#Good healthy outlet :D

[silverdragon889]

Poor Tanuki is left to suffer a monologing Palette as the two Agents and 1 Roomba scurry off.

Smitten, you're a life saver.

The Late Night Embers

After an attack by a Zoraxis operative and a breakdown, Agent Bluenix (@brain-is-a-toaster) deals with Agent 13-12's stay in the recovery wing.

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"Smitten, what happened?"

Agent Smitten turned to Typhoon as he sat on the chairs outside.

"It was brown. Her blood is brown, Typhoon."

The younger agent's fist clenched, choosing to sit down beside him. "How did they... How did that happen?"

"Candlelight happened." He took a few breaths, staring out into the hallway.

Typhoon remained silent, staring at the older agent's heavy sighs.

"I was gone for a mission and this happened. It's... I don't know anymore. How's everyone?"

"Not good, if I'll be honest. I'm not going to see 13. Last time was rough. Too much."

He nodded, staring at the closed door, which soon opened to reveal Dr. Marcel. Some medical jargon was exchanged before Smitten was allowed inside.

"Flor... Are you in pain?" He sat beside her in the bed, passing a keychain with three buttons. The yellow light lit up after a few seconds. "I suppose you're in distress."

He refuses to look at them, trying not to remember the incident. "Here. Trevor sent a letter."

The envelope was soon opened and passed to him with TK. "They're too busy. But hey. At least you can threaten them with a hug cage when you get better." He chuckled, handing a basket to them. "From them. They seemed really worried about you."

The green light lit up immediately.

Agent Smitten chuckled, but turned his back on them like Orpheus leaving the underworld.

They reached out their hand, him accepting so their hands intertwined.

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"Hello? Bluenix? Are you still here?" Smitten knocked on the door of the bathroom after visiting hours passed. "Bluenix? Would you like to visit Flor tomorrow morning?"

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Agent Typhoon was carrying the report, choosing to bring them to Handler Blue (@blueorchid-95) tomorrow. She's currently preoccupied with her agent (@agent--shadow). His handler had been informed, now currently trying to stop a certain Crane from heading over in worry.

He's so exhausted, not only from his assignments in college or even the missions but emotionally. His friend fellow agent (@agentwraith) was just injured and now his universe's Agent Phoenix?

What's next? He'd rather not think about that right now.

His feet soon wandered to a the bundle of boxes as he looked for the oh so familiar white.

[yawpyawp]

I spent entirely too long on this comic version of my super soft established relationship Macdennis fic

Turns out reconfiguring a written narrative to work as a comic was a challenging but interesting process!

Nerdy details under the cut!!!

1. Dee’s ‘Useless Femme’ t-shirt is from Sapphic Southerner

2. Charlie has always given me Toynbee vibes so the ~classic Toynbee Tile seemed like an appropriate graphic tee for him lol

3. Mac needs to get into shonen anime and he would love Yu Yu Hakusho because it’s literally the greatest anime of all time

4. Dennis’ shirt in the last scene (actually Mac’s shirt) is from 12th St Gym, which was a fixture in the Gayborhood for years and years. Mac was totally going there out of ‘curiosity’ in the same way he was going to the Rainbow before he came out. Unfortunately 12th St closed right around the time Mac came out for good :(

5. (VIEW FULL SIZE!) Lots of little details in the bathroom cuz there needs to be clutter! It’s mostly Dennis-focused items, cuz the thinking here is this is Dennis’ bathroom (cuz I subscribe to the belief that their apartment has two bathrooms)

A: Mid-2000s Phillies ticket

B: Charmacden at the bar :)

C: Literally a printout of this Aquaria Instagram post! I think drag would be a very healthy and constructive outlet for Dennis to explore, and I think Aquaria specifically is sort of an idealized version of what Dennis would want to look like in drag. (Also she’s originally from Philly!)

D: A Lamborghini Countach, ofc ;)

E: Cute lil Macdennis selfie

F: Lipsticks (stolen from Sephora)

G: A mug he stole from a Green Line Cafe and subsequently broke

H: An origami elephant that Mac made to demonstrate Finesse

I: Recently I learned that Rite Aid is Philly-based (although not exclusive to here) so those bandages are specifically store brand for additional local flavor lol

J: Lil figurine of Gobo from Fraggle Rock

K: Drugstore foundation (stolen from Rite Aid)

(I guess this version of Dennis shoplifts a lot?)

[d0youc0py]

A • Apprehensive • How apprehensive are they to get into a relationship?

Extremely. Not because he doesn’t want too but because he is actually very satisfied with the life he has now. He has his great group of friends who he sees often outside of work and he really doesn’t need much more interaction outside of that. He doesn’t want the stress of worrying about you while he’s away.

B • Bad Habit • Bad Habit they have when it comes to relationships

This man will look for any reason- any reason at all to jump ship. Once again it not because he doesn’t want to be in a relationship, of course he wants to love someone and be loved, but he’s so scared of you getting hurt because of him that he will nitpick everything you do in the beginning to find an excuse to distance himself. Yet something about you keeps him coming back……..

C • Cuddling

Touching actually comes very naturally to him. It’s his emotions that are a total roadblock. He thinks it’s the easiest way to get his feelings out without having to find a way to get his brain to connect with his mouth. He’s not a fan of PDA but if you grab his hand in public it will make his legs shake. Loves spooning! He gets to wrap his whole body around yours, breath in your scent, and he has access to kiss your shoulders, neck, head. He wraps his whole arm around your waist while the other is placed under your head like a pillow. Please hold his hand in this position. He also likes casual cuddling. You throwing your feet over his lap while on the couch. He always sits with his arm draped over the back of the couch/any where he can, so take the opportunity to nuzzle on in there.

D • Dates

Dates with him are absolutely wonderful. He does an amazing job focusing all his attention on you, making you feel as if you are the only person he has ever laid eyes on. Dates with him are always pretty simple. Dinner, or maybe a movie, maybe a day trip to a museum or maybe just a walk around a park if the weathers nice.

E • Emotions • How do they handle your emotions?

When you’re happy- he’s happy. When you’re sad he does everything he can to make it stop. He’s extremely fix-it oriented and may not understand that you just want a shoulder to cry on. Anger is a hard one for him because he doesn’t get too angry often. He comes across like he does but it really takes a lot for him to get heated. Anger always makes him uncomfortable too. He’s worried that he’ll somehow become an outlet for you anger. Because of this he tries to dismiss it in hopes you’ll move on but a lot of times this just makes you feel invalidate. Once he realizes that you just want someone to vent to and tell you it’ll all work out he’s there for you 100%.

F • fun level • how fun are they as partners?

This completely depends on your personal idea of fun. If your idea of fun is going out and staying out till two in the morning then he’s not your guy. But if your idea of fun is sitting out on the patio with a drink swapping banter and people watching then he’s your guy. He unknowingly makes typically boring things like cleaning, or waiting in line enjoyable with out of pocket comments. He’s a city boy and has a pretty good idea of all the true gems hidden around.

G • Games • do they play games with your heart?

Absolutely not. He basically got into this relationship unwillingly so if he’s in it- he’s in it. Extremely loyal. He saw what his mom went through and would never ever put someone through that. He’s not the type to flirt with other people just to get you jealous. Trust is a huge thing with him. If he can’t trust you- or if he senses you don’t trust him, it’s not gonna work babe.

H • Hot damn • what are they attracted too physically?

He’s a total sucker for rosy cheeks. He adores a healthy red glow. He’s also incredibly observant. If something about you catches his eye he’s going to just stare at you with no shame to see if he can get an idea of who you are. Edward Cullen vibes. Do you hold your head up high? Do you make eye contact with others? Do you curl in on yourself? He finds loads of people attractive- but he really needs to get to know you before he is attracted to you.

I • indescribable • what do they have the hardest time opening up about?

