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yeah okay you may be pretty cool, but
are you cool enough to have GHOULINFUSCHIA use your art as her pfp?
I DONT THINK SOOOOOOOOOOOO
#FOR THE RECORD I DONT HAVE HER ON DISCORD I JUST SAW IT AND WENT WOAH WHAT#CREATOR OF INTERMISSION?#ONE OF MY FAVE ARTISTS WHO DREW MY FAVORITE NORI PIECE?#MY ART?#MY SHITTY CHRISTMAS ART OF V SAYiNG WHAT THE FUCK IS A KILOMETER?#LETS FUCKIGN GO?#circuitous behavior
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2023 overview part 2
since when was there a text limit?
anywho lolla was so much even if i was alone
chicago food slapped the city was so much fun and yeah just enjoy being in america
the record stores 🫡
that kokoroko story omg the fact that i went to the same places as new jeans just a few days apart 😭 but still that store was my 80s dreams
BUT YEAH I SAW NEW JEANS AND TXT LIVE
JID RHCP DESTROY LONELY A BOOGIE BAEBADOOBEE KENDRICK AGAIN
so much fun honestly the vibes of an american music festival r unmatched
loved summer so much
then i went back to toronto and just waited for the torment to be over cuz i just wanted to get the fuck out of there
seriously chilling w that bitch nd her weird ass bf was hell
literally toronto was the worst place i went to this year.. lol
anyways its over and never happening again
now i know forsure im never going back i HAVE to make it somewhere else
ANYWAYS i left canada then came back around sept and had to deal w moving out
left my old isolated place
gunna miss that view tho lol and my old gym / salon but othat than thaat... BYE
then moved in w nada which is going okay i guess whatever
im in a weird limbo state in my life rn -_- after an amazing few months of travelling idk what the hell going on
i quickly got a job LOL ofc but i kinda got into it/entered it not rlly knowing what the fawk was happening in my life like uh yeah i guess okay lets just do this cuz i need to sell my furniture and put it somewhere and i need a visa
legit its just for the visa until i figure out where i wanna go -_- bUTTT
i havent had much time to even think about that or my future cuz...
of that stupid ass discord. .. group -_-
look its not even the group idc about them like yeah nice weirdos woo whatelse is new
but that stupid ass day i decided to go to the korean restaurant.. -_-
like i was doing so well man but then my eyes set on fire
im still figuring it out but whatever idk
like work was good tbh it doesnt even FEEL like work cuz yeah tbh after that hell job i just dont care about labor anymore like nah im NEVER putting my whole pussy into a job ever again im putting myself first always now so this current job just doing feel like shit
actually its kinda helping me get my mind off this bitch
idk man i met that bitch and now i cant stop thinking about him
blah blah typically me shit i obsess over someone and daydream crazy about them idk
hes cute tho ig i think hes better than all those other bitches i been w
OH ANOTHER THING THO I FINALLY BROKE MY 2 ALMOST 3 YEAR SPELL
thank god 😩
i mean it didnt go the way i would have wanted to..
i move too fast -_- and i think that was the problem
but after that spell broke i thought i would be done w it but nope
im crazy and started to get depressed
idk what i want or if im just using this bitch as a distraction from work/figuring out life
idk what i want bc obv this bitch isint anything special hes just kinda cute? but whatever HES NOT GL
so many red flags but im acting like a bull
brrr whatever the biggest this is just selling that fucking ass furniture
anyways the whole end of this year was just the new job, this bitch and me going crazy
the new job is fun the ppl are nice the client is annoying but its manageable thank god we got wfh but yeah even in office isint bad the ppl r nice which is the best part
the partying.. lol girl -_- i need to slow it down i cant keep on getting lit BECAUSE HONESTLY whats ruining me is the drinking
maybe if that bitch didnt exist in my life i would be fine and have control but jeesuss its like im trying to forget my current situation through him then try to forget him through partying and bullshit -________-
god please send me gl .. or whatever
or maybe i just need to act normal and stop being fucking crazy over a bitch i barely know that will do nothing for me and go back to focusing on getting shit done and FORWARD with my life
yeah -_-
anyways end of the year partying wooo work friends woo this weird discord chat group wooo delusions wooo
gym movies books learning japanese learning music theory (which i rlly need to get back to...) videos skateboarding art basically always encompasses my years
i just need to put myself out there more idk i need to get out of my head and start to do more
which is were im at perfectly idk why i had to go so crazy from oct-dec but whatever i think its over now
i cant suffer forever
anyways this was a long ass busy crazy year with so much travel beginnings and endings moving cutting off and meeting new people... im so so so grateful despite the emotional breakdowns and work stress and this bitch stress im sooo happy i think this was such a fun year and yeah we need ups and downs..
pluto in aquarius eh? so shit about to get crazier... nice -_-
i just want to make videos do my website idk FIGURE OUT WHERE I WANT TO LIVE sell my furniture and yeah ofc read read read movies movies movies be HEALTHY create more and realign my brain w my goals after this dumb bitch entered my life ugh (im doing it to myself fr) anddd idk what else make friends that are like me and MOVE FORWARD
remember self CONTINUE!! CONTINUE!!!
see u next year and hey future self if ur reading this i love you u can do it U SURVIVED THIS YEAR U CAN DO IT
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Hi! hru? Can i get a stray kids reaction to their small and cute s/o sliding around the kitchen in her socks and like, singing into a big spoon to an upbeat song (like permanent vacation by 5sos, dont mind me i have a vision) and then she notices them staring but instead of getting embarrassed she smiles and makes them dance with her?
hi love! i am good, how are you? since you told me that song (which i absolutely love) i wrote this with that song in mind, hope you like it!
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stray kids reaction to you singing and dancing to permanent vacation by 5sos
chris
you were home alone and you were bored, so you decided to play some music. permanent vacation by 5sos started playing and it put you in a great mood.
you slid into the kitchen, spoon in hand, and started singing your heart out to the song.
what you didn't know is that chan was at the door, looking at you with a smile on his face.
you turned around and saw him, and when he thought that you'd probably be embarrassed, you started screaming the next line of the song, making him laugh out loud.
minho
with a big spoon in your hand, you slid into the kitchen wearing a shirt that belonged to minho. said shirt was super big on you, so it made you look tinier and cuter.
that's what minho thought when he saw you when he was standing at the door. he knew the song that was playing, permanent vacation, because you played it 24/7.
you felt someone staring at you, and you saw minho, lightly smiling at you. since he knew the line that was coming, he took another spoon and started singing with you (or screaming).
changbin
changbin wasn't one that liked to stare at you when you were doing things, but when he saw you from the corridor sliding into the kitchen singing your heart out with a spoon in hand, he just had to watch.
you did a whole turn, seeing that changbin was there, and smiled at him. you put the spoon next to his mouth, and he understood that you wanted him to sing with you.
he didn't know the song that well, and it was mostly weird english gibberish from his part, but he truly enjoyed that funny moment with you.
hyunjin
when you played permanent vacation so loud and with a spoon in hand, hyunjin just knew what you were gonna do, so he quickly prepared the camera on his phone to record that moment (to use as blackmail later on)
you slid into the kitchen, singing, being followed by an amused hyunjin.
you saw him recording, and he thought you were going to tell him not to, but to his surprise, you put a whole show in front of the camera.
needless to say that became his favourite video.
jisung
jisung is a whole comedian, we all know that, and you as his partner only could be the same.
you weren't alone, he was watching netflix in your shared bedroom, but since you had nothing to do, you played some music while cleaning the living room. but you started to get motivated, so you took a spoon and slid into the kitchen, screaming "permanent vacation".
jisung went to the kitchen to see what was happening, and saw you there. you looked at him and smiled at him.
jisung could swear in that moment he fell in love all over again.
felix
felix was playing games in his room, it was an online game and he was speaking through discord with jeongin and jisung.
suddenly, permanent vacation started playing, it was so loud that even jeongin and jisung could heart it, so he told them to play another time, because he wanted to see what you were doing.
he saw you there, with some of his clothes on, sliding through the kitchen with a spoon in your hand. you saw him there and signaled him to sing with you. and he did.
later you were tired so as a reward for your hard work (his words) he baked some brownies!
seungmin
he wasn't one of playing loud music and sometimes he preferred to play it at a normal volume, but you were the complete opposite. you liked your music loud.
sliding into the kitchen, singing to your favorite song, you encountered seungmin there, with a funny smile on his face.
he thought you were the absolute cutest.
jeongin
jeongin was as chaotic as you. the moment he saw you slid into the kitchen, he just knew he had to do the same thing.
while you were singing the chorus, jeongin took another spoon and started singing with you, happy to be able to share those moments with you.
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#stray kids#skz#stray kids reaction#skz reaction#stray kids reactions#skz reactions#stray kids imagine#skz imagine#stray kids imagines#skz imagines#stray kids scenario#skz scenario#stray kids scenarios#skz scenarios#stray kids one shot#skz one shot#stray kids one shots#skz one shots
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Unfiltered thoughts watching mission impossible rouge nation inspired by @chaotically-cas
(sorry its so long my brain is all over the place)
this is also part 14 of me watching it every day :/
CURSING WARNING !! ALSO SPOILERS !!!
why is brandt first to speak
starting out with "shit" good call benji
brandt man we get the package is on the mcfucking plane
badass luther 10/10
nervous benji 10/10
that one sound effects sounds like the discord notif
why he in a fancy suit
*jumps on a plane with almost no plan on getting inside*
why did tom cruise think this was agood idea?
but like why would benji even open the ramp?
how is he not winded from that?
classic ethan
THE INTRO 1000/10
SOLOMON LANE !!
wait you can already see lane in the record shop.
how do they tell the agents these little convos?
also damn way to give it away
what if someone just looked in that room and saw the secret message?
also how did the disc get changed? because the imf definitely didnt make that
and how did lane know where he was going?
speaking of lane---
dang that man is pretty
he always sets guns down carefully
i can only see alec baldwin as trump from his snl skits so i dont take hunley seriously ;-;
damn brandt needs to step it up. man keeps letting himself be inturrupted
bruh the imf is only luck
why did no one resrict his legs?
also why is janik such an asshole?
dang she cool !!
why does it take janik so long to get that gun?
bravo-echo 1-1
this man is bleeding but decided instead of taking care of his wound he calls brandt.
i like how you actually see ethan worried and confused trying to plan his next moves. he is rarely caught off guard so it's refreshing to see his more human side
hunley spitting accusations damn bro
also a big fuck you from ethan to hunley
dang ethan is good
brandts little hidden smile
and ethan leaving trails
bitch how you sketch that good???
STAN BENJI !!
youve won, your way out of a job
benji is good
my little brandt x benji shipper in me is happy
simon pegg is such a good actor
the first time i saw this i was like: aww noooo
all dunn with that
TO THE OPERA !!!
TUX BENJI TUX BENJI
i cant tell if that was ethan
it just looks like youre talking to yourself thats more sus than using a phone
want drama? go to the opera
ok but like if you look like that im sorry you are a bad guy. thats like a stereotypical bad guy face
benji-
you can see ethan in the background of that scene
flute gun flute gun
oh no benji is in the closet. dont worry man we love you
if i were there and i just had a good vantage point i could find lane in an instant
ooh ilsa pretty
pipe gun
also pamphlet computer
those key things are cool and plausible
spiderman spiderman does whatever, ethan hunt can?
a W O M A N
what W O M A N?
reminds me of a marshmallow gun i made out if pvc pipes.
why does she not put that thing back?
also the dude loads it and then later it is unloaded
dang that guy is pretty tall.
ethan is so tiny
dis bitch is like uhh gimmie a sec to catch my breath mate
why he only dropkick people?
only 30 mins in ?!?!
the cinematography is exquisite
yes benji goin sicko mode
*gets shot* just a flesh wound
bruh i would've been so startled at that
i love how confused he is at that
ilsa saves ethan once again
they did this on the first day of filming
skdjs
ah yes random package in car = not bomb totally
if she tried to shoot benji then yes she is a bad person
but she didnt try to, she could've easily but didn't
benji being paranoid
she could just say the dude's name
benji being scared
hunley jumping to conclusions
brandt actually cares yeey
why di they approach from different sides of the street they were in the same car.
benji was far away from the sparks why he flinch?
friendship goals
oop plot dump that only mission impossible can get away with
ok...
why this mf's voice so smooth
lane is struggling with chopsticks
also lane :))))
ive chocked on my water so many times watching this scene
lanes voice :))))))
SHE RUINED HIS SUSHI WHAT THE FUCK ILSA
this man dont know what personal space is
gotta look up these peeps mbti types
casablanca references
also benji is wearing dollar store lookin glasses while ethan is wearing some fancy glasses
luther is top notch
as much as i dont like jeremy renner he delivers these lines really well
because atlee is a bitch
oh honey please, impossible is a walk in the park
benji just wants to wear a mask
id be so nervous walking through those
yes...
personal wellbeing who?
why not bring a plastic bottle full of air?
tom cruise can hold his breath for 6 minutes and he learned to do so for that scene
luther big brain
damn cctv
why did they need to break in while benji was going in?
das sus but ok
also isnt et voila french?
