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officialmiintee · 1 month

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wind breaker / umetsuba the duo you are!!!

#wind breaker #wind breaker fanart #artists on tumblr #fanart #mint archives ; art #umemiya hajime #tasuku tsubakino #IM SO IN LOVE WITH THEM #them being so so full of love !!!!!!#FOR EVERYONE AND THEMSELVES UGH #THE PERSONIFICATIONS OF LOVE BEING PAIRED TOGETHER #do you see my vision!!!#DO YOU SEE HOW ABSOLUTELY HEART WARMING IT IS TO SEE TWO PERSONIFICATIONS OF LOVE BESIDE EACH OTHER #BECAUSE THATS WHAT UMETSUBA IS TO ME

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onefortherose · 1 month

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* Kris...Let's go back there tomorrow, alright?

@pscentral event 30: friendship ↳ Kris and Susie: Deltarune Chapters 1 & 2

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#deltarune #kris dreemurr #susie #*#userbaz #userlaro #i wanted to do the the whole fun gang but there's not a lot of cutscenes with all of them where they're not just standing #also thought about doing susie and lancer because duh #but OH the two kids who barely know each other and isolate themselves from everyone in their lives to avoid vulnerability #but end up finding escape in the world they created together and UGH #and i didn’t notice until i started watching through the cutscenes #presumably the whole 'kris resisting your control' subplot starts with them ripping out your soul at the end of chapter one #BUT ACTUALLY IT DOESN'T #you know what the first action kris makes by themself even before ripping out your soul #without direction from another character or interaction from the player #IT WAS JUMPING IN FRONT OF SUSIE TO SHIELD HER FROM THE KING #ARE YOU KIDDING ME #THE FIRST THING THEY EVER DID ON THEIR OWN #also the fact that their weapons are LITERALLY EACH OTHER’S COLOR #I'M GONNA ROT

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that-bitch-kat3 · 11 months

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one thing about me is that i am a sirius black apologist till the day i die. and i am sick and tired of seeing posts about how sirius 'abandoned regulus.' HELLO?!?! in what world is a child responsible for their ONE YEAR YOUNGER SIBLING?!?! we don't know anything about their family dynamic other than the fact that sirius ran away. do you think people run away from home for shits and gigs? no. there was abuse. and you can't save anyone when you are drowning yourself. i know there are a lot of people in this fandom/ a lot of my followers are kids and i want to be crystal fucking clear. you are responsible for no one but yourself. your job is always to keep yourself safe. it is your parents jobs to keep you safe. if they are not doing that it is fucked up. that does not transfer that responsibility to another child.

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birthdayboy-ilu · 3 months

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Hojo:IF YOURE NOT CAREFUL THEYLL THINK UR A FEMALE‼️💢 SEPHIROTH WILLIAMS THADDEUS HOJO ARE U LISTENING TO ME UR SWAG WOULD BE TOO LOUD THEYLL KILL U

Sephiroth: woagh,,i wonder whatd my girl naeme wouldbe……

#ff7 #sephiroth #ff7 memes #professor hojo #UGH THE ONLY TIME ILL DRAW THAT MFER #Furthering my not cishet sephiroth agendar #to me seph is a total enby/genderqueer any pronouns demisexual godkin.#shes also my princess 👑#when they were younger and had those teachings that everyone can be anything that conflated to themselves as well #coupled with the growing divide between themselves and the ‘normal’ people/world. i think it added to them finding comfort and control #in this great expanse of opportunity rather than let the uncertainty and apartness consume them entirely #but then ofc after the INCIDENTS plural. it became a full on embracing that OF COURSE they are apart from the others bc they are CHOSE #and you know. the rest of it #or something im projecting #nonbinary/agender/genderfluid etc sephiroth ur real to me #as well as straight up transfemme seph 100000% ur everything!#hapoy pride month

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bedforddanes75 · 1 month

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"i dont like brat because the lyricism is shit" are you being for real. are you fucking with me. are you genuinely asking to be shot. do you wish for death daily. do you want to FUCKING KILL YOURSELF

#im sorry i hate lyrics #like they are an ADDITION to the music #i genuinely could not give less of a fuck about whether someones lyricism is good UNLESS thats what they market themselves with #or if the music is very lyric focussed #like i DOOOOOO NOT GIVE A FUCUUCCCCKKKKKGKKGKGKFK UGH #no like its actually pissing me off #no like omfg #monica galetti i love u #i think thats how u spell her name #ANYWAY #no because why are lyrics such a big focus for everyone??? its PATHETIC #i understand liking lyrics but if its the ONLY thing u care about???#blah blah!

