#Gonna be a quiet day this year
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happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday dear Leigh, happy birthday to me.
#the rare leigh#Gonna be a quiet day this year#Doing a tile job for a client so I couldn’t take the day off >.>;#Gotta get their kitchen back in order before thanksgiving lmao#Going to a biiiiiig international food market tomorrow tho#Am so excited!!!!
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The overwhelming power of the doting grandparent.
#ffxiv#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#oc#atticus van simularus#he's dealt with four separate generations of galvus' and several wars- nothing fazes him anymore#ah just one of those days I wanted to draw something wholesome#where others see zenos as a weapon or a monster- atticus always saw the quiet lonely kid#a mental image that still hasnt left him LOL even to zenos' annoyance#adventurer zenos after all these years finally understands why tsukiko gets so flustered whenever atticus is involved#he has the “hardened warrior serious judge” or the “im gonna make sure all your needs are cared for youre not going home hungry” energy#and with the twins- or any orphan kid he's helped take care of- and zenos its usually the latter#I also dont know why I just imagine little bookwyrm having the same energy as magnai's little sun to him
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I never get to post about this AU so this prompt had me PUMPED!!! This is Emmet from my Stelleret AU, where he made a deal with a star weaving, soul eating, spider Ultra Beast in order to find Ingo. He gave up his physical body for Stelleret's interdimensional/time travelling powers on the condition that he would continue to feed it. So they fused and now Emmet's a weird monster thing trying to manage the hunger of the other soul in the vessel and also find Ingo, wherever he is. There's more but I don't want to bore the audience rn ^^* if I have time I might post doodles/sketches, since this is one of my favourite AUs I've written but also very tedious and longwinded to explain. Anyways, hope you guys like the art and have a good day!
#submas#subwaymasteremmet#emmetpokemon#kudari#monthofemmet#pokemon#pokemonfanart#fun fact: there's so many stupid antics between StellerEmmet and Volo's family due to the complicated romance#this is one of the few AUs where I have them together and they're a silly couple doing their best#Emmet is also just generally very different in this AU (besides the obvious change)#5 years without Ingo‚ 3 years stuck in a body he hates‚ and not having positive human contact after the contract's sealed#he's very quiet and tends to hide a lot because he knows he won't be accepted by others#Volo's a big win in that aspect cause he doesn't really care and tends to him with all the love he doesn't get anymore#I'm not gonna get started on Ingo cause that's a whole other mess and I don't want to write too many tags ( ╯▽╰)#anyways have a good day let me know if you guys would like to know more
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I am super sad that Naomie Harris is likely not returning for 28 Years Later. However. I have just seen that they cast Erin Kellyman.
I bet you ANYTHING that she plays Jim and Selena’s daughter. Like please. It would be so good and such a good tribute to Selena’s character if they end up writing that she is dead.
#I am just sooooo like whyyyy selenaaaaa#anyway am trepidatious about the movie but surely it’s gonna be good. there’s a lot of evidence to say objectively that it will be good#but always I am worried about sequels. they are often unnecessary#://#watch this space lol#28 days later#28 years later#cillian murphy#naomie Harris#erin kellyman#I mean you could also argue - Why would anyone have a child in that universe. who would do that#and to that I say - It Happens. Quiet Place anyone#and other factors#anyway#ventifrappa#hands up in despair please look after these characters guys
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will i ever stop seeing my childhood cat in every neighborhood cat i encounter or not
#she isn't even dead for all i know but my mom have her away bc the apartment she's in doesn't allow cats#(BUT DOGS HOW EVIL IS THAT AND THE NEIGHBORHOOD IS SO FUCKING QUIET AND PERFECT FOR CATS AND THERE'S EVEN THREE OTHERS#ROAMING AROUND IN THE SAME STREET LIKE THAT'S SO UNFAIR)#anyway she went to a lovely girl who is similar to my age and she is even living with a second cat now which is crazy bc we only ever had#her on her own but she was super active so i think that is actually doing her good#i think about her so often it's not funny and the way that we had her for 12 years and i'm prob never gonna know when she yk passes away#it's just so sad and unfair idk i would've gone to the ends of the world for her but alas#this also happened two years ago btw it's old news but i'm STILL thinking about her every day#000
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The way Saejima has such a calm, soothing domestic streak to his personality is one of my very favourite things about him.
