#Elli Lavellan

[an-established-butt-dent]

What always intrigued me about the storyline with a romanced Solas is that Lavellan was so close to finding out the truth.

She must have had some suspicions before, but she never pushed him for the truth. She gave him time to open up on his own terms, to share when he was ready, which we know he almost did in Crestwood.

I wonder about the demons he fought in his head, the times duty came before love, while at the same time she made him question everything.

Such a tragic lovestory and no I’m still not over it it. :(

[zuutiomi]

my dragon age protagnists

[lavellansvh3nan]

A short fic post-Trespasser. Lavellan is heartbroken over Solas and has given the Inquisition to the Conclave. For the time being, her purpose is concluded and she’s not doing well. All their followers and friends have moved on to newer things.

This takes place from Dorian’s POV. I’ve always thought their relationship in Inquisition and briefly from what we see in Veilguard is one of the best aspects of the game. 💖

Dorian knows winter in the mountains has arrived when not even the fireplace could warm him at night. He was used to that enormous lump beside him, Bull, hogging his covers but offering heat in spades. But even his Amatus knew it was time to move on.

He blinked blearily, shuddering when he felt the icy winds battering the tower. Some of it managed to slip through the frost-kissed stone and chill his room. With barely anyone left in Skyhold, the upkeep had gone to shit fast.

The Iron Bull and his Charges had left a few days early to scout ahead, find them a place that was safe for all of them. He’d be following with the Inquisitor once he received word. That was, if his friend would even be willing to get out of bed.

It made sense at first. Every break-up came with devastation. Elliana’s had been…unique, he’d give her that. Finding out the love of your life who had abandoned you for two years was an ancient Elven god? Who took your arm and forsake you to damnation with the rest of the world that he was planning to end?

No, he wouldn’t fault her for being lost. But it had started to scare him.

Elliana Lavellan was the strongest woman he’d ever met. She’d saved the world more than once, she’d been a force of light and goodness, perhaps annoyingly so. She was the truest friend he’d ever known. So when he eventually dressed and made his way up to her bedroom, he found the door closed tight, the same state it had been in for weeks.

When they’d returned from the Exalted Council, he’d watched her dim. Day by day, hour by hour. People packed their bags and left with the Inquisition. She didn’t even bother to keep up with her normal sunny disposition. One day, she took to bed early claiming she was tired. That had been almost a month ago.

There she’d laid. Sometimes asleep, sometimes just staring blankly at whatever was in front of her. When she’d first returned to tell the tale of what Solas was, she’d cried into his shoulder while he’d held her in bewilderment. And then that bewilderment turned to rage.

She’d defended him. Loved him for years. Even when he had left after they’d defeated Corypheus, she’d been hopeful. Insisted he would come back. She’d waited. Waited patiently. Waited for so long.

It had…it had pained him to watch her hope. To catch her watching the entrance to Skyhold nearly every damn day, that eternal hope shining in her eyes.

Now those eyes were dull. Lifeless.

He’d quickly settled into a new routine as the Inquisition emptied from the halls. Wake, check on Elliana. Attempt to bring her some breakfast. Return around lunch to find it barely touched. Sit with her for a while. Blather on about gods know what. Pray for the first time in years that she might awaken from this state.

It was near torture for him, to watch his vibrant and radiant friend transform into a husk of herself. Her laughter never came. Her annoyingly sappy comments ceased entirely. The silence of her presence would claw at him.

All because of that damn heart of hers. That loving, relentless, foolish, brave heart of hers. It fell in love with a god. With pride itself. And pride could not love her in return, nor was it worthy.

Dorian swore he’d kill him. On site. Without another thought. He’d slay that bastard no matter what it took. Bull had agreed. So had a majority of their companions, everyone had thrown their weight into intel on where Solas had disappeared to. He’d get there. But for now, he only had one objective. That was to bring his friend back to life.

He had dressed quickly, something warm, semi-functional. He hadn’t been nearly as vain as normal. Mostly because the resources were just..gone. It was almost hilarious. One minute they were being waited on hand and foot, treated like heroes and kings. Today, he had to warm his own tea. How the mighty have fallen.

He took that tea and approached her door. He braced himself with a smile, something to try and comfort her. However, when he opened the door he was face to face with big blue eyes and limp red hair.

