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The True Value of Friendship. we delve into the profound significance of Friendship Day and why it holds such a special place in our hearts. Join us as we explore the history, traditions, and heartfelt stories that make this day unforgettable. Discover how friendships enrich our lives, provide support, and bring joy. Whether celebrating with old friends or creating new ones, this will inspire you to cherish and nurture these precious bonds. Don't miss out on learning about the true essence of Friendship Day and how to make the most of it.
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Sunday morning hike at Friendship Hill National Historic Site, after two days of drenching rain that provided some relief from the terrible drought gripping Central Appalachia. I never thought I would be so happy to hear rain droplets smattering on moist leaves again. When the clouds broke above the Monongahela River, it was as if some great spirit had gifted me an impressionists' painting of the earth. Then the oppressive heat returned, and I realized the drought would hang on.
If nothing else, I was enchanted by the gorgeous rose mallow (Hibiscus moscheutos) and whimsical Allegheny monkeyflower (Mimulus ringens) now in bloom along the river's marshy edges. In the deeper woods, the blue cohosh (Caulophyllum thalictroides) is succumbing to summer's heat, but not before leaving behind a gift of iridescent blue berries, shiny like blue porcelain. And the summer boletes have pushed up from the leafy humus of the forest floor with that certain heady perfume only mushroom hunters can love. On a more macabre note, I was mesmerized by a cicada killer (Sphecius speciosus) tackling an unfortunate dog-day cicada (Neotibicen canicularis), which is an annual rather than a periodical cicada. The cicada continued to buzz dutifully as the giant wasp prepared to paralyze it and fly it off to her nest to be eaten alive by her larvae. The wasp literally has to drag that cicada, which is twice her size, up a tree to gain sufficient altitude to take flight. Fortitude and dedication.
As an aside, I was amused by a recent story about some residents of the Pacific Northwest losing their shit over sightings of giant Asian "murder" hornets, only to be informed the presumed felons are native cicada killers, which are unaggressive and harmless to human beings. Rather not live in a constant state of fear and paranoia from murder hornets and other villainous wildlife? Download a free field guide instead. :-)
#appalachia#vandalia#pennsylvania#friendship hill national historic site#fort necessity national battlefield#albert gallatin#us history#monongahela river#flora#wildflowers#summer#insects#dog-day cicada#annual cicada#cicada killer#cicada hawk#rose mallow#allegheny monkeyflower#blue cohosh#starry campion#widow's frill#whorled catchfly#mussel#fungi#bolete
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Today we have door 18 and here we have an East Indiaman. A fragile beauty hiding in Salem- The Friendship of Salem
Friendship of Salem
More about her:
The original Friendship, a two-decked, three-masted, square-rigged, 342-ton vessel was built from 1796-1797. The ship was constructed in the Stage Point yard of Salem shipbuilder Enos Briggs across the South River from today's Salem Maritime National Historic Site. Friendship was launched on 28 May 1797 and registered at the Salem Custom House to merchants Aaron Waite (1742-1830) and Jerathmiel Peirce (1747-1827).
Friendship was an “East Indiaman,” the type of merchant ship that was used in the East Indies trade in the years after the American Revolution. Friendship made 15 voyages to countries including China, Indonesia, India, Venezuela, Spain, and Russia. The cargo brought back to Salem consisted of pepper, silk, sugar, coffee, ale, sherry, tin, salt, cheese, candles, and other goods and merchandise.
On 5 September 1812, Friendship was returning from Archangel, Russia, when the ship was captured by the British sloop of war HMS Rosamond. The War of 1812 between the British and the United States began while Friendship was in Archangel, Russia. The war had started in June, but the captain and crew were unaware of that fact and set off for Salem, only to be captured in the Atlantic Ocean and taken as a prize of war. The captain and crew were able to return to Salem, but Friendship was sold at auction in London, England on 17 March 1813.
The replica tall ship, is docked at Derby Wharf and was designed to present the appearance an original 1797 Salem-built vessel. The keel was laid in Scarano Shipyard in Albany, New York in 1996 and uses modern technology and materials to meet today’s safety and accessibility requirements.
She represents New England’s influential role in the development of global and domestic maritime trade and in the economic and political development of the United States.
