SHE WAS LIKE A SHOT OF EPRESSO
pairing. tom blyth x actress!fem!reader (mentions of other actors x fem!reader platonically)
summary. in which you are the epitome of sunshine and radiance within your co stars OR all the times your co stars have talked interviewers’ ears off about you
installment of this au | read for context!
Time 1: Tom Blyth
“How’s Y/N as a cast mate?”
That question shouldn’t make Tom Blyth smile that wide — but he does — because he’s so utterly and unconditionally inlove with you.
“Oh gosh, I wouldn’t even know where to start,” Tom begins. “As her boyfriend, I think I’m being pretty biased when I say this, but Y/N Avocot as a cast mate has honestly been the best experience of my life. There has not been a day where she doesn’t make me laugh so hard that my ribs start hurting, and there hasn’t been a day where she hasn’t made me smile.” He pauses for a moment, pondering the next words to say.
“Y/N’s just that type of person, you know? She’s like the warm sunlight that engulfs you every morning you open your curtains, she’s like that newly brewed coffee that helps hydrate and bring you back to life. She’s everything.” And he says this in such a loving manner that the interviewer practically awes, the cameraman zooming the camera to show Tom’s dilated pupil.
“Your pupils are dilated!” The interviewer mentions, laughing as she points towards his eyes.
“Oxytocin is a warm hormone that’s released when you talk about someone you love,” Tom shrugs. “All my friends say my pupils dilate when I’m near Y/N, that’s just the effect she has on people.”
“Well there it is folks! Tom Blyth is truly inlove with Y/N Avocot!”
Time 2: Sean Kaufman and Lola Tung
It was an interview discussing the new season of The Summer I Turned Pretty, and it consisted of Sean and Lola who’s schedules were the only ones that were open that day.
“Guys! We’re so happy to have you today,” the interviewer starts.
“Why thank you,” Lola smiles brightly into the camera, smoothing out her dress.
“So obviously, this season is very important to the plot, it contains so much new exciting storylines including Sean’s character, Steven Conklin, and Y/N’s character, Ella!”
“Yes,” Sean laughs, his eyes crinkling. “It was very fun filming the scenes with Y/N, she’s like that little rush of happiness that you just wanna keep inside a jar.”
“Actually!” Lola speaks up, crossing one leg over the other as she leans forward to the interviewer. “Now that Sean’s mentioning it, Y/N really is a rush of happiness. God, everyday on set, I always think ‘I’m gonna probably have to say my lines over a thousand times and be tired by the time I’m done’ but Y/N comes right in, and she’s always making funny faces behind the director which just fills my heart with joy and it’s those little moments that make acting really worth it you know? Like even though I’m dying re filming the same scene over and over again — I know that Y/N’s always going to cheer me up by the end of it.”
“Wow,” the interviewer laughs. “I haven’t even asked you guys about Y/N yet but she seems to be very loved by the crew.”
“Oh yeah,” Sean nods. “Everyone filming loves her. I mean, how could you not?”
And the interviewer thinks the same question, because after interviewing Tom Blyth, she really believes that you really cannot not love Y/N Avocot.
Time 3: Timothee Chalamet
“Timo!” The interviewer greets Timothee excitedly, moving the chair so he could sit.
“Jacob! My favorite interviewer,” and maybe Timothee’s lying, because he’s seen about a million interviewers by now, but it makes Jacob smile, not so much hating his job anymore.
“Your new movie, Miracles in Love, can you tell me more about that?”
“Yes,” Timothee takes a deep breath. “It’s about a boy and girl in their early twenties figuring out what they wanna be in life. My character, Louie Marcel, falls inlove with my co star — Y/N’s character — Maeve Jones after they bump into each other at the bar and talk about how depressing their lives are. It’s pretty funny, y’know. How easy it was to film with Y/N, in fact, it came all naturally.” Timothee pauses, a small smile playing on his lips.
“When you say naturally, what exactly do you mean by that?”
