#EllaMai

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[vampirelova92]

Stuck N The Middle: Different 1.1

~This isn't an original Chris Brown story, It's an original love tale~

~It's been six months since Dana Ross has went out to an actual club experience since the abrupt halt of her three year relationship. It came to an end with the first woman she's ever loved. At twenty-two years old she is an accomplished college graduate with a good job and lives with her roommate Cari in Atlanta. On this particular night out she runs into her ex, and makes the mistake of doing something without thinking of the repercussions just to make her ex jealous.~

April•

Dana

My normal, dressy casual clothes I had on when I went out weren't different. My hair, was my hair, usually it did what it wanted. 

The perfume I wore was always the same, I hadn't changed anything about my make up or jewelry for a night out on the town with only close friends. 

But for some reason on this very night all that changed, and I was nowhere ready for the days to come and unfold before my eyes.

~

My lips absentmindedly played with the black small straw in my glass of cranberry and vodka on ice. 

I was on my second, listening to the live band that played tonight in a cozy night club my three best friends and I usually met up at of downtown Atlanta. 

They were chatting it up, something about that idiot Trump did in the middle of the week. It was Friday and we hadn't met up in a while, I was tired but decided to come out anyways. 

"Dae, how's the job going?" One of my close friends Cari that sat next to me asked. 

I met Cari through my last year of college, we were doing an internship together before we got into the same building for our jobs. 

I was born in the U.K. but moved around twelve to the states, immediately wanting to do something proactive with my life in the states. 

Being a call management lead of a healthcare company wasn't something that I thought I would be doing out of college. But it paid the bills and I was glad to have make a friend that lasted past college to an actual job. 

It was almost like fate that we would end up being friends for the past two years. She was my closest homie and I loved her dearly. Cari worked in another department but we are both under the same company.

I shrugged dragging my eyes from her heart shaped face, taking a sip of my drink, "Its not distracting as much as I thought it would."

"It's been only six months babe." Her light grey eyes blinked at me with a forced smile. Oh yeah, of course I would leave out the part where my girlfriend of three years had basically dumped me right?

"I'm chill." I shrugged, taking a deep breath. 

Her name was Erin and she at first meant nothing to me, just a friend. Then she kissed me one night and everything changed for me. 

I knew in the middle of high school I was into girls, but was shy about it. I had been hesitant about it, but during the middle of college I met Erin and she was not scared to put her sexuality out there. 

It's like she empowered me to not be scared to let people know the real me. Sometimes I would feel like how she helped me be who I felt I was, was the reason I had fell in love with her. 

She supported me and beyond everything she was like my backbone. Not to mention no guy ever made me feel how she did when she was around me. 

Then three years later things changed, she became acting so strange around me and eventually told me there was someone else. 

It broke me to be honest and six months later my heart still ached, just not as bad as it had when everything started crashing down. 

I didn't leave the apartment I shared with Cari, nothing. This outing honestly was my third time going out if it wasn't for going grocery shopping, getting other supplies for the apartment or work. Since then I've just been taking it a day at a time. 

Trying to save up for a vacation away from Atlanta or move out of the city entirely that I spent so much time with my now ex. Everything about Atlanta just repulsed me and made me think of her. 

I haven't heard from Erin since she left me six months ago, of course pathetically I had tried calling her. 

But after about two weeks I gave up on trying to contact her. She shut me out and it was too painful to keep trying to reach her when she didn't want to be. 

"Y'all want another round?" Cooper yelled over at us. Cari and I both nodded at him, only because we took an Uber instead of driving since we knew we would be drinking. 

Cooper was Cari's younger brother and just who so happened to work with Cari and I at our job, he was in Cari's department. 

He had all the women at the job all over him. Only because our job was really more female dominated, so he always had a woman chasing him. Or so that's what Cari would tell me. He was cool, so we hung out with his womanizing ass. 