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biblically-accurate-dca · 4 months

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more human(?) sb guys

#my art #glamrock freddy #glamrock chica #roxanne wolf #montgomery gator #daycare attendant #sundrop #sunnydrop #moondrop #djmm #dj music man #ugh i forgot how i tagged the humans #vanessa #cassie #fnaf vanessa #sb vanessa #vanessa fnaf #vanessa sb #cassie fnaf #fnaf cassie #ANYWAYYYYY ABT THE DESIGNS THEMSELVES :3 #ngl idk what im doing with them #specifically i've been trying to figure out 1. how sun's rays work #2. what body type to give chica (it feels weird to me to make a character obsessed with eating fat?)#3. what monty should even LOOK LIKE TO BEGIN WITH !!!#for everyone else im decently confident with em? idk.. they could all use some work still but they still look good rn #also there's two little cameo characters here ♡ everyone say hello to them #btw apologizes for the shitty image id i do not have the time or energy for a good one rn #my sketch pages are NOT image id friendly thats for sure

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wavesoutbeingtossed · 5 months

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some days the "fire off missiles because you hate yourself but do you know you're demolishing me" and "let all your damage damage me" and "I gave you all my best mes, my endless empathy" and "in the shade of how he was living" and "how much sad did you think I had in me?" just really fucking hit 😵‍💫🥴

#this is why no matter what taylor ever does I am going to stan her #because she's put into words what it's like living with a person who is so consumed by their own shit they take everyone down with them #and how utterly painful and crushing it is #(I'm not talking about anyone here -- you guys are all lovely and I send you so much love for anything you're struggling with)#(it's the 'firing off missiles' bit and reacting to everything with anger/resentment/making sure everyone feels as upset as they are thing)#(honestly I could not thank taylor enough for ever putting that into words and translating how that feels into music)#(and why I am always going to be 100% empathetic to what she was going through with Joe because it's just so fucking hard #to try to not only manage your own feelings but have to manage the feelings of a loved one because they're too immature/unaware #to manage it themselves so you have to dance around it and like fucking regulate for them sometimes)#ugh sorry just having A Day

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nordicbananas · 8 days

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IM DOING GOOD IVE MISSED U HOW ARE YOU

YAYY!!! IVE MISSED YOU TOO :(

im actually gonna go to bed right after this :))) but i've been. getting through it!! you have to go through it to get through it. yea... uh

i've been. writing. or starting something. it's very unlike my usual writing it's basically. my life but i changed the names around. i'm trying to find ways to get over stuff and right now we're on dissecting/writing about it.

but besides for that!! it's been fun :) um im gonna get a new lunchbox soon. since some of my friends got roles in our showcase thing at school i'm getting them gifts!! like my friend who's medusa is gonna get these hoop earrings that have snakes on them :} and twig is in a ghost play so she's getting a bracelet with a cutesy ghost on it!! and my other friend who's going to be hera will get peacock earrings <3 there's one more guy i need to find something for but idk what to get him BAHAHAHA. he's gonna be meany the dwarf in a snow white retelling and. yea i really dont know what to get him skdfhsdkhfhk

#yayyy #i love writing sooo much so so much #OMG IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT BURN PYGMALION RECENTLY! that's been fun #vicious animals like you should be locked inside a cage! nasty girls like you should be fed to me as a treat!#ugh i need to edit that line it doesn't flow the way i want it to. but i think i finally have an idea for one of the songs!!!#'in a world of no one but you / thats the one that i would want to / spend all my days not alone / not afraid in your arms' cue. um-#-jeanine or sylvia slow dancing by themselves. i'm so normal this is gonna be so much fun once i finally know how to write songs and stuff.#bro it's 11pm why did my brother just message us.#OH ITS 11PM I NEED TO SLEEP #I LOVE YOU ALEXIS YOURE SUCH A SWEETIE I LOV EYOU EVERYONE READING THIS #GOODNIGHTTT I HAVE 100 MINUTES OF BIO AND GEOMETRY TOMORROW <3 #--flower's bloom #--shimmering stars <3 #--alexixis <3 #omg i havn'et started my dad's birthday gift yet. dw dad it'll be done in a flash your birthday is still not for a few weeks i'll do it #OK GN!!

