#GUH IM SO UPSET

[ctubbolvr]

i’ll say this till the day i die but we were so robbed. i hated the cbeeduo ending sm. LIKE WHAT. CTUBBO DIES? CRANBOO IS BACK BUT IN THE NETHER W MICHAEL? R U JOKING? LET THEM BE HAPPY OH MY GOD. ARE THEY ALLERGIC TO LETTING THEM BE HAPPY FOR ONCE. ESP AFTER THE BURGER ARC. after everything they’ve been thru (ESPECIALLY CTUBBO.) they deserve some peace. some CLOSURE. some kind of happy ending. BUT NO!!!!! we were ROBBED!!!

[nabaath-areng]

... I strongly dislike the passage of time and would like to pause it for a bit

[dirty-trash-mongrel]

I don't hate or get annoyed by BiscuitBites/Nuzi as a ship, I just don't care much for most ships in general (besides PinkLemonade/Vizzy because personally I think their dynamic is really cute ok??) And I'm not irritated that Nuzi is becoming canon like a lot of people are complaining about, Murder Drones is not becoming a shipping-focused show because of this, this episode had probably the most horror and emotional scenes by far... I'm happy shipping wars will be over and I'm happy that people are voicing out their happiness that the ship is canon! Yippee! People are happy, everything is good, and I'm not irritated by that! What I do find irritating about some Nuzi shippers is that I'll have actual tears running down my face from reading a V memoriam post and then scroll down to see some people saying that they "didn't care V died that much and that they're glad that V is dead to completely set in stone Nuzi as a ship". Most of the main cast of characters were comfort characters for me and this is a shot in the heart because I loved V as a character. Even though I was kind of emotionally hurt by the last scene, I really do think a sacrifice was a good call by Liam. That won't stop me from being sad however. But PLEASE, I don't want to see people complaining about how everyone's upset over V's death and not putting enough focus on Nuzi confirmation (which both statements are super untrue, both get a respective amount of attention) Like I understand why some people wouldn't be super upset about the (presumably) V death, you can voice your own opinion and not be too emotionally affected by the death and I'm not judging you for that, but when I see people get to the point where they're judging and kind of shaming people for getting stressed or anxious or generally upset at a character death? It kind of kills me. Please stop beatboxing I'm crying on the floor Though a lot of Nuzi shippers I see aren't like this and I'm so happy about that, it's super nice to see that!!!! I've seen some of the most amazing works of this community come from Nuzi people and I still respect them so much because they're still people and part of this fandom even though I don't directly care much for the ship itself anymore, I'm not judging anyone based on their favorite robot pairings (UNLESS YOU'RE LIKE. A PROSHIPPER. ICK. OFF WITH YOU.) :)

[seawing-vibes]

HEY I JUST WENT TO ANSWER AN ASK AND TUMBLR DELETED IT :( IF YOU SENT AN ASK YESTERDAY COULD YOU POSSIBLY SEND IT AGAIN ??? APOLOGIES <///3

[stans-kissing]

I'm just gonna keep sending stanbel asks until my break ends

MABEL WAS SUPER HEARTBROKEN AFTER HER LATEST ATTEMPT AT SUMMER ROMANCE FAILED SO SHE'S MOPING IN HER STAN CAKES AND STAN WALKS UP AND SHE'S LIKE 'I was supposed to have a date tonight what do I do nowwwww' and Stan's like 'Oh sweetie I'm sorry boys are the worst. We could stay in and watch movies if you want?' and Mabel interprets this as Date so she's like 'yes but you're wearing your suit and you're gonna come to my bedroom door with flowers and... ' and Stan's like 'well if it makes you happy okay'

i love this. i love his. thilvoe this.ilvoe this. okay. first time writing stanbel. lmk if i got it wronf. id ont nknow if this is what uouwere foingw iththis this. but this mainly about the aftermath to their date ok.

