#Gotta grit through it

[tvuniverse]

EVAN BUCKLEY WEEK 2024 Day 5: Buck + bi disaster moments (x)

[rox-of-iu]

no thought only MQF in brain* (*even more than usual yeah.....)

ok lads listen up. i love allllll Mu Qingfang designs ok? all the interpretations are cool and valid and dear ok BUT. whenever I personally try to draw MQF without a 'stache he just looks to me like a first-year med student ok hjdfhkfd

but anyway. when i was scrolling around and being completely normal about MQF i saw a lot of ppl say stuff like 'this is my 'mqf is actually pretty' agenda' and its alwaysss about peeled mqf SO I HAVE A POINT TO PROVE OK. mqf with a moustache can be also a prettyboy ok?? i can prove it 😭😭

so here are my qingfangs where i turned up the babygirl vibes to absolute max as i could hsdfjkhdskfh 💜

[maareyas]

i started to hate how this one was turning out so im posting it now hhhhh. the colors here were supposed to be inspired by The Fool's incantation cards but going 1-to-1 with the colors wasn't working for the composition

[welcometogrouchland]

[ID: a digital drawing of Hunter and Willow from the owl house based on the "lesbians doing makeup" meme. Hunter is lying beneath Willow, who straddles him while doing his makeup. He looks at her somewhat dazed and she looks at him fondly. the background is a mid-tone blue. End ID]

This is what they are. To me

[ibroughtyoumybullets-ningy]

You doing alright dude?

i had to wait until i got home from work to make this

[vroomian]

I am not uniquely horrible!!

[axe8472]

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[gregmarriage]

it’s officially december 1st, only one more month of this hellscape!

[backtornado]

you might think, hey, are they exaggerating how stressful the writeup part of the phd process is, and to which i would say, i have never felt that like physical knot in my stomach before the last couple months but it has almost not left me during every week

[punk-sharkz-zero]

i love having anxiety but absolutely no medication to help me. like hell yeah tummy ache time I am in misery but I have schoolwork to do so I can't think about the physical repercussions of my stress rn 😁👍

[thegrimreaperisanerd]

Had to get a 2nd job so I've not had as much time to write, anyway Chapter 12 of DUCKLINGS THAT DROWN is up.

[fuzzyfoe]

looks awesome anyways but you can always alter it if you want

i looked at some other drawings of hearts on google images and noticed that most of the illustrations didn't actually include the pulmonary veins either, they tend to be more behind the heart, so i could have gotten away with it being explained by there not being enough light being shined into the body cavity to be able to see them

but that also made me notice there was something ELSE that i screwed up, and it was the pulmonary artery. the right branch of the pulmonary artery is supposed to go BEHIND the superior vena cava, not in front of it.

[codgod-moved]

qsmp forcing me to finally try to make a proper slimecicle design instead of drawing him entirely differently every time

[famewolf]

practicing vulnerability around people who are not my husband is so exhausting, but it's good work (I promise to myself)

[taniushka12]

for the first time in a couple years i actually remembered i have a couple black markers so I'm gonna try to use em more often

[zipzaptoastainthebath]

Sometimes I feel like I'm never going to get to love someone and that I'll be trapped in this awful paradox of refusing to date anyone I'm not out as trans to, but being far too afraid to come out to literally anyone. I fear I'm hopeless and probably don't deserve fun teen romance anyways. And then I remember: Teen romance I'm a kid, and potential high school relationships likely won't last. I'll have plenty of time to explore romance when I'm an adult and out and much happier with myself, anyways. It's better to wait and have a good relationship later than out myself now before I'm ready just because I don't want to be single. That'd probably end absolutley fucking miserably. Plus, my favorite teacher of all time (the sweetest woman ever) literally got married just over a month ago, her and her husband's first marriage, and she's in her mid-forties. And she seems happier than she was all school year. I know it's possible to find happiness with someone even later in life than "normal"

There's no such thing as hopeless because there's no time limit on love. I just need to remember that when "hopeless romantic" starts feeling far too literal.