#FIX ITTTTTT

[yesloulou]

Daniel Ricciardo finishes on podium in Singapore 4 years in a row 🏆💋

[vnti-vnxiety]

Why Is it that I'm more anxious online than in person??? Like I don't see how some of yall hide behind anon and leave hate I literally have a mini heart attack anytime anyone interacts with me on here

[tallykale]

a bit of my postcanon vision

i heart people arguing

[iguessitme]

love my girl jenny and liitle tot

[healercharm]

i pre ordered the arcane art book

[rainy-circle]

Boku no Hero Academia: 1x11 - Game Over

On what basis do you think you can kill All Might? What's your plan?

[murcielagatito]

twinninnnn 🐼🩻🐼

[mothpile]

"surely if Windows is providing these optional driver updates to install " now my computer is fucked. come on. what a fucking jooooooooooke

[cherry-shipping]

aaarghh. whats wrong with me today. ive been super moody all day long switching between like, rsd depression to excitement to feeling super lovey dovey and affectionate to being overwhelmed to an inexplicable feeling that ive done something bad and its about to catch up to me to feeling content again to feeling like im a chewed up piece of gum to feeling embarrassed by just existing to feeling like the scum of the goddamn earth and then back to rsd depression again. what the hell is going on man

[poorlittleyaoyao]

ohhhhh my god I reread a fic I posted awhile ago and discovered that I just. straight up. forgot how linear time works.

[soubiapologist]

anyway seimei can't succeed in his plans because of nisei. the whole "soulmates" thing, it's like...... who is seimei's ideal type of person? someone who is, essentially, a victim. someone who is isolated and self isolates and is easy to take advantage of and manipulate. nisei talks big shit but he's more ineffectual at things than seimei, he's in a constant failure state BECAUSE he is so beholden to seimei, he can't do anything for himself. honestly i think nisei's ideal type of person is, for all intents and purposes, seimei; someone powerful that he can abdicate responsibility to. nisei to me is clearly a person with a low self esteem and a lot of self loathing, i think we've all met this kind of person who has been mistreated in various ways and over time they've come to think of themselves as like. a sicko. a weirdo. someone unfixable and only loveable for their negative traits because that's all they can see in themselves and they become really invested in this narrative they've built of themselves as this like. disgusting person. a weirdo. if you will. your prototypical edgelord taken to the logical extreme fueled by mental illness to the point where they believe they are so unworthy of love that they glom on to like. the first person who will validate this world view because they're insecure and are desperate for that validation. honestly i don't believe nisei and soubi to be very different characters, the difference is mostly that soubi is at least TRYING to unpack all that and trying to take responsibility whereas nisei is trying to abdicate responsibility to seimei. when mimuro talks about the mask nisei wears and him wanting someone he can "be himself with" i think he's talking about something different than anything we see directly depicted of nisei, he's not talking about the violent tendencies, he's not talking about the Normal College Student facade, he's talking about the insecure mess that's desperate for validation and willing to give up all individuality to just be accepted. i do think nisei has violent tendencies/impulses but i think they're due to some form of mental illness or trauma reaction or possibly just intrusive thoughts that he's deeply internalized and i think he is ashamed of that and that drives him to isolate himself from other people because of it, and he wants someone to understand, and, unfortunately, the person he finds who understands doesn't want to help him process those feelings in a healthy way, it's someone who wants to take advantage of him and them, and nisei is fine with this because again, he wants to abdicate responsibility for things that were, from what we know, up to the point he met seimei, just thoughts. i almost wonder if nisei has ocd because of the way ocd can give you these vile repulsive thoughts that make you hate yourself and speaking from experience you do not necessarily realize where those thoughts are coming from or that they are just thoughts-- the delusions that come from ocd feel VERY very real and i've seen people REALLY internalize these things. ocd is also frequently the result of trauma, and while we don't really know nisei's backstory beyond a handful of things, it wouldn't surprise me if he had something pretty..... series typical, but that's pure speculation at this point.

anyway, my original point being that seimei's success depends on having a fighter who doesn't suck at everything, but since seimei's ideal person is the type of person who can't do anything without him and is thus like. fucking incompetent, seimei's plans, whatever they may be, are doomed to failure because seimei is the type of person who takes advantage of others THANK YOUUUU for coming to my ted talk

[madomkasak]

Me today with any F1 related homie: ahaha disocver

[writersdrug]

Heyyyyyy!!! So I’m absolutely freaking OBSESSED with your bartender AU… like I’m just eating up everything that’s coming out with itttttt!!! I love your writing so much and I’m honestly so hooked whenever I read your stuff!

