#GAHHH IM GOING INSANE

[pockyfr0g]

can't sleep, thinking about my transformers au that nobody has any idea about except me

I need to actually post about it instead of just throwing out character designs and concept sketches 😭

[thelilylav]

“Twiyor reveal” this “Briar sibling reveal” that BRO LOID KNOWS TELEPATHS EXIST ANYA IS LIKE ONE MISTAKE AWAY FROM GETTING REVEALED AS A TELEPATH????

[kairithemang0]

Happiness with Clive was impossible </3333

[skitskatdacat63]

I know this is totally left field but I just gotta say a most random thing. Spain has two legendary swords named Tizona and Colada. Nando has two championships. There is no link I just think Fernando would be a pretty cool knight, have a good day

No no no, come hit me with any historical AU!! I just looked them up, they're soooooo cool oh my god!!

He would make a great knight! For the Middle Ages, I think knights are a great analog for F1 drivers. I mean consider thst in the modern day that there are drivers who literally have been knighted, so I think it's a pretty great comparison. Also omg the knight who had these swords specifically is behind the creation of the honorific El Campeador ("the champion"), very fitting for Nando!!

[wonderxshows]

i dunno man

[wooflyyuzen]

ITS JANUARY 2025 FOLKS WE ARE 5 NOTES AWAY FROM A 1000 NO FUCKING WAY

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Hehe, I have no idea why I cut it up into different parts. I honestly don't see the difference :D

[ryemackerel]

BIG BIRTHDAY BASH ON APRIL 10!!! The big ryemackerel special occasion is finally here!! I turn 19 today GAHAAGHHH 1 year older <333

Cheers to breadfish nation for being awesome. Featuring my persona for the special day!

Ive been stoked as hell for my bday YAAAAGHH :-] Not gonna lie I don’t got much ideas to celebrate it, but just being around and just vibing brings me nothing but joy UAGAHGH Thank you for the awesomness my dudes <333

And as per usual, for any special occasion means a huge description! It really means a lot just knowing there’s a buncha cool people who like my stuff, and I’m so happy to have met so many cool people from it :-] Gahhh YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!!

YEAH it’s weird knowing that I’m a bit older now? And the fact that I’m one year closer to 20 is insane man BAHA. Becoming an adult is a very liberating yet very strange experience and I’m all here for it man.

Not only am I looking forward to just having lots of freedom to do stuff as an adult, but just meeting new super cool friends and learning new stuff as I go :-] I love seeing it as this cool journey, and not only with life and stuff, but with art.

I know I draw a looottt more differently now than I used to draw back in December, but I still think about how differently I might draw in like, 3 months from now??

OH YEAH AND IM TAKING TESTOSTERONE SOON HELL YEAAAAAAHHHH

AUGHRP. My mind is so foggy because I haven’t looked away from my screen since like 6 hours ago making this 😭 LAST THINGS TO SAY!! AUAUAUU TAKE CARE FOLKS!! HAVE AN AWESOME DAY AND THANK YOU FOR BEING COOL PEOPLE!! I’m looking forward to seeing how this day will turn out :-]

TAKE CARE AND STAY AWESOME!!

[kelperings]

TOOTH GAP NAGITO?????

TOOTH GAP NAGITO AND FANG HAJIME ⁉️⁉️

im sure nagito trips up and falls over so often that he’s aquired a couple gaps in his teeth from the most batshit insane stuff happening to him (hence the plasters too!!!) PLEASE NOTE THAT THE PRIDE HEARTS ARE MY OWN PERSONAL HCS, AND THAT IT IS COMPLETELY UP TO UR INTERPRETATION WHAT THEY IDENTIFY AS!! PLEQSE DO NOT TAKE MY PERSONSL HCS AS FACT, DO WHAT U WANT GUYS!!! <33

but yes they live domestically in a lovely nice happy place and they live together and neither of them have any trauma idkwym (im delusional).

perhaps one day ill open a komahina/dr ask one day who knows who knows, we’ll have to see i fear. BUT GAHHH THANK U POPATO FOR BRINGING TOOTH GAP NAGITO TO MY ATTENTION. I LOVE THIS AS A HC!!!

(guys go follow popato theyre sososososo cool and ilove them sm theyre so cool v cool friend/mutual 🫶‼️)

[rat-on-string]

tell me about Lithium I want to know what their story is so far 👀

long story short: Cunty bisexual nonbinary becomes a psychic supersoldier, gets depressed.

