Let Your Dreams Be Your Wings | Chapter 16
Chapters: 16/?
Fandom: The Sandman (Netflix 2022, minor content from the Comics) Rating: Explicit
Relationships Dream of the Endless/Morpheus x F!Reader
Characters: Dream of the Endless/Morpheus, Lucienne, Matthew the Raven, Mervyn Pumpkinhead, Hob Gadling, Death, Rose Walker, The Corinthian, other minor Sandman characters, Original Characters.
Warnings: 18+ content (minors DNI), explicit sexual content, POV switching, very long chapters to read.
Summary: You always dreamed of becoming a successful Fashion Designer, sharing your creations with the world and making your father proud. But with him being very ill and so many costs solely weighting on your shoulders, things didn’t go as planned and you had to take a different path instead. An interesting offer led you to the elder Alex Burgess and you were hired as a new housemaid for a very good pay. However, your kindness and outstanding empathy convinced the man to give you an additional task for a doubled compensation; gaining the trust of Dream Of the Endless, held captive into the basement for over a century. Despite the shock of finding such an ethereal entity stripped of all his clothes and contained into a confined space, you had to accept for the sake of your father. But the more you got to speak to the mysterious anthropomorphic personification who didn’t utter a single word, the more you were lost into his eyes that, conversely, seemed to contain the entire universe. A deep connection formed between the two of you, separated only by a thick layer of glass.
Little did you know, what started like a simple housemaid job was about to change your life forever.
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Encountering your mother for the first time felt like a long-held dream finally coming true, and the success of the Fashion Show further underscored that your life was aligning with your deepest wishes.
Then, the opportunity for your first international business trip came about, taking you to Florida.
The quiet hum of distant voices reached your ears, steadily amplifying as you gradually regained your senses. Even though your eyes stayed shut, you realized you were lying on the sofa, your father's hand gently enclosing yours.
Bit by bit, their words began to sharpen.
"I told you this was a bad idea," he sighed. "I get that you wanted to see her, but, Par, we need to be reasonable.”
Paregoros was striding nervously back and forth, her voice trembling. "I know. I shouldn't even be here, I'm contravening the principles of my realm.”
“Why now, then?”
"Because she knows. I owe her an explanation.”
Your body was rigid, and despite the urge to stir, you weren't quite prepared to confront them.
"Par, she surpassed all our expectations. Rest assured, she bears no resentment towards you.”
"She's my daughter. This is something I need to do. Not only for her sake, but... for mine as well.”
A deep silence enveloped the room as your father drew a deep, resonant breath. The sound of your mother's heels clicking against the wooden flooring reverberated in the room, halting abruptly as she quietly cursed under her breath.
"Are you joking right now? What's he doing here?”
"Eh? Who's here?" Your father inquired.
"Stay with her. I'll return shortly.”
“Wait, Par!”
The heaviness in your head and the numbness in your limbs signaled that your blood pressure was too low to permit any positional changes. All you could do was patiently wait, giving your body the necessary time to naturally readjust, no matter how long it might require.
The rapid, forceful steps of your mother were followed by the door flinging open and subsequently slamming shut with a resonant thud.
Morpheus stood there, right before your father's dwelling. His face was set in a stern expression, riddled with worry, his hands nonchalantly tucked away in the pockets of his coat.
The moment he caught sight of Paregoros stepping out from the main entrance, he steeled himself for the incoming tempest of fury, her eyes dark and filled with contempt.
"You've got a lot of nerve showing your face here," she snapped. "You deceived me, Oneiros. I put my trust in you, and you betrayed me. I should have known better.”
“I did no such thing,” he retorted.
"Do you take me for a fool? Y/N is aware of my existence now. You assured me she wouldn't be.”
"No, I promised you she would not learn the truth from me.”
She issued a scornful laugh. "How is that any different? You knew precisely what you were doing.”
“Your secret was bringing harm to your family.”
"No offense, but you have no understanding of protecting those you love.”
Morpheus lowered his gaze, conceding that, in a way, she had rightly delivered a hit to his pride.
"Since when do you concern yourself with others and their feelings? The only reason you stepped in was because of your little escapade with my daughter. We both know where this is headed.”
His hands clenched into fists, hidden from her view. "No, Paregoros, you do not know that.”
"Don't misunderstand me, I sincerely wish for you to change. For Y/N. But you won't, you never did.”
How could he make her believe in his sincere love for you? That he would go to any extent to ensure you were the happiest woman in the entire universe?
"You leave destruction in your wake. You may be the King of Dreams, but you can't mold my daughter into one of your creations. She's not a plaything.”
His anger was mounting with each charge she put forth. Though he couldn't completely discount her words as falsehoods, his view of you transcended far beyond the idea of a mere possession.
You were his Goddess, his everything. You were the most radiant diamond amidst an infinite sea of sparkling gems devoid of a soul. You were an angel, his most beautiful dream, one he wished to cherish forever.
