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angst-king · 7 months ago

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Sacrificial Lamb

((This takes place leading up to LuciLili's fall. CW description/mention of physical abuse, violence, rape/SA))

Lilith had known there was more to heaven than what meets the eye. Sure it was paradise, but was it really? Sure people were happy but it almost seemed fake, like a façade or drug. People here became ignorant of suffering and pain, some grew arrogant. Some people seem to have their living memories almost erased completely or partially twisting it so only the positive things remain. Lilith was surprised to have her memories intact by now. She still remembered her days in Edan, when she dated Adam, and how she met Samael. She also remembered how God and many of the angels seemed displeased with her choosing Samael over Adam. Yet here she was in heaven living in a castle with her lovely angel.

She knew of his many ideas about testing the humans, she was there when he did it and once again God wasn’t pleased by this but the angels showed a stronger reaction. Taunting Samael, poking and prodding at his ideas and picking them apart until he would become discouraged. He started to keep his ideas to himself in a journal though at the most he would tell Lilith, she would listen to him. She could listen to him ramble for hours, she’d even offer up her own ideas. She did everything with him by choice. That was her favorite reason why she wanted to be with him. He allowed her the opportunity to choose and emphasized it too. He gave her options, knowledge, let her make her own decisions unlike the others. He gave her chances to find herself.

Things began to take a turn when Samael’s journal went missing a day or so ago. Neither of them could find it on their side of the castle, and none of his brothers or the other angels would give a clear answer. With the hopes of it being just misplaced, Samael had to leave to perform one of his duties as an angel of death and seraphim. Of course Lilith was used to this he would never be gone long, at most a week and he would return as long as things went well. Lilith figured that in his absence, she would look for Samael’s journal. This time venturing outside of just their part of the castle.

Of course she had walked through most of it before, this place was still huge and easy to become lost in. Lilith had a feeling with how secretive and forward Micheal had been that she could check his side first. She knew Micheal and Samael never got along, always pushing and shoving Samael around, and writing him off for his ideas. It was almost childish but cruel at the same time, she never understood his reasoning for this either or why Samael never fought back much.

Sifting through piles of paperwork and medals, she found nothing, until she went into his workshop. Lilith was a little surprised at how easily she could get in, usually the door was locked. She walked up to a drawer that was left slightly opened and right there she had found the prized item. Smiling fondly as she ran her fingers over the leather bound book, she hardly noticed a shadow cast over her before everything had gone black.

When Lilith woke up she found herself in a dark room with nothing but a blanket, toilet and a locked door.

“Wh-where am I?” When she tried to get up from the floor she yelped in pain that shot up from her ankle and up her leg. With the limited light she brushed her hands along her body finding many parts swollen and most likely bruised. Thankfully they had left her clothes on, torn sure, but she wasn’t left naked. The real question was who did this and why? Curling up into a corner of the room, she pulled the blanket over her as she thought about it.

She wasn’t left to think for very long when the door opened but the lights stayed off. Footsteps grew louder and louder, the light from the door being left open just barely illuminated the figure’s silhouette. A set of large wings and a crown could be seen adorned by the tall figure that approached. Towering over her the figure finally spoke.

“Oh Miss Lilith, you really thought you were sneaky didn’t you~?” The voice purred out towering above her, something extended towards her, a hand. It grabbed her by the jaw and cheeks squeezing firmly.

“Nosy filthy human tainted by my devious brother’s thoughts, we can’t have that, and I’m sure you’re not too far gone.” Lilith recognized that voice, pushing his hand away she called out.

“Micheal?” “Oh you do recognize me, good.” Micheals grip tightened around her face almost in a crushing way.

“What the fuck are you doing Micheal?!” “Just having a little fun with my experiment is all.” She hissed out as Micheal’s nails dug into her flesh, blood dripping down from the indents. He pulled her forwards and then slammed her head back into the concrete behind her. Feeling her brain bounce against her skull from the collision her entire body went into a shocked state. Momentarily blacking out as Micheal got on top of her, these black outs only gave her frame like images of what he was doing.

On second the sound of fabric, the next Micheal’s body leaned over her, until nothing.

She didn’t know how long she had been out for when she had woken up but when she did she woke up to her name being called. Once again seeing a figure standing over her, she didn’t move nor make a sound until she could recognize the voice. Her head was pounding, while the rest of her body ached from who knows what Micheal had done to her.

“Wake up, you better not be dead!” The voice commanded impatiently, her mind too fuzzy to register the figure reaching for her before it was too late. A large hand tangled itself into her hair and yanked her up from her curled up state. She let out a yelp as her eyes flashed open wide.