#like reading his rggo stories have endeared me even more#He befriends little cats and he visits Yasuko's grave and cleans it up and loves to eat out at food places#majima was right to cut him from the gang#Saejima should live somewhere quiet and warm and teach a woodworking class for free to kids#and have majima bouncing off the walls in the bg#like he just should. he suits it#i also like that the 25 yrs he spent in jail actually impacts him#like they never reslly have kiryu be deeply like Wow i lost a decade and it affected me#even though Im absolutely certain it did and plays into why he is why he is once he gets out#but this post aint about kiryu#like he seems to really appreciate people and his relationships#he goes back to thank Okudera once he gets out of jail- I firmly believe he'll probably continue to visit the village once a year or so#for okudera but for the other people too- like the lady who helped him out frequently (i think she had a tiny crush lmao)#like he stops in for a couple days and helps out#He still calls up Kido and they get a bite and have a drink#he was alone for so long so him actually really trying and caring about the lil friendships he builds is so 💖🥺#As soon as Baba finishes his sentence I know bro gonna be at the gate and Babas gonna burst into tears about it#ough I just appreciate him 🥺
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i can’t wait to see aki realize he lost the one person he cared about and then be told he only has two more years to live and then sob alone in a hospital room before deciding to throw what little remaining life he has away and doom himself to the worst death imaginable tomorrow. and by can’t wait i mean i’m blowing everything up
#OUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#FUCK#FUCK FUCK FUCK#bad day for aki hayakawa specifically tomorrow#watching these things animated is going to kill me#i hope they do the scene justice bc the moment where akis told he has two years to live has one of my favorite panels#it’s like a small subtle fully rendered panel of his mouth slightly agape. no dialogue. just him realizing his life is over#it’s just one of those quiet heart wrenching moments that i hope gets transferred over lol#god#kinda unrelated can’t wait to see my roommate react to this tomorrow#she’s gonna be like what do you MEAN he has two years to live and is gonna die in the worst way imaginable WHAT#ohhhh boy we’re really getting into the horrors now#chainsaw man#aki hayakawa#mine
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Copperhead takes time to warm up to people. In his experience, most people cannot see past his appearance and treat him differently, be it with thinking he's creepy or worse, thinking him an animal due to his serpentine looks. Copperhead is okay with the latter; people who assume his intelligence is low or that he doesn't 'experience feelings' like a human only makes it all the easier to take them by surprise when they underestimate him so badly.
#🐍 || musings#🐍 || headcanons#He experiences this a lot#Moreso people finding him 'creepy' which is fine by him#He doesn't trust people easily and is fine with whatever they think so long as they pay him for his services#Those who try to play him or give them less than what he agreed to will pay for it another way#It's funny because he will be so quiet and let them assume he's not as intelligent as he actually is#When really he's taking everything in and judging the fuck out of them#One of the few things he's thankful for in having a hard time expressing himself facially is that he can feel rage but look calm af#Which is another thing that's creepy about him because he just can't make the same facial expressions ordinary humans do#And a lot of people naturally assume that because he can't show it then he can't feel it#No eyebrows to indicate surprise or incredulousness#No ability to blink so can avoid any tells that excessive blinking would indicate#No blushing because scales#Can't really blame people for finding him uncanny but it is what it is#I'm feeling a bit better again but I have the hospital in a few hours so gonna catch a quick nap#I have two days off but otherwise I'm working damn near every day until New Year so maybe I can eke out something#Thank you all for being so wonderfully patient with my stupid ass#And thank you to new followers also I promise I am not ignoring you I'm just having a tough time lately#Bless you Chrome for inspiring this thought#I needed distractions tonight x
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so what if i killed myself.
