#Fallout 1 RP
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the-last-command ยท 3 months ago
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๐—” ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—น๐—ฑ ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ต ๐—ฎ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐˜๐˜€ ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ต๐˜ ๐—œ๐—ณ ๐—œ ๐˜€๐˜๐˜‚๐—บ๐—ฏ๐—น๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น ๐— ๐˜† ๐—ณ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐˜€ ๐—น๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ถ๐—ฟ ๐—ฏ๐—ผ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น ๐˜๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ป ๐—ช๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ณ๐—ฒ ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ท๐˜‚๐˜€๐˜๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜† ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜๐—น๐—ฒ ๐—ต๐˜†๐—บ๐—ป? ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—š๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—น ๐˜€๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€ ๐˜„๐—ฒ'๐—น๐—น ๐˜„๐—ถ๐—น๐—น ๐˜„๐—ถ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ฟ ๐—๐˜‚๐˜€๐˜ ๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ณ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ฎ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜‚๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ
{ ๐™ผ๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ - ๐™ฐ๐š›๐šŽ๐šœ ๐šƒ.๐™ฐ. ๐š๐šŽ๐š๐š ๐š˜๐š˜๐š }
{ ๐™ผ๐šŽ๐š›๐šŒ๐šŽ๐š—๐šŠ๐š›๐šข ๐š•๐š˜๐šข๐šŠ๐š• ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š’๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ. }
{ ๐š‚๐šŽ๐š–๐š’-๐š‚๐šŽ๐š•๐šŽ๐šŒ๐š๐š’๐šŸ๐šŽ / ๐™ฒ๐š›๐š˜๐šœ๐šœ๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐š•๐šข }
{ย ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š˜.ย } / {ย ๐™ฟ๐š‚๐™ฐ.ย } / {ย ๐š๐šž๐š•๐šŽ๐šœ.ย }
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rad-roche ยท 2 years ago
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a doodle to try and get used to corel painter. have absolutely no clue what i'm doing or how the program works, but i can see the very very beginnings of a process forming and i'm eager to see what i can do when i get to grips with it
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bl4z33467 ยท 8 months ago
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ATTENTION ALL FALLOUT FANS! Do you like insanity? Do you want to disassociate more with the world more and become more ingrossed in fallout? Afraid to message your mutuals? THEN JOIN THIS DISCORD SERVER! https://discord.gg/SyrdbEpr2d
Your friends probably have! I bet theyre roleplaying right now without you!!
Our sever is heavily influenced by fallout tumblr culture. We have an emphasis on roleplay and art, along with fostering a friendly, supportive and positive community.
This server is also rated 13+. We are strictly NO NSFW. This extends to roleplaying, where this type of behavior is heavily discouraged and restricted. Otherwise, the roleplays are free to do just about anything.
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lovingpersonanacho ยท 1 year ago
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Looking for a rp partner! (still open on 11-11-2024)
Hi! i'm looking for someone who would like to write for different fandoms, i'm ok with au's/crossovers and all that as long as we discuss it a bit beforehand lol. I've been rping for 8 years and i write in third person, i like making my replies as long and detailed as possible but don't force yourself to match the lenght if you can't <3 i usually rp on Discord, i'll dm it to you! MINORS DNI! i'm fine with shipping M/M F/F M/F, Oc's and canon charachters are fine. Here's a list of fandoms i'm looking to rp in! -Resident Evil -Mortal Kombat 1 -Genshin Impact -Honkai Star Rail -Cyberpunk2077 -Devil may cry -Fallout (New vegas and fo4) -Skyrim -Baldur's gate 3 -Dragon age inquisition -Telltale, the walking dead -40K (I don't know THAT much about it yet tho) -Silent Hill 2 -Until Dawn -Arcane -Young Justice -Shadowhunters I enjoy darker topics but i'm okay with almost anything as long as we discuss it beforehand. I like interacting with people outside of roleplay, feel free to spam me whenever you like, send me HC's,Playlists,Aesthetics,Art whatever you like. Hope to hear from all you lovely people soon <3
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a-nerd-just-trying ยท 3 months ago
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Fallout RP, California to Colorado
(Yes I'm posting this again. Hi Tumblr!)
https://discord.gg/HeXhMUrK <- Edit: fixed the broken link
Brand-new Fallout discord RP looking for members. The focus is on the era in the buildup to the first battle of Hoover Dam. We are going to be covering an area from the coasts of California to the eastern edges of Colorado and Texas. So there's plenty of ground to call yours. It is half Nation RP and half character. Character actions have an effect on the factions and nations on the waste, while those factions and nations should hopefully have an indirect effect on the characters.
