#GHHHH i want someone to look at me like that :(

[leavingsunsets]

Hi hi! If you're still taking requests, then I'd like to request a drabble, fic, or thoughts and whatnot for a Senku x male S/O scenario in which the Science Crew asks if Senku is dating anybody, and while they expect him to say no and that it's "a waste of time", he shares that he actually is in a relationship with someone who's still out there and petrified! Though, while they're all like "who's the unlucky lady?", he explains that S/O is actually a boy! Alternatively, he could not say anything until they all meet S/O and see that they're a boy! Please and thank you!

ur such a politey omg. lovely idea, and this takes place in the ship! RYUSUI'S SHIP OUT AT SEA RAAAAAAAHHHH. ghhhh i RLLY WANT YALL 2 SEE MY ENVISIONMENT OF THIS. THE VEHEMENT CHAOS TO ENSUE

"OᑌT Oᖴ EᐯEᖇYOᑎE?"

[ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀᴇᴡ'ꜱ ʀᴇᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴍ!ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ]

I feel like it would be during some sort of lax convo maybe in the evening. Like, just letting loose, having fun and talking. People getting to know each other, yada yada yada.

Then, somehow, it turns to the topic of dating.

Everyone's sat around one way or another, Gen by the side, Chrome standing front, Kohaku leaning against the chair Ukyo sits on. Ryusui, of course, in the center of it. Senku's just off to the side picking his ears.

Ryusui kicks it off when Gen recalls about him going on about how he loves all women, bla bla bla.

Gen goes "You must've dated a lot of women to say that then, Ryusui. Though, I'm not surprised..." Like, this guy's an heir to a billion dollar (or yen. or whatvr currency) conglomerate, skilled, and the muscles.

"Even though I hadn't, I'd still say so! Women are beautiful creatures, every one of them. Men, too!" and ugh go bi king go. "Right Ukyo?"

"What's this have to do with me?" Ukyo smiles nervously.

"Awe, cmon, I'm sure you've had at least some experience being as charming as yourself!" ryusui would egg him on, grinning brightly. "You strike me as a popular ladies' guy!"

and i headcanon that ukyo probably did have a lot of admirers back then. oh my gosh like look at him??

Senku yawns. Gen seems to notice him.

Kohaku also like mulls this over. "I also did have a partner once, though it was brief." Chrome gapes. "What?! So even the gorilla was able to date before me?!"

that earns him two hits to the head.

then gen would start teasing chrome like "But hey, atleast youre not the only one in the single for life zone with senku here!"

and senku goes like "huh."

"You're right!" chrome would pose, probably. "Must be because we're scientists! you know how we are, we're too busy being smart to actually-"

"I'm not single."

PAUSE.

almost everyone has like 'HUH' DOUBLE TAKE DOUBLE TAKE REWIND. (kohaku and ukyo probably just goin 'wow. thats actually interesting.')

"WHAT???"

Flabbergasted. ABSOLUTELY. FOR A FEW SECONDS EVERYONE THINKS HES DECIDED TO BE FUNNY. this guy?? THIS GUY?

First to react is ryusui going "AH HA! SO EVEN SENKU CANNOT RESIST THE BEAUTY OF WOMEN!" throwing his arm round his shoulder patting his back like fellow congrats bro

and people start demanding like who is this chick?? WHO SAW HIM AND WENT 'oh yah this is the one. yah.'

and senku raises a brow and goes "its a dude."

"😧😧😧😧😧😧😧"

Ryusui just goes "okay, well who's the lucky gentleman?!"

LIKE EVERYONE HAS A VARIED REACTION FROM UNBOTHERED (kohaku. she probably started picking her ears or something. ukyo takes this time to enjoy the fruitcake and help himself to the food) TO CHROME GOING "🏳️‍🌈😧🏳️‍🌈🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵?????" gen would just go "HOW LONG?? SINCE WHEN???"

Senku just groans and covers his ears are something something goin 'wth whyr u so loud ugh'

"I SAID WHEN????" Gen starts shaking him back and forth. leek hair man goes "uugggggg since middle school? idk i met him after taiju"

"WHAT THE HELL???" cue more shaking that senku feels like his brains vibrating. "YOU BASTARD WHY DIDNT U EVER TELL US THIS?? AND AFTER ALL THAT DRAMA???"

"you didn't ask??? also let go of me!"

head in hands absolutely floored like huh???

even senku goes like 'you couldve actually found that out by just asking taiju himself, or yuzuriha. its not even a secret dude.'

then thus comes the most important question, who is senku's infamous lover??? how is he?? WHERE IS HE?

"im not answering that first question. most likely still petrified. he were out on travel somewhere in the country when it happened."

and they have to go 'oh ok' and simmer in the fact and continue on with their lives as if nothing happened. like a nuke didnt just drop on them.

and senku was damn right because when each of them try to ask taiju on deck the next day he just outright goes "oh yeah senku's got a boyfriend. i'm great buds with him too! how did you know that? :D" cue another round of "HUH" from the other crewmembers on ship

[90108s]

THANK YOU FOR YOUR SOBS 🥹

oh jesus FVHDJDDJ SOBS NO I SHOULF BE THANKING YOU ��🏼🫵🏼 i look forward to courage of stars updates every week and i have no idea when i basically started crying over each chapter but oh my god when i tell you the latest one Broke Me HDHDJDHH

your link click fics are always so guhhhhhhh i am holding them in my hands and screaming i really love how you write the trio i,m in so much pain about it (i haven’t 100% recovered from spinning silk) and the conflict between cheng xiaoshi and lu guang in stars just hurts SOOOO bad i was shaking so damn hard in my boots for cxs my chest ached so much for him i jsut wanted to enter your fic and hold him in my arms ueueueeeeee

your lu guang voice is also one of my Fvaorites Ever you get him so well UGGUJHUJ speaking as someone whose favorite is lg the way you write him is so HdhdjdjdjdbkKdkf falls to my knees i am so incredibly unwell about it and i think i might’ve related to him feeling helpless in ch7 way TOO MUCH and i’m just like boy i’m going to shake you by the shoulders so aggressively!!!! (while crying)

and qiao ling OUGHGGG she is so good she loves her boys so much she loves her little brother so much but she is so utterly Terrified. She did not witness [REDACTED] on her own but she is probably just as afraid for cxs as lg is and we don’t talk about it often enough AAAHHH i think it’s so interesting to hear her thoughts abt lg i know she is his friend and that she loves him too but of course she will feel cautious it is so Complicated. the mutual understanding that they have when it comes to cxs is just so so good ghhhh i want more ql & lg in my life

good lord im so sorry for rambling a bit FFKDLFK i am sooo Normal about stars the fic i feel so ordinary about it. (← guy whose eyes hurt after they read it yesterday) i get so shy talking to fic writers in any way because i’m like scratches head how do i quickly explain to you that your work has changed rhe trajectory of my lif. so i was very surprised to see you in my inbox AKDKSKF oh good god. I’m looking forward to more crying to courage of stars AHH i don’t know how you do it i really don’t 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 lc fandom is so lucky to have you fr fr even though you continue to inflict emotional damage upon us /pos 🫶🏼💗💗💗

[ragdollfizix]

7, 8, 12, 15, 17?

🩵🩵🩵

God damn someones desperate to know me >:P

7. A genie has granted you 3 nsfw wishes, what are you wishing for and why?

One: Give me interchangeable genitals so i can nut in someone and get nutted in in the same night. Two: im stealling bug's answer and saying puppy ears & tail so they have something to pull and bite on. Three: a pocket dimension i can conjure whenever i want so i can get freaknasty slutty where no one else can see/hear

8. You now have a superpower of your choice, with the condition that it must be only used sexually. What power do you have and how are you using it?

Shapeshifting. Easy perhaps even a copout but i could make myself bigger or smaller for whatever makes my partner hornier, i could be utterly demonic with shapeshifting powers in the sheets dude. Quite literally. Demon horns for holding onto a prehensile tail to do who-knows-what-they-want. The possibilities are endless

12. What is your go-to fantasy? Why do you think you enjoy it so much?

Ghhhh i think at the moment its the objectum thought of a rival spl/toon team cornering me and fucking me with their weapons >_< like ohh my god i think its the objectum aspect of fucking the weapons and not the players and also the voyeur aspect of them watching me do it. AUUGHHHHH i need to suck that hydra so fucking badly

15. Would you ever make porn of yourself? Why or why not?

Once i get more confident in my body/presentstion i think I'd wanna try selling pics for money. Good side hustle and if someone wants to give me money to look at my tits then fuck yeah. Maybe audios but thats a hard hard HARD maybe. I think i sound nice but lordy lou thats a big one

17. What is your favourite nsfw compliment to receive?

Honestly i love being called a good boy like im just!!!@ a good puppy!!!!!!! Like for anything i just love being told that im being good its sooo <3<3<2<22 yeah

[shmorp-mcdurgen]

HOOOOOO BOY. This is ACTUALLY the longest thing I've ever written I think. So yea! Enjoy my spontaneous little gift for ya since we talked in the disc!

Where is it where IS it godda— oh. There it is.

The pill bottle rattled as Adam shook out several more of the capsules than he should've. So much for "too much ibuprofen will cause liver failure."

It hurt. Not just the werewolf stuff, but the fact that every little preparation he did had to be done alone. He had to sneak out of the shared bedroom, don't forget the stupid amount of drugs to dull the pain, lock the door from the inside, forget the drugs, unlock the door—

Gah. God, why didn't he tell Jonah. I mean.. surely he'd help once he came around.. no. No. He'd cower. Scream, even. Not even Adam wanted to know what it looked like from someone else's view.

In nothing but a old, tattered tank top and shorts, the floors of the shabbily held together house were freezing against Adams skin.

Gh. Starting to regret not wearing shoes, but I only have three other pairs 'nd I keep getting side eyes from Seth about the fact I haven't worn many different things lately. Can't risk any more clothes. Not anymore.

Avoiding instinctually flipping on the light in the kitchen, Adam made his way to the window, unlocked it, and just as he was nearly homefree—

Flick.

"Adam?"

Oh. Oh No.

The sudden light burned his eyes.

"...hhhey, Sarah.." Adam spoke with a faked groggy tone. He was wide awake, and Sarah couldn't know why.

She seemed exhausted, Adam couldn't tell if it was from waking up or the usual seemingly idiotic shenanigans he had been pulling lately.

"I—" she started, only to pause and take a breath. "Have so many questions. One, what are you doing—"

Adam could barely get a word in before she cut him off, continuing.

"Two, where are you going. Three, PUT SOME DARN CLOTHES ON. it's middle 've winter!"

Adam sighed, hand covering his bite, straining himself not to clutch it as it stung.

"One, I'm leaving, two, nowhere important, three... Ok fine you caught me. I'm not.. that cold."

"You're shivering."

"Am not."

"... Adam don't make me fight with you, man. Go to bed. Whatever it is you're up to, it can probably wait—"

"That's the THING it ca— gahh. Look. You wouldn't get it."

"So, you're saying I'm stupid or something?"

"No! I just—" Adam winced in pain, the scars on his body flaring up. "ghhHH— I'm fine, I'm fine. I'm fine."

"..you're clearly not if you're saying that. Just.. tell me what's happening. You've really started acting weird lately, you're honestly starting to remind me of—"

Shut up shut up stop talking I see the little gears in your head spinning, Sarah, Please-

"—Seth."

"OOOKAY, that's enough of that conversation. Can I please get going now?"

Adam could feel his tendons shifting. This was it, huh. Sarah was gonna co-sign her own death certificate if she didn't back off now.

"No, Adam- dude it's freezing out there! You honestly wouldn't make it past the front yard in that."

"...watch me."

Thinking he was joking, Sarah didn't bother to stop him from throwing himself out the window and booking it.

Sarah attempted to speak, but was unable to put any coherent sentence together that would explain the sheer disappointment and confusion she felt.

If only she knew.

YOOOOOO /pos

Wolf boys feral-

[decepti-thots]

fic writer ask meme: 5 for last year’s bang fic, and 15 and 16?

5 - What do you wish someone would ask you about 'saw fires from far away'? Answer it now!

uhhh oh wow um. i don't know??? i don't know, i don't have a specific question i want anyone to ask me about it! i want to ask other people about it! i want to know if anyone who read it but hasn't commented has anything to say about that fic, haha. (i still have a couple comments to reply to on it, fuck, this reminded me.)

the thing is i didn't. wait for anyone to ask. i just wrote out what i wanted to say about it on here, bc i am perfectly happy to talk to myself about my own fic, haha. i don't really assume anyone will ask, so i go ahead and talk, especially for a fic as niche and unlikely to be popular as that one.

i guess the closest i can think of is that one or two people have mentioned that they thought about the alternate version of that fic where it diverges from canon and they DO leave the planet together, and i can say that this is something i went back and forth on while writing it, in fact… not necessarily DOING that outright, i wasn't really ever thinking about making it fully an AU, but potentially leaving it more ambiguous at the end as to whether canon was about to get started or not. the ending is something i was not a hundred percent sure on. the fic was always planned as canon compliant, but as i was writing it i wondered if more people would like it if it was open-ended, because it felt like such a bummer when you know what's coming. but then i was like. hm. well i am writing this fic for myself. and i LOVE when stories are total bummers. it's my favourite thing, actually. so i stayed the course in the end. i dunno, anyone got any specific questions they want me to talk about, go ahead!