#my moms been having health problems for a few months now so that means that she hasnt gone to the village to help my grandma#and in august since the caretaker(s) have holidays. usually its my mom my aunt and my uncle who take turns taking care of my grandma#but since my moms been having these problems. my aunt and uncle told her that she didnt have to help and that theyd do it#so like two days ago then i find out that my mom is going to the village bc my uncle is staying there. shes not gonna do any heavy lifting#but shes gonna be there in case my grandma needs anything#so i tell her that i wanna go too. and she says 'no. im gonna take a blablacar to go there'#she also said that i cant just go to the village to just see my friends and party. and that i need to help if i wanna go there#SO THEN i tell her that ok. i can go there this weekend and help her as well. SO NOW she tells me that no. i shouldve said so earlier bc no#all the plans are made. and she doesnt have to tell me everything (like the fact that my aunt and uncle didnt count her in august to help)#so like?????? im just supposed to know everything myself???????? like bro. i go to the village ONCE a year. last time i went it was christm#*christmas. and i had a shit time bc i had covid AND i was studying for exams. so like. when else am i supposed to go to the village??????#then she complains that im like. loosing contact w my aunts and uncle but its like. the only time i see them is in the village#BUT YOU WONT LET ME GO????????????? like im truly crying out of desperation at this point bc im gonna be stuck in this shithole place (zgz)#all fucking august long. all bc my mom doesnt think i should go to the village if i dont help. but also she doesnt say WHEN i could help#SO WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO!!!!! im apparently just supposed to know these things#parents who have taught their daughter to be quiet and not be a bother surprised when their child (who is no longer a daughter)#keeps quiet and tries do do as theyre told instead of being proactive. bc thats what they taught her#suicide mention#z xarre
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Manifestation Moodboard: Interfaith Christmas, Hannukah & Yule!!
#arcana.uploads#the idealized self.#christmas.#hannukah.#yule.#mine.#do not reblog unless you're a member of our system.#christmas + hannukah + yule inspo !! ft fancy clothes & cool stuff i'd& love to wear & do one day !! <3333#the contrasting colors of christmas / yule & hannukah are so neat tbh#like. you have red & green for christmas / yule & blue & white for hannukah w/ flecks of gold & silver for both !!#i& would totally love to have a whole hannukah thing w/ jewish friends & maybe some trusted goyim & vibe while we eat jelly donuts & challa#& study some more jewish literature & learn about revolution bc at its core thats what hannukah's about !!#& then for christmas we'd& vibe w/ friends while we drink hot cocoa & watch some cheesy movies & decorate the tree qwq + chinese food ngl#both hannukah & xmas get gingerbread houses & cakes for their respective holidays BET !!!! idc idc#& then in between xmas & yule we'd& love to go out w/ friends to like. a cabin or idk a longhouse or smth & vibe there !!#& go skiing maybe even tho i suck at it or try traditional dogsledding LAGJGAAGLJAGGALJAGJL#one of my& favorite gifts are gonna be blue roses + mullah bc we& love to see it !!#& then i'd& totally wanna go on those horseback carriage rides w/ either partner(s) or friends or maybe a future niece/nephew/nieph qwq#our& outfits would ideally SLAY#& then for yule it'll be a more quiet solemn but happy time !! bonus if it has log cake !! lots of prayers & hopes for the new year !! <333#maybe do some kinda fancy altar & practicing winter witchcraft / magick along w/ traditional indigenous medicines on the side !!#bc listen a native jewish bitch can dream !!!!
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No maternal instinct but you know what I do have?? Older sibling instinct. I will see a kid with fun and or goofy energy and immediately feel the urge to hassle, vibe with, help, and teach random shit to them.