stan would be like aahaahah silly mabel she doesnt mean anything by this shes just being a young girl and im the weirdo for gteting all flustered when she clings to my arm as we walk downstairs and shes just being an innocent kid when she bats her eyelashes all doll-like and im just the weirdo here. i need tp repress my old man urges im foing this for her because shes upset and i love her aand iw ant to make her feel better. he has the most conflicting annoying emotions throughout the whole thing right and ofc bc hes stan he hates himself for it bc he almost slips and forgets hes on a 'date' with ihs niece yadda ydda you get the idea

mabel however is like yes yes yes my plan is owrking mwhahaha i am determined to romance that old man bc shes mabel and she had been like. purposefully throwing herseld all over him right so wheneber their date is over and mabel has to go to bed shes like grunkle staaan youre supposed to walk me to my door!! so hes like sigh ok and carries her upstairs bridal stylw and sets her down infront of her door and he's like alright pumpkin, bed time goofnight loveyou and she tugs on his sleeve with a little pout and looks up at him with her big anime eyes and is like.. grunkle stan.. youre supposed to give me a kiss goodbye.. thats what they do in all the movies.. all shy and and pokin her bottom lip out and stans like Guh. ma m m abel i . Not even thinking that he could just kiss her on the cheek bc hes been going through it all night but yknow. if shes asking. he cant say no to his little girl can he?? he swallows nervously and decides fuck it and leans down to press a little kiss to her pouty lips and he has to bite back a groan because holy fuck he's always wanted to do that and her lips felt so so soft against his even if it was just for a moment and he can feel her sticky glittery lipgloss on his lips and then her little hands are on either side of his face and she pulls him down to press another kiss to his lips and he just caves and pulls her in, wrapping hands around her and tugging her closer, licking her bottomlip open, tasting the flavored lipgloss and feeling over his braces and she whines into his mouth and his hands get tangeled in her hair and he moves to nip at her neck, losing himself and pressing her impossibly closer and she lets out a high pitched moan

And then they hear shuffling from the room next to them and stan can hear dipper's soft footstepspadding towards the door and hes liek Fuck oh mygod and pulls away from mabel and she's jst starin up at him wide-eyed n panting, looking absolutely fucked and oh god if that sight doesn't give him an instant boner and then dipper opens the door all blinkey and sleepy and he's like are u guys ok did i hear someone crying and stn just stutters out some shit like uhmgmm no mabels just going to bed okbye and he skitters away cuz hes a pusssy

anyways yeah thakn you i kinda ran with this sowwwyyyy

PELASE DONT STO SENDING ME ASKS I CANOT PROMISE ILL ANSSER LL OF THEM BC IM SO LAZY BTUPELAASASEE DONT STOP I LVOEV LOVELVOE ALL THE 6 TRILLION YOU SEND ME PLS NEVER DIE

[thatneoncrisis]

oh captain my captain, I've read maybe ten TLT fics in all my time here so I'm not necessarily familiar with the common fandom takes. If you haven't already, would you mind elaborating on them? I'd like to know more about the history that prompted you to write your latest fic. please and thank you, I'm still reeling from the update today and I think I need to hear like. all of your thoughts ever about writing it

GUH. christ. idk its like a lot of things, its a year and a half of fucking around on ao3 and getting annoyed in a way i am only susceptible to because im fucking Online. if i get too specific it starts calling people out by name which i want to avoid so keeping it super broad:

the way gideon is written wrt being a trans butch of color

connected to that point like, the insane amount of rizz she has. god its so funny. to me

the way fics have like an interesting premise but run at a breakneck pace to get to the kissing and then it just ends. nooo the world was so cool go back nooooooo

how a lot of stories do this thing where they want ianthe to be a shitty ex girlfriend/half hearted love interest but they cant commit to her being genuinely awful or treat her like a person with feelings so it accidentally reads like her worst crime was being uncommunicative and bad at sex and unfunny, because the audience is already primed to hate her so were just like yeah this tracks

the sixth mommying harrow to an unbearable degree, like they treat her the way they treated nona in canon, this also extends to them wingmanning her

the like. paradox of wanting genuine conflict between harrow and gideon but also retaining their close banter. this is a hard thing to do if theyre like MEETING in a fic for the first time. theres rarely a reason for them to hate each other with such intensity and thus it fizzles out like immediately. i didnt even really bother with this i just did an immediate inexplicable closeness that is then undercut when harrow snaps out of it by going back to how she generally is

