#Endrit

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Peer pressured into posting thsis.... (Joke)

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Lelde Svilane by Endrit Halili

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Endrit Halili

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REAL REAL REAL REAL REAL REAL

one of my favorite tickle tropes is the cocky character getting knocked down a peg when theyre doing their cocky thing and someone else just grabs their sides and the character performs a 20 meter long jump and everyone else just smirks and the character is begging for mercy in 3 seconds

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Xhesika Gjinaj wearing dress from Maison Signore Couture brand

Endrit Mërtiri, photographer

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Endrit M. Kajdomqaj

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THESE CAME UP IN A RANDOM ILLYRIAN GENERATOR IF IT HELPS:

Drilon

Alija

Gresa

Arben

Genti

Besa

Dardan

Florin

Liria

Lumir

Mira

Burim

Bora

Petrit

Gazmend

Erisa

Endrit

Valon

Kaltrina

OMG THANK YOU 🙏🏻

They’re just for side characters but THANK YOU 🥰🥰

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#endrit mertiri photo

YES, yes.

We post pinups daily! If you dig this pic we’ve found online, u should investigate the creator/subjects of the above work and fan them, follow them, hire them.

If you’d like us to remove, or you know who made this so that we can credit, DM. Thanks. Greetings from Los Angeles.

YOU ARE THE LIGHT

Dr Rubin’s Pomade

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Diary of a Hopeless Romantic

Pt. 13 - Ego

I keep talking about how my soul starts to dance, but I have not talked about how my ego is starving. But let me tell you about today first until I reach out for advice.

Let me keep it short though. Today I went upstairs earlier than usual because I had to talk to some patients. I stopped by to see if Endrit finished his lego, but he did not.

Somehow it made me a little sad, which I told him, but he was busy, which I do understand. At least I tried, but it did mess with my mood for a couple of seconds. Now I won’t expect him to build it until tomorrow or the day after and will just be happy as soon as I see it on his desk.

I sat down and talked to him for a few minutes and told him that we will order food today. I invited him over to eat in my office with his coworker. Later when I went upstairs again they told me that they would join and I stayed there for quite a while, talking to them, joking around.

When I told E I was kind of forgetful today, he asked if I experience that often. When I asked if he wanted to diagnose me, he laughed and said he was just messing with me. A couple seconds later his tone changed to a worried voice asking me if I experience it more often. I told him no and he changed his voice immediately, being all fun and joking again.

So we ordered and I told them when the food was ready. They brought drinks and we spent half an hour talking, eating in my office. They admired it by the way and E told me he would stop by a cool office like that more often. I guess it was a hint that he would visit me, but I won’t expect it to happen. He is way busier than I am and he can’t control his schedule the way I can.

We met a few times afterwards again, talking for a few minutes, waving to each other or just looking at each other.

One funny thing that happened was that I asked if E knew if one other coworker of his was single (since my best friend thought he was cute). He was confused since I beat around the bush and also had a pause before explaining why I wanted to know if that doctor was single.

But yeah, he has not made any moves, except just getting closer to me little by little. Which is not bad, don’t get me wrong. I don’t like things moving too fast, still I am so frustrated. At least give me some social media, so I could send you memes that remind me of you or so I could send you a message on the weekend. Is that too much to ask?

I kept questioning myself today. Also when I talked to my favorite coworker, she was just hinting that things move too slow. I told her that I don’t have his number, so what am I supposed to do? I spend as much time as possible with him, even taking detours just to smile at him or pass him. I can’t show him more of my interest than I already do.

Ok I could, I could ask him out on a date or just ask him for his number, but you know what’s in my way? My stupid ego and my stupid old fashioned thinking.

There is a festival in our city this weekend and I could go there on Friday and on Sunday and I would love to go there with him, but I would have to ask for the date then.

Me. A stupid (small) old fashioned girl clueless about love.

Why am I even waiting for him to ask? I am a person knowing what I want and reflecting on myself so much, god knows what kind of a mess he is at the moment. Who knows if he is overwhelmed, shy, nervous? What if he is too afraid to ask and what if he already notices that I am moving in my tempo? So what if he realized and just keeps it this way to not be a toxic overwhelming guy?

But what if he is just not that interested? What if he wants to take it even slower? What if he only sees me as a cute coworker or what if he ... Well, no he is not, but... I don't know.

Yes, I did realize myself how ridiculous all the negative questions were, since I am so sure he likes me. But I am so afraid to lose interest, because of my ego not asking and him either being too shy or too cautious. I told him about me being not the most sociable person and that I had troubles getting along with people back in highschool. I told him that I used to hang out with shady people, since I had nowhere to go, so maybe he just doesn’t want to put pressure on me.

I don't know.

The only thing I know is that I have been starving my ego since now. I made a lot of moves, ignoring that my pride is usually stopping me from being like this. The only thing I fed was my soul. I made my soul happy, danced together with it, finally being one with it, so why am I already trying to self-sabotage by giving my ego some treats.

Who says that the man has to ask for a date? For a number? Who says that the man has to take the first steps, when women are capable of it? I am capable of doing that (with lots of anxiety and probably loss of words, but I could), so why is my ego suddenly so important?

This is just ridiculous. But what am I supposed to do? Just ask him? I mean the worst thing is I get rejected, because he is busy or he doesn’t like to, but at least then I know.

I am a mess today, but to be fair I had too much time to think today. So... should I feed my soul or my ego?

- the hopeless romantic

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Hello Tumblr nation I fucking hate these however. I need to feed you I've been dead for days. Don't worry anons requests will be done promjse

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Lelde Svilane by Endrit Halili

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My turn

Abs + Epitsa + Suki + Perla + Roma polycule is real and canon with Abs having a hatelove relationship with Exi on the side but Abs and Suki aren't dating because they're siblings

Uhh Serbia countryhumans 3 partners (Greece + Romania + China situationship)

AnPos is poly but not in any official relationship currently

Hedika my girl ❤️❤️ 1 partner currently though

FAGSC. 2 but it depends in which point of the timeline

Filip + Rosko polyam KINGS!! They're not canonically in a polycule but tbh the Filip/Jovan/Rosko/Lotika/Endrit polycule is real and canon in my heart

Which OCs are polyamorous and how many partners do they have?

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Art Fight Attack vs @trevor-fucking-belmont!

I tried painting on a single layer for the first time due to inspiration from the wonderful painted look of Lion’s own art. Also made myself NOT use undos for this one. @_@ Also I posted the color one on AF but I really liked how the grayscale looked when I was checking the values so that’s under a cut!!

Art Fight Profile | Ko-fi

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Sindi Myftari wearing dress from Vlora & Kaltrina brand

Endrit Mërtiri, photographer

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Model: Lelde Svilane             Photographer: Endrit Halili     Endrit Halili (website)        

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