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the devil couldn't reach me so instead he made sure I have a hard time expressing my emotions and thoughts

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alone

my work for @sgdlraction! thank you for your donation, @vespyre 💗

[prompt: ql being left alone after lg leaves the timeline to save cxs]

[ID: A short monochrome comic where Qiao Ling goes to visit the studio to talk to Lu Guang and finds that he isn’t there. The first two panels are her outside their bedroom door, asking Lu Guang if they could talk and then reaching for the door handle. The next two panels are her entering the room, only to find that it’s empty. The fifth panel is a close-up of a photo of Cheng Xiaoshi placed on the desk. There are smudges of red on it. Below this is Qiao Ling looking apprehensive as she looks down at the stained photo of her dead brother, and what it implies.]

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gang 🔥

[ID: A three-panel illustration of Xia Fei, Vein, and Liu Xiao, shown from left to right. Xia Fei is shown winking, with his elbow propped up and his cheek leaning against his hand. Vein has a toothy grin, displaying his sharp canines, and has a hand outstretched. Liu Xiao is smiling slightly, hand reaching up to his glasses as if to adjust them on his face. They all have blood on them, particularly their hands.]

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about 2-ish days left!

my shop is now open!! will be accepting pre-orders until dec. 13th (PHT) ❣️

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me when i don’t let past and future be

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do you ever see a boy so perfect you start crying?

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i think we as a society need to use cell phones/laptops/cars/backpacks to flesh out characters

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my shop is now open!! will be accepting pre-orders until dec. 13th (PHT) ❣️

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Do you feel guilty?

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i rewrote the very fabric of time for you… Do you love it

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hug <3

[ID: A drawing of Cheng Xiaoshi and Lu Guang hugging. Cheng Xiaoshi has his eyes closed in contentment while Lu Guang’s face isn’t visible.]

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sorry i can’t shut up this is (extremely arospec) shiguang to me.

so lu guang is in love with cheng xiaoshi. his feelings are undeniably romantic. he is in love with him in a romantic way. cxs is the only person he’s ever been in love with and probably the only person he ever will be in love with. he loves cxs.

cheng xiaoshis feelings are a little more complicated. he’s never been able to draw a clear line between friendship, love, and the little fleeting crushes he sometimes got. he’s felt those things more clear cut in others lives, but it’s never that simple for him. but lu guang is important to him. lu guang is his best friend. his roommate. his partner. cxs can’t imagine his life without this man, is that love? maybe. what kind? no fucking clue. it all blurs together. so like he’d kiss lg if he asked but more than anything he just needs him to stick around.

lu guang knows cheng xiaoshi doesn’t exactly feel the same as him. that’s okay. it’s beautiful, even, the blurriness of how cheng xiaoshi loves. “unrequited?” does it matter? he gets to share his life with his favorite person in the world, creating something beautiful and undefinable and unique to them.

lg -> cxs is romantic in a platonic way

cxs -> lg is platonic in a romantic way

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sorry for the unhinged link click posting but im thinking about selfish lu guang. the lu guang bleeding out in their sunroom, dying really, and feeling relief. because at least, this way, he wouldn't have to hold cheng xiaoshi's fast fading life in his arms. this way, he could be at rest knowing he'd no longer be burdened by the pain of his xiaoshi's untimely end, because his had come before. and, selfish of all, the rules he'd told cheng xiaoshi, the rules he'd devoted him too, he breaks for cheng xiaoshi in the same breath. he can go away, if necessary, and cheng xiaoshi will survive without him, eventually. but lu guang can't, not without cheng xiaoshi. if he has to lie, he'll lie. and if he has to obscure truths and pretend and abandon timelines to protect cheng xiaoshi's light from dying out he'll do it, at any cost, but he won't allow the same to be done for himself.

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Donations are open!

Donations for round two are now also open! For those who wonder how that works again, please look at this post.

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creator sign-ups open

Creator sign-ups are officially open!

After a long wait, we are finally starting today...

with creator sign-ups! If you are interested please sign up here!

For more information about how the event works and our faq, please take a look at our previous posts and/or our carrd

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being in a public discord server is like. god i hope they don't kill me with rocks. god i hope they don't kill me with rocks. god i hope they don't kill me with rocks. god i hope they don't kill me with rocks. god i hope they don't k

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i genuinely think ocd is incredibly underdiagnosed bc i will see people posting what are obvious rituals, compulsions, intrusive thoughts, spiralling, hyper morality, etc and its like Have You Considered This Might Be An Issue