#HAVENT THEY SUFFERED ENOUGH.
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jimmy uso lately:
#wwe#wweedit#sami zayn#jey uso#the bloodline#samijey#smackdown#jimmy uso#stuff i made#jey be like [hand rubbing intensifies]#jimmy chill OUT havent they suffered enough lmao
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Ferrari hopes and dreams
#yup i did it#i havent really used anyones art here just official interviews#and some questions on quora lol#and 2 Billie Eilish songs and 1 Ashe song lol#oh also Olivia rodrigo and Chappell Roan are there too#theres no poetry here because i have cried enough#idk how this web weaving tags work im sorry#i think its not to bad for my first attempt#web weaving#web weaves#f1 web weaving#sebastian vettel#and his sufferings#formula 1#f1#micheal schumacher#schumi#sebastian vettel/micheal schumachar#the pain of driving for#scuderia ferrari#sv5#ferrari#forza ferrari#ferrari f1#ferrari formula 1#this falls in#noo that's the thing im sensitive about#category
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do you consider your self made?
#my art#self portrait of sorts#been musing a lot on disability recently and how being relatively freshly unable to do Most Things has changed my perspective on things#for a long time growing up i was fixated on the idea of being An Impact On The World yknow? mainly the next Big Writer#(and that it would be sooo impressive that everyone would make my books bestsellers when i was only 12 because it was That Good)#and i mean. obviously that didnt work out as originally planned because i was 12 and learning. but I've felt a lot like#I've kind of built my sense of self on those big achievements. even if they were only big to me. and a lot of them#are now out of reach or very difficult to reach. and it's been a lot to. recontextualize#to take what ive been told my whole life and ignore it in favor of just being being enough.#things will happen as they happen. i havent earned anything by suffering but it hasnt ended the world either#im here doing what i Can do for as long as I'm able to do it. and thats all i need to be for now#just making sure that i Do do the things i can do rather than assume i can do them later#anyways. love you#cw:#top nudity#artistic nudity#the dreaded ambiguously presenting nipple#if you put any pro weight loss eating disorder shit on here ill kill you btw#my body is sexy because im in it and im still alive. not because its struggling to stay that way#lindwormposting
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reigning queen of ithaca, the lovely penelope
@bookwormgirl123 hello sweet person. your reblog of my trio post yesterday made my heart smile so enjoy more of my naiad muffin <3
bonus mama and son doodle:
telemachus rarely sees his mother with her hair down both literally and metaphorically. single handedly ruling a kingdom is no easy task yet somehow she manages to do it whilst raising the sweetest boi ever.
here he asked for his favourite story of his father... how he won her heart :')
#the first one says 'dare i dream?' btw#its been a rough 20 years#oh and the title mirrors the last few lines in remember them >:)#because we havent suffered enough lol#my art#the diadem is so off centre omfg#if u squint enough it looks okay XD#i love odypen sm you guys dont understand#penelope of ithaca#odysseus of ithaca#odypen#epic the musical#the odyssey#telemachus#my sweet darling boi#u deserve the world
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i am not okay
#arcane x reader#arcane#arcane season 2#HAVENT I SUFFERED ENOUGH#ALL OF MT FAVOURITE CHARACTERS EXCEPT EKKO DIED#IM GONNA END IT#WHY D9 YOU HAVE TO HURT ME IN THE WAYS THAT YOU DO ARCANE#actual tears coming out of my eyes rn#This is not fair im gonna start SCREAMING
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im so cooked im naught but ash at this point
#head in hands please stop (never stop) please i csnt do this anymore (i love it) havent they suffered enough already (they have. alas)#im sorry mr wolfwood theres a new kid on the block. you two are quite alike tho actually. including a great nose#orb: on the movements of the earth#chi chikyuu no undou ni tsuite#chi: chikyuu no undou ni tsuite#that squidward was my exact face when seeing again the ep1 opening (hah 😭) scene and recognizing oczy#like FUCK. if i had any doubts. of his fate. 😭
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maybe im not looking in the right circles (bc honestly if youre a poc fan do you even want to look at the spiderverse tags) pero like i havent seen anyone mention the fact that miguel and pavitr’s (spideys that have also not followed canon) spiders are also upside down
#its just so <3 that poc spideys are literally changing the course of the spideysystem canon and i kinda love it so so gucking much#add to this what you will#like fuck your canon why is suffering the end all be all to becoming spiderman? havent we suffered enough? hasnt miles? hanst miguel?#there are paralels here im just not big brained enough to go deeper into it#spiderverse#miles morales#miguel o'hara#pavitr prabhakar
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somehow getting myself through another day while knowing nobody’s in love with me
#lucinda.txt#& its fine. it won’t be forever. etc. but like god. haven’t i waited long enough#HAVENT I BORNE SUFFERING WITH GRACE?
