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[kennedyhateskanye]

Thinking about looser!Ellie who’s literally never touched a woman.

She’s always kept to herself, shy and reserved, which prevented the pretty girls in her class from noticing her. In her younger years she’d get the most pathetic school girl crushes. Ending up at home hands down the dress pants of her school uniform, huffing with her eyebrows crossed. She’d seen girls naked in porn of course, how else was she supposed to get out her sexual frustration? Sitting on the swivel chair at her desk, the reflection of the video splayed on the glass of her blue light glasses. She wasn’t aware of lesbian porn, or at least any that featured girls that looked like her rather than the mass produced studio porn that lacked any sense of realism. So often she’d watch girls getting rammed into by muscular guys, overcome with jealousy as she stuffed her fingers into her cunt, hot to the touch and sloppy. She wished she were one of those jerks. She wished girls would give her a chance to fuck into them like that.

That was until she met you.

One of the usual obsessions she’d develop, she found herself gushing over you when you switched into her calculus class. Her breathing got heavier when you sat in front of you and she could smell your hair, your perfume, your lotion, god, the thought of you rubbing lotion into your bare thighs made her hold her breath entirely. She found herself unable to pay attention in class suddenly, overcome with her new job, watching you. At the end of each day she’d drop her bag, lying down and furiously unbuckling her belt and loosening her uniforms tie. Clutching her geeky Spider-Man themed bed sheets and rolling her eyes back into her head. The mental picture of you getting ready in the morning, soaping your supple breasts in the shower, drying yourself off with a towel, pulling your panties up and over your pussy.

She never imagined you’d show any interest in someone like her, so when you turned around and nibbled on the end of your pencil nervously before asking for her number? Her mind was blown.

[panyvivienda]

¹ Just for the night

summary: looking for a safe place to spend the night, joel and ellie come across a girl singing a david bowie song at the top of her lungs while picking carrots.

a/n:  sorry if there are any mistakes, english it's not my first language. part 2??or not??maybe?? feel like it could have been better 😪

Fatigue ran through every bone in their bodies, making it increasingly difficult to stand upright. Joel seemed to hide it better than Ellie, who every two minutes stopped in her place and said to him that she could not longer feel her legs.

"Just a couple more steps, I promise" he replied, knowing that they still had a long way to go. A few hours earlier they had encountered some hunters. Fortunately for them, they didn't seem to have noticed their presences.

"Well, that doesn't sound so convincing you know" she complained, throwing her head back with a grunt, gaining a sigh from him- You are being way to skeptical Joel, we are gonna be fine- she said looking at him this time, waiting for a "You're so right Ellie, how didn't I listened to you before, let's get some sleep" to fly of his mouth. Not a very Joel thing to say, but something among those words.

"You can ever be to sure" he shortly responded. Ellie opted to say no more, dragging her feet reluctantly behind him, following the road and occasionally glancing at the woods to her right. The moon being the only source of light in the cold starry night. Clearly they were not going to stop until he believed it was a safe place to settle.

The silence did not last long. From the woods they began to hear shouting, which at first scared them. It was someone singing. Joel told Ellie to stay close to him, slowly moving deeper into the woods. They were a little curious as to who was singing at this time of night like crazy. Maybe it was someone deranged who had completely lost their mind. They didn't know, but they did know that they would have to take care of it if they wanted to sleep peacefully and not with one eye open in case this person ended up finding them in the middle of the night.

The surprise they got when they found the person in charge, a girl picking carrots from an orchard, was a rare surprise. They shared an incredulous look, their eyes unable to believe what they were seeing. The girl went on about her business without noticing the two pairs of expectant eyes, singing with an immeasurable passion and stopping to complain about a carrot that didn't want to come out.

"She seems harmeless Joel, look at her" she told him pointing at her with her finger.

"Looks like she has a screw loose to me. Come on".

"That's such an old man thing to say".

Ignoring what he had said earlier, Ellie raised her arms and shouted "Hey you, girl with the weird beanie! Do you think you could give us a hand for tonight?". Flinching at the suddent voice, Amanda raised her head cursing at herself for being so careless. She slowly stand up with two carrots in each of her hands, shaking her head. "No!" she yelled with nervousness, making Ellie frown.