#naval history#naval artifacts#friendship of salem#tall ship#advent calendar#day 18#age of sail replica#18th century
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Do you guys wanna hear about my little au where Subject X (Skuld) and Bragi's ghost become friends?
They're the "what the heck happened to you kids" gang :3
#kh bragi#kh skuld#subject x#my art#ok organizational tags out of the way. grabs you. I think bragi calls her “star” because of her earrings. and he thinks “x” is a stupid nam#also I hc Bragi had a younger sister so even tho skuld is technically older she reminds him of her#((his younger sister was named Ava. Luxu didn't know about her </3))#he can't physically do anything to help her so he tries to just be a comforting presence. he tells her stories and makes up poetry#sometimes he follows luxu up to the surface and tries to learn as much as he can so he can tell her about the latest market drama#some days he even manages to wander into the local school and tries to learn history or math (which is very different from what he learned)#so he's not very good at it but. he tries#sometimes he's literally just a nightlight. which is good in it's own way#he tries so so hard to be a good friend because he hasn't had meaningful human connection in like 90 years#and skuld really really really appreciates it because she is ALSO very deprived of connection and friendship#she doesn't have a lot to offer him but a listening ear. but that's really what he needs#Bragi would beat xehanort's ass if he could. he watched the whole trajectory of dark road and bbs he knows what's up with him#i get sad about bragi a lot. what happened to him before dark road ): who was he ):
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oh I forgot to post about this on tumblr but I made a slight change to Ethedis' backstory. I've decided that her and Corunir actually knew each other years and years ago, before he went to Angmar and was assumed dead. I wanted them to have a longer history together, and saying they met in Rivendell earlier was a pretty easy way to do it!
So, bad news for Eth because it means she had to go years thinking her first Ranger friend died, but good news because he turns out to be ok! everything is fine! y'know, besides the fact that Corunir seems like a shell of himself when she finally finds him again- ok I really need to learn how to be nicer to my poor elf
#anyway the way they first meet is cute obviously#he's just minding his business passing through Rivendell but then this random tra la la lally elf convinces him to climb the tree she in#JUST so she can pester him with questions about Dunedain history like the nerd she is#they both end up falling off the tree btw#thus was the start of a beautiful friendship <3#she always drags him into her shenanigans every time he visits#until one day he never comes back. and the other Rangers say he went to Angmar with Golodir's Company#and now they're calling the Lost Company. has it really been that long? they say he's likely never coming back now#AUGH I try to make up something sweet and silly and then *boom* ANGST ANGST ANGST#lotro#corunir#lotro oc#Ethedis
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I need a completely rewritten teen wolf series with Derek Hale as the main character. I think it would heal me.
#we follow Derek from New York. Laura left for beacon hills. it’s been six years since he was back but he hasn’t heard from her#and hes going stir crazy waiting. he packs up and travels back. it’s almost too much immediately. he still can’t get a hold of Laura#he can’t resist going home. it’s like a natural pull that guides him back. all at once he’s 16 again. staring at the wreckage of his life#deputy stilinski is sherrif now. it’s reassuring in the slightest that the police force seems to have moved on from how corrupt it was#he catches her scent and it’s putrid. bile catches in his throat. he seeks it out. still in denial to what he knows it means.#when he finds Laura it’s like the world ends all over again. he can’t stand to see her like this. he gives her a proper burial.#the best he can do at least#he visits Peter. he’s not the man Derek remembers- so full of fire and cunning. their relationship may have been strained at times.#often Derek felt more like Eve being swayed by the snake than a normal friendship#but this isn’t the sharp tongued uncle who guided him. this is a broken shell. all that remained of his family. he was so lost.#22 but he barely knew how to function without his family- his pack paving the way#Laura handled everything. she got the apartment. she made sure they had food. Derek looks back and feels so useless#he was so lost in his grief. Laura must of felt the same way but she never let them drown in it#she made sure he got his GED. even got him to enroll in community college classes.#he took them online. he never was able to warm up to people the same way. he used to be so full of life. now he just wanted to be left alone#he studied English. never finished his degree. doesn’t look like he ever will now. he can’t go back to Laura and his shared home.#can’t bare to see another shell of a home#he vents to the vacant audience of Peter and his cold fixed eyes#Derek leaves. he wants to promise he’ll return soon#but promises feel costly these days#he decides to go back to the reserve. maybe he can find some clue as to what happened to Laura#someone lured her here. someone who knew them and their history here#his mind went to the worst. Kate. why would she go through the trouble six years later. why wait so long.#Derek couldn’t stomach the thought of facing her. he focused on the woods. the scents were all over the place.#clearly multiple people had been through here recently. two scents were much stronger. Derek follows them#but when he hears the crunch of leaves he realizes why the scents are so strong. they’re still here#he ducks behind some trees. listening in on their conversation. but an echo of their scent catches his attention#he spots an inhaler on the ground. he puts two and two together and swipes it from the leaves.#he comes out once they’re closer. tossing over the inhaler- he figures they’ll leave. dumb kids messing around in the woods#he reminds them this is private property. though that may not be true anymore. he recognizes the scent of a new beta. interesting.