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season 5 wishlist
mei screentime
i am one million percent okay with a drop in animation quality as long as it’s not because flying bark studios is getting fucked over in some way
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Inquisitor W'wargaz Combat - Honour Mode
#I know I used excessive barrels. Because fuck this fight#bg3 edit#dishonour mode to be honest. sorry#but havent i suffered enough#ever.txt#barrelmancy#durge:barbie
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the oak-swallows-garcia's at the time of the epilogue!! this is also me working on revamping some designs..stay tuned, im planning on doing this with all of the families! tho idk if ill get to it...we'll see
i feel like hero looks a lot like the twins where norm looks a lot like rebecca, especially as she got older, i need to revamp my design for her or at least make a proper one lol, as well as one for s2 hero
started with these guys because i have not stopped thinking abt them since the finale, like oh my god...this family man.
(HUGE descs of post-canon/epilogue hcs below cut, as well as closeups!)
first off: Hero! (i posted a wip/close up of her a bit ago but that was before i realized i got the ages wrong,) she's 40, working for NASA after going to college, she's currently single, living with her two best friends she met in college and their cat, Momo. She's living her best life, still in therapy, and is finding it to be very helpful. She hasn't spoken to the Twins and Rebecca in about six or seven years, but keeps in contact with Normal regularly, after everything that happened while she was a child and years of therapy she decided it was best to go no contact with them, they respect her decision. Her and Normal call every few weeks just to catch up.
Normal! not too different from what was already described in canon, he's 38, living alone outside of California, he attempted to go to college after graduation and ended up dropping out in his Sophomore year, after a mental health crisis got him way off track. Now he's working a retail job in Boston, while attempting to go back to school and graduate. He hasn't exactly put in the effort to keep in contact with the rest of the teens, though Scary and Linc call or text him every now and then. Normal was at there wedding, and attends every one of Gerry's birthday parties. He's in contact with his parents, though mostly only Rebecca. He's in therapy, but he's still struggling. He is also still talking to Henry, and he visits Oakvale every now and then, just to say hi to him and his Aunt Birdie. (screw yall shes real to ME)
Rebecca! At 60, She and the twins are still living in San Dimas, she's only just now retired officially, though living comfortably with the money from Swallow's ice cream. Her marriage with Sparrow has always been rocky, but they're at a point where it's easier to live together and stay married. Though they more so are living as friends other than a married couple. Her relationship with Lark has always been weird, though she'd consider them good friends as well. She texts with Normal practically daily, because she worries about him a lot. After she died for a brief amount of time, she started to rethink a lot of things in her life, one of those things being the amount of time she spends focusing on her kids and making sure they're alright. If Normal was anyone else he'd probably say she was being too clingy. Shed attempted to revive her dying relationship with her daughter as well, but inevitably respected her decision once Hero decided to go no-contact. She still asks Norm about her though.
Sparrow!! this one is interesting! At 31 (pre-s2), he hits a specific point as a druid where he gains the Timeless Body ability, where his aging slows as he gets older, Sparrow wasn't aware thats what was happening until he realized around his mid forties that he wasn't looking any different. After a long conversation with Henry, he figures out that's what's happening. He doesn't tell anyone besides Lark for a while until it's too noticeable to hide. at 59, he's living at home with Rebecca and Lark still, and is spending most of his time gardening and painting, or attempting to keep his mind off of...everything. Sparrow isn't living happy or comfortably, though it seems that way from an outside point of view. He finds himself trying to ignore everything going on around him, the fact his life is in shambles, and the inevitable of his loved ones dying before him. He throws himself into his art, to the point where Rebecca has to drag him out of their art studio (their garage) to eat and sleep. He barely leaves the house, because people around town had already started to notice how young he looks.