"Come on men, we are tired! Do you have any idea of how much we have been walk- "

"Okay, that's enough" grabbing her by her arm, Joel yanked her to the woods, having to stop due to the girl resisting "She doesn't want to help us Ellie, she doesn't have too either".

"Kinda has to now" she contradicted him "She was the one singing loudly that brought us here, besides look at that big ass house she got there! You're gonna tell me she ain't got space for us two?" she said the last thing more directed to Amanda "It's pretty late we just want to sleep, we ain't bad guys".

Amanda couldn't help but feel slightly guilty. The man wasn't wrong, she didn't have to help them, but because of her not keeping her stupid mouth shout she end up putting herself in this situation, so now she had to deal with it. What if she didn't help them and they end up dying? She couldn't do that. But what if they weren't good people? What if they killed her? Hell, she didn't fucking know them! And she really wanted to sleep with a clear conscience.

Frustration started to build up, and before Joel could even say something, she yelled "Fine! But if you two try something I... I" she failed to threaten, feeling dumb for trying to sound intimidating with a pointing carrot at their direction "Just don't try anything, I'm trying to do something nice, so don't make me regreat it" dropping the carrots to the floor, Amanda started walking to the door fence "Over here".

Ellie looked at Joel with a triumphant smile. Without much effort she had managed to persuade the yet girl of unknown name, getting them a roof over their heads for tonight . Following the girl’s instructions, they went through the fence, now facing each other.

"Hi, I'm Amanda" she presented herself, feeling uncomfortable with their eyes buried in her.

"I'm Ellie"  the redhead continued, expecting the man besider her to tell his, but he seem hesitant, causing her to roll her eyes "And he's Joel. Not a very talkative guy".

"Great, Ellie, Joel, would you like to come inside and have dinner? I was about to make it but I forgot the carrots and um you know this happend" she explained while moving her hands.

Ellie laughed, adding to the conversation "Yeah we know, what was it that you were singing?" at the question, Amanda couldn't help but feel quite embarrassed, they just had to be there at that precise moment? She was going to answer her, but Joel beat her to it.

"Space Oddity by David Bowie".

"Exactly".

"And that was?"

"Are you for real? He was a fucking icon! The best of the best! At least that's what my dad used to tell me all the time" as they spoke, they began to walk, heading to Amanda's house, the older one following them from behind. Joel's eyes darted everywhere, fearing that someone would jump out and attack them, although Amanda seemed nice, or maybe she was good at pretending "He didn't follow what at the time society expected from people, he challenged everything and cared little about what others may say. Everything he touched, he turned it into art. My dad got to see him performance, and he told me that his mere presence on stage was simply indescribable" Ellie listened attentively to every word that came out of her mouth, finding what she said interesting and wanting to learn more. She decided to not make questions about her dad. She imagined what she could say to her if she were to ask.

"That must have been fucking awesome! I wish I had the opportunity to hear artists performance in live" Ellie exclaimed content, turning to her left "Ever went to a concert Joel?".

"That was more of a Tommy thing to do" said sincerely, waiting for Amanda to open the door "Is there more people with you?"

"I've been on my own for a while now".

"Oh" that's all Ellie said to her, feeling stupid afterwards. Amanda gave her a small grin.

Before they entered, Amanda asked them kindly if they could take off their shoes "I got a serious problem with keeping things clean, sorry" she apologized, moving to a side to turn the lights, surprising the other two.

"You have electricity? How is that possible?" Amanda smiled at Joel’s questions.

"A little further back from home there’s plenty of wind towers. It's a pretty unpopulated place because of that, it has always been" she replied, crossing her arms behind her back, swinging back and forth.

"And how do you keep it working?" asked Ellie this time.

"I got not idea, it just does. My dad was the one in charge of that. Never explained it further because he said I didn't need to understand. In some point it's gonna stop working, I guess" she said, getting lost in thought, which didn’t go unnoticed by Joel "Anyways, I have to finish cooking dinner, meanwhile you guys could take a shower" seeming to have realized the double connotation of her sentence, she quickly said "Not because I think you guys smell, it's just because, I mean.. there's hot water!"

