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To achieve enlightenment And cleanse every defilement Within the vessel of emotions, Know all the world's corruptions.
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I think a big misunderstanding is the power people give Curly to actually change things about the way the pony express operates or could’ve done things on the Tulpar.
We are talking about a company that docks pay for bad synergy despite mandated psych evals that should tell which staff members would work well together, only allots for 5 hours of sleep despite having literally no other tasks to truly do and locks all resources behind the access of one person. The last one is likely to manage resources and make it easier to justify collective punishment and blaming one person for it; someone needs something in “excess” or the captain gives in? It’s all on them your pay is docked. Instant resentment.
It’s insidious how the company works, it’s by design to distract you from coming after them, to force tensions to line their own pockets. With all the restrictions and forced interactions, altercations are bound to happen. 5 hours of sleep a day, limited sources of entertainment, no real tasks… the monotony alone would cause bad cabin fever, mix that with just only one absolute mediator and you get the exact environment that allows shit like in the game to happen.
The idea he could just complain and try to throw his weight around to get them to dig into their pocket for the crews comfort is laughable and misses the predatory and dehumanizing aspect of capitalism the Pony Express represents. Curly was and is still just another asset to them. Being a top show pony doesn’t mean he’s anywhere close to the actual top. He is the top of the working ladder, not whoever’s in corporate, he wouldn’t even be on the bottom step unlike what Jimmy perceives. The resounding recommendations he would get are almost mocking as they throw him out like nothing just like the rest. Being a shitty fucking company, how much do you bet they’d mean anything anyways, especially since he wanted to leave the field all together.
He made a fuss and they didn’t listen, he says he should’ve done more but you can tell he knows it wouldn’t have changed anything. Jobs like this are willing to make a sacrifice if it means even a penny more. Curly makes a bigger fuss they likely would’ve just found an “unrelated” reason to fire him, hired a more pliable guy or, terrifyingly, promoted Jimmy. The company was failing, going to shut down whether anything happened on the ship or not. But knowing that they were shutting down and that everyone, including him, would be out of a job with this being their last paycheck, he had to factor in not destroying the last bit of their financial stabilities combined with every other issue on the vessel and his own. He gets another cryopod or locks and then he has to break to them that they are not only fired but there will be substantial cuts to their paychecks due to the “upgrades” (things that already should’ve been in place on their part) on top of anything else that could be docked along the way.
You can blame him for saying it so early into the trip but then again, if he mentioned it later who’s to say it wouldn’t have been worse? On the capitalism side alone how would people in a galaxy away from home, out of a job and already stir crazy react? Don’t get me started on how Jimmy would have reacted if he realized he only had two days left to fix what would be a very hard to miss “problem” in his head…
I can’t even consider explaining this as devils advocate because it’s just facts of the world we and they live in and factors that heavily affected the situation. People are just so quick to make claims on the ease of the choices when P.E literally makes it hard to choose to do anything but suck it up.
#this is also like a sort of point that while I wanted Curly to do more for Anya I realized he would have to jeaporsiE the crews safety in#some way like if they needed the cryopods one person would be left without one and like it would be curly he’d offer but don’t think any of#them would be happy or feel okay with letting him die over a rapist? he kills Jimmy and now he has to stand trial and be arrested for murder#because it’s not self defense or manslaughter like they could obviously lie but he wouldn’t let them do that in case of a sort of black box#or guilt on their mind specifically with Daisuke who would likely be kept out of the loop not to mention it’s a dead body with a limited#likely recycled air supply so again he’s getting tried for murder and they are down a cryopod#not to mentions again the fact that you need a copilot like I know like aviation law and shit is crazy and like not common knowledge#but you bed a second set of eyes or someone to trade off with so you don’t loose ur concentration or doze and crash#like they don’t just sit their and do nothing like Jimmy probably did some of the time cause Curly likely didn’t want to make him#cause like pissed off and spiteful Jimmy manning the controls even if just helping is not something he wants to deal with and risk their#lives but i digress I genuinely think the biggest flaw of Curly’s in the situation is being a man who could not handle or understand the#emotional gravity of what Anya experienced especially at the hands of someone who he was also#emotonal/mentally mistreated by and wanted to so badly to believe was his friend and improving#like he did not offer her enough or the proper emotional/physical security he could’ve as a captain nor friend but in that it goes right#back to the systems at play that make it so he isn’t meant or supposed to understand so it can’t be perpetuated and blah blah blah how many#times do I have to explain systematic oppression to certain groups in this fandom and it isn’t cut n dry of good guys bad guys and victims#as outliers of the tow categories l#mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#the pony express#The Tulpar
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THIS GAME IS GOING TO KILL ME DEAD
#professor layton#luke triton#I WAS LITERALLY ENTERING THIS SCREEN WHEN I THOUGHT 'WHAT IS HE AT THE STATUE OR SOMETHING' AND THERE HE WAS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#IT HURT ME PHYSICALLY#my coward ass switched the game off on the first frame i saw him cause I WAS NOT PREPARED EMOTIONALLY#AND THEN I SWITCHED THE GAME BACK ON HOURS LATER ONLY TO REALIZE HE HAS AN ANIMATION AND NOW I AM NOT PREPARED EMOTONALLY AGAIN#cause like.... he's already getting disillusioned in his friendship with layton on many sides#but it was when talking about this statue that he kind of gets a hint that he might see the world in Layton#but it doesn't go both ways to the same extent cause layton just has his own life#that sort of sobering 'oh the parental figure is human too'#and now he just fears to outright lose this familial connection#and when Layton switches the topic far too soon the music cuts out before Luke answers with a smile and it feels#like he has to very quickly suppress the sad and get back on track#i am in shambles
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i got assigned tim drake on the bat fam quiz yeeeeeeeeowwwwch
Oh bless your heart ���� I put the gutpunch warning for a reason
#MY QUIZZZ#Yall should take it#for funsies#(and emotonal wreckage)#because its FUNNYYY#tim drake#sunny asks#ty for the ask!!
