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Hello! I've been a long time follower (a good omens fan before the show existed) and I really love your takes, but it's kind of upsetting that you didn't like the second season if only because I loved it myself and I was hoping one of my favorite artists enjoyed it as well. What I'm going for here is, I can see a lot of book omens fans hated Aziraphale's characterization but only by the very end of the series. And that's the thing, it's entirely out of Aziraphale's character to do this. There's this speculation or theory going around if you're wanting to understand why other fans liked the finale: https://twitter.com/nezumionice/status/1685620794679087104?t=FA1ef2gLNhix0TjbLya_wg&s=19
I swear it's a good read, and if it helps lift off any frustrations about the series, then..
Have a good day either way :)
Thanks for sticking around with me all these years! Sorry that we had different opinions on the show. First of all, I don't think book omens fans hated Aziraphale's characterization "only at the end" of S2. For me at least, it was a long-time build up starting from characterizations even from season 1, but in season 1 the good parts outweighed the parts I disliked, so I pushed down any negativity and didn't say anything about them. And it finally reached a point at the end of season 2 when I went "no. I'm done." As for the theory -- I read it, and there's really no way of knowing until season 3 airs, is there? That's the thing about writing -- and, again, this may be personal taste/preference -- if you can't keep your audience's interest in the middle act, the promise of grandeur can only last for so long before they start losing interest. And I feel like a piece of media should be able to speak for itself, and not be good or interesting just because promo of some sort is telling you that "there's going to be another season and it's going to be great".
#ask#anonymous#thank you for being so nice!#good omens critical#good omens season 2#gos2 spoilers#Guys I got so many asks and I promise I'm gonna get to them all so if I don't get to yours immediately I'm not ignoring you!
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August 30th 2024 Developer Q&A (from the official BioWare Discord) - Complete transcript
Under a cut due to length and spoilers.
Update: This post has now been updated into a word-for-word transcript.
[Link to video recording of Q&A] | [Link to equivalent post for first Q&A (June 14th)] | [Link to video recording for first Q&A]
Update: This post has now been updated into a word-for-word transcript.
If you would like to listen to the Q&A for yourself in video format, or listen to it again, Ghil Dirthalen recorded it and has now uploaded a video of it here. This blog post is linked in the description under the video. ( ˶Ž ᔠ`˶ )
Please note before proceeding that the devs advised that this Q&A may contain minor spoilers!
Corinne Busche, John Epler and Community Manager Katey were the devs that were there.
KFM: Community Manager Katey JE: John Epler CB: Corinne Busche
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KFM: Weâre gonna be joined by John and Corinne here in a sec, just waiting for them to get on. Hey John, hey Corinne, thanks for joining - hey!
JE: Hello! Thank you for having us. It's a pleasure.
CB: Hey yâall. It's so good to see so many people, I see some familiar names here. Good to see you again.
KFM: Yeah, yeah, I'm excited to, you know, bring us this second Q&A on the Discord server. Last time we were really, really happy, with the way it happened, y'know, it turned out and how everyone seemed to really enjoy it so we're back again. Thank you for submitting your questions on the ask-bioware channel. I am going to start and kick that off in just a second, but, for those of you who might be new here, I'm the Community Manager, and I'm going to let Corinne and John introduce themselves as well.
CB: Hey y'all, I'm Corinne Busche, Game Director on Dragon Age: The Veilguard. I just generally help people on the team do cool things and create this world.
JE: And I'm John Epler, the Creative Director on Dragon Age: The Veilguard, and Corinne picked probably the best way to describe what I do, too, so I'm just gonna steal that. I'm there to make sure the team can, is enabled to do their best work and I'm super excited to share all this with you.
KFM: Awesome. Yeah before we start I also wanna give a quick heads-up, you might have seen in Announcements, but there are a couple of questions in here that we have answers to that we would consider minor spoilers. I'll give a heads-up before that minor spoiler answer is given, or even the question is read, so you can go, y'know, grab some water, or y'know, go outside for a second, or just do anything, to decide if you want to listen to the answer or not. But, I promise, these spoilers are, y'know, we'll call them out before we say anything. Â
CB: That is kinda the coolest part of this session, we're getting closer to launch now, so I think we can do a little bit deeper on some of the questions this time.
KFM: Yes, no this is so exciting! Okay, are you guys ready?
JE: Yes! Yes I am.
CB: Let's do it.
KFM: Let's do it.
KFM: Let's start with a fun one. Do all Evanuris hate tea? Does Ghilly-Flower exclusively drink haunted bog water?
JE: Alright. That is a fun one. Y'know, it's funny because I think Solas is the only one of the elven gods that actually really has a tremendous aversion to tea. That said, we don't really get too into what they drink, I would say though, knowing what I know about Elgar'nan and Ghilan'nain, I think Elgar'nan probably drinks a combination of gas station coffee and the Thedas equivalent of an energy drink, at all times he's got a big Thermos with him. Whereas Ghilan'nain is all about the herbal concoctions that are supposed to be really good for like, your gut health, things like that - she really takes care of herself, so.
CB: John, I think you just described you, and then me. Interesting.
JE: Hurtful, Corinne, accurate but hurtful.
KFM: Okay, next one. So we know that we can hug Assan, but will we be able to hug any of our companions?
JE: So you can't hug your companions at all times. There's not an option to just walk up and give them a hug. They've got their boundaries, they've got their preferences. But there are opportunities in conversations, in dialogue, in scenes where you will, you know - a companion may ask you for a hug because they're having a rough time and you are able to give it to them.
KFM: And will there be a lot of politicking involved? And by politicking they mean quests like Wicked Eyes and Wicked Hearts.
JE: Yeah, so I mean, there's not gonna be a quest quite like the Halamshiral Ball, I mean that was very specific to the Inquisitor. The Inquisitor was trying to gain favor with a bunch of different factions, they were trying to form an army. Rook's struggle and Rook's, honestly, challenge is much more immediate and visceral. That said, it's Dragon Age. It wouldn't be Dragon Age if there weren't politics. You'll have influence on the, y'know, things that are happening, and the fate of nations, that are happening around the world, and Rook, I mean, throughout the game, across this adventure, Rook does become a fairly important figure, so it's natural that youâll have some influence and some involvement with the affairs of the different factions and nations.
KFM: Gotcha. So this question, this next question comes from Onomatopoeia. I know this has been asked before, but they didn't see an answer for it - is there a way to toggle off nudity and sex scenes?
CB: Yeah, let me take this one. It's so funny, John, you get the fun questions and I get the thirsty nudity questions - I'm here for it. So, let me, let me answer and maybe elaborate. So, there is a toggle for on and off nudity. That is one of the settings we have. And we'll be going deeper into settings and accessibility and things like that as we get a little bit closer to launch. But let me also expand on this. So when you're in character creator, you'll actually be able to select what underclothes your Rook wears, and whether that exposes your chest or your breasts. So, by default nudity is on, chest or breast, that is up to you by your underclothing that you select, particularly as you get into, say, romance scenes, but, at any point you can toggle the setting to be non-nudity and it will override your undergarments.Â
KFM: Gotcha. This question comes from DarkGoddessEris. What are the companionsâ ages? That was a question that actually came up a bunch, so I'm excited for somebody to be able to answer this one.
JE: Yeah, I can take this one. So the companions in The Veilguard range anywhere from kind of early-mid twenties with Taash at the youngest, all the way up to Emmrich who is in his early fifties. The rest of the companions tend to be in their late twenties, early thirties, again though, they're all experts in their field, they're all people who have been through a lot, so even the ones that are at the younger end of the age spectrum, their experience, they've been through a tremendous amount by this point by the time you meet them, so, yeah. So I mean, I guess, Taash is the closest to Sera at early twenties, but theyâre all in kinda that age range, so.
KFM: This next question I'll pitch to Corinne. How linear is the quest experience? Are there going to be side quests that you can stumble upon and resolve within areas or are you locked into a golden path?
CB: This is such a good one. Yeah, a lot of people have been asking about this so thank you to whoever submitted it. So the content in the game is a mix of directed, kinda like story quest missions, and then explorable content. Or you might say optional content. I don't even like calling it side content because it's a lot of fun, it's really good content. So to give you an idea, a lot of the main story quests are critical path missions if we want to call it that. They're very highly crafted. They're more linear than some of the other parts of the game, because we feel thatâs how we can tell the best stories, give you a very intentionally-paced experience, y'know, with lulls and climaxes, so it really hits you. But that's only part of it. You're also gonna explore, fully explore a bunch of the locations in The Veilguard, so like, let me just lay a few on you: Arlathan Forest, Hossberg Wetlands, those are probably two of the biggest ones, the Crossroads - now we've seen Crossroads before in Trespasser, but this, isn't necessarily the Crossroads as you remember it. So you'll be able to explore this, this part of the Crossroads, and as you're there, you're absolutely gonna be discovering new areas, new quests, mysteries and new challenges. So exploration in the game is absolutely about player agency in these larger, less linear levels, and it's really an important part of the overall experience and core to our design. Now, as a player - and I'm just speaking for me personally - I'm the kind of player that wants to 100% every area. I want to go find all the optional quests, all the treasures, I wanna see that big 100% completed on my map. That's gonna take you quite a bit of time. So hopefully that answers the question. It is both.
KFM: I think that's a great answer, thanks, Corinne. This next one is from a user named Benedictus: Will we ever get the Venatori gear?
CB: Yeah, I can take that one as well. Venatori gear - so like, I'm assuming what we mean is for to like, wear on Rooks or on companions. Gosh, y'all, I'm gonna be honest - we really, really tried on that one. Hopefully you've seen in the videos our cloth sim, our hair sim, I think it's quite beautiful. The Venatori gear, generally we couldn't make that work to the quality we'd expect within combat. So, no you can't get most of the Venatori gear, but I will say there is a unique Venatori-themed helmet. I, I don't want to spoil what that is exactly, but, so, you can get a helmet, it is unique, it's pretty interesting and ties into some of the events that can happen in the game but I'm just gonna leave it there.
KFM: Gotcha. So, now we're getting into our first real minor spoiler question, so - consider yourself warned, do whatever you need to do, either listen or don't for the next, like, I don't know, minute. So this question is from Kala: Will there be any romanceable NPCs outside of the companions?
JE: I'll take this one. So, no - not this time. This time the romances for Rook are strictly within the companions. We wanted to really focus on those relationships and make sure that they were as developed and as deep as we could make them. And yet honestly and part of it - the other side of it is - Harding was a great example in DA:I, that was a character that as we were building the game, it really struck us, stuck out to us, this is a character that, actually, y'know, you see a lot, you build this very specific rapport with, and the writer, Sheryl, wanted to create that light romance with Harding. None of the characters in The Veilguard really jumped out to us in that same way as, this is a character we really want to build a relationship with, for Rook, but again, y'know, really focusing down on making sure the companion romances were as deep and meaningful as we could make them.
KFM: And this question is just for fun. So we're passed a spoiler, we'll get back into other spoilers in a bit, but this one's just for fun. We have so many cute, silly bird videos on the internet - Lucanis' Ninth Dagger, by the way, says that birds are their favorite animal - if you could just snap your fingers and a bird Easter Egg would be added for Assan, what would it be?
JE: Oh, that's a good question. So actually I'm gonna cheat, because I am trying to think of bird memes, or bird videos specifically, and I'm having a hard time, but, y'know, the thing about griffons is that they're half bird and also half lion, so I'm gonna go with a cat meme, say my favorite meme, and this is one that still brings me joy years after it came out, is the video of the cat grooving to the guy playing Finnish polka on the drum. Again, years old, I've loved - that's one of my favorite videos on the internet, so y'know, if we were gonna give Assan any kind of Easter Egg it would be that one.
KFM: I love that one -Â
CB: You know, don't judge me on this, you're putting me on the spot here, but, the only thing I can picture in my head - y'all remember that video a few years back where the kid unleashes the rabbit into the field and then immediately that hawk comes down and snatches it up?
JE: Yes!
CB: Don't judge me, y'all! Don't judge me. But that's where my head goes.
JE: Oh, man.
CB: Assan just getting a little treat.
JE: I love that.
KFM: I love that.
JE: That's a great, thatâs a great answer, Corinne. Fantastic.
KFM: So this next one is from a user named Ash. So Taash breathes fire, Lucanis has wings, Harding is a dwarf who has magic. A lot of our companions have some strange abilities - is this because the Veil is compromised?
JE: Oh, I'd say it's, I mean partially yeah. I mean, we've talked before about how over the course of the time since Dragon Age: Inquisition, I mean, it started at the end of Trespasser. The Veil's not in great shape. Corypheus already did a number on it, and Solas has very clearly, as you saw, in the [inaudible] preview, not been making things better in the intervening times. So, there is to some degree, y'know, I'll use Bellara as an example - Bellara's someone who's seeing these artifacts turn on, and being able to interface with them because there's all this magic that's coming back to the world through the torn Veil. Other characters though, I mean, you are recruiting people to stop the end of the world. You're recruiting extraordinary people, they're gonna have extraordinary abilities, and you know, someone like Davrin, a lot of his abilities are focused around Assan and the fact that he's got this partnership, this, almost, you know, familial bond with Assan, his griffon, so.
KFM: Can we get some Assans in the chat?
JE: I think I'm seeing a lot of Assans in the chat, so I think we're well covered there.
KFM: Me too.
KFM: Alright. This next one is for both of you, and I will say, another quick little spoiler, minor spoiler warning, depending on the way that either of you might want to answer this question. This is, of all the companions, who's the team's favorite and what companion was the most difficult to design?
JE: Ooh. I'm gonna cheat, I wrote Bellara so, Iâm definitely not gonna say the companion I wrote because that would be weird, but I will say I loved the companion interactions so I'm gonna go with two of my favorite relationships that Bellara has within the team, friendships that she has within the team. So, Bellara and Lucanis start off as two characters who feel like they're from completely different worlds, their experience growing up was very different, where they lived, what they do, and over the course of the game, they kinda build this friendship over all these things that despite again - very different upbringings - they have a lot of things in common. They're both the, y'know, characters who just believe family is deeply important and that shows up in a lot of their interactions, a lot of, yâknow, the way they talk to each other, they interact with each other, both within the Lighthouse but also out in the field. The other one - and this was one that came up organically as we were building the game - is Neve and Bellara and they, y'know, Bellara is a character who, yâknow, despite being out in Arlathan is very big on stories, very big on - she finds - gets all the newspapers from Tevinter and she has kindâve learnt who Neve is through that, and they build this very sisterly relationship that I love and that over the course of the game, I mean, we started out without this kind of as the intention, we started finding all these places that this can show up and it turned into, again, one of my favorite friendships that exists between the companions, so.
CB: Oh, that was such a good answer. Yeah, I think I might cheat as well, John, because, first of all, I don't want to speak on behalf of the entire team. So I'm gonna give you my two faves if that's alright. And I feel like y'all already know me on this. Every time we have a chance to talk about Taash and Emmrich I'm right there for it. I'd say they're probably my two favorites, but here's the thing y'all, here's why I love them so much. When you're out in the field like exploring, or on missions with them, their banter is so good, because they do not see eye-to-eye on necromancy, like, at all, and, it's really funny, it's really delightful, I love seeing how it evolves - so like, look - if you wanted a recommendation from me on like, banter in the field, you've got to hear Taash and Emmrich. Most difficult to design, let's touch on that really quickly. I, so, I'm gonna answer, but I don't want to say that like we put more effort into one versus another, but I would say the most challenging was probably Harding, just because you've probably seen if you saw some of the teaser footage, the pre-release trailer, we have teased some strange new powers for Harding, and when we do that we have to figure out how that layers into her combat kit, and when we onboard that, and, yeah it was an interesting challenge, it was a really fun one.
KFM: Awesome. Backing away from spoilers for a quick second, I'm going to ask this question to Corinne. With only two companions per party, as a Nightmare mode player, how can we balance not having a warrior in the team to tank? Will higher difficulty players be forced to bring Davrin or Taash for a melee instead of bringing the characters that we want?
CB: Oh super good - I was hoping this would come up, especially after we released the combat deep-dive for warrior trailer - hopefully y'all enjoyed that. So, let me start by telling you what's happening under the hood. Well, first of all, I'm not gonna bury the lede - you're not gonna have to bring a tank if you don't want to. But, let me first tell you what's happening under the hood, this is gonna be kind of high level, maybe we can go a little bit deeper when we have more time. Behind the scenes when you walk into an enemy encounter, we generally know how much pressure, or you could say intensity or aggression, we want to be putting on Rook to maintain that satisfying moment-to-moment experience. So to give you an idea of some of the levers we have for each encounter, that is the number of enemies that could be specifically focused on you versus your companions, how many enemies can be attacking at once, and even when you have multiple enemies coming at Rook, we have a ticketing system.
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CB: And what that means is each enemy basically knows when it is allowed to attack or not. So, I tell you all that because basically when we're looking at the different types of classes and team compositions, those levers exist underneath the hood, so that we give you the most autonomy and flexibility, but also maintain that, that pressure, that engagement for you the player. So, a couple of other things on that. Now that you kinda get a sense of like what's happening under the hood, it is absolutely beneficial, but not required to have one of each class in your party. We did go into this with the goal of giving players more flexibility than perhaps we've seen in past entries. It's just a different approach. What we know is that players tend to get very attached to certain characters. If you've got your favorites, you oftentimes wanna bring them with you or if you're romancing a character, sometimes it's a feelbad to feel like you have to leave them behind because maybe they're the same class as you. So, the whole game is built and balanced around flexibility, and giving you the agency. So you can be successful, you can mix it up, but you gotta plan for it. So what, what do I mean by that? If you're not using teamwork, if you're not planning for your party composition for those synergies, it's definitely not gonna end super well. Right? Like, I've done no tank runs, but it takes some foresight in the strategy here. So I'll give you an example if you don't mind, I think I've been pretty out there that my favorite class and specialization right now - could change tomorrow - is the rogue Veil Ranger specialization. And this is very much a ranged archery-based specialization. So, I want to keep enemies at ranged, because I want to get those well-aimed critical hits, right, if those enemies are right up on top of me, I'm not gonna be able to do that. So if I don't have a tank in my party, a couple of the tools that I turn to - and I have done this, in fact, in my last playthrough I did this quite a bit - I might bring Bellara and use her Galvanic Tear, which pulls all the enemies towards like this really cool-looking gravity well and gets them off of me. I might instead use Neve's Time Slow. So the cool thing about this is it slows time for everything in the world except for you and your team, right? So I'm running away, I'm doing a Heavy Draw, getting those headshots, or making other tactical decisions. I could also turn to my rune loadout - hopefully y'all saw runes in the warrior combat deep-dive - that's an important part, especially if you're playing on Nightmare Mode, the strategic and tactical options that gives you, will allow you to overcome things like not having a tank. I think everyone may have saw the rune where you're doing a, basically an AoE freeze, and freezing everything in place. So it's kind of a long-winded answer, I'm sorry, it's complicated, but point is, is I think you're gonna have more flexibility in your build crafting and your synergies, but it's gonna depend on the strategy and composition that you feel works best for you and your own preferences. And then you did mention Nightmare, let me just finish with saying, and this is anecdotal, but in our own Nightmare playthroughs, we actually find that the most challenging aspect to plan around isn't necessarily aggro management, but making sure you have coverage on all the various elemental damage types. So, I just say this for anyone planning to go into Nightmare - plan well.
KFM: Staying on the topic of combat, it was noticed during the high-level combat videos that weapons and armor seem to be tied to different factions. Are there bonuses or something similar involved if Rook is a Grey Warden while using Grey Warden equipment? Are these removed if a Shadow Dragon Rook is using Grey Warden equipment?Â
CB: Oh, interesting. You know, everyone went deep on that gameplay video, hey, Iâm glad you noticed that. Yeah, so, to answer this, you're going to be working really closely with the factions in the game, right? Like the threat youâre up against is a world-ending threat so youâre going to interact with each of these factions. So that means that youâre gonna get a lot of the gear that that faction tends to use, and especially the stronger you help them become, the more gear youâll have available from that faction. So when you see a piece of gear that has like the Veil Jumper icon on it, that signifies that it is aligned with that faction, but you can use it regardless of if thatâs your faction background or not. All it means is that, you know, if I want to maybe improve it or get more gear in that vein, or that looks similar, I can see itâs from the Veil Jumpers, Iâm going to go back to the Veil Jumper quartermaster, and thatâs where I will find more items of that type or upgrade possibilities. But it also leans into the thematic identity. So, you know, I think in that video we were using the transmog system, but if Iâm using a Veil Jumper gear like an armor, itâs gonna look like it was crafted by the Veil Jumpers, and itâs gonna lean into the mechanical themes of the Veil Jumpers as well, which, one of those themes tends to be lightning damage. Now, I will also say, and this is a little specific, but occasionally you will find gear, or even like skill nodes, that will occasionally be empowered, theyâll get stronger relative to your strength with that given faction. So like if you find a piece of gear thatâs really core to your build, and it strengthens the stronger the Veil Jumpers are, like that gives you a pretty good signifier that maybe thatâs a faction you wanna focus on.
CB: Katey, I don't know if you're still there.
JE: Yeah.
CB: Did we lose you?
[there is silence on KFMâs line]
JE: Ope.
CB: We may have lost Katey, yâall.Â
JE: We can start, just, you know, letâs -Â
CB: Yeah. Why donât, why donât, I do have the list of questions here so why donât I ask the next one until Katey comes back. I hope everythingâs okay on your side Katey. Alright. Next question I see, the Evoker description on the blog-post highlights ice-based magic. Does that mean we will not be able to have lightning- and fire-themed playstyles as the Evoker? No, no, absolutely not. The Evoker can lean into all of the elements, in fact, all mages can to a degree. You probably have seen the skill trees, youâre gonna pick up abilities, perks, traits, of all elemental types, and powering up those elements. So just because youâre an Evoker, doesnât mean youâre like pigeon-holed into ice spells. What I will say is, if youâre heading towards that specialization, youâre gonna pass through the section of the skill tree where youâre more easily going to be able to naturally pick up those ice spells, right? So it might lean towards ice, but you can expand it. The name of the game is agency here.
