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#tiredofthisshit
#horse and rider#college#christmas#samaritan#norlly#4h#supportpls#relationships#engagement#native#education#music#tumblr milestone#romance#youtube#love#dating#fckd#bdsmclass
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hidan and kakuzu share thoughts on religion
#kakuhida#hidakaku#hidan#kakuzu#naruto#have a shitty 4 AM sketchdump#kakuzu calling jashin josh is totally just to fck with hidan#the other shit is real#after the necklace incident hidan starts provoking kakuzu on purpose to try and get him to do it again bc he's fckd like that#infidel is my favorite word to make hidan say#he strikes me as someone who would be a real “holier than thou” kind of guy but in an extra stupid way#bc he'll tell someone off for doing something like taking gods name in vain or drinking excessively#then turn around and do the EXACT same thing#then hed be like ITS DIFFERENT#and he would believe every word#bastard#myart
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Every time you tell a lie, I’m praying that you choke
erk here’s some snow and lucy gray
#the hunger games#tbosas#coriolanus snow#lucy gray baird#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#thg tbosas#thg#thg fanart#president snow#myart#I have so many unfinished thg sketches damn#I enjoyed drawing pres snows fckd up face lol#snowbaird implied#snowbaird kinda but also no?
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//wip that I have no idea If I'll ever finish//
#im not sure if will ever finish this#its a wip#forgot tge last maintenance and fckd up#ffxiv#ff14 gpose#gpose#ffxiv screenies#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv oc#gposers#my gpose#ffxiv screenshots#galatariel#carbuncle#ffxiv viera#viera oc#ff14 viera#female viera#ffxiv monk#wip
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trying to romanticize the 40°C heat in my country
#not feeling at my prettiest in this video but idc#tumblr fckd the quality of the video🖕#female hysteria#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#girlblogger#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#the feminine urge to gatekeep#princesscore#female rage#girly aesthetic#just girly thoughts#just girly things#age difference#agegap#daddy issues
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Shauna's psyche is so interesting to me, like you're going to go fuck melissa right after witnessing Coach get tortured?? Her mind <3
#shauna shipman#yellowjackets#shauna sadecki#yellowjackets spoilers#yj spoilers#yj season 3#im so glad i understand her bc last season i started writing a short story involving an mc that gets turned on by her killer gf#lowkey inspired by shauna 💀#i knew she would be into fckd up shi like this!
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I hate that I can never recommend any Gregg Araki movie bc I know people will find me weird af
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#in times of turmoil#in times like this#some fckd up sh going on with rammstein right now#but I know they'll never fail me#ghost#sleep token#sleep token band#ghost band#papa iv#vessel
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Thinking of what to paint
#genshin kaveh#kaveh fanart#kaveh x alhaitham#i love him#omg i drew a background#genshin#it kinda fckd up the quality
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🌊🤍
#some of you who know me or have been around for a bit might know about my fear of oceans and big waterbodies#they used to be extremely dear to me and a traumatic event really fckd it up for me#well in any case.. i went to the ocean/swimming in general for the first time in like 2 years#and the night before i thought i'd def not be able to go in the water#but i did and it was one of the most peaceful things i've done this year#like i felt the comfort i used to know.. was floating and looking at the clouds and it was so nice#there's beauty in fighting fears#and yeah#<3
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calls him my lil quark cos he gives me a hadron
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why have i suddenly become the elder ill, therapist, vent space for anyone younger than me at my job
#theyre sweet girls but i cant help lol#tumblr keeps fkn me over atm#parts of my bio and settings were fckd#and my drafts#don’t scare me like that#diary
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cc:motorsportimages📸
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god, i miss them. bedrock bros forever, man
#fanart#tommyinnit#tommyinnit fanart#c!tommy#technoblade#c!techno#c!techno fanart#bedrock bros#bedrock bros fanart#sorryyy i fckd up with these tags-#bedrock bros my beloved
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Morgana, the War on Camelot and Why They Couldn't Just Negotiate Something Out
ON MORGANA
like really .. you can think of bbc morgana as a political activist that came from the elite. She's the smart, opinionated, confident and politically relevant individual. She used her priviliged voice multiple times against their kingdom's highest authority as a way to represent the marginalized that she also belongs to... only for her to get imprisoned, chained, grounded and constantly lied to. She gets mixed in with the more radical group of people, gets even bolder to the point of staging assassinations and coups. Destiny comes to a head and then she becomes isolated and radicalized straight up to the point that she became a full-on insurrectionist and usurper.
Bottomline was She wanted her home to be a better place for her and for everyone. Yet dspite her doing everything to be honest, to follow the rules, everybody pushed her away in one way or another. Plus her own internal suffering never really stopped. And in the end she just... ran out of options...she kept running out of options.