I was wondering if I could request something with bartender Simon Riley and it’s where he finds reader crying in the backroom/pantry/stock area of the pub cause it’s been one of *THOSE* days. So he finds her there and sits with her and she just absolutely melts onto him and it’s all very sweet… sorry if this too much info for a request! Again, I absolutely love your work! 🤭🫶

Combining this with a few other asks about reader and Simon having a tender moment + reader having monetary issues

You're rather quiet today - you'd come in and spoken your hello's to everyone, then promptly got to work. Starting on rolling silverware in the far booth, then fifo-ing the pantry and fridge upstairs, then cleaning the bathrooms (you hated cleaning them, which is how Simon first figured out something was wrong). Didn't even reach for the French toast sticks Soap had put under the warmer for everyone. You have an expression plastered to your face as you work. Something between frustration and worry, and it has Price, Johnny, and Simon all on edge. Still, they let you be; it was well-known by now that personal space is sacred to them, and Simon trusts that you'll speak up if you need a shoulder.

Gaz couldn't stay to help drag the kegs upstairs today - something about the Brewmaster being on a trip to Austria, so he was left to watch the brewery. Simon doesn't mind that much. He can easily lift two kegs onto his shoulders and trudge them upstairs to the fridge. He grunts as he moves past the office, careful not to bang the kegs on any corners. Adjusting his grip, he pushes his way into the walk-in fridge-

He sees you, facing the boxes of fruits. "Oh- sorry, luv-" he sets the first keg down, then the second. "Y' need me to reach somethin'?"

You shake your head. Simon furrows his brow, noticing how tense your shoulders are. You're just... standing there. Not reaching for anything, not even looking at the shelves. Just staring at your feet.

You're crying.

All of his duties as a bartender fall to the side. He lets the door fall shut behind him. "Hey, hey... what's goin' on?" he places a hand on your upper back, rubbing his thumb back and forth as he waits for you to turn around. His mind is racing a million miles a minute, trying to imagine what could possibly have you this upset - and what he can do to fix it.

You shake your head, sniffling and trying to control your breaths. "It's nothing, I'm just - just a weird day, y'know? Not sure why I'm crying." You turn to look up at him and muster a smile, though your teary eyes say something else entirely.

He sighs. "C'mon, what's wrong?" He kneels down so that he's looking up at you - something his mom used to do when he felt too overwhelmed to tell her why he was crying. He can't explain it, but it made it easier to let go of whatever was troubling him.

Your lip wobbles, and you cave. Simon holds himself steady as you hug him, his burly arms wrapping around the small of your back. You sob, chest shaking with sharp inhales and sniffles, and Simon closes his eyes and sighs. This is what he wants: to be the lighthouse in your storm, to hold you steady while you began to slip. More than anything, though, he doesn't want you to cry.

He does what he remembers his mother doing. He gently shushes you, heart aching as you fist the back of his shirt and try to compose yourself. He uses one hand to drag an upturned crate behind you, slowly lowering you to sit down. The last thing he wants to do is let go of you, but he needs you to talk. He grabs a bucket and pulls it under him, planting himself in front of you and looking into your eyes.

"Talk to me. What's on your mind, hmm?"

You explain it all through sniffles and sobs: you're mom's recently called and said she wants to visit you. You're embarrassed with yourself, still living in that shitty apartment with your shitty roommate, a marketing degree hanging on your wall that you've never used (believe me, you've tried, but places really aren't hiring). Money isn't tight, but you're not saving - just making enough to exist and occasionally buy the name brand instead of the generic. One thing spirals into another, and you find yourself despairing about how you're never going to be anyone important, you're never going to make a difference - you're not even a cog in the machine. You're just the space between it.

God knows Simon's felt it, too.

"See?" you laugh at yourself, wiping a tear away with your fingers. "It's stupid. I do this every once in a while, right before my period."

Simon grunts. Good to know he can start buying chocolate and leaving it stuffed in the server cabinet. "It's not stupid, luv. You're worried - it's alright."

You cover your eyes, fighting the urge to start sobbing again. "I just... I feel like I'm not doing what I should be doing. I'm not getting anywhere. I thought I was going to be in a corporate office by now, living in a penthouse apartment and travelling wherever I want."