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brought to you by me hosting a friend for two days who grew up in the same cultural region, and tbh will not be invited again.
#night two of spontaneously showering for over an hour with no notice just as i indicated i wanted to go to bed...#pls consider. i have to shit lol#i also have meds#i'd honestly make fuckin due if i'd had the indicators to like. idk say oh i need to grab my meds first#but also idk how to put it other than this is one of. so many behaviors that are making me just about reconsider the friendship as a whole#within 2 days#i lowkey wanna cry because this has gone so badly overall#and i feel like i'm in a position where it's both unfair for me to not communicate this distress (because maybe we could work it out)#but also if i do communicate. this individual was having and is now coming out of a hypomanic episode where they kept talking about#self harm related habits and displaying self hatred for the mildest of critiques#and they've never communicated what to do in these situations previously so idk their boundaries and honestly don't trust them to establish#boundaries that they would benefit from because they have a large history of that#so uh. yeah in conclusion i am counting the hours til they leave and i can more easily try to figure out how the fuck to handle this
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What have you been reading since the last time you posted your latest reads?
It's been a few months since I updated my latest reads, so I'm probably going to forget a few titles, but here's what I've been reading since then:
•The Wide Wide Sea: Imperial Ambition, First Contact, and the Fateful Final Voyage of Captain James Cook by Hampton Sides (BOOK | KINDLE | AUDIO)
•Pancho Villa: A Revolutionary Life by Paco Ignacio Taibo II and translated by Todd Chretien (BOOK | KINDLE)
•The Demon of Unrest: A Saga of Hubris, Heartbreak, and Heroism at the Dawn of the Civil War by Erik Larson (BOOK | KINDLE | AUDIO)
•Guardians of the Valley: John Muir and the Friendship That Saved Yosemite by Dean King (BOOK | KINDLE | AUDIO)
•Challenger: A True Story of Heroism and Disaster on the Edge of Space by Adam Higginbotham (BOOK | KINDLE | AUDIO)
•When the Sea Came Alive: An Oral History of D-Day by Garrett M. Graff (BOOK | KINDLE | AUDIO)
•Too Rich: The High Life and Tragic Death of King Farouk by William Stadiem (BOOK)
•The House Divided: Sunni, Shia, and the Making of the Middle East by Barnaby Rogerson (BOOK | KINDLE)
•Glad to the Brink of Fear: A Portrait of Ralph Waldo Emerson by James Marcus (BOOK | KINDLE | AUDIO)
•The Founders' Curse: James Monroe's Struggle Against Political Parties by Brook Poston (BOOK | KINDLE)
•Decade of Disunion: How Massachusetts and South Carolina Led the Way to Civil War, 1849-1861 by Robert W. Merry (BOOK | KINDLE | AUDIO)
•The Age of Reconstruction: How Lincoln's New Birth of Freedom Remade the World by Don H. Doyle (BOOK | KINDLE | AUDIO)
•Power and Glory: Elizabeth II and the Rebirth of Royalty by Alexander Larman (BOOK | KINDLE | AUDIO)
•The Situation Room: The Inside Story of Presidents in Crisis by George Stephanopoulos with Lisa Dickey (BOOK | KINDLE | AUDIO)
•The Devils Will Get No Rest: FDR, Churchill, and the Plan That Won the War by James B. Conroy (BOOK | KINDLE | AUDIO)