she just randomly tapping the ipad
benji being stressed
if he missed the exact center
i want one of those to open my locker's lock
if he just went with the current and didnt try to force his way against the water ilsa wouldn't have had to save him
imagine if he put the wrong one in-
she is breathing heavily to over saturate her body with oxygen so she can hold her breath longer
see ilsa makes it out without well and she went with the current
BENJI'S OUTFIT YESSS :))))))
no you didn't
you gave her a false sense of security
ethan's confused face for the next like 10 mins is great
liar
why does that one man look like sean ambrose?
parkour
skdjdksjdjdkfjs
the facial acting in this
STAIRS STAIRS STAIRS
the glare yesss
vrrrm vrrm
hey its you !
drivin like a grandma
shit !
benji just screaming
im convinced that ethan is indestructible
no you didn't survive that
bonk
dskfh
ethan didnt just-
also why didnt benji just tell ethan he made a copy ???
dont shoot and drive kids
high speed motorcycle chase with no helmet or leather. tom cruise, how?
i wanna learn how to drive a motorcycle
HOW THE FUCK IS HE NOT DEAD YET ?!?!
the lighting
ofc brandt would be the person why sits backwards on a chair. fkn bi vibes
benji to the rescue
fuck off atlee
i am so proud of us ...
the lines are done so well here
benji lookin like how i look when my parents argue
YES THIS SCENE
LANE LANE LANE LANE LANE
im too fucking gay for this movie-
once again no personal space
*inhales* :))))))))))))))
ive like memorized the entire script of this including the music
1 man performance of m:i5 ???
benji's outfit
also i love how youre able to see the characters in the background. props for the attention to detail
i need that haircut because his hair is lookin A+
fuck you atlee
ilsa spitting straight facts
uhh ilsa he still loves julia
NO BENJI NOOOO
EW FUCK OFF JANIK NO ONE LIKES YOU
speak of the devil-
betrayal--
WOULDNT YOU LIKE TO KNOW WEATHER BOY !??
actin sus
BENJI LANE BENJI LANE
his posture shdhskhsj (i cant be talking though)
0 personal space whatsoever
why does everyone have the same haircut in this???
simon mcburney pretending to be hunt prentending to be atlee
manipulation !?
the syndicate you say ? i know a thing or two about them 😼😼😼
damn though renner delivers these lines really well
a black tie? how informal. ..
complimenting hunt right infront of him
but he really didnt
i never realized that they were on the clock for this
huh...
the lil head nod though-
HAHA YEAH FUCK YOU ATLEE
is it bad that i hate atlee more than i hate lane?
ethan big smart wrinkle brain
janik just reading a fucking magazine
ethan has a photographic memory
oh look its benji :)))
lane :))))
ethan being tough
it must be aquward to get the low angle shots
lane is running out the clock to put pressure on ethan hmmm big brain
it isnt working though :\
damn he so cocky that hes telling the villain his plan
ill give you 1/5 of the money you wanted to get my bf back
ok but like does tom cruise just not age?
kill the woman
ugh i hate janik
the trust that is shown between those two is great
yes the score and the chase are so great
also this man really hates windows for some reason
fuck off janik
sneaky sneaky
EYY ITS LANE !!!
yeyy janik is dead
once again dodging bullets and hating glass
couldve killed him but needed him alive
the glass box
badass ethan
all the pretty men assembled
lane really let himself go aster this
dang though lane is my favorite villain ever
i like how for once the girl and the guy just are friends instead of romantically involved
eyy the callbacks to how the movie started.
welcome to the imf
#benji x brandt#mission impossible rogue nation#mission impossible#ethan hunt#benji dunn#luther stickell#ilsa faust#william brandt
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though the mist might prevent some from seeing it, MIA STOEGER is actually a descendent of DIONYSUS. it’s still a question of whether or not the TWENTY-ONE year old MYTHOLOGICAL STUDIES MAJOR from LOS ANGELES, USA has taken after HER godly parent completely, but the demigod is still known to be quite CHARISMATIC & DUPLICITOUS.
( y’all dont deserve this real messy intro but im workin w half a bwain cell at 4am so i beg thee 4 mercy. nywyy im the excited new girl who’s hella pumped to meet all ur charas : katya ! feel free to hop in my ims to plot or drop a like and i’ll hop in urs ! x )
POWERS
natural acting abilities — her ma’s a hollywoo agent so she started actin real early & now shes a big shot actress. there r more deetz on her career below !
chlorokinesis — it wasnt as natural as acting n she only started working on it when she turned 13 n started going to camps. b4 she just noticed shes good w plants but it wasnt super crazy or nything. its p good now tho ! shes prioritizing vine binding and manipulation 4 the self defense bc awards r cool n all but they dont rlly protecc from monsters ykwim
levitation — shes trying her best ur honor
alcokinesis — she cant conjure it or anything, she’s just immune to it ffff
BIO POINTS — cw: drug use ( full biography here )
her mom raised her by herself bc dionysus the party god was out of the picture immediately. she never told mia she’s a demigod & it was always just “ wow ur so talented ” or “ aww u got a green thumb ! ” but when she saw him claim 13 y/o mia by placing a weird hologram over her head while she slept, she knew she had to spill da beanz & tell her kid
ofc mia thought her mom was jus playing sum weird acting exercise w her bc her powers r so lowkey she could highkey just be a Mortal but insert sad whistle, the realizashun & the claiming meant heightened monster threat !! so yea ,,, one ended up chasing her a couple days later rip
aside from the trauma, mia was ok. mostly bc she ended up cryin for dionysus like any child would n lo & behold he came & helped !!! as he should. nywy she made sure to go to summer camps every year after that but mostly just for protection purposes
she lowkey rlly hates this whole god business esp now that shes grown lmfao deadass thinks she got a bad deal bc life threats arent sexy !!! went to eonia eventually bc its Too Much Man. she just wants to go back to work and her life w the mortals w/o worryin for her life. would deadass fade her father if she could. may or may not be majoring in greek mythology to figure out the logistics of it all out of spite, who knows !
PERSONALITY
not ! a Drama Queen — dont get me wrong, shes hella Extra in the way she moves n acts sorta like shes always bein captured on film. is quick-witted & playful & can be a huge tease/flirt if she feels like it, but miss her w Real Feelings ! totally not sentimental. srsly she will try to rationalize away everything and is just,.,., not good w it. so soz folks, we just keepin it breezy here
ugh, she’s an Actress — aka she can act like she cares tho ! shes very much into keeping ppl on her good side. shes friendly n palatable to everyone bc its how shes been trained & while it doesnt seem fake, its def diff when its genuine
The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known — lemme circle back to the first one, ok so shes good w emotions but only in theory. does intense character work with her roles so she thinks that counts as her having eq when rlly shes just emotionally stunted, projecting n repressing like an idiot
blonde, skinny, rich, & a lil bit of a Bitch — shes only a bitch inwardly or to ppl she trusts enuff to let in on the gossip. if anyone full on opposes her or becomes real emotional, then this lil diva will rear its superiority complex head n snap a lil. will most probably do it v underhandedly n w a smile but it will be Brutal
girls just wanna have FUN ! — shes the child of da party god, so ofc she a true party girl. officially off the rails when she parties. inhibitions ? we dk her. can be insensitive in that case bc smtms its truly no strings attached, tis all abt the fun. likes company a lot & it doesnt even have 2 be loud or particularly abt her, she just likes having people around n the escapism of it all. will make friends with everyone n make sure they have a jolly fun time guaranteed at dionysus parties
Work Hard, Play Hard — real responsible when it comes to work and commitments and if she trusts/likes u enough, she’ll give it 2 u straight, no bs. def thinks Calling Out is an act of love but maybe does it a lil too harshly smtms. v much into efficiency, sentiments be damned. not the feely words type. will sit next to u or party w u or even pay 4 ur therapist if u need sum1 to talk to. she will Be There while u work thru it, so long as u dont expect her to change n be all emotional n stuff
if she seems a lil contradictory thats bc she kinda is. tis the good ol nurture vs nature. her ma’s a real no nonsense chick n her pops is a frat guy drama geek greek god whos rlly into cottagecore so u get this lil blonde bitch whos sorta teetering on the edges
OTHER INFO — cw: drug use ( full headcanons here )
re her career, she achieved pegot status when she was 18 aka she truly b dat bitch. shes not super mainstream famous tho, more like indie sweetheart, film snobs/critics fave typa gal. if ya want a trajectory she started w baby commercials then a sitcom from 4-10 ( think modern fam’s lily ) then it was off to the big screen & the stage !
mia has a lil bit of a drug habit. its not abusive or dependent, but it is a staple whenever shes parties bc alcohol is useless 2 her. started a lil young too bc hollywoo. primarily uppers/hallucinogens. she smokes weed a lil more liberally but the rest is mostly just an on occasion thing ( which, ngl, is a still a lil problematic when u party a lot rip )
after she got claimed, mia ended up going to demigod camps in a lot of diff places n countries, depending on where production would take her. there was never an established place, more like wherever was nearest when they wrapped up shooting bc monsters afoot n wutnot
she was always homeschooled but she still managed to go to a prom and homecoming bc party is life. that makes eonia uni p much her first chance at having a normal educational environment & experience and even then its anything but. still tho this is her moment !!! im lit rally begging her to get a personality that isnt her internally rolling her eyes going “ its not that deep ”
might put up a bio/stats page if im feelin sxc but i wud jus like the records to show that mia stoeger is a bi sxc babe bc me ? write a het ? no grassy ass.
POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS — cw: drug use ( full connections here )
omg danny devito i love ur work !
,,, p self explanatory sdkjfs sum1 who loves her work ! it can be lowkey/highkey fangirl to a civil admiration
OR alternatively, y/m can Not Be a fan of her work. they might think the storyline of the projects she takes on r too out of touch n highbrow yada yada yada, but yes, we love to see either of it !
summer camp sweetheart !
someone she met when at camp when they were teens ? doesnt matter in what country/city, but mia was only visiting so it was truly a one summer romance typa thing. bc she was younger, im thinkin 13-17 or w/e she was probably sweeter n a lot more emotional then. was it either’s first puppy love ? first kiss ? first “ relationship ? ” idk, do yk ? truly, so many possibilities. nothin set in stone just hmu bub
summer camp pals !
p much the same as above but make it Platonic
party buddies !
or druggie pals. either way works but she wud luv it if theyre both xoxo
friends w benefits !
most probably ( but not limited to ) sum1 she met at a party skdjhsjk is it exclusive ? is any1 starting to develop feelings ? im down 4 nthing n evrything
alexa play true friend by hannah montana !
give mia her college bestie ! her confidant who knows her feels and can call each other out viciously with no ounce of resentment. we stan the friendships !
omg i love ur skirt !
that is the ugliest effing skirt i've ever seen. lmao basically sum1 mia pretends to like or acts civil w but rlly ,,,, Cannot Stand for w/e rzn
im p much braindead rn but those are just sum ideas !!! ofc the usual staples like the pals, enemies, wutnots are also v welcome we love to see it. if u also have a wc that u think mia would fit in, id luv to know more ! there are also a couple more detailed ones here, but pls feel free to shoot me a msg n we can get 2 plotting x
( * wipes brow * how did i type so much n say so little rip. mia is also a completely new muse so pls b patient n if i fuq up from time to time, pretend u do not see >.< nywy thnx 4 readin, sweets ! feel free to hmu here or at discord if ya wanna <3333 )
FULL INFO || EONIA TASKS
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I’m gonna liveblog my ccapstone final presentation and you’re all going to have to deal with it ^_^
ASPODFIASPODFIAPOSDFIAPOIVZJX PROF IS DOING A DESCRIPTION OF THE TEAMS WE ALL INHERITED FROM
THE ONLY GOOD THING SHE HAS TO SAY ABOUT THE ONE WE INHERITED IS THAT THEY WERE REALLY PERSERVERING. I’M LOVING THIS. THEY TRIED SO HARD BUT GODDAMN.
liHoly shit the glove group’s demo looks SO much better than their previous one. Full swag! full swag! And putting up a dude with TWO future tech cool gloves is always a huge coolthing to do during your presentation you know? That slaps hard.
Hope our presentation goes well, really badly hope it does... Man I hope they don’t shit on our putting so much time into internal testing for the presentation? That testing is what saved our project (ie: what made our prof finally start being on our side on things)
Holy shit I forgot that the glove group fucking. used pressure-to-conductance sensors then did tests with a cooking scale to convert their voltages to gram-force (which is what “hand specialists” use I guess????)
I’m fucking gargling, glove team had a team member in thailand so they did a lot of work at 830 PM or 830 AM. (*Ignores that we did a huge amount of work between the hours of 9PM and 6AM*). oh my GOD the guy in austin just.. left his computer on and the thailand one teamviewer’d into his PC to program stuff...
THEY FRIED AN ARDUINO. AND HAD TO SAW THROUGH IT BECAUSE UNSOLDERING WAS TOO HARD. ***AND THEY ACTUALLY PUT THIS INTO THEIR FUCKING PRESENTATION***. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I FRIED A RASPBERRY PI BUT YOU DON’T SEE ME PUTTING THAT SHIT INTO OUR PRESENTATION
also dude y’all know the budget of $200 was what the university would give us right? you know you were supposed to get under $50 for the project itself right? right?