He opens up about his childhood in a slow- but not excruciating pace. It seems like everyone has some sort of childhood trauma so he doesn’t feel too frowned upon. He will absolutely never open up to you about his work though. You will of course meet the people he works with outside of work, hear a few funny stories, but he will never tell you how good he actually is at his job. He probably won’t even mention Ghost to you unless someone slips up and calls him that. Even then he’s extremely vague. He doesn’t want you associated with that at all. He keeps all of his masks and uniforms locked up in storage unit until he gets deployed.

J • Jealousy

He’s a fairly confident guy, so no he doesn’t get jealous. If you are actively trying to make him jealous to get a rise out of him than that’s a major turn off to him. He thinks it’s childish and honestly downright mean to make your partner feel that way. It’s rare when you feel jealous. He’s a handsome hunk of man so he gets hit on every once in a while. He makes it very obvious he’s in a relationship though. Wether that be flashing his wedding band, gesturing to you, or just downright saying he’s not interested. He hopes that by doing all this it eases your mind while he’s away. He knows it hard not knowing what he’s up to for weeks at a time and it would be easy to let your mind wander, especially when his so flippant and vague about his time away from you. Like stated above he is very big on trust and he really never gives you a reason to not trust him.

K • Kids • Do they want kids?

This might be controversial, but no. He’s doesn’t want kids. Kids stress him out and honestly bring up a lot of trauma for him. He has a lot of good qualities for parenthood. He reliable, protective, understanding, but he also has a lot of emotional problems that he will be working through for the rest of his life. He is gone at least 5-6 months out of the year, and he doesn’t think it’s fair to leave the child rearing up to you. Why would he want to bring a life into this world when it’ll be so hard for him to be there for it? Plus when he’s home he wants to relax- he wants to be with you. He’s very open about this at the beginning of your relationship so you aren’t blindsided.

L • Love • How fast do they say ‘I Love You’?

When you are both old and white haired you’ll probably be able to count on one hand the amount of times he has said I Love You. He’s not big on words. Anyone can talk. He likes to show. Also when he does say those words it’s so special because you know that he is literally overflowing with the feeling.

M • Money

He makes great money (as he should) so he isn’t cheap. He’s a practical spender though. He would much rather spend his money on remodeling the kitchen than go on a vacation. He has absolutely no problem paying for your dates, but if you wanted to pay every now and then it wouldn’t hurt his ego. You could absolutely rely on him to help you out financially if you ever needed it. Your car broke down and you can’t afford to fix it? He’s got you. If you hate your job and decide you want to stay at home or switch careers, he’s got you there too. If you make more than him it honestly doesn’t bother him. Surprisingly his guilty pleasure is clothes. The man owns fifty different tops all in black. T shirts, hoodies, sweaters. The only color he has in his closet are his white button ups. He also has a soft spot for jeans. He’s very picky about his jeans but once he finds a pair he likes he gets ten pairs of them.

N • No • Biggest turn offs

He absolutely hates over sharing right off the bat. Like on your first date you tell him every horrible thing that has happened to you- he’s running. If there is something he absolutely needs to know then it’s okay (he thinks?). He also hates people who aren’t self aware. People who will judge others for something they themselves blatantly do.

O • Over and Out• How he’d break up with you

He’d do it right before he got shipped off. If you two had just started going together he probably would just ‘ghost’ you and you’d think he fell off the face of the earth. But if you two had been going for a while it would complicate things for him. He’s torn between leaving you a half assed phone call or breaking up with you to your face. While you’re at work/out of the house he’d pick up the things he had at your place leaving a very cliche ‘not you but me’ not on your kitchen counter. Maybe when he got back he’d answer you phone calls and meet you for coffee- but it’s very unlikely.

P • Protective vs Possessive

He’s a unhealthy mixture of both. Some of his protectiveness is quite sweet. He always makes sure to follow the sidewalk rule and walk a little bit behind you. He gives off scary guard dog energy and he makes sure to put it to good use. Someone’s making you uncomfortable. Glare so strong it’ll make your knees buckle. Other times it’s annoying, and it feels almost like he thinks of you as a child. “Careful around the oven.” Duh Simon. You’ll get random calls from his burner phone with him practically begging you to lock the doors and windows over the phone so he can hear it. He has minor OCD. Teaches you simple- yet uncommon self defense techniques and make sure you feel confident using a knife. His possessiveness comes from from his ego and is deeply intertwined with his protectiveness. He firmly believes that no one else can protect you like he can. Which is kinda true. You are his so it’s his job to protect you. This means he’ll probably put up a fight if you want to go somewhere without him, even if it’s just to go grab the mail. He’s no stranger to how horrible people can be- he’s guilty of it himself.

Q • Quick • How quick do they actually fall in love?

It happens at a normal pace. That doesn’t mean he knows it. It takes like five different people to point it out to him before he starts believing their right. All he knows is that he feels bad when he’s away from you and fucking fantastic when he’s with you. He finds that he works harder so mission goes by quicker. He finds that while he’s driving over to your place his cheeks start to burn, only then does he notice he’s been smiling since he’s started the engine. When he does finally admit it, it doesn’t cause him to rush into anything. The two of you may still be friends for a few months before he acts on it. He genuinely enjoys the foreign feeling of butterflies and warmth in his chest. Just let him soak in it.

R • Relationship history

He’s been in a few relationships, about five. He’s never been in love but he has loved someone. That person was there for him during a tough time in his life (his father leaving and his brother trying to get sober) and he was there for them too during their own rough patch. It lasted a little more than a year and they both mutually decided that they would make better friends. Neither of them ever kept in touch. The other relationships would always last about 3-5 months. Mostly something to take his mind off of work when he was home. He enjoyed being with them but it just never worked out.

S • Sentimental

He is sentimental. He still has a soft spot for the outfit you wore on their first date and no matter how old it is he insists that you keep it. He will frequently drive past important places to the two of you. He doesn’t say anything, but his eyes are always so soft as he remembers whatever it was that happened there. He’ll never admit it but if you ever decided to make him a scrapbook/photo album he’d probably cry.

T • Tidy • What’s it like living with him?

He’s honestly a pretty wonderful roommate. It’s been drilled into his head order and routine. He cleans for about 10 minutes every morning, simple things like wipe down the kitchen, dust the living room, throw a load of laundry in. He finds great calmness in repetitive tasks. Clutter makes it hard for him to focus and it seriously makes his skin itch. He does hate vacuuming though so hopefully you’ll take that over for him. He’s also a decent cook, nothing fancy, but they are very much comfort meals. Steak with potatoes, stews, spaghetti, things like that. It’ll take him a while to get use to living with you, but it makes him feel safe. His favorite time of day is when both of you are settling into bed, mumbling things you just remembered about your day, his chin resting on top of your head, just being completely absorbed in you. Moments like these are things he never thought he could- or really deserved to have.

U • Ultimate • the ultimate way to weasel your way into his heart

The quickest way to Simon’s heart is honestly just paying attention to him. You notice when he’s feeling upset and instead of brushing him off as grumpy you take time out of your day to make him feel better. You had a rough day and say the only way it could be better is by him making you a cup of his famous tea- he’s melted. He shows up to a gathering and you show genuine excitement about his presence- might marry you right there. You were out shopping and bought a little something for him because it reminded you of him- someone sedate him. He knows he’s a tough nut to crack so when someone actually puts in the effort to get to know him it always shakes him to his core. You- someone who could have almost anyone- want him?

V • Vacation

His favorite vacations are small two-three day ones. Maybe both of you book a hotel a few towns over and spend the weekend exploring the quaint little town? Traveling takes a lot out of him. It sounds a bit silly given his profession but he isn’t the biggest fan of planes. In his defense he’s know some pilots who should definitely have their license revoked. Since he’s legally dead there are a few hoops to jump through when flying international. (Thankfully Price is the paperwork master) He also isn’t a fan of all the plannnning. Ugh. If you wanted to get him on a real week long vacation the whole thing will have to be a guided tour and he wants to have a buzz for most of it.

