#Fun fact: Hamilton was a Capricorn

[unkownbee]

GUYS, WAKE UP!!! It's our favorite bisexual Founding Father's birthday today!!! Ham was born on this day all the way back in 1757 (or not. There's disputes about his actual year of birth but eh). I wish my favorite scrunkly insomniac idiotic Founding Father a very happy birthday <3

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[iceflwers]

𝓯𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓪 𝓫𝓪𝓴𝓼𝓱𝓲 !

˚✧ ₊˚ʚ THE BASICS !

— ❥ FULL NAME: Fatima Bakshi.

— ❥ NICKNAMES: Tima, Tee-Tee (by close friends and family only), babe (by Cale only), baby (by Cale only).

— ❥ DATE OF BIRTH: December 18th, 2004 (Capricorn).

— ❥ BIRTHPLACE: London, England, United Kingdom.

— ❥ CURRENT RESIDENCE: Denver, Colorado, USA.

— ❥ SPOKEN LANGUAGES: English, Hindi, French (not fluently), Russian (not fluently).

— ❥ ORIENTATION: Panromantic, pansexual.

— ❥ GENDER IDENTITY: Cisgender female (she/her pronouns).

— ❥ OCCUPATION: Media relations major at Colorado State University, social media intern for the Colorado Avalanche.

— ❥ FACECLAIM: Ambika Mod.

˚✧ ₊˚ʚ PERSONALITY !

— ❥ HOGWARTS HOUSE: Slytherin (ambitious, cunning, determined).

— ❥ MYERS-BRIGGS TYPE: ENTJ - The Commander (strong-willed, stubborn, efficient).

— ❥ ENNEAGRAM TYPE: Type Three - The Achiever (confident, blunt, driven).

— ❥ MORAL ALIGNMENT: Lawful Neutral.

— ❥ LOVE LANGUAGES: Acts of service for giving, quality time for receiving.

— ❥ SKILLS: Studying, speed reading, playing piano, brewing coffee, hair styling, speed typing, calligraphy.

— ❥ LIKES: Getting good grades, finishing an assignment knowing that she did her best on it, coming across cats on the street, caramel lattes, rainy days, the dark academia aesthetic, indulging in listening to cheesy pop music, historical movies.

— ❥ DISLIKES: Lazy people, people who are rude to public servants, messes, small dogs, getting a lower grade than she feels she deserves, riding a bike, anything with raisins in it.

— ❥ FEARS/PHOBIAS: Failure, disappointing the people she cares about, small dogs, blood.

˚✧ ₊˚ʚ RELATIONSHIPS !

— ❥ FAMILY: Adya Bakshi, née Chawla (mother), Kamal Bakshi (father), Maryam Bakshi (older sister), Rahul Bakshi (younger brother), Priya Bakshi (younger sister).

— ❥ FRIENDS: Poppy Tsunoda, Mikko Rantanen, Alexandar Georgiev, Nathan MacKinnon.

— ❥ ACQUAINTANCES: Remainder of the Colorado Avalanche roster.

— ❥ ROMANTIC INTERESTS: Moira Watson (first crush), Darla Finnigan (former crush), Xavier Hamilton (ex-boyfriend), Cale Makar (current romantic interest).

˚✧ ₊˚ʚ FUN FACTS !

— ❥ Though she adores her home and had a great time growing up in London, Fatima had always wanted to see the United States and get a taste of what it was like to live there. That was why she applied to Colorado State in the first place, after seeing that it had a great media relations program, and when she realized had gotten in, she took it as a sign and immediately started making plans to move to denver, even though her parents were worried about her moving to a new country all on her own.

— ❥ Fatima does not live on Colorado State campus, but she doesn’t live very far away either - when she was first planning to move to denver, she managed to find an apartment building close to campus whose landlord was willing to give a lowered rent to students. It isn’t a bad place by any means, but she would still like to get a bigger place once she’s graduated and has a decent job that allows her to afford it.

— ❥ Although she generally prefers non-fiction shows - History’s Greatest Mysteries being one of her favourites - Fatima will also forever have a soft spot for Gilmore Girls. In addition to seeing a lot of herself in characters like Rory and Paris, she adores the snappy banter and dry humour of the show, and so she’s sure to do a full rewatch of it at least once a year.

— ❥ Despite not wanting kids of her own, Fatima does absolutely loves children, and will almost always stop and take a moment to coo at a baby or young child whenever she walks by one.

— ❥ Fatima almost always has some kind of coffee with her, absolutely having a raging caffeine addiction, and because of her constant proximity to it, a faint scent of coffee hangs around her at all times. Most of her friends and the Avs roster teases her about this, as well as her siblings, but after they start dating, Cale also admits that it’s become one of his favourite scents because of her.

tagging @lovings4turn, @hiya-itsamber, @theopenlocker, & @yoontwin !

─┈ ♡ copyright © 2024: you do not have permission to copy, translate, or repost my works, nor to use my oc ideas or plots.

[delusionalgirlyera]

Introduction

-Hi, you can call me Selene (she/her)! I’m a traditional artist here to practice and have fun :D

-I appreciate any support or requests, but please do not expect a sudden masterpiece from me, I am still figuring out how to draw and find my own art style :D

Fun facts about me:

- I am a Capricorn ♑️

- I was born in the Year of the Rabbit (1999, I’m so old T-T)

- I am a INTP-T in the 16 Personalities

Here are some of the fandoms I am a part of:

- Pokémon, specifically PLA

- Gravity Falls 📕🔺

- Genshin Impact ❇️🗡️

- Oshi No Ko ✨👩‍🎤

- Hermitcraft 🌎🕌

- Twisted Wonderland 🪞😈

- Avatar: The Last Airbender 🌊🪨🔥🍃

- Hamilton 🎵🇺🇸

- Harry Potter 🪄⚡️

- Hunger Games 🏹🕊️

- Star Wars ⭐️🔫

Remember to have fun and enjoy life! Have a nice day :D

[tinystarstay]

“so, if you are too tired to speak, sit next to me for i, too, am fluent on silence.”

— r. arnold

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˚ · .🩵🧸☁️ store owner:

jay or star! | 20 years old [12//07] | pronouns: she//her [doesn't mind they//them] | unlabled, demisexual [questioning pansexual and demiromantic] | latina [ecuadorian dominican]

˚ · .˚ · .🩵🧸☁️ fun facts:

infj-t | saggitarius [sun], capricorn [moon] and capricorn [rising] | a gryffindor!! hopless romantic hidden under an anti-romantic | night owl vibes!! favorite trope: enemies to lovers is an illustration major with a minor in computer science

˚ · .˚ · . ˚ · . 🩵🧸☁️ likes: collecting things, gothic literature, reading, writing, drawing, ink, pens, notebooks, sketchbooks, kpop, coffee [iced and hot], tea [iced and hot], books, cafes, disney movies, gore, horror [movies, literature, etc.], enemies to loves [my beloved, yes it has to be mentioned twice], dsmp, twitch, vtubers, most music, frogs, bears, raccoons, mice, horses, silver, jewlery, summer, kdramas [trying to get into more], true crime, soulmates, college aus, anime, oversized hoodies, comfy clothes, strawberries, sweets, blueberries, watermelons, chocolate, morally grey characters, [my beloveds &lt;3], villains [marry me please~], bats, snakes, spiders

˚ · .˚ · .🩵🧸☁️ dislikes: the cold, sitting still, sleeping early [hate the process of falling asleep], napping, not being productive, waking up early [i am not a morning person-]

˚ · .🩵🧸☁️ music i listen to:

kpop: bts, stray kids, ateez, enhypen, nct, txt, seventeen, e'last, onlyoneof, the rose, golden child, big bang, monsta x, got7, block b, pentagon, e'dawn, wonho, dpr ian [still don't know if he's kpop-], p1harmony, xdinary heroes, victon, exo, many many more... jrock: unite, aicle, the gazette, pentagon, mejibray, lycaon//initial l, codomo dragon, born, razor broadway: hamilton, six, heathers, dear evan hansen, wicked, in the heights, sweeny todd, hadestown, beetlejuice other: glass animals, lovejoy, black veil brides, pierce the veil, sleeping with sirens, imagine, dragons, korn, nine inch nails, mother mother, maneskin, sub urban, glaive, vocaloid i listen to wayyyy too much music, i swear this isn't all of it- saw wicked in: 2019 [hs sophmore], beetlejuice on: december 2019 [hs junior], stray kids on: 6.29.22, ateez on: 11.28.22, taylor swift on: 5.14.23

˚ · .˚ · .🩵🧸☁️ streamers//youtubers i like:

wilbur soot, tubbo, ranboolive, tommyinnit, karl jacobs, georgenotfound, dreamwastaken, most of the dsmp members, markiplier, jacksepticeye, mysta rias, vox akuma, ike eveland, most of the nijisanji vtubers, gura gawr, hakos baelz, most hololive//holostars vtubers

˚ · .˚ · . ˚ · . 🩵🧸☁️ games i like:

resident evil series, omori, twisted wonderland, obey me!, a3!, mystic messenger, uta no prince sama, the arcana, colorful stage, rhythm hive, bts world, dark wood, minecraft

˚ · .˚ · .🩵🧸☁️ books i like:

love & gelato, caraval series, 6 of crows, shadow & bone series, scythe series, red queen, night vale books [the podcast is so amazing], gallant, and so many more books...i have like a tub full of them-

˚ · .🩵🧸☁️ anime i like:

toilet bound hanako kun, spy x family, your lie in april, black butler, hunter x hunter, komi can't communicate, assassination classrrom, HAIKYU, blue period, the devil's a partimer, uta no prince sama, attack on titan, kamigami no asobi, deadman wonderland, many many more i can't remember off the top of my head...

˚ · .˚ · .🩵🧸☁️ stan list!! [it would make this wayyy too long if i put it all here-]

Date and Time: July 18th 2024, 11:29 AM EST

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ೄྀ࿐ ˊˎ-🦋🫐 @tinystarstay - all rights reserved, please do not repost, edit, plagiarize, etc.

[koo-zy]

20 questions tag

tagged by: @taestybae ​!! ty lovely <3

1. What do you prefer to be called name-wise?

izzy! but you can call me any cute nicknames that relate to that :>

2. When is your birthday?

january 20th!! (if you’re into zodiacs, pls tell me if i’m a capricorn or aquarius-- i’m getitng mixed signals from like every platform e v e r)

3. Where do you live?

usa! (west coast)

4. Three things you are doing right now?

procrastinating, listening to bs&t, and trying not to rub my eye bc it’s really itchy rn for some reason 😐

5. Four fandoms that have peaked your interest.

uH kpop, 1d in middle school, Dear Evan Hansen and Hamilton (plus a few other broadway musicals) for almost my entire high school career, and barbershop quartets because one visited my hs choir LMAO

6. How has the pandemic been treating you?

it’s been alright! no one in my family has been affected which i’m sosososo grateful for. as for the social aspect, i’m still a baby in my parents’ eyes (even though i’m literally an adult????) so they haven’t let me out of the house in a g e s but i’m pretty introverted and loaded with work so i don’t mind lol 

7. A song you can’t stop listening to right now?

blue hour by txt!! literally so amazing

8. Recommend a movie.

i don’t watch that many movies anymore but one that i remember really liking and sobbing to every time i watched it was Irreplaceable You (JUST THINKING AB IT MAKES ME TEAR UP AFIDKJXB)

9. How old are you?

18 !

10. School, university, occupation, other?

i’m still in my first year but the ultimate goal is to become an optometrist which might sound boring but eyes fascinate me!! sue me!!

11. Do you prefer heat or cold?

okay i say cold but i know other people don’t usually see west coast weather as being cold LMAO so let’s just say cold and pretend it’s freezing where i live :”) but yes, i prefer the cold (also snow!!)

12. Name one fact others may not know about you.

i love love love to sing! i started out in choir during my first year of middle school and continued to have the same teacher for the next 5 years (love her)! i was somehow able to get into the advanced choir during my senior year (i still don’t know how because my music theory sucks ass and my voice is kinda croaky afdhkj) and it was just-- so much fun. :”) i’m definitely not the best singer but i absolutely love harmonizing with my friends or with the music i’m listening to. singing is such a big part of my life and i truly don’t know how i would’ve functioned without choir during high school.

13. Are you shy?

i am,,, the shiest person i know,,,, and that’s saying something,,, okay but once i’m comfortable with you, i’m kinda crazy LMAO

14. Pronouns?

she/her!

15. Biggest Pet Peeves?

when people say “should of/would of” instead of “should’ve/would’ve” (i had 2 friends who used to do it so much but i never corrected them because i felt bad HBFSJKDN)

16. What is your favorite “dere” type?

i,, i’ve only watched one anime in my life,, i have no knowledge in this department fehdjxk

17. Rate your life from 1-10, 1 being crappy and 10 being the best it could be.

probably a 6! there’s not much holding me back from anything except,, well,, me lol and i have some really good friends that i absolutely love so :> the only thing is school! it sucks!! so much!!