The Legion is marching into New Mexico and Colorado.
Meanwhile, the NCR is beginning its campaign in the Mojave.
The Brotherhood have founded chapters east into Colorado, Texas, and the Mojave.
Oh, and House... exists. He isn't doing that much right now.
Players are welcome to make as many characters as they want because we are using tupperbox. We are welcoming both original, fan, and claiming canon characters within reason(We have rules for that on the server)
If you need help making characters with tupperbox then the server mods can help.
Also, head canons and fan made nations such as Robot City from the Old World Blues mod for HOI4 are welcome.
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thehivemindsys ยท 5 months ago
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anyone up for an mxm outlast 1/whistleblower or Fallout New Vegas rp? Dead dove content for sure. Interact only if you're 18+
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akisstobuildadreamon ยท 1 year ago
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"i want a goth gf"
their crush vs what goth is
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youtuberx ยท 12 days ago
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mojave-express2287 ยท 7 months ago
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"Please don't make me spell it out..."
"Uh, Intercourse. The making of another human."
[They are trying their absolute hardest to not say sex, because that's uncomfortable for them. They got the talk before.]
-@a-fellow-courier
<lie> yeah I basically know everything I definitely understood what you. Meant. By things. Thatโ€™s not the thing Iโ€™m doing though.
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the-last-command ยท 1 year ago
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๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ, ๐˜ข ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ข ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ด๐˜บ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ค ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜'๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฏ' ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ข๐˜ณ ๐˜ˆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜'๐˜ฎ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ˆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ ๐˜'๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ'๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜บ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ง๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ
{ ๐— ๐˜‚๐˜€๐—ฒ โ€“ ๐—”๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ง.๐—”. ๐—ฅ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ๐˜„๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ฑ }
{ ๐— ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜†๐—ฎ๐—น ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ถ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ. }
๐—˜๐—ซ๐—ฃ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐— ๐—˜๐—ฆ: ๐˜๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ž๐˜ข๐˜ณ, ๐˜‹๐˜ฆ๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ป๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ ๐˜๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ, ๐˜“๐˜ข๐˜ธ ๐˜ท๐˜ด ๐˜‘๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฆ, ๐˜๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฎ, โ€œ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ž๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ดโ€, ๐˜š๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฐ๐˜ณโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜Ž๐˜ถ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ต, ๐˜œ๐˜ฏ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜›๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข, ๐˜๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ, ๐˜”๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜บ, ๐˜š๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜‹๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ, ๐˜š๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง-๐˜“๐˜ฐ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฎ, ๐˜Š๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜‹๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜บ, ๐˜–๐˜ฃ๐˜ซ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜บ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜—๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ.
{ ๐—ฆ๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ถ-๐—ฆ๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ / ๐—–๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—™๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—น๐˜† }
{ ๐—•๐—ถ๐—ผ. } / { ๐—ฃ๐—ฆ๐—”. } / { ๐—ฅ๐˜‚๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜€. }
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ner2106 ยท 8 months ago
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Good morning everyone and to everybody else out there, rockin it in your very own time zones - Good Afternoon, Good Evening and Goodnight! โœŒ๏ธ๐Ÿ“ป๐Ÿ‘
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rhonuscorner ยท 4 months ago
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20 questions for writers
@sandcastlekings tagged me, thank yooouuuu <3 Let's see how well I can answer this while dealing with a migraine yaaaaay.