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ep.4 Vee from love mechanics will forever be my favourite despair animal
#yin anan#yinwar#love mechanics#IMAGINE HAVING THE PERSON YOUR PARTNER CHEATED ON YOU WITH SHOW UP AT UR DOOR FOR THEM AT MIDNIGHT#DEMANDING TO TALK TO YOUR PARTNER WHO YOU HAD DECIDED TO GIVE A SECOND CHANCE TO JUST A WEEK AGO BECAUSE THEY WERE LITERALLY GRAPPLING AT#YOUR FEET TO NOT LET THEM GO AND BECAUSE THEY HAD GOTTEN INTO A CAR ACCIDENT DUE TO THE 'OTHER GUY'#ONLY FOR YOU TO SEE THEM HUG THE SHIT OUT OF THE 'OTHER GUY' NEAR THE FRONT DOOR#FROM THE BALCONY OF THE SAME ROOM#CUZ YOU HAD TOLD YOUR PARTNER TO SORT THEIR SHIT OUT WITH THE GUY AND GIVEN THEM SPACE#OH BUT UR NOT DONE#YOU TURN TO SEE UR NEIGHBOUR#THE GUY YOU HAD KISSED AND HAD A DRUNKEN ONE NIGHT STAND WITH#ALL WHILE YOU WERE STILL DATING UR PARTNER AND THEN PROCEEDED TO EMOTONALLY CHEAT WITH ONCE THE GUY TOLD YOU ABOUT YOUR PARTNER BEING A#LITTLE CHEAT (like ur ass wasn't) AND YOU'D ASKED TO WAIT FOR YOU BEFORE UR PARTNER STARTED THE WATER WORKS AND CAR CRASHING#ON HIS BALCONY WITH ANOTHER GUY WHO HAD ALSO BEEN HITTING ON HIM#he looked like that balcony was gonna be. the last place. he was gonna be on. ever.#YALL HAVE TO SEE IT FIRST HAND
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I’ve been obsessed with the thought of
Agatha on the road, in The Coat, hair piled high in a bun, casually stepping away from the group and as far off the road as it will allow because she just can’t hold off a sneeze any longer. Rather than waiting for it to render her helpless, she decides to settle the matter while she still has some degree of control and dignity. She surveys the strange foliage surrounding her, annoyed at what the mere sight of the phosphorescent fungi is doing to her. Nevertheless she uses their glow to her advantage as she draws one final, coaxing inhale. The irritation crescendos and then dissipates in a satisfying rush as two sneezes, loud and dramatic, tear through the silence. They would have definitely turned some heads, but Agatha, basking in the afterglow of tingling relief, doesn’t care enough to check. Swiping her hand against her nose, she turns back to the road with a flourish, her coat whirling around her. She doesn’t shy away from eye contact as she returns to the group, but looks each and every member of the coven boldly in the face, daring them to say something about what they just witnessed.
“Well,” she exclaims, gracefully sweeping some loose hair back into place before forging ahead and leaving a speechless coven in her wake. “What are we waiting for?”
#idk what this is#it was supposed to be like two sentences max#I had a fleeting thought and it turned into a whole thing#I just needed more performative agatha sneezes#she had it So Together (aesthetically not emotonally) right at the start and it immediately went downhill from there#one trial later she was looking like a drowned rat
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Hudda humph hmmm!!
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we keep talking about the clones on game changer but we fail to realize that they do frequently find themselves in an escape room (jace has locked them in the basement and forgotten/refused to unlock the door multiple times so they had to find another way out)
#clone enjoyers anonymous#its fine usually j2 has his crystal charged and can get porter to let them out#but like one day he doesnt have it (i think he left it in jace's room after another emotonally draining threesome) and theyre just. stuck.#and jace comes home and is like what the fuck why is nothing i told you to do finished. and j4 is like YOU LOCKED US IN THE BASEMENT.#and jace is like oh. well youre all still terrible and useless
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all his life jean moreau has been stuck in survival mode, each day he woke up still breathing was a blessing that felt more like a curse, and now we will get to see him relax, breathe, and let go enough to fall in love. to have a future, to have a life, to heal.