W • Wait • how long will they wait to marry you?

About three- four years. Small wedding. He refuses to say vows out loud but will absolutely write some and let you read them after the ceremony. Fighting back tears. He is actually invested in the planning portion of it- especially the cake. Price officiates the wedding and would absolutely walk you down the aisle if you requested. Johnny is best man. Gaz is the flower girl and the DJ. Your reception is fucking amazing (thanks Johnny) and you have the best wedding album ever.

X • eXtra

If you want this man in a pile of mush please for the love of god skim your fingers over his jaw and chin. It’s a sensitive area for him because it’s covered half the time and it’s also a way he self soothes. When he’s stressed or nervous he’ll rub at it and it really does physically calm him. It’s also a great way to get him to sleep or back to sleep on nights he’s struggling.

Y • You • How often does he think about you while he’s away?

With his job he is easily distracted. Nights away from you are hell though. He literally sleeps with one of your shirts. He has it balled up and tucked under his chin and tries his best to imagine it’s your head.

Z • Zzzzz

He likes to go to bed early and wake up early. He naturally runs cold- despite his size- and he needs the room like a meat locker to sleep. Big fluffy comforters are something that he absolutely indulges in. The two do you are pressed together all night to keep warm. He wears socks to sleep- fight him. He also wears a pair of tight boxers (he likes to be compressed) and a loose t shirt. He loves skin to skin contact, if he has a chance of being pressed against you naked you could probably get him to turn the thermostat up to a normal temperature. He doesn’t snore often but when he does it’s growly like a grizzly bear. He is a light sleeper so anytime you move or a loud car goes by he will wake up. It’s never too difficult to fall back asleep though. He does suffer from night terrors. You can tell when his having one because his body heat will rise and he’ll start to twitch in his sleep. At first he was very snippy when you tried to soothe him but that’s just because he was embarrassed. Eventually he comes to crave some of your touches to bring him back down to earth.

Hope you all liked this. If you don’t agree with anything you see here that’s fine too! This took me a ridiculously long time but I throughly enjoyed it. I’m debating on whether I should do Soap or Price next.

[burningcheese-merchant]

Here is more lore and funfact abt Choco Powder since you asked

- He has the same wish granting power like Mystic, if it was anything his powers are more unstable. Because of this, mystic forbid him for ever using his powers for another person, she worries that he will end up like her, and the fact that Powder is so similar to her doesn't help.

- He is a very quiet but observant person, the type of person who will observe you wanting something and then the next day ur getting it. His love language especially to the people closer to him is gift-giving, it made him feel fulfilled.

- he meditated to relax, he learned it from Mystic. If he gets pushed over the edge he relaxes with sparring in the citadel's training area, he got it from Dark Cacao.

- he is very studious, mostly in the art of healing, and generally, as a prince it is important for him to be knowledgeable.

- he met dark Choco many times in his childhood, guiding him and teaching him, he never found out he had a big brother (mostly in childhood and teen years) so he thought Dark Choco is just a wondering soul

Dark Cacao sometimes slips and called Choco's name instead of Powder's

- he enjoys listening to other people, maybe Pepper Jack can yap to him and he will just sip tea and listen closely

- While he doesn't look like it, he actually is very empathetic but his way of handling sadness is not really healthy (Pepper Jack is the first person to notice this but doesn't know how to

I apologize if i yap too much abt Choco Powder, my brain goes overdrive every time i hyperfixated on my ocs haha

Been dying to answer this! I gotta get to all the other adoring fans in my inbox (/j), but I don't want to leave my friend hanging any longer. I'm really happy you're telling me more about Choco Powder, I want to share my thoughts!

I wonder how they first discovered that he inherited her powers? Did he hear someone say "man, I wish I had a good cup of coffee right now" as a baby and poof, he was waddling over to give them a coffee? Lol. I understand why Flour would want to keep him from using them, she knows the potential consequences... but is that really the wisest course of action? Would Powder not only end up more tempted to use them, specifically because he was banned from doing so (as kids and teens often are with things they're told are "forbidden")? If he's so similar to her, then she would know best how to approach the topic with him, I think. Like... a former drug addict warning their child against doing drugs, for lack of a better analogy. If anyone can get through to them, it's the person who already went down that road and faced its consequences. (Perhaps this is something Cacao can try to push? Maybe it could be something he and Flour argue about, even. "I don't want our son to get hurt or hurt others" VS "You are risking a self-fulfilling prophecy through your actions. The road to Hell is paved with good intentions. This is not the right way, we cannot stifle him like this, there must be some sort of compromise")

I figured. He seems like that, at first glance (great job conveying his personality through his design btw, I might not really be an artist but I do know a good character design tells you what a character is like before they speak). With the gift-giving... perhaps this can be encouraged as a "healthier" outlet for his want to use his wish-granting powers? Especially if the gifts are handmade. It would teach him the value of hard work and gifts coming from the heart as opposed to something bought in a store, as well as allow him to "grant wishes" in this way without the risk that might come with using his powers. (I wonder what he'd give Jack and Paneer? haha)

How does sparring with Cacao go? What weapon(s) does Powder like to use? He doesn't seem particularly violent at first glance (but looks can be and often are deceiving, of course); how much enjoyment does he really get out of these duels? Is he a skilled fighter? Is this a way he bonds with his father? Does Cacao congratulate him for his efforts? (Now I want to contemplate Pepper Jack VS Choco Powder lol)

A fellow egghead lol. He and Jack could hang out at the Golden Cheese Kingdom library together (it's where Jack likes to go a lot). And the healing thing... Paneer may or may not have a knack for that, too. But that's for me to address another time hehehe

How fascinating! So Dark Choco never really returns home in your canon, is that the implication here? When and how does Powder find out who he is? What is his opinion of him before and after discovering this? Does Choco know who he is? What does he think of having a brother? What does he think of Mystic Flour being in their father's life at all, never mind having a child with him? So many avenues to explore here haha

That sounds kind of awful tbh lol. Does Cacao apologize for the Freudian slip? How does it make Powder feel? I can't imagine Flour is particularly happy when it happens...

Oh, I'm sure Jack wouldn't mind that lol. He's not necessarily a chatterbox (that's a bit more his sister), but he'll gladly engage people in conversation if they seek one with him. And I don't think he'd be too bothered by Powder being more of a "listener" type (but he will want Powder to say something every once in a while. Just to check if he's really listening to him)

What's unhealthy about it? Does he withdraw from others? Try to suppress it? Stress-eat lol? And I'm sure Jack would notice, he is highly observant as well (and he would try to think of a way to help, he's very caring). (Jack doesn't handle his own negative emotions very well, either... and that becomes SUPER apparent in a particular story arc I have planned)

Thank you soooo much for indulging me and giving me Choco Powder lore! He's really cool and I like him a lot. I hope you share more about him with all of us soon!

