#Getting real tired of this ngl
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they should get to kill each other at least twice .i think
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#i drew this a few days ago but im so tired after work ngl . sittingnin bed like =__= ..#and im visiting family this weekend so idek if ill get to it until next weekend#but ya i love them i loge them so much#i love the tension in atots right after stanford comes back#and hes like writing sll this shit ab stan in the journal#while learning that he stole his identity and so on and stans like hey so i did this rly selfless thing for u can you at least#acknowledge it and they r just stewing in their own anger 😭#actually i love their dynamic so much . the arguing as they mimic each other 1:1 and rhe animosity and#ykw im gna make another post but the grammar stanley scene is my favorite#magbe its not post worthy nvm idc but thats probably one of my fav interactions in the whole series#its so stupid that u know its real HELPPlike yeah that rly isnjust how it is . in fact ive done more over less 🫶#HAHAHAHAH#ugh.love . lovee i wish#i dont think gf needs a continuation im totally in the 2 season boat here#but if they ever did a post series stan and ford exploration ohhh believe . trust tht i would not shut up ab it ever#i want to see them talk so bad . im so greedy bc i feel like they didnt talk enough in the series bc im partial 2 them i just want them in#everything .#i think their personalities are so fun esp bc ford isnt the annoying nerd archetype i like that hes a cocky bitch#and i like that stan is an equally cocky bitch and they both have too much pride that they butt heads over literally everythjng#but they also recognize how ridiculous it all is like 😭. even when theyre fighting over the journal they both r like ok pause r u ok#hmm.. so many ppl here capture their dynamic well too.😭at least the people who dont generalize either into a single personality trait yk#imso tired im tired#but guys i love talking ab ford and stan theybr so everything to me in ways i dnt think incould ever articulate like u see them and u just g#get it . ugh. turning my head and passing out . ford is so funny hes so stupid i love him i cant bekieve i was a ford hater im sorry ive#atoned im changed im a changed oerson i didnt realize the magnitude of his serve .but stanley as my day 1 will never change . just know .(k#idk if anyonf ever reads this fsr down but if u r here say cheesee📸📸
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Before the leaks tonight, my main notes in the department of “Izuocha not gonna be canon next chapter” is that tsu and Izuku were repeatedly chosen and placed to be in the same, worrying attitude for Ochako’s distance/absence.
Tsu was such a good subtle detail for this chapter as well. That gay ass signaling on Izuocha was so good. Like “this is platonic! Her and Izuku worry over Ochako equally!” And damn Horikoshi you really highlighted, underlined, and bolded in big bright letters Lavender Marriage for these two lmao
My other main detail is the way that Ochako’s/Izuku’s feelings are presented.
Specifically with this last little caption (that isn’t there in the officials for some reason???) on the very last page—
Pika’s translation btw
Maybe y’all don’t get it bc you need it put into perspective: the very idea that there would be a “no ships ending” is… absolutely insane. The fact that it’s the main opinion as well is even crazier.
And to put it into perspective even more, the reason it’s a common belief has to come from the idea that Ochako’s feelings are simply unrequited. A “no ships ending” wouldn’t make sense without it. Do the people saying that realize that it’s what they’re saying? “No time” isn’t a good justification, he had the time, he just used it on… other characters instead. If you believe this, you’re making the argument that Ochako’s story is about unrequited love
This line “The girl’s hidden feeings, and as for deku—..”
I fully understand what the feelings are talking about (Himiko’s death, the respective villains even if they aren’t equatable, etc), but it’s the implications of the way it’s written. It’s presenting it as Ochako’s feelings… for Izuku. It then asks the question, “..DOES Izuku feel the same way?” Because I mean, does he?
Now, I don’t think we’re getting any sort of confession. I could say in detail as to why, but that would be more like repeating the same 5 posts on my feed all week.
Because ultimately, it won’t happen. It’s another bait and switch, like it always is. And Horikoshi knows this.
So that’s why it’s so amazing that this line is here, it’s teasing, almost. Like “Look! The straight relationship is on the horizon! Just follow the cookie! It’s totally where you think it leads..”, and then signaling the warning bells in your head that not everything is as it seems.
Why make Ochako break down crying? Why not confirm Himiko’s death? Why make all of this romantic heartache? Why make straight shippers hold their breath, and then lead them into this supposed security?
Why ask a question on feelings, if it’s supposed to be a given?