JE: Corinne, why donât I ask you the question so we can still kinda do a Q&A thing? CB: Yeah, that, that sounds good.
JE: Corinne, can I set the gear to look however I want without losing stats? And that is a question from YoCallMeRob.
CB: Alright, well, yâall know, fashionâs the true end game. So, we did confirm we have a full transmog system, so what Iâm gonna do is spend some time going a little more in-depth for yâall, so that weâre getting new information. So yeah, if anyoneâs not aware, transmog basically is, I have a piece of gear, but I apply an appearance to it that makes it look like something else that I like better so I can be fabulous. So, how this is gonna work is youâre of course gonna find gear as you adventure through the world, and you can equip that. But any piece of gear you find is also going to unlock the appearance for that gear. So you might find something that you really like, and you wanna look that way, and then you replace it, anything that youâve already acquired, you can apply the appearance to whatever gear you want. Additionally, and this is one of my favorite parts, is, youâll also find some appearance-only cosmetics that are specifically used just for transmog. So sometimes these are some of the fancier or more niche pieces of gear, maybe end up looking like a training dummy for instance. So youâll get these appearance datas from opening treasure chests, exploring the world, and more frequently from vendors. So, look, if youâre in it for fashion, check out those vendor inventories because they got you. I would also say that you can transmog your casual wear, so field wear and casual wear, fully transmoggable. If you wanna be platemail while youâre hanging around the Lighthouse as a mage, more power to you. And then if I were just to give you a practical example of this, like on the Blood Dragon Armor, the pre-order bonus, those are cosmetics, those are just appearance datas, right, so theyâre effectively evergreen, you can use them anytime you like without compromising your stats.
JE: I will say that I donât think Iâve spent as much time in any other menu other than transmog, because as Corinne mentioned at the beginning of this, fashion is the true end-game, so. Katey, have we gotcha back yet?
JE: Katey, have we gotcha back yet?
KFM: Am I back? Can you hear me?
JE: Yay, youâre back.Â
CB: Katey, we did our best Katey.
JE: Yeah.
CB: But I donât think we were very impressive -
KFM: No, I think you both did a great job. It was one of those weird situations where Discord force-quit, but I could still hear everything everyone was saying. I donât really know what that was about, but.
CB: I just assumed you didnât like my answer.
KFM: Yeah, I rage-quit actually Corinne, itâs all your fault.
JE: Taken by the Fade.
KFM: No, thank you for taking over while I was figuring that out. There is a non-zero chance that that happens again, so just keep an eye out.Â
JE: Weâll keep an eye out for it, we gotcha.
KFM: Thank you.
KFM: So Iâll just pick it up from the next question. The latest, latest - wow, I canât even talk anymore - video series mentioned how each companion can set up or detonate specific combos. Are those always set in stone or would we get opportunities to change it up, through the skill-trees or otherwise?Â
CB: Cool, cool, cool. I eat up these really specific combat questions. So first, let me give you an overview of how the primer-detonator relationship works between the classes. Like, this is very nitty-gritty yâall, if this is your jam, get your pencils out. So hereâs the overview. Mages, and this whether, this is true of companions and Rook, mages apply weakened and overwhelmed debuffs, and those are two of the debuffs we call primers. Magers detonate the sundered debuff. Then if we go to rogues, rogues apply weakened and sundered debuffs, and rogues detonate overwhelmed. Warriors apply sundered and overwhelmed, and warriors detonate weakened. So you can see, kinda the interesting rock-paper-scissors relationship there. And when I talk about it as beneficial to bring one of each class? Itâs just the inherent nature of that rock-paper-scissors relationship that Iâm really thinking of. But, to answer your question, that is just the baseline, that is the default if you donât modify it. Throughout the game, you will find opportunities, whether itâs from gear, skill-tree nodes, even runes, that allow you to break this paradigm. So when it comes to your companion builds, again it all comes down to the abilities you choose, what gear youâre equipping them with, how you allocate your skill points. Yeah, does that answer the question? Thereâs quite a bit of flexibility but there is a baseline paradigm as well.
KFM: Yeah, I think that answers the question.
KFM: Letâs see. The next one is, will we see a bit more the Lighthouse before release, as well as non-combat gameplay?
CB: Yeah, yeah, absolutely. Weâll keep it brief here because we are gonna be talking more about exploration and the Lighthouse next month, so forgive me, but Iâll say stay tuned on that one.
KFM: Alright. Then, this next one I believe is a little bit of a spoiler. I know that some people have, canât hear me still for some reason, if you canât, tell folks to quit Discord and rejoin it, but -
CB: Okay, minor spoiler yâall, if you canât hear Katey, this oneâs a minor spoiler.
KFM: Yes. Thanks Corinne. This one is, will we be able to give gifts to our companions, either generic or plot-specific?
CB: Yeah, you sure can! I actually wanna shout-out one of our lovely designers, Dusty. This was a passion project from him. He was advocating for this. So, the cool thing about this is, itâs not like a transactional thing, like where Iâm gonna go farm a bunch of like nonsensical items and just like, mechanically turn them over. Out in the world, and there in various locations, so you kinda stumble upon them, you can buy a gift that is very personal to any one of the companions, and then you go, you turn that into them, you give it to them, they have a nice acknowledgement. And then, the thing thatâs just like so sweet about it, weâve talked about how the companion rooms evolve over time, but if you go and get them one of these, like, very personalized gifts, theyâll display it in their room. Like it doesnât go into some stats void. Itâs actually on display.
KFM: I love that.
KFM: This next question, I'll pitch it to John. Some of our companions like Neve, Emmrich and Lucanis have been in past short stories and comics and there's also a passing resemblance to some of the old concept art from years ago. What is the process like for making a character at some point and then planning to bring them back as a companion, or were they always written or designed and intended to be companions?
JE: Alright, that's a great question, and it's actually one I'm gonna go a little deep on. So, as we build the game, as we start writing companions we see how they fit in the story, see how they fit together. Some characters have been around, some character concepts have been around for quite some time, others come in a little bit later in development as we realise we have a gap, you know, something in the story that we need someone, who makes sense to fill that gap, to be that character. But part of itâs also just as the writers we want to make sure that the people who are writing these companions are passionate, and they're writing a character they want to write. We don't want to just say "we need X, Y and Z. Write a companion to fill these gaps", but it'll be "hey, in this story, it really doesn't make sense that we don't have somebody, ah, doing X, is there a character we can build for that?" And so, y'know, you'll see the old concept art and a lot of those concepts, y'know, a lot of those, kinda the core of those characters remains intact, we may have changed details of them, we may have decided "okay, they were going to be X but now Y makes a little bit more sense" - Or as a writer I'm a little bit more interested in why, yâknow, what, this particular concept speaks to me more. In terms of comics, short stories and such, generally speaking - and this isn't universal - but generally speaking, writers are writing these short stories in particular, itâs a volunteer, we ask the team, like, "hey, does anyone - we've got this short story anthology, who wants to write something for it?â, so writers are going to pick characters that they're passionate about and in those cases they tend to be their companions, so for example. You know, Neveâs shown, is mentioned. Neve, Emmrich, Lucanis have all shown up. Those were written by people who are passionate about those characters and we had already intended for them to be companions. Other characters, though - I mean, and Harding is an excellent example - we create a character to fill a role. In the case of Harding, she was in Inquisition largely to be there to kind of connect those exploration spaces together and give you a sense of the Inquisitionâs presence, and then we saw the fan reaction, but beyond that, Sheryl really wanted to explore Harding's arc more deeply, so she got promoted to be a companion as well, so, yeah, I mean, it's an organic process, and I mean again, it comes down to, we want to make sure the people who are building these characters, ah, not just the writers but also the artists, y'know, the cinematic designers, the editors, y'know, the gameplay people, are excited to build these characters. And you know, and actually, I'm gonna go a little bit side topic on that. Bellara's a great example where we knew what Bellara wanted to be, needed to be in the story, but gameplay-wise it took a bit to kinda land on how her gameplay and her character arc and who she was melded together. Y'know, Corinneâs talked earlier about the companions and how they show up in gameplay. A really big thing for us on this project is making sure that the gameplay reflects the characters, their arc and their personality as much as possible, so. Yeah, kindâve a long answer to say, it depends, but yeah, generally if they show up, especially in something like a short story, weâve already intended for them to be a companion because, those are the characters that people, the writers are most passionate about, so.
KFM: I love that.
KFM: Apart from wanting to try different classes, what are the main incentives for multiple playthroughs now that, now that stuff seems more overall universal, to be attempted all in a single playthrough. Are there choices presented freely - are there choices presented that are impactful, that wildly different outcomes will come from, while - wow, wow, wow, let me start that one again. I think itâs just, Iâm reading it straight off the sheet.Â
JE: No worries.
KFM: I'll start from the top. Apart from wanting to try different classes, what are the main incentives for multiple playthroughs now that stuff seems more universal, to be attempted all in a single playthrough? Are there choices that are impactful and wildly different, and different outcomes and decision paths?
JE: So, I mean, there's a few incentives, one of which, is, and I mean, the most basic is, the three classes from a gameplay perspective do play differently and, you know, Iâve, itâs funny, Corinne was talking about how her favorite is the Veil Ranger but that might change. Mine literally changes every time I play, I start a new playthrough, I develop a new favorite class, which is the class I'm currently playing. But more generally, yeah there are choices in the game, there are different outcomes, thereâs content that does, that you will see or won't see based on choices you make both within the critical path of the game but also with the followers themselves so, y'know. You're not going to see everything in a single playthrough, you're not even going to see everything necessarily in a couple of playthroughs, but, y'know, you want to see how your choices have different outcomes, that's the best way to do it.Â
KFM: This question is - I understand mages having very magical-looking moves, but why do rogues and warriors also have very magical-looking moves? Was making every class look like a mage a purposeful choice?Â
CB: Cool, cool, cool. So it's a multi-part answer, but yes, everything we've done has been with intention towards supporting the overall player experience. So I guess the first place I'd go to answer this is from a game-tuning and balance perspective. We knew that supporting multiple damage types like physical, fire, electric etc, that was gonna be an important factor in the strategic depth of the combat system, particularly as it leans into builds and the strategies you'd use to take on various enemies. Itâs not the extent of it, but it's an important part of it. So that meant that making sure the various classes in some capacity have access to some or all of these damage types. And that then means that we need to make them read visually as such on the battlefield. So the first part is about making sure you have those strategic options on the battlefield. But there is more to it than that I'd say, we also found - and I've heard this from a lot of you, that some of our magical hybrid classes have been amongst the favorites. My goodness the discourse around Knight Enchanter -Â
JE: M-hm -
CB: - So this felt like a very thematic way for us to support that goal if that makes sense, the goal of game balance but also leaning into the things that seem to resonate the most. If I was to just focus on the Warriors out there for a minute though, because we just released the warrior deep dive, we've actually long had a goal within the team of making them more visually interesting and impactful. We know, and Iâve heard from a bunch of you that warrior, y'know, tends not to be peoplesâ first choice, but hey, any of the warrior fans out there - big props to you, because I love them, too. So this was like our chance, really, to show what a warrior can do, to make them feel like they have a presence on the battlefield that could be as interesting as some of the other classes, but I will say, I absolutely recognize that there are those of you that like, if you're playing a melee class, you even want a pure, like, physical-based warrior aesthetic, maybe something that's a little more grounded, you can generally make a build that's more physical-focused if thatâs more your taste.
KFM: In addition to playing the first three games, what comic books or novels do you recommend reading before playing The Veilguard?
JE: Oh, that's a great question. I mean, generally speaking, one of the things we wanted to make sure with The Veilguard was that players could get into the story, understand what was going on without needing to, y'know, get into the ancillary material. I love the comics, I love the novels, I love the short stories, but they are intended to be kinda side content. One of the things that we hear loud and clear is sometimes folks don't really want that to feel like I need to have read this, I need to have seen this comic, I need to have watched that show for it to make sense. That said, Iâd say The Missing, the most recent comic series. is a very clear lead-up to the beginning of The Veilguard, it's setting up events, itâs kinda setting up, y'know, Varric and Harding's search for Solas, it sets up some of the characters that you'll see in the game. Tevinter Nights is another one, not - we mentioned earlier that some of the companions show up there. Beyond just the companions, thereâs some thematic stuff that comes out of that as well, some things that we kinda wanted to set up when we wrote those short stories, like, giving you an idea of what the worldstate is, how things have changed over time, and then Iâd say, you know, more very recently, we have the podcast, Vows & Vengeance, which is intended to give you a taste of the companions and also, again, talk about the worldstate of Thedas at this point, you know, giving you kindâve the lead-up to weeks before the events of the Veilguard, so you do have that sense of whatâs going on, who are these people, and how, you know, when I first meet them in The Veilguard, you kinda have an idea of who they are. Again, though, this is all stuff that I think enhances the experience, but itâs not required, thereâs never going to be, weâre never gonna put you in a situation where a character shows up and, you know, everyone makes a big deal out of it, and youâre sitting there wondering like, who, who is this person? Because they were introduced in other media. We always wanna make sure that you understand, that the only thing that you need to have done to understand The Veilguard is play The Veilguard, so.
KFM: Awesome. Also, yes, Vows & Vengeance is so good, so definitely, you know, give it a chance. The first episode is out now. I think a lot of people in the Vows & Vengeance Discord server, Discord channel are, are really stoked about it.
KFM: This next question. Will we be able to adjust how much damage the companions do in the accessibility settings?
CB: Yeah, so our customized difficulty, and accessibility settings as well, theyâre more focused on how you the player experience the game while in control of Rook. So, things like enemy health, timing, things of that nature. So not in the settings, no, but if you really wanna be that kind of player that wants to amp up your companions, like have them do a greater share of the overall damage, thereâs a number of ways to accomplish this. Youâll get gear that just strictly says, your companions do more damage. And then there are some unique buffs we support like Rally Party, so you as Rook can trigger this surge in your companionsâ ability. So, again, we know how diverse the motivations are within the player-base, so we wanted to make sure those tools were there for yâall.
KFM: So now weâre getting back into spoiler territory. Thereâs minor spoilers, but, you know, definitely, take heed, for the next couple of minutes if you donât wanna hear them. Okay, we ready? Will we finally meet Maevaris Tevani in Tevinter?
CB: Oh my goodness, yâall. Alright, you got the spoiler warning, so when I talk about cameos and appearances, donât say I didnât warn you. Okay, this oneâs very near and dear to my heart as a trans woman myself, Iâm pretty open about that. Yeah, yeah, our dear Mae, sheâs in the game, happy to confirm it, and I am, every time I see her I absolutely freak out. What Iâm not gonna tell you though is what role or capacity she plays, so youâre just gonna have to wait and see. But Maevaris Tilani, sheâs in.
KFM: I am living for chat right now. Like, I try not to look at it too much during these, because itâll distract me, but Iâm living for chat right now.
KFM: This next one is also a minor spoiler. Will we find out what happened to Lucanis' parents, for his grandmother to have had charge of him?
JE: Yeah, so I mean, Lucanis is an Antivan Crow. If you know anything about the Antivan Crows you know that they are, well, assassins, and assassins tend to have fairly deadly politics, and the daggers are a lot more literal than you would see somewhere like Orlais, so. Thatâs all Iâm gonna say. Youâll find out, youâll find out at some point for sure.
KFM: Weâre doing a great job at not giving too much away.
KFM: Do we get any jealousy dialogues from any of the companions if you switch up your romance plans partway through? Are any of the romances hard-locked at any point?
JE: Yeah so, you can, I mean, once, there is an opportunity, or there is a place in a romance where you essentially commit to it being exclusive. And we really wanted to make sure that, A), we were very up front about the fact that you were committing to an exclusive romance at that point, and before that, it is portrayed as, youâre flirting, youâre kindâve, you know, figuring out each other. So, not, thereâs no jealousy dialogues, but there are - places where you commit, and we wanted to be very clear to fans. Thereâs also going to be a place, because I think Iâm reading this right, where, thereâs a point in the story where if you havenât committed, if you havenât said like, yeah, letâs, letâs, you know, Iâm in for it, Iâm up for this, letâs do this, where you no longer have that opportunity. Weâre very clear about what that point is, because again, we donât want people to be missing out on a romance, to think like, Iâve got some time, you know, I really wanna romance Neve, but, Iâve got a little, and then find out that no, in fact, you donât have anymore time, so.Â
KFM: Are class specializations locked to a particular faction, or can Rook only learn a specialization from a particular faction, like through a faction trainer?
JE: So, the specializations are a lot more thematically tied to the factions than they are a strict, you must be X faction, you must get it from this person. You know, for example, Iâll use the Veil Ranger is all themed, as Corinne said earlier, around electricity, around the use of the Veil, around the use of that kinda magic. So while they are thematically tied, there is no, you must be a Crow to be a Spellblade for example, and part of that is because, while we do like having that connection between gameplay and, you know, roleplay, we also donât want you to feel like, well, I really wanted to be a Spellblade, but I also really want to be a Grey Warden. We donât want those two things, sometimes we want gameplay to influence narrative, but we never want you to feel restricted by one against the other, if that makes sense.
KFM: Yeah, definitely
CB: Katey, can I go off-script really quickly?
KFM: Of course.
CB: Alright, so I saw someone post in chat, âokay, poly next time, thoughâ. Let me just say, I cannot make promises, I cannot, but Iâm with you. Iâm with you.Â
KFM: I love it. Anytime you wanna address anything thatâs happening in chat, by all means.
JE: Oh, shit, copy that.
KFM: I mean, donât go too crazy. Alright.
KFM: This next question is from Que Sera Sera. Will we be able to change the font size in the UI, subtitles etc?
CB: I can take that one. So, quick reminder, we are gonna do a deeper dive as we get closer to launch on accessibility settings, but let me just answer this one. Yeah, yeah you absolutely can. There are limits of course, but as a fellow person who often has to squint, Iâm 42 yâall, my eyes are starting to go. I can play comfortably, I suspect most players will be able to play comfortably.
KFM: Will there be a way to save characters we make so we don't have to start from scratch each time?
CB: Heck yeah, you absolutely can. We, I mean, look, all of you playing Inquisition, youâre still sharing your OC and your characters ten years on. We know how much you love it, so yeah, yeah, absolutely. I do wanna have a, some caveats here though. So, itâs when youâre in the character creator, you can import the character appearance, itâs just gonna be the appearance data, from an existing save of yours. So when I say an existing save, just let me put a very fine point on it, that save has to be local to the machine. Remember, weâre an offline game, thereâs no online character sharing built in. But for those of you that like, your OC, are very near and dear to your heart and every time you replay you like to have the same character, and youâve spent hours and hours and hours working on it, yeah, you can import that.
JE: We saw how many of you were saving screenshots of sliders in DA:I, and that was not a great experience, as weâre well aware, so.
KFM: This next one is, are companion quests going to focus on internal factors or external personal events? Like will it be a growth in character and self-discovery, or are they firmly-rooted in their sense of self and will ask for/need help with their factions, interpersonal relationships, etc?
JE: So thatâs a great, another great question. Itâs a mix of both. I mean, each companion has their own personal arc over the course of the game. You know, you go on missions with them, you solve problems with them and the nature of those problems, you know, itâs, the problems are a lot, often-times very external in nature, you know, somethingâs happening that they need help with, but most of the time those problems are also tied to their own personal growth as a character. Again, you know, we really want to make sure that players feel invested in these characters, feel invested in their stories. And we also want to show that these characters do grow over the course of The Veilguard, this is, there arenât characters that remain completely static from moment one to the end-game. These are characters who grow, and you help them grow. Theyâre still, their problems are still not going to like, theyâre not sitting there saying, well, Rook, you need to do everything for me, but you are, youâre intended to be the leader of this group, but also, you can be their friend and help them with things that, their challenges, so. Yeah, I mean, itâs, itâs a mix of both, we really just, it comes down to the individual character and there is a lot of nuance in that answer I think too.
KFM: This next question from XenoGabby is a minor spoiler, so youâve been warned once again. The question is, is Lucanis possessed?
JE: So, again, spoilers, everyone has been warned, fairly warned. So Lucanis Dellamorte is also known as The Demon of Vyrantium. And, he has spent a lot of time killing Venatori, who are mages, and who do know a lot about demons, so. Yeah, somebody decided that it might be a good idea to make that nickname stick.
KFM: And this next one, from a user named Crom, is there reactivity towards the specialization that you chose? Like some people might trust more Champions, or maybe freak, others will freak out with Death Callers or Reapers?Â
CB: Yeah, what a good question, so, in general the reactivity is reserved for things that arenât necessarily likely to change, things that can create a throughline that we can keep building and building upon, so like your faction, your lineage, your class, your choices. So that keeps a consistent narrative thread with those elements, and then we can assume that thread continues from A to B. So the answer is no, they donât react to your specialization, but in part thatâs because you can full refund, you can respec at any time, you might a Death Caller one moment and another specialization on the next encounter.