15 - What’s your favorite AU that you’ve written?

i'm taking this not to be 'fave fic that is an au' but 'favourite au conceptually' and… hmm. DOES 'saw fires' count? i guess it's canon compliant as i said above, even if i made up the whole scenario and fudged canon stuff to facilitate it. ghhhh i'm still working on the bulk of the fic but. let's just say it's my ongoing necromancy taraprowl one, LMAO. i am so pleased with myself for coming up with that concept, it has a FULLY feverdream-like grip on my brain. that is a fic i want to get out into the world properly SOON bc i want to TALK to someone about it sjdfhsjkfh I WILL FINISH IT SO I CAN TALK TO (AT) PPL ABOUT IT.....

alternatively, the getarod-kill-the-prime AU i wrote a couple years ago for that one kinktober oneshot. i'm still enchanted by that particular weird little reconfiguration of that no-good-very-bad OTP, ngl. it's got murder! rapidly destabilising relationships! weird religious overtones! what more could i want. very little, honestly. it deserves a second look from me sometime when i have enough brain juice and time to think about things other than work for more than two hours a day, haha.

16 - What’s an AU you would love to read (or have read and loved)?

this is basically just the one i answered here! that one. i want to read that one.

[backdraft-bimbo]

who’s he looking at folks you got five seconds

[ask-the-shorty-squad]

*They all Rush to the Outside of the school*

KEEBO!!! STOP!

....huh...

*Keebo looks behind him and sees the others with a Worried Expression*

Keebo What are you doing!?!

I have to do Everything Nagito Tells me...im doing this so none of you end up like How fuyuhiko did...Held hostage..

...So your just gonna Kill us all!?!?!

Hurry up Keebo.

Ghhh...NO! SHUT UP NAGITO...I WONT DO WHAT YOU WANT!

Fine, Have it your Way.

*Nagito walks up to the Students and*

A-AHHH!!! LET...ME...GO...ghhhh

*Nagito Grabs Komaru and Backs Away, Knife to her Throat.*

Dont even Try using your Plants hanamura, cuz if you do...This knife will be the Murder weapon of the victim, Komaru Naegi, So Keebo, Carry on with what you were doing.

...

Looks like someone didn't know...

Plants aren't just my only weapon.

*In less than a second out of nowhere the tail of Nagito's coat catches flame. While he's distracted Komaru is freed and starts running. The moment he finally puts out the fire he's already been surrounded by thorns and poisons roses.

I'm not going to kill you. I'm just going to make sure you don't cause any issues. Don't think that Keebo will stop me. he's already being taken care of.

[beautifulterriblequeen]

Trust No One: Aaravos as Plague

This is a messy and convoluted and branching set of headcanons and theories so I’m going to keep it to bullet points as much as possible. But if you ever want to know more about something on here, just ask!  My thanks to @kotikala​ for brainstorming with me for a few hours one night last week (and for making the gif below). It was a whole ride, and we had crazy amounts of fun.

It all started when I got to looking, yet again, at these two pix:

1000 years ago, the Sunfire and Moonshadow rulers held their own staffs

but 300 years ago, they had diversified into warrior and wizard

in the first pic, Aaravos’s eyes are glowing

in the second, the two staffbearer elves�� eyes are glowing

glowing eyes means using big magic

Aaravos’s eyes glowed when he was controlling Viren

so what’s he up to in the pic? Controlling someone else?

is that even Aaravos or do we just see his spooky astral form while he’s actually possessing some other poor elf there, like he did with the Sunfire mage at the Sunforge?

Theory: Aaravos hacks people with his magic. He’s is a hacker, and he can spread his influence from person to person this way, like a plague.

It’s what he did with the elves after Xadia was split.

It’s what he’s doing with Viren.

He’s going to keep using the same tricks.

It’s what Viren was trying to copy with a dark magic workaround.

And it’s what Aaravos is doing to others in the show already.

It’s what he did with the elves after Xadia was split

The most terrifying thing about Aaravos isn’t his powers. It’s that you never know who Aaravos is, so you don’t even know when his powers are being used. Who can you trust, when more than one person around you might be Aaravos, or Aaravos-manipulated?

Basically: TRUST NO ONE (ghhhh I love shows like this so much)

Aaravos sent a caterpillar to Viren because a worm is a type of virus

Dark Callum was an attempt to hack Callum’s mind while he was sick, and he was only saved because of Harrow’s influence on him

the plan to split Xadia interfered with Aaravos’s own plans, so he set about foiling the elves by hacking them and puppeting and/or impersonating them, and then making important decisions of state in disguise, by manipulation, and by creating an environment of isolation and mistrust

at some point, the elves finally realized what Aaravos was doing and had to band together to stop him

enter the Sunfires and the Moonshadows, defenders of the border and the peace, such as it was

the book pages involving Aaravos all show Sun, Moon, and Stars on them, but no other identifiable primal symbols

so what did they discover? Aaravos can turn into other people, using their primal magic, in perfect copies of them. The elves had no way to tell which among them were the OG elves and which were Aaravos

It’s what he’s doing with Viren

the pod that’s growing at the end of S3/in TTM has a black-eyed Viren inside it--eyes black like Aaravos. Yet the Viren we saw Claudia resurrect has normal skin. Maybe Aaravos stole Viren’s magic--and his gray skin with it--and plans to impersonate him, while Claudia resurrected Viren’s corpse using enough vitality to restore him to his original appearance after Aaravos pulled his magic out. Each of them only intended for there to be one Viren, but now there are two, because Claudia took a shortcut

the pod is the final step in copying a person, but it starts with the blood ritual, and the caterpillar needs primal magic to grow (see: Viren getting irradiated by the Sun staff and spitting out a much larger caterpillar than he swallowed)

that means it would be a lot easier to grow elves than humans, because they already have primal magic in them, and they’re in Xadia which is also full of primal magic. Aaravos had to lure Viren to Xadia to get the caterpillar to grow

not knowing who to trust among the ruling elven leaders changed things up

the elves split their rule, from having a single ruler who also wielded the primal stone staff to having two. 700 years after Xadia was divided, the Moonshadows are led by a mage and an assassin, and the Sunfires have a queen and a mage. That way, if one of them gets podded or possessed by Aaravos, they can’t make unilateral decisions and use their power or magic to create chaos

but not everyone Aaravos manipulates has to be a ruler. If he can whisper in a baker’s ear, or a servant’s, or a certain soldier at just the right time, that person can do the influencing on rulership for him. There are always myriad targets for Aaravos to choose from. How can the elves possibly protect their people?

cue the Sunfires and Moonshadows again, as basically the Order of the Phoenix--oh hey, Phoe-Phoe!

we saw what Queen Khessa did with the Sunforge, using it to attempt Viren’s murder. She’s probably killed other humans this way over the years. We see the device as cruel and the practice as racist.

but once upon a time (and this is what gives this theory some actual weight for me) the Sunforge could have been a tool of detection in a world of lies and deceit

the Sun arcanum is about revealing truth, just like Viren’s true face was revealed

300+ years ago, Queen Aditi used the Sunforge to test her fellow elves for truth or Aaravos-level deception. Any false pod elven pretenders who were placed in its scorching beam would be destroyed, while true elves who had not touched dark magic would not be harmed

the Sunforge was one of the only ways the elves could truly trust each other: they all had to submit to the bodyscan, just like in Among Us.

maybe the Moonshadow elves had to turn a bit KGB in this part of the story, using their stealth to sneak in and drag people out of bed in the night to take them to the Sunforge by dawn so they could be tested by Aditi

possibly Moonshadows were sent on pod hunts back in the day, to take out creepy pod people who weren’t finished growing--or who had become nothing but batteries for Aaravos’s schemes--a dark mercy either way, but very Moonshadow

but if the Sunforge was a detection device, the Wonderwall was a prevention device. A firewall, run on Moon power

Nyx said that the Wonderwall keeps out soulfangs and husks. Each of those is an unnatural creation: either too much soul or too little. Either way, the Wonderwall seems to let living things pass only if they have one soul and one body (that match, if it can detect that)

Aaravos couldn’t step in there inside another elf without getting burnt out of them

the oasis isn’t just a safe haven from the desert, it’s a safe haven from uncertainty and mistrust, the one place Moonshadows know they can trust someone to be who they seem, possibly used as a meeting spot to plan Aaravos’s capture, and maybe even execute it

Aaravos had to take Aditi out somehow - she ran the Sunforge and it was ruining his plans. The way he destroyed Khessa looked like he was burning her Sun magic out of her, and that’s super karmic not only because she was trying to kill Viren that way, but if that’s how Aditi ran the Sunforge the last time he knew her

He’s going to keep using the same tricks

the first place that Aaravos took Viren in Xadia was back to the Sunforge, to disable it. Now the Viren body he’s growing in his pod cannot be detected in the usual way, and he can go about doing whatever he wants. Except that Claudia totally resurrected OG Viren, so... Claudia actually becoming a problem for Aaravos? Hmm.

The next step should be the oasis then, since it’s specifically meant to keep out Aaravos’s puppets (a term used in the art book, and possibly meant literally as well as figuratively). He should be looking for a way to bring it down, which means more Moonshadows and Nyx

since we haven’t seen pod Viren hatch yet, I’m not sure whether Aaravos needs the original alive as a tether for his copy, or if he discards them like he did the Sun mage. Maybe he did want Claudia to resurrect Viren after all because he needs his life force to power pod VIren. Or maybe he was genuinely done with Viren because he had all the power he needed (ahaha Viren quote) to grow his own Viren, and it can live on its own now

It’s what Viren was trying to copy with a dark magic workaround

remember when the creators said in an interview about Harrow that yes, he’s dead, but that we would see him again?

maybe Viren was trying his darnedest to make that happen in S1

yes I’m back on my Dadbird bullshit okay, it’s a really fun theory, bless whoever came up with that one

here’s the new hot take: Viren did swap Pip and Harrow’s souls via the soulfang, and once he had Runaan imprisoned, he did indeed plan for the elf to “walk out of here” once he cooperated...as Harrow

in the novelization of S1, Viren used a black candle to aid in transferring Runaan into the coin, whereas the red candles are used for making smoky creatures come to life

in the show, there was a black candle in the dungeon cell on the table

That bowl of ash could be Harrow’s ashes, his DNA basically, Viren never throws anything away, too pragmatic

the second that Runaan gave up the goods on the mirror’s secrets, Viren would’ve “repaid his wise counsel” in a different way than he did for Lain and Tiadrin: by using Harrow’s ashes and the black soul-transfer candle to scoop Runaan’s soul out of his body, morph it into Harrow’s form using his DNA imprint from the ash, and then fetch Pip from the cage to put Harrow’s soul back in a body that looked exactly like his old one. Runaan’s body would’ve walked out of that cell, but it wouldn’t have looked like him anymore, and he wouldn’t have been inside it

looking at that mirror and knowing he was being watched by an elf who’d crawled inside other people and ridden them around Xadia must’ve been so freaking creepy, especially to a Moonshadow, no wonder Runaan got skeeved and called it worse than death--and he barely avoided the same fate himself, even if neither he nor Viren knew the connection

And this whole plan of hopping bodies and souls? It’s the dark magic version of what Aaravos does with his pod people, just like the coining spell is a dark magic version of how Aaravos is trapped

It’s what Aaravos is doing to others in the show already

once you realize that a character has the ability to flawlessly imitate other characters, all bets are off on who’s who

that goes for anyone else Aaravos might already be talking to in caterpillar form or possessing astrally, since he probably can’t make pods of people in Katolis due to a lack of primal magic

I started wondering if there was another poor person Aaravos was already puppeting in the background, and I found one: Saleer

in S2E1, Councilman Saleer advocates against retaliation in a council meeting and Viren isn’t pleased

what do you do with those who defy you to your face? You persuade them to join your side

in S3E1, Ezran’s banther just up and growls at Saleer, as if it can sense that something’s off about him, hmmm animal instincts

Saleer is the last to bend the knee to King Ezran

later in the same episode, Saleer reacts differently than everyone else to some surprising news, seeming to murmur about it toward his own right ear

at some point I think Wormavos bit Saleer, and he’s been puppeted by Aaravos ever since, just like the Sun mage was--except that Aaravos is keeping Saleer alive because he’s not done with him yet. This is extra scary because it means Aaravos could be controlling Viren, Saleer, and the Sun mage all at the same time, or be able to switch at will amongst them, a la Horde Prime or Ultron

Saleer orchestrates Viren’s release from the moment he hears that Rayla and Callum are taking the egg back to the Dragon Queen, but our eyes are usually on Viren so we don’t really notice that he initiates everything including working the crowd

basically every time other people are shocked, Saleer isn’t

when Viren does the Hearts of Cinder spell, Saleer moves to stand on his right to avoid getting bespelled

then back to back shots show that Aaravos replaces Saleer on Viren’s right. Even though Aaravos has 4 inches on Viren in height, he’s shown shorter than Viren

since the HoC spell takes place after the Sun mage’s possession and death, it seems Aaravos’s sudden appearance is a direct hint that Aaravos is currently possessing Saleer’s body like he did the Sun mage, and by inference has been for some time, what with all the calm collectedness and the smirking he’s been doing most of the season

Saleer survives the final battle unscathed and is arrested without anyone knowing of his connection to Aaravos or his extra connection to Viren. This raises the question: what will Saleer’s fate be in S4 and onward? Will he die mysteriously, abandoned now that he’s of no use? Will Aaravos keep using him to cause chaos in Katolis? Will anyone figure out that he is/was a puppet?

