#GIVE ME YOUR GUIDENCE

[bigdingus1234]

this interaction is so sweet :(

[r3starttt]

DACRYPHILIA

PAIRING: Ellie x reader

You've got her hands steadying your hips, fingers adjusting to the fat of them, caressing down your ass to grip and spank whenever your tongue tries- a dearly failed attempt- to win over hers. The bare of your legs straddle her own, seeking for warmth in every inch of her.

There's a rush on her guidence- she's sloppy, it's making a mess of drool and wet between your mouths, glistening lips sweetest than anything else a human could possibly have. It's you eaten by her after all.

"Fuck-" Ellie barely manages to break the kiss. There's this intrudivness wining over her this time, a thoughtful craving she can no longer held to herself nor satiate with the tase of your tongue, her hands on your ass and the strap staying still beneath your rocking hips and wet pussy. "Fuck- babe-" then again, her blabber slips between the kiss, taking use of her hands for the mere purpose that has her thighs digging into the soft mattress beneath in hopes for a sensation close enough to what she truly wants. Her fingers cup at the tender adorining your face, a soft touch turned controlling.

You open your eyes for her, being left with puffy lips, pressed cheeks and no guidance, no security. "What?" there's this tone, mad maybe. It's ignored by those puppy eyes begging for you to just listen, give into her for once. You do

"Get on your knees" the command barely brushes her rosy lips before your already leaving her lap. The warmth you've grown for her now fading into the cold beneath you. Her legs part open, molding the space in between for you to fit in just right. There's nothing else but the boxers peeking through her pants and that gentle adjustment her body unconsciously does to rub the strap a little. "c'mon" her head titls into a failed nod attempt, a command to start.

Your mouths salivating at the mere sight. Fingers curling at the edge of her pants, sliding them down enough to reveal what's beneath. Doe-ish eyes meeting her own, a silent plead. The air fills your lungs with a solid grasp of her strap- the gloss from your lips fading, welcoming the tip in. It brushes the edges of your teeth, not a bother when you meet her eyes.

It would be gentle, molding your tongue to suck. But there's a grasp at the back of your head, harsh. There's nothing else to be done but to take her fully, pushing the strap to a greater extent almost the full way in to the back wall of your throat.

You gag, catching up with the motion. The corner of your eyes turn watery, blinding little than your periferal vision. Ellied head tilted to the side, guiding your bobbing head through her wishes, no longer caring about else than her pleasure. The strap glistening with your drool, matching the shiny growing within your eyes.

"So fucking pretty for me babe... so good," her grasp tightened, forcing your head to go deeper. It was overwhelming- the soft gasps coming out of her lips, eyebrows knotting in the shakiest frown, scrunched nose and pouty lips. Her freckled cheeks tainted by that slight rose tone, the shame, the vulnerable, the sight before her, your gagging- it was equally overwhelming for her. Having such pretty girl, on her knees, just for her-"fuck...yeah, yeah."

You thrusted your head faster, a blurry vision of her persona fading into that pleasure turning your brain into nothing. You felt the dots of wet running down your cheeks. Her own whines and moans began to mix withing your gags and eventually quiet groans. Obscene sucking and popping along a drooling like scenery making her ridiculously wet, each bobbing of your head driving her closer to the climax.

The saliva mixed with the salty of your own- not even once did you stop. There's the smallest sight of her happy trail, from this angle there's all yet so little for you to take in. Small sweat dots adorning her forehead' she's struggling to look back. "God baby.... so good, I'm- fuck- fuck," she repeats obscenities like a prayer, a plead. Her pelvis leans closer, upper. The weak grasp on your hair tightening at its biggest strength withing blabbers and gagging.

You just look so pretty like this, for her. With your teary eyes, she knows you struggle, she knows any time it'll be too much, but you trust her enough. "oh- babe, fuck-" there's the messiest buckling underneath her, you blink the tears off. wanting to enjoy the scene for once.

"Fuck...." She's out of breath, a whining like a gasp, her tone acutely delicious. Her hands go down from your hair to your cheeks, struggling- her eyes admire the scene, the mess she's done of you. Her thumb comes to clean your tears, as if savoring them through it. Her body comes closer, still breathless, still sweaty- she needs you. "Come here..." the tip of her thumb caresses your drooling lips, taking the saliva with them, guiding them open for her to kiss.

"Good girl"

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[saphiccarma]

Could do a agathaRio Vidal x goddess!reader *angst and death of a character*

R is basically the goddess of creation *her powers are like a counterpart for Rio meaning whenever she collects the souls of people that die, r creates new life and both usually never interfere with each other Job unlesss it absolutely necessary and is dating both. Rio and her are very close to each other because of their powers working together as one so it’s not surprising that Agatha falls for both and working together to create life using magic*

She may not have known about Agatha having a son, she can feel her anguish and pain and hates when both fight and Agatha being angry at both of them

During Rio and Agatha fighting each other, r makes the biggest sacrifice by trading her life to bring back Nicholas *she love them both and would anything to make them happy even giving up her powers for them but there a big penalty of using magic like this and falling in love while making sure she does her job with no distraction. she watches over them in spirit even sending a sign letting them know she ok but also tells Agatha that Billy needs her guidence*

Both Rio and Agatha feeling regret and guilt because of this and makes sure Nicholas never forget r and her heroic deed *r acts like a third mother to nicky*

- And if she grabs for your hand, and drags you along

Relationships: Agatha Harkeness x Rio Vidal x Reader

Summary: Even in Death, you found a way to watch over your family.

Warnings: Character death. Nothing else (lemme know if I missed anything)

A/N: Took me a hot minute, but this was really fun to write. Sorry if it strayed a bit from the original request, but I hope it's still satisfying!

Death and Life were often seen as counterparts, and on a surface level, they were. Death was associated with destruction and decay. Life was often thought of as creation and blossoming flowers. You and Rio were supposed to be exact opposites.

For the most part, you were. Rio was sarcastically playful and sharp, and you were blunt yet soft.

You created life. Whenever Rio stole, you gave. Whenever you breathed life into a new soul, Rio sucked someone clean of their life. It was a delicate balance that had to be maintained  

In the thousands of years (honestly you had lost track) that the two of you had worked together to create balance, you had grown close. A relationship had developed. One that was strictly meant to be had outside of your job. It was not meant to interfere with your duties.

But that promise that deal, became increasingly hard when a certain someone came along. Agatha Harkness.