Ellie failed to contain her laugh, letting some chuckles escape, while Joel couldn't hide his smile.

"We know we smell, believe me. I'm gonna shower first. I haven't showered with hot water in like, forever!" following Amanda's directions and accepting a borrowed towel and clothes, Ellie went into the bathroom, leaving her and Joel on their own.

"I do not want to overstep, but" Amanda interrumped him before he could even finish.

"He died a few months ago, I think it's been five months by now, but I'm not really sure" she knew she was relying way too much on these two, but she decided to trust her senses, that until now, with her few years of life, had never failed her" Joel felt sorry for her, and Amanda hated it "I got so lost talking about David Bowie that I totally forgot to grab the carrots, would you mind boiling the water? I already put the water in the pot. The lighter is on top of the microwave".

"Alright".

"Great, we are eating some smashed potatoes and carrots tonight ".

After doing what he was told to, Joel took the time to appreciate every detail that adorned the house.All of the furniture was made of wood, mostly with antique lamps above them. Large pinturesque paintings hung on some walls, every one of them belonging to a same style. They shared the same signature "Fiona Wesley". There were also dried flowers upside down on some of the tiles in the kitchen, but what caught his total attention were the pictures on the fridge. He couldn't help but let thoughts of Sarah flood on his mind.

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"God, it's been so long since I've had a proper meal" commented Ellie, happy with Amanda's cooking "You are so good. You don't know what it's like to have to eat Joel's cooking, he burns everything!" Joel gave her a dirty look, feeling offended.

"Thank you very much, it's not a such a big deal honestly".

"She's right, it's pretty good".

"Well... thanks" not used to receiving compliments, Amanda did what she does best, change the subject. "So...if you don't mind me asking, where were you heading to?."

Ellie looked at Joel to see if it was okay to be honest with her. He nodded.

"We are looking for Joel's brother, Tommy. We think he's in Wyoming."

"Shit, that's a long way from here, more if it's by foot. You're going to need plenty of food and coats, I should give you some."

"You helped us enough, it's not necessary" Joel denied, feeling that he was abusing her kindness.

"Don't worry Joel, it doesn't bother me. It would actually make me feel better if you took something for the trip. It's hard to get food with the weather like this, you rarely spot animals to hunt. It would be nice if you carried a couple of rations. Take it as what you guys owe me for letting you spend the night here"- she told him smiling, hoping he wouldn't deny her offer. "So, don't you want me to make up your beds? For what you guys have told me, you got a long way from here to Wyoming".

"Alright, but then let us raise the table in the meantime" Joel offered in vain, since Amanda wouldn't let them do anything.

"I will do it later, not big deal. Come with me guys, I'll show you your room" Joel and Ellie shared a glance, and then followed in the footsteps of the black haired girl.

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"It was released on 11 of july in of 1969, five days before Apollo 11 set off to compleat his mission and land the first man on the moon, isn't that cool?".

"That's actually so fucking cool. Where did you learn that from?".

Once they got to the guest room, Amanda and Ellie couldn't seem to stop bringing up topics. They got along well, being able to talk easily with each other. Joel was already lying down, finding it harder and harder to keep his eyes open. He listened carefully to what the girls were saying. He didn't want to interrupt them, no matter how sleepy he was. Both Ellie and Amanda needed it. Especially the last one, who looked like she hadn't spoken to someone in a long time. Tomorrow they would be going their separate ways, so he thought that he should at least let them enjoy each other's presence while they could.

"I read a book called 'Artists you should know before you die'. I found it in the shelf over Joel's head, it's the one over there" she pointed, moving closer to Ellie, making her nervous "It has some interesting facts, this one was there".

"Do you know who Sally Ride is?" Ellie couldn't resist but asker her, wanting to talk about her. Sally ride was one of her biggest idols, and the idea that maybe Amanda and her shared the same admiration towards her, was exciting for her.

"Hello? How could I not? She was the first American female austronaut to go into space!".

"Finally somebody that knows what I'm talking ab-" snoring echoed off the four walls of the room, loud snoring. The girls laughed, turning to look.