“Oh you know Jacob,” Timothee grins. “It’s easy to fall inlove with Y/N Avocot. She’s a remarkable actress, and everything that I filmed with her feels so real that it feels like I’m really Louie and I’m really falling inlove with a girl named Maeve at the local bar near my university.”
“Oh wow,” Jacob, the interviewer, can’t help but gush at Timothee’s endearing statement. “You must be very good friends.”
“Us? Of course!” He laughs as if it was one of the funniest statements on earth. “I’m really good friends with her boyfriend too, Tom. They’re honestly the sweetest couple, don’t know if I’m inlove with him or her. Maybe both,” he jokes.
bellyapologist oh to be yn avocot and be so loved by her cast mates that they’re smiling each time they talk about her
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user1 literally like how do you not cry when you’re being called a literal rush of happiness
user2 lola and sean being so excited to talk about her even though the interviewer didn’t start the interview yet 😭
user3 shows that yn is rly a good person
timotheesgf YN AVOCOT LET ME BE YOU PLEASEEEE LOOK AT HOW TIMOTHEE TALKS ABT HER GOD LIFE IS NOT FAIR
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user4 “it’s easy to fall inlove with yn avocot” FUCKKKKK
user5 “everything I filmed with her feels so real” oh tom and kylie are punching the air rn
user9 she must’ve saved a planet in her past life cause..
user10 same energy as “she was like a shot of espresso” 😭😭😭😔😔😔
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Reconnected - Alessia Russo
Alessia reconnects with an old friend after a long time falling out.
Alessia groaned when she heard she would be rooming with Y/N for the next three weeks at camp.
Alessia and Y/N had grown up together, playing on all the same teams until Alessia decided to go to America for University and Y/N had decided she was going to attempt to go professional.
They each respected the others decision and made promises to call all the time, text every day, and facetime at least once a week.
They parted with a very emotional goodbye and reminder to call when Alessia landed.
But, as it always does, life got in the way. Busy schedules and time zones took its toll. Weekly calls tuned to monthly, texts would go days without a response. By the end of the first season, they hadn’t spoken in months. Months turned to years, and they ended up not speaking again until Alessia received her first senior call up.
Alessia had been frozen in place that first time seeing Y/N in years. Ella and Georgia let her pass it off as just anxiety. Y/N smiled and said how good it was to see Alessia again before settling in for the meeting to start camp off.
Neither spoke about the past, both remained cordial, awkwardness seeping from every interaction the two had. Now, she was going to have to share a room with the girl for three weeks.
“Ouch, don’t sound so excited,” Y/N mumbled walking by to grab a room key.
The striker winced, knowing Y/N heard her groan of disappointment. She trudged behind the other player, hoping for some miracle that someone would call out it was a mistake, and they weren’t roommates. Ella gave her a sympathetic smile as she slowly passed.
Y/N stood outside the room with it propped open, waiting for the blonde catch up. Once she did, she pushed in first, dumping her bags at the bed closest to the door.
“You still like the bed further from the door?”
Alessia fumbled for a response, simply nodding, and walking to the other bed. Both started to unpack. Alessia kept glancing over, trying to see if Y/N was as uncomfortable as she was with the situation. Sighing, she continued to shift her clothes around to look busy.
“Hey, uh, I know,” Y/N started softly, fidgeting with one of the room keys, having moved to stand by the door, “uh, I know this isn’t what you want, and you don’t want anything to do with me. So, I’ll stay out of the room as much as I can and give you your space.”
She walked out of the room before Alessia could even process what was said to her. It had been obvious she was awkward with her former friend, but she didn’t want to make it seem like Y/N was being forced from her room.
Y/N was true to her word though. For the first week of camp, Y/N would only be in the room to shower or sleep, always slipping in just before curfew and gone before Alessia woke up. Alessia didn’t know where she was going, none of the players did. Y/N wasn’t hanging out in any of the common areas or other players rooms. Anytime not scheduled for team time, Y/N just vanished.