#the first year new kids in my scout troop are actually all my little siblings actually#there’s one girl in particular who’s awesome#I’d literally drop WVERYTHING to go help this kid with pitching a tent or buy her a slushee or bother her#she’s kinda quiet but her vibes are immaculate#if you are a neurodivergent child around me I will not hesitate to give you a dumb nickname and laugh at all the stupid drama you have#I will not be able to stop myself from teaching the local kid Star Wars lore#or help with Minecraft#I’m sorry but if little Suzie wants to know how to make her own crappy YouTube videos#you bet your ass I’m gonna teach her everything I know#basically I’m just my older brother but on the days where he actually chose to be around me
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theres no better place for my ichi ringtone to go off than during my exam tbh
#snap chats#i DO NOT want to talk about my exam <- is gonna talk about it#i get bad physiological reactions to tests itd be hilarious if it wasnt annoying#i hate taking tests cause ill know the answers 100% but then i go to take the official test and i 👁️👁️ i forget literally everything#LIKE AS IM FILLING IN THE ANSWERS I KNOW ITS WRONG BUT MY BRAIN JUTS REFUSES TO PUT THE RIGHT ONE#I REMEMBER THE INFO I JUST CANT PUT THEM IN THE RIGHT SPOTS I GET SO NERVOUS AND FOR WHAT i hate tests.#theres nothing i can do tests have been my bane for years and ill just have to live with my educators thinking im stupid <- i am#anyway. during my exam yeah. quiet-ass room and then you hear my dork-ass ringtone go off like HELP I WAS JUST 👁️👁️#now the whole classroom knows youre a dweeb. jk no one at my school knows rgg its fine#anyway im upset and im fighting every demon telling me to go to the bar and get a drink#NO. BAD SNAP. BAD COPING MECHANISM. YOU ALSO HAVE NO MONEY ENOUGH#i have my last class of the day in twenty minutes i wanna curl up in a ball instead but thats not how life works now is it so BYE#wait can i talk bout my morning cause it was goofy#i called up my doc to get my DRUGS refilled and she was lookin over my doc like#'my man you have too much testosterone' My Sister In Christ No The Fuck I Don't LMAO if i hear one more 'sorry ma'am' i just might lose it#funny world innit.. ok my class starting soon thats all i wanted to share LMAO BYE
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still feeling bad even after food and a couple hours of sleep. how mean
#one of these days the yearning for an understanding person to come home to at the end of a day will end me#until then i will probably have to complain about my stupid suffering#why must humans be a social species and why must i crave things i cannot have lol#why must i be stuck living with people i cannot ever trust again. want to be around people i like and who i can be vulnerable with#tbh if i still was as whiny in real life as i am on here most days i'd only get to hear 'shut up' and 'tough luck. man up'#and that is Not It. would only make me feel worse. so i keep quiet and keep to myself#which does not solve my original problem at all#maybe one day. maybe one day i can just be a beloved pet that doesn't get scolded or belittled for seeking comfort#that one thing my parents said to me 15 years ago still haunts me#'only people who deserve it get hugs' which was used to deny me comfort/affection. because apparently i am not worthy/deserving 👍#i was 13 going through the most vile shit at school but bc it affected me negatively and my parents didn't like me at my mentally illest#they just straight up denied me any type of comfort or support. took away my belongings. made me stay in my room for months on end#as corrective punishment. but none of it made me better. just made me worse. idk idk idk#all the shit they put me through. the emotional and physical punishments. the beatings borne from frustration#and still some part of me wants to seek comfort from them. BUT I SHOULDN'T. they broke my trust and my heart and soul so many times#it'd be straight up suicide to open up and be vulnerable with them again... lole running chest first into a wall of knives. no.#sorry. really in it tonight. gonna try to be more normal tomorrow
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bonus thing i cherish in this shot is that it's the one time it's immediately noticeable that her hair length is uneven....let's go Cutting One's Own Hair (With Or Without A Mirror) look havers irl (b/c of cutting one's own hair with or without a mirror, maybe) & even when it's recreated on purpose like so