Then there was Bryson, he was a soft spoken guy that Cari was dating for the time being. I don't know how but once we were out we ran into him and Cooper had introduced us to him, and him and Cari clicked automatically once he got her digits that night a year ago. 

So that's the only people that I only really associated myself with, it sometimes made me miss the days when Erin would be right by my side. 

But I was surely but slowly still moving on from her. I played with the straw of my now empty glass with only ice looking back over at the band. 

Cooper's loud self came back to the table obviously talking to someone, he sat Cari and I's drinks in front of us on our coasters. 

It was some guy but I didn't look at him fully too focused on my drink. 

My lips instantly locked on the straw sipping down the refreshing drink that I needed. 

Already feeling buzzed I knew once this drink was downed I would be cloudy and my worries of my life would just disappear from my mind finally. 

"Oh shit, Dana do not look to your left." Cari instantly spoke to me, knowing with her saying that I would look up. 

My heart began to race faster than it already was from the liquor in my system in seeing Erin here, on this night in this particular club with another female at that. 

Six months and my wound was fully open again, scab gone. 

Standing to my feet as she made eye contact with me, I heard Cari say something but I ignored her turning away to walk to the bar. 

I stumbled briefly not caring who saw as I just felt my heart burn rapidly. 

Glad I had on flats and not heels tonite I eventually made it to the bar through the crowds of people and sat on a stool with my drink. 

My head was so fuzzy from being halfway through my third glass I could only sit there and stare into space. 

Out of all places she just had to be here, and just look at me all stupid I downed the rest of my glass, wiping my mouth with the back of my hand slowly. 

Suddenly I felt someone sit next to me, looking out the corner of my eye to the right there was someone sitting there. 

It was a guy in an all black blazer, black shirt underneath and black dress pants. A gold chain linger around his neck, as a matching stud the size of a grape was in his ear. One small gold hoop piercing accompanied the left nostril of his nose. 

I couldn't see what was on his feet but the shoes looked expensive. 

He slowly sipped from his glass that had dark brown liquid in it on the rocks. Slowly he turned his head in my direction lowering his glass from his mouth, giving me full view of his face. 

He was handsome, brown eyes with a soft sparkle to them with a light skinned tone. Freckles splattered his face gently on his high cheek bones. 

My eyes traveled down to his lips that were light pink and looked scrumptious enough to kiss for a girl that was into guys only. 

I may have only ever found girls attractive but I would be lying if I said this dude wasn't fine.

"You alright?" He asked in a deep southern voice, it was different from the usual accent I heard here in Atlanta. 

A small smirk tugged at his lips, knocking me out of the fact that I was staring at him, mainly his lips. 

Darting my eyes away I looked straight ahead shrugging my shoulders. 

I shook my head, "Define alright."

"What?" He asked leaning closer, that I smelled him, his cologne it made me feel something I never felt before. 

He looked familiar though, like I had seen him before.

"Nothing." I mumbled shaking my head I looked back over to see him closer to my face. 

His eyes were so brown and I could count each freckle he had if I wanted, it was like he was looking in my soul or some shit. 

In my peripheral vision to my right I could see Erin staring at me standing close by talking to some people or they were just talking to her. 

Without thinking I thought of only revenge on my mind, and looked back over to the handsome guy still giving me a confused look his face close to mine. 

Closing the small distance between our faces I pressed my lips to his knowing Erin was looking at me still. 

The kiss was weird at first as I closed my eyes, hoping he wouldn't push me off. 

A deep chuckle of satisfaction from his throat sounded making my heart thrum. 

My fears went away when I felt him move his lips against mine, turning his head he deepened the kiss leaving me breathless. 

My face felt hot as I tasted his lips of straight brandy and a mint taste. 

His lips were so soft as I felt he turned his body my way briefly sucking on my bottom lip I could feel his strong hands on my hips pulling me in more, until I pulled away needing to breathe. 

I opened my eyes to see him staring at me with a big grin on his face, a dimple in his right cheek. 