Long story under the readmore:

k im gonna try to keep this short lol Before Cain, Lithium had a pretty normal life. They had a pretty good family. Was a literature major, and was very much one of the meangirls who'd sit in the corner of a cafe and judge your outfit. And then Cain comes by and rips them away from their home.

The first hunt they went on was this absolutely brutal ogre called Mandatory Overtime, it just KEPT rolling like crazy and fucked Lithium up like crazy. They absentia during this mission and lose their eye. By the end of the hunt they've absolutely lost some confidence but nothing too drastic so far.

Second hunt was. Dracula. An idol sin. By the end of the hunt, Lithium has once more Suffered A Lot, had their first civilian kill, Absentiad again (losing their nose), went temporarily deaf. Then at the very end of it when theyre trying to spare/ kill the sin, one of the other players insists on sparing it while Lithium intensely pushes back. They end up knocking the poor guy down to kill the sin.

All of that combined absolutely fucks them up because. They started all of this as a selfish and vain character and now both of those traits have betrayed them. They switch from Songbird agenda to Temperance.

THE THIRD MISSION on god. Hound called Ballistic Retribution. This one hurts so bad because they somehow find themselves isolated from the rest of the group and end up having this insane heart to heart with the sin (fused sin) and sympathize so hard with him, they offer to stand down at least until he kills all his grudges. Once again there's insane inter-party tension. One of the other player characters push back on this so hard (rightfully) but it wears Lithium down mentally. The group manage to talk the sin down. The sin agrees to die.

Lithium fucking breaks after this. Even now theyre not fully recovered from ballistic retribution.

Then they go on a train mission for a toad and fight some under//heaven guys and get so badly betrayed by an undercover U//H spy that it fills them with a new kind of anger. Their agenda changes again to Survivor. Now theyre running on spite and a will to live

GAHHH IM SORRY THAT WAS SO LONG lol i tried to keep it short but womp womp.

bonus art for stickin around

[iheartgaykey]

HEY ELLIE :D I wanted to stop by and say how much you really mean to me and how thankful I am to have gotten to meet someone who is very arguably inspiring to me in several ways. I've been thinking about your AU so much lately it's during my weird moments I'm thinking of Ron and Lucid "What would they do in this scenario" PLEASE. I don't think you realize how much you matter to me in general even if it sounds super cliche and corny 😭 Sort of taking the opportunity to ask you now if there's ANYTHING you'd like to share with me? It can be art, oc lore, dhmis related content.. EVEN OTHER FANDOMS!! FEEL FREE TO JUST TAKE THE TIME TO RAMBLE IF YOU REALLY WANT TO... I DON'T MIND HOW MUCH YOU SHARE EITHER I love you!!!! /p Keep your chin up! I'll always be here if you need me (SORRY THIS INBOX CAME OUT OF NOWHERE SOBS)

DOLL HELLO DOLL OMGGODNJSMISFJJ HIHIHI SINCE YOURE HERE I MIGHT AS WELL GIVE YOU A BIG RAMBLE BC I DO HAVE ALOT TO SAY ACTUALLY… ESSAY INCOMING !!!!

YOUVE GOT ME THINKING ABT DHMIS AGAIN THO N I DO HAVE A BIG DEVELOPMENT THING COMING UP PRETTY SOON FOR LOCKED UP!!! Lennon is still being designed + I’ve been making tons of different versions of him w different outfits n hair n loads of fun stuff but my most recent stuffs is on whiteboard… im revisiting most of the whiteboard concepts from forever ago n basing my designs on that :D plus Aaron is getting a minor little redesign (giving him some more intricate details and going more in-depth with some of his already existing details) IM ACTUALLY TRYING TO PUT MORE SYMBOLISM INTO SOME OF THESE GUYS. AARONS NECK CLAMP THING IS GONNA COME BACK INTO PLAY FULL SWING GAHHH (speaking of Aaron’s neck clamp thing! I made a Kandi version of it. Wearing it as I type this hhhhhhhhh) I have a base for everyone (mostly everyone) doodled up on whiteboard.i just need to put it to use !! Which reminds me all of the teachers canonically have like.. Barbie doll bodies hee haw