KFM: And, this next question. You mentioned encountering companions on their own missions in the world. If I keep my party mostly the same, does that mean that I miss out on their side missions, or are they unavailable to be picked up during that time?Â
CB: Oh, yeah, yeah. I mean, youâre, you have all the tools that youâre not gonna miss out on quests based on whoâs in your party. How would I answer this - so, there are certain plot elements that can change what quests are available to you, and in some cases, some quests that you might have in your journal can actually expire based on choices and how you advance the plot. So there are ways that quest content gets cut off, or alters. But in general you have the visibility and the tools so that you wonât miss out on it. I can give you a couple of examples, that might be helpful. So when you meet companions out in the world, thereâs kinda like a couple of different ways that they can show up. In a recent playthrough, I was exploring Hossberg Wetlands. It was technically for a quest that shouldâve been more oriented towards Davrin, but I didnât have him in my party, and as I got close to the objective, he showed up with Assan and helped me clear the path forward. The other way this will happen, I was out in Arlathan, actually doing, on my way to do a main story mission, and I get to the far reaches of Arlathan Forest, and I already knew that Taash wanted to help me with some of the challenges of that arc. Well, Taash is right there waiting for me, so I actually chose to instead like, ah, Taash seems impatient, Iâm gonna actually jump on that story arc right now instead of what I intended to do, so. Just some examples of the way that as youâre journeying through this world, opportunities are gonna show up, but they allow you just to express more agency, youâre generally not going to miss them.
KFM: Awesome. This next one is, minor spoiler, youâve been warned. This next question is from Tazaba. What's the difference between the Veil Jumper faction and the Veil Ranger Specialization?
CB: Yeah, okay, so, yeah we just wanted to kinda flag this as a spoiler, just because there might be assumptions about how you take on specializations in this game. So John touched on this a little bit already, but specializations really represent the training and fighting styles used by a given faction. As John mentioned, you do not have to be a Veil Jumper to choose a specialization thatâs associated with the Veil Jumpers. Youâve just been around them, youâre aware of their techniques, and you wanna take that on yourself. So, in this particular case, and I get the confusion because Veil Jumper and Veil Ranger sound very similar. If Iâm playing as a rogue, using the Veil Ranger specialization, all that means is Iâm fighting in the style of the Veil Jumpers, like they do, with bow and arrow, typically with electric damage, that sortâve thing. So just, to be super clear, itâs not required that you have to play a Veil Jumper in order to be a Veil Ranger.
KFM: This next question is, where is the equator in Thedas, or the planet Thedas is on, relative to places weâve explored?
JE: That is a great question. So, I will say that, you know, itâs funny until I saw this question, itâs not something Iâd ever thought a lot about, but as I started thinking about it a little bit more deeply, based on how the climate changes across Thedas, you know, obviously, to the south are the Avvar and things get a little bit more wintry, and then up north is a lot more tropical, Iâd say that Thedas is a southern continent on this world, so.
KFM: Are there any main story missions that require you to use a specific companion? Kinda similar to a previous question.
CB: Yeah, yeah, yeah. So, there are a few, yes, again, in the warrior deep dive, Iâm not gonna describe it, just in case anyone, you know, didnât wanna have spoilers, you can see that a companion was required for that. However, thatâs the exception rather than the rule. In general, we try to give players the agency to bring who they want for these moments. There are these times where a companion, either their faction or their story arc is so closely tied or intersects with the events of a main story mission that they do become required, but itâs not the standard. And then of course, in general, if youâre doing your companionsâ arcs, those are the moments where theyâre more than likely gonna be required.
KFM: Will we be -Â
CB: It's pretty flexible, like if, if youâre worried about like, every mission I go through, like am I gonna have someone that is gonna be mandated? Generally not.
KFM: Sorry, I almost talked over you there Corinne, my bad.
KFM: This next question is, will we be able to pause cutscenes? Will there be any kind of dialogue history to look back on if we miss what was said?Â
JE: So, you can pause every cutscene in the game. Obviously, life happens, you know, somebody, maybe youâre catâs, you know, just to use an example that definitely doesnât happen to me regularly, my cat might be throwing up in the next room and I need to find a way to get her off the carpet and on to, you know, not the carpet, so you can pause any cutscene, and conversation. There is no dialogue history at the moment unfortunately, and thatâs not something, we did look into it but itâs just based on how the dialogue is structured and how itâs built in this game, thatâs not something that we are going to have unfortunately.Â
KFM: I saw somebody say âcat vomiting is so realâ, and I agree, sometimes when Iâm playing games, my dog decides to do something insane.
KFM: So, this next question is, since companions can get into relationships with each other, is there a mechanic behind which companions get together? Can a companion leave due to your world decisions, and if so, will their partners leave with them?
JE: Iâm gonna answer half this question, the other half is a spoiler that weâre not gonna get into right now. Companions, there is not actually a mechanic behind the companions getting together. We never wanted it to feel like a mechanical thing, and obviously, different companions are gonna have different attractions. One of the fun things is, as youâre going through, especially if youâre not flirting with one of the companions, you can see these relationships starting to develop, and the thing that actually allows them to, you know, completely develop is, generally committing to another relationship, or, you know, not being engaging, not engaging in a romance with those companions at all. So, yeah, I mean, thereâs not a mechanic, itâs just what we felt made the most sense and, I think thatâs honestly one of my favorite things about the companions is, theyâre all written to feel like real people with real preferences and real, you know, attractions. So beyond just romances, they also develop friendships and even rivalries with each other, because of these, them feeling like these characters that exist outside of just the game, so.Â
KFM: Awesome.
KFM: This question is all about Davrin. Hildrana would love to know more about Davrin. Whatâs his personality like, what kind of hobbies or things does he like, and what his relationship with Assan is like?
JE: So Davrin is one of my favorite, I mean, I say one of my favorite characters, honestly I love all seven companions so itâs challenging for me to say which. But Davrin is stern, thoughtful and considerate though, he has a soft side for sure. You see that develop over time as he starts to warm up to the other companions. He has, you know, a kindness to him that is brought out in particular by certain companions, and also a strong sense of pride and when he develops a rivalry with some of the companions. So thereâs that sense of, he knows who he wants to be, he knows who he is, and a lot of his arc is making that journey. In terms of how he relates to Assan, you know, his relationship over, evolves over time, Iâm not gonna get too deep into spoilers because there are spoilers for that in his quest. The other interesting thing about, about Davrin, and this shows up, weâve talked about this before. Heâs a monster hunter. Heâs not just a Warden who sees fighting monsters as, you know, just part of the job. He believes in turning this into a skill-set that he alone, you know like, he has more than anyone else. Learning how to defeat monsters, learning their weaknesses, and that does show up a lot in his character arc, so.
KFM: This next question came through our askbox on Tumblr, so shoutout the BioWare Tumblr. Rosered is asking why do elves seem to not like wearing shoes? Is there a lore reason behind it? Are they not afraid of getting frostbite or stepping in something gross?
JE: So the shoeless elves thing is in part a, itâs a, Dalish are very close to nature, they walk, go around shoeless, in large part, to become closer to nature. Itâs part of their culture, itâs part of who they are. But, you know, especially, and itâs not true of every Dalish clan, the Dalish are a tremendously widely-spread and widely-varied people, so. For example, Bellara does not go around shoeless. She wears boots. Sheâs climbing around on ancient ruins, walking through maybe a shattered eluvian, or a place where eluvianâs shattered, itâs a great way to get your feet sliced up on the hard rocks and on the hard glass. And in general Veil Jumpers are a little bit more, where they go and what they do really requires a lot more care and a lot more protection, so. I mean youâll notice in Bellaraâs visual design but also in the visual design of the other Veil Jumpers, theyâre very practically minded, they know that what theyâre doing is dangerous, and, you know, and, again, not every Dalish clan goes round shoeless, so.
KFM: ZJ wants to know, do all companions have aesthetic changes when in the Lighthouse and outside of the Lighthouse?
CB: Amazing. Yeah, yeah, they absolutely do. So, just like Rook, each of the companions has what we refer to as their casual wear. This is how they look in their downtime, their more relaxed moments. Itâs definitely different from how they look headed into battle. And Iâll tell you this. If Emmrichâs casual wear doesnât send you, I just donât know what to tell you.
KFM: Iâve got a fun one coming up. Do they companions have favorite foods, and if so, what are they?
JE: Oh I love this one, so they do. Each of them does have favorite foods. Itâs funny, Iâd say that Dragon Age: The Veilguard is probably the most weâve talked about food in a context of Dragon Age, ever. But yeah, I mean, you know, some of them are a little bit more, you know, they have simpler tastes, and in large part thatâs because thatâs what theyâre used to or what they can cook. We talked, Iâm gonna actually give a little bit of a, I donât know if I consider this a spoiler, but maybe if youâre really sensitive to spoilers you donât wanna listen to this last part. Weâve talked about how thereâs people on the team who are better cooks and people on the team who maybe donât have necessarily the skill-set, who could burn water. So one of the things I really love is, you know, Bellara and Lucanis actually end up being, essentially, the team cooks. Bellara, you know, spending a lot of time out in nature, learning a lot about, you know, different types of cooking, is really big on experimentation, she likes to, you know, try different things. Lucanis comes from the Crows, Lucanis is very big on the finer things, so between the two of them, thereâs a point in the story where they basically decide, if we donât do this, the entire team is going to starve, so letâs just call ourselves the cook, cooks, and make sure that nobody dies of food poisoning, so.
KFM: This next one, I believe we actually mightâve even touched on this in the first Q&A, but, Trev has noticed a lack of dwarves in our promotional material concerning Rook. Inquisition had them sharing facial hair options with humans. So their question is, will dwarves return to more braided, grander beards, or will the facial hair options be shared like previously?
CB: Yeah, we did touch on this briefly, so let me go a little bit deeper. Yeah, there are some grander dwarven beards, like braids, beads woven in, itâs really lovely and really thematic. And yâall have seen our Strand hair, how great that looks, I think it looks just as great for the beards. And I do know, weâre gonna, at some point leading up to launch, we are gonna be showing some dwarf Rooks. So, letâs see if we canât get some beard options on display there. It actually really was quite the challenge to get the physics to work with all the armor variance we have on those beards. So Iâll tell you what yâall. The team loves hearing from you. Would it be okay if I just asked in chat, could we get some love for our character art and tech anim teams because they put their heart and soul into make sure this would work for yâall.Â
JE: It is, it is incredible how good the beards look, like, it just, they did, the work that theyâve done is just spectacular.
CB: Aw y'all are too kind. And then I guess just to finish up this question, we try and let you use as many options as the character creator has for any character you wanna create. So we definitely created bears in mind that are more dwarven in nature. You can use that on a qunari if you want, or you can use a more traditional human beard on a dwarf if you want, but your options are there. Aw, yâall are lovely, thank you so much.
KFM: So we didn't tag this next one as a minor spoiler. I donât think that it is. But, definitely want to flag it anyway. Will the Solavellans have a chance at a happy ending?
JE: Corinne, Iâm gonna let you do this one.Â
CB: Oh my goodness, this is the question. Look! I mean, I thought yâall wanted the pain? Didnât you tell me you wanted the pain, that tortured romance that rips your heart out? Honestly though, I just wouldnât feel right about spoiling anything there. Iâll just say this, Iâll just say this. Trick has done a fantastic job with Solas, they always do, this is some of ther best work I think. And then Iâll also say, as, for myself as the resident shipper on the leadership team, Iâm repping yâall, but thatâs all Iâm gonna say.
KFM: Thatâs definitely what I meant by, not really a spoiler, but some people mightâve thought that in the beginning. Â
KFM: Okay, next question is, since you can choose to be part of the same faction for most of the companions, will that give you an advantage when trying to befriend them?
JE: So you will get some unique dialogue with the companions that are part of your own faction. The first time you meet them, they may not all know you by face, but theyâve at least heard of you, Iâve heard of who you are, maybe even heard of you leaving the faction to go help Varric to track down Solas. But that said, you know the faction, you donât necessarily as people. So they will know you but you still have to work to earn their trust and learn, you know, get them, help them with their problems.
KFM: Next question is, will there be more connections between the Veilguard? Like will we see them hanging out together without out us?
JE: Oh, I love this one. Yeah, I mean, honestly, I think Iâve said this twice already, but my favorite thing is how much the companions feel like a, end up feeling like a found family. Theyâre invested in each others problems, you know theyâre, invested in each othersâ success and failures, and this manifests through a bunch of different ways. Scenes, banter, even interactions in the Lighthouse itself. Because one of the things that I think is important, I know Corinne also thinks is super important, these worlds, these games feel the best when they donât feel like theyâre there as a theme-park just for you, just to exist for Rook as a protagonist. These are characters that have relationships, have, you know, things going on that donât necessarily directly involve Rook all the time. They have their own relationships, their own feelings, and we really want them to feel like their own people, and feel like they do exist outside of just the sphere of Rook. So, you know, theyâll follow, youâre the one leading this fight, but the companions donât just exist for you.
KFM: So this next one is a real minor spoiler warning. Will the companions have interactions with Solas? I imagine the companions will comment on Rookâs decisions regarding Solas, but was wondering if the potential relationship between Solas and the companions will play any part?
JE: Oh, this is a good question. So a lot of Solasâ relationship is with Rook. Rook and Solas have a connection, they have a bond, and part of that is, and Iâve said this before, but Solas sees a lot of himself in Rook. He sees, you know, the person, you know the person he was before, the person he thinks he is, in Rook, and becomes, you know, again, we, they develop a connection. You get to flavor how it is, you can make it more antagonistic, make it friendlier, but ultimately it is a connection between the two of you. Now, that said, the companions are much a part of Rookâs story as Solas is, and sometimes those relationships can cross over, as well as, there are followers who, you know, are going to have a more complicated connection and complicated relationship with just, Solas as an entity, you know, Bellara, for example, is an elf, sheâs Dalish, and this a person from her pantheon, so. Thereâs going to be a lot more of a, I guess, like I said, complex relationship between the two of them. Davrin is another example, someone else who is Dalish, so, you know, their views on the gods in general are going to be a little bit different. And then on the other side,you have someone like Emmrich who is very big on magic and the Fade, so theyâll have their own [inaudible] and their own thoughts.Â
KFM: Before I get to this next question I do wanna say weâve got about a fifteen minute warning, weâve got about fifteen minutes left, so weâll get through as many questions as we can in that time. And with that said, our next one is, and, I feel like we might have actually touched on this one earlier, but, keep me honest. Would it be possible to hide some of the combat UI, such as companion trackers and enemy HP bars, for even more immersion?Â
CB: Yeah, good question. Itâs actually, itâs reasonably robust what you can do with your UI. So let me give you some examples. If, normally when you hit an enemy youâll see damage floaties come off of it. If you wanna turn those off, you can. If you want to play without, say, the minimap or the wayfinding markers, have a more organic experience, you can. I challenged myself to do a, it was really difficult to do a really difficult run where I turned off my own health bar, you can do that too. And then, I know one of them that a lot of people have been asking about is, we do have the incoming attack indicators, that just help you react. But, if youâre the kindâve player that wants to turn those off, cut down on the noise, yeah, you can do that too, so. You know, I canât say that we support every single option that you might have in mind, but itâs reasonably robust.Â
KFM: And then, another, just small, minor spoiler, youâve been warned yet again, is there lock-picking in the game?
CB: Oh gosh lock-picking, notorious lock-picking. Well let me answer it this way. I think the approach we took in The Veilguard is that each companion has a unique, what weâre calling, exploration ability, or abilities, that you can use to solve puzzle, access new areas and find treasure. So, like in that regard itâs not actually dissimilar to lockpicking, itâs just that it is more thematic to the companions and their unique skill-sets within The Veilguard. Itâs very specialized, I guess you could say. And, look, Iâve been there when youâre playing and you feel like you have to take a rogue, otherwise youâre not gonna be open the lockpick chests. Some players like that, some players dislike it, but the option that we wanted to give to yâall is that, you know, we did say this is a spoiler right? We did, yeah. So Rook does find a certain dagger and through it a method to channel these exploration abilities of their companions, even when the companion is not in your party. So like, look, if Iâm exploring Hossberg, and thereâs a puzzle and I know how to solve it, like Iâm not running all the way back to like a party swap-point, you can just use the dagger.
KFM: This is not a spoiler, and it is actually something we confirmed a little bit earlier in the Q&A, but it doesnât hurt to be clear. Can we freely reallocate or refund skillpoints?
CB: Yeah, so weâve confirmed this, Iâm just gonna keep it brief, yes, absolutely. Refund all, refund last, no cost. Itâs an entirely friendly refund system. Go experiment, and then let me know what you do.
KFM: Will the acts be broken down into acts or stages at all? Mainly wondering for like spoiler discussion purposes, while theyâre all playing and wanting to talk to one another about it?
JE: So while we donât officially within the game say this is this act, this is the next act, there are some pretty obvious narrative breakpoints where the context changes, or there is, you know, events that make it clear that things are now advancing into a different stage. Thatâs now, to be clear, thatâs largely around the critical path. Other content can largely be done at any time, but even there we do unlock certain things over the course of time, because, again, it makes, it maybe doesnât make narrative sense in the context of, say, an earlier act, but now, you know, youâre into act two, it feels a lot more meaningful and makes a lot more sense in the world. You can do a lot of content in any order, but the critical path is largely broken into acts.
KFM: Now, I think this next question might be the most important question we can answer. A user by the name of doggiesnores says, would you please tell me happy birthday?Â
JE: Happy birthday doggiesnores.
CB: Aww, happy birthday doggie - I feel weird saying doggiesnores. I mean, listen -
JE: You gotta roll with it Corinne.
CB: John, Katey, do we wanna sing? Do we wanna sing?
JE: No!
KFM: Oh we can - oh, okay.
JE: You can sing.
CB: Alright. [sings] Happy birthday to you -
KFM: - [sings] to you - [stops singing] are we gonna stop now? Okay.
CB: Weâll stop, weâll stop.Â
JE: Yeah, I think, yeah.Â
CB: We gotta get back to the questions.
KFM: Yeah, we do have a time limit now.
KFM: Alright, next question, alright. This is from Guapa. Okay. I wanna know the helmet situation. Back in Inquisition, there were helmets exclusive to races, and to be honest, most helmets were exclusive to humans. Will elves and humans share helmets since their head shape seems to be more similar now, and will there be qunari helmets rather than just facepaints?
CB: Love this described as âthe helmet situationâ. I love it. Yeah, so let me describe this to you. All the helmets can be worn by all the lineages with one big exception. The qunari still use the vitaar face paint. So each helmet has a unique look, and if youâre using the vitaar variant of that instead, that too has a unique look, so youâll wear that facepaint instead of the helmet. And we, we felt that this was just generally a good precedent following Inquisition and, really what led us to this decision is that, when you see horn customization, and hair customization with the horns in character creator, we didnât want to sacrifice that aspect of it in character creator. Itâs just effing cool, thatâs all I can say about it. So, yeah, the qunari will use vitaar. All the other helmets can be worn by all lineages. Weâve talked a lot about transmog, so of course you can transmog them, you can hide your helmet, you can hide your helmet in certain situations. So Iâd say, as a âsituationâ, weâre pretty happy with it.
KFM: This next question is, will we be able to tint and change the color of our armours, or have they, or do they have their default colors only?
CB: Oh cool, yeah, that kinda gets to transmog in a way. Gosh, whatâs the, the best way to answer this I think is that each armor piece, like gear piece you have, will have bespoke colors, but for almost every single armor piece, while you canât dye them, we have created color-variant cosmetics and theyâre very often aligned with the various factions in the world, right? So like, thereâs one, for instance, that has this like, incredible, like flowing cape, I use it all the time. Thereâs a variant of it for each faction with different faction, with different colors and logos and things of that nature. So you canât dye, but it really is flexible and very thematic. And then I guess, going back to the Venatori armor question we had way at the beginning, while I wouldnât say theyâre explicitly Venatori, there are some very Venatori-like color schemes in some of the armors youâll find.
KFM: I think this might be our last minor spoiler question, so once again, youâve been warned. AelaFireheart asks, will we be seeing other griffons from The Last Flight?Â
JE: So, again, just to be clear, spoilers, but yeah, Assan has brothers and sisters, so Assan is not the only griffon that shows up in Dragon Age: The Veilguard.Â
CB: Hey, I just gotta respond to something in comment, that somebody says, wait, does that mean I canât be pink? And Iâm assuming weâre talking about armors. There are some pink armors. Donât worry -
KFM: Confirmed.
CB: - thereâs some pink.
KFM: As some of the companions come from media outside of the games, were they already chosen as companions for the game and then integrated into the additional media, or were they characters outside of the game, and the team wanted to bring them in?
JE: I think this is pretty similar to a question we answered earlier, so I mean, again, it depends, but if they showed up, especially in Tevinter Nights, they were already intended to be companions at that point, so.
KFM: Are there any lineage-based surnames or is it just based on the background?
JE: So surnames in this game are entirely based on your background choice. The reason for this is we do reference your surname in dialogue, a not inconsiderable amount, and we didnât, at a certain point it becomes unsustainable in terms of how many different variations, so. We reference it based on your surnames, sorry, your background.
KFM: Is there any chance that we will be getting any audio snippets of some of the companions and Rookâs voicelines before release?
JE: Well thatâs the great news about the, Vows & Vengeance, is that, each companion will show up in one of the episodes, and youâll be able to hear their voice in there, so. First episode yesterday, and thereâs more to come. Â
KFM: Remember when I said that was the last, or we had already read the last minor spoiler, I was wrong, there is one more. So, once again, youâve been warned, minor spoiler upcoming. This question is from SammyCherryLee. Considering Varricâs timeskip, looks are a direct, Varricâs timeskip looks are a direct translation of how he looked in the comics. What thought process went into Morriganâs new design, and what do you usually consider when bringing in old beloved characters back, but also make sure to adapt them to the years that have passed within the game?