The start of the second week, Y/N came into the room just before curfew, slamming the door behind her. She aggressively grabbed her pajamas from her bag before going into the bathroom, slamming that door shut as well.
Alessia sat shocked in her bed, dropping her phone to rest on her chest, waiting for Y/N to come out to check on her.
“Everything ok?”
“Just fucking fine,” she threw her clothes on top of her suitcase, she forcefully flopped into her bed before rolling away to face away from the blonde.
“Do you, uh, do you want to talk about it?”
Alessia didn’t know if this was the right move or not. They hadn’t any kind of conversation with meaning to it in years, this might not be the best time to start.
Y/N didn’t respond, focusing on the wall in front of her. Alessia couldn’t see her face but could hear the faint sniffles and shuffling of the sheets. She knew the other girl was doing her best to mask her crying.
“You’re obviously upset Y/N, we can chat about it if you want.”
“Just fucking drop it!”
Y/N whipped her body over to glare at the blonde. In the low light left from the bedside lamp between the beds, Alessia could see her bloodshot eyes. But it was also clear that while she was being snapped at, Y/N wasn’t angry, she looked sad and disappointed. Y/N continued to stare Alessia down before moving back to facing away.
“I’m sorry, if you change your mind, I’m here.”
Alessia clicked the light off before settling in her bed. She tried to sleep, but all she could think about was how upset her roommate was.
She had been her best friend. They may have drifted apart, but she still cared very deeply for her. She could easily say she loved her when she was younger. Not knowing what the feeling meant at the time, she hadn’t done anything with them, thinking it was normal feel that way about best friends.
In university, she realized that it wasn’t. That what she felt towards Y/N was so much more and went so much deeper. It had only taken one experience with one of the players from the men’s team to realize that she would never feel the attraction toward men like it seemed she was supposed to, leaving her confused. It also only took one experience with one of the older players on her team to realize that was what she felt.
Several heartfelt conversations later, Alessia realized what she felt was normal, but by then it seemed too late for her and Y/N and she didn’t understand what had happened. She made a few attempts to maintain the friendship, but things seemed strained and never were what they had been.
Y/N was gone by the time Alessia woke in the morning. No one saw her until they loaded the bus to head to the field.
They played the next day and would just being having a light practice that day, with the afternoon off.
Alessia understood what Y/N was upset the night before. She was handed a different colour pinny than she normal received, seeming to indicate not only would she not be starting but most likely not playing at all. The coaching staff must have told her the night before.
Several veteran players seemed shocked she wouldn’t be getting the minutes, but most understood. Y/N had been playing terrible the entire camp, it only made sense she wouldn’t be playing.
England easily pulled out the win the next day. Alessia coming on as a sub, scoring two goals withing five minutes of being on the field.
With the team playing again in only a couple days, the celebration was kept to minimum. Movie night in a conference room of the hotel. Staff brought in brought in popcorn and snacks. Players brought down pillows and blankets, spreading themselves all around the room. Y/N didn’t bring anything down, having again avoided going to the room. She sat stiffly at the back of the room, darting out abruptly once the movie ended, not giving anyone a chance to talk to her.
“Good! you’re here!” Alessia was excited walking in the room as Y/N stepped out of the bathroom.
Riding high on confidence of her game earlier, she felt ready to find out why her and Y/N stopped being friends.
“I’m not in the mood to be mocked,” Y/N mumbled while she put her dirty laundry in her bag.
“I’m not mocking you, I wanted to talk to you.”
Y/N stopped her movements and looked over to see if the blonde was serious or not.
When Y/N didn’t say anything for a minute or make a move to leave, she continued.
“I wanted to talk to you about us.”
“There’s nothing to talk about,” Y/N scoffed, shaking her head.
“Yes, there is. I want to know why I don’t have a best friend anymore.”
She was speaking much more confidently felt now.
Y/N let out a humourless laugh, “Ella is your best friend.”
“You were my best friend and now you’re not, I want to know why.”