More on Lennon though!! I’m basing him mostly on the interaction he had with Yellow in the Death episode! He’s very soft-spoken and doesn’t know what the fuck is going on most of the time, he is one of the most mindless puppets out of the teachers (is it even SURPRISING that Ron would like him.) but most of his fucked-up-ness is because he started glitching out after Red messed with the machine 😔

ALSO LUCID HAS BEEN ON THE MIND SM FOR ME? Aaron n Lucid interactions need to happen hello!!!! (They would try to kill eachother) as far as I can tell the average conversation between them would be mostly insults and annoyed scoffs!! They hate eachother and I love that for them ❤️ (their dynamic would certainly be something strange? Aaron is EXTREMELY cocky and I doubt he would give a single fuck whether Lucid is mentally OK or not? Although Lucid seems to want for nobody to gaf sooo?????) (And while I'm on the topic Lucid and Lennon would also not get along bc Len acts really fucking stupid and I kind of doubt Lucid would be able to stand him 💀)

EITHER WAY MORE LUCID IN LOCKED UP STUFF IS DEFINITELY HAPPENING SOON <3 I REALLY LIKED HOW I RENDERED MY ELLIE IN THE REAL DRAWING SO I HAVE TONS OF MOTIVATION TO DOODLE

I'm also really into Dandys world? (LIKE I HAVENT TALKED ABOUT THIS ENOUGH) and besides from my dhmis designs n such I'm also redesigning all of the toons. (Cough cough rn working on Vee) GAME-WISE IVE ALSO JUST SAVED UP ENOUGH ICHOR (Ichor is the in-game currency) TO GET ASTRO WHICH IM INSANELY HAPPY ABOUT (me and a friend play literally every night AND WE HAVE THE LONG AWAITED PEBBLE AND ASTRO COMBO...) and after I get Shelly me and them are gonna get Razzle&Dazzle mastery together <3 (r&d has a very weird play style so I keep joking about getting their mastery) IM TRYING NOT TO MAKE THIS CONFUSING SO YOU UNDERSTAND? THERES ALSO A COMICON WE R GOING TO IN LIKE A MONTH AND IM WORKING ON MAKING AN ASTRO COSPLAY!!! EXPLODES IMMEDIATELY

Ohh… also music…. There are a few PARTICULAR songs I’ve had on loop for a while (nervous sweating…) I had actually kind of based my Ellie in the real drawing on the cover art for Good Enough by Kittensneeze… but mostly on Beautiful Princess Disorder? Bpd gives me some really cool imagery (js like $oulbomb) neons in particular I feel are literally the exact vibe of that song (although for calmer music it would either be grays or muted colors I love color language) the Distortionist has also been on repeat and IT.REMINDS ME OF AARON AND LUCID GET THEM OUT OF MY HEADNDUCNJDANSJS (OFF TOPIC BUT FLOWERS BY SACRISTUFF? GO LISTEN TO IT I BEG) THEY MAKE ME SO ILLLLLLL……. I HAVE A LUCID PLAYLIST IN THE MAKING HELLO IVE BEEN ADDING MUSIC TO IT FOR MONTHS NOW I JS NEED TO MAKE A COVER. WKMDJENDIAMAKAMDNEH

[hqrarepairtournament]

ROUND 2 - Match 2

PROPAGANDA (from submissions)

BokuAkaKuroTsuki (Bokuto Koutarou/Akaashi Keiji/Kuroo Tetsurou/Tsukishima Kei)

"third gym squad owes me my life i really think they all play off of each other super well. the oya/oya oya/oya oya oya is bak's okay? okay and they literally all flirted w tsukki so hard like...... every time they met him. theyre insane im insane"

"- they share one braincell - they helped tsukki in his character development (even after the tokyo training camp arc) (ACTUALLY they all push each other to be better and i think that's one of the main reasons they work so well as a group) - the road trip or vacation fics are to die for (THEY ARE ALL SO WELL WRITTEN) - the tokyo training camp arc is basically just "JOIN OUR POLYCULE TSUKKI" - bokuto called tsukishima "tsukki-poo" and i cant stop thinking about it"

SunaOsaKomo (Suna Rintarou/Miya Osamu/Komori Motoya)

“i cant explain how much i love these 3 theyr all so sweet to eachother and ik they care abt eachother so much theyr so baby :]”