JE: So, in every case, any time weâre bringing back a character, we want to think about, what would, whatâs changed for that character in the time since youâve last saw them, so, Varric, Morrigan, any other characters we bring back, there is this thought of, okay, itâs been, in this case, you know, almost ten years, whatâs changed for these characters in that intervening time? In the case of Morrigan, sheâs coming to terms with a lot of truths about both herself but also her mother, you know, you see her with Flemethâs crown, or a variation of it, and thatâs speaking to her personal journey of, what I would call, kindâve acceptance of who she is and how she connects to Flemeth, because ultimately we want this to feel like a real world. Itâs, theyâre not the same person they are ten years ago, none of us are, and we donât want characters to feel like, either ten years have passed, and hey, Iâm exactly the same, because thatâs stagnation for the character, and itâs just not believable or, honestly, fun, for you. And it doesnât do justice to those characters.
KFM: Can we clarify - ooh, fuck, I think my Discord just went down again.
JE: Yep, I can still hear you.
CB: We can, we can hear you Katey, so.
KFM: Oh, good!
CB: Yeah.
KFM: Iâll just keep talking!
CB: Great, letâs do it!
KFM: Iâm so sorry for the f-bomb, I didnât know you could still hear me.Â
CB: Hey, weâve all been there.
JE: Cursing, in our Discord, my goodness!
CB: How very human of you.
KFM: Ban me, ban me. This next question is, can you clarify if Spellblade will be forced to use a dagger, or can we still use staff as a melee combat weapon?
CB: Oh, heck yeah, letâs go. You know, I was wondering if this was gonna be clear in the combat video we put out, so Iâll speak about mage, but this is generally true of all the classes. So they each have two weapon sets, if youâve seen the character sheet. So for mage, youâre gonna have your staff slot and then youâre gonna have the orb-and-dagger slot. So, at any point, like even between weapon swings, you can swap to your class alternate weapon set by hitting down on the D-pad. So youâre not locked down into one weapon set or the other, even if youâre in a given class or specialization. Now, like what I would say is that the Spellblade specialization has a lot of extra functionality and depth that like is augmented when using the orb-and-dagger, but, like if I give you an anecdote of how I play, the staff heavy-attack armor, I take this, or, the staff heavy attack charge, I take a trait where when Iâm doing damage and playing, itâs building up that heavy attack charge on my staff. Even when Iâm playing as my Spellblade. So Iâll be, just going to down with orb and dagger, Iâll notice that my staff is fully-charged, Iâll swap at a convenient moment, use my heavy staff attack, blast the enemies down, I was telling yâall, like, these Nightmare players, like planning around your elemental damage types, itâs really great to have weapons of multiple elemental types, right? So I go up against something thatâs resistant to fire, Iâm gonna hit down and maybe swap to my necrotic weapon.
KFM: I'm back, in record time.Â
JE: Welcome back!Â
KFM: Okay, did we get to the next one, or was that just the Spellblade question?
CB: Oh that was, sorry I was geeking out too much Katey.
KFM: Oh thatâs okay, no, itâs great!
CB: We hit upon a favorite topic of mine.
KFM: Thatâs okay. Do we think we have time for one more, or do we think itâs time to wrap up?
JE: I can go a little late, weâve got, I think we can do a couple more, for sure.
KFM: Okay, we do only have three left, so.
JE: Letâs finish the list!
KFM: Letâs do it.
KFM: Alright, next question. Since it was mentioned that playing as an elf in the Veil Jumpers will see you more of a, see you as more of a Dalish elf, and a City elf if you play as a Shadow Dragon, what kind of elf would you be in the other factions?
JE: So this is actually a really interesting question for me because I think one of the things Iâd say is, while City Elf versus Dalish Elf is a lot more of a useful distinction in, you know, Ferelden, Orlais, weâre in northern Thedas, things are different up here. And a great example is Rivain. Dalish settlements, you know, they have Dalish settlements within cities, integrated into the cities, because, again, they donât have that same bias, that same distinction. So itâs not really a City Elf versus Dalish Elf thing in a lot of those cases. Itâs a lot more about, how you play into the faction, you know, and, in some cases it matters more that youâre an elf, in other cases it doesnât actually matter to the people of that faction, theyâre just looking for someone who could do the work. A great example, and Iâll just, very, very light spoilers, Mourn Watch is a great example where, they just care that you are capable of, you know, executing the duties that youâre given, so.
KFM: This next question, weâve definitely confirmed a few times today already, but Iâm sure thereâs been a couple of people who cycled in and out. Will, when will we be releasing detailed information on the full list of accessibility features in the game?
JE: So yeah, so I mean, we mentioned, weâre not quite ready to talk about them, but we will be diving into them before launch. We wanna make sure as many people as possible can enjoy and play the game, so.
CB: Yeah, I think weâre doing a feature, some kind of blogpost on that, but, thatâll be a good format where we can be a little bit more in-depth.
JE: Yeah.
KFM: Alright, and the final question that I have on my list. Itâs about localization. WoodenSmith says, Iâd like to hear more about how localization works. What sorts of things have to be changed or adjusted so they make sense in different regions? Do localization teams have to be super careful when they translate to make sure theyâre not accidentally revealing more than was intended in other versions? Iâve also always been very curious about accents in other versions. For example, do the, Iâm gonna butcher this, do the Orl - Orlesian -
JE: Orlesian.
KFM: Orlesian, thank you, John. Character voice -
CB: That was really good, Katey!
KFM: I tried!
JE: Yeah, you tried, you got most of the way there, yeah!
KFM: For example, do the Orlesian character voice actors speak in a French accent in the Japanese version, or dwarf characters speak with an American accent in the French version?
JE: So Iâm going to talk broadly about localization, and Iâll get a little bit into the accent question. So, localization is a thing that weâre doing constantly. Weâre almost working with the teams, we have regular syncs with them, and a lot of that is because localization is not just, a lot of people think of it like, yeah, youâre just translating. Well, youâre not, youâre, you know, youâre, again, thereâs different things to understand about different languages, they have different rules around grammar and, I will say, I think every writer has at least one story where they wrote, kindâve, a fun double-entendre into a conversation, and then they got a ping from some of the localization teams saying, hey, can you very thoroughly explain what you meant there? And thatâs what I like to describe as being hoist on your own petard because, sometimes, youâre like, oh I said this, it was really ribald, and now I donât want to talk to this person who is very seriously and very concernedly, looking, itâs just like, âcan you please tell us what that means?â But yeah, I mean, in general, itâs an art-form of its own. You know, different sayings translate differently into different languages, different metaphors translate differently to different languages, and we always wanna make sure that other people, you know, people are playing this game in every language have an experience that feels authentic and meaningful, and doesnât feel like itâs just kindâve, you know, phoned in, we just, we just ran it through Google Translate or something, so. Again, localization is a huge part of what we do, the localization team we have is amazing, they do fantastic work, I love working with them. As far as accents, yeah, we do try to keep some consistency, itâs not always going to be a one to one, but we do try to say like, okay, so, this character, this group of characters needs to sound similar, and theyâll find an accent that works with the language that theyâre trying, because, again, different accents work differently with different languages, and we wanna make sure that thereâs that consistency, so, yeah.
KFM: We did it!
JE: Yeah!
KFM: Thatâs all of our questions that weâre able to get to you today. Wanna just say a quick thanks again to the community for submitting all of these really questions, it was a lot of fun going through them and, you know, making sure that we were able to give you some new stuff this time around. Yeah, anything you guys wanna say before we hop off?
CB: Yeah, can I just say, look, we love here, being here answering questions for you but the support, the interest you all show, it really fuels us in the team.
JE: Mhm.
CB: You all are a big part of us being able to make this game what it is, and I really hope we do you proud, so just, sincere thank you to everyone.Â
JE: Yeah, just, I just wanna echo that. Iâve been on this project for a while, and itâs been a lot of, not getting to talk about it, and quietly saying I donât know, are we making more new Dragon Age? So being able to actually have these conversations and give you the details that you want without spoiling the game, itâs, itâs a lot of fun. This is genuinely the funnest part of my week, so thank you everyone.
KFM: Awesome, well thank you both so much for your time, Corinne and John. And, yeah, we have recorded the audio for this, so weâre going to turn that into a transcription, and put that in the Q&A archive channel, which lives underneath ask-bioware. That will be coming, you know, in the next couple of days to a week or so, you know, weâll, weâll be working away at it as soon as possible, so just let, let me know if you have any questions.
JE: Awesome. Thank you so much everyone, have a good Friday, good weekend, and Iâm gonna go eat a sandwich, so.
CB: Happy Friday!
KFM: Happy Friday, and happy sandwich day!
CB: Bye bye.
JE: Thank you.
KFM: Bye.
JE: Bye.
[source: the official BioWare Discord server, August 30th dev Q&A]
Update: If you would like to listen to the Q&A for yourself in video format, or listen to it again, Ghil Dirthalen recorded it and has now uploaded a video of it here.
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Was having a semi-serious conversation with some friends, and accidentally found myself quoting RWBY in a way that actually helped the discussion at hand, which got me thinking, there's a good few lines in RWBY that are just generally good things for life, so i decided to write a post about it 'cause fuck it. Some'll have commentary some are self explanitary enough. "I'm not any one thing, I'm somewhat of a lot of things" - this was the one that actually sparked this, was talking about identity with a friend, and found this quote very applicable - you don't always have to neatly fit in a box, you can be somewhat several things at once, if that's what fits for you. "Well that embaressment, that desire to go back and tell yourself not to be so stupid, that just proves you're not the same person you used to be. And you're not done growing yet" "You don't have to look cool all the time"
"Of course you are [a real girl]. You think just because you've got nuts and bots instead of squishy guts makes you any less real than me?" - This is less a general life lesson, but more of a 'just because someone is different to you, doesn't make them/their experiences any less real'. And obviously there's the trans angle on this, not being a 'real girl' is an anxiety many trans girls have struggled with, or is something people throw at us to put us down. But just 'cause we're built a little different than cis girls, doesn't make us any less girls "Pyrrha thought that, if there was even the smallest chance of helping someone, that it was a chance worth taking" "I'd be lying if I said that it didn't hurt, that I didn't think about them everyday since I lost them. That I didn't wish I had spent more time with them. If it had been me instead, I know they would have kept fighting too, no matter how dangerous it was, so that's what I choose to do. To keep moving forwards." - Mostly putting this here 'cause it's always nice to have a talk like this regarding grief/loss, and yeah, i just think this is nice and fairly honestly reflection of how a lotta people feel when they lose someone, coupled with the adivce to keep moving forwards. "I'm not asking you to stop. Just please, get some rest, not just for you, but for the people you care about," - I like this one 'cause a) self care is important bitches! Burning yourself out isn't gonna help whatever you're trying to do and b) hurting yourself like that is also gonna hurt those who care for you, 'cause no one wants to see those they care for suffer. So remember to take a break from time to time. "You think you're being selfless, but you're not. Yeah that chameleon friend of yours got me pretty good, but I'd do it all again if it meant protecting you... and I promise Yang would say the same. You can make your own choices sure, but you don't get to make ours. When your friends fight for you, it's because we want to, so stop pushing us out. That hurts more than anything the bad guys could ever do to us," - Obviously the parts about fighting can be taken a little more metaphorically for everyday life, but I like this quote 'cause yeah, the people who are there for you *want* to be there for you, so deciding that you're a burden on them and hiding away/pushing them away is gonna hurt them because they *want to be there for you* - don't decide something for other people. "My losses, my failures, those, more than anything, are what have shaped me into who I am; showed me how I need to grow. If there's something I'm missing it's not because I've lost it, it's 'cause I haven't found it yet" - I just think this is a beautiful line. We've all wished at moments to undo the mistakes we've made, however those mistakes made us the people we are now. And yeah, I love the idea that something you're missing is not because you lost it, it's because you haven't found it yet. "One small kindness, in one small moment, lead to such a marvelous transformation, just like one act of dishonesty caused an unfortunate change" - Reminder that even small actions can mean a lot to others "What happens if I chose me?" "Then maybe, that girl is enough,"
But yeah, all of this to say I love RWBY, it has so many amazing and emotional moments and yeah, if you haven't given it a watch I would highly reccommend (and if you've heard bad things, i'd maybe give it a watch yourself first, a lotta people like to hate on the show in bad faith). But yeah, love RWBY and love all the wonderful moments and messages within it
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All Yours
summary: you go to a frat party with your longtime boyfriend buck, but when you see a girl flirting with him, you get jealous. you leave early, and buck begs to make it up to you.
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request: anon- down bad kinda sub(?) frat boy evan buckley. like, established relationship, they've been together since high school; but someone was flirting with buck and reader saw it so she takes him back to her apartment and he like gets down to his knees and like begs with his eyes to please her or whatever :) and feel free to take this in your own direction!! this is just an idea :)
a/n: dear god, whoever requested this i'm gonna kiss you on the lips. this has me FERAL and i love sub buck a little more than i thought i would. this reminds me so much of good luck charm and i had to go back and change all the evan's to buck's because i'm so used to using evan in good luck charm lmao (read good luck charm if you haven't pls i promise it's a good time). also, just a reminder than buck is the only man ever<33 enjoy<3
warnings: smut, barely edited (oops), college fratboy!buck, sub!buck, no use of y/n, fem!reader, plus size!reader, race inclusive!reader
Your face scrunches up as you walk over the threshold of the frat house, the smell of beer and sweat filling your senses and making you feel dizzy.
Itâs not your first party. Far from it. Youâve been in this house many times; during parties, and when itâs just the members. You canât even count how many times youâve woken up in one of the rooms, a strong arm wrapped around your thick middle as hot breath hits the back of your neck.Â
Youâve been to many parties with him, too, not even just college parties. Youâve been dating Buck since high school, and with him being on the football team in high school too, parties were something he was always dragging you to. Not that you minded.
âWanna show off my girl.â heâd tell you. And you couldnât do anything else but agree; not when heâs looking at you with those big blue eyes, a small pout on his lips.Â
Even with being so used to parties, and having Buck by your side the entire time, you donât think youâll ever get used to the first few moments when you step into the party. Itâs so loud, and the smell of beer almost burns your nostrils as you try to maneuver through a sea of drunk people, just waiting for someone to get too close and spill beer all over your shirt. You learned early that wearing black was always the best option when youâre here.
You make your way through the crowd with Buck, watching him greet his teammates and other friends and laughing as they call him whipped for walking to your house to pick you up. He brushes them off. Tells them that he has to. That itâs his girl that heâs got to keep safe.
All of his friends have seen how he is around you, and while he tried to hide it during the first few weeks of college, itâs your last year, and itâs very clear to everyone that youâre his world. And theyâve stopped teasing him about it. For the most part.
You finally find a group of his friends and their girlfriends standing around between the living room and the kitchen, and you stop there, beers in hand as you both fall into conversation with them.Â
Buck talks to his teammates while you talk to a couple of their girlfriends that youâve grown quite close to. Buck keeps an arm over your shoulders, keeping you close. He likes to have you near him all the time; heâs seen the way some guys here look at you, and while he knows you wonât do anything about it, as youâve been together for over 5 years and have yet to have a problem, itâs the guys he doesnât trust.
âWeâre gonna go get more drinks. You want another beer?â you ask him over the noise around you, standing up on your toes and practically yelling into his ear.
He smiles, looking down at the sight of you on your toes as he licks his lips.
âHave I told you how pretty you look today?â he asks over the music. You feel your already hot cheeks heat up even more, and you laugh softly.
âYeah, a couple times.â you tell him, rolling your eyes. More like 10, at least. âYou want a refill?â
âYeah, if youâre going. Thank you, baby.â You nod, then put two fingers on his cheek, making you face him again as he holds his mouth near your ear. You give him a quick peck, then lower back down and turn to walk towards the kitchen with the girls.
You whirl your head back around when you feel a hand smack your ass, a tight-lipped smile forcing its way onto your face as you pretend to be mad. Buck raises his hands up in surrender, shrugging as he looks at you with an innocent expression. You roll your eyes, blowing him a kiss over your shoulder, and you see him pretend to catch it just before you turn back to face the kitchen.
You stand with the girls in the kitchen, stopping to talk to some other people you know before you get your refills. One of your friends is ranting very loudly about her boyfriend, one of Buckâs best friends, and youâre all listening intently. Their relationship is very on-again, off-again, and you canât help but roll your eyes at her words. You got so lucky with Buck, you think.
Your conversation is cut short when her eyes widen, and she ducks behind you. All you hear is something sounding like a mumbled âheâs right there!â before she speed walks out of the kitchen and into the living room. You laugh with the other girls, and then grab your refills before making your way back to your boyfriends.
You stop in your tracks, however, when youâre met with the sight of Buck standing very closely to a pretty brunette. She laughs loudly at something he says, and everything around you disappears as your focus remains solely on the sight unfolding in front of you.
You frown as you see him smiling down at her, his head leaned down just slightly in order to hear her.
Buck is just trying to be polite, of course. He knew exactly what was happening as soon as she made her way over, stumbling slightly and almost crashing into him when she was finally right in front of him.Â
He talks with her, not wanting to seem rude, but his mind is completely focused on you. His eyes widen in surprise when she stands up on her toes and grabs the back of his neck, pulling his ear down to her mouth to speak to him over the loud music and chatter around them.Â
You canât see his face when she puts his hand to the back of his neck; her head completely blocking your sight of his very clearly uncomfortable expression. All you see is his hand going to her waist. Your jaw clenches, and itâs like a car crash; it makes you sick, but you canât tear your eyes away.
In your jealous haze, you donât process the fact that sheâs clearly stumbling around, and Buckâs hand on her waist seems to be the only thing keeping her from falling over completely.Â
His eyes scan the room for you as she keeps talking, barely listening as he looks out for you. He wants you back here right now; he wants to show this girl that heâs taken. By you.
He doesnât see you though. And when he finally leans down and tells her that heâs happily taken, she pouts, mumbling a slurred âof course you areâ before she walks away. He lets out a sigh of relief, and a minute later, he smiles widely when he sees you crossing the room back to him.
He grunts when you practically shove his beer at him, his smile disappearing. Heâs quick to grab the cup, and his brows furrow when he sees you ignoring his presence, keeping your eyes on some of the girls you were with.Â
âYou okay, baby?â he asks, whispering into your ear as he wraps an arm around you and rests his hand on your hip. You shrug, your body rigid as he pulls you closer to him. You know youâre being a little overdramatic; youâre sure the girl walked away pouting because Buck told her that he was taken, but youâre too jealous to listen to the voice of reason in your head.
âPerfect.â you reply shortly, your jaw clenched as you keep your eyes straight ahead of you. He keeps his eyes on you, and when you donât even bother looking at him, he squeezes your hip, hoping itâll get your attention.
âHey, whatâs up?â Are you mad at me?â he asks desperately. He hates when youâre mad at him. He doesnât see it often, at least, not real anger. Youâve argued over silly things, of course, and heâs not unused to seeing how you get when youâre hangry, but itâs not very often you have actual fights.
âDo I have a reason to be mad at you?â you reply coldly, finally turning your head to look up at him with a raised brow. Youâre glad the girls have noticed your anger, and have turned to talk to each other.Â
âI donât know. I donât think so.â Buck says, his brows furrowed in confusion. He doesnât even think of that girl earlier; he barely even paid attention to her. He couldnât tell you a single thing about her. He was too focused on you coming back to him.
âThen why would I be mad at you?â you reply, although your tone tells him that youâre clearly mad at him.
âI donât know. Thatâs why Iâm asking you.â Your sweet boy, always the voice of reason. Heâs always eager to talk things out; he never wants things to grow into a bigger problem. Usually, you love it, but right now, itâs making you even more upset.
âDo you wanna go somewhere and talk?â he asks when you donât answer right away. You huff, shaking your head, then turn your attention back to the girls who arenât even facing you anymore.
âNot particularly.â you reply shortly. He huffs, grabbing your forearm gently and turning you to face him. Heâs had enough of this. He just wants you to talk to him.
âCome on, baby. Can we go talk, please?â he asks, desperation in his eyes. Heâs driving you insane right now; pretending not to know what youâre upset about.
âDo we have to? I thought you wanted to enjoy the party? I wouldnât wanna stop you from that.â you reply in a mocking tone, crossing your arms over your chest as you finally face him.
âBaby, please. You know I want to be with you tonight. Please talk to me.â You groan, finally snapping and grabbing his wrist, beginning to pull him out of the house and towards your house. He drops his cup on a table haphazardly as he passes by it, eyes focused on you.Â
He stays quiet as you pull him in the direction of your house, waiting for a minute before he speaks in a hushed tone, wary of the people walking past you two on the sidewalk.
âSo? Whatâs up?â You shake your head, continuing to walk. You donât want to argue with him in the middle of the sidewalk.Â
He huffs, but keeps following you all the way to your house. When youâre finally in your room, the house eerily silent with your roommate still at the party, you finally turn to face him with your arms crossed over your chest.
âAre you gonna explain why youâre so mad at me now?â he asks, trying desperately to keep the distance youâve put between the two of you. You scoff, rolling your eyes.
âYouâre really gonna keep playing dumb?â you ask angrily, narrowing your eyes at him. His eyes widen, and he tilts his head to the side, trying to think of a reason for your feelings.
âI donât know what youâre talking about, baby. Really. Just, please tell me why youâre upset.â he pleads, his voice softening. He wants nothing more than to see your pretty smile again, and he hates that heâs the reason for your frown.
âYou were flirting with that girl! And donât act like you werenât because I saw you.â you seethe. Deep down, you know heâd never do that, but your jealousy is getting the best of you. His eyes widen further, and he shakes his head and stutters as he tries to come up with a reply. Heâs taken back by your accusation. He would never do that. He has you. His sweet girl.
âI wasnât flirting with her! She came up to me and was flirting with me, and I was trying to be polite. Is that really why youâre mad? Baby, you know I only want you.â His voice gets softer as he speaks, and he takes a step forward, desperate to touch you.
âIt sure didnât look like you were just being polite. You touched her.â you snap, jaw clenched as he takes a step forward.