I sure hope Jonathan Holmes is having fun voicing his complicated messy evil guy with Jason Simpson! The boys deserve to have fun at work.

the fandom is contractually owed one (1) conversation between Barius and Runaan as balance now, I don’t make the rules

So, to sum up

Wormavos functions just like a worm virus, establishing itself in a host and then seeking out additional systems to infect via bite, and everyone that gets bitten becomes an at-will vessel for Aaravos to use, expanding his system exponentially

it’s impossible to tell who is under his control without extraordinarily powerful primal magic tests, which he’s disabling

he’s already spreading and no one knows he’s even there yet. Saleer might not be the only character Aaravos is operating, and we might not know who he gets a hold of in the future until it’s too late

in short, trust no one, and fix the Sunforge asap.

[hyrule-kingdom-updates]

Mallory turned around the corner, the smell of smoldering wood was starting to become faint. Simple Sheikah cottages bordered her either side, but down the dirt path was another disappearing wisp of purple, fading left.

A cloak.

Zelda held back a gasp. Was it...? It couldn’t be... Her mind buzzed with new thoughts and worries. If it was Astor, does Zavis know he’s here? What would he even be doing... She shook her head.  Dammit what am I doing following them! She eyed around and spotted some old pots.

Glancing around the corner again to make sure no one was looking, Queen Mallory committed both the crimes of larceny and the destruction of private property, as she kicked in the pot, and took a sharp shard as a make-shift knife.

She took a few quick breaths as she marched down the path towards were the purple was sighted.

“I’m not shallow, she doesn't know what she's talking about. 'Close minded' my ass. It's not MY fault there's nuances in the world and I can descern the distinctions." She stared at the shard in her hand. "I'm not naive...far from it! I've reject my father for his mistakes, and thus I can reject him. I can do what needs to be done...We hold people accountable, even our...brief childhood mentors...” Mallory paused in her tracks.

“OK...it doesn’t need to be the first option, we can negotiate first after all. Gain an understanding.”

Silence. And time didn’t move.

Zelda palmed a hand to her head. “Or maybe negotiating is shallow in of itself! Gods...if I waste this opportunity playing friendship and magic...people will get hurt if I don't just...”

A sudden cry filled the air, startling the queen and interrupting her thoughts. Distant Sheikah ran away from a mob of Bokoblins, running down from the upper forest. Zelda tapped her foot more frantically.

“Hylia’s arse, I just need to go! I need to act...” Zelda resumed her march down the path before immediately pivoting back the other way. “GHHHH. Too hell with blunt action, why should I change how I usually act, I was never wrong in the first place!”

Mallory turned back around with a smile. “Right. Right! My way has brought us all to this point, so we shouldn’t fix wasn’t isn’t broken! We can just talk a-and...” She walked once more down towards the purple, but her pace was notably slower. “...It’s not like he’s a heartless murder.”

Her pace quicker, and she twirled the sharp shard in her hand. A circle, a cycle, like her naivety.

It’s not like I’m joining the other side, Zelda thought. We’ll just come to an understanding, or compromise! I love compromises...

And if someone yells at me about it hurting their feelings...Mallory shook her head. Well, when they’ve had their emotions suffocated by the gods and King of Hyrule for 16 years, maybe then I’ll listne.

“I’m not like him, or my father, or Link, or Assivus.” She whispered. Mallory finally graced around the corner, and crouched by the other alley was a dark purple cloaked figure, staring away at the commotion in the distance.

“I know what I want. I am finally in control, Impa. And I'm not letting go anytime soon.”

The Queen walked towards the bowed man.

[bow-wow-wark-wark]

Hiii happy 4th hypmic anniversary, I know it's been like 3 days since the actual anniversary but *shrugs* anyways I wanted to answer the questions from this post to celebrate!! (This is going to be a long post lol, this just brings a ramble instinct in me)

1. How and when did you get into HyplMic?

I got into hypmic during the end of September/ start of October of last year, it feels like a lot of time and very little at the same time lol... so many people in the fandom have liked this for super long!! I got into it bc of someone I followed on twitter, they would talk about it sometimes and I was getting a bit sick of the music I listened too so I thought "why not expand my music taste?" Little that I know It was going to become the only thing I listened too lol. I also saw this like "a hypmic characther once said" video and I thought it was soooo funny I just had to get into it. I'm honestly surprised hypmic started in 2017 bc I was going through a god awful musical phase and knowing I could have liked it earlier in life amuses me (tho back then I thought anime was silly so it wouldn'thave happened either).

2. First impressions of the characters? Who stuck out the most?

(Another long one soz) I'm going to do most of them btw.

Buster bros: ichiro was the 1st chara I knew before I got into it, for a bit I had him mixed up with jyushi tho lmao. Tbh I didnt have a very strong opinion on him, I wasn't super into BB at the start 😅 same with jiro, I liked him the most, thought he was really cute. At the start I disliked saburo a bit lol, like he was just soooo mean and I didn't like that, also I wasnt a huge fan of new star at the start so I didnt like him bc of that either.

MTC: I had to fight a lot to openly like mtc, I felt a bit bad liking them at the start bc they're all like criminals and stuff lol. I have to be honest I think that at the start I didnt think about them like at all... the strongest impression here was Rio, he was my favorite also I thought jyuto was hilarious bc of the start of bayside smoking blues, I really liked his voice too.

Fling posse: ok so the moment I saw Ramuda I was like "this guy is evil as balls isnt he?" I was pretty right lol, I thought he was a child like saburo at the start bc hes so small, man fooled me there. I liked dice the most at the start, my 1st fanart is of him lol. I didnt have very strong opinions on Gentaro, I was surprised to find out his VA also voiced yamaguchi since I was a haikyuu fan if anything.

Matenro: Lol matenro was my favorite (still is), idk what was it but I saw all of them and I was like: great :D I dont remeber specific impressions tho.... It was almost like love at first sight lol. I remeber I really liked the fact that both hifumi and doppo had tips, I thought it was super cool.

BAT: ok so I also knew who kuuko was before I got into hypmic my actual actual 1st fanart was of him (I did it before I even knew what hypmic was like at all). I really liked him, I remember listening to gyara bam and being like "this guy rules so much", I really liked jyushi, as mentioned before I had him mixed with ichiro (they look nothing a like I dont even know how) I was super shocked to find out he was also a teen lol I was pretty happy. Not gonna lie I had no idea who hitoya was at the start (rip) I knew kuuko I knew jyushi but I didnt know him, I dont remeber being very big on him till like the dramas and getting more into hypmic bc before nothing nada.

Dotsuhon: lol I slept on dotsuhon for the looongest time, I literally only liked sasara, rosho and rei were just really there for me. Sasara was my favorite bc I loved his voice and tragic transitor gace me unrivaled latino vibes so he felt very close to me in a sense. I thought rei was a scumbag the moment I laid eyes on him.

3. Who was the first character you liked?

My 1st favorites before I found out about bat and dotsuhon where jiro and hifumi!! I really liked their voices and like over all attitude and stuff.

4. Which was the first Division you liked?

My favorite was matenro, they were just so cute and I liked how they were pretty chill and just had fun most of the time. Like how they tried looking all edgy and intimidating but they were all nice guys lol.

5. How have your favorites changed?

Not much lol my favorite is still hifumi tho know I have jyushi and Otome if were ranking on like top 3. I love all the charas now tho!!! Lol these are just my bigger ones. Division wise now my favorite is mtc, followed by bat I'm still a matenro stan tho!! All divisions have done some big growing on me so I love all of them anyways.

6. What was the first song you listened to?

The 1st song I listened to was battle anthem, I was super convinced it was the 1st hypmic song so I was surprised to hear it was division rap battle lol.

7. What's your favorite solo song?

Ghhhh this is so hard to choose... I actually like basically every single hypmic song.... if we're talking only 1t set that's easier to choose. Um that would be sensenfukoku, drops and champagne gold, I like all the mtc ones so I cant choose. Second set every single one is amazing so I cant choose either, tho at the start I disliked most of them somehow...

8. What's your favorite group song?

Ok at 1st i thought it was like an all division song but I just read it and it's just group song in general.... I love all of them but one of my biggest comfort songs is papillion so I'll say papillion. If were talking all stars songs that's easier tho: in no particular order its hoodstar (just heard the + ver and it slapped), survival of the illest+, glory or dust and hang out.

9. Which songs do you think are slept on?

Mmmmm I personally have no idea which songs people like more in general but I have seen a bunch of "my favorite hypmic moments" videos so I'll base it on that. I'll personally say any mtc song lol, in those videos theres always a surprising lack of mtc so yeah.

10. Do your favorite songs come from your favorite Division?

Yes, tho it's really no problem bc I like all songs😅

11. Objectively, who do you think is the best rapper?

I had never heard a lot of rapping till hypmic so I have no idea what good rapping is lol... I personally thinks everyone does a good job, I guess someone else can school me on that.

12. Which composers for HypMic do you listen to?

None... I honestly dont like know who composes which song.... I know very little about music and I dont look into it so I cant answer this one either.

13. If you had to get someone into HypMic with one song what would it be?

Oh :0 well I'm not very sure but if anything I think the way to go would be an all stars song bc you can get the feel of each division pretty good, then if they like that introduce them to other stuff. Of course this all depends on the person lol... my brother really likes strong songs so to him battle anthem was a good hook up... I quite personally would go for survival of the illest bc it has a good feel of the divisions and it's very silly which is a series staple.

14. Do you play ARB? Drop your friend code for people reading!

Nooooo I dont 🤧😢 I really want to but I dont think I would have space on my phone, besides idk how to download it, if you have to pay for it I dont have money and if it's only in japanese I'm learning at snails speed so I wouldnt understand it *cries a little* I have seen certain events tho, I find it funny.

15. What events are you hoping to see? What character combos do you hope will show up together?

Mmmm idk I have a post about but I'll love to see a sasara jakurai interaction, I'm pretty sure one has already happened but I want this funny man to interact with jakurai more. Some people mentioned that they would like to see more interactions between kuuko and samatoki and I agree, wheres that side of the mad comic dialogue line up? I'll also like to see hitoya and samatoki bc they're both into vintage stuff ish, like fashion wise so I think it would be interesting to see. Last I want a jyushi/jiro interaction idk of there's any but there needs to be I need them to interact!!! Or maybe saburo jyushi that would also be interesting.

16. Are you into any ships?

Yes!!! I'm a little shy talking about ships not going to lie so I don't talk about it too much lol. I like samajyu a normal amount, I also like ichikuu, jiroshi, hifudo and hitojaku. I like a lot of other ships too tho, like ot3 mtc is good so is fling posse tho my favorite is ramugen. Hypmic has a bunch of cute ships so it's hard not to enjoy most.

17. Do you have a yume/self-ships? Platonic or romantic.

Not really lol, I have considered reading self insert before but I always feel a bit embarrassed. If you do you're super poggers tho.

Ok I'll keep answering in another post bc this is getting super long and the next question is one I want to say a lot about again. Umm if you happen to see this and want to answer them too fell free to!! You can tag me if you want as well, I love seeing others opinions about like hypmic and stuff so feel free too. If you want to comment on something I said you're free to do so as well

[hidden-behind-the-fourth-wall]

Listen, it’s simple: don’t eat his dick, eat his heart

Pairing: Bucky x F!Reader

Summary: Because “it’s just sex” does not exist.

Warnings: Angts, Fluff, mentions of sex, swear words, a happy ending ( is that a warning?)

A/N: Ok, because I am an awful person and doesn’t seem to control my real life I was yet AGAIN late for yet ANOTHER challenge. I’m so sorry @stuckonjbbarnes​ , I hope you will still like it <3

Words: 3000+

Friends with benefits was a great deal. Well… Until it isn’t and then it just sucks. Because you are stuck in a situation where the sex is really amazing, but your heart breaks every time he leaves your room with a small smirk and a quick “See ya later, doll” in this annoyingly cute and sexy Brooklyn accent. 

