#God it hurts so much
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day i-dont-even-remember-anymore of my pinched nerve: will to live rapidly diminishing. considering cutting own head off
#personal spewage#IT FREAKING SUCKS MAN#god it hurts so much#ive found the position(s) that dont trigger it so im able to spend SOME time without having to feel it#but its also hard to just. lie in one position without moving all day :/#haaaaaaaaaaaate
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listening to 'you're on your own, kid' and crying over dan fielding
#just saw s6ep17#where he falls in love again only for it to be ripped away#'not tonight. i have a heartache'#god it hurts so much#why won't let him be happy?????#this is why i can't consider the reboot in canon#because i don't particularly like the idea of dan fielding living his worst fears and not having anyone#no siree#you're on your own kid#dan fielding#night court#taylor swift
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(Health TMI) I hate how the bigger is the delay with the blood moon, the stronger cramps and headache will be.. It is like a squeezed spring; the stronger you press it, the stronger it will bounce back. Whose idea it was to casually make one of human sexes to be out of order for a few days per month? Seriously 🤦♂️
#/vent#health#whoever was creating humans made female ones out of spite#like you know how some people create a character deliberately to mock and hate?#honestly periods is the worst idea possible from biological standpoint#just... just why.#it makes me think of mysticism behind human race though#because period cycles and moon cycles move in such similar pattern#and there is no other reason for periods but just to make us suffer#like other animals dont need that shit! only us#god it hurts so much#agh
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im gonna shoot myself why didnt i get tit tickets WHY DIDNT I BUY THEM GOD PLEASE im so unwell
#dnp#they look so happy#im going on a trip with my family i literally wouldnt even be able to see them#god it hurts so much#my post
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i did a dumb thing and now my ass hurts like hell
i literally can't sleep comfortably every position hurts
and before y'all yell at me, i can't go to urgent care bc 1) i'm broke 2) idk where it is 3) i probably can't walk there 4) it's currently late at night and 5) if my mom sees an urgent care expense in my card history she's going to lose her shit
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Reblogging only because it's haunting me and I need to archive it
I respect the art that makes me cry
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I wish James was here. He never judged me and he always understood
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Need to draw them more actually ;((
#gravity falls#the book of bill#fiddauthor#fiddleauthor#fiddleford mcgucket#stanford pines#gravity falls stanford#gravity falls fiddleford#gf#gf standford#gf fiddleford#gravity falls fanart#reposted cause I had to fix a tiny mistake that was driving nuts akshhs#GOD I MISS THESE TWO AND WHY DID FIDDS SUFFER THE MOST FUCK#it hurted so much rewatching the show knowing EVERYTHING now waaaaa
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got into a car wreck yesterday and ohmyfuck I am in so much pain
#why am i like this#grr#kill me plz#grr I have eight issues as is#disabled#physically ill#I’m so so sleepy but it’s hurts too much and my brain won’t turn off#vent#sorry#it hurts to move at all#god it hurts so much#I’m so dizzy and tired and nauseous ughhhh#plus I’m on my period#I CAN’T LIVE LAUGH LOVE IN THESE CONDITIONS BRUV
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i don't normally participate in these redraw challenges but it's megumi so i'll make an exception
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk megumi#megumi#looks at clock UHHHHHHHH oops#i got lost in the sauce that is rendering his gd chin and under his lips.... ive been in stylized anime mouth land 2 long i fear#i had forgotten how much of a pain those shadows are :'>>> eSP at a lookdown angle#fought a bit but little did he know i spent years doing coloured pencil portraits. this is My domain#god but the rest of the skin render was so FUN i love . warm grey in2 brown in2 red/orange fr the deep underneck shadow#lip tint heavy blush freckles glossier model fushiguro megumi...........im a believer i fear#had a bit of a hard time finding a middle ground between how i normally draw his hair and a more Realistic take on it#the model in the og has hair that's pretty close but i think the strands r a bit short n too heavily curved fr my tastes#its my brand im afraid i simply must give itfs both longer hair#nothing else feels Right#but god i underestimated how Good this photoshoot is as megu material . i get the hype now i get it#i did the sketch n i looked at it and i had an oh /oh/ moment#smh megumi put those lustrous emerald orbs away before u hurt some1#his gaze is too powerful . slaps a red bg on him makes him my new icon :)#anyway its 6am it is morning time do i sleep fr like 3 hrs or do i say megumi voice Whatever we shall see
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The fact that humans have existed for so long, and haven't evolved a way to properly avoid getting stuff in our eyes, is astounding to me. Don't say "Eyelashes" because if they worked 100% of the time I wouldn't be crying out of one eye rn. I need a thin layer of skin over my eyes 24/7 cmon body give me my eye foreskin
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hey have you guys heard of that movie. yeah the obliterating masterpiece on trans identity
#i know i’m frequently dramatic but i’m being so serious when i say you have to see this movie. oh my god#as these reviews hopefully imply it will hurt. it is a viscerally hurtful movie#i’ve never been so desperate for a happy ending to a story. i wanted a happy ending for the protagonist so much it hurt#just a remarkable story about transness and identity and fear and longing and isolation#god i’m going insane#i saw the tv glow#jane schoenbrun#orating!
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there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love
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i just spent idk how long sitting on the floor and taping in preperation for paiting on saturday i never want to sit on the floor again in my life
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What do you think of Rook's savanaclaw card? <333
I didn't get him (and I need to save my keys for Silver's birthday, sob) so I looked up his groovy, and I'm not over how incredibly dramatic and epic and cool it looks in direct contrast to the absolutely ridiculous context. just look at that dynamic action and his majestic sparkling tears and keep in mind that this is pretty much right after a bunch of characters have been dance battling for his soul.
and then even the actual moment of the groovy is just like
this is NOT a negative in the slightest, I love it all, this truly was an incredible update in so many ways
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 8 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 8 spoilers#to be fair it's not COMPLETELY wacky there is actual drama going on#but that's inbetween rook's dream-vil and neige being totally hilarious at each other#'i shan't let you hurt this beautiful child!' 'vil no! if they were to harm your beauty i would be crushed by sorrow!' <- actual dialogue#also neige seeing vil as a mother figure. it's WONDERFUL and i hope real-vil never finds out because this would kill him#just like he killed neige multiple times in his own dream! :)#there was so much wild stuff in this update and not in the least was that the second time vil realized he was in a dream#his reaction was to KILL EVERYONE and cackle maniacally about it#god forbid a queen do anything i guess#anyway i also love the contrast between what i assumed savanarook would be like and what he was actually like#'he looks so wild...what kind of dangerous dream will this mighty hunter have...'#oh no he's actually just an adorable movie geek who is SO EXCITED to share his hyperfixation with us#somehow less intimidating than regular rook#and yet still a delightful little freak. his BEDROOM#the background artist went SO ham on it. truly the magnum opus of twst backgrounds#there are a bunch of little details it is SO worth zooming in on#(including a tiny little picture of che'nya! which...actually i think that implies rook may have stolen an rsa yearbook or something)#(that's our rook! /sitcom laugh track)
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