A witch killer, a woman with chaos magic. At first you were cautious about interacting with her, instead choosing to hang back as Rio teased and flirted with your permission of course. It was amusing to watch Rio fumble slightly at Agatha's snappy remarks. Typically, she was the one on top in your relationship. Most metaphorically and literally. Then as time passed, you found out why Rio had fallen for Agatha.

She was just a young witch trying to survive in a world that was not meant for witches. Most witches would curl their lips at her, she was a coven less witch after all, but all you saw was the best parts about her. Her humor that never failed to make you laugh, the softness of her lips, her hands that trailed down your body gently - savoring every bit of it. What was meant to be something that never developed turned into something more.

Two divine beings, goddesses, had fallen in love with a mere witch. It was straight out of a fairy tale.

And when you mixed Death and Life with a mortal vessel, well, you got something interesting. You were given a child fated to die. At first, you hardly noticed the life brewing in Agatha's stomach. It was masked by a cloud of death. It was a child that was never meant to live.

But as her stomach grew in size and she became even harsher than usual, you realized something was up. Rio had known all along. She could feel the trail of death that followed Agatha around like a lost puppy, hovering over her stomach and waiting for the right moment. You tried not to let it hurt that neither of them told you.

You didn't find out until the child was born.

Sitting in the forest, playing with flowers, you gasped as you felt an anomaly enter the world. A creature that was born of Life and Death. Something that made your powers go wild and spring you into action. You teleported instantly, eyes widening at the sight before you.

Agatha was leaning up against a tree, her breath heavy and blood slowly dripping from between her legs, and her eyes were trained in front of her. Death stood there, dressed in an elegant green dress, and her lips pursed, and brows furrowed. She was apologetic.

You tilted your gaze towards the witch, eyes narrowing in on her. She was giving birth. She was with child.

"You are with child?" Your words were said slowly, offended that you were not told.

Eyes snapping towards you, Agatha exhaled sharply, tears pooling in her eyes, "Clearly," her tone was clipped and tight with pain, "Please, my love, let him live." It was a plea for life, begging Life herself to let Death's child live.

Your fingers twitched as you glanced at Rio, and with one look you knew that you could not save this child. Agatha must have noticed because she let out a near animalistic sound.

"If you do this, I will hate you both forever," she snarled, yet her eyes betrayed her harsh tone. They were filled with tears and desperation. She was pleading for her son to live. Your heart broke at her fragility, and you wanted nothing more than to give her what she wanted.

Rio sighed, "I cannot my love. She is unable to do it." She gestured towards you.

Pressing further into the tree, Agatha shook her head, "I won't let you."

Slowly, Rio tried to take a step forward, but a weak purple glow flickered in Agatha's hands. Your breathing quickened. Rio stopped when she noticed the magic, unwilling to hurt her girlfriend, but she had a job to do.

The gears turned in your head. Rio was only required to collect a soul. An eye for an eye. It didn't matter what soul really, as long as she met her quota for the day then her job would be fulfilled. And before you could stop yourself, you blurted,

"Take me," Both women snapped their heads towards you, "My life should be enough. He can live forever. Take me instead."

You could see Rio considering it, her mind mulling over the possibilities. You knew it was possible; it had to be. Agatha let out a cry of pain. You rushed towards her, steadying her before lowering her to the ground.

She gripped your arm tightly, "I don't- You can't-"

Emotions were at war inside her. On one hand, she didn't want to lose you, she couldn't. But on the other, Agatha wanted this child so much. She wanted to be better than her mother, she wanted to cherish him or her and love and care for her baby forever.

Wrapping your arms around her, savoring in her warmth, you placed a kiss on her forehead. Her fingernails were digging into your skin, hard enough to draw blood, but you hardly cared. Instead, you held her as she bit down on her own teeth.

Rio said nothing, her hands clenched at her sides as she watched the two of you. In that moment, she knew that there was nothing she could do that would stop you. It was better this way anyways. Being a goddess had its perks, so she suspected that you would still be able to visit in ghost form. (And if you weren't then she would take Agatha and the child to visit you.)

Agatha cried out as she pushed the child, clutching onto you tightly, a lifeline as pain flared through her. You held her tightly, willing to be her support and offered Rio a soft smile. Death had never hated her job more. You could feel the life leave the boy the minute he left his mother body, but at the same time, Rio took your soul. You didn't have to die for it to happen, but you felt yourself leaving.

"Can I see him?" You asked faintly, giving Rio a pleading glance. This situation was hitting her the hardest out of all of you, at least emotionally. She didn't want to take your soul. Even though she would still be able to see you, Rio didn't want to cause any more pain to Agatha.

She nodded, barely perceptible, and you offered her a dazzling smile. Your arm was burning Agatha's tight grip, but you hardly cared, instead tears welled in your eyes when Agatha released you and cradled a little boy. He was bloody and crying loudly, but he was perfect. Giving Agatha one last squeeze, you placed a kiss on top of her head, before bending down to press another to the boy's head.

"Goodbye my loves."

Agatha looked like she was going to cry, but instead she just clenched her jaw and held her child tightly. You stood and approached Rio. Death had her eyes shut, lips pursed tightly, and you cupped her face.

"It's alright," you whispered, her eyes fluttered open when you caressed her cheekbones, "I want this."

Rio swallowed thickly, but took a hold of your wrists, and then you were gone.

^_____________^

Nicholas was turning five today. Your ghostly form drifted towards the house, a soft smile on your face. You may be slightly transparent and could float and drift through things, but you could become physical enough to enter the mortal plane and interact with things. Slowly, you opened the door as quietly as possible and slipped inside. You could feel Rio already inside.

Apparently, you weren’t quiet enough, because footsteps came barreling towards you. A tiny body crashed into yours. Your form flickered slightly, not that Nicky noticed, but you crouched down, wrapping your arms around him.

"Mom!" he cried, burying his face into your shoulder. You laughed softly and placed a kiss to the top of his head.

"Hello, my little love," you cooed, "I brought you something." Nicky pulled away, bouncing on his toes excitedly. Even in death, your powers still worked. With a wiggle of your fingers, a plant appeared, potted already. It was a Venus fly trap, several plant mouths dangling open. "A Venus fly trap," you whispered.

Nicky blinked wide eyes, a smile curling at his lips. He looked so much like Rio. Delicately, as if afraid he would break it, Nicky told ahold of the plant. You laughed as he bolted off, shouting for his mama and mami.

"Bring it down," Agatha chastised gently. Despite her tone there was a soft glimmer of amusement in her eyes, and she placed a hand on Nicky's shoulder. He held the plant up to her face and Agatha pulled back slightly. "Very interesting."