“Ellie?” He was surprised to see her out of bed. She normally didn’t leave her bed unless he dragged her. Seeing her standing there had nearly frightened him to death, but he was overjoyed. His smile became genuine and he moved to hold her shoulders with gentle pressure.

“You’re up! And here I thought it was another day of resting,” he tried to jest, but his voice was hoarse with relief. He waited for her to speak, but it didn’t come.

“Ellie?” He asked more gently this time, suddenly concerned she might be sleep walking. It had happened a couple of times before. He moved to tenderly brush some locks of hair away from her eyes and she blinked up at him. Awake.

She slipped from his grasp, hurrying down the staircase from her room. It caught him off-guard and he was left watching her for a couple of moments before his brain caught up with his body and he followed behind her.

“Out for a walk?” Dorian had no idea where she was going now. It was hard to keep up with her. She’d lost weight, but not speed, and she marched with tense determination. He was suddenly grateful that most everyone had left the castle. No one needed to see her looking so frail.

She beat him through the throne room hallway, and a sense of dread began to simmer in his gut when he watched her throw open the door to the rotunda. Where Solas had spent his time painting, reading.

Lying.

She stepped inside and he quickly followed, nearly lowing down Varric, who had emerged in from the cold of the courtyard. He looked just as shocked as Dorian was.

“I saw her pass,” he said, falling into step beside him. Dorian didn’t respond, instead, he hurried into the room and found Elliana standing in front of one of the frescos. He couldn’t see her expression, but she was staring pointedly at the colorful pictures on the wall. The paint had faded in the years since Solas had lived there, the room quiet and dark.

“What-“ Varric started to say, only for Elliana to suddenly grab a mug that was sitting on a nearby table and hurl it at the fresco.

It made both him and Varric jump. Dorian started to approach, concerned she’d hurt herself. He felt a firm hold on his arm before he could move. Varric, holding him in place.

“Let me go,” he hissed. Varric’s gaze narrowed on him and he shook his head.

“She needs this,” he said. Behind them, another crash. Elliana had thrown a vase full of old paint brushes at the wall. It had shattered loudly, splattering against the wall in what looked to be leftover paint.

That seemed to give the Inquisitor an idea.

She threw herself at the other side of the room, behind an old sofa. She pushed it aside in an impressive show of strength for someone who had not been eating enough, grabbing some of the old paint pots behind it.

Varric continued to hold Dorian back, but from where he was, he could see that Elliana’s face wasn’t blank anymore. It was angry. The most anger he’d seen from her in years.

Her teeth were bared, her eyes wild, face flushed red.

She threw one pot at the wall. It exploded in orange. Another red. Another purple. Soon she was out of paint to throw and stood there panting with her shoulders heaving.

It wasn’t enough. Dorian and Varric watched at she started dragging her hand through the paint and covering up those beautiful frescos. Her one hand she had scrapped over the old paintings, pulling colors at random to vandalize the work.

Dorian hadn’t heard it at first, but she was muttering under her breath. Something that grew progressively louder as her motions grew more frantic.

“How could you. How could you. How could you. How COULD YOU!”

She started to scream it then, a couple of times. Dorian’s throat closed at the way her voice gave out so quickly and how it turned to wordless yells of rage. She destroyed that room. Painted the walls with her pain. Finally sinking down in front of one of the murals of two elves and screaming once, loudly. It rang off the circular walls and out through the top of the tower in a final, poignant note. Then silence.

Then she started to sob. Something broken and so, so quiet. She wrapped her paint covered arms around herself and bowed her head. It was then that Varric released his arm.

Dorian was beside her in a flash. He gathered his dearest friend into her arms and held her while she wept. Her cries was so faint, yet her body shook with the effort and for the first time in weeks, she clung to Dorian. Held him like he was her lifeline.

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry,” she repeated, voice so filled with sorrow it sounded like he was talking to a child. He placed a hand at the back of her head and the other around her frame. It hurt to hear her apologize for her burst of emotion, but he knew that it was first real words she’d said.

She had sat with her grief, with her pain in a frozen state. It had seemed to take her all this time to process what Solas had done. That he wasn’t coming back.

Dorian often forgot thar Elliana had only been twenty-two years old when she’d been thrust into the role of Herald, then Inquisitor. She was young. So young, to have to endured all of this. Now, at twenty-five, she was coming to grips with it all. Maybe for the first time in all these years. What she’d become, what she’d gained, and all that she had lost.