Tagging @certified-handler @scarredlove @driftingmoonmenace @justyourawkwardghost and whoever else wants to, consider yourselves tagged. No pressure of course.
1) How many works do you have on AO3?
Only 5 right now. There used to be more but I got rid of them, and what I have uploaded is only a small fraction of what I have written over the last 20+ years as most of it is kept between myself and friends.
2) Whatโ€™s your total AO3 word count?
As of right now 480,939 but again, I don't consider this to be accurate in terms of how much I have truly written. We're talking millions of words.
3) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Considering I only have 5 works online right now and the one with the most kudos only has art in it, this is a weird one to answer lol.
4) What fandoms do you write for?
I've written for sooooo many fandoms but right now I only write for the DCA fandom. But I have also written for, just to name a few, Dragon Age, Dishonored, Cyberpunk 2077, Elder Scrolls, Fallout, Pokemon and MCU. I feel like I should also mention that before recently all of my writing was RP based because I love writing stories with someone else and some of those stories found their way onto AO3.
5) Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Always!!! I you take a moment to leave me a comment, you bet I will personally thank you for it in a reply!
6) Whatโ€™s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
None, I love me some good ol' angst but never at the very end. Happy endings only.
7) Whatโ€™s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Uuuuuhhhhhhhh... that's assuming I actually finish my fics lol.
8) Do you get hate on fics?
I've gotten some. Mostly from trolls bitching about the copious amounts of gay in my fics lmao.
9) Do you write smut?
Yes though I don't write it too often.
10) Do you write crossovers?
I've written a few, yes. The most notable ones were Dishonored/Assassin's Creed and Dishonored/Dragon Age. That latter one actually worked out really really well, it was a lot of fun to write.
11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Kiiiinda. I found my biggest Assassin's Creed fic on a Russian site once, translated into Russian, but I was credited with a link back to the original so I wasn't too upset about it. I also translated the comments underneath and people liked it, so yeah, I left it like that.
12) Have you ever had a fic translated?
One of my earlier RPs was translated into English by a friend, back when I still wrote exclusively in Dutch, and that same Assassin's Creed fic from the previous question was also translated into Chinese (but unlike question 11, this person asked for permission first).
13) Have you ever co-written a fic before?
That's like 99% of my stories lmao. RP makes for some of the best storytelling in my opinion and I really really REALLY love writing stories that way, but finding someone to write with, someone who shares a similar style and enjoys the same kind of tropes isn't all that easy. I'm always on the lookout though! Aaaaaand the ever amazing @scarredlove is hella indulging me right now lmao, writing out scenes with me involving our DCA OCs~
14) Whatโ€™s your all-time favorite ship?
Yeah no, this is impossible to answer lol.
15) Whatโ€™s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
*nervous chuckle*
16) What are your writing strengths?
Dialogue, especially inner dialogue, a character's thoughts and observations.
17) What are your writing weaknesses?
Descriptions, particularly of environments. It's kinda boring to me so I struggle with it a lot.
18) Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?
Sometimes, only when it makes sense for it to be part of the story.
19) First fandom you wrote for?
Lord of the Rings
20) Favorite fic youโ€™ve ever written?
That was hands-down a very lengthy RP I wrote with a friend back in 2014 that was unfortunately never finished. It was very dark, very gritty, akin to a zombie apocalypse but instead of zombies we had crazed humanoid robots, in a world where humans and sapient robots co-existed and all the troubles that came with it. The character I wrote for this story is still my favorite character to write, ever and I would honestly would love nothing more but to rewrite this story with the same basic premise with someone. Because sometimes a plot just works, y'know?
Perhaps one day. Keeping my fingers crossed.
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t8oo ยท 1 year ago
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By all accounts the lupin fandom has always prided itself as a drama free ship war free open to polyamory and wildly different headcanons fandom. And I can name a few people that have worked hard to keep this place very friendly. And I really started in this fandom in a friendly place. I even managed to make friends that Liked Luzeni maybe even just as much as me. I was ecstasic. I really loved those people so much, I talked to them daily. Some of them I respected so much for their craft. Great.