#I promised myself I would post any sort of brief evidence on this before the leaks came out#but not when I’d actually written this#bc I’m ngl I wrote this like. almost a week ago. a day or two after the leaks came out.#I just felt like waiting since a lot of certain people decided to get weird and misogynistic all of a sudden. so here’s your slop.#this is a re-written brief version where I don’t go on three tangents on Izuku and Ochako’s characters#bkdk#togachako#I mean it when I said I waited to post this. luckily for me I didn’t see anyone else particularly point out these details before I did but-#GOD I haven’t been so angry at every part of this fandom in a while#trad wife misogyny to getting in the way of my gay ship misogyny I was so tired#and I better not see an even bigger spike in the 10% chance that Izuocha is canon. you can be sad without dismissing ochako#or I stg I’m becoming an Izuocha shipper full time people cannot be acting like this in the year of 2024#my Izuocha shipper threat is 1000% real and it’s only in the case that bitches don’t behave
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I was doing so well until bordem hit me???????
#gnag ngl to you im going to lose my marbles#next week i have highschool blah b#i was gonna say like oh im not gonna be much on here!#but you guys dont care so like 😭#yeah im hoping to still post art#but i get so tired from going out like once with a lot of people#and suddenly burnout is real#i am so close to being on the brink of insanity#and the urge to just redo my whole blog or just delete it is strong as well#well you guys dont care 👩❤️💋👩#atomic’s irrelevant talking
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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍
#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man#thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking#mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they#dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done#listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life#i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this#once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i#dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this#ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be#i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about#how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being#given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out#entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please#its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have#to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once#and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general#feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this#but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is#i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired#i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if#i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore#i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr#and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning#my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better#it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood#my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it#cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen#.vent#ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.
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If people could stop making massive, largely baseless assumptions about DAV based on a playtest build that only contains six hours of the game and that we haven't even seen all of that'd be great.
#i don't know it's just... it's just really tiring y'know?#'oh it's not going to have [x]' YOU DON'T KNOW THAT#we have no way of knowing that#we're seeing incomplete content of an incomplete build#'the story won't have-' we've seen basically none of the story and nothing bioware considers serious spoilers (they've confirmed that)#'the quiz cc won't have-' we've seen literally two or three screens of the quiz cc#you could take a random screenshot of the keep's tapestry and say 'look how much it's leaving out' and everyone would laugh at you#because obviously it's just not all on one screen. let's not assume dav's worldstate choices are limited to like three based on ONE SCREEN#i'm very much reaching a point of like... if you're deciding the game's going to be bad based SOLELY on this largely out of context info#then sit down shut up and don't play the game when it comes out#because this all but completely baseless negativity just gives the impression that you didn't really want to play it anyway#there comes a point when you're just taking things out of context and exaggerating them so you have something to complain about#and ngl i'm getting REAL sick of seeing it everywhere
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it's hackathon week next week and there are so many things i need to do (passport renewal, accommodation stuff, dental appointments, packing for flight, chores, etc), so i apologize if i'm kind of inactive or off in this blog or discord!!
#rin rambles#cw vent#tw vent#i'm ngl i'm starting to stress out haha#eating is such a pain sometimes i wish they invent a pill you can just take and it'll give you all the exact nutrients you need ugh#i keep forgetting to have dinner for the past 4 days n haven't had the energy to wash my hair for 3 days now#but it's fine we good we're chugging on#i'll hopefully have some time to breathe on the weekend since monday is a ph#but my god i'm dreading the hackathon sm haha#mostly bc i have never talked to the people assigned into the team with me AND everyone is in US timezone#so i have to stay up late from night to morning to collab with them#and i really don't like that haha but what can you do when it's work :))))#and then there's the new landlady's shenanigans...... i dont want to think about it.............#lets try not to get your paranoia make you break down again meirin#anyway#that got venty real fast i better put a warning#sorry for the negativity lately i'm just so tired#venty............. venti......... hey guys what do you call it when venti vents- /smacked#there now that wasnt all negative hahah
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me when y'all tag my silly comics as 'canon'
#sometimes getting validation on the internet IS what the internet is for#positivity#ngl i was like genuinely super stressed to post stuff in the dbz fandom because I know we're all very passionate in these streets#and I have simply grown Too Old and Too Tired for Tumblr Discourse#I am a big fan of 'don't tag your hate' so i've been trying very hard to not get my critiques in the tags but tumblrs search ruins that#but you've all been so delightful and sweet I'm glad to be back in my old stomping grounds#it's been a real long time!!!
