves and the world. It got to the point in Iron Man 3 that Tony began losing sleep and could not rest because of all the torment he has been through.

Keep in mind Iron Man 3 takes place The Avengers and what happened in Avengers? Loki and a huge attack on New York that only they could stop. And who sent Loki on this attack?

Thanos.

It always comes back to Thanos.

Joe Rousso confirmed back during Infinity War that Thanos and Tony have connection.

In the sense of story telling, Thanos acts as a foil to Tony.

In an interview, one of the Rousso’s said:

“It’s all the heroes. I think he has the most specific connection to Tony because Tony is a futurist, and he has predicted a threat like Thanos. It’s lived in his brain even though he couldn’t name it. Tony is the most desperately driven, down to the core, to react against something like Thanos, although all the heroes will face a threat, no matter who it is or where it comes from. But I think this is intrinsic to Tony’s psychology, and because Tony started it all with Iron Man, he has a special connection to the threat that’s facing him."

Despite not meeting until Infinity War, Thanos and Tony have always had a connection. Thanos was the one that kept Tony restless. The reason he stressed everyday. Thanos was the reason Tony has to witness the loss of all his allies and surrogate son.

It’s all been Thanos.

The reason I call Thanos Tony’s foil is because of this connection.

Thanos and Tony have similar goals. They both believe what they’re doing is the greater good for the world. There’s a connection between them because of how they both think and operate. It’s why Thanos tells Tony he has respect for him in Infinity War. Thanos understands Tony’s view. And because he understands, Thanos serves to show Tony, and the audience what Tony would’ve become had he not grown and became obsessed with “balance” instead of the greater good.

In doing so, Thanos couldn’t live in a world without Tony and Tony couldn’t live in a world without Thanos.

Now I know some of you are probably like, “But Tony did live in a world without Thanos. He spent 5 years without Thanos around.”

and you’re right.

Technically, you’re right.

However.

Even within those 5 years, Tony was still haunted by what Thanos did. How Thanos won and that they lost. We saw throughout Endgame that Tony never forgave himself for what happened and especially for what happened to Peter.

Despite Thanos being dead, Tony is still haunted at the memory of Thanos and all the damage he created.

Hence why Peter was Tony’s main motivation throughout the film. When the team attempts to ask Tony for help regarding time travel, Tony declines as he says his too risky and because he doesn’t want to lose what he has now. Which is Pepper and Morgan.

His wife and daughter mean more to Tony than anything. We’ve seen Tony’s love for Pepper grow and we saw how much Tony loves his daughter. I love you 3000!

He got 5 happy years with them. Tony had his happy ending for as long as he could. Until once again, Thanos’ actions came back to haunt him. Seeing, remembering, that Peter was one of the people that were lost during Infinity War, the kid Tony grew to love as a son, and looked over and mentoured, Tony never stopped working on trying to bring Peter back. Without Peter, Tony felt like he failed.

At the end of the day Tony wasn’t worried about himself, he wanted Peter safe and sound. He wanted the world to be saved.

Tony needed closure. He needed to know the evil that haunted him for years was gone. He needed to know that his family and friends were safe. He needed to know that he fought until his end. And he did just that.

Tony Stark never ever stopped fighting. Ever.

Which is why Tony makes the ultimate sacrifice.

Using the stones and losing his own life.

Yes it hurt. A lot. It affected us and the characters in the film. But that’s how Tony’s arc was suppose to end.

It’s why Pepper said, “You can rest now.”

Tony fought Thanos non-stop for years and years on end. He never thought he could be at peace. But when he saw all his loved ones around for him, especially Pepper, his loving wife and Peter, the boy he risked everything for, and that they were officially safe and the monster that haunted him could no longer harm his family. He go be at peace.

He could pass on peacefully.

Tony Stark learned to love. Learned to care. Learned to grow. Learned that you’re not always alone.

Tony Stark learned all that he needed to in order make the final sacrifice in order to kill Thanos.

Tony Stark put the world’s protection before his own life.

Tony Stark is the true super hero.

His final words,

“And I... Am Iron Man.”

Were that for a reason, not just as a call back to he ending of the first film.

Those were his final words because Iron Man is not Tony Stark.

Tony Stark is Iron Man.

Tony Stark is the hero.

It’s the lesson Tony taught Peter with the phrase, “If you’re nothing without this suit than you shouldn’t have it.”

It’s not the suit that makes the superhero, but the person who wears it.

Tony Stark wears the Iron Man armor.

Tony Stark is the hero, not Iron Man.

Tony Stark’s arc has concluded.

There is no denying the pain and tears that were felt and shed during Tony’s death. But it was his time to go.

It was Tony’s time to rest.

Tony Stark fought and lived hard.

Tony Stark died happy, at peace and as a hero.

~We love you 3000 Tony~

Thanks for reading this far if you did. This is just my take on the film. Don’t take it as fact alright. What did you guys think of Endgame?