Id always been upfront and very clear that they were befriending someone who was fucked in the head. And i dont mean seasonal depression type I mean Bipolar and Bpd and all the symptoms it entails. Im not even going to mention the upbringing and the life ive had. All of it was a complete and violently abusive catastrophy.
Last year I exhibited symptoms that were intense. TOXIC. It didnt mean that I was toxic to my friend, because I was rational enough to know about boundaries. I was at the end of my rope. For undisclosed reasons I had to be interned. Great. During the ultimate time that lead me to become crazy, not a single person i thought was my friend gave me a hand. I received a message from one friend while I was litteraly perched on the windowsill about to jump telling me about their life. Not asking abt me. I sent some Hey thats cool but im about to kill myself and they didnt reply. Days after I was interned they told me that my message triggered them so they had to have an emergency meeting with their psychiatrist. Cool. Nothing abt me still. Sorry ? Fallout 1
During yhat whole shitstorm and despite everything a friend became my like. favorite person in bpd terms. Just really fucking embarassing shit really. I tried to prevent it, i tried to pull out not to make it worse, which not only was making it worse but was making it toxic. I aparently blew out, which of course my memory conveniently forgot. I said something ahout their partner. They never explained what. Again, after internment I apologized. They told me they needed time. They bsolutely deserved it. I was probably horrible to warrant that reaction. I might even have been toxic. Again, I do not remember what I even said. Im not a demonic entity it couldnt have been like I desacrated them and insulted them beyond repair. Even in my anger I have always been limited. But all i can do is speculate. They never explained, just took my apology. And then They never came back. That friend I liked so much that despite everything I did to control myself became a person i liked beyond wat was normal. We have had so much fun. Not enough to mend bridges or explained anything. Fallout 2
During that blow out one friend meddled, asking that other friend for information ? I asked to pass along a message to friend B. which friend A refused. Like it was not their business, even tho they were clearly invested in the business enough to talk to both of us about it lol. No problem. 4 days ago thou i confronted a group of friends that were friends As friend, for kicking them out of an rp group for no reason, even bordering on racism. My friend feels hurt about that event, has always hinted at it. it even stopped them from rping, something they did for 12 years. They had no closure and so I tried to bring it to them. Asshole move or empathic ? Thinking back i may have been taking the situation personnaly because i was already on my way out menrally. I dont know. All i know is that four days later, after i talked for hours to that group and the reason why they treated my friend so poorly that they still had scars over it, i was experiencing a mental crisis and that friend refused a request. Great. Fallout 3
The last friend litteraly stood by and said nothing. Not before the fallout and not after. I dont even know'if that counts as a fallout. This girl was so cute, so fun, so talented, so FUNNY. And when it came to a heed she said nothing. No side taking. Neutrality. Okay
At this point I no longer had anyone to talk to I think. I was documenting my attempt and the horrible conditions of the psych ward on twitter for everyone of my "friends" to see. One i particularly loved so much because they genuinely were on the same level of insanity related to luzeni made a tweet about the late hystix, a person i did not know but a lot of the lupin fandom did. A beautiful soul that was always supportive and kind. Everyone was mourning her. It was truly heartbreaking. I hope she is in peace. Our attempts matched in timing, it was actually mindblowing. Mine just fucking failed because of nosy neighbors. I feel so close to her in spirit still. That we both struggled so much that we came to the conclusion that nothing could save us. She did not have the nosy neighbors. That friend mourned her publicly.. on twitter. Ok. Logical, its a depressing, horrible and sad situation all around. All we can do is mourn. Still, it was a friend I was genuinely close to. That never showed the empathy they did to me. Hey dude so im kind of facing the exact same issues but you never reached out ? While my torment was there and documented on twitter because again. I did not fucking know wat was going on. I was in a strict mental ward under a lot of dosage from nurses who refused to give me insulin even thou i was type 1. Friend said that they tweeted at me. No mention of the years and years of discussions we had on discord and me checking up on them everytime they pulled out for severe family matters and i was genuinely concerned. Nope they aparently tweeted something at me. Okay. Thank you for the concern. Your investment really shows. Fallout 4
after that I stopped friends all together. The fact that friends I was talking nigh on everyday to each revealed their lack of concern for me during an extreme mental health crisis was abyssmal to say the least.