wrt harrows relationship with her faith this is less something im upset about and more something i rarely seen done in a way that interests me as an individual. shes catholic Ish, it doesnt really matter re her day to day outside of her childhood or maybe her job, she might pray sometimes or allude to long since conquered internalized homophobia

and in a similar vein like the very. Correct way people talk. its all very precise terminology to describe their sexuality or gender or a diagnosis they got and are actively working on. nobody is a faggot or transsexual or a girlboy or a thing they dont have a word for but know exists

again im saying this as often as i can. if youve done any of this cool. genuinely. keep doing it i cant stop you. its more about how often i see it just compound in on itself over and over, its the vast majority of fics that do at least one of these things. its a personal problem about wanting more from something that doesnt want to be more, and i cant make it more, because its not mine and wasnt made for me

[saffronstoats]

guh. tw negative again

i wish i was diagnosed officially with adhd. i really need the medicine augh... i wish i could just... do this. everyone i know will be upset if i dont finish this in 5 hours, however my brain knows its technically due in 17, so i cant read anything because im not interested enough. please. im trying to do the assignments on time i just can't for some awful reason. this assignment ive had a week to work on. you know how much is done? less than 25%. and its due tomorrow. and its basically a test. and if i dont have it on time i can genuinely only get 5%. why is my brain still procrastinating? i want to be able to focus. but i cant.

[theshadowinthesky]

wait so like how do i do these again-

edited last at 4/8/2024 HIII HII HII..... @keyelan here,,,.... this is my totally awesome rp blog.. waba gaba

i think this is like an intro post...

i use they/it + neos..

i will use #stratosposting for ic, #stratosanswers for actual answers and #ooc for well, ooc posts. uuhh yeah

I will talk (ic) Like this and actions will be [like this!!]...

PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE DON'T GENDER ANY OF THE POINTS. IT'S SUPER UPSETTING 4 ME

i am in a cave oloking for diamond (minor) so plz no nsfw questions???/ yeha....

also if you hate headcanons this blog prolly isnt for yiu..., im probably gonna implement hcs CUZ ITS FUJN1!!!!!!!!!

also i do hve uber autism so tone tags would be appreciated.... yeah

thats all i think... GUH

[mytummyhurts-ouch]

heyyy!! new phone who dis?

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[n3hmof1sh]

i wish i could stop feeling. like. physically not emotionally. i want my body to be numb. everything feels wrong ough

....

.........

..............................it might be bc im unclean

damn this brain sucks. bro is like nooooo im tooo tiiiiired to shower today, nooooo i dont wwwanna shower today. oh? we're stinky and unclean because we havent showered in a week? kill yourself

guh. why does hygiene take so much energy >:(

Hhhahyshe I feel you my guyyy.... :<

I just wait until one of my family members tells me to go take a shower and then I start crying the shower <3 uggquagege

My body: You're depressed and upset because you haven't showered in 2 weeks?

Me: nods

My body: Go fuck yourself lmao idgaf :P

Me: ISTG—

Aaaaaaaauagshwuehwue wishing I could hug you rnnn (but am dirty so probably not..)

Hugs you hugs you hugs you hugs you hugs you 🫂 🫂 🫂 :(

[fictionkinfessions]

Augh I look down at my hands. So many thoughts. No idea how to put them into words without rambling for paragraph upon paragraph but . God I have to vent somewhere I guess? (don't worry this isn't a heavy vent, I think. I hope-?) First, god I wish I could think for myself a bit better than I do. I know, I'm part corruption so of *course* I can't think for myself ha ha ha that's so funny but like listen. I have been missing Neo GF (her name was Amelia) ever since I figured this thing out. My girlfriend, A, has been with me through multiple extremely strong shifts where I have literally started fucking bawling my eyes out because I missed my source/canonmates so much, so this isn't new territory for either of us. I meet a sourcemate, *of Neo GF,* we hit it off, I'm excited to make a new friend, I go off like 'I want you to meet my girlfriend she's so nice!' but then all hell breaks loose and I just. Guh. I had literally just met her, I had told her I was taken, everyone was well aware. Is it my fault A got upset? We had met on a game which had it that I couldn't leave messages for them unless they were online, so I ended up having the game open a lot of the time just to see if they ever came online, ya know? Apparently that made me 'obsessed' and of course I've internalized that and. Guh x 2. And *now,* to top it off, that Neo GF I met hasn't been on in over a week now! 'Cause of course she hasn't! ...I sound like a reddit post gods. I don't know I'm just thinking I guess. Trying to figure out if I really am the problem or whatever. Been thinking about this for weeks now. ...For being a self-titled 'rap god' I sure am bad at communication /lh On a lighter aspect me and B3 are dating! I haven't seen him in a few weeks but he's a headmate (alongside three of my four other partners) so I'm completely used to not seeing over half my partners for months at a time ^^' /lh /i swear im fine -Neo BF (FNF Neo) (#🔥🎹) (I'm not a system! Just dating a bunch of my partner's headmates /lh)