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dunk saying he's never met anyone who likes hugging as much as joong does is making me laugh really hard as a very touchy-feely person myself bc like yeah. dunk has clearly never met me (and that's probably a good thing dfkkjdfkjd)
#no for real tho i'll be looking for any possible excuse to go get another hug from my friends#sometimes in my friend groups i'll go for a second goodbye hug once everyone else is done saying goodbye#everyone will be like ''but you've already hugged this person goodbye??'' and i'll be like ''SO??? CAN'T I GET ANOTHER HUG??? 😭''#sometimes i don't even look for excuses to hug my friends sometimes i'll just straight up walk up to them and hug them out of the blue#it's worse when i'm really tired#i can't tell you the amound of times i've heard ''awww is airenyah tired again??'' on days i am really affectionate... kskfkgfd#anyway no i get it. i get joong#maybe that's why i enjoy them as a pair so much bc i just feel really represented lmaooo#airenyah plappert#joongdunk#รถทาเลนท์#we have guests coming over in 5 mins and i'm only 4mins into the video oops#looks like i won't make it to the end of the show before the doorbell rings kjkjdf#i feel a strong urge to go hug my mom now ngl#also!! only the other day i sent my friend a message that went#''can i come over for a hug in the new year? 🥺''#(my friend said yes 💃🏻)#(i don't even need to hang out with him tbh i'm happy to just show up at his door squeeze him for 5mins straight and leave again lol)
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Perfectionism monster is rearing its ugly head while the desire to create is still going strong as a result I want to MAKE something but none of my ideas or projects are good enough 😭
#I need a little hype man to live in my brain#getting kind of tired of my own art style ngl and I’m like how does that HAPPEN#like imposter syndrome is wilddddddd i feel like im totally cheating at art#I should learn how to draw for real but that’s scary#I want to make a tutu print but none of my ideas are good etc etc blegh#lea talks#I want something but I don’t know what
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Wish me luck that the line to the dump tomorrow is short and that we don't get turned away for some reason bc we have the wrong kind of stuff for the dump 😔��� which I mean. It's a dump. So idk what that would be but it's a worry I have because we literally have nowhere to put any of our move out trash rn it's so bad.
#our neighbors kept filling the trash bins completely immediately sfter they were emptied for like. a month before move out#so we're strugglin real damn bad ngl#theres always a lot of crap when youve lived somewhere for 2 years or more#and our city uhhhh has a lot of laws on dumping ur trash in other ppls bins so we just dont wanna fuck with that#esp since the city has been crawling with cops for some reason since the month started#god after tomorrow all i gotta do is just fully un pack and get all the necessities we need to be fully functional in the new house#an equally arduous task but less like. immediate doom type feeling.#i just wanna hang out with my boyfriend man#i just wanna play video games n watch dungeon meshi and talk about fun little nothings with him im tired of all the hassle of moving#personal stuff
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Finished Lesson 20
I'm sort of in a mix between disappointment and bemusement. Either it's a subpar ending or I just outgrew Obey Me but I give it a C-/10
I'm like mad we're still stuck here. How much you wanna bet we never work on our Pacts/Go back to the Future again?
#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me nightbringer Season 1#I'm like... Bored.#But it's done I guess so theres that.#Real Talk; We'll never go back to the Future- With how the app is set up I get it but ngl I'm really sad about that because I hate the past#It had good story concepts and ideas but it left me feeling hollow... Man it makes me sad cause I used to be so whipped for Obey Me...#Guess we close the chapter on this part of my life for now#Anyone got other games to recommend? I'm kind of tired#Would have preferred S5 of OG Obey Me instead of this#Ngl its as disorganized as S4 of OG Obey Me.#Ah well fun while it lasted.
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How do you think Riku'd react to Shadow Mitsuru and Shadow Yukari?
I think it would honestly be really hard for him, I think he wouldn't realize they were shadows at first but once he notices the yellow eyes then he's like "oh you guys are just shadows excellent I can fight you now"
But before that... it would be pretty rough for him ngl, I'm not exactly sure what Shadow Yukari would say to him, maybe something about his loneliness as a kid? But Shadow Mitsuru? She is going right for the jugular telling him he'll never be anything more than a pathetic excuse for a Kirijo and that he'll always be stuck in mommy's shadow.