[gavlin]

i got diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder with panic attacks yesterday and started taking meds today. i know i got real sht with my mental health since high school. you'll know with my posts here when i was 15-19 years old (got pinned tags btw). but i kinda got over it, idk if things got better or i just got used to it, or i built up tolerance, i became numb or something. i know my mental health is not that good but i somehow powered through it, whatever i just winged it and keep winging it.

but dang this past month, i've been coming back and forth to hospital, doctor consultations and lot of tests and they can't see sht. they've been telling me it could be anxiety or stress. i somehow had a feeling that it is but there's this part of me wanting it to be just something in blood or vitamin deficiency so i will just take meds for 2 weeks max and i'll be okay. reasons for all that is i've been lightheaded for over a month now twenty four fucking seven. consistent as fuck, never left me. you know that feeling that you have a hangover? that. without the dizziness or spinning part but you're feeling something with you brain or head. then 2 weeks after i started feeling lightheaded or that hangover feeling, i started having real bad palpitations. there were days where i felt my heart palpitate for the whole day. then there's a week that i had a sudden rash on my chest, and it is spreading real bad. then there are times my hands are shaking, my toes are twitching, i am having mild cough for over a month now that doesn't go away even i took antibiotics. i became hyperaware with everything, really anxious. all of that stresses me more that it became a paradox/cycle of stress and anxiety. i'm feeling nervous because i am palpitating and i am palpitating because i am feeling nervous. i can't sleep because i am stressed, and i am stressed because i cannot sleep. i don't have a decent sleep for a month now. if i'm lucky and had 6 hours of sleep, i would still feel tired after waking up. and i am someone who always sleep for 7-8 hours because i really value my sleep. and you know what every time i wake up? the moment i wake up, literally 1 second, my heart is palpitating already like i'm on a fight and flight mode so i can't go back to sleep.

so i went to internal med/cardio. got full blood workup, different lab test including thyroid, xray, ecg, i even run for a stress test (u will run in a treadmill iydk), doctor even requested for brain mri but didn't push through because i have braces and everything is fine - didn't see sht. i'm healthy physically. sabi maybe stress or anxiety, ipahinga ko daw. e di nga ako makakapagpahinga, my body is having their mind on their own. kahit hindi na ako nagwo-worry about anything, these symptoms just keep going na ang nangyari, sa mga symptoms na ako nastress. nasstress na ko dahil isang buwan na kong parang nahihilo or what, palpitations, di makatulog, laging pagod, shaking, cough, rashes na buti naman wala na. so i asked if magcoconsult ba ko sa iba, sabi nya pwede daw sa neuro or psych. after that, dahil nasa hospital na ko, nagpacheck na din ako sa derma because my hair keep on falling out na for so many months (the thing is parang di naman ako napapanot or nababawasan ng buhok visually? pero ang daming nalalagas araw araw). derma checked all the test results, chineck scalp ko, pulang pula daw and wala ring makitang mali sa results and the reason daw bat ganon buhok ko is guess what? stress. i don't even remember being stressed on months my hair started falling out except for mild stress some times dahil sa acne. the thing is am not even sure anymore kasi nga i am winging my mental health ever since HAHHAHAHAHA. all my emotions, stress, shts, all bottled up. no one knows anything. ako lang nakakaalam lahat (that was the birth of this blog, my outlet kasi wala akong sinasabihan. hell kahit nga posts ko dito hindi direct, all writings lang or prose na kailangan mo pang hulaan ano kaya nangyari dito sa taong to ba't ganito sinulat. but i stopped writing when somehow i cant feel anything na or things got better not sure or just got used to it whatever). so baka nga matagal na akong stressed and baka masyado na kong sanay hindi na siya nag-register na ay stressed pala ako HAHHAHAHAHA. sanay ako sa negative feelings or events whatever, sa positive feelings ako hindi so maybe di ko lang nare-realize. i just had one stressor this past month na i think naglead to all of these physical manifestations. eniweys, derma asked me questions about my lother symptoms and stuff, and after that, she suddenly asked me: do you want to have a referral for psych? when i heard that, i was like "oooh it's getting real now" hahahhahahaha. sht. i know there's something wrong with my mind but it will get real and legit if i will get a diagnosis. hindi ko na kaya i-wing wing to like chicken wings, di na kaya ng pakpak hahahahha kasi damay na physical ko my god kumawala na sya from my mind. baka ang susunod na winging ko nito, pakpak na ng kaluluwa ko papuntang langit. derma wrote on the referral letter to psych: anxiety disorder, for diagnosis and management.

the thing is gusto ko pa magpa-check sa neuro or ent or optha but doesn't make sense. all doctors referring me to psych. and i am someone that always believe in "everything happens for a reason". and if all that shts within the past month is leading me to a psych consultation, then i must take it, there's a reason. so had a consultation with psych (putangina ang mahal gago) then yun. gad. prescribed me meds na ayaw ko pa nga i-take kasi iniisip ko naman baka kaya ko ito i-power through ulit hahahah but i have physical symptoms na so i went with it. meds for mental health, you will take a long time na mahal din, consultations mahal din, so i get why people with mental heath disorder applying for pwd hindi dahil sa convenience sa pila pero tangina discount sa gamot tyaka consultations, ang mahal ng psych at hindi sya sakop ng hmo yun ang problem tangina ang mahaaaaal bat ganyan consultation fee niyo hahhahahah. eniweys that is that. i'm okay. i just wrote this post wanting to just share that i got diagnosed pero humaba na and just went with it, tuloy tuloy lang hence the way of writing sorry just vented out whatever. but again, i'm okay. ayoko lang na ma-diagnose ako nung isang araw kasi feeling ko baka i-relate ko lahat dito kahit hindi naman big deal sakin yung isang bagay. yung baka isipin ko na "ay siguro kasi may gad ako kaya ganto ganyan" pero if dati na wala kong diagnosis, baka hindi magiging big deal or hindi ko iisipin yung isang bagay and just let it be, pero baka ngayon ire-relate ko sya. alam mo yon? ayoko yung lagi kong iisipin na ay kasi baka may gad ako. ayaw ko syang gawing personality, ayaw ko irelate doon lagi, ayaw ko i-stuck yung sarili ko doon sa condition. kaya siguro i wrote about it kasi baka ngayon ko lang sya io-open up this way and i will just went on with my life. i'm open about it if may magtanong ganyan, pwede ko i-share randomly sa kwentuhan but i will not make this a big deal, i just have a condition and i'm taking care of it na. yun lang naman yung iniisip ko before the diagnosis, parang ayaw ko lang ng ganon na effect sa akin. so that is that. i'm fine. i'm okay. nothing big deal, felt something, had it checked, got diagnosed, started medication, things will be good, sana makatulog na ko nang matiwasay at mawala na hilo ko kasi yun talaga main problem ko this past month. wishing you all good mental health. power through.

[atheliasnotebook]

caramel words and wishes

kaedehara kazuha x gn!reader

tw: pretty angsty, mentions of death

it’s hard to be good to yourself. even if you don’t take care of yourself, at least there is someone who's got their hand held out for you.

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it's hard not being afraid. hard not being fearful of scaring kazuha away with any of your troubles, or being so burdensome to the point where he thinks its overwhelming. affection through physical gesture is your love language—but it's not the same when it comes simply just to holding hands and intertwining fingers. maybe if you weren't so afraid, you'd hug him more. give him more kisses as you pass one another in the kitchen. in your mind, you can't help: will that be the last time you ever feel that touch?

why lose what you have? the two of you had gotten together after the entire situation quelled with the raiden shogun's strike on your lover. now, after all of that happened, that is the question. what are you afraid of?

first, death. you loved this boy, and it didn't matter whether he returned your same feelings, but if he could be happy. in one way, if he died, your heart would eat away at the rest of your body in the guilt knowing you could never get to tell him how much you loved him. yet, at the top of this subsection of worries, you wondered if anything would change in his life if you died. kazuha: the calm, collected, and wise—is not the type of person who would react in any sort of outlandish way in response to the typical ending to every mortal's life.

second, solitude. crying alone in bed is not ideal, let alone crying at all. crying is for the weak. it's for the stupid. it's for the pathetic who have no other outlets who have no ability to do anything else. nope, no motivation to stress-clean out the pain, there's no juice left to create some profound expression through art, and no drive to work out and constantly keep a healthy body (like the world recommends). your boyfriend is always out on business, if not on the ship. that aquatic vessel is your home, but will all the tears you cry fill the gap that is in between yours and kazuha's relationship? at least then, if it does, one of you has the option to sail out of this sinking love swiftly.

it's better to simply suffer in silence and wallow in pain than to suffer a lonely life, just as you anticipated.

love is a surprise to you. how could anyone love you? after all, when you had fallen in love after being friends for a couple of years on top of that, what will happen when you lose him? will there ever be another person to write exquisite reveries dedicated to you—ones where the words practically dance graciously in unison with the gentle zephyrs of the season. if he leaves... will there ever be another person who's willing to listen to you blab on and on and on about the things that trouble(d) you in this "fleeting existence" (as kazuha would refer to it)?

it doesn't take long to realize how warm and blurry your vision is. obscured by the tears and congestion that fills your nose, the customary wind-whistling halts to a stop.