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[peanuts-side-art-blog]

SORRY FOR THE REPLY BEING AN HOUR LATE I DIDNT REALIZE YOU ANSWERED IT AND ALSO I WAS BREAKFASTING….UHM I CAN UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WOULD HAVE SHELLINGTON AS YOUR NUMBER ONE HE IS SUPER SILLY AND CUTE,,, SHELLINGTON <333333

GEHEHE NO PROBLEM THE MUNCHERRRR /THROWN BUT GUH I LOVE SHELLINGTON SO MUCH YOU DO NOT EVEN KNOW SHAKES ON THE SPOT HES SO SILLY THE GOOBER THE THE LIKE LOOK AT HIM

HIMB,,, GUH I LOVE HIM I USED TO HAVE SO MUCH PHOTOS OF HIM then phone storage forced my to delete both them and all my Remote and Leafy screenshots GRRR BITES MY PHONE

CHAT IM SORRY I JUST LOVE OCTONAUTS SM I WAS SO UPSET THEY ALMOST REMOVED IT FROM NEFLIX GHHHH imma try to doodle shellington on my phone now GEHEHE is booed off stage /FLUNG

[agentmothmansblogs]

Important announcement!

[okay, so um. Im going to be spending the night at the hospital tonight and then getting surgery tomorrow morning. I have a cyst, and it needs to be drained! So um. Im really sorry if I reply late, because I'll probably mostly be watching youtube and stuff. Im kind of (extremely) scared of getting this surgery, because it'll be my first time getting a surgery. But im also kinda upset because it's been like, hours and I still haven't gotten my own room. Like, im in a completely different city, have a cyst causing me great pain, scared because im getting surgery, and I can barely get my own room?? GUH?? Some pros are that the nurses and doctors have been extremely kind and understanding :3 like, i was scared to tell my parents this cyst came back because I was scared of being touched in areas I don't wanna be touched in. (The cyst is in a private area) but these people are making sure I'm comfortable. So I'm in good hands! :D I'm pretty sure the surgery will be under sedation for it too.]

[poorly-drawn-akira]

"Eijiro," Akira pulled up one of the hospital chairs to his bed and took a seat, "You're going to go live with our grandma in Ireland."

"nuh-nii. nii, im s-suh-sorry... nuh-nii, please i wuh-want to stuh-stay here. ill buh-be good. ill guh-get along with everyone. i-i ill let mrs huh-hagiwara and i-iwao buh-be my parents. i-ill be puh-perfect. ill buh-be perfect fruh-from now on. stuh-starting now," Eijiro couldn't muster up the energy to scream and fight about this, but he didn't need to to make his point. Surely. Surely nii. Nii wouldn't really.

Akira faltered for a second. He carefully wiped away a tear running down Eijiro's face, and Eijiro watched him think about it. Akira sighed.

Akira gently took Eijiro's hand in both of his to try and soften the blow, "Even if that was true... Look at this... What happened tonight... You can't live here..."

Akira braced himself for more crying. For anger. For begging. As expected, Eijiro started crying, "i-i need niiiii. i-i n-nuh-need you tuh-to be safe. i-i need t-tuh-to look out for y-yuh-yoooou," Akira's heart stopped he watched Eijiro sobbing that out, "whuh-who will luh-look out f-fuh-for niiii?"