Lark!! agghgh if you thought my sparrow description was a bummer get buckled. Lark never really recovered from the aftermath of The Doodler and Code Purple, he had really been solely living off of his dedication to fixing everything. So once everything was fixed, he crashed. Badly. For about seven months no one knew where he was, he ran off to the other side of the country and basically went on a self destructive spree, driving around aimlessly. Once he came back home, Sparrow and him had their first heated argument. Sparrow wouldn't let Lark out of his sight, and pushed him to do something other than wallow in self hatred. So Lark started working at a mechanic shop down the road, and without his usual purpose, he threw himself into the work.He worked there for 12 years before an accident involving his right knee happened, leaving him immobilized (hence the mobility aid/cane). Sparrow forced him to leave the job behind after that, at 59, Lark's basically been in a weird stasis, waiting to die.
#sorry yall i got too silly and somehow decided the oak twins havent suffered enough#i redid the ages because i realized that it had been more than 20 years since s2's ending#i made norm way short- look he never got that growth spurt hes the same height he was when he was 15#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dungeons & daddies#dndaddies#dndads s2#dndads fanart#dndads legacy#dndads art#hero oak#hero oak swallows garcia#normal oak#normal oak swallows garcia#normally oak swallows garcia#rebecca oak swallows garcia#rebecca swallows#sparrow oak#sparrow oak garcia#sparrow oak swallows garcia#lark oak#lark oak garcia#my art#digitial art#autumn rambling#🍁
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youd think that making a story that kind of hinges on its conclusion would mean that i would get around to actually writing the outline of that extremely important conclusion one of these days but no ive been putting that off for multiple fuckin years
#dont mind me just thinking about my ocs. i made a character that constantly fears the unknown and worries about his future and feels#utterly incapable of influencing or stopping any events that happen to him and hes always fucking miserable because he can see into the dam#future and yet he never gets to predict the positive things that he wants to see no matter how badly he wishes for some kind of clear#directions that he can follow to ensure that he never has to suffer because he struggles to understand that he has autonomy and that he#actually does have the capability to make choices and that his life isnt predetermined for misery and that his life doesnt have to be#confined to the narrative blah blah blah. and i. still havent written. how he gets out of that situation. I DONT KNOW!!#i mean i do have some ideas but idk idkkk. the problem with making an indecisive character who's worried about the narrative not being in#his favor is that he is very loosely based on the indevisive author who's worried about the narrative not being perfect enough. scream.#anyway. sigh. ill get around to it. i promise. i have to for his sake i cant just leave him in middle of his misery that would be so unfair#anis gaymer moments#oc tag
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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.
Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.
#my characters#waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit#deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee#and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name#deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c#man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while#he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair#ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so#its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons#but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me#and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not#fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew#and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable#while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts#and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed#so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en#so you know maybe its that idk#and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now#and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it#and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad#that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal#and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it#the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer#anyway story time in the tags again#im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note#its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him#he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times#and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea#and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you
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i hate that i already told everyone how happy i was allegedly and that i was getting my shit together allegedly but now i realise that it was all hinging on this job and well. the illusion has crumbled! i remember how much i hate office jobs but also dont know what else to do and i remember why i have such issues holding down a job because i get burned out so easily! fuck! and i told too many people i intend on trying sobriety which. also not actually. sobriety would be great to get into fitness and cooking fresh again but! for that i need a fix routine and its not possible with my work schedule! i dont know what to do i wish i did not have to pay rent and shit so i can try out some stuff to find something that i can actually do. im right back where i was six years ago and four years ago and one year ago…
i had a week off two weeks ago and i was not really able to do much because of a minor surgery and i finally had the mind to read and i took so many walks and it was so nice and ever since i have not been able to shake the feeling things are not working out the way i thought they were. fuck i thought i was finally able to settle and work on myself and be secure but im just back where i was and i feel like now everyone is expecting me to get better and everyone thinks im in a much better place mentally and i feel like a huge disappointment because it was all an illusion.