"______, there is something that bothers you so," kazuha observes aloud, tossing the leaf in the wind as he scoots closer to you, where the both of you can savor the modest shade during a sunny day.

"you know..." he begins. "i have noticed how you are distant from me as of late."

his voice begins to drop in volume, not quite to a whisper or a mutter, but just gently lowered. he creases his eyebrows, turning his head toward you.

"i quite adore your company." kazuha looks to the sky, and then back to you—whose trying to hide the falling tears from your face. "often, i catch myself grazing my fingers over the grooves in my palm hoping to replicate the warmth of your hand."

but you thought he didn't like your company. why would anyone like you? too clingy for your own good, wanting to be around him to the point where you're stuck to his side.

"sorry," you start off. "it's better that i distance myself. in my last relationship, they broke off things with me because i was too affectionate."

you couldn't help but feel more tears fall as you speak about... whoever.

the poet nods, his arms crossed in a loose-like way as he scoots closer to you.

"there is a wise saying i heard from my travels long ago: 'the bigger the burden, the smaller the bottle.'" you think of the saying, unsure of what it actually means.

"the longer you choose to hold onto regrets and fears from the past, in comparison, the bottle in which you hold those sentiments becomes smaller—and thus, easier to break."

kazuha holds his arms open to you, encouraging you to take him into an embrace. and with a slight hesitation, you back away with widened eyes of anxiety. he smiles, nodding in reassured approval. and then, attempting to release all the rushing tides that swirl within the bottle.

a warm hug, and a smile followed by hitched and breathy sobs. you shake and tremble the tightest hug you've ever had. at least, the tightest one you ever had and liked.

"no matter how far we are separated, my heart shall always belong to you and only you. regardless of the distance that may stand between us, i will love you forever and always. the very thought of leaving you splits my soul in two. so, please..." he says, pulling you closer in your hug. "never think that i don't want you around. your touch is like that of the most perfect and tender kisses.”

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[halliescomut]

My Personal Weatherman Ep 5

I thought maybe it would make sense for me to RB with my thoughts after watching with subtitles, to sort of address what I kind of read correctly, and where I was off a little. So we'll see if this makes sense.

(EDIT: But because of how Tumblr sort of functions, no one is scrolling down to see new information, so I deleted my RB. If you want to read my no subs comments they are here.)

I like this episode a lot. I'm excited to see Luta's perspective (read it here), because I was absolutely enamored with watching how Mizuki cares for Yoh, and they always have such wonderful insight into how care translates in a D/s dynamic.

I see and empathize so much with how Yoh is feeling in this episode. Like...yes, he can be so blind as to not understand exactly why Segasaki wants to take care of him, but I also absolutely understand the desire to feel like an equal partner and be contributing. There's also that part of me that remembers being told by my mom and grandmother the importance of having your own money because it's asking for trouble to be solely reliant on a man. (This is because there are many men who can be trash, not that Segasaki is such a man, but it's a lesson that exists for a reason.) And it's arguably not healthy for a person's entire life to revolve around a single person, no matter how much you may care for them, that's just true.

Yoh needs to have things that belong to him, and Mizuki isn't disallowing that, but he's not quite connecting how important it is to Yoh. This episode he's kind of the one who's blind. I know his intention certain wasn't to demean Yoh's passions and art, but it seems like he doesn't take in-depth interest in Yoh's career, which has led Yoh to believe he finds the career frivolous. It's kind of an Arts major VS Hard Sciences major, type of thing. Yoh assumes that because Mizuki's career passions lie in a science-based field, that he doesn't take Yoh's career seriously. And again our communication failure is only exacerbating the pain here. It's frustrating, because they do communicate to an extent, but they're often not speaking the same language, and so they're still stuck in misunderstandings.

The bedroom conversation was so interesting. I was surprised last week in the preview to see Yoh so directly instigating romantic contact, and the reveal of the sort of circumstances is so relatable. And Mizuki is so observant here, recognizing that Yoh is 'hiding' from his feelings.

I think it's interesting that they left it ambiguous as to whether they actually did have sex. Because watching yesterday I thought no, but then watching today, I'm more in a maybe camp. Because Mizuki I think has very specific feelings about being used. He's set up a situation where he knows that technically he is allowing Yoh to 'use him' for his temporal needs, but then moving that use into sexual/emotional needs arena, that's going to feel different on the soul.

Man-san is an absolute angel. She gives Yoh some guff for his mood, but she pivots immediately after recognizing the real source of his depression, and brings solutions. A queen!! She's just so refreshing in this show. I like the idea of them working together, I think that staying engaged in a creative outlet is good for Yoh, because I think there's potential for him just shutting away that part of his life.

With Segasaki, I'm genuinely surprised that he didn't put forward the idea of Yoh maybe pivoting to webcomics vs traditional publishing, which seems like an obvious potential solution, you know? Your publishers trash and doesn't know how to market your stuff? Then cut out the middleman and do it yourself. It's not even something that Yoh would have to be 'onscreen' for or anything, I can see where his shyness wouldn't necessarily be conducive to that.

That final conversation though, that was fascinating to watch. I called it in my no-subtitles watch that Yoh was lying, though I didn't know why or what about. And honestly I still don't really know why he bothered to lie. It doesn't feel like Segasaki would be the type to care about Yoh working with Man-san, especially now that he knows she's happily married. Like I don't think it would set off his jealousy. Perhaps he would be bothered by their relationship being the inspiration for a Yaoi manga, but I think that would depend more on how much of them is in it. And I think he would trust Yoh to be circumspect in what was shared, but it could also be that since he's feeling unsure in the overall stability and definition of their relationship currently, maybe that would bother him. Because what if the relationship that Yoh sees them in, and helps to depict them in, is different from what he's been feeling?

I'm also not surprised that Yoh made the assumption that Mizuki saying 'I don't care if you about you losing your job' meant 'I don't care about your manga and your passion for it'. Like...the poor guy just makes so many assumptions about what really matters to Segasaki, and part of the issue maybe is that Segasaki is fairly carefree over a lot of things. IDK how to really explain, but I'm sure you're seeing what I mean. Bottomline is they're both idiots in love and they can't just say that to each other and clear up all the confusion because, you know...idiots.

As far as our ending, having had more time to think about it, I'm less and less bothered by the tracking keychain. We know very much that it comes out of a place of care with Segasaki. If he truly wanted to control Yoh, he would just prevent him from leaving, but he's willing to give him space as long as he knows he's safe. Both of them are so unsure of how much the other WANTS them there, that it's really screwing things up tbh, but neither wants to FORCE the other to stay. Which is, you know, pretty healthy and sane, we love that.

I'm quite bummed that we're not getting a new episode until September 28/29 (I'm getting mixed signals there), but two weeks any way. I want to see this resolved, but I also want to see more of Man-san and her husband. I'm interested because we do see Man-san giving really good advice to Yoh, and I'm wondering if we'll see some good advice to Mizuki as well. I'm also just interested to see if perhaps Mr. Man-san will provided any advice to either of our sad bois. He's presented as quite mellow and level-headed, so he might be the ideal person to give them solid simple advice.

I may have more thoughts later, but this is where I'll end this for now.

[lesbiancarat]

I love how SVT's approach to friendship feels so romantic (to me!) (also, I am very anti shipping so this subjective observation does not come from a creepy space).

They touch, and even though there is sometimes some pushing away and avoidance, no one ever seems startled or surprised by heads on shoulders, hugs and the rare public kiss on a cheek. They compliment each other a lot and they tell each other "I love you" a LOT and demand to hear it back :D

I am such a fan of their adoration and affection for each other and I guess, I just needed your inbox as an outlet for my smitten-ness? 😆 Sorry!