I looked behind me to see Erin was gone as I breathed.

"Damn, Cooper will be glad to know you're more than alright." The guy I kissed muttered downing the rest of his glass with his body still towards me. 

Checking him out more now I saw he had tattoos on his neck and hands, probably going up further where the sleeves of his jacket covered.

"Wait, you know Cooper?" I asked my head spinning and blinking my eyes I rubbed my left one. 

Glad I had on twenty four hour makeup I looked back down to the bar.

"Damn that accent though." He commented getting a raised eyebrow from me. 

I had gotten so used to people being used to my accent, he reawakened that feeling. 

"Um, anyways, yeah, he told me to come check on you," He smiled as I looked back up to him, "My name is Calen, his older brother." Older brother? 

There's the familiarity, but his eyes are different.

"Oh." I blinked standing up as he checked out my body raising an eyebrow looking back up to my face with a lust filled stare in his brown eyes.

"Come with me." I ordered grabbing his hand pulling him out of his seat he didn't hesitate to follow. 

As gay as I was that was my first un-gay experience and it was fucking with me, as my buzz was completely gone now. 

Calen held my hand as we walked back to the table where Cooper, Cari and Bryson sat. 

They were standing though as Calen and I approached the table. 

I quickly slipped my hand out of Calens. I don't think he noticed though nodding at Cooper.

"Hey you okay?" Cari asked walking up to me, she eyed Calen for a brief second. 

Why all of a sudden I felt like they had set that up for Calen to go check on me at the bar. 

I nodded at her as Cooper and Calen started talking.

"Why didn't you tell me you had an older brother?" I asked her in a lower tone only she could hear. Cari chuckled with a smile at me.

"It never came up, too busy keeping an eye on Cooper's ass all this time." She told me with a smile, "He just popped up I guess he told Cooper that he would be coming because I didn't know shit."

"I thought we knew everything about each other hoe." I muttered at her and she giggled.

"He stays in Virginia, half brother on our dad side. Calen really stays to himself, I haven't seen him in almost a year girl." She shook her head looking over at her brothers. 

Following suit I looked over seeing Cooper nod talking to his brother as Calen stared at me, winking once with a dark smile before looking back at Cooper. 

Feeling myself blush out of embarrassment I looked away back to Cari, and she had that look on her face. 

She saw it all and had an I want an explanation right now look.

"What?" I asked trying to act dumb, but Cari saw through it.

"Don't 'What' me bitch, what was that between you and my brother?" She spoke hysterically with a big ass grin. 

To be honest I don't know what was going on between us, all I did was use him in front of Erin. 

Shrugging my shoulders, I just played it off making Cari look confused.

"Bae, I'm ready to head out its close to two." Bryson walked closer behind Cari his mouth to her ear. 

Letting her look on me go for now she gave in to Bryson turning towards him. Cooper walked over to us with Calen in tow scratching his chin nonchalantly.

"Well since y'all two already met, I don't think introductions are in order." Cooper spoke to me grabbing everyone's attention. 

I nodded at him looking over at Calen who had a sparkle in his eyes looking back, "Yeah, we're good thanks."

"Pleasures all mine Dana." He smiled at me, I looked away realizing that I never told him my name. 

I figured Cooper must have told him as we began to leave the club. The air outside was cool, but not too cold. It felt good after being inside the hot building.

"Hey, I'm going over Bryson's tonight you want a ride to get dropped home or you going to take an uber?" Cari asked as we walked across the street.

"Um, I'll just-"

"I'll take her home." Calen spoke up with his hands in his front pocket standing there. Cooper dapped him up getting in Bryson's car since they were roommates.

"Basketball tomorrow nigga." Cooper yelled from the window at Calen.

"Yeah." He yelled back, and then looked over at me an obvious sexual glare in his eyes. 

He licked over his bottom lip smiling at me. 

I turned back to Cari as she leaned up against the open passenger door.