Fallout 5 came with Sheen. I was managing a charity zine for Palestine, and the lack of investment from so many artists brought me to the edge. I took it out on Sheen in the softest way possible. I told them I was disapointed in their piece and that it looked low effory. Sheen, a person I had knwon for the entirety of my investment in the lupin fandom, decided that an offense was enough to block me and never speak again. Once again i was on the verge of yet another blow out. And it happened. Lol. Its just so funny in retrospect that everytime I start acting weird alluding to a breakdown people shun me out despite, you know. me being clear abt my medical record. I realized that I was rude to Sheen and it was uncalled for. Apologized publicly not in the attempt that Sheen sees it but just so that everyone knows that if they hear abt the story, at least they know its all been my fault. Online friendships are so cool because it just takes the block button to burn bridges without coming back. With no chance of mending or at least a genuine apology. so Fallout 5
Is there a reason that all of these issues happened within one fandom ? I do think so. Unless i am incredibly unlucky. Or an abusive piece of shit unbeknownst to me. I think that the lupin fandom is surface level niceties. If they dont like you you will know. It will be passive but you will be muted and eventually just ostracized. You will not be invited in fandom events, or group discussions. It did not help that my mental health was constantly deteriorating and I started developping a persecution complex, thinking that people were making secret discords where they were telling others to avoid me or something. Ive endured all of this for one thing. One Humiliating thing : i love luzeni. I love it so much I want a tatto of it. I love it so much that after years before sleep I pick a random fic and then imagine their discussions. I love their dynamic so much. I love their romance I love how fucking inhinged they are i love that they hurt and love each other the same, i love that they cant live without the other, that they genuinely complete each other in a really ugly but complete patchwork of mental illness and really elaborate kinks.
I gave up thou. Another depression, I blew out, attempted again with the window, got caught and sent to the hospital. It pulled me back from the fandom. I realized i was allocating so much of my thoughts to it and how I could be better perceived, how I could make friends again to talk about the fictional thing i loved the most in the world. And I realized that in giving up and keeping to myself, that I could be more stable. That the damage was done and I cant really enjoy this fandom anymore, but Im still attached to the hip to luzeni and so in the words of a really brilliant man... Nah... Ill do my own thing.
U might be wondering why the hell is this bitch airing their laundry publicly. Its therapeutic. You dont have to read or care. If those friends see it, and make a comment of their own about how the events did NOT happen like I told, I would love to hear how they perceived it. I do not give my friendship freely and easily and these people have done profound damage to my abilty to trust. And most of all, I never had any closure. I kept rethinking, blaming them, then myself, then miscommunication, then them and then myself again. To this day I dont know why all of this happend. Did I act like an unfathomable monster, or did my friend simply not give a shit enough to help me through this. I dont fucking know and I cant deny either options. Maybe I am talking through a completely selfish wrapped sens of perception that is not to be trusted. I wouldnt be surprised. I have a very hard time relying on my own brain lately. My health is deteriorating very fast, and shit is getting worse.
The second reason is that I am going to be interned for psychiatric issues for the next 3 months. For the first time in my life I think Ill finally get all the professional support i need, available and close. Im not going to be investing any time in the fandom, if simply talking to the psychiatrist abt this catastrophic strings of fallouts. I might be posting some luzenis, but frankly i doubt it. I only make fanart when I am happy, or sad enough but still capable. Im neither right now. You are not entitled to any of these informations, but I just wanted to write them out of my mind because I have a LOT of baggage to go on through and this is an extra bag I dont need so im throwing it out.