âShe was drunk; she was stumbling around. I was keeping her steady so she didnât fall over. Come on, baby, you know I only want you.â he pleads, crossing the distance, reaching a hand out to you. You shake your head, taking a step back before you turn and walk towards your bed.Â
You sit on the edge of your bed, putting your head in your hands. You know heâs right. His reassurances are slowly helping, but youâre still angry. Heâs yours, and you donât want to share. Ever.
âBaby, please. You know I wouldnât do that to you.â he whispers, kneeling down in front of you, trying to meet your eyes as they remain focused on the floor.
âI know you wouldnât. But I know what I saw.â you reply in a softer voice. You donât want to argue anymore. Youâre tired. But even so, your hair is standing on end, and you can feel your teeth grinding.
âYou saw me keeping her from falling. Yes, she was flirting with me, but I didnât reciprocate.â he explains, putting his hands on the top of your legging-clad thighs. You bite your lip, finally looking up at him.
âWhat can I do, baby? Let me show you that youâre the only one I want. Please.â he practically begs, his hands slowly moving up your thick thighs. You let out a shaky sigh, feeling goosebumps erupt on your skin from his touch, even through your leggings.Â
âHow are you gonna do that?â you ask softly, your heartbeat quickening as you sit up straighter and lean back on your hands.
âLet me show you, baby. Let me make you feel good. Show you how much I love you.â You bite your lip, a smirk coming onto your face at his desperate expression. Youâre still angry, but itâs being clouded over by the sheer power you feel as you take in your boyfriend on his knees, begging to please you.
âCan I?â he asks, his voice almost a whimper as his fingers dance across the waistband of your leggings.Â
âYou better.â you reply in a slightly mocking tone. He smiles, tugging on your leggings eagerly. You lift your hips and let him pull your leggings and panties down in one go.
âYes maâam.â he whispers with a hint of a smirk, beginning to press feather light kisses up your inner thighs. As soon as his lips touch your thighs, he lets out a desperate moan, his smirk long gone as he looks up at you with desperate eyes.
âGod, I love you so much, baby. Love your pretty body.â he murmurs against your skin, working his way up your thighs to your core.Â
You bite your lip as he kisses you, and you move one of your hands to his hair, slowly pushing it back.
âYou gonna show me, baby?â you ask in a sweet tone, although thereâs a hint of condescension in your tone. Buck groans, nodding, and he can feel his dick twitching in his pants at your tone.
âYeah, baby. Iâm gonna show you. Iâll do anything you want.â he tells you eagerly, now dangerously close to your dripping centre.
âYou know what to do.â you tell him, a smirk on your face as you hold eye contact with him. He wastes no time in pushing your legs even further apart, and wrapping his arms around your thighs. He lowers his mouth to your cunt, licking a firm strip up your folds before nuzzling into your heat, sucking and lapping eagerly.
You bite your lip, letting out a shaky sigh as you grip his hair tightly. Heâs always eager to use his mouth on you, but now, you think heâll have you seeing stars in record time.
âIâm all yours, baby. My sweet girl. God, you taste like heaven.â he murmurs against you, groaning. He darts his tongue into your cunt, using his nose to nudge at your clit, and you moan, tilting your head back and pushing his head further against you.
âYeah? Youâre all mine?â you ask shakily, and he nods eagerly, moaning.
âAll yours. I only want you, baby.â he whimpers, taking his mouth away from you just long enough to speak before heâs diving back in, circling his tongue around your clit.
âIs that good, baby? Is this what you wanted?â you ask in a condescending tone when you feel his actions quicken slightly, his fingers digging into the fat of your thighs.
âSo good, baby. I love making you feel good. Taste so good.â he mumbles, although you can barely understand him as he keeps his head burrowed between your legs.
âYeah? Just me? Or would you rather that girl at the party?â you ask sarcastically. He growls, his teeth grazing your clit as he looks up at you. You gasp, your grip tightening on his hair as you let out a soft laugh at his unimpressed reaction.
âOnly you, baby. Sheâs nothing compared to you. So pretty.â he tells you, his eyes glancing down at your glistening folds as he speaks.
âGood answer. Now, are you gonna make me come, or am I not gonna let you touch me for a whole week?â you ask in a stern tone, licking your lips as he whimpers.
âGod. Please, baby. Wanna make you come, please.â he murmurs, taking his mouth away to push two fingers into your dripping hole. You moan loudly as his lips attach back to your clit, and you can feel your stomach tighten at the feeling of both his fingers and mouth working you fervently.
âSo good for me, baby. Donât stop.â you purr, trying desperately to keep your eyes on him as you feel the familiar sensation growing in the pit of your tummy.
âWonât stop. Wouldnât dream of it.â he mutters, curling his fingers to push against that spot inside of you.
âBuck. Oh my god.â you whine loudly, tilting your head back as you finally let go. He smiles against your cunt, lapping up your juices until heâs sure heâs gotten it all, desperate to work you through your orgasm.
âHow was that, baby?â he asks when he finally pulls away, his chin glistening with your juices.
âDid so good, baby. So good for me.â you tell him, trying to slow your heavy breathing as you push his hair back with the hand previously gripping his hair tightly.
He beams, kissing your thighs gingerly. You almost laugh; heâs looking up at you with bright, wide eyes, he almost looks like a sad puppy.
âThank you. Taste so good, baby. Best thing Iâve ever tasted.â he murmurs, continuing to kiss your sensitive thighs.
âYou think you should be forgiven now?â you ask in a slightly teasing tone. You know youâve forgiven him; you forgave him as soon as his lips touched your core, but you canât help but continue for a little bit longer.
âYes. Please. Please forgive me, pretty girl. I only want you.â he pleads, squeezing your thighs.
You laugh softly, caressing his cheek, and he leans into your touch immediately.
âI forgive you, baby. But if I see something like that again, I wonât be so nice.â you tease, although thereâs a sternness in your voice. He nods quickly, pressing one last kiss to your thigh.
âPromise, baby. It wonât happen again. I love you.â he says desperately. You keep a straight face for a moment before you smile, nodding.
âI know, and I love you, too. Now give me a kiss.â you tell him softly. Heâs quick to unwrap his arms from your thighs, standing up and pushing you back onto the bed. He crawls over top of you, slotting between your legs as he kisses you with fervor.Â
You can taste yourself on his tongue as his tongue glides across your lips, and you part them gently, pulling him closer by his shirt.
âI love you. My pretty girl.â he murmurs against your lips, and you smile, continuing to kiss him.You know you may have overreacted, but it was definitely worth it to see him like this.
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Until You - Part Four
Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four charles leclerc x female pop singer!reader x oscar piastri x lando norris f1 smau with intermittent scenes Summary: they drive vroom vrooms, she sings soulful tunes. there's no way in hell this is gonna work, right? Warnings: language, author lied when she said lando was just there (i promise she's not getting anymore men omg), implied smut playlist a.n: the next part will have a q&a with y/n on insta/tiktok so if anyone has questions they'd like for her to answer please send them to my inbox (as basic or unhinged as you like)
liked by landonorris, oscarpiastri, charles_leclerc and others ynyln: SURPRISE!!! I present to you my new babies: Enchanted and Lover. Enjoy, my little lattes đâ€ïž
âłuser3: MY THOUGHTS WILL ECHO YOUR NAME            Ⳡuser4: omg these are what her and the driver guy were saying            âłuser5: DID SHE WRITE IT FOR OSCAR?!?!?! âłoscarpiastri: Beautiful, love. 𧥠           âłynyln: no you 𧥠           âłuser4: omg âłcharles_leclerc: all's well that ends well to end up with you â€ïž            âłynyln: I'll save you a seat, lover â€ïž âłsabrinacarpenter: on repeat!!            âłynyln:â€ïž âłlandonorris: love            âłynyln: thank you sweetie đ«¶đ» âłuser7: I'm here from f1, why does she call people little lattes?            âłuser8: welcome!! it's a term of endearment for her fans. y/n said in an interview that we give her comfort and a burst of energy, like a latte midafternoon, and it just stuck.
Lando nodded along with the beat. "It just needs a little something extra⊠You want to keep it acoustic?"
She nodded, sipping her tea. She looked astounded that he was there. He knew he was. When she'd texted him he hadn't expected he'd be on a flight to London within two hours. But here he was, sitting with her in her "little" basement studio, listening to her song for the fifth time, mouthing the lyrics she'd probably written with Charles or Oscar in mind. Charles and Oscar, who were upstairs sleeping soundly.
How I obsessively adore you That's what I do I believe, I believe, I could die in your kiss No, it doesn't get, doesn't get better than this
Oh to be obsessively adored by her.
"I'll do some piano, hang on." She leaned across him, invading his space with her gentle floral aroma and her soft hair andâŠ
He sighed, staring at her in awe as she worked her magic at the keyboard. It was crazy that he was even here, in her private sanctum, witnessing what would undoubtedly be a hit as it was created.
"The piano's too prominent," he said, wanting to feel useful. "The guitar should be the main instrument."
Y/n nodded, and he reached to adjust levels, standing up and hitting play. She looked tense and tired and stressed and he instinctively moved to stand behind her, hesitating.
"Ok to touch you?" he asked.
She tilted her head to look at him. "Yeah of course."
He rested his hands on her shoulders, rubbing gently as the song played. "It's a good song, y/n."
"You think so?" she asked in a small voice.
"It's a love song. Hopeful and adoring. It's beautiful. Charles is a lucky guy."
She hummed, relaxing under his gentle touch. "What's he got to do with it?"
Oh. "I uh⊠Osc then."
She turned her head to look up at him. "It's not for him."
Oh. Oh. "Someone else?" Christ how many boyfriends did she have--
"You don't remember? You float across the room. It's what you said to me at the club after the race in--"
"Monaco," he whispered.
"It stuck with me. So did the kiss," she murmured.
He swallowed, continuing to rub her shoulders. "You didn't... When I sent you those videos I didn't know about Osc and Charles."
Y/n turned and his hands dropped. "What do they have to do with it?"
A nervous laugh rose in his throat. "You're dating them? Both of them, which is insane to me but like I get it. You're like a mouse on crack, you probably need two boyfriends to keep you from taking offâ"
She laughed. "A mouse on crack? Really?"
Sighing as she stood up, he looked down at her. "I just⊠Don't want to mess up what the three of you have going on."
"They don't own me, Lando. I'm a grown woman, I can do what I want with my body whenever I want. With whoever I want."
Lando blinked, his mind short-circuiting over the mental image that put into his head. Swallowing hard, he drew in a breath as she stretched. And held it, staring at her while she fiddled with controls and restarted the song. Let it out slow when he saw the tension returning to her shoulders.
He was reaching for her before he even registered the movement.
"C'mere," he murmured, pulling her to him. Reaching behind her, he switched off the song. "You're gonna drive yourself crazy, love."
"It's right there, Lando, I just need to push a little harder," she groaned, holding her head in her hands and letting him draw her closer.
"Hey, hey, shhâŠ" It felt natural to kiss the top of her head, to wrap his arms around her and try to calm her. "I'm not gonna let you go insane over a song. It's fine, I know you'll come up with something amazing. Just give it time."
"It's not just a song," she whined. "I'm absolutely shit at talking about my feelings for someone, you know? Especially when itâŠ"
"Might go up in flames?" he whispered.
Her hands were on his chest, her head tilting up. "Did you have any idea what you were doing when you stole my number and texted me?"
"Honestly thought I was shooting my shot and hoping I'd get lucky," he muttered, grinning when she laughed.
"It worked."
"Huh?" Lando grunted in surprise.
"Got me thirsty. The past couple weeks have been crazy, trying to fight it, but god, Lando." She sighed as though to ease the tension but it was still there, her body still taut with stress and worry. "I honestly thought you came tonight to fuck me."
His mind bounced like a padel ball in an intense match. He wanted to comfort her, to get her to relax, to ease her worries about the song. But oh how he wanted to kiss her again. He could just remember their half-drunken kiss in Monaco, the electricity thrumming through him, his heartbeat matching the thumping bass of the music. Thought you came tonight to fuck me.
He blinked, his mind going back to a quiet moment before the race in Montreal, when Oscar had been telling him about the unconventional relationship he'd found himself in.
"We're just taking it day by day. But she has a lot of love to give, mate. Sounds crazy, but⊠I don't think one person could handle it all."
Was there even room for him? Was he honestly considering entangling himself in what would, probably, end up being a PR nightmare for the four of them?
Why was he even thinking of love when he'd originally just wanted to be able to say he'd fucked the richest woman in the world?
"IâŠ"
He leaned down, one hand rising to cup the side of her head. It was supposed to be gentle, sweet, the type of kiss that deserved the song she was working on, but it was harsh, deep and demanding, and he was swallowing her moans. Her nails lightly scraped his neck then they were sliding over his scalp and he whimpered.
"I didn't," he gasped between kisses, growing needier with each taste of her, each moan that fell past her lips. She tasted of tea and chocolate. "I didn't come here to fuck you."
"I know," she moaned. She leaned into him and he felt the need, the flames licking at both of them.
"That's new," Oscar commented, chin resting on her shoulder while she poured herself a coffee. His fingers brushed the side of her neck.
Y/n felt her cheeks warm at the delicate touch, sparking the very recent memory of Lando's mouth on her. "YeahâŠ"
"Did you get any sleep?" he asked, kissing the mark, his arms snaking around her waist.
"Maybe an hour," she mumbled. After breaking the chair in her studio with Lando, she'd had a burst of inspiration, and the sun had been coming up when they'd listened to the finalized track.
"Love," he sighed, taking the coffee from her before she could take a sip.
"Babe," she whined, her mind snapping to the present, though part lingered on the memory of the twisted sheets of the guest room, of Lando's panting moans in her ear.
"I'll fix you something to eat, then you're going back to bed." He kissed the top of her head and moved away, drinking her coffee.
"I've got toâ"
"You don't have anything scheduled for the day. Or tomorrow. So it's rest. No recording, no caffeine, rest." Oscar looked at her over his shoulder. "Stop pouting."
"I just wanted to spend the day with my boyfriends," she sighed, climbing onto the stool at the island counter. Wrinkling her nose when he poured a glass of orange juice and set it in front of her, she reluctantly took a sip.
"We can spend the day here. Peace and quiet, love."
She felt herself melt at his gentle words. Peace and quiet and them. For the whole day. She'd only had snatches of time with them since leaving Monaco. She'd had a concert the day of the Canadian grand prix, and now it felt like some sort of cosmic kismet that her mini break coincided with theirs. They couldn't be together for the whole time, but she would cherish the days she could have.
"Bonjour, mon couer, bonjour koala," Charles greeted as he entered the kitchen, rubbing his eyes.
Y/n saw Oscar's cheeks tinge pink at the affectionate nickname Charles had started using for him. She sipped her orange juice, looking on as Charles brushed by Oscar, his hand resting briefly on the small of his back, and heard the whispered word. Rousseur. Freckle.
God, she loved them. Oscar's freckles, Charles's nicknames, and them.
"Good morning," she murmured after he kissed her.
"You didn't tell me we would have a guest, mon couer," he murmured, moving to fix himself coffee.
Oscar turned from the cooktop. "Guest?"
"Oh. Yeah." Y/n rubbed her neck. "Lando flew in last night. Late."
"He's snoring in the guest room." Charles was chuckling. "Leo went to bother him."
"I texted him. About the song. I needed input, and you were both asleep andâ"
"Lando came to help you?" Oscar's smile was soft.
"He did."
Oscar tipped his head, regarding her much like a cat watching a bird through the window. "Ah."
"Ah, what?" Charles asked, rubbing his eyes while he sipped his coffee. Lowering his hand, he looked at y/n, snorting into his cup. "Ah."
She groaned, slumping down onto the counter. "Is it that obvious?"
"Love, you're glowing." Oscar grinned and turned back to the eggs.
"I've been glowing since Monaco," she muttered against the countertop. Slowly, she lifted herself, eyes darting from Charles to Oscar and back again. "You're okay with it?"
"I already told you, mon couer. I don't mind sharing you." Charles's smile was affectionate. "As long as you're safe and he treats you well."
"He's one of my best mates, y/n. Not to mention he's been obsessed with you for ages," Oscar quipped, sliding a plate of eggs and toast in front of her.
"He's not obsessed," she snorted.
"Did he fly commercial or private?" Oscar asked, leaning against the counter.
Y/n sighed, taking a bite of the eggs. "Private," she mumbled.
"Day by day, love," Oscar said gently, leaning to kiss her forehead.
Liked by charles_leclerc, oscarpiastri, landonorris, and others ynyln: rough night in the studio until this one came to lend a hand. magic: made. forever grateful, sweet Lando. Let's just enjoy the view tagged: landonorris âłlandonorris: thank you for giving me a chance. soz about the chair            âłynyln: chairs can be replaced. and you'll always have a chance while I'm around            âłuser4: aww wait what did he do to the chair??? âłuser3: lando was streaming with quadrant until 1am monaco time            Ⳡuser4: god did he fly out to help her? my heart            âłuser5: wait that's really sweet đ„ș âłoscarpiastri: will you rest now?            âłynyln: yes darling            âłuser6: aww âłcharles_leclerc: I adore the new song, mon couer            âłynyln: it sounds better when you sing it âłuser7: omg did she collect another one            âłuser8: omg stooopppp đđđ
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idk if your taking requests but i literally js read your mha boys seeing you fight and fell in love and i was wondering if you could do a part 3 with hawks, dabi, and iida or anyone else youâd like pls
đđđ đđđ/đđđ and you fighting pt.3...
CHARACTERS ) keigo tamaki, toya dabi todoroki, tenya iida.
PLOT ) a headcannon of the boy/men seeing you fight.
A/N ) thankk youuu anon for the request!! glad you've been enjoying it :) sorry it took so long to fill. i'm so happy that everyone is enjoying this series. lmk if y'all want me to do a different fandom! :3 my requests are always open, so don't be shy y'all <33
[ đđđđđ ] hawks is a walking chick magnetânopunintended. but he's he made that EXTREMELY clear in multiple interviews; he only wants you. so, it makes no sense when his random girl pushes up on him talkin' bout sumÂâ"HE'S MINE." she followed you guys around for too long and hawks asked her to politely stop. when she insisted to not leave him alone, you intervened. didn't go to we for her according to him.
... you've been patient enough
... when she twisted her mouth to say something disrespectful you took off
... your fist connected with them nasty thin lips
... keigo's distress signals in his body weren't working properly
... he didn't know whether to pull you off her and cheer
-> "get In the paint!"
... his chants fuel the punches
... the girl tried the cover her face but your hulk hands still found it
-> "LOOK WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU NOW!"
... you was whoppin' her like you had real issue
... kei was really really amused
... but being that you guys were in public, he didn't want trouble for you
-> "okay baby, i think you got enough hits in."
... right before you let go off her bald head, you landed one for good measures on her nose
-> "DON'T LEMME SEE YOU AGAIN!"
... keigo was chuckling as he covered you guys with his wings and snuck away
... in the secluded area he admired your features
⊠your face was untouched but a bit of dirt on your shirt
-> "you did her real dirty babe."
-> "so?"
... he smirked
-> "she gonna have bruises for a while."
-> "her problem."
... damn
... that's kinda hot to him
... he chuckled
-> "so cruel. i love you."
⊠you gave a confused concerned face
⊠he didnât care. judge him all you want!
⊠HE AINT ASHAMED
[ đđđđ ] toya hasnât been with many women in his lifetime. but heâs been with one before you. heâs never mentioned it because he ainât like her. so randomly, when she decided to take it upon herself and text him to leave you. mind you, he been blocked her on everything. he obviously doesnât entertain, care nor does he want to or have to energy to deal with her. so he gave you the phone and you told her line it up.
⊠miss girl was BOLD
⊠she dropped that address with quickness
⊠so being an amazing and supportive boyfriend
⊠he took you to her
⊠as soon as the car pulled up you called her
-> âcome outside, we not gon jump you.â
⊠dabi chuckled
⊠he sat on the car hood with his hands in his pants
⊠he made sure he pull out that phone too
-> âdonât beat her up too bad.â
-> âno promises!â
⊠shawty buss through the doors and ran up on you
⊠just to get kicked
⊠dabi almost fell out on the car
⊠you was putting beat to ahhhhh bruh
-> â damn. damn. damn.â
⊠your hits echoed all down the dark street
-> âbetcha wonât try it again!â
⊠dabi seen you fight before but not with typa anger and adrenaline
⊠your fist moving like lightning fast to her face
⊠you damn near pull her head off with how hard gripped her hair
-> âGET UP! GET UP!â
⊠next thing he know you pick her up like some WWE champion and body slam her
-> âOH!â
-> âDUMMY.â
⊠he didnât know what to say but snaked his arm around your shoulder with a smirk
-> âwhereâd you learn that? how you know how to do that.â
-> âiâll never tell.â
⊠he looks at you with a straight face
⊠them blue eyes damn near glowed in the dark
⊠like gojo
-> âyou always doinâ that.â
-> âi love you too.â
⊠he rolled his eyes
⊠now he gotta go beat twice cause he knows he taught you that
[ đđđđ ] mr. idc-ima-tell really ainât have no romantic past. he does however have haters. boys and girls but heâs mr. donât-care! so guess what, he donât care! but some people really be bold out here. just like this ragamuffin boy that try to fight him. so whatâd you do? JUMP THE HELL IN! you like corbin fr. but what makes no sense is why this girl would jump in. yeah she got dealt with.
⊠iida really didnât have much time to react he could only swing
⊠you watched with the boy put his booger hands on your pootie, you wasnât having it
⊠you punch the random in the back of his fathead
⊠iida notice that the weigh was off him
⊠but then he see itâs you
-> âY/N!â
⊠all of a sudden!