Glove group is getting some hard questions. Not insurmountable, but not easy. Hopefully I can figure out anything they ask!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA also i am out of adderall so we’ll SEE how this goes :)
Next up is uhhhh I think one of the survivor guys? The phone guys? I’m tryna be p vague but yeah
holy SHIT survivor guy demo was. so bad. so bad. the audio sounded terrible, the splitscreen videos weren’t synced up quite right. oh my god. I don’t want to be mean but I’m just. literally I was cringing. jeez. Bad audio.
The rest of the presentation isn’t as bad, except that oh dude I can see part of your windows background? and your taskbar? AND YOUR TASKBAR IN A COUPLE OF FRAMES ELSEWHERE???? it just. this doesn’t feel like they put effort into it.
They do all look crisp with their white button-ups though. our team decided on black t-shirts, because we’re all fools.
WHY IS YOUR ENTIRE PRESENTATION NOT FULLSCREEN. DUDE DID YOU ONLY DO ONE TAKE ON THIS SHIT?
I feel like their presentation genuinely looks worse than their prafctice presentation. jesus. FULL SECOND BLANK BLACK SCREEN DURING SECTION TRANSITION
im bored so im now zoning out and talking to my friends on pisscord~
I’m also... unmedicated lol. im ouuttttttttt
oh! I asked some porn lady on twitter where she gets her hormones since I’m about to graduate out of access to the uni clinic i get em from now, so imma look into that at some point :) some kinda. anime-themed hrt distribution thing.
Which is weird but hey. I figure... if they’re putting effort into theming, they probably aren’t putting out cocaine-laced trash ya know?
THIS MOTHERFUCKER GETTING DISCORD NOTIFICATIONS WHILE THEY’RE ANSWERING INDUSTRY PROFESSIONAL QUESTIONS
literally chatting with my friends and manically laughing in hte moments up to my final presentation. this is just like my high school graduation.
Alright we’re UP babes. my video is ON and our recorded presentation is UP on my teammate’s (and perhaps... *friend’s*............) sccreen (that was a joke) (but yeah the presentation is up we’ere just waiting to GO baby!)
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Aaaand muting our presentation during the parts I talked in... I like her fine I just don’t want to listen to her...
The industry guys look perplexed but idk if th oh GOD why is the video stuttering... I hope that’s on my side not on anyone else’s...
aaaaaaaa I hope they don’t ask us anything TOO hard. they’re probably going to ask why we used the sensor we did, but beyond that I really have no idea.
okay im paying attention again. I think our presentation is a LITTLE on the sexual side. I can’t be sure but... :smirk: Wish I had a friend who talked as much as me. Ah man you know what I miss? Watching movies with Al or Morgan. never hung w ppl who talked during movie theatres as much as them and me :) It was really good times!
God our mobile application UI is OS fucking sexy. holy fucking shit. God our guy on that did such an amazing job. There’s even animations when things are happening? It’s SOOOO good.
Now is the internal testing section of the presentation. Kinda show off that “hey mang our sensor just sucks DICK.” it’s super narrow and it HATES detecting black things. ... holy fuk I hope the choppy video is on myyyy siiiiiide... .. eh, I guess chopy video is kind of survivable. Not exactly our fault or something we could possibly predict, you know?
DISCORD
THIS IS A TRASHBIN FOR ALL MY WORDS SO THAT I DON’T TALK OR SAY SOMETHING STUPID WHERE IMPORTANT PEOPLE COULD SEE IT. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
at least the audio isn’t usually choppy during the parts of the presentation that aren’t videos? so that’s awesome :)
We did solve the problem of our faces getting in the way of the presentation
NOOOOOOO MY NAME ISN’T MARROW NOOOOOOOOOOO
ASDFASODPFAISPDFOI SHOWIN OFF THE PREVIOUS TEAM’S SHIT. PUTTING THEM ON FUCKING BLAST. FUCK Y’ALL. tho i did have the realization last night. you know what... if I passed with that shit I put in for 462, you know what... they can pass with what they did for this course. neither was good. <_<
ah fuck I’m talking again I gotta mute THAT SHIT (if it’s not clear, we pre-recorded our presentations and are now just... showing that, in da meeting).
hell yeah man hell yeah man
I think if they ask about our sensor choice I’ll say we got a $20 sensor beccause we had a budget of $50 for the final system. which. we SHOULD’VE then said “ohka ylet’s not use LiDAR.” but we didn’t, so here we are! I... think maybe part of this is my fault. Maybe a pair of microwave sensors was the way to go after all.
OH FUCK THE PRESENTATION IS OVER TIME FOR QUESTIONS.
They asked about the environmental concerns, and why we mentioned 3-d printing for the chassis when we didn’t actually do any such printing. both directed to me. we didn’t do any enviro conerns, and we didn’t end up 3-d printing because we couldn’t get it working so we just went with wood the whole way through.
Of course, we have a question about messaging between cones, because hey i mean that’s the most interesting part of our project, from a design standpoint. it is. it is. it is.
AY THEY SHOUTED OUT OUR ZOOM BACKGROUND FUCK YESSS
AY WHOOP AY WHOOP AY WHOOP THEY DIDN'T ASK SHIT ABOUT OUR PRESENTATION (i ASSUME BECAUSE IT WAS SO FUCKING FLAWLESS AND AMAZING THAT THEY HAD NO QUESTIONS AT FUCKING ALL BABY)
THEY LITERALLY ASKED 4 QUESTIONS, ABOUT ENVIRO CONCERNS, CHASSIS, MESSAGING, AND SOME QUESTIONS ABOUT THE DATABASE
GOD THIS IS SO GOOD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
goddamn. survivor guy group 2 is going SO MUCH BETTER than the last one. opened on a description of the project, with the arm slowly opening to reveal their little screen with a heart on it... that’s SO good bro.
This presentation is so much better than the last one. Oh my god this is so good bro. Y’all did so awesome. I’m in lvoe with you. LOVE THIS SHIT
lmao oh yeah our CPM critical path went from 30 days to like 79 days. partially cuz 30 of our days were spent waiting for parts...
SURVIVOR GUY SHOWING OFF THEIR ABILITY TO PLAY VIDEO WITH A CLIP FROM THE OFFICE. DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH THEM (I DONT LIKE THE OFFIE BUT THAT’S WAY MORE ENTERTAINING THAN THE OTHER SURVIVOR GUY TEAM’S EXAMPLE OF THE SCHOOL FIGHT SONG YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH)
really really great presentation. I went into their pisscord and made sure to tell zem i loved their presentation.
AW DUDE I LOVE MY SISTER SO MUCH. NOT RELATED. JUST LOOKING AT MY DMS AND SAW HER NAME.
I don’t really care about group 5. i just don’t care! I’m. my part is done. I’m free, mostly. I’m god now....
yeah i haven’t paid attention to much on group five. just can’t be assed!
bluh i have a shitton of history homework due tonight... gotta do an interview and like 5 fuckin writing assessments. Really dropped every ball available ya know?
PROF SAID “THIS IS THE BEST I’VE EVER SEEN GROUPS DO” IDK IF THAT’S TRUE BUT HELLLLLLLLLL YEAH I FEEL FANTASTIC
Prof says yall did great, woulda done great under normal circumstances and that you did so good under these is amazing.
:)
Something about making an abstract or something...? Student research week or something.
goddamn. finality. we did it folks. holy sh8it. last meeting ofthis class. kind of... the last meeting of my college career, if everything goes as planned? so that’s. weird.
hhhh okay i can’t let Finality Anxiety get to me I still have shit to do. don’t let it set in!!!!!!!!!
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Shit said in the Crimson Discord & VC, taken out of context part 2, (the sequel)
Big NSFW warning, probably
his meat slid off and then slid right back on
[PRONOUN] can punch me in my uterus and make a hammock out of my ovaries
it’s one of the worst fucking things i’ve ever heard, and i’ve heard someone literally shit their pants
they tagged me and my ass clenched
this man just said “I want to eat ur ass and then kiss you” ok buddy
a man with a plan
my grandpa is texting his hoes from his flip phone
god my lawyer was a hit but idk if she will be the chosen one or not
hello give me your toenails
i'll touch you in a non-weird way
he was in that movie with the people, he was the human.
i want her to brush my hair
If we have dick glasses they have to be of the highest quality for the best experience
i don't wanna watch that white nonsense
i would throat him like a fine wine
these millenials can't live without ac? back in my day we lived on the sun
yall better put those goats on a wheel, tell them to start running
he looks like a bitch
yes or no, u wud punch the light bulb out of thomas edisons wrinkly pruned hand and asked him if he believed in god
still has skin and a working body
i needed to wait until my voice changes
you thought i was snacking on joe biden’s savory meat stick
barack guckin oglizzy, oguckma, barack osugma, Joe choden, OglchnnngggHHHYynnUUUnnghhma
why did i have a dream that i was taking the lid off my car
false gods require wine, real gods require coochiefice
fettucine wet ass pussy
that was all you sent me. the picture of a raccoon and then nothing
it isn’t hate, it is ‘continuously let down by’.
i never went to school who science
i’m gunna go peer pressure my mum into a shot
thank you for furthering my career at hot topic
i will suck the ingrown hair off of him
it has huge jackman in it
i chomped on this eggshell, got my calcium in for the day
i will take you to touch the mango
i want to see all the big things
[PRONOUN] has collar bones so deep you could hook a clothing hanger into it
no asscheeks in fucking family chat you animals
he will eat you alive and suck out your intestines like its a spaghetti noodle
[NAMES]’s Tiggle Biddie’s
dropped acid, cried the whole night.
my stomach is hooping and hollering, i’m about to eat some sleep
you want my throatsac ??
please dont know me as the toenail eater
you have to keep the skin on one side while you eat the other, thats basic mango physics
i mean he is some good sasuage
calm down dick Hannibal
respectfully, what the fuck is this
tbf i only eat my steaks where they need tampons
you committed acts of culinary terrorism
does your refrigerator whimper and cower in the corner when you approach it. that's your fridge trying to use echo location to locate a safe space
thundercuck
i almost met Jesus, I almost got an autograph. Almost got a greatest hits signed album.
respectfully, are you smoking fucking crack?
my left testicle could play better than you
i’ll eat him with ketchup
son of a biscuit eating bulldog!
now it’s back to me sucking, all is right in the world.
holy fuck weasels.
holy fuck, weasels!
why does the bad guy look like the Statue of Liberty?
this is a man that sometimes willingly dresses like a lumberjack
and me, being an emotional cripple, must make jokes about this.
hey my name is [NAME] i'm **definitely** who i say i am
[NAME OR PRONOUN] offered a back massage by calling it the “tickle thing”
i love a man who puts his parents in a nursing home.
my brain is going to take a hot shower
wait have u seen steve harvey's coochie
if it were me i would simply not be pregnant
look im not about to be out here saying i love [NAME OR PRONOUN] feet, but i am about to be out here saying that their feet are some of the nicest feet i've seen in a long time
i named my cloyster renesmee
[NAME] was texting me from the bathtub
you’re pregnant? That’s unfortunate.
do I say dumb shit? Perhaps. Do I take ownership? Perhaps.
i pay for things in blissful ignorance
i am an emotional vagrant
i am an emotional fragrance
to make a long motherfucking story short...
this enchilada tastes like asshole and sadness
you are not an ugly bitch, you’re just a bitch
that’s not a nut shot, buddy.
i’m sad because i sucked the meat off of this pumpkin spice latte
i want to make a blanket out of his eyebrows
what are you disgracing my Christian eyes for?
he be looking at that dick like why does it go so much to the left?
I want her to record an audio book for me so I can fall asleep listening to her voice.
Can I lick you like an ice cream cone? Asking for science.
like you're out to lunch with your bromie and you're eating some rubens or something and you wistfully look over the rim of your sunglasses and just: You ever buss 2 fast
my accent is flaccid
timotay chalamaymay’s sweet ass
on the bright side mcallister’s gave me 3 pickle spears. Almost enough to make a whole pickle.
you think they came from the same mommy pickle?
HIS DOODLE IS OUT
i thot that meant [NAME] wanted to...doodle his noodle
i don’t use commas, i don't respect u enough, fuck ur reading comprehension.
does australia have seasons
i want someone to embalm my body with mcdonalds sprite
his hermione grangina
purrrr my last email
its lore locked beneath 30 layers. u can only understand it if uve had a near death experience
LET'S GET FUCKY
i wanna have the heart of a stoner
his man titties look like little tattooed pillows
SWIGGITY SWOOTY COMIN FOR THAT BOOTY
there were no cheeks to shake. nothing to clap. no noise to be had from her literal slices of wonderbread
u ever just fuck around and ur tits fart
put a lil mint leaf on it for authenticity
alright brother god bless may u be fertile
i feel like im being advocated for something i shouldnt be advocating for
and i am adam with my fat pendulous balls lol
i’m making whuppie with whoopie godberg
theodore tits fart rex
yeah man do u also have the third toe on ur shoulder
the green spaghetti monster is coming for me and i can't blame him
today i learned starfish do not poop
that was nothing compared to some other things I saw
listen I'd willingly watch [NAME/PRONOUN] in a cell for 24 hours. Imagine that sounded less creepy
i'd lick a dirty flip flop off her abs
i’m tempted to show you all the gravity defining boobs, maybe tomorrow
my brain is on vacation
good morning! i ate breakfast and im ready to go to bed
tape the titty in
ive unironically had nightmares with [NAME] in them
the peanut in the auditory canal
so far this feel all comfortable, does this all make sense?
i know it's kind of a schlep to get through
nail polish or no nail polish for the shower?
and then he saw those big tt honkerz... and it all went down hill from there
can y’all stop chanting curses in the chat my furniture is stuck on the ceiling
EH?! CIAO? HELLO??
in Russia this is not ok
i can’t buy pants here on Sunday either
IT'S LIKE TWELVE THOUSAND DOLLARS TO EAT ON A SOGGY PANCAKE
imagine me going up to [NAME/PRONOUN] and being like i love the way ur flesh smells
in a supermarket. The sickly blue light where humans congregate. Animal human masses. Nameless faces. Whole lives boiled into generalized categories like "asshole who definitely does need 4 boxes of cheerios". Yout hink and realize while stabding in line u didnt grab the bag of frozen peas...but its 2 late
its truly the only picture that gives me pure joy
are weasels real
my work mum just messaged me the phrase "use your booty call wisely" with no context
"let's bring u to the mustache chair"
If you’re not doing coke under the coke sign what is the point?