It killed him to think that the Elliana he’d met at Haven was probably long gone. But the woman who leaned into him now and cried out tears of waiting and disappointment, he had to believe she was going to come out stronger on the other end. She’d already been so strong. He could be there for her while she rebuilt the pieces of herself that had been broken by Solas’ departure.

“I’m here.” Dorian had promised, helping her to stand and then taking her back up to her room to clean her and put her back to bed.

“I’m here,” he’d assured her as he rubbed her back until her tears stopped falling.

“I’m here, Ellie.” His voice had broken when he saw how small she looked in her bed. How this mighty and powerful friend of his has spent so long aching.

The late afternoon sun had just begun to bath her room, briefly banishing the cold that had plagued them through most of the day. It was then, when Elliana turned on her side and looked up at her friend.

She looked tired. She looked older. But she was looking at him. Maybe for the first time since she’d lost her arm. The trickle of light caught the orange in her hair and gold in her eyes. Dorian could have sworn that for a second, she looked like herself again.

“I know.” She whispered. “Thank you.”

[phannamime]

More Mava!

The inquisitor is known for taking 5 minute power naps standing up and then just GOING for days. How she’s still functional is a mystery.

My character ramblings below the cut.

For the most part Mava and Solas get along well and on the topic of the fade the two chat all the time. Mava admires his knowledge of magic as well of his painting skills which she secretly finds most impressive. She comes to him for any magic advice first and quietly learns through the conversation he has with Dorian and Vivianne. That being said if Solas starts trashing the Dalish Mava will argue with him ALL DAY annoying anyone within earshot and each other. She also doesn’t completely trust him, his lack of history too suspicious to ignore.

Mava has a certain affection for Cole. She finds the boy endearing and takes him out often, encouraging him to talk with their companions. His existence between spirit and human fascinates her. After specializing in the way of the rift mage she felt even more comfortable with him as he sees the responsibility she has on her shoulders. She comes to him to hear gossip, the inane unimportant kind. A hold over of when she used to eavesdrop as a child that developed into a sort of guilty pleasure. Mava also enjoys when she hears other’s talk of his gentle presence, even if they don’t know it. It makes her oddly proud and she sees him as a little brother.

Mava’s relationship to her commander is… complicated. Mava was initially evasive towards Cullen, a human ex-templar is not exactly comforting to a Dalish mage. The two were polite but not close, though Mava appreciated his banter with her other advisors. Things became unavoidable when Mava allowed the Mage rebellion to join the Inquisition as equals, a choice that she worried might make him, and some others of the inquisition grow angry or even leave. Cullen’s support despite him disagreeing made Mava respect him and the two found they had more in common then they once thought. Mava can see the weight he puts on himself and finds comfort in someone who understands her and checks in. His stories of this family reminds her of her own and the two grow to appreciate each other’s company despite their disagreements. Though Cullen’s love of the game chess will forever allude her.

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WIP Wednesday

I was tagged by @greypetrel ! Tysm ❤️

Working on a Cullen x immy piece w a background lol (gasp)

I did the bg first and sketched the pose over it but essentially drawing the sketch separately and bigger until I color it!

Consider yourself tagged if you see this ❤️ brain a lil fried atm and idw to forget anyone lmao

[saintlethanavir]

Inspired by a post @pinayelf did of her oc Immy's children with Cullen!!

In terms of children I think Calliope and Dorian may have more in the future but as of the end of Jaws of Hakkon they welcome little Athim into the world! Calliope had no idea they were pregnant/it was a cryptic pregnancy and y'know the stress just had their water breaking. It's fine.

Athim Pavus is a very sweet child who takes after their Papae in being a very reactionary and emotional mage. It's a bit dangerous raising a half elven baby in Tevinter but it is FOR SURE extra dangerous raising a reactionary dreamer mage who's going through his terrible two's. Like both of his father's he's very adept at fire magic and it actually soothes him when he's quite young because he has a hard time regulating his body temperature (Autism Things TM). So once he manages to NOT burn his fingertips he uses small fire spells to warm himself back up during colder nights in Kirkwall and Minrathous. At a young age his parents do realize that he's a Dreamer Mage though, and seek help to make sure he isn't targeted by anything out in the Fade (Solas, and other things I can't mention without spoiling my fic but you get the idea). Eventually Calliope settles on teaching him what they learned through Vivienne during Inquisition and in turn he becomes a formidable Knight Enchanter when he's older, opting to use a greatsword/Reaver like attacks like his Papae. I think he does incorporate things like Walking Bomb from the Necromancer subclass that he's learned from Dorian as well. Anything he gets from that side of things though are meant to bolster his intimidation tactics on the battle field.