"Well, it looks like we talked too much and bored Joel" whispered Amanda, slowly getting up. It felt good to have someone her own age to talk to. Ellie felt the same way, disappointed that she had to leave by the morning. She wished she could stay for a few more days with her and get to know her even better, but she had to make it to the fireflies if she didn't want all the losses to be in vain.

"Yes, we bored him quite a bit" she answered quietly, looking at his sleeping figure "He has been sleeping less than he should, he refuses to let his guard down."

"I understand" looking up from her feet, the black haired girl said with a sigh "You should rest too".

"Yeah I probably should".

"Goodnight Ellie."

"Goodnight."

[cigsnsuffering]

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Anything for you sweet girl

Jackson! Ellie Williams x Reader

Warnings: sexual tension, sexual situations. lowkey toxic ellie.

Summary: You have always loved Ellie but she has never shown you any interest, until now.

This is my first fic in a super long time, please tell me if y'all like it. Constructive criticism is welcomed!

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“Ain’t you just a peach?” You giggled as you handed the freshly baked loaf to Mr. Miller, you mean Joel. He was quite the looker, his salt and pepper hair, the big brown eyes, hell his smile was enough to make you swoon;  I mean every woman in town gossiped about the Millers. They were a lot of things, but ugly was not. 

“Is Ellie here?” you asked, giving your puppy eyes. You always knew how to reel them in. Now you didn’t use this kind of manipulation for harm per say. You just knew the talent you had. It was a gift that you had, such big brown eyes. You did have a habit of reeling anyone in with those eyes. No one could say no. Well maybe except for Ellie. 

“She’s outback sweetie.” Mr Miller smiled as he signaled towards the backyard. He knew of your crush on the certain freckled auburn. Hell everyone in Jackson knew. It all started back when Ellie came back from Salt Lake City with Joel. You saw through her hard candy exterior. She made your insides feel mushy. While for her you made hers twist up in knots. 

In school, you often chased her around trying to give her little daisies. Ellie always crushed them up, and you returned back with twice as many. This would just carry on and on. Running around town, chasing her trying to litter her in  kisses. All you wanted was to be close to her, to smell her skin, play with her pretty hair , and even count her freckles. But truth be told, you never understood your crush on her. She was the sun, you just revolved around her. 

Their house was no secret to you. Your nana always spoke with Mr. Miller, they would talk about it before. It turns out they loved those same action movies. Nana was always a bit unconventional. She was wise, she counted every flower petal giving each a kiss for luck. She passed that quirk down to you. 

While their house was no secret, especially Ellie’s bedroom. You always did have a certain fixation on their backyard. I mean, how could you not? Their backyard was your favorite. It was adorned with the prettiest wildflowers.  It was no secret that your incredibly green thumb was useful. Maria even had you on garden duty, believing that you're the only reason why the plants and animals are alive. There was a secret to this all- You made an effort to name each one. You always gave them such care. You spoke to each one, just like your nana taught you. That’s it. In your mind, plants and animals were your best friends, besides Ellie of course. Well more like Ellie is your best friend. But you were useful, you kept the flowers colorful, at least that’s what the entire town of Jackson said.  Everyone called you over to help keep their gardens alive. Or to ask what plants to use for whatever ailment they may have. You were basically the town apothecary, alongside your nana. You just had a certain touch or way about you. That very special touch was rumored to be gifted to you by mother nature herself. You were adorned with the nickname of little miss nature. Whenever told you always just giggled. Again with that fucking giggle. 

You thought that maybe if everyone else thought of you as useful so would Ellie, but you were wrong. In Ellie’s mind you're a nuisance. She believed you were weak. You couldn’t even hold a gun without crying. Not being able to defend yourself made you weak, helpless. So she could take care of you. 

So when Maria made everyone go through a gun safety course taught by Joel , you were off blubbering in the corner. It scared you. The loud boom was a no go. Ellie distinctly remembers mumbling “little bitch” under her breath, which earned her a nice smack over the head by Joel. Ellie was left with a serious scowl on her face anytime she looked at you for the whole week. 