Feel free to ignore!

no i get what you're saying! they're very open with their affection in a way i admire. i've talked about this before on my blog but i really think a big part of that is that they've put in the effort to communicate with each other over the years. like they know how far they can push with teasing and when they need to stop, and they know when a member needs to hear words of encouragement or love. and the same goes for physical affection, they know what everyone is comfortable with. and like those things aren't the same for every member either, you can notice that they tease some members more often bc they like it/can handle it, etc.

idk you can just tell how much they value and care about each other and how much effort they've put into their relationship over the years. and like you know it takes effort bc the members themselves talk about how they sometimes argue or misunderstand each other but eventually they talk and work it out

honestly i really admire their friendship, i think they're such a good model of what healthy friendship looks like. yes, sometimes they argue or misunderstand each other, but they communicate about that and they respect each other's boundaries/limits, and like you said, they express their love for one another very openly!

[dandyshucks]

hiii dandy !! i wanted to ask, what do you think you and guzma would do post-canon after the events of sun & moon ? (i might have asked this before - if i have, i apologize..) (i also wanted to say that its been really cool seeing ur progress on ur plush!! it seems so hard, so you having that skill is rly admirable and i wish u lots of luck w finishing it!!) (@dmclr)

CLARA HI i hope u (and dimitri hehe) are doing well :] !!! wah thank u for the question, u havent asked it before dw !!! 

OKAY SO admittedly I mostly only know the story through reading Guz’s wiki page a few times (teehee) and through osmosis from the general fandom dsgjkl, i want to play the game one day and maybe read the manga, and I’ve watched the anime eps he’s featured in and that’s all i’m watching of that LOL. I haven’t actually experienced much of his story (or su/mo in general) first-hand myself though fdsjkl

answer below the cut because.... the rambler's curse got me LOL

after the events of su/mo, I don’t think he’d actually disband Team Skull because… what is the point of that honestly LOL, so Team Skull stays together in MY version of the world hehe. they’re required to do community service to make up for whatever shenanigans they get up to, but they stop stealing pokemon and move onto just like… graffiti and casual pranks and stuff. they still cause trouble, but it’s mostly mischief now rather than any actual crime. I set them up to work on murals for shop owners around the islands so they can spraypaint and be artistic that way rather than randomly tagging walls and getting into trouble for it fjdskl. they keep their disdain for authority figures and rules because at the end of the day most of them are rowdy teens who feel outcasted from society, and that’s just the way the ball rolls with them (also a certain level of that is healthy and warranted tbh). I work with Plumeria to organize events and outings (outside of community service) for the squad though, which helps give everyone healthier outlets for their energy and focus.

Hala mentors Guz to help put him onto (and keep him on) the right track, and Guz learns to appreciate the islands and their traditions a bit - even if he still doesn’t agree with all of them. Part of that mentorship is also sort of therapy (in a more holistic naturally-occurring way rather than like... clinical therapist sitting with patient), so trauma gets unpacked and healthier ways of handling emotions are learned and implemented. Also fuck the Aether Foundation HFDSJKL I keep Guz far away from Lusamine and make sure she never gets close to him again (idk what Gladion and Lillie get up to, I haven’t thought enough about them yet fsjkl). There’s a lot of healing and self-improvement and learning how to Be A PersonTM for both of us tbh!

Beyond that, it is mostly just regular Alola/island living!! Beach visits, walking around, getting ice cream and popsicles, casual battles with tourists, catching wimpods, all that sort of thing :] Also we visit Sinnoh (my home region) for half the year (i have… a whole schedule worked out for that actually LOL) so there’s that, too.

as for the plushie omg thank u sm WAUGH :D i cannot tell if it’s just because i have a weird hodge-podge skillset but i DO think it is not actually all that difficult !!! you just need a pattern for cutting the felt and then I learned the ladder stitch for hand-sewing, and it’s been very straightforward on how to sew the pieces together!! the hardest part so far has just been the hair because I have a difficult time translating 2D images to 3D reality in that way.

I just really want to encourage ppl to try their hand at new crafts and creative skills because I think it’s really fun and honestly really good for ppls well-being!! i am very passionate about making creativity accessible to people as much as possible!!! maybe i could make a tutorial or smth… the pattern I'm using is free and available on the creator’s website, and it’s genuinely not that difficult esp compared to some other things i’ve tried my hand at in the past LOL I feel like some of my paper mache projects have been more complex than this lil goober!!

THANK YOU AGAIN, AND SORRY ABOUT BECOMING THE RAMBLING RAMBLER LMAO i actually entirely rewrote this once because I wanted to shorten it and it STILL ended up this long 😭

[rabidtraggot]

hiii i literally just found your blog so forgive me if i’m asking anything insensitive D:

so i’ve seen some blogs on tumblr that are actually looking for an obsessive relationship, but in your pinned it says you don’t condone any actions that harm anyone… so does that mean that you’re not seeking an obsessive relationship? sorry if this is insensitive and i don’t want to come across as “im only looking for an obsessive relationship” yk? i was just curious was all! i apologize if my ask upsets you in any way

You're all good Darling. Personally this blog is more to help me cope with my overwhelming feelings. In relationships I can get very obsessive and unhealthy, stalking socials, going through messages, trying to find locations information. I also deal with a lot of intrusive thoughts and unhealthy and unsafe impulses and having a more healthy outlet for those feeling makes it much easier to not hurt others. Of course if I had a partner that was okay with me being that controlling or consented to those things I think I would definitely be a lot more like how I portray myself on this account. I would love a mutually obsessive relationship but I'm also aware of how harmful it could be with someone who doesn't feel the same way. Especially as someone who experiences delusions and hallucinations that have affected relationships in the past.

I hope this answer wasn't too much or too drawn out.

[mitzo]

everything will be ok. it might not feel that way in the moment, but the beauty of life is being able to indulge in current emotions. it's ok to feel sad or angry or hateful as long as you have a healthy outlet, mine is art and playing mario :) things do work themselves out over time, back when my depression was really rough i thought i'd never crawl out of that claustrophobic ass hole. it was after a surgery that left me completely motionless so i had zero control and everything felt out of hand. BUT the good news is i started up my hobbies again and started self caring in tiny amounts and everything is ok for me now :D life still isn't perfect and it'll never be but it's up to you to make the most of it

^^^my girlfriend's cat her name is sammy

kitty!

[subbyfoxelf]

[tv review] ds9 3x06 "the abandoned" (1994)

this is a well-structured episode that sets up two main plots that have drastically different stakes & scale but have very coherent themes that dovetail effortlessly with each other. one of those times when it’s very clear what the show is saying without it being remotely forced.

the problem is that what the show has to say in both of these plotlines fucking sucks.

(cw: this episode depicts an adult dating a minor, and does not condemn it. i am about to rip it to shreds for this, but yeah, didn't want to spring that on anyone.)

in one corner, we have a rapidly-aging jem’hadar that was recovered from some gamma quadrant salvage and became the station’s problem. odo takes the boy under his wing, and it’s all very sweet until it isn’t? but we’ll come back to that. in the other corner, jake sisko, a 16-year-old boy, is dating a 20-year-old girl. his father is, rightly, really fucking upset about that, but the whole plot is about making him okay with that and just. fucking. can we not?

in main, serious plot land, we actually get off to a pretty great start. sisko oohs & ahhs over the infant in sickbay, and i just fucking love how much he lights up in this scene. one of the many things i love about sisko is that he’s consistently portrayed as a kind, nurturing father, and this scene is just such a wonderful concentrated form of that. and when odo takes the boy under his wing, he’s uncomfortable & awkward as hell but clearly has the boy’s best interests at heart.

for like maybe 50% of the episode things are going swimmingly, and then odo boots up a combat program to give the boy a healthy outlet for the aggressive urges he’s having trouble regulating, and kira barges in & pulls odo aside to tell him she violently disagrees with this? and the episode totally bears her point of view out? the only way odo is able to defuse the situation is by taking the boy to the gamma quadrant and turning him over to the dominion to be a soldier-slave, and worse the episode literally ends with him sitting down & telling kira, “you were right.” BARF!