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please tell me, am i in the wrong?
so basically i decided to join here cause i at least know my post wont get removed here. i tried posting my story on reddit’s AITA but my post kept getting removed because on their posts you cant post about abuse. so fuck it, here i am, hoping for someone other than my bf and myself to tell me im not wrong. context:i decided to invite my boyfriend over without telling my parents, i did it max 5 times. i was 16 at the time and he was 18. i got caught and my punishment was to get my phone taken away, my number cancelled, im no longer allowed to drive a car or get my license, im only allowed one friend, im not allowed my laptop anymore, im no longer allowed outside without constant supervision, cameras were installed in and out of the house, and just about every day since december of 2019 ive been getting told how disgusting i am for wanting to be with a n****r (my bf’s half puerto rican half white, i’m half hispanic and half white too), how if he was white he would have come to the front door and shook my parent’s hands and asked for permission to date their daughter, how im a dirty n****r lover who will get pregnant from him and have to slave away to take care of our half breed mistakes, how if i stay with him he’ll sell my body on the streets for money, how if i have sex with him ill get every std on the plant, all that 50′s bullshit. ive gotten pregnancy tested (im celibate), drug tested (mom claims she smelled weed in my room, so he’s a dirty n****r drug dealer apparently forcing me to do drugs, guess what i am against drugs since i know itll change my brain chemistry and i have weak lungs),and std tested (still celibate). for the first few months after they found out i was allowed my laptop at home to do homework, and only allowed my phone during school. one day i got home and i got greeted to the fact that i no longer have a laptop and now have to use the house computer to do all my work at home. of course i got mad because for months ive been doing everything they wanted, and suddenly im being punished for being suspiciously good? my mom got on top of me and fought me to take off my backpack to take my airpods too, left my phone on the kitchen table. i grabbed my phone and locked myself in my room. she found out i took my phone, and once i unlocked the door i held my phone above my head so we can just talk. instead she got on top of me and started scratching me and all over my arms to get to my phone. i dropped it from the pain of the scratches on my arms. earlier that same day i was getting ready for school with my laptop open, camera taped over, looking for any school assignments i missed. my mom unlocked my door and saw my nude body getting ready with my laptop open, and just went back to the kitchen table and told my dad how much of a slut i am and how im posting my nude body on the internet. i quickly put on clothes and came up to her yelling how im just getting ready for school and how theres tape over the camera. i even told her to look at the laptop, the only thing open was google classroom. my dad got up and started yelling at me for being a slut and for talking back. for once i finally got tired of being yelled at, i finally stood up for myself. he punched me in the face and when my mom got in between to defend me (she caused the whole situation), his swings went back in on her stomach. i screamed dont hit my mother and tried to push her off him, he used the oppurtunity to grab my shoulder by my uniform and punch me in the shoulder. everything was a blur after that. my mother drove me to school and yelled how i shouldnt have been a whore on the internet. i fought back. before i got to school i yelled “please, just fuck off”. this is important later, because she used me saying that as the excuse for her getting on top of me and scratching me and ripping my backpack off my back. because i swore at her. it was okay. but here’s the important part. he hit me in front of the camera. i knew the police would ignore the emotional abuse ive been getting for my entire life. i got my physical evidence. finally, after 16 years, i had my evidence. i told my boyfriend what happened, and we agreed to meet after school the next day and call the police. i wanted to be emancipated, since my parents adamantly agreed that i (apparently) only wanted to be emancipated because my ‘poor street rat n****r boyfriend’ was manipulating me into it. ive been dreaming of this day since i was 8, when i realized what ive been told wasnt normal. they showed up on the corner of where i called. i told the policemen what happened to me the day before. they asked if i had any scars or bruises. i said no, he didnt punch me hard enough to get a bruise the next day, and my mother didnt scratch me hard enough to get scars. they knew what would happen if they gave me physical evidence. after i said that, the policeman interrogating me asked me something that will stay with me until the day i die. “he never really hit you, did he?” i began crying and saying yes! yes he did! i have video footage to prove it! we have cameras in the house! it happened right in front of the cameras! more questions ensued, and i was brought to the police station while my boyfriend waited at a local coffeeshop for me to finally be free from the abuse. at first i was scared, but the cops calmed me down. i told them everything. all my memories spilled from my mouth like water from the niagra falls. everything came rushing out, my fears, my forgotten memories i forced into my box of never to be remembered, the times before i feared for my life, the times i knew something wasnt right. i told them everything from the bottom of my heart. they listened and asked all the right questions.(if you want to know what happened to me and what i told them, ill post them in a future post if anyone cares) one of the officers, the only one with melanin skin and a father to a beautiful girl, expressively felt sick from my stories, from my life. not even he could understand why, as a father, why any parent would find it right to do to me what they did. he was my favourite police officer, he was the kindest and the only one who really wanted me to feel comfortable. he talked to me on the level of a person, not a child. eventually cps came and he told me to tell her everything too. i did. she asked where i wanted to go if i got emancipated. i said to live with my boyfriend, his family is willing to take me in and once i get a job ill pay minimal rent so i can be free. she said ‘no, you cant live with a minor.’ i said he’s not a minor, he’s 18. she said ‘oh, then yeah you definetly cant live with him’ she said if i wanted to leave i would be put into a women’s shelter since i was too old to be adopted/put into foster care. she said i would be r*ped if i was put in there. she said i should just take it until im 18, then ill be fine. she said that there were no scars or bruises, so it wasnt that bad. (this part is blurry, the more i remember it the more the memories overlap, im sorry for any confusion) the police interrogated my parents. they believed every word they said. my mother used whitepages as a source to prove how my boyfriend lied about his name. my mother used our hours long calls to prove how im obviously being manipulated to lie. she said how im just a liar, as my father said, a pathological liar. they had no cause to me being a pathological liar, i was just born that way. i was lying to get into my manipulative boyfriend’s arms for my body to be used by him and his friends. i was obviously being manipulated, why would i want to leave my loving parents arms? i was obviously doing this just out of anger of getting my laptop and phone taken away, obviously. its not like they EVER did anything wrong to me, they were just teaching me to grow up a mature adult, ready for the world. they would never put their hands on me. the police never looked at the cameras. they never questioned me again. i was a liar. at home the child protective services lady said my room quote ‘ranked of weed’. i have never done weed. my boyfriend has never done weed in my room. at the station they said they couldnt find a record of my boyfriend. i later found out that, even after he gave them his social security number, they still questioned his existence. at the station they told my parents they couldnt find his record (he has none, hes never committed a crime). at home a therapist came. to my knowledge, my boyfriend was never real (no record) and i would still have to be at home. i wanted to die. the therapist said she wanted to take me to a mental hospital. my mom was there and consented. my dad later came home, yelled at me in front of the therapist. she said im suicidal, with his consent she would call her supervisor to take me to the local mental hospital. he consented. while she called her supervisor from across the kitchen, he said: “she wants to kill herself? fuck if i care, she can drown herself in a river for all i care” i sat there shocked. the mental hospital was a blur. once i got home i got my phone taken away too. my only communication would be from the 10+ year old computer we have in the kitchen. facing out so anyone that walks by can see what im doing. one of the cameras is watching me at all times, but is positioned so that it cant see what i am doing. once i got home i used our kindle fire. i logged into discord on incognito mode. i asked him to send me his birth certificate. was he even real? was i even real? was our late nights of cuddling nothing? were the walks in the park nothing? were the ‘i love you’s nothing? did meeting his family from an hour long train ride mean nothing? were the chinese food dates nothing? were the confessions of our embarassing secrets nothing? were the times we had non-vaginal sex and laughed in the middle from how silly we were being mean nothing? were the times we had tiffs and talked it out mean nothing? did he save me from my ex-abusive partner just to use me? were the times we layed down next to each other with the only covering being my blanket, staring at each other in wonder of how lucky each of us were, was that nothing? when we spent hours telling each other our entire life stories, was he lying? did the times he called my body the most beautiful thing he ever has seen, the times he’s said he didnt think he’d ever fall in love again from his ex, was that a lie? he sent his birth certificate. it was real. his birth date his name it was all real. he told me what happened to him. i told him what happened to me. he apologized for it going the way it did. i apologized for doubting him. child protective services sent a therapist me and my mother had to meet with weekly. 2 hours, 10 times. it lasted until the first weeks of quarantine. me and him are still in the same love we’ve has since before he found out how truly insane my parents are. the only reason we’ve ever gotten into fights is from how much he wants me to run away (before you say ‘ok maybe the parents were right, he sounds manipulative’, no, he only says that after every time something else happens at home and how he has to cope with the fact that im okay with being abused since its my normal. he wants me to run away from the abuse, not just so we can see each other again, so i wont be hurt anymore). he’s still the man i want to marry, the man i want to call mine and for him to call me his. we get scared the other might get tired of the waiting and just decide to leave for someone each other’s family would like. we talk through it. we know we can wait. i know i can take it until im 18. he knows he’ll be prepared to take me in once im 18. we know we can take the late nights awake, missing each other. we can take it because this isnt puppy love. this isnt purely passionate love. he wants me to be safe, and i want to finally be free. so you’re up to this point and you’re probably thinking one of three things: jesus christ can this lady capitalize anything?? or holy FUCK this is long it better be good or why did she title her post that? first of all, i do what a want nehenehenehneh second of all, whoever reads this needs the full context before i ask my question third of all, because of what happened a couple of days ago. a month ago my dad passed from covid-19. ive become the housewife while my mother has taken over the family business and my brother does the grass once a month. my mother still cooks, but i clean the dishes and fold laundry every day and vaccuum the whole house twice a week. a letter came in the other day stating how our child protective services case is now closed. they never found signs of physical abuse or neglect. my mother reminded me for the infinitieth time how stupid i am for getting manipulated. how much of a dirty n*****r lover i am. how i will never be anything without her. then she brought my father into this i started the situation, which made him depressed. he was depressed, so he couldnt fight off the virus. because he couldnt fight off the virus, he died. she blamed me for killing my father she blamed me for my father for deciding to go out every day without a mask for my father deciding to put in his eyedrops in an insanitary environment she blamed me it was my fault i knew i was leaving when im 18 i knew i wanted to tell my mother at least a month before i left that i was leaving but now theres no going back once im 18, im gone im never turning back i will never be treated like this or talked down like this ever again but who will clean? who will vaccuum? who will make sure the house is organized? do i stay? can i even go? i just dont know anymore should i go? and well, what i started this post with, please tell me, am i in the wrong? for planning on leaving when im 18? to finish this post, i just want to say a few things. dont tell me to call the police or child protective services.i already did. they believed my abusive parents and told them how they can protect themselves against me, since i was the one who started all this. plus, look at the fucking news. no fucking wonder they believed my parents. my boyfriend looks hispanic and i look white. no fucking wonder they believed my parents. fuck cops. not all cops are bad, but no cop should fucking gun down people for their race. no person should be judged from some racist person saying “oh im fearing for my life” and the person in question is black/a poc and is doing fucking nothing. they believed my fucking abusive parents because they threw my bf under the bus as bait and the police went for it. dont come after my family. all that will do is make everything worse for me. my mother can’t even look at a poc without claiming they’re related to my boyfriend and are going to follow her to kill her. dont do anything to me. just please answer my question. please just tell me if im in the right or if im in the wrong. i know this is abuse. i know whats happening to me is wrong. but i know i can take it. i know i can survive. i will survive and achieve my dream of becoming a doctor. i will be my own person. i am me
#numb#mental illness#abuse#trauma#sad#sadness#abusive#hurt#depression#acab#amitheasshole#aita#deep#emotionalabuse
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My coming out story.