Paregoros had no clue of your incalculable value to him. In the end, he grasped the fact that she might never recognize it.
"Please, Dream Lord, just leave. She's well cared for here."
Indeed, you were. But the inner turmoil you underwent when meeting your mother for the first time somehow echoed through the dreamstone, penetrating directly into his realm. It punctured the fragile boundary between the two of you, striking his heart and causing it to tighten.
Nonetheless, Morpheus understood that his presence wasn't required. With your family reunited, even if temporarily, he could afford to step back for a while.
“Very well.”
Without waiting for his departure, Paregoros spun on her heels and retreated back into the house. The door closed behind her, isolating Morpheus on the lonely street just as the first droplet of rain touched his nose.
You couldn't remember a single occasion when you had passed out from a panic attack. Yet, considering the deluge of revelations you had unearthed in the recent months, it seemed reasonable that your mind opted to shut down, swamped by the sheer magnitude of information to digest.
And now, your mother was there, advancing towards you quietly and with visible hesitance, as if she feared shattering you into a thousand fragments.
Eventually, you mustered the strength to hoist yourself into a sitting position. Your father hurried over to you with a glass of cool water, brushing your hair away from your face as you sipped it cautiously, taking small, deliberate gulps.
As Paregoros knelt in front of you, her beautiful eyes brimming with tears and regret, you found yourself at a loss for words. Faced with what appeared almost like an apparition, you struggled to construct a coherent sentence.
Your father gave your wrist a gentle squeeze. "How are you feeling, lovey?”
You were engulfed by shock, confusion, fear, and uncertainty. Expressing all those emotions simultaneously seemed beyond reach.
You wanted to respond appropriately, to greet your mother in the way she had anticipated. But with your complete focus zeroed in on her, your voice involuntarily adopted a chillier tone. "Why are you here, mum?”
Paregoros pursed her lips, bowing her head. "I understand that I'm likely the last person you wished to see.”
Your heart tightened, making room for an instant wave of guilt. "No... it's not that, I'm sorry. I've been wanting to see you, to speak with you at least once since I was a child. And now that you're here with me, I... I don’t really know what to say.”
With a clear of his throat, your father interjected, "Par, it might be best to delay our conversation. After all, Y/N has a significant event coming up tomorrow.”
Despite the evident concern in your father's voice for your well-being, you chose not to retreat now that you had regained your composure.
"It's fine, dad. I can do this.”
Handing him the now-empty glass, you swung your legs off the couch and rose to your feet. Paregoros was so near now, her breath discernible against you.
You needed a private moment with her, to address the situation directly without your father's excessive protectiveness. As much as you appreciated it, this was something you needed to resolve independently.
"Mum, would you accompany me for a walk?”
"But... it appears to be starting to rain,” Your father expressed.
"We won't be gone long.”
Paregoros inhaled deeply, replying with a confirming nod and a wide, relieved smile. Without giving your father a chance to object, you darted for your jacket and snatched an umbrella on the way. Paregoros mirrored your steps as you ventured out onto the street.
The smell of the rain was perceptible, its gradual fall tapping out a rhythm on your umbrella as you unfurled it to cover both of you. You gently extended your arm, and she accepted your gesture, softly intertwining it with hers.
And thus, you began to stride in harmony.
For a considerable stretch of time, you both meandered in utter silence, tracing the sidewalk without any particular destination in mind. It was Paregoros who took the initiative, guiding you under a porch to provide shelter from the falling raindrops. The ambiance was tranquil, with the vacant roads around providing seclusion.
She was noticeably anxious, seemingly uncertain about where to begin. Her eyes were fixed on your face, as if you were the most precious being in the world.
Without a doubt, you were to her.
"I had so many things I wanted to tell you, but it all seems so insignificant now. I abandoned you, Y/N. It was never my intention, but circumstances forced you to grow up without me.”
You folded the umbrella and leaned against the brick wall. Oddly enough, it mirrored the scene you had experienced in your dream, except that this time, you were more than a simple spectator.
"I won't deny that I was deeply upset when I discovered the truth, but I've come to understand why you had to leave us behind. I am acquainted with the laws of the universe and the workings of the other realms.”
Paregoros wrapped her arms around herself, hugging her own form. “I know, but I wouldn't hold it against you if you resented me.”
"I don't, believe me. I only wish it could have been different.”
The rain intensified, creating a cascading curtain of water beside you.
"Just tell me one thing; had I not been human, what would have ensued following my birth?” You asked.
"If you were like me, you would have stayed in my domain.”
“And what about dad?”
She drew a breath, struggling to deliver the answer. "He would have been oblivious to your existence.”
You visualized it all in your mind, your father living out the rest of his days ignorant of his offspring, while you had to grow up in a different place. You might never have met him, Ella, Hob... not even Morpheus. It was only then that you came to grasp the extent of your fortune.
