#Feelblike nothing
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not gonna write abt it cuz thats gay as hell and i dint want to think about all my stupid fucking bullshit in class im good no thank you uhhdbf ignrir this cuz im just gonna vent so yeah ifnore my ramblr
#I cluld change my limd later but doubt it :/#I JUST HATE FEELINGSSSS#Liek i feel so enpty lately but o was feeling amazung yesterday#I dont get it#And im tired of feeling so alone and empty and bired all the time#Like i spent time with my friend for so long anf after i realized how hollow i felt#Cuz without being around someone to kind of remind me “yeah this is how i am when im happy cuz i NEED to seem happy around these people” i#Feelblike nothing#I dont even thibk about my interests as much anynore to a point where i got so sad about it i cried the other day#Bur when i DO have a momebt to talk sbout the things i like it feels like im forcing myself to waste skmetomes time#So it feels fake and i dont want that#I feel liek i only know who i am when sround specific people and i feel like i csnt FEEL anything evwr#I csnt feel anyrbing hnless its my nails clawing st myself hating evwrythibg ablut how ive been lately#Im so fucking dry and it hurts to read my own texts cuz i dont want snyone to think im upset ir thst i dont care#Im tired of this and i hate jt#I want to go back to getting so excited about saw or a movie where its all i think about#Or thinking about me and vals rp all day#But i dont think abt eiether anymore#Like yeah i have moments where i think abt things i like and i get hsppy but that happniness goes away so fucking fsdt man#I WANT to draw i WANT to watch the same mocie and get that rush of happiness#I DINT WANT to feel like a burden ro those around me so i surpress snything i like#Even if someone tells me they care i dont feel its true#And thsts stupid of me#I want ro be me a few months ago i wss hsppy#Im hsppy SOMETIMES now#Anr that sucks#Whatever i dont csre#First period and im almost crying lmao#Sorry for venting ig
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have i mentioned lately i am in love...because i am 😌
#i'mgetting so annoying about it lmaooo#every microcosm of an expression on his face makes my heart triple in size and soon the entire universe will be overshadowed by it#i love his voice i love his body i love his jokes i love when he complains i love his ideas i love his personality ... i am deepfuck in it#i got overwhelmed by it last night and started sobbing bc i cannot handle the amountof love i feel for him it's crazy#i just feelblike it's dangerous of me to care so much and hope so much... but i don't want to stop#i could feel nothing or hatred anytime i want man but love like this has never happened for me. i'm so scared it's gonna blow up in my face#i just wanna do my best for him... he makes me feel pretty and happy and just. good. like i'm ok. like i can be okay & live thru it#and it's just such a special feeling to me... i want to cherish it and nourish it as long as i possibly can and i want to try ky absolute#hardest to bring it to fruition... god hopefully i do not get hurt this time 🧍♀️ but also hopefully i will get to a point where i can#protect my heart AND love woth reckless abandon... i just need to remember i don't need to fear pain and i'll be ok#but hopefully i don't gotta feel pain over this ... i dunno i feel dumb LOL i don't wanna have any BIG hopes over it#but i do love him. i do i really really do#anyways i'm sorry ik i'm annoying but i also dgaf this is my life and i'm allowed to feel how i want and share how i feel so. 🦧
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Hiii my name is Ulises and I really want to start my blog reviewing books. Do u have any tips? Thank you!
Hello!!🌿
I honestly started to post book reviews on here quite randomly. i posted pictures of book, sometimes I mentioned a couple of my thoughts, and somehow now I have more or less stable post format for my book reviews. So the biggest tip I feelblike giving you is experiment. Do what feels right at the time, try different things if you feel like it, have fun with what you do. Even if you find a format you really like and use it for a long while, if you feel like changing things up and experimenting again do it. Nothing is better than to follow your instinct and do what you feel right. With this being said also consider why you do it, you want to start a conversation with people? You want to practice writing book reviews? I personally started for two reasons, the main one being I wanted to personally reflect on what I read and be committed with it. So my book reviews often incorporate me just ranting about a detail because I am using it as a reflection tool for myself. The other reason was to possibly get to talk with other people about books, since it's not really something I able to do a lot irl, and it has been working very well. I feel like knowing why you do something is always fundamental. Last thing which I don't know if it counts as a tip, it's more of a personal thing maybe, don't feel like you should review only popular books, and books that people know of. I have read quite a few books that have not been translated in English, and even though that I have always posted reviews of them. Is it useless? No, because it's a reflection tool as I said, but also there might be people who read it, or people that will find out about it and want to read it, there is always a potential conversation with books, and believe me the most random books are always the ones the start the most intwresting conversations.
Therse are the main things that came to mind, but of course if you ever feel like you need to ask something else, or anything (like give me updates on when you start with this thing, and how you are finding it) my inbox is always open!! I really hope I could be useful, and I hope you'll have lots of fun with this new project!!💜🌿 have a lovely day!
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Im the one at fault.. for putting me in this situation.. i feel like I am punishing myself in a way.. putting me through this.. nothing i am doing right now reflect who i always aspired to be.. starting to question if i am putting myself through this so that i can have an external circumstance to blame everything on the moment thibgs dont work out for me.. i feel like inhave to be hunbled somehow, bc i always feel like a superiour kind, but im sureninonly do that bc ny self esteem is so fucking low. I should at least try, right? Am i doing this on purpose?? How doni stopbit.. how can i stop myself when i know i am punishing nyself, but indont know how.. in my head everything makes sense, but why am i still sobfucking unhappy and feelblike i am wasting my time and everyone elses?? Everything is gonna go downhil from here on out… i can feel it ll happening in real time and idk how to fuckingnput a goddamnstop to it …
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AHAHAHA i feel like the shittiest person in the world i didnt want to tell my teammate that i was crying because im mentally ill so i made up some bs lie about how someone my family knows passed away and she just texted me saying “I prayed for your friend last night, all my love and hugs, she will never be forgotten” I FEELBLIKE A PIECE OF SHIT THIS PERSON IS TOTALLY IMAGINARY I JUST DIDNT WANT TO TELL HER I WAS CRYING BECAUSE I WAS HAVING ANXIETY OVER NOTHING
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