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aeolianblues · 24 days

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I'm not an extrovert. At all. In everyday life, I'm a yapper, sure, but I need someone to first assure me I am okay to yap, so I don't start conversations, even when I really want to join in sometimes! It's just the social anxiety acting up. God knows where from and why I lose a lot of my inhibitions when it comes to talking to people about music. I don't know where the confidence has suddenly sprung from. I've made a crazy amount of friends in musical circles, either just talking to people about common music or (since it is after all in music circles) talking to bands about their own music. I let out a sigh of relief any time an interaction goes well, because in truth it's going against my every instinct. I wish I could do that in everyday life

#like that's the point where we need to remind everyone around me that as much as I say #radio is 'a job'-- it's not 'my job' lol. I wish I was this interested in data science #but like. Honestly?? I'm not even a data scientist!? I answered a few questions about classical AI having come from a computer science back #background and now people are saying to me 'I know you're a data scientist and not a programmer' sir I am a computer scientist #what are you on about #and like I guess I get to google things and they're paying me so I'm not complaining but like I am not a data scientist #my biggest data scientist moment was when I asked 'do things in data science ever make sense???' and a bunch of data scientists went #'no :) Welcome to the club' ???????#why did I do a whole ass computer science degree then. Does anyone at all even want that anymore. Has everything in the realm of #computer science just been Solved. What of all the problems I learned and researched about. Which were cool. Are they just dead #Ugh the worst thing the AI hype has done rn is it has genuinely required everyone to pretend they're a data scientist #even MORE than before. I hate this #anyway; I wish I didn't hate it and I was curious and talked to many people in the field #like it's tragicomedy when every person I meet in music is like 'you've got to pursue this man you're a great interviewer blah blah blah'#and like I appreciate that this is coming from people who themselves have/are taking a chance on life #but. I kinda feel like my career does not exist anymore realistically so unless 1) commercial radio gets less shitty FAST #2) media companies that are laying off 50% of their staff miraculously stop or 3) Tom Power is suddenly feeling generous and wants #a completely unknown idiot to step into the biggest fucking culture show in the country (that I am in no way qualified for)#yeah there's very very little else. There's nothing else lol #Our country does not hype. They don't really care for who you are. f you make a decent connection with them musically they will come to you #Canada does not make heroes out of its talent. They will not be putting money into any of that. Greenlight in your dreams.#this is something I've been told (and seen) multiple times. We'll see it next week-- there are Olympic medallists returning to uni next wee #no one cares: the phrase is 'America makes celebrities out of their sportspeople'; we do not. Replace sportspeople with any public professi #Canada does not care for press about their musicians. The only reason NME sold here was because Anglophilia not because of music journalism #anyway; personal

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aluthepotato · 3 months

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I can't help but feel like real antisemitism is telling Jewish people they should be ok with mass killings, choosing one human life over another's, and that they must blindly follow a cruel colonial system because it claims to be Jewish/in support of Jewish people. That somehow caring about others isn't Jewish, that loving others means being "self-hating," that Jewish people are a monolith hivemind, that Jewish people can't be safe anywhere but Israel.

#honestly I don't really know how to phrase this but I hope you get my point #palestine #gaza #free palastine #I just can't imagine telling anyone they HAVE to support this #as if Jewish people can’t decide for themselves without extremist zionists labeling them as traitors #ugh #I'm a religious poc and I don't agree with everyone who shares my faith or ethnicity #especially not over something so serious like war and genocide?????#antisemitism is also bombing Semitic peoples aka people who speak Arabic aka PALESTINIANS

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void-and-virtue · 5 months

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I saw two (2) posts about ORV in a row today and I’m already gnashing my teeth and gnawing on the walls of my enclosure

I kinda want to reread it but oh god not only is it absolutely massive, I read this story in a fever dream and can’t for the life of me remember where or how I even got my hands on it, only that I devoured it and it kinda rewired my brain in some ways that are incredibly hard to describe