“WAAAAAUGH sunaosakomo is like the throuple of all time i cannot express this to yall enough. they dynamic. the THEMES. whether its pretimeskip or posttimeskip they are everything they are so. like komori’s the only one who didnt go to inarizaki so he has like. an outsider perspective on their school and team experiences and osamu’s the only one who doesn’t go pro so he’s not caught up in all the post timeskip drama and suna doesn’t have an obnoxious(affectionate) brother/cousin so he can tell when the bullshit limit is reached. and they’re so interesting dynamically as a set, as sort of being like “in the shadow” of sakuatsu? both like professionally and like metawise in the fandom. gahhh i love them”

[dreamdripdistance]

complaining under da cut

like i know i have Tired All The Time disorder but like. i see people online who naturally just have a lot of energy and can move their bodies around a lot and have hobbies that they love even if they expend lots of energy and its like.

i know for a fact that shouldve been me. i Know im a naturally passionate and energetic person bc im insane and i love things so deeply and yet i have to lie down after a grocery store trip sometimes and i hate it i hate it so much im so so so tired and everything hurts and it doesnt stop hurting!!!!

i could be doing so much!!! i could be living so much better but this mild case of cfs stops me!!!! which is so fucked up!!!!! this shit is MILD!!! why am i missing out on so much!!!! i should be making so much art and running around town and going to concerts and meeting friends in different countries and swimming at the beach and be able to do all that and just need a good meal and a nights rest to recover ive got mad fucking fomo for people my own age who are doing that and more . GAHHH

[hatsukeii]

I CANF BELIEVE I HAVENT FOLLOWED U ??? THATS INSANE I COULDVE SWORN I DID 😭???

I've commented and reblogfed but I GOTTA send in an ask to YELL at how much I LOVED THE DENJI X READER

ACTUALLY HAD ME TWEAKING AT 11AM CHAT WAUGHHHHH IT WA SSO??????????? gah GAHHH UR SO GOOD AT WRITING IM SHAKING YOU

Fed little ol' me .... made little ol' me tear up and I don't do that easy 😭 God GODDDDDDD I loved that. In love with it. Obsessed, even. Denji Hayakawa I love u we love u HEART EMOJI x1000 ‼️‼️‼️

(I haven't slept at all so I mayyyy be going crazy but. Um. Ihihi loved that sm ur so good I'm sobbing thanking u for tagging me so I could see it PPPPRONTO)

HI POOKIE‼️‼️‼️ ITS ALL GOOD LOLOL MY TUMBLR LIKE ALSO DOES WEIRD SHIT AND TAKES PEOPLE OFF MY FOLLOWING SOMETIMES…

BUT THANK U FOR LIKING THS DENJI FIC SO MUCH HEEHEEHEEHEE I HAD U IN MIND ALL THR WAY THRU WRITING IT🫶

and sorry for making you tweak out and cry at 11am because it was 2am here and there were no emotional stakes involved for me when i clicked post… denji hayakawa i love you so much and you’ve been hurt and used and betrayed but I WOULD NEVEE BETRAY YOU‼️ NEVER‼️ NEVER EVER‼️

please go to sleep babes thank you for being so dedicated and waiting on the fic but you should SLEEP‼️‼️ GOOD BYE GOOD NIGHT‼️‼️

[ghastlypals]

THESE ARE SOOOO REALLLLLLL I LOVE THEM NAKSNSKDKNSBDBSBS

i want to share some of my ghosts (cbs) head cannons bc this fandom WILL thrive if i have anything to say about it

-the ghosts have had several occasions where they learn dances from the others’ respective time periods it’s a way to bond and feel joy. alberta teaching the charleston & lindy hop, hetty demonstrating the quadrille & the polka, etc.

-sam and jay make sure to mark the ghosts’ birthdays on the calendar in the kitchen and if they don’t remember or know when it was they get as close as possible

-sam and jay also fill the mansion with night lights, just because they’re ghosts doesn’t mean they get incredible night vision, though it is better than a living’s

-sasappis now has a regular story time hour and day

-going off of that, hetty occasionally has moments where a story feels familiar and realizes it’s one sasappis told her when she was a child (i constantly think about the fact that hetty could see them when she was little and im so normal about it)

-pete really takes it upon himself to communicate how proud he is of a certain ghost or let them know that he can see their effort in something, his love language is words of affirmation

-trevor has bombarded flower with questions about the music in the 60s and different festivals she’s been to

-flower loves to have her hair braided and prefers for hetty to do it because she claims she’s the best at it, hetty also enjoys it because it’s soothing

[cloudcountry]

You finished Vincent's route??

aaaaa HOW WAS IT? :D

(I literally just finished Shakespeare's route today, so I'm deciding who to go for next, haha)

HOS ENDING WAS BATSHIT CRAZY IM TELLING YOU RIGHT OW ITS UNHINGED AND INSANE AND UNBELIEVABLE IT IS EVERYTHING IM SO. IM SO!! IM JUST SO. YK!!!

