#Fydor: the first thing you can do is look into your heart....

[welivetodream]

Headcanon (spoilers S5!!!): The reason we don't see Dazai being suicidal (I don't remember a single suicide joke in S5) anymore is because during his time in prison he had therapy sessions with Fyodor and started to change for better. That is why he says to Fyodor "You can't kill me" because he doesn't want to die anymore. It's Dazai showing his appreciation for the therapy sessions by killing Fyodor. What a wonderful friendship.

[misslovasstuff]

CONGRATS ON 300! I'm ecstatic for your achievement, I'm a big fan of your works 💜💜💜 can I have 7 and 17 with Fyodor, please?

Thank you so much!! <333

prompts: It was worth it, as long as I got to see you. Seek me whenever you're in trouble

Fyodor x reader

“Fight me.”- you held two swords in your hands. One, the largest, was passed the enemy standing in front of you.

“I’m not much of a fighter, love.”- he examines the sword and wonders why you already giving him the advantage of fighting with a more powerful sword.

“Fight. Me.”- you stay determined while Fyodor widens his eyes. Then he smiles, raising his sword up.

“Fine then. Milady seems a bit tensed up today.”- you two stand 2 metres apart, waiting for the other to make the first move. However, you were the only one who was actually in the right position while Fyodor was just standing there.

“What are you doing?”- you furrow your eyebrows. “I’m waiting if you’re going to attack me first. If that’s the case then,-

Without letting him finish the sentence the tip of your sword almost touches his neck when he dodges it.

“That’s right. So this means that you’re the one who takes the initiative. Then you’re most likely to top me.”

What was he talking about?

“Then, I’ll grab your waist like this, - he pushes you closer to him, - while I whisper to you how great you’re doing.”

“You’re doing great, sweetheart.”- your neck felt his hot breath that ran along with it, making you blush a bit.

You push him away while making another attempt to split his throat. 

“Aren’t you realizing that I’m doing this to earn time? Aren’t you getting late?”- you claim with a smirk on your face.

“It was worth it, as long as I got to see you. - he pulls his hair back. - However, that isn’t necessarily a bad thing for me.”

Surprisingly, he was dodging gracefully any of your attempts to stab him.

“Let’s see what you’ll do next.”- he says in such a calm way that made you lose your nerves.

“Ah, so you’re a bit aggressive, that’s alright. I like a woman who’s a bit not right in the head.”

Finally, he grabs your hand and leans into your face.

“You’re one extraordinary woman. - you twirl around escaping his grip but still again ending up in his arms. - Like a corpse flower. The rarest one on earth.”

That was it. You put your sword away and grab him by the shirt.

“Who do you think you are?”- you look at him straight into his eyes but he seemed more pleased than scared.  “Your future lover of course. Isn’t it obvious?”- Fyodor smiles and you are left blushing.

You push him away and start walking in the opposite direction. However, you stop your pace to turn around, facing him one last time.

He had thrown away his sword, making you wonder, what was that he really wanted.

“I guess we’ll see each other again soon since you can’t keep your eyes off me.” - he claims while waving at you in a very adorable way.

“As if! - You cackled with laughter. - I’m not much into wanted criminals, you know?”

He smiles then his face darkened a bit.

“Things are going to aggravate from now, love. - his tone becomes serious. -Seek me whenever you're in trouble, alright?”

“Tch, like you care for me that much? Plus, the only thing I should be careful about is you, Fydor.”

“True, you should be more careful. You’re starting to break my heart here.”- he pouts cutely while you hold in your awe.

“That’s it, this conversation is over.”

You leave furiously while Fyodor watches your silhouette becoming more distant. He smiles at the thought of you before he starts walking away.

A criminal they say? Fyodor was more of a hero than a criminal when it came to love. Because no one loved like Fyodor loved. He loved so purely, so bravely and finally, he loved with all he could, and that’s what makes one a hero.

Your paths are separated, for now. Who knows where the so-called coincidence will take the two of you...