The blonde could tell Y/N was becoming frustrated with the conversation, but she didn’t know when she would have the confidence to bring this up again, so she kept pushing.
“We promised to talk all the time, no matter what, you stopped replying, you stopped calling.”
“Don’t blame me for this,” Y/N grunted out, doing her best to keep herself from getting angry and raising her voice.
“I’m not blaming you; I’m just saying, we could have made more of an effort.”
“You don’t remember, do you?” Y/N sneered.
Alessia was taken back by the sudden venom in the stare Y/N hit her with. She had gone through all their interactions time and time again to try and determine what happened between them, she quickly thought about it again, coming up with nothing.
“Just drop it Alessia, it’s not worth it rehashing the past.”
Y/N seemed defeated, shaking her head, she made her way into her bed.
“It is worth it; I want my best friend back.”
“You didn’t remember then; you won’t remember now. I really don’t want to talk about this anymore.”
Alessia took a good look at Y/N now, she looked beaten from their conversation. She had tucked herself into a ball, facing away from the blonde.
Feeling guilty for upsetting Y/N, Alessia softly agreed before getting ready for bed herself.
Y/N was gone again when Alessia woke up.
Alessia entered the banquet room for breakfast, just in time to catch Ella yelling at Y/N as she walked away.
“I don’t know what you did, but you’re hurting my best friend, so figure it out or leaver her the hell alone.”
Ella had badgered it out of Alessia their first camp as to why the pair were so awkward with each other. Alessia had confided in Ella long ago about her previous friendship with Y/N and how abruptly it seemed to end.
Ella was protective of her best friend. Knowing Y/N was doing something to upset her, didn’t sit well with her. She set out that morning to confront Y/N, causing a small scene.
Leah calmly stepped in front of the midfielder when it looked like she was going to follow Y/N leaving the room, “leave it between them Ella.”
Ella continued to glare the way Y/N left before walking to sit back down.
“And you,” the captained turned to Alessia, “are going to go work whatever out with Y/N before it wrecks her.”
“She’s avoiding me and our room. Besides, I tried last night, and she shut me down.”
“I’ll get her to your room so you guys can talk, just go wait there for her.”
Leah turned the striker back to her room before calling Y/N to find where she had been hiding the last week.
Y/N hadn’t told anyone on the team of her fallout with Alessia. It had been easy enough to figure out there was history between the two players. Both admitted they had a friendship, but Y/N only ever stated they had drifted apart due to distance, leaving it at that. There has never been any issue between the two until this week.
“You and Alessia are going to settle whatever feud you have going on now,” Leah spoke firmly while she all but dragged Y/N back to her room, grip not loosening on her bicep as they walked the distance of the hallway.
“We aren’t children, you can’t just put us in time out!”
Leah glared her down, causing Y/N to shrink under the look. She banged on the door for Alessia to open it, shoving Y/N through it once it opened.
“Figure it out!” she tugged the door shut.
Y/N sighed and leaned heavily against the door before sliding all the way down to sit on the floor, dropping her head between her knees.
“I’m sorry Ella yelled at you, she can be a little protective sometimes,” Alessia gave an awkward laugh.
Y/N didn’t react.
Alessia fidgeted on the spot while the tension grew in the room.
“Umm, I guess we do need to talk about it.”
Y/N tipped her head back with a thud to the door, “guess so. Who doesn’t love ripping open old wounds?”
“I really don’t know what it is you think I’m supposed to remember.”
“Of course you don’t,” Y/N shook her head with a sad laugh, “since you don’t remember, I obviously just need to get over it. So, I’ll tell Leah it’s all good, you can call your attack dog off, and we can go back to avoiding each other.”
“That’s not,” Alessia started before Y/N cut her off.
“Leah!” Y/N called through the door, knowing she would be waiting to make sure the pair did what they were supposed to do, “we worked it out, can we come out of time out now?”
“No you didn’t!” she called back, “quit behaving like children and work it out!”