•Ballyhoo!: The Roughhousers, Con Artists, and Wildmen Who Invented Professional Wrestling by Jon Langmead (BOOK | KINDLE | AUDIO)
•The Rivals: William Gwin, David Broderick, and the Birth of California by Arthur Quinn (BOOK)
•The Book-Makers: A History of the Book in Eighteen Lives by Adam Smyth (BOOK | KINDLE | AUDIO)
•A History of the Muslim World: From Its Origins to the Dawn of Modernity by Michael Cook (BOOK | KINDLE | AUDIO)
•The Thought of Pope Benedict XVI: An Introduction to the Theology of Joseph Ratzinger, Third Edition by Aidan Nichols (BOOK | KINDLE)
•Avignon and Its Papacy, 1309-1417: Popes, Institutions, and Society by Joëlle Rollo-Koster (BOOK | KINDLE)
#Books#Reading List#Latest Reads#My Latest Reads#What I've Been Reading#Book Suggestions#Book Recommendations#Reading#The Wide Wide Sea#Hampton Sides#Pancho Villa: A Revolutionary Life#Paco Ignacio Taibo II#The Demon of Unrest#Erik Larson#Guardians of the Valley: John Muir and the Friendship That Saved Yosemite#Dean King#Challenger: A True Story of Heroism and Disaster on the Edge of Space#Adam Higginbotham#When the Sea Came Alive: An Oral History of D-Day#Garrett M. Graff#The House Divided#Barnaby Rogerson#Glad to the Brink of Fear: A Portrait of Ralph Waldo Emerson#James Marcus#The Founders' Curse: James Monroe's Struggle Against Political Parties#Brook Poston#Decade of Disunion: How Massachusetts and South Carolina Led the War to Civil War#Robert W. Merry#The Age of Reconstruction: How Lincoln's New Birth of Freedom Remade the World#Don H. Doyle
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thinking about serial killer's daughter clove again! can you imagine the vibes though like.
her dad was supposed to go into a hunger games but then didn't and he tried to live a relatively normal life with like a wife and kids and everything, had three sons on purpose and then an accident baby (clove) like ten years after the third son. one day he allegedly goes mad and kills a bunch of people at the quarry where he works in some vicious murder spree and peacekeepers chase him down and shoot him dead right in front of six year old clove.
her brothers are all grown adults/gone and the mom doesn't want to deal with a grieving traumatised child by herself so she sends clove off to the academy and then disappears to one of the other towns. clove's brothers have either relocated far away or just can't afford to take her in so she gets to live in the academy dorms. then clove spends years getting bullied and teased about her loser deadbeat serial killer dad who couldn't get into a games so she puts on this creepy image to protect herself and becomes so good at knife throwing that it gets her a highly coveted spot in the games.
she plays up the father's daughter image/her inherited sadism and it kind of stopped being an act somewhere along the way. she does obviously have emotions and feelings though, in fact one of the reasons clove grows fond of her district partner is because he deeply respects her and doesn't belittle/harass/tease her about her past or act like her father's actions define her, and he's terrified of her but in an admiring and sweet way instead of genuinely being repulsed by her like most of her peers were around her.