"Mum, despite all the ups and downs, I am genuinely grateful for the life I've been given."
A rumble of distant thunder echoed in the sky.
"When dad fell ill, I lost a part of myself in a way that I thought I could never reclaim. But things have changed. I'm now living the life of my dreams, quite literally.”
“Y/N, about that….”
"Hard times aren't fun, but they have a way of molding us mortals into better versions of ourselves. There's still a lot for me to learn on this journey, but I don’t feel alone anymore.”
“Y/N-”
"And I'm in love, mum. I've found someone who understands me and values me in a way I've never experienced before. All this wouldn't have been possible had I not been human.”
Another bout of thunder, closer and louder than the first, erupted around you, accompanied by a flash of light. Your mother's expression turned resolute as she regarded you.
And the prospects were not promising.
"Y/N, to be perfectly clear, I do not support your relationship with the King of Dreams.”
The way in which she conveyed those words was tinged with anger and disgust, causing an immediate contraction of your nerves. “Why is that?”
"My dear, Oneiros is untrustworthy. Everything he does is driven by self-interest, and he brings ruin to those who dare to associate with him. No exception.”
You could feel the fire building and blazing within you. “That’s not true.”
"You don’t know the atrocities he committed. He completely tore apart his own family, condemning his son to a life of misery and shattering Calliope's heart."
You clenched your teeth, intensifying your hold on the umbrella's handle.
"The agony of having to give you up at birth was hard enough for me. I can only imagine how traumatic it must have been for Calliope, upon discovering her son torn apart due to her husband's deeds.”
You rolled your eyes, uttering a grunt and smacking the ground with the umbrella in a display of frustration. "Yes, it was an absolute tragedy, no one is disputing that. But Calliope was the one who chose to leave Morpheus, wasn't she? It was a conscious decision.”
"And it was arguably the best decision she could have made. What kind of future could she have had with someone who condemned their own son?”
"Morpheus didn't condemn anyone!"
Your voice reverberated through the porch, compelling your mother to take a step back.
"He may have overlooked his son's plea, but how does that make him responsible for his fate? Do you genuinely believe he wanted that outcome? Yes, he was negligent. He trusted that Orpheus would heed his advice. That was the true mistake.”
Paregoros pinched the bridge of her nose, "Y/N...”
You were too riled up to stop. You would not tolerate any disparaging words about the love of your life, not even from your own mother.
"You all label him as some kind of monster, but it seems you conveniently forget that Orpheus was his son too. Calliope lost him, but so did Morpheus. Yet, all the blame is squarely placed on him.”
"Are you aware of the significance of a father picking the head of his son on the seashore?”
The torment he endured, the pain he had to bear alone, with no one else there to offer him support through it all.
"He's genuinely making an effort. He suffered through a century of hell, imprisoned and banished from his realm. I wouldn't be the person I am today if it weren't for him. Can't you grant him at least a modicum of recognition?”
She shook her head repeatedly. "It saddens me to have to tell you these things. Calliope attempted to change him, genuinely believing she could. By the time she realized her efforts were in vain, it was already too late.”
You furrowed your brows. "That's precisely the problem, this thing about others wanting to change him. I can't pass judgment on their relationship as I wasn't even born at the time, but if she truly loved him, she would have accepted him the way he was."
Paregoros parted her lips, barely managing to whisper a simple, "I....”
“Mum, honestly, I understand your perspective. But if you find yourself needing to change someone in order to be with them, it means that you're in love with your idea of that person, not the person themselves.”
She was at a loss for a rebuttal, simply unable to formulate one.
"As the Goddess of compassion, I ask you to extend that compassion to him as well. Morpheus has a heart too. It might appear cold to you, but it’s incredibly gentle and riddled with scars.”
She appeared strikingly taken aback, surprised by your words that reflected wisdom and maturity.
She reached for your hand, enveloping it within her warm, velvety ones and gently caressing the back of it. "It appears there's a lot more of me in you than I expected.”
The feeling of her touch, so soothing and energetically satisfying, somehow compensated for all those years of absence, instantly pacifying you.
"You would make an exceptional Goddess, my dear. Even better than me. You’re so empathetic, so kind and benevolent.”
You shrugged. "I'm not so sure about that. I failed to forgive the men who imprisoned Morpheus for so many years.”
"Do you understand why?”
"They hurt him, murdered his raven in cold blood. Alex Burgess never freed him.”
"That means you cared.”
She let go of your hand, only to grasp your shoulders and plant a tender kiss on your forehead.
How many times had you longed for her lips? To receive her kisses, her embraces, and her words of comfort and encouragement?
"Perhaps I judged Oneiros a bit too harshly. Maybe he does deserve a second chance after all. But Y/N, bear this in mind; he's an Endless and you are human. The law prohibits your kind from engaging in romantic relationships with those entities.”