“I knew you were awake, now eat.” A tray of something was dropped into her lap with a clank and clattering noise. The figure walked off without a word, leaving Lilith to her own devices. At this point food was food and she didn’t want to know the consequences of not eating it. These people seemed keen on punishing her in any way they see fit. Even with her concussion wanting to force the food from her body, she swallowed it all down cause who knows when she’ll be able to eat again.

As she ate she wondered why she was even here, what was Micheal’s reasoning for this, what did they plan to do with her? How long would they keep her, how long would it take for Samael to notice? Would he go looking for her? Once she finished what she had been given she got up to explore the room. Much to her body’s protests she made it unsteadily to her feet that ached and burned for her to sit back down. Staggering around there was barely anything to see, only a small rectangular cell window that didn’t let in much light. The door was reinforced and locked, beside that there wasn’t anything in the room. The muscles in her legs trembled harshly struggling to hold her weight, not even giving her the chance to get back to her corner; they faltered and she fell to her knees. In the end she crawled towards the blanket corner.

Not knowing when day or night had come, Lilith hardly slept, only slipping into unconsciousness when her body took charge. They provided food every other day as well as questioning her on her beliefs. From the way they went out about it, it was like they were trying to condition her to answer a certain way. A slap or hit would come her way any time she answered in a way they disliked. If she refused to go along with their conditioning things would get harsher. They’d beat her until her body was littered with red hand prints, blood and bruises.

When Samael had returned to the castle he felt that something was off, all was quiet. Too quiet, too calm, and he couldn’t find Lilith anywhere! He went through their room, the courtyard, library, kitchen, she was nowhere to be seen. Just as he was coming back to the front of the castle his presence was requested in the courtroom immediately. Confusedly he hurried to the courts where he walked in to see many angels sitting in waiting and for a spotlight to shine on him.

“And here I present to you the traitor who plans to demolish your freedoms!” Shielding himself from the blinding lights as he stepped inside, he got a glimpse of Micheal in the stands holding his book.

“This disgusting man has been planning to throw away your paradises all to let some lowly wretches take over. He’s already introduced sin amongst the mortals against God’s commands, and he’s brainwashed one of the mortals he claims to love.” Samael furrowed his brows as he approached.

“You took my journal!” “Of course someone had to see what diabolical things you were planning in secret!” “I never claimed to take anyone’s paradise from them, I only want to put a more organized system into hell. Its utter chaos down there and is overpopulated. Redemption wouldn’t be allowing just anyone in!” “Yet you never consulted anyone besides a select group of people to convince them of your dangerous ideas. You preyed upon those you knew would agree with you and took advantage of it.”

“What are you talking about?” “Don’t play stupid with us brother!” Shouted Gabriel from the stands joining Michael. “We’ve already prepared those traitors for banishment as they seem too far gone. Though they provided us with enough evidence.” Samael knew who his brothers were talking about, he had been talking with a few other high ranking angels about his plans for hell. He thought he was doing a better job at this than he currently was. Then he remembered they mentioned ‘one of the mortals he claimed to love’…Lilith!

“Where is Lilith!?” A wide grin spread over Michael’s face, with a wave of his hand a guard brought out Lilith and what he saw filled Lucifer with an overwhelming rage. Even with her being 6’7 he saw the way Lilith shrunk and trembled under their grasp. Legs shaking, eyes wide and frantic as she was brought down to the center by the guards. Lucifer tried to run to her but was grabbed and restrained by another set of them.

“Oh look at the poor thing, she’s just terrified Samael~” Michael taunted, Lucifer called out to Lilith who didn’t fight the guard’s hold.

“You brainwashed the woman you claim to love, and it all started when a snake entered the garden.”

“Lilith! What the fuck did you do to her?!” Lucifer yelled out, Gabriel shrugged while folding his arms over his chest.

“Oh nothing but did our best to rid her of your pesky control. Isn’t that right dear?” Lucifer looked at Lilith, her hair messily fell over her face, she didn’t respond, didn’t even nod or shake her head. Nothing. He could sense her fear, she only grew quiet like this when she was afraid.

“Alright that is enough” Sounded Sera as she sat down in her seat.

“I’ve looked over everything, and thought it all over and I’m sorry to say Samael Lucifer, but we can not allow you to stay here in heaven. That goes for you and anyone else who stands with him.” The guards started to pull Lucifer back leaving Lilith in the courts while he fought against their hold.