18. What’s your main blog?

this is my main blog :>

19. List your side blogs and what they’re used for

i have one called @k-zy but it’s just me keeping track of a few things each week so :) 

20. Is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends?

hana said this and i’m like, lowkey copying her LMAO but i suck at communicating :”) i text some of my friends back days later but they don’t really mind because they do that to me too. i’ll respond right away if it’s important or a question about an assignment or something but other than that, i will typically respond in at least 5 hours JHFBDZNK i feel so bad whenever i think about it-- it’s definitely something i need to work on but it’s just how i am right now :// i need time just for myself throughout the day and my introverted ass can only take so many interactions at a time jefhdksnx my communication gets w o r s e when it’s like finals season or if i just have a lot of work too :”)) and then during breaks and such, i’m just vibing on my my various social media sites without actually replying to anyone god i’m horrible okay i’m done LOL

[ladymcawesomeville]

rules: answer 17 questions and tag people you want to get to know better!

tagged by @polygonshons (Thank you 😊)

nickname: My name isn’t really nickname-friendly so I don’t have one.

zodiac sign: Capricorn (I’m not really into astrology but I have classmates who are and sometimes it’s fun listening them talk about it.)

height: 1,60 m. (That’s like 5,3 for you americans)

hogwarts house: I think some tests have said griffindor but I identify more with hufflepuff really.

last thing I googled: Last thing I serched for on Ecosia (which is alternative to google that plant trees you should check it out) was a website that have guitar chords for songs, because I wanted to play.

song stuck in my head: None atm.

following: Wow, I follow over 300 blogs! But some might be non-active.

followers: A bit under 200 (but some are probably bots)

amount of sleep I get: On a school night, 7-ish hours? Depends on when I get to bed.

lucky number: Oh, I’m not really the kinda person who have a lucky number, but maybe 1??, since I was born in January.

dream job: I mean, I would love it if I could act for a living. But maybe some type of writer, since I like writing.

wearing: Grey shirt, black pants.

favorite songs: ATM,... *cheack Spotify playlist “on repeat”*... DBATC - Taylor Swift, The Archer - Taylor Swift (Basically all of Lover, honestly), She - Dodie, First Burn -Hamilton, and a some covers by Glee (I’ve been rewatching the show so I have listened a bit to the music).

instruments: I Play guitar decently. I would love to play more piano or even ukulele but I don’t have either at home so I don’t get much opportunity.

random fact: I got pretty strong nails, they can get pretty long which is cool and I like using nail polish. I have gotten asked if they're fake several times, but nope, they're real.

aesthetic (clohtes): Just, comfortable. Comfort and warmth. I like plaid and I fit in reds and blues. Some shirts are so worn they get holes at the elbows. And I wear hats almost always.

tagging: @tyrala1 @eroticlizardfiction @frostedgemstones22 and anyone else that wants to do this.

[tracle0]

Some facts I guess

When I joined online communities I never gave away my personal information except for really specific but irrelevant stuff so I’m going to try and amend that although it’s not going to work because I don’t like giving away personal information. 

Anyway. Tagged by @joyful-soul-collector, thank you kindly, if you want to do this then consider yourself tagged (no seriously do it, I’m too tired to think of people right now)

Nickname: Trade ‘worse Andy’ thanks South

Zodiac sign: The best one, Capricorn

Height: I haven’t measured in a long time (A year maybe?) but I was 165cm or 5′5″ last time I checked.

Hogwarts House: Slytherin 

Last thing I googled: ‘how to hold a sword’ for a thing I’m drawing

Favourite Musicians: Owl City! Green Day! MIKA! Cavetown! fun.! American Authors! Thirty Seconds To Mars! I’ve also been obsessed with musicals such as Hamilton and Heathers recently so 

Song stuck in my head: Candy Store from Heathers. 

Following: Only 80 people? Wild

Followers: 108. 8 is a good number. Keep it like that. 

Do I get asks: I don’t think I’ve had more than 8 asks during my time here. I don’t really reblog ask games although they are v cool. I send more asks. 

Amount of sleep: I’ve been in the habit of leaving my blinds open so I wake up when the sun is too high and it SUCKS but also I get more time in my day so...?

Lucky number: 13

Wearing: Seeing as I just woke up, my pyjamas - starry trousers, Bill Cipher shirt and The Dogtag™ which I do not wear to bed but otherwise it’s on me most of the time. 

Dream job: Dream job - author. Realistic job - something to do with the media. I’d make a good runner but that’s not a great position. Animator would be neat also.

Dream trip(s): I’d love to go to Japan. Or Iceland. 

Instruments: Oh boy uhhh I played the keyboard a lot as a kid, I know a number of tunes on the tin whistle and I’ve been conquering the ukulele for about five years. Violin is next. 

Languages: English and Sign Supported English, although I’m not fluent in the latter. I can also stumble through French. Japanese is next. 

Favourite Songs: This is War - Thirty Seconds to Mars. There is Something in the Forest - Emiliana Torrini. This is Home - Cavetown. The Gambler - fun. 

Random Fact: I have this thing called a simian line where - okay, look at your own palm. There are two distinct lines, right? Heartline and headline? A simian line is when you only have one - the heartline and headline intersect. It’s very common in people with down syndrome. 

Aesthetic: Watching the birds, a thousand ideas but no time, well-used books, the clink of a tea mug

[thequietoftheroom]

Hi. Is this thing on? Lauren Graham said in her new book that we should write more so this is my attempt at that. Oh by the way, I started reading again. I write these for myself so why don’t I just use “we”, but that will probably be weird reading it back. I’ve read Feminasty: The Complicated Woman’s Guide To Surviving The Patriarchy Without Drinking Herself To Death, Tiny Beautiful Things: Advice On Love And Life From Dear Sugar, and now I’m almost done with Talking As Fast As I Can: From Gilmore Girls To Gilmore Girls. I’ve gone through several lists to pick out the books I plan on reading in the next few months, at least if I can afford them, but I like to think the books I ultimately bought found me and not the other way around. I have been read cover to cover, my soul pierced, and my mind opened. Of course fiction books have a similar effect but I never thought I would be interested in what people had to say about this grand thing called life and I learned that I cared a whole lot, not because I wanted to model myself after them but because I care about people and reading their explanations on life is like suddenly remembering they’re my best friends and they’re just catching me up on little secrets that come packed with nuggets of wisdom. 

I got myself into several situations I never planned on getting myself into even though the red flags were there and even though the people very openly said “Hey, this is exactly who I am”, but you know how your mind works when you have anxiety and depression. You start to convince yourself the puzzle pieces you find yourself assembling are actually part of the picture even though they don’t fit because deep down you’re trying to finish the puzzle of your life and no one is giving you quite the right pieces. In other words, and to quote my friend Allie, I drank a nice glass of “dumb bitch” juice. Which lead me to want to consider joining a dating site sooner than I planned. I know these things take time but it’s been 3 days and I’ve sent 40 likes (I think that’s how okcupid works idk) and practically got 0 back. Here’s why that sucks. On okcupid they focus strongly on your personality and beliefs. So someone not only saw my face and said “yeesh no thanks” they took the time to get to know the information about myself I put on there and were still like “yikes I don’t think so”. So all in all this was an experiment in derailing my self esteem and increasing my depression. What crazy color will I dye my hair to suddenly avoid dealing with my problems? Or maybe I’ll give myself another buzzcut. Stay tuned!

On a serious note, a lot of the stories I’m reading made me SO relieved that at 27 I’m still very much single and have only had 1 relationship which wasn’t that great (it was both of our faults). There were so many stories and anecdotes about young love being messy and about true commitment coming in your 40′s. Honestly, idk if I can wait that long. If NASA and the CIA and the FBI were like “you have been randomly selected to test mating with androids” I’d be like “yes please but can I choose their face”. I mean realistically I’m in the worst position to be in a relationship. For one, I don’t have much money saved because I’m sadly addicted to ordering things online, most of which are either useful to me or to my job (and no I don’t get reimbursed but I think the prospect of waiting for something in the mail to kill time is momentarily greater than the prospect of having more money later). I still live at home. Obviously, that’s a hella yikes and tbf I’m reading to get the fuck out of here but {see A: i have no money} and I have no one to move in with. I keep doing extensive research but I learned that in 2018 everywhere is problematic. So as much as my love for NYC is slowly fading I also realize this is it for me! I’m a city gal who needs to be surrounded by diversity. I can’t do suburbs and I can’t do living near more than 50% white people. I’ll die. I know that’s discriminatory but we are in the dawn of BBQ Beckys so can you blame me when the majority of white people keep voting against my existence. So I’m stuck. Every once in a while I look up “most LGBT friendly places to live” or “least racist places to live” and hope there’s a magical place with both but there isn’t (especially since, hello, twinks are hella racist). But I’ve literally cuddled my body pillow to death: it broke apart and I need a new one. And I learned I can’t fall asleep unless I’m cuddling it because I’m that lonely.

Everything in life is so complicated. I hate not being out at work but at the same time everyone there is ignorant so I wouldn’t be any more comfortable having them walking on eggshells around me. I love the individuals though and sometimes I feel very motherly or big brotherly towards them and they make me REALLY love work. But I want to be me. And I want to get rid of my legal name. Every time someone calls me John I die inside. Sometimes I don’t even respond because I have to be like “oh shit that’s me”. Can I change my name now? Probably, just have to have the money and redo all my paperwork at work? Will i? No because then either a) the individuals will have to learn my new name and their lives are confusing as fuck as it is or b) i keep my current legal name as a nickname but then it will get confusing for paperwork. I don’t like inconveniencing people that much even for something super important to me. I’ll just die inside until I save enough money, do my last few undergrad psyche classes, and then get into grad school. So like in 5 years, knowing me.

I’ve developed some little crushes here and there but most of the time it’s people that live out of reach or are straight or bottoms or any combination of them or I can just tell they will never like me in that way. So honestly, why bother. I miss the days when I didn’t care about this and the only thing plaguing my mind was what show I should marathon while building in minecraft.

Speaking of games, I play a lot with my friend Sal. He’s like my best friend which is weird because he was my boss once on a minecraft server but now I can’t ever think of him that way? He’s more like an older brother now, even though he’s younger than me. We talk a lot and also enjoy a lot of silence, and introduce each other to different games and shows. But mostly games. We’re both obsessed with 7 Days To Die and I check constantly for news about the update (no set dates for Alpha 17 AHHHH). To fill that void we started playing Fortnite, which I know a lot of people make fun of but it’s actually fun. Here’s a fun fact about me: I can’t take serious games serious so if there’s no building element, or fun element, or explosives I can blow things up with, I won’t do it. I have 0 competitive bones in this body. I like to have fun. That’s why Fortnite is perfect because it is a competitive FPS type game but it’s also a parody of that genre and it’s so whimsical. Save The Day is a lot like 7 Days To Die so that’s been fun. Listen, when you play a game with someone and you beat it, especially a survival game, it’s such a relief and you learn so much and it’s like you went on a literal adventure with that person. Did Sal and I actually get stranded on an island full of mutants and cannibals? No but that’s what it actually felt like after finishing The Forest because it was that real for us. My love for Pocket Camp is fading because it’s the same stuff, new textures. I mean the prospect of having a cute camp is fun sometimes (fun enough for me to spend way too much money on it. HELP!) but now it’s like “oh they just stand there and I don’t really do anything”. ALTHOUGH they are saying that now they are adding a LOT more gameplay to the point that you need at least 1gb of space of the game so I’m excited. I’m still obsessed with minecraft so there’s nothing new there.

Here’s something weird. I spent much of my time, when I identified as gay, being annoyed at gay stereotypes and mostly twinks being like “if you don’t do x,y,z you might as well be straight”, so much so that now that I came out as queer those things still bother me and I have to be like “it’s okay that’s not you anymore you literally figured this out which is why you’re this person”. That’s how I should introduce myself tbh “Hi I’m the Q in LGBTQ”. I don’t care about fitting in but because of my lack of in person friends sometimes I worry that maybe I should care, just a little. I’m so tempted to try Tinder just for that but then I think of all the people who have Tinder that live in this building and I’m like God that is a huge mistake. I need a huge life change. I need someone to come in and shake up my life but no one has volunteered. I’m kind of regretting thinking of all those stupid romantic things like “Oh I want my future boyfriend to teach my how to ride a bike :)” “I want my future boyfriend to take me traveling” “I want my future boyfriend to serenade me”. I’ll just become a full on Capricorn and teach myself everything, travel the world alone, and serenade my goddamn self.

Speaking of which again, can my depression like.. not? I was so into learning and practicing chords daily and I just stopped? Like my motivation was like “It’s been a nice 1 week. back to not caring about anything again” I mean I started to try to learn Burn and Satisfied from Hamilton (well, “learn”) so I at least have interest and I still listen to classical music and jazz to light that fire under my ass but still. I’m just going to do what I always do and restart from lesson 1 and hope I make it to 3 although my extensive research of chords has already put me at an advantage for lesson 3, which is chords. Of course I would go and try to learn something in an unstructured manner because I have a problem with routine and authority even when that authority is me.

I should write me. Which reminds me I was going to write about this one dream I had on my regular blog. See ya!

[wiener-blut]

i was tagged by my bb @babypaulchen ages ago and now the time has come to finally do this shit!! i told u i was gonna do it Brig!!