“I know.”
"Your roots may afford you the opportunity to be with him now, but sooner or later, you'll be faced with a decision. You do not possess eternal life.”
Why did you have to be reminded of that fact just when you were attempting to push it away?
"All I care about is your happiness. And I fear that if you remain with him, it will rob you of the opportunity to build a new life with someone else.”
You grunted. "I've had my fair share of human partners and I'd rather not revisit that. Thanks.”
Paregoros looked crestfallen, her hands moving soothingly up and down your arms. "They're not all the same. Just because you've experienced heartbreak doesn't mean it's bound to recur.”
The mere thought of parting ways with Morpheus for another man was inconceivable to you.
"You don’t understand.”
"Yes, Y/N, I do. I was unable to restrain my feelings for your father and because of that, we’re having this conversation.”
You disentangled yourself from her hold, shifting a little to the side. "Yes, and due to those unfair laws, you were forced to abandon both of us. Again, I'm aware.”
Paregoros withdrew, nervously fiddling with her fingers.
"I know that you want me to be safe, mum. But whether I'm making a mistake or not, it's not up to you to determine it for me.”
While the thunder seemed to recede further into the distance, the rainfall showed no signs of abating.
"I just don't want you to endure what your father had to go through with me.”
You shook your head. "I want to be with him. Please, just accept that.”
Your mother scrutinized you, witnessing your sincere emotions reflected in your eyes, and attuning herself to the rhythm of your heartbeat.
"Answer truthfully, Y/N. Does he bring you happiness?”
"Like no one else ever possibly could.”
"Do you believe that he loves you? Sincerely?”
"I'm certain he does. I witness that every single time.”
In the end, all she could do was smile, taking in the profound depth of love radiating from your entire being.
"Fine, you win.”
She let go of the tension, easing her stiff body and offering her hand out towards you. This time, she waited for your move to accept it, and you had no reason to refuse.
"Y/N, just know that I've always watched over you, even during times when you felt you were on your own. I witnessed your struggles and efforts, your sorrow and your joy."
With everything crashing onto you, your lips quivered, but you steeled yourself against the urge to cry.
"Never back down and stay true to yourself. Because I know you're going to achieve so many remarkable things in this life.”
Those words you searched for but never found when you thought she no longer existed, may have come to you a little later than you would have liked, but they were as potent and uplifting as you had imagined them to be.
"And pray, sweetie. Pray, and I will be listening.”
It was her way of assuring you that she would be there in spirit, never once losing sight of you.
You let out a shaky sigh, "I will.”
Somehow, she appeared brighter and significantly warmer, swathed in some kind of celestial energy.
"I cannot stay longer," she declared. "Tell your father that I apologize.”
"Will I see you again?”
"Perhaps that could be arranged. Someday.”
A silent tranquility enveloped the two of you. Neither of you appeared capable of letting the other go, awaiting a move that didn’t come.
And then, your mother posed a final question. "May I embrace you?”
Driven by a sense of desperation as her words unlocked a flood of suppressed emotions, you enveloped her upper body in a warm embrace, tightening your hold while inhaling the pleasant scent of honey and lilies emanating from her hair. releasing a soft sob, she reciprocated with equal grief and intensity, whispering soothing affirmations into your ear.
Your fingers gripped the fabric of her cardigan, feeling the soft material inexplicably thin out and transform. As your hug loosened and you lifted your eyes, your breath hitched. She had morphed into the same awe-inspiring Goddess form that you had seen in your father's memory.
There was nothing you could say that would encapsulate the astounding beauty she radiated.
Gently, she let her hands glide along your face, cupping your cheeks with affection and pride. Reaching for her left hand, Paregoros took off one of her golden bracelets, a shiny bangle shaped like a leafy branch. She raised your sleeve and fastened it around your wrist, lightly tweaking the metal for a perfect fit. Excluding Morpheus’ dreamstone you always wore around your neck, never before had you possessed a piece of jewelry so magnificent.
"A part of me will always remain with you," she said. "I know it's not much, but...”
You moved your fingertips over the cool material, tracing all the intricate details of the bracelet. “It’s perfect. Thank you.”
Paregoros nodded, her lips pursed as she planted a final kiss on your cheekbone. As she left the shelter of the porch, you observed her standing in the rain, shielded by her essence which prevented the falling raindrops from even grazing her.
"Look after your father," she told you.
"He's the one who's always taking care of me, actually.”
"And he does a remarkable job.”
You noticed the melancholy in her demeanor, the anguish in her eyes as she mentioned him.
"Do you still love him?" You ventured to ask her.
Paregoros nibbled her lower lip, clasping her hands together. "I always have.”
Knowing that their love was destined to last until their final breath, going through the torment of being separated and unable to stay together, was just unbearably painful to you.
"Goodbye, my dear daughter. Hopefully, I'll see you again very soon.”