Rio stood behind her, a small smile curling at her lips as she met your eyes, "Of course, you have to outdo me every time."

You raised a brow.

"Mami forgot," he said bluntly, yet you didn't believe that for one second. Rio would never forget. She shrugged cryptically and hid a large smile into Agatha's neck.

Turns out, you found out several hours later that Rio got Nicky a goat. Suffice to say, Agatha was not happy, but Nicholas certainly was - based on his excited screams and overjoyed clapping.

^_______________^

Squirming relentlessly, Nicky screamed as Rio dangled him over the water by his ankles. It was a lake day with the four of you. Agatha and you lounged on the shore, with you curling into her side, and Agatha rolling her eyes at Rio's antics. Your form had been flickering in and out of the mortal plane that day, but you still chose to hang out regardless. Being the girlfriend of death may have allowed you to break some rules, but that didn't mean the laws of nature had to like it. You weren't supposed to be here.

"Should I drop him?" Rio hollered. She stood over a small cliff, just about a yard above the water.

Nicky shook his head, "No!"

She ignored him. You laughed softly, sitting up slightly from your spot next to Agatha. The woman pouted when you extracted yourself from her grip, but sat up with you, her arm wrapping around your shoulders.

"I don't know," You gave a hum of consideration, "He didn't give me a hug when I showed up."

With Nicholas getting older, him now being eleven years, he began acting moodier. Like he didn't care. You knew that he still did, but it still hurt a little. Nicky stared at you, betrayed at your words, and let out a scream as Rio dropped him. Blowing you a kiss, Rio jumped in after him.

You giggled and pressed a kiss onto Agatha's cheek. The two of them emerged seconds later, Nicky propped up on Rio's shoulders and her arms digging into his sides as she tickled her. He was screaming, squirming in her grip, and trying to fight Rio off.

"Mom!" He called for help, "Mama!"

Agatha rolled her eyes, but reluctantly stood, offering you a hand. You took it with a soft smile and waded into the water. Rio and your son were back under, presumably wrestling, and you could see ripples on the surface.

You shrieked as something touched your ankle, sending Agatha a withering glare when she smothered a cackle. Then, you were being yanked under the water, fully submerged. Arms were wrapped around you, and you were grateful you didn't need to breath to survive, because water would have flooded your lungs.

Seconds later, you were dragged up, Agatha's arms hoisting you up. She was cackling relentlessly and her head was thrown back. You gave her a side eye, shoving at her harshly, and she fell into the water.

"Hey!" She spluttered as she emerged, her hair clinging to her face. As she began to come over to you, ready to take revenge, she disappeared beneath the water. You burst out laughing.

Something tickled your ankle again, and you floated above the water, a triumphant smirk on your face. Nicky popped above the water, a pout on his face.

"Not fair!"

While he was busy whining at you, Agatha and Rio had emerged in the distance, their lips connecting the moment they noticed Nicky was distracted. You scoffed, pouting a little, but kept Nicky's attention.

"Fairly fair," you smirked down at him and kicked your foot, water splashing in his face.

He spluttered, wiping his hair out of his eyes, and glaring at you. With one sudden movement, you were yanked back under. Nicky had his arms wrapped around your ankles, before moving up to your waist, and you wrapped your arms around him return. Kicking both of you to the surface, you showered his face in kisses, ignoring his protests.

This was your baby boy, and you would do anything to keep him safe.

^_____________^

Despite being hundreds of years old, Nicholas still acted like a moody teenager. You floated beside him, your form only visible to him and Agatha. A boy stood in front of Agatha, going on a fake tirad about how much he read about her. You rolled your eyes. Leaning down so that you were right next to Nicky's ear and he flinched.

"He's fake," you whispered, tilting your head as you studied him. He walked around with an air of death, much similar to Nicky and Rio, although not as strong. His death was covered up by a sigil and some other powerful magic. "And supposed to be dead."

While you didn't appreciated people being fake to your wife, you still felt a pull towards him. He was special, you knew that much, but there was something else. You couldn't quite place your finger on it. During her many years of being alive, Agatha did many cons, mostly to grow her own power, but you think Westview was one of the unnecessary ones. And as you stared at the kid longer, you realized who he was.

Billy Maximoff. He had a familiar air around him. Yet he was supposed to be dead.

Oh Rio would be so pissed.

You hovered over to Agatha and sat on the arm of her chair. She gave you a side-eye and you could tell she was pissed. After Wanda, you may or may not have let her stay under the spell, but it’s not like you could do much to help her anyways. You didn't have a physical form.

"You need to help him."

Agatha rolled her eyes, not that Billy noticed, but she cut him off.

"I'll help you."

Nicholas raised both of his brows, casting you a confused look, and you shrugged with a small smirk.

Oh Rio was going to be so mad at you.

[tellafairy]

Hi, can you please explain in detail how you changed your marks + got into your dream uni and how you always stay lean? This would change my life.

i have already answered this but i will re answer it more in depth !

when i was 16, i really wanted to attend a university quite far away. it was a dream i had for a while, but i was scared things wouldn't work out — especially when my counsiler told me over and over again that my grades "weren't good enough" and i "didn't meet the requirements". i was also scared about finances and the uni being to far away.

with this, when my senior year came and i turned 17 — i had saw a sucess story on tiktok of a girl who manifested her dream university experience simply through LOA. this prompted me to do the same, and i began to completely ignored everything my counsiler said. i told myself over and over again that i am attending the university, no ifs ands or buts. i repeated simple things like "i literally got into the university, is he crazy?" "my dorm room at university is so cute i love it" over and over again inside of my head whenever the topic of university was brought up or came to mind. whenever someone asked me where i'm going for uni, i told them this university. spoke about the uni as their student would. and when filling out my application, i was laughing to myself. "why am i even doing this? i'm already a student at __.. i guess it'll be fun to show other students what an application should look like if they wanna get into __ like me!"

id also saturate! sometimes i'd spend 1-2 hours just sitting there thinking of life at that university in my head as if i was already there. id go into detail about the financial aid id get, how my dorm would look, meal plans, etc etc — everything i wanted my uni life to be like. (this part is quite important to me, i made sure to incorporate the fact i wouldn't struggle with paying for uni or finding housing). id ignore any thoughts or worries whenever they came to mind, i always made it my priority to remind myself that i already attend the university — nothing else matters.