For the first time in 16 years, Akira felt the urge to hit Eijiro. Not even slap, just full out punch. Something. Something about that question, the implication that Eijiro was doing this for him, it made him sick. Everything he eve tried to do to keep Eijiro healthy and safe and he was throwing it away with both hands

for him?

He let Eijiro's hand go, "n-n-nuh-niiiiiiiii," Eijiro grabbed for Akira's hand and the man ripped it away.

"You're going. As soon as your leg is better," Akira snapped as he stood up, "And I swear. If you do anything on purpose to rebreak it. I will have your ass on a plane so fast it'll make your head spin! Am I clear?!"

"niiiiiiiiiii"

"I SAID AM I CLEAR?!"

Eijiro sobbed helplessly. Why? Why was this happening? Why was nii so upset with him?! Akira stormed out with a huff after not getting a response. He stopped just outside, hearing Eijiro's sobs turn into bawling for him to come back. His anger melted immediately at the sound, but he clenched his jaw again and trudged onwards.

He had packing to do.

[dcviated]

Rules, tag 10 followers  you want to get to know better!

Tagged by: @sansloii (thanks mang)​ Tagging: steal it!

Name: bear, will

Star Sign: aquarius? idk I feel like these all changed at some point but whatever

Height: 6'-2" im tol

Middle name: Brady, after my grandma

Put your itunes/spotify/youtube on shuffle. What are the first 6 songs that popped up?

children of the city - mili

napisten hava - dalriada

call my name - the unlikely candidates

drivin' me bananas - brian tyler

eyes on the king - benn

chances - backstreet boys

Ever had a poem or song written about you: no, but, there was that time way back in mid/high school when I went to summer camp and the one girl who had a one sided crush on me got upset when I ditched the dance, so she sang a breakup song for the talent show!

When was the last time you played air guitar: the better question is when is the last time I picked up my bass and ahahhah... ha... my hobbies are crippled (I sing a lot, though- dont really do air guitar)

Who is your celebrity crush?: n/a, I dont follow that kind of thing

What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?: a sound I hate is grinding metal, especially when its coupled with the image of grating it across your teeth or something like aghaghssdlgh no thanks. a sound I love though? windchimes, gentle breezes ahhh

Do you believe in ghosts?: no lmao

How about aliens: seems more likely to be real than it is NOT given probability and how fuckhueg this universe is. if, we're considering any kind of outside life as 'aliens'... do I think some have been here? seems insanely improbable given the ramifications of contact

Do you drive?: soooooo much. a lot less now with my current work but my old job had me driving hundreds of miles a week so I'd say I'm pretty versed in it.

if so have you ever crashed: I've had some... really close calls on really bad stuff happening, but no. Just a couple fender bumps.

What was the last book you read?: The Stranger, so I could learn more about Meursault. That was a trip.

Do you like the smell of gasoline: Yes. I am guilty of taking a larger breath than necessary in equipment sheds.

What was the last movie you saw?: The mario movie! Watched it again last night in a gc. The music choice really does kill a lot of the charm. And they had original music I dont...guh.

What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?:  Hmm... I've mostly avoided most physical catastrophes, but I've been subject to a couple nasty things. First was accidentally stabbing myself with a pocket knife while cutting a cardboard box. Fun! Then there was the time I was walking in a drained farm pond without proper footwear and a piece of glass sliced open the side of my ankle. Both very painful. Oh, and then a couple dog bites. x:

Do you have any obsessions right now?: Idk I feel like the only thing that really gets me hyped up lately is writing and getting in shape haha, wouldnt call either an obsession tho. I'm not a gym bro, just work out from home but the feeling of improvement has been intense as of late. Lots of positive vibes at my self-image. And yeah. Writing. Keeps me from doing most of my other attempted hobbies :V

[skrunksthatwunk]

GRAHAHHH I FIRGOT AND THIS REMINDED ME BUT LIKE YK THAT THING BOTAN SAYS EARLY ON THAT YUSUKE GETS MAD TO MASK/NOT FEEL/NOT PROCESS HIS FEAR?? KUWA DOES THAT FOR HIS SORROW A LOTTA THE TIME GRRRGHRGRGRGGRHH

also YEAH yusuke saying that ur first babeyy shit IMMEDIATELY after proposing to keiko is so fuckign. i really do think she should dump his ass it'd be so funny and also kinda rough