You remained still under the porch, watching as your mother vanished down the serene street, surrounded by the mystical barrier. Remarkably, she went unnoticed by everyone else, the passing cars cautiously navigating the wet pavement, their drivers remaining entirely unaware. In a split second, she had disappeared entirely, leaving you alone and isolated, consumed by your thoughts that echoed louder than the storm.
If only you could travel between realms at your own convenience, not confined by the stringent rules of the universe. Being a mere mortal, you were bound by your limitations and the unbreakable laws you had to follow.
As you mulled over it in defeat, hearing nothing but the rush of water, a mighty figure took shape behind you. Gauging by the sound of his boots and the faint shadow casting on the ground, just like before, it was easy for you to discern his identity.
And your smile was uncontrollable. "Did you hear all of that?”
"No," Morpheus' voice was deep and resonant, immediately penetrating your heart and causing it to melt.
When you swiveled to face him, you were laughing in delight. "You're not a good liar, you know.”
Concerned about your potential disappointment, the Endless averted his gaze, uncertain of how to respond.
Truth be told, it didn't faze you. The knowledge of having him beside you, invisible, ever ready to support when called upon, instilled an unwavering feeling of safety in you.
With a gentle touch on his elbow, you subtly indicated that you had absolutely no issue with him eavesdropping on you. Your only regret was that he may have overheard snippets of conversation that could potentially upset his mood.
Refocusing his beautiful eyes back on you, he confirmed that by saying, "You defended me.”
He sounded surprised and puzzled, considering your reaction to be unexpected. How many times did you need to validate just how much he meant to you? It distressed you to see him with such low self-regard.
"Of course I did. I won't stand for any of that nonsense about you.”
The corners of his lips twitched upwards slightly, indicating his genuine pleasure, perhaps even happiness, at your protective stance. This only fuelled your desire to safeguard him and be the anchor he could depend on, just as he was for you.
Looking at the pouring rain once more, your mind drifted to your father and the worry he must have been harboring for you. In your haste to leave with Paregoros, you hadn't even considered to bring your phone along.
Yet, for an inexplicable reason, you were mesmerized by the incessant splash of water. The rainfall held a peculiar charm, luring you like a siren's enchanting melody.
"Morpheus?”
"My love?”
Sporting a grin akin to a playful child, you began to move backward. "Would it bother you to get wet?”
Morpheus looked perplexed, his eyebrows furrowing in confusion. "What?”
Upon reaching the edge of the porch, you stretched out your arms, the yet-to-be-unfurled umbrella gripped in your hand. Morpheus stuttered out your name, understanding your intentions, but that did nothing to stop you. Whether it was the pre-show adrenaline or the surging cocktail of feelings, you felt compelled to act on a wildly irrational impulse.
And so, you leapt into the rain, allowing its cold droplets to cascade over you. As you looked up at the cloudy sky, you felt your hair and clothes becoming drenched and clinging to you almost instantly.
Morpheus watched in silent astonishment, observing you relish this instance of unbridled freedom. To him, it seemed as though you were washing away all that was superfluous in your life, allowing past sufferings to flow out of you and dissolve into nothingness.
And it was a sight to behold. You were stunningly beautiful, surrendered to your instincts. Wild.
He remained before you, under the porch, pulling his hands out of his coat pockets. You slicked back your wet hair, indifferent to the makeup that was surely smudging and streaking down your face. You knew that he wouldn't fuss over something so insignificant.
The rain was exhilarating and revitalizing, yet something was lacking. Cautiously, you searched for his hand, brushing against the cold fingertips before confidently seizing it and drawing him out to where you stood.
Morpheus offered no resistance, allowing you to draw him into the rain with you. His hair darkened and fell limp against his forehead as it got wet, with trails of water cascading down his face, tracing the lines of his nose, mouth and jawline.
Like the heroine from a movie, you rose on your toes and pressed your lips against his, kissing him with all the passion that was raging in your chest. The contrast between his skin and the chilly water was striking, his tongue warm and coarse. The rain had a slightly bitter taste, but it didn't bother you.
His fingers firmly grasping your lower back served only as motivation for you to persist. Amidst the flurry of kisses, you took brief pauses to breathe. Finally, when you found the strength to pull away, you looked at him, your face filled with adoration.
Morpheus was making a valiant effort to suppress the smile that was steadily emerging, failing to do so. Subsequently, he bestowed upon you another kiss, this one more profound, his arm cradling your shoulders. As he leaned in, your back curved slightly in a graceful arch as he gently bent you over. You felt your surroundings shift dramatically in a quick whirl, the water suddenly ceasing and the temperature around you becoming warmer.
To say you felt like the girl in the iconic Kissing Sailor photograph, captured at the culmination of World War II in Times Square, would be an understatement. Except in your case, there was also an added element of magic. The moment you opened your eyes and he let you go, you found yourself in what appeared to be your old bedroom, meticulously kept by your father for your overnight visits. Your clothes and hair were completely dry and back to their original state, even Morpheus appeared untouched by the raindrops.