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (i wont tag anyone bc im doubting i even know 20 ppl on here lmao)

— what was your last…

1. drink: peach flavoured ice tea 2. phone call: my mom bc i asked her if shes interested in some hyacinth bulbs for her garden since the ones that stood in my room decayed 3. text message: to my cousin, setting a time where we can call and chat 4. song you listened to: actual surprise - its not Rammstein *ooohs and aaahs fly through the crowd* it was “The Schuyler Sisters” from Hamilton 5. time you cried: yesterday bc i had the worst fucking headache ever and i was being a whiny bitch

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: uhh no? 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes, multiple times and ive come to the conclusion that throwing up makes me feel better afterwards like im back to being able to actually perveice my environment again lmao

— fave colours

12. black 13. pastel pink 14. actually i kinda love all colours idk

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes! 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yes, multiple times, good 18. found out someone was talking about you: like uh shittalking? idk so i guess not 19. met someone who changed you: uhhh kinda? 20. found out who your friends are: um well i found out that my friends are good friends and that i love them and that i dont want to miss any of them 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: what? u can “kiss” someone on facebook? lmao i didnt take a look on facebook for literally years .......man i had a massive brainlag here. i thought u can now “kiss” ppl on facebook like u can “poke” ppl on facebook and it didnt come to my mind this could mean “irl” lmao bury me IF it means irl tho, then yes

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: pff idk man who the fuck still uses that shithole of a site anyways

23. do you have any pets: no but i had a super cute and fluffy bunny and i still miss him and think about him everyday also i plan on having half a farm and half a zoo in the future

24. do you want to change your name: not anymore; i used to hate my name bc its so outdated and the only answer i ever got on introducing myself was “hey my grandma has the same name isnt that funny” but then more and more people told me my name was pretty and unique and well now that im older (sounds like im 40 lmao) im even kinda fond of it

25. what did you do for your last birthday: umm uhh i guess i was studying for my exams lol but i remember my gf cooking an amazing dinner for me 💖

26. what time did you wake up today: uhhhhhh smth around 9am i think

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: actually sleeping for once bc that headache knocked me out completely

28. what is something you can’t wait for: fucking going to fucking Hamburg in fucking five fucking days

30. what are you listening to right now: the birds chirping outside

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes i had a classmate named Tom........he was a bit strange tho.......

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: i cant think of anything rn

33. most visited website: Tumblr and Youtube

34. hair colour: natural? blonde / current? dyed it pink two weeks ago

35. long or short hair: long ass hair and i mean, literally, they reach all the way down to my hips

36. do you have a crush on someone: ohhhahahaha so, so many, one - and maybe the king of em all - being Christoph Schneider (not obvious at all cough cough)

37. what do you like about yourself: uhhhhhhhhhhh.........;;;;; i guess... uh... *insert more unintelligent noises* maybe my legs?

38. want any piercings: no, except for maybe some on my ear

39. blood type: 0 positive, i think

40. nicknames: Lily

41. relationship status: super duper gay af with @haifisch-ohne-traenen

42. sign: officially capricorn (i like to say “the last capricorn” bc it sounds like “the last unicorn” and well my birthday is on the last day that still counts as capricorn), but honestly im more of an aquarius

43. pronouns: she/her

44. fave tv show: i recently watched Grimm and the story was okay but the cast was like super adorable and i fell in love with every single one of them

45. tattoos: none. YET. i have plans for so much i just am very bad at deciding

46. right or left handed: right handed 47: ever had surgery: okay, small story time. there are these childrens books by german illustrator and author “Janosch” in which a tiger and a bear are best friends and i used to love those books. so once, tiger got ill (his stripes slipped out of place) and he needed to see the doctor. and the exact line was “soothing small shot, blue dream, surgery over, noticed nothing, tiger healthy”. and i once was in the hospital bc there was something wrong my nose (i dont remember what it was tho) and so they anaesthetized me (and my fav stuffie which i brough with me for mental support) and afterwards i told everyone of my “blue dream” and everyone was like ????? wtf kid bc they didnt know what i was talking about and it was just some months ago when i finally found out that a narcosis isnt called a “blue dream” and that i just knew this bc of this books which i adored and tbh i was like MY WHOLE LIFE IS A LIE “BLUE DREAM” IS AN ADORABLE TERM FOR IT 48. piercings: none 49. sport: i did ballet for 15 years and i still love to dance around the house and the mother of my best friend once called me cute bc i cant stand still and always spin around or stretch my toes while lifting my leg or do some pliés and tbh i wasnt even aware of that

50. vacation: uh...i love? lmao

51. trainers: umm like my shoes? mostly wearing my black doc martens

— more general

52. eating: i love me some good salad with tomatoes, mozzarella and tuna but ngl a pizza margherita could beat that salad any time. or a nice ragout fin. or mac’n’cheese. i love food in general, okay

53. drinking: i’d kill for a tequila rn. but like non-alcoholic beverage - plain water, yes thank u

54. i’m about to watch: some movie with my gf which we havent decided on yet

55. waiting for: my gf to return home from work so i can smooch her pretty face

56. want: to cuddle honestly

57. get married: since its legal in germany for some months now... idk tbh, its not smth i debate about on a daily basis

58. career: um i have a vague plan for becoming a speech pathologist but yea... its very vague

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: hugs

60. lips or eyes: gotta say eyes

61. shorter or taller: i dont care actually

62. older or younger: um sweats loudly...... older (fun fact i recently calculated the average age of my celebrity crushes....yes i was bored.... and it resulted in 50.... well.....)

63. nice arms or stomach: arms, fucc me up

64. hookup or relationships: relationships

65. troublemaker or hesitant: me? kinda both

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: no 67. drank hard liquor: yes 68. turned someone down: not really?

69. sex on first date: nope

70: broken someone’s heart: probably

71. had your heart broken: uh yea...kinda

72. been arrested: no

73. cried when someone died: yes, im a whiny bitch so i cry easily

74. fallen for a friend: yeah binch im dating that lovely ho right now... im gonna leave Brig’s answer here bc its perf and same here

— do you believe in

75. yourself: ugh

76. miracles: i want to

77. love at first sight: no

78. santa claus: i want to lol but no

79. angels: fuck yes

— misc

80. eye colour: blue-gray-green-ish mud 81. best friend’s name: Dana

82. favourite movie: so? much? i cant decide, really

83. favourite actor: Tom Hiddleston, i love this british dork, lemme tell u

84. favourite cartoon: phuh, idk i dont really watch cartoons

85. favourite teacher’s name: SWEATS LOUDLY AND AGGRESIVELY i had two massive teacher crushes back in my school days and that makes me a bit biased but im gonna say Herr Wolf was a great teacher bc he always said “hey, astronomy’s a minor subject, the test won’t be hard and i wont give u homework, u guys concentrate on math, german and english” and tbh we need more teachers like that

[i-just-love-writing-crap]

Catching Murphy, Part 9

Warnings: Swearing, possible nsfw content, partying, underaged drinking Word Count: 8285 (yeesus, y’all really need to stop letting me write this nsfw shit) Summary: You, Miss (y/n) (y/l/n), had a crush on Connor Murphy for years, from a distance of course. You had always been too shy to approach him, and the fact around school that he was an aggressive stoner caused you to become even more shy. One day, in history class, your teacher decided to assign a project and assigned everyone a partner—you and Connor were partnered together. Could you two grow close during the project and remain close? Or will Connor go back to ignoring you after the project comes to a close? A/N: I apologize if Connor is a biiiiit OOC… ;-; Obviously takes place in an AU where Connor is alive. Oh hey look it’s my masterlist, tah-dah Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 10 | Part 11 TAGS: @saturdayschilddrivesmewild  @defenestrate-yourself-please  @hamilton-canyouimagine  @arsonboirich  @sunshinesips  @philyylester  @cozykleinman

PREVIOUSLY:

His sigh gave it away. He was so fucking annoyed with you, but something about you was endearing. Like, he really did grow feelings for you in the two or three days you two had been talking. Taking an entirely different approach to his retort, he surprised you with a serious sounding, “Yes! Okay, fine, we’ll fuck on the hood of my truck! Are you satisfied, (y/n)? I am going to fuck you on the hood of my truck and you will enjoy it like you always do, you fucking slut for me!”

“Oh wow… that was actually kinda hot, Connor,” you said aloud.

“That was the point,” he said, turning his attention to you at a stop sign. He leaned over, grabbed your chin and forcefully kissed you. Not that you minded in the slightest. No, you were actually liking the kisses you had been receiving from Connor the last day and a half. When he pulled away from the kiss, he started driving towards the park.

You and Connor arrived at the park, both having come down from your highs a bit. Connor got out of his truck, and you followed him. “So? Where are we going to lay down and stargaze?” you asked him.

“The fucking grass? Where else?” Connor said, laying on the ground in front of his truck.

Shrugging, you lay on the ground next to him. “Sorry, thought maybe we’d lay in the bed of your truck,” you said.

Connor laughed curtly, “Fuck no. The grass is more comfortable than the fucking cold metal bed of my truck.”

You laughed as well as you answered, “I mean, I can’t disagree with you there, Con. The soft but prickly grass is hella more comfortable.”

“That’s why we lay here and not in the bed of the truck, dumbass,” smirked Connor.

You smiled and casted your eyes up towards the inky black sky, which was littered with points of light. The sounds of nature filled your ears and you grinned widely, sighing happily. “Look at the stars, Con. Hey, look, Orion’s out!” you exclaimed, pointing at the constellation. “He’s my favorite constellation! I wish he was here year round, ya know?”

Connor smirked to himself. Of course you would like the constellation Orion. It was dependable, there in the winter and being a tell-tale sign that the cold season has arrived. “Of course you would like Orion, (y/n),” he said.

“Oh excuse me, Mister Judge-my-favorite-constellation! What’s yours, hmm?” you huffed, crossing your arms over your chest.

Scoffing, Connor answered, “Ursa Major and Scorpio, duh. The coolest badasses in the night sky. Not some dumb giant huntsman.”

You gasped, “Excuse you, Connor Murphy! Orion is a famous constellation and I love the story behind it!”

“Do you even fucking know it?” he asked, sitting up and looking down at you.

Sitting up, you said, “Duh. He was a great huntsman who killed beasts like lions and such as a means to prove himself to someone, probably someone he loved.”

Your words caused the long-haired stoner to laugh heartily. “Oh my fucking GOD! You don’t know the story at all!! That’s not the story, you idiot!” he laughed. He was laughing so hard that he held his sides and rolled on the ground. Connor didn’t know why he found it so funny that you got the story so wrong, but he did. After a few minutes of laughing, Connor recollected himself. “Jesus fucking Christ, I’m sorry but, damn, that was fucking hilarious to me.”

It took Connor a minute to notice that your face had turned bright red in embarrassment and your cheeks were puffed out. “So then what’s the actual story, you fucking prick?!” you said quickly, fully irritated at his laughter. This is why you usually kept quiet in subjects you didn’t know much about, because you were afraid of someone laughing at you and saying you were wrong. As your anger and irritation dwindled, you felt like shrinking away in utter embarrassment.

“There are actually two different versions of Orion’s story. The longer story is that Orion, the giant hunter born somewhere in Boeotia, visits Chios and falls in love with the king’s daughter. Merope was the princess the huntsman fell in love with. However, her father, King Oenopion, refused to let Orion have his daughter’s hand. Even after Orion…” Connor trailed off and thought about what you had said. He sighed and continued, feeling dumb that he had laughed at you for basically being right with at least one of the stories behind Orion, “…cleared the island of wild beasts. When the king still refused to give Orion Merope’s hand in marriage, he tried taking her by force. When Oenopion learned of Orion’s assault, he got the huntsman drunk, blinded him then casted him out of the island. Long story short, Orion was killed by Artemis due to Apollo challenging his archer-goddess sister that she could not hit the black mass wading in the sea. Once he was found dead by Artemis, she placed him in the stars.”

A moment of silence passed between the two of you, as Connor silently waited for you to call him out. But you didn’t, you really didn’t know the mythology behind the constellations and it made him sigh in relief to himself. He continued, “The other, shorter version tells us that Orion was the son of Neptune and the Amazon Queen, Euryale. In this version, it is said that Orion inherited her talent and became the greatest hunter in the world. But, ya know, fuck-tard couldn’t be fucking humble about it, hell no—he had the biggest fucking ego in the world because of his abilities. He boasted about how he could kill any animal on the whole damn planet and, in total irony, a little fucking scorpion stung and killed him. That scorpion was later turned into the constellation Scorpio, and it’s now on the complete opposite side of Orion, so they wouldn’t get into any other tiffs.”

You sighed and looked at Connor, deadpanned eyes as you said, “So that’s why you like Scorpio? Because it killed my favorite constellation…? Wow Connor…”

“What? Fuck no, that’s not the reason! How in the hell was I supposed to know your favorite fucking constellation was Orion? And go fuck yourself, I’ve liked that constellation way before I knew you,” snapped Connor.

“Anyways,” you sighed, wanting to change the subject. “What’s the story behind Ursa Major?”

Connor sneered a bit as he answered, “That’s a simple story of Zeus being a horny bastard again. There was this nymph named Callisto, who was beautiful and thus gained Zeus’ sexual attention. Callisto followed Artemis and, knowing that, Zeus came to the nymph in the form of the goddess she followed. Zeus then rapes Callisto and gets her pregnant. When it was found out that she was pregnant, Callisto was kicked out of Artemis’ group. Hera is of course both infuriated and jealous as she learns that the nymph bore Zeus a son, and out of her infuriation turns Callisto into a bear. After living in the wilderness for years, Callisto is killed by her own son, who did not know the bear he had just killed was his mother. She was set in the stars following her death. And now she stays, immortalized in the constellation Ursa Major.”

You gasped at the story behind Ursa Major. “Yeesus, Con. That’s a really fucked up story. Do you know anymore?” you asked, genuinely even more interested in the myths behind the constellations.

Your genuine interest, and the 180 from seemingly being annoyed, melted his annoyance away. “Oh?” he stammered for a second. When you blinked at him, he cleared his throat, recovering his cool. “Uhh… no, I don’t know the rest of their backstories. Hell, I don’t even know all of the other ones. I only know the Zodiac, you know like fucking Capricorn and stuff, plus Ursa Major, Ursa Minor, Orion and Scorpio,” he said.

“You know Scorpio is one of the Zodiacs, right?” you giggled.