And here you are, sitting with your best friend - Netflix, a bowl of popcorn and a beer, watching Princess Diaries hating and loving this movie at the same time. But you don’t really pay attention to it anymore. You were supposed to meet with Bucky for your little ‘routine’, but he went on a date. Of course, he sent you a message and you were happy for him. Of course, you were! You were friends after all. Friends first, lovers later… But well lovers wasn’t really a good word to use. Because there wasn’t really any love there. Well, not from his side at least. You loved him. Original right? You were the one who brought up the idea in the first place. 

It was after a mission when you both were sitting in your room watching something stupid on TV. And while flipping through the programs you stopped on porn. You couldn’t help the annoyed growled that escaped you. He raised his brow and looked at you questioningly. 

“You don’t like Porn?” He asked, amusement in his voice. You were both pretty close to each other. Bucky loved how you never tiptoed around him, always honest but still caring. 

“Oh, no trust me. I do…” You rolled your eyes and sighed. “It’s just you know... How long do you really need to take care of your own needs?” He snorted making the beer travel all the way back through his nose. “Don’t get me wrong, Bucky. A hand is better than no hand… But you know…” You smirked seeing his amused expression. “I miss the dick.” He couldn’t help but laugh at your simplicity. 

“How about you go on a date with someone? I know the guy from statistics has a crush on you.” You shook your head and took a sip of your yet another beer. You were slowly getting tipsy, which was the reason for this whole conversation. Yes, you were close to Bucky and a very open person, but you would never talk to him about those things sober. Not to him. Not to the guy you had an enormous crush on. But you were just friends and you knew from the fact that he was still not ready for a relationship. 

“No, no hell no. Come on Bucky I don’t have time for dates… Especially not with someone who would not understand my way of living.” Yeah being an Avenger was a hell of a time-consuming job. “You know what I need?” You turned towards him, putting your head on the back of the couch. “A friend with benefits.” He raised his brow, taking the same position as you. “A guy I trust, love in the most platonic way and feel comfortable with. Take that guy and fuck his brain out and vice versa.” He burst out laughing and you couldn’t help but smile at the sound and scene. You loved it when he laughed. He had such a nice, smooth laugh. 

“How about Steve?” You bit your lip and chuckled. “What?”

“I feel he’s a bit too vanilla for me”, his eyes widen and you could swear you noticed him take a deep breath. His pupils got a bit bigger than before, but there was still this amused smile on his face. “I would ask Sam, but I don’t know I see him more than a brother… Fucking him would be awkward.” He chuckled and shook his head in disbelief. “Ghhhh! I need sex!” You groaned annoyed, turning off the porn that was starting to get annoyingly unrealistic. Seriously? What guy can handle two orgasms in a row? 

You finished your beer and opened another one (having a travel fridge next to your coach was the best idea you have ever had) gulping it almost in one shot. 

“How about you, Bucky?” You finally asked, making him shift uncomfortably. “Don’t you need to have some fun?” 

“What makes you think I don’t already?” Your eyes widen but you laughed when he chuckled, shaking his head. “Seriously? What girl would like to do it with me? The ex-Winter Soldier, with this…” He raised his metal arm. Despite the joking tone of his voice, you knew how he hated it. 

“Don’t do that, Bucky!” You whispered, putting a hand on his thigh, making him look at you with seriousness. “You are an amazing guy. Sweet and funny. And this?” you encircled your fingers with his metal ones. A month ago he would probably flinch, but now? He actually enjoyed it. How open you were with him. Not afraid at all. “It’s pretty damn hot.” He raised his brow not expecting this. “Not to mention that you as a whole package is a yummy cookie.” 

“A yummy cookie?” He repeated, the sadness in his eyes disappearing. “And let’s come back to that left-hand thing.” You laughed and laid your head on his chest, trying to hide your embarrassed face. Jesus, he always smelled so good. “No, no, no way I’m letting you drop it.” 

“Well... “ You pulled back and bit your lip nervously. “There is something intriguing about it, you know… It’s a part of you, but so different. Not to mention that it gives this nice cold-hot difference.” You swallowed and took his hand and slowly pulled it up to your throat. You could see the hesitation in his eyes, but he didn’t stop you, trusting that you knew what you were doing. “That’s pretty hot.” A little moan escaped your lips when he clenched his fingers just a little bit. “Any girl would be lucky to be yours, Bucky.” You opened your eyes to meet his blown up irises, staring at your lips. 

“What about you?” He whispered, his hand moving from your throat to the back of your neck. You smiled at him and just kissed him. 

It was that day that all of this happened. It was three months ago and you established rules after your first night. Except for the normal sex-related rules, ins and outs, yeses and nos, there was this one rule. The most important one. If one of us wanted to get out, all they needed to do was say. But this was the problem. As much as you knew you needed to stop this arrangement before it breaks your heart into more pieces than it already has.

But you were just really pathetic. You didn’t want to end it, because you didn’t want him to leave you. Those moments with him were special. During those moments of intimacy, you could imagine that he was your and only yours. And it never mattered that when he left you just spent most of the night crying. Pathetic. You knew that and yet you couldn’t just stop it. 

You looked to the side of the sound and sighed. You shouted to anyone on the other side to come in, and you sat straighter when Bucky walked in. you looked at the clock and you just noticed that it was after 10 PM. Apparently, memories took longer than you expected. 

“How was your date?” You tried to make your voice as flat as possible. He couldn’t find out. If he knew that you felt something for him, you would not only lose the imaginary intimacy but him as well and that you would not survive. 

“Pretty good,” He smiled and you smiled back, faking. You wanted to be a good friend, but the thought of him being happy with some other girl, made you break a little. “She was cute and actually funny.” He leaned and put his head on the back of your couch, accepting the beer you took from the travel fridge. “We’re gonna see each other on Friday.” He sounded happy and excited about it, and you forced yourself to look excited as well. Because you were his friend first. And most importantly. “So… am... “ You frowned, when he turned towards you, with uncertainty written on his beautiful face. 

“Bucky, what’s wrong? You know you can talk to me, right” Your hand travelled to his arm and he smiled slightly. 

“Can we stop it?” Your heart skipped a bit, understanding completely what he meant. “The sex… friends with benefits. I really liked Lucy and I don’t want to…”

“Of course!” You stopped him. Your voice was annoyingly high-pitched. You smiled and finish your beer, taking your hand off his arm. If he noticed your change he didn’t say anything. He just thanked you, and giving you a peck on the cheek, he just left. Leaving you with your heart-broken and tears rolling down your cheeks. 

***

It has been a month and you know you should just let go. But you couldn’t. Not when Bucky and Lucy ‘call me Lu” were sitting in the living room with the rest fo you, watching some movie, you didn’t pay attention to. You hated it, but the girl was really great. Everyone liked her and you could see how Barnes looked at her. She was beautiful. Long blonde hair, with stunning blue eyes, small nose and plum, round lips. She had curves in all the right places. She was just fucking perfect. A bit shy at the beginning but now throwing cheeky comments here and there. Yes, she was lovable, but you couldn’t help but feel jealous. It was immature, you knew. But you loved Bucky before she came along, and you couldn’t help but wonder what if… What if you’d have told him about your feelings. 

“Y/N?” You looked up hearing her voice. Her lovely, angelic voice. “Would you like something to drink?” Of course, she needed to be nice. You forced yourself to smile at her in the most friendly like way. 

‘Thanks, Lu. I think I’ll head to bed.” Everyone looked at you in surprise. It wasn’t even 10 o’clock and none of you had any mission tomorrow. “I don’t feel good. That’s it.”

“You ok?” Bucky asked, voice filled with concern. Why did he have to be so nice? Couldn’t he just be a dick? Hate you? 

“Yeah. I think too much of the chips.” You laughed awkwardly and after saying goodbye to everyone to went to your bed. “Kill me…”

“Excuse me?” You looked up and chuckled and FRIDAY’s voice. “I don’t think I can do that, Miss L/N.”

“It’s ok, FRIDAY. I was talking to myself.” 

“Mrs Potts always tells Mr Stark that it's not a healthy habit. Should I maybe get you an appointment with a psychologist?”

“Gosh!” You laughed out loud at the machine. “No thank you. I am fine.” 

“Are you?” You jump hearing a voice next to the elevator doors. You walked out and looked at Natasha who literally showed up. How the hell was she able to come here before you? “Green is definitely not a good colour on you, and I am not talking about this sweater.” You looked down at what you’re wearing and sighed. Damn, you really loved that one. 

“I don’t know what you’re talking about”, yes play damn. That always worked. You ignored her opened your doors, walking in, happy to see your bed. Yes, this is what you needed. Your comfy bed. 

"Lucy is a nice girl", she started and you just rolled your eyes. 

"I know", you sighed, taking pyjama from under your covers, heading to the bathroom. But this apparently didn't stop Nat, she just followed you in. Great… 

"Then, why are you being a bitch?!" You stopped and turned toward her, meeting with a smirk on her lips. "You lost your chance, you remember what I always told you?"

"Yeah, yeah your brilliant 'Listen, it’s simple: don’t eat his dick, eat his heart' shit…" with no complex what so ever you started to take your clothes off and walked under the shower, enjoying the warm water falling on your stressed shoulders. "But it was never as simple, Nat."

"Love is simple. Whether it's there or it's not…"

"Well, there wasn't" you hissed, letting the water, fall on your head.  "Not from his side… it was only sex. He made that perfectly clear every night he just left. Perfectly fucking perfect!" 

"Come on, Y/N you can't possibly read his mind. I doubt there was nothing there but sex." 

"Well, then fucking believe it!" You punched the glass wall, that was separating you and Nat. You watched the glass shatter the same way as your heart did. The tears running down your cheeks, the blood spreading from your hands, and Nat beside you, pulling you to her with a comforting hug. "I'm sorry, Nat." She shook her head and unable to stand any longer you fall on your knees, pushing her with you. "I fucked up big times, Nat… I should have ended it so much sooner… I… love him so much!" You just kept on crying while Nat tried her best to smoothen you, her heart, breaking just a bit with your pain. 

**

It was another month when you were finally able to act semi-normal seeing Bucky with Lucy. You stayed longer with everyone during movie nights.

You weren't sure how no one never asked you about your hands nor the glass doors to your bathroom that needed to be replaced, but you were sure Nat was behind it. 

You were still falling asleep crying but now you just started to live with it. Yo realised that you lost any chance to ever own his heart. What's worse, you realise you never did own his heart. 

"Y/N", you froze hearing his voice. Well, trying to be ok with his relationship was hard enough, which caused you to spent less and less time with him. You tried your hardest to make sure that you never stayed alone with him. And you did an incredible job with it, until now. 

"Bucky!" You smiled brightly at him, continuing on your sandwich. "Want one? I'm making a peanut butter one."

"Can we talk?" He asked quietly, watching your back. 

"We are talking." You chuckled wanting to get away from the topic you knew he will want to start. "So you want that sandwich?"

"Y/N, damn it, look at me!" You jumped hearing his shout. You slowly put the knife down and turned, and you swallowed seeing his sad expression. "Please… please tell me…" he walked towards you and before you were able to move away he leaned and put his head on your shoulder, sobbing. "What have I done, that you so desperately ignore me… run away from me…" your eyes widen and tears appeared in your eyes once again. No… you never wanted to see him hurt. That was the main reason why you kept on running from him. "What did I do…"

"You haven't done anything, Bucky", your hand landed in his hair, and slowly shuffled it. You closed your eyes when he pulled away from you. You couldn't look at him. Not when you both were so vulnerable. Not when you were so vulnerable. "Jesus, Bucky, nothing of this is your fault…" you opened your eyes and looked into those beautiful blue eyes. 

"Of this? Of what, Y/N? What is happening? I thought we were friends and supposed to tell everything to each other." His hands landed on your arms, the expression on his face showed how lost he really was. 

You took a step back and a deep breath. There was no way of escaping it now. You were trapped in a corner and needed to say everything you tried so desperately to keep to yourself. Afraid of losing your friend. 

“I made a mistake, Bucky…” You whispered, looking away unable to look him in the eyes when you confessed to him. “We decided that this all would just be sex… no feelings, no attachment and I lied to you since the beginning…”

“Y/N”

“No, please…” You shook your head and sighed deeply. “I loved you Bucky… Loved you way back… waaaay back before our little agreement... God!” You exhaled, shaking your head in disbelief, just now realising, really realising how pitiful you were. “Gosh, I’m pathetic… I could never tell you about my feeling because I knew you weren’t ready for any kind of commitment, but I wanted you… Jesus, Bucky I wanted you so much…” You laughed at your stupidity and hid your face in your hands when you started crying. “And it broke my heart every time you were leaving my room, but I prefer that than losing you… But then you met Lucy and fuck! She is perfect Bucky, really. Perfect for you. I see how you look at her. And here I am being selfish again! You’re finally in an amazing relationship and because I wasn’t able to keep my feelings chained, you will now hate me!” You let yourself look back and was met with so much sadness in his eyes. 