#asks#latenitewaffles#koopa bro#i would write more but i am so tired all of a sudden whoops#but this is making me :[ in a good way i looove angst#a small part of riku is genuinely happy he gets to fight mitsuru ngl 💀#he's grown up hearing about how she's crazy strong so given the opportunity to prove he's stronger and at the same time not hurt his real#mom?? man is RUNNING with it#but yeah shadow mitsuru would be NASTY she is not holding back#yukari its harder im not sure what she'd say but considering yukari can be mean yeah its not gonna be fun either#for context to anyone curious one of riku's biggest insecurities is that he will never be as good as mitsuru#and that he's constantly compared to her#so to hear that coming from a thing that looks like her???? thats gonna leave a mark#hell she might even compare him to her grandfather if she's feeling extra cruel#shadow mitsuru obvs lmao
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i wanna play animal crossing but i get really stressed about the amount of stuff i can do and how i dont know what i should do and it always reminds me that i should be working on shit :(
#its sad that such a calming game stresses me out#i just want animal crossing to be my real life#where i can just feel free#where i have no deadlines and i can just do things at my own pace however i want to#ngl i would do anything for a hug from Isabelle#idfk im just so tired of the real world...i just wanna be free to live how i want to#idfk anymore i just want a damn break from the real world...i want a world where i dont dread waking up every morning#one where i feel welcome and not like im shut out and shivering in the rain#it feels like everybody knows something i dont...something thats vital...it feels like everybody was taught how to be happy and i wasnt#i feel like an outsider in my own life...like im a side character and i only exist happily when someone else needs me#i feel like a doll who is forgotten about until they need a filler character#i feel like i only exist to give others a reason to be like they are...like im only alive to be the person who is a memory#idfk i just havent been wanted in a long time...and i know that you guys care and whatever but i just want someone irl to want me...#i want a reason to get out of bed in the morning...is that too much to ask for?#idfk im just gonna try and sleep#sorry for being a pathetic little shit#idfk im just really sorry about this#i feel bad for existing at all ngl#anyways sleep time for me...and by that i mean im gonna play games on my phone until i fall asleep
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genuinely considering making an IF when i’m done with school
#i’ve had so many ideas for years tbh#but i know it’s not something i can pursue the way i want to until school is over#which SHOULD be this year#i don’t think i’d even make a demo though until the entire first draft was done#then maybe update after each edit#it’s an idea i’ve been flirting with for a long time tbh that has now been super prominent these last few days#idk i kinda wanna make a game that has things i like#characters i wanna see and romance and then idk share that#lyriumsings txt#idk i’m think about it#it seems like such a dream rn ngl to have the free time to do that#and the energy ngl cuz even when i do have time homegirl is just plain tired sometimes lol#anyway lemme focus on art anyway#that would be the real test getting entire character refs done for the hypothetical ROs#i should focus on art anyway and advance so that im happy with anything i would hypothetically make#i’m so impatient waiting for IFs tbh like what better to do than make my own then i’ll never be bored lmao#people seem to like my character designs so making characters specifically for ppl to romance feels fun idk
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a wee update since last night! i feel better but really exhausted from stressing so badly all day. i actually called out of my job bc i just knew i wouldn't be in the state of mind to be at work, even if it would've been a good distraction ;; but i'm okay, things are alright for now, so i'll likely be around tomorrow/sunday and hopefully back to normal!
thank you for the kind comments and interactions with my post last night <3 little things like that really do mean a lot to me, so pls know i'm smooching each of your foreheads rn ❤ (ɔˆз(ˆ⌣ˆc)
#i'm still not really up for actively talking so forgive me if i'm not super talkative or not commenting on posts#the anxiety i felt today just really took it out of me and ngl?? kinda felt disconnected from my body last night and sometimes still feel#that#been feeling a lil like i'm walking a dream vs my actual life -- like thinking of my memories it doesn't feel exactly real#anyway though!!! sorry i feel like that might be a lot to just say in the tags so i'll put a lil tw#i just hopped on to maybe work on ko's bio bc i have the urge but i'm also tired so i might knock out early-ish tonight#regardless though i hope the day was kind to you and that you enjoyed your friday <3#please take care of yourselves u3u#tw vent#tw disassociation#i'm not sure if that's what i was experiencing exactly??? i don't know much about it but i'm tagging just in case#get ready to ramble | ooc
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