Connor’s thoughts sputtered at your giggle. “Wh-what?” he said, stumbling for a second before your words truly sank in. “O-oh yeah, of course I knew that, dork. You’d have to be a fucking idiot to not know that. It’s just,” he trailed off, somewhat stuttering, “it’s just that since Scorpio is one of my favorites, I lump it with Ursa Major.”

“Oh,” you spoke, humming in thought. “Yeah, I can see that.” It was at that moment that you heard your phone ringing from Connor’s truck. You stood up and looked at him, stuttering, “I, uhh, I should probably get that, it could be my mom.” He nodded and you awkwardly backed away towards his truck.

When you got to the passenger side door you opened the door and leaned into the truck, your lower half sticking out and answered your ringing phone. You hadn’t even looked to see who it was when you answered, “Ciao, this is (y/n) (y/l/n), what’d’ya need?”

Immediately your ear was filled with Jared’s voice, “Yo, (y/n), are you can Connor going to go to the party I was texting you about earlier? Look, I know you said you would prolly be fucking right now, but listen: you should totally come with me and Evan, and Connor, to this party. You seem like the girl who has never had fun with getting drunk in her life! TIME TO LIVE A LITTLE!!”

Rolling your eyes you said, “We actually just got finished with like, round three. I think we can take a break and go to a party with you and Smol Bean. But lemme double check with Con, I gotta mute myself real quick.” Muting yourself you hear Jared tell you go for it. Pushing yourself off the seat and out of the car you looked at Connor before calling out to him, “Hey, Con! Can you come here real quick?”

Connor looked back at you, sighed and pushed himself off the grassy ground. You watched as he swatted some dirt off of his pants and hoodie, walking over to you. “Hey? The fuck do you need, dork?” he asked.

“Oh, Glasses Kink just was asking if we were going to go to the party tonight with him and Ev. Can we?” you asked, giving him your best puppy eyes. “I’ve never been to a party before and who better to go with than my teacher and our friends?”

An eyebrow raised in question as Connor asked, “Are you sure that you want to go, (y/n)? Because you don’t know how well you can hold your alcohol. And Christ knows I can’t have you getting fucking alcohol poisoning because you drink too much.”

“You act as if you won’t be there to make sure I don’t get that messed up, Connor. But, anyways, yes, I’m sure I wanna go. Even Jared said I gotta live a little,” you said.

Both you and Connor heard Jared’s voice asking, “Hello? Are you still there? I hope you aren’t fucking her without unmuting me, Murphy! Lemme hear them moans of hers! And I need the fucking answer like, within the next hour, because that is when this party starts.”

An devilish smile swept across your face as an evil idea popped into your head. “Wanna make Glasses Kink think we’re doing shit?” you questioned, “Like you touch me and I’ll make it seem like you’re fingering me as I tell Glasses we’re gonna go to the party? You up for it?”

Connor smiled back at you with an equally as evil smirk. “You’re such an evil bitch, you know that? And you see, this is exactly one of the several reasons why I find you so goddamn attractive,” he said without thinking. The moment those words left his mouth, he wanted to shoot himself in the foot.

Luckily for Connor, you had not been paying much attention to him after his first sentence, as you were trying to find the perfect position to be in while you two had sex. “Yeah, I know I’m a bitch, Con. Now come here and let’s make him think we’re having sex,” you said.

Phew, she didn’t hear what I said… Pay more attention to what you say, fucking moron! You’ve only been talking to her for 2-3 days, don’t scare her off by fucking telling her you’re already so goddamned attracted to her yet, he thought to himself as he moved towards you. Connor found himself thinking to himself how hot it would be to fuck you against the hood of his truck now, as that was where you leaning, waiting for him. When he was a few inches in front of you, he stopped and watched you.

Your eyes flickered with mischief as you signaled for him to touch you. “Okay, start touching me, Con. I’m about to unmute him,” you said with a devious smile. Connor nodded at you and leaned over you, latching his lips to your neck—something which you actually hadn’t prepared for. His hands were on different spots on your body, one on your hips and one stroking your waist. As your breath hitched, you unmuted Jared and said, “Sorry, Jared! I-I checked with Con and—fuck—yeah, we-we’re gonna c-c…” Connor bit your neck and you genuinely moaned into the phone, “Oh God, yes, more!”

“So you’re gonna come?” asked Jared, “Also, those are some sexy moans, (y/n). One day I shall be the one making you moan like that, I can do such a better than Murphy.”

Connor growled against your neck and said, pulling away from you, “Absolutely not, Kleinman. (Y/n) is mine and if I ever see a hickey that I didn’t make anywhere on her body, I will throttle you myself. Understand me, Jared?” He was almost getting territorial over you.

“Sure, dude, sure. Whatever makes you feel better about yourself, Murphy. You know I could fuck your girl better than you. Now, this is all besides the point, you need to come get me and Evan.”

“Really? Really, Jared! I’m sitting here, trying to fuck my fucking girl and you want me to stop and get you and Evan?” Connor asking in a semi-annoyed tone. Of course he was playing along with your prank, rather convincingly, too you added to yourself.

A breathless laugh escaped your body as you answered, “C-come on, Con. Give Jared a break, he just wants us to go have fun with him and Ev.”

Connor’s eyes met your gaze and he sighed, “Fine. Fucking fine. If you want to go to this party, then who am I to stand in your way?” You nodded excitedly, a wide and gentle smile on your lips. “Okay, put on your shirt and we’ll go pick up those two dumbasses.”

Both you and Jared squealed in happiness, a manly squeal on Jared’s part, might you add. “Yay,” you two said in unison. “Okay, we’ll be at your house in like fifteen to twenty minutes, Jared! Because I know that Con knows where you live!” you exclaimed, pushing Connor off of you.

“Okay, see you then, sexy,” Jared all but purred. You could hear the wink in his voice and you rolled your eyes. You gave a curt, ‘yeah, see you then’ before hanging up.

The bright smile from moments ago was still present on your face as you jumped into Connor’s truck. “C’mon, Con! We gotta go! I’m ready to paaarty,” you said in a happy, sing-song voice.

A sigh left Connor’s lips as he moved to the driver’s seat and started the truck. “You’re so fucking special, (y/n). You know that?” he spoke quietly, looking over at you and shaking his head.

“Yeah, I know, thanks for reminding me, Murphy,” you retorted, looking down at your phone. Possibly texting Jared or even Evan. Connor rolled his eyes and pulled off, intent on going to get Evan and Jared. You really wanted to go to this party and he would make sure you did, even if he wasn’t sure you were ready for that.

Thirty minutes later, Jared and Evan were in the backseat of the truck with you and Conor. “Murphy!” called Jared from the back.

“What, Kleinman?” asked Connor.

“Can we listen to Deepthroat?”

A scoff left Connor’s throat as he said, “Tch. No fucking way, Kleinman. Not in my truck.”

“But (y/n) needs to hear this song,” insisted Jared. The geek nudged Evan’s shoulder, saying, “Right, Evan? She needs to hear this song, riiiight?”

Evan stuttered in your defense, “I-if she, well, if she wants to… umm… if she wants to hear the song… she, she can, Jar-Jared. Don’t, um, don’t force her to…”

The anxious blond’s stuttering answer left you smiling. “Thanks, Ev. He’s right, Jared, you can’t force me to listen to Deepthroat. I wanna listen to Arctic Monkeys,” you answered, looking back at the brown-haired geek.

A groan left Jared’s throat as he leaned back and covered his face, his hands slipping up into his hair as he fisted it briefly. “Are you serious?! You three are total killjoys!”

“Just wait until we get to the party, okay, Jared?” you said, smiling back at him.

He almost glared at you as he hissed, “You better make it up to me, fucking party poopers!”

You tapped your chin as you answered, “Oh, believe me, I will! I’ve never been drunk before, so it should be fun!”

Connor rolled his eyes, saying, “Meaning that I have to keep a close eyes on her, on top of keeping an eye on you and Evan, Jared. So fucking control yourself tonight. For once!”

“I always control myself, Connor. What are you talking about?” Jared spoke, placing a hand over his chest in disbelief.

“No, you don’t, Kleinman. You’re the one who ruins myself and Evan’s good time. Usually. There have been a few times where Evan’s ruined an outing, but those are few and far between, and it’s usually your dumb ass, Kleinman,” said Connor, a certain air of seriousness in his tone.

Evan snickered quietly to himself at Connor’s words and so did you. Jared was seemingly offended as he huffed, “Well, whatever! You’re wrong, Murphy, and you know it!”

You busted out laughing as Connor’s truck lurched to a stop in front of the party house. Your mouth dropped as you recognized the house. It was a friend of yours and Alexa’s, her name was Kayley. “Oh my God! This party is being held at Kayley’s house!?” you screamed in disbelief.

“Yeah, it is. You know her or something?” Jared asked, getting out of Connor’s truck.

Everyone got out of his truck and as you closed your door, you answered Jared. “Duh, of course I know her. She is a good friend of Lexy and myself. Why didn’t she or Lexy invite me to the party?”

Connor walked up beside you and wrapped an arm around your waist, pulling you to walk towards the house with them. “I’m sure they fucking did invite you, dork. You were probably just not near your phone when they asked. Or you forgot about them asking you,” he reassured you.

You looked at him and nodded. “Yeah… you’re probably right, Con. But, like, how did you three get invited to this party? You aren’t even friends with Kayley.”

“I heard from a guy, who heard from one of Kayley’s friends, who heard from Kayley that you didn’t need an invite to come to this party. It’s a free-for-all. Anyone can come and go as they please,” came Jared’s explanation.

“Umm… I don’t think that’s how it works, but, okay…” you muttered as the four of you walked up to the front door. When you reach the door, Connor pushed you out in front of them, signaling that since you were friends with the hostess, that you should be in front. “Okay, okay, I’ll get us in,” you laughed and pushed open the door. The inside of Kayley’s house was flooded with people from school and you were determined to find your friend.

You pushed your way into the house-full of high school students and looked around for your friend, Connor, Jared and Evan following behind you—closing the front door behind them. “Excuse me, have you seen…” you tried to ask a girl who was stumbling drunkenly to the beat of a song. She completely ignored you which caused you to grit your teeth. You tried asking several other already drunken teens where Kayley or Alexa was, and was still ignored.

You were going to have to find out the hard way. Taking a deep breath, you prepared to scream. “EXCUSE ME!! WHERE THE FUCK CAN I FIND KAYLEY SUMMERS?!” you screamed at the top of your lungs into the sea of people.

As soon as you screamed that, someone screamed back, louder than you, “IN THE KITCHEN!! WHO THE FUCK’S ASKING FOR MY ASS?!”

“ME, YOU BITCH!! (Y/N) (Y/L/N)!!” you screamed back.

Connor, Jared and Evan all three looked at you in disbelief. You were really loud and they, especially Connor, hadn’t expected such a loud scream to come from such a shy girl like yourself. The four of you heard Kayley scream back to you, “CUUUUNT!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?! COME INTO THE FUCKING KITCHEN!”

“FINE, I’M COMING!!” you screamed back before you shoved your way through the people. “Fucking move, assholes,” you growled as you shoved two girls into each other, not caring if they fell.

The three boys followed behind you, all genuinely surprised at your lack of caring as you angrily shoved through the people. Connor had never seen this side of you and, dare he say it, liked it. An amused smirk appeared on his face as he watched you nudge and shove people out of your way. “Wow,” he said to himself.

He had said it just loud enough for Jared and Evan to hear, too, and the geek replied with, “She is like… ten times hotter to me now.”

“I-I’ve never… umm… never thought she was capable of… capable of this,” stuttered Evan as he played with his shirt nervously. He was the one following closest behind you, followed by Connor, who was followed by Jared.

Connor’s eyes never left your figure as he watched you push a guy and his presumable girlfriend out of the doorway to the kitchen. “FUCKING MOVE! Go make out in the living room on the fucking couch, you pussies,” you growled before stopping in front of a girl.

All of the boys’ eyes fell onto your friend, on Kayley. She was moderately tall, about Evan’s height, and was the seemingly perfect amount of chubby. Like, she made it work, and worked it without it being classified as her being overweight. Kayley wore all black: a black tank-top, a lacy black push-up bra that made her big breasts look that much better (that could be seen underneath her top), and black skinny jeans. Her half-shaven, curly, midnight purple hair cascaded down to her collarbone and her thick-rimmed glasses drew attention to her hazel eyes. Kayley’s arms were opened wide, as she pulled you into a hug, exclaiming delightfully, “Biiiiitch!! What the fuck brings you to my party? I thought Alexa said you weren’t gonna come?”

You smiled and pulled away from the hug, motioning to the three boys behind you. “Well, Jared Kleinman told me that you said anyone was invited. So, Connor and I decided to come to your party with him and Evan Hansen,” you explained.

The midnight-haired girl clapped her hands excitedly as she shouted, “Oh yeah, of course anyone’s invited! Glad he convinced your pussy-ass to come tonight! You’ve always opted out of getting drunk with Alexa and I, (y/n/n)!”

Ruffling your hair almost embarrassedly, you said, “Yeah, sorry about it. I just never knew what I like to drink, ya know? Anyways, speaking of Alexa, where is she?”

Kayley eyed you with a smirk at the mention of your friend. “Oh, Alexa is upstairs getting it on with Jason Dawson! Now, besides the point,” she exclaimed, handing you, Connor, Jared and Evan red solo cups, “enjoy the party! I have beer kegs all throughout the house, some are filled with the best German beer, and some are full of vodka. And of course, the fridge and coolers are all stocked to the brim with beers. And guess who���s parents forgot to lock the liquor cabinet~? This bitch’s! So there’s prime tequila, vodka and whiskey available. If you want some, just hit me up.” Kayley then points to the cabinet behind her, continuing, “If you want a chaser for your hard liquor, we have them back there on that cabinet. And if we run out, there is more in the garage and basement. All—well, most—of the rooms are free if you want alone time with anyone and please God remember to use protection, okay? I can’t have my good friend getting knocked up at my fucking party, Alexa would have my fucking head!”