“Damnit,” Y/N muttered.
“Maybe you should just tell me what I did and then we can really work it out instead of having to pretend the rest of our careers?”
Y/N watched Alessia for a minute to determine if she was being sincere or not, “you called me.”
She shrugged like it was nothing.
Alessia waited, confused how a phone call that she can’t remember could cause so much trouble.
“It was the night after you won the ACC your first season. You called me from the hotel, in a hallway or something.”
She remembered that night. She remembered the seniors brought in a bunch of alcohol to the hotel, the staff ignoring to celebrate the win themselves, and all the players being very drunk. She didn’t remember calling Y/N at all though.
“You started telling me all about the win and how you got the start and played well. And I was so happy for you. I remember saying how proud I was of you. Then,”
Y/N paused, opening, and closing her mouth a few times, seeming to work up the courage to tell the blonde what happened. Alessia still working to remember what happened, all she remembered was being really drunk and happy, then hungover the next day.
“Then you said you loved me,” Y/N finally made eye contact.
“And before I could say anything you told me you had loved me for a long time, and you described what you loved about me and said some of the sweetest things I had ever heard. You told me you couldn’t wait to see me in person again because all you could think about was kissing me and holding me.”
Alessia inhaled sharply. How could she not remember any of this?
“I told you I would say it back, but not until you were sober enough to enjoy it like I was.”
Y/N seemed to smile despite herself.
“You demanded I say it back to you, so I did. But I made you promise me that you would call me the next day sober, and tell me all of that again, so I could say it back to you properly.”
Alessia felt like she was watching a train crash. She knew how the story was going to end, but she needed to hear the words come from Y/N.
Y/N looked away now, head back between her knees, “you didn’t call back.”
“I didn’t call back,” Alessia repeated them to herself.
How could she say all the things she had always wanted to say to Y/N, and never call her back?
Alessia felt the air leave her chest, her knees buckled, and she collapsed on to the bed next to her.
“I tried to bring it up once,” Y/N continued, unaware of the turmoil the blonde was going through in front of her.
“I waited a couple days, thought maybe you needed to get some courage back or something. You called me and I thought you were going to talk about it again, but do you remember what you talked about instead?”
Y/N had yet to look back up. Alessia nodded to herself, this she all remembered.
“I asked what I should wear for my date that night.”
“Exactly. And for weeks, you told me all about this girl that you thought you loved.”
She never loved that girl.
“But, I, but,” she stumbled to come up with some kind of response, “I’m so sorry Y/N.”
“It’s alright, past is in the past. It was just a drunken confession fueled by an exciting win. I shouldn’t still be so affected by it. I knew I never should have let myself get my hopes up, so really, it’s my fault.”
Y/N finally pushed herself up and opened the door looking at the blonde sitting on the floor across from them.
“We worked it out, can I please leave now?”
Leah opened her mouth to argue there was no way they were done but stopped herself when she saw the broken look on Y/N’s face. Immediately she stood up and pulled Y/N into her arms, agreeing they could be done.
Ella went to push herself in to check on Alessia only to pushed back out by a hand on the chest from the blonde. She gripped Y/N’s bicep when she went to walk away, tugging her back into the room.
“We aren’t done.”
“Please Alessia, please can we be done? I promise I’ll leave you alone and just stay out of your way,” she looked to Leah, “I promise to play better, can we please just drop it?”
“I meant what I said.”
“You don’t even remember what you said,” Y/N leaned her weight into Leah, taking as much comfort as she could, “I felt like a fool for believing them, I still feel like a fool.”
Leah remained silent, offering her support to Y/N. Ella made her way to Alessia when she saw the tears in her best friends eyes, she wanted to demand Y/N fix whatever she started.
Alessia shook her head, keeping her friend back. She deserved to suffer alone right now. Y/N had been feeling this pain for years alone.