as for changing my marks; in my home country, your highschool submits all of your grades to the universities for you. and after graduation, they send you one final copy of your transcript. so when i was applying to university, i only saw my transcript once before graduation through my guidence counsiler, and it didn't even have all of my final grades because i was still taking classes, it only had my midterm marks (which are basically ur final marks before the final exams which would usually bring ur mark up by 5-10%)

anyways, after seeing it and realizing how bad my midterms were, i just affirmed that the transcript was wrong and that my final marks would be 10x better. i told myself that i'd ace my fianl exams so well that it would bring my marks up by more than 10%. despite this — after graduation, i received a transcript with my exact same mid term marks.

but, i didn't let this discourage me. i simply disregarded the email and deleted it, i didn't even save the transcript because i knew it wasn't right. i kept affirming and affirming and saturating and telling myself that they accidentally sent the wrong transcript. and i think you know what i'm gonna say next; that's exactly what they did. my principal had emailed me alongside my counsiler, both emails had a copy of my real transcript where my grades met the standard i had created in my mind — and they also apologized for giving me the wrong transcript, informing me that the universities i applied to all received the correct one.

i had already gotten my acceptance letter into the university before i had received my final transcript, so i think that's what made it easier for me to accept and know that the first transcript they sent me was wrong.

i'm not sure what anon means by staying lean.. so i'm sorry i can't answer that part 😅 but i hope the rest makes sense!

[luceafarul-de-dimineata]

Zagan NSFW alphabet

This goes to my friend @katy-the-same-as-tsuki who's the biggest Zagan simp.

Aftercare

what they're like after sex

Sweet, as always. He'll help you take a shower and give you a quick massage to make sure that you didn't strain any muscle. He always carries a water bottle with him, because hydration is key, and gives it to you to drink a bit.

Body Part

their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner's

He likes legs. His legs, your legs, anyone's legs. He's favorite work out excercise (other than sex with you) is running on the traidmill. He takes you out to gym dates where you both run together. He enjoys how the motion of running looks like, on him or you. If you squeeze him between your thighs, he will cum instantly.

Cum

anything to do with cum, basically

He's very scared of cumming inside because Astaroth told him way too many stories of unplanned human pregnancies. Even if he's fucking your ass or you're giving him a blowjob he'll pull out and cum on your back or face.

Dirty secret

pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs

He wants to get stepped on so much but he's too shy to say it out loud. Just, the thought alone of seing you from above as you put pressure on his chest or his back turns him on to an emberassing degree.

Experience

how experienced are they? Do they know what they're doing?

He has had his fair share of sex. Of course, Solomon, duh, but I think he also did it with Paimon. I have no explination, I just feel it in my balls. Maybe Paimon got really interested in Zagan's charms since they're kind of stickers and Zagan showed him how he does it. And long story short, at some point they fuck. Like all good friends do.

He only had sex with people that took the lead and told him how to do it (or fucked him, let's be honest) so he still needs guidence during sex for at least the first few times.

Favorite position

this goes without saying

He likes to top since he enjoys moving. Anything where he has to move is fine by him, though he does prefere changing positions every so often. It's not good to only work one set of muscles.

Goofy

are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous?

Once he opens up to you, he starts being more goofy in the moment. Maybe cracking a few jokes here and there or booping your nose during aftercare. His laugh is deep yet so adorable, you get cuteness aggression from it. If you make a joke during sex, he'll stop and laugh before slowly picking up pace. He can be serious as well, don't get me wrong, but having someone he can be more open to is also nice.

Hair

how well groomed are they?

He trims himself, but doesn't wax. If the hair was too long it would itch and if it was too short his skin would become irritated from sweat and running, so trimming it is. He's quite stubborn about this so even if you asked him to wax he wouldn't.

Intimacy

how are they during the moment? The romantic aspect

He's sweet and once he gets to know you better, he likes to leave small butterfly kisses all over your face. Before sex, he likes to first slowly strip off your clothes and he let's you do the same for him. He kisses every inch of skin he can while caressing your cheek and staring in your eyes lovingly. He's still shy, but he likes being romantic in the moment.

Jack Off

masturbation headcanons

When he unexpectingly gets a boner, he slowly retreats into his room. He closes all windows, doors, covers every nook and cranny to make sure nobody can see him jerk off. He fucks his hand and he's very rough because he wants to have it done and over with as soon as possible. Once he's done he cleans everything off and runs back outside like nothing happened.

Kink

one or more of their kinks

Praise kink, Dom/sub dynamic and masochism. He gets very mushy if you praise him. He likes knowing that he's serving you well. He likes subbing most of the time because he enjoys getting ordered around and being told/shown what to do. He, like everyone in Gehenna, likes getting hit. He can endure a lot, so don't hold back.

Location

favorite place to do the do

Always inside. He's too shy to try and do it somewhere where he could get caught. His favorite is inside the room you summon during the H-scenes. It's a lot better since nobody can get in.

Motivation

what turns them on, gets them going

Seeing you at the gym would instantly give him a boner. Especially if you're wearing short clothes. He'll probably try to keep it together until he finally snaps and rubs your arm to get your attention. He has a problem and he thinks you could solve it. He won't force anything on you, but at least let him take a photo to masturbate to.

No

Something they wouldn't do, turn offs

He's not into domming that much. He feels very uncomfortable being put in a possition of power and he'd much rather you tell him what to do and how than the other way around. He's also against getting tied up. The main thing he likes about sex in general is the movement, and if he's tied up that kind of ruins the fun.

Oral

preference in giving or recieving, skills, etc.

He'd much rather give. He likes serving and being ordered around, so having your thighs wrapped around his head and using his horns for support as you hump his face is his own version of paradise.

If you tried to suck him off, he would, at first, try to push you away. Yet he won't you if you persist. He get really mushy while being given head.

Pace

are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual?

He's the one setting the pace more often than not. It depends on his mood that day, but he usually starts of slow so you two can both adjust to the feeling before picking up pace. If you tell him to slow down or move faster, he'll oblige. He's very considerent of your comfort so he doesn't want to overwhelm or underwhelm you.

Quickie

their opinions on quickies, how often

He wouldn't do them unless you asked him to. I mean, of course, if you almost fainted from lack of devil energy, he'll find a dark corner and do it there, your life is more important than his anxieties. But he wouldn't go out of his way to have them either.

Risk

are they willing to experiment? Do they take risks?

He is willing to experiment as much as possible. He's very flexible both in body and mentality. He might be shy at first, but he'll get into it quickly. Just tell him before hand. He would feel very confused if, in the middle of sex, you started calling him "daddy". He's not against it per say, whatever makes you happy, just tell him so he isn't caught off guard by it.