You laughed and held out your cup, saying, “Wanna hook me up with some whiskey?”

Smiling at your boldness, Kayley took your cup and said, “What do you want? We have some Monkey Shoulder Blended Malt Scotch, some Bushmills Black Bush Whiskey, or some Maker’s 46. Pick your poison, babe.”

“Give me what you think is best for a first-time drinker, such as myself,” you answered after a moment of silence.

Kayley nodded and poured you a cup of Maker’s 46. With a sly smile, she handed you the cup back and said, “Drink up, girl. Now remember, this is your first time drinking and so this will burn for a bit. Then it’ll make you feel warm and fuzzy. Also, (y/n/n), we have a special stash of fruity Mike’s Hard Lemonade for you stored in the basement. Alexa and I thought that if you came, we’d start you easy. So, if this liquor is too much for you and you want to ease yourself into this, go downstairs, okay? There is nothing wrong with putting off your first high school bender, you hear me?”

You nodded before sipping on your drink. The burning sensation smacked you right in the face and you enjoyed the feeling of liquid fire sliding down your throat. It tasted amazing, too. “I will, Kayley, thanks. I think I’m gonna go sit out by the pool,” you said and started to walk away.

Connor caught your waist and said, “No, no, no. No fucking way am I letting you out of my sight with this being your first party.”

“But Connoooor,” you whined, “I know my way around this house as if it were my own! And I can handle myself!”

Dragging you with him, Connor walked over to the fridge and grabbed a beer from it. “I don’t care whether you know this house or not, (y/n), you’re not leaving my sight for any reason,” he said seriously.

Jared had gotten a cup of vodka while Evan got a small amount of whiskey and mixed it with Coca-Cola. After getting their drinks, they waded over to you and Connor. “So, sexy, where’s a place where we can chill?” Jared asked you, sipping on his vodka.

“Since Kayley’s parents are fucking loaded, there is a balcony on the second floor overlooking the pool… but, I wanna go sit by the pool,” you said.

Kayley pipped in, “Also, you can go swimming, just not when you’re wasted!! I can’t have people dying at my fucking party!”

Taking another swig/sip of your whiskey, you said, “See? Let’s go sit in the backyard!”

Connor rolled his eyes and pulled you towards the exit of the kitchen, Jared and Evan following you two. “Where is the backyard?” he almost sneered, looking down at you.

You pointed in the direction of the backyard, saying into your cup, “That way, Murphy.”

The four of you waded through the sea of people for about a minute to a minute and a half before you reached the door to Kayley’s backyard. Connor opened the door and lead you three out behind him, all the while his arm had still been wrapped around your waist, keeping you close to him. When you saw that there were only a few people outside, you smiled and drank some more of your drink. “See? Not a lot of people out here, so you can let go of me, Connor,” you said, swatting his hand away from your waist.

Connor sat down at a table on the patio and opened his beer. The can hissed as it was opened and the first thing he did was take a large swig of it. It wasn’t anything good or anything, but it was something to get buzzed on. His eyes watched as you, Jared and Evan sat around the table with him. “So, how’re ya liking your fucking drink, dork?” he asked, his eyes looking directly at you.

Taking another swig, you answered him, “I like it, Con. It burns like hell, but tastes good and also goes down pretty smooth. I can’t get enough. I think I’m almost a quarter of the way done with it already? I dunno, but I really like it. How’s the beer?”

He shrugged at your question, answering, “It’s beer. Nothing to bat an eye about. It tastes the same as every other beer does.”

You turned your gaze to Evan and asked, “How’s your Coke-Whiskey combo tasting, Ev?”

Evan’s brown eyes darted to yours and he nervously tapped his cup. “I-it’s good, (y/n)… thanks for, umm, thanks for asking,” he answered nervously.

You smiled at his stuttering and then turned your (e/c) gaze to Jared, who was smirking, ready for your question. “So, Jared… how’s your vodka?” you asked.

“Why thank you for asking, (y/n)! It is delicious and strong, but I think it could use something else?” he smirked.

A smirk also graced your lips as you answered, “Oh yeah? And what else could it use, Jared?”

“A side of your moans,” he said with a dirty grin.

Connor growled and glared at him, “Not a chance, Kleinman.”

Jared narrowed his eyes at Connor, as if challenging him. “Oh? And why not? I can’t recall you ever saying that you and (y/n) were dating, Murphy. Just that you two were fucking, so that means you’re fuck-buddies. MEANING, she could have sex with anyone she wants to, right? Who says she couldn’t have sex with me, huh,” he challenged Connor.

You and Evan’s mouths drop and you both looked at Connor’s now angered face and Jared’s stupid, cocky grin. He knew he had hit a nerve, but he also knew he was right. And you couldn’t say he was wrong, either. “Well…” you hummed, casting your gaze towards Connor, “Jared’s not entirely wrong, Con.” You could feel the anger building up in Connor as he heard your words, the anger washing over his facial expressions as he seemingly loomed over you, looking down harshly at you.

He knew you were right, but he didn’t want you and Jared to fuck. Partially because he had not even gotten into your pants and he’d be damned if he let Jared be the first. The other half of him just didn’t like the idea of Jared having sex with you, probably because Connor was beginning to develop maybe-feelings for you. “Absolutely not,” Connor spoke sternly, “I don’t care if we are fuck-buddies or not, (y/n), Jared is not going to make you moan like I can. Got it?”

Jared groaned, tipping back his cup, drinking a large gulp of vodka. “You are a fucking cock-block, Murphy. Though, honestly, isn’t it really (y/n)’s choice?” the geek asked, looking at you.

You ignore the geek’s look and looked at Evan, taking a large swig of your whiskey, saying, “Welp… if you two keep fighting and being rude with each other, then this ain’t gonna be fun.”

“I have to, umm, have to agree with you, (y/n),” spoke Evan, looking at his bubbly concoction of Coke and whiskey.

You follow Evan’s lead and looked down at your cup, it was then that you noticed you had drank all the rest of it. When did that happen? “Yeesus… when did I drink the rest?” you asked out loud.

“When Jared and Connor started bickering…” answered Evan, taking a sip of his drink.

Right, guess I subconsciously did it when they started, you thought to yourself as you stared at your empty cup. The whiskey was good and you wanted more. And so you were going to get more. Pushing yourself away from the table, you stood and asked, “I need more liquor. Anybody else in need of a refill and wanna join me?”

Jared stood up and said, looking at his now empty cup, “Yeah, I need a refill, too. I’ll go with you.”

Connor eyed the two of you and said, taking a swig of his beer, “Go get your drinks and come right back, you fucking hear me?”

“Aye, aye, captain!” you exclaimed, giving Connor a mocking salute as you turn to Jared. “Let’s go, Glasses Kink.” You smiled widely as you nudged Jared.

The geek smiled and said, “Yeah, let’s go get more drinks.” After he said that, the two of you disappeared into the crowded house. Once you two were inside the house and away from the back door, Jared’s arm found its way nestled around your waist. With a scoff, he said into your ear, “Murphy, right? Can you believe he won’t let you have fun with me, sexy?”

“Yeesus, Jared, it’s fine. He let us walk away together, didn’t he? Who knows what will happen while we’re on this trek together,” you spoke with a hint of devious intent in your voice.

Jared smiled just as deviously to you. “You’re evil, you know that, (y/n)?” he said to you with that smile.

A devious, devilish smile curled onto your face as you answered him, pressing a finger to your lips, “Shhhh… don’t let others, know, Glasses Kink. It’s something I like to keep under wraps.”

“Jesus, why didn’t I meet you before Connor? The shit we could’ve been doing,” the geek said, pulling you two into the kitchen.

Kayley was on the dining room table, having body shots taken off her body by like three different attractive guys and you laughed. “Kay? Are we interrupting something?” you laughed, walking up to the table.

“Oh, yeah, babe! You back already?” she asked.

You smirked down at your midnight-haired friend as one of the attractive guys took another body shot off her. “Yeah, I’m back already. Connor and Jared started being rude to each other and I drank all my fucking whiskey. I need more. Can you get me more? Or am I gonna have to get it?” you asked with a grin.

A smile crossed Kayley’s face as one of the guys came up and planted a heated kiss onto her lips. Yeah, that was where that conversation ended before it even began. Kayley and the guy got into the kiss, the guy swinging the midnight-haired girl’s legs so they hung off the table as the kiss got hotter by the second. Kayley’s hands tangled into the guy’s hair and you rolled your eyes.

You turned towards the island in the middle of the kitchen and as you moved to grab the Maker’s 46 you knocked into someone. “Hey, watch where you’re—wait? Lexy,” you said.

Your best friend whipped her head around and saw you. “Oh my Goooooood, (y/n/n)! You’re here,” she said drunkenly as she slung her arm around your shoulder. “Have you and Kleinman played Spin The Bottle yet? Or Seven Minutes in Heaven? Cuz, bitch you gotta play those things!” Alexa slurred, her words jumbling together.

Jared laughed, “I mean, I’m up for Seven Minutes In Heaven, if you are, (y/n).”

“I’m up for it, just let’s get some more alcohol,” you said.

Alexa stumbled to the fridge and got you and Jared out two beers. “Here, alcohol,” she sang in a drunken stupor.

Both you and Jared took the beers, opened them and looked at each other, still wanting the hard liquor you two had come in for. “Bet you I could chug my beer faster than you, Jared,” you challenged.

Jared’s eyebrows raised in amusement as he said, “I bet you a make-out session that I win.”

“I’ll take that bet,” you exclaimed. Turning to Alexa you asked her, “Can you tell us when to go?”

Looking at you with the eyes of a drunken person, Alexa nodded and wobbled. “On your marks… get set… g-go…” she said, slamming her hands onto the island signaling for you two to start chugging.

You and Jared tipped back your beer cans and started chugging. The horse-piss tasting liquid rushed down your throat as you gulped it down, grimacing to yourself at the taste. You were determined to win.

Several moments go by and Jared is the first to slam his empty can onto the island cabinet. He had won by a landslide of a few seconds. Gasping for air briefly, he said, “I won, sexy. You know what that means.”

You slammed down your beer can and wiped the excess beer-foam away with the back of your hand. A large burp bubbled up from your stomach and you burped discreetly. “Excuse me,” you said, pounding your fist against your chest to make sure nothing else was going to come up. “Also, yes I know what that means. Where do ya wanna do this?”

Jared shrugged and said, “I’m not opposed to right here, if you aren’t.”

“Dude, I kinda just wanna make out with you right now. Lemme be honest. I also kinda wanna piss Connor off,” you said with a sly smile.

Alexa snuck up behind you and pushed you to Jared, smiling a dirty grin as she said, “Get yourself a face-full of geek, (y/n)!”

You looked up at Jared and smiled deviously. “Oh yeah, I’m gonna get me some geek, Lexy,” you purred as you cupped Jared’s face. “You ready, Glasses?”

Jared smiled and cupped your cheek as well. “Dude, I've waited to fucking kiss you since Connor started talking about you,” he whispered.

“Then kiss me, Jared. Fuck, dude,” you said, leaning towards his lips. You barely could make out what he whispered before your lips crashed together. Almost immediately, you felt one of Jared’s hands pulling you, by the waist, against his body and the other started to gently caress your cheek. Your hands immediately flew to his head and pulled him closer to you, lips moving feverishly and almost desperately against his own. Like you needed this kiss with him.

His lips tasted like beer with a hint of something else, the vodka you ventured, and for some reason, you couldn’t get enough. Your tongue swiped along his bottom lip, absorbing the flavors of the beer and strong vodka, and you hummed in absolute delight. A gasp left your lips as you felt Jared grab at your butt and you felt his tongue expertly sneak its way into your mouth. The fight for dominance was on and, truth be told, Jared was winning. But only because he kept groping your butt and pulling you against him, causing you to gasp and lose your focus.

You and Jared’s heated make-out session in the middle of the kitchen caused even, ‘GET IT, GEEK’ at Jared. Why were they yelling this at Jared? Well, at that point, he had pushed your back up against the island, and the hand that was on your cheek was now caught in your hair; his other hand that had been grabbing your butt ran down the curve of your butt to the back of your thigh, which he raised and hooked around his waist because you know, he was horny then.

He was making out with you heavily, and knowing that Connor was trying to stake a claim on you made this all the more exciting for Jared. The slight drunkenness that was washing over him also fueled his desires to do anything with you. The slight, almost silent moan that was emitted from your throat as he tugged on your hair almost sent him into overdrive. That was until he was forcefully ripped away from you, prematurely ending the make-out session. “Dude, what the fuck?! Can’t you see we were making out?!” Jared nearly screamed, completely unhappy he was torn away from you.

When your vision came back into focus, you were face-to-face with a red-faced Connor. Anger boiled in his veins and you could tell you were in trouble. Everyone in the kitchen knew you were going to get it. Your breath hitched as you spoke, clearing your throat and waving nervously, “H-hey, Connor…”

“Is that all you have to say, (y/n)?” He spoke with venom in his voice. “You and Kleinman are gone for twenty goddamn minutes and what do I find you fucks doing? Making out in the fucking kitchen, making a damn scene out of it!! I walked into this shitty, overcrowded house and what’s the first damn thing I hear? Hmm? Well, what do you think, (y/n)?” Connor sneered at you venomously.

Not knowing what to say, you shrug and look away from Connor. “I dunno…” you said.