“I don’t remember the phone call or what I said, but I remember what I felt. I remember that I never wanted to let you go in the airport before I left. I remember that when anything happened you were the first person I ever wanted to tell. I remember that I broke up with that girl because she, well because she wasn’t you. Everything she did I compared to you. And everyone after that wasn’t you.”
Alessia hated that they needed to have this conversation in the hallway right now, but she would tell Y/N anything she needed to hear.
“I remember freezing my first time seeing you at camp because you were just as gorgeous as I remembered. I remember the medical staff almost failing me because my heart rate was too high while you ran next to me.”
Y/N pulled away from Leah and was watching the blonde intently.
“Fuck, I hate that I can’t remember that phone call. And I hate that I can’t remember you saying it back to me, because that was all I could dream of while I was there. I have loved you since I knew what love was, Y/N.”
Ella and Leah both slowly made their exit and let the pair continue talking, Leah gently nudging Y/N back towards the room. Alessia immediately stepped back, hoping that Y/N would follow her back, not taking her eyes off her.
Y/N tentatively followed her in, gently closing the door behind her.
The room was silent while both worked out where to go from there. All their feeling were out in the open to see.
Alessia realized she was still going to need to be the one to take the lead and steer the conversation.
“I cannot say sorry enough for the pain that I put you through Y/N, but I really want us to try and be friends again.”
Y/N nodded along.
“I think I need some time Al.”
Alessia melted at the nickname only Y/N used.
“That’s fair Y/N. Can we start as roommates?”
“We can start as roommates,” she confirmed.
The striker slowly stepped closer to Y/N, stiffly opening her arms for a hug. She only needed to wait a moment before Y/N stepped in.
Both women were ridged to begin with, gradually melting into the long-lost touch.
Alessia woke the next morning to Y/N still in her bed. The pair even made their way to breakfast together, sitting at the same table. Ella continuously flicked her eyes between the two, seemingly waiting for something to blow up again.
No one else said anything, allowing the friendship to repair itself.
That night, Alessia laid wide awake staring at the ceiling, she couldn’t get her thoughts to stop whirring. She hadn’t been able to get them to stop since they spoke the day before.
“Why did you let me talk about those girls all the time if you were waiting for me to call back?”
Y/N let out a sigh and rolled on to her back.
“I only ever wanted you to be happy Al. And if that meant you being with someone else, then I was going to just accept that.”
“But you ran away.”
It was blunt, but not confrontational.
“Uhh yea I did. Eventually I just couldn’t hear about them anymore. I did my best to, I really did. But talking to you was, it was, god, it was the best part of my day,” Y/N smiled, tilting her head to see Alessia already looking at her, “then when we would start talking about your girl, I just couldn’t handle hearing it anymore.”
The smile dropped on Y/N’s face, but the pair continued to stare at each other.
“I still love you, you know, I never stopped,” Alessia whispered.
Y/N nodded.
The rest of camp Alessia and Y/N the awkwardness slowly between slowly dissipated.
By the next camp, it was as if the last few years had never happened. After the last camp ended, they texted every day, calling almost weekly, they had even managed a few dinners.
The pair were attached at the hip for the entirety of the camp.
Alessia could hardly contain herself now that Y/N was back in her life. She constantly sought Y/N out, her eyes seeking out the girl at any chance she could. Her body always seemed to drift closer than it should.
“You’re going to be dehydrated if you keep drooling over Y/N,” Ella rolled her eyes as she flicked a dirty sock at her friend.
The blonde scowled at her friend, gently kicking her in the shin, she took her eyes off Y/N and continued getting dressed.
“I’m trying. We just became friends again, I can’t push her for more already, I won’t ruin our friendship again.”
“You know she’s waiting for you this time,” Leah nudged Y/N on the other side of the change room. The defender seeing the way Alessia had been watching Y/N all camp.
“I’m not getting hurt like that again Leah,” Y/N spoke firmly, shoving her stuff in bag before storming out of the change room.
Alessia watched the interaction. Leah gave her a sad look. It was obvious the striker was doing her best to hold back her feelings.