#if I was any less hinged I’d go into an obsessive spiral about this story for the next 3-infinity business months #something something main characters who are martyrs who’d do any kind of needless and thankless sacrifice to save everyone but themselves #I’ve already forgotten so much about what happens in ORV bc everything happens A Lot but honestly #anything kdj makes me absolutely feral #ugh #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint

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starlooove · 6 months

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Racist white ppl who don’t realize they’re racist getting mad about gojo is so funny

#y’all do the same shit #making them hot cheeto girl edits using AAVE USHER!!#helloooooo call in house etc.#but also I’ve been saying this for awhile #where ppl don’t want complicated characters or interesting arcs bc then they have to think about themselves #I’m not just yapping y’all u can look back #this is the second time feeling so vindicated #bc when it happened with Sokka and everyone was confused I literally said this is a product of this mindset #like grand scheme the reason they removed that from Sokka is that y’all can’t stomach ur faves having biases even when they improve #look at how y’all are reacting to gojo #I may tell a joke but I will never tell a WHAT #well no I lie a lot sorry #anyways point is y’all running to say gojo isn’t racist even tho the point of the scene is him unlearning that bias #and then turning around and saying you want complex characters #like it’s so telling when the only flaws u give ur characters is insecurity and maybe assholeish tendencies that don’t actually mean a lot #like y’all want these ppl to be you till they’re actually you #ugh #anyways y’all are so lucky I resisted adding my hate for another character for this #you ALRDY know who #just know he’s in here too #oh obvious obligatory duh ppl didn’t write sokka or gojo bc of eachother I’m talking about behavioral trends across media consumption dont #piss me off like with the way y’all act I wouldn’t be surprised #I’m not saying they’re related Like linearly or whatever I’m saying this shit isn’t coming out of nowhere it’s YOU!

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sysig · 6 months

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See you everywhere, now that you’re gone (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Dexter Favin #Ft. Wally West and Xigbar again - they're good to him <3 #Hhhh ;; The sads :'0 #ZEX never got to fully show off his uniform ;;#I was so hoping for that! He deserves to show off and feel nice and be praised </3 #At least he'd surrounded himself with good people - the dynamics around which are also interesting #Wally lovely <3 He's so sweet honestly just wants to offer a shoulder if he's able any small bit of comfort #He's injured and he's still trying to hug ZEX weh ;; Any bit of solace ♥#Xigbar's way of cheering him up is his own kind of misplaced sweetness haha I love the care put into everyone's quirks <3 #Ugh the whole thing of Nobodies trying to (and failing to! To varying degrees) convince themselves that they don't have emotions #Clearly Xig is unbothered by this so it's better to just flirt and not worry about it! It's a shame but it happens to everyone #I see you Xigbar #Really tho him being a bit flippant and silly and tactile with ZEX did seem to help haha #''Let me comfort you'' pfft - sad silliness hehe #And then Dexter showed up!! I was so unprepared for that!!#Honestly I only expected him to come visit The One Time so I was so not ready for him to be here after All This #He made ZEX cry last time and this time he came to it already crying ;;#Ughhughgh ZEX's unshakable trust for DAX - even just his voice - being the breaking point of his self control I jfdlksahfds #Someone he can be weak in front of since he doesn't want to be seen by anyone that way - only to DAX ;;;;#Offering any bit of familiarity as comfort weh I'm fine this is fine ;;#Poor ZEX :( Being so powerless and helpless in this situation is so sad!! At least when he was in the War he was in control to an extent #He only touched his cheek with his uniform later that night which I do honestly love the imagery of soft and tender <3 #I like drawing people holding things fully to their face more than I remembered haha #And then the fact that his roommate changed the same night and it was /Kirk/ of all people fjdslahfdsfd wehhhhh 😭#Kirk is genuinely the sweetest to him he is absolutely best boy but to have a Captain after all that ;;;;#It cuts so deeply ironic oww <3 <3

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stalactites · 7 months

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i've never hated a writer/director like i hate mike flanagan. i think about his work for two seconds and i feel such rage the only alleviation is walking into the sea forever and ever.