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It feels like it’s in my stomach and it’s been so deep inside me soooo long, it’s finally made it’s way up towards my chest. I’m nauseous and I’m just waiting to cough it up so I don’t choke on it. It’s that sick feeling of “I need to seek approval from my exes.” I’ve tried to let this go so long and re-wire my WHOLE self, not just my brain. I want to be so unrecognizable that if my exes saw me again, they’d tremble. That would be amazing 🤩 I believe it!!! I’m ready!!!
#emotional abuse#my story#unpacking#healingjourney#online relationships#self healing#self awareness#heartbreak#narcissistic abuse#narcissism#reprogramyourmind#reprogramming#heartbreak quotes#love quotes#emotonal abuse quotes#sad quotes#healing from trauma#trauma bonding#trauma#toxic boyfriend#toxic relationship#toxic love#toxic people#manipulation tactics#manipulation#cognitive dissonance
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it’s insane how it actually mentally hurts when i think about this one specific video game bc i have so many bittersweet memories attached to it
i can’t even play it bc it just makes me so so sad for no reason and it’s not even a sad game what is even going on with me help
#it’s breath of the wild btw#favorite game of all time honestly#i‘d do anything to experience it for the first time again#i haven’t really had that much time to play TOTK yet and it just doesn’t hit the same way#it‘s probably bc i played BOTW during some really hard times of my life#i also met so many great people through it but i don’t have contact with them anymore ☹️☹️☹️ playing it gives me this sad nostalgia help#rambles#literally just play the first notes of the mount hylia soundtrack and i start tearing up#THE ACTUAL THEME IS EVEN WORSE IT MAKES ME SO EMOTONAL JUST HEARING IT#:((((((#zelda games in general though#MAJORAS MASK MAKES ME SO SAD TOO I DONT KNOW WHY#playing zelda games in my childhood/adolescence changed me as a person
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Book Quotes #1
"So many misconceptions surround the notion of heroism. Far too many categorize a hero as a champion on the battlefield, a commander of legions, a master of rare talent or ability. Granted, there have been heroes who fit those descriptions. But many men of great evil as well. Heed me. A hero sacrifices for the greater good. A hero is true to his or her conscience. In short, heroism means doing the right thing regardless of the consequences. Although any person could fit that description, very few do. Chose this day to be one of them." -Galloran, Beyonders: A World Without Heroes
#books#beyonders#A World Without Heroes#Galloran#Page 110#brandon mull#my first non-repost post!!!!!!!!#quotes#heroes#What is your favorite book?#:)#sorry if this is a lot to read#this is out of context but#I gave chatgpt emotons#Yes this is the second post I made about a Brandon Mull book
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Remus Lupin headcanons
I thought it was gonna be one headcanon and now it's mutlipe.
Misery Loves Company :)
I have this headcanon that Remus Lupin has watched out for Harry from afar even before Prisoner of Azkaban, before Harry went to Hogwarts.
Remus Lupin has a room in his plcae that has birthday gifts fro Harry up until 15 (because he can give them to him from 15 until he passes.) Harry finds out when the war is over just how much he meant to Remus and that Remus never forgot about him.
Remus Lupin begged Petunia Dursley to let him visit Harry not every day, not even every week , 1x month to see him and help him understand and to hope he realzes that Uncle Moony was still there. Petunia denied Remus that because of her bigotry towards Withces and Wizards
Harry never knew this until he goes to visit his parents grave after the war and runs into his Aunt Petunia and she mentions and tries to defend herself form lying to him about his parents and that their friend wanted to check in on you but I didn't want any of your kind to be around ever. Harry realizes that she is talking about Remus because Sirius had been in Azkaban.
I LOVE SIRIUS BLACK AND HARRY'S REATIONSHIP. BUT WE WERE ROBBED OF UNCLE MOONY AND HIS CUB. WE WRE ROBBED, REMUS WAS ROBBED, HARRY WAS ROBBED. WE WERE ALL ROBBED.
#i really want to do my swanfire week but Remus Lupin won't leave me alone#I love Remus#Remus Lupin#Harry Potter#Headcanon#Chosen family#i DON'T KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON#I'M VERY EMOTONAL REMUS LUPIN THE LAST WEEK
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. accurate depiction of how i've been feeling as i listen to hfth. i am slowly fallung apart (affectionate)
#claude listens to hello from the hallowoods#midnight and i'm getting a bit emotonal about these guys......#i have had my world view turned upside down more than i can count in the past few weeks. i have goteen so attached to these guys.#uuauuauuuuauauuauauaua
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sometimes im like i forget how to write and then i write and i cry
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STILLLLL NOT OVER THIS!
HARRY STYLES ✮BRITS 2023 outfit appreciation✮
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