Setting the umbrella aside, you started to question the rashness of your actions, perhaps needing a bit more consideration. Yet, Morpheus seemed far from perturbed by it.
"I’m sorry for the impromptu shower," you joked, "I've always wanted to do that.”
"You must take care, my love. I would not want you to fall sick.”
"Fortunately, I have a supernatural boyfriend always ready to rescue me.”
Despite the joyousness of the situation, Morpheus had reverted back to his somber state. He seemed immersed in contemplation, his eyes drifting until they finally settled back on you.
Without saying a word, his hand touched your cheek. He skimmed your skin with his fingers, delicately tracing paths along your chin. How could your mother ever doubt his sincerity? The way he made you quiver with a mere touch, the thoughtfulness he invested in each gesture, every small gift, every compliment and sweet word.
The way he revered both your body and heart. How he gradually tried to share more of himself with you as time progressed.
Engrossed in your romantic moment, you were startled when the bedroom door abruptly swung open. Your father stood there, holding the doorknob tightly, an eyebrow raised as he looked at the two of you. Clearly, he had expected you to return with Paregoros, not a male entity who seemed quite preoccupied with his hands on you.
With a hint of nervousness, you gulped audibly while Morpheus slowly distanced himself from you. Your cheeks flushed as if you were a teenager caught red-handed, and all you could manage was to stutter your words in an attempt to diffuse the tension.
"Uhm.... dad, have you been introduced to Lord Morpheus, the King of Dreams?”
This was far from how you intended to formalize your relationship to him.
Well, oops.
The Fashion Show was unquestionably the most phenomenal event you had the privilege to participate in. You had always speculated on what it would be like to witness your creations springing to life on the runway and to gauge the attendees' reactions. Now, as you found yourself incessantly answering questions, posing for pictures, and receiving praises from the company's sponsors and directors of fashion magazines, you could affirm that the experience was utterly extraordinary.
That evening, London seemed more beautiful than ever, almost akin to an entirely different city as you took in the skyline from Oliver's car. Your phone vibrated incessantly, filled with excited messages from your father and Hob who had watched the entire show broadcasted on TV, endlessly lauding how fantastic you looked on camera.
Catching your reflection in the window, you contemplated the dramatic transformation your life had undergone in a relatively short span of time. You recalled the weary, desolate, and drained look that used to reside in your eyes during your tenure at the Burgess mansion; the woman you were then bore almost no resemblance to who you were now.
You transitioned from being despondent to the most successful version of yourself. From a state of loneliness and depression to being encompassed by the finest companions and feeling as happy as you could possibly be. Juggling your time between the Waking World during the day and the Dreaming at night, you were essentially leading two distinct lives, each of equal magnificence. You cherished your friends in the human realm just as much as you cared for the ones you made in the land of dreams.
In the succeeding weeks, the workload at Corbyn&Jones had noticeably escalated since the show, with an influx of requests from organizations and influential individuals seeking new exclusive designs for their impending events. This was in addition to the rapid rate at which most of your previously released collections appeared to be flying off the hangers, shelves and mannequins in local stores. Without a doubt, it was the most frenzied period you had ever experienced in your career. But as exhausting as it could be, you were absolutely thrilled and over the moon about it.
And just as Ella had predicted prior to the night of the show, your fame was soaring.
Your name began to surface in various articles and was highlighted in various shops as the leading figure of the brand. Your friend had stayed true to her promise, giving you all the credit and recognition you rightfully deserved. You were incredibly overjoyed to read numerous testimonials from teenagers and adults alike, claiming that your creations had boosted their confidence. The fact that numerous influencers were now donning your company's attires and promoting them on social media only drove an additional surge in sales. Eventually, Oliver had to contemplate launching an official online store, which recorded thousands of visitors within just a day of its inception.
If someone had foretold all this to you just a few months prior, you wouldn't have believed a single word.
As your days became full of non-stop activities, eight months had officially elapsed since the end of the Sleepy Seakness. Eight remarkable months filled with dreams, wonders, and mysteries, eight months of love for Morpheus.
The fact that your father was now aware of him brought such relief to your heart. You lost count of the number of times you had to explain that Dream of the Endless couldn't just accept an invitation for a human dinner at his house. Despite his initial apprehensions about the challenges you might encounter with an eternal being, in the end, your father couldn't resist continually inquiring about him.
It was truly endearing, although you were aware that Morpheus probably didn’t know how to deal with it.
One day, Ella summoned you to her office for a matter of utmost importance. You didn't have time to fret about the possibility of bad news because her radiant smile and gleaming eyes practically blinded you the moment you walked in.
"What's going on?" You asked her. "You seem extremely cheerful.”
"Oh, actually, this isn't about me at all," she responded.