⊠some shawty doo-wop run up
⊠iida pulled the guy off you and punch him in the jaw
⊠boy got slumped
⊠you and the girl tho
⊠yâall still going!
-> âWHAT YOU THOUGHT THIS WAS!?â
-> ây/n! come on, let her go.â
-> âHELL NO! RUN UP AND STILL BEAT YOU !â
⊠poor girl was scattering on the floor like a roach
⊠you was giving her that work!
⊠twisted every way but sideways
⊠iida eventually pulled you back
-> âcalm down, please. youâve been her up.â
-> âMAKE SURE SHE DONT TRY IT AGAIN!â
⊠the girl was limping walking away
-> âshe wonât! iâll make a complaint to aizawa and principal nezu."
⊠he was livid , but he needed to make sure you were okay
⊠so he asked if you guys could have the day off
⊠ofc he was granted permission
⊠so yall went to eat and chat
Do not fear, for I am with you; do not be afraid, for I am your God. I will strengthen you; I will help you; I will hold on to you with my righteous right hand. (ââIsaiah⏠â41âŹ:â10⏠âCSBâŹâŹ)
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College AU Sevika x reader
A/n: I have to warn you guys this chapter feels very bland and meh to me, I have many ideas but those only work when Sevika is actually your friend so I didn't really know what to do
I've also decided that theyre at a college in seattle for info dumping reasons lol (im not basing it on a spesific college that is in seattle)
Throughout this fanfic you'll realise im writing this fic partly just to info dump. I'm gonna work a lot of my interests into this fic trustđ
(also pls ignore any typos or forgotten capital lettersđ)
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You wipe away a few stray tears with your fingers and suck in a deep breath, closing your eyes, then breathing out slowly. You start making your way back to the dorm building, you had promised to meet up with your best friend Ekko. Youâve been friends for ages and did basically everything together. Including going to the same school.
You make your way back to your dorm, giving the door a knock before entering the room. Sevika is sitting on her bed mindlessly scrolling through her phone, she looks up at you. âSupâ she says, tilting her chin upwards slightly in greeting. âHi, Iâm just coming to get my phoneâ you pause for a second. âIâm going to meet up with a friend. Heâs going to show me his room, and after that he wants to see ours, if that's okay with youâ.Â
âYeah that's fineâ she answers and you grab your phone. âalright, see you in a bit thenâ. You leave the room and quickly check your messages. Ekko had sent you one earlier telling you which room he was in and you read it again twice to make sure you don't go knocking on the wrong door. You then make your way over to the elevator.
The building was divided in gendered floors, the first two for men and the second two for women. You step into the elevator and press the button for the second floor.
A soft ding sounds and the elevator doors slowly open, revealing your friend to you. Heâs dressed in some simple black jeans that are far too big for him, theyâre being held up by a white shoelace. Heâs also wearing a simple white tank top with a leather jacket thrown over it, and black converse.
âHey there strangerâ he greets you with a big smile. He throws his arms out and embraces you, you encircle his torso just under his arms and pat his back a few times. âHi dude, long time no seeâ you giggle after he lets you go. âHa haâ he says sarcastically, you had seen eachother last week. âI know, im hilariousâ you giggle and he playfully shoves you.
He leads you over to his room, when he opens the door your eyes widen a bit. âWHAT, this is bigger than my roomâÂ
âSucks to suck I guessâ he shrugs. Now it's your turn to playfully shove him. You make your way further into the room, then you sit down on his bed. "That's sexismâ you joke, Ekko chuckles at that. You continue to look around the room, taking in all of Ekkoâs decor.Â
Heâs got a few, probably fake, plants on the windowsill. Plain white bedding sits on his bed, along with an owl shaped throw pillow, and a fluffy beige blanket. He also has various posters and photos stuck to his wall, including the same spiderman poster that hung on yours. He has various trinkets sitting on his desk. You recognise one of them to be a small stuffed owl you had given him quite a while ago. âDude, you still have this?â you ask him, picking the small owl up and petting it softly. âYeah, why would I get rid of it?â he smiles at you as you put the owl back in its original spot.
Then your eyes wander over to the other side of the room, which remains undecorated. âIs your roommate just extremely boring?â you question and he tells you they haven't shown up yet. âHuh strange, I'm pretty sure everyone should be moved in already by nowâ you comment and he just shrugs his shoulders. âLets see your room thenâ he says excitedly.
When you reach the door of your room you knock, alerting sevika that youâre here. âCome inâ a muffled voice calls from inside. You push the door open and let ekko in. He looks around the room for a bit before his eyes land on your roommate.
âEkko, this is Sevika, my roommate.â You gesture to sevika. âSevika, this is Ekko, my best friend of like 11 years.â you announce, Sevika gets up to shake Ekkoâs hand. âDude you look extremely coolâ he says, Sevika gives him a small smile. âThanks man, you tooâ.Â
Ekko takes another look around your room, his eyes falling on your decorated wall. âOh my god, you have pictures of toothlessâ. He walks over to the wall to inspect the pictures of your beloved cat up close. Sevika shifts her gaze from ekko to you. âYou named your cat after a fucking dragon?â she questions, a glint of amusement in her eyes.Â
âWhat?â you exclaim, your voice taking on an offended tone. She lets out a small chuckle at this. âIâm not judging youâ she reassures.Â
Ekko makes his way over to the body length mirror you put up. âCâmereâ he says and you walk up to him. "What's up?â you ask. âWe need to take a picture, obviouslyâ he says while taking his phone out of his pocket. You drape your arm over his shoulder, bringing your hand up to the back of his head and putting up two fingers. âReally, bunny ears?â he asks. You simply nod and smile.Â
Ekko snaps a picture and holds his phone up so you can see it. âThat's cute, can you send that to me?â you ask him, already knowing the answer. âOf course" he replies.
âHey sevika, you want a picture with us?â Ekko asks Sevika, who has been quietly watching the interaction. âWhy not?â she replies. She walks to the mirror and stands behind the both of you. âDamn youâre tallâ Ekko says, eyeing sevika through the mirror. She just shrugs.
Ekko takes another photo, showing it to both of you to get approval. âOh Sevika I should get your numberâ you say. âTo send the photo and, like, for other stuff obviouslyâ.
âOh yeah sure manâ she says and you and her your phone, she puts her number in and hands it back to you. You thank her and take a quick glance at the time. âEkko you wanna go exploring and get some lunch?â you ask
âYou already know the answerâ He replies and starts making his way to the door. You look over at sevika. âYou wanna come with?â you ask her. âOh no that's okay, a friend of mine lives off campus and i'm going to their place in a bitâ she replies and you simply nod at her before walking out of the room behind Ekko.
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mommyâs here // ken sato x reader
Chapter Nine
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note: so like i died.... IM SORRY EVERYONE, i have so many comments to read and respond to so i'm sorry for the disappearing. i just get so busy with my mental health and family. i don't have tumblr on my phone always, it's an on and off thing so thank you for the patience. this chapter is really choppy and maybe misspelling. sorry guys <3 :(
you sat cross legged on the floor at the hidden base under kenji's house. kenji and mina were with you as you stared at the baby kaiju who babbled and cooed at the cartoons that played for her.
you watched as kenji admired himself in the reflection of the containment unit, styling it for his public image. you couldn't help but to tag along in admiring him as well, it isn't everyday that you get to admire athletically attractive kenji sato! but it was not your everyday, for the past months it has been.
"mina, we got plenty of fish and pon de rings, right?" ken asked as he straightened out his coat. "yes ken, we're all stocked up." ken turned around, turning to the both of you. "now if she wakes up, put her show on. let her dance her little heart out to that stupid song. and if there's any trouble, you let y/n know. and if you need additional help, you ping me on this."
ken raised his arm, showing off his watch to you both. "ken, she's never been safer. have a good time." mina said reassuring him of the baby kaiju's safety. he smiled softly, turning to you as he crouched down to your level. "let me know if you need anything, okay? i'll drop everything and come back. i'll be back soon, don't worry that pretty little head of yours about this interview either, okay?"
you nodded, giving him a happy "okay!" to which he smiled back. "atta girl." his hands found your face as he pulled you in, placing a kiss on your lips and then another on your head. you blushed at his affectionate actions, still not so used to them. he smiled as he got up, walking away to the interview he had promised to ms. wakita.
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you got rid of the containment unit that held your baby kaiju in, asking for help from mina to pull up a hologram of an area covered with trees. the reason why was to show the baby how to play a game of hide and seek.
she was getting restless and persistent asking for kenji to come back. none of the videos playing were enough to satisfy her so you took it upon yourself to distract her with a new game.
you showed her you hiding behind a tree or a bush of sorts, giving her time to mimic you. it didn't take long for her to get the movement down as she copied you. "good job girl! you got this." you said cheering her on.
it was then that an idea came into your head. "mina, can you help me with a demonstration?" mina floated down towards you. "yes y/n, what would you like me to do?" she asked as she hovered in front of you.
"can you do me the favor of counting to twenty, letting me hide in that duration of time like your typical game of hide and seek. i want to show the baby kaiju how to do it so we can both play." mina nodded in her own way, flying to a tree near by.
she 'closed' her eyes as she faced the tree and waiting for your signal. "okay baby, me and mina are gonna show you hide and seek. just sit and watch, okay?" you told her as she cooed. "okay, ready mina!"
you ran as you heard mina began to count down. your feet hit the floor as you ran through the trees, looking for one in a closed area to hide you better. diving into the area, you crouched down, pulling your body to your knees to make yourself look smaller, more hidden to mina.
mina soon hit twenty, moving away from the tree and began to look for you. the baby kaiju watched, wondering where you went. her eyes followed as mina searched for you, yelling your name out to lure you out. no response came from you, showing no signs of who she considered to be her parent.
it wasn't long before she panicked, her eyes began to glaze over with tears, bringing her to cry as she yelled out for you. your body that was hidden stiffened hearing her cry, instantly jumping away from the trees that blocked you from her view.
"mina! call the hologram off!" mina instantly stopped playing, returning the big room back into its metallic silver state. you turned into your ultra form, rushing to her as you picked her up. you held her to your chest, softly rubbing her back as you rocked her side to side. her head perched at your shoulder as her small hands wrapped around your neck and shoulder.
"there there. i'm here, everything's okay." you hummed softy, trying to soothe her. "would you like me to pull out the containment unit for her?" mina floated up to you asking. "yes please, that would be nice, thank you."
the containment unit rose from the ground, opening to allow you to put the baby kaiju inside the familiar area. she grabbed the crushed car, hugging it to her body. "do you want to see daddy?" mina asked her to which she cooed. you watched as her eyes lit up, having a soft spot for kenji.
"here you go." mina pulled out videos of kenji making her happily spin around to watch them all, forget in about the incident from earlier. "how about a snack while you watch?" mina asked as a small platform with a huge fish rose to her. "oooh look at the fishy, so yummy!" you cheered as she grabbed the fish and ate it happily.
her joyful expression didn't last long, changing into one of discomfort as her stomach grumbled from the fish she ate. she burped out, a green circle of gas leaving her lips as she looked at it weirdly.
"oh my! what you're experiencing is acid reflux. symptoms include heartburn, nausea-" mina was cut off by the baby opening her mouth, a nuclear burp of sorts shooting out a laser that burned through the glass of the containment unit.
you and mina panicked, as she escaped, pushing through the hole, letting her out into the open space. the whole room set off with alarms, flashing the room with red and sirens. mina ran to the side waving her robotic arms. "look over here. look at daddy. he's right here!" a inflatable figure of kenji grew from the ground, looking slightly disturbing at the way his face was plastered on.
you stared at it confused. "where did you even get this mina?" "please do not question." you laughed slightly, returning back to the situation as the baby kaiju ran up to the inflatable and hugged 'kenji'.
"y/n, go searching for kenji. he's not answering his watch and i'm worried we won't be able to fix this situation ourselves. he's at tonkatsu tonki."
you nodded your head, quickly running out of the place, not without hearing the pop of the inflatable. you ran into kenji's garage, taking one of his other motorcycles to reach him. 'sorry ken, hope you don't mind this.' you thought to yourself as you revved the engine and drove forward.
the wind fought against your body as you sped quickly off onto the bridge, stunned at how it grew over the body of water that separated you from the city. it wasn't long before you reached the main land, driving around in a hurry to where ken would be.
you had to stop at a red light, impatiently waiting for it to turn green. your eyes widened, watching a pink object jump over the city as it landed down and chased after something. "is that-" your phone rang, quickly answering it to mina.
"y/n, the baby is in daikanyama, i was able to contact ken, he is currently heading that way." "thank you mina." you hit the gas in the motocycle when the lights turned green, quickly cutting between traffic in a rush to reach the baby kaiju.
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ken frantically drove through the roads, searching for the baby after his alarm had went off signaling him of the chaos that was happening at his house.
"ken, a disturbance has been reported in daikanyama. there seems to be a large, pink creature terrorizing the locals. i am sorry. i'm a terrible babysitter." mina told him over his helmet of his motorbike. "yes, yes you are! where is y/n?!" he yelled over to mina.
"she is currently searching the baby kaiju. i had sent her out to contact you since you had not been answering my alerts over your watch. in the short time that she was gone, the baby had escaped." he groaned, worried but glad to know that he wasn't the only one looking for her.
"ken, i have located her, she is not too far from you." "maybe i can get to her before-" he was cut off hearing the sound of the KDF drones fly over him. panic set over his as he watched them for the baby. "send the location to y/n!" he yelled out in fear.
"location has been sent, she will be there." mina responded back as ken zoomed through the colorful city. you, on the other hand, zapped into your ultra form, jumping into the sky as you flew quickly over the city. the motorbike had been set down on top of the roof of a building, trying to prevent it from being stolen.
your eyes landed on the baby kaiju who chased after some people. you recognized one of them as the reporter that ken had the interview with, as she ran with an older lady and a child in her arms. you landed roughly on the ground. you were started to see that kenji had arrived right after you.
the both of you made eye contact, focusing on the problem at hand. "hey! come on, come on." kenji yelled out to her, making the baby turn out at look at you both, jumping up at joy. "come to mommy and ...daddy." you heard as he hesitated to call himself that, not used to the idea of being a caregiver for something officially. "come here baby." you said as you crouched down, opening your arms for her to run into.
the crown around gasped, reminding you of being in public. you quickly stiffed up as kenji verbally panicked. "uh i- i mean, stop there, beast!" he posed dramatically, kneeling on one knee as he placed on hand on his hip and the other in front of him in a stop motion.
you snickered at him, until you heard the familiar rumbles. your eyes turned to see the babies eyes grow wide as she closed her mouth in a desperate motion. "no, no, no..." kenji mumbled watching as she look like she was about to barf. but she didn't, instead another laser shot out from her mouth, slamming against shields that the both of you had made in front of you to not get hurt.
the laser bounced off from your shields, knocking down a pac man statue that kenji picked up. "uh mina, we have a situation. baby just melted pack man." you got up from the kneeling position, "kenji!" you were calling out for him to turn, seeing the baby kaiju start to walk away.
leaving him in his conversation with mina, you chased after the baby. desperate to reach for her and to have her back in your arms. she bounced and jumped after people who sat in go carts, excited to catch what she thought was a toy that shined colors in the road. you fearfully moved around after her, scared of stepping on something or someone.
"hey! baby!" you yelled out for her to look back at you but instead she continued to run. you internally cussed, aggravated at the situation at hand. finally she stopped running, causing you to skid to a stop.
you looked up seeing her eyes on something. a sort of robotic machine, just like in the shape of mina floated around her. tiny coos of happiness came out from her, possibly confusing it for mina. her joy was gone as she watched it change shapes, making her turn her head to the side.
"baby, come to me, please." you took slow and quiet steps but the machine flew in front of her, right in between the both of you. "stupid KDF." you mumbled as you walked slower. the thing suddenly shot out a needle with green liquid at her leg, causing her to stumble.
you weren't that clothes, and you were still in the main street of people, so walking was becoming an issue. you watched with fear as she pulled out a street light pole, holding it up to her body as she whacked the robot towards you. you quickly caught it in your hands, squashing the machine and dropping the broken pieces of metal.
she happily jumped towards you, you went to grab at her. she was right there, in the grasp of your fingers, yet she slipped away. it felt like the world was against you. all you wanted more than ever was her in your arms.
she jumped high, highest you've ever seen as she's launched herself a metal tower. she was far from your reach again. you groaned as you ran through the street, hoping you hadn't stepped on anything.
you watched as she jumped up, climbing the tall structure. it was almost like the world held some pity for you as you saw kenji run up to her. "where's baby? there she is! come down! right now, be careful!" you watched him yell for her to return as you got closer. jumping, you were able to land next to him.
"she's not listening ultraman! she's not going to come back down. we have to go up." you said panting slightly. your hands found the bar of the tower, grabbing onto it as you climbed up in a hurry. you just wanted your baby. kenji took the hint and climbed up as well, jumping up farther, almost like a spider monkey.
a swarm of KDF jets and robots swarmed in at the both of you, surrounding the baby. you watched as they shot more of the similar needles from earlier ago, covering her back in multiple needles.
a shrill cry was heard from the baby kaiju, now slightly dangling at the attack she experienced. you quickly climbed up trying to get to her but a jet flew in front of you, trying to stop you from reaching them. kenji shot out a blast of energy, hitting al the small robots to get away from the baby kaiju.
the jet in front of you flew into your hair, shooting out a smoke bomb of sorts, blocking our your vision. you waved at the smoke, trying to get rid of it as you coughed. you heard kenji yell out. "hold on! i'm coming!" making you panic more since you couldn't see much.
you heard a cry from the baby kaiju, making you climb up in a hurry, unaware of your surroundings, just to reach her. "NO!" you heard kenji yell out, till a snap of sorts was heard. "y/n y/n, please help." you heard a voice call out to you in a soft whisper, laced with worry and panic.
"i can't see, fuck, where are you?" you called out. "climb higher, i'll be right here." you quickly climbed up till you could finally see. you stared at the baby kaiju who laid in kenji arms. "what happened??" you asked.
"she was right there - she was falling and i tried reaching but i just could barely reach and something snapped - she's hurt, fuck, she's hurt." he turned to look down at the baby while breathing heavily. "shh it's okay, you're gonna be okay, daddy's here." you went to reach out to him, to carry the baby, but before you could the jets of the KDF surrounded you.
"ultras! turn the infant over to the KDF and we will take no action against the both of you." kenji and you looked at each other. you felt your eyebrows furrow in anger at their offer while kenji growled to himself. he turned to you, giving an almost 'up' motion with his head. you knew what he meant.
the both of you blasted off into the air, flying away from the scene of the attack. "give her to me kenji, i'll make sure she's okay." kenji passed the baby kaiju to you. you held her to your body, your body wanting to protect her from any more pain.
"mina, she's hurt! prepare the base! we have to call him. call my dad." his voice sounded hurt, scared of what was to happen. you could only hold the baby closer than before, careful with her arm, as you floated to his house.
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Long Long Time
Day #3 - Prompt: Mutual Pining | Word Count: 1050 | Rating: T | CW: Language | POV: Steve | Tags: Post S4, Eddie Munson Lives, Idiot 4 Idiot, Mutual Pining, Miscommunication, Platonic Stobin, Robin Knows What's Up
It's not one realization. It's several, over and over again. A steady falling, until he's in so deep, there's just nothing to be done about it.Â
"Stop pining, dingus," Robin says, and Steve looks up at her and smiles.
"Impossible," he answers.
"Just tell him," she urges, and he shakes his head. Eddie isn't interested. He's made that pretty clear with the distance he's put between them.Â
"Nah, that's not cool. He's getting ready to go," Steve says, "no reason to make it uncomfortable now."
"Dingus. No. Stop it. I can promise you Eddie is pining for you just as hard."
Steve shakes his head. He knows that's not true. Steve's tried all his best moves over the last two years, everything he knows, and has nothing to show for it, except a heart that's maybe not gonna be his anymore.
Steve sits on the floor of Wayne's house, and helps box tapes. Eddie's going. He's really leaving, and soon.Â
And Steve's sure that's gonna hurt him for a long, long time.Â
"So, what're your big plans for this summer, Harrington?" Eddie asks.
Missing you, Steve thinks, but doesn't say.
"Oh, I don't know. Hang out with Rob, I suppose. Find new jobs. You know we like to change it up every so often. Wreak havoc elsewhere."
Eddie laughs, and it makes Steve smile.
"You could come with me, you know," Eddie offers, but keeps looking down at the box he's packing. "Both of you. All of us."
It's not a real offer, Steve knows that. He knows he's supposed to say no, supposed to let Eddie go, without throwing an anchor around his neck.Â
"Oh, you don't want that," Steve rebuffs, and Eddie looks up. "I'll cramp your style."
Eddie laughs, "Yeah, you know me. Party animal."
Steve grins, "You might become one. You won't want me tagging along for that."
"But, what if I do?" Eddie asks, and Steve looks up at him.
"Eddie," Steve says, trying to cut this off before he embarrasses himself.
"You're one of my best friends, and we could have fun together."
They could. Steve knows that's true. But he can't go live in an apartment with Eddie. Can't watch him spread his wings and date, right in front of Steve's face. That'd be too hard.
Even if part of Steve wants to say yes, desperately, just to cling onto anything that's being offered.
But he's trying to be better about that. Trying to grow, and shit.
He can only let his heart get trampled so many times, and he's nearing his limit. He definitely won't be able to survive it happening under Eddie's boot.
"C'mon, Steve. For me."
And that almost does it. He hates to deny anything that Eddie might want, but sometimes, you've got to save yourself first. Put on your own life preserver, then worry about everybody else. Robin's taught him that. Or, has at least tried to.
"I can't."
"Why? Robin? I said she can come, too!"