so if you’re keeping score at home, this episode spends most of its runtime asking interesting questions about nature vs. nurture and head-fakes at breaking down prejudice, and then ends up coming down decisively on the side of “nature” & justifying a prejudiced view of the jem’hadar, a race of people that is literally enslaved. COOL.

over in subplot land, there’s some goalpost shifting where sisko’s objections to jake’s relationship with mardah is framed as being about her being a dabo girl rather than JAKE BEING A LITERAL CHILD AND HER BEING A LITERAL ADULT???

they have this family dinner and sisko finds out that she’s actually very smart & pursuing an education, which like, NO SHIT? a lot of people are in demeaning service industry jobs to support something like this, and those of us who are stuck there and have no path out are oftentimes also well-educated? like, that’s his objection? really??? so yeah, that whole thing is just immediately off the rails and at the end of the episode he’s like… still got his misgivings, but not like “this is probably illegal & definitely not okay, STOP”-shaped misgivings?

i just. this whole thing is SO fucking weird & irresponsible, and i cannot believe that it got written, performed, edited, and aired without anyone with the power to stop it doing so? like, i know that plenty of skeevy shit ends up on the air, but this is fucking star trek staking out an “idk, maybe it’s fine actually?” position on adults dating minors????? fucking… HOW is that a thing that happened???

you know what, i don’t care that parts of this episode were good, both of its plotlines are morally bankrupt in ways that are inextricable from the very nature of the episode, i’m not giving this one a pass. it dealt me psychic damage. d-rank

[starseverance]

heyyy 👋🏾 here’s some, for both f/o’s!

waning crescent - what does self care look like for you as a couple and/or as individuals? + solar eclipse - how do you deal with anger? what does fighting with your f/o look like? + supermoon - what would your perfect life together be like?

Ask Game Link! Hi hi Zuriel! Thank you sm for the ask! :D This one has taken me eons to answer, but I'm happy to be posting it now! :D

Waning Crescent - What does self care look like for you as a couple and/or as individuals? Answered for 🪙 here! 💫 and I are pretty good at self care, we know each other very well- and we know what we need. We encourage each other to take breaks, take care of our bodies, think things through, and find healthy outlets for our emotions. We are always there to listen to one another if we need to vent, getting the feelings out can help. Being close physically helps us to regulate our emotions and feel better.

Solar Eclipse - How do you deal with anger? What does fighting with your F/O look like? Answered for 🪙 here! Thankfully 💫 and I don't fight very often, but we have learned how to communicate when we do. Both of us tend to be very stuck in our ways, so oftentimes a little bit of time to calm down can go a long way. We try to see things from the other person's point of view, and recognize that even though we may not share some feelings, we need to honour them.

Supermoon - What would your perfect life together be like? 💫- A perfect life together, huh... The great thing about my relationship with 💫 is that I don't need too many specific things for it to be perfect. We would have far more than enough money to live comfortably, he'd be alive, and our relationship would be accepted by all of our family and friends. I'd have a cool job, he'd actually take time off of work if he needed it, and all would be well. I haven't really thought about it... perfection is impossible to attain.

🪙- A perfect life with 🪙 is selfshipping with him and not being with him irl because that man is awful and would treat me like shit. My perfect life with 🪙 would involve him tolerating me, and being kind to me, and letting me make eye contact with him, and teaching me cool things, and talking to me, and having a physical relationship with me giving me hugs, and not taking my things or killing me.

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(I can't animate but I decided to go above and beyond and draw it anyways, the inbetweens would be showing that the lock is locked, handing it to Clover, him pressing a paw onto the lock to open it, and him walking up to show off)

Here's that video you asked for, pretty sure applying paint to the inside of a lock would make it not work so I guess I'm out of luck with that

hello yes please tell your weird green dog that i love him

Sorry, I should've been more specific, that's my bad o-o' the paint works on childproofing measures. Like those plastic latches that go around the handles and stuff? That's how we use it here. They can't open the cabinets cus they're tied down, and can't take the latch off cus they can't use their powers on it. Espeon especially, as they're quadrupedal, so they don't have thumbs with which to open it even if they do figure it out. You spray the thing when it's unlocked to make sure it gets everywhere, then assemble it back together. Most locks have enough wiggle room to accommodate the extra material, and I think some have, like, a built in coating now? Idk, I just do it the old fashioned way.

We do this on almost everything around here, including electrical outlets. Because slowpoke are complete dumbasses and will absolutely lick a wall socket.

Also Chives looks like he's doing good :) I know we don't talk about him much since leafeon tend to be pretty quiet, but his ears and tail are looking really healthy, and it looks like he's even got sprouts growing in, which is a great sign ^^ They only sprout when they're comfortable, so that's his way of showing he trusts you :D

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Dogs are known for their love of chewing on bones, and beef bones are a great option for their health. Not only do they provide entertainment and mental stimulation, but they also offer a range of nutritional benefits. Beef bones are a natural and nutritious treat that can support your dog's overall health and well-being. Key TakeawaysBeef bones are a natural and nutritious treat for dogs that offer a range of health benefits.They are rich in essential nutrients like calcium, phosphorus, and collagen, which can improve your dog's overall health.Chewing on beef bones can also help improve your dog's dental health by reducing plaque and tartar buildup.It's important to choose the right type of beef bones for your dog and to feed them safely to avoid any potential health risks.Incorporating beef bones into your dog's diet can be a great way to boost their joint and digestive health, but it's important to do so in moderation and under the guidance of a veterinarian. Beef Bones: A Natural and Nutritious Treat for Dogs Beef bones are a natural source of protein, calcium, and other essential nutrients. They are packed with vitamins and minerals that can contribute to your dog's overall health. Protein is crucial for muscle development and repair, while calcium is essential for strong bones and teeth. By giving your dog beef bones, you are providing them with a natural and wholesome treat that can help support their nutritional needs. In addition to the nutritional benefits, beef bones are also a great way to keep your dog entertained and mentally stimulated. Chewing on bones can help alleviate boredom and reduce destructive behaviors. It can also provide an outlet for your dog's natural instinct to chew. By giving them beef bones, you are providing them with a safe and healthy way to satisfy their chewing needs. The Nutritional Value of Beef Bones for Dogs Beef bones are rich in vitamins and minerals that are essential for your dog's health. They contain vitamins such as vitamin A, vitamin D, and vitamin E, which play a crucial role in maintaining a healthy immune system. These vitamins can help support your dog's overall well-being and keep them in optimal health. In addition to vitamins, beef bones also contain minerals such as phosphorus, magnesium, and zinc. These minerals are important for various bodily functions, including bone development, muscle function, and immune system support. By giving your dog beef bones, you are providing them with a natural source of these essential nutrients. How Beef Bones Can Improve Your Dog's Dental Health Benefits of Beef Bones for Dog's Dental Health 1. Helps to remove plaque and tartar buildup 2. Strengthens teeth and gums 3. Provides mental stimulation and reduces boredom 4. Promotes healthy chewing habits 5. Reduces bad breath and improves overall oral hygiene Chewing on beef bones can have a positive impact on your dog's dental health. The act of chewing helps remove plaque and tartar buildup on your dog's teeth, which can lead to dental issues such as gum disease and tooth decay. By giving your dog beef bones to chew on, you are promoting good oral hygiene and preventing potential dental problems. The texture of beef bones can also help massage your dog's gums, which can promote healthy gum tissue. This can be especially beneficial for dogs that are prone to gum disease or have sensitive gums. By giving them beef bones, you are providing them with a natural way to maintain their dental health. The Importance of Choosing the Right Beef Bones for Your Dog Not all beef bones are created equal, and it's important to choose the right ones for your dog. Avoid bones that are too small or too hard, as they can pose a choking hazard or damage your dog's teeth. Instead, opt for large, raw beef bones that are appropriate for your dog's size and chewing habits. It's also important to choose bones that are sourced from reputable sources.