"What do you mean?”
"Y/N, do you recall my college friend, Andrew Rake?”
That name immediately struck a chord.
"I believe so. Wasn't he the one who aspired to relocate to the States?”
Ella nodded enthusiastically. "Exactly! We stayed in touch. Guess what? He's now the owner of his own small enterprise in Florida.”
You smiled genuinely. "That's amazing!”
"Right? But here's the best part; ever since he saw our collection on the runway, he's been keeping a close watch on our company, and you in particular.”
You were taken aback. "Me?”
"Yes, sweetie. The fact of the matter is, he wants you on board for a new project he's undertaking.”
"But... Ella. You said he's in Florida. How am I supposed to assist him?”
Ella chuckled, tapping something on her phone which subsequently sent a message to your device. Upon opening it, you discovered a PDF document containing details of a plane ticket, complete with a specified date and time for a trip that had been booked under your name.
“Ella, you can’t be serious.”
"Of course I'm serious! He's an old friend, and I'm more than willing to share your creative talents with him for a while.”
You rubbed your forehead. "We have so much to handle here. Can I really travel abroad at a time like this?”
"You have both Oliver's and my full blessing. The trip is planned for two weeks, so please, consider some of those extra days as a bonus vacation. It's a gift from us.”
"But…”
Ella clapped her hands together in jubilation. "Oh please, just bask in your success! We wouldn't be in this position without you. We can certainly manage to let you go for a few days.”
You couldn't recall the last time you had taken a plane for travel, let alone when you had even left the city of London to venture anywhere else. For at least two years and a half, arguably the longest and toughest of your life, your father had been the sole thing that occupied your thoughts.
Perhaps this blend of work and relaxation wrapped into one trip was precisely the respite you needed to unwind.
"I don't know what to say, really. You guys are the best.”
Ella playfully blew a kiss in the air. "Hush, you are the wonderful one here. So, take some well-deserved rest and start packing your bags; Cape Kennedy awaits you!”
Being on a plane seemed unreal, but you were truly leaving your country and gazing at the white clouds below.
You had always harbored a desire to traverse the globe, and thanks to your job, that opportunity was now within your grasp. Andrew, despite crossing paths with him at various social gatherings, never became a close friend. He was, nevertheless, always pleasant to be around and had an undeniably unique sense of style.
The information Ella provided about his requirements and the project were rather vague. All you knew was that he was in need of your design expertise for a task he seemed unable to accomplish on his own. His business was modest in size, with a minimal workforce. He was the sole brain behind every fresh concept, crafting each new article of clothing, which he would also proudly wear himself and display in public.
You were indeed intrigued by this collaboration, as it marked your first venture working side by side with another creative mind.
Soothed by the tranquil hum of the plane, with the gentle white noise permeating the cabin, your eyelids began to droop as you succumbed to sleep. Your head gently swayed to the side, giving a slight bump against the window.
Your body felt weightless, drifting, until the familiar beach in the Dreaming materialized before you. The sea breeze was as enchanting as ever, with its authentic salty aroma pervading the surroundings. You settled onto the sand, the grains soft and shifting around to create an impromptu pillow for you. Your blue gown shimmered like a starlit sky and flowed around your legs.
You had never seen that dress before, it would be wise to remember such a striking garment for inspiration.
Morpheus was absent, but it didn't bother you. You knew that he was still busy with the final refurbishments of his domain, keeping track of all residents and constructing new areas for the humans to revel in. Even in his physical absence, his presence was felt all around. Your Moonstone necklace glowed once more, illuminated by an enchanting blue light that danced in a rhythmic circle.
If only you had an inkling of what was happening before you, in a dream that seemed no different from any other.
A distant figure began to take shape along the seashore, steadily advancing in your direction with a measured stride. The beach land was a private corner of your consciousness, a fragment of the Dream World that Morpheus had set aside exclusively for you. Never had you seen another entity traverse it, other than Morpheus.
As you became engrossed in the vistas of the ocean ahead, a voice emerging beside you caused you to slightly jump.
“Uhm…. hello…?”
You noticed a young girl with an impressive array of black dreadlocks, punctuated by a few strands in gradient hues of blue and lime, standing right beside you. She was dressed in a long-sleeved black pullover with a striped shirt peeking from underneath, complemented by a pair of dark trousers and white sneakers.
She bore a gentle appearance, her face marked by a bewildering expression that was difficult for you to interpret.
Hi," you replied. "May I know who you are?”
After a brief pause, she introduced herself by sharing her name with you. "I'm Rose. Rose Walker."
Rose Walker? How strikingly human a name for a dream, you mused.
Despite your thoughts, you presented a warm smile. "I'm Y/N Y/LN, it's a pleasure to meet you.”
Rose nodded her head, casting a curious glance around. "Where exactly are we?”
How odd…
"This is the Dreaming. Or at least, a portion of it.”