October 23, 2018 My name is Som. I am an artist in Minnesota and a graphic designer. I am one of four hosts on a podcast called The Anime Summit Podcast. I am one of the founders and members of The Vantablack Art Collective on Discord. In 2006 I fully came out as Bisexual, then later Pansexual. In 2017 I semi-came out, on certain parts of the internet, and to some friends and family, as a Transgender woman. This thing or essay or whatever I am about to type up is that story. I will reference some people but not name names. I am not ready to be 100% out but I have been telling more and more people lately and I feel as though I need to take this step to be closer to my Trans/Non Binary/Non Conforming family in this time of stress and fear. This is not to say that those in the closet are less valid or deserving of less protection or anything less than those that are out, this is personally for me and only me and to those in the closet still, I hope reading this helps you too. I was assigned male at birth. My earliest memories of Gender dysphoria was seeing Selena on the TV and listening to her music. It was also seeing all of the beautiful women in the movies and anime I saw and watched as kid. In the end of Spring in 2017 I started thinking that I was Gender fluid, that I felt that some days I wanted to be masculine or a man and other days I wanted to be a woman. The truth is is that throughout my youngest days I was feminine or femme presenting around certain people, and masculine presenting. So thinking about that and being introduced to the local Queercore scene in 2017, I thought that’s what I was. A friend of mine who is also a transgender woman had a show with her Queercore band. That’s when I was introduced to the band HIRS, a trans fronted hardcore queercore band. This is the last epiphany like moment I had before I had the talk with my partner. Now in the end of Spring of 2017, I told my partner, a woman who is cisgender and identifies as queer. She told me that she loved me and asked if I wanted to talk about it more and what I wanted to do. I said “I don't know if I want to talk about it right now.” She replied with, “Then we don't have to talk about it now, we will talk about it when you are ready.” .. She was so supportive and days later we talked about it. At this point I had to tell my podcast listeners on our Podcast’s Discord. I thought I am being listened to by hundreds of people every week and I need them to know because I wanted my host image to include that. So I told them, and I had all of their support. It took awhile to tell some more people but then I finally worked up enough courage to tell my friend (the one mentioned above who was in the queercore band and had the show with HIRS). She freaked out and now I felt better. I recently, this past March, went to their last show as a band, again with HIRS. In between this time I was also featured on the HIRS/Thou split record which was also amazing, and on my recording of my vocals, I told the lead singer of HIRS about my story. She was happy to see me at that show and gave me encouragement as well. Now I feel strong and I finally tell my parents after eating at one of our favorite Taco places. That conversation went well but I don't think they got the nature of what it meant. After that I told my brother and before them I told my cousin who I look at as my brother as well. To this day my family still doesn't grasp what it means for me. A few months ago I had the convo with just my mother again.. She kind of got it but still doesnt I dont think. I came out to my job, which is literally just me, my boss, and our sales admin. My boss is a 65 something year old white guy and doesn’t understand. They still call me he and him and sir and it pisses me off. I had the convo with them again and told them that I am going to be more femme presenting at work and I want to be comfortable, to which my boss replied “You keep talking about you being comfortable but we all have to be.” As if being transgender somehow makes you fear for your safety or sexuality or something. To this day I am still a man to them even though I go into work with make up and my leggings and womens tops. I even wear my black dress with my leggings and such. I haven't gone in with full makeup (just eye make up) yet. This is probably also a good time to mention that when I was presenting as a man, I wore black painted nails to work a few times and was told I couldnt by my boss. I came out to more of my Trans/NB acquaintances on the internet. I even got to help a friend of mine with their charity organization, C2C Carepackage Delivery. Please search them up on Insta and Facebook...I got to meet him and it was amazing. Meeting your internet friends is amazing just sayin. He is a Transgender man doing amazing things with this and you should try to help out if you can. Let's cut to now. October 20th, 2018. My 10 year High School Reunion. A facebook group was created for this event (a group page not an event page). The venue they were having it costed money so they decided to sell tickets. If enough tickets were sold then it would pay for it, but if not enough were sold then they couldn’t do it and would have to refund the people that had bought them. I had made it clear from the beginning that I wasn't going to go for obvious reasons. Unfortunately they didn't sell enough tickets so what they did instead was hung out in the cafe/bar of the same venue, but it closed at 9 so then they moved to another bar. At 9PM I got a call from a classmate and they had told me that everyone was looking for me. I told them that I did not want to go and that I was afraid. I went to pick up my partner from work and asked her what I should do. My heart was telling me to go and my mind was telling me that I will never get another opportunity like this to come out to this many people at once, let alone all of the people I had as FB friend anyway. I could do it in person and not on FB and it would be great. But the rest of me was like NO WAY DON'T DO IT. I get another call from the same classmate and she said that she told people I might come and everyone was excited to see me. Now I was the nerdy goth kid in High School..My High School wasn't cliquey but there were a lot of friend groups/tribes. I am what some people referred to as a Mod, someone who freely travels between groups and was friends with everyone. I obtained this by getting people to laugh with me and not at me when they made fun of me for whatever reason..I became likeable I guess. I don't talk about it much because it makes me sound egotistical as fuck. Either way, I am being begged to go. So I said fuck it and I put on my make up and my favorite red dress and I go. The overwhelming support was amazing and everyone hugged me and held me tight and said they loved me. Shout out to my partner for having my back on that one. So here we are now. I am semi out. Meaning I am out on Twitter, my Discord, my Instagram, a handful of friends on FB, my work, and my family; even though my work and family dont get it right now.. I wake up to the news a few days ago that the Trump admin sent this memo about some bull shit about defining Gender based on my genitals and physical biological make up. So now I write this. I write this to tell you all.. I am a transgender woman. I am not a man. I don't like to be called him, he, sir, Mr, or anything that refers to someone being a man or masculine presenting. I am a woman just like Selena, Cher, Lady Gaga, my mother, my partner, my aunt, and any of the other powerful cis-women in my family. I am and want to be respected as such. That is not asking for more treatment, that is asking to be respected how I want to be respected. You don't have to like me as a person, but you will respect who I am as a human, and that's a woman. You have to respect Trans men as men because they are just that, men. You have to respect Non binary people because that’s who they are, they are non binary and do not conform nor have a gender or land on the gender binary. If you are a cis man and I call you Mrs or Miss I am sure you would be like “I am a man though.” Well fuck my bad ok I won't call you that then. Literally the same thing. It's literally not hard nor takes any effort to refer to me and see me as a woman. I am not a political stance, I am not a political debate or a topic. I am a transgender person. A transgender woman. I exist. I will not be erased. My humanity will not be denied. I want what everyone wants. A chance to live my best life and work hard and achieve my dreams, just like anyone else. My name is Som. I am a human, an artist, a lover, a gamer, a nerd, a goth, a basketcase, a podcaster, a content creator, a fighting gamer, a painter, a mental illness survivor, a suicide attempt survivor. I am just like you.
#LGBTQIA#Transgender#transgenderwoman#Queer#MyComingOutStory#TransRightAreHumanRights#Iwillnotbeerased#Iwillnotbesilenced
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highlights from the panel
these are things i remember from the top of my head and shit i wrote down in discord while hyped up on rockstar so forgive me if i miss anything lmao
they were talking about their experience with the old show (i forget why bc when the person asked the question the stream buffered) and Josh talked about how he watched the show when he was a kid and Jeremy said he didn’t until recently because he’s more on the younger side. he said “I just turned 21″ and then dabbed in the year 2k18 so jeremy is cancelled we had a good run buddy
they played the first episode of the new season but streamers weren’t able to see it. the interviewer asked the audience not to spoil it and when Josh said that if you spoil anything even though it releases in like 4 hours you’re a jerk lmao
they sang happy birthday to Shiro and they made some cupcakes and gave some to the askers. jeremy and josh were sad bc they didn’t know if they were getting any
someone said that they’ve seen edits of shiro as craig from dream daddy and asked if shiro would be able to handle kids and how he would be as a father. josh said he would do anything for his kids but as we saw with his interactions with slav he can be really pushed to his limits soooo
someone (im just gonna say the askers are someone lmao) asked what was the moment that made lance believe him and keith had a rivalry and if we were ever gonna see like that in a flashback or something. joaquin said he would love to do like a spinoff series of just flashbacks. lauren said some stuff but i didnt catch it all bc i was typing during the time but it was basically lance wants to be the best but keith is and he just wants to be like that. she said “lance is the best pilot- i mean keith is-” and then jeremy said “lance is the best pilot but i can see where you can get that wrong”
this doesnt really have to do with the panel but someone cosplayed as steven fron steven universe and someone in the line behind them started playing with their hair and “streven” had no idea until everyone started laughing and they whipped around like “DO YOU MIND??” so that was funny
someone asked about romance and then asked about klance bc we all know that was gonna happen and they gave a safe answer. lauren said something about them being in a war so they dont have time for it but if it happens it happens. jeremy said something ;)))-ish and made josh say “lancE” in shiro’s voice. jeremy replied with “there are a lot of beautiful women in space!!” which is 1) mood and 2) kinda sounded like he was backtracking (seeing as the person did ask about klance) but idk i guess people can interpret it as they want
someone asked about clone!shiro and they replied with something safe blah blah blah. joaquin said “people are allowed to get a haircut” and someone in the audience who was super close to the mic yelled out so loudly “IT’S UGLY!!!” so thats a mood
asked about their favorite moments or something like that (it buffered again). joaquin said it was the slowmo shot of them riding kaltenecker. lauren said it was when they showed how they rigged up the game console. josh said he loved varkon (the space mall security guard). jeremy said it was when coran got all dressed up to ride red and then he made an amazing coran impression and joaquin jokingly said that jeremy fills in for coran’s lines when rhys is out
someone asked about last names. they started it out with “here’s a question that we’ve been dying to know” and lauren and joaquin both went “uh oh” lmao. but yeah joaquin said something dumb like “in the future there arent any last names!!” and the asker went “oh come on”. they probs just haven’t thought it out yet BUT THEY GOTTA HURRY UP AND FIGURE THIS SHIT OUT BLS. lauren said that keith’s full name is Keith Keith Bo Beith Banananana Mo Meef. jeremy said lance’s last name was actually lance and his first name was lancey, so full name lancey lance
something happened but i forgot bc i was distracted by two askers coming up with a huge birthday banner and balloons for shiro. josh yelled out “HE’S SIX!!!!” all excited. they wanted to give the balloons to him so hopefully they did after the panel like they promised.
someone asked jeremy if lance was a singer and what his favorite song was. he said he was defintely a singer and his favorite song was sexyback by justin timberlake he assumes.
someone asked when allura’s earth birthday would technically be and asked if it was valentine’s day like the fans celebrated bc we love her so much <333 lauren said something dumb like “thats cool celebrate it whenever lmao” so shes cancelled
someone asked what were the other paladin’s reaction to galra!keith bc and lauren again said something dumb but i dont remember bc of the energy drink and it was buffering but it was basically “they dont know shit about galras and they know keith so they were chill” which i dont buy at ALL so lauren’s cancelled again buh bye
MY FAVORITE FUCKING PART: someone asked them how keith got expelled from the garrison (god bless them) and joaquin fckiN said “you know how Iverson has a permanently closed eye?? there you go ;))” and everyone LOST THEIR SHIT MAN I SCREAMED AND PROBS WOKE UP EVERYONE IN THE HOUSE BUT HOLY FUCK KEITH JUST FUCKING DECKED IVERSON IN THE FACE BC HE WAS GRIEVING ABOUT SHIRO AND DID PERMANENT DAMAGE TO HIS EYE!!!! i recorded it bc i loved it so much here’s the link
they were gonna have a scene where it showed pidge deciding to investigate the garrison some more and like cutting off her hair and stuff but they had to cut it for some reason :((
josh talked about how he used to say “form voltron!” when he was a kid and how happy he is now that he gets to say it for real :’))) and then jeremy was like “well I cant say it like that i really want to” and people were like “there’s nothing stopping you from doing it now lmao” so he said “form voltron!” in lance’s voice and josh was like “youre not in the black lion stfu” and you bet my black paladin lance stanning ass SCREAMED
there was also someone there who worked on the storyboard and i cant remember her name for the life of me (i think it was christine aaa IM SORRY) but she said that the first draft for the black lion had zebra stripes ???? for some reason ??? and she was SO glad that it didnt go through and she has no idea why she drew it like that lmao
so yeah thats basically the gist of it hopefully yall can understand this i did not proof read at all lmao feel free to add more if i forgot anything
#i call joaquin and lauren dumb too many times in this hjfjdfgsd IM SORRY#voltron#vld eccc#vld eccc panel#eccc 2018#eccc#vld#voltron legendary defender#vld cast#lauren montgomery#joaquin desantos#josh keaton#jeremy shada#WHEN I REMEMBER THE ARTIST'S NAME I'LL TAG HER IM SORRY#she didnt talk a lot and it made me sad :((#lance#vld lance#lance mcclain#shiro#vld shiro#takashi shirogane#pidge#vld pidge#pidge gunderson#katie holt#THEY DIDNT TALK ABOUT HUNK AT ALL WHAT THE FUCK IM JUST NOW REALIZNG THIS#WHERE IS LOVE FOR MY BOY#long post
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“How can you claim you weren’t a part of this? This has you written all over it, if you ask me.” Where after pulling pranks on each other. JD decides to attempt prank Razi again. Until something went wrong. (JdxMc)
You can thank @people in discord for helping me out with this one!
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MC shivered in the early morning sun as she stomped across the way to the bowling alley. It was hours before her shift and she knew the alley wasn’t open yet…..but….but she needed someone to talk to right now. And JD had text her last night, saying how if she had any more nightmares to come over.
She tried really, really hard not to think of that nightmare. God she never wanted it in the first place, but there it had skipped along.