“We broke up…” You froze hearing his shredded voice. “She wasn’t ready to be Avenger’s girlfriend…” You opened your mouth to say something but nothing came out. “Every fucking night I walked out of your room, hoping you’ll stop me.” Your eyes widened, and you exhaled when he walked towards you, stopping just in front of you. You looked up into those beautiful eyes and bit your lip. “I came back every night hoping that I would be able to tell you how I felt, but you seem so sure about staying just friends with benefits! Fuck!” With no words more needed he leaned in and attacked your lips. It was different than the previous once. More passionate, more loving. “Fuck, Y/N! I love you damn much!” 

“Well, I guess Nat’s advice is always the best!”

[duhragonball]

1, 8, 9, and 15 please!

1. What's something you've written that you know is OOC and you just don't care?

I’ve probably done this, but in my mind, if I didn’t care, then chances are I don’t consider it OOC in the first place.

I read something a long time ago, I think in the letter column of a Wizard Magazine, that said that sometimes people do things they wouldn’t normally do, so it only follows that fictional characters need to be allowed to do “out-of-character” things once in a while. 

Like that episode of Camp Camp where David drops the F-bomb for the first time.  It has an impact precisely because he never talks like that most of the time, so when he says it, it really means something.

Other times, you do it as a plot contrivance.   Like when Goku tried to escape Namek in Frieza’s spaceship.    He seemed awfully sure of where to go and what buttons to push, even though he knows nothing about piloting and he’s never even seen the controls of this ship before.  But it doesn’t matter, because the ship is in no shape to fly anyway, and the point is to build suspense.   It’s more important to make the audience wonder if Goku has a chance, than to admit that he’d be utterly lost on Frieza’s bridge controls. 

As it happens, I just posted a new story (plug!) which is a Bulma/Chi-Chi thing.   I suppose making the two of them lesbians was pretty OOC, because their heteronormative relationships are a pretty big part of their characters, at least in my mind.  In Bulma’s first appearance, she was on a quest to wish for a boyfriend.   In the scene I used as a starting point, Chi-Chi is worried about her son on Namek, so I had to figure out how she even had a son with Goku in this story and could turn around and dump Goku for Bulma. 

But I think I managed to skin that cat pretty well, and I managed to work within other traits of their characters, so it’s not like this pod-person deal where I’ve got two gay characters who happen to look like characters from a popular anime.   So I guess that’s as good an answer as any.

8. Something you love to see in dialogue.

I like it when dialogue gets interrupted with non-verbal cues, like “Hey, where do you think you’re goi--URK!”   And then they’re getting stabbed or shoved off a cliff or whatever.    Some other examples.  

“So are you going to kiss me, or are you just going to stand there and--mmmmmm!”

“Lord Vader, I regret to inform you that we have lost contact with the Millennium Falcon, but  I assure y-ou... agh... y-- ghhhh!”

“It’s like I said before, base camp, there are no tentacle monsters in Tentacle Monster Cavern.   Now, if it’s all the same to you, I’d like to pack up and head back before-- No... no...! AIIIEEEEEE!”

It’s just a good trick to use.   

9. What's your fandom's most overused trope?

This kind of goes for any fandom, I think, but it irks me how people want to always tweak the concept into something barely recognizable.   For me, the whole point of reading (or writing) fanfic is because I ran out of the source material and I want more.  To give you an idea, I love Marvel’s recent run on Darth Vader, because it’s not just Darth Vader comics, they look and read and feel like the character from the movies.  A lot of Dark Horse Vader stories seemed to fall short of that ideal.    I’ve been meaning to check out IDW’s Star Trek: TNG comics for the same reason.   They look like they’re trying to resemble the TV show as closely as possible. 

On the other hand, Star Trek: Picard looks like a waste of my time, because it’s not TNG, it’s Captain Picard and he’s like 25 years older and with a bunch of new characters I don’t care about.    It feels like fanfic because that’s how a lot of fanfic operates.  Like, we can’t just do a Vegebul story, we gotta have Bulma run a coffee shop and then she gets abducted by aliens and turned into a sex slave and Vegeta’s a magic alien shrimp who gives her advice on how to escape and how is this a Dragon Ball story anymore?

I don’t want to be too hard on fanfic writers for coming up with these zany ideas, but at times it seems like these are the rule and not the exception.   I remember the Tenchi Muyo! fandom years ago, and it seemed like every other new story was the cast moving to the United States for no apparent reason, except that the writer probably felt more comfortable telling stories in a more familiar cultural setting.    And that’s fine, to a point, but where does “American High School AU” stop being a trope and start being a crutch?  

But I’m a grumpy old man about these things, so you may not want to take me too seriously on this.

15. We all project onto our characters. Where has your personality or life choices leaked onto the page the most?

I’ve noticed that occasionally I’ll have character get into this “what-if?” game where they regret something and then they’ll cite old lore to explain how they blame themselves for such-and-such.   I thought that was me just being attentive to continuity, but maybe that says more about me than I care to admit.  

I created Luffa as a power fantasy, someone who could just walk right through a bunch of pointless bullshit and suplex it into submission.   Living in the United States in 2020, I find myself noticing more and more public figures that could use a good suplexin’.   Make of that what you will.

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Bless summer dresses (Jung Hoseok x Reader /Smut)

Word Count: 6,9k

Genre: PWP, Smut

Pairing: Jung Hoseok x Reader

Character appearance: Park Jimin, Kim Seokjin, Kim Namjoon, Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jeongguk, Min Yoongi

Warnings: Mirror sex, Daddy kink, Dirty talk, Semi-Public sex, Degrading

Summary: Sometimes, its the right dress at the right time that becomes the last push needed to reach the highest ecstasy.

Hoseok P.O.V.

‘’Again.’’ I shake my head frowning, hands placed on my hips as I stare at Jeongguk and Jimin how they move, Jimin a mili-second slower than the maknae which doesn’t sync them up like they should be ‘’Stop.’’ I raise my tone over the music which gets cut off both of them breathless stopping to glance at me.

‘’I thought they were perfectly in flow, hyung.’’ Taehyung comments from where he’s sitting against the mirror near the computer, now staring at me in question.

‘’Jeongguk-ah was too fast, you did this…’’ I’m quick to demonstrate the spin and hip thrust ‘’To fast, it’s like you’re too eager for it, while Jiminie the…’’

‘’I know, I know.’’ he shakes his head hair falling in his eyes as he goes to redo the move properly and seemingly easily.

‘’Good. Again, from the top.’’ I order and glance back at Joon who presses a button on the keyboard of the computer the music starting to play. Jin hyung walks around slowly observing the two as they start to move. I’m not even concerned with the beginning of the song because I know they can handle it, and have been nailing it from the start. So, I let my eyes drift past Yoongi hyung who’s comfortably settled on the chair which was moved over to the corner of the mirror. And there sitting in the very back as we’re in the front, is the prettiest girl you could ever lay your eyes on.

The first thing that falls into my eyes is the yellow colour of the sundress she has on. Luckily it does reach her knees if it was any shorter she definitely wouldn’t be wearing it anywhere. I stare at the expanse of her smooth flawless legs, quickly skipping over the bunched-up material, up till her waist where the material hugs her curves but loosely enough to show them off. Passing her breasts my eyes land on her skin, still clear of any kind of marks that I know are hiding over her thighs, near the lines of the panties she has on. I wonder which pair she put on today. My eyes take me higher taking in her collarbones, and I just want to lick over them, and trail my tongue to her sweet spot which I know would make her shudder and whimper easily. Her neck is just begging to be decorated in flourishing marks.

Her eyes are completely entranced flickering from one dancer to the other. She has this dazed kind of expression on, a light blush to her cheeks which can be makeup but who knows for sure. Due to the room heating up more than cooling despite the AC in the corner being turned on she has pulled her hair up into a bun, and makes me all the more want to mark her neck up and listen to the breathless moans and hitches of breath that would fall from her beautiful plump lips. Ghhhh my blood is already boiling with want.

‘’Again.’’ I raise my tone over the music which has the boys both stumbling out of rhythm, but nobody says anything and continues doing their thing as I back away and then turn, making my way towards my girlfriend. Only when I’m 5 steps close she takes her eyes away from the dancers and looks at me, looking like she’s snapping out of a daydream, but offers a beaming grin, showing off her pearly white teeth.

‘’Not gonna dance?’’ she asks knowing me well enough to know that I do want to but I have something else in mind. I shake my head and lean down, sitting myself right next to her.

‘’I decided I need a new angle to observe them.’’ I make up quickly and throw my arms around her shoulders. She eagerly leans into me despite being warm, but I take the chance as she’s not complaining as we settle to watch the two ‘’Plus…I need kisses, I’m running low on energy.’’ I whisper into her ear which has her giggling turning to me while I keep my eyes focused on the dancing boys who are off beat again but I want my kisses and I know my priorities.

‘’You don’t seem to be so tired yet, you’ve nailed the dance and everything perfectly just a few minutes ago.’’ She challenges making me smirk as my hand lands over her knee patting it gently, then letting my thumb brush over it.

‘’Why would I lie??’’ I challenge and look at her smiling cheerfully, the blush on her cheeks spreading.

‘’What do I get in return?’’ she shots back the remark causing me to chuckle. I faintly hear someone saying ‘Stop’ and the music getting cut but I’m putting my priority onto my girl. We’ve been going at it for 2 hours, and we’ve came here for a meeting only, it’s enough serious practice for the day.

‘’What would you want in return?’’ leaning in I make sure I ghost my nose down over her cheek, pressing a kiss to the underside of her jaw. She starts tapping her fingers over my thigh where her hand is comfortably resting.

‘’Hmm…’’ she trails off instead, which has me sparing a glare to the members Jin and Tae now with Kook and Jimin chatting away but Namjoon lets ‘Idol’ play and is quick to join them just messing around to the beat. I smirk noticing how she’s completely focused onto them. It only ticks me off a tiny bit that she’s so shamelessly ogling them, mostly Jimin. I know she loves me, and she is mine but Jimin is her bias after all even if I won her over. So, him being in the room, and now laughing and pushing his hair back I know he’s doing it intentionally.

‘’Cuddles?’’ I try knowing she’s distracted enough, the tug on her hand not affecting her much. She goes along willingly and mutters her acknowledgement, but moves and sits herself on my lap letting me pull her backwards into my chest. I eagerly wrap my arms around her waist and hold her against me, my body thrumming with warmth and eagerness, my cock stirring at the feeling of her on me and so close.

Her hands are resting over my forearms but she doesn’t even protest once I move my hand to circle her thigh, caressing through the fabric unfortunately. I don’t want anyone seeing what’s mine. But looking at her through the mirror because we are in the clear the boys more on the right, I can see her eyes still following Jimin as he runs around the room eagerly. A smile draws itself on her lips.

The melody comes to a stop finally, leaving the boys cheering some clapping which she eagerly claps along too, and earns herself a wink from Jimin. His eyes do meet my own, so I give him a questioning look. He turns around rushing over to Jin hyung hugging him from the back hiding away. C c c little brat.

The boys fall into a chatter while she finally leans back and sags against me.

‘’Cuddles.’’ She finally replies making me chuckle ‘’Movie night?’’ she proposes as I let my fingers slip to the very hem of the dress to touch bare skin of her knee.

‘’Doable.’’ I state ‘’Will you make us snacks though? I did them last time.’’ I sing in the end which has her chucking as I tap my fingers over her knees. She has her legs crossed one over the other resting between my own which I’ve parted slightly to accommodate her. As long as they aren’t spread in front of anyone else but me, we are good.

‘’You’re drawing a hard bargain there Mr. Jung.’’ She goes on thoughtful but ends up giggling, and looking up at me.

‘’That’s Hobi to you, little lady.’’ I raise my fingers to her ribs but there’s not much effect as she isn’t ticklish but the touch has her chuckling hands reaching for my own to stop them.

‘’Aigo you are so cute Oppa.’’ She coos whining adorably and twists her body lifting herself up, pressing a surprise peck onto my lips ‘’Aigo, aigo.’’ I laugh out loud with her as she squishes my cheeks together but is quick to let go, as we just laugh at the silliness. The cute moment is ruined quickly by Jimin rushing over.

‘’Y/N-ah come dance with us!’’ he eagerly offers his hand to her. My fingers tighten holding her.

‘’Ah no thank you I’m not in the mood to ruin how good you all dance…’’

‘’Nonsense!!!!’’ Taehyung calls from across the room.

‘’Come on!!!’’ Jin adds encouragingly.

‘’I’m sure Hobi Hyung doesn’t mind.’’ Jimin goes on ‘’Plus he’ll dance with us won’t you hyung? We can show Y/N-ah a few moves.’’ I keep my cool at how adorable he is, I can’t blame him for that and I know he doesn’t have ill intentions. It’s just that Y/N is easily persuadable into things specially if my members are involved and I do love them with all my heart but, I want her all to myself.

‘’No, it’s alright, I’m good where I am right now.’’ She denies offering a confident smile to the boys, some of them groaning others snorting.