The thing was you spent most of your life sheltered. Jackson was most of what you could remember as it was your nana who fought tooth and nail to get you there. You did try patrol once but you nearly killed yourself and Ellie. You had let your horse, Petunia roam and much on some fresh grass. While you sun bathed, Ellie was off ahead exploring some house a couple hundred feet away. She kept you far enough that she wouldn’t have to speak to you but enough that she could see your pretty skin in the light. You reminded her of a sunflower, always soaking up the sun. 

Well, while you're very necessary sunbathing you may have been too giggly because you did catch the attention of a stalker. It happened so quick- almost too quick. You were being pinned down by this creature. It’s snarls that were bordering animalistic. You could see its long tendrils slowly exiting its mouth. It only made you scream for Ellie louder. She dropped everything running as fast as she could, her legs never moved faster. She tackled the creature, repeatedly bashing its head in. It was left as a shell of whatever it was, whoever was. 

Her hands were rough as she grabbed you. Her fingers dug deep into your skin as she looked over to check for any marks. She was holding her breath the entire time.  You felt tears well up in your eyes. 

“Don’t you dare fucking cry y/n!” She huffed. Her voice was thick with anger and a hint of panic. You chewed on your lip nervously. You knew that you fucked up. You hadn’t seen Ellie this angry since the Valentine’s dance, when that boy tried to sneak a hand up your dress. 

“You’re so fucking careless, you always are doing stupid shit!” Your legs began to shake. You were internalizing her words. You knew better, right? You’re pathetic. 

“You’re so fucking stupid, do you want to die?! Do you wanna become like that huh!?!?” She was practically screaming in your ear as she grabbed your face and turned it towards the corpse, the shiny metal protruding outside of its “face” . Your face felt hot, the tears were running down at a rapid pace, leaving you blubbering. You stared at the creature no the person with wide eyes. You felt sympathy for them. They had a life. A family. They were someone. A small part of you wished you both had swapped places. 

The ride back to Jackson was quiet. Ellie stopped once she noticed he tears rolling down your cheeks in steady streams. She did feel bad, but she knew you had to toughen up and learn. You were just an accident waiting to happen in her mind. You weren’t taken on patrol after that. Ellie made sure of that. She couldn’t lose you. She refused to. 

As you approached Ellie’s shed, you heard little noises. It was like little gasps for air. You were worried Ellie had another nightmare, without thinking you rushed to enter the shed. Only to find Ellie on top of a girl. So it definitely was not a nightmare. They both halted their actions. Ellie’s eyes were wide and cheeks were as red as a rose. 

“Get the fuck out Y/N! “ She exclaimed. You didn’t need anything else. You quickly shut the door and walked off with red cheeks. There was a twinge of jealousy brewing in your belly. You almost wish that was you, no you do wish it was you. You wanted Ellie's little kisses along your neck. Your fingers grazed your neck almost to mimic the sensation of Ellie's kisses. You quickly shook the feeling off. Your cheeks still felt hot as you imagined every scenario with Ellie.

A few minutes later, Ellie rushed the girl out. She rolled her eyes once she realized you were sitting on the deck stairs waiting for her. 

“Yes y/n?” she said curtly, almost like she ate a sour lemon. 

Ellie didn’t like how sickly sweet you were. But it was a perk to have your cooking, it was the highlight of any party. She begrudgingly took your muffin, right before she practically inhaled it on her way to the stables. She was more than ready to escape your desperate flirting. It was practically routine at this point. You woke Ellie up with baked goods, followed her trying to desperately flirt. It was always “I brought this for you, I baked them early this morning!” you chirped as you handed her the fresh blueberry muffins.”Oh also this, it was made extra special” with a cute smile and wink  to top it off. She hated the same “oh you’re so brave” or “wow you’re so strong els”. She always pressed her lips tight when you called her that. It was better than you calling her pookie, she really hated that week. You had a habit of over-gifting Ellie. The muffins were already a lot, but lunch with a daily love letter was always pushing it. You always seemed to be bordering the line of desperation and love. 

Before you knew it, she shut the stable door in your face. Finally, some relief from you. Ellie hated how easily you got under her skin. It was too easy for you. You knew how to piss her off, with that stupid smile or with that fucking giggle. She hated you for it. She felt exposed around you far too much for her liking, She hated how you knew she was upset before she did. Why did you have to understand her so well? Why did you have to sneak your way into her heart of all the fucking places, of all the people. You chose her. She wanted to choose you but she couldn’t, she knew better, she wouldn’t make that mistake again. Never again. The last time she chose someone they died. She wouldn’t let that happen to you.