She fumbled with the keys into the bowling alley, and the minute the door creaked open she knew she was fucked.
Liquid splashed over her head and she coughed violently, her glasses slipping off her under the pressure. She cursed loudly, but that just ended in another coughing fit as sour lemon juice flooded her mouth. She spat and coughed, trying really hard to find her glasses. Thanks a fucking lot JD. Them and Razi must be in another prank war.
Suddenly, boney hands clawed at her throat and she gasped, slipping forwards into the bowling alley. She still couldn’t see, she still couldn’t see. Fuck. Then there was the sound of metal snapping and glass crunching and MC cringed. There went her glasses.
“Jordan!” She yelled, she screamed it as she slipped forwards in the slippery, but sticky juice. But silence reigned as the thing behind her picked her up as if she was nothing. One arm wrapped around her waist and the other clawed at her throat.
“JD! JD!” She screamed again, and this time she heard hurried footsteps on carpet.
“JD HELP!” Nails dug into her skin but she didn’t care. She struggled as best she could. But the thing, or whoever it was morphed as, was made of pure corded muscle. She didn’t stand a chance.
Footsteps thundered down the stairs as the thing started to carry her out the door, and she saw a bluring shape of red hair and pale skin. JD slept in their underwear, she knew that.
“JD!” She gasped as skin broke and the smell of fire filled the air, JD suddenly a blur of red and hell fire.
“Get your fucking hands off of her!”
She heard a little wheeze, and as she kicked uselessly, she thought it seriously sounded like a laugh. And then everything around her disappeared and she fell into the dark void.
She screamed, but no sound carried. A falling sensation took her over and she braced against the wind, her throat burning. But then it was if she was wound up slime and junk and weird veiny muscles.
No. Nonono. She was in one of the pods.
She tried to scream again- but her body didn’t obey her mind. Not anymore.
Then her whole body went limp and she was forced under.
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I bolt back up the stairs as soon as the little bastard is a bunch of ash and burnt bones. I don’t care I’m only half dressed, I bang down Razi’s door anyway.
“RAZI! RAZI GET THE FUCK UP!” His door flies open, anger passing over him briefly when he sees me standing there.
“Jordan–”
“They have MC. They fucking have MC Razi.”
Razi places both hands on my shoulders, forcing me to stand still before I bolt away to my room.
“Jordan calm the fuck down. Change back first, then we’ll go find her. Ok? Ok, go.” I force my wings and horns away, the fire in my blood simmering underneath the surface now. He pushes me and I dont think Ive ever thrown clothes on me so fast- I even just throw on a pair of blue jeans. My skinnies would take too long….
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We all get to the cinema in record time- and MC is sitting on the grass. I curse as I rush forwards, ignoring the hissing of all the other creatures that surround the others. MC is slumped on the grass, her head bowed.
“MC! Get up! C’mon we’re going!”
I grab her arm, and she whips around as I hoist her to her feet. I flash her a grin, but she stares at me blankly. Then I notice her eyes.
Fuck. No. No. No.
“MC…?” My hand raises, but she grabs it with a strength I know she definitely doesn’t possess.
“Fuck,” I growl, tearing her hand away as my wings snap outwards- ready to take me above the ground.
“Hey JD,” She cocks her head as she advances on me, steps slow and awkward, “What’s wrong?”
She steps even closer to me, but then she stops, her limbs convulsing as if somethings fighting against its will. My eyes widen. MC’s still in there.
“MC listen to me, you’re stronger than this. Ya hear?” I force myself forwards, grabbing her face. The face stealer in there struggles, grabbing onto my upper arms and clawing. But MC’s eyes flicker, keeping mine. I grit my teeth.
“Listen to me MC, focus on my voice. Focus.” I breath through the pain as the thing claws at me, but I don’t move, I don’t budge. Not this time.
“Focus MC.”
She gasps, her hands stilling.
“That’s it MC, just focus on me ok? Focus on me. I know you don’t want to do this.”
JD’s hands loosened around her face, even as they could hear the others yelling at them for them to hurry up. But if they didn’t do this now it’d be to late. They weren’t going to let that happened.
“C’mon sweetheart, do this for me ok?” They grinned at MC as she stared at them, her eyebrows furrowed in concentration.
“C’mon babe. You can do this.” They step closer, eyes briefly flickering to the situation around them.
“J–D.” She lurches forwards and JD yells in triumph as all the strength in her body seems to leave, the grey face stealer detaching itself from her with a sickening sound. “This is what you get for fucking with me!” JD yells, white hot flames erupting around the thing as they drag MC away.
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“What do you mean this wasn’t your fault?” Mac hitches an eyebrow, “This, has you written all over it.”
“You’re talking as if I fucking wanted MC to get kidnapped!” JD hisses, their eyes flashing yellow. It’s then that MC groans from the couch and Mac watches as JD slumps in relief, dropping down to level with her on the couch.
“Hey nerd.” They grin as MC pokes at them, groaning.
“Ugh….I feel like I’ve been ripped limb from limb.” JD laughs, helping her sit up. MC smiles tiredly at Mac.
“Hey Sheriff.”
“Hey,” Mac sighs, whatever argument she had dying on her lips as she watches JD mutter to her, grinning from ear to ear, but concern still flickering over their face.
They were bad, sometimes. A pain in the ass all the other times.
But they never asked for that, they loved her to bits. Even if they couldn’t see it.
Mac grinned, neither of them could.
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2017
1. What did you do in 2017 that you’d never done before? i’ll try to do this chronologically again: so at the beginning of january one of my best friends left to study abroad in rome which was sad and i missed her a lot. i saw rory scovel do stand up. i took an animation class which was fun for the first few weeks until i failed it lmao. actually my classes from jan to march did not go so well tbh but whatever i made it through. my sister came to visit me the weekend before st paddys day which was super fun and then we saw panic which was soooooooo fuckin rad i love them still wow! i went home for spring break and visited a local winery w my dad which was a lot of fun and then a week later uhhh me and @carrot-gallery became gfs!!! and my whole frickin life changed bc i love her so much wow!! but then a week after that i turned 22 and spent my birthday alone! which i tried to pretend didnt make me sad but by the end of the day i was very sad about it and thats when my sweet gf called me to sing happy birthday and i sobbed on my couch and ill never forget that!!! so okay then spring quarter classes started and i was a part of depaul’s visiting artist series which was super cool... i met a lot of new awesome people (both at depaul and the industry ppl that were our guests!) and made some great friends in that class! i was a house manager and camera op which was super fun. i went to a screening of my fave professor’s short film which was also rad. i saw a ghost story at the chicago critics film festival, which was amazing. i saw idiocracy in 35mm and then mike judge did a q&a! the very next day i was house manager for depaul’s student film festival at the music box! i saw chris gethard do a live recording of beautiful/anonymous and then also do some standup, that was awesome. i saw day wave live!!! amazing! i spent an entire dystopian day dealing with megabus. that was hell! i sat at an outdoor amphitheater and even tho i couldnt really see him i got to listen to seu jorge sing david bowie covers and life was magical for a few hours. my sisters came up to visit me and we saw aladdin the musical and had our minds blown, it was soooo fun! i went to the chicago pride parade for the very first time but i went by myself and at one point i was sitting on the curb just crying! not a high point but still memorable. i won a ticket to an advanced screening of the big sick where kumail & emily were there to do a q&a after the movie.... had a fuckin blast OBVIOUSLY and then saw the movie 9 other times in various theatres. i also made it into a commercial FOR the movie i just loved it that much lmao! i moved into a new (and my current) apartment! lorde released melodrama and fucking murdered me in my own home. otherwise i had a pretty uneventful but anxiety filled summer bc of financial aid stuff so that really sucked. i saw good time w taylor and the safdie brothers were there to do a q&a and they were such interesting guys i could listen to them talk for hours honestly. my mom and sisters came up to visit me and we took our mom to her very first cubs game which was sooo so much fun and they won that day too!! it was awesome and we had a great time :) watched the eclipse (or tried to anyway!!) fall quarter classes started and i honestly kicked ass at them, i got on the deans list (i almost typed honor roll lmao i mean its basically the same) i hung out with ari again which was cool!! we went to the aquarium! me and taylor saw beach fossils which was honestly the most buckwild concert ive ever been to i think, it was good shit. i got jobs at AMC (which i have since quit lmao) and starbucks and left my job at the paint place which was bittersweet! me and taylor saw mbmbam live!!! so fun!! and we watched trolls that night and goofed on it so hard!! i went home for thanksgiving and found out my big sister is gonna have a baby this year!! :D i saw mike birbiglia do stand up! which was soooo incredible of course (except i felt bad bc my mom was supposed to come w me but she couldnt go! so i brought taylor lol) UMMMMM MY DAM GIRLFRIEND CAME TO CHICAGO TO VISIT ME AND STAYED FOR A WHOLE DANG WEEK AND IT WAS THE BEST THING EVER SHE MAKES ME SO HAPPY WE HAD SO MUCH FUN AND I MISS HAVING HER RIGHT NEXT TO ME EVERY SINGLE GOSH DANG DAY <3 ;_____; and that was my year!!
2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? last year i said id like to read at least one book each month and watch at least 100 movies - i did neither! im keeping the movie resolution though bc cmon 100 movies should be EASY for a film major wtf am i doing!
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? no but it will happen in 2018!
4. Did anyone close to you die? not a person but we had to put down my sweet doggo, flash :(
5. What countries did you visit? still none :/
6. What would you like to have in 2018 that you lacked in 2017? More confidence that I actually deserve to be in college and that I can do this shit and I’m awesome <– that was my answer from last year and the year before but yeah. same. also money.
7. What dates from 2017 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? ummm march 25 when me and gf became gfs and also dec 17 when she came to visit :)
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? putting myself out there by doing VAS/Premiere, getting on the deans list for the first time since freshman year and then also getting a new job
9. What was your biggest failure? this summer i didnt do shit besides wallow and cry and it sucked!
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? nope
11. What was the best thing you bought? every movie ticket and the bras i bought for natalie ;-)
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? natalie’s because she’s amazing and works so hard!!!! and she can always cheer me up and im so in love w her
13. Whose behavior made you appalled? mine bc i could never just get my shit together and do my homework when i was supposed to :) < thats from last year but lmfao same!
14. Where did most of your money go? RENT, movie/event tix, food, in that order
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? THE BIG SICK, the new season of sv, p much all of the events that i listed in the first question lol
16. What song will always remind you of 2017? umm honestly probably any song from melodrama
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: a) happier or sadder? b) thinner or fatter? c) richer or poorer? I’m a. happier, b. probably thinner? or maybe the same idk, and c. definitely DEFINITELY poorer
18. What do you wish you’d done more of? read and write and watch movies and write and read about movies
19. What do you wish you’d done less of? Spending money and also being bitter about everything for no reason <– last year and the year before that AGAIN and also same!
20. How did you spend Christmas? working at AMC which i hated every second of :)
21. Did you fall in love in 2016? yes with my amazing girlfriend @carrot-gallery
22. What was your favorite TV program? silicon valley, AMERICAN VANDAL, the good place, great british bake off
23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? nah just politicians who like. actively want me to die lol
24. What was the best book you read? bitch,
25. What was your greatest musical discovery? mitski like why the fuck did i sleep on her..... tbh thats about it bc i still listen to the same music i did 10 years ago
26. What did you want and get? I wanted a steadier/better paying job and i have it!
27. What did you want and not get? idk i wanted to be financially stable on my own and i still dont have that
28. What was your favorite film of this year? ugh i hate this question! ok in no order: THE BIG SICK, GOOD TIME, A GHOST STORY, GET OUT, THE FLORIDA PROJECT
29. What one thing made your year immeasurably more satisfying? uhhh having my sweet girlfriend by my side each and every day
30. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2017? sometimes chic, always sweaty
31. What kept you sane? Sydney, my best friend in the entire world. (This was my answer from last year and the year before that and the year before that AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT but it still holds true) also everyone in the sv discord chat still AND natalie of course of course
32. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? kumail nanjiani duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, taika waititi, and martin starr always and probably more but i legit cant think of anyone rn lol
33. What political issue stirred you the most? yikes all of it. all of the issues (this was from last year but same lmao)
34. Who did you miss? i miss my dogs and my family and my girlfriend 35. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2017. You can set goals for yourself and talk about it all you want but it’s nothing until you actually start working towards it and doing something about it. <– answer from last year and the year before that and the year before that, still true!! imma keep that. also idk just like, there are good days and super bad days and ive survived all of them so its just a reminder to myself that ill be okay.
36. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. These days will all seem better in time Waiting on that hindsight
#2017#personal#sorry that my answer to the first question is SO LONG but i did a lot this year!#and its fun to recap anyway#also this has been sitting in my drafts for a week lol so here ya go
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June 29th, 2017 CTP Archive
The archive for the Comic Tea Party chat that occurred on June 29th, 2017, from 5PM - 7PM PST. The chat focused on Chaotic Nation by Zyephen.