#haven't yet rewatched fury road as i've been anticipating doing for weeks now. we're on the verge of it though i can sense it#thank god ms charlize (juking diacritics) decided on Furiosa Will Have Short Hair#the No Diegetic Makeup. the constant (smudged with dirt or grease or blood perhaps) looks#only additional thing that we're demanding from anything. armpit hair please. for furiosa at least#meanwhile siiigh i guess like three days (? i will go through the number of Nights in my head. one. two.) closer to two days#isn't long enough to grow that much leg hair siiigh fine. more difficult to match up leg hair shots chronology too but if only....#reminds me how a while ago i was like half watching smthing & after a fair number of scenes was like oh hang on that's charlize furiosa....#b/c i basically know her From This. i'd seen smthing else she was in years before w/o remembering much details of Anything#(also had technically seen tom hardy in smthing more recently at the time Also w/o recognizing as much. also thanks at least in part to#not especially enjoying the movie) & i'm not great with faces; that most roles are gonna have Longer Hair / Makeup happening#and a lack of constant dirt grease blood etc even like okay this would be quite difficult#so i Didn't recognize the actor for a hot minute until the reason i Did was just this instance of [subtle quiet shift Acting Moment]#where she got this particular Silent Restrained Intensity going and i was like oh hang on. Could Be Her lmao. it was#anyways even capturing this screencap it was like Aughhh that she Walks. Stops. Walks. the Soundtrack doing what it's doing here....#and if there's Anything in this film to illustrate [max: main character] [furiosa: protagonist] boy is it this scene. wah#the end of this shot as capable like starts looking away like ah yeah emotion moment. well i'll give you this privacy#just like the fast & furious crossroads chat about cam fr lol like i'll respectfully turn so i'm not looking right at you for this Real Shi#responding to your reeling deepest devastation by moving forward still as far as you can? a quarter mile at a time of you#fury road
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#i just realised that somewhere in october it's gonna be a year since i fell into bts x)#i don't remember the exact day but it was two or three weeks before jk's world cup perfomance#and it was like a time jump for me bc on one hand i just saw him being a literal teenager so shy and quiet i could barely hear his voice#and on other hand there he was performing dreamers so confident and cool omg#i've always loved such things x)#i bet last year's me now sits on this same chair and watches jimmy fallon videos x)#if she only knew how really deep this rabbit hole is lol
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achievement get (for the billionth time): take one look at an assignment and get severely overwhelmed AND discouraged for the rest of the day and do nothing
#it's so much and it's dishonest work!! literally dishonest because all i can think of is how bullshit a lot of it sounds. instead of#you know?#actually learning anything?#but this thorough lack of motivation is just gonna get me in trouble isnt it. how do i swallow my emotions and figure things out#its getting harder every year and the feeling that the few people i have close by do not ever truly understand - like at all - is horrifyin#yes sorry this is all i could think of for the past six hours. im having a great day (no im not. i also hate myself for feeling this way)#zero.txt#im sure it hurts the few people who care and who thought i'd actually go on to do things to see me constantly wallowing for reasons#that they refuse to comprehend or have compassion for.#just stop being sad! just get to work piece by piece! have some resilience#meanwhile all ive done is cry. maybe a part of me just likes feeling like this i DONT KNOW#and ofc so often im like. the only reason im still around is im quiet and they havent invented thought police#yet.#how can i have hope when the moment i decide to pluck a silver of it out of my core i read something that in a better world would not even-#-be a nightmare#like. you say things like that with your mouth and expect us to mindlessly repeat if we want anything in life...#fuck my stupid baka life <3#ugh im just going in yet another circle now when i know trying to put my feelings in words is not helpful. what IS helpful#negative#again sorry. at least you dont have to open this wall of tags#delete later#maybe
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