#who's gonna write the fic#I'm sorry guys I'm so bored#in my fic I wrote Clove as just having a normal family because I've met girls as mean as her irl that have relatively normal families#so I know you don't have to have a tragic creepy family history to be a bitch lol#but yeah serial killer's daughter clove literally fits her personality so well#had to sneak in some clato at the end of this post lol#literally any dynamic they have is so important to me because i feel like it's one of their first times of friendship#where they didn't have anything to gain from each other and just appreciated each other as people. liked each other#like yes you can say “Oh they only cared about the rule change because the alliance could be extended”#in the movies he left her to die of course (pisses me off to this day) but in the books:#no one who only cares about practical alliances/protection gets on their knees to beg the person not to die#okay this turned into a clato rant real quick oops#thg#clove kentwell#clove thg#thg clove#thg headcanons#the hunger games
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yes it's just me whining about the same thing for the billionth time, pls just scroll past nothing new to see here 👋
#i just want to enjoy the summer but i feel like i don't deserve to if i'm not constantly trying to become employed again 😭#''apply for jobs then? problem solved'' uh-huh yes but!! i also hate applying for jobs#job seeking can be so incredibly humiliating#first i have to send them a letter BEGGING to be invited to an interview#and then i have to try and convince them that i am actually competent and good at my job even though you have my cv right there#and then afterwards they call me to tell me they found someone who they liked better than me#(or rather someone who was more competent than me judging by their work history etc.)#it's like ''yes we are hiring but not YOU specifically lol''#like. at school if you take a test you get the grade you deserve based on how you did in the exam.#it's something you can actually directly affect yourself#but if someone who's applying for the same job with me has more work experience or whatever they will get hired over me no matter what i do#(at least that's how it usually works on my field)#in which case it doesn't matter if i do well in the interview or nah. bc the other person was always going to be picked for the job anyway#and yes one could say i can then be satisfied if i did my best but it's little consolation when i'm still unemployed!!#and so every time i apply for a job and get rejected it feels like a personal failure#and to avoid that feeling of failure i want to avoid applying for jobs altogether#so yeah. being active in job seeking is more likely to relieve me from this misery but job seeking is ALSO misery. so 🤷♀️#that on top of the fact i don't even _want_ to apply for all the open positions on my field#but i feel obliged to because it's what i have a degree on. and when i'm unemployed i don't have the luxury to choose which ones i apply fo#i can't afford to be picky#I DON'T DREAM OF LABOUR I JUST NEED MONEY TO LIVE BUT I ALSO DON'T WANT TO DO JUST ANY JOB! I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FOR THAT!#i don't want to come home crying from work every day because i hate every single aspect of my life INCLUDING my job 😭#when this semester i actually HAD a job i didn't mind waking up to every morning 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair#to conclude i don't deserve to enjoy myself in the summer because i'm not doing enough to fix my unemployement situation#(just like i don't deserve to feel sad about being lonely because i don't work hard enough to maintain deep friendships#but that's a crisis for another day! stay tuned ✌️)
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"HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY"#trending#viral#friendshipday
The True Value of Friendship. we delve into the profound significance of Friendship Day and why it holds such a special place in our hearts. Join us as we explore the history, traditions, and heartfelt stories that make this day unforgettable. Discover how friendships enrich our lives, provide support, and bring joy. Whether celebrating with old friends or creating new ones, this will inspire you to cherish and nurture these precious bonds. Don't miss out on learning about the true essence of Friendship Day and how to make the most of it.
Call: 7799799221
Website: www.manasadefenceacademy.com
#FriendshipDay#ImportanceOfFriendship#CelebrateFriendship#TrueValueOfFriends#FriendshipBonds#HappyFriendshipDay#FriendshipDay2024#CherishFriends#FriendshipGoals#HeartfeltConnections#trending#viral#happyfriendshipday
#HAPPY Friendship Day IMPORTANCE#Friendship Day 2024#Importance of Friendship Day#Celebrate Friendship Day#Value of Friendship Day#Friendship bonds#Special Friendship Day#Friendship Day history#Friendship Day traditions#Cherish Friendship Day#Why Friendship Day matters#Significance of Friendship Day#Friendship Day celebration#True value of friendship#Heartfelt stories of friendship#Friendship support#Friendship joy#Make new friends on Friendship Day#Old friends and Friendship Day#Importance of friends#Friendship Day insights#Friendship Day special#Celebrating Friendship Day#Human connections on Friendship Day#Nurture friendships#Friendship Day inspiration#Value of friends#Friendship Day 2024 celebration#Friendship Day meaning#Friendship bonds importance
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Me, explaining to the people working at official government-funded queer organizations why Captain America is totally bisexual:
#that's two organizations in two days#WE ONLY HAVE TWO#basically my point of argument is that the latter movies ONLY make sense#when seen in the context of a fan-favorite ship blown out of proportion#it kind of became too big and Disney had to do something#so what they did was completely axe the friendship in question#well actually they DIDN'T have to do anything#they just did it anyway#it still makes me angry#and censorship is also part of queer media history#doesn't matter that Steve Rogers in those movies was never actually supposed to be bisexual#they censored his relationship with Bucky for being read as queer by too many people#meaning that we should get to have them#personal#superheroes#Captain America#stucky
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Happy National Girlfriend Day!💜
Here is a collection of historical moments that show how are bonds though sisterhood has and will always exist!