ON MORGANA BECOMING A USURPER/ INSURGENT/ CONQUEROR AFTER HER COMPLETE RADICALIZATION
If taking up arms (and government destabilization by whatever means) was the only way left, then so be it. Even if it means ridding the city of its current inhabitants. She could always repopulate it with more deserving people anyway.
Cruel but i think there was one ottoman king who said and did this when he besieged a city (prolly constantinople but meh, this was common practice).
Her one-year radicalization has taught her that the none of the citizens except for a very few deserved to be saved. In this type of thinking, as conqueror/warlord, all they need is land/territory anyway coz people will come and want to settle in regardless. It's like "new world order" "utopia" kind of thing. Cleansing the world (or kingdom) completely and building up a new one. Very.. insurrectionist-y (and honestly it is quite christian apocryphon-y... ragnarok-y? you get the gist.)
People get too hung up on "she's a crazy evil witch" that they forget what her political power struggle was initially about. Her lasting solution and the one that Morgause taught her was to create a world where she(and hopefully others) would be free, damn it all, and also damn those who defy her.
ON HER WAR FOR MAGIC.. AND THE STATE OF MAGIC IN THEIR WORLD IN GENERAL
"she didnt really help the magic folk tbh"
oh but i think in a way, she did... she gave the ones, the factions, who have always risen up in arms more hope and more fuel in their hearts. Like some may have not have joined her cause immediately but it emboldened them further because someone else who's powerful, who is an elite, who is nobility, was giving them a voice and banner to run cover AND to destroy and takeover the kingdom and the dynasty that started their oppression. She was helping that faction of the magic folk indeed.
Remember that only a few were part of the prophetic magic sect. Less even knew about the prophecy and if they did then it was a closely guarded secret.
So it should not be surprising that a majority of magicfolk wouldn't want the bigoted Arthur Pendragon as King and some unknown supposedly powerful sorcerer who never shows up would rule them all.
Hell no. and they would fight it. and they are justified to do so. (just as merlin was justified to do what he does)
ON JUSTIFICATION AND ETHICS
Like I said, rebellions and government takeovers are always tricky. Everyone is justified, everyone can resort to cruelty just to get what they want. There is manipulation and betrayal and unethical decisions on all sides.
ON THE POSSIBILITY FOR ACTUAL DIPLOMACY
But they can always negotiate and be diplomatic about it if they wanted to. if they played their cards rights bloodshed could have been averted. But that means both sides must have something to offer.
but in bbc merlin... Camelot fell short of that.
WHAT MORGANA HAD
See, Morgana knew her demands. She knew what she wanted. She knew what she was fighting for. She knew what to leverage. She had the
legitimate claim (being of Uther's direct bloodline, which was apparently already enough to challenge kingdom succession),
the justification (a new camelot that accepts Magic),
the strength (being immortal and a high priestesss),
some nobles (Agravain),
influence (her name is known far and wide),
wealth (presumably Gorlois' land holdings as well as previous territorial gains) and
a strong foreign army (Helios) backing her up.
the (imminent) support of people both magic/nonmagic who want to see the end of the regime.
Moreover Morgana (and others tbh) had been destabilizing the kingdom for years anyway. The weakness, the cracks were already there, waiting to be exploited, always being exploited. Anyone with a mind for it would have found it so so so easy to just... take it.
WHAT ARTHUR HAD (TBH NOT A LOT)
Meanwhile Arthur did not know what he had. He had nothing to bargain because he lacked the information. The only bargaining chip he could have had was just hiding from him in his own goddamn court. Arthur didn't even know about the state secrets of his own kingdom, which by the way, were very important state secrets (that magic had kept the kingdom safe all those years).
Arthur had no leverage other than him being (1)heir-apparent, (2)his skilled but limited retinue and (3)decently fortified castle (4)weakened and easily defeatable ally kingdoms. He doesn't even have a succession plan. Magic isn't accepted in his kingdom in any manner possible (plus he's too deathly afraid of it).
MERLIN'S FAILURE
Merlin/Gaius/Kilgharrah, by hiding Emrys AND THE PROPHECY, deprived Arthur the leverage that they needed diplomatically against the political institution that Morgana already was. Because of his vigilanteism, Merlin was incapacitating Arthur's diplomatic abilities as king. Merlin betrayed Arthur over and over again all because of the same bullsht bad advice that Kilgharrah and Gaius kept drilling into his head for more than half a decade.
Arthur had nothing to offer Morgana in exchange for peace in the bargaining table.
WHEN YOU DONT EVEN START PROPER NEGOTIATIONS, THEN YOU ALREADY FAIL
that's why it's a tragedy. Morgana had more cards than Arthur and nobody wanted to back down. So is it really surprising that they all had no choice but to go to war?
#bbc merlin#bbc morgana#bbc arthur#merlin critical#adventures of merlin#this is a fckd up show and its fun#i keep rehashing the same essay i know#essays#you must be tired of me#but i think ive become better with it#its my blog anyway i do what i want#look i need an outlet coz if i dont i will just keep talking to myself in my head
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