"I don't even know him Cari." I whispered to her.

"He's harmless Dae." She looked at me with scrunched up eyebrows, but she didn't know what happened at the bar. 

Taking a deep breath I decided to just get a ride and trust in Cari's words. I mean I did make out with the guy before even knowing him.

"Alright good nite." I mumbled, she nodded hugging me.

"We'll talk in the morning babe." She yelled getting in Bryson's car and then he sped off. 

I turned around seeing that Calen was walking down the street in the opposite direction.

"Wait!" I yelled calling after him, walking faster. He stopped at an all red Porsche turning around while he chirped the car and began to open the passenger door for me. 

It was like he assented the car or the other way around. I was hesitant at first but knew I honestly needed to save as much money as possible.

"You coming or naw?" He asked with an mischievous smirk on his face at me, "Always can still call a damn uber."

Whatever.

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[mrjellybeanz]

Queen Naija Returns In Emphatic New Single “Good Girls Finish Last”

Multi-platinum R&B sensation Queen Naija makes her powerful return with the release of her latest single, Good Girls Finish Last. This emotionally charged track explores the frustrations of giving everything to a relationship, only to feel as though it’s never enough. With her rich, soulful vocals and meaningful lyrics, Queen Naija transports listeners into a raw, personal experience of heartache…

[daletraeng]

See the lyrics for the song “Boo'd Up” by Ella Mai

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still goes. 🤸🏾‍♂️

[kicksaddictny]

LACOSTE L003 Neo Sneaker Featuring Campaign with Ella Mai and Midwxst

Lacoste – beloved, heritage fashion-sport brand, is unveiling the newest addition to their performance-meets-innovation fashion footwear category for men & women – meet the L003 Neo Sneaker, launching across Lacoste.com on February 6th.

A twist on a concept shoe pioneered on Lacoste’s runway, the L003 Neo embraces bounce, for unbeatable style and irrepressible energy with neoprene and mesh upper, intricate lace fastening, eye-catching perforations and bold Lacoste Croc shining on a modern chunky outsole. 

Inspired by the tennis ball – which bounces and pings across the court across lines, always moving, to embrace constant change and constant innovation,  the sneaker is similarly energetic – moving from court to street, from sport to fashion, from what came before to what comes next. 

The L003 Neo comes in a hero neon yellow colorway, which nods to the dynamism of the tennis ball and to Lacoste’s rich history as a sporting leader, with other colorways including monochrome pink and turquoise for women and classic tones, including all-black and timeless khaki for men. 

The L003 Neo sneaker is further brought to life through an electric campaign featuring L003 Neo ambassadors Ella Mai and Midwxst. Forward-thinking, stylish and full of energy, Ella and Midwxt represent  Lacoste’s vision for the future.

Men’s & Women’s (Respective Size Ranges Below)

Neon yellow ($145.00)

Black & White ($145.00)

Light Pink & Green ($145.00)

Women’s (Sizing 5-10)

Pink ($145.00)

Aqua ($145.00)

Orange ($145.00) 

Men’s (Sizing 7-13)

Tan ($145.00) 

Black ($145.00)

Black & Tan ($145.00)

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[harlowsbby]

Back Outside

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yourinstagram we back outside this summer or what? 🤪

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yourinstagram @latto I don’t kiss and tell 🤫

lilnasx the caption though? what’s tea?

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urbanwyatt jack said unblock him 👨🏼‍🦯

tmz @urbanwyatt oh? what’s tea?!?

yourinstagram @tmz the tea is jack harlow is a cheater.

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tmz rumors have been swirling that @jackharlow has cheated on @yourinstagram with his costar laura! we weren’t able to confirm these rumors at first… at least until today! looks like a “friend” that was in Jack’s and Laura’s close friends leaked these! We’re assuming Jack didn’t have his now ex girlfriend @yourinstagram added to this list!