Connor grabbed your face and snapped your gaze towards his fiery, enraged one. His nostrils flared as he clenched and unclenched his jaw, trying to calm down before he spoke. Why did he seem so territorial and possessive of you, it wasn’t like you two were dating. Having taken a moment to cool off, Connor hissed through gritted teeth, “I hear people chanting ‘Get it, geek! Get it geek!’ and so I follow the chanting and what do I see? My friend bent over my girl, having a rather heated, messy, drunk make-out session with her. So I’m sure you can imagine how pissed I am right now.”

You nodded nervously, but at the same time, you felt yourself grow excited. “Y-yeah? And? Who says I’m your girl, Connor…” you challenged, immediately regretting it.

The moment those words left your mouth, Connor was on you in a more heated way than Jared was. This kiss was angry and fast. Connor’s hand wound its way into your hair and tugged harshly, causing a kiss-muffled moan to echo through the noisy-turned-silent kitchen.

Everyone watched as Connor’s other hand played with your breast through the shirt you wore. They saw how you squealed and arched into his touch, your hands flinging themselves into his hair as you seemingly held on for dear life. They saw Connor’s hand descend from your clothed breast to the front of your jeans. With bated breath, everyone’s drunken eyes watched as Connor’s hand fell into your jeans after he popped open the button. Kayley screamed, “HOLY FUCK, (Y/N) IS GETTING ALL THE GUYS” as you moaned because of Connor’s touch.

He had no idea why he was now fingering you, hazily drunk, in your good friend’s kitchen. All Connor really knew was that he was pissed and wanted you to know that even though you weren’t dating, you were his. The warmth that swallowed his fingers was so hot that he swore he could’ve been burned by it. He pulled away from your lips, only to place hot, open-mouthed kisses to your throat and neck. “This is what you get for letting Kleinman touch what’s mine,” he growled into your neck, curling his fingers to hit your g-spot. (Which he guess because the drug dealer he would have sex with taught him where it was, yay you.)

You bit your lower lip hard and looked down at him with drunk, hooded eyes. “C-c’mon, Con… n-not here… every-everyone’s looking…” you muttered.

“You wanted to make out with Jared in the damn kitchen, you can get fingered by me in the damn kitchen,” he growled, biting into your neck while continuing working your body towards a high.

Alexa and Kayley were not helping. They were sitting there, cheering Connor on as he fingered you. “Come on, Murphy! (Y/n)’s never had an orgasm before! Make. her. cum,” they cheered.

You glared weakly at them before Connor again assaulted your g-spot roughly. “Y-you cunts are supposed to hELP me,” you squealed as Connor hit your g-spot with a particularly powerful thrust. “Fuck, Con…” you moaned, combed a hand through his hair.

Connor smiled against your skin as you moaned his name, “See? I’m the only one who’s name you get to moan in pleasure like this, you hear me?!”

An unfamiliar coil started to tighten in your gut as Connor assaulted your body with heated kisses that trailed to your collarbone and the battering assault to your lower region. “C-connor…” you breathed out.

Alexa and Kayley lost their drunken minds as they knew you were getting close. “Keep going, Connor! She’s almost there! We can see it in her face!” they yelled.

Looking up, Connor saw what they were talking about. You were lost in bliss, eyes closed and your chest rising and falling erratically, and lower lip being bitten to suppress the moans threatening to tumble out. Oh, he wanted to see the face you made as you fell off the edge of pleasure that he got you to. One last bite on her sweet spot and a thrust to her g-spot should send her over the edge, he thought to himself. Licking his lips, he was prepared to send you over that brink that you had never gotten yourself to.

As the coil was wound even tighter, you felt the orgasm that always eluded you barreling towards you. Half of you was ready to experience your first orgasm, but the other half was terrified like always. What if a little pee came out? That was the what if that got to you most of all. You were still fully clothed, you didn’t want to come and pee yourself, that wasn’t hot or sexy. That was gross. Your anxiety slowly ebbed at your orgasm, keeping it at bay. Kept it from bursting through the flood gates that was you worries and fears.

But all those worries and fears come to a halt as Connor bit the sweet spot on your neck and thrusted his fingers against your g-spot at just the right moment. And it made you lose your mind. The coil snapped as you had your first orgasm, and you loudly moaned Connor’s name as you pulled his hair.

The world melted around you for a few brief moments as you watched Connor pull his hand out of your jeans and clean his fingers of your fluids with his tongue. You died at the image, never wanting it to go away. A smug smirk rested on his lips and you cocked your head, wondering why he would have that egotistical smirk.

Then it all came crashing back. Your ear filled with the clamoring of drunk teenagers, as they all murmured about what just happened. You had just been fingered to your first orgasm… in one of your best friends’ kitchen, while drunk and at a party. You had had your first orgasm in front of like thirty people, that were crowded into the kitchen, your two best friends, Jared and Evan.

The embarrassment hit you in one fell-swoop. Despite now being drunk, you covered your face and whined, “OH MY GOD!! I’M SO EMBARRASSED!!”

Alexa and Kayley looked at you and said, “Dude, girl, why? That was the hottest thing that’s happened all night!”

“Girl, you made out with Kleinman. Then Connor came in and made out with you, then proceeded to finger you to your very first orgasm. And I’m sure I speak for everyone when I say your moans were actually pretty hot,” Kayley finished with a large, drunken grin.

Alexa laughed and pointed at Evan, “Your moans even got Evan excited, (y/n).”

Evan blushed and covered up his crotch in embarrassment of being pointed out. “W-why me?” he asked shyly.

“Because you're the shy innocent one, Hansen,” quipped Kayley with a giggle. “And you’re the one nobody really expected to get excited. We all expected Kleinman to get hornier, because he was the one making out with her. Yeah, you missed that, by the way. Lemme tell you, that geek was getting it before Connor came in.”

“If Connor hadn’t come in, I’m sure they would’ve dry-fucked each other,” laughed Alexa, leaning over the island. “Because that’s the direction it looked like it was goin’!”

The drunken Jared huffed, crossing his arms, “It was going that way, but fucking Cock-Block Murphy here decided to ruin it!”

Connor glared back at the brown-haired geek, sneering, “That’s because I told you: (y/n) is mine and you aren’t allowed to touch her.”

You blushed and still had your face covered, still embarrassed. “But still, I came for the first time in front of so many people…”

“It’s fine, (y/n/n). It was hot and I don’t think anybody minded,” said Kayley. “ANYWAYS, off that topic, LET’S CONTINUE THE DRINKING PARTY!!!”

Everyone raised their cups and beer cans into the air, cheering, “AGREED!” And thus the party continued like what just happened never did occur. Except you, Connor, Jared and Evan all knew what happened as you were the least drunk people at the party. You knew Jared would never let you live it down, and you knew Connor would be smug about being the first person to bring you to and orgasm, and poor Evan would never be able to erase your moans from his head.

But, a big question plagued your mind throughout the night: Why did Connor get so angry at you making out with Jared? Could it be that your long-time crush was starting to develop feelings for you? The thought caused your heart to lurch, and you smiled at the notion that he might be growing feelings for you. That was what you wanted more than anything. The more drunk you got, the more you wanted to tell Connor your feelings, but somehow had to sense enough not to breath a word of your feelings to him.

[rosesastrology]

Pluto

Pluto:

- Rebirth

- Transformation and evolving

- Sex, death, and other hard to grasp topics.

Pluto in the signs

Aries:

• You want to get what you desire and will go to great lengths to achieve your goal.

• Optimism brings you power and insight to make new beginnings.

• You are quick to change your life and yourself, you want to keep your inner child and have a tendency to be impulsive.

• You have a tendency to be impatient

• You go about obscure situations in an energetic and explosive manner, whether those are emotions or words.

• Celebs with this position: Jules Vern, Thomas Edision, Alexander Graham Bell, Jessie James, John D. Rockefeller, Helena Blavatsky, Alexander the Great, Friederich Wilhelm Nietzsche, René Descartes, Leo Tolstoy, Elizabeth of Bavaria, Mark Twain

Taurus:

• You are attached to your personal values like boundaries and emotional bonds

• You are very persistent about things you desire and won’t let others persuade you into thinking differently

• In contrast you have a difficulty with letting go of the past

• You have a knack for networking and spotting opportunities

• You make slow but steady progress in your life

• Celebs with this placement: Henry Ford, Albert Einstein, Helen Keller, Theodore Roosevelt, Winston Churchill, Mahatma Gandhi, Pablo Picasso, Vincent Van Gogh, Sigmund Freud, Julius Caesar, Oscar Wilde, Franklin D. Roosevelt

Gemini: • You interact well with others on an intellectual level

• You jump on new ideas and use your knowledge to your advantage later on when it’s needed

• You’re very curious

• You like to solve complex issues with simple solutions

• You are interested in the secrets of life and death and other hidden things.

• You may have influence with film, telepathy and other forms of communication.

• Celebs with this position: Ernest Hemingway, Cary Grant, F. Scott Fitzgerald, Joan of Arc, Bob Hope, Adolf Hitler, Mère Teresa, Charlie Chaplin, Isaac Newton, Salvador Dali, Coco Chanel, Walt Disney, Katharine Hepburn, Anaïs Nin

Cancer:

• You find your power through emotional intensity and deep relationships • You’re very protective towards people you love • You have an ability to be manipulative towards people’s emotions • You feel everything very intensely and have difficulty with letting go • You feel a deep need to have your own home • You may develop compulsive emotions due to not having met your needs during childhood • Celebs with this position: Sylvia Brown, Martin Luther King, Neil Armstrong, Shirley Temple, John F. Kennedy, Marilyn Monroe, Elvis Presley, 14th Dalai Lama, Grace Kelly, Elizabeth Taylor, Audrey Hepburn, James Dean, Nelson Mandela, Charles Manson

Leo:

• You grow by taking positive actions • You have a tendency to take the lead and help other • You want to be appreciated for your efforts and you want to be remembered • However, you often miss the bigger picture because you’re obsessed with expressing yourself • You may come across as egoistic • You may enjoy gambling, romance, entertainment and other forms of pleasure • You may reach the midst of self discovery during a creative process • Celebs with this position: Bill Gates, Bruce Willis, Harrison Ford, Bill Clinton, Elton John, Donald Trump, Hillary Clinton, Alan Rickman, John Lennon, Vladimir Putin, David Bowie, Leonardo da Vinci, Prince, Freddie Mercury, Oprah Winfrey, Arnold Schwarzenegger, Jim Morrison, Bruce Lee, Robin Williams, Paul McCartney

Virgo:

• You find it difficult to leave things alone if you think you can improve on it

• You’re very inventive and often find your own way to communicate

• You’re good at organizing but may become obsessed with it

• You may be interested in health and work

• You are content with knowing you did your best, however you secretly want to help a lot of people and believe you can make a difference in the world.

• You rather stay in the background than in the spotlight

• You’re willing to sacrifice your own desires to serve or please the community

• Celebs with this position: Princess Diana, Julia Roberts, Michael Jackson, Barack Obama, Jesus Christ, Michelle Obama, Brad Pitt, Johnny Depp, Madonna, George Clooney, Jennifer Lopez, Nicole Kidman, Keanu Reeves, Kurt Cobain, Julia Roberts, Tom Cruise, Uma Thurman, Pamela Anderson, Mariah Carey

Libra:

• You are a bit compulsive and quick to act • You want to appear as if you have it all together and under control • You may have a passion for art • You think that equality, patience, and justice are of great importance. • You don’t like conflict • You are good at compromising, when it is a strict A or B question you may become immobilized and do/say nothing. • Celebs with this position: Britney Spears, Paris Hilton, Ben Affleck, Drew Barrymore, Monica Lewinsky, Angelina Jolie, Leonardo DiCaprio, Beyoncé Knowles, Shakira, Christina Aguilera, Cameron Diaz, Kim Kardashian, Heath Ledger, Eminem, Justin Timberlake, Kanye West

Scorpio:

• You’re very good at sensing the emotions in room • You’re very in touch with your feelings and can predict other people’s feelings as well • You have a deep interest in the hidden, mystery, secrets, and the unknown. You like to unravel these so-called puzzles • You may be interested in the occult, sex, the mind, death, mental health, genetic engineering and cloning • Your subconscious is generally more pessimistic and you may come across as secretive, in contrast you may become overly positive in order to compensate these feelings

• You’re very helpful and have a weak spot for the underdog • You have a high possibility of becoming famous at and with your passion (this position is quite common with people who are involved in the music industry and youtubers) • Celebs with this position: All members of EXO except D.O, all members of 5 Seconds Of Summer, Daniel Howell, Jackscepticeye, Crankthatfrank (Frank Gioia), Taylor Swift, Rihanna, Lady Gaga, Katy Perry, Scarlet Johansson, Justin Bieber, Selena Gomez, Harry Styles, Miley Cyrus, Lana Del Rey, Megan Fox, Emma Watson, Cristiano Ronaldo, Ariana Grande, etc. (like I said there are a lot of stars with his position) Sagittarius:

• You have a need for exploration • You value your freedom and are friendly as long as this is not hampered • You are enthusiastic about reaching your goals in life • You may have difficulty with people who have different beliefs than your own • Eduction, experiences, and learning are very important to you • You’re freethinking and cannot handle boredom, you have a knack for philosophy • You come across as positive • You tend to act foolishly at times and later be embarrassed about it, which can be your downfall • Celebs with this position: Mozart, Kylie Jenner, Nostradamus, Marie Antoinette, Lorde, Chloë Moretz, Zendaya, Jaden Smith, Paris Jackson, Shawn Mendes, Bella Thorne, Maximilien Robespierre, Willow Smith, Austin Mahone, Camila Cabello, Bella Hadid, Sophia Turner, Alexander Hamilton, Lauren Jauregui, Brooklyn Beckham, Zara Larsson, fun fact: The 9/11 attacks also had Sagittarius in Pluto