Simon scoffs. "Well, that's just unrealistic."

You huff. "I know. But that's success, isn't it?"

"Is that what you want?"

"Success? I mean... doesn't everyone?"

"Lemme put it this way." Simo leans his elbows on his knees, and you find yourself being drawn in to meet him, arms folded over your stomach.

"I assume you're happy 'ere." he says, looking you in the eyes. "What, with making your silly li'l drinks and swappin' all my shit for somethin' pink, 'n whatnot."

You giggle. "Yeah, I am..."

"Do you want to be happy?"

"I..." you pause. "Yeah, I do. Of course."

"Then aren't you already successful?" he asks. "You're not drownin' in bills - I hope you'd tell me if ya were - and you're happy. Is workin' a stupid corporate job n' livin' above the clouds gonna make it better?"

You looked at his hands, turning over the words in your head. It was stupid. It was the stupidest thing you've ever been worried about - he was completely right. You're happy here. You've never been happier - not in college, not at your data entry job, and definitely not in high school. You laugh, looking down at your own hands. "Yeah, you're... you're right. God, that was stupid-"

"Oi." he says sternly, slapping your knee - you froze, attention fully directed to him now.

"'S not stupid." he says, pointing a finger at you. "Just have to work through this sort of shit."

You watch as he stands and stretches his arms over his head, joints popping and cracking. "Should leave, 'fore we start heating up the fridge." he opens the door, and you quickly stand and follow him on the way out.

"What about the kegs?" you ask, following him down the stairs. "Do you need help bringing those up?"

"Give it time. Let it cool back down in there." He pauses at the bottom of the stairs, hand on the doorknob as he watches you quickly smear away the mascara under your eyes. "You eat anything today?"

You shake your head, fixing the knot on your server apron.

Simon forces his eyes away from your waist. "There's French Toast on the warmer - Soap made it for you. Go take a fifteen."

"But I haven't fini-"

"'M not askin'." he grunts out, pushing through the stairwell door and into the restaurant. He leaves you there to finish collecting yourself, staring after him with a small smile.

If this was you when you had first started working here, you would have thought he was frustrated with you for being so emotional. Now, that's just how you've come to know him. You quickly fix your hair and wipe your face once more, stepping out into the pub. The smell of cinnamon sugar wafts through the air as you make your way towards the kitchen, sparing one last sentimental glance to Simon as he begins setting up his bar.

[copepods]

i feel like my coloring is so bad.... every time i color a piece rn i feel like it makes it 100% worse

[pekodayz]

i meant to line and color this???? i passed out right after posting wtf….this was not even finished what i hate 3am nothing was correlated mentally

that’s their dynamic in a nutshell

[leeknowslaughh]

THIS CHAPTER!!!!!

Wow I can’t even find the words. Satoru Nii is really the only man I can trust in this life! He always comes through and I LOVE his writing choices.

SAKURA! Baby, you’ve grown so much and this was such a huge moment! He’s been through so much and he’s finally FINALLY realizing how much he means to Furin. He really is becoming a comfort character for me. He’s so precious and I just want someone to hug him. He carried too many burdens up till now.

NIREI!!!! I LOVE HIM! Anyone that hates on him is just wrong. He is SO important and SO well written! His heart is so open and he is able to articulate his feelings so well. He’s had to hold back a lot to not spook Sakura too much but here he is able to fully express how much Sakura means to him and to their group. Ahhhh I’m such a sucker for healthy and loving male friendships!

SUO!!! Goodness. I love his character and I have a feeling that in the next chapter we’re going to see him fighting Endo in some capacity. He looked PISSED in this chapter! He loves Sakura and he did not appreciate Endo trying to undo all of their hard work to heal Sakura. I wouldn’t be surprised if Suo tells Hiragi and Togame to back off a bit so that he and Sakura and Sugishita can finish the fight against Endo. I WANT TO SEE ITTTTTT - also Hiragi should go back up Ume! I am worried!!!

SUGISHITA!!!!!!!!! THE MAN THAT YOURE GROWING INTO! Acknowledging Sakura ONCE AGAIN AND PUSHING HIM TO BE BETTER? Gosh I love it.

Hiragi and Togame giving the younger ones some breathing room so that they can talk to Sakura and fix whatever Endo was trying to break! I just love it.