Seems like he was keeping these on the low! And based off these captions via the photos while Y/N was sleepin Jack was creepin

lilnasx damnnnnnnnn I wonder who leaked the close friends?! 🤪

druski2funny @lilnasx man you’re fake as FUCK how you gonna do that to Jack?

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urbanwyatt how much could I get if I leaked a video of the two of them making out?

neelam @urbanwyatt URBAN LOG OFF

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jackharlow focused on me.

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sza @lilnasx CLOCK THAT TEA

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yourinstagram anyways here’s a fun little video to distract y’all from all this mess….

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theshaderoom well we know one rapper that won’t be boo’d up for Valentine’s Day and that’s @jackharlow! looks like he must’ve seen @yourinstagram recent instagram post!! Look like she’s boo’d up with rapper @quavo are we here for this relationship roomies?!

lilnasx oooo she got herself a chocolate man I love this for my good sis

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lilnasx @druski2funny you know what lemme not go in on you 💀

sza love this for her!

urbanwyatt ooo jack is screaming and kicking and sliding now the walk rn

neelam @urbanwyatt URBAN BE QUIET

(Hope you guys like this I had no idea what I was doing 😭)

[vampirelova92]

Stuck N The Middle: Honesty 1.2

April•

Dana

Once settled inside the exotic car, it was quiet in the night. The new clean car smell invaded my nostrils as I watched this too good to be true man from inside it. Calen walked around the front getting in the drivers side. After closing his door he pulled out his keys and looked down in between us seeing I had my arm laying on the center compartment. His brown eyes looked up at me as he smirked with his lips.

"Can you move your arm, I need to get sum out of there." He requested respectfully closing his eyes to a squint. Feeling myself blush, I quickly placed my arm in my lap as Calen opened up the center. With his head faced down I could see he had growing in curls on top of his head. He definitely was related to Cooper and Cari, but with a different edge even though he was kind. After a few more seconds of rummaging through the compartment, he closed it and put something white and had the length of a cigarette in between his pink lips. Then he pushed a button behind the right side of the steering wheel, making the Porsche purr to life. A screen over the radio and underneath the dashboard lit up as he put the car in drive and pulled off.

"What's your address so I can put it in the GPS?" He mumbled with what I assumed a spliff between his lips. Of course he smoked weed why wouldn't he. His little high tech car didn't impress me though, I've been around it before. Erin wasn't just amazing and made me fall in love with her because she was a beautiful girlfriend inside and out to me. She also came from a wealthy family, and had at least four different European cars under her belt. Being in the car with Calen, made me feel like I was with her. To be honest it was the first time since coming in contact with him.

"I don't need to, you're going the right way for now," I muttered over at him, "I don't mind being your GPS."

Calen did a low chuckle lighting the weed between his lips, "Fine by me, ma."

"Take a left at the next right, pop." I mocked him looking out my window ready to get out this car. Stopping at a red light I heard him clear his throat exaggerating it, making me look over at him. Holding a squint in his eyes he sized me.

"You mocking me or sum shit?" He asked with a raised eyebrow cooly blowing smoke from his nose.

"What if I am?" I challenged as he continued to stare at me, the green light glowing on his face he pushed on the gas still looking at me. A stare contest began as he continued to speed through the 2am night, never unlocking his brown orbs from mine. Turning the wheel he made the left holding our gaze, stopping at another red light. I couldn't help but laugh at how serious he looked at me still, shaking his head he looked straight ahead. Taking another pull from his blunt he put out the spliff, he put it behind his ear.

"I don't understand your ass, where to next lil princess?" He asked in a low growl letting smoke leave his lips gently, it was almost too sexy. Why do I think that's sexy? I need to get away from him.

"What are you trying to understand? And you don't have to go any further we are here." I told him taking off my seatbelt, I pointed my right thumb to the apartment complex on the right. Calen overlooked the buildings and put his eyes back on me with a smug look.