Stamina

how many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?

He has infinite stamina, but each round is quite short. It's not his foult that you're so pretty and so tight and you tease him so much he just can't last for long with so much stimulation. He'll go for as many rounds as you can, because he doesn't want you to wake up sore all over, but each turn lasts about 3-4 minutes.

Toys

do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partener or themselves

He doesn't own toys, but once his partner introduces him to them, he'll constantly ask to use them. On himself, mostly. His favorite is a butt plug with a bunny tail attached to it. He might ask you if he can keep it.

Unfair

how much they like to tease

Not that much. He would rather be teased by you. He would at most show off his shooting abilities when he notices you staring, but nothing more. You have an important job to do and he can't be the reason you get distracted. Go save the world and than you can ogle at him as much as you'd like.

Volume

how loud are they? What sounds do they make?

He's very quiet only occasionally letting out chocked moans and groans. If you tease him, he'll whimper and if you don't let him cum he'll whine. He's non-verbal, but he will thank you for the oportunity once you're done for the night.

Wildcard

a random headcanon for the character

Once Satan kicked him so hard that he came on the spot and now he's constantly trying to annoy Satan enough he does it again.

Yearning

how high is their sex drive

When he's with you, he does tend to get flustered and think about more impure thoughts, but he can focus if need be. Sex once every two weeks or something along those lines is enough for him.

Zzz

how quickly they fall asleep afterwards

It's very unlikely that your human stamina will outlast his, and even then he's careful not to fall asleep before you. He needs to protect you, and he can't do that if he falls asleep too swiftly. Also, he sleeps with his eyelids half opened (like a rabbit) and he doesn't want to freak you out with that.

[bokettochild]

So much for sleep! I sort of had a feeling we'd get an update soon, but I wasn't expecting to see the notif right as I was putting things away for the night and lying down! JoJo, our goddess, I swear she never sleeps!

Anyways! I have THOUGHTS!

First of all, I'm glad we get to find out about the letters' contents! Four's age is showing with him complaining about having chores when he gets home, and Twilight really just is a kid in his twenties wanting to enjoy shopping at a discount, huh? Contrast that to Warriors being the mature financier of their recent inn stay (and nobody believing him despite some of them being right there to see it) and I suppose it really shows us who's where in the age line up, huh?

This does too, btw

JoJo really said "let them be children!" and allowed this trio of terrors to start climbing crap like gremlins

and then get scolded by the mature adult of the group

Honestly, Warriors really is stepping into the shoes of a leader in this group, more so, i dare say, than we've actually seen Time do! No dissing on Time here, but Warriors is the one giving plans, guidence, and settling major issues, it's just that Time has the age and big voice so everyone's looking at him. i feel like that might change in future though, since our Old Man has made his priorities clear recently (his kid comes before the mission)

Speaking of Time, I see those Shade references, Twilight!

He is basically handing the old man ammunition to use against him in the future (now imagining Shade quoting him on purpose when the time comes)

That said, there's a tension here I wasn't expecting, but it makes sense! time is worried for his kid, and seeing the natural inclinations of a hero in someone he cares about... he's getting a taste of what it is to be in the shoes of all those he loves: watching the hero suffer and hurt because of duty, devotion and his own choices. I feel like this is building up to something. Maybe Time is going to try and "save" some of these boys from the fate of their legacy? protect them from being a hero so they can be people? Is that what's going to send him to the fate of becoming Shade?

Anyways, that's it for theories so far. I have a few things I wanted to love on before I end this though!

They are horse girls your honor! (althoughl Wars, hunny, that ain't how you lead a horse, especially not one that big and clearly excited!)

Twilight being confused that a "lady" is waiting on him (we all now a tiny part of him was hoping for Midna)

Four being the emotionally competent hero who knows when to push and make sure everyone's okay (FOUR IS BALANCE PERSONIFIED, FIGHT ME!!!)

he's also adorable (did I mention he's really just a kid?)

and lastly! obligatory Legend appreciation!

my guy is so pretty <3 T-T

[pomefioredove]

im ccurious how you write idia,, mostly cuz i agree w the one anon and just enjoy how you write characters a lot and seeing the how and why you write em like that... however with idia i am vaguely convinced you use your boyfriend for guidence on how a lot/joke

anon don't say that he's going to see this /silly

I MAY OR MAY NOT. whatver. SOMETIMES. they have similar speech patterns. I think of idia as depressed, and autistic, so I guess some of how I write him comes from myself, too. I dunno, generally unhappy, unmotivated, apathetic. unsociable and weird. the way he really struggles with speaking really speaks to me (pun) because I get it. the words just don't come out of my mouth. I know how humiliating it is to live like that, lmao

I think idia's character is really defined by shame. he's just really hard on himself. he struggles with accepting kindness and tends to think the worst of himself and others, and he sees himself as a failure, to his family, to his peers, and in life. he feels chronically hopeless because he's stuck in a life and body he doesn't want, in a world that he thinks won't or can't accept him. he uses escapism to cope. he's not only ashamed of who he is, but also for feeling ashamed, like he doesn't even deserve to feel bad

and I also think the most malice we get from him, including his overblot, just comes from a place of fear/anxiety. he thinks the world has rejected him, and so he feels he has to reject it in return to keep himself safe. that's why he's so dismissive and cynical about his classmates, and why he struggles with accepting kindness, and why he struggles with accepting himself

and he feels a lot of that shame, I think, for not being the person his parents wanted him (needed him) to be, and though there's not much he can do about it, it destroys him. he feels really bitter towards his peers because they are what he isn't. I also understand this

despite this, though, idia is consistently one of the nicest characters. he's cynical, sure, but also generous, selfless, and sweet. he likes kids and animals. he's kind to yuu. he cares about his brother. he's really fucking smart and puts a lot of care into his interests. he has a lot of love to give. maybe I am just writing with my special someone in mind, but I tend to make idia sweet and cute and likeable

he hasn't quite figured out yet that there are people who will love him as he is. but he's getting there

relevant meme from @/saayatsumu ty

[hendolish]

England NT Fic Recs ♡

never know where to start for a pairing or you're new to england nt rpf? here's a shameless collection of my favourite fics to give you a head start 🫶🏻 ———

Jack Grealish/Jordan Henderson

melt by inlovewithnight (8k)

soulmate au where you feel everything your soulmate does and can't bear being too far away from each other. they're just so at ease and in love with each other in this. probably my favourite hendolish fic! <3

About as subtle as an earthquake, I know by Lizz_88 (Bluejay00) (68k)

jack's a stripper, jordan's himself. so much more than what it says on the tin! all the characters are super complex and it takes a lot of work for these two to get together (with no shortage of lap dances and smut along the way) <3

Calm Before The Storm by preachingdoll (6k)

post-euro 2020 heartbreak jack needs a bit of help coping. jordan's there to offer a helping hand... the smut and dirty talk is 10/10

best worst behaviour by Bellelaide (25k)

kind of a hendolish classic, jordan puts bratty jack in his place.