[psalacanthea]

The Fall of Arlathan- Chapter 9

A big double-sized (12k words help) chapter of this Solavellan fic, the sequel to my old Schooling Pride. Yes, it exists. I need to actually put them in a series on AO3- i'll try to remember to do that later.

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“Don’t turn this around on me,” Ellie scolded Solas, not wanting to hear a lecture about how she should keep being a sucker.

He smiled, chagrined, the edges of his eyes crinkling.  His gaze became uncomfortable, but his voice remained even as she glanced away awkwardly.  “If you insist.  But never forget that your kindness was my salvation.”

She brushed that off because she didn’t have the cope.  “Yeah, well…we’ve never had a fight like this before.  He’d cross lines, I’d draw a boundary clearly, and we’d move on.”  Ellie couldn’t find it in her to lie right now.  “And then he’d cross it again.  I just– I thought I was helping him.  He did get better in a lot of ways, but I got arrogant, Solas.  And– and he needed me.”

His denial was quiet, but firm.  “He does not need you. He is possessive.  Those are very different things.”

Ugh, of course he was going to make this entirely about Falon’din and excuse her completely.

Of course.

“No, I mean…I liked that he did,” she admitted firmly, staring at her hands.  “I encouraged it.  When I realized it I tried to wean him off of depending so much on me, but the damage was done.  It was just…from the moment– this is kind of too much to say.”

“I would rather you did,” Solas said quietly.

“I know.  That’s part of what makes it so hard.  I wish you had better boundaries around me,” she muttered.

His voice was low and calm.  “Better?  No.  My boundaries remain intact, very far from any landscape you have yet to wander across.  Explore as you like.”

“Pain,” she muttered, wishing he didn’t make it so easy to talk to him.  That he didn’t feel like a portent, a thing hovering over her ready to drag her back down to those old, painful depths.  “Ever since, Solas, you left…it was like my brain got fixated on people leaving me.  First it was you, then Sebastian, then Cass, a lot of other people…and my mom died like a month after Wren was born.”  She paused, steeled herself.  “He needed me.”  

Ellie exhaled roughly, trying to keep her voice under control, her body.  But it was hard, she could feel herself starting to get tense, trembling.  “He wasn’t going to–”  

Leave me.

She swallowed those words before they could trip up her tongue, her nerves already strained by stress.  Ellie steeled herself and continued.  “No matter what I did he kept coming back.  And I could help him, like I couldn’t...”

It was like bile in her throat, bitter and unwelcome.

“Ellana…”

She sniffed and wiped her eyes impatiently, hating the weakness.  “Tears are just tears, they don’t mean anything.  Listen…I unpacked this all a while ago; this isn’t new, Solas.  I have a really good therapist.  When I go.  It’s just…I figured, hey, I’m helping someone.  Even if it’s a coping thing, it’s not bad, right?”

“Does Falon’din know how you feel?”  Solas asked, smiling sadly at the disbelieving look she gave him.  “Yes, it sounds as if that would be unwise.”

“He hates you enough,” she said quietly.

[reyofluke-ocs]

Dragon Age OCs Placeholders

Solona Amell

Mage Human LI: Leliana

LA FC: Anne Hathaway

Spirit Healer Mage turned Grey Warden. Hero of Ferelden. Cousin of Hawke.

Evelyn Trevelyan

Mage Human LI: Cullen Rutherford

LA FC: Emily Browning

Youngest child of Trevelyan family. Fade/Rift Mage. Herald of Andraste/Inquisitor.

Ellys Ingellvar

Mage Elf LI: Davrin

LA FC: Amandla Stenberg

Raised as a mage of the Mourn Watch. Nicknamed Rook for her small size. Specializes in necromancy.

Lace Rutherford Trevelyan

Mage Human LI: n/a

LA FC: Freya Allan

Child of Evelyn and Cullen. Very in tune with the Fade/Veil.

Wynfriel Lavellan

Elf Mage LI: Solas

LA FC: Morfyyd Clark

Apprentice to First Keeper of Clan Lavellan. Sent to spy on the Conclave. Ends up as Herald of Andraste/Inquistor. Necromancy specialization.