"I'm surprised you don't know all the ways to get to the apartment." I eyed him.

"I do, why you think I can drive without lookin? Just didn't know u lived with Cari." He swiped his tongue over his bottom lip quickly, "You're distracting."

"I don't know how, not even doing nothing." I sighed.

"Why you kiss me and then act like this." He asked me putting the car in park looking over at me. Taking a deep sigh I decided since he gave me a ride home, I should give him his answer.

"My ex, was at the club tonight and I wanted to make her jealous so I used the next best thing to me to do it." I admitted looking into his brown eyes. Blinking a few times at me, Calen laid his head back on his seat head rest.

"Oh." Was all he said looking up at the roof of his car, "So you're gay."

"Yeah." I nodded as he looked back over at me, he slowly unbuttoned one button at the top of his shirt showing his chest. It was graced with tattoos on it telling me my assumptions earlier at the club were true. Besides this car, Calen was nothing like Erin and that was dangerous.

"Well, should've been told me that, I feel so used for my body now." He played like his feelings was hurt looking over at me cracking a crooked smile. Rolling my eyes at him I shook my head looking away. 

"Yeah, well thanks for the ride Calen it was nice meeting you." I spoke opening up my door, but Calens strong arm reached over my body. His tricep grazing the edge of my areolas through my dress gently, he closed the door back. I blushed looking over at him and his innocent face. He's going to kill me for using him.

He licked over his pink lips before saying, "You may not be interested in me, but Imma still be a gentleman, don't touch my damn door."

Baffled by his words I just stared at him as he winked taking off his blazer, throwing it in his backseat. Opening his car door he stepped out giving me a chance to see the sleeves of tattoos on his arms. It was like he was a walking masterpiece or something, I wished Cari would have told me something about her older brother. Walking around the car after he closed his door back he opened mine, reaching his hand out for me to take it. Standing up out the car with his help he closed the door back, placing his hands in his front pockets looking down at me. He really was taller than me now that I realized it.

"Thanks again, for the ride." I breathed holding my clutch in hand. He made me nervous and I hated it. Only Erin ever made me this close to nervous and Calen was pushing it past that.

"And for the usage of my lips this evening of course." He smirked at me, turning his head to the side.

"Right." I blushed beginning to walk towards my apartment door, going up the usual three steps. Calen stayed by his car but I knew he was watching me. I turned around to give one last look and I was right. He stood leaning against his car just staring at me, that sparkle at me in his eyes.

"Was that your first time kissing a guy?" He asked not having to yell out since it was so quiet on the street, I looked at my phone to use the light so I could get my key in the lock. It was almost three in the morning. Plus Cari and I forgot to keep the porch light on. Turning back towards him I laughed seeing him as he waited patiently for my answer.

"Yes, it was now go away." I told him opening my door. He smirked sparking his blunt again beginning to walk around his car to the driver side.

"It won't be your last." He said making my heart stop as I entered in my apartment closing the door behind me. What a night.

***

The next morning while rolling over in my sheets, I felt another body next to me. I looked over to see Cari knocked out in my bed. I pulled out my phone under my pillow to see it was twelve in the afternoon. She did this all the time when she went over Bryson's house. If you asked me they had a weird relationship. Once they were finished probably fooling around at night, early in the morning he would drop her off back home, and then she would snuggle me. I never thought of going there with Cari in that way, but if she didn't have Bryson couldn't blame me for wondering about a what if. They say it had something to do with the fact that Cooper didn't want to see his sister the next morning knowing what they had done, so since Bryson was not paying half n half on their condo, his say goes. To me it was all so stupid, but hey I had my own stupid moments with people I couldn't take back so I couldn't judge. Starting off with what happened last night with Calen. That damn liquor courage really got the best of me. Shaking my head at myself I slipped out of Cari's grasp going into the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face. Staring at myself in the mirror of a small t shirt and short boy shorts, I wondered what Calen meant when he said that wouldn't be my last time kissing a guy. He was pretty confident I had to admit, but that dick between his legs was the main reason on why he probably would never get me to like guys. Arrogant cockiness bugged the shit out of me, and he had plenty of it. All I could say was good luck to him. Like that would help. Placing my wash cloth back on the bathroom towel rack, I exited seeing Cari sitting up in bed plucking her sleepy eyes from her phone to on me.