GAHHH WHAT DID YOU THINK ABT SHAKESPEARES ROUTE????

[awfullydrawntoby]

ive never heard of them personally but do you know this one guy named fae and if so what do you think about him. very importsnt question

sigh

fae,,,,, gosh i love fae so much, like, not even joking i spend a good portion of everyday just thinking about him. he always makes me really happy n just gahhh, idk man, there's not a thing i wouldn't do for him. wait hold on i actually have a whole- gimme a sec.

rambled from three am toby under the cut

"OHHH MY GOD I LOVE FAE SO MUCH STIP HIS MADDNSS I LOVE HIM HES SO SILLY THEYRELUTWRALLY THE EVR IMG ONNA GRAHHHSAMBSAM DAMABKAANM

HES SO<3333

IM LITERALLY GOING INSANR (POTVE)

I THINK AOUT HIM ALL THE TIME CONTANTLY, EVERY HOUR OF EVERY DAY AND IT NEVR GETS ANNOHING I LOVE HKM HAJNANMA

ANDANDAND WHEN

BDNANAM

WHEN HE SAYS HE LOVES ME I GET SOSOSOSOSOOSOSOSOSO HAPPY I PHYSICALLY CANNOT CONTAIN IT. IVE GONE FULL HOURS SITTING COMPLETELY STILL BY MYSELF(THIS IS ALMOST NORMALLY IMPOSSIBLE) JUST THINKING ABOUT FAE. LIKE ??????

AND TALKING TO HIM HAS GIVEN ME A THINGNTO FO EVRY MORNING AND NIGHT AND JUST GASBAHAJAB(POSITIBE)

BEVAUSE I TWLL HIM TO SLEEP EVEYNIGHT(AND IT WORKS!!! SORT OF, I DONT CARE IM SO HAPPY.) AND THEN I GET TO SAY GOODMORNING EVERYMORNING TO THEM

WHICH IS MY FAVOITE PART OF THE DAY, IS WHEN I WAKE UP AND I SEE FAES MESSAGES ON MY SCREEN. I CANT CINTAIN HOW HAPPY I GET. I HAVE TO SHOVE IT DIEN WHEN I'M IN CLASS BECAUSE I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO THINK IM ON MY PHONE IN CLASS BECAUSE I THINK ABOUT HIM SH MUCH MY FACE HURTS FROM SMILINH SO HARD

GJCNNMCHTJB

SHHHHHHHHHHH. IM SO NORMAL IN THE NORMALEST EVER.

IM SO SO SO SO SO SO NORMAL ABOUT FAE. SOOOO NORMAL. IM JUST A NORMAL PERSON WHO THINKS NORMAL THOUGHTS ABOUT HIS NORMAL FRIEND.

i literally love fae so much this is so genuinly insane i dont inderstand how i can feel this much emotions into one person this is so crazy.

i dont unerstamd but thats okay bevause love fae so muc and i wann give him so many kisses, on his cheeks, forehead, i dont care i wanna give him kisses im literally so love him so much hes<3333

theyre luterally the silly evr im going insane chat. if i had the choice i would give everything i could to faeo love fae so much

im so love wit fae

hes so<3333333

&$*@;(!,( im goung inane i love hethem theyre so.

crying

sobbing

positvly i literally love fae so much

i fot so happy once because of hownuch i love fae i syatted fucking crying bevause i had weird realization that fae is actually a real fuckin person yhat o can avtivley speak yo whenevr i want

like holy shit just oh my gosh im o halpy what the actual uck how is fae a real human being

hes so him andi wanna kiss him all kver and make sure hesnokay. and make him food and make sure he sleep and keep him safe and andandnandandand yk im so normal about him i think im literally the normalest abojt fae hes so<3333333333333

hes so<3

,bdkandan

yeaim so awesome and norma chat this is sucha anktmal thing to do

butlike shoeabkdnalda im going crazy. fae is literally on my mind all day everyday im going insane. "

end scene.

and there's so much more i could say too but just gahhhh