[alaslen]

Felassan being his nonchalant self, but it's Modern AU Modern AU inspired by The Blighted Butcher fic by @psykergirl, Dragon Age AU featuring Detective Ellana (Ellie) Lavellan and Dr Solas Wolff MD, PhD

[shem-fatale]

Dragon Age Inquisition: "Canon" Choices Survey Results!

Tell us about your personal "canon" Inquisitor who will make an appearance in The Veilguard? What were their choices? Answers to this short survey were collected via a tumblr post between June 11th and June 22nd 2024. I have since found out which of the choices mentioned will and will not affect DA:TV but I will include all questions anyway. Text version and tags under the cut!

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1. Who is your "canon" Inquisitor and are/were they in a relationship with another DAI character? Female Adaar/Blackwall - 1% Female Lavellan/Blackwall - 1% Male Lavellan/Josephine- 1% Male Lavellan/The Iron Bull- 1% Male Trevelyan/Cassandra - 1%

Female Lavellan/Josephine - 2% Female Trevelyan/Josephine- 2% Male Lavellan - no romance - 2%

Female Adaar/The Iron Bull - 3% Male Adaar/Dorian - 3%

Female Trevelyan/Blackwall - 4%

Female Adaar/Josephine - 6% Male Trevelyan/Dorian - 6%

Female Lavellan/Cullen - 7%

Male Lavellan/Dorian - 12%

Female Trevelyan/Cullen - 13%

Female Lavellan/Solas - 33% Added headcanon comment from @spiders-scribbles: Male Adaar/The Iron Bull "Kas is played with the female model cause I hate how bulky the male Qunari body is and also trans reasons" <3 And another one from @doves-wing: Female Cadash/Josephine "i think they have an open relationship and so my quizzy has dated iron bull though that relationship ends before trespasser. she is still with josie though." <3 2. What combat class and specialisation apply to your "canon" Inquisitor?

Warrior/Two-Handed/Templar - 0% Warrior/Weapon and Shield/Templar - 0%

Rogue/Daggers/Artificer - 1% Warrior/Two-Handed/Champion - 1% Warrior/Weapon and Shield/Reaver - 1%

Warrior/Two-Handed/Reaver - 3% Rogue/Archer/Tempest - 3% Warrior/Weapon and Shield/Champion - 3%

Mage/Necromancer - 4%

Rogue/Archer/Artificer - 5% Rogue/Archer/Assassin - 5% Rogue/Daggers/Tempest - 5%

Rogue/Daggers/Assassin - 8%

Mage/Rift Mage - 30%

Mage/Knight-Enchanter - 32% 3. Did the Inquisition form an alliance with the Mages or with the Templars?

Mages - 86%

Templars - 14% 4. Who was left behind in the Fade?

Alistair - 5%

Loghain - 9%

Hawke - 29%

Stroud - 57% 5. Did the Inquisition give the Wardens a second chance?

Yes - 89%

No - 11% 6. Who rules Orlais?

Gaspard - 1%

Celene - 10%

Gaspard as Briala's puppet - 14%

Truce between all parties - 32%

Celene and Briala - 43% 7. Who drank from the Well of Sorrows?

Morrigan - 48%

The Inquisitor - 52% 8. Who becomes Divine Victoria at the end of DA:I?

Vivienne - 7%

Cassandra - 18%

Leliana - 75% 9. What happened to the Inquisition at the end of Trespasser?

The Inquisition continues in the service of Divine Victoria - 17%

The Inquisition was disbanded - 83%

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[an-established-butt-dent]

Solas and Inquisitor Lavellan

[baphometsss]

A little late Christmas gift to Ellie @solasisms of her Lavellan, Agaetis 🩷

[mocksfate]

my protags and silly romance hcs for each on a fine tuesday morning because why not

surana: ellie is a princess. well, she does belong to two of the most oppressed groups in thedas, but that doesn't deter her from telling you that she's a princess and thus must be treated as one. she dreams to meet a proper knight/gentleperson - the kind of person who's gonna sweep her off her feet, who would kiss her hand, write her poetry and do grand romantic gestures in her name, etc etc. all of this, because she's been influenced by the novel she read as a child, so obviously she'd like to pursue a fairytale romance. it's also why she's does NOT want to participate in one night stands at all (even in the tower they were big nos. 'you either woo me properly like the lady i am or you scram!!!')