Your favorite thing to do was most definitely garden. There was something about your fingers being in the dirt that you loved. It grounded you in a world full of chaos. This was the one thing that you had control over. You adored each and every one of your sweet flowers. Despite some side eyes, you spoke to each flower with such gentleness. Your cat fluffy brushed past your leg purring. “ Oh hey there handsome” you giggled. You found Fluffy on the edge of Jackson being kicked around by some dumb teenagers. You rescued the kitten swiftly yelling at the boys which left them with wide eyes and red cheeks. When you saw Fluffy your heart ached for the kitty, he had one ear the other had been torn off and he was caked in mud and some blood. 

You promised to care for him that day, so you walked straight away to your house only to be stopped by Ellie, Dina and Jesse. “Hey there flower girl, whatcha doin’ with that?” Jesse asked, quite amused with the situation. “I found him at the edge of Jackson, I’m taking him home!” You chirped. 

Ellie rolled her eyes, clearly annoyed with the situation “Get rid of it, it probably has rabies and you’ll get sick” “No I won't, Fluffy and I are going to be great friends isn’t that right” you cooed at the orange tabby in your arms. Ellie clearly just walked away while you walked home happily. You grinned at the memory. Ellie said that she would cook Fluffy, which you knew she never would - at least you hope she wouldn’t. She never really liked him as he always hissed at her, he once attacked her head, they became sworn enemies after that. 

“I’m bored Fluffs, what do you say we go make some lemonade for Ellie hm?” You grinned widely at the tabby who was too busy cleaning himself to care much. 

Ellie and Joel rode back into town from patrol. It wasn’t bad but they did hit a bloater which almost killed Ellie. Joel had spent the whole ride back lecturing Ellie to be more careful. She was over it. She was a bit shaken but more so pissed. She hated how Joel still made her feel like that dumb fourteen year old still. She knew she would get more shit if she talked back so she just nodded her head, her ears turning red from a mix of anger and embarrassment. 

You came skipping along merrily ready to offer them some fresh lemonade. You had a lemon tree in your backyard so you had a plentiful amount leftover from your last haul. You gulped nervously as you approached the two. You could tell Joel was tired and angry as was Ellie, they both shared quite the temper. “Ahem.” You coughed, the duo turned their heads in your direction. Ellie’s eyes softened at your appearance. Your hair was down and it fell in to some nice waves, you had a daisy tucked behind your ear. You were wearing a flowy white top and some denim shorts. Ellie gulped hard at the sight of your bare legs. She thought you looked absolutely stunning at the moment, she wanted to show you how good you look. She opted to just roll her her eyes pushing past you causing you to spill the cool lemonade on your body. 

Joel now even more pissed at Ellie screamed after but she kept walking. Her fists clenching tightly as she walked past you. Fuck. She had to get away, she couldn’t look at you any longer, she was scared of what she might do. Joel in dad fashion gave you a sympathetic look and kind eyes “I’m sorry about her darling, how about this lemonade?’ He smiled as he took a glass, less angry but he was definitely going to give Ellie a talkin’ to. “It’s all right Mr. Miller, I’m just going to go clean up now, I’ll see you tonight for supper right? Nana is making her chicken. I’m making cookies.” He quickly assured you that him and Ellie will be in attendance tonight. 

The sun had set and you just finished the last batch of your cookies. You smiled as you pulled them out, happy that none had been burned. The was a quick knock at the door as you rushed over to answer it. You smiled as you opened the door to reveal Mr. Miller and Ellie, who looked bored beyond belief. “Welcome! Nana is just in the living room.” You beamed at them. They followed you both into your home, it smelled of fresh cookies and lavender. Joel went to go sit on the couch and talk to your Nana. They both shared laughs as they brought out the whiskey. “Ellie why don’t you go help out y/n in the kitchen”  Joel smugly told Ellie. Ellie clenching her jaw, stared Joel down for a minute, as if they were silently communicating before she rolled her eyes and followed you into the kitchen. The laughs resumed as you went down the hall. 