and i feel so ungrateful and guilty because of all the women stuck in prostitution and i had the privilege to exit and get a posh job im in such a privileged position why cant i just be content and do my silly little job why do i feel so fucking depressed and like i want to scream and so demotivated. well i guess the world around has not changed either and we live in fucking depressing times. but why is it affecting me in a way i cant do my job and provide for myself. aggh
#personal#i feel exactly the way i did shortly before quitting my jobs in the past lmao 😶#i feel so cry baby and weak and why am i struggling so much im not supposed to be struggling like this#im supposed to be doing so much better#why cant i just be annoyed with having to work but able to do it like a normal person#and my family doesnt get it#theyve all overcome such adversity and what did i do#i genuinely feel i was born wrong#i cant remember a time in my life where i wasnt lashing out and angry and depressed and weird and lonely and isolated#even as a child i was struggling but WHY#im too mentally ill for the life ive had i feel stupid#other people have had it way worse and theyre so much stronger and more resilient#i havent suffered enough to be suffering like this!#i should use my privilege to uplift others but i cant even help myself
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Hey. You should talk about that doomed lansoni au
ohmygod ive been waiting for this my whole life
tbh my whoooole lansoni started out as just like… a thing to feed my princian identity tbh. everything about it is all very self indulgent and stems from how i have commitment issues, which i gave sonic (whoopsie
basically, sonic remains in Camelot for a couple of years… takes his time to adjust to the customs of the kingdom while also rejecting the offers from the knights to be their king. i could never imagine sonic being able to run a kingdom, it's just unlike him T_T. in my doomed au though, i like to think that he DID TRY. but it's just not for him. i feel like the guy hates being pampered a lot, wants to get his hands dirty sometimes
(also sorry i dont have arthurian autism this is all purely based on satbk so idk how to write lancelot at all lmfao.) the way lancelot copes with the constant rejection is kinda like… "whatever goes, goes." he tries to convince sonic to stay, to actually lead people because he believes that sonic has that capability but then again, in this house sonic values his own freedom first !! #commitment issues
they dont even argue man cuz i feel like lancelot would get it like... "hey, i know you have your friends back home. i understand." but also he has that mentally where it's like "you can't leave me here, i need you." but also that's like a bug in his brain where lancelot thinks that sonic is the key to his heart or smth LFMAO idk i loveeee making it complicated SAVE ME
--it's not one sided tho, sonic just has issues reciprocating feelings in this au. i repeat: sonic has commitment issues! yay! tragic!!
i also try to like think of what happens when sonic does leave Camelot but all i could think of is how miserable those two will become bc how the hell are you gonna fall in love with a storybook character that looks like your rival bro how will you ever get a grip in life when a lookalike is right in front of u id die bro
--(sonadow is not real in this au btw)
also im not gonna even get into Alwyn (that lansoni fankid i once posted) cuz that was like... purely just for my own entertainment. he's not real sorry ): i can't even imagine a future for lansoni to have a family bc THEY DONT HAVE ONE
#THIS IS WHY 'GOLD MEDAL RIBBON' BY PIERCE THE VEIL IS PERFECT#--THE PERFECT LANCELOT YEARNING SONG I MEAN LOL#also this is like the jist of it. i havent had the time to actually do anything with the doomed au but you#you.. just have to know they they will never be happy in this account#like ever#will i draw them happy tho? maybe#if i feel gay enough that is#i just need them both to suffer together until they eventually separate lol#nico brain fart#lansoni#.ask
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reckoning with the fact that my radical optimism which keeps me alive is predicated not just on my own willpower but also being in stable housing as a disabled person currently still unable to work is difficult. it’s not that i think i’m going to have that stability ripped out from under me, at least not to the most catastrophic extent because if something awful were to happen i know there are people in my life who would help me and have the capability to do so, but it’s more that while i think optimism and joy is the greatest rebellion of all to a society that wants you to be miserable, it is not infallible ideology because many people cannot find that optimism because they do not have people, community, or security in basic needs like food and housing, which understandably takes a massive toll on someone. and so, is my sincere optimism that i can have a joyful life even as a disabled person “true” or is it “fake” because i have somewhere to live and people to be with? no, but part of my optimism has to be not just for me but for the entire world. i have to genuinely believe that the world can get better and that people overall can suffer less. and i do. but god is it hard to not feel a little selfish sometimes. i want to share my joy with others but i cannot feasibly share that baseline stability with everyone.
#this might be word salad sorry i got a lot on the mind#my brain: is joy fake because you could suffer more again?#me: havent i suffered enough?#kiki was here#kiki.txt
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