It felt like a delicate balance. Push enough that Y/N knew she still loved her, hold back enough to not spook her away.
By the end of camp, the pair had danced around all each other. Alessia would push a little, Y/N would retreat, so Alessia would pull back. Alessia remained steady though, she knew what she did hurt Y/N deeply, she would be patient until Y/N was ready for more.
The last night, the team went out after their game made things difficult for Alessia. She was sat at a table with Y/N pressed tight against her. Feeling the slight buzz from the win and the liquor Alessia leaned into her in return.
Y/N’s hand kept drifting to Alessia’s thigh under the table unconsciously, before taking it away, mumbling an apology. After the third time it happened, Alessia grabbed her wrist before she could pull it away. Alessia watched for a reaction, Y/N bit her lip, giving her thigh a brief squeeze and left her hand there.
Several shots later, they all moved to the dance floor. Alessia pulled herself away from Y/N, knowing she would not be able to keep herself from pushing their invisible boundary formed.
Ella rolled her eyes when she saw what Alessia was doing. She grabbed Alessia by the shoulders and forced her to turn around so her chest would be flush against Y/N’s back. Alessia tried to pull away, shooting a look at Ella over her shoulder. Ella just shook her head and guided Alessia’s arms around Y/N before walking away to leave the pair alone.
Y/N leaned into the touch, then turned into the blonde so their chests were tight together. The motion causing her hands to drop to low on Y/N’s hips.
Alessia gripped her hips, pulling her in even closer. Y/N draped her arms over Alessia’s shoulder. They moved in time to the music together, the outside world tuned out.
Alessia dipped her chin, brushing her nose alone Y/N’s jaw, her lips just brushing the delicate skin of her neck. She gripped Y/N’s hip tighter at the sigh Y/N let out, her control slowly slipping away.
“I love you,” Alessia rasped out, kissing just below Y/N’s ears.
Their bubble immediately popped.
Everything sounded loud and overwhelming to Y/N. Her whole body went rigid, and she started to pull away.
Alessia immediately knew she pushed too much too soon. She tried to tighten her grip to keep Y/N close to her, but it was too late, the girl was already pushing her way out of the crowded of the dance floor.
She wasted no time rushing after her.
She skidded around the corner to see Y/N leaned against the wall, head in her hands, trying to catch her breath.
Alessia slowly approached her, “Y/N, I am so sorry.”
“I just need a second Al,” Y/N shook her head, waving a hand to keep the blonde away.
Alessia stopped moving, giving Y/N the space she asked for.
“I have wanted this for so long Al.”
Y/N anxiously paced in a circle. She wanted so bad to rush over and kiss the blonde or go back into the bar and be back in her arms. But she was so scared to get hurt by the woman again.
“I can’t be hurt again,” Y/N finally stopped moving and looked towards the blonde.
Alessia wanted to the cry when she saw the unshed tears in Y/N’s eyes, she looked devastated.
Taking a breath, Alessia gathered her thoughts before continuing.
“I wish I could promise I would never hurt you again, but I can’t. I can promise I will do anything I can to never hurt you again. I meant what I said in the club, I meant it when I said it months ago, and I will mean it every day for the rest of my life.”
She had slowly closed the distance between herself and Y/N. Slowly she gently curled both hands to hold Y/N’s face, thumb soothing across her cheeks.
Y/N leaned into the touch. Letting a slow breath out, she slowly closed the distance, letting their lips brush. The touch so gentle it was almost like it didn’t happen.
They rested their foreheads together.
Alessia clenched her jaw, she wanted to lean in again and kiss Y/N again. Y/N’s hands came up to rest on Alessia’s chest.
“I mean it Y/N, I will love you forever and I will spend every day showing you.”
Y/N curled her hands into the fabric of Alessia’s shirt and pulled her in. They slammed their lips together at the same time. This kiss more of everything. It let out all the feelings each had been holding back since they were teens.
“I love you too,” Y/N whispered out when they pulled away.
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