"Because we don't feel the same way about each other, Eddie!" Steve snaps, and Eddie turns into himself, immediately.
"Oh. Oh shit," Eddie says, "I didn't know you knew. Wow, that's embarrassing," he mutters, and it kind of makes Steve mad.Â
"I'm not embarrassed. I can't help who I lov-. Like. Whatever. But I just can't torture myself, man. I want you to be happy, I do. And I'm the wrong guy for making that happen, obviously, so let's just leave it. While we're still friends."
Eddie's nodding, still packing, then he's suddenly frozen in place, "Wait. What? You make me the happiest."
"As a friend," Steve clarifies.
"Well, yeah. But, if you were into it, as more, too."
"Wait. What?" Steve asks, repeating the same thing Eddie had just said. This is gonna turn into Who's on First? if they aren't careful.
"I mean," Eddie says, shying away, "I know you aren't interested like that. But I still want you around."
Steve laughs, fucking cackles, like he's crazy. He feels crazy.
Was Robin right all along? Was Eddie doing the same kind of pining, and Steve just never noticed? Fuck.
They are both goddamn idiots, if that's the case.
"Well, don't laugh," Eddie says, and he sounds dejected.
"Wait, Eddie, hold up," Steve says, crawling across the carpet towards him, putting his hand on Eddie's forearm. "Do we have crossed wires here? Do you like me, like me? Like I like you?'
"You like me?" Eddie asks.
"Uh, yeah," Steve admits, "I have for a while, to be honest."
"Jesus H. Christ, we're idiots," Eddie says, pushing his hand into Steve's hair.
"Dinguses, if you ask Robin," Steve says, smiling, and Eddie's so close he could kiss him.Â
Steve thinks he will, and leans in, where Eddie meets him halfway. Kissing him, and it's everything, more than Steve hoped it could ever be.
When Eddie pulls back he's smiling, eyes crinkled at the edges, fucking happy.
He looks thrilled, and Steve decides to go all in. In for a penny, in for a goddamn pound.
"I think I'm gonna love you for a long, long time," Steve whispers in a sing-songy way, because even as happy as Eddie looks right now, Steve's still scared his love won't be wanted.
But Eddie just grins even harder.
"What made you think of that song?" Eddie asks, eyes big and bright, almost shiny.
"You hum it all the time," Steve answers, "under your breath. Like it's soothing."
Eddie wraps his arms around Steve's neck, pulling him tighter. Harder. Closer. They're on their knees, so that kind of hurts, but Steve refuses to let him go as Eddie whispers, "It was my mom's favorite song. She'd sing it to me at night."
"Kind of a sad lullaby," Steve says, and Eddie smiles.
"I was kind of a sad little boy," Eddie admits, and Steve runs his hands up and down Eddie's back.
"Well," Steve says, pressing his lips to Eddie's briefly, "if you'll let me, I'm gonna make sure you're not a sad adult."
Eddie kisses him hard at that, and Steve really will. Even if it takes his whole damn life.Â
"I'll definitely let you. For a long, long time," Eddie echoes, the beginnings of a promise.
And Steve will take that deal.
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The title is from the Linda Ronstadt song of the same name.
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Comfort In You - Harry Lewis
Harry Lewis (W2S) x reader - FluffÂ
Summary: Youâre visiting London to do a shoot with the sidemen and have been having a hard time sleeping. Harry notices your tiredness and offers you his bed and himself to help you finally get some rest.
You were shooting a side+ video with Simon, Vik, Josh, George, Arthurtv, and Harry. You were exhausted but promised to do a shoot with them while you were visiting and didnât want to let them down by cancelling.Â
You were trying your hardest to keep your energy up and that you were doing a good job at hiding the tiredness but one person could see right through you. Harry.Â
Heâs had a small crush on you since the day you met and has become sort of protective over you over the years. Anytime youâre around he canât keep his eyes off you but youâve never noticed.Â
Throughout the shoot he would constantly be looking at you. He noticed the slight bags under your eyes and how your smile wasnât as bright as it usually was when you were with them.Â
You were completely oblivious of his worried glances. Once the shoot wrapped, you let out a tired sigh and finally allowed yourself to relax into the couch. The others all got up to stretch and talk while Harry came and sat next to you.Â
You sat up straight again and shot him a tired smile. âHello, Harry. How are you?â you asked.Â
âIâm well, thanks. What about you?â he asked. âIâm good too, Thanks for having me today. I love doing these shoots with you guysâ you said. He smiled, âOf course. We love having you. I was wondering if you wanted to come round to mine so we can have a proper catch up. We can cook your favorite too.âÂ
You were really tired but you have missed him so much so you couldnât pass up on it and agreed to go. You both said your goodbyes and headed to his. He let you in and you took your shoes and jacket off before following him into his living room.Â
âIâll be right back, I'm just gonna change really quickâ he said before heading to his room. You sat on the couch and waited. He came back dressed in some plaid pajama pants and plain t-shirt whale holding some clothes. âUm, you can borrow these if youâd like to be a little more comfy as well.â You gently grabbed them with a slight blush rushing to your cheeks. You have been to his place many times before but heâs never offered you clothes before so you were surprised. âSure, that would be great actually. Thank you.â He smiled and nervously ruffled his hair.âNo problem. Iâll get everything started while you change.â You smile and nod before heading to the restroom. You smiled at yourself in the mirror admiring how you looked in his clothes. You laughed a little at how bagging it was.Â
You left and met Harry in the kitchen. His eyes shot up when you entered the room. He couldnât help but to check you out. Heat rose to both of your guys' checks as he did. âComfy?â he asked.Â
âVery.â You laughed. âGood, now come over here and help me cause I have no idea what I'm doing,â he joked. âOkay, okay. What have you started?âÂ
You guys completed the meal and sat down on his couch after deciding to watch some of the office while you ate. You sat criss-crossed on his couch with your bowl in your lap. Harry smiled as he watched you put on the show. He loved how natural you looked in his home. You put the remote down once the show was on and leaned back into the couch.Â
You guys ate and watched in silence for a moment. He noticed how you relaxed more and saw how exhausted you really looked. He cleared his throat, âY/N, how are you doing really? I donât mean to pry but you didnât really seem like your normal energetic self today and you look a bit tired.âÂ
You put down your half eaten food on the coffee table and sunk back into the couch. âIâmÂ
okay really, but honestly, I am exhausted. I havenât been able to get much sleep since I've been here. Iâm sorry.â He waved you off, âDonât be silly, thereâs nothing to be sorry about. Why didnât you say something? We couldâve caught up on a different day if youâre tired.â He asked. âI know weâre just both so busy, I never want to say no when we're both free and Iâd honestly probably still be tired on any day. I think thereâs something in my Airbnb thatâs keeping me up.â You joked.Â
âWell thank you for coming but as soon as you feel tired, let me know and iâll drive you home okay?â he said. âDeal, but I'm sure I'll be okay. Your jokes will keep me up.â you said. He laughed and got comfortable next to you.Â
You tried to fight the sleepiness but it soon overcame you and slowly drifted asleep. Your head fell onto Harryâs shoulder making him look down at you. He chuckled and whispered your name to see if youâd wake up. You were knocked out. He quietly turned off the tv and got up.Â
He picked you up and you subconsciously cuddled into him. He carried you into his bed and laid you down gently before covering you with a blanket. He tucked the loose hair behind your ear. His eyes flickered down to your lips wanting nothing more than to kiss you.Â
He sighed and placed a soft kiss on your cheek. He stood straight and headed to leave the room. Your eyes fluttered open as he reached the door and you called out. âHarry? Will you stay?â. He turned back around, âAre you sure?â he asked, already making his way back to the bed. âYes. I donât think Iâd be able to fall back to sleep without you next to me. Please?â. He nodded and climbed into the bed behind you.Â
You turned around so that you were facing him and scooted closer to him. He wrapped his arms around you pulling you even closer and you sighed in content. You quickly dozed off again feeling safe in his arms.
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It was already dark when you turned around the corner of Oak Streat. Normally you'd be miles away, relaxing on uour couch with a nice hot cup of tea before going to bed. You'd never be in the city at this time. And you definitely wouldn't be walking around this neighborhood ... But today you are. It's really unfortunate that the car had to break down, especially after such a long and dreadful day. So when you got a message on grindr asking to hook up and maybe even stay the night you happily said yes.
You finally reached his front door and stopped for a while. Are you sure you're gonna do this? Just crash at a random dudes place? You really needed that place to sleep, and how bad could it be right? His profile had just some photos of his sneaker collection, some sock pics and a picture of his feet. The small parts of him you saw looked promising so it wouldn't be that bad right? The whole sneaker thing was a bit strange but hey, whatever floats your boat.
When you finally got all your thoughts together you rang the bell. It didn't take long for the door to open. A hot guy with the cutest smile ever was standing there, smiling at you and welcoming you in. "Hey! Glad you could find it! And euhh, sorry for still wearing my soccer clothes, didn't had time to shower yet". You definitely knew he was right about the whole no-shower-yet thing ... He was still dripping of sweat and you could have sworn you felt your nose hairs burn. Normally you'd have gagged and ran, but something was different this time. Yeah he reeked, but he radiated a calmness. "Ow that's fine, I'll manage" you responded.
He let you in and you followed him upstairs. "Yeah, sorry for the mess here. I share this place with a couple of other guys and they know how to make a mess... My room should be a bit tidier". Hes was definitely right. His room was relatively big and had not much in it. Just a desk, a closet, a plant and his bed. There was one thing which caught your eye though, his big sneaker collection, stacked up high right above his bed.
"You like them? It took a long time to get that many. I'm very picky you know" He was so right, there were so many! You noticed that seeing them was not the only thing you did... You definitely could smell them too. As he closes the door behind you the smell of humid sweaty sneaksers fills the room. It hits you so hard your eye's start to tear up a little bit.
"yeah sorry for that smell.... They do stink a bit dont they hehe. I like it tho, it remembers me of their former self, euhh previous owners". You were just a tiny bit too occupied by the smell and trying to listen to him that you didn't notice that slip up. "You didn't think I bought them all don't you? That would cost a fortune... No, they were somebody else! Euh somebody else's!"
Somebody else!?!?! What the fck was he talking about? Oh help of course you got the weirdo... Oh well, it's just for a night right? And he's hot as hell! So at least I'll have some fun right? "Hmm you heard that didn't you ... Well, no point of holding back I guess. You see, they did were someone else! I just love wearing hot guys! Hot and cute guys like you! Just like this one!!"
He undid his sneaker and hold it up proudly. You felt the warmth coming from his sneaker and you start to smell the humid air as it slowly fills up the room. You wanted to run. This has been enough... You'll sleep at the bus station or whatever. But instead of moving away your body didn't respond. He slowly moves his sneaker closer to you. As more and more damp air enters your lungs you feel your pants tenting a bit. What!?!? You liked this?!?
"you'll be such a great pair! i just know you will boy! And secretly you know that too! Look at your crotch boy, that tent and wet spot don't lie". He pushed his sneaker to your face and you feel your mind going silent. You know you should stop breathing in this deeply but you just can't help it, it smells so strong, it stinks so bad. It's so good..... You sniff deeper and deeper, sealing your fate
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I saw your post about Harry, Ron, and Hermoine not telling many people about the horcruxes.
This brought me to an interesting question: how much do you think they told Neville? Neville's not exactly the general public. He killed Nagini, he was running the DA and the Hogwarts resistsnce during 7th year, and he is closer to Harry than most other students.
I also know you, like me, are a fan of the DADA Professor Harry headcanon, and I like to think those two got very close while they were both professors. I think that even if they didn't tell him everything, they certainly told him more than everyone else. I'm just not really sure where that would start and end.
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(Referring to this post)
I think Neville and the Weasleys know more than the general public. Like, I'd like to think they told Bill more about why they broke into Gringotts after the war. I think he'd like a word.
And Charlie is definitely gonna ask about the dragon...
I think the fact they hunted down Horcruxes would be more well known. Not exactly public knowledge at first, but, like, the Weasleys would know, Neville would know, a good chunk of the DA would probably hear about the Horcruxes too. Like, I can see them just sitting down together for butterbeers or something after the war, all the remaining DA. And Seamus would be like: "Why did you break into Gringotts?"
And Dean would go: "Yeah, what were you guys doing?"
And the rest of the DA would turn to the trio curiously and Harry Ron and Hermione would look at each other and Harry would sign and explain they were hunting down Horcruxes.
The DA: ???
Hermione then explains the broodstocks of what a horcrux is and the DA is super impressed and they leave it at that. I don't think Harry tells them, or, anyone really about him being a Horcrux until much later. I don't think they really told anyone Harry died. Like, I imagine that's a little insane to think about, even for wizards. and with the scare of Voldemort's immortality... I think Harry would just laugh it off and say he played dead for a bit (technically not a lie).
And that would be the truth that starts coming out in the years after the war through interviews with DA members like Zacharias Smith and others. They'd tell what they know about the Horcruxes and the fact Harry and Co destroyed them (not that they'd know much. Like, they wouldn't really know how or what or when. They'd just know breaking into Gringottswas was part of it), but Harry being one and dying would not be part of it. Some Death Eater in Azkaban (let's say it was Rowel) was questioned by Rita Skeeter with a special visit permit and he kept insisting Potter was hit with the Killing Curse again, that he really died and wasn't playing dead. But, this still stays in the realm of unconfirmed rumor that's disputed by the public even 20 years post-war for the most part.
I mentioned in the past that I think Harry would struggle post-war. Trauma, so much death, the loss of a piece of his soul, finally getting to choose for himself and live in a way he never could. Finally, there's no more sword over his head, and while that's freeing, that would also be terrifying. And he has a baby to take care of (but Andromeda would help. I'm sure if he asked her, she'd advise him to go back to 8th year).
But, I really agree about Harry and Neville becoming closer friends while they're both teaching at Hogwarts (more about my Professor Harry agenda here). Neville would be the Herbology Professor & head of Gryffindor and Harry would be DADA Professor and Deputy Headmaster for McGonagall (at least I like the idea).
And, I can see, like, a year or so after the war, Harry and Neville sit together, maybe a little tipsy after a Christmas celebration at the mostly rebuilt Hogwarts, and Neville would bring it up. He'd be like: "You did give yourself up after you promised you won't. I mean, I kinda knew you would, but I didn't... I... Why?"
And then Harry would break down. It would be the first time he talked about any of it since the week of the war (because Harry tends to bottle shit up). And he'd explain he was a Horcrux, and Dumbledore planned for him to die, that it was the only way. And Neville would be a little awkward, and pat Harry on the shoulder in an attempt at comfort Harry would appreciate.
And then Neville would ask the million-dollar question: "Then how are you alive?"
And Harry would just laugh in response before saying: "I have guesses, but hell if I know,"
They fall silent for a bit before talking about the stupid prank Roper and Bletchley got Peeves to cooperate with last week and how it took Flitwick an hour to put everything back in order, but that it was good for the student's morale. They would become closer from talking about it, and I think it'll help Harry process everything, you know? I think it'd be good for him.
(Unrelated note, but Teddy probably makes an appearance as a baby at Hogwarts if Harry is the DADA professor. He's the teacher's helper and everyone coos at him. Though, I assume he'd be staying with Andromeda a lot too. I like to think Harry and Andromeda would grow closer post-war. Harry deserves more family, and Andromeda just lost all of hers)
I don't think Harry and Neville talk about it much, but I'd like to think Neville knows. I'd also like to think Luna knows. And if we're going with the epilogue (which I don't tend to do), Ginny would know too.
But, that's basically it when it comes to knowing Harry was a Horcrux and that he actually died. I don't think Harry would want to tell Arthur & Molly if I'm being honest. They'd be told about the Horcruxes in general, but not that Harry was one and literally died. At least, Harry wouldn't tell them. I don't think he'd want them to worry or be sad for him. Not after Fred died.
Like, can you imagine Harry saying he died and came back but Fred didn't? Right after Fred died? No way is he doing that to the Weasleys. To George. Ron and Ginny would be the only Weasleys that know and they'd be sworn to secrecy by Harry.
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summary: reader got carried away with marking spencer the night before so he goes to work with hickys all over his neck.
Warnings: allusions to smut, bau!reader, idrk what else this is just a little drabble I came up with.
"Y/N!," Spencer yells from his bathroom and you get up to see what he wants, when you walk into the bathroom you see him standing infront of the mirror with his chin slightly up, examining his neck. "Theres so many! Derek is going to have a feild day with this" he says rolling his eyes, he puts on a baby blue button up and a pair of black dress pants then throws on a sweater vest.
"You didn't have a problem with them last night baby, if I remember your words correctly you said 'mark me mommy, I want everyone to know I'm your little slut' " you say teasingly, his face flushes bright red and he clears his throat.
"Let's go" he says, his face is still flushed as he walks past you.
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You and spencer have been dating for three months, still nobody knows but you have a feeling that's gonna change today.
As soon as you and spencer walk through the door you move to your desks, that are right across from each other. There's no case today so it's paperwork day.
"My man, you finally got some action" Derek says loud enough to swarm Emily and jj to him.
"someone was hungry, damn" jj laughs you look up from your paperwork and see spencer blushing from his face to his neck.
"Who's the lucky lady?" Emily asks and spencer stutters.
"I- uh, that's none of your business, go away" he squeaks shoving his face in his hands, Emily and jj look at you knowingly.
"Oh my god, spencer who did that to your neck?" Penelope chimes in as soon and she sees what everyone's talking about.
"Let me see" you say obliviously, standing up from your desk and walking over to his, you lift his ching up a bit and laugh. "Damn, she took her time with you" you say and spencer blushes and looks back at his paperwork, "get back to work everyone, and spencer cover those up please" hotch's voice boombs from the other side of the room, everyone scurrys back to their desks and Penelope grabs a blushing spencer and drags him to the bathroom.
-spencers POV-
"Spencer reid, who did this and why did you not cover them up" Penelope says and I look down at the floor as she rummages through her makeup bag, "she told me not to" I whisper and she smiles.
"Ohhhh, she calls the shots" she says and I blush, "it's ok girls like submissive guys" she says as she put concealer on my neck, she blends it in as I stare at the ceiling, I don't defend my 'masculinity' because she's not lying y/n loves me being submissive and i do too so it works.
"Seriously tell me who, I promise I won't say anything" she beg as she puts her stuff back.
"I don't believe that" I say and she pouts, she's never been good at keeping secrets like never.
"Come onnnnn, does she work here" she asks and I roll my eyes, "bye Penelope, love you mean it" I say and she laughs "hate you kidding" she says as I walk out the door and back to my desk, hickeys no longer visible.
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idk what this is I'm bored asf and it's been half written in my drafts forever
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hii its me again, can you do one where könig is handling a totally wasted and drunk reader? like where the reader just got done celebrating and having a few drinks with some co-workers. (got this idea after my tipsy friend pointed to a big bulky guy and said "i want him to take me home" and the guy just shyly waved at our crowd and it really reminded me of könig.) i'm not much of drinker since i don't have a high tolerance
Yuhhhhhh I loved this request. Takes me back to the times⊠now I can barely drink a pint without priming myself with Advil.
Pairing: König x reader (more so f!reader?)
Summary: You come home tipsy to Königâs house.
A/N: a lil jealousy mention, but nothing too serious. Playful teasing? (Can you guys see the development of him falling in love with you and being more vulnerable maybe just a bit?)
âHomeâ
Your shoes knocked under you. Your feet ached. You werenât sure how exactly your group of friends and yourself were able to squeeze into the Uber. The woman inside the Uber was intimidated, begging everyone to please use the plastic bags she had behind the passenger seat if they felt sick.
You and your group of friends had gone out to a bar for the night. It had been months of not seeing each other, one round turned to many, soon all of you clearly intoxicated, releasing the built up stress of your day to day.
You rode in the Uber, your head spinning. Maybe the plastic bag was a good idea. You just wanted to go home, take off the tight clothes on your body, hide your annoying shoes, and wipe off the sweat on your face.
Your friend kept talking to you, asking to describe the house.
You had picked Königâs house to come home to, promising to spend the weekend with him for some sort of gaming event he had got tickets to. You were just happy to come home to him.
âItâs got little stones in the drivewayâ you mumbled, the window of the car starting to spin.
âThe color you idiot.. maybe even a car?â your sober friend in the passenger seat directing the driver to slow down so she could watch.
âlike dark gray rain cloudsâ you closed your eyes, clearly nauseated. âHeâs got a g-wagon.â
âDark gray rain clouds?â They giggled uncontrollably.
âWe get it youâre fucking a German.â Another one said.
âAustrian.â You mumbled back. A finger in the air.
You searched for the house in your mind, your muscle memory focusing on the left curve the driver took, then a right up a hill. You kept ignoring the laughter behind you. The house soon came into vision, one light on outside, but the rest of the lights off inside. His car was parked in the driveway, and as soon as the Uber parked behind it, the motion sensor light went off.
âAre you sure this is the house?â You friend asked skeptically, feeling unsure. The rest of the neighborhood was asleep, the top of the hill had only a couple of porch lights on in the distance.
âYeah itâs just a quiet neighborhoodâ you hiccuped, started tying your shoes up again in the dark.
You looked up again, recognizing the figure coming outside the door. His broad stance, his weight shifting equally on both of his legs, bulky arms hidden underneath a gray crew neck sweater.
God⊠just his figure made you fidget in your seat. You felt the anticipation to touch, feel him. Your hands itched. His stride to the car made you tingle.
He was covered up⊠in a face mask? He approached the car while you tumbled out of it excited. The rest of your party teasing you, as you yanked yourself away from them, and pulled towards him.
âWhoa! Youâre gonna break your knees..â he lunged forward, caught you swiftly up into his arms, pulling you up, then shifting your weight onto your legs. He held you there, but could see you swaying. He held back a laugh, tucked your chin between his thumb and index finger.