"Wait, am I asleep?”
Was she merely a strange manifestation of your mind, or had another human somehow intersected your dream?
Regardless, you chose to go along with the unfolding scenario.
"Where do you hail from, Rose?”
"I come from New Jersey, but I'm travelling in search of my brother right now.”
A brother? What was going on?
"Do you have any idea where he might be?”
"I actually do. He’s in Florida.”
Florida, go figure.
"I'm sure you will find him, Rose," you said encouragingly, unsure of what else you could possibly say to a figment of your imagination.
The girl’s eyes lingered on the sea line in the horizon. “We got separated a long time ago… and our mother passed away recently.”
Your heart sank. "Oh no... I'm truly sorry.”
"Thanks. We have a great-grandmother now. She's assisting me in my search.”
There was something profoundly unexplainable about the dream you were experiencing. The tale she was recounting, though it could potentially be drawn from your own familial experiences and anxieties, somehow rang incredibly true.
"Family is the most precious thing, isn't it?”
Rose's lips stretched into a soft smile. "It is. I really need to find Jed. Without our mother, I want to be sure he’s okay, look after him.”
"You know, Rose," you began, "One valuable lesson I've gathered is that your tenacity and determination have the power to lead you to any destination.”
More than anything else, this was a deep self-realization.
"If it's your aim to locate your brother, there won't be any hurdle capable of thwarting your efforts.”
After a moment of evident consensus, Rose exhaled deeply, "Not even foster agencies?”
Despite the peculiarity of your dream, you asserted, "Not if you refuse to allow them.”
The girl appeared to ease at your assertion, nodding and letting out another breath. An uncanny ambiance started to envelop the surroundings, contrasting the usual tranquility of the beachfront.
You couldn't quite put it into words, for when you looked at her, you had no negative perceptions whatsoever.
When she joined you on the sand, you had the sensation that a distant rock split in two, but you dismissed it because oftentimes, elements in your dreams could morph into something bizarre for no apparent reason.
And thus, the two of you struck up a friendly conversation, which effortlessly flowed with random talks, jests, and laughter. A sudden impulse to protect her welled up within you, despite the awareness that she wasn't as tangible as you were. But then again, what if she was indeed real?
You inquired about her dreams and ambitions. She wanted to repair what remained of her family, secure a job to support herself and her brother Jed. She aspired to write, to weave a narrative that was uniquely hers to tell.
You became so engrossed in her life's story, that you quickly grew fond of Rose and the purity of her spirit.
Yet, something was amiss. It was as if the Dreaming was crying out in the distance, rumbling and fracturing.
Then, a chorus of assorted voices started to materialize and reverberate around you, signifying that your in-flight nap was nearing its conclusion.
Rose seemed to hear them too, her eyebrows furrowing as she looked around in puzzlement.
"It's been wonderful meeting you, Rose," you expressed, rising from the sandy cushion and allowing the fabric of your celestial dress to billow and expand. The moonstone was radiating intensely, so much so that you momentarily wondered if it carried any special significance.
"Who knows, perhaps our paths will cross again in my dreams?”
Rose said something, but as her lips moved, you couldn't hear any word. The Dreaming became hazy and remote, almost spiraling before it vanished.
Upon opening your eyes, you saw the flight attendant strolling down the aisle, instructing passengers to fasten their seatbelts. As she passed by your row, slowing down slightly, the man in his 50s next to you took off his earbuds, and you immediatly complied with her request despite your drowsiness. Throughout the entire landing phase, you gazed out of the window, despite the slight discomfort of your ears popping and feeling plugged. It was pleasant to watch the water glistening under the sunlight, a sight that transported your thoughts back to the Dreaming, and your intriguing encounter with a gentle, enigmatic girl named Rose Walker.
But why did you sense such apprehension, with a gut feeling of some looming event? While a part of you was tempted to dismiss it as a byproduct of your travel, you were all too familiar with your own instincts.
No, you couldn't let that cloud your mind before you even set foot in Cape Kennedy. What could possibly go wrong?
As soon as you were able to stand up again, you waited patiently for the queue of people disembarking the plane, retrieved your luggage, and expressed gratitude to the flight attendants for their service. Finding yourself in a foreign country was extraordinary, the thrill coursing through you profoundly invigorating.
You made the choice to release all worries, and the unsettling feeling in your stomach receded, making room for optimistic thoughts and anticipations.
Extracting your phone from your bag, you promptly switched off airplane mode and shot a fast text to Andrew to let him know you'd arrived. Given his kindness in offering to pick you up from the airport, you didn't want to keep him waiting any longer than necessary.
With your attention absorbed in the screen, grinning at the cheerful, amusing emoji Andrew sent in response, you failed to spot Rose Walker in the midst of the bustling crowd.
What was supposed to be a business trip was about to unexpectedly evolve into an extremely perilous journey.
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Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
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Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
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