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🧕🏽💜👱🏼♀️
#history#national girlfriend day#sisterhood#women empowerment#girl blogging#besties#women supporting women#herstory#female friendship#feminism#stronger together#womenhood#nickys facts
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unfortunately I think part of me is always going to be the kid working past the legal hours for minors and possessive over my food pantry ‘haul’ and going thru garbage bags of clothes gifted from teachers and stealing tampons from the janitor’s closet at work. like I’ve tried to kill them off but that teenager won’t die and man do they love kirkland signature more than anything else in the world
#‘these days I don’t always buy store brand out of necessity but out of loyalty’#’out of pure fucking love for that grocery store’#nat20.txt#back when I only ate school food and the leftovers from a shift at McDonald’s#ugh I was such a sneaky bastard as soon as they realized I kicked ass in the kitchen and hated customer service#’you’ll get tired of the food eventually’ I never DID#me and a 10 pc mcnugget with sweet and sour have history. Friendship. romance. trauma#I still love her dearly
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Scientists: want so badly for adult children who are friends with and/or still dependant on parents for money or a roof to be Bad that they are intentionally looking for detriment in the study results
Study results: so overwhelmingly positive they can't actually find the data needed to twist the narrative
Scientists: >:|
#i read an article#the article was pro kid/parent friendship and dependance bc MANY studies have shown that's beneficial to both sides#but people want SO BADLY to believe the fiction of Independence and it's necessarity that they think parents who still#care about and frequently talk to their grown kids are causing codependency and setting them up for failure and like#not inherently#living with my mother was super beneficial and i still would be if he wasn't anti ever living in MO again and i anti livinf in TX until#it's again a state i can comfortably live in as a trans person#like if i lived with my dad and step mom there'd be reason to question bc while he's gotten better she's just as bad#and expects me to sit down and take emotional abuse and revisionist history from my father's memories of abusive days#whereas dad will thank me for calling him out once he gets over the understandable moment of hurt in realizing what he thoughr was helping#one of his kids was actually hugely painful and detrimental#but also me asking my father for money isn't a danger to my independence it's a sign of the failure of the system#it's not a ''failure to launch'' it's a 'the system and economy are so broken it is literally impossible to get on your feet on your own'#like come off it#look at other societies and multigenerational homes#are they suffering for it? no! then why would we be????#like if you raise a child and all but evict them from your life when they're 18 then like. do you actually love them? do you actually care?#or did you feel like children was an obligation and now it's over and they only matter for holidays and birthdays?#bc the latter is much more of an issue than adult kids '''''boomeranging''''''
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#kinda vent post cause ive been anxious ever since we got coffee this evening#I promise I'm not trying to be weird or anything. I'm just#I just really don't want to screw this up. I know we spent almost the last year avoiding each other#And I know things between us were rocky for a bit before that#and I hope I'm not overwhelming you. I know things won't be better overnight#I know we've distanced so much and theres so much awkward history there. I know things are different now#And I respect that. I respect your relationship and your new life. I'm not trying to impose or make you uncomfortable#I'm just anxious and tbh scared an nervous too. I don't want to fuck this up. If theres a chance for us to be close friends again I want it#Im so so so scared of fucking it up. I feel like I forgot how to be friends & after the way I left things Im scared that I lost my chance#I'm scared that it's not gonna work and that a permanent goodbye is in our future. I'm scared that you won't want me around after all#I would understand if that became the case.. but I really don't want that#I cant text you this without seeming like an overbearing clingy anxious mess of an ex but ive been on the verge of a panic attack all night#just for the fear that I'm fucking up already somehow. Just the fear that this isn't going to work and I shouldn't even try#I think I spent so long avoiding you that now I don't know what to do with myself. But I'm trying to be normal#I promise I dont have any motives other than missing a really great friendship and being tired of missing friends#And maybe I still have a ways to go in the emotional healing department but I think I'm ok enough to try. I've been ok for a while now#If you see this please know that I mean every word. If you never see it thats ok because I just need to get it off my chest before I burst#I don't want to scare you off or lose you again. if thats what it comes to then know I'll always miss and appreciate you for all my days#Thats all. Ive been a ball of nerves all evening & I just needed to air this out cause having this weight sitting on my chest is too much#emma rambles#personal#vent post
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