âschatzâŠâ he spoke softly as he held you closer, your chests touching, one arm wrapped around you.
ââm okay!â You held a hand up in the air. More so towards him than your friends hysterically laughing in the car behind you. Most of them were staring at him. Attempting to get any peak of his face.
He nodded gently towards them, made his voice a little deeper, huskierâ âThank you guys, goodnight.â
Another fit of giggles.
Annoying. You freed yourself underneath him and walked towards the door, him trailing behind you, which quickly shifted next to you because of how much you swayed. He chuckled as he put an arm over your shoulder and opened the door.
You walked towards the kitchen, opening the refrigerator, then proceeded to gulp down one of the cold water bottles in there. You gulped the last drop and then turned around.
His face mask had been taken off. He was biting his lip, trying not to laugh, his fingers lightly drumming on the countertop.
âWhat?â Were you that drunk? You spoke in an accusatory tone.
He scoffed, eyeing at you. You werenât going to come at him with that attitude,
âYou donât even have the shoes that you left with on.â He laughed.
You looked down, the dress shoes you had worn were not on your feet.
He proceeded to mimic your voice, âIâm gonna have 3 adios motherf-â
You cut him off. He wasnât going to have the opportunity to make fun of you, not in this state.
âShuuuuuut up, whatâs up with the face mask?â You laid back against the steel fridge, the coolness feeling good against your back. Somewhat trying to regain composure. Holding the water bottle close to your cheek, to hide away any evidence of redness. Now it was his turn to blush.
âYour friends.. like a little mystery, Iâm happy to offer that to them.â he smirked, clearly aware that your friends had begged and begged to see him, but never had the opportunity to catch a glimpse of his face in person. He became so vain once you told him about how they oohed and ahhed about him. You smiled, he needed a little attention. And you liked that he gained it.
Now it was your turn. You made the best impression of him. You made your voice huskier, as deep as it could go â
âOhhhhh, thank you guys gooodnight!â âReally Königâ we get it. Six foot fucking seven and your deep voice.â
He burst out laughing, shaking his head, the corner of his eyes forming crinkles, hiding beneath his hand.
âYouâre so ridiculou-â he cut you off.
âHave you ever been told how much of a little brat you are?â He spoke a little deeper now, his voice still full of admiration, he smirked, his voice echoed down the hallway. He came closer to you, holding your chin between his fingers again.
He could kiss youâ you looked so disheveled, your makeup running across your eyes, your hair matted on your head. Some of your clothes had been tidier and tighter when you left. He looked at your eyes, wondering how on earth you had continued to come back to him. Your head barely touched the bottom of his chin, you stood on your toes trying to get some affection but he drummed his fingers down the side of your waist, hauling you up the kitchen counter.
You sat, quiet and excited. How much it made you burst that he could pick you up and place you anywhere.
âSo how was the bar?â He began, then turned to grab condiments out of the fridge, strawberry jelly, peanut butter, butter, and bread. He grabbed another water for you, opening the cap.
âIt was good!â You sat there watching him prepare his favorite, a peanut butter & jelly banana sandwich.
âNo one really got there until 2-3 hours after us,â You rambled on, telling him about how your friends peer pressured you into shot after shot. Which you didnât mind, you needed a distraction. Small glimpses were thrown back to you, with eyebrows raised, lips pursed, and smirks as you animatedly told him about your night.
âI think the best part was when a group of barely turned 21 year olds tried to buy us a roundâ you didnât make eye contact. You knew what you were doing.
âKind of hilarious seeing them pool their money together to buy 5 shots.â
His right eyebrow raised. A small smile formed at his lips. He swiped a banana from the hanger, began slicing it at an angle. The way you like. You were going to be in big trouble for that comment.
He arranged the banana on top of the peanut butter on the warm bread, and began to spread jelly on the other. He cuts it diagonally, then swipes the oozing jelly off the end, sucking on his finger before handing it to you on a plate.
He put the stuff away, then settled his arms on either side of you. You chewed slowly, making eye contact with him. Smiling, wondering if you looked innocent enough. Then took another bite, jelly getting caught on the corner of your mouth, before you could even grab with your tongue, he spoke low,
âBet a 21 year old wouldnât make you a sandwich, or keep you hydrated.â He got so close to your face, you practically felt the mint toothpaste from his breath on your tongue. Yup. You definitely struck a nerve.
He then proceeded to do the one thing you absolutely hate. He grabbed your face with one hand, then licked the corner of your mouth, followed by a firm kiss on your lips.
âI swearâŠ.to god!â You made it seem like it was disgusting, dramatically wiping your face, hiding the smile, sobering up slowly. You shoved the remaining bites of the sandwich in your mouth. He took the plate and placed it in the sink.
He hauled you up again, legs wrapped around his waist as he walked over to the bathroom, sat you down on the counter. Began removing your shoes, clothes, then he picked up the âmeltâ cleanser you used (he called melt because it melted in your fingers) and began to rub it in.
You closed your eyes. König could be so soft with you. He was surprisingly gentle with your face, rubbing in circular motions, gently swiping underneath your eye and eyelid, then grabbed a washcloth to take it off. Put the second cleanser in your hands, he walked into the bedroom.
As you finished the routine, he came back with warm pajamas for you. You held them in your hands⊠âDid you place these in the dryer?â
He shrugged, picking up all of your hair in a scrunchie.
âCome on babe, brush your teeth and get ready.â He said softly. A small pat to your bum.
You were definitely sobering up now, as you brushed your teeth, admiring the way he collected the hair away from your face.
He had laid on his side of the bed, both arms behind his head, leaving your side open. The side of your nightstand had a hydration packet with another cold water bottle. You slipped in.
But of course, he needed the last word.
âA 21 year old wouldnât have done all this. As a matter of a fact I think they wouldâve let you go to sleep drunk.â
âKönigâŠâ
âA 21 year old,â he scoffed, âyou should be ashamed.â
He leaned in towards you, cupped your face in his right hand, and deeply kissed you. Rubbing the side of your face, a small moan came out from him. He looked at you with so much admiration and love, happy you were back home.
A small smile from him, his lips parted as he began,
âA 21 yearââ
âOh my god goodnightâ you bury yourself beneath his arm as he laughs uncontrollably.
âGoodnight schatz.â
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Can I request Fem!reader develops a crush on Damian Priest & assures TJD 2.0 that sheâs just messing around. But when her infatuation with Priest causes Dom to suffer a minor injury in the ring, reader ends up suffering the consequences the next week when Liv replaces her with Raquel Rodriguez who attacks the reader.
A/N: First of all, I'm well aware that this took about 3 months to complete and I'm so sorry about the wait. I've not had much time to myself whatsoever in recent months but I'm trying my best to slowly ease back into writing! Title: Forgive and Forget Pairing: Damian Priest x Fem!Reader Word Count: 2,021
No matter how much youâve reassured the rest of the group that your blossoming crush on Damian is absolutely nothing to be worried about, itâs becoming increasingly harder to try hiding from them all as time marches on.Â
Vehemently denying it as much as you have been has only made your feelings grow stronger over the weeks, like the forbidden nature of it all has only made you want to pursue things with Damian even more despite knowing that you will never be able to, unless you want your faction members on your case even more than they already have been as of late.
âGuys, come on, stop looking at me like that!â you laugh and glance around at them all, âHow many times do I need to tell you all, itâs nothing serious with Priest. Itâs just a bit of fun! Nothing to worry about, and it wonât get in the way of tonight, either.â
âItâd better not, because if things start looking like theyâre going sideways for Dom tonight, youâre going out there to help him out. Distract Priest, slide a chair to Dom if you need to, justâŠdo whatever it takes to throw him off his game if it comes to it.â
Liv is crystal clear with you, her icy eyes not leaving yours while Dom stands right by her side, his arm linked with hers as he nods in agreement. You look amongst them all, and your brows knit together, bemused as you really start to mull things over.
Any one of them could go out to help Dom, whether itâs JD, Carlito, Finn, even Liv herself. Yet here they are, asking you specifically. You fold your arms and quirk a brow at each of them before you find your voice.
âWhy not have one of the guys go out instead? Why ask me?â
You question Liv, to which she guffaws and momentarily steps away from Domâs side, bringing herself face to face with you. The smile gradually fades away from her face, being replaced with a stone cold serious expression instead as she stares right through you.
âBecauseâŠconsider it a kind of test for you. That your loyalties really do lie with us, and youâre not actually gonna do anything stupid like entertain the idea of Damian.â
Throughout the rest of the night, those words ring through your mind as each segment and match comes and goes, practically playing on an infinite loop when youâre watching Domâs match against Damian happening in real time.
It all started off promising for Dom, but now itâs evident that Priest has the upper hand in the match. You watch every move of theirs, your palms now growing clammy at the feeling of your faction membersâ eyes burning holes in the back of your head as things definitely start to turn sideways.
âArenât you gonna go out and help Dom? Yâknow, like I told you to earlier?â
Liv asks, louder than necessary, making a point of prompting you while the others nod and murmur in agreement. You exhale to the point where youâre sure youâll deflate, but when you donât make any further moves, Liv nudges you with her elbow, harshly.
âDid I stutter? Get your ass out there!â
She demands, and by some miracle, you manage to hold your tongue before you make your move to head out onto the stage. You choose to ignore the crowd reactions and focus on jogging down the ramp to Domâs aid instead, even though you donât quite have a game plan as to how to help him just yet.
âDom, Iâm here! Whatever you need, you got it!â You call to him when you reach ringside, leaning against the apron while you grab his attention. Dom rolls onto his side from where heâs laying on the mat, giving you a nod of acknowledgement, and once he does, itâs almost as if itâs a pass of sorts to let your attention wander just for a second.
Your gaze drifts over to Damian, and in that moment, you forget precisely what your main objective is. He has your full, undivided attention, and when your heart stutters in your chest the second his eyes meet yours? It makes you completely reconsider what you said earlier about this being just a bit of fun and nothing for anyone to worry about. You canât say for certain, and maybe itâs partly down to wishful thinking, but youâre convinced heâs somewhat interested at the very least, too.
âOh, you got some help out here!â
Damian laughs to himself while he drags Dom back up to his feet, landing a series of blows on him in quick succession. Then, he holds Dom in place, glancing over at you as if to taunt you before he proceeds with any further offense on him.
âIf youâre gonna do something, do it!â
He waits, but you donât budge, internally at war with yourself over helping Dom out or reluctantly costing Priest his match. When you remain in place, Damian shrugs before he delivers a quick gut punch to Dom before he rolls him up and hoists him above his head, and thatâs when you know you have to do something.
Clambering up onto the apron, you reach out to grab hold of Domâs leg in hopes of stopping Damian from sending him crashing onto the mat with a Razorâs Edge. You succeed, and you do your utmost to try dragging Dom out of his grasp, though your attempt is seemingly feeble.
âHey, let go!â Damian yells at you, âLet me finish this!â
Your hold on Dom doesnât falter, now playing human tug of war with Damian while you attempt to disrupt the match the best you can and rob him of a victory over Dom. It isnât until he turns his head to face you, looking at you to address you directly, that your hold slackens.
âYou know you donât really want to do this. Any of it, not with these guys. We can talk about it later, just us. Thereâs a lot we need to talk about, actually. About us, and I think you know what I mean. Come find me-â
Itâs stupid, but any feelings that youâve swallowed down previously hit you like a freight train when the words leave his mouth. Heâs all but told you that he feels the same way as you do, and that you can find an ally in him, should you choose to take him up on his vague offer at this peculiar time.
The sheer surprise of his words causes you to spontaneously loosen your hold on Dom, which throws an unsuspecting Damian off balance where he was pulling the younger man in the opposite direction with such force.
Damian unexpectedly releases Dom too soon, and Dom crashes onto the mat at an angle, landing awkwardly on his side, particularly his arm. He cries out in pain, and your heart sinks, knowing that itâs you whoâs to blame and that you most definitely wonât even get a chance to talk to Damian later, and that youâll be spending the rest of the evening explaining yourself.
A week passes, and everything has seemed relatively normal up to this point. Liv was angry with you initially after last weekâs mishap, as were the rest of your faction members, but you figured that theyâd forgiven and forgotten after a few days and chalked it up to an accident which ended up with Domâs arm being in a sling for the foreseeable.
You couldnât have been more wrong on that front.
Backstage, you walk the halls alone as you make your way to the others. They wanted to talk, insisting that everything gets said in person, and itâs not until you turn a corner in the corridor that you feel like youâve been hit by a bus.
You plummet to the floor, not even having a second to register exactly whatâs going on before youâre on the receiving end of a beatdown. Your head bounces off the wall once or twice, and youâre hit with stomp after stomp, punch after punch until youâre barely conscious and can take no more.
âOh, did you just think weâd all forgive and forget?â
An all too familiar voice asks, grabbing a fistful of your hair and yanking your head back. Youâre panting, breathless, trying to make sense of everything when you open your eyes to see Liv looking right back at you.
âDom told us everything, yâknow. He heard what Damian told you, said that you let him go right after that. Youâre the reason he got hurt. I see how it is now, you chose your side, didnât you?â
âLiv, I-â
âShut up!â
She hisses before you can continue, and she giggles sinisterly to herself. She yanks your hair once again and you wince, your gaze darting to the side to see a second figure crouching down besides Liv. The person responsible for your beatdown, you presume.
âI donât need someone whose loyalties donât match up with the rest of ours. Iâm done with you.â Liv tells you, matter of factly, âSay hi to Raquel, sheâs your replacement.â
Raquel gives a brief wave in the form of fluttering her fingers, and she glances at Liv, as though sheâs awaiting a signal of some sort. Liv gives her a curt nod, and just as Raquel is about to take over and continue her assault on you, a booming voice sounding from down the hallway stops the duo dead in their tracks, and they scurry away, leaving you on the corridor floor.
â(Y/N)! Hey, are you okay?â
You werenât expecting it at all, but Damian comes to your aid in quite the hurry. He crouches down beside you, quickly checking you over for any notable injuries while you struggle to come to.
âIâve been better.â you chuckle humourlessly, hissing at the throbbing pain in your ribs, âI shouldâve known better, huh? Shouldâve known they were planning something like this after what happened last week.â
Attempting to sit up alone, you grit your teeth and shoulder the pain before Damian wraps an arm around you to aid you. You lean into his hold, mainly because you need the support, but also because you gladly welcome his touch.
âListen,â he begins, his eyes not leaving yours, âWhat I said last week, I meant it. Iâve seen it over the weeks, itâs obvious you were having a change of heart, even if you didnât realise it yourself.â
You quirk a bemused brow at him, and he shoots you a look that screams donât act like you donât know what Iâm talking about, so you have no choice but to concede on this matter.
âAlright, yeah. Maybe there might be some truth in it-â
âNo, there is. You know there is. I know they made you interfere last week, and all Iâm saying is we have a common enemy. And, uh, itâs not the right time, and I get that, butâŠcommon interest, too. You know what I mean by that, right?â
Damian probes, and your cheeks flush as you crack a smile and nod. Itâs definitely no secret now youâve heard it straight from the horseâs mouth.
âI was hoping I was reading things right on that last bit. ButâŠspell things out for me on the first bit, just so weâre on the same page?â
You prompt him further, not wanting to read the situation completely wrong. Damian purses his lips, mulling the words over before he continues.
âIf you need an ally, you got one in me. Your situation is clearly done, but you donât have to go through it all alone. Iâm there for you. Rhea, too, Iâm sure.â
He reassures you, and despite your pain and discomfort following your ordeal, you muster a chuckle as you give him a determined look. You bring a hand up in front of you, offering it to Damian in the form of a handshake which will surely seal the deal.
âAlright, then letâs do this. You, me, Rhea. Letâs take down Judgment Day 2.0.â
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Little Stars and Such (Astarion x Reader)
It's here, the piercing fic, in which body-modded Tav gives Astarion hella piercings. I made a previous post with his piercing map in case you guys don't know the terms (I basically didn't until yesterday)
Tw - needles, implied sex
Recommended Song: Gregg's Woods - Alec Holowka
For the past couple of days, Astarion has been asking quite a few questions about your piercings. You had adorned your nose and face in tiny pieces of metal, all done by hand. Your little collection has grown over time, most recently with an eyebrow piercing once you settled down in Baldur's Gate once again.
"Do they hurt?"
"Like, when you pierce them? Yeah. You get used to it though. Surprised you don't have any honestly, elves are known for having the most elaborate piercings."
He stays silent for a moment, and you realize he wouldn't know that.
"Wasn't exactly a thing Cazador just let us do. Body modifications were mostly limited to demonic scars and being cut up for fun."
"Right... sorry."
"Don't be."
The conversation ended pretty abruptly, but picked up the next day while you were swapping out your nose ring.
"Do you ever get scared that your little ring will get caught on something and rip out of your nose?"
A sudden question, but a welcome one.
"I mean, sometimes, but not many people are that close to my nose. Unless you're planning on ripping out my piercing?"
You eye him suspiciously and he smirks.
"Oh, I would never."
This goes on for days, little prodding questions about all your accessories. One morning, while the two of you are lying in bed, you catch him staring at the helix on your ear.
"Astarion do you... do you want a piercing? Because I can do them. I mean I did these to myself."
"I've been thinking about it. I'm just a little nervous is all."
"Why my love?"
"I mean, I've never really had the freedom to do what I want with my body, in a lot of ways. That's one of those things I never got to explore, all the body modifications people are oh so familiar with. I suppose I could've done one with an embroidery needle if I was desperate, but that's just not something I had the liberty to think about."
You move a strand of hair out of his eyes.
"Well, you have the freedom to do whatever you want now."
"Then perhaps I'd like a couple."
"A couple? You don't wanna start with one?"
"Nonsense! One would be sad and pathetic, and we know I am a man of extravagance."
"Alright, if you insist."
You then grab a notebook sitting on the bedside table, and begin to draw out a plan for his piercings. Astarion insists that he only wants them on his ears, because he doesn't want anything to ruin his perfect face. As you're sketching, you continue to talk.
"You know this is gonna suck, right? Since your ears are so sensitive?"
"Sensitive? What makes you say that."
You blankly stare at him until he gives up.
"Okay fine, but I'm sure it can't be that bad!"
"I don't know. I mean I'm going to stab multiple holes through your ears. You barely like them being touched."
"I've been through enough pain. Nothing compares to jagged cuts in your back, I promise."
There are many moments like that, where he says something tragic that you just can't bring yourself to argue with. Without another word, he curls up against you, and the two of you discuss the options he has. Eventually, you settle on five on each side, because he INSISTED they be symmetrical.
"Tav, what kind of idiot would I look like if I had one ear with a bunch of shit on it, and one just, empty?"
"I guess you're not wrong."
He decides on two helixes, two lobe piercings, and a daith. You're a little surprised that he's going all out on this, but you don't mind. Everyone has that thing that lets them feel free, the thing they finally do to show the world 'I'm my own person.' Besides, if he didn't like them he could simply let them heal back up, forget this ever happened.
You go to grab your little makeshift piercing kit, full of fine needles you've collected over time, just in case you ever lose some.
"Now, you'll have to wear some of mine since you don't have your own earrings yet, but I'm sure you won't mind because my collection is amazing."
He sits up in bed, his shirt sleeve softly draping off his shoulder. If he could still be in the sun, you'd imagine a beam of light coming through the window right now, illuminating his face. You sit beside him, gently placing the box of needles by your feet.
"Alright, I'm gonna walk you through this as I do it, and if you want to stop at any time we can."
"Thank you my love."
The thought crosses your mind, that he'd probably not let any other soul on the planet do this kind of thing. Any time he's let someone else have control over his body, it's been riddled with sin and scars. But you? You've always been kind, soft, present. That's one thing he loves most about you, that he feels like he can be present. Not drifting off somewhere else, not closing off his mind to defend himself, not playing a chess match in his head. It's, easy. Life is easy now, and isn't that something wonderful?
"Alright, we're gonna start on the lobe. You feel the needle?"
You hold it lightly against his ear, and he shivers a little.
"Mhm."
"Alright, don't tense, but it's gonna hurt."
You hear the air escape through his teeth as the needle goes through. A pretty clean job if you do say so yourself.
"Well?"
You put in a dangling gold moon, waiting to see how he feels.
"Painful, but not horrible."
"Want to go again?'
"Of course."
He says it a little suggestively, and you give him a playful push.
"Save it for later imp."
You continue with his piercings, taking small breaks in between for conversation. You've continued adorning his ears with astral-themed jewelry, little stars and such. By the time you've finished the last one, you're quite pleased with your work. Astarion almost doesn't let you put the last earring in since he's so excited to see what you've done. He had Gale teach him mirror image a while ago, so he could finally see his reflection whenever he wanted. After casting it and giving his ears a look, he smiles.
Astarion laughs at your comment, giving one of those genuine smiles you used to rarely see. You silently curse the people that took that smile from him, wondering how anyone could see this specimen and torment him. He's like a pixie, a little trickster, someone you could pick up and hold forever. You know you're probably the only one who sees him that way, the only one who would call him cute, but he is. He enjoys it, being viewed as something that isn't devious or sexual, but a bright presence. You told him once how it's ironic that he can't be in the sun, because he was probably sunnier than the sun itself. He'd never let you tell anyone else that though.
"I... I think I quite like them."
"I do too. It's fitting."
You plant a kiss on his cheek.
"Worth the pain?"
"Most things are my love. Like you."
His hand meets your face, taking you into a deep kiss. When you break away, you whisper in his ear.
"I think they make you sexier too."
A chuckle under his breath, lips meeting again, and the morning is soon wasted away in bed. What a joy, to wake up every day with him, with someone living their life anew. Who knows what tomorrow will bring? Neither of you know, but it's exciting none-the-less.
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