hawke: maida is a mess 👍who actually, very much in opposition to ellie, prefers one night adventures. she's on the aromantic spectrum, making it hard for her to bore any romantic feelings towards p much anybody (v4rric you will always be famous). she's had a few lil and not entirely meaningful relationships back in ferelden, but in kirkwall she officially dated no one. she often hangs out at the blooming rose because she's fwb? a regular client?? how do we call it- of jethann and they actually become close friends by act 3. am i making one of the most minor npcs into an important figure in her life who both makes her feel good and gives her cool advice? yeah, sue me ig 😔

lavellan: melava is hilarious, god bless her. she starts as a loner and as someone who prefers being on her own because she and the keeper don't really get along (read her about to discover why!). before dai (she's 32 in dai), she had a total of two (2) relationships. this is also because my girl is asexual ! that + being used to being alone = not actively seeking relationships. when they do happen though, she turns into the most devoted person because she's always thought her life would have been filled only by loneliness and thus appreciates someone who is willing to open their heart to her. she's still awkward with words since those were never her forte, but she shows her appreciation with gift giving and acts of service. she became a warrior to protect, let her big arms protect you alright 🥰

rook: abrielle, being the oldest of the bunch, has the most experience in this field, but not in the way you think. since age 11, she's been trained as a bard. she was taught the art of seduction and emotional manipulation to get to targets and almost always felt like she wasn't being genuine whenever she stumbled upon a romantic entanglement of her own. it is the reason why she usually ended up being the one breaking them off. then antiva and emil happen and, oh boy. girlie was down bad. while she had a few lovers on her name, none ever came close to emil kortez. he was, undoubtedly, the love of her life. they were Freaky(tm) and unashamedly in love (good for them), but a part of me believes emil wasn't into it as much as abrie. still, she cherishes the memory and even joined the crows to fix his stupid ass mistake out of the love she still feels for him.

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this is sorta moot bc they are in thedas but cullen and immy's kids would not be ipad kids

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memes, permission to ship call (permission to have my muse interested), plotting call, reverse meme call

Muses: Kate Austen (Lost) [Open to: canon and canon div. characters I already know // crossovers: yes]: starter calls / Opens - like if interested Sarah Walker (Chuck) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes]: starter calls // opens // threads - like if interested Jenny II, regenerated Doctor's daughter (Doctor Who) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes] starter calls - like if interested

Neria Surana, elf mage Hero of Ferelden / potential follower (Dragon Age) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes]: starter calls / Opens - like if interested Lily Tabris, elf warrior Hero of Ferelden / potential follower (Dragon Age) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes]: starter calls / Opens - like if interested Clarke Griffin (the 100, s1-s6) [Open to: a few canon and canon div. characters from the 100 // crossovers: no]: starter calls / Opens - like if interested Alien Jemma Simmons (AoS, s1-s4) [Open to: some canon and div. characters - some ocs // crossovers: yes (selectively)]: starter calls / Opens - like if interested Alex McHugh (Chuck) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: maybe]: starter calls // open // - like if interested Terra Branford (ff6) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes]: starter calls // opens - like if interested

Testing: Book!Alina Starkov (Grishaverse) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: no]: starter calls // interest checker Show!Alina Starkov (Shadow and Bone) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: not yet]: starter calls // like if interested

Ana Lucia Cortez (Lost) [Open to: a few Lost characters // crossovers: no]: starter calls // opens - like if interested Ellie Bartowski (Chuck) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: maybe]: starter calls - like if interested Shale (Dao) [Open to: some canon and div. characters - some ocs // crossovers: yes (selectively)]: starter calls - like if interested Cassandra Cillian (the Librarians) [Open to: a few canon and canon div. characters // crossovers: no]: starter calls - like if interested Tauriel (The Hobbit) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: not yet]: starter calls - like if interested

Under request (I won't answer your open starters with them unless given permission!) Ellana Lavellan, elf mage / inquisitor, never follower (DAI) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: no] - starter calls // threads - like if interested Solona Amell, human mage (??) Eldritch horror / hero or follower (DAO) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: no] - starter calls // threads - like if interested Emma Swan (OUAT) [open to: Killian, Snow and David // crossovers: no]: starter calls -like if interested