♡

John Stones/Jordan Pickford

Sun City AU by Bellelaide (series, 40k)

honestly one of my favourite fics ever, let alone footie-wise. jordan's on a very british all-inclusive holiday at a hotel where john works. the vibes are just immaculate, you can visualise everything so clearly and there's so much depth to their characters!

Ice Melts by Bellelaide (7k)

enemies to lovers kinda? john doesn't think much of jordan before the 2018 wc but the further they get in the tournament, the closer they become. amazing characterisation and banter as always.

Helping Hand by slatkomore (14k)

with john's career ended abruptly by an injury, he turns to coaching instead and soon becomes the england u19s manager where he meets the goalkeeper coach, jordan pickford...

your world cup or mine? by Bellelaide (15k)

john goes to sleep at the 2022 wc and wakes up back in 2018 where he and jordan aren't together and barely friends. such an interesting concept and dynamic!

♡

Jack Grealish/John Stones

The Things We Did and Didn't Do by InTheFicOfIt (series, 104k)

john and jack sleep together in the aftermath of the euros, the following fic explores everything that comes after, including jack moving to man city and their friends finding out. i'm never usually tempted by this pairing but this fic is so damn good! it's written so wonderfully and there's so much of it- i couldn't put it down!

♡

Ben white/Aaron Ramsdale

happy together by foxholecourts (1k)

this fic perfectly encapsulates their vibe for me. the back and forth between the two of them is just delightful and exactly how i imagine them to be together, but it's also as equally sappy! i love these two idiots sm <3

watching you watching me by foxholecourts (2k)

ben likes to be watched... 10/10 benaaron characterisation from this author as always.

sweettalker by Anonymous (5k)

smut with a lot of dirty talk about the other arsenal lads. ben is very complex in this- an interesting take on their relationship!

I’m Not In Love by ceraunophilex (1k)

aaron falls in love immediately, ben slowly warms to him. short and sweet.

♡

Jordan Henderson/Trent Alexander-Arnold

Shake Me Into the Night by orphan_account (17k)

always hits me right in the feels. based around liverpool winning the champions league, the writing is so detailed and amazing!!

♡

Jude Bellingham/Reece James

the sun and the rainfall by ohsusie (series, 6k)

jude asks reece about some of the rumours surrounding him to help him broach a sensitive topic of his own. reece gives him some guidence. they're so sweet in this!

♡

Dele Alli/Eric Dier

In This World Of Ours by dierdele (53k)

the classic deledier best friends to lovers 2018 world cup get-together fic. you can't beat it, literally so cute oml.

♡

Marcus Rashford/Jesse Lingard

both your hands in the holes of my sweater by yvenger (jjjat3am) (3k)

this one is so much fun hehe, the ~2018 man u squad if they were a sunday league team where jesse's very confident and marcus has a huge crush on him. love the inner dialogue so, so much. ending is super cute!!

i can feel that body shake by princessrosberg (3k)

an england nt night out leads to them getting together and their first time! jesse and marcus characterisations are on point, esp the way they talk to each other <3

♡

Harry Kane/Gareth Southgate

All Good Things... by orphan_account (12k)

their established relationship is so cute in this! post-2018 wc and preparing for the euros, england team banter is perfect.

wished by orphan_account (23k)

gareth is harry's p.e teacher at school. listen… no comment... there's a reason it's the most kudos-ed southkane fic

♡

[minzart]

Lifes rebirth

Goat's dimensions, right after their and Narinders fight.

Narinder is a white dog instead of a cat

It was snow.

Not the colorfull flowers of summer, not the cold winds of autumn, not the hot light of the sun, no, the first thing the Bishop of Life saw when awoken was snow.

Death at it's most clear form, trees without leaves, grass withered, wet dirt mixed with white, the stone and gold statue of the true prophet lies in the middle of the cults ground, slowly being consumed by a thin layer of frost.

The night sky covered by clouds, it was a somber moment, to a world stuck in this perpetual winter but for him...

It was the most beautiful view.

Life rises his head from the ground, his robes teared from late battle, in his palm a golden ring, and his fist act of rebirth? Take a deep breath that hurts his lungs, the pain real, the trembling vivid.

He is alive.

Not the state in-between like godhood, not the numbness of limbo, he is truly breathing fouls smells and all, stars how did he missed this.

He flops to the ground, letting the dirt bellow taint him, his skin and cloth becoming wet and stick, the wind picking up and making his body shivers and it's the best sensation in eons.

The tingling of chains greats his ears, Death? Goat? His Lord? No, his fiance, stares at him above, the expressionless ex-vassel of Life tilts their head, a sight ever so endearing.

"I thought you would be inside the temple by now"

The dog smiles but doesn't move "really? And lose an oportunity like this? Never"

"Hypothermia isn't in my top five ways to die, wouldn't recomend"

"As if you would let me die"

"You can die" they sit beside him "I just won't let you stay that way for long"

"You would miss me that much love?"

Their hand, once so small, once so far, reaches Lifes head and pats it gently, tumb caressing his closed third eye, if they say Death is cruel is only because they never loved it "Yes"

And there is nothing but adoration in their voice, even as they face never changes "I would Narinder"

"How long do you think this winter will be?" The dog asks, laying more in his lovers touch.

"As long as you'd like"

"Your flock wouldn't survive the winter I would give them"

"They would" they gently nudge him up "with my guidence and your presence they will"

Narinder let's himself be picked up, body long gone numb "it will be work"

"And when ever did I not like it?"

A weak chuckle is all he responds with, the harsh pricks of a worn coat gently nursing the dog to sleep "...do you mean it?"

In the end of the Goats chains, a ring lays, golden, made and melted inside it's loop "aways"

[xclowniex]

I find the whole "Judaism is a cult" thing very ignorant of how cults actually work.

Moving past the antisemitism of the statement, it harms those like myself who were either actually in a cult for had people try to indoctrinate them into one.