"I'm just finishing up the potatoes, if you want to plate the carrots and add a bit of salt to them.” Ellie nodded and turned to grab the bowl next to the carrots and began to plate them. “Uh where is the salt?” Ellie asked. “It should be in the cabinet right above me” You said just about to move out of the way when Ellie came right behind you. She lightly pressed against your back, holding your exposed hip for support as she grabbed the salt. You smelled her, she smelled like mint. She always smelled so delicious, you bet she tasted delicious too. You gasped at the cool contact of her hand. She chuckled as she pecked the back of your neck. You nearly moaned at the contact. Her lips were soft. You knew that you would stuff your hands in your shorts tonight thinking about this moment.

"What sweet girl, you can't speak all the sudden? Turn around and face me." Ellie gruffed. You turned so fast you almost gave Ellie whiplash. She smirked knowing you would fold so quickly.

She pressed your back against the wood counter as she leaned in. Her eyes stared into yours, you felt exposed at this intimate contact. She licked her lips as her eyes flicked from your lips to your chest. You thanked yourself for wearing a more low-cut top today.

"Els" you purred. Her eyes darkened at the sound of your voice. It was full of desperation but you could honestly care less. You wanted Ellie to take you right then and there. You both knew what you wanted. She began to lean in as did you.

"Is dinner done yet hun?" Your nana asked from up the hall. Ellie jumped back leaving you stuck in place trying to process. Your mind still fuzzy.

"Just finished!" Ellie replied, sending the all knowing smirk your way. As she walked out with the bowl of carrots leaving you with pink cheeks and wet underwear.

Fuck. This was going to be a long dinner.

[g4yforelliewilliams]

Heartbreak- Part one.

a/n- this was not proof read so if some things don't make sense that is why. This will be a series and I'm looking forward to sharing it with you.

warnings- angst, homophobia (screw you Seth).

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I had just moved to Jackson a week ago after living myself for 3 years, I had found Jackson when running from infected and they took me in.

I lay on my bed looking at the ceiling, I had been her for about an hour just thinking about my life. I had been surrounded by people all week after not having a contact with people for 3 years apart from hunters here and there. I let out a heavy sigh and turn over closing my eyes.

I wake up to someone knocking at my door I let out a groan and get up to walk to my door peeking through the curtain out the window, there was a girl around my age standing there picking at her nails. I open the door “oh hi Joel was wondering if you want to come over for dinner” she says awkwardly. Joel, by far the nicest person I’ve met in this town so far, my neighbour that had mentioned a girl named ellie that lived with him. “Oh, you must be Ellie” I say smiling “yeah your y/n right?” she asks and I nod “so are you coming?” she asks nodding towards Joel’s house next door “sure” I say smiling and we start walking towards the house “so do you like comics?” I ask.

-3 years later-

Its been 3 years and Ellie and I have been best friends since we met, we have a few friends Dina and Jesse, but we are definitely the closest. A few months after we met I told her about my parents

Ellie and I are on patrol and are walking together talking about anything and everything, we hear banging and look over towards it. The noises are coming from an old camper in a caravan park “come one y/n” ellie says nodding towards it, but I don’t move…. I’m frozen “y/n?” she says concerned putting her hand on my shoulder, I start to cry “y/n?! are you okay?” ellie asks panicking “deep breaths, calm down it’s okay” she says putting both her hands on my shoulders.

It’s been about 5 minutes and I’ve calmed down; Ellie and I are sitting down against a fence and I’m staring blankly at the caravan park. “what happened” she asks softly “my parents and I lived in a caravan park” I explained swallowing then continuing “we lived there until I was 13, when uh” I sniff. She puts her hand on my knee comfortingly “a few infected got in and broke into our camper, my mom was bitten, and my dad shot her then himself” I spilled “I’m so sorry y/n” she says hugging me as I start to cry again.

Were both sitting on my bed reading comics and chatting “are you going to the dance tonight?” I ask looking up from my comic at her “yeah but I’m not dancing” she explains smirking and I laugh “why not I bet you’re a great dancer” I joke, and she shakes her head looking back at her comic “are you going?” she asks and I scoff “well I guess I have to now that your going” and she grins.