You cannot gauge an entire fandom from your perspective, the same way you cannot gauge an entire userbase. No, tiktokers are not the worst people in humanity. Neither are reddit users. Being on tumblr is cool, but it doesnt make u better than being on twitter. And so this is only my opinion of the lupin fandom. I met some amazing persons that i wish the best for, for ever and ever, but in all the niceties and welcoming you might see, I dont think that extends to a person with mental illnesses that are villified, or out of their control. I can fairly say that my experience was disapointing, and I dont intend to rekindle anything. Ill just be on the fringe maintaining the spirit of luzeni alive because fuck you monkey punch these are my characters now by law.
If you read until this bro get a life. Also im joking, youv given me more consideration than most people i met have. If your take after this is that I am deranged, then youv read right.
Thank you for reading. This blog has always been a pleasure to post on, even my most cringe and embarassing shippy stuff. Ive been met with nothint but support, and I truly enjoy being here because of you. I hope this isnt a 3+ month long goodbye. I hope I draw my lovers again. But I cant guarantee anything. I wish you all health most of all, and love and compassion.
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lionscion ยท 2 months ago
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OOC // Rules Update #1
((Just wanted to get my rules change out before I delved into a new event that may cross into this territory. Tldr I updated my rules page on Shipping. The revised text is below the cut and can also be found on his rules page anytime, ty.))
I hc Ares to have a one-sided crush on Lene due to the events of Chapter 7. However if there's any instance of a Laylea mun who prefers Laylea to be the one Ares shares his cutscenes with in Chapter 7 instead, I am willing to discuss it. And if it all works out and is agreed upon, his crush would be on her instead. Either way, he's got a crush on his dancer friend. If the Lene/Laylea mun wants to ship with me and make the feelings mutual, we can try and do that, but I will want to discuss some things. Such as how they met, what their status is now, etc. However, just because Ares has a crush on the dancer he shares his cutscenes with in Chapter 7, that doesn't mean that is who I will solely ship him with. Chemistry is its own beast that I cannot fully predict or control as rp's play out. Therefore, based on how his interactions go with other muses in their threads together, his feelings may evolve. And that means he may end up falling for another muse instead while his OG crush would fade. That is, just because he has a crush already doesn't mean his feelings can't change if other chemistry starts brewing between him and another muse. I will let things go where they go naturally, but if something starts happening between him and your muse, I will happily discuss your thoughts and feelings on it with you, or you can always dm me too as well. What muses do in threads though is king of all, and just cause we may want one thing to happen doesn't mean our muses will play nice about it, so above all else, please keep that in mind in case something veers in a way we didn't expect. This includes if your muse does something that would really upset Ares IC, such as any kind of betrayal. I'm not going to change his character to avoid the fallout of things like that, but I am open to discussing, stopping something, and giving a heads-up. One plot I won't do though is cheating or suspected cheating and other kinds of emotional cheating/manipulation. I'm not here for that kinda drama on Ares. I can do and have done lots of other things but cheating is a guaranteed ship end for Ares due to his character history so I'd rather not. If you get belligerent over a ship you were hoping for that didnโ€™t work out, Iโ€™ll cease all rpโ€™s with you, then block if you press further.
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wilsonteav ยท 9 months ago
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~Welcome to Wilsonteav's blog~
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About me:
Hi, my name is Dominik, but you can call me Bilbo! I'm neurodivergent transgender bisexual boy. I use he/him pronouns. From Poland (๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ฑ). Gemini. I'm into rock, pop, metal and classical music. Intp. Fan of Peter for 1 year and half (started in April 2023). I was noticed by Peter Jacobson.