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RebelVampire
Good day everyone~! This week’s Comic Tea Party is now officially beginning. Today we are discussing Chaotic Nation by Zyephen~! (https://tapas.io/series/Chaotic-Nation) For those new to CTP, discussions about the comic are freeform, so please feel free to bring up whatever you wish. However, every 30 minutes I will be dropping in a discussion question to help those who would like a prompt. These questions are totally OPTIONAL to answer so pay them no mind if you wish~! Remember, constructive criticism is allowed, but the primary focus here is to have fun and appreciate the amazing comics that the community makes~! Each chat a top comment will be picked and featured on an ad for this chat, so let’s have a great discussion~! With that said, let us begin with this first question~!
QUESTION 1. What is your favorite scene in the comic so far and why?
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
i'm torn
Zyephen
will not be surprised if everyone picks the bath scene
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
looooooooooooool
IT WAS MY FIRST THOUGHT
Zyephen
lol
RebelVampire
i like to refer to it as the almost dicks scene cause that was the scene while evaluating rating made me the most nervous for the innocent eyes XD
Zyephen
LOL
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
I'm still reading...
:V
Zyephen
yes dat's fairly accurate
RebelVampire
thats ok you can insert thoughts as reading.
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
i also liked the scene where arei pretty much kicks taron's butt in front of everyone xD
Zyephen
poor Taron. Ego pains
RebelVampire
actually almost dicks scene was not my fave tho. i really liked the scene where Taron and Arei came to that burned down village and Taron found that girl in the well. I thought it was cute because up till this point taron had mostly been a rough around the edges sort of person. so i thought it was sweet and ironic he was the one who actually found a survivor.
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
oh yeah there was that too
RebelVampire
granted i also liked most of the fight scenes cause i think the magic effects look genuinely cool and exciting
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
yissssss
the fight scenes are really nicely drawn
Zyephen
That's nice to hear, cause i think fight scenes are my weakest point.
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
hmmm there seems to be many pages per episode... this is gonna take a while
RebelVampire
i believe in you mharz
throws all the belief
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
Sorry I was too busy yesterday. (edited)
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
i read it on the smackjeeves site lol
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
maybe I should switch
I only saw tapas link
RebelVampire
admittedly i think the fight scenes could work on clarity as far as the action goes, but i think overall aesthetically theyre nice to look at and exciting.
i think i pinned the smackjeeves mirror on this channel
Tenor
You did.
It's how I found it lol
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
this guy is totally presh
Tenor
HI LATE, don't have much to add to the question because I didn't get to read (weh busy) but I wanted to drop off that from a glance in the first chapter I especially liked the backgrounds being painted vaguely, yet detailed enough to give each panel a nice, fleshed world but it didn't pull at all from the attention on the main characters and I HOPE I CAN READ IT SOON <3
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
I kinda wish Areitus was a girl.... prefers fictional women over men
you know I like me some pretty girls
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
theres daya
she's a pretty girl
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
errrh
Zyephen
Bast is pretty
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
oh yeah bast is pretty too
Zyephen
pretty dangerous
RebelVampire
yeah bast is pretty hot
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
I'm still on chapter 1 so I don't know the character yet
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
they pick up a girl later thats also pretty cute too
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
gimme the smackjeeves links I'll read there
tapas is giving me a hard time with all the scrolling
RebelVampire
http://chaoticnation.smackjeeves.com/
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
rebel was faster thanb me
Zyephen
Yeah the art from chapter 1 to chapter 14 is pretty drastically improved
Been working on it for over 10 years
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
i noticed that
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
I don't think I can read this in one sitting
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
it was p cool seeing the art progress
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
D:
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
from chapter 1 to now
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
it's even longer than cali's volumes
Zyephen
4....28 pages i think
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
>A>
Zyephen
328*
RebelVampire
not really in total im pretty sure cali's is longer
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
yeaaaaaah
LOL
RebelVampire
but just read what you can
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
you did start in 2011 so for sure there will be tons of improvement
Zyephen
http://orig11.deviantart.net/4f72/f/2016/108/2/1/taron_dakimakura_by_zyephens_insanity-d9zeliv.jpg this is in my bed atm
lol
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
hubba hubba
RebelVampire
omg thats awesome
Zyephen
rofl
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
I dunno... It has more texts than cali's so I'm slower to read
OMG
RebelVampire
i do like how the art improved. particularly with the line work. i always like really polished linework
yeah it does have more text. thats the catch.
Zyephen
http://orig12.deviantart.net/f76f/f/2016/108/6/6/areitus_dakimakura_by_zyephens_insanity-d9z2u25.jpg the other side
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
areeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Zyephen
lol arei is your fave?
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
I'm gonna look for that pretty girl your saying
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
of the two, yeah
Zyephen
Daya comes in chapter 3, I think Bast in the end of chapter 4
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
toooo faaaaaaaaaarrrr
screms
RebelVampire
those are really beautiful dakimakura
Zyephen
thanks
RebelVampire
this reminds me that overall i really enjoy how everything took a turn for the worst really quickly for final ground. i thought it presented some really good extra conflict and was kind of a good twist since you usually dont expect things to go south so soon
mathtans
Hiyo. I'm late. Also only had a chance to read the first 3 books earlier this week. Also fights and stuff isn't really my preference, so I'm not sure how much my opinion counts for. I will say, I like the "human mage" concept.
zetina
I'm appreciating the existence of nipples. And nice muscles
mathtans
I wonder if there's really more to it.
Queen Brave Hikari of Memes
I couldn't read it, I'm still on chapter 1, but I must say I love the art, hot guys
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
i felt really sad for tisik how that fight went down too
Zyephen
Tisik always get the short stick
poor guy
mathtans
Possibly not even the short stick, if it's sold.
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
i wanna give him all the hugs
RebelVampire
ah tisik will be fine. just needs to be dusted off. told not to worry that everone he knows is dead.
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
loooooooool
Zyephen
shake it off it's just your only good eye
you're fine.
lol
RebelVampire
ah cali's doodles appear
Zyephen
Tisik still needs to show off his nipples
RebelVampire
QUESTION 2. Towards the beginning of the comic, Areitus ominously mentions that the Karian are up to something since humans are disappearing. Even more so, various scenes do depict the Karians hauling people away. What do you think the Karians are up to? What does this have to do (if anything) with the king’s inaction and the tense treaty with the Karians?
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
oh yeah
mathtans
Maybe they're making human mages, but one has now gone rogue on them!
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
i'm really interested on why they keep abducting people
omg
RebelVampire
random fact, wrote this question before i noticed there was a new page about this topic. and was like
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
keeps forgetting that this will be archived and our derp convo will be recorded forever
RebelVampire
to be fair discord saves the convo forever. so its archived in some sense already
mathtans
(My speculations will probably be off target since I've only read, like, 20%....)
Zyephen
You can never escape your own stupid shiet - zyeph 2017
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
sounds about right
RebelVampire
truer words have never been spoken
if they were making human mages i dont think theyd be surprised one exists
Zyephen
dat scene with naked Bast wearing all her jewelry, she was like - wtf human mage?
RebelVampire
but to be fair to the theory, maybe she just too low ranking O_O and only the highest of the highest know
tbh im waiting for a twist like theyre using the humans in some massive magical blood sacrifice
and the king is just a super fan of blood sacrifice rituals
Zyephen
I can't say anything lol
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
i was thinking either slavery or sacrifices too lol
RebelVampire
as you shouldnt. should just sit back and watch us wildly speculate
slavery seems the most likely but hence why i feel thats too simple
things feel more ominous then that
Zyephen
maniacal laughter
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
or they're eating them
gotta love bbq humans
Zyephen
dey got dos pointy teeth
RebelVampire
gotta use the pointy teeth for something
but if we assume the king is in on something then i think slavery still just too simple. its gotta be bigger. cause if they just wanted slaves i doubt they would need a treaty. could just defeat all humanity and say "well that was fun now we have our cattle humans."
mathtans
Didn't one of 'em say a particular human "bled too much"? If they wanted a blood sacrifice, seems like that would've been an advantage. Maybe they're used for target practice.
Like a Hunger Games kinda thing.
RebelVampire
omg that made me picture them tying to like a dart board and throwing knives at them just from how it was worded
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
I see nekkid ladies!!!
Zyephen
Vade probably likes the ones that bleed
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
ooops wrong emoji
Zyephen
lol
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
looool
mathtans
Well, dart board humans could be a thing too.
Zyephen
just hope Vade never runs into poor lil Hisu alone, cause he'd prob carve him up and serve him with taters.
RebelVampire
on a side note, i really love vade's design. particularly his tattoo things. idk why exactly but they just make me think "man, this is a cool guy....if not murderous"
idk Hisu so giant would be too big for one meal
Zyephen
LOl
he's like a giant puppy
RebelVampire
like youd at least have to invite the other generals
make a feast out of it
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
NOT THE CUTIE
zetina
tuning in to say that my first impression of Hisu is "they're adorable and i want to be their friend"
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
I like how Bast has a spine on her spine
RebelVampire
LOL
omg
Zyephen
she got the back bone
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
she couldnt remember where the spine would be
RebelVampire
i think Hisu is literally the most easily likeable
cause hes too adorable
cant hate
Zyephen
lol.... he has a horrible back story too
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
HE NEEDS HUGS TOO
Zyephen
but only hugs from boys
rofl
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
tisik or taron should hug him
/shot
RebelVampire
you mean...you mean his backstory isnt he was born from clouds and rainbows in a field of flowers?
Zyephen
well... maybe initially
but then shit hit the fan
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
imagines him riding unicorns
and accidentally squishes it cus he too big
Zyephen
it'd have to be like clydesdale unicorns
What characters are you guys most curious about their backstory?
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
I wanna boop his nose.
Zyephen
LOl
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
and pinch his cheeks
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
all of them
RebelVampire
everyone
O_O
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
looooooool
like
how taron and arei met
RebelVampire
uh if i had to pick..... sweats the choice is too hard
Zyephen
has a non-posted chapter about just that
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
and arei in general cus dat pic in the buried box
>A>
Zyephen
lol people were like - wtf his hair
RebelVampire
im sure it was instyle then O_O
Zyephen
maybe the chick liked to braid hair
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
I like the design on this one
Zyephen
my critters
RebelVampire
ah yeah i really thought the art on the creatures was really well done. like you really get a feel for what the texture is
and that these creatures are 2 spook
should probably run
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
yus
RebelVampire
or become a karian and learn to just implode things
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
would totes have one as a pet
name it fido
Zyephen
http://img11.deviantart.net/4a0f/i/2016/359/f/6/general_thiel_by_zyephens_insanity-dasu6ko.jpg yet to be introduced
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
have it eat my enemies
Zyephen
he's fun to draw
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
ooooooo
he looks awesome
O_O
RebelVampire
2 spook for me. mostly cause of the scorpion like tail. shivers and hides; mayhappen to live in the desert where scorpions are a literal house pest
rip whoever meets that
Zyephen
his mouth is on his stomach too
RebelVampire
ooh thats cool. O_O but still rip. can just imagine someone getting their arm stuck and ripped off
Zyephen
I'm currently writing his back story
he bites the top of a guy's head off.
fun
that will be fun to draw
RebelVampire
i bet itll look awesome cause i think the gore bits as it were are well done in general
Zyephen
I love drawing gore.. >>;
idk
RebelVampire
i finally picked. the characters whose background i most wanna know is actually kesthius and deviar
Zyephen
the bros!
RebelVampire
because im really curious about their relationship and why they so close. cause they do seem especially clingy in a way. always looking out for each other. which i really sweet. but also makes me hmm did something happen that they felt they had only each other
Feather, Duke of Comedic Timing
Sorry that I am late
So far I am enjoying the comic but didn't have time to read a lot
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
So i was weighing them down...
Feather, Duke of Comedic Timing
I only read the first two chapters
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
but I prefer Daya over Bast
Zyephen
only 12 more to go!
hah
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
buuuuut Stil prefer Arie as a girl
slaps self
Zyephen
lol well he's pretty like a girl?
Feather, Duke of Comedic Timing
I have to admit I am really enjoying the story so far. Seems like my type of reading but I will need to get back to it soon
Zyephen
Taron prob preffers him as a girl too
prefers*
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
no I prefer girls
and yuri
/shots
RebelVampire
mharz no. youve got to move on. accept the truth.
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
screms
D:
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
accept arei is lovely as a pretty boy >V>
RebelVampire
and thats ok feather a lot of ppl seem to have been busy this week tears
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
nuuuuuuu
Zyephen
lol well to each their own!
Feather, Duke of Comedic Timing
I appreciate all types of love in every single angle
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
gimme all the yuris
Feather, Duke of Comedic Timing
So I am hoping to get to know more about the mage and magic system
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
gimmie all the yaois
throws tables
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
(╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻
Zyephen
My friend said she doesn't like that they have to say the spells aloud to cast
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
gimme kissy ladies
:V
RebelVampire
lol i have no qualms about them saying the spells aloud to cast. a lot of magic systems do.
Zyephen
I like it, idk
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
i don't mind it either
Feather, Duke of Comedic Timing
Yeah I personally would like to know more about the spell system so I guess I will need to read more
RebelVampire
i mean to be fair i do appreciate yours are pretty short incantations. cause that alleviates the tactical disadvantages of longer incantations
Queen Mharz of Buffers and Wings
Anyway, I'm gonna get breakfast so please enjoy yourselves... I'll be here crying while eating...