#i guess steven moffat comes close but he's largely irrelevant now and everyone knows he's shit #and people who call themselves fans of horror and gothic literature think mike flanagan is a gothic horror genius #UGH even typing that out. so sick and twisted #i need to read scathing critiques of his work NOW. i need to write a 10k word scathing critique.#but i can't force myself to finish his shit television shows

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none-tadashi-left-hiro · 1 month

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hi what is wrong with me

#I don’t even know what exactly I am Processing #but boy am I processing something #like was I really That Affected by stupid internet artist drama #to this day #like #what unhealed part of me #like I ugh #I think this is maybe just another tism experience #ever since fuckin Girl Scouts and elementary school #I’ve always been Too Cool to care about being in the in group like that’s so fucking shallow and stupid #but then also I suck at feeling like I belong in literally almost any space #so ummmmmmmmmmmmm #I guess maybe sometimes I get stuck in that wanting to belong and fit in feeling #but I don’t want to do it in the stupid shallow way #I want to find a place where I belong because I’m me #and I think I get triggered and stupid and annoyed when I see fake ass shallow toxic ass hoes living it up being in The Clique or whatever #like why them and not me #what the fuck tumblr tag venting really does make you think so introspectively #like idc abt being in groups where everyone’s just fucking stupid and mean #but when there are people who are cool and nice and chill in them #I get so much FOMO #like they hang around them bc they are cool and chill and nice but they’re not cool and chill and nice themselves #and I get annoYYYEEDDD #I’m not even feeling entitled to getting attention from cool and chill and nice people it’s just that like #sometimes it feels so slippery and wobbly trying to even coordinate hanging out with people you want to regularly #what am I even talking about though really #I think I really am just annoyed and triggered by deep seated pay attention to me and make me feel valued issues #maybe it is an entitlement issue in a way lmao #like I don’t expect attention from everyone ever but also I deserve attention I never got from my parents and does anyone ever tell you how #to like deal with that once you’re an adult like what the actual fuck

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sillybouquetoflillies · 7 months

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i keep thinking i rly didnt go thru that much growing up, but idk, everytime i tell someone abt my life, they say i did and kinda just like sit in shock abt it. am i just internet brained or smth, or am i just dramatic?? i rly dont think ive earned a lot of the symtoms of someone who was traumatized that i have. or maybe i havent been in a safe place for long enough to process things??? i dunno. maybe someday far away in the future ill figure things out

#i let myself sit n accept that i did go thru smth.. maybe that i didnt totally remember or that i blurred out the details of n idk #i keep feeling like an imposter n like i shouldnt be feeling it. i didnt rly like how ive been acting #but like also i let a lot of stuff out of the box in my brain doing that n idk how 2 put it back or deal with it #so now i just feel like a half untangled mess with 0 stability bc in that 'growth n discovery' period i realized almost everyone in my life #wasnt someone i wanted 2 keep around #so now its rly just me n my bestie that r close n i keep everyone else at arms length #how tf did i get on rambling abt this omggg #ugh i am srsly such a mess n i cant find the root n i think thats whats freaking me out the most #i hate not being able 2 explain why im feeling a certain type of way or justify it in anyway #i just wanna feel okay n stable n be a fun person 2 be around again!!!!#i wanna be completely independent but like.... everything is so expensive n i have no interest in anything that would pay well #i wish my sw stuff would take off but i think im too messy 4 ppl 2 wanna stick around n also i dont think im super attractive unfortunately #I DUNNO #i dont have any answers atm n its freaking me out #i either wanna figure out how to be okay with not having answers or to get the answers and solve my problems #n i also dont wanna depend on other ppl 2 solve them for me #i just wanna be a whole.. well rounded person who can take care of themselves n do what i want #while also being a cute puppy thats rly rly rly fun 2 play with n is super helpful n supportive 2 the ppl it cares abt 🥰#i am so sick of these silly dumb messy fears n emotions that keep me stuck in boring ruts #i wanna go out n have my own fun n be my own person n stop being so scared of everything!!!!!#its okay if things go bad!!!! its just more stories 2 tell ppl!!!! ppl love my stories!!!! ugh i just needa put myself out there #i just needa find smth fun 2 do that keeps me around fun ppl #i just dont know what yet #concerts r fun but idk no one super interesting is touring here rn n i need smth more frequent #ok i think this ramble is ovr #im rly sry if ur reading this!!!! i love u vry much n hope ur having a wonderful day!!!!!!!!!

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