Lilith let out an ear piercing shriek, reaching out for him. Using what strength she had to run to him. As she ran bruises, cuts and blood began to appear along her body. Her hair soaked in blood as she tried to cling onto Lucifer. The guards tried to separate them again but Lilith wouldn’t let them

“NO no no! Don’t please!” She held onto him as she pleaded for them to stop. Lucifer tried to reach for her, seeing her body littered with injuries fueled his anger that was boiling beneath the surface.

“Lilith.” Sera’s voice boomed, everyone froze and looked to the high Seraphim.

“Are you saying you want to stay with Lucifer? Knowing you will be exiled from heaven and meet the same fate if not worse?” Lilith nodded meekly as tears ran down her face, Lucifer shook his head. Yes he loved Lilith with every part of him but, he couldn’t ask her to fall with him. It could kill her, he knew it would kill her!

“No Lilith please, don’t I-I can’t ask you to do that. You don’t deserve this.” Lilith held onto Lucifer giving a soft squeeze as she shakily sighed.

“I choose to stay with Lucifer. He was the only one to give me that right from the beginning of time. He gave me choices, he taught me how to be my own person. He taught me and showed me love, compassion, and much more. I love him by choice. No amount of beating me senseless could change it, no amount of defiling my body could change that!”

“L-Liith-” Lucifer hesitated, but he let her finish.

“From the garden of Edan, to heaven or hell, I chose to stay by his side. Till death do us part I will always choose him.”

“Then it shall be.” The guards backed away as the floor opened up and the two began to fall. The sky changed from blue to red the farther they fell. Lucifer tried to catch Lilith to take most of the impact but he couldn’t grab her before it was too late. Many other angels fell from heaven colliding into the ground like an asteroid to the earth. Immediately Lucifer looked for Lilith and crawled to her.

“Lilith, lilith wake up! Please! Wake up!” Feeling for her pulse he felt his heart sink to his stomach when there was no soft thumping of her blood circulating. Picking up her body he pressed his ear to her chest hoping she was still alive. It was there but just barely audible at this point.

“LUCIFER WATCH OUT!” Calling out one of the fallen, Lucifer looked over his shoulder to see a large spear coming towards him. At the last second he looked away and flashed his wings out to shield Lilith from the attack.

“GET UNDER ME NOW!” He commanded, for those who could walk, they gathered their brethren and made haste to get behind the wings of Lucifer. The blond grit his teeth as he felt the first spear sink into his wings, knowing there were more to come. Each spear and blast of a gun made the ground shake but Lucifer remained unmoving in his efforts. Each hit angered him more and more and when he looked back at Lilith something in him snapped! Those people who claim to want the best for those in heaven, who preached good nature and virtues were the ones to hurt him the worst by hurting his beloved to the point of death. He lost the one person who loved him the most.

The group watched as Lucifer’s angelic form changed demonic, Large red horns sprouted from his head a flicker of fire between them, eyes changing from a bright sky blue to crimson and filled with vengeance. Claws, sharp teeth and a long arrow tip demon tail came in. His wings grew in size. With a swift turn of his head a blazing inferno blasted from his mouth towards the army. He didn’t care what they threw at him, he wasn't going to go down easy.

It was long, hard, Lucifer knew they would fight until they killed him or ran out of people. He didn’t know how much more he could keep this up but he couldn’t stop. He couldn’t, not now, not until they were gone.

“L-Lucifer?” Lilith’s voice called out, she looked up to see the seraphim hunched over her body tears and golden blood dripping down. She saw the spears and daggers impaling him. She could feel him shaking, desperately clinging onto consciousness. The energy of Lucifer’s anger and will power began to transfer to her own body with the blink of an eye she rose to the sky like a phoenix, hair moving like fire and she held the fallen angel in her arms. His body is now going limp into her.

“LOOK AT WHAT YOU’VE DONE” “HE’S GONE! THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THE MAN YOU SEEM TO HATE SO MUCH IS GONE REPLACED BY THE MONSTER YOU MADE HIM TO BE!”

She screamed clutching his body closer as she looked up at the hoard above her. Another spear came hurtling towards them, without thinking her voice came out belting detouring the arrows blocking them like a shield pushing the group back into heaven. When the angels had left Lilith slowly sunk to the ground holding Lucifer in her arms as she cried. His wings arched over them in a last ditch protective act. Her energy transferred back to the ex-seraphim who’s eyes lazily opened to her clinging to him with her last breath.

“I love you, my Lili flower.” The demon king’s voice was quiet and hoarse as he looked into Lilith's violet eyes. The human woman looked up at him as blood poured from her scalp down her face, some mixing with Lucifer’s golden blood.

“I-I love you too, Lucifer…m-my angel.” They sealed their fate with a kiss.

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