Capricorn:

• You are ambitious yet patient • You like discipline • You are a born organizer and are great at creating structure, even in a chaotic situation • You like practicality and are very down-to-earth • You always reach your goals through slow but gradual significant changes • You may have a strong heart for politics and justice • Celebs who had this position: D.O from EXO, Napoleon, Beethoven, Prince George of Cambridge, Jane Austen, Princess Charlotte of Cambridge, and a lot of cities, earthquakes, tsunamis, and provinces like: Nepal, Amsterdam, San Francisco, 2016 Central Italy earthquake, 2011 eruption in Grimsvötn, etc

Aquarius:

• You have original ideas and may be erratic • You are usually nonconformist, so some people may perceive you as strange or compulsive • However, you know what you are doing and why • You feel as if your own beliefs and ideas overpower others • You are fascinated by the idea of equality and liberty • Celebs with this position: Queen Elizabeth the first, Lord Byron, Arthur Schopenhauer, Frank Schubert, Gioacchino Rossini, Davy Crockett, Jane Grey, Thomas Moore

Pisces:

• You spend a lot of time thinking about how your actions will affect others • You attempt to understand every human emotion in order to predict how people will feel when you say certain things • However you become manipulative and secretive when you take this too far • You may live too much in a fantasy world and get out of touch with reality

• You are impressionable and can be inspiring as well • You can easily feel alienated • You can be empathic and may have psychic abilities • Celebs with this position: Abraham Lincoln, William Shakespeare, Frédérick Chopin, Victor Hugo, Edgar Allan Poe, Charles Darwin, Queen Victoria, Galileo Galilei, Richard Wagner, Charles Dickens, Louis Vuitton, the United Kingdom

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Halloween Horoscopes

Aquarius: It’s time for you to sit down and really think about some of your recent life choices. Lay back, put on some Hamilton (or the Mixtape if you're feeling funky), and just really think. Make sure to pull out a notebook and record some of your thoughts. At Holiday Time, Krampus will shine upon your thoughtfulness and possibly let you live another year. So, really make sure to think. It could mean life or death! Relax and have fun, Aquarius.

Lucky Numbers: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5

Pisces: The fish gods are smiling just for you! Go to your local aquarium and just hop right in! Don’t worry about those silly rules. Just tell the workers and scientists that you are indeed a Pisces and it will be just fine. Make sure not to go near those specific schools of fish though. Everyone knows what messes you caused when you were in a school. Now go, young Pisces! Live your dreams and take a nice, relaxing swim.

Lucky Numbers: 10, 8, 7

Aries: Okay, Aries. It’s your time to shine. For this week, and this week only, you have total control over anyone that is a Sagittarius. Use your power wisely but be creative! You could make them do anything, literally anything. From making them constantly balance pencils on their nose to making them cliff dive backwards, the world is your oyster. Have fun, Aries, and good luck.

Lucky Numbers: Rabbit’s foot

Taurus: You go, you Jughead Jones from Riverdale wannabe. Be the edgy rocker you've secretly always wanted to be. Throw on that beanie, slide into a leather jacket, don your new Doc Martins and rock out to your Mongolian Throat Singing. Be wary, AVOID THE ARCTIC MONKEYS. Their song may be alluring but they will throw frozen poop at you. AVOID THEM.

Lucky Numbers: Charms

Gemini: Tell that tumor on your back, the one that you call your conscience, that it’s wrong. Even if it starts to cry, it needs to know that it is very, very wrong. Especially when it starts to scream, just calmly shriek back at it in Latin. It will silence within the hour, don’t worry.

Lucky Numbers: 1--no, 2

Cancer: Stop being so damn crabby, Cancer! Take a breath, in fact take 2,467 breaths, and stop whining to your parental figures. These figures could be anyone from your birth-givers, your Mom or Dad Friend, or your Master in the Bedroom. Give them a break and step away for a bit. They need to breathe 2,467 breaths too. In fact, go to the sea, Cancer. You will find solace in its never-ending abyss. Maybe then you’ll find your breath and if you find the bottom, and only if you do, you may come back and whine further to your parental figures.

Lucky Numbers: 69

Leo: They’re watching you. Glancing around every corner. Looking down from each building. Longing from behind every mirror. Gazing across the library. Ogling from the crease of that hanging picture you hate. Examining through each security camera. Peeking into that window you can see. Overlooking from within the speaker of your ear buds. Scrutinizing the way you do every single little thing in your life. They are always watching.

Lucky Numbers:  01001001 00100000 01100001 01101101 00100000 01110111 01100001 01110100 01100011 01101000 01101001 01101110 01100111 00100000 01111001 01101111 01110101

Virgo: With the upcoming holiday, the cat government has dubbed you leader. Accept this fate and become one with the true cat inside. In fact, just go to the nearest pet rescue and get a cat. That will be step one to showing that you’re truly a good leader. If you’re allergic to cats or refuse the cat population’s undying love, you will have a similar fate to the Leo’s.

Lucky Numbers: ฅ(*ΦωΦ*) ฅ

Libra: This week, you will be especially balanced, Libra. Each morning, wake up and have a nice, balanced breakfast. At school or work, your will be totally balanced and even with your peers and coworkers. In the bedroom, you shall be both dom and sub. What a way to live this week! Lastly, check the scale! You’ll find that you may be tried for being a witch today because you’ll be perfectly balanced with that duck. Not to worry, because with everything in balance, that means luck is balanced as well! You may be guilty of witchcraft, but you will live, Libra. You will live.

Lucky Numbers: 1+1

Scorpio: If the 31st of October is your birthday, you are free of all crime today.  The police are all aimed at the Leos instead, just for you! Happy Birthday. Also, because we all know you were at the #ATLOrgy, tell someone about it so we can get some actual fucking evidence that it even occurred. Have a great birthday, Scorpio!

Lucky Numbers: Also 69

Sagittarius: Mars is totally in retrograde this week, Sagittarius. Since people under the sign of Aries are ruled by Mars, this makes them 100% absolutely totally incapable of lying during this time. So, trust the Aries. Whatever they say this week, just know that they are right. They may tell you to do some interesting things, but trust this Professional Astronomer when I say this: Trust. The. Aries.

Lucky Numbers: 6, 8, 14

Capricorn: Don’t ask questions and for Halloween you MUST wear the “Adult Skeleboner One Piece Costume” from Spirit Halloween. For reference, we have posted an ad for it here. If you do NOT wear the “Adult Skeleboner One Piece Costume” from Spirit Halloween for Halloween, extreme consequences will come to you. Ask a Leo. They know what will happen all too well.

Lucky Numbers: One, 39.99, 07088362, 4.0, 1, 107

[maemaeodom]

12 Zodiac Signs That Would Make The Best Couples

☆ If you’re big into astrology, you’re constantly looking into which signs match up with yours. You know, like which zodiac signs will make the best of friends (and only friends)? Or which one will give you the most passionate mate? Who will you clash with? And who should you run far away from? There are many of these questions we all ask to find that someone special in our lives (be a friend or a significant other) and turn to the stars to get them. Whether astrology is a real thing or not, many people swear by it or at least curious as to how it works. And it makes sense really. We could all use a little help in the love department now and then, so why not see what the stars tell? If you’re interested in learning which zodiac sign you should date, you’re in luck. We’ve compiled a list of the 12 astrological signs that make the absolute best couples.

( 1. Aries & Aquarius )

☆ No Thaw. No Prep. No Way They Don't Love It.

Now, here are two wild and crazy signs that work perfectly together. Why do they complement each other so well? For starters, there’s never a dull moment between an Aries and Aquarius, which makes their relationship extremely exciting. Both signs are insanely adventurous so they’re always up for anything – in and out of the bedroom. They enjoy trying new things and make sure to have a good time in the process. They especially love doing things together as a team. While other couples might grow tired of one another, these two stay strong and always enjoy being in each other’s company. But that doesn’t mean they aren’t a little independent. They both know the importance of having alone time and freedom to do their own thing now and then. By graciously giving each other time away from the other, it only strengthens their bond, drawing them closer as a couple.

( 2. Taurus & Cancer )

☆ Taurus and Cancer seriously get each other. Think: oil and vinegar, and peanut with jelly. These two zodiac signs work well with one another because they hold a tight connection both physically and emotionally. And that’s a powerful combination. They both understand each other well inside and out, allowing for their bond to continue to grow as the relationship progresses. They know what the other is thinking almost before the other actually thinks it, and can feel their emotions almost as intense as if they were their own. Whoa. Deep, right? There is also a great appreciation for one another, as both signs value who the other is and what they have to offer both physically and spiritually. This couple is powerful because they know how to compliment the other with ease, and are content with completely being themselves around one another. The end result? This dynamic duo has a long lasting love that’s hard to come by.

( 3. Gemini & Aquarius )

☆ A Gemini and Aquarius have a crazy mental and emotional connection. They get each other to the fullest like they have known one another for years even if it’s only been months (or weeks). You know those annoyingly cute couples that finish each other’s sentences? The ones you hate but secretly love? Yeah, these love doves are those people. But that’s not all. These two signs are also big on creativity and ideas, which they like to bounce off each other constantly: “Should we go to the Rocky Mountains tomorrow?” “Let’s have frog legs for dinner!” And while they are very in-tune with one another and enjoy spending as much time together as possible, they also enjoy their independence. But this doesn’t seem to bother the relationship since they both understand the importance of spending time apart to make the heart grow fonder. Mix all of these positive attributes together and you have one kick-ass relationship.

( 4. Cancer & Pisces )

☆ Cancer and Pisces are both water signs so they instinctually have a cosmic connection right off the bat. But just because they are both water signs doesn’t necessarily make them a good fit. There’s plenty more where that comes from. Let’s start off with the fact that they work well together because each one knows just who they are. They both have a very strong sense of themselves which makes them easily able to form a solid bond that can last. The old saying about loving yourself first for others to love you plays a major role in this relationship. However, there’s still more to their connection. The signs have very compatible individual traits that mesh well together. Pisces is all about connection with others while Cancers are the nurturers helping to provide that connection. The end result is a deep, mental connection that isn’t easily taken away or forgotten.

( 5. Leo & Sagittarius )

☆ The passion is high between Leo and Sagittarius as both signs enjoy life and love to the fullest. They are both passionate about what they want out of life and are extremely encouraging toward the other to achieve any goal or dream. When others complain about their significant other not supporting their dream to write a book, this power couple never has to worry about that. Both parties are supportive no matter the outcome. And both are fire signs, which means something else, too. They both have a profound understanding of the other which helps them to get along so easily. But not just with themselves. Everyone who’s anyone wants to hang with these two. This is the couple that is so fun, that everyone flocks to be around them. Their passion for life, love and each other is incredibly intoxicating, and the best thing about them is they will never make you feel like the third wheel.

( 6. Virgo & Taurus )

☆ As both earth signs, Virgo and Taurus really hit it off. They are both completely practical in their every day lives and easy going which helps make their relationship cool, calm and collective. When the going gets rough, they rarely take it out on the other or on the relationship. Instead, they work together as a team to power through the most stickiest situations life throws at them. These two zodiac signs are also honest and sincere which makes them both incredible people to get close to, especially in a serious, long-term relationship. You won’t find two other signs as devoted to each other likes Virgo and Taurus because they not only hold a lot of integrity for one another but also the same characteristics and values. This allows them to truly understand one another to the fullest. They never have long, drawn out arguments about not agreeing on something, as the big things are always in agreement.

( 7. Libra & Gemini )

☆ A relationship between a Libra and Gemini is all about a strong intellectual connection. Both are air signs and are deep into mental stimulation. A Libra and Gemini are both extremely intelligent and into their spirituality. The mind is a very interesting and sexy thing to them. These two signs will stay up late together and dissect Hamilton until the early hours, or read to each other in bed just because they can. What’s even better about these two is their love for each other. They both provide a great understanding and appreciation for the other which makes them an excellent match. These signs don’t underestimate the power of harmony and enjoy keeping the peace within their relationship by offering friendship, knowledge, and understanding to help form their relationship, rather than getting into an argument they will never finish. When a fight comes up, you better believe they will fix the situation. There is no way these two are going to bed angry.

( 8. Scorpio & Cancer )

☆ Sometimes having two intense people in a relationship doesn’t work. However, not if one person is a Scorpio and the other is a Cancer. These two water signs are intense when it comes to emotions, but that only seems to make them even more compatible. Scorpio and Cancer feed off each other’s passion which allows them to work well together. They can help balance each other out to create unity within the two. This is what’s really exceptional about these two. While others might not work with such an intense breed, these two thrive off of it and for good reason. And you know what else? These zodiac signs are deeply devoted to one another and provide terrific moral support to one another. Wow, talk about a match made in heaven. Both share very similar morals and are very caring to each other and those around them, which makes them not only an awesome couple but incredible friends, too.

( 9. Sagittarius & Aries )

☆ Sagittarius and Aries are both fire signs so you can expect some serious fiery passion between the two, making for a dynamite pair. They both have insane amounts of energy to bring into the relationship which only grows stronger as the relationship continues to blossom. They are the ones who get up early on a Sunday to enjoy the whole day out and about while others are still sleeping off last night’s booze fest. This couple also can be found biking around town, trying a new sport, or just running around to the newest cafe to be the first to try the signature dish. And they both appreciate each other’s wild enthusiasm for each other and the life around them. While in some instances, opposites attract, these two signs show being more alike makes them even closer. This is a couple that can power through anything life brings to them, and they will do it together with one heck of liveliness.