I know I don't often talk about the lore of me as a person, but fun fact! My grandma ran multiple cults in her life and tried to get me into one!

How Judaism is and how the cults she ran were, are two very different things.

Like my Grandma was superior to others because of astrology and how she was on her 12th cycle. All medical problems were because something was wrong with your spirit. Like my endometriosis was because "I wasn't honoring the feminine side of my spirit and if I did then all my problems would go away".

She also took in a women who was homeless and made her, a minion. Waiting on my grandma hand and foot because my Grandma offered her a place to stay however shelter was only conditional on her receiving and believing in my grandma's "spiritual guidence"

I vape because when I was 13, I criticized my Grandma smoking after recovering from lung cancer and she forced me to smoke a whole pack. I used to smoke cigarettes but now I vape. I do plan to give it up in the future.

The only reason I was never fully in the cult was because I lived away from my Grandma. I would have to either fly an hour to see her or go on a 7 hour road trip with my family. As well as my father knowing her behavior and trying to shield me as much as he could.

None of what I experienced is remotely similar to Judaism.

Claiming that Judaism is a cult lacks the nuance of what a cult even it and how it affects people.

[megan017]

TEEN ROOMAANCE

Started playing in my head as I thought of a Ryo Inui x reader in their teenage years.

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The reader having insecurities, trauma and all my sh*t (I just need him to comfort me, 'kay..?) Hound Dog might be OOC (Out Of Character), he gives advice to you, the reader, and he really DOES so you semi-jokingly tell him that he would make a great psychologist and he thinks about it on spot actually. You see the gears turning in his head and mention that first he should take care of his hot headed sel first, to which he replies with being friendly-angry and starts barking at you things like "WHO ARE YOU CALLING HOT HEADED? I'M PERFECTLY BALANCED." in the end huffs and looks to the side, being like a drama queen (I told ya he's OOC). Chuckling at his behaviour, you reach your hand to his face, making his eyes look at you and you tell him "Of course you are. Now, come on, we still have this art project from school."

There's no week in Adult!Ryo's life where he wouldn't think of this memory. Whenever questioning why he became a guidence counselor, after seeing students staring at him with slight confusion, fear. Seeing them asking the same thing he does from himself. In his office, when he has some free time, he looks at the art piece he got from you, when you were still there next to him.

Where are you now? How are you doing? Would you think the same things of him, that you were back then in your high school years, after seeing him now? Fortunately for him... You got back into his life.

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This now kinda makes me feel it would be a great opening or something for my "Dreams led to you" fanfic- What do you think?

[summerspectre]

heyo!!! you said on your when-did-you-join-the-dsmp-fandom poll that anyone who has joined recently and needs guidence that your inbox is "open as hell" and i'll take that as a challenge to ask many things (also a fellow rwby fan in the wild? cool.)

I'll keep it brief for now, I guess the main thing is where do i start with watching the actual content/vods? I've watched a few recap videos and get the overall Vibe of what goes on with the story and characters but i'd love to know where to go with watching the actual streams. Like, what's the process here? do you pick a single person and watch all of their vods? do you switch povs to get a more complete grasp of the story?

its so hard to wrap my head around just the sheer amount of content here and its impossible to know just where to start so. Anyways. tysm <3

hi! yeah I'm open to asks all the time! + i feel like we're the spiderman pointing meme except i think all rwby fans should be dsmp fans and vice versa /lh

if your recapper was evanmcgaming this is a formal apology from me /lh, evan does a good job giving the ideas but he's not... my favorite in terms of his clear bias

regardless, as for content, i would highly recommend blueberry tv or this carrd! if you do choose to engage in VODs alone & you're looking for the full story from start to finish, you're going to want to watch from the point of view of tommyinnit (unfortunately this is only part of it + not all VODs) or alternatively you can watch from the pov of tubbo to get the full l'manburg story, depending on what route you want more content of

want to see the start of lmanburg, manburg, and new lmanburg in nearly their entireties? I would suggest starting with tubbo. want to see the start of lmanburg, pogtopia, and exile? you're looking for tommy's pov + for either you'll diverge later to explore any preferred storylines— for example, las nevadas, snowchester, the egg, etc.

although, if you're not interested in 'the main plot' you could really start on any point of view. a lot of people catch up by treating it like a podcast and watching vods pretty constantly, because truly it is a lot of content. it really is more of a choose your own adventure— some of my favorite characters are sam and ponk who I knew so dangerously little of for a long time, but invested time in learning their stories and got hooked

truly there is no one-size-fits-all but if you start watching and you find a character you like, you can follow them into their rabbit hole! + experts of any character lurk around tumblr (resident c!tubbo & c!sam expert here, plus I'm happy to direct you in the way of c!techno experts that I know, c!tommy experts that I know, c!dream experts that I know... truly when you find a good circle of people with blorbos that can explain you their stories, stick with them!)

I learned about a lot of the story by watching animatics and then finding corresponding vods at first, so I've been lucky enough to get a true puzzle experience

point is— have fun, there is no obligation to be one with the content to love the story and fanwork, and you've got help all around in getting to know the place!

thanks for sending an ask! <3

[transformers-platonic]

Platonic/ found Fam with the maximals, but rattrap, Optimus, dinobot, rhinox become a father figure to a reader (Plus the reader is a techno organic)

This is my first time writing for a techno organic character so let me know if there’s something about it you’d want me to improve on.

The Maximals Being a father figure headcanons: Rattrap, Optimus, Dinobot & Rhinox

Rattrap

- He’s laid back unless something will put the you in real danger.

- If you are upset, his first reaction is to confront whoever upset you.

- If it’s something that wasn’t another person, he will try to do whatever he can to help.

- He’ll pull small pranks on you if you seem to find them funny (or if they’re not funny but also doesn’t bother you), but has no problems with you pulling pranks as well.

- When you call him “Dad” for the first time. He will smile at you and start calling you “Kiddo” unless that nickname upsets you.

- He’s careful to make sure you get everything you need to be healthy with both your organic and mechanical side.

- If you do get sick or injured, he is very worried and will snap at people. He will often check on you and not leave the base unless it’s to get something that will help you feel better.

- When you do recover, he spoils you with you favourite treats or anything else that would make you happy.

Optimus

- He is more serious about making sure you are healthy and will caution you if you are making a choice he thinks is unhealthy, like not getting enough sleep.

- If you are upset, he’ll sit you down and calmly ask about the situation and help you think of how to deal with it.