My fav:
- Artist/Music Band: Motรถrhead
- Actor: Peter Jacobson
- Fav Show/movie: I have a lot of fav shows/movies but I really like House MD (show) and The Hour After Westerly (movie)
- Colour: Dark Blue / Black / White / Dark Green / Brown
- Fav Ship(s) from:
โ€ข House MD: Taub x Foreman, House x Cuddy, House x Wilson, Chase x Park, Foreman x 13
โ€ข Sherlock Holmes Universe: Sherlock Holmes x John Watson
โ€ข Hannibal NBC (tv): Hannibal Lecter x Will Graham, Brian Zeller x Jimmy Price
Some of my fandoms:
โ€บ Fallout 4
โ€บ House MD
โ€บ Star Wars (only trilogy movies)
โ€บ Sherlock Holmes universe (BBC/Movies with RDJ/Books)
โ€บ Supernatural
โ€บ Hannibal NBC (I'm starting to read books)
โ€บ Fandom of Peter Jacobson
โ€บ Lord of The Rings (Lotr)/The Hobbit
โ€บ Good Omens
โ€บ Marvel
โ€บ The X-Files
My Hobbies/Interests:
~ drawing - i'm more like traditional artist than digital, but i can draw in both ways
~ singing - I started singing in 2020 during covid as hobby, now i have 2 public performances on my account (mainly during school events)
~ writing - i'm not professional writer, i'm mainly writing fanfics. Although many of people i know say that I write in a very adult and brutal way, because I am interested in the atmosphere of murder and dark mystery.
~ reading books/comics - I mostly read crime/mystery novels (for example Sherlock books), but also comics (like Punisher comics)
~ playing guitar - I only recently started learning, but I want to play electric guitar in the future.
~ photography - I have been doing photography since March 2023, I am a nature photographer rather than a photographer doing photo sessions. I use Pentax K-R.
~ video/photo editing - I usually edit and post something related to Peter or my favorite characters on tiktok. I use Capcut (video edits) and PicsArt (photo edits)
~ building lego - my hobby since childhood, so relaxing
~ listening to music - I'm mostly listening to rock, metal, classical and pop music, but sometimes I also listen to other genres.
~ Gacha life - I am also a gacha editor since 2019, i'm mainly making content with my characters/ocs. Now i'm using Gacha life and Gacha life 2.
~ roleplaying - I'm mostly roleplaying on discord. I'm usually interested in House MD rp, but it also depends on what topic/ship.
~ video gaming - My fav games: Rayman Origins, Rayman Legends, Castle Crashers, Hades, Crash Bandicoot N. Sane Trilogy, Lego Games, Cuphead, Sims 4, Minecraft, Five Nights at Freddy's (1, 3, 4, Sister Location, UCN, FF Pizzeria Simulator), Fallout 4, Pony Town, Cookie Run Kingdom, Angry Birds Epic, Fallout Shelter, Hogwarts Mystery, Roblox
Kins/Fav characters:
ยป Chris Taub (House MD)
ยป Mycroft Holmes (Sherlock BBC)
ยป Elliot Springer (Hit and Runway 1999)
ยป Matt Murdock (Daredevil series)
ยป Crowley (Good Omens)
ยป Nick Valentine (Fallout 4)
ยป Han Solo (Star Wars)
ยป Indiana Jones (Indiana Jones movies)
ยป Bilbo Baggins (The Hobbit)
ยป Gandalf the Gray (The Hobbit/Lotr)
ยป Filius Flitwick (Harry Potter movies)
ยป Gimli (Lord of the Rings)
My accounts:
Tiktok:
- wilsonteav - video editing
- hxpefield - gacha content
Discord: wilsonteav
Twitter/X: wilsonteav
Ao3: wilsontea
Instagram: peterssaturn
Productions with Peter Jacobson I watched:
36 (atm - 28th June 2025)
If you want to know something more about me, feel free to ask in Askbox !! :D
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akisstobuildadreamon ยท 1 year ago
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FALLOUT RP IS BACK IN BUSINESS!! RING A DING DING BABY!!
With the new show, I'm willing to bet that there are a lot of new people in this fandom! Particularly, roleplayers! So leave a note or follow here if you're one of them!
I haven't touched this site in years, and I haven't touched Fallout RP since the scene-killing incident around 2014. If you don't know, it's better that way.
Huge New Vegas fan. Huge fan of Sim Settlements 2 Fallout 4. Huge fan of the show, even if I think a lot of the lore changes are dumb. Fallout 2 and 3 are distant memories. Playing though Fallout 1 (and randomized NV!) right now.
Anyway, muse (or whatever it's called nowadays) is undecided, but I would still like to meet and talk to people. So get in touch!
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