BUT YOUR THING ABOUT THE KUWAMESHI DIVORCE (jfgdks) NECESSITY IS SO TRUE IM FUCKING LOSING IT BC THATS WHAT IVE BEEN THINKING. WHEN YUSUKE DIES A SECOND TIME KUWA KINDA HAS TO BACK OFF AND BECOME HIS OWN PERSON BY NOT FOLLOWING YUSUKE AND BY PURSUING HIS OWN GOALS/SELF IMPROVEMENT ALONE. IT'S ABOUT FACING HIS FEAR OF BEING WITHOUT YUSUKE AND BECOMING A SEPARATE SECURE PERSON. AND YUSUKE DISTANCING HIMSELF IS ABOUT PROTECTING OTHERS FROM HIM BC HE VIEWS HIMSELF AS BAD (a lot like hiei actually) BUT IT'S ALSO FOR SURE BECAUSE HE CAN'T STAND REJECTION (also a lot like hiei but that's another story) ESPECIALLY FROM THE FEW PPL HE TRUSTS. HE IS FRAGILE OKAY.

BUT I DIDNT REMEMBER HOW UPSET KUWA WAS BY YUSUKE LEAVING LIKE HE'S OUT OF HIS MIND FURIOUS HEARTBROKEN ETC. like he doesn't even consider following yusuke to hell this time but he's devastated when yusuke won't stick around for him. yusuke's always leaving and kuwabara's always running after him and finally kuwa puts his foot down and stays and it sucks so hard. but that's why yusuke says he's coming back. not to wait for him, bc he's doing his own shit, but like.. listen compare it to keiko where he's trying to not get dumped. he's asking for her to wait (again) for him and put her life (specifically her love life) on hold until he can be there for her. but with kuwa his plans for the next 3 years aren't romantic or tied to yusuke, and yusuke thus cheers him on and promises to return not to keep him hooked, but like.. bc he cares about him and doesn't want him to feel abandoned. he encourages him to be his own person this way, and to excel in something yusuke never could. it's a challenge to improve themselves. it's a challenge to improve their relationship. when i/you come back, you better have become something spectacular and singular. GUH im actually such a sucker for codependence -> healthy relationship via distance arcs you never see them but YEHA. anyway they both force this bc they need to work some shit out basically.

one thing to note is that yusuke's chosen purpose for living, for fighting, for everything, is his friends. to be there for them and protect them. he dies for others twice. he is motivated to grow by, often, the loss of others. yusuke is also overly dependent on his friends to an extent, both as a reason to keep living and as an identity, like kuwabara is, although kuwa's is much more centrally focused on yusuke. i think yusuke leaving is partially because of that. he needs to figure out who he is without worrying about hurting or protecting anyone else (or about the rejection that would come from proving to them once and for all that he's an irredeemable monster). they're in danger around him bc of raizen's ability to possess him and because of his new powers/experiences and the unknowns surrounding that. but i think a lot of it is a similar journey of figuring out who he is on his own. and neither of them are really doing it for each other, exactly. because of them, partially, but not for them, because if that was the only thing they'd stay together because that's easiest.

and this way when they come back after three years they've grown enough to be way more fucking normal about each other. not with that as the goal per se, which might have defeated the purpose, but as a happy side effect. and then they get a big fat gay wedding

anyway yusuke needs kuwabara bc he needs someone who's seen the worst of him and who hasn't known him all his life and is still ride or die for him (battling the rejection stuff) and kuwabara needs yusuke because he needs some direction in his life via a challenge/rivalry and then it goes too far and his entire identity becomes linked to yusuke such that he's not a mountain but like. a part of him. so he needs him to be something, to be a person worth anything both via the self improvement via narrative of overcoming adversity via rivals that he initially meant to get from their relationship (imo) AND to take his mind off all the ways he's (to the world and himself) a screw up with no future. and then they don't see each other for three years and they kinda reset a bit and realign and can match each other less painfully now. yeah 👍

but yeah it's good for their relationship but also FUCKING. OW

this could be kuwameshi if you guys would like. take my hand and trust me