-later-

Ellie leaves and I start getting ready, I put on a black singlet, ripped black jeans and my vans and leave. When I get there Ellie is sitting at the bar drink in hand peering over at Dina dancing. I sigh ‘she’s always fucking looking at her’ I make my way through people dancing and over to her.

She smiles at me and orders me a drink of whiskey, “I wonder how Jesse feels about Dina dancing like that with other men” I sneer peering at Dina dancing with some man and Ellie laughs “come on y/n don’t be like that, she’s just being Dina” and I glare. Dina and I don’t have the best relationship and both Ellie and Jesse know that, which is why when Dina and Jesse started going out I started to separate myself from them, Ellie thinks this is because I like Jesse which couldn’t be further from the truth.

“they have been broken up what? A week or something?” I scoff “of course you care” ellie states shrugging and taking a sip of her beer “the fuck’s that supposed to mean?” I ask frowning “you quite clearly have the hots for him” she smirks and I scoff “like hell I do” I respond shaking my head ‘if only she knew’ I think to myself. Jesse comes up to us sighing bringing his drink to his lips “I hate these things” he says shaking his head “tell me about it” Ellie laughs and I look at her ‘shes so beautiful’ I think to myself blushing “your old man really laid into me today” Jesse tells Ellie and I suck in a breath, Joel had been a sensitive topic for Ellie recently and we rarely talked about it. Ellie pauses thinking “what happened?” she asks staring back at Dina much to my dismay “Another big lecture about my patrols, don’t go here, don’t go there” he laughs “funny how involved he gets whenever your scheduled to go out” he adds and I smile “I think it sweet” I say and Ellie turns to me frowning “she’s uh….putting on quite the show” Jesse states changing the topic and I laugh “you think?” I ask sarcastically and they both ignore me “I give you guys two weeks, until your back together” Ellie says turning back to Jesse “not gonna happen” he replies.

“Ellie! Hey!” Dina greets walking up to us and putting her hand on Ellies shoulder I force back a groan ‘please just go away’ I think to myself “Well I’m, here aren’t I?” Ellie responds “Dina?” Jesse asks “Jesse.” She says and the looks at me “y/n” and I scoff. “c’mon” Dina says dragging Ellie to the dance floor and I look away “what’s up with you?” Jesse asks and I sigh raising my hand to my head in disbelief “she doesn’t dance” I say looking at him and he gives me a confused look “she said she didn’t want to dance, why does Dina feel the need to do this” I complain feeling my heart race in my chest “why do you care so much?” he asks smirking and I turn away from him ignoring him turning my attention back to Ellie and Dina. Dina is raising her hand to Ellies face pushing a strand of hair behind her ear and then kisses her, I had seen enough and turn away facing the bar.

 I order enough drink and Jesse puts his hand on my shoulder knowingly. “Hey!” I hear Seth say to Ellie and Dina “this is a family event” and Dinna laughs “sorry!” and they turn around waling away “remember next time there’s kids around” Seth says quite clearly angry “Yeah like your setting such a great example” Dina scoffs “Oh just what this town needs, another loud mothed dyke!” Seth exclaims angrily. Ellie turns around “what the fuck did you just say?!” Ellie yells pointing a finger at Seth “Hey!” Joel yells and I run over “get out of here” Joel says shoving Seth “get your hands of me!” Seth says “Hey!” Maria yells pushing them both back “Maria he didn’t do anything!” I say defending Joel and Ellie looks at me angrily “enough” Maria says to Joel ignoring me “are you alright kiddo?” “are you alright?” Joel and I say at the same time “what the hell is wrong with you two!” shes says defensively and I scoff “he had no right” Joel replies “and you two do?” she defends looking at both of us “really Ellie? Are you fucking serious?” I ask angrily “I don’t need your fucking help” she says walking away with Dina and I scoff walking after them.

[panyvivienda]

coming!!!

if there was something that joel and ellie wouldn't have expected to find during their long journey to the fireflies, was a girl yelling her heart out to a david bowie song without a care in the world while picking carrots, but well... they did