- If it was because someone was mean to you, he’ll either help teach how to stand up for yourself or he will confront the person. It would depend on the situation. For example, if you fought with a friend, he’d give you the advice but would help directly if someone was being deliberately cruel.

- He’s not fond of pranks, but will do small puns to make you laugh from time to time.

- He smiles when you call him “Dad” for the first time. He treats it as a confirmation of what he already knew in his spark.

- He’s careful about what you need, but also understands that you will learn what you need to balance both with guidence.

- If you are sick or injured, he will stay by your side and will be very quiet. He does have his duties as leader but he still focuss most of his energy on taking care of you.

- When you do recover, he will make your favorite meal and have a nice quiet dinner with you, though he will be overprotective for a bit.

Dinobot

- He often gives advice on proper ways of handing situations, not wanting you to make the same mistakes he made.

- If you are upset, he listens to you but also tries to encourage you to think about the situation.

- If it was because of another person he will help you defend yourself but will be hesitant to solve the problem for you as he would want you to learn the skills to stand up for yourself.

- He rarely jokes, though he gives a smile of approation if you tell a joke and does sometimes engage in banter.

- When you call him “Dad” He smiles at you but in panicking inside and does go on patrol. He is very happy you see him as a father figure, but is worried about if he will be a good role model for you.

-He guides you to find what will help best balancing the organic and mechanical side of you as he is afraid of something happening and him not being able to get to you right away.

- If you get hurt or sick he blames himself. He distances himself from everyone but you and focuses on making sure you’re better.

- When you recover, he promises to do everything he can to ensure that this never happens again.

Rhinox

- He’s protective and will keep an eye on you even if you’re not doing anything particularly dangerous.

- He gives calm advice if you are upset over something.

- If you were upset because someone was mean to you, he will have stern words with the person.

- He doesn’t pull pranks but will tell jokes to you. He laughs at your jokes.

- When you call him “Dad” for the first time, he smiles at you and will tell you that he is happy you see him as a father figure. If you do where others are around he will wait until a quiet time as to not embarrass you.

- If you get hurt or sick, he will be very quiet and will do everything he can to help you recover.

- When you do recover, he will insist you take it easy for a while.

[theocddiaries]

The intermitent family

One thing I noticed in toxic family dynamics is how the values of the word "family" are usually weaponized.

If you express your discomfort, if you don't follow blindly to orders like a robot, if you call out bullshit, you're guilt-tripped and gaslit into thinking you've disrespected the sacred values of family.

Meanwhile, when you're abused, mistreated, belittled, insulted and a long etc, you have to endure it and forgive it endlessly because of "family".

Family is more than blood and more than the people a random dice decided to put in your way. I believe people, blood-related or not, are in our path to teach us lessons, some more hurtful than others. You are not obligated to put up with abuse from a partner, a friend or your boss, why should you from your own parents, siblings, or any other family member?

Family is sacred. That's why you should not tolerate to be treated poorly by the people who are supposed to love and support you, to show you kindness.

People who weaponize the word 'family' and the beautiful meaning behind it are the ones staining the sacred base of it, not a victim that decides enough is enough and leaves or puts reasonable boundaries.

This confusing messages are harmful towards children, because you speak with high morals about what family is about, but shows the contrary but being mean to them. By not listening to them. By not giving them the place they deserve. Being a child means you are in process of learning about life and the world around you. Being a child is growing up at your own pace with the helping hand of a responsible adult. Being a child means being selfish and learning that's not the way sometimes. Being a child is being inexpert, but not stupid. Children are not stupid. And, as adults, we should get off the high horse society has put us for so long and try to treat children as what they are: little people that need guidence, not stupid and manipulable puppets.

You are not always right for being a parent, for being an eldest. You don't deserve respect based solely on your age. Respect must be earned. When you respect people, children inculded of course, you'll receive respect. And you won't get offended at the minimal show of independence and self-respect someone younger than you shows. People who usually use the 'respect me because I'm older/your parent/an adult in power in this relationship' rarely deserve the respect they are demanding.

Speaking is easy, acting is not. That's why people like to demand instead of put in the effort to be kind and respectful.

Believe me, when you are respectful and kind, you will receive the same from people. The ones who don't reciprocate are doing you a favour because they're showing their true colours so you can walk away.

Respect yourself and others. Don't think you're above anyone, either for expierence, studies or age.

If you need to make people smaller to feel bigger in some kind of fantasy you like to live in, you are the problem and need to take steps to heal whatever is making you mistreat others so you can feel superior. The world is not to blame for your hurting.

[covenlegacy]

heyy there! I'm new on your blog and haven't interacted much with you, but thankyou for offering guidence to everyone <3

may I request you to give me some advice for my current studies? I just feel burnt out and am procrastinating a lot :( thankyou<3

Advice from me: Have a rest. For a day or two, just do whatever you want, without thinking about problems, studying, etc. It will be good to remember later why you are studying, what is good for you in this. Motivate yourself to study and be inspired by it again.

[vormov]

go with the favor of the southern winds (lips of ashes)

the unknown speaks through me these our last words, paradise be it at a willingness to die, nor a fealty to light.

i'll never know which way to go if these blessings of fog hide our lies, like i was born to perish gone to dust before i begun, as if the words i say were of forgotten tongues never the lesser to speak words of faith.

i should know better.

i always knew i was the weaker one, yet i'll go further than anyone else no fear. like the ghosts following me are giving guidence, those speak to me with that certain illumination as if i'll never know these winds that gale at us.

where was i? never mind.

***

cold cold wind bear with me these nights that we might stoke a fire bright and let the heavens envy our might.

for we forge and toil, bring light to oil and never will go again to this midnight sun, our bleak spectre in the sky.

you shine like a beacon.

cold cold wind bear with me, we might fight this apparition with our gifts deny anything majorly engulfed, we'll fuel off of the fumes.

***

we've seen where this road goes, we know the inevitable spot it travels to. i'll go anyway like this cold, scared kid i'll go away like they cant see me or feel what i know, i'll go.

never to know where i was i'll go endlessly to find a way to go as if the words i spoke flowed out of the winds wildly before it bellowed my mouth.

i should know better.

***

please know we are of ether fleeting wisps on the wind like the others were blowing right past us as the leaves in the sky, a wonderous notion.

please let me see the sun that i might heat the cold and warm my wings the fates are at a crux, the wind has never been better to fly.

and again you'll see it with your own eye a glimpse into the unknown, know that you are not alone.

for we speak the ways of the winds, and i should know better.