‘’Of course.’’ Yoongi snorts ‘’She’s with her boyfriend now guys, he’s her top priority.’’ He chuckles as he stands up, closing up his laptop.

‘’Hobi hyung is our high priority too.’’ Jimin adds but gets hit over the back of his head by Jeongguk who’s walking around. But upon the to hit, which does dislodge Jimin a step it goes silent and suddenly the chase starts.

‘’Tae the door.’’ Jin exclaims to which Taehyung is quick to open the door of the practice room giggling, as Jeongguk laughing runs out with Jimin hot on his trail. It takes maybe 3 seconds until we hear a crashing and breaking sound coming from the hallway. Y/N tenses up but remains staring at the others as they glance between another in question.

‘’Uh oh.’’ Taehyung mutters stepping openly between the doorframe ‘’Namjoon hyung, you better come and…oh boy…’’ he’s out with Namjoon right behind him while Jin hovers at the door now, and Yoongi is still finishing packing his things up.

‘’Yahhhhhh what did…we’re all getting in trouble.’’ Jin rants glancing over to us ‘’You lovebirds better stay where you are if you don’t want to get inv…’’

‘’Jin Hyungggg!!!’’

The call has the oldest fuming suddenly in disbelief ‘’Yah, Jeon Jeongguk I’m going to…’’ and he’s storming off his voice echoing in the hallway, as more people seem to be gathering there, trying to fix whatever the two boys did.

‘’I hope nobody got hurt.’’ Y/N mumbles to herself. I bend my legs up a bit forcing her to lean back against me, so I can nuzzle my face into her neck.

‘’Ah you know they’re fine. No need to worry.’’ I assure her, giving into temptation and press a kiss to her neck. And another one. And another one, which gets her quickly to start giggling. She starts wiggling more trying to move away, but I’m not letting her go. The friction yeah, it’s not helping me not get turned on as quickly as I am, but I want to hear more of her adorable giggles, which always manage to cheer me up even when I’m angry or really upset it’s her and her smile alone that cheers me up, or breaks the flow of negative emotions.

‘’You two are disgustingly adorable.’’ Yoongi comments, surprising me to see him still here. Well he’s putting on his backpack, bucket hat on his messy hair hiding it away ‘’I’m going leave you to it, see you back home. Don’t give in to easily Y/N-ah.’’ With a smirk he’s then heading out.

‘’Bye Oppa!’’ she cheers making me do a double over at her, as she turns around and shrugs.

‘’What he’s nice.’’ she replies and then pushes herself away quickly the action unexpected so she easily gets out of my reach ‘’Don’t get so jealous, you know you’re my one and only Hope-ah.’’ She teases chuckling and leans in to steal a kiss but then she’s off rushing across the empty dance studio, stepping over to her bag which she’s left in front of the mirror in the corner where the computer and TV screens are.

Shaking my head, I push myself onto my feet, shamelessly readjusting myself in the sweats that do manage to hide away my problem. But it’s far from over. ‘’My members are way too confident around you. I don’t like how sweet you are, because you should be only like that to me.’’ I fake complain because I know my members would never dare do something to her like that or betray me in such way by hitting on her. So, this I know it’s something that gets her going into defence mode where she starts assuring her love for me. And I do know that she loves me, and how much I mean I relate because I love her so much as well, but sometimes I like pushing her buttons. Plus, sometimes I just like hearing this like;

‘’Ah Hobi you know I have eyes only for you.’’ She replies voice slightly echoing around the empty room. Reaching the door, I glance out seeing people gathered in the hallway but just around the corner, whereas the janitor’s closet is on my right opened. Quickly I close the doors leaving us complete privacy.

‘’You have a weird way of proving it.’’ I point out making my way to the computer, as she’s busy with her phone her back facing me. She’s completely engrossed into the device probably replying to her friends. Quickly I click away finding my file with my playlists and put on a more R&B one, that’s more sensual and fitting for what I have in plan.

I creep up behind her, sitting myself down as she’s on her knees instead of getting herself comfortable ‘’Come on Y/Nickname love me.’’ I whine and pout through the mirror examining her face, her cute nose scrunching up before smoothing out. She glances at me confused, as I place my hands onto her hips but goes along as I move her to my lap forcing her legs to open up, dress still hiding her away.

I let my right-hand roam down to her knee exposing her thigh more, under the pretence of drawing invisible patters over her skin. Peeking down over her phone I smile as she sends one of my stage pictures to her friend along with millions of hearts next to it. She’s clearly bragging. I glance quickly towards the doors, hearing people chatting outside our managers voice and from other staff but nobody is entering the room.

I welcome her body eagerly as she suddenly leans back, sighing contently fingers still working furiously over the keyboard ‘’Oh this is a nice song. You should do a cover of it.’’ she thinks out loud phone getting locked while she, lets it drop over to her bag on the side. Closing her eyes, she leans her head against my shoulder and starts to hum the melody, snapping her fingers to it.

Perfect this couldn’t be a more perfect situation for what I have in store. I still keep my touches gentle, as I tug the skirt upwards exposing more and more of her thighs, which I just want to bite into. I’m practically salivating by just staring at them. When she sighs at a particular part of the song, I let go having dragged the material just above her midthigh enough for me to see that she’s wearing nice pink panties, with a small bow on the front. My fingers dance across her stomach, and higher her expression revealing that’s she’s catching on. But I boldly place my hand over her breasts discovering she isn’t wearing a bra underneath immediately as I squeeze them.

‘’Wha…’’ she jumps as I grope them firmer, and hook my thumbs over the straps making quick work of tugging them off her shoulders, and then pull the material down to reveal the two perfectly rounded boobs to my eyes finally ‘’Hobi…’’ she whispers panicked as I pinch her nipples, the piercings making the sensation much more intense, and always has her more sensitive ‘’D-don’t n-no…’’ she weakly protests as I knead them again firmly, both fitting in my palms perfectly. Silently I lift her right arm, and duck past so I can latch my mouth onto her right breast. She whines out loud, it echoing around the room and only furthering my arousal, making me harder by the second, as she sarts shifting and squirming because of the exposure, but with that she’s creating an almost perfect rhythm and friction against me.

She does start to get louder the more I suck and lick, and then bite at the nipple gently, so with regret I do detach myself from her, glancing up to see her flushed cheeks as she stares at me with parted lips. I want to do so much more, play with her tits as much as I please but there is a time limit.

I do take the moment to take her in with my own hooded eyes how gorgeous she looks the pink adoring her cheeks brilliantly, and how she’s already biting onto her lower lip, clearly nervous despite being so turned on. I can clearly read the lust in her eyes.

‘’Kiss me.’’ it’s a simple order, and despite it she doesn’t react. Raising back up, holding onto her hand, I glance towards the doors as she stiffens in my hold upon the knocks against it. But whoever is there they seem to be preoccupied with discussing something, as the handle doesn’t rattle or anything. Turning back to her, she’s ready to pounce away, but with a pinch on her nipple she yips and turn to me looking distressed. The music is a perfect distraction, masking her whimpers so far synchronized ‘’Kiss me.’’ I order again with a low tone, licking over my lower lip as I glare at her and straighten properly leaning in close.

‘’O-oppa n-not h-here, they are going to f-find out…’’ I use the beat of the song I know like the back of my hand to pull her dress up, and strike two times at the side of her thigh making the flesh jiggle as well as her to tense up like a string. With one hand I hold it around her torso keeping her steadily in place, but with the other I reveal the panties properly pushing the dress up, bunching it in the middle. And all the while not once does she attempt to push me away. Her hands settle onto my forearms, but as in to brace herself rather than to indicate any type of rejection.

Her eyes are fixated at what I’m doing, and I can see how much turned on she really is; more than the usual as she’s gone suddenly very quiet. And it’s a thrilling idea, of someone, anyone to be able to just walk in on us and see everything. Of course, I hate the idea of anyone seeing her, but it’s the getting caught part that’s doing it for her is my guess because it’s doing it for me too. Or maybe the idea of my members walking in and seeing her submissive to me that’s getting to her? For them so see how much control I have over her. She’s mine and mine alone.

Her eyes do dart to the door again at the noises, but I preoccupy myself by, leaning in and kiss up her neck, lick at her skin and bite, for sure leaving marks behind her neck which she won’t hide. I want everyone to see what I did to her. My right hand continues its way over the inner of her thighs which tremble briefly, until my fingers find their way to her cunt ‘’Oh what do we have here?’’ I wonder with pride swelling in my chest as I detach my lips and look up at her embarrassed expression, her eyes trained onto my fingers which I tap against the panties rubbing my fingers together the wetness visible under the bright lights ‘’You’re already dripping for me baby girl huh?’’ I tap a few more times making her legs want to close up but she’s smarter than that and keeps them open, as I smirk and run my fingers up and down her folds over the panties that start to get wet from how soaked she really is ‘’You’re practically soaking through.’’ I marvel putting more pressure which has her breath hitching and pressing herself into me firmer ‘’Is this all because of me?’’ I wonder ghosting kisses over her neck gently ‘’Or maybe it was Jimin’s doing? Is that the reason you’re this wet? Filthy slut you can’t be even a good obedient whore for me.’’ I growl the last part, ignoring the whine of protests as she shakes her head but doesn’t dare moving or doing anything yet as I haven’t told her or gave her an order yet.

‘’It’s all you, you know it’s all for you, Op..’’ I smack her thigh again watching as this time around the red mark doesn’t fade away so quickly ‘’Daddy, daddy, I’m sorry daddy.’’ She’s quick to add correcting herself making me hum in approval, hand returning back but now to let my fingers trace the edge of the panties, making sure I’m brushing my fingertips over her skin.

Raising my left hand up, I grab her chin roughly forcing us both to lean forward so she can get a closer look at herself in the mirror, her eyes automatically doing so ‘’Look at yourself.’’ I growl, spreading her legs even wider as she tries to avert her eyes, but I only tighten my hold on her jawline ‘’How dirty.’’ I mumble with my right-hand slapping at her breast which has her jumping, hands which are now bunched up in the skirt of her dress tightening ‘’Do you think someone could be watching us?’’ I whisper leaning in letting my breath ghost over her ear and neck, which does make her shudder against me, the movement feeling nice against my hardon, cock just throbbing and twitching as I even for a second think how it would feel being buried in her tightness.

‘’Do you think someone might be just outside peeping in? Seeing how filthy you are huh?’’ but she only squirms more trying to keep her beautiful noises in. Reaching down I tug at the panties harshly to the side, to reveal her folds. She hisses at the exposure but ends up letting out a breathless moan that has me rolling my hips into her ‘’Such a dirty pussy, for anyone to see. For them to realize what a whore you are huh? Letting me do anything to you. You’re not even attempting to stop me. Filthy.’’

I manage to hold the material to the side, to spread her lower lips apart, seeing how her cunt glitters, juices literally leaking out ‘’Ah this is what whores do after all right? But you’re a good slut for me aren’t you baby? My slut soaked only because of me, and my touches. Only for daddy.’’

‘’Only for da-a-ddy…’’ she stumbles over her words but eagerly repeats them. The door handle rattles, but I have a gut feeling it’s nothing, its why she’s the one that whines and almost shouts while I slide my fingers over her slit teasingly, letting go of her jawline to hold her against me as I roll my hips again, getting more frustrated by the lack of touch on me. My cock is starting to hurt with the lack of friction the proper one.

‘’Suck whore.’’ I order sticking two fingers into her mouth without even asking. I do glance at the door worried for a moment but the shadows disappear so does the rattling, so I focus onto her enjoying the chocking noises emitting from her chest before I tug my fingers out leaving her coughing for a moment, tears gathered in her eyes. Lowering down the fingers, I directly aim for her clit starting to rub them in circles over it.

She slumps back against me, eyes never leaving either my own or my ministrations or even her own expression which she’s too shy to admit of watching ‘’You like it? Like daddy touching you like this?’’ I whisper as the song gets quieter before the chorus. I let my fingers run lower to pick up some of her own juices before I start rubbing them properly against her clit. I’ve watched her touch herself enough times to know how to dot it myself. (She’s been a bad girl for some time so her punishments were always to finish herself of on her own, without daddy helping which didn’t satisfy her as much).

Her right hand shoots up grabbing onto my forearm but I don’t stop just speed the motion and bite onto her neck ‘’I l-love it, daddy, I love it so much!’’ she manages out legs spread wide open, back arching. I can see how close she’s getting, eyes shutting breath coming out in short spurts so at one point before she can come I remove my hand completely watching as she slumps against me crying out just as the singer of this song sings out a high-pitched part.

Opening her eyes, she’s desperate almost angry as she looks at me through the mirror, but I’m tugging the panties off harshly which has her shutting up, and whining as I force her to close and bend her legs so the panties can come completely off her.

‘’Don’t stare at me like that baby girl, you will be punished.’’ She only pouts at me eyebrows furrowed while I triumphally hold the panties in my hand ‘’Eyes on the mirror slut. Want you to see how filthy you are…you ruined your panties completely.’’ I add on bringing the material closer, to take a whiff and make a show of it, her body relaxing as she gets more aroused at the sight, her scent filling my nostrils pleasantly. Another thing I have to do later is eat her out.