Feather, Duke of Comedic Timing
Points at Prompt and Perfection for yaoi yuri straight odd weird everything pairings
RebelVampire
cause rebel assess by tactical advantage apparently
pats mharz
QUESTION 3. Areitus is unique because he is a human mage, something that hasn’t existed for a very long time. Even more so, it is only the Karians who are truly adept at magic so far. How do you think Areitus came into his powers? Does the reason have something to do with the bigger conflict that is going on?
its the question for you mathtans
mathtans
If spells have to be said aloud, that's a way of preventing people from casting.
RebelVampire
O_O
zetina
mmm lovin' the cover for chapter 7
mathtans
Heh. Well, he had to learn it from someone, right?
Zyephen
one of my faves
Feather, Duke of Comedic Timing
I bet the wizards did it slapped
mathtans
Oooh, maybe he's a half breed?
Feather, Duke of Comedic Timing
Naw let's see what convulted theory I can do here
mathtans
Cosmetic surgery? Wait, that's not a thing... magic surgery?
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
i wondered about if he could be a half breed too lol
RebelVampire
i thought half breed but then was like "maybe thats too obvious"
Feather, Duke of Comedic Timing
So he went on a long journey to see a magic tree who sent him to see a magic whale who was like get in my belly to get magic and then shot him out of the blowhole all magical and shit
RebelVampire
i dont believe in occams razor for theories. O_O
Feather, Duke of Comedic Timing
I just like dumb theories
Zyephen
giggle
mathtans
Actually, if Karians can do magic, why don't they do it to try and blend in more? Like, spies?
Zyephen
how do you know that haven't done that already?
mathtans
I do not know. O.O
Zyephen
hehe
Feather, Duke of Comedic Timing
Anyways I will read more after exams
got to go now
RebelVampire
my wonder is more if the karians can just point and implode their cattle dragon monsters, why cant they point and just implode humans. or do they think thats not fun enough
good luck on exams feather~!
mathtans
Humans have souls! .... Random speculation!
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
human pinatas
Zyephen
Bast did one shot one of the soldiers in chapter 7 or 8... forget
zetina
So far, I'm really appreciating that there aren't any huge infodumps. All the lore so far has come up organically through dialogue and events. I know who the enemies are, I know magic isn't a human thing, I know there's a treaty etc etc. You can infer everything. No one chimed in to ask what the two leads' relationship is - so far I have been able to understand that Arei is teaching the other and is much more experienced. I imagine I'll find out even more like this as I go along.(edited)
mathtans
That's a good point.
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
and also seems like arei found taron when he was younger
too
judging by that one panel
zetina
Yeah! there was that brief one-panel flashback near the start
Zyephen
chapter 2
zetina
is Arei older than he looks? that's what i wonder now
RebelVampire
yes i do like how the lore is presented too. and i like its not all infodumped cause it does leave room for interesting speculation.
Zyephen
we did get that peek at the "buried treasure" as mercedes called it
Feather, Duke of Comedic Timing
Oh yes I agree with that
I love the writing it's good
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
he so magical that he keeps his young looks despite beinga thousand years old
Feather, Duke of Comedic Timing
Ahhh I need to stop looking back
RebelVampire
yeah cause when taron found that picture arei was like "that was another life" so what if arei is like some ancient immortal that existed before the cataclysm
since the lore does hint human mages existed before
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
OH
OH OH
HE'S THE AVATAR
Zyephen
LOL
RebelVampire
i just choked on my soda. i now conclude cali is behind everything
zetina
Another good example of what I brought up is the fact that no one explained how Karians are different. It's obviously the ears. So when Taron focuses on Bast's ears, you immediately get that he realized "what" she is. It's nothing, like, WHOA. It's basic visual storytelling or whatever but
hey most of us are amateurs and it's a good example
Zyephen
Sure he was looking at her ears, not her ass.
zetina
Arei has eyes that look kinda pupil-less or misty too. So he deff has this mythical feel to him like he's not quite human.
Zyephen
we'll go with that
RebelVampire
maybe he was looking at both
taron can multitask
Zyephen
XD
zetina
ofc what he saw first was the bod hence the and blush B)
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
"if only arei had that bod...."
shot
zetina
the ears were a disappointing realization
Zyephen
well... Taron's moral compass is just south of moral
lol
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
the bath scene made me think taron could have a lil crush on arei lol
zetina
Taron just wants to be cool and get tail but he forgot that you need social skills and charm to get tail and be cool :'(
Zyephen
X3 dat blush
RebelVampire
Taron just a grumpy bear. wants to be strong like big brother arei but is still so tiny.
Zyephen
http://orig02.deviantart.net/27db/f/2012/128/a/a/defeat_by_zyephens_insanity-d4yzmqa.jpg
X3
zetina
physically big but skill-wise tiny haha
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
BAES
RebelVampire
i was gonna say cute but they look half dead
so more babies no
zetina
i still say cute
because napping together while half dead is super cute
Zyephen
Aw Taron just needs to have the chance to shine! and not get tea-bagged by a dragon.
RebelVampire
i always feel a bit bad for taron cause i feel like he does have his moments of shine....just ya know, when no one is around to see
Zyephen
lol
RebelVampire
like saving mercedes. that was him doing good. but only arei was really around
Zyephen
http://orig15.deviantart.net/a9d2/f/2011/290/b/1/meeting_your_enemy_by_zyephens_insanity-d4d5ey6.jpg
zetina
Yeah! I dunno of the main draw is fighting but if so, I deff wanna see other characters show off their skills. Then when Arei does something really amazing, it'll be enhanced by how much better than those cool guys he is! Though I haven't caught up yet so..
RebelVampire
omg this is the best page
Zyephen
lol
zetina
THOSE FACES
Zyephen
Taron. such a tease
mathtans
Yeah, some of the side comedy is nice. Expressions help with that.
Zyephen
lol i liek doing stupid faces sometimes
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
HAHAHA TARON
zetina
i love that Taron gets to only shine out of public eye? he does shit to be seen so it's like karma or something. i just know that i like that whole trope where people underestimate a character cuz they haven't seen them at their best. and then it can pay off with Taron doing something amazing in front of everyone when he's matured a bit.
Zyephen
Bast like - hold on shoots him in the forhead ok, carry on.
Taron is the king of getting into trouble really
RebelVampire
of all the comedic moments this one is definitely my favorite
Zyephen
a cute behemoth
RebelVampire
taron's face is so perfect for the moment tho.
but also man is hisu tall.
Zyephen
I like the face he makes at the end of the shower scene
when he's like- are you being sarcastic?
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
hisu is like a gentle giant
Zyephen
Everyone's so mean to him too. poor guy
RebelVampire
haha that is a good face. relatedly, i also enjoy that taron got his petty revenge by having already looted the talisman
zetina
i want to sit on Hisu's shoulders
Zyephen
lol Hisu pony
http://orig02.deviantart.net/b164/f/2016/236/9/9/kiss_after_training_by_zyephens_insanity-daf70e8.jpg
have shameless kissy doodle
RebelVampire
i like how you call it a doodle but its still pretty clean. XD
at least...tisik is blind atm and doesnt have to witness this
Zyephen
wel.... it's not done, it's a doodle
Tisik like- THERE'S ONLY ROOM IN THIS ARMY FOR ONE GAY MAN! AND THE SPOT IF FILLED!
is*
Hisu - points at self quizzically
RebelVampire
LOL
i can only picture him screaming that during where the comic is currently at
since thats the most inappropriate time for that
Zyephen
LOL screams at the lake cause he's blind
RebelVampire
everyone just sitting by, looking at him with remorse as they wonder what the lake ever did to him
QUESTION 4. The comic often mentions a cataclysm that resulted in the characters’ current world. There are hints throughout that the world had advanced technology before this cataclysm, most prominently alluded to by the car Hisu was fixing. What do you think this cataclysm was? Do you think this leftover technology will ever play a part in the story?
Deity Cali of Speed and Dis Pear
i forgot about the car being a thing
loooool
RebelVampire
i wanted him to fix it so they could have a fun road trip through the countryside :"D
Zyephen
Well I guess Hisu's car got burned with the rest of the castle.
ff15cough
mathtans
Hmmm. Natural event? Or manmade?
RebelVampire
omg cannot unsee ff15 now.
that is the question
granted i usually assume manmade
cause bad humans
mathtans
Perhaps it was the discovery of magic. Which got the attention of the Karians.
RebelVampire
except the description on tap says "Karians were first born during the cataclysm."
which if thats still accurate
Zyephen
yup that's accurate
RebelVampire
so maybe it couldve been the discovery of magic but maybe that discovery led to the creation of the karian cause human bodies too fragile for magic
mathtans
Oh yeah. Hmmmm. Well, could still discover magic and that causes babies to change?
Or that.
Or maybe just everyone's cell phone died at once and people lost it.
They tried to genetically engineer people with built in wifi.
RebelVampire
well to be fair if there was a really bad solar flare itd take out the entire world's power grid. and thats not a good thing
Zyephen
I have no cell service!!! scene from the kingsman movie ensues
mathtans
That's true.
RebelVampire
thatd be a sad cataclysm. as like hisu finds a cell phone and everyone is like "hiss that was the cause of the cataclysm"
Zyephen
lol
hisu- I'm gonna fix it
mathtans
Makes the thumb/index symbol for 'call me'.
RebelVampire
LOL
Zyephen
haha
mathtans
(Oh wait, thumb pinkie... you know what I mean...)
Zyephen
http://orig15.deviantart.net/1134/f/2017/179/1/b/chaotic_nation_ch14_pg05_by_zyephens_insanity-dbeedpa.jpg how bout dis new page. new character
human character =x
RebelVampire
LOL i was just looking at that page and thinking man this is the most interesting page to suddenly appear
i really like general kaash's design
like he looks like a badass
Zyephen
I just redesigned him recently. Pretty happy with him.
mathtans
Curious, how much is scripted in advance?
Zyephen
I have a rough plot with just like bullet points
but i write out the chapter's dialogue before i do it
mathtans
Makes sense.
Zyephen
I have 9 arcs planned
currently on arc 2...
mathtans
Wowwww. I admire the ambition.
Zyephen
lol
when I'm 70 It should be done
lol
RebelVampire
ah good. id hate the story to end so soon since it does feel like its getting really good. and also cause theres so much character development potential. and so many questions
like i really wanna know about the king
and why he sucks at kinging
Zyephen
lol it'll be obvious in a few pages
since he's about to come in
mathtans
He's a midget.
Zyephen
lol
RebelVampire
to hisu everyone is a midget
zetina
king comes in late with starbucks "hey hi where's some peasants i can step on and ignore"
Zyephen
tyron lanester?
tyrion*
RebelVampire
if tyrion was king i might side with him
Zyephen
lol for sho
RebelVampire
and just be like "ah man the peasants are having problems? thats umm...unfortunate. plz say something witty to aleive the situation."
mathtans
Could the king be married to a Karian or something?
zetina
SCANDALOUS
RebelVampire
of the possibilities i ran through my head never considered that one
cause itd make sense why there was suddenly a treaty or if it was part of the treaty agreement
mathtans
"Meet my waifu, she does all the governing stuff."
(Or he. Not to judge.)
Zyephen
the king just goes and plays golf
maybe he's married to vade
rofl
RebelVampire
HAHA
thats why theyre like "sure come on in vade"
zetina
agh it's almost 5am and i'm dyin of hunger. im going to bed <'D made it to chapter 11 tho. i wasn't sure on the story at first, but Arei and Taron have grown on me so I'm looking forward to learn more about them in the future. As well as learning more about the actual conflict and its history.
Zyephen
thanks for reading
zetina
thanks for making the story =v=
RebelVampire
thank you for coming zetina~!
Zyephen
^-^
RebelVampire
my semi-joke theory is that the king is a minor. and the karians were like "well give you these cool toys if you give us humans"
so king was like sure thats awesome
whoo toys
Zyephen
haha
mathtans
King plays video games all day. He has the only working electronics.
Zyephen
or maybe he's a teenager and they gave him hot ladies
they're liek we'll give you this whore house if you just sit back and chill
king's like- k
RebelVampire
ah man taron, go usurp the king. then you can get the hot ladies and be set for life.
Zyephen
lol
there's gonig to be a brothel in this chapter
should be fun
mathtans
For who?
Zyephen
that's the question
RebelVampire
clearly its for hisu
Zyephen
Hisu would be like... the whore
lol
RebelVampire
HAHA
at least hed be a popular whore. with so many adorable faces
mathtans
"You want me to what?"
Zyephen
Taron comes in and hisu is like, my body is ready. and Taron is like fck. this is not what i paid for.
RebelVampire
and arei is outside just shaking his head in shame at taron.
Zyephen
arei like- am i not enough?!
RebelVampire
arei just needs to put on something sexy
problem solved
Zyephen
lol banana hammock
mathtans
A peeling.
RebelVampire
Unfortunately, the scheduled Comic Tea Party is now complete~! Thank you everyone so much for joining this week’s chat~! That being said, if you would like to continue discussing the comic, we encourage you to do so~! We want to give a big thank you to Zyephen, as well, for volunteering Chaotic Nation for our reading queue. If you liked the comic, please be sure to support Zyephen’s efforts. If you have questions, concerns, or suggestions about CTP, please feel free to PM me, or e-mail me at [email protected].
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