Look for bones that come from grass-fed, free-range cattle, as these animals are typically healthier and produce higher-quality bones. Avoid bones that have been treated with chemicals or additives, as these can be harmful to your dog's health. How to Safely Feed Beef Bones to Your Dog While beef bones can provide many benefits for your dog's health, it's important to supervise them while they are chewing on bones to ensure their safety. Make sure to monitor their chewing habits and remove any small or sharp pieces that may pose a choking hazard. It's also crucial to avoid giving your dog cooked bones. Cooked bones can splinter and cause harm to your dog's digestive system or internal organs. Stick to raw beef bones, as they are safer and more natural for your dog to chew on. Beef Bones and Joint Health: A Powerful Combination Beef bones contain glucosamine and chondroitin, which are natural compounds that can help support your dog's joint health. These compounds are known for their ability to reduce inflammation and promote joint lubrication. This can be especially beneficial for older dogs or those with joint issues such as arthritis. By giving your dog beef bones to chew on, you are providing them with a natural source of glucosamine and chondroitin. This can help support their joint health and improve their mobility and comfort. Beef Bones and Digestive Health: What You Need to Know While beef bones can provide many benefits for your dog's health, they can also cause digestive issues if not given in moderation. It's important to monitor your dog's intake and avoid giving them too many bones at once. Excessive consumption of bones can lead to constipation, diarrhea, or even blockages in the digestive tract. To prevent digestive issues, start by giving your dog small pieces of bone and gradually increase the size as they become accustomed to them. This will allow their digestive system to adjust and prevent any potential problems. Tips for Incorporating Beef Bones into Your Dog's Diet If you're interested in incorporating beef bones into your dog's diet, there are a few tips to keep in mind. Start by introducing small pieces of bone as a treat or reward. As your dog becomes more comfortable with chewing on bones, you can gradually increase the size and frequency. You can also try adding bone broth or ground bones to your dog's food for added nutrition. Bone broth is a great way to provide the benefits of beef bones without the risk of choking or digestive issues. Ground bones can be mixed into your dog's food as a natural source of calcium and other essential nutrients. Boost Your Dog's Health with the Power of Beef Bones In conclusion, beef bones are a natural and nutritious treat that can provide many benefits for your dog's health. By choosing the right bones and feeding them in moderation, you can help support your dog's overall well-being. From promoting dental health to supporting joint health and providing essential nutrients, beef bones are a powerful addition to your dog's diet. So go ahead and give your furry friend a bone – they'll thank you for it! FAQs What are beef bones for dogs? Beef bones for dogs are bones from cows that are given to dogs as a treat or chew toy. They are typically raw and uncooked, and can be purchased from pet stores or butchers. Are beef bones safe for dogs? Beef bones can be safe for dogs if given in the appropriate size and under supervision. However, there is a risk of choking, broken teeth, or intestinal blockages if the bones are too small or if the dog chews them too aggressively. What are the benefits of giving beef bones to dogs? Beef bones can provide mental stimulation and help keep dogs' teeth clean by scraping away plaque and tartar. They can also provide a source of calcium and other minerals. What types of beef bones are safe for dogs? Large, raw beef bones such as femurs, knuckles, and shanks are generally safe for dogs to chew on. However, small bones,

cooked bones, and bones that have been cut or processed in any way can pose a risk to dogs. How should I give beef bones to my dog? Beef bones should be given under supervision and in an appropriate size for your dog's breed and size. It is recommended to give the bone for no more than 15-20 minutes at a time to prevent any choking or digestive issues. After the bone has been chewed on for a while, it should be discarded and replaced with a fresh one.

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Understanding German Shepherd Behavior: Insights for New Owners

German Shepherds are among the most popular and versatile dog breeds, known for their intelligence, loyalty, and remarkable work ethic. For new owners, understanding German Shepherd behavior is crucial to fostering a healthy and harmonious relationship with their new furry family member. This article provides insights into common behaviors of German Shepherds and offers tips for managing and training them effectively.

1. Traits of German Shepherd Behavior

a. Intelligence and Eagerness to Learn

German Shepherds are renowned for their high intelligence. They are quick learners and excel in various activities, from obedience training to advanced tasks such as search and rescue. Their eagerness to learn makes them highly trainable but also means they require regular mental stimulation to prevent boredom.

b. Loyal and Protective Nature

German Shepherds are fiercely loyal to their families and have a strong protective instinct. They are naturally inclined to safeguard their loved ones, making them excellent watchdogs. While their protective nature is an asset, it’s important to channel this instinct appropriately through training and socialization.

c. High Energy Levels

German Shepherds are an active breed with high energy levels. They thrive on physical exercise and mental challenges. Regular exercise is essential to keep them healthy and well-behaved. Without adequate physical activity, they may become restless and exhibit undesirable behaviors.

2. Common Behavioral Traits

a. Separation Anxiety

German Shepherds are deeply bonded with their families and can suffer from separation anxiety if left alone for extended periods. Symptoms may include excessive barking, destructive behavior, and attempts to escape. Gradual desensitization and providing engaging toys can help alleviate separation anxiety.

b. Barking and Alertness

German Shepherds are naturally alert and may bark at unfamiliar sounds or visitors. While their barking can be an asset for alerting you to potential threats, excessive barking can become problematic. Training and providing appropriate outlets for their alertness can help manage this behavior.

c. Socialization Needs

Socialization is crucial for German Shepherds to develop into well-rounded adults. They can be wary of strangers and other animals if not properly socialized. Early and ongoing socialization helps them become more comfortable and confident in various situations and with different people and animals.

3. Training Tips for German Shepherds

a. Positive Reinforcement

German Shepherds respond best to positive reinforcement training methods. Reward-based training using treats, praise, and toys encourages desired behaviors and strengthens the bond between you and your dog. Avoid harsh training methods, as they can lead to fear and mistrust.

b. Consistency and Patience

Consistency is key when training German Shepherds. Establish clear commands and routines, and stick to them. Patience is also essential, as German Shepherds may take time to learn new commands or behaviors. Regular training sessions help reinforce learning and maintain good behavior.

c. Mental Stimulation

Given their high intelligence, German Shepherds require mental stimulation to stay engaged and happy. Incorporate puzzle toys, obedience training, and interactive games into their routine. Mental challenges help prevent boredom and destructive behavior.

d. Physical Exercise

Regular physical exercise is vital for German Shepherds. Plan daily activities such as walks, playtime, and agility training to keep them physically fit and mentally stimulated. An active lifestyle helps prevent behavioral issues and promotes overall well-being.

4. Handling Behavioral Issues

a. Addressing Destructive Behavior

German Shepherds may engage in destructive behavior if they are bored or anxious. Provide plenty of toys and engage in regular exercise to reduce the likelihood of destructive actions. If issues persist, consider consulting a professional dog trainer for additional guidance.

b. Managing Aggression

While German Shepherds are generally good-natured, they can display aggressive behavior if not properly socialized or if they feel threatened. Early socialization and training are crucial for managing aggression. If you encounter aggression issues, seek advice from a professional behaviorist.

c. Encouraging Good Behavior

Reinforce positive behavior through rewards and praise. Encouraging good behavior helps strengthen desirable traits and builds a positive relationship with your dog. Focus on rewarding the behaviors you want to see more of and redirecting undesirable behaviors.

5. Conclusion: Embracing German Shepherd Behavior

Understanding German Shepherd behavior is key to successfully integrating this remarkable breed into your life. By recognizing their traits and needs, and employing effective training and socialization techniques, you can ensure a rewarding and fulfilling experience with your German Shepherd.

Embrace their intelligence, energy, and loyalty, and provide them with the mental and physical stimulation they need to thrive. With the right approach, your German Shepherd puppy will become a well-behaved, loving, and loyal companion, enriching your life in countless ways.