Stuffing the panties into the pocket of my sweats, I cock my head up meting her frustrated eyes ‘’Look at that pretty cunt.’’ I say in wonder reaching down again to spread her lips apart ‘’What a sight, so pretty.’’ She squirms as I stay still and just openly admire her because my point is to make her embarrassed and beg for me.

It’s not hard to pick up on the voices from outside, Taehyung clearly recognizable as well as Jimin as his laughter resonates around reaching us as well ‘’Do you think someone is watching us now?’’ I whisper glancing towards the closed doors, but from her perspective she has some of it blocked by the chair ‘’Just peeping in getting themselves off, of seeing you like this?’’ thanks to the music I slap at her thigh happily a few times watching as it colours prettily into bright pink.

‘’Daddy!’’ she hiccups grabbing onto my forearms again, but her expression turns into one of despair.

‘’Fucking slut.’’ I almost hiss, patting her cunt again the wetness quick to wetten my fingers. She tenses up but only bends her legs keeping them up, while with my middle finger despite the slightly awkward angle, I do prod it at her entrance. She whines fingernails digging into my arms, but I continue on sinking my finger inside of her, cursing to myself because she’s tight and already clenching, her wetness and heat perfect as I push my finger almost till my knuckle in.

‘’That’s it, relax.’’ I coo pressing a kiss to the side of her head, as she does do as I say and tugging my finger out it’s easier the second time to push it in. Her chest deflates as she exhales, clearly enjoying my ministrations. So, I start to do it slowly and gently, not giving her much and only building up her frustration. And the kisses I start pressing to the side of her head, and then cheek are the complete opposite, sweet and gentle.

‘’Does my slut want more?’’ I ask easily picking up on the voices of my members outside, further away this time but laughing loud. It gets my blood pumping quicker and adrenaline rushing, the sight before me ruining me too ‘’Want daddy to fuck you here like this? Want them to see you full of my cum? See you spread open, ha slut?!’’ I slap her thigh again getting her to yelp, but end up moaning as I push another finger in, the shudder that leaves her making me stop and tug my fingers out.

‘’No, d-daddy please, I’m a good girl, please don’t stop…’’ she’s quick to cry out pleading me with tears spilling down her beautiful cheeks.

‘’Shhhhh.’’ I’m quick to soothe her hugging her for now and rocking us left and right ‘’Your daddy’s good girl, aren’t you?’’ she pouts but nods along staring at me with big sad eyes ‘’Yeah so good. Stand on your knees for a moment, would you?’’ she’s eager to move forward and do so, gathering her own dress and tugging it up, to keep her cunt revealed ‘’Such a well-mannered girl, making daddy proud.’’ I coo, pushing the top of my sweats and boxers down finally freeing my cock, precum already having ruined my boxers.

‘’Please…’’she whines making me nod and motion down, hands placed onto the floors as I brace myself giving her a mischievous look and crooked smile.

‘’You know what to do.’’ I simply say not moving despite hearing the boys louder than before, Jimin being his giggling self, right in front of the door. I watch mesmerized half expecting her to back away and cover both of us up, but no she grabs my cock, bringing out an involuntarily gasp as she spits in her hand and then spreads her saliva over me. She’s quick to back down, and make quick work to sink herself down. It has me groaning in pleasure at the sweet friction, and tight wetness surrounding me while she whines it turning into a sweet long moan, at the burn that is quick to fade away judging by the way she clenches and unclenches.

‘’You need to be quiet baby girl.’’ I say regretfully before she can raise up fully and drop back down again. Watching her expression through the mirror, I’m left lovestruck at how erotic she is, cheeks flushed still, expression dazed. She bites hard onto her lower lip, the moans getting stuck in her throat as she drops back down again. I bring my hands to her hips to help her along, but she continues stubbornly, to slowly tortuously slowly raise up and down. It’s for the better I don’t want to blow my load to quickly, I want to tease her more, but not painful so.

The boys seem closer which has her halting turning around panicked ‘’Move.’’ I order through my teeth, as she just got in hang of the rhythm of a slow built up.

‘’B-but, b-but the b-boys…’’ with a slap to her thigh she gets the message and leans forward letting the dress drop regretfully covering us, but she gabs onto my legs and suddenly slams herself back down.

I bite into my own fist to prevent a shout, the way she sets this brutal pace is just maddening ‘’That’s it…’’ I barely manage to get out, as she starts to properly ride me using me to just get off. Its what she’s best at after all, and thanks to the sport she plays weekly, her things endure a lot until she gets tired. But then the handle rattles, and it has me regretfully grabbing her shoulders and force her down completely onto me keeping her there. Readjusting the sweats over my ass, I make sure she pulls the straps of the dress back in place and that the skirt remains hiding everything, as I cross my legs under her, the movement having her moaning accidentally.

‘’What are you two doing?’’ Jimin asks making my head snap up to see the members entering the room.

‘’Cuddling don’t you see?’’ I go along wrapping my arms around her giving my dongsaeng a glare. I shift my hops the tiniest bit which has her muttering a harsh curse, earning herself and immediate smile from me.

‘’You cuddle all the time Hyung.’’ Jeongguk complains. Staring through the mirror I tense up as they all crowd in, but head for their bags that are placed near Y/N’s too as they’ve all left them in the corner when we came here. Taehyung is quick to get his, and smirks just then settling against the mirror by Y/N’s feet.

‘’Isn’t it too hot for cuddling, you’re both sweating.’’ He points which has me pretending to look at Y/N that quickly wipes away the sweat from her forehead as she shakes her head but keeps quiet. I glance at her cheeks but she must have run her hands earlier over to wipe away the tears from before.

‘’No, we’re fine. We’re just basking in love as they say.’’ I offer an award-winning grin ‘’And you, you like cuddles as much as anyone there’s no downside to them so quiet.’’ I argue back with him who only snorts but nods in agreement.

‘’Hey are you okay Y/N-ah?’’ Jimin picks up noticing the lack of words and enthusiasm from before from my girlfriend. Why is he always so observant in the wrong moments? I rub my fingers prominently across her ribs, reminding her silently not to give us away. But a thought daunts onto me. What if she wants to do it? To reveal what’s really happening beneath the skirt? It would only take one wrong move and the boys would see everything.

‘’I’m fine.’’ She replies shakily and coughs as he furrows his brows kneeling next to me, as I gently pat over her arm ‘’I just gotten sleepy, I didn’t sleep so good tonight.’’ She’s good, she’s really good.

‘’Oh no I’m sorry to hear that.’’ Jimin goes on worriedly ‘’We should take you out to eat and then sleep. An empty belly is not right.’’ He goes on cheerfully ‘’Yah hyung stop hogging her to yourself so much!’’ he goes on disapprovingly. And I know he means well I know perfectly well but right now he’s pushing it.

‘’I’m not the one keeping her here.’’ I reply making my point across by letting go of her. I watch through the mirror as her eyes widen, and she’s quick to throw herself back, the back of her head almost slamming into my face, but she manages to sloth it onto my shoulder as well as throw her arms around my head, squishing me to her.

‘’I’m clingy! I haven’t seen my boyfriend in weeks, Oppa you don’t know how much I’ve missed him!’’ she goes on pretty convincingly which I think surprises all of us this sudden outburst. It makes everyone suddenly burst into laughter as she remains frozen while I glance around them even Jimin who joins in. Luckily Taehyung who has gotten up wraps an around the shorter boy.

‘’Just let them be hyung.’’ Tae starts ‘’One day you’ll be the same don’t even deny it.’’

‘’Hey.’’ Jimin complains as they start walking away ‘’I wouldn’t be…’’

‘’So, I take that you’ll be staying here for a bit?’’ Namjoon kneels on my side while Y/N shoos Jeongguk away who goes in to tease her. She’s clenching around me from the panic, which isn’t helping me at all.

‘’Yeah…’’ my voice breaks which I mask with a cough ‘’We’ll catch up with you in a few. Y/N phone is charging so…’’

He nods in understanding luckily not checking if I’m lying or not, while I grab onto Y/N hips forcing her back, a whimper leaving her lips but Jeongguk is too preoccupied with laughing.

‘’Alright then, I’ll order your usual’s then.’’ Namjoon goes on politely smiling as he back away dragging the maknae along, Jin waiting for them at the door.

‘’Later!’’ the oldest greets as Y/N finally let’s go of my face, so I can wave goodbye too as they walk outside with cheers, and close the door behind them. Sighing in relief I turn forward to meet the horrified expression that my girlfriend has put on. Before she can protest I roll my hips forcing her to catch herself on her hands, while I start to shift and manhandle her onto her knees.

‘’What a good baby girl I have, not only is she gorgeous…’’ as I position her so she won’t faceplant, I push the skirt over her back to see how we are connected and thrust experimentally to see if she’s going to push me away or not ‘’…she’s also very obedient…’’ another thrust this one has her moaning louder than any time before today ‘’…and so so good for her daddy, making him so proud that he’s going to give her, her reward finally. Only good sluts get rewards, don’t they?’’

‘’I’m daddy’s good slut, daddy’s…ahhhh’’ she stammers out as I’m quick to pick up a brutal pace, thankfully not having danced much so I have the energy but also the frustration piled up enough to make me just mindlessly fuck her. The grip I have on her hips must be to tight, and the way my own knees dig into the floor is uncomfortable borderline painful but I know she’s into it. Mixing pain and pleasure and judging by her moans she’s getting close too. My spine fucking tingles all over, hips breaking the rhythm as the knot tightens in my stomach.

‘’You close?’’ I ask breathless licking my lips, sweat again now properly dripping down my forehead. She isn’t doing good either, her tight bun now undoing on its own, strands already having fallen down around her head.

It gives me an idea. I reach up tugging her hair from the bun just to wrap it around my wrist. It has her crying but out in pleasure (I know the difference between the two) at the burn on her scalp, while I keep my hips slamming against her ass the slapping noises overpowering the song. But it also has me staring down at her ass at how it jiggles. Its fucking glorious.

‘’D-d-daddyyy I-I’m…p-p-pleaseee…’’ I allow myself to grin and tilt my head up to stare down at her as she looks at me through tears. She’s getting overwhelmed but godsdamn she’s just so fucking gorgeous.

‘’Cum for me, slut. Want to feel how tight you can get, your sweet little c-c…ahhh shitttt…’’ I curse as she tightens immediately. Letting go of her hair she cries out head falling down, and I’m upset I don’t get to see her beautiful expression but she does clench impossibly tight which has me grabbing onto her hips almost forcing myself in. Luckily, she is wet enough, but her grip has me coming in seconds after she does.

I try and hold my composure but I find myself, leaning forward practically forcing her to hold me up until it clicks in my mind that I’m probably putting too much of my weight on her. I drop my hands on the ground with a pant, finally supporting my own weight, as I pull out feeling sensitive even more as the air hits my softening cock, which has me hissing ‘’Oh baby, you really did a number on me, fuck…’’ I admit.

‘’You okay?’’ she chuckles glancing back.

‘’I should be asking you that.’’ I reply and straighten up, tugging her by her waist off her knees and to let her rest against me as I sit back down again ignoring the cold floor.

‘’I’m peachy.’’ She replies with a smile on, hands readjusting the straps of her dress which I loosened up a bit ‘’Could really go for some food, and a nap though.’’ She admits staring at me through the mirror with a smile.

‘’Or another orgasm.’’ I propose which has her choking and turning to me around with wide eyes.

‘’Not enough trouble for one day? We almost got caught!’’ she goes on staring worriedly.

‘’But that’s what you like isn’t it?’’ another flush re-colours her cheeks back ‘’Stop complaining and give me a kiss to thank your daddy properly.’’

Surprisingly she doesn’t hesitate or roll her eyes like she likes to do, but turns around on my lap, and is quick to wrap her arms around me, lips landing on my own. I squeak in surprise but gladly melt into the kiss which she leads, and this time around I let her enjoying when her tongue darts over my lips teasingly. But then my stomach is the cause of which we part as I only now get aware how hungry I am.

‘’Food and nap then?’’ she asks smirking widely as I nod and just want to keep her close to me. I’m a very lucky man. Very, very lucky. Just as she starts to get up she’s quick to lean in and steal another kiss, making me chuckle.

‘’What was that for?’’ I ask curiously.

‘’Thank you, daddy.’’

My heart flutter at how adorable she is ‘’You’re welcome baby girl.’’

Copyright 2019© by barbika1508. All rights reserved.

[whatitis-inside]

85 Questions Tag

rules: answer these 85 questions about yourself and then tag 20 people

I was tagged by @mysteryoflovemyway it was so much fun!

last?

1. drink: water

2. phone call: my friend Maria

3. text message: my sister

4. song you listened to: “All pretty girls” Kaleo 

5. time you cried: when I was watching Mamma Mia

ever?