( 10. Capricorn & Taurus )

☆ There’s a reason these two signs have been reported to have the most chemistry than any of the other astrological signs. Capricorn and Taurus have something most only daydream about: endless love. You know, like the two from The Notebook? Yeah, that kind of heartbreaking love you only wish you could have. These two love birds will be together forever and actually enjoying one another’s company to the end, too. While their friends might get divorced, these two will work hard at staying together – although, in their case they don’t have to worry too hard. The reason their bond is so tight is because they have the sincerest respect and love for each other that only true soul mates can offer. Never will you find them disrespecting the other. Their admiration for the other is almost unnerving but incredibly touching, making the rest of us only feel bad about ourselves for nothing having the same.

( 11. Aquarius & Gemini )

☆ Aquarius and Gemini are both air signs that have a killer psychological connection. It goes deep. Really deep. Like knowing what they want or need before they even tell the other person. Their relationship is almost mystical because it’s one others can’t really comprehend. After all, only they know what’s going on in their heads – and each others. And while both of these signs have a strong sense of individuality, they don’t let it hurt their relationship. In fact, it only strengthens it since they are both so alike and understand why the other needs some alone time. After spending time apart, they area always happy to get back together and tell one another about their day. And the greatest part is that: the other person actually cares. But all in all, these two choose to stride through life walking arm in arm because they’re really rather be together than apart.

( 12. Pisces & Scorpio )

☆ Another pair that is very intuitive to one another is Pisces and Scorpio. These two signs can get into each other’s minds and know what they are thinking almost as good if they were thinking it themselves. But they aren’t just into intellect. They both have a hunger to understand the other’s body and soul, and learn what makes the other person tick. Getting inside each other’s head is a quest they happily accept. They want to know everything not only because they are curious, but because they hold such a high respect for the other individual. They take each other very seriously and will never knock them for not thinking exactly the same way as the other. Nor will they stand for anyone saying anything that will cause they other pain or discomfort. They stick up for each other no matter the circumstance. The passion is sky high with this couple and they aren’t afraid of being romantic – no matter how mushy and over-the-top.

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Tag Game!

Thanks for the amazing @r-ahh-mi for tagging me in this!

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Nicknames : Livia, Livvy, and Liv

Zodiac sign : Capricorn

Height : 5”2’

Hogwarts House : Slytherin

Last thing I googled : The lyrics to Mother Love

Favorite musicians : Freddie Mercury, Billie Eilish, Adele, Elton John, Luke Combs, Billy Joel

Song stuck in my head : Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy by Queen

Following : 113

Followers: 30

Do you get asks : Maybe once?

Amount of sleep: What is this sleep you speak of?

Lucky number : 3

Wearing : I’m wearing a cute little grey romper with pink and white flowers on it

Dream job : Either acting or becoming a politician

Dream trip : I wanna go to Greece soo badly. The history behind the country has to magnificent. Not to mention the culture and people there. Ugh!

Instruments : Piano and French Horn

Languages : English and Spanish

Favorite Songs : Talk by Khalid, bad guy by Billie Eilish, anything by Queen

Random fact : I know all the words to the musical Hamilton. All 48 ish songs.

My aesthetic : Black combat boots, red lipstick, warm cookies, books, fighting for rights, and the smell of the ocean.

Tags : I mean, really who wants to continue this. I recommend it. It’s pretty fun!

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35 facts about velvet!

buckle in lads because this got long

velvet welch is, if you haven’t guessed, not japanese! wow, surprising, i know. they were born in the united states, and moved to tokyo about a year and a half ago. they’re of white, syrian, and libyan descent— mostly syrian, though, although i don’t have the exact percentages figured out. 

their family is christian— southern baptist, specifically.  velvet is not, even though they were raised baptist. however, they are extremely spiritual. 

(velvet welch isn’t their birth name btw, but it is the name they have listed on all of their official japanese papers. they’d really prefer if you don’t try to pry and figure out what their dead name is.)

fun fact: i got their name from an old 90s instructional video teaching old people how to use the internet. i’m not joking. this was yuro’s idea.

they’re from myrtle beach, south carolina! as the name suggests, it’s a beach town. and as that implies, they love the ocean? it’s like home to them. i could go on and on with this fact alone because i may or may not have been self indulgent and plopped them in a city i’ve visited multiple times a year for like, the past ten years of my life, but. 

velvet’s family consists of their parents and their eleven-year-old sister, rachel! she really looks up to them, and they used to babysit her when she was younger. they’re really good with kids, which is surprising for a lex character.

velvet makes friendship bracelets when they’re bored, anxious, or trying to relax. it’s something they picked up when they were fourteen— their sister wanted to try it out, and velvet (as her babysitter) ended up getting into it as well. she eventually grew out of it (after like, a couple months), but velvet still enjoys it. they usually wear a bunch of bracelets, and will carry around half-finished ones. it calms them down. they will make bracelets for your oc. 

this is the important one, guys: they have a pet cockatoo. she’s going into the game with them because she’s kind of a handful and they didn’t feel right leaving her with their flatmates. her name is felt. she’s basically a small child and velvet adores her. good birb. 

oh yeah, they’re sharing an apartment with some friends, i may or may not make a separate post about them at a later date. 

they love animals in general (and i mean looooooove), and have always grown up around them. their parents have two dogs, their other friends have a bunch of cats, they had a hamster growing up, and they’d really like getting more pets in the future once they have a bigger living space.

velvet is a huge furry, and their fursona is a goat! one of these days i’ll draw it. also hashtag kinfeels. this is why you’ll see me calling them the goat kid a lot, btw. 

their first job was working at a candy store! they love sugar tbh. they’re especially fond of things like sour gummi worms and ring pops, but they like most sweets in general.

they also really love soft serve ice cream! like, a lot. there’s a place on the boardwalk that boasts over 100 flavors of soft serve, and it’s their aesthetic. they especially like chocolate soft serve dipped in a cherry shell!

they wear those LED light up sneakers. like. these

they’re a capricorn! i’m planning on filling out a natal chart for them soon. i associate them with the hierophant card, followed by the devil, the high priestess, and the star! 

they fucking love cool ass rocks. they’re also a steven universe fan. i think their favorite rocks are bismuth, any kind of quartz (especially aura quartzes), opal, and amethyst? i have no idea what their gemsona is yet.

they have four piercings— both ears, a septum, and a medusa! they’ve considered getting more. if they were to get more, they’d probably want a bridge piercing, a labret (maybe? that or snake bites, but not both), and/or probably some extra ear piercings. not sure if they’d go for an industrial bar there but [shrugs]

they've recently been trying to learn how to cook, with varying degrees of success. they’re not bad just..... still in the process of learning. and they’re fairly forgetful

[ear trauma implied?] velvet suffers hearing loss in their left ear and wears a hearing aid! 

they love glitter. especially in their makeup. they’re also the kind of person that’ll wear cute little stickers on their face for fun. they also like rainbow sprinkles and confetti

they follow a bunch of stimming accounts on instagram? they’ve made slime for themself before, and really like that kind of stuff in general. they like slime and frosting stuff more than kinetic sand and paints, though.

they own a bunch of decks, including:

the starchild tarot (which i desperately want)

the 1980s tarot deck 

the hardy tarot deck

the golden thread tarot

tbh i can’t decide between this, this, or this so i might just say they have all three

they also have the food fortunes deck but that one isn’t an actual tarot deck. it was a holiday gift

their hogwarts house is hufflepuff, and their god tier is the seer of light! yeah, they’re rose lalonde. they’re also an ESFP, a chaotic good, sanguine, and enneagram 2w3 (the giver)! they’re right-handed, type B blood, and yes i’m throwing all of the cheap facts together in one slot.

they know english and japanese! their japanese isn’t perfect, and sometimes they don’t make sense, but they’re trying. they also know ASL, but don’t practice it often, so they’re not that great at it. 

i feel like their handwriting would be similar to the woodlands? in english, they write in cursive! 

they love sweet tea. i don’t get it. i live in the south and i fucking hate sweet tea. but, in general, tea is their drink of choice? whether its iced or hot! herbal teas are super nice too, but you gotta be in the right mood for them, y’know? otherwise, they like strawberry lemonade.

alright lets break out the musical aus because you know i love them:

in hamilton, they’d be john laurens

in heathers, they keep accidentally being JD when I AU with sieves, but in all honesty they’d probably be ms fleming

reefer madness? jimmy harper

(”what musical do you associate the most with them, lex?” ha ha, well, that’s a secret)

i mentioned this in my earlier post, but they currently live in ikebukuro! they love the city aesthetic, almost as much as they love the boardwalk aesthetic. 

they’re also a huge fan of like.... idk how to describe it but? they like kitschy cheap tourist-trap souvenir shops with bright neon hoodies advertising the city (side note— they fucking hate that tan / pale blue “life is better at the beach” style of home decor. hate it. their parents love it.). on this note, the gay dolphin. it’s legendary. truly a landmark in myrtle beach. 

and they like... i don’t know how to describe this flavor of psychic advertisement. they also really love miss cleo commercials. because i love miss cleo. they also binge watch old 90s commercials sometimes. because i binge watch old 90s commercials sometimes. they also like that old VHS tape aesthetic. and neons. 

they prefer animated movies and tv shows tbh, and cry over them a lot. their favorite movies include howl’s moving castle, song of the sea, zootopia, and bee movie finding nemo? all animation is good tho. they also really love pokemon!

they’re kinda lowkey goth. on the inside. they went through a (closeted, as best as they could do when their parents would kill them if they get scenekid hair) scene phase when they were younger (it was kind of embarrassing in hindsight), and a lot of their friends are goth, so they still really appreciate the subculture, even if their everyday style is more colorful and floral and obnoxiously neon at times. on occasion, they’ll get dressed up in something trad, but...

they absolutely hate feeling stuffy and restricted in their clothes— you’d be hard pressed to catch them dead in a button-up shirt and trousers and a sportcoat. not happening unless the suit is bright pink or otherwise fun. 

they keep a dream journal! i hate that this became a popular meme.

they’re gay  (...pansexual and very polyamorous, to be exact, and prone to getting crushes on their friends and being super affectionate in general but. gay)

[iacomary97]

Tagged by: @ravenrreyes  thanks so much. those things are actually fun

Rules: Answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you want to get to know better

Nicknames: Mary, Maria, Marià(mah-ri-ah xD), in middle school also iacomary

Star sign: Capricorn (fun fact, i’m actually a Pisces because Astrology rules haven’t updated. Read this on a science article on Focus many years ago)

Height: 155cm ( :I i’m tiny)

Time right now: 23:01

Last thing you googled: Claudio Santamaria :3

Fave music artist: A lot since i have not one in particular. 

Song stuck in my head:  Say no to this, from the Hamilton Musical, i hate cheating but the tune is soooo good.

Last movie I watched: Lego Batman Movie*

Last tv show I watched: Stranger Things 

What I’m wearing right now: Pyjamas

When I created this blog: around 2008-9, when i was introduced to fandoms

The kind of stuff I post: I get obsessed with one or two things and post mostly about them (recently those two things were Fitzsimmons and Sherlock) + a bit of politics. Now that i actually use the queue, i manage to multifandom better, without flooding everyone’s dashes.

Do I get asks regularly?: Nope. I did get a lot of them in my side blog, (Psych related) but unfortunately i can’t answer them. 

Why did I choose my url: Because it’s the nickname i always used to “sign” my fan art. 

Gender: female, i guess. **

Hogwarts House: Proud Ravenclaw

Pokémon team: I like the design of the yellow team, but i identify more with the definition of the blue team. (Respectively Instinct and Mystic)

Favorite color: I always said Green and Orange

Average hours of sleep: 6-8 (usually 7)

Lucky number: N/A

Favorite characters: Too many. Until a few years ago i related more with males, but this is changing very fast. Short answer: Too many to write them all.***

Dream job: Something that is never boring, it’s fun, makes me proud of myself, and hopefully also leaves time for other activities. Always used to say this growing up. For now i’m trying with the film industry. (VFX department) 

Number of blankets I sleep with: It depends on the weather. I can’t stand cold, and i get insane with too much heat. i can arrive to 3 blankets and 1 sheet in winter, to none in July. July in particular is the worse. the heat that can’t let you sleep.

I’ll tag a few awesome people: 

@thelatenightstoryteller  - @yourmindaches - @i-have-zero-chill - @24601error-prisonernotfound - @captainironnerd - @agentverbivore - @goodmythicalmail - @pineapplepond5

I wanted to add something more:

* I went to an early screening in Rome with my uni, were i met (from a distance) Claudio Santamaria, one of the dubbers of the film. He’s cool.  

** But this term alone doesn’t really define me, but i’m fine with that. Just don’t call me Woman™, cause i’ll probably laugh at that. xD I was usually more on the masculine side i guess. Hating pink, dolls, make up, dresses and princesses (except Mulan :3), admiring boys clothes and always wanting short hair. But i really can’t stand those separations of genders with those strong stereotypes. Except maybe the clothes thing (which i can understand can be a but opinionated****) i think everything else can and should be liked regardless of genders. I’m really fine in being me, and being considered a female. Just don’t try and fit me into the stereotyped box of the Woman™. Cause I could fight you :D  (with you being a random you, not you you in particular)

*** i’m still writing a post about this, i was tagged by the lovely thelatenightstoryteller . But it’s taking soooo long. If you’re reading this I’m so sorry xD

**** thank god now genderless lines are appearing. I'll finally find a model that i like and that can also fit my body.

Also: there could be grammar mistakes here and there, it’s 23:52 now and i’m so sleepy.