"Good day." She muttered looking me up and down.

"Hey." I replied going to my dresser to find some clothes for today. I decided to take a shower after going downstairs to find something to eat, I was starving. 

"You want to tell me now wassup with you and my brother?" She asked meekly, I did a low huff.

"Nothing is going on Carr." I mumbled looking through my dresser drawer for my black graphic tee I wanted to wear today, "You've known me for the past two years, I'm gay remember and your brother is a DUDE!"

"Bullshit, something is and I want you to spill. Now." She demanded at me, I turned around once finding my shirt mugging her smile.

"I'll make breakfast." She spoke all sing songy. If it was one thing I loved about Cari being my roommate it was her cooking, not having the blessing of having my moms home cooked meals since she lived all the way in New York, Cari was as close as I could possibly get.

"Fine, go start cooking I'll take my shower then we can talk." I shook my head going back to the bathroom.

"Alright!" She perked up, I could hear her making her way out my room to go clean up. I'll never hear the end of this. Fuck. After scrubbing and showering for a good ten minutes, I got out drying off and then putting on my skin moisturizer all over my body and deodorant. Spraying my bath and body works spray once on my neck and two times on my chest I got dressed. Keeping my hair in a bun after putting my earrings on I made my way downstairs. As I got closer to the kitchen all I could smell was breakfast food, my stomach began to do numerous flips. Floating to one of the stools at the island in the kitchen I sat and anxiously waited for my plate food. Cari turned around with a dark smile making me roll my eyes at her, knowing she was finally going to know what went down last night. Making my plate she placed it in front of me with a fork in the other hand. I reached for it, but she snatched it back as I picked up a piece of hash brown placing it past my lips. Picking up my cranberry juice I swallowed and took a deep breath.

"When I walked to go sit at the bar from being upset, a guy that I didn't know then was your brother came and sat next to me." I started, making Cari give me my fork. I placed some fried eggs and a piece of pancake in my mouth after soaking it with syrup.

"Okay and..?" Cari drilled growing impatient as I began to dig into my food.

"Somehow, Erin made her way to the fuckin' bar area and was in my sights again, since Calen was sitting next to me and looked interested in me I kissed him in front of Erin." I told her.

"Bitch, whaaaaaaat!?" Cari exclaimed making me look up as I bit into a rogerwood sausage.

"I didn't know he was your brother at the time Cari, and it was just to make-"

"No, no I understand that Dana, it's just out of all the guys in the building you had to pick Calen?" She asked sounding worried.

"See I knew you were going to trip out over this, I don't want your brother. Promise." I said straight up looking sincerely into her grey eyes matching Cooper's, but not Calen's since his was brown. But I could still see the familiarity it was weird with Cari's having more feminine features to them now that I noticed. Such a gene pool.

"Dae, that's what I'm trying to tell you, that's where you're making an error." She told me coming to sit down next to me.

I drank some more juice looking over at her, "What you mean?"

"Did he say anything at all to you when he dropped you off last night?" She asked.

"He asked me if he was the first guy I ever kissed and I told him yeah," Cari watched me cautiously, "Then he said it wouldn't be my last." I shrugged. Shaking my head at his cocky ass.

"Yeah, that definitely sounds like Calen." She scoffed looking away, "Listen to me Dana, Calen gets what he wants when it comes to women, you shouldn't have kissed him."

"Pshhh, Cari please, I already told him I'm not interested if he has a hard time getting it through his big light bright head I won't have a problem with reminding him." I scoffed.

And I mean that shit.

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