6. dated someone twice: no

7. kissed someone and regretted it: welp no

8. been cheated on:  also no

9. lost someone special: if it’s like someone died – yes

10. gotten drunk and thrown up: Oooh obviously!

fave colors?

11. black/white

12. turquoise

13.green-grass

in the last year have you?

14. made new friends: YES!!! And I’m completely proud of myself because of that

15. fallen out of love: nope, nope, nope

16. laughed until you cried: Yes! Last time when I was in train with my friend and we couldn’t stop and everyone was looking at us annoyed af 

17. found out someone was talking about you: hahaha yeah and from what’ve heard they was saying I keep things to myself and I’m smart

18. met someone who changed you: I think every person that I met changed me somehow

19. found out who your friends are: yes and no, I have friends from work, studied and other places, but I still didn’t find the best-friend like something click when you talk! Ughh don’t know how to describe it

20. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: Ummm no, maybe soon

general

21. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: I would ay 95%, there’s no point having someone you don’t actually know on your fb list

22. do you have any pets: 1 dog (and she’s a cute) and 1 cat (she’s a bitch)

23. do you want to change your name: when I was little I wanted to, but right now I think it’s quite good, because no one has problems pronouncing it

24. what did you do for your last birthday: I was in Spain and my friend decided we need to celebrate it, so it was quite funny tour around bars with food and drinks

25. what time did you wake up today: ugghh to early around 7

26. what were you doing last night at midnight: writing

27. what is something you can’t wait for: start living on my own and in second place is to finish my studies or rather write my thesis

28. what are you listening to right now: Star a War Kergy

29. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes, Tom is one of mine friends

30. something that gets on your nerves: well I work in cinema selling tickets what gets on my nerve each and every time are people trying to be funny with some lame joke that I’ve heard countless times before, small example I always ask “normal or with discount”  so they say “oo maybe not-normal” ghhhh

31. most visited website: Tumblr, Google, Scopus

32. hair color: brown

33. long or short hair: long though I’m thinking about cut

34. what do you like about yourself: I’m cheeky, like some people could say that I’m rude but if someone knows my then they know it’s my dark humour

35. want any piercings: yeah and tatoo too!

36. blood type: Idk but I should

37. nicknames: Nat, Cherry, Hon 

38. relationship status: single for my own safety

39. zodiac sign: scorpio

40. pronouns: she/her

41. fave tv show: Woaa hella hard question, I don’t watch many tbh. But some I really like – Heart of Dixie, Our Girl, I used to watch Suits, Money Heist

42. tattoos: no right now but I want one

43. right or left handed: right

44. every had surgery: if so I don’t know about it

45. piercings: ears

46. sports: I’m huge fan of volleyball – play and watch! Also I’m always watching handball – it’s fascinating how brutal it is sometimes. Not so much fun of football, but if there’s a good match I’ll watch it. I used to play basketball.  Oooh and I also like badminton – like a lot!

47. vacation: I was in Italy for 5 days – it was amazing and I’ll go to the Baltic sea in few days

48. trainers: what?!

49. eating: pancakes

50. drinking: yes!

51. i’m about to watch: Merli, Narcos

52. waiting for: summer to end – hahah nope just kidding. For more free time and less work to do

53. want: to travel, see new things and live in other country for a while

54. get married: maybe

55. career: Currently ending my master studies in Chemistry and I’m going to start my PhD studies in October

56. hugs or kisses: HUGS!!!!

57. lips or eyes: EYES!!!

58. shorter: well I’m kind of short so it doesn’t matter for the guy but I really like tall guys

59. older or younger: older

60. nice arms or stomach: never thought about that but stomach

61. hookup or relationship: hookup

62. troublemaker or hesitant: definitely troublemaker

have you ever?

63. kissed a stranger: no or I haven’t been conscious at the time

64. drank hard liquor: YES and YES! I like those

65. lost glasses: nope

66. turned someone down: yeah, guy was kind of weird

67. sex on first date: not for me

68. broken someone’s heart: idk

69. had your heart broken: yes

70. been arrested: noo but I want to hahaha

71. cried when someone died: yes

72. fallen for a friend: yep

do you believe in 

73: yourself: I don’t think so. I always think that people are better than me. But when I have to do something and it’s really important, then I know I can do it and I’ll do it

74. miracles: I belive

75. love at first sight: not really

76. kiss on the first date: if we both want then why not

77. THE QUESTIONS IS MISSING SO IDK WHAT TO DO WITH THIS

other?

78. best friend’s name: Maria

79. eye color: brown

80. fave movie: CALL ME BY YOUR NAME, FIGHT CLUB, LORD OF THE RINGS, NOCTURNAL ANIMALS, COLD WAR

81. favorite actor: currently Armie Hammer, Timothee Chalamet,

82. favorite food: Italian pizza and pasta

83. extrovert or introvert: INTROVERT!!!

84. favorite flower: daises 

85. favorite hello kitty characters: WHAT?!

I’m tagging:

@mjquintas @xiavttini @nickisgirl @ladyblakeney25 @larawashere

[estrangedaframian]

lovelylostminds​:

Charlotte hums softly “Well when you try new foods that I make, please let me know.” She sends him a smile as she makes the meatballs in her hands. She didn’t know how to cook when she first started living, she had to learn and when she did she just continued to distract her mind and now? Ben mostly distracted her mind.

The mention of Cheerios made her looked over to him with a smile before chuckling “Well there’s a lot of Cheerios now. Different flavors too.. my favorite is the strawberry one.” She mentioned once she finished the meatballs and starts to cook them. While that was going on she walks over to the pantry to grab some sauce, though someone had put it up high and she struggled to get it, she stretched her limb and even did a little hop.

“Ben, I swear you put it up high so you can see me struggle.” She joked “Can you help me get it?”

The supe was lost to a reverie, though in truth that was synonymous with the sights before him. His eyes bounce towards her at the sound of her voice— Not interrupting the dream, but enhancing it. Her hands gingerly cupping the meat made him feel a certain, indiscernible way but on the opposite end of the sensory spectrum, the slight slapping sound against the flesh made him start to feel lightheaded. He knew firsthand what that cattle must have gone through to get from factory to freezer.

"... Alright, I'll do that."

When she looked in his direction again, her eyes were like two blue life-preservers thrown to either side of him and there really wasn't any way for her to know how much he idolised her in that fleeting second.

After 'strawberry', he nodded compliantly, hoping to show he'd been listening and not just staring emptily like a twitterpated fossil. He wouldn't ask her to make a special trip to the grocery store to get some, but the next time she should happen to buy more, he'd sample a small bowl's worth.

Soldier Boy was already up and on his feet in front of the pantry in question before Charlotte could finish asking for help. See, not only did he have super reflexes but he had indeed placed the jar where only he could access it.

Wanting to see her struggle, however, was nowhere in the vicinity of his reasoning for shelving the sauce impractically, so when he heard what he thought was an accusation... He honestly thought his heart would burst from the pain.

"NO!"

The thing slipped from his hand, crashing to the floor with a ghostly scream of shattered glass. Ben dropped to his knees ( presumably ) faster than Charlotte could react, scooping up the shards and runny redness. His impenetrable skin was not cut by the broken container but the visual parallel to bloodshed and breakage brought unwelcome flashbacks that insisted something violent had transpired in the kitchen.

Blinding light began to emanate from Ben's chest; rather than flex outwards in preparation to fire a blast, he went foetal amid the sauced floor and curled in on himself while convulsing. As if to will the rays unto himself before letting them go off anywhere near Evergreen.

"GHHHH— GHHHHET BAAACK!"

[arodrwho]

dw liveblog below

“death is an increasing problem” ??

“the death of a time lord is a particular honor” oh, i see. hm

ok so which dead time lord are we talking about here. the master? like? what’s??

“my condolences” oh gosh

"the prisoner will kneel” okay, so that’s missy right? ...or no?

okay so missy’s in the vault? it sounds like she’s in the vault? unless they were just generally monologuing, idk

“memories are [something] in the dark” if that’s “woe is me i’m blind” angst i fail to see how it’s necessary

but like either way clearly they aren’t killing missy. like. in what universe do they kill missy. no universe, that’s what

.....okay so their glasses what, give them a mental map of the layout of places? how does that even work? --oh they give extra words, extra Information. that’s handy. but also i’m ??? still how does it work, and also i’m ?? it sorta reminds me of the whole “well they’re effectively sighted bc xyz” thing that other shows do, like daredevil? idk

“she wove a spell with her castinets” ....so that sounded vaguely allo, but i didn’t catch context, but

“i have very strict rules about men” “probably not as strict as mine” lmao

but also u ghhhh foster mom is an Asshole, i’m gonna fight her what the fuck

....yikes @the entire pope walking in on date bit. just....yikes? yikes

“you’re all going to hell” lmao

“it’s a sort of reading aid” so it’s an accessibility tool?

so who’s the hooded stranger? .........a note from riv--oh. u GH nardole go AWAY oh river sent you. well still, i don’t like you, you’re obnoxious go away

“then it becomes real” huh. and here was me thinking it was just bc they didn’t want bill to feel guilty. ....i like my version better

ok u stop that, why frickety frack comments. stop trying to make them allo my guy it ain’t gonna work

“harry potter” =D so who’s gonna draw bill cosplaying hermione hm

“i’ll turn good. please--teach me, teach me how to be good” aw, u almost sound sincere?

ah okie, so they’re not going completely the effectively-sighted route, there are still showing them not realizing where things are, etc.

he’s got a gun. oh dear. oh de a r him gonna shoot? someone? something?

“nardole, make sure you walk in front of bill” LMAO, priorities

“ahahahah bill, u’ve got to walk behind me” Fuck Off Sir

“nothin secret about it baby doll” Fuck Off

“it would be stupid to go and look” [both go and look] incredible. i still dislike u nardole, but that was a Good Moment

o hh god, buddy ur gon die

“either it’s going to temporarily fix my eyesight, or it’s going to burn out my brain” REALLY. this is a risk ur gonna take, really, in seriousness, just so you can see for a bit ur gonna risk death what the fuck, who does that (though i suppose if u look at it from the angle of ��i gotta read this to help people” then it? makes sense and is in-character, but. =/ there’s other ways to read the thing are there not)

“i am your friend” help i’m having emotions

.......no u didn’t kill her, u would never do that, that didn’t actually happen wh A t the fu cK nope --w OW okay so that. happened i guess????? she’s in the vault as a dead body of deadness??????? u expect me to believe they’d actually kill her? like, really for real? permanently? them????? i mean. obviously it’s not really gonna be permanent? like there’s Zero Way this is permanent, at all, ever

what did she even do, specifically, to get to that point, why did the dr who do the thing? do they have a backup plan or did she do something Incredibly Evil worse than the usual evil? or?? like i need an explanation my guy?? and it’d have to be a hellofa one cos again. friends

the pentagon? welp. --aaaaand they’re all gonna die. y ep they’re at cern, this is A Death

“not well enough, not yet. whatever you need you can borrow, as long as you give it back” “maybe all my future regenerations will be blind” that’d be cool but i highly doubt it “maybe i will never be able to regenerate again” ah yeah nah we all know that’s not gonna be a thing

“moby dick. honestly shut up and get to the whale” lmao

“this is a game” “good, because i win” ahah, they’ve got used to the darkness that would give them an advantage

well shoop, u ain’t got time my dude, who could have predicted this

numbers all at once? that reminds me of the midnight thing

“holographic simulations” huh. that’s...interesting. the whole world as a simulation, is that what we’re goin for here?

“i’m not real. i’m not real!” well that’s freaky but i wouldn’t necessarily take it as evidence of nonbeing? for all u know it’s visual effects, or a transporter beam, or some other shit

hiya bill. how goes it

oh that’s. alrighty, another one of the people done did the. death times

“there’s this thing on here that reads aloud to you, it’s very useful” heyyyy a proper accessibility device. sweet!

shadow world. hm

okay, that explains the number thing? but how do we know it’s not a trick? like in theory ur game plan to take over the world could be to make people kill themselves by convincing them they’re not real when rly actually they are? how do we know that’s not the case

biLL. friend. i wonder how u come back

“belief is all i am” oh. huh

h uh. simulation doctor is Clever. a clever clever fake doctor

but also like can commerical breaks not happen right now? i need to know how the heckfrick this ends

“i’ve just been executed, show a little respect” LMAO

“of course she’s not dead, she’s a friend of mine” THANK YOU. there was NO WAY they could possibly have killed her and i am SO GLAD to know that i was right

“you do seem to have an impressive record of fatalities accredited to you” ahAH i’ll say, and look at them all run

“you are unarmed?” “always” “you stand alone” “often” “you’re the one who should be afraid” “never” i love this bit

“how can i save them when i’m lost in the dark” =/ the same way you save ppl all other times? by being a genius nerd superhero from space? u don’t need sight for that my guy, is there rly a need for this melodrama

like i realize dr who is by nature a melodramatic person but. c’mon dude, chill, u